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Previously on The Real Housewives of New
York City.

So I want to tell you guys something. My
grandma passed this morning. Oh, Jesus.

Oh, no.

Oh, God.

Oh, no.

You guys should get ear touches. I don't
really know what I want. What a weird

coincidence that Ebony and I, we lost
our grandmothers two weeks apart from

other. You did such a great job.

And I think us getting these tattoos
together, it's really meaningful and

special. I don't have to drink and I
don't drink when I don't want to. Her

constantly saying that she doesn't have
an alcohol problem. I just can't.

No, I'm okay. I'm not drinking alcohol.
Oh, okay. Not a problem. I don't usually

drink wine, as you know. I like white,
clear spirits.

I gotta tell you, this group is a little
bit boring.

This is not the way that you get to know
the ladies.

Because I know all you're going to do is
do it by yourself.

So all you're going to do is act like a
stupid ass clown. You're going to do it

by yourself.

Don't talk to her like that. Really
don't. I've had enough of Brewer, Sean.

Use your brain, bitch!

I'm not a doormat, and I will tell you,
I won't kill Ramona.

Bring the scone to our group? Leah,
you're a smart bitch.

Why would Ramona bring the scone to our
group?

Psycho. It doesn't do anyone any good to
push her. Yeah, but you got to put a

hold on her. Why do you need Ramona to
figure out her friend? That's what I

think. At this point, it's Ramona's job
to reel in this woman because she's

obviously not clicking with the group
and it's up to Ramona to figure out what

to do with her now.

Let her figure out her friend. Let her
reel her in.

She is just, she's kind of.

She's broken, man. And we're nervous
about her. We don't want her to go off

edge. You're pushing her off the edge.
Okay, good night. I'm going to free

in my room. I just feel like you guys
baby her. I really do.

I really feel like you guys.

She's not strong like you and me.

She's not.

And I'm telling you, please recognize
that. I'm telling you as a woman who I

know is a warrior who supports women. I
support women. But it's like, oh my God,

we got to accept her.

Do you guys want to go to my room? Yeah,
I do. Let's go to my room. I've never

met someone like this.

Well, I'm not disagreeing with you, but
this is my BF for like 30 years. I

guess. And I'm not going to just like
say, oh, I can't be with you because

you're having a breakdown.

Rashaun is an intelligent woman, and she
does have a point. As an outsider

looking in, she says, why are you
handling with her kid gloves? This is

helping her. I agree.

But you know what? She's our friend for
a long time. Let us figure it out.

It's not your job to do it. I'll see you
in the morning.

I'll stay one second. Yeah, let her stay
one second. I'm going to say bye. Can I

have one second with you? You threw a
firebomb tonight. That's all I'm trying

tell you. But I think a firebomb was
needed.

What a crazy night.

Well, you know what? Ramona bought her.

Ramona can take care of her. Right. I'm
done. I gave her all the black points,

extra credit points I could, actually,
to be honest with you. And I wanted...

to not put her in this situation because
I learned with this group, you need to

listen and learn.

You're right. I'm going off of my own
experience with these women. You know, I

am still very much navigating what it is
to be a part of this circle of friends.

And again, it's a tough group to crack.

questions get to know us like you would
oh i don't know on the first day of

second grade good night sweetheart all
right sleep well you too baby bye -bye i

think you guys needed a fresh pair of
eyes and maybe i'm just a fresh pair of

eyes and i tell it like it is maybe
that's it no you're calling it like you

it i i that's all i called it like i saw
all right all right girl see you manana

let's get some rest we got a big day
again tomorrow

We're going to improvise.

All right.

Are you sleeping well?

Yeah,

I got sleep well. All right. So I'm not
sure if

you've heard, but Sonia and Bershon got
into like a physical altercation last

night. Oh, no.

You know, Bershon was.

When I left you and got everybody to go
to bed.

She went to bed. No, because Rashawn
came down to get a melatonin from me.

were both drunk.

I'm not kept in a box.

You can't tell me I can't speak. I can't
even talk to her. No. I tried to ask

her about her label.

What did you just say?

I love you.

Did you just say drunk? No.

What did you just say?

Sonia. Stop it. This girl is off the
ring. Stop it. I don't even know you.

don't need to be talking about me. I
don't know you either.

You know, Sonia was like, I'm a real
person.

I'm real.

Don't you come into my life in 10
seconds and tell me who I am, Versha.

get your.

I was worried that they were going to
hit my nose.

Until finally someone came to help me.
And then

Sonia broke the entire fire extinguisher
glass.

