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Previously on The Real Housewives of Beverly Hills. Do you want to come to

Barcelona?

I'm bringing Murph.

I looked up to Murph like he was a god.

I want to release these ashes and make this a really meaningful trip.

I would like to fix things with you because I care about you. Me too. We

some really terrible things.

You've already lost two sisters. Do you want to lose a third?

Go f*** yourself.

We're both going to have to start kind of a friendship anew.

The guy decided to be insane.

So pretty, you guys.

I'm Storm. I'm the chef. We can tag team him. Anytime you want.

The district court reverses the bankruptcy court's turnover order

earrings. Congratulations.

Congratulations. They do need you to acknowledge that what I said would

It's happening.

Do you think I would call myself a socialite?

But it goes back to like... Let me ask her a question. You're acting like a

hormonal teenager.

I need to get out of the car.

Oh my God, look at my face.

Oh my God.

What's happened?

I'm going to be okay.

Crystal needs to be taken to a hospital right now.

I'm going to call 911.

I just feel dizzy and... Squeeze my fingers.

Squeeze on both sides.

They feel very tight on top.

We're going to get somebody here.

She's gray.

She's sweaty. Her hands are swollen. Her veins are raised. What if something is

truly wrong with her?

You're supported. Everyone's here. Do not worry.

We're going to get somebody here for you really, really soon, okay?

Let's go lay down in the van.

This is not just like a lay down and drink some ginger ale and walk it off

of situation.

I'm sorry, guys.

No, Crystal, it's not.

It's not a situation you need to feel sorry about, Crystal.

Honestly, Crystal, when we know you're okay, we will sightsee.

But, like, given Crystal repeatedly insulting and degrading my profession.

Did you go to medical school? You want to tell me? Your nanny knows when I met

you.

The irony of what is happening right now, it's literally shocking.

I don't want her to get up and get like a hypertensive crisis or something and

then stroke out, you know, like, sorry. Not that that would ever happen.

Here's the ambulance.

Okay, here we go. Perfect.

Okay.

Anna Marie.

Hi.

177 over 108.

There you go.

Do you want me to go with you? I'm not going to leave you by yourself.

I'll go with you.

Okay. We are going to let you go. Yeah.

So that you can get treated. Yeah. So that we can all make paella together.

I love you. I love you too.

Crystal.

I'm sending you a big hug and kiss.

You need anything, whatever, you text us.

Let's go into the chapel real quick. Let's light a candle.

I've already done this. I already prayed to the saint. I already did this.

Well, we're all going to do it as a group. Okay, well, maybe we don't say

about our church. Yeah.

I've had a chapel in my old house. I've been doing this for years.

So welcome to my chapel. Credit seat, right?

Why are we cursing at church?

We're not cursing at church. We're all going in together, collectively,

ensemble. What did the church ever do to you, Erica?

A lot.

Oh, were you raised Catholic by any chance? Yes, I am.

Me too.

I feel you.

I'm Catholic.

Baptism, confirmation, married in the Catholic church.

There's no one here with clean hands. We're all sinners.

Do we need God? Yes. Is he coming?

Certainly not for this group, no.

It's scary to go to a foreign country.

At least we know.

So,

you know, I think we can light a candle for our intentions.

It's okay if I don't light a candle.

You don't have to light a candle.

Jewish people don't pray in churches.

I can set an intention. It doesn't have to be in the church, be out of the

church, around the church.

But setting an intention, you can do while you're brushing your teeth.

Oh, I want my dad.

Being in church is always a great way to get closer to God. And being closer to

God for me means getting closer to my father.

And then crystal.

I don't like that.

You know, people talk about suicide. And in the Catholic Church, you go to hell.

I was raised Presbyterian, so I believe that he is not in hell. I think he's

with...

God in heaven.

Down on those knees, Anne -Marie.

I can't with you right now.

My intentions in life are to pick up, rebuild, move forward, and be

I'm happy that the appeal went in my favor, but I'm still hurt that no one

really come over to me and said, hey, I apologize.

There's dead people that money was stolen from. That really is a fact. No,

not.

You're not letting the legal process play out.

They hurt me the most because I care about them.

What an amazing place to have a church, you guys.

The thing I've loved once gets me.

