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Previously on The Real Housewives of Beverly Hills. Okay, drum roll!

Lights, clapping, music, and go!

She said that was very sweet of you.

Oh, Kathy! Kathy!

Kathy!

Here's Kathy Hilton pulling focus.

Are we shocked?

No. You need to pick on somebody else whose wallet is this. You think you're

bigger than her? I think my wallet is.

What's your beef with her? My beef with her? You have very rose -tinted glasses.

Did you see the photos of him in Greece with a girl that has no clothes on?

He clearly did not know his photo was being taken, but it looked like somebody

was taking that photo intentionally.

It's not like this is Brad Pitt.

These hills have eyes, and they're all staring at me.

I honor my fine southern manners by putting you in your place.

I've been in the game too long to play by someone else's rules.

In Beverly Hills, money buys a lot, but my independence?

Priceless.

Introducing the greatest product I've ever marketed, myself.

I might look like a doll, but don't wind me up.

Hello, baby. Look at you. You look great. Thank you. How are you?

Hi, Mama.

How are you? Hi.

Welcome. Well, thank you. Would you like some water? I'm just going to take it

in.

Isn't it looking good? Oh, God, it looks so good.

I'll pour you some water. Okay, thank you. I don't know when the last time I

Erica this happy.

It's like she's radiating happiness. The house is incredible.

Total transformation.

And it literally is perfect for her.

Just look.

Thank you.

I got us some coffee cake. Oh, you're so sweet. And some cookies.

Girl. Oh!

Get on in here. You've never been here.

Come on in. I'm competing for the wallpaper.

Come on in. Hi, boo.

Nice to see you. Get on in. Hi.

Hi. Exactly. Okay, this isn't necessarily a housewarming gift, but

Lucia gift.

What?

I have been inspired by Sutton's call to all of us to bond.

So I thought we will go to St. Lucia.

That is beautiful.

By the way, that colorway is really good.

That's great.

And literally for every single person.

Obviously, these women do not know how to plan a girl's trip without any kind

drama. And I believe they deserve a trip that is about fun and fun and just

having a good time.

I was like, yes. My gosh. Girl, you're going to look so bomb.

Anything that goes wrong with this trip is their fault, not my fault. I can

guarantee you that.

There's going to be a whole fashion show out there. A real fashion show.

I didn't even mean to say that, but it just came out.

Mmm. These are great cucumbers.

I might not have to eat well.

Pavlov has nothing on me.

Hello! Thank you, thank you, thank you!

I do believe that is my guest.

Hello. Hello.

You look like a movie star.

You look so cute.

Come on in.

Um, online they're saying Kathy is a fashion roadkill.

Oh, Lord.

I mean... Oh, Kathy! Kathy!

Kathy! Oh,

my God. I can't believe it.

Oh.

I only have the best intentions.

You see, Dory, did you talk to her last night?

I said hello.

We said hello. Okay, that's it.

Okay.

Let's put Dorit and Sutton on ice.

Oh, I forgot to tell you. What?

So when I had dinner with her and I said to her, hey, what is your beef with

Sutton? She's like, you think I have beef with Sutton? I go, well, yeah, I

think it's one -sided.

I had dinner with Garcelle. I don't know if I told you that. She said, Doreen,

you mentioned the drinking thing. You know she's sensitive about it. I said,

first of all, Garcelle, I welcomed her. I was happy that day. I have to say

something. I have to stop you right now. You saying something about the drinking

and her having this reaction about, you know, her business.

I'm sorry. What about what was done to me?

Oh.

Hello. Okay, look.

Sutton and Garcelle cut me no breaks when I was going through the lowest

in my life. They had no problem talking about lawsuits and medication and

drinking and all of these alleged things, right? You need to figure out

medicine and drink ratio.

The $20 million elephant in the room.

Why is the paper saying that $20 million went into your LLC?

Now, all of a sudden, Sutton wants sympathy because someone said something

her.