Breshawn said something about Sonia
being drunk, and I said, don't say that.

She's intoxicated right now.

She just met her. It's too soon to...
She sticks her nose in a business that's

not hers. I mean, for a life coach,
she's pretty peeped up.

Breshawn, you are amazing.

Breshawn, you are beautiful. You
support, you inspire, and you empower.

Yes! Let me get back upstairs, and I'll
come see you. Okay. All right, bye.

I'm going to drink some coffee because
my face is going to bake.

It's hot in here.

Come in. Is the door open? Okay.

Yeah, door's open.

Hi, honey. Dude.

Dude. Dude. So Breshawn, of course, set
her off.

Breshawn was, like, taunting her.

Well, Breshawn clearly doesn't know her
because that's not the time to talk to

Breshawn about anything.

I wonder if she's going to act like
nothing happened today. She's not going

remember what happened.

I don't care how wasted you are. There
is no excuse for that kind of behavior.

You know, I'm worried about her, and I
want her to get better.

Hi. Oh, look, everyone's ready. I have
to get ready.

Hey, how are you? Okay.

So I don't know if you're aware.

Last night, there was a physical
altercation between Sonia and Rashawn.

broke the glass fire extinguisher.

thing with a bag.

She was damaged to the property at the
hotel.

And people were like coming out of
there. I don't think so.

She used her bag.

So Sonia lost it. You know, Rashawn was.
Rashawn was really antagonizing her. I

said to Sonia, I mean, I said to Rashawn
last night, you know, please don't

aggravate Sonia.

Why would you pick a fight with her?

Why? You're the one that started this.
Because I invited her on the trip. We

invited her, not me. Not only that, you
started explaining, oh, we're so much

fun. We're this, we're that, and the
other thing. And you gave her, like,

impression of us, like, you know, we're
like crazy. That we're dancing in the

chandeliers. Yeah, you thought we were
hanging from the chandeliers. I'll take

the blame for that. No, seriously. And
then you gave her all these

and now we have to fulfill her
expectations?

I mean, no.

You've got to. This is your problem.

Hey, hey.

Don't point your finger at me.

You started it. You started it. You fix
it. Hey, you fix the problem. Otherwise,

she has to go.

No, seriously.

She has to fix it. Otherwise, she goes.

No, I'll just open it. All right, good.
I'm going to go and get dressed. You

have to tell her now how she has to
approach all of us, right, to start this

off on a good foot. All right.

See you later.

Bye. Bye. She's pretty calm with me.

I have these nice talks with her.

Knowing Rashawn the way I did one -on
-one, I am totally shocked the way she's

acting. I don't know who she is right
now.

I wonder if we should get Sully on that
medicine. It makes you sick. You vomit

if you drink. Yeah, and it's abused.

I said to Sully yesterday, do you feel
like you need a stop training? Do you

ever feel like you have a problem with
alcohol? And she's like, no. I don't

drink in the morning.

I don't drink. And she was making all
these excuses that they say. She drinks

all the time. How do you make someone
see? They're not ready until they're

ready. Unless we have like an actual
intervention with her. I don't know. I

don't know. Like we're being
irresponsible if we don't.

Talk to her about this. So maybe it
should be. Because she's broke.

Like, I don't know. Maybe you, me, Lou
should talk to her. Now I wish Luann was

here hearing this.

Should we? Let's call her on the phone.
Yeah.

You need me to call?

Well, we're actually, we made a little
breakthrough ourselves, Lou.

Sonia needs to kind of, like, we really
need to talk to her about her drinking.

I know we do. I've already, you know,
we've tried.

No, we got the three of us. Me, you, and
Ramona have to sit down with her and

break through the denial.

Okay, well, I'm down.

I would want people to step in and talk
to me if I was punching glass.

It's not like she's getting drunk and
having fun. And, of course, Breshawn

didn't help.

But this isn't just an isolated
incident.

All right, see you in a little bit.

Coming up.

Listen, Lee wants to show you something.
What are we going to say?

What do you want? What do you want?

Oh, my God. I'm so nervous right now.

Hi,

darling. Good morning. Good morning.
Come in.

I know.

It's not fabulous like yours. Come in. I
know.

Are you done getting ready or not? I'm
done. You want me to come to your room?

Yeah, only because you know what? I went
down to speak to Leah and Luann, and I

didn't get a chance to eat any of my
berries or oatmeal. So do you mind?

yeah, let's do it. Yeah.

Oh, God.

I feel like I'm going with my.

My book bag to the principal's office,
about to get in trouble.