A friend of mine dreamed about my dad the other day.

My father said in the dream, for me to know that I was right, that he was

I hate

fighting with Kyle. So

to have this moment and to start to really rebuild our friendship.

means everything to me. I adore her.

I care about Sutton a lot, and I was very hurt by the questions he was asking

about my marriage, so I'm happy to accept her apology and move on because

much happier with our friendship being in a good place.

Okay, y 'all, let's go to lunch.

We're going to go see Barcelona.

If we have time, we can go to the market, maybe some shops.

We'll see. How about that? Yep. Okay.

Hi. Oh, my God. Crystal, how are you feeling?

Anti -nausea medication definitely helps. Good. And what are they giving

right now?

They're giving me a prescription medication, but I want to drip and I'm

catch up with you guys at the house. Oh, my God. Of course. We're just glad

you're feeling better.

I'll see you soon.

Feel better. We're thinking about you.

Welcome to the Pueblo Español.

It's a build of the world fire in 1929.

You go to the best place in the world for the Catalonian food.

Look at

this.

You guys, look how pretty that is.

When I travel to a new city, I like to find out where the closest

Hermes is there, and that's the center of the town for me.

Now we arrive in the restaurant.

Come on, sit down, sit down. That's what I use to guide myself. It's my compass.

He's such a character. I love it.

Oh, there's pork feet.

You should get that.

Hi.

Can I get a vodka with...

Pineapple juice.

Okay. Rice and fish.

Okay. Can you tell him that for me too?

Yeah.

Absolute soda with two lemons.

Okay. Thank you.

My kid's on the way to school. I love you guys.

Daddy, I can't see you.

Do you say daddy?

When the kids are there, yeah. No other time.

Hey, Daddy.

Oh, there you guys are.

I've never called my husband Daddy, but I've called a few men lately Daddy.

Love you, babe. Bye.

Daddy!

That's like when you really get mad.

Let's toast.

Let's just think about Crystal and, you know, toast to health and let's try to

enjoy the rest. Exactly. Positive vibes. Let's try to enjoy the rest of our day.

Yes. And hopefully she's back to the group soon.

Love it. Cheers.

Cheers.

Kind of interesting how you guys went from last night.

I know.

I know.

I take my profession really seriously, and it's really like a part of me. Do

know what I mean? No, I know you felt very bad not being there. I did. I felt

horrible. Garcelle and I were talking this morning, you know, because last

night, the fake doctor and the you're not a doctor thing, like, it's just,

really hurtful to me.

That's like your insecurity thing, Crystal.

The girl who calls herself a doctor who's a nurse. See?

Well, I think that all of that, quite honestly, is in hindsight now. You know,

can't imagine her ever saying anything like that to you again.

I think you're right. And I think that, you know, twist of fate, that's the way

life works.

What is important right now is that Crystal's okay. Yeah, period. And I

And I'm going to take this opportunity because Dorit and I had more than a

hiccup.

There was something about how you talked to me made me feel a certain way.

Taco Tuesday, which was a really tough night, I just felt like I

left my body.

You just attacked me. I did not attack you. Calm down.

I did not attack you. It feels like that was a tough.

This girl.

When I had said that, I wasn't thinking about race.

Yeah, I know you weren't. That's my whole point. You called me a Karen.

It feels like an unconscious Karen behavior with you. Do you believe that I

that with bad intention?

Yes. I don't think anybody here is racist, and I can just say that. I don't

think anybody here is racist. But there are certain things that make me feel a

certain way.

My opinion is that you have lived a very sheltered life, and you don't

understand the walk that I've had to walk.

I just want to say that. I really, really, really appreciate you saying all

this. I want to learn and know about your plight. Just so you understand that

this little bubble that I lived in that you believe is actually very different.

My father is Israeli.

We moved when I was very young because we lived in a town where we were the

Jewish people.

And my brother and I, people were saying anti -Semitic remarks to us.

Some of my earliest childhood memories was being teased and told, you're

Why don't you have horns?

I have known my entire life the adversities that I will face, my family

faced, just because we're Jewish.

I'm not by any means comparing whatsoever, but I felt

very much like it wasn't a fair characterization of me.

If there's anything I say or do that for whatever reason triggers you, please

tell me. Please.

