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Why don't you have a memorial?

I was expecting Anna as well.

I wouldn't hold your breath.

You get validation from having sex with men because it makes you feel

chosen, and you never felt chosen at home.

I feel like a shit mum.

James makes it worse,

and I don't think you realise how hard it is to stay in contact

with your ex just because you have a child.

Aidan and I, we grew up together.

We sometimes hooked up when we were drunk.

Before you, obviously.

I don't have the answers. What do you need?

Rachel. I need to speak to Rachel.

I came here because Aidan has a fucking baby with another woman,

and I realised I have been so dependent on you for my entire life

that I don't even know how I feel about something

until I know how you feel about it.

What about the memorial?

Yeah, obviously I want you to come to the memorial,

but I don't want you there.

Where are you taking me?

Some place where you have better light.

Getting you ready is no small job. Come on.

Thanks.

Look at you tolerating the silence.

So nervous that my mouth muscles aren't working.

Well, it's a nice break, to be honest.

God, look at these bags.

Well, if they impress you, wait till you see my emotional baggage.

See it? I've been living with it for weeks.

Do you know what I would love

before I see my mum and dad, and my sisters?

Let's roll a joint.

The only joint you're rolling today is your ankle.

I've got these killer heels for you in the most perfect dress.

Okay. You know this is a memorial, yeah?

I need to look respectful.

You can look respectful without looking homeless.

Lips.

♪ Hey, I, I wouldn't let him in

♪ No, I, I wouldn't, I wouldn't let him in

♪ His eyes are close together, and he wears a doofy grin

♪ Don't let him in.

♪ No, I wouldn't if I were you, let him in

♪ Oh---

♪ Oh---

♪ Oh---

♪ Oh--- ♪

Now, mummy found your passport.

Will there be movies in the chair, mum?

No, no, that's only for long flights.

But I've charged your iPad,

so daddy's going to give that to you on the plane.

How long can I have it?

Daddy will tell you when to turn it off.

Did you pack my wellies?

No. It's not going to rain this week. You won't need your wellies.

What if it does?

Well, then Daddy will buy you new wellies.

Ready to go? Yeah. Yeah?

Shoes on.

Let's go see Daddy.

Margaret, can you come here a second?

Can it wait? I have so much to do, mum.

One minute.

What? There's something wrong with you.

What is it? There's nothing wrong with me.

You haven't eaten a scrap of food all morning.

It's a big day, mum.

Are you pregnant?

Yeah.

I am.

That is such good news.

Why the face?

It's just so early.

You know what can happen.

Will you stop creating problems yourself?

This is really good news.

The girls are going to be so delighted.

We could all do with good news.

Mum, come on. Not today.

Okay. I have a thousand things to be doing.

Will you pull a brush through your hair like a good girl?

Okay, mummy's just going to have a quick chat with Daddy, okay?

Yeah. Yeah.

Could you not have parked on the same level as departures?

No, James, because everyone getting a flight

wants to park on that level, so it's full.

I parked in the first space I could find,

but make sure to hold that against me.

Don't let that go now. God forbid.

Excuse me for being concerned that you weren't going to arrive

when I couldn't find your car.

I said level six.

What about what I said made you think that I'd be on level two?

Also,

have I ever not shown up?

I could fight for custody, Claire.

I have rights.

I could have her every weekend if I wanted.

It can't just all be on your terms.

My terms?

You think these are my terms?

Give me a fucking break, James.

I'm serious. So am I. I want a break.

I want an actual break. Here we go again with the poor me.

What if I want her every weekend?

You can't take my child away from me.

I have rights. That's not what I'm saying, James.

This is exhausting.

You're exhausting.

You think I'm a shit mother.

I think I'm a shit mother.

But you know what?

I don't want to be a different kind of mother.

I don't want to get swallowed up by motherhood,

chewed up by playdates and milestones

and food pyramids and balanced meals

and sleep schedules and screen time limits.

Like, this is who I am.

And I might be a terrible mother,

but I'd be an amazing weekend dad.

And that's what I want.

And if we have to go to court to make that happen,

then so be it.