So tell me what happened. So, okay, let
me tell you who I am. I'm a girl's girl.

I just want to know what happened
between you and Sonia. She was being

little drunk, a little aggressive. I
don't know exactly what she was saying.

am going to interject for one second.
You and I did discuss downstairs where

were aggravating her. I said, please
stop, stop. You're pushing her envelope.

And you kind of said, well.

Why are you being so protective of her?
We just are. So I remember I did tell

you that. You did tell me that. The
thing that escalated it is he got in my

like this.

And I got to tell you, I would never get
in someone's face like that. In black

culture, if you get in somebody's face
like that, you get hit.

Daddy always said, if you get in
someone's face, someone's going to get

face and it ain't going to be pretty.
She took it too far. And she needs to

understand if she does that. No, she can
get arrested by doing that kind of

behavior. I mean, yeah, I would never.

do that to someone.

Girl, you do that with the wrong person,
you are knocked out.

Sonia loves to say it's okay to get shit
in the face with my friends. I'm in a

comfortable, warm place. It's just us
and the girls.

Well, yeah, I could agree with that, but
not when you act the way you act

because she acts irresponsibly and she
could hurt somebody and hurt herself.

I do want to apologize to the girls
because, you know, I'm a very open book.

And, like, I'm a little unfiltered like
you are. So when I was saying grandmas,

I wasn't meaning age at all. I know
that. I know that. But an expression. I

what you're saying. I get about your
expression. Yeah, so that, you know. But

what I realize is coming with a new
group of girls, everyone doesn't express

things the same way. Like, we hit it off
so well in the summer. It was like.

Easy breezy. Easy breezy, girl. I mean,
anything we say, you got anything.

And you know what? And I guess I let my
boundaries down. Right. You know, and

thinking, oh, okay, they're an extension
of Ramona. But really, everybody's a

different person. Exactly. I'm a coach.
I know that. I'm glad you recognize

that. Yeah. Oh, for sure. And you'll, in
your own way, just say, hey, you know,

it wasn't, you know, my intention, like
you just said.

Totally. And I was going to do that
anyway. All right. Totally. All right.

let's go. Let me stop by with Sonia.
I'll meet you in the lobby because we're

all going to be going out shortly.

Okay. And, yeah.

Hi. So, I need to fill you in. Last
night after you and Luann left the room,

Rashawn came down to my room and Sonia
was here. And they were in each other's

faces with their fingers. I had to get
between them. Finally, someone came to

help me and dragged Sonia out of the
room. And then she broke the fire

extinguisher, the glass.

Shattered? Shattered.

I'm shocked.

I'm shocked.

I don't know Breshawn or Sonia that
well, but bike? Come on.

We're classy ladies.

So how is the bike about to be with
Breshawn, though? I'm not even thinking

about Breshawn anymore right now. Like,
me, Luann, and Ramona are going to talk

to Sonia about their drinking.

She was lit. I mean, she was lit, but
okay. All right, well, thanks so that

not walking in blind.

Yeah, just know.

I don't know.

Hey, honey pie.

Come in.

You're all ready? Yeah, I'm all ready
for the day.

You look like you just woke up. I just
woke up, and you know how Luann always

says I wake up so fresh?

Yeah, you look good. This isn't one of
those days.

Listen, I have a taste for luxury. I
don't have a taste for cheap red wine.

if that's all they're serving, and
Bershon is serving up the insults,

what I will drink.

What a loser night. I wanted to have a
fun night and party and dance, and we

ended up with cheap wine.

And Bershon.

All right. Let me finish getting ready.

And so after we shop, we'll come back.
And then later, we're going to a haunted

restaurant to have the seance. So we're
going to have cocktails first, then the

seance, then dinner. I hope I can
connect with Katie.

You going to reach out to Marie? I don't
know. I'm feeling like she's not.

I don't want to think about it.

Don't think about it. Don't think about
it, baby. Get through.

Just one day at a time.

I think you need a good pharmaceutical
psychiatrist.

I do have one. We're working on it.

We're weaning it. Oh, hello.

Hi, you guys.

Good morning. Good morning.

I left my wallet. I got to go upstairs.

All right. We're going down. Okay, baby.

It's hard for me to wake up today.

No, it's going up.

Oh, that's you.

I'll be right back. We'll see you in the
lobby.

I'm just going to be myself and enjoy
myself with my friends.

Great. I'm true.

I am not going to attempt to understand
where Bershon is coming from because she

doesn't know where she's coming from or
she would have apologized by now. Good

morning, ladies.

All right, it's 40 minutes away, guys.
So let's go.

