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Previously on the Real Housewives of New York City.

I think that I'm allergic to alcohol because the summer I had a couple times

where I didn't remember how I got home. I haven't drank since March 31st. I'm

just so much more, this is how it's supposed to be. Will it be a challenge

around the girls and not drink?

Sure, but I'm ready.

Hi. Hey, babe. How are you?

I'm good, baby. You all coordinated.

So good to see you.

I have.

I'm looking forward to meeting her. Do you think they've met anyone like me

before? Like that person? No.

Because actually, no, I don't think they have. You didn't visit me or Luke this

summer. What the heck happened to you? No, I did not. Century 21 just shocked

me. I'm just like, what rug is going to be pulled out next?

Let's have a getaway. Why don't you come out to the Hamptons as you have not

graced us with your company? And Ebony, you come too. I'm glad that you guys

would include me.

So are we going to all stay together?

Yeah. Okay.

Of all my vices, being glamorous is one I'll never give up.

I'm sex positive and BS negative.

I may say the wrong thing, but my intentions are always right.

I've had to work twice as hard for half as much, but now I'm coming for

everything.

Just like New York City, Sonia Morgan never goes out of style.

You want a carrot? Oh, you do.

I know you do. Come on, girl.

Oh, Miss Liam.

Hey. Hi. You know she's a crazy dog. She's going to do her lap. You look

beautiful. Well, thank you. Good to see you. I'm wearing this bow for you

because you're the pageant. Ah, yeah.

Hi. Oh, look, she's wearing a bow, too. Yeah. Oh, my God. Did you bring Angel?

No. Girl, always bring her. Okay. Okay, now I know. We need all the bitches

together, Liam. Ooh.

All of them.

Oh, my God.

Here we are. This is kind of like the main living area.

Nice. Yeah, it's nice. You know, at night, this view is incredible.

I currently live in Tribeca, downtown lower Manhattan, and I am not a downtown

gal. And I only moved down to Tribeca to please this ex of mine, and I thought I

was going to spend the rest of my life with this man.

All right, so come this way. Let me show you the master.

But here's what's crazy. I don't sleep here because this was supposed to be

our bedroom together.

Yeah. No, I'm sorry.

This is my apartment that my ex -boyfriend was paying for. I would enjoy

shit out of it and be other guys in the master bedroom.

What's Ebony doing?

How long did you guys date before this happened?

A year and a half.

So you guys were together three and a half years.

Yeah. It's very clear to me now that he felt if he.

bunkered down here and really lived here and this was like home base. He would

literally lose his kids, which broke my heart.

I wouldn't want to come between any man and his children. So I was just like,

I'll opt out, you know? So he went to Jersey to quarantine and I stayed here

it kind of became apparent to me that we don't want the same things. When COVID

-19 hit this globe, this man did not see me as family. This man saw his existing

children as family and that's why he went to New Jersey. People are for a

reason. A season or a lifetime.

Our season was up.

So what did you think of your French? I had a black. It was just as advertised.

I mean, I think you did a really good job of describing your French.

Sonia's a lot. When I walked in, Sonia like literally was like, hello,

you know? And like, I'm used to a subtle up down, but like, girl, it was like.

Check. Oh, my God.

We're still not sure. You're so tiny. I didn't know that. Oh, my God.

I'm used to it, Leah, my whole life. It's been, you know, and not frankly

white women, like all women. You know, that's just what we do to each other. I

get it.

Well, I'm very curious as to what you thought of Ramona. This is the vibe I

from Ramona. She was totally pleasant.

You know, she, like, made the comment that, oh, I felt really connected to you

right away.

I felt an immediate bond with you, and I don't really feel that with many

people. It felt very easy. Yeah, yeah.

Natural. Very natural.

A little unjustified.

You guys barely talked. How would she even feel?

Like, what is she talking about? Literally.

But whatever. I'll take it. Listen, we'll see. Like, I kind of don't know

this Hampton thing is going to be. I'll be honest. I was surprised I was

invited.

Sonia and Ramona are completely unlike my existing friend group. Honey, I don't

even fool with this many white women on a regular basis.

That said.

I can be in any space, bitch. I think it's going to be good.

I've been thinking about, like, what we can do.

We've all been not doing shit except for Ramona. She's been partying like crazy.

