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Previously on The Real Housewives of
Beverly Hills.

You excited to be in Spain?

Welcome to Villa Catalina. Just to warn
you that it's haunted.

Don't be worried at all. We're gonna
die.

I was the chef in the beginning, and
then Storm would always help me. He's my

son. I wish... I could see myself being
stepmom to...

Stormy. Come here, Daddy. I may need to
burp him or breastfeed him.

I would just like to share some happy
news regarding the earrings.

The district court reverses the
bankruptcy court's turnover order.

In other words, you can't prove that the
money that was used to buy my earrings

was client money. So they shouldn't have
been taken in the first place.

Okay, we got to go because we have a lot
to do. I do need you to acknowledge

that what I said would happen.

It's happening.

Oh, wow.

We're going to wear these and then send
them off into the ocean. I'm going to

release Merce's ashes.

The other women, I want them to think
about something that they need to

to bring us closer together.

What is happening?

I'm sorry.

You know, when I lost my dad, we spread
them in Texas.

But then we each had, like, and I lost
him. I moved so many times after he

He's watching over you. He's not
thinking about that. I had mercy on my

together.

It's okay.

It's okay. I know.

I feel like I'm also, like, scattering
my marriage's ashes.

I get that.

Yeah. I get that.

It's symbolic of a

big part of my life. I was so angry for
so long

about divorce. It just consumes you and
maybe what's been inside.

I've been needing to come out.

Okay, I won't cry anymore. No, it's okay
if you cry.

I'm going to leave you guys alone.

We're going to be very fast because we
are on a strict timeline.

Okay, I'm going to go get the girls.

Okay, move them along a little.

The moment we've all been waiting for.

Is everybody ready to go?

Hi. Hi, Jory.

Okay, you ready?

Yeah, do it.

Just do it. Oh, God.

Okay, I'll call you.

I can't believe this stayed so long.

Oh, no. Oh, no. Oh, no.

Okay, okay, okay. I'm going to take
this. Wait, wait, wait. No, just put it

your hand.

Okay. Put it in your hand. Well, it's
not now.

This morning I'm realizing I'm not just
letting Merce's ashes go. It's really

over two decades of my life that I'm
starting to realize I need to let go of.

Here, I'll adorn you. Thank you.

Okay. So it's time to release
everything, stand on my own, be alone,

scary.

But I'm strong.

And I can do it.

Hi, ladies.

Hi, Trevor.

How are you, honey?

Good, how are you? Hi, Kyle. Hi again.
Good to see you, Dorit. Did you have fun

the other night?

Oh, my God, you guys were fantastic. My
friends were so, so happy to meet you

all. They were so lovely.

Even Erica?

I can't.

Merce is in the purse.

Look at her, look at her.

Especially. Did you see that side eye?

There she is.

Sorry I'm late. We got to go.

It's okay.

Let's do it. You doing okay?

Yes, I'm good.

Hi, honey bunny.

Put your flowers on, girls. We're
wearing these things.

Okay.

Where is Kyle?

Kyle went to the bathroom. Let's go.

I'm here. I was the first one ready.
Don't even start with me. No way. Uh

Here we go.

What's around here? A little cafe.

Yeah. It's a cute little town.

There's like a whole gay strip up there
with all sorts of gay bars.

There's this whole cave that you have to
swim to where people go to hook up.

I also heard that it's bear week.

I kind of like bears.

I do, too.

That might be my type.

What's a bear?

B -E -A -R, B -A -R -A. B -E -A -R. A
fuzzy gay man with a lot of hair and

muscle. Yes, exactly. Big old. Well,
muscle or.

Well, you could be muscle queen. Yes. Or
you could be a slim bear.

Baby bear. Baby bear. Cubs. Cubs. Pardon
me, darling. She's good. She's very

good. She's hooked up. Or an otter. An
otter. An otter.

Andy Cohen was on my podcast.

Yeah. And so I said to Andy, I said, I
need to know, are you a top or a bottom?

And he goes, I'm a powerful top,
Carsten. He said that? Yes. And I said,

bet you are.

And then my friend goes, I'm a blouse.

Oh.

And we're like, a blouse? And he goes,
yes, a feminine top.