You take Kate,

and I will do

holidays and weekends.

You're crazy.

Maybe, but if I'm doing so badly at it, let's swap.

Let me do what you do and watch me shine.

Okay, Monkey. Ready to go?

How are you doing?

You all right?

No.

You will be.

Can I help you, miss?

Yeah, I need shoes.

Anything in particular you're looking for?

Black.

Just like all the black shoes you have.

I don't think I can do this, Celine.

And I certainly don't think I can do this over.

What if they're not happy to see me? What if they have a go at me again?

Yeah, well, all that might happen, Rachel. Come on.

You know, they are allowed to have their feelings.

If she wouldn't answer me, Helen, she'll hardly answer you.

Hello?

Anna, where are you?

Helen. Is she okay?

Anna, what are you talking about?

Hi.

Rachel. Hi. You look amazing, love.

Oh, sorry. This is Celine. From the Cloisters.

I'm here to chaperone, Rachel, for the day.

Lord, preserve us. Chaperone?

You're that much of a risk that we need a bouncer to protect--

No, I'm here to support Rachel.

Today might be a tough day for everyone,

but particularly for Rachel. She's early in her recovery.

Thank you so much.

Oh, you look great. Thanks.

Sorry, this is-- Oh, no. I know, I know.

We met. We met. Sit down.

Anna, I don't know what you're talking about.

It would be lovely. Thank you. Okay. Oh, no, I'm okay.

Um... Where's Anna?

She's on the phone here. She freaking out.

Ask her how the blow dry is holding up.

I sent her to a salon today.

She looks great when she puts in the effort.

Hey, Anna, where are you?

Rachel, do you remember the ones that you had,

the low heel and the closed toes?

Okay, I know where she is.

Anna.

I can't find the right shoes.

Oh.

Hi. Um, we'll take these in a seven and a half.

They look pinchy, and she hates pinchy.

No problem.

Shoes are coming.

Now, what are you wearing?

What do you mean, I'm wearing this? It's the only black dress I have.

You puked on the other one and you never cleaned it.

Sorry.

But Anna, you can't wear that dress.

Well, it's a memorial.

Where are the others? They're on the way.

Sorry, I'm late. You're always late.

Why is your necklace on backwards?

What? I don't know because I'm in a rush.

Why is your hair up? Hi.

We're the Walsh's. I'm so sorry that we're late.

Yeah, we expected you earlier. Yeah, sorry. Rough morning.

Would you mind showing us to the room?

Sure, follow me. Thank you.

I just got...

Oh, God. Okay.

Oh, no, no, no, no, no.

I, I, I spoke to your colleague.

I told him it's not a wedding.

It's not a wedding?

It's a funeral. It's a memorial.

The groom died.

Oh my God, I'm so sorry.

We need to very, very quickly get this room looking a lot less happy.

Sorry, I was just following the email instructions.

Yeah, that was Anna, but then I followed up with a phone call

to say that the plan had changed.

Look, it's fine. Let's just get to work.

Quickly.

Get rid of that.

Helen, why did you put that picture up?

Rachel looks like she's off her face.

Can you delete that? Yeah, but like, slim pickings.

Oh, they look so happy.

Anna's a ride there.

I knew it. I knew she took it.

Look at that. That's my ring that granny gave me.

I'll kill her.

Leave it for today, I'd say.

You've taken enough of her stuff. I never lie about it, though.

Aw.

This is making me kinda sad.

I think that's the point, though, no?

We're not trying to make people sad, but it just is sad.

It is.

Sorry to interrupt the viewing party, girls.

We're all lugging stuff around here.

Could you not be a bit helpful, no? Sorry, mum.

We're just trying to set this up.

Oh, well, when you're all finished sauntering down memory lane,

I'll be over there

getting calluses.

Oh, what?

♪ If I could change my ways, we'd be flying high

♪ You need to hold on tight, this is dynamite ♪

You go on in and I'll park up and find you.

And don't worry, I'll be straight up to you.

Not coming in, no? No, no, no.

I am. I just want to wait for Celine.

God knows what's waiting for me in there.

Way to make it about you, Rachel.

