All language subtitles for The Real Housewives of Dubai – S1E11

Previously. On the real housewives of
Dubai.

Can I advise you? I do hypnotherapy.

Oh, you do?

Yes. What happens if your baby can't
happen?

Maybe the baby's going to happen.

I am 45 years old. You need to
understand that. My parents have to be

grandparents. I really want you guys to
be with me on the right island.

Just go. No husband, no kids.

Oh, my God. You guys.

Gorgeous.

Wow. My God.

We popped together. What the hell?
Ready?

I think Chanel wears a strap -on at
night with her husband.

It takes...

In character.

For making an ex -boyfriend and an ex
-husband to invest in her. Thank you,

Caroline. If you run your own business.

Caroline, this is the second time you've
asked me what I do, and I feel like

I've explained to you. I love you,
Chanel.

This is not to take you down. No, you
will never take me down because I'm

on top. I know you are. Oh, Jesus
Christ.

I'm actually way more successful than
you.

Okay, I don't feel like it needs to go
on there.

Okay, I'm like really good with this.
I'm going to go home.

We're trying to have fun, guys. Come on.
Caroline, just stay.

Caroline, sit down.

Caroline, sit down.

Excuse me for a minute.

No, you're not.

No, you're not. You're not.

This is the third time she's asked me
this question. I get it. I get it.

Because I am your friend. I followed you
out here. I'm your friend, okay? And

this was the moment for you guys to talk
it out.

You know what you say next time? Don't
ask me again. I've explained it to you

once or twice. Please, I don't
appreciate you asking me and ending.

We're on vacation.

Don't fight.

Please, I'm begging you.

You're trying to piss me off. Come on.

Why do you open the door and allow them?

Don't allow them.

Caroline, I've had a rough time with
them and you've even told me to just

down. Speak less, listen more, back
down. I practice what you preach to me.

Yeah.

Ayaan is just constantly, constantly
putting me down. Whenever I open my

I've worked extremely hard to get to
where I am. And maybe I threaten her. I

just cannot deal with this woman
anymore.

because what i mean you never say
anything listen no no because you know

it's gotten no no no you never i told
you anything caroline there's a lot of

misinterpretation now you have a voice
like literally now you have a voice but

you don't have one because i don't
understand both of you that's why i kept

telling you stop she kept saying oh
you've asked me several times i simply

what do you do if she really listened to
me i was being nice to her but every

time i asked her a question it isn't a
double entendre to put it down it was

meant to be a nice back and forth but it
dissolved into a chair i

depend on my husband there is a

difference between dependence and
investment agreed have you run your own

business this is the second time
actually you've asked me what i do and i

like i've explained to you no i did not
say that you just sit there like you

can't be ...in Switzerland sometimes.

Sometimes you have to find a f***ing
boy. Trying to stop you from talking.

Because you... Why? Because she doesn't
want to talk.

You cannot be telling people, I'm more
successful than you. If you think you

are... I am, yeah.

Or you know you are... I know I am. Then
the end.

Of course Chanel Ayan is more successful
than Caroline Stanbury. In the pages of

Vogue. On the pages of Instagram.

But I'm also not that friend that's
going to gas you up when you're in the

wrong. She's the host.

It's her trip.

Let's be gracious.

Are you going to apologize?

Okay, let's go. I'll be nice. Yeah,
because I want to have fun. Okay, let's

Let's go. Oh, no, no. I'm not going over
there.

That's a little bit too far.

I'm over here.

You're going to come? Come, come, come.

Talk to her, yeah?

Can they talk alone? No, no, no.

I just wanted to say to you. Walk away.

Walk away. Walk away.

No, no, no. I'm good. Oh, you don't want
to talk?

No, no, no. Sit down. No, no, no. Sit.
Sit. Should we press you? We are all

tired. Sit down. But I just wanted to
say to you, because you asked me this

question three times, and maybe I should
have not reacted the way I did, because

I actually feel like we're both very
successful now.

I just want to apologize because
actually, to be honest, I've been having

Thank you for having me here.