And you know I love going distance. 40
minutes away.

This van ride is going to be like
purgatory. And I don't know who's going

heaven, who's going to hell.

We'll have lots of time to just
celebrate and chit -chat.

There are things we need to talk about.
I just can't do it right now. Let's just

agree to have a quiet riot.

Coming up.

Bring forth those who have passed away.

What's that?

I'm sitting with you guys. I know what
loud I mean.

We can take these off finally.

I got your back. Where is everybody?
Yes, you do. You're right there. I do.

Ebony, I think you've got to come over
this way. Do I?

Yeah, there's only three seats on that
side.

Okay, okay.

I got your back, too. They don't have a
hook on the boat.

Oh, it is like a boat. I'm so slow.

This is so cute.

All right, well, at least I get to see
your pretty face. Likewise.

Filet mignon, short ribs. I feel like
meat.

They have a cow burger.

Well, it's called the black cow. They
got to have a burger. So before we

can I just say something to the group
because I'm a little emotional?

I do want to apologize.

You know, I made this familiar when it
wasn't familiar.

Oh, don't cry, honey. No, don't cry.

You acted familiar with women you
weren't quite yet familiar with. I acted

familiar with people that I wasn't
familiar with. Yeah. You know, I didn't

boundaries. I talked like... I've known
you guys for 30 years.

And I had dope. Yeah. You know, because
my friends, we said all the time, stop

being a grandma, girl. Get up. Come on,
let's go.

Like, that's something we say is fun.

Stop being so boring. I know, but
somehow it felt like you were pointing

a finger at, like, you're being a
grandmother.

No, I wasn't pointing it.

You're boring.

When you spoke the way you did and you
spoke to Sonia in a certain way, you

know, she's my girl. So you can't talk
to my friends like that and not expect

have.

I was dressing the whole table. I do
think she thought the group was boring

and then y 'all were called grandmas
because y 'all were right in front of

Yeah, you guys were just in front of me.
So that I'm sorry to you, Ebony, Luann,

Ramona, Leah, and especially you, Sonia.

And with you, Sonia, I may not remember
everything. I'm just being honest. Do

either of you remember? I remember.

Okay, so she remembers. But on the bus,
I mean, like, I had a real connection

with you. You move like a black girl.

Look, who taught you how to do that?

I can't tell you all my secrets.

You have betrayed my trust because we
did have a connection on the bus.

You listened to me. You heard me. I'm
trying to sell it because it's just too

expensive. Was this your marital house?

Yeah, I bought it. My husband renovated
it. What are you talking about? Ramona,

do what you're doing. We're talking. I
have somebody who is actually listening

to me. And then even at the Pioneer
Village, we spent time alone hearing

other and discussing civil... Shut the
f*** up, Ramona. Did I speak

this whole time?

There's a lot of anger in Sonia.

And she's being passive -aggressive
toward me. She's snapping at me like a

turtle. And it's not turtle time. We
spent time hearing each other, and I

thought we shared in a like -mannered
way our feelings. And I just thought,

this chick is smart. She gets me.

She's getting to know me. So then when I
saw you at dinner, I had said to

everyone, I just want to have fun
tonight with my girls. This is my sacred

here. So for me to share this with you,
it's a lot.

And you threw it back on me about the
words.

And you also made fun of me being a
clown and like this. And you know what?

take pride in being funny. That really
didn't hurt me. It is the way you

mimicked me that hurt me. I take full
responsibility because I'm a grown

I never want to put women down and I
don't want to put you down. So I'm

apologizing on that note.

I take responsibility.

She was drunk. I wasn't.

I had a little bit of drinks, but I
wasn't as drunk.

And I need to be the bigger person.

I just want to hug you, girl.

You just need a hug. I need a hug.

I need a hug.

I'm the first to forgive and forget. I
don't like it when people hold in angst.

I find it unhealthy.

Happy she's apologizing. And I hope we
can go forward in a better way. Let me

just tell you, I love you. Because you
got in my face. And I've never.

Oh, yeah, I will.

But I mean, but look, I'm like, girl.
You're ready to deck me. And you're so

much bigger and stronger than me. But I
was going to like.

I was like.

Girl.

At least you know I care enough. I know.
To go down.

I know. You were going to put me down on
the mat.

No, I know. But I would go down. I know.

Sonia, don't do that to anybody else.
Please don't do it, girl.

For Sean broke down her walls and said
that, you know, she did overstep her

boundaries. She is reevaluating the way
she acted and behaved, which takes a

huge amount of maturity and self
-awareness, which is very impressive.

could be good. She has reached a point
and maybe we could turn this all around.