Because I will make sure, no matter what, that I never say or do it.

Because I never want to do that. I believe that. Thank you for sharing

I think that's, if I can say one thing, I know we all talk about the Birkins and

the bags and the fashion, but this is the stuff that really bonds us.

Hearing your side of it, it's a human experience. And you don't know what

triggers someone because you don't know where they've been.

I appreciate you letting us feel okay enough, safe enough to ask those things

and not making us... Oh, I would rather.

Because I think we can all learn. I'm still learning.

I'm still learning. I learned about you today. You know what I mean? I think

we're all learning.

I'd like to get to know more.

I'm really glad that Garcelle brought this up today.

I think it allowed us to go...

far deeper than we ever have.

And that's really going to allow us to have a better, stronger, and deeper

friendship, which is what I'm hopeful for.

Okay, lady, lady, my friends are coming to the house for dinner. Tonight,

Trevor, my friend, I've known since my early 20s, is coming to join us.

Trevor and I started with Merce Cunningham Dance Company.

At the same time, he moved to Barcelona a long time ago, and I can't wait to see

him. And he's bringing some of his architect friends. This is going to be

for me. We really can't go in any store?

And I also want the ladies to know a part of me that's not this, you know,

alimony collecting, gala going, vodka drinking, erratic,

crazy lady that they think I am.

You taking us out and not letting us shop, you should be ashamed of yourself.

And you know what? You're going south very quickly.

No, oh, oh, God.

No, no, no, no, no, no, no. This is the fan shop. Come on, Kitty. Look at these

fans. They are gorgeous. I'm putting you on a timer. Here is your three minutes.

You ready?

Mom.

I can do stuff in three minutes. Trust me.

You should see me in a gas station. I know my credit card by heart, so I can

just boom, be done. The reality is I have a good eye. So in three minutes.

I'll be able to see exactly what I like, wrap it up, pay for it, and be out the

door. I have been shopping with calendar rate before.

Getting nervous. It's too cold. There's too many of you. Get away from this

camera.

I suggest when your Amex bill comes, you show up naked with this on. Exactly.

And if I don't put a time limit on this, we're going to be here for the next

week. Oh, I knew they were in there.

No, I want to go in the jewelry store.

Satin. What?

The fan is 300 years old, son. It is beyond.

Who doesn't need a hand -painted antique fan?

I do.

In fact, I need seven.

Isn't this cute?

Three minutes and 15 seconds.

Come on.

That's pretty. I'm going to get this.

I have it. I have it.

Come here.

Perfect.

You sure?

Yes. Pay me back later.

Sugar mama right here. Okay.

Look, I like to shop. I just keep thinking, you know, you need to be

conscious. But I really would love for someone to come in and give me like a

hundred million bucks right now.

I'll put out later. I don't know. Please don't.

I feel like this will fit me. We got to go.

Come on, come on, come on, come on.

Let's go with this one.

Credit cards are out. Credit cards are out. This goes on your finger and then

goes like this.

Okay, sold.

No, no, no, no, no, no, no. We got a sale. Let's just get all of them. Is

one price for both? Yes, it is.

Do you take American Express?

Hi, my name is Kyle and I have a shopping addiction.

I'm going to get this even though it doesn't fit me.

Timer, timer.

There's the timer.

Timer. Coming up.

I can't wait to spread murph.

Murph. Is in the purse.

Who are you?

So what did they say?

It was just high blood pressure.

So did they put you on medication?

Yeah. Really?

Yeah. My family has a history of high blood pressure, hypertension, and it's

something that I know that I struggled with, but I didn't realize it could get

to this point.

But my doctor got involved. Like, you know, Rob called him. Do you feel

Yeah. Super lethargic, I would imagine. I mean, your body went through a lot

today. Yeah. Thank you guys for being so supportive and, like, being there for

me. We're worried for you, honey. Let me tell you something. We were worried.

Yes. We were worried.

It's okay. You made it. You made it. You did great. You made it. You did good.

You did good.

It was so scary.

My dad had always told me the signs to watch out for a stroke.

Some people can't come back.

I've never been faced with, like, my own mortality.

And we're still here, even though you're back and you're with us and everything.

How could I leave my young family of 40 years old, like, if that

happened to me?

