All language subtitles for The Walsh Sisters s01e06.eng

Why don't you have a memorial?

I was expecting Anna as well.

I wouldn't hold your breath.

You get validation from having sex
with men because it makes you feel

chosen, and you never
felt chosen at home.

I feel like a shit mum.

James makes it worse,

and I don't think you realise
how hard it is to stay in contact

with your ex just
because you have a child.

Aidan and I, we grew up together.

We sometimes hooked
up when we were drunk.

Before you, obviously.

I don't have the answers.
What do you need?

Rachel.
I need to speak to Rachel.

I came here because Aidan has
a fucking baby with another woman,

and I realised I have been so
dependent on you for my entire life

that I don't even know how I
feel about something

until I know how
you feel about it.

What about the memorial?

Yeah, obviously I want you
to come to the memorial,

but I don't want you there.

(LIGHT CHATTER)

Where are you taking me?

Some place where you
have better light.

Getting you ready is
no small job. Come on.

Thanks.

Look at you tolerating the silence.

So nervous that my mouth
muscles aren't working.

Well, it's a nice break,
to be honest.

God, look at these bags.

Well, if they impress you, wait
till you see my emotional baggage.

See it?
I've been living with it for weeks.

Do you know what I would love

before I see my mum
and dad, and my sisters?

Let's roll a joint.

The only joint you're
rolling today is your ankle.

I've got these killer heels
for you in the most perfect dress.

Okay. You know
this is a memorial, yeah?

I need to look respectful.

You can look respectful
without looking homeless.

? (QUIRKY MUSIC)

Lips.

? Hey, I,
I wouldn't let him in

? No, I, I wouldn't,
I wouldn't let him in

? His eyes are close together,
and he wears a doofy grin

? Don't let him in.

? No, I wouldn't if I
were you, let him in

? Oh--

? Oh--

? Oh--

? Oh-- ?

Now, mummy found your passport.

Will there be movies
in the chair, mum?

No, no, that's only
for long flights.

But I've charged your iPad,

so daddy's going to give
that to you on the plane.

How long can I have it?

Daddy will tell you
when to turn it off.

Did you pack my wellies?

No. It's not going to rain this week.
You won't need your wellies.

What if it does?

Well, then Daddy will
buy you new wellies.

Ready to go?
Yeah. Yeah?

Shoes on.

Let's go see Daddy.

Margaret, can you
come here a second?

Can it wait?
I have so much to do, mum.

One minute.

What?
There's something wrong with you.

What is it?
There's nothing wrong with me.

You haven't eaten a scrap
of food all morning.

It's a big day, mum.

Are you pregnant?

Yeah.

I am.

That is such good news.

Why the face?

It's just so early.

You know what can happen.

Will you stop creating
problems yourself?

This is really good news.

The girls are going to
be so delighted.

We could all do
with good news.

Mum, come on.
Not today.

Okay. I have a thousand
things to be doing.

Will you pull a brush through
your hair like a good girl?

? (SOFT MUSIC)

Okay, mummy's just going to have
a quick chat with Daddy, okay?

Yeah.
Yeah.

Could you not have parked
on the same level as departures?

No, James, because
everyone getting a flight

wants to park on that
level, so it's full.

I parked in the first
space I could find,

but make sure to
hold that against me.

Don't let that go now.
God forbid.

Excuse me for being concerned
that you weren't going to arrive

when I couldn't find your car.

I said level six.

What about what I said made you
think that I'd be on level two?

Also,

have I ever not shown up?

I could fight for custody, Claire.

I have rights.

I could have her every
weekend if I wanted.

It can't just all be on your terms.

My terms?

You think these are my terms?

Give me a fucking break, James.

I'm serious.
So am I. I want a break.

I want an actual break.
Here we go again with the poor me.

(SHE SCOFFS)

What if I want her every weekend?

You can't take
my child away from me.

I have rights.
That's not what I'm saying, James.

This is exhausting.

You're exhausting.