Oh, is that the lobster? This is one of
the black cod roe. But I didn't want it

yet. I want it for my entree, so I have
to put it to the side.

Put it away so no one takes it.

No one's going to take it, Mona.

Excuse me, can you please tell the Mr.
Sushi Man not to make the sushi yet? Mr.

Sushi Man? I don't know what his name
is, the Mr. Sushi Man. Chuck, it's

That's easy. We're going to take it
back. No. Don't want to try this. Oh,

take one. This is going to be good
stuff.

Oops.

Ebony doesn't know. When food is around,
they're all like vultures. They just

attack. All right, guys, we should
probably honestly get going because we

to get ready and then we have our
seance. The dead are waiting for us.

Coming up.

I couldn't fix him, so I abandoned him.
I just had to push him away. I know

there was something.

Oh, no. I don't have to go to Singer's
room and get hairspray, do I?

Okay, now I need one more extra piece.
This isn't going to be enough.

Okay.

Purse. Mask. I'll wear it. I'll just
take a cheap, big mask because I don't

to take a good mask because then I lose
it.

Really? See?

Okay. We go with this mask.

La la.

Ling it up, Salem.

You like the belt with it?

Yeah. Okay.

Okay. Okay. Cool.

Am I really the only one down here?

Where the hell are these bitches?

Hi.

Hey. Hi.

How you doing?

I brought only several. You're doing
great.

Thank you, honey. So do you guys. Look
at these.

It's like armor.

I know, right?

You see witches in armor. Right.

Hi.

Hi.

Oh,

my God.

Look at this hair.

Everybody's seance ready. I like it.
Great. Now this coffee is like killing

stomach.

You can't win. Everything kills your
stomach, baby.

You can't win.

She's nervous.

I think she's anxious for tonight.

This is old hat for me. I always speak
to the other side. I have tons of

that help me. I'm really freaked out
about this whole seance thing. I have

done a seance in my life. I've had my
cards read and fortune tellers, but I

don't know if I've ever had a real kind
of seance. I'm not ready for this. I

don't know if I really believe this.

I mean, I want the seance to be fun. I
don't want it to be sad. And I think

talking to my grandmother right now will
be sad.

So I'm hoping that maybe Joan Rivers
comes through or Kurt Cobain.

Thank you. Come on in. Hi.

Hello. Hello.

Beautiful.

Oh, look how beautiful this is.

Can I get you some cocktails?

Yeah, but do we have a place for a
coach? Yeah, we can take your coach.

thank you. Hi.

Hi. I'm just using the ladies' room. I'm
going to go to the ladies' room, too. I

just need to get my face.

You want one of those martinis, espresso
martinis? Oh, yeah.

Absolutely. Do you like Baileys in it? A
little bit of Baileys, not a lot. Okay,

yeah. Because then it loses its kick.
Yeah, absolutely.

That's what we need, espresso martini.
Zoom and then boom.

So what are we going to do about Sonia?
She walked in and ordered a martini. So

maybe we should pull away right now and
talk to her about that. It's not cool. I

don't know. Let's figure it out with
Leah.

We have to get to Sonia now before she
gets too buzzed to even take in what

we're saying. I don't know if you're
ready for this, but now Sonia has a

freaking...

Espresso Martini, which is like three
shots of alcohol, which is going to get

her drunk.

Well, we have to talk to her tonight.

Yeah, so I thought maybe right now,
right in front of the fire place.

Yeah, we have to.

Let's wait for Ebony to get in. Oh,
there she is. Hey, ladies.

You need to keep her showing company
because we need to talk to Sonia. Okay,

we'll do that. Hold on, wait.

First, please let's have a cow out
first. Come here.

There must be some feminine energy still
left in this bed. Talk, talk, talk.

What are we going to say?

And who's going to start it?

Okay, you remember I was just going to
be there to encourage her because of

happened to me. I got arrested for even
much less. I mean, she broke up with

her. You were there. You witnessed her
doing that thing. Yeah. You two talk.

going to bring her over. No, where are
you going?

Just hold on a second. I'm trying to
think of the best way to talk to her

without her getting upset.

Well, and generally, you don't talk to
somebody when they're drinking also. So

then we should hurry before she starts
drinking.

I'm getting a drink. Maybe she'll wait
until tomorrow.

Seriously? I want to meet this healer.
Yes. Look, she has... Let's get chairs.

What's this, another mask?

Oh, my God.

Except she's going to be at your back.
I'm so nervous right now. All right,

here. I really am.