We're really, like, working on our
relationship, and I actually think we

really in good place, and I don't want
to go in a wrong place. I'm just going

go sleep it off.

Thank you very much.

No, come.

Come on.

No, I said yes and no.

Here she comes.

I don't understand why she's asking me
what I do when she clearly knows what I

do. So it bothers me that she keeps
asking me what I do and she knows I'm

successful. But I did my part by saying,
hey, I'm sorry.

Thank God I'm not in the 1800s. I made a
white woman cry.

I will not be here.

Are you leaving?

Guys, I can't. I just don't feel good.
I'm going to go take a shower, check up

on my kids. Okay, bye, Nina.

Bye. Bye. Bye. I just, too much, I
can't.

What was too much, Nina?

I don't like what Nina did.

We're all friends.

Instead of her encouraging our friend to
stay, this one was Switzerland was over

here grabbing her handbag, gathering her
goodies, ready to go. Honestly, I feel

like I'm the one that's most in shock
when it comes to Nina.

Only because a lot of my apprehension
that I have with Stanberry comes from

Nina. Yes. And all the things that she
told me about Stanberry. So it's almost

like she's not practicing what she's
preaching.

Nina is a social climber.

But I don't know how far she thinks
she's going to get trying to climb a

white picket fence.

Let's go. Yellow, let's go.

Hello.

Hi, honey.

How are you?

Not good.

Oh, honey.

Are you okay?

No. Are you crying?

Mm -hmm.

Honey, baby, don't cry.

What they were saying to you, they were
like very bad?

Chanel, again.

What's she done?

She's like, I'm more successful than you
in every way.

I'm like, I wasn't even talking to her
about it. She was saying that to you?

Yeah.

It's absolutely not true. It's like a
bleep.

So sorry.

Okay, I love you. I'm going to go.

Yes, yes, yes. Okay, honey, please.
Okay, you break my heart. Are you okay?

Yeah, I'm okay.

Okay, I love you. Love you, too.

Bye.

I have no pajama because you didn't
bring me. You want to wear something of

mine? I left it at home because somebody
promised me I'm not going to name her

something from Mineral.

Get the pants, please. I have the exact
same one.

Good job, girl.

I would never leave anyone to feel left
out.

Okay, you guys need to talk to each
other. Me, I have no issues with Nina.

Do you have issues with me?

No, that you guys are upset because she
left with her. Nobody's upset that you

left with her. I just wasn't going to
let her go.

Nina, if you felt like you needed to
leave with her, it's okay for you to

with her. We were supposed to have a
good night. It was a good night. I lost

appetite. I wanted to... I didn't...
Nina, let's not talk about you because

going to walk away.

Stop, stop. Both of you, hey, hey, hey.

She asked me a question and I can't even
talk. It's unbelievable.

What is it?

What is it?

No, about... About what?

About her leaving. I don't think we were
upset that you left. We just felt

like... If you stayed, that would have
prompted her to come back to the table.

Lisa, she was gone. To be honest, Nina,
I feel like my issue is everything that

I felt towards her came from the things
that you said about her warning me. I

didn't like Sanberry when I first met
her. I know, you told me.

Nina has been the only person that has
ever talked so badly about Caroline.

I've always liked you despite...

Everything that I've heard.

And that's true. What does that mean?
Everything I've heard about you.

And to see you now just like.

boots and buddy with her. Exactly. But I
told you what I've heard about her.

Yeah, I don't care about what you heard
about her. I'm just saying, it's like

you all of a sudden being like besties.

But it's not even about being besties.
Why does it have to be about sides? So

Lisa. You would have done it for
anybody, basically what you're saying.

but she's my friend. I get it. She's
your friend now. I get it. Yes, she's a

friend of mine and I'm not going to like
watch any of my friends cry and leave.

That's fine. I get it. I can't. I get
it. So I want to end on a good note.

go have fun.

Let's go.

Let's go smoke shisha.

Who's going to be cold? Take a blanket.
It kind of makes me wonder, did she

always want me to not get along with
Stanberry so that she can swoop in?

why tell me all of these things and now
you're kissing her ass?