But I was supposed to go to Burning Man this past summer. It obviously was

canceled.

I want to have a Burning Man themed dinner.

That is so not, I've never been to any of these music festivals.

I honestly haven't either.

I don't think that there is like a chance in hell that these women would

end up in the desert doing drugs.

So why not bring Burning Man to the Hamptons? I mean, you really can't get

more polar opposite.

It's just like a reason to like get dressed up crazy.

Okay, you're going to have to help me with the outfit. I'm going to send you

some. Because I have no idea.

I will. I'm in. I'm going to go all in too.

Bless me. Bless you.

Good job. You just had one -fourth of an orgasm.

Oh, so if you sneeze four times in a row, that's like a full duration?

Let me go get the door.

Okay, yeah, that's Alita. Marley, stop. You're going to start the healing now.

Marley, sit.

Sit. Sit, boy.

Nice to meet you. Nice to meet you, too.

Miss Morgan's upstairs.

Oh, good boy.

We're going to start the healing process.

After meditating daily and doing my yoga practice, I realized something is

energetically off. I've got to get on track.

My gorgeous friend.

My lifeline.

And I know Alita. She's the best healer I've ever met. This is aligning all your

chakras.

16th century Tibet.

And she will be able to help me if anyone can. So this was my ex's gym.

I had to call you because I said, even though I've moved on, as you know, I

don't live in the past. I live in the moment and going forward.

When I came back here, I just had a rush of guilt.

The energy is the next place. You feel it? Yeah, clear that out. Well, you're

in tune with yourself.

You really are.

You really are. So what we have to do is get into the deep stuff, because

underneath all of that is a tremendous amount of power.

Get in your energy systems. Let's do some work.

All right. Get out your equipment.

The crystals. You have the crystals with you? Oh, yeah, of course.

Where is it, from Portugal?

Oh, no, no, no, not from Brazil, not because they're on my ceiling now. Okay,

where are these from?

K -Mars?

Get in, loser.

I think it should be you and me. Okay, so it's just us. Okay.

I wasn't ready to come back to this until it was ready. You got to be ready

do it.

Yeah, now you're ready. I'm ready. The pandemic helped me be ready. I spent

months in the desert. I did colonic. Your subconscious is in your colon. The

colon and the brain are connected.

That's why they say leaky gut, crazy brain.

This is from India.

It has a feminine energy in there.

Oh, great. I need to do more for myself.

More than a haircut and a facelift.

Close your eyes.

What feels sad for you on a personal level?

If you start to cry, it's okay, sweetheart. Just let it out. It's okay.

Let it out.

Behind the tears is the strength.

Well, I had stability with my husband. He really loved me. Right. For me.

Right. Makeup, no makeup.

You know, bra, no bra.

He made me feel secure, loved.

And then what happened? He was gone.

Right. Just breathe. Breathe through that. Come on. He was gone.

It was over.

Right. The way I knew it. Right.

And I couldn't change that. I lost my best friend and a wonderful marriage. Is

he dead? No. But for all intent and purpose for me, he's gone.

So you made a choice coming from your authentic self.

I had to make a choice for my daughter, and I feel so bad.

Maybe I should have just stayed with him and made sure she had everything she

needed and more time with me.

Or maybe do what other women just stay with their husbands, shut up, put up,

did I make the right decision? If she was supposed to have that, she would

had that. So let's release that I did the wrong thing. I should have been, you

know, the Morgan estate. No, you should be here.

I'm the Morgan mom. I'm not the Morgan estate.

And that's okay.

But I just feel like, check them.

out. Like the pandemic and the house isn't rented or sold.

I did the century 21 fall through.

Where's the money going to come from to pay for this place?

I've got a lot that's culminating at this point. What are you going to do now

that century 21 fell through? What are you going to do with your fashion

where you're not seeing any moolah?

I'd like to just go someplace and believe none of this is happening

not ready to deal with it all head on. You're going to hold it for the count of

five with the breath. I made a mistake. I should have stayed with, you know,

Morgan. Or the kid. And then after five, you're going to exhale and let it go.

What the hell is this?

Jesus. I think Ramona bought me one of these.

I got a lot done with Alita today, but I have to say it's just the tip of the

iceberg. I'm a piece of work, and I am a piece of work in progress for sure.

What a huge first session.

This was a big session.