It's so pretty.

Oh, this is so cute. I know. Look how
cute this is. I love streets like that.

know. So do I.

Okay, Trevor, don't drop Merce. I know.

Oh, God. Oh, God, Trevor. Come on.

He's not in the Ziploc bag anymore.

That's right. He's not.

Kyle?

We don't have time for this. I know, I
know. Seriously, we don't.

We have to stay on tap.

I don't know, but Kyle and I see little
trinkets and we go crazy. We just want

to shop.

It doesn't hurt to grab a little
something along the way, does it?

You guys go ahead. I'm not feeling well.
I'm going to sit down for a minute. Oh.

I don't feel good.

No, no, no. She's fine.

She's fine. It's all with her. I can see
that y 'all are really prepping

mentally and emotionally for the
ceremony.

Yes, we are.

We're ready to release.

It's pretty.

God, I'm so nervous about this.

This is beautiful.

Okay, so thank you all for putting up
with me.

I realized this morning I'm not just
letting Murph go.

This is also about my dad.

It's been a long time. It's been 20
years.

And I have to release that.

Suicide is really tough.

You know, I think it really affected me
as a daddy's girl.

And we never addressed it as a family,
ever.

And release that pain that I have.
Release the pain from my marriage.

How did those dynamics come about? I
know Christian said, I don't want you to

work. And you were like, okay, I'll do
that.

That was like...

The beginning. You gave up your power.

Near the end of my marriage, I got a
phone call from Christian, and he said,

need to get an attorney.

You're going to get filed with papers
today.

I did not understand what was happening.

I was completely scared, lost.

I was in the middle of nowhere by
myself.

We all have stuff in our lives that we
hold on to.

And I really want y 'all to do this for
me.

It's hard.

Okay?

I think that Sutton has been in a lot of
pain regarding her divorce, much more

so than any of us could have imagined.

Sutton carries a lot, and she doesn't
always share it with everyone, but the

Christian part of it has always been a
really big, deep sort of anchor.

So it's great to see Sutton let go of
that. I can relate.

So we're going to say goodbye.

I'm going to let all three go.

It's silly.

I just get sad about my divorce.

I get sad about Dad.

I'm sad about Murph.

They were really...

Three very important men in my life.

And I'm about to think about all three
of them.

I love you. I love you, too.

You're so strong.

We're going to say goodbye.

I'm going to let all three go.

All right. Let's do it. Let's do it. I
think we should really throw it out

there. Okay. Do it. All right. One step
back. Don't fall. Please. Oh, my God.

Oh, God.

Sorry. The wind is blowing that way.

Sorry, girls.

It's all over Garcelle's back.

Oh, my God.

Oh,

my God. The ashes are blowing in my
face, in my hair.

In my mouth?

It's all over me. My black dress, my
hair.

Oh, God.

I'm sorry. The wind is blowing. Oh,
mercy.

Just the idea of it all. Like, I don't
know this man.

I don't want to taste this man.

Well, I don't know what it is. The
wind's blowing that way. What can I say?

That's the way the wind blows.

Okay.

We're going to say goodbye to Trevor.

What a pleasure. What a pleasure.

Thanks for being there.

Bye. I love you. Bye, honey. I love you,
too.

All right. Who's going next?

Whoever would like to. I'll go.

Go ahead, babe.

What I'd like to let go of is

feeling alone a lot.

Abandonment issues.

Not having my dad in my life.

which I think contributes to how I lead
my life.

So I'm going to let that go.

My dad left when I was three.

He didn't come back into my life until I
was 14.

Feeling like I met the man of my dreams
and being betrayed by him, I think all

those things add to me being protective
of my heart.

And if I have to be alone until I find
the right person, then I'm willing to do

that. But it doesn't mean I don't feel
lonely sometimes.

I'll go. Steph, I want to leave here.

My brother is leaving,

moving away again, probably forever.

So how was Thailand?

I'm probably going to relocate there for
like half the year.

You're going to live there?

I know that he has to really get away
from me and my mom for a while.

start his own life.

It's going to be hard, but I know that
that's what he needs.