I think Nina is really the one that we
need to keep an eye on.

This is my favorite thing about living
in Middle East. It's like you get a

hookah anywhere you want. A hookah?

Yeah, a hookah.

Hookah. Hookah.

Nina has a surprise for you guys that we
are doing tomorrow. I'm going to let

her tell you. So I planned for someone
to come and do a sound bath ceremony for

us. Oh, nice.

We need it. We need it. Yes.

I've always wanted to try this. Yeah,
especially after everything that's

happened. I don't know about you guys.
I'm sure we're all drained emotionally.

The point of it is that the vibrations
make your mind blank.

Oh, that's good. Why do you think I
always go now? You don't think of it.

Especially when there's tension, I just
learn to just zen.

Anyhow, I hope we don't have any type of
tension.

Coming up next.

I'm tired of fighting to people, and I'm
tired of making people not understand.

I'm tired of it. I'm really tired. I
have to explain 24 -7 who I am.

Hey, baby.

How are you?

I'm good. How are you?

ahead it's in the game my boom hi hi hi
okay

this is stressing me out go on you're so
stressed is that why you're in the high

islands and we're doing the move yes
karen yes yes because i know you do it

better than me go on tell me hi michelle

We're just going to go through the
bedroom now and see what you want to...

listen to me. The real art, like the big
pieces, those are all going to the new

apartment. Leave my bed and my TV
because if I get home and I can't chill

tonight and watch TV, I'll murder
somebody.

I am in a rented house and sadly it's
been bought, so I have to move.

Hello?

Karen?

My new home that I bought is not ready,
so there is so much to be done.

Obviously, at this point, I really wish
I hadn't hosted this trip. Karen, this

is the worst reception.

Start with all that, and then if it
doesn't work, call me back.

No.

No.

Because they're there now.

I don't know. I feel like last night
just kind of went left out of nowhere.

Ayaan probably feels that she's put in
this box.

People think models are just models.
Like, they can't be multifaceted. They

can't have so many businesses.

model. Correct. I mean, that's something
that I feel like she needs to explain

to Caroline and why that upsets her.
Especially as black women.

Come on, we're always having to prove
ourselves whether it's proving yourself

that you're not just a model or you're
proving yourself that you're not just a

housewife. I think we have to prove
ourselves more than anyone.

I wear so many hats, but yet people just
want to dub me as one thing. And I

think that's the issue with Ion.

Hello? Hi, honey. How are you?

Good. How are you?

Not bad. Just getting ready, packing to
come home.

Oh, I can't wait to see you. Yeah, I
miss you too, honestly. I was sleeping

you underwears this whole week.

So I was missing you.

But, oh, my God, and yesterday was a lot
at dinner.

The moment we shut down, Caroline was,
like, talking about, like, how much

she makes.

And then in the middle of the dinner,
she goes like, Lisa, you do this.

you do this.

Chanel, Ayaan, what do you do? And I'm
like, you've asked me this three times.

do so many things. And she knows this
because we've discussed this and I've

her. I've been a big model.

I book models, musicians, dancers.

Wherever you want in Dubai, you come.

I have friends who come in Dubai, want
to buy houses, villas. I'm talking $10

million houses.

I'm connected.

I just don't do one thing.

Because not everybody does video on
Instagram.

Some of us, we actually work hard. I
feel like she doesn't want to get to

me. She wants to make me feel bad, like
I'm not good enough.

You are a loving, caring wife and
mother. It's about caring

about people, about getting to know
people. Yeah, exactly. And you are

at that. You actually are a very real
individual that loves everyone you're

around.

I'm tired of it. Annie, I'm tired. You
know me. I'm tired of fighting to

And I'm tired of making people not
understand.

I'm tired of it. I'm really tired. I
have to explain 24 -7 who I am.

Maybe you should talk to her and just
try and get to an understanding and know

her a little bit.

I'm going to talk to her. I'm sure it'll
work out.