Garcelle consistently defends that behavior.

Well, I had that conversation with her, and Garcelle defended herself. I said,

you look at her behavior with rose -tinted glasses.

I said, you can't keep joking about the same thing that you know she gets upset

about. And then she goes, but she can joke about it. I go, yeah, she can joke

about it, but you can't. I don't joke about it. So then I said to her, I said,

Dorita, I have a question for you.

If Sutton gave you a Kelly bag,

Would everything... I really want to... You might get sad on it. You know what

she said?

What? Oh, yeah, that would change everything. We'd be the best of friends.

Of course it would.

It is hypocritical when they say, like, oh, well, you are defending Dorit

all the time, or you're her mouthpiece, while you're over here kicking in with

yours. All the time for years now, but for years. For years.

Although, although, wait, wait, wait. When we go to St. Lucia, you know I'm

working on the room assignment.

Oh. And so you already know. The three of us are together.

Yes. We got our villa.

Dorita and I spoke about Kyle.

Oh, you did?

About the whole moment. Because they were acting like besties.

Besties. Besties like rolling around on the sofa like they used to.

Looks like they're made up. They have more than made up.

Wow. Yeah.

Kyle and Dorit having beef helps Sutton and Kyle have a better relationship,

right? Because it's like Sutton now can get in with Kyle even more. And I think

it's all what Sutton wants. She wants to be really good friends with Kyle.

So Dorit, you know, obviously feels for her like we all do because...

It sucks to see your photos of your ex making out with some child.

No, I'm sorry. She's not a child.

With a, you know, a young adult.

So we also talked about seeing Kyle at Morgan's concert. You know,

and then Kyle is at Morgan's concert.

on the sidelines and people are speculating like, is this Kyle's way of

back at Mo?

Well, yeah. It's just a little while that we can talk about Mo and this

incident.

And yet we can see Kyle hanging out with Morgan at a concert and we can't say

anything about that.

Right.

That seems a little odd.

I kind of want to respect her privacy.

Sutton is definitely scared of Kyle.

Although she says she doesn't bow down, she bows down.

I think it's interesting that we can talk about Mo and we can't talk about

Morgan.

We can't say, hey, how was the concert?

I didn't know you were going.

How come you're not in the audience like everybody else?

I think the introduction to the topic is, you know, look, hey.

We saw you had a great weekend in the press at Morgan's concert.

How was that?

Don't even say that. Just introduce it like that and see if she gives

more information. Thank you.

Get close.

I can't.

I'm trying to map this out for us because I don't want to make her angry.

Coming up... The email suggested that you had retained a lawyer. Did you want

a divorce?

Look,

you're cute.

I brought you a little something.

This is for the trip?

Yes. Look how cute. You're all dressed up. And I'm always like this. No. Unless

I have a party. You're great. You look beautiful. Oh, thank you. What do you

want us to be? Well, come on in here. I'm going to... It's such a pretty room.

Marta or Jesse?

Yeah. I didn't know you spoke Spanish.

Well, I grew up speaking Spanish because when you live in L .A., you know, I

had, you know, people working for us that spoke Spanish always. Yeah. And

married... My husband's Mexican.

You know what? I didn't know that.

You didn't?

No. Also, side note, I appreciate your text.

When that photo came out and you sent that text, thank you. Look, I'm the kind

of friend, I'm ready for war.

It took everything for me not to get in my car and drive over here.

When we were at Dorit's house, Kyle made a point that I hadn't tried to get to

know her either.

I feel I was being maybe singled out because you got to know her first. You

that you don't have preconceived ideas.

Your actions say otherwise.

So I think this is just the perfect opportunity for us to open up to each

When I first met you, I mean, he had just moved out.

Oh, I see.

I feel like I'm going to get really emotional right now.

I don't know why I could feel it was coming. I'm like, I don't want to do

right now. I just want to be able to explain in, like, the most open, honest

because I want you to get to know me and kind of explain everything.