I know I have this very confident
exterior, but I've still got

a lot of work to do to feel like I'm in
a peaceful place for myself and for my

family, and I want to be happy.

The PTSD that I live with, I'm not sure
that I

can guarantee that I'm leaving it here,
but I'm certainly going to try.

There are elements I understand. There
are also elements that I don't consider

are PTSD.

The reality is, when does high
maintenance blend with PTSD?

Maybe I have to let go of some of the
expectations that I've had with PK.

If I can release all of that into the
ocean today.

Maybe I can start to heal in all areas
of my life.

I'm here to let this go in
representation of all the hurt the last

half years that I feel many of you have
contributed to.

I have turned a new page in my life.

I always knew I would.

So, my hurt, my anger,

My old life.

I'm jarred by what Erica's saying right
now. If we caused her pain, it's maybe

showing her the mirror when we felt like
she was not compassionate.

That basically sounds like you're
saying, I don't believe you, Erica, and

think you're guilty.

I have questions.

Why wouldn't you just go, let's pay the
victim?

It's about trying to make people whole,
that's all. There is a place to make

people whole.

In a court of law, not in the court of
public opinion.

It's a little awkward.

I feel so nervous.

I want to let go of the

guilt of thinking I could have done
something.

Different. With and for Lorene.

With my sister.

With the group.

Anything that I've held on to that hurt
me.

It does feel strange to be on this trip
with all these women and not to be

sharing with them what is weighing on me
so heavily, which is that...

I don't know if my marriage is going to
survive.

But when I'm ready to share with
everyone, I will.

What I want to let go of is the
uncertainty, worrying about not having

about what my future holds.

Just letting that fear go.

Group hug.

I know, seriously.

Come on in.

Come on, guys.

Thanks, Sutton, for doing this. I do
love y 'all.

I think seeing everyone so vulnerable
and sharing these moments shows that

come a long way.

Good. You did it. You did it, you did
it, you did it. You're much stronger

you think. You've gotten so much
stronger since we met. Like, who the

you? I'm a woman with a fricking horn.

Coming up.

Do we know what your partner's really
doing? What's the paperwork that we're

signing for? That's very exciting. Well,
some of them didn't sign it.

No. Just signing my whole life away,
giving everything up to it.

Oh!

Let's go look for ice cream. I am not
interested in shopping.

I liked your intention.

Oh, to live in the now?

Yeah. I liked yours, too.

It was nice.

I'm sorry that I contributed to your
pain.

It's okay, honey.

It happens.

It's how you recover.

I love it when anyone can take the
chance to say, hey, I'm sorry I

you. I appreciate that.

Ice cream.

Nobody else has, so thank you so much. I
mean, at least she has the balls to do

so.

Did you guys find ice cream? Oh, y 'all
got ice cream. Did anybody buy me any?

Right there. Do y 'all want to head to
the van?

Yeah, let's do it. It's up here.

My shirt was a mess.

I cannot even get over that those ashes
flew all over.

Oh, my gosh. I think the ashes got in my
mouth.

Merce didn't get on me at all. He was
known for these great leaps. He leaped

over me and got all over those girls.

It was so good.

I'm almost done as your tour guide for
the week, but Manolo, our favorite tour

guide, is going to walk us over to our
flamenco dinner tonight.

Awesome. Where we are going to perform
our dance. Oh, my God.

I've always wanted to learn this dance.
It's not ballet, but it's good. Some of

the choreography is very sexy, but we're
going to take it slow because, let's

face it, These ladies aren't dancers.

That's a different type of dancing. Get
back.

Except for Erica.

Up.

Up.

Up.

Can you start on the right foot?

She's, you know, the queen of dance.
We're not Erica Jane.

Yeah, you are. But we do have Erica Jane
with us.

One, two, three, back up.

Perfect. The bigger the hair, the closer
the guy.

Okay. Hey, God.

So the seaside service.

Yeah.

I don't know. It's a little Krabby
Patties about it all.

Yeah. So what did you end up saying?

I'm here to let go of the last two years
in which I felt misunderstood and the

hurt and... I don't know.

Would I have preferred a moment where
everyone sort of sat down and said, hey,

you know what, in light of everything
that we've seen, we really pushed it in

weird way.