I feel like I'm at the doctor's office, and they're like, stand up slowly.

Jeez, you're amazing.

Coming up.

I met Diana.

No, I'm Michelle. No, you met Michelle. Okay, Michelle. I get my health wrong.

She says she get her health wrong.

Hi, honey bunny.

Hi. I'm going to start packing for the Hampton. Do you know how Aunt Sarah met

Russ at Burning Man?

Yeah. Well, I'm going to throw a Burning Man themed dinner. And I would show you

my Burning Man outfit, but I don't think you're going to. Let me see. I don't

think you're going to.

I don't have time. I want to just get packed and get done.

All right. So when you go to Ramona's, we have to have all this kind of stuff.

She's into the lingerie.

I got to keep up with Ramona, man. You don't keep up with the Joneses. You keep

up with the singers.

Do they deliver the food for lunch? Yeah.

Why don't we put this in the kitchen? I don't know why we're leaving it here.

No, I didn't put it in the kitchen.

All right, so let's bring it in the kitchen. Is that too heavy? Can you

into the kitchen?

I have this great hospitality director who agreed to work with me several hours

a day so that I won't have to worry about waking up with funny things in

and bottles all over and food out. There's a vibrator.

And the chicken.

What? You take the food. I finish the dishes.

And the flowers.

I'm a little flustered. I'm having like six girls here. I'm kind of freaking out

a little. I cannot believe I invited all the girls to come for five days.

But the city, it's a really weird place right now.

Everything's shut down.

And in the Hamptons at my home, we can have a good time here and not feel so

constricted the way we are in New York.

Listen, you look fabulous and that's all that matters, right?

I'm dressed for the Burning Man party.

So I had my makeup done.

Contrary to what all the girls think, I really like Leah.

And I decided since she did this Burning Man theme party, I'm going to bring it.

It'll be a fun weekend.

Drama free, please.

No drama.

Here she comes.

Hi.

Beautiful.

I couldn't sleep last night. Did you sleep last night? Yeah, but I just feel

tired. Like I'm emotionally, I really am, with my grandmother.

My grandmother Marie is very sick right now. I told her that I'm going to the

Hamptons and when I come back I'm going to go straight to see her.

It's not like I can sit there and have my grandmother's bedside 24 hours a day.

There's a lot of us. We all want to do that, but we can't. I've had some

end -of -life conversations with my grandmother, just me and her.

If she dies today, obviously I want her to be alive for, like, 100 more years.

But, like, I'm so happy with the things that we, like, shared with each other

that,

you know. It's a peacefulness. Yeah.

I don't want to, like, be mean to everybody, but I'm also just, like,

with, like, my grandmother and, like, the state of the world. I do feel very

edge. I mean, I do not feel fully like myself.

And I'm not good at pretending I feel a different way.

That's very hard for me.

I don't want to go in there and be like, Ramona, you lied about COVID.

Sonia, you haven't been on the yacht since 1991.

But I just can't deal.

What's for lunch? Ramona's right.

Hi, sweetheart. Do you need some help? I'm a hot mess.

Look at that hat. I feel like the Hamptons is going to be a good trip for

because being under one roof, I can see maybe what's really going on with Sonia

and kind of gauge where her head's at. All right, here we go. Here we go. Oh,

this is going to be so much fun.

Oh, my God.

I'm going to pee in my pants.

Got to have a good attitude.

All right.

Let's do this, girl. Off to the races. Okay.

She's here. I don't know why I'm yelling.

Thank you, my dear.

Diane, do you see Coco anywhere by any chance? Hello, Michelle.

Hi.

Hi, guys. I'm Michelle.

Nice to meet you. Nice to meet you, too.

Coco's sleeping in the bedroom. Can you please pick her up for me?

She needs to eat.

Oh, my God.

I said, you know, if I'm going to do it, I'm going to bring it. Yeah. I love it.

Did they outdo themselves? They did such a good job. Do you like my eye color?

No, I love it.

I'm pleasantly surprised by how festive Ramona looks with her braid.

I'm very happy. I think this is actually kind of like an olive branch.

I want to take a look outside.

Oh, yeah. Come on.

Oh, yeah. You're going to be amazed.

This look actually kind of suits you.

Hey, we're going to look outside.