I just, you know, the way we did it was, I know, not like a traditional way, but

I wasn't ready to leave.

Yeah.

I didn't even know if that's what I wanted to do. I was just like, you know,

then they had finally moved out.

Yeah.

When he finally said, I am going to move out, it was strange. It was like, wow,

this is really happening.

And I think that part of me would have been happy just, oh, well, you just live

in your room and I'll live in my room and we just do our own thing, which is

just not realistic.

So, no.

I have sort of a funny, not really funny, but maybe morbid, but an aside.

So, you know, Peter died when Lael was four. And we'd been separated before he

got sick.

Ask him for a divorce. I didn't want him to be mad at me. I didn't want to be

the bad guy. Yeah. I just said, let's be separated, and we'll figure it out, you

know? And then one day, I go over to pick up Lael, and there was this woman

there.

And then when we found out that his cancer was terminal, I came in the

one day, and she was, like, you know, rubbing his head and, like, giving him

these, like, very tender kisses.

And girl, I lost my mind.

I was like, get this bitch out of here.

Wow.

I understand where Kyle is, because the pain of seeing someone that you have

built a life with move on is unlike anything else.

It's hard to fathom that it's possible for them to do that.

You know, obviously, I didn't love seeing that. And it's like...

He feels bad enough as it is. I know he feels horrible. I know him well enough

to know that. But why?

What is it? Because he feels like you're embarrassed? Like, what is it?

He wouldn't want to hurt me in any way or our girls.

But when are y 'all supposed to move on?

We're separated. We're not divorced. We're filed for divorce.

Right. How long do you think you can do that or be in that?

Well...

I feel like that changed things, the photo, to be honest. The photo!

It changed things.

Yeah.

I mean, I'm going to have a conversation with him, but I think... Hmm.

I think that just gives me permission to move forward with what I need to do.

Yeah, yeah.

So this is the first time you see each other since... We've been in Europe.

Mm!

Ha!

Would you like to join us? I would.

Thank

you.

Great thinking.

Hi. Hello, welcome.

How are you? Hi.

How are you?

It's a little weird, but... Yeah, well, life's weird.

Thankfully, you leaned in and gave me a kiss.

Why wouldn't I?

I don't know.

Want a high five?

Pika and I have now been separated for three months.

Can I have a drink? Oh, I don't drink. There's a problem.

What I thought was going to be an amicable separation turned into three

of the worst kind of rollercoaster I could have imagined.

We're talking like five times a day.

I know, but we're not going to.

We had a four -hour therapy session.

Four? Four hours?

He throws out, this is why I want a divorce. No!

I think he's a very good father. Am I correct?

Wrong.

Well... I have no idea what to expect tonight.

Hi, how are you? I'm good, I'm good.

What mocktails have you got?

We don't have a menu for mocktails. Can you do a phony Negroni?

I can do that for you, yeah.

I'll have a phony Negroni.

Belvedere with club soda.

Lemon squeezed in really well. I'll be right back with that.

I'm really pleased to hear that you're doing this work.

You've been doing work on yourself as well, haven't you?

Yes, and I feel like my eyes are wide open for the first time in a very long

time.

Thank you, honey. Absolutely.

I don't want to misinterpret what you mean by your eyes wide open.

I mean, like, the last few months, something shifted in you.

The first time things started to go wrong, or when we spoke about the

and I said, I'm taking this apartment.

One of the significant issues in our marriage were your control issues.

And there was me, separated, and less than a few weeks in, you're dictating

where I'm going to live.

And that's in the backdrop of me knowing that you're in our house.

In my life, as humble as it's ever been.

And it felt like an approval process that I didn't want to go through. You

actually had the conversation about the apartment.

No, but I didn't want to have the conversation about the apartment. That's

point. Well, that's my point.

Hi, guys. Sorry to interrupt. Did you want to go ahead and put some food in?