It's just more like, eh, whatever.

Well, sometimes, you know, they have a
hard time with apologies.

Yes, it still bothers me that I didn't
get an apology from everyone.

In therapy, you learn that you need to
acknowledge your feelings. They are

But you also need to understand that
wanting someone else to acknowledge how

feel is never going to happen.

Anyway, that's over. I don't care to
talk about it any longer.

So maybe I should just stop looking for
it.

Bigger and better. On to bigger and
better things.

Hi, Sophia.

Hi.

Hi, Mom.

Hi. Nice sweater.

Oh, thank you.

What's going on?

I paired it with yeast juice.

Nice juice.

I miss you girls.

How's everything at home? How's Dad?
How's Portia? How's the dogs?

Who's eating with Dad and Portia? So I
don't stress or feel bad.

You'll be with Dad and Portia?

I feel like because we have been going
through this hard time, I'm more

sensitive to how Mo is feeling, how my
kids are feeling. I was talking

to Sutton, and she kept posting like
there was something I was being

about.

Hi, poor dog.

So how are you going to handle, what are
you going to, sorry.

And the fact that I'm not there and the
girls are out, I worry.

It's different for me now.

I just feel like everyone's a lot more
fragile.

Everything's good. Portia's good. Dad is
good.

Okay. Love you guys.

All right. Love you. Love you. Bye.

Bye.

Hello.

Everyone.

I'm here.

I'm here. I'm here. I'm here. I'm here.
Oh, my gosh.

Convenient. Love.

You. Love. Love.

Hi, Kyle Richards.

Hi. I know it's not red, red, red. It's
okay.

Kyle, if you saw the dress... If you saw
the... Do you know Miss Emoji?

I know that. You didn't tell me it was
like an emoji. You said wear red.

I sent a text with the Emoji girl's
name.

Listen, I know I'm not in a red dress,
but trust me, this is better than the

other option.

Oh, my God.

What's wrong with you? I don't know.

Oh, yeah.

We're going to photoshop you and color
you red.

Come on. I'm already tipsy. I need to
catch up.

Watch your step. Watch your step.

You're Jimmy Choo. We're like, we're
baby giraffes learning how to walk.

This is like a hazard.

After living in Europe for all those
years, you'd think that I knew how to

in heels on Cobblestone Street.

Oh, God.

Now. Oh, my God. Oh, my God. This is
like beyond a death walk. But at

least my adult shades are having me trip
in style.

When you get back, you need like

two days to just sleep. Yeah, that's not
happening.

No. Exactly.

That's my point. I'm taking my daughter
to jail with him.

My dog and I are going to be asleep, and
hopefully some man will come over.

That's all I care about.

We'll be having some hot sex.

Yeah, I'm not doing that.

What if you met, like, the man of your
dreams, and you're like, oh, my God,

beyond, like, and you were just bonkers
in love? Like, would you get married

again? It's not happening.

I don't think I need the paper.

I've worked so hard that I want to leave
what I can for my kids as opposed to

splitting it with a man.

But I get that about, like, you, and you
don't want to, like, split that with

somebody else. No, not at this point.
Why don't you pick him up and leave him

with all your problems? That's not like
he blinded me. Right, right. See, that's

the thing. Do we know what the paperwork
that we're signing for? Do we know what

your partner's really doing?

That's scary.

Don't you just sign everything Marcella
says here? No.

What do you say? Let me have a lawyer
look at this?

No, I always ask the business manager.

Well, it's not really to sign it.

No. We're going to go back to Marriage
101.

Do not sign any document without reading
it.

Even if you look at it, it doesn't
matter because there's so many things

they can do. I don't care if you have
married the Pope. Do not sign the Pope's

document. My husband handles everything.

He pays all the bills.

He pays the taxes. He pays the bills. He
pays my taxes. And I sign stuff.

And hope for the best.

Ooh, Kyle, this is how I got into
trouble.

It's okay to trust your husband until
it's not okay to trust your husband.

My mom was like, don't ever trust a man.

And then I hear that voice sometimes,
and I'm like, well, what is this

What does this mean? The cynic in me is
like, just sign him a whole life away.

Give it everything up to him.

