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'Human emotion transcends all boundaries- gender, religion, and caste.'
'My film reflects that emotions, like nature, cannot be contained.'
'I hold no hatred toward any faith.'
- Brother? - Yes.
This address?
Yes, sure.
Get in.
Come in!
- How are you, sister? - I'm fine
- How have you been? - I'm good.
We last met, when you were in college.
Look now, you're all grown up.
I've grown up, right!
Let me carry the bags.
- It's alright. - No, please. Let me.
Come.
Please, sit…
The house is quite big. Do you live alone here?
No, there are three more friends. We share the place.
'Share' means?
Sharing is like…
The rent, we split it four ways.
Oh!
This looks like a Hindu house?
Yes. My friend, she is Hindu.
Nowadays, finding a house to rent is hard enough
being sensitive about religion, …just won't work out.
You're already sharing…
…it feels like, I'm extra.
No, nothing like that! In fact, a week ago
aunt called to inform me, about a land issue at home
…that she's been there for a few months,
and that in 2 years, this is the first time that you're stepped out.
When she asked me to host you, I felt insulted that she even asked…
I gave her a piece of my mind, saying, if not me then who…
and then, I gave her this address.
Oh, please! It was a lot of effort to find this address
Oh! I shared the address. And the location on WhatsApp,…
…that location would've guided you.
I don't use phones. Been long, since I've used one.
My God! No phones!
How's that even possible?
You see, there is no necessity to use phones in the monastery
Then, why?
…,and we're totally away from the outer world.
If someone doesn't use a phone, they see you like a God, these days!
I can't be without my phone even for a couple of days,
I'd go mad.
But,…
…,I don't know how you folks live.
Alright, then! I just can't stop talking.
I hope you have no issues because of my roommates.
Uh,…no problem.
Alright.
Sister
Just…if you need anything don't hesitate to ask me.
Make yourself at home.
Though, I'm all grown up…
…moments from our childhood, lingers fresh in my memory.
Promise me you won't think of me, as an outsider. Please.
- Ok sister, Bye. - Alright.
In evenings like these, on an open terrace
with a little breeze,…
drinking a hot cup of coffee,… makes it all worth it!
Just try it.
Isn't it great?
Sister, I'm just asking,… Don't mistake me.
It's the small things in life, like this that makes it all so meaningful.
But to leave all of this, and live for God,…how?
Isn't that hard?
Agnes, the life itself, is a gift from Jesus!
We all are in debt.
But a few, like me try to pay it back.
It's not like I'm sacrificing myself.
But,…
…,I don't know.
I have to do it.
And they say, this is the path for an afterlife with Jesus.
If you ask me to abstain for heaven in the afterlife,
I'd rather indulge and go to hell.
Sister,…
- I'm sorry. Just kidding. - It's ok.
This is Preethi,
Arun and Vishnu.
Guys, this is Maria, my cousin.
Alright, what's for dinner?
Girls, anything but dosas! Please cook something good.
We try hard to cook for you, and now, you're acting up!
Buddy, hasn't it been over a week since we had Non Veg
Ya, that's right. Let's have non-veg
- Biriyani for everyone? - Biriyani is fine with me.
I hope that's Ok for you?
Bread and Milk is enough for me.
So, you shouldn't eat non-veg?
We are not supposed to eat.
Maybe, except when there is an event or something.
luxurious food is not allowed.
Uh,…then let's all have vegetarian food as simple as that, and that's Ok, right?
Please, you do not have to change anything because of me.
I'll feel guilty,…and,… please don't pity me.
this is just routine for us, it's how it is.
We have no issues. We are ok with it.
Sister, I'm just curious.
You seem quite young, may I ask how old you are?
Hey! Shut up.
I'm sorry sister… for his dumb questions.
It's okay.
I asked because,…
…in the movie, 'Anbe Sivam',
…the nuns are quite aged,
but you're quite young,… and so was just curious.
Sorry, don't mistake me.