Sushi and I'll get a Caesar.

Maybe I'll do the spicy Caesar.

Thank you. Absolutely.

We clearly have different views, but what I would like to know is what...

prompted that long email that knocked me off my feet.

What's in it? What did it say? Just finances and I'm going to stop paying

and you're going to be liable for this. Where are we going with this?

Honey, that's a divorce.

Do you really want to start discussing only part of that email? No, I'm not

finished. Because it was a summary of how you've made me feel and what life

potentially look like if we don't resolve this.

The reason I asked you to retain a lawyer was in an attempt to try and have

commercial, sensible conversation because we were not able to communicate.

bring in some experts.

I kept telling you that we need to communicate.

I wanted to communicate like civil people. Thank you. Could have one of

between us.

All right, let's move forward. So the email suggested that you had retained a

lawyer and you were 100 steps ahead of me. Did you?

At any point.

Want a divorce.

So you had retained a lawyer and were 100 steps ahead of me.

Did you at any point.

Want a divorce.

I believe that, unfortunately, this is what ends the marriage. I believe that

rather than bringing out the best in me, you can bring out the worst in me.

The reality is we have to co -parent and we have to keep it loving and kind and

we have to work on our relationship and make ourselves get back. You know,

you're my best in mate, right? Period.

We need to find that friendship again. We lost it, right?

Do you have in your mind, Dorit and I are going to try to work through things,

but divorce is there?

I don't know.

You don't know what? I don't know whether we divorce is in our future. I

know.

At the moment, you sit here and you think, you've got no...

chance, right?

But who knows? I just want some clarity.

That's all.

I'm trying to answer you. Please.

Okay. So what's next for us is our journey to become friends again, right?

me, that's what's next.

If we sit here in six months' time and we say, do you know what? We've managed

to do this, Dorit. We've got the kids. We're better friends and we're better

being married. Then we'll not be married, right?

I don't feel in my heart that I wanted the divorce, but I'm not the one in

control. Truthfully, PK's calling the shots.

Wow, you are hard work, dude.

All right, can we go home now?

Okay.

All right, that's pretty.

Okay.

Hurry before Keely gets here.

Okay, let me get some wine glasses.

Now that is the sound of crystal.

Oh, Lord. Someone's got attacked by the plant.

Ah!

Hi, baby. Aw.

Okay, well, I got the dessert.

Very good. And? Some filet -o.

Oh, that's right. Yeah, some filet -o. I'm feeling a little nervous about it.

Lael and Keely have really only been around each other in the company of

people. We've never had one -on -one time.

Hey, hey.

Hi. You look nice. Thank you. So do you.

Yep, yep, yep. I got the memo.

Oh, I know. The two of you are matching. I got the memo.

But things are moving really quickly with Keely and I, like at the speed of

light. And Lael's back here in the caboose.

Aw, are these for me? Thank you.

So I need her to come along the journey and get to know Keely a little bit

better. The first time I met you was in Ghana, right?

Yeah. Okay, when I showed up in Ghana, what did you think?

Was it like, ah, he seems cool, or you were just happy? Oh, no.

No, I thought he seems cool.

I'm a little anxious.

I'm really excited.

Yeah, but more anxious than anything to see how this goes.

Oh, thank you, baby. There you go.

Thank you.

Well, it looks delicious.

Do you want some?

Yeah, I don't mind serving.

Okay. Here, you take that.

Can I ask you a question?

Mm -hmm.

Do you guys think that you would, like, move in together, like, before you guys

got married?

Well, that's a tough question because have I lived with somebody before

marriage? Yes.

But I think in this case, I would probably wait until,

like, maybe there was an engagement and I'd want...

you and her to have a conversation first.

Do you think you guys would, like, move here or, like, move to San Diego or,

like, meet somewhere in the middle or, like, somewhere new?

It would be easier for me to pick up, right, and come up here, but I'd keep my

house in San Diego.