I really appreciate Anna Marie being there for me and putting aside all our

differences in a moment. That was truly what felt like the bottom for me.

But I just, I just...

I want to be okay for my family.

I just got to, like, take it easy, but I'm not going to drink.

No, you can't. You know, just drink a lot of water. Join the club.

Oh, God, December's new year.

We're making paella tonight.

Oh. I heard the paella is very authentic. It's not what you're

Really? Be open to the paella.

Be open to the paella.

I think this is pretty. Do you like it? I love it. Making me in a better mood.

You guys have had a crazy day.

It is mercury in retrograde. We didn't do anything to deserve this. It's just

the shadow is cast over mercury, and it's going to start turning around.

Hi. Hi. How are you feeling?

I feel, I mean, better than today.

That's for sure. Good. I want to rally because tonight is Paya making class,

and, you know, I'm not going to miss that. Oh, my God. That sounds like fun.

Yeah.

And I've been drinking water nonstop, so.

Good. If you're going to be putting so much stress on yourself by traveling,

obviously you need to make sure that you drink your fluids.

I actually have to go. Take care of yourself.

All right. Love you.

I'd love to. Bye.

Hello?

Hello? Oh, it looks dark out. Where are you?

I'm still in the car. I'm parking.

Wow. Where are you?

Can you hear me?

I can.

The girls are good? The dogs are good?

The dogs are great. The girls are... This is an annoying FaceTime call.

I've got to bring Merce with me.

Lord, mercy, Mary and Joseph.

I wouldn't want to entertain thousands of friends over here with the paella

cooking. Sutton described them as erudite. E -R -U -D -I -T -E. Anyway, it

sophisticated and educated.

Whatever. Y 'all, come on. Sit her down.

Sit her down.

Are you tricky?

Garcelle?

Garcelle?

Oh, don't use Merce.

Come on, dinner.

Dinner, dinner, dinner.

She's not talking about me and those earrings.

Reversal of fortune. I told them.

What if I would be from 10?

How would it be?

Bottom line is, bottom line is, I'm drunk.

I still died. She came back to life.

We had lunch. We had absolute soda with two lemons.

Then you guys came over, had more drinks.

And now I got to go into the courtyard.

And pretend to be... I don't even know how to make bacon, egg, and cheese.

Monica,

Monica, Monica.

Okay,

we're going in.

Hey! Oh, look at you! I'm sorry, I'm like, this is bad.

I'm the worst.

Oh, my goodness. Oh, my goodness. Oh, my God. Did you bring the beautiful

people? Yes.

Hi. Hi, Mira. I haven't seen Trevor in a few years. We just got into trouble

together. Hi, Monica.

Benedetta.

Hi, nice to meet you. Nice to meet you.

It's how I learned words like conforma and focaccia and

what teabagging was.

What is your opinion on teabagging?

Oh, you know, I'm opposed to it.

Oh, golly. Oh, this is gorgeous.

It's so pretty out here, isn't it?

What do you want? You know, I think, like, a martini would be good.

Yeah? Hello, everyone!

Oh, gorgeous.

Gorgeous, gorgeous.

Hi, Dorit. Erica, I'm afraid you're going to, like, topple over. I shall

What is your name? I'm Trevor.

Nice to meet you. Oh, you know, we've been hearing about, like, crazy all

days. Nice to meet you.

We've heard so much about you. So much about you. We've really heard a lot

you. And Sutton, she's a beautiful soul.

How can you tell if Erica's drunk?

Sutton, you're a beautiful soul.

I was just saying nice things about you, my darling.

That bitch is lathered.

Where's your cocktail?

You should go ahead. No, you should go ahead. No, you should go ahead. No,

you're the guest of honor. You should go ahead. No, you should go ahead.

Coming up.

That, for me, was the great lesson of being with Merce.

Amazing artist.

I know you love Merce, but Merce was in a zip lock down.

Thank you. You look beautiful.

Oh, thank you.

Oh, wow.

How are you?

How are you?

I'm very beautiful.

I didn't even know that you were on camera.

Is this the vodka soda?

Oh, you like that? Yeah. I like that.

Thank you. You too.

Hi,

ladies. Hello.

We're ready for you. You guys, everybody, let's go.

Hola. How are you? Very good. How are you? Good. Thank you so much.