I know. But I love you. You always have
support here, okay? Thank you, Annie. I

love you too. Thank you so much. Bye,
Annie. Bye -bye.

Now, this is my element right here.

Oh, wow.

Hey. Look at this.

This looks so amazing.

God, I'm so excited for this. This is
amazing. What's that brown stuff?

It's cacao.

It's a chocolate?

Yeah, like pure chocolate. I see a
bumblebee, and I'm allergic.

Get my EpiPen.

Gee, do you want to get, like, God
forbid? I don't have it with me, but I'm

heavily allergic to bees.

We're going to begin the ceremony,

A charm.

So find yourself in a comfortable
position and you can close down your

I hear a bee buzzing around me. I hear
it. That's a plane.

It's a plane.

Ladies.

Just pick up your cacao and place it
into your hands.

Cacao is a medicine that is for the
heart. As you drink

the medicine, take the medicine into
your heart, filling your heart with

love from the earth, from the elements
of this planet.

It's a little bit bitter.

But like medicine, right, it's not so
flavoursome. Just receive it like you

would receiving medicine that is going
to help you access this opening.

I'm all in.

I hate tension. I get on with everybody
in my life, but I think we're going to

need a lot more than a sound bath to
solve me and Ayan.

Yeah.

I don't want bees crawling up every inch
of my body.

He's on me again. I don't want to lay in
the grass and listen to people saying

namaste.

That's not the thing I want to do when
I'm on vacation.

I want to go on vacation and be
fabulous.

Please.

It's on my head.

Please.

Look great in all the 10 ,000 bikinis I
packed in my bag.

Oh, there's some onions I have for you.
Oh, they came?

They came. Oh, they have to take me.

Oh, my God!

Coming up next... You are making me feel
like all I do is a model. I have

nothing else. No, that is not what
happened. I was actually sticking up for

I don't want that male energy around us.
I have three boys and a husband.

If I want male energy, I stay home.

Where do they make men like that? I
thought it was very romantic.

You know, chivalry is dead.

He literally rode in on a jet -spear
woman.

It was like a scene out of a movie.

Honey! That was great.

How are you?

All good?

Yes.

I'm over it. Like, seriously.

I went through something with Sunbury
last night.

So if people are calling their husbands,
I should have called my husband too. Is

he there to support her? Take Instagram
pictures of themselves?

What is the mother and father of him
visiting? Why?

We both yesterday were...

Questioning each other where she was
trying to make me feel like I'm not good

enough. Like you're just a model.
There's nothing good about you. There's

whole stigma that black women, you know,
we're tough. We can take it. We're

strong. No, I'm weak. Like we don't need
emotional support too. And I genuinely

don't like it.

Ayan had every reason to be upset.

Caroline gets to call her husband to
come and rescue her because gosh, the

horror. Why are Ayan's feelings less
valid than Caroline?

We're always looked at like we have to
be strong. But when a white woman is

breaking down, let's console her. But a
black girl is breaking down, toughen up.

You're a strong person.

I've heard this my whole life. I hate
this.

Don't want to cry anymore, but honestly.

Don't cry.

We're here.

I don't think I've ever been more
grateful to Sergio.

It's just like a weight is off my
shoulders.

Guys,

let's go by the table and have
champagne.

Caroline, thank you so much for being
such a gracious host.

Let's go get our bags. Let's get our
bags. Let's get out of here.

Can we talk?

Okay, to the next one.

Okay,

thanks again, Caroline.

Guys, I'm wet and I'm cold. Bye.

I love you too.

I'm more successful than you. Had
nothing to do with money.

You said I'm more successful than you in
every way.

Yes. Do you know what everywhere to me
is?

I started working at seven years old,
okay? I paid for my brothers and my

sisters' college. I take care of my mom.
I buy my mom a house. I take care of my

family. It's a different way of success
in every way that I have. It has nothing

to do with finances.

Every time I get two steps forward, I
take ten back. Okay, I am very proud of

who I am and where I come from. And you
are making me feel like all I do is a

model and I have nothing else better to
do with my life. That is not what

happened. I was actually sticking up for
you.