What would you prefer?

I'd prefer to stay here.

I mean, because, like, even if you guys got married, like, tomorrow and we had

to, like, move somewhere, then I'd have to, like...

you know, adapt to new high school and stuff and, like, get new friends.

Yeah, I wouldn't want to uproot you. I know the importance of friendships,

relationships, of course.

Would you guys want, like, multiple kids or just, like, one more?

All right, I'm going to take a sip of wine right there.

I am so proud of Lael.

My god, she's asking all of the questions that I have been a little

to get the answer to.

I would like to have multiple kids, but, of course, it's all based on your mom's

health. We take it one at a time.

I know this might be a hard question, but, like, how soon do you think, like,

you guys would want to, like, get married and, like, have a kid? Your mom,

embodies the essence of somebody who I think would instill great values.

Well, thank you. I appreciate that very much. Yeah. So I forgot.

What the question was.

But it's okay. We like the answer, though. We like the answer. The answer

great. The answer is great.

Let me tell you something. My late husband was a great dad.

He adored Lael, and he has been a giant in her life and in her mind

this entire time.

So I haven't brought anybody around to meet her because I simply didn't think

they could measure up.

And Keeley does.

Coming up.

I only partied like five nights out of the 25 nights I've gone. I'm very hard

believe.

I promise.

I feel so tired right now. The dogs woke me up.

So early.

What time?

Like 5 o 'clock. 5? That's so brutal.

I know. I'm getting tired at like 9 and waking up at 8 because of Europe.

I'm like still on that time.

Hi, Dad.

Hi. Oh, my God. The dog got so big.

I know.

You're hot.

I haven't seen you since. Why are you so hot, Dad?

Your trip.

How are you? Good. How are you?

Seeing that photo of Mo was like, okay.

Things have changed, and I don't know how he's going to be towards me now.

I'm going back to my room. I love you.

I love you too.

I don't know what this relationship is.

I don't know if this is a passing thing or a serious thing, and I know how women

are.

So how was your trip?

It was nice.

A lot of spas, a lot of sound healing, spiritual healing.

I only partied like five nights.

out of the 25 nights I've gone. That's very hard to believe.

By the way, you do know that Mo is trying to get PK, my husband, to go

Centrope. Centrope.

I know. So now he wants to drag my husband into his single lifestyle?

Oh!

I promise.

This is very awkward. We both know what we are both thinking.

Um, and then that's it. And, like, what am I doing?

I feel like he's distracting himself so he doesn't have to deal with me.

It was an awkward trip because, you know, it was the first time I ever go

without, you know, the family.

You know, I wanted to do that and I, you know, wanted to be alone and take

advantage of, you know, seeing what that looks like and just be, you know, run

around and make decisions, you know, last minute.

I don't know.

Yeah.

You know, obviously the Mykonos, you know, I got photographed, you know, in

airport.

You know that I would never want to do anything on purpose that would hurt you

or the kids.

I really am sorry for, you know, hurting you. I would never want to hurt you on

purpose.

I know that you would never do that on purpose. I know that you did not know

your picture was being taken.

I don't know that the other person didn't know that.

But obviously that's hard to see.

Yeah.

But we are separated.

And we're allowed to do what we want in this time.

It's strange, you know? Of course.

Get it?

The photos really did say to me, he's moving on.

You can live in this, you know, la -la land for as long as you want, but that

was, you know, a hammer on the head saying, hello, Kyle, he's moved on, it's

okay.

You're both entitled to live your lives.

I don't know what I'm supposed to do now, but anyway.

I think about how did we get here? If we care about each other so much, how did

we allow this to happen?

Everything we built, this is like the rug really being ripped out from under

your feet.

I did not expect my life to go in this direction.

But in seeing these photos,

I think it makes it pretty clear that this is permanent.

And I don't think...

It's going to be easy to come back from that.

I need

to show you a couple of options.