Sister, for how long will you be a nun?
not years,… its a lifetime commitment.
We've taken our vows to work for Jesus.
What? A lifelong commitment? How do you even cope, sister?
So, you're allowed out only for a few days?
Hm,…in a year maybe 4 to 5 days
Well, I haven't been outside in 5 years
but this year, I just felt like stepping out, and I did.
So, if you want to stay outside, will they allow you to leave?
Hm,…they will,…
but after becoming a nun, it is not so easy.
There is a process. Quite complicated.
Keep asking reasons for the denouncement,
give counselling,…
learn the reasons why…
so much, that you'd rather stay in.
Here's a shocker.
She doesn't use a phone.
It has been so long since she's used one.
That's impressive!
Like, life without a phone? I'd rather die, without it.
To live this way, requires guts.
You're great, sister.
And look at her, always on her phone.
Shut up, and eat!
- Give, let me wash it. - No, I'll do it myself.
That's alright. I'll do it.
Alright, I'll give you company till you finish.
You said your friends are roommates, but didn't mention they were men.
Sorry, I thought I'd say, but forgot to mention it.
and they aren't men. Just boys, they're the same age as me…
much younger than you… …maybe like a little brother.
But I'm sorry. Should've said so before.
- That's alright. - I forgot.
Both stay together, but aren't married, right?
Actually, we're living in.
Live-in?
Live-in is,…
Uh…We'll stay together if we like it, if it works out well, get married
for now, it works between us,… and he's quite a character.
However rude I am to him, and at the end of the day,
he is there for me.
It's going well for now. Hopefully. Let's see.
But,…Is he Hindu?
Uh,…
To be honest, I don't believe in bullshit such as religion and caste.
Our life should be spent with someone who'll make it the most beautiful.
Other than that, I don't mind from which caste he is in.
I've locked the gate, you can lock the door before you sleep.
In case you need anyth…
Sorry sister…
I'll be upstairs, in the first room, You can find me in there.
And one more thing,… I'm so happy you are here.
Not a hassle at all,…Been long since I've spent time with a family member.
Good night sister.
Good night.
I'm sorry.
It is me who should apologize for waking you up so early.
When I make coffee for me, I should make one for her too.
Else, she'll pick a fight.
I usually wake up quite early, but because it's a new place…
…nights were a bit late.
I'm also making coffee for you too, sister.
You don't have to do this…
You go brush up.
Your coffee will be ready by then.
Here you go, sister.
- No, thanks! - Just take it.
Bye, sister
Sister Bye, sister
Preethi, wait! You guys missed breakfast.
- We'll have it at the cafeteria. - Okay.
Drive safe.
Hey,…drive careful, alright.
Sure.
Bye, sister.
Good morning sister.
Mornings are quite hard!
Agnes,… Is there a church nearby?
Yes, there is one, but…I don't think, you can manage to go there yourself.
Shall I come with you?
Agnes, I am not a child. Get that?
Oh, no…
I was just kidding.
I too wasn't serious, was just kidding.
Alright, I'll tell you the route.
Amen.
Hey!
Chennai is just too hot.
Of course! Where are we? In Chennai.
It's always hot here.
Sister…
Yes,…
- I'm sorry sister. - It's Ok.
Can I ask you something?
As far as I know,
it's been 4 to 5 years last we met,…
…and that's until now.
and…you're a nun as well.
You've…
…changed quite a lot.
Changed?
What makes you think that?
Changed, in the sense…
…you used to be so fun and jolly back then.
But,…
…now you're quite silent.
Like,…
…you're always in thought, hesitating to talk out loud.
I can sense it.
Like…you're trying hard to control yourself
not free,…
Nothing like that.
I'm free,… …and I'm happy.
Are you only allowed to wear black robes and nothing else?
Yes…
We aren't allowed anything else.
From the moment you came here,
you've been saying the same thing …can't do this, can't eat that.
from what you say, it doesn't feel like a convent,…
…but rather a prison.