Oh, look. Oh, wait. Ebony has a gift for you. Aw. Oh, you're so sweet.

Here you go, my dear. Thank you for inviting me. Oh, champagne.

I love it. I'm really thrilled that Ebony accepted my offer to come.

you just get a gut feeling about someone, and I have a really good gut

about Ebony. Oh, my God.

This looks freaking amazing. Are you kidding me? It's like a wonderland of

beauty coming up. Last year, I was destroying your yard, and this year,

I'm hooking it the fuck up.

Oh, my God.

Bonfire hang party. Look how beautiful this is with the little lanterns inside.

I didn't see this before. This is beautiful. It's amazing.

It's really good, right? No, it's phenomenal.

Okay, ladies, can we eat?

I'm basically bringing Burning Man to Ramona's backyard minus the MDMA.

This looks so good. This is for my girlfriend, Andrea. This is chicken and

salmon. I'm so hungry. This looks amazing.

Oh, you know what? Diana.

Are you talking to me? I meant Diana.

No, I'm Michelle. No, you get Michelle. Okay, Michelle. I get my help wrong.

She says she get her help wrong.

Coming up.

Sarcasm! Filter on!

Oh,

no, sorry. I meant

Diana. No, I'm Michelle. No, you get Michelle.

Okay, Michelle.

I get my help wrong.

She says she get her help wrong.

It's 2020, honey.

Nobody's the help. It's derogatory and it is demeaning.

Well, this is very delicious.

Oh, wait, I forgot the sauce.

I've been very, like, crazy. I think because, you know, I'm having... No.

I'm excited. And then I like everything to be just right. And so, number one,

I'm upset that Sonia and Luanne... Oh, are a little tardy to the party. Well,

then you know what? They shouldn't get the best rooms.

Well,

I already promised her. I will give you your choice of room.

Okay, you're on the record.

You're on the record.

You're on the record.

Witnesses, she's a lawyer.

She made a verbal promise to Lou.

And it wasn't conditional.

But not Sonia. Well, Sonia's going to stay with me.

I really like Ebony. Oh, me too.

I didn't know how that was going to go. And, you know, Leah said she was going

to bring her over.

Makes life interesting around her. So I'm trying to get to know her better

Ramona. Exactly.

Exactly. I'm not sure I'm quite prepared to immerse myself in Ramona time or

full -on Luann time and Leah.

But it's something I need to do. These are my real friendships. And if you

spend time with your friends, what do you have?

Jeez, we're going to lose the wheel.

The way you drive it.

Did you see what I just did? You straddled him.

Good job. Did you see that? I mean, that was like a volcano.

That guy's cute.

Did you see him? He was kind of cute.

Guess who's coming to visit us? I had lunch with Luann in the city the other

with Heather. She's going to actually come out.

Wait, what are you going to have this weekend with us? Maybe I could play a

couple days on the air.

It's going to be so much fun.

Let's spend a night or two here.

Cool. You don't sound very excited.

No, I don't know her.

Well,

I'm excited and Luann's excited.

Who the hell is Heather? No one's telling me who this Heather woman is. I

I don't know her well, but I know that she was like talking so much about Luann

on her podcast. So how is Luann excited about that?

She literally said Luann does hard drugs.

That's crazy.

I did read that because I get these what's called Google alerts.

Yeah, I'm aware of what those are. Yeah, we're familiar.

If I know you're someone who then goes and blabs about someone doing drugs, I

don't ever think that. Which is not nice. I agree. That means I'm not going

go into a relationship with you like trusting you. I don't know, Heather. I

her for like five minutes in the Berkshires.

Wow. Amazing.

Oh, my God.

Oh, my God. Delicious.

The only thing I know of her is that she just.

constantly is talking about Ramona, Sonia, and Luann in the press.

So I don't trust her. Can't wait to meet Heather.

I invited a couple people tonight, too. You did? How many?

I invited Elise and my sister.

You are a duplicitous, nefarious, narcissistic, superficial evil girl.

Strange that you're also ignoring me like this, like, statically.

Whatever. I'm just kidding.

I like to fuck with Ramona. I kept my cool, didn't I? You really did. I'm

shocked. Does anybody want seconds or anything?

I'm full of the tick. This was great.

I want to unpack.

Yeah. Like, I really want to get my stuff organized.

Yeah. Let's do it.