You think I'm a shit mother.

I think I'm a shit mother.

But you know what?

I don't want to be
a different kind of mother.

I don't want to get
swallowed up by motherhood,

chewed up by playdates
and milestones

and food pyramids
and balanced meals

and sleep schedules
and screen time limits.

Like, this is who I am.

And I might be a terrible mother,

but I'd be an amazing weekend dad.

And that's what I want.

And if we have to go to
court to make that happen,

then so be it.

You take Kate,

and I will do

holidays and weekends.

You're crazy.

Maybe, but if I'm doing
so badly at it, let's swap.

Let me do what you do
and watch me shine.

? (POIGNANT MUSIC)

Okay, Monkey.
Ready to go?

How are you doing?

You all right?

No.

You will be.

Can I help you, miss?

Yeah, I need shoes.

Anything in particular
you're looking for?

Black.

Just like all the black
shoes you have.

(MUSIC CONTINUES)

I don't think I can do this, Celine.

And I certainly don't
think I can do this over.

What if they're not happy to see me?
What if they have a go at me again?

Yeah, well, all that might
happen, Rachel. Come on.

You know, they are allowed
to have their feelings.

(LINE RINGS)

If she wouldn't answer me,
Helen, she'll hardly answer you.

Hello?

Anna, where are you?

(WHISPERS) Helen. Is she okay?

Anna, what are you talking about?

Hi.

Rachel. Hi.
You look amazing, love.

Oh, sorry. This is Celine.
From the Cloisters.

I'm here to chaperone,
Rachel, for the day.

Lord, preserve us.
Chaperone?

You're that much of a risk that
we need a bouncer to protect-

No, I'm here to support Rachel.

Today might be a tough
day for everyone,

but particularly for Rachel.
She's early in her recovery.

Thank you so much.

Oh, you look great.
Thanks.

Sorry, this is-
Oh, no. I know, I know.

We met. We met.
Sit down.

Anna, I don't know what
you're talking about.

It would be lovely. Thank you.
Okay. Oh, no, I'm okay.

Um... Where's Anna?

She's on the phone here.
She freaking out.

Ask her how the blow
dry is holding up.

I sent her to a salon today.

She looks great when
she puts in the effort.

Hey, Anna, where are you?

ANNA: Rachel, do you
remember the ones that you had,

the low heel and
the closed toes?

Okay, I know where she is.

(DOOR OPENS)
(BELL TINKLES)

Anna.

I can't find the right shoes.

Oh.

Hi. Um, we'll take these
in a seven and a half.

They look pinchy,
and she hates pinchy.

No problem.

Shoes are coming.

Now, what are you wearing?

What do you mean, I'm wearing this?
It's the only black dress I have.

You puked on the other one
and you never cleaned it.

Sorry.

But Anna, you can't
wear that dress.

Well, it's a memorial.

Where are the others?
They're on the way.

Sorry, I'm late.
You're always late.

Why is your necklace on backwards?

What? I don't know
because I'm in a rush.

Why is your hair up?
Hi.

We're the Walsh's.
I'm so sorry that we're late.

Yeah, we expected you earlier.
Yeah, sorry. Rough morning.

Would you mind showing
us to the room?

Sure, follow me.
Thank you.

I just got...

? (WEDDING TUNE)

Oh, God.
Okay.

Oh, no, no, no, no, no.

I, I, I spoke to your colleague.

I told him it's not a wedding.

It's not a wedding?

It's a funeral.
It's a memorial.

The groom died.

Oh my God, I'm so sorry.

We need to very, very quickly get
this room looking a lot less happy.

Sorry, I was just following
the email instructions.

Yeah, that was Anna, but then
I followed up with a phone call

to say that the plan had changed.

Look, it's fine.
Let's just get to work.

Quickly.

Get rid of that.

Helen, why did you
put that picture up?

Rachel looks like
she's off her face.

Can you delete that?
Yeah, but like, slim pickings.

Oh, they look so happy.