Wow.

You ever had paella before?

No. First time?

First time.

I want to see his paella.

We have squid. We have monkfish.

And how long have you been cooking?

Oh, for like 30 years, I guess. Wow. I was the chef in the beginning.

And then Storm would always help me. He's my son.

There was a resemblance. Yeah, yeah, yeah. I love that.

I'm ten minutes ahead of you.

I'm like, hello.

I forgot to shout.

I could see myself moving to Spain, learning the language, being with

daddy, and being stepmom to Stormy.

Come here, daddy.

I may need to burp him or breastfeed him.

Are you starting the paella now? Yes, exactly.

Ah.

This will be a seafood paella, and that's a vegetarian.

I've always really enjoyed cooking.

Now it's loads of fun as well, because I can cook with my son.

We've got a father and son situation.

We've got to talk.

Garcelle called it. She called it.

I mean, Garcelle will probably win.

We'll be back.

Her bosoms are bigger than mine.

Oh, wait. I heard that you had a good combo, Dorit. Oh, I did. I did. I did. I

did. I'm still learning. I learned about you today. You know what I mean? I

think we're all learning.

I'd like to get to know more. Thanks.

I mean, we had a really great conversation, I think, the entire table.

You know what you did today?

What'd I do?

You let your profession ride over your personal.

And it was really nice. Always.

Hi. You're okay?

Always. I'll always do that.

I would like to move forward with her.

Anna Marie was amazing today. I really saw a really kind and generous side.

And it really makes me want to move forward in our friendship and start

Oh! Excuse me, gorgeous. What did I miss?

Whoa, we missed everything.

Look how beautiful.

This is a sofrito, we call that.

Sofrito. Sofrito.

That's like the base of the paella. So it takes the taste of the onion and the

garlic and all that.

Oh, Demi.

It's beautiful.

Demi. Demi.

It's ready now. Oh, it's ready.

Oh, let's kill them. I'm so excited. Everyone, Trevor.

Trevor, where's Russ?

I brought him out and he's on the ledge.

You go get him off the ledge.

Crystal, she's back from the dead.

Look at who I got this from. You did it on purpose, didn't you? Hi. Where are

you going to sit? Are you sitting there? Thank you all for joining me this

evening.

So, I fully expect you to divulge every single dirty

detail about this one.

She was so mean to me. I was really nice. I tried to get her attention, and

throw paperclips over my shoulder, and she would say, Trevor, stop it now.

And that southern drop. We've heard that tone.

Let the mouse go. Is there anything I said? You had your fun.

Let it go.

Who was in on the joke? Raise your hand.

I'm in on the joke. Raise your hand.

Name them. Name them. Name them.

Name them. Let me talk, Jesus.

Sutton always acted like she was in charge, even though she wasn't.

Sutton lived in Brooklyn.

Brooklyn? What a dump.

I was poor in New York City.

I would go to those places and buy like $5 dresses.

You know, I worked.

And I was truly independent.

And I loved it.

Trevor would arrange parties for the company up at the studio.

I like hearing about young Sutton, a studio manager. I was like, we cannot

two on the studio floor.

She was not always very wealthy.

She just likes to pretend that she was.

So Sutton, you hadn't met Christian yet? Yes. Oh, yeah, yeah, yeah. Oh, you

hadn't met Christian? I was dating Christian. She met Christian at 14 years

14, Jesus Christ.

We met so many amazing people.

I was so much fun being with Merce. Can I say something?

I know you love Merce, but Merce was in a Ziploc bag.

Mmm!

I don't know how many drinks she's had, but Erica is very intoxicated.

It's not a good sign.

We met so many amazing people.

I was so much fun being with Merce. Look, can I say something?

I know you love Merce, but Merce was in a Ziploc bag.

I'm sorry, but I have to agree with Erica.

Merce should not be in a Ziploc.

A little silk pouch or something.

But this is... how people carry ashes.

They're usually in a big plastic bag, like you get a goldfish.

Kyle's mother's ashes are in the bathroom right now.

I have my mom's ashes down there.

Jesus. Sorry about that, Mom.

I got scared.

I've seen so many movies where they show people knocking them over and getting

vacuumed up. I put them in the guest bathroom.