Oh, my God, look at your hair. It's
stunning.

I wrapped my ponytail.

Listen, Lee wants to show you something
or tell you something. Don't do the

distraction bait and switch. Okay, what
is it? I love your hair. Come on.

I can't get away from her.

You'll be right here with your coat.

She did. She took my drink. She took my
drink. Oh, there she goes. That's how

she's going to bait you. Oh, she baits
you.

She's got her own agenda.

All right, so here's the thing.

She's waiting on you, Sonia. You took my
drink, bitch.

You think I'm stupid?

All right, so here's the thing.

I'm like 12 years old.

Go tell this girl.

What do you want?

Just go chill. Go look at this thing.
All right, where's my coat? Where's my

bag? I may not be back. I was going to
say, we're not going to take it. Where's

your drink? Let me get my drink.

Where's your drink? My drink's coming.
Here, let's sit down. Come on, my love.

All right, hi.

Herman said.

We love our girl. Yes.

Me too. I can't believe I had a nice
moment with Breshawn. I never thought

talk to her again. I'm glad to see her.
But she said she put a wall up with me.

And I was going to smack her down. I was
going to go down.

She was going to level me.

She was going to physically level me. I
want to let you know that this is not

coming from a place of judgment
whatsoever, okay?

And I want you to hear me out. I think
that it would be absolutely

and up of us to not say we think the
drinking is going to hurt you.

I think that it would be absolutely
irresponsible and up of us to not say

we think the drinking is going to hurt
you.

Okay. At this point. All right. And we
are worried. And we want to help. Okay.

So what happened last night? I get
scared because I got arrested for even

than that. I was only drunk in my own
hotel. You know what I'm saying?

What she just said I heard. Let me just
answer that.

I own that when I get with the girls in
a large group. But we don't want you to

do that because we don't work for you.
But I also tell you the sincere truth.

At home, I don't have alcohol in my
home. I have it. I mean, there are

that come and I offer them a drink. I
never drink alone.

I think you're in denial. I think you're
in denial. I don't drink alone. I don't

drink at home.

I don't drink on dates. I don't go out
and socialize like that. I just don't.

Sonia only gets drunk with us. Okay,
yeah. Like, sure.

Sure. I believe that one. Just because
you're not drinking now doesn't mean you

weren't drinking before. Of course I
was.

Of course I was. So now we're talking
about. But we're not talking about me

right now. We're talking about you.

Okay, great.

That's all. Great. Just get very angry
recently. That's what we don't

understand. If you're going to drink, I
at least want you to freaking enjoy

yourself. I can't enjoy myself last
night. Sean wanted to go there like with

tough girl image, and I just wanted to
show her. You're not going to. I'm not

Your reactions are just like over the
top, and that's what's concerned us.

If you ever feel like you can't reach
out, you can't say something, don't feel

ashamed, I just want you to know that
it's an open channel of communication.

Oh, I have open channels of
professionals I speak to all the time.

I think Sonya is going through a lot. I
do telemedicine. It's heavy for her

right now.

She's trying to speak her voice.

She's trying to find her voice. She's
trying to find her voice and speak her

voice.

Okay, we just love you. It's coming from
love. Trust me. Okay, fine.

I'm good.

I'm good with love.

We tried.

I just don't want anything to happen to
you. Everybody has to get to the point

where... They have a wake -up call.

I just don't want her to wake up in a
gutter somewhere.

I'm in a safe place with you guys, which
doesn't feel very safe right now

because you're being very judgmental.
We're not being judgmental. Don't say

that. You got into a physical fight last
night. I'll do it again with her

because, you know, I told her.

Let's go and have a say out.

I said to you, Sean, I'll do it again.
These two are just becoming a broken

record, and I can see they've hooked
Leah into it. We're on a vacation.

Chill out. I think we'll be okay, guys.

I'm not going to explain myself anymore.

Hi. How are you guys?

I have lots of crystals in my bag. So
I'm going to light some incense for us

raise the vibration in the room.

We're going to let any negativity from
the day slip away.

Marion, if you'd like to begin.

Okay. So I'm going to ask you please to
take a deep breath in.

Divine Spirit, teachers, loved ones,
those who have crossed over before us,

through and bring forth those who have
passed away. And we thank you. Amen.

Now we're going to go around the circle
and we're going to put our first names

into the circle.

What's that?

Did you drop something?

The light.

came off the ceiling.

Okay, okay, that happens. I saw that
during the meditation. Okay, that does

happen. Jesus.

What do you mean that happens? What do
you mean that happens?