Anna's a ride there.

I knew it.
I knew she took it.

Look at that.
That's my ring that granny gave me.

I'll kill her.

Leave it for today, I'd say.

You've taken enough of her stuff.
I never lie about it, though.

Aw.

This is making me kinda sad.

I think that's the point,
though, no?

We're not trying to make
people sad, but it just is sad.

It is.

Sorry to interrupt
the viewing party, girls.

We're all lugging
stuff around here.

Could you not be a bit helpful, no?
Sorry, mum.

We're just trying to set this up.

Oh, well, when you're all finished
sauntering down memory lane,

I'll be over there

getting calluses.

Oh, what?

? If I could change my ways,
we'd be flying high

? You need to hold on tight,
this is dynamite ?

You go on in and I'll
park up and find you.

And don't worry,
I'll be straight up to you.

(MUSIC CONTINUES)

Not coming in, no?
No, no, no.

I am. I just want
to wait for Celine.

God knows what's
waiting for me in there.

Way to make it about you, Rachel.

(MUSIC CONTINUES)

(MUSIC ENDS)
(SOFT WHISPERS)

? (PENSIVE MUSIC)

Where's the bar?

It's just through that door.

(FOOTSTEPS RECEDE)

Hey, what can I get you?
Can I get a double whisky, please?

Do you want a mixer?
No, straight up, please.

Now.

Thank you.

Hi.

Sorry to interrupt you.
Do you speak English?

A little bit.

Could... Sorry.

Could you possibly

take a sip of this

and then blow your
cigarette smoke in my face?

So sorry. If you could just take
a small sip of this and...

I understand.
But um...

why?

Please?

Thank you.

Hey.
Hey.

Would you like to order some drinks?

I'd love a tea, please.

I'll just get an orange
juice, please.

No problem.
Thanks.

Is there going to be
any food at this thing?

I'm starving.

Listen, love,

I want to talk to you
about the other day...

...with your friend.
No, please, dad, no, don't do this.

Not here.
Not now, please.

I just want to say

that you looked happy,
and you deserve that.

That's it.

Okay.

Now stop.

I'm sorry your mother
made such a scene.

I think she wants
to bury the hatchet.

Why would I bury the hatchet?

It's a perfectly good hatchet.

And in a family like ours,
I'm probably going to need it.

(HE CHUCKLES)

Well, what Brady Bunch moment
am I missing out on here?

Nothing.

Just telling Helen
how much we love her.

Why? I'm sure she
knows that already.

JAMES: Sorry to call you, but you
never packed her swimming trunks.

Claire, I told you we were
going swimming tomorrow.

I'm sorry, I forgot, but they're
six euro in Primark, James.

You can get them at the pool.
What size is she?

6 to 7. Her age.

Fine.
James, don't buy a blue pair.

You can't see them if they drown.
Something bright, red, maybe.

(EXHALES HEAVY)
Thanks for the safety lecture.

Okay, maybe I should go in now.
Do it.

I'll be here.
Read me a book.

Oh, Jesus Christ, Jack.

It's the Kilfeathers.
And?

What are they doing here?
Noseing, no doubt.

Well, they've only lived
next door to us for 40 years.

Mark my words.

Here to nose.

Ian.

You're too good to come.

Jack, how are you?

Hi. Listen, can
I get you a drink?

Well, I'm driving,
but sure, can I have a beer?

Pint. I'll have a Malbec,
Jack. Thanks. Malbec.

(AWKWARD EXHALE)

Yes.

Thank you.

Thanks for coming.

Oh... Mary.

Rachel's here.

Isn't she looking great?
She looks great.

Poor girl.

She looks great.
Doesn't she look great, Ian?

Yeah, she does.

And no tubes or wires or anything.

Tubes? What was it you
were expecting, Maureen?

I don't know, Mary.

I've never had any interactions with
drug addicts. What would I know?

So... Will there be a
speech or anything?

It's fierce informal, isn't it?