Once, you were such a fun person.
but…
To imagine you living a life like this,
I'm surprised.
I'm…not sure…
…how to answer it.
circumstances and time…
…changes everything.
For me, I don't mind the circumstances and time.
I just want to live the moment.
…that's it.
Ok, so you just wait I'll be right back with dresses
and you're wearing it.
End of story. That's it.
No Agnes,…Please,…
I've taken the vows.
Just wearing the dress won't make you a sinner.
Sin, that's a big word.
just like your black robes, it's also made of cloth.
I'm bringing it. You're wearing it. Okay?
No Agnes.
Agnes,…
Wait, let me turn on the lights.
You're SO pretty.
All this while, you've been hiding this under your robes?
Agnes, It's been years since I've seen myself so pretty.
I think they're here. I'll go downstairs to open the gates
Sister, you're looking so pretty!
You did this?
I swear, you're looking great You're going to make heads turn.
We were just talking last night,…
she mentioned, that you'll be here for just 3 more days
and…tomorrow's Saturday.
it's the weekend.
and we'll all be at home.
So, let us know where you want to go.
For me? That's not needed.
Just tell us.
it's been quite long since we've been outside.
When was the last time you went to the beach?
it's been many years…
Then, we'll hit the beach tomorrow.
- That works! - Ok, sure.
So guys, the plan is fixed, right.
Preethi, let's head upstairs
- Why? - Should I tell that here?
…some doubts from work last night. Now, come!
What's such an important doubt, sir?
Hm…I'm having few doubts in those 'positions'…
You joining me, or what?
Hey!
Every weekend?
Sir, I work only on weekends. But you, you work hard every day.
Just go!
- How much do you want me to beg? - Don't you want to go to bed?
- I'm tired. - You go, I'll join
Alright. Okay!
- Good night sister. - Hmm…
sister, they were just clowning around.
Hope it didn't bother you.
Hmm…No,…
Amen.
You don't have to do all this?
It's okay.
Thanks.
Please, Lord.
Let me not get thoughts like these.
I'm not stable.
Please control me, Take me in your hands.
Please Lord,
Ensure I don't get these intrusive thoughts, please.
I beg you.
Tell her.
Hmm, you'll be here only for a couple of days…
So, after beach,…
…we thought of a sit-down session
That's fine with me. I got no issues.
Ahh, We don't just simply sit and talk…
…talking will need some booze.
…and, it would also be a little send-off party for you.
So, if it's ok with you, we'll proceed.
Agnes, not just you…
none of you all have to restrict anything or expect permission from me at all.
Infact, this is your place.
I'm just a guest here.
So, buddy get ready. And you, come let's get ready.
I know you'll take at least an hour to get dress up well. So,…
Shut up. You go, I'll join you.
So, what booze shall we buy?
- I want to try Whisky - Not now, later.
Sister, you're Ok right?
No problem, dear.
Then, come upstairs and pick up whatever dress you want.
No dear, no thanks
Why? You're stepping out after a long time, wear something fresh.
No Agnes, just let it be.
You don't feel about it. Go, get ready.
Buddy, we're going for a walk
- Alright. - We'll be right back.
I kind of feel sad for her.
Why?
She wishes to live a normal life like us.
But because she's a nun she can't do much more.
just think about it,…
if you dislike something…
Why not? And…it's just too many questions.
You can't give an explanation to dislike.
I'm not sure when but aunt told me,
a year before becoming a nun they send them home,
to live a normal life for a year.
and if they don't like the normal life, they can get back to become a nun
and then you can dedicate your life to serving Jesus
So, when aunt told me I had a query
How can she experience all the emotions within a year?
If you ask me, women have stronger emotions than men.
To experience love, can one just go, find a man to fall in love?
Or, to experience sex just go have random sex?
This is the dumbest idea, I've ever heard in my life.
Even with 2 to 3 times each night, It’s hard to satisfy you…
imagine, if you become a nun.