Coming up. Erica, some of us didn't
receive invitations to your

show.

There's a dude with a guitar!

Yeah! Manolo!

Manolo! Welcome,

lady!

No!

I wish we met at Friday.

But this song is for you. Gracias.

Muy amable. Not for the rest of us, just
the orange lady.

Come on.

We go to dinner.

Yeah. Great. Nice. You know.

Oh, this is that picture.

You are all in red.

Yes. Ladies in red. Sort of. Oh. Kyle
literally with her orange.

Did she think that we were going to,
like, mistake it for? Yeah, no. It's a

orange popsicle, girl. It's not red.

Okay, I know Kyle doesn't match the rest
of us, and she did not get the memo

that we needed to wear red, but given
her other choices... Peek -a -boo!

That's supposed to cover my eyes.

Thank goodness she went with the orange.

We go to dinner. The best special place
in the world of flamenco is here.

This is the entry of El Tablao de
Carmen.

Come on.

Hola, mi primo. Hola, mirala.

Hello.

How are you? She's the owner of this
place.

Tablao de Carmen.

Tablao is a stage made of wood plants
and is also the venue where you get to

flamenco dancing.

And Carmen is after a very famous
flamenco dancer.

King Alfonso met her when she was a kid
dancing here in this very courtyard.

You're going to be dancing. I understand
you've practiced already.

Once.

Briefly. Would you like a flower in your
hand? Yes.

I do not want to perform.

I don't know how to do these dances.

I'm not even drinking anymore.

It's not even like I can have some
margaritas and get up there and do a

anything.

Kyle's

having

too much fun.

Do you want to make a toast, a Spanish
toast? Yes.

Spanish toast, okay? No, no, no, no, no.
You repeat after me, okay?

Let's go.

Oh, my gosh, you guys are so cute.

Thank you.

The show is going to be here, and that's
your team. Thank you so much.

Oh, my God, we're going to get on that
stage. It's so small.

I prepare different fans.

What was that? For you. Oh, look at
this.

Yes! Woo!

That was grateful.

It's all in the rift.

Ladies, how are you?

What would you like to drink apart from
water?

We like to drink. We like to drink.

Can I please have a glass of sangria?

Sangria? Yes, please.

Here's tequila.

Tequila? Can I get that with ice and
lime?

Okay. Thank you.

Really?

You want a normal Coke? Can you not just
say that?

Okay. Do you have tamale?

Yes.

I have no idea. I think they're bringing
it. So I think it's like a set menu.

Thank you. You know? Thank you. Okay,
you guys, I have a question for

What was everybody's favorite part about
the trip?

I actually, it was a small moment, but I
actually loved watching them make

paella. Look how beautiful.

This is a sofrito, we call that.

Sofrito. Sofrito.

That's like the base of the paella. So
it takes the taste of the onion and the

garlic and all that.

Oh.

Demi. I love cooking classes, so that
was really fun to watch.

I think one of my favorite moments was
today.

Being out by the ocean and having just a
very honest, real moment with

everybody. Even though it was emotional,
it felt like a good moment for all of

us.

Today was really special. It was.

What was your favorite?

It's been a long time since I felt
like...

relaxed and good on a trip. If you think
about like last year's trip, which was

just horrible.

Where do we go?

Aspen girl tried to block it out.

You have a pair of $750 ,000 earrings.

If you give it to them, what's going to
happen?

All I think about are victims.

I don't give a about anybody else but
me.

Look, we're not going to go home
Pollyanna and think that everything is

fabulous. However, if I were to scale it
on a whole, for me it was a much more

positive experience than I've had in a
long time.

But Erica, earlier today when we were
doing the things we wanted to let go of,

there was something that was like just
cryptic to me because I don't know the

histories and everything about the
group.

But Erica, when you were saying you
wanted to let go of certain things in

life despite what anybody might say,
what does that mean?

Today was really special.

It was. When we were doing our
intentions and the things we wanted to

Erica, you were saying you wanted to let
go of certain things in your life.

I'm here to let this go in
representation of all the hurt the last

half years that I feel many of you have
contributed to.

The last few years I was in this group,
I felt very mischaracterized and very

misunderstood.