Of course, there's
going to be a speech.

We had a rehearsal
and all for it last night.

Excuse me.

Hello.

CLAIRE: It's fine. Nobody's
going to be looking at you.

How are you doing, mum?

Who's making a speech?

Oh, there's going
to be no speeches.

Anna I didn't want any speeches.

There has to be a speech.

What are we all doing here?

If there's no speech,
where are we going to look?

We made this slideshow.
Grainy photos?

Give over. Claire, you do it.
You're great with the crowd.

Mum, I'm not making
a speech about Aidan.

I barely even knew him.

I mean, I appreciate your belief
in me, but what would I even say?

That he lit up the room.

The life and soul of the party.
The usual stuff.

(SCOFFS) Mum.

Margaret, what about you?

I'm not making
a speech about Aidan.

I didn't know him either.
Sure none of us knew him.

No, mum.

Helen.

(SISTERS GUFFAW)
What?

Absolutely not. No.

In what world am I going to
go and make a speech? No, mum.

Can't be Rachel, not in that
dress, you look like a prostitute.

Sex worker, mum.
Mum!

I swapped dresses with Anna

because she needed
to look more presentable.

Who's going to be looking at me?

You're useless.

The lot of you.

You don't look like a
prostitute, don't mind her.

To be fair, you do.

I would pay to see
that speech, though.

(LAUGHING) You can't even
look people in the eye

when you talk to them in the shop.
Shut up, Claire.

Em, is this weird for you, Rach?

Would you rather we
got some Pellegrino?

No, no.

Honestly, this is all part of it.

I have to get used
to it eventually.

You know, for what it's worth,
we're all really proud of you.

It's not a little shocked.
Helen.

(RACHEL LAUGHS) Come on.
Don't pretend you're not surprised

she's standing there
with an orange juice,

pottering in and out to
her special needs assistant.

(CLAIRE LAUGHS)
Jesus, Helen.

You can't say that.

I'm going in.
Baltic out here.

That's what she is, no?

I don't know why
Ian Kilfeather is here, dad.

Stop, will you.

He's your golfing buddy. I just...

Drinks, anyone?
We got a selection.

Whose baby is that, Helen?
Don't know.

It hasn't introduced itself.

Ew, dad, dad.

Take it.
It's moving.

(BABY FUSSES)

There was a woman in reception
carrying it in a sling.

It?

And she was tying her shoe
and looked under pressure,

so gave her a hand.
She's in the toilet.

Magic touch there, Maggie.
(JACK CHUCKLES)

Aw. Well done.

Am I the only one who's questioning
the arrival of the infant?

Luke.

Luke.

Thank you so much for coming.

CLAIRE: Did you know he was coming?

Oh, it's good to see you.
It's nice to see you. Yeah.

You're very good.

We're so glad to have you.

Hiya.

Isn't he so cute?

(WHISPERS) Hello.

Sorry, I thought you were
going to wait by the water.

I'm sorry, it started crying.

That's okay.

Hi.

Hey. Hi.

I hope it's okay that we came.

(BABY COOS)
Hello.

How's the golf game?
Did you cure that slice?

The two of you...
Not yet.

...Talk about nothing, only golf.

Hi, Luke.
Hey.

Sober as a judge, isn't she great?

You're a saint for all
you put up with.

Mum, stop.

Ah, Mary.

Come on, Luke.

So, how have you been?

Good, yeah.

I mean, obviously,
it's a really sad day.

I'm okay.

You? How are you?

Yeah, I'm good.

Great.
I...

I don't know. I wasn't
expecting to see you today.

Really?

You didn't think I was going
to show up for my sister?

No.

Oh, Jesus, of course.
I just...

I don't know.
I didn't know the situation about

getting out of rehab.

Oh, yeah, no, of course.
They let me out. Yeah.

I actually asked one of the
counsellors to come with me

for support.

Wow.
Yeah.

Good for you, Rach.

Jack, somebody has
to say a few words.