Yeah, what do you mean that happens?

You guys are safe. It's protected.

Are you sure?

I'm positive.

There's not going to be any levitating
or eyes flickering back. There might be

poop.

Okay,

so we are starting the messages now.

All right.

May I please come to you?

Yeah. I'm getting a grandfather, and
what he's showing me is, have you ever

those mountain goats, and, like, they're
standing on ledges, and it's like you

wonder, like, how the hell did they
climb up that high, but somehow they

Right now, people just view you as,
like, a regular goat, but eventually

going to show them it's time for you to
come out of your shell and show them

what you actually got.

Forget Bershon being a goat and coming
out of her shell. She needs to be a

turtle and pull it in.

May I come to you with a message? Sure.

Okay, so I feel like there's an uncle
-type figure.

Do you have an uncle figure?

It doesn't necessarily have to be a
biological uncle.

Um, not specifically, no.

So anyway, let me give you the message.

Somebody forgot to eat their Wheaties
this morning because he's way off. It

feels like there's a male in your life
who is kind of moody, I guess, and it

feels like eventually you guys will
go...

your own ways. For you, it's more
positive.

It's more of a loss for him.

We know that.

I think that's right.

Hi, Leah. Can I come to you, please?

I'm bringing forth, I feel like I've got
a woman here.

She's a relative.

I'm having a little bit of trouble
pulling her through.

So that tells me that maybe she wasn't
overly spiritual.

She was, yeah. I just feel that she
wouldn't have believed in what we're

here, particularly.

Correct. Right? Yeah. So there's a
little bit of a resistance there. Right.

I'm pleasantly surprised. I feel like
this is probably my grandmother, but I

don't know if she'd really approve of me
doing a seance. And I'm also kind of

skeptical about these things. So between
me and my grandmother, like, it's

probably not easy to channel her.

I also feel with you that there is some
learning something or reading.

Looks like you're studying for
something, converting to something like

or something.

And I think you're going to like that,
the Judaism as well, because I think

going to give you structure.

And that's what we need to hear. It
feels good. It feels good. All right,

So I'm drawn over to you.

I feel like I have a woman standing
behind you.

And this is an older woman. I think
she's your grandmother, actually.

She's only been gone a little bit of
time.

Okay. A few days.

I'm sorry? A few days. Okay. So I like
this lady because she's got a little bit

of attitude.

I wonder where you get that from.

This lady is very proud of you.

I feel that you were very close to her.
She was like a second mother to you.

Oh, my God.

What she's saying is that you can carry
on the family tradition by being a

strong person, which you are.

I feel like you have a message,
particularly for women.

And it's a strong message. And you've
got to keep going forward. There you go.

I'm sorry I made you cry. No, no, this
is so affirming.

Yes.

This is such a relief.

You know.

My grandmother had a really tough time
the last few years.

She was a really smart and powerful
woman. And to know that she's well and

no longer has dementia and she's right
beside me in my corner, such a gift. And

I am just so grateful.

I really am.

Sonia, can I come to you, please, with a
message?

Okay. I have a man here with you.

Okay. It's like a family member.

Mm -hmm. Is this your father who passed?
I can't believe it. It just feels like

there's some unfinished business here.
Yeah, exactly.

Okay. So first of all, he wants to
apologize to you.

Oh, my God. There's some very tough
stuff here.

He wants you to know that he didn't know
what he was doing. No, he

didn't. He didn't know.

Did he have a drink problem or something
like that? Do you know?

Is this your father who passed? I can't
believe it. There's some very tough

stuff here.

Does he have a drink problem or
something like that? Do you know?

Yeah.

I had no idea about Sonia's father. And
it's because Sonia never talks about her

past. My father had a drinking problem.
And, you know, I can relate a lot more

to Sonia knowing that that could be part
of the problem. It's part of her.

in her genes the message from your
father is that he is mortified by

what he did but he wants you to know
that he's not trying to excuse it okay

so he's trying to apologize to you I
didn't know anything about her dad she

never really spoke about that this is
really emotional I mean this is really

really deep Sonia's younger life was a
lot like mine very traumatized so we

don't really share that with anyone
because who wants to talk about the

Leave when you were young?

Yes. Yes, just like this whole breakup.
I was two years old. And you had

abandonment issues?

Yes. And it's affected your
relationships with men? Yes.

The last person I thought would show up
for this seance is my dad, because in

real life, he was always too busy to be
a dad.

Now he's here.

You know, it's very hard when you're a
kid.

with one parent, you know, a mom with
four kids working very hard and not

knowing that you have a dad to reach out
to. The root of your issue lies in that

stuff and I don't know if you've dealt
with it.