Where's the bar?

It's just through that door.

Hey, what can I get you? Can I get a double whisky, please?

Do you want a mixer? No, straight up, please.

Now.

Thank you.

Hi.

Sorry to interrupt you. Do you speak English?

A little bit.

Could... Sorry.

Could you possibly

take a sip of this

and then blow your cigarette smoke in my face?

So sorry. If you could just take a small sip of this and...

I understand. But um...

why?

Please?

Thank you.

Hey. Hey.

Would you like to order some drinks?

I'd love a tea, please.

I'll just get an orange juice, please.

No problem. Thanks.

Is there going to be any food at this thing?

I'm starving.

Listen, love,

I want to talk to you about the other day...

...with your friend. No, please, dad, no, don't do this.

Not here. Not now, please.

I just want to say

that you looked happy, and you deserve that.

That's it.

Okay.

Now stop.

I'm sorry your mother made such a scene.

I think she wants to bury the hatchet.

Why would I bury the hatchet?

It's a perfectly good hatchet.

And in a family like ours, I'm probably going to need it.

Well, what Brady Bunch moment am I missing out on here?

Nothing.

Just telling Helen how much we love her.

Why? I'm sure she knows that already.

Sorry to call you, but you never packed her swimming trunks.

Claire, I told you we were going swimming tomorrow.

I'm sorry, I forgot, but they're six euro in Primark, James.

You can get them at the pool. What size is she?

6 to 7. Her age.

Fine. James, don't buy a blue pair.

You can't see them if they drown. Something bright, red, maybe.

Thanks for the safety lecture.

Okay, maybe I should go in now. Do it.

I'll be here. Read me a book.

Oh, Jesus Christ, Jack.

It's the Kilfeathers. And?

What are they doing here? Noseing, no doubt.

Well, they've only lived next door to us for 40 years.

Mark my words.

Here to nose.

Ian.

You're too good to come.

Jack, how are you?

Hi. Listen, can I get you a drink?

Well, I'm driving, but sure, can I have a beer?

Pint. I'll have a Malbec, Jack. Thanks. Malbec.

Yes.

Thank you.

Thanks for coming.

Oh... Mary.

Rachel's here.

Isn't she looking great? She looks great.

Poor girl.

She looks great. Doesn't she look great, Ian?

Yeah, she does.

And no tubes or wires or anything.

Tubes? What was it you were expecting, Maureen?

I don't know, Mary.

I've never had any interactions with drug addicts. What would I know?

So... Will there be a speech or anything?

It's fierce informal, isn't it?

Of course, there's going to be a speech.

We had a rehearsal and all for it last night.

Excuse me.

Hello.

It's fine. Nobody's going to be looking at you.

How are you doing, mum?

Who's making a speech?

Oh, there's going to be no speeches.

Anna I didn't want any speeches.

There has to be a speech.

What are we all doing here?

If there's no speech, where are we going to look?

We made this slideshow. Grainy photos?

Give over. Claire, you do it. You're great with the crowd.

Mum, I'm not making a speech about Aidan.

I barely even knew him.

I mean, I appreciate your belief in me, but what would I even say?

That he lit up the room.

The life and soul of the party. The usual stuff.

Mum.

Margaret, what about you?

I'm not making a speech about Aidan.

I didn't know him either. Sure none of us knew him.

No, mum.

Helen.

What?

Absolutely not. No.

In what world am I going to go and make a speech? No, mum.

Can't be Rachel, not in that dress, you look like a prostitute.

Sex worker, mum. Mum!

I swapped dresses with Anna

because she needed to look more presentable.

Who's going to be looking at me?

You're useless.

The lot of you.

You don't look like a prostitute, don't mind her.

To be fair, you do.

I would pay to see that speech, though.

You can't even look people in the eye

when you talk to them in the shop. Shut up, Claire.

Em, is this weird for you, Rach?

Would you rather we got some Pellegrino?

No, no.

Honestly, this is all part of it.

I have to get used to it eventually.

You know, for what it's worth, we're all really proud of you.

It's not a little shocked. Helen.