The Kilfeathers are waiting
for a speech of some sort.

She doesn't want a speech.

If you're not doing it, I am.
Mum, no.

(GLASS CLINKS)

Oh, my God.
Kill me now.

Dad, stop that.
No, absolutely not, dad.

Mary.

What's she doing?

Dad, stop her. Get up
and stop her. Oh, my God.

Everyone.

Hello.

Thank you for your attention.

Thank you for being here today
for this reception to remember

lovely Aidan.

Lovely Aidan.
He really was.

Lovely.

He even smelled lovely.

Chanel, I'd say, or Prada.

I don't know.
I never got to ask him.

(MAN COUGHS)

And there he is, now.

Wasn't he handsome?

And they went to China.

He loved the Chinese.

Beside us, Rainbow Garden.

He adored the food there.

Loved it.

And there he is on a motorbike.

He loved Harley Davidsons.

What do you want me to do?
I don't know. And cars.

Big petrol head, so he was.

And he lit up every room
he walked into.

I think I'm going
to have to get up.

I'm getting up. I'm getting up.
I'm going to get up. Anna...

Mum?

Mum, shut up.
Shut up.

Shut- Sorry.

Shut up.

You have no idea who Aidan was

because you had no interest
in getting to know him.

None of you did.

You thought it was just a phase.

You never asked him about himself.

We never went to China.

We went to Japan for
the first cherry blossom,

and he hated motorbikes.

I took that photo when we went
for a romantic weekend away,

and there was a
biking convention on.

And he didn't light up a room.

He was...

judgemental and quiet

and sometimes a little bit rude,

but he was hilarious,

and he was wickedly sharp.

And he got to know people
before he made his mind up.

Unlike you.

I loved Aidan.

And if you'd taken the time to
see that,

you would be so upset
for what you've lost.

You've lost your future son-in-law,
the father of your grandchildren,

someone who would have taken
you to hospital appointments

and reset your iPad every
other week when you broke it.

I knew him.

And I've been doubting that,

but I knew him.

And I loved him.

(SOBS)

(WHISPERS) Okay.

Let's raise a glass, everyone.

Take a glass, Rachel.

No, I won't.

God's sake, are you
that out of control

you can't lift a glass
of wine for a toast?

Aidan.

To Aidan.
ALL: To Aidan.

(LINE RINGS)

MAN: Claire, to what do
I owe the pleasure?

I don't suppose you want to come
and save me from my family?

I would, but I'm working.

But I could call an ambulance,
then they'd bring me to you.

Sure it's a Walsh family event.
We have the ambulance on standby.

(CHUCKLES)

You know, I'd be
offended if it wasn't so...

(SMACKS LIPS) ..Accurate.

We should do something
soon, though. Yeah?

See you maybe...

Tonight? Mmm...
Or tomorrow?

You could come over.

Yeah, I'd love that.

Okay.

I'll text you later.
All right.

See you soon.
Bye.

I'm glad that you know
that he loved you.

You were his future.

I never saw any photos
of Aidan as a baby.

Were they similar?

Identical.

Look, Anna, I'll take
your lead on this, okay?

If you want to be in touch or
if you want to meet up,

I would... I would love that.

But I do understand
if it's too weird.

No, it's...

It's not weird.

I'd like that, I think.

(BABY COOS)
Yeah?

Yeah.

(LAUGHS GENTLY)
Yeah, I think I'd like that.

I really appreciate it.

(SOFT CHATTER)

That's it.
I know.

It sounds easy.
I know it's hard.

Look at you two boys
holding up the bar.

Will you have another drink, Luke?

No, thank you, Mary.
I'm fine. Thanks.

I'm going to head back inside.

I'm going to give my
condolences to Anna, so.

Nice to see you. Yes, you too.
Great. All right, Luke.

See you later, Jack.
All right. Thanks for coming.

Appreciate it.

God, what a day.

I have a surprise.

I booked us a room.

A suite.

We could head up there now,
no one'd miss us.