It's a very beautiful bathroom.

This is so delicious.

So delicious.

Monica, where are you from? I'm from Philadelphia.

But I like to say I'm from the land where Beanie Siegel is king.

Beanie Siegel? Beanie Siegel.

Do you guys know who Beanie is?

Yeah, I do. He's a rapper from Philadelphia that I love.

Beanie Siegel. Okay, we've got to look him up.

So you build buildings in Barcelona?

Yeah. Because you all have interesting things that you do, and I'm curious.

Sorry, but you're with the number one architect in Barcelona, which is her.

She's very lovely. No. She's exaggerating. No.

I mean, she's an icon.

You have to go visit Santa Caterina Mercado.

Oh, wow.

Amira didn't say anything about her. I will. I was born in Sacramento,

California, but I grew up in...

Beirut, Lebanon, Aleppo, Syria, Rabat, Morocco, and Cairo, Egypt.

Wow. My father is Lebanese, and my mother is Palestinian from Gaza.

So does that make you Muslim or Christian? Because Lebanese are also

Yeah, Sunni Muslim, because we also have many different kinds of Muslims, right?

Right, Sunni Shiites and all kinds of stuff.

I am used to dining and socializing with erudite via Tom Girardi.

I didn't get the opportunity to go to college, so I have a high school

education. But I have a genuine thirst just to know things.

Erudites, they love to talk. So just ask a bunch of questions.

Provided they're not stuck up and looking down at you.

They're cool.

I'm an urban planner, and I worked on downtown Beirut after the Civil War.

Oh my God.

In the 80s, there was a 15 -year civil war. Right.

They worked on a seed bank in Aleppo, Syria.

Coming out of the fertile crescent, right?

Fertile crescent, exactly.

I was told that Beirut is almost like Los Angeles in the sense that it was a

to the mountains in the snow.

Exactly. Still civil war there, yeah?

I don't know what happens to Erica when she gets drunk, but she suddenly becomes

like the world's oracle.

I don't know if you've ever heard of Shabran Khalil Shabran, the prophet.

Yes.

Who are you?

It's impressive.

It's like watching drunk rain men.

I mean, y 'all, this is such a complete pleasure.

And, you know, I can't.

Merth is in the purse.

I could

watch this all night.

Merce has been with me now for over 10 years, as my son pointed out. And I

can't wait to spread Merce around here in this beautiful sea.

Cop us to our deaths.

We scared away Dorman and his dad.

I think that we scared away Dorman and his father. I think his father's in my

room.

She's definitely hoping.

When you're finished, I'm going to move over.

Everybody's timed up.

Everybody stand up, he says. Viva España!

Viva España!

I love her.

Viva España.

Viva España.

Okay, good night. Thank you very much.

So nice to meet you all.

Oh, Lord.

It was a pleasure. Thank you. It was such a pleasure to meet you.

It was such a pleasure to meet all of you. Thank you. Such a pleasure. Good

night. Good night.

Other way.

I'm in here.

Girl. Are we going to get together?

What's going on?

I don't know. What's going on with you?

I love that dress.

You know what? It turned out good. It's so good. It's so good. So, get comfy.

Okay. Okay.

Okay.

Oh, hi.

By the way, you surprised me so damn much. How? How do you know all this

She literally was blowing everyone's mind. Yeah. This is getting genius.

didn't. Fortunate enough to know a lot of smart people and ask a lot of

questions and things like that. Okay, y 'all have to leave because the chef's

dad's coming over.

No, I'm kidding. I'm kidding.

I wish.

Bye.

Have a safe trip back home.

Enjoy the rest of your stay in Spain.

Thank you so much.

You were kind of goody two -shoe.

What's a goody two -shoe?

You were...

Not as comfortable in your own skin as you are today.

No.

You have come into your own. Thank you. Well, that's why I always call you lady,

because I knew you were going to just grow up and be a beautiful lady. Thank

you. You're right where you're supposed to be.

So is Mark. So is Mark.

He's right where he's supposed to be. On top of my...

Dolce & Gabbana.

Very sparkly. He would like it.

No, I gotta go. I got things to do tomorrow.

And I can get up.

Okay.

My hair.

You are so funny. I'm dead.

What'd I do?