Come on. Don't pretend you're not surprised

she's standing there with an orange juice,

pottering in and out to her special needs assistant.

Jesus, Helen.

You can't say that.

I'm going in. Baltic out here.

That's what she is, no?

I don't know why Ian Kilfeather is here, dad.

Stop, will you.

He's your golfing buddy. I just...

Drinks, anyone? We got a selection.

Whose baby is that, Helen? Don't know.

It hasn't introduced itself.

Ew, dad, dad.

Take it. It's moving.

There was a woman in reception carrying it in a sling.

It?

And she was tying her shoe and looked under pressure,

so gave her a hand. She's in the toilet.

Magic touch there, Maggie.

Aw. Well done.

Am I the only one who's questioning the arrival of the infant?

Luke.

Luke.

Thank you so much for coming.

Did you know he was coming?

Oh, it's good to see you. It's nice to see you. Yeah.

You're very good.

We're so glad to have you.

Hiya.

Isn't he so cute?

Hello.

Sorry, I thought you were going to wait by the water.

I'm sorry, it started crying.

That's okay.

Hi.

Hey. Hi.

I hope it's okay that we came.

Hello.

How's the golf game? Did you cure that slice?

The two of you... Not yet.

...Talk about nothing, only golf.

Hi, Luke. Hey.

Sober as a judge, isn't she great?

You're a saint for all you put up with.

Mum, stop.

Ah, Mary.

Come on, Luke.

So, how have you been?

Good, yeah.

I mean, obviously, it's a really sad day.

I'm okay.

You? How are you?

Yeah, I'm good.

Great. I...

I don't know. I wasn't expecting to see you today.

Really?

You didn't think I was going to show up for my sister?

No.

Oh, Jesus, of course. I just...

I don't know. I didn't know the situation about

getting out of rehab.

Oh, yeah, no, of course. They let me out. Yeah.

I actually asked one of the counsellors to come with me

for support.

Wow. Yeah.

Good for you, Rach.

Jack, somebody has to say a few words.

The Kilfeathers are waiting for a speech of some sort.

She doesn't want a speech.

If you're not doing it, I am. Mum, no.

Oh, my God. Kill me now.

Dad, stop that. No, absolutely not, dad.

Mary.

What's she doing?

Dad, stop her. Get up and stop her. Oh, my God.

Everyone.

Hello.

Thank you for your attention.

Thank you for being here today for this reception to remember

lovely Aidan.

Lovely Aidan. He really was.

Lovely.

He even smelled lovely.

Chanel, I'd say, or Prada.

I don't know. I never got to ask him.

And there he is, now.

Wasn't he handsome?

And they went to China.

He loved the Chinese.

Beside us, Rainbow Garden.

He adored the food there.

Loved it.

And there he is on a motorbike.

He loved Harley Davidsons.

What do you want me to do? I don't know. And cars.

Big petrol head, so he was.

And he lit up every room he walked into.

I think I'm going to have to get up.

I'm getting up. I'm getting up. I'm going to get up. Anna...

Mum?

Mum, shut up. Shut up.

Shut-- Sorry.

Shut up.

You have no idea who Aidan was

because you had no interest in getting to know him.

None of you did.

You thought it was just a phase.

You never asked him about himself.

We never went to China.

We went to Japan for the first cherry blossom,

and he hated motorbikes.

I took that photo when we went for a romantic weekend away,

and there was a biking convention on.

And he didn't light up a room.

He was...

judgemental and quiet

and sometimes a little bit rude,

but he was hilarious,

and he was wickedly sharp.

And he got to know people before he made his mind up.

Unlike you.

I loved Aidan.

And if you'd taken the time to see that,

you would be so upset for what you've lost.

You've lost your future son-in-law, the father of your grandchildren,

someone who would have taken you to hospital appointments

and reset your iPad every other week when you broke it.

I knew him.

And I've been doubting that,

but I knew him.

And I loved him.

Okay.

Let's raise a glass, everyone.

Take a glass, Rachel.

No, I won't.

God's sake, are you that out of control

you can't lift a glass of wine for a toast?

Aidan.

To Aidan. To Aidan.

Claire, to what do I owe the pleasure?