I met with a healer recently and it's
starting to come up. Not a healer.

A healer is great as an addition.

Okay. But there's a feeling of...

Of needing some therapy or counseling or
something to do with that. I just

started with a therapist, but we're not
really talking about my dad yet. Well,

you will, and that's the root cause of
everything. I hope this psychologist has

got a Ph .D. because you need somebody
who's got a little bit more.

It's not uncommon, my story, but
personally it definitely puts a

dent in your heart that you don't have
that male figure to lean on.

Ramona, let me see if I can tune in to
you.

This is a man coming through.

Yeah. He's slightly younger than you.

Okay.

Don't tell me anything. Don't give me
any clues, please.

This is like a cousin or brother or
something.

Because of the depth of emotion, it
feels like it might be a brother.

He's a little bit younger than you,
correct?

14 months.

Okay. But I feel like he had a lot of
issues in his life.

He was a lost soul.

I think that's a good expression because
he had a lot of problems.

And I feel that he's, it doesn't feel
like a suicide, but it feels like...

He was self -destructive.

Yeah, that kind of thing. He lived his
life that way.

So it's that kind of expression, the
kind of feeling I have from him.

He's okay. He needs a little... How
recent is this? Like a week or so?

No, it's two years.

Two years?

He's still very... He's lost.

He's lost. He's extremely lost. But he
was lost in life as well. I know he was

lost in life. Just very confused. He's
okay with the fact that he's gone.

He's sorry for hurting you.

Because he was always lost in life and
he always would live life to the end. He

actually almost died 10 ,000 times
before he actually died. Well, you see,

think he wanted to die. Yes, he wanted
to die. He just wanted to die.

He's in a lot of emotional pain.

He just wants you to know he does love
you. I love him very much. I tried to

help him. He knows you tried to help
him. I tried to save him. I was so

disappointed in him. I couldn't deal
with him anymore because it pained me

he was in so much pain and I couldn't
help him. I couldn't change him. I

couldn't fix him. You couldn't.

abandon him. I just had to push him
away. You're blaming yourself.

I pushed him away. It's not your fault.

I'm glad you picked up on it, Miriam.
You see, you're blaming yourself and you

can't walk around with this because it's
too big a burden.

I was a caregiver of all of my three
siblings, and my brother was a troubled

soul, and I felt very responsible for
him. At the end, my relationship with my

brother was tough because he was too far
gone to help. The fact that he came

back to me made me feel now I have some
resolution.

Try to let it go because there's nothing
you could have done.

Okay, does anybody have any questions?

Not me. It takes a long time to know
someone, and obviously these are new

friends of mine.

There's a lot of things about them I
don't know, and I'm sure a lot of people

don't know. Oh my God, that was intense.
That was crazy. Oh my God, right? My

brother, oh my God. So when I find out
things like Sonia's father had a

problem, and Ramona's brother died, it
just gives me more understanding of who

they are as people.

Come on, are we going to have some fun
tonight? Yeah. Let me start a fire. I

know what I'm doing. Hold on a second.

Let's go start the fire. Okay.

As long as you don't like your stuff.
Why is your dress on backwards? You

it's on backwards. You know that. Oh, my
God. It's on backwards.

Yes,

you did. Oh, my God. You your chain is
left in two days.

You're great at that. You know, it was
on backwards.

I don't know. And I put it on.

I just didn't even realize it looks good
backwards.

Oh, my God.

It's so funny.

Still to come this season on The Real
Housewives of New York City.

God damn, that's a big penis.

He said I look 27.

I said black don't crack.

Yeah, well, blondes do.

I think you like me, Leah. I need some
hot.

Who's that gorgeous man? Did you even
have sex with him? Am I Sonia Morgan? So

saw that.

You and Garth were like in page six. He
was not happy.

Yeah. I'm working to find the answers to
my father's story. One of these three

men is my dad. I am almost certain of
it. Why do you want to fight? Don't

my girlfriend.

Oh, my God. Will you shut up? I'm trying
to talk.

I love Ramona, but sometimes she is
really tone deaf.

Circling the globe until we find the
perfect man. No, no, no, no, no.

Go on your way to the door.

Hi, Lou.

I'm Ebony K. Williams, and I'm holding
court.

Pump it, pump it, baby.

Oh, my God.

And it's not even 8 o 'clock yet. I
wished I was born Jewish.

Dinner's not about you.

I'm upset that no one wants to listen to
me, okay? Anybody that wants to go

home, go home.