I'm thinking about this for birthday dinner. This is not mature enough.

It's a paco ruban.

Well, I'll put it to the side then.

Okay, I'm going to bring you my options. This is naked, nothing underneath it.

Thirst trap photo. Is this a dress or a swimsuit cover -up or a nightgown?

What?

All of the above.

Oh, I have this hat.

I just think it's like so fabulous, right? Yes. What do you wear it with?

Black lace bra and high heels.

Very Eric and Jerry.

Look at these toe shorts.

Cute. Yeah.

Yeah, we want to be comfortable when we go to do active wear.

There's even more hoe.

Also known as regular for me.

This is the only country in the world where it's named after a woman. Oh, I

that. The only country in the world. What's her name, Lucia?

Yeah, that's her name. Yes, Saint Lucia. Okay. Woman.

Okay. Okay.

We're not going to New York.

I know.

Thank you. A red eye.

Food check, and then we might carry on.

Hi. How are you?

Hi. I tried Chanel.

I mean, come on. I dropped my phone.

You look great.

So cute.

I am happy to go on a girl's trip, escape L .A., escape the paparazzi.

They're photographing Mo and just enjoying myself.

Look at you with the cute luggage.

I know.

I had this woman. She's a princess. She sold me a Birkin bag. This is amazing.

That's clearly vintage. It's stunningly beautiful. It's Hermes.

Look at this Hermes crocodile vintage jewelry case.

It's divine.

I need one of these boxes for my life.

This is like old movie stars.

Hi, how are you?

Thank you. Hi, guys. Hi.

You guys all put together.

So excited.

OK, so Kathy and Dre got on the 12 o 'clock flight. They did?

OK. Boze is there.

Already in Miami. That's three.

You would not believe how difficult it is to get all of these ladies to our

final destination.

It really is like herding cats.

I mean, they're just out here, meow, meow, meow, meow, meow. So we are taking

separate flights and meeting up in Miami and then head off to St. Lucia together

from there.

Ah! Let's go, girls.

Too rich to be carrying that ugly luggage.

Kathy,

we missed you on our flight that did not recline.

Oh, you came from L .A. like that?

Ready? Say, Lucy, here we come. We are on our way. We have a good time.

It's been a long time since we had a good time.

Well, we're in for it.

Yay! Our itinerary is packed, and I love it. We have some fabulous dinners

planned. We have some local activities.

We have a boat ride.

We've got to celebrate Erica and Dorit's birthday. We've got a night market.

I love being in charge.

My sunglasses on and the sun is high.

I'm walking in style under summer skies.

Oh, my face.

Cheers. Yay.

Yay.

So beautiful.

The sunset is taking me higher.

I'm going to play on the fire.

I'm going to play on.

Oh, my God. Look at this. This is so cute.

Oh, my God.

Yes.

Ladies, welcome to Windjammer Landing Resort and Residence. We're honored to

have you here today. Thank you so much. Welcome to the beautiful Isle of St.

Lucia. Welcome, everybody.

Cheers. Let me take you to your apartment, residence.

Right this way, ladies.

Right this way.

Oh, so beautiful. Hello.

I love this welcome.

This is exactly the way I wanted our trip to start. We've got beautiful

delicious cocktails, a steel pan band, and a gorgeous time ahead.

Who would complain?

OK, so we have our rooms.

They're all around, so let's see. Yes, Erica and Dorit will be here.

Kyle and Kathy, y 'all are in. villa together, and then son, Garcelle, and

And I have to sleep in the same bed as Sutton. Yeah.

Yeah.

I have traveled with Sutton a lot before. I don't think we've ever shared

together. I have actually slept next to her on planes, and she does have a

tendency to wake up in the middle of the night going, ah!

Off to the room!

Coming up.

I was feeling some weird vibes. I'm dreaming.

We haven't said two words to one another.

But she's definitely coming in like,

uh -oh, I may have been a bad girl.