You'll be wacked!
You dog, shut up!
What am I talking about, and what are you thinking.
I can't live for the world.
I'm happy with this life.
Sister? Come, let's leave.
Come…
You moron! Hold it carefully.
Sorry Bro!
Are you ok?
Call and tell them to come to parking soon.
Yes, I’ll call.
- Come, let's go. - Let's go sister.
Sister?
Sister, can you please bless us?
Okay
Thank you!
Hey? Everything is here. Where are you going?
- To call sister. - Bro, pour me a bit more?
Sister.
Join us, all are waiting for you.
No dear, I'm not joining.
What's this sister. Just join us.
No dear, I'm not feeling so well.
Are you feeling sick?
No,…I'm just feeling upset.
You’ll feel relaxed once you open up with us
No dear, I don't want to.
You'll be here only for a couple of days…
and I don't know when we'll meet again.
Join us. Please.
Cheers!
What's this?
Done in a gulp?
See, how slow we slow with it.
Well, shut up.
Guess they are drinking without us, often!
Sister?
Are you going to be here only for a couple days?
Can't you stay here a few more days?
No dear, I have to leave
Sister,…if you leave now Will you return only after a year?
Yes.
Just tell them, you can't stay anymore and just leave Sister.
Ok. Let's go for another round!
- Agnes,… - Ya
I'll go downstairs, you guys continue.
Ok sister, you go.
Sorry
I'm just here for water.
Will you be here for just one more day?
Don't forget us.
hope you don't mind…
you are very pretty…
just…
felt like saying…
Hey !
How long should I call you?
Just stepped down for water. Now move.
Sister…
…the gate is locked Lock the door before you sleep.
…just dropped in to say that.
Good night. Sweet dreams.
Lord!
Please, forgive me Lord.
I sinned, I made a mistake.
Please forgive me Lord.
I begged you to keep me safe from these vile, evil thoughts
I've dedicated my life to you,
but…if you can't help me with this very small thing.
Please, make me pure.
Please, make me Holy.
Please, don't leave me in the dark.
Please, don't punish me.
Where are you leaving?
I'm going back to the convent
You mentioned tomorrow, why now?
No Agnes, I should leave.
What's this, sudden change of plans?
None of them are even woken up. Wait, let me wake them up.
No, not now. You can tell them later.
- Ok, I'll leave. - Wait, let me make coffee for you.
Uhhh…No thanks I'll have something enroute.
This is disappointing,… You're leaving in such haste…
Take care.
Not sure when we'll meet again,
Miss you.
It's been so many years! Hope you are well dear.
I'm good, Ma.
But…tomorrow,… Shouldn't you be in the convent?
Do they know you're running late?
That's not an issue. I'll handle it.
- How are you? - I'm alright.
with the blessings of the Christ, I am well.
Have you had anything to eat?
Yes, I have.
Then, you change clothes and get to bed.
that was quite a long journey, you must be really tired.
Ma,… …we have to talk.
We can do all that in the morning Now, get changed and sleep tight.
Come dear, Idlis are ready. Let's eat.
I'll eat later. You come inside.
Sit, please.
You've been saying you want to talk since you came here. What's it about?
Ma,…it's just that… for a few days…
…I've been recurring bad thoughts.
Did you have a nightmare or something?
No,…Nothing of that sort
I…
I wish…
I wish to lead a normal life, like others.
What are you blabbering?
It seems like you've decided to not return to the convent, huh?
No Ma.
with so much doubts in me I am not sure how to get back in
So far, no one in our family have become a nun
I've been a proud mother of a nun.
the Lord Jesus himself has called upon you, to serve him.
this is a blessing… this is not easy to come by.
So, you are not concerned about your daughter's joy?
you are concerned of what, all, the neighbours & relatives will think
you don't give a damn if I live happy or just die.
Right?
Dear…
I don't know, how to explain this to you?