Sutton, she's a beautiful soul. I was just saying nice things about you, my

darling.

Murph is in the purse.

Listen.

Huh?

What do you have?

Yes.

Amazing. How you feeling?

I feel good. I feel a little bit low, and I wonder if it's, like, all the

medication.

Yeah, getting in your system, yeah.

Having high blood pressure is something that you have to stay on top of, and I

know, like, it runs in my family. She just needs to calm down. If she gets

up, that's not going to help.

Still high, but that's okay.

I mean, it's not going to go down overnight. Like, you know, it's gone

Yeah. Right?

Crystal just started the medication yesterday, so it takes a while.

Oh, my God, Erica.

She was funny last night. I think Sutton was not happy. Oh, no.

Hi.

Oh, my God. Look at those.

Those are not pajamas for sleeping, obviously. That's what you're wearing

No. You sleep in those?

I deliver flowers in these. This is the... Oh, wow.

Flower of Spain.

So we're going to wear these. Okay.

And then when we feel like we need to release whatever's inside of us, we're

going to send them off into the ocean.

This ceremony is so important for me. I'm going to release Merce's ashes that

I've been holding on to. For the other women, I want them to think about

something that maybe they've internalized that they need to release.

I mean, I know you've had a year.

I think we all have this opportunity to share something, to bring us closer

together.

I didn't know the spiritual side of you.

Well, you don't. Well, yeah.

My love, love.

I can't see you, baby.

Daddy, you've got your game today. How are you feeling?

Good. PK's in London. My mom's with the kids, and my kids are fine. But I don't

travel much.

Why couldn't PK just be home?

At least one parent's home.

I would have liked that.

Hello, pumpkin.

Hello, pumpkin.

I think he can hear my voice.

Our night was good. We went into town, went to Barcelona.

It was just nice to see more of the town.

What shoes are you wearing? I don't have a sock.

Why am I losing it?

I'm just...

Why am I losing it?

This is emotional.

I think you're underestimating how I'm going to lose it.

I'm losing it. What happened?

I don't know.

What's wrong?

I don't want to open the ash.

Wait, what are you talking about?

What is happening?

What's wrong?

I don't want to open this black bag and stuff.

Tell me what is wrong. I think that there's a lot of my dad wrapped up in

I'm sorry.

It's okay.

You know, when I lost my dad, we spread them in Texas.

But then we each had like a supply, and I lost them. I mean, I moved so many

times after he died.

It's okay.

It's okay.

He's watching over you. He's not thinking about that. I had mercy on my

together.

It's okay.

They're not just mercy's ashes.

They're symbolic of my father's ashes.

Mercy was one of the first people that called me.

When my dad died.

With Trevor.

So all these things are going in my head.

I feel like I'm also scattering my marriage's ashes.

I get that.

Yeah.

I get that.

It's symbolic of a

big part of my life. I was so angry.

for so long about divorce. It just consumes you.

Near the end of my relationship with Christian, I thought it was a good idea

we separated, go into a couple's therapy together, work on our marriage.

Once he moved out, he filed. That emoji with the brain is exploding, that was me

getting a call from my husband telling me I needed to get an attorney.

And now he's leaving, you know, he's leaving the movie.

I'm ill solo.

I'm just, I'm alone.

I guess I have a lot of suppressed emotions.

My marriage, my dad's death, and then Merce. You can't name any more

three important men ever in my life. And I got to let them go.

I'm 52.

I have to be the 24 -year -old girl.

He moved to New York.

Again.

Being alone can feel lonely sometimes, but also can feel good sometimes, too,

maybe.

This is about me.

I know.

Next time on The Real Housewives of Beverly Hills. This is a cute little

Last weekend was bear week here.

What's a bear?

A fuzzy gay man with a lot of hair and muscle.

It's been a long time, and I have to release that pain that I have.

I'm sorry, the wind is blowing that way.

It's all over Garcelle's back.

You're Jimmy Choo's.

Hello, baby.

You said you weren't sure if you trusted this group. Trust is something, and

I've always said this, it's earned.

Where are you off to right now?

I took out two seconds showing. We have to say yes to more things because the

agency is expanding so much. So I'm like, if we're having an issue, why

you give that energy that you give to the company?

If there's no effort, we're not going to end up together.