I basically said to Leah that whoever comes first can pick the rooms. I wanted

to push her off. I didn't want anybody, like, complaining after the trip. I

didn't get the room I wanted. I wanted to make it easy breezy.

No arguments.

This is lovely.

The best part up here is when you walk up here and you see outside.

I love. Oh, that's gorgeous.

And this is my master bath. The shower is the best part. Now, this is a spa

bathroom.

I did it all because I would hire these contractors and they just weren't

available. They wanted too much money. And I saved money. And, you know, I'm

good at it. And I like it. And I have fun at it. I have fun. It's fun.

Because this had to break out.

Ramona. Ramona.

This was always here. Ramona.

I'm wondering if maybe my voice decibel is too low. And perhaps you don't hear

it. Ramona, who the hell is Heather?

No one's telling me who this Heather woman is.

No, I'm very curious.

I think I could have a hearing problem.

Because I had a very bad inner ear infection.

Well, I won't take it personal.

I think Ramona has a listening problem.

But I'm going to take her at her word, and I will make every effort to project

louder for Miss Ramona.

Oh, I like the toilet.

And it does everything.

It can make you do whatever you want it to do. Wait, what?

I don't know. I don't know. But it can do whatever you want. I feel like it can

possibly pleasure you.

No, of course it could. Of course it could. It's like Ramona.

So if there's anything you need.

I have a lot of stuff in my bathroom.

Feel free.

Thank you. Now, seriously, just, you know, my room is your room. This is a

gorgeous, gorgeous accommodation.

I feel happy.

I'm glad you're here. At this point with Ramona, I'm seeing some things I like,

which is very welcoming, opened your home to me, invited me on this trip. And

then I'm seeing some things I don't really like so much, calling the lovely

Michelle, who's there to help her, to help. So the jury's still out on Ramona.

Cannot believe I'm back here at Ramona's house.

Is this the basement?

It's the lower level. Okay. We're calling it the lower level.

Hello.

Hello. Hello.

You said 1 o 'clock, 2 o 'clock, 3 o 'clock. I'm glad I didn't wait for lunch

for you. You look so cute. I love that. I'm ready for Brinkman. Oh, my God. Good

for you.

You look great.

Thank you.

Look at you.

I know, right? You look cute. You never cease to surprise.

Look at you.

Well, I'm very excited to have you both here.

Wow, this looks great. Thank you for saving us some grub. We're in a place.

Hi.

Oh, my God. You're, like, so much taller than me right now. It's so good to see

you. Hi.

Hi, little fun. Hi, Mama. You look gorgeous. Hi. How are you?

Oh, Ann's so much taller than me right now. You're a model.

You look great. It's so cool to see you. And Heidi Ebony is without those

Louboutins. I know.

Somebody told Ramona that Coco peed. Once at the table? She peed? Yeah. She

right here, Ramona. Oh.

So you guys happy you got your all situated?

Yep. We ate. The food was good.

We're unpacked. Oh, no. It's staying at 85.

Why is it not going up? I got to see if you turn off the pool heater. I want it

at 95. I said 95 to my guy. I said make it 95.

All right. It's not on.

Something is wrong.

Oh, I didn't bring my glasses.

Okay. What did it say? No, it's nothing. It's off.

Oh, my God.

Where's the fuse box?

Okay. Where's the fuse box? We blew a fuse possibly.

Remember the old days when we had black and white TVs and you just hit them and

they'd work?

I know. Nothing works when you hit it anymore.

I'm not quite sure where the bedroom is I'm staying.

This is yours.

Oh, yeah.

Now, that's what I'm talking about.

Right? This is beautiful.

This is really nice. Yeah.

Overlooking the pool. It's about time, girlfriend. Moving on up in the world,

Lou. God knows it's taken me 15 years.

Yeah. 15.

Well, this is certainly an upgrade. I went from the lower level to the

suite. Thank you, Ramona.

Oh, a TV that actually works.

Filter on.

Yes. Oh, it's an organ. Filter on.

It's really making a very strange noise.

Did you see that? There's a temperature going on. So I want to go.

Coming up.

Oh, my God.

Oh, this is funny.

You don't have a wrinkle on you, babe.

This girl standing in front of the mirror with her boobs and the stickums.

never thought I'd see this because she used to be such a prude. Baby, you've

come a long way, as they say.