I understand where Chanel comes from and
the fight that she's had to get into

where she is, but she's not listening to
me. And this has been on and on and on.

To raise yourself, you need to put me
down, okay? Every single time.

I'm sorry that you thought that I said
something which I didn't, because last

night, honestly, I was only digging you
up.

Ayan needs help to look inside and
understand why I trigger her so much.

It seems like I felt what you said.

You took it the wrong way. And I took it
the wrong way. So if I did that, I

would apologize to you because that was
not my intention.

I'm sorry that you feel that you have to
fight your corner every time because

when you're around friends who love you,
then you shouldn't have to feel that

way. I was bigging you up.

I felt like it was just me being
belittled and it just comes from... The

conversation was about lifting women. I
know, but... Why the f*** would I just

point you out and put you down?

Last night threw me through, but give me
my days, and I'm sure I'll be fine. I'm

good. I feel good. You need to be less
defensive with me and less willing just

to think that that's all I'm here to do
is to make you feel small. It's not. For

what reason do I have to do that to you?
I have none.

Okay. Okay. Thank you.

Okay. Thank you. Yeah. All right. Let's
go home and talk.

Cheers. Cheers.

Cheers.

Goodbye.

Coming up next.

Oh, my God.

Are you going into labor, honey?

You bring guests here to the house. I'm
literally going to kill you. Are those

nipples? I'm so sorry.

What is this?

Oh, my God, that is... Oh, my God, I
bought this for you.

You know what it is?

I bought this for you as a surprise in
the wedding. I was going to do, like, a

little basket with, like, your favorite
things, but it never got delivered,

apparently.

You forgot your vows. You left my
favorite things.

I actually love this one, honey.

I feel like it's a good storage. You
don't want it anywhere else?

It's perfect.

I'm totally over moving in Dubai.

I'm now in a temporary apartment until
my new house is built.

How do you feel like yesterday? It went
amazing.

I have 85 million spermatozoa flying
around. It's incredible.

What is a spermatozoa?

Like this tiny little fish coming up and
down. I told my mom that and she

literally freaked out. Does she
understand the concept? Because you

she doesn't.

Do you know what women go through to
have babies?

I don't.

Why don't you, like, try it?

Like, see how it feels.

No, I don't need to see anything.

I'm very fine.

Thank you.

Where I am in the IVF process is doing
all the hormones and all the injections,

which is the most unpleasant part.

I'm not trying anything now, honey.

I'm trying to stimulate my body to make
as many eggs on my next cycle as we

possibly can so that we can get...

A baby with Sergio.

We've seen what it would be like for
Sergio to be pregnant for nine months.

It helps Cheryl because I've got his
boobs here.

Wait,

my hand's stuck in you.

Oh my God.

It's very heavy, my friend.

Now see what you can do. See if you can
tie your shoelaces, have a little walk

around. I'm going to ruin the teacher's
view. It's my favorite teacher.

Sergio knows absolutely nothing about
babies, women, pregnancies,

IVF, any of this.

So I want Sergio to know what it's like
to be pregnant because he's utterly

clueless. Hi.

Oh, my goodness.

Is this the new gig?

It is. It is. Wow.

We're getting there.

Getting there. Oh, my God. Show me
around.

Are you going into labor, honey?

You bring guests here to the house. In a
minute, I'm literally going to kill

you. An old nipple? I'm so sorry. Major
melon.

This is a crazy house.

Yes, you're going to keep that on for
the next few hours.

So would you like rosé or tea?

Rosé. Rosé, okay.

I would get it for you, honey. I would
get it for you. Girl, this is

embarrassing. Imagine strapping a
watermelon to your stomach and thinking

cute. I'm laughing because, girl, I'm
laughing at you, not with you.

That's crazy.

The nipple inside is hurting me a lot.

Oh, really? It's been there for 10
minutes.

Why are you breathing like that? Because
I'm suffering.

Are you suffering already?

Yeah. Here's to that. Let him suffer.