The world is full of women,
not all become nuns.
it is a blessing,… you have it…
Damn God! I do not want none of that blessing!
just let me live life, like a normal girl
that's enough…
As a girl, I've been suppressing all my emotions and desires.
With none to share with, no one to talk to,…
I'm all cocooned inside.
You won't understand my pain you just cannot, Ma.
If you loved 'Jesus' so much…Then, You should have become a nun!
You experienced everything in your youth
Did you birth me without experiencing any pleasure?
Why? Shouldn't I have such desires?
Now, what have you decided?
Are you not going to be a nun anymore?
Ma, even if I want to, I can't go back there.
I've been touched by a man.
'Blood of Jesus, Long Live'
Come in.
What happened? It's just been a day and you're back from the convent?
…there is some renovation happening in the convent,
they asked us to stay in a hostel outside.
so…I came here…
Hope it's ok for you
No problem…I just asked 'cause you are dropping in, past midnight.
Come.
What happened? Are you feeling sick?
Nothing…just a headache.
Then, fix yourself a cup of coffee.
This is the house key,
you'll have to make lunch yourself.
Evening, I'll be back soon. Ok. Bye!
It's getting late. Let's go!
Hi.
Today, Office was so hard!
They pissed me off.
Had lunch?
Hi sister!
Alright, I'll freshen up and be right back.
Go,…
Move…, soon.
- Interested in Fish? - Just like that.
When you're alone, I think it is going to be your company.
Agnes,…
it's kind of odd to ask,…
Do you have clothes to spare, for me?
Why you're hesitating this much to ask?
That's not a hassle.
Ok, will bring them downstairs before I get to bed.
But, why?
Nothing,…feels quite odd to wear these black robes, all the time…
…and so, for a change.
Awesome! I told you to do so! And now,…you're in for the same!
Why aren't you guys eating?
Waiting for you to pray,…
Uh,…that's alright,…let's eat
Here you go.
Why a phone?
I haven't been using it in a while,… But its working well.
Suppose there is an emergency, and there is a need to contact you.
And also,…
There is no TV,
So, you'll definitely be bored all day, being alone.
you can watch videos, or listen to songs on this mobile.
Thanks,…
Now, stop saying Thanks. Don't be formal. That's not needed.
Alright, I'm going to bed. Bye!
I was thinking of you the entire day.
When you left without informing You know how sad it made me?
When I met you for the first time,…
I felt something…
but, when you were a nun…
it felt wrong…
I controlled myself.
I am in love with you.
Will you come with me?
I'll take good care,…
Age is not an issue.
I want to get married to you…
Will you?
You're the first man who has touched me.
But just because,…
I'm not interested at all, in marrying you.
But,…
The other day,…when we kissed you didn't stop me at all…
And I thought you were in love as well.
Even now, I'm fine with whatever you do…
…but nothing more than that. Not love nor marriage. None.
What do I look like?
A call boy?
You tried to use me for your lust?
Shit!
Bye.
You are alive because I wanted to let you live.
and so you're back in water…
That God didn't save you.
It was me. Understood?
Do you understand?
Why is my life so full of misery?
Why the hell should I serve you?
it was my fate…
for years,…I was forced to do that job.
Do you know that?
If I had this courage back then…
I would have trashed it and moved on.
Do you think,…
I can't live without you?
I'll live,…
Wanna see?
Earlier, you gave me a life I did not like,…
And now, if I can not live my life, in a way I desire to live,…
Then, why should I even exist?
Huh?
I don't like you!
Please wait outside… I'll call you.
Hail Satan!
Master, someone is waiting outside
- Ask them to come in,… - Please step in.
Please, take a seat
Yes? Tell me
You know what this symbol means and still, you are here,…right?
I've seen this many times. I know what it is.
Then, why?
I,…
…don't know how to articulate
I'm confused.
I can understand.
As far as I know, people who come here knowing what it is, are few too less.
Only a few do.
And the only problem they have is…
…this confusion
with a dislike for Christianity, they're looking for a way out
at a certain point, they don't want to be Christian anymore.