Okay, this is exciting.

I don't want to laugh. My boobs are touched like this. Don't get me excited.

Okay, calm down. Burning Man is about showing off your body. And if I'm going

do it right, I'm going to do it right.

Voila. Holy shit, that looks good. Cute, right?

It's like you're going to the real Burning Man.

I don't even know what Burning Man is. That's true. A lot of, like, desert.

Alaska or some shit. Great outfits and music, I guess.

Oh, my God.

Yes, bitch.

You look hot. No, you look great. This is just the nipple thing. Is there

something weird happening? Oh, I know.

I just wanted to.

Hold on. My look is kind of like Mad Max. meets Coyote Ugly. This is beyond

what I imagined for you. And I had high expectations, bitch.

That's good. On the side.

Oh my God.

Oh my God!

Our wedding didn't go like this. Oh my God!

I did not.

Oh my God.

I am honestly so touched and happy that Ramona is wearing black mesh.

and just some iridescent pasties over her nipples, and she's working it.

Honestly, nothing makes me happier than this. I love it. All right, we'll see

you guys down there. Bye, guys.

Ramona's body is freaking off the hook.

Are you kidding me? If a lacy through nighty with some Swarovski crystals on

your forehead is you, baby, lit.

Oh, she's got the tiki torches lit. Look at how, like, ethereal this pool is. I

know. With, like, the fog.

Hi. Hi, how are you doing? How are you? Very good.

I'll take a tequila and soda.

Hey. Hey. Hey, it's a party.

Thank you.

Do you want a kombucha, Leah?

You know it.

I've done almost a decade with no booze. Luckily for me, it's been like getting

back on a bike again, thank God.

But I'm going to have fun again in the Hamptons this year without alcohol.

Congratulations. This is picture perfect, bitch. I'm proud of you. I hope

everyone enjoys themselves.

Well, I am. I can't speak for everybody else, but I'm having a great time

already.

Let's go.

Oh, my God. This looks amazing. Oh, my God.

Look how great is this? Oh, my God. Isn't this so great? Look at this.

Hi. Hi, gorgeous.

I love your vest. I love this whole look.

What I was thinking is we'll do the healer and then eat it. Yeah, sure.

So in a wine glass, ice to the top.

We're the walking dead.

All right, I'm drinking all this stuff.

Awesome. Lots of it. Last year in the Hamptons, I was a lot more apprehensive

about being around the women and not drinking.

And this time around, I really feel like I'm in a different place. I've got my

Fosé, and I'm ready to party just like the rest of them.

Hello. Hey.

How are you? I'm very good. How are you?

What's your name?

I'm Devi.

Devi, nice to meet you. Luann.

You're a healer? Yeah, so we're doing a sound bath tonight.

Oh, I love sound bath.

Help us relax, release the old.

I got a lot of shit to get rid of. All right, well, there you go.

What exactly is healing? Because I'm not quite sure. We're going to talk to her

about it. Shall we sit?

Let's start.

So a healer is just, you know, it's a title, but that's not actually what's

happening because no one can heal yourself but yourself.

Yeah, you can heal yourself.

Heal from what? Heal from pain.

Heal from sorrow.

Heal from like you're like stuck in a place. What are we healing from? It

transcends an explanation.

You don't even need to know. It's like you don't even need to know.

You'll feel it. Yeah. You'll feel a relief. Don't intellectualize it. You

what I mean? Just try to feel it. All right. Thank you. Thank you, Leah.

We're ready to be healed.

God knows we've got a lot of healing to do in this group. Well, that's the

beginning is to at least acknowledge that maybe there are some changes to be

made. So that's always good to have that.

Okay, I know I'm interrupting. I'm sorry.

I'm sorry.

Healing isn't necessarily just healing because you feel bad about something,

maybe it's something positive. You want to change yourself. It's a moment to

pause. It's a moment to shut the fuck up.

Coming up.

Go ahead.

You want to change yourself. It's a moment to make

yourself nice.

Ramona is such a control freak.

Just let the healer do the healing. You're not going to understand it

it's like super high vibrations.

So just shut up and just be healed.

All right, sit down. Sit down, Ramona.

Take a deep breath, Ramona.