I don't suppose you want to come and save me from my family?

I would, but I'm working.

But I could call an ambulance, then they'd bring me to you.

Sure it's a Walsh family event. We have the ambulance on standby.

You know, I'd be offended if it wasn't so...

..Accurate.

We should do something soon, though. Yeah?

See you maybe...

Tonight? Mmm... Or tomorrow?

You could come over.

Yeah, I'd love that.

Okay.

I'll text you later. All right.

See you soon. Bye.

I'm glad that you know that he loved you.

You were his future.

I never saw any photos of Aidan as a baby.

Were they similar?

Identical.

Look, Anna, I'll take your lead on this, okay?

If you want to be in touch or if you want to meet up,

I would... I would love that.

But I do understand if it's too weird.

No, it's...

It's not weird.

I'd like that, I think.

Yeah?

Yeah.

Yeah, I think I'd like that.

I really appreciate it.

That's it. I know.

It sounds easy. I know it's hard.

Look at you two boys holding up the bar.

Will you have another drink, Luke?

No, thank you, Mary. I'm fine. Thanks.

I'm going to head back inside.

I'm going to give my condolences to Anna, so.

Nice to see you. Yes, you too. Great. All right, Luke.

See you later, Jack. All right. Thanks for coming.

Appreciate it.

God, what a day.

I have a surprise.

I booked us a room.

A suite.

We could head up there now, no one'd miss us.

You booked a room here

for sex? Mm-hmm.

Jack, where in my head do you think I have space

to even think about sex right now?

How much did that cost?

I got a good rate with the function room.

Okay, I'll cancel it.

No, you won't.

I'll use it. I'm going up there, go and have a bath.

Watch Strictly, and go to sleep.

And everyone's going to leave me alone.

All right, so.

I'm off to Phelan's.

Watch the golf.

Anna didn't want any speeches.

What about that is so hard for you to understand?

Oh give over, Rachel.

No, you realise that you chose keeping up with the Kilfeathers

over your own daughter.

Are you happy, Mary? Happy?

I don't go around thinking about how happy or unhappy I am.

Maybe if you stop tracking your own emotions,

you'd feel a whole lot better. So is that why you hate me?

Because I think about myself.

Hate you, oh grow up, Rachel.

Where did I go wrong?

You are all obsessed with yourselves.

Something goes wrong and you stomp around with a 'why me'

like your fecking Linda Martin.

But like Claire, and Anna and I have had an objectively harder time.

What has Maggie ever had to deal with

apart from losing money on her investments?

Everyone has problems, Rachel.

Maggie just doesn't make a movie out of hers.

She goes quiet,

but you'd I don't actually have to care about other people

to notice that. But you do not.

So, what,

if I think about other people more and push aside all my own fears

and issues and desires, you'll love me more?

So basically, if I was an entirely different person.

Give me a break, Rachel.

You're hard work. Do you know that?

Hard, bloody work.

Helen, can you turn that off please?

Someone remind dad to tip that bar man.

Do you want more wine? Gimme your glass.

Do you have a bobbin, actually? Yes.

I have one, but it's in my hair. It's navy.

Is that all right? Yeah.

Well, that day was a car crash.

Are you serious? Sorry... Sorry.

What was the story with the baby, guys?

Yeah, who brings a baby to a memorial?

Maybe they didn't have any childcare.

Not everyone has a supportive family, Claire.

Doesn't have a father, no? Immaculate conception, was it?

No, he does have a father.

Obviously.

It's Aidan.

What the fuck? Dickhead.

God, they're all the same.

I think he was trying to tell me before he died,

but he himself had only just found out.

So he cheated on you?

No. Look,

Aidan slept with his ex before Anna.

It's just unfortunate timing.

Really wanted to have a baby with him.

And now someone else has one.

You may have dodged a bullet.

What, Claire?

What?

If Anna had Aidan's baby and he died,

you'd be raising it alone, and it's hard.

Now, that woman couldn't even tie her shoe without Helen.

Don't be bringing me into your warped argument.

You're being really insensitive, Claire.

You're being overly sensitive. Shock horror.