I can sense…
you're confused with the same.
I think…
you don't like Jesus anymore…
- Correct? - Yes.
We don't like Jesus too.
There is a famous quote, "Enemy of my enemy is my friend"
You've come to the right place.
We have a Satanic Community here.
There are, four or five members,
but all of them are,… pure Antichrist.
Daily, we come here to pray.
outside, we can't do much against the world,…so
we're still working like a secret community.
We have our great hopes.
A day will come.
if you truly feel like joining us,… you can drop in anytime you like.
I'm saying this because,…
there is so much anger in your eyes.
I can literally see it.
Are you waiting for long?
No,…Just came in.
Let's get in.
You want to talk?
You're free to say anything, to me.
No one is controlling you.
You're free to talk here.
Why don't you like Jesus?
Why are you so mad at Christianity?
it's not anger, just dislike.
You're not going to believe this,… I am a Christian.
My family is all Christian,
but now,…I'm an Antichrist.
I'm not a Christian anymore.
Everyone gets a day in their life
a day that changes their life around…
I got a day like that as well,…
From childhood,… I'm not a big fan of Christianity
I used to go to church, without much of a choice…do prayers
While in college for the first time, a friend introduced me to Satanism
He gave me a book…
"The Satanic Bible"
Before that, I didn't know there was a dedicated bible for Satan himself.
Before I could finish reading,…
I just fell in love with the philosophies of Satanism
And that book is written by the great Anton Szandor LaVey
He is the first Satanist
He was the first to preach Satanism to the world
I'm sorry,…
I haven't introduced myself
I'm Anton LaVey
Yes,… I've named myself after him
He is my mentor.
By the way, your name is,…
Maria
Maria? Wow!
Can you feel the irony here?
Maria, is now talking with Anton
Umm…Nice!
One second…
Here, take this
I've a question
You mention, Antichrist, Satanism
…all this is
…they say is a sin
Immoral, is what they say
like an evil act.
- I've read about it. - Who said so?
Did the Great Jesus of Nazareth say that?
Is everything in the Bible only about this?
They speak a lot about us.
and in their Bible, I have read something. And it goes like,…
When the population of Antichrist grows,…
That Armies of God will descend to kill us.
Under the Leadership of Christ
I've read this theory somewhere.
I am not sure you know,…
After crucifying Jesus,…
A few believed he turned into God and ascended up, into heaven.
In the same age,…
…a set of people said he isn't a God but a normal, mortal man.
and they were called Antichrist,… they were being isolated by the world.
When a lie is repeated many times by a group of people, then…
everyone around them will believe it is the truth.
and so,… the Christian population rises.
Years turned Centuries,…and the Antichrist population dwindled.
But now…
We are emerging. We are growing in numbers.
and don't care if God descends to kill us.
Because,…
We'll populate in hell.
And when the time comes,
The great Lord Satan will start the war against Gods,
and he'll kill all those…
And you said,…
an act of evil,
turn EVIL around,… it spells LIVE.
So, every human who lives, is evil.
sorry,…
sometimes I go crazy,
but you were saying…
- Hi Master. - Hi Master.
- Hi Master. - Welcome.
- She's a new member of our family. - Hi!
Where's Varma?
What happened?
He's outside, Master.
Varma! Get in Now.
What happened?
In our Anna Nagar church,…
I was distributing pamphlets, as usual
two people from the church,… caught me,…
asked why I was standing there,…
took my bag,… saw the pamphlets and got tensed.
They started beating me.
Guys,…remember one thing.
The more, the world insults or hates you.
the more you become holier.
then you'll become a… true Satanist.
You're a true Satanist now.
- Hail Satan! - Hail Satan!
We'll start to pray in a while…
and if you want to,… …you can join us.
In the name of Satan,
The ruler of Earth,
and, king of the world;
I command the forces of darkness to bestow their infernal powers upon me,
by all the Gods of the pit,
I command these things of, what I speak,
shall come to pass,
come forth and answer to your names,
by manifesting my desires.