What have you been up to? Just more
family stuff than anything.

After our trip, I don't feel like I,
like, had a chance to talk to you about,

like, Chanel. Like, that was intense
that night.

And I just wanted to make sure you're
okay.

Like, did you guys make things right
with each other?

I feel like Chanel throws a lot, and
then she goes, I'm sorry, I didn't mean

that way because I don't speak English.
And I feel like she uses that for her

rudeness very many times. Like, she does
speak English. She's married to an

American. For 17 years. Yes, and when
she wants to understand, she fully

understands. So let's be clear.

When you're friends with two different
people, and they really don't care for

each other.

It's difficult to call one person out on
something that they're saying about the

other person. It puts you in a hard
place. You get divided, and what are we,

high school, I have to choose sides?

No, I understand your side, and I
understand your side, and I'm going to

you guys both somewhere in the middle.

That is a $50 ,000 two -day weekend,
okay, which is not my intention to ever

say, you know, look at what I'm putting
on, but not at one time did she say,

Wow. Thank you, Caroline. Thank you for
the invite.

Thank you for having me here.

Thank you for having us in your house.
Honestly, I appreciate it. You did.

Everyone else did. Of course. Okay.

Said at some point, thank you. This is a
wonderful weekend. What a beautiful

place. We had a really good time.

Yeah. I've tried many times. She'd been
out for dinner with me. She's met my

family. I've opened my house to her.

And every time I get remotely
comfortable, it gets thrown back.

You know, I know she has a lot of
insecurities. I don't think it's only

I think that she's easily influenced.

Well, then Chanel's just a puppet, and
at that point, I wouldn't want a puppet

in my corner either. I don't care who's
pulling her strings at this point. You

know, she's the one that actually flips
every time.

Is throwing the daggers.

Lisa doesn't like Caroline.

Why can't we all be team players? Just
put the f***ing thing on. It's not that

deep. I hope she's going to spot you.

Everybody confirmed.

Oh, that's nice. Accept your best
friend.

No. It's Danbury.

I feel like Ayan is Lisa's puppet, and
Lisa's the brains behind the operation.

Are you going to apologize?

Okay, let's go.

Oh, no, no, I'm not going over there.
That's a little bit too far.

You still have some unresolved issues
with Caroline.

It was weird that I was singled out. She
needs to come and apologize to Ayan,

because Ayan is not going over there to
apologize to her.

Their relationship is a little bit odd.

It's weird.

Oh, my God, I got my period. You know,
when I ran upstairs, I got my period.

Shut up. Even think about it. So the egg
is popping out while you have your

period? No, the first day of the period,
they want to collect more eggs from me.

So you have to come back with the first
day. Do they start, like, ovulating

right now? Yes, I just did it today. Oh,
my God, you're drinking wine. You're,

like, killing the egg. Isn't that funny?

Give me one.

Honey. No.

He said I could drink. I've only had
glass. I don't know about that. Come on,

give me.

Let's give him a suggestion.

I'm ready to see, like, the flat tummy.

You have, like, the most eye candy. Can
you help me, please? I'm so tired.

Come on. No, you're going to hold it.
Come on, come on.

Hold him.

Come on.

Holy.

I tell you, I'm really not enjoying
seeing you just left with tits. Deliver

tits.

Give your boobs to the... Oh, my major
melon.

That's like a two -year -old kid, by the
way. Hey, we're having the baby, honey.

Come on. We're not having a baby.

Baby. First day of the period. 24 hours
of alcohol, like, burns out of your

system. Don't worry about that. This
period, we're not doing it, honey. Okay?

wait another two weeks. Perfect.

Two weeks?

A menstrual cycle's not two weeks, my
friend.

I love this guy. Maybe she's got the
book. Like the birds and bees?

She doesn't need to redo the birds and
bees book.

How babies are made.

Coming up next.

They're crying with that nest bit.

The beating.

That's what I remember, a lot of pain.

Okay, and you remember that. I'm sorry,
this is so hard.

I can't

believe

you let me get the call.

That's even because I need it. No queen.