You booked a room here

for sex?
Mm-hmm.

Jack, where in my head do
you think I have space

to even think about
sex right now?

How much did that cost?

I got a good rate
with the function room.

Okay, I'll cancel it.

No, you won't.

I'll use it. I'm going up there,
go and have a bath.

Watch Strictly,
and go to sleep.

And everyone's going
to leave me alone.

All right, so.

I'm off to Phelan's.

Watch the golf.

Anna didn't want any speeches.

What about that is so hard
for you to understand?

Oh give over, Rachel.

No, you realise that you chose
keeping up with the Kilfeathers

over your own daughter.

Are you happy, Mary?
Happy?

I don't go around thinking
about how happy or unhappy I am.

Maybe if you stop tracking
your own emotions,

you'd feel a whole lot better.
So is that why you hate me?

Because I think about myself.

Hate you, oh grow up, Rachel.

Where did I go wrong?

You are all obsessed
with yourselves.

Something goes wrong and you
stomp around with a 'why me'

like your fecking Linda Martin.

But like Claire, and Anna and I have
had an objectively harder time.

What has Maggie
ever had to deal with

apart from losing money
on her investments?

Everyone has problems, Rachel.

Maggie just doesn't make
a movie out of hers.

She goes quiet,

but you'd I don't actually have
to care about other people

to notice that. But you do not.

So, what,

if I think about other people more
and push aside all my own fears

and issues and desires,
you'll love me more?

So basically, if I was
an entirely different person.

Give me a break, Rachel.

You're hard work.
Do you know that?

Hard, bloody work.

(FOOTSTEPS RECEDE)

(SHE SIGHS)

Helen, can you turn
that off please?

Someone remind dad
to tip that bar man.

Do you want more wine?
Gimme your glass.

Do you have a bobbin, actually?
Yes.

I have one, but it's in my hair.
It's navy.

Is that all right?
Yeah.

Well, that day was a car crash.

(CHUCKLES)

Are you serious?
Sorry... Sorry.

What was the story
with the baby, guys?

Yeah, who brings
a baby to a memorial?

Maybe they didn't
have any childcare.

Not everyone has a
supportive family, Claire.

Doesn't have a father, no?
Immaculate conception, was it?

No, he does have a father.

Obviously.

It's Aidan.

What the fuck?
Dickhead.

God, they're all the same.

I think he was trying to
tell me before he died,

but he himself
had only just found out.

So he cheated on you?

No. Look,

Aidan slept with
his ex before Anna.

It's just unfortunate timing.

Really wanted to have
a baby with him.

And now someone else has one.

You may have dodged a bullet.

What, Claire?

What?

If Anna had Aidan's
baby and he died,

you'd be raising it
alone, and it's hard.

Now, that woman couldn't even
tie her shoe without Helen.

Don't be bringing me
into your warped argument.

You're being really
insensitive, Claire.

You're being overly
sensitive. Shock horror.

Sorry, what's that
supposed to mean?

Guys, please just calm down.
Helen, you can't vape in here.

Excuse me, five weeks in rehab,

we've got a born again rule
abider on our hands.

No, that's got
nothing to do with it.

I've kicked people out
of my hotel for vaping. Fine.

You think we can't smell
your double apple,

but we can, and it's gross.

Look, Anna, what I meant was...

I understand. I do.

I thought you were upset that you
didn't have Aidan's baby, but

God works in mysterious ways, okay?

Claire, don't be
bringing God into this.

Helen.
You're a child.

I'm sorry, you have no idea
how the real world works.

Do you know what
the truth is, Claire?

You can't handle the fact that
all of us have our own lives

and that we don't exist
solely to babysit your spawn.

(ALL GIGGLE)
Oh my God, Helen.

Oh, that's funny, is it?

Okay, well, you'll be delighted
to know that I told James today

that I don't want Kate
full-time anymore.

I want her every second
weekend, and he agreed.

Sorry, excuse me?
Claire. What?