And quite honestly, the morning when I
woke up and my appeal was reversed, I

knew. When everybody told me no, I was
like, no, I know that this is right. And

those things will always hurt.

So that's what that meant.

Yeah. At Eagle Woman's retreat or
Dorit's retreat, you said you weren't

you trusted this group.

I don't know that I can trust anybody in
this group.

Any one of you. Yeah. At the moment when
I needed you the most, I was very

alone. Are you feeling a little bit
more?

I feel more relaxed in this group.

Trust is something, and I've always said
this from the very first time that I've

met these women, it's earned, you know,
over time.

And so all you can do is take that step
by step.

It's one thing to hear what Erica had to
say at the releasing ceremony, but it's

another thing to see how deeply she was
affected by us.

You know, that's all you can really do
and see how it plays out.

Although we were asking questions, I
thought she understood why we were

questions. We wanted to see her side of
it, and we also wanted to see some

compassion and empathy from her. But we
could have done the opposite and just

moved on.

Yeah. Yeah.

Okay, well, I'm going to say this. With
that said, I would like to make a toast

to Erica. Thank you.

Now, some of us didn't receive door
invitations.

To your show.

Oh.

Here we go.

Hits up. Shoulders back.

Go.

There's one and there's two.

What is happening?

Oh, my God.

But I want to congratulate you on your
residency. Thank you. Because I know

this is a big deal for you.

And we're all proud of you. And I know
that we will all be there.

Yep. Yeah, totally invited.

Now, as my mother would make me do in
elementary school, I had to invite the

entire class to my birthday party.

I was going to say, I remember how much
support there was on Broadway and how

much fun and how nice it was. And you
were the one that charted the plane. I

sure did.

I know.

Yes!

Woo! Thank you so much.

I love it. Cheers.

To Eric on Broadway.

To Eric on Broadway.

So.

I'm just saying about that part.

Do we have some work to do? You know
you're invited. I'm not going to invite

everyone but you.

Come on.

Could have gotten an invitation, just
saying.

Thank you for the trip. Yeah, thank you
for the trip. I had a nice time.

Glad we could all be here.

I'm excited to see them.

Hostess of the mostest? Yes.

Are you thinking that we are going to be
dancing up there?

I am so nervous and embarrassed to
perform in front of all these people

professionals up there.

Sutton wants to get up there and show
off her dancing boots, but nobody wants

see us.

Pretty sure they'd want to see the
professionals.

This isn't chickening out.

I genuinely don't know if I can do it
with my dress and shoes.

Honey, you take off those shoes and hold
up that dress like the other girls. Get

it in.

Get it in.

I know, but I can't.

Thank you, everyone, for being here. I'm
going to invite some special VIP

guests on stage.

Oh, my God.

Because they have been practicing a
little bit.

thought that I would get emotional about
these women, but enough.

At the end of the day, I do love them. I
do. I love them. And I want us to stay

happy like this forever.

We're laughing. We're having fun.

We're sharing things about ourselves
that we've never shared before.

We're getting through problems in our
relationships individually as a group,

it's so good.

Nothing's more important than friendship
because friends become your family.

And right now, this is my family.

And I love it.

Coming up, going through

rough moments with Mo. It's inevitable.

Would you say this is one of the
hardest?

Yes. Yeah.

Good morning.

Good morning. Good morning.

Good morning. I see you peeking through
my window just to play. Oh, hey.

What do you have there?

I thought it was something I was
expecting for you, but it's actually

you got for yourself.

I just wanted to show.

I've been waiting for those. Oh, my God.
Hello, lover.

Hello, lover. Oh, my God.

Oh, my God.

They're pretty fun. I would wear these
with a shoe.

Okay. And a song.

Wow. Good morning.

Good morning. Good morning. You guys,
let's do homework.

You want Max's help or not?

Both. Both help. Okay.

I'm happy. I don't have homework.

Let's do the reflex.

You're getting them all right.

I don't even know how to help you
anymore.

Remember, Zoe, when you have two, what
do you call it, even numbers, in

to subtraction, it becomes another even
number. Okay.

You don't care. I don't. I really don't.
Okay.

Good morning.

King's right.