So we'll just go around and choose ourselves, share a little bit if we want

maybe put an intention in. So let's start here, and then we'll go around. My

name's Leah, and I guess what's weighing heavily on my mind is I want to set

an intention for my family to find strength because my grandmother is very

and passing away right now.

I just want...

my grandmother to like feel everyone's love and i want us to be okay when she

goes because i'm worried we're not going to be okay without her because she's

the matriarch of the family my relationship with my grandmother is the

relationship i have with any adult me and my mom have a very intense

relationship but it's volatile but my grandmother loves me unconditionally she

makes me feel like i'm the apple of her eye i don't i've never felt like that

before That's just what's on my mind right now, and I hope that this will set

a little free from all of it. Thank you for sharing. My name is Ebony, and on my

heart right now, I also have a grandmother who's fast leaving us on

and I'm very concerned with my mother.

They're the only two family members by blood I have left, and I'm going to set

an intention to expand my definition of family, because I think I've been a

little limited by that.

I'm feeling a little lonely and isolated, especially in COVID and just

myself some narratives around. I don't have family. I don't get family in this

life. And that's wrong.

And I'm coming out of a relationship that I thought would lead to family.

That wasn't to be.

So I just want to like put an open receiving energy around a new.

Fuller, broader definition of family.

Right now, family, it's my mother, who I love dearly, and my grandmother, who I

adore, but who's very thick and I know is transitioning.

And I don't want that to be the end of the road for family for me. So I got to

work to make that look different.

Yeah, I don't know what to say.

Everybody's heart is open. And I know that I'm just meeting some of you all.

Thank you for making space.

No, we embrace you immediately. Do you think I invite anybody to my home?

Absolutely not. Thank you.

You have a great soul. It comes across right away. It really does.

I'm trying to rub your back, but I'm getting eaten up by the spikes.

I call the studs. It won't let you be great.

But I thought the soothing glue. I'm trying to be close, but it hurts.

Wonderful. The energy is definitely apparent here.

I'm Luann.

For many years, I've been seeking spirituality and getting closer to...

You know, listening to my inner voice and listening to my gut. And whenever I

don't follow my gut, I usually get into trouble.

And so I want to call all the spirits who are guiding me to come here tonight

and show me the way.

Amen. So my name is Ramona, and I really have no family other than my daughter.

And my friends are my family.

I just really want to pay more attention to my real friends. And that's what I

realized was important in life.

You know, real people, real love, real friends. Amen.

That's good, Ramona.

Well, you got to give Ramona credit for trying.

But I don't think anybody's buying this one.

I'm Sonia.

These are my friends. I'm very happy to be here.

I need to be a better friend and being more vulnerable so that they know that.

I trust them with my feelings. That's a lot to trust someone with your feelings.

That's how you purge, you know, you got to get it out there so we can burn it.

The thing is, I couldn't even call my mom when things like this, or my

because I don't like to dump anything on my daughter.

By showing your vulnerability to her, that shows her your strength. It is my

honor.

To be there for my mother in that way. She did everything for me for forever.

is my honor to be just a pillar of support for her. Never think you are

burdening those young ladies.

Please. I'd like to just check out.

Not kill myself, but check out. No.

I just want to disappear.

I get disappointed when Sonia says she wants to check out because that's like

giving up. Sonia has to learn to fight back and not wallow in all her miseries.

I mean, overcome your problems.

Positive energy creates positive results. I used to say, oh, I've got one

in the nursing home.

But then I found out they had a very high STD rate. And I was like, okay,

not going to work out.

Get your friend.

All right, let's start the healing process.

Well, I'm just saying I'd love to just disappear into a nursing home and let my

daughter go on another life. Oh, shut up.

Negative energy. I don't like it.

No, but that's good because I will be also sharing a healing called Reiki. It

fills through my voice. I'll be singing.

Take a deep breath in.

Exhaling out.

Just see it go in the fire, in and being released and transmuted.

Whatever it is that you feel that needs to come out, this is a safe space.

I feel like screaming.

Go ahead.

I mean, you have a loved one who's done.

I feel better. Thank you. Yeah, good.

I'll scream with you.

Yes. There you go. Yes. Doesn't it feel good?

It actually did. Yeah, it really does.

Oh, I'm feeling it. Right? I feel so good. It is really good. Thank you for

bringing us on that journey. Thank you for being here.

I'll have you on speed dial from now on.