You better be joking.
Hang on a minute.

I literally built her bones inside
my body from scratch,

and then I pushed her out,
and then I fed her every 2 hours,

even through the night while
he had sex with other women.

And then I put her to bed
every night for six years.

I mean, what have any of you
done every night for six years,

and he just gets to pop
in whenever he feels like it?

You obviously cannot hear
yourself when you speak.

You must have some syndrome because
there's no way that those words are

coming out of your mouth and that
you're to be able to hear them.

Look, your only job,
as my sisters

is to hate James and
support my decisions.

No, not this.
Claire...

No, it's not Claire.
Absolutely not.

I don't support any of this.

And this poor me single
mother narrative.

It's bogus shite.

In fairness, Claire,
we do all help.

MAGGIE: I brought her to her
vaccines because you didn't

want to be the bad guy.
You said you didn't mind.

I didn't mind. That's the point,
Claire. None of us mind.

We love Kate, and we do as much
as we can, as often as we can.

And you shouldn't have
had to do any of that

because she has a father.

It shouldn't be up to me
to find people to help me.

Find people?

Claire, we are
here all of the time.

You make it sound like you're
queuing at a food bank.

You have a child. Grow up.

Deal with it.
I am dealing with it.

I cooked all of her meals,
and I put them into Tupperware,

and I put the
Tupperware in your fridge,

and all you had to
do was microwave it.

It's called the maternal
load, Maggie.

What would you know about it?

(SCOFFS) Claire...

What is happening?

Claire, you're going
to regret this.

You'll miss her.
We all will.

Well, if I do, I can change
my mind and get her back.

There are ads at Christmas about
people like you getting dogs.

You're talking about
an actual human child.

Why are you ganging up on me?

You make me sound like I'm useless.

I'm not fucking Rachel!

Because you're giving
away the only positive thing

you've ever contributed
to this family. Why?

Because you have to put
her to bed at night

and read her a few stories.
You are pathetic, Claire.

(INAUDIBLE ARGUING)

Hiya, what can I get you?

Gin and tonic.
Sure.

This feeling will pass, Rachel.

If you can just hang on 10 minutes,
this feeling will change.

It might, but it
will just change back again.

You don't have to do this.

You're doing really well.

I think you need to go now.
Well, then come with me.

No. Rachel,

you can get through
this without alcohol.

Just hold on for 10 minutes.

Let's go for a walk,
and this need will pass.

Celine, you have been amazing.

You've supported me all day.

Knowing you were here was
like having a back brace.

I felt strong.

So why now?

There's no point
in going back with you.

I cannot be a part of that
family and stay sober.

I can't not be a Walsh.

I'm just going to
have one drink

and put the whole sobriety
thing to bed,

and I'll do the
same with myself.

I'm sad you feel that way, Rachel.

But you know where we are whenever
you want to come back to us.

And I really hope you do.

Thanks. Okay.
You go.

Okay.

(SIGHS)

TV: Dancing the couple's choice,
Montell Douglas and Johannes Radebe.

(KNOCKING)
Mum?

(KNOCKING)

Mum.

Mum, open the door.

What part of do not disturb,
do not understand?

Claire's giving Kate away.

What?
Claire.

She's giving Kate
to James full-time.

She just told us.
For Christ's sake.

Give me a minute to get dressed.

There is no let up with ye.

Hey, Rach.

Hey.

Look, I lied.

I did expect to see you today.

And I'm sorry.

(HE SIGHS)

You're it for me, Rach.

You know?

End off.

? (POIGNANT MUSIC)

Did you have a drink?

Yeah.

Why?

What is the point?

Should've known.

You should have known what, Luke.

What?

You know, there's
nothing any of us can do.

Because you hate yourself.

(SNIFFLES)

What's this about Kate?

Mum, I'm not discussing
this tonight, okay?

We've all been drinking.

I think that's really wise.

Claire, you'd better be joking.

As if I joke about
something like that.

Mum, just go back
to your room, okay?