Why do you not need a queen? Mama, these
are like a queen.

The king can only move one step, though.
So your queen was literally more

valuable. Bro. Did you just say bro?

Is that Daddy?

Can I talk to Daddy, please?

Okay.

Hey, Kristen.

Who's that?

Hi, Daddy.

We missed you.

How was school?

How's your trip?

We love you. We'll see you when you get
back.

Say bye.

Bye, Daddy.

Bye, boys.

I want to go home. We're going to pie in
the face.

A pie in the face, Sebastian.

Yeah, boys.

Mommy's going to grill tonight.

Are you nervous for me to be on the
grill?

You need gloves.

What? You need gloves. You're going to
get dirty.

Oh, my God. Ew.

Oh, my God.

Oh, not on my Margiela. I'm not. Like, I
can't. I'm having a panic attack.

Such a dramatic queen.

Well,

how are you doing, my love?

I am good.

I'm just really excited for you to do
this.

Sarah, I hope you're directing me in the
right path of life.

You can trust me, girl.

So how do you feel about this?

I'm excited about it because I like to
do things that I've never tried.

a therapist. So I'm like, why not? Let
me try this for the first time in my

life. Which is amazing. But I still
think that hypnotherapy will change your

life because you need to go back to your
childhood. Right now, I'm open to

trying anything. I love it. I salute you
because I know it's not easy. It's

scary. It is. Sarah is the type of
person that tells me she's gone through

in life and the hypnotherapy helped her.

So if it could help her, maybe it could
help me too.

Lovely to meet you. How are you? I'm
Chanel. I like to meet you. I like to

you. Should we go in and do this?

Yeah, please.

Amazing.

How's your morning been?

Good. It's been good, yeah. I woke up
with good energy.

Oh, I like that. Because I'm hanging out
with this one.

I'm so glad I'm here for her on this
day. I know it's not easy.

Yeah, no, it's nice to have that
support.

Yeah, and I've never done it, so I'm
here because of her. She recommended

Right. I'm so proud of her. Yeah, and
I'm so happy she wants me to be next to

her on this day. Yes, I won't invite
anyone except you here. I promise you.

that's so lovely.

So, Ayan, tell me, what are you here
for? What are we going to work on today?

I'm 99 % happy as a human being, and I'm
really happy with everything that I

have, but then sometimes I get really
jealous when I watch my son's

with my husband, not in a bad way, it's
just because I've never experienced

that. It's like an alien world to me.

Right. So when you say you've never had
it, can we drill down a little bit more

on that? Where were you born? Where did
you grow up? So I was born in a border

of Kenya and Uganda. It's very far. It's
called Amalaba.

It's a very small village.

And I grew up there. And I lived there
with my mom and my brothers and my

sister. So how would you describe your
life, say, from when, if you can

remember, from when you were born to
when you were five?

I don't have a lot of memories because I
feel like sometimes I block things.

So I'll try to remember, like, when I
was born until I was five, I remember

living with my mom and my dad and my
brothers and my sister.

I remember a lot of my mom crying.

So you remember seeing the crying?

Yeah,

yeah, yeah.

The crying, the sadness, the beating.

That's what I remember, a lot of pain.

Okay, okay.

This is so hard, but it's hard. It's so
good to get it out, and we'll work on

that today.

Let's move on from 5 to 12, if that's
okay with you. What do you remember from

that time?

At 5 years old, my aunt and my grandma
came to pick us up.

to take us to another town.

And we went there, and they cooked.
There was good food. And then the next

in the morning at 6 a .m., I didn't know
what was going on whatsoever.

And then they took us to this man's
house, and they just tied us on the bed,

we were circumcised.

Oh, God.

And we didn't know what it was.

Oh, Anne, I'm so sorry.

How old were you then? Twelve?

No, I was five.

Five? Five and my sister was, I think,
six and a half.

Okay.

It was circumcised and then we were tied
on the legs.

Couldn't pee, couldn't move. Just like
when we needed to pee, they would carry

us and put us on the grass.