Literally.

Incredible.

I just want to say I didn't know what to expect, and I'm sorry for asking a lot

of questions, but I really loved the experience.

I really feel like my mind got massaged. You know, I feel like so much more

relaxed.

Coming up.

I think Ebony, I think she left. I get it. You know, we're kind of crazy

bitches. We're a little crazy.

I'm going to check on Ebony.

Want to join a swamp? Yes!

Leah McSweeney -Rose, child. I'm not getting white girl wasted. I am not

butt -ass naked.

I'm getting in the pool, but I'm keeping my clothes on.

Look at Ebony. She looks beautiful.

She looks gorgeous.

Are you kidding?

Look at her go.

Whoa!

Look at that.

This was a fun idea.

This was a really fun idea.

Is there a play setting here? Whatever you want. No, no, wherever you want.

Okay. I just picked something.

Thank God I got changed, Ramona. That was fun.

Wasn't that so fun? It's been a while since I took a swan ride. You always

the fun.

You're the girl at the end of the party that's just a mess, Marley.

Is it Morley or Marley?

Oh, you're going to kill me.

You're one of my chosen family. You don't know my dog's name, you loser.

Is Coco Cuckoo?

Is it Cuckoo or Coco?

Marley! It's Marley!

My Irish is about to come out.

You're really tired?

Yeah, I'm in a good place.

too you know what i mean like i want to like whatever you feel oh what the is

this wait what are we in sancho pay oh my god

are we in the south of france go sonia go oh my

god i see these crazy ass folks walking on stilts towards me looking all like

mythical and i think lee has actually put something in my cocktail i think

mushrooms or some kind of Look at Leah with her sweater and her hug.

Marley!

Marley wants to get in too!

I'm just as tall as you, honey.

Sonia, be careful. Sonia, don't hurt yourself. Can you help me get up? Yeah,

course.

I think Ebony, I think she left. I get it. Because you know, we're kind of

bitches. We're a little crazy.

Check on Ebony. Just to see if she's good.

I'm sure Ebony's okay.

She had a great evening. She told me, I ate too much pizza. I don't know if I'm

okay.

Hey, babe.

Did the old Irish goodbye.

I think I'm the Irish one, bitch.

I have some Irish in me, too.

Don't be sleeping, bitch.

I'm serious.

I had so much fun tonight.

Did you?

I just felt so light and like... free and i just wanted to like you're tired

it's all good i'm tired but also i want to honestly like just bask in like what

weeks yeah that was intense that was really intense that wasn't just like

normal you know what i mean that was like really crazy i really haven't been

around this kind of energy in years like i'll be actually akin it back to my fox

news days as to when i've been around this level of energy so it's no shade

just tapped out I have not had this kind of opportunity to, like, deeply connect

with women that haven't been black, to be honest.

No. I mean, like I said, I have, like, very close white girlfriends, but

they're, like, individual pockets.

Got it. Not like a group. No. Not a group. Didn't even feel like an issue.

took me by surprise. It did. Good.

That makes me very, very happy.

This is what I look like, the scarecrow. Yeah. No, it's cute.

With the hairdo, it's cute.

I feel like I can tell my truth, and if something rubs me the wrong way, you

know, I can say that.

You did good, girl.

I'm proud of you.

All right, have a great night's sleep. You know, sleep like a log.

Ebony is someone who is used to having to be strong all the time, and for her

show just a little bit of weakness, vulnerability is a lot for her.

The group is a lot. It's a lot.

It's a lot.

This is a great event. You did a great thing. I want to be really with you

girls. I really want to be in the core of really core people.

And we're the core group. We're the core people. One more scream before we go to

bed.

One,

two, three.

Oh,

that felt good. Okay, let's go to bed.

Let's go to bed.

Next time on The Real Housewives of New York City.

What the heck? Do you like it?

I'm not sure.

I'm from Venus. You're from Mars. It's making me, like, dizzy.

The help comment was a little triggering for me. Like, I hire people to help me.

She's a beauty, right? She has an amazing body.

You like my body?

Absolutely. Are you kidding me?

Thank you. I just want to know if you lied about donating the blood plasma.

read what I said, so why are you challenging me? Because I think you're

She looks like a zebra.

Well, so do you. But she has 10 prints on. She has 10 prints on.

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