You'll miss a samba now
if you're not careful.

Whatever about the sambas,
this is important.

Kate's a great kid.

You're a great mother.

Mum, I don't want to talk about it.

I know it's hard,
but it gets easier.

Does it?
Sure you hate us all.

(SISTERS LAUGH)

I do not hate you.

It's just a lot sometimes.

But I do love being your mother,
and you will love being Kate's.

We'll talk about this tomorrow.

Meantime, I'm going home.
One of you can use the room.

Work it out amongst yourselves.

Thank you very much.
Goodbye.

Well, you're a rat.

Running up to mammy to tell her.

As if I wasn't going to tell her?
You're a rat, Helen. You'e a rat.

Maggie, as if
you're saying that to me,

the biggest lick
arse I've ever met.

You're a fucking rat.

I panicked.

Fair enough, but you're a rat.

Anna, stop.

I know why you drink now.

Where'd you got them?
Dan.

I don't even know where they are.

They're sleepers.
Yeah, that's perfect.

Rachel, that's perfect.
Give me some.

No, I'm not giving you some.

Are you mental?
I'm flushing them.

I just want to sleep, please.

Fine.

I'll give you one.

Do you want me to lie with you?

Rachel, I hate you.

I hate myself for not
hating you more.

You took Aidan from me.

I don't think I can
ever forgive you.

(SCOFFS) I knew it.

Fucking bitches.

Sneaking up here
early to hog the bed.

Shove over.

Here, rub my arm.
I'm next.

Actually, no, Maggie,
you rub my arm.

Rachel always does it too hard.

Rachel is perfect, okay?

Maggie does it like a ghost.

Leave me alone.
(THEY LAUGH)

Is Anna KO'd or what?

She's sleeping, Claire.

No, I'm awake, I'm awake.
Are you okay?

Yeah, she's fine.
She just took a sleeping tablet.

Where did she get
a sleeping tablet?

Rachel gave it to me.

Have you taken some?

I had a drink.

I had a few.

Mum hates me.

Luke hates me.

Anna hates me.

I just can't cope.
I don't know how to.

I don't know how
to be sad and sober.

Rach, why don't we

pour all the drink out of
the minibar, will that help?

Don't be mental, Claire.

We're not going to pour
out 500 euro worth of alcohol

because Rachel had slip.

(INHALES DEEP) Ugh, I'm fucked.

We're all fucked.

Anna's heartbroken.

Claire is literally
disowning her own child.

Helen hates everyone
she's ever met.

And Maggie, you are
the kindest, loveliest

person who's being brutally
trolled by your uterus.

How are we expected to stay sober?

I'm going to sit
in front of the minibar.

I'm pregnant.

What?

ALL: What?
Oh my God.

Maggie... Maggie!
Oh my god!

(ALL SHOUTING)

Champagne!
We need champagne.

See what I mean?

I can't be sad and sober,
and you can't be happy and sober.

Are you serious, Claire?

But it's a baby.

She's pregnant.
That's different.

It is not different.
I know.

Hi. We're in the
Jasmine suite.

Could you send up one of every
dessert that you got on the menu?

Get me a banoffee!
I'll kill a profiterole.

Yeah, all of it.
You need to order some cornflakes.

Oh, you can just
charge it to the room.

Cornflakes?

Yeah, I have a really weird craving
for cornflakes for like, ages.

ALL: Cornflakes?
I'm so happy for you.

? (LIGHT MUSIC)

? I never thought I'd
learn so much from you

? I guess I thought I knew it all

? I'm sorry, I'm just not as
great as both of us had thought

? when we were small

? And I know I am
probably sounding selfish,

? so I probably sound
a fool, because of course,

? I want the whole world
wide and open for you too

? I was just much better as
a younger, older sister

? I hope that it's okay
that for a moment I just miss her

? But I know how far you go

? I don't know at all

? But I know it's lovely who we are,

? though it's lovely who we
were when we were small. ?

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