This is your room, Erica.

Oh, my gosh, I'm personalized.

Hello. This is stunning.

This resort is beautiful, nestled in this beautiful mountainside.

Gorgeous beaches.

Welcome home.

Bo is maybe giving Kathy Hilton a run for her money on these trips.

Oh, we have to come seriously into the villa?

Oh, no, no, no, no. It's good for us.

Oh, oh, oh.

Beautiful. Look at those. So pretty.

Look outside. And look at that. Oh, our own little private pool.

This is very pretty.

Beautiful.

Look how beautiful this view is. Oh, this is gorgeous. This is gorgeous.

Oh, this is so pretty.

Oh, my God. We could lay out topless.

I see naked pool pitcher right here.

Oh, my knees.

Oh, no, my candy felt came apart.

Disaster. Oh, no, Mr. Bill.

I'm panicking. The idea of being without my candy for the next three or four

days is very triggering to me.

I know I'm going to need to eat this candy at 3 in the morning after I've had

another one of our terrifying dinners.

I still want to eat it. Is that wrong?

This is so pretty.

You're welcome.

I feel relaxed already. I just feel like, oh, we're on vacation.

We're in the country I can't pronounce.

Santa Lucia.

I am home.

Do you feel good?

I am so happy.

Have I said hello to Dorit?

I was going to ask you that. I didn't see you guys say hello, but I wasn't

you the whole time.

I was feeling some weird vibes, so I don't know. From who? From Dorit. From

From Dorit. She probably feels weird because the last time that you guys were

together at the Caviar Caspia thing, you were at each other's throat.

Did I call you a bitch?

No, I should have called you a bitch.

I think that she digs at me pretty hard.

Okay, we're back. I see the eyes.

Sutton's eyes, they're like the... I'm getting weird vibes from Dorit.

Oh.

I want to enjoy the trip, you guys. Yes. I don't want to sit around with things

festering. We haven't said two words to one another.

But I know when she comes in with rap, I know when she's looking... And you

think she's coming in with what today? She's definitely coming in like...

Uh -oh, I may have been a bad girl.

Oh, my God.

Here's the thing. Okay.

I'm watching Dorit with Kyle, and Dorit's acting like... They're best

again. Yeah, but the forgiveness factor is so easy.

Well, they've always had that. But with me, it's like... They've always had

that, and I'm sure they can say we have that.

You know, I like all the girls, but I have to say it's a cliquey group, and

tough to crack. I mean, myself.

As a newcomer? Yeah.

It's a difficult group to crack. That's all I'm saying. I did have some sort of

weird expectation that we were all going to be, like, walking along skipping and

holding hands and singing.

I like everyone to like me. And I really thought, oh, these girls all hang out

together and, you know, we'll be a girl gang and we'll all get to know each

other and have sleepovers and things like that. But I think they all have so

much history together. It comes off a little bit as clicky. I am intimidated

because it is a little bit like.

The popular girl. I grew up in the 60s, and I would always try to get into the

popular group, but they all knew I was not one of them. Like, I was wearing

secondhand clothes. I was the weird hippie girl that didn't take a bath very

often. Oh, I shouldn't say that.

Do you feel like it's kind of almost like no matter what you do, you can't

it?

What's wrong, Catherine?

She's been a long row of girls.

And the only person that truly supports me is Garcelle.

Even Kyle won't say, come on, this is enough.

It's always like, you too.

It's never, Dorit, come on, that's too much.

That's the million -dollar question, is why does Sutton continue to stand up for

Kyle when Kyle doesn't always stand up for her?

I don't know.

I don't know.

It's like I want them to like me so much, and I can't get them to.

But you can't be the one who can give it and not be able to take it. You pose as

a friend and then oftentimes work as an enemy.

This is not going to be set on trial at sea.

Okay, now you're being ridiculous.

What do y 'all want from me?

Seriously, what do you f***ing want from me?