- Hail Satan! - Hail Satan!
Hail Satan.
Bye Master. Bye!
You wanted to talk,… but we couldn't.
Now I'm free. If you'd like to. We'll talk.
But, if you want to leave, you can.
I want to talk with you.
Tell me,…
I'm not just a Christian.
I'm a nun.
What?
A nun?
Are you serious?
I've been practicing Satanism for 8 years,
a lot of Christians, have become Satanists, attracted by the tenets of Satanism.
But for the first time,…
…a nun has denounced Christianity to become a Satanist.
This is a first.
It gives me both wonder and shock.
Can I ask you something?
Why did you denounce Christianity?
I'm…not sure how to tell you this.
I'm a girl,…
In there, I couldn't satisfy my wishes or pleasures, like a normal woman
I thought I'll be free to satisfy myself only if I am outside, and hence…I'm out.
But, even now, I'm unsure if my choice was right or wrong.
I can't bear the confusion that's going on in my mind.
It's unbearable.
Makes me wonder why, I am even alive.
Look…
There's no reason to think so much,
this is your life, and only you have the rights to choose what you want
No man, no Religion,… Even,…
Satanism, that which I love with my life, has no rights.
Fortunately, that's the main philosophy of Satanism.
You should decide how to live your life.
because,…the world,…
is a very cruel place.
They ask us to show another cheek when slapped, but if we do…
…we're trapped. Done.
If we get slapped,…
We should hit back,…and only then, we can survive.
and that is the rule of nature.
Can I tell you something?
Because you've been controlling your natural urges,…
you've lost control, and denounced Christianity,…and now here.
Always work in harmony,
with nature, not against it.
In the Bible, you might've read this…
that Christians must not follow the seven deadly sins
Do you know, what the 'Seven Deadly' sins are?
Pride,…Greed,…
Lust,…Envy,…
Gluttony,…Wrath, and Sloth
Your Bible says a man should live without any of these,…
Do you think it's possible?
Anger, Lust, Grief, Greed,…
Do you think a man can live without any of these?
and if he does, he isn't even human.
Do you think I was right, to step out?
a hundred percent, you're right.
there's nothing to think, or get confused.
This is your life. You should decide 'your own' path.
Some men can control some desires, but can't control a few.
and, it applies to women too.
you know,…what I mean.
Sex is an ultimate emotion.
This is your life.
This is your body.
you can get sexual pleasure out of it, any time you want.
you need no one's permission.
"What is denied is more intensely desired."
This is a main watchword of Satanism
Indulgence
instead of abstinence,… But,…
it's not a compulsion
A second,…
Please…
My belief in Satanism has grown even stronger, because of you.
I think your choice to come here,…
it's not a co-incidence.
it's something bigger than that.
I can feel it.
Please, read this bible.
Hey, sis is here.
Guess you've been quite busy! Haven't been able to see you much.
Nothing like that, dear.
- Alright, I'll go upstairs. - Bye
Hi sister.
Guess you left early,…
I tried to reach you,… found you left the mobile here.
Yes.
Your dinner is there,… please have it.
Any important work?
No, why?
I haven't been able to catch up with you for a couple of days,…
And guess you've been dropping in late in the nights,…
and so,…
yes, it's quite important.
Oh!
What's this book?
Just got it, to read.
Okay.
"Wonder whether this thirst will subside ever"
"Amidst the laments Will my thirst explode?"
"My yearn seeks him The blood freezes"
"Sin and death trails me Living gets desperate"
"Truth shows itself Anxiety torches me"
"Nowhere to hide when Love goes sideways"
"Wonder whether this thirst will subside ever"
"My soul sinks in honey Yearning drowns me"
"Desire wins over me fully"
"Norms break, we unite Have no facts to fight"
"Hug me tight to satiate me"
"My yearn seeks him The blood freezes"
"Sin and death trails me Living gets desperate"
Dude?