Sorry, what's that supposed to mean?

Guys, please just calm down. Helen, you can't vape in here.

Excuse me, five weeks in rehab,

we've got a born again rule abider on our hands.

No, that's got nothing to do with it.

I've kicked people out of my hotel for vaping. Fine.

You think we can't smell your double apple,

but we can, and it's gross.

Look, Anna, what I meant was...

I understand. I do.

I thought you were upset that you didn't have Aidan's baby, but

God works in mysterious ways, okay?

Claire, don't be bringing God into this.

Helen. You're a child.

I'm sorry, you have no idea how the real world works.

Do you know what the truth is, Claire?

You can't handle the fact that all of us have our own lives

and that we don't exist solely to babysit your spawn.

Oh my God, Helen.

Oh, that's funny, is it?

Okay, well, you'll be delighted to know that I told James today

that I don't want Kate full-time anymore.

I want her every second weekend, and he agreed.

Sorry, excuse me? Claire. What?

You better be joking. Hang on a minute.

I literally built her bones inside my body from scratch,

and then I pushed her out, and then I fed her every 2 hours,

even through the night while he had sex with other women.

And then I put her to bed every night for six years.

I mean, what have any of you done every night for six years,

and he just gets to pop in whenever he feels like it?

You obviously cannot hear yourself when you speak.

You must have some syndrome because there's no way that those words are

coming out of your mouth and that you're to be able to hear them.

Look, your only job, as my sisters

is to hate James and support my decisions.

No, not this. Claire...

No, it's not Claire. Absolutely not.

I don't support any of this.

And this poor me single mother narrative.

It's bogus shite.

In fairness, Claire, we do all help.

I brought her to her vaccines because you didn't

want to be the bad guy. You said you didn't mind.

I didn't mind. That's the point, Claire. None of us mind.

We love Kate, and we do as much as we can, as often as we can.

And you shouldn't have had to do any of that

because she has a father.

It shouldn't be up to me to find people to help me.

Find people?

Claire, we are here all of the time.

You make it sound like you're queuing at a food bank.

You have a child. Grow up.

Deal with it. I am dealing with it.

I cooked all of her meals, and I put them into Tupperware,

and I put the Tupperware in your fridge,

and all you had to do was microwave it.

It's called the maternal load, Maggie.

What would you know about it?

Claire...

What is happening?

Claire, you're going to regret this.

You'll miss her. We all will.

Well, if I do, I can change my mind and get her back.

There are ads at Christmas about people like you getting dogs.

You're talking about an actual human child.

Why are you ganging up on me?

You make me sound like I'm useless.

I'm not fucking Rachel!

Because you're giving away the only positive thing

you've ever contributed to this family. Why?

Because you have to put her to bed at night

and read her a few stories. You are pathetic, Claire.

Hiya, what can I get you?

Gin and tonic. Sure.

This feeling will pass, Rachel.

If you can just hang on 10 minutes, this feeling will change.

It might, but it will just change back again.

You don't have to do this.

You're doing really well.

I think you need to go now. Well, then come with me.

No. Rachel,

you can get through this without alcohol.

Just hold on for 10 minutes.

Let's go for a walk, and this need will pass.

Celine, you have been amazing.

You've supported me all day.

Knowing you were here was like having a back brace.

I felt strong.

So why now?

There's no point in going back with you.

I cannot be a part of that family and stay sober.

I can't not be a Walsh.

I'm just going to have one drink

and put the whole sobriety thing to bed,

and I'll do the same with myself.

I'm sad you feel that way, Rachel.

But you know where we are whenever you want to come back to us.

And I really hope you do.

Thanks. Okay. You go.

Okay.

Dancing the couple's choice, Montell Douglas and Johannes Radebe.

Mum?

Mum.

Mum, open the door.

What part of do not disturb, do not understand?

Claire's giving Kate away.

What? Claire.

She's giving Kate to James full-time.

She just told us. For Christ's sake.

Give me a minute to get dressed.

There is no let up with ye.

Hey, Rach.

Hey.

Look, I lied.

I did expect to see you today.

And I'm sorry.