Like, I just didn't understand what the
hell was going on whatsoever.

And my mum didn't know that was
happening to us.

I wanted to get married, and then I had
to go back to the doctor.

I had to open it again because it was
done. I couldn't have sex. And then I

to wait until I healed.

I just feel like I've had so much pain
in this life. So much pain.

Wow, okay. I'm so sorry, Ayaan. I've
tried to understand it. I've tried to

about it. Like, why was that happen?

And it's because we need to be a virgin
when we get married so our families

could get dowry.

Like, that's... It's like a torture.

It's abuse.

I don't think our girls should be going
through this.

The reason why I'm talking about it is
to bring awareness to it, and I want

people to understand that this happens
every single day, and if I can stop it,

will really do it. If that's my mission,
maybe this is what I should be doing.

So you mentioned that you reconnected
with your dad when you were 13?

He tried to sell me out to get married.

OK. Yeah, at 14.

What happened with that?

So you mentioned that you reconnected
with your dad when you were 13?

He tried to sell me out to get married.

Yeah, at 14.

What happened with that?

It didn't happen.

Okay. Oh, it didn't happen because my
sister protected me.

That's a lot for you to deal with.

I actually love life. That is the sad
part. I love life. I like to be happy. I

like to enjoy everything.

I have a good family.

So I'm not going to say I'm a victim
because I really am not. I have a good

life. I have a good life. I have a good
life. This is just the saddest thing in

my life, but I have good things. Under
hypnosis, I can't erase these memories

for you, but what I can do is lessen the
attachment that you have.

Are you comfortable doing the hypnosis
now?

Yeah, yeah, I am comfortable because I
want to.

Yes, Sarah.

She's here, so it's a good support
system.

Yeah, I'm very kind, I promise.

Understanding that Chanel went through a
lot of bad things in her life explains

to me a lot about her behavior and how
she is. I'll wait for you. Go do this.

No, no, you're not coming in. No, you
need to do this on your own. She needs

this for her to fold that chapter in her
life, accept it, move on, and just,

like, be a better version of herself.

So what I'm going to do is I'm going to
ask you to count from 50 to 0.

So gently close your eyes. Take a deep
breath in.

As you breathe out, just feel your body
relaxing.

You can feel your mind becoming calm.

I need you to visualize yourself
standing in a very large garden.

What stands out most in this garden is
the magnificent tree in the middle. It

a majestic tree. It is the tree of your
life.

The leaves and branches, twigs on the
tree, they somehow represent events and

emotions. But as you're looking, you see
that some of these leaves are not quite

right. They represent any unwanted
emotions you no longer want.

You are going to really enjoy cutting
these out of your life.

It's time to forgive so you can feel
light.

How are you feeling?

You all right?

Yeah. I feel lighted like, you know, the
mountain is off my shoulder.

Yeah, you feel perfect.

Thank you so much. No, you're very
welcome.

I'm starting to heal.

I'm starting to understand that I
trusted people that hurt me, and they

have power over me anymore.

I've chosen for the first time in my
life to forgive them and to accept what

happened to me. I still have a lot of
life, and I still have a lot of love to

give to myself.

Thank you so much for your help. I'll
give you a hug. I'm a hugger. Thank you

very much.

Hello.

Reflect, reflect.

Put on some, like, classic music.

Just let loose. Yeah. Or Nicki Minaj.

No, no, don't put that right now. Yeah,
I know.

Next time on the season finale of Real
Housewives of Dubai.

Darling, this is not okay, my darling.

Bring me to my villa.

Kimmel's in couture.

Why don't you guys want a lunch?

I feel seduced. Slowly, I like a little
worm.

You good?

Yeah. So we had five eggs.

Five?

Do you remember when Abor tried to sell
me when I was 14 to get married and you

stopped me? If I went with him, who
knows what would have happened to me?

Oh,

no,

I feel it's okay.

Do you think I'm negative?

For me, yes, you are. At a certain
situation that happened?

Yeah, when she called me poison on the
group chat.

And you call me messy?

Because you are.