Did you notice?
She's behaving quite different nowadays
I don't know. Preethi said something like she's returning late in the nights,…
behaving different,…and all
I don't know
No dude,…
Earlier, she always used to be in the 'nun dress'
Nowadays, she doesn't wear it
Whatever,…man
Why even care?
No,… She's changed.
Dude,…why does it matter if she changes or doesn't…
…wears a dress, or doesn't.
but,…why are you,… still asking about her?
so,…something has happened?
Hey! Tell me what happened!
Nope, nothing.
Vishnu,… I've known you for years,…
I can see it in your face,… Something has happened…
Just spill it.
I got a chance to use her.
But,… I didn't.
Dude! What're you saying?
You've been around me, all the time! When did you get to do this?
When we were drinking,…
I went downstairs,…right? for the water bottle…then…
You sinner!
Between picking bottles,… you picked her up.
Nothing much,
just a kiss.
Dude,…I've been controlling myself all this while, because she is a nun.
but you went ahead to use her
and,…truth be said,… she is one hot chick.
She is hot and fine as well!
Dude,…it's not just that,
It's much more.
I had feelings for her.
What? Love?
I'll slap you hard.
That's just lust, and Lust. That is it.
Even when she's all covered up, she is fine as hell.
That's not love.
You have Agnes to fall in love with. Shut up and go to her.
But damn.
After all this,…
you've decide to taste it all, without giving me a piece, Eh?
Are you even my friend?
Guys, I've something important to say
I wanted to talk about this earlier
but was waiting for the right time
I think, now is the perfect time
Maria is not just a Christian
She's a nun.
Yes. I was shocked as well.
As you all know, like us, there are a few Satanic communities in Chennai
But nowhere has a nun, gravitated towards Satanism.
or has believed in it's philosophies.
She has come to us,
and there must be a reason to it.
I believe, it's not an accident.
It's prophecy or something.
This year is going to be big and powerful.
- Hail Satan! - Hail Satan!
You didn't tell me you were a nun,…
But,…anyways
I think it is going to be a glorious one. Ok?
Master.
Thank you, master.
What's the ceremony
All are so happy?
Tomorrow's Christmas Eve.
Satanists celebrate just two festivals,…
Walpugris Night, in the end of April,
Christmas Eve, in December
We don't celebrate Christmas too much,… We do some rituals.
For 8 years, we've been doing these rituals on Christmas Eve
With these rituals, we believe people's belief on Jesus would reduce, in time.
and these folks are happy because,… you are here this time around.
Who actually, is Satan?
Satan,… He's the conqueror of four corners.
And he's the chief devil of the western world.
Like Satan, there are three more Gods
Lucifer, Belial and Leviathan.
And they are the four crown princes of Hell.
North, East, West, South, they rule them all.
And Satan has another name, BEELZEBUB
and this name is known only to the true followers of Satanism.
and Satan is the first Angel who denied,
the Trinity, the father, son and the holy spirit.
If we flip history, we'll know the truth.
Just imagine…
if the crowd had believed the antichrist,
Jesus would be where Satan is today.
Satan would be where Jesus is, today.
a big misconception happened, back then
maybe,…
if Jesus was a black man,
Do you think the world would've accepted him as a God?
No, Never.
They want to see their God white and beautiful.
they don't want to see their God in black.
Even now, there is black, white, Polish, Jewish, Italian, Caste, Religion & bigotry.
Yet Satanism has none of it.
You can be anybody or anything.
But, you should live life on your own terms.
Satan was real. And so he was restricted
and people don't have the stomach to digest the truth
there is a hard truth behind everything being suppressed and forced to forget.
Sorry, but I'll keep going on about this.
Have you read it?
What did you feel?
I'm not sure how to express,…
After finishing reading,…
Confidence,…
is what I'm feeling
And I've to ask you something
Before I came here
a few unique visuals and symbols used to frequent my mind & dreams
quite