You're it for me, Rach.

You know?

End off.

Did you have a drink?

Yeah.

Why?

What is the point?

Should've known.

You should have known what, Luke.

What?

You know, there's nothing any of us can do.

Because you hate yourself.

What's this about Kate?

Mum, I'm not discussing this tonight, okay?

We've all been drinking.

I think that's really wise.

Claire, you'd better be joking.

As if I joke about something like that.

Mum, just go back to your room, okay?

You'll miss a samba now if you're not careful.

Whatever about the sambas, this is important.

Kate's a great kid.

You're a great mother.

Mum, I don't want to talk about it.

I know it's hard, but it gets easier.

Does it? Sure you hate us all.

I do not hate you.

It's just a lot sometimes.

But I do love being your mother, and you will love being Kate's.

We'll talk about this tomorrow.

Meantime, I'm going home. One of you can use the room.

Work it out amongst yourselves.

Thank you very much. Goodbye.

Well, you're a rat.

Running up to mammy to tell her.

As if I wasn't going to tell her? You're a rat, Helen. You'e a rat.

Maggie, as if you're saying that to me,

the biggest lick arse I've ever met.

You're a fucking rat.

I panicked.

Fair enough, but you're a rat.

Anna, stop.

I know why you drink now.

Where'd you got them? Dan.

I don't even know where they are.

They're sleepers. Yeah, that's perfect.

Rachel, that's perfect. Give me some.

No, I'm not giving you some.

Are you mental? I'm flushing them.

I just want to sleep, please.

Fine.

I'll give you one.

Do you want me to lie with you?

Rachel, I hate you.

I hate myself for not hating you more.

You took Aidan from me.

I don't think I can ever forgive you.

I knew it.

Fucking bitches.

Sneaking up here early to hog the bed.

Shove over.

Here, rub my arm. I'm next.

Actually, no, Maggie, you rub my arm.

Rachel always does it too hard.

Rachel is perfect, okay?

Maggie does it like a ghost.

Leave me alone.

Is Anna KO'd or what?

She's sleeping, Claire.

No, I'm awake, I'm awake. Are you okay?

Yeah, she's fine. She just took a sleeping tablet.

Where did she get a sleeping tablet?

Rachel gave it to me.

Have you taken some?

I had a drink.

I had a few.

Mum hates me.

Luke hates me.

Anna hates me.

I just can't cope. I don't know how to.

I don't know how to be sad and sober.

Rach, why don't we

pour all the drink out of the minibar, will that help?

Don't be mental, Claire.

We're not going to pour out 500 euro worth of alcohol

because Rachel had slip.

Ugh, I'm fucked.

We're all fucked.

Anna's heartbroken.

Claire is literally disowning her own child.

Helen hates everyone she's ever met.

And Maggie, you are the kindest, loveliest

person who's being brutally trolled by your uterus.

How are we expected to stay sober?

I'm going to sit in front of the minibar.

I'm pregnant.

What?

What? Oh my God.

Maggie... Maggie! Oh my god!

Champagne! We need champagne.

See what I mean?

I can't be sad and sober, and you can't be happy and sober.

Are you serious, Claire?

But it's a baby.

She's pregnant. That's different.

It is not different. I know.

Hi. We're in the Jasmine suite.

Could you send up one of every dessert that you got on the menu?

Get me a banoffee! I'll kill a profiterole.

Yeah, all of it. You need to order some cornflakes.

Oh, you can just charge it to the room.

Cornflakes?

Yeah, I have a really weird craving for cornflakes for like, ages.

Cornflakes? I'm so happy for you.

♪ I never thought I'd learn so much from you

♪ I guess I thought I knew it all

♪ I'm sorry, I'm just not as great as both of us had thought

♪ when we were small

♪ And I know I am probably sounding selfish,

♪ so I probably sound a fool, because of course,

♪ I want the whole world wide and open for you too

♪ I was just much better as a younger, older sister

♪ I hope that it's okay that for a moment I just miss her

♪ But I know how far you go

♪ I don't know at all

♪ But I know it's lovely who we are,

♪ though it's lovely who we were when we were small. ♪