Bam. Now Queen's left.

Bam. Drop down.

Is this where you have me drop the
split? Yeah. We're dropped down.

Yep.

Still got it.

This is so cute.

You look cute.

What are you doing? What's going on? Oh,
my goodness.

I just thought I'd pop by. I'm so tired.
It's like I'm going to fall asleep. I'm

struggling, and so I have to break out a
Coca -Cola. Well, that used to be my

thing. Why else haven't I ever spoken?

Oh, wow.

Yeah. It's good for you. Oh, sorry.

What's going on?

Should we sit in your little sitting
area?

Yeah, let's sit in here. Oh.

It's a beautiful room, Kyle.

Everyone calls it my room.

Because he took that room as his office.
That was my favorite room.

Speaking of, how are things with you and
Moster?

Moster.

Good, you know, I've been seeing a
therapist.

Okay, so where are you guys at these
days?

We acknowledge, you know, that we've
been working too much.

And taking a lot on.

So I've been talking to him on my own,
and now Mo joined in.

Great. And how did it go?

I don't know.

The truth is, recently, one of my best
friends... seems to be as disconnected

possible. I don't know how all these
movies and things are doing.

I forget about anybody. I really do. I
feel like I'm an afterthought.

Well, I guess I have to put your initial
on my body for you to actually care.

Anyway.

I just want to be here for Kyle. I want
her to know that she has support.

I love her.

And I'm here for her.

We never fight. We don't get in fights.
I mean, if we do get in an argument and

fight, it's me.

But the bad side of that is that You're
not communicating.

You know, it's like so often it's like
something will, you know, bother one of

us and it's like we just rather be
peaceful and just not deal. I told your

you have a tattoo.

What is wrong with you?

She doesn't care.

I am more the one that will say, you
know, this upsets me and I have that

side where he's more like just wants to
be peaceful all the time.

But that's not always a good thing.

Right. So, and then, you know, add in
the traveling and our work schedules.

I'm supposed to go to Portugal during
Porsche's spring break. I don't know if

you guys want to all go to Portugal and
make it fun.

I have stuff I have to do here. I don't
think I'll be able to go anywhere like

that.

Traveling took such a toll on us, Kyle.

Yeah. It took such a toll. Because it's
not just that they're away. When people

say that, you think, oh, because they're
away.

It's like, with that comes a lot of
different things.

Things that they're not here for, things
that they're missing out on. Why did

you accept going away that long? Why
does this meeting take so long? Why did

get home so late from the meeting?

I almost feel like he thinks, give Kyle
some time and she'll get over it and

she'll be fine.

But I'm telling him, it's a lot more
than that.

We need help.

And he has to say yes to more things
because, you know, of the agency

so much.

Where are you off to right now?

Two seconds showing.

Got it. Are you going to come with me
maybe or not?

The Bynum Beverly Hills event?

Yeah, maybe.

50 -50?

7 to 11 p .m.? They'll pass by that
time. You don't have to.

And then I would see him on this phone
call saying, you know, worried about the

agency. This happened or that happened.
And, you know, it's like his... child

or, you know, and whatever was going
wrong, he would do everything he could,

his energy to fix that.

So I'm like, if we're having an issue,
why can't you give that energy that you

give to the company?

I've supported him through everything
since day one when he had

nothing.

And when I told him that we are in
trouble and I need.

you to work through this with me.

It needed to feel like that I was a
priority and that we were a priority.

I mean, would you say this is one of the
hardest moments?

Yes.

Yeah.

If there's no effort made or put into
us,

we're not going to end up together.

We'll never survive this.

Next time on The Real Housewives of
Beverly Hills. I really like your purse.

What is that? Celine?

Like Celine Dion makes purses now?

It's Mother's Day this weekend. When do
you think you're coming back?

I'm going to be back as soon as I can.
You're not my mother.

Even though we've been so good about
talking in these sessions, I still find

that I'm like, well, I really want to
talk about this. Why don't we have a

meeting with Jamie next?

Well, it becomes fun.

I wouldn't say fun. I wasn't laughing in
those sessions.

I didn't want you to fall, but I had an
opinion, and I'm going to stick by that

forever.

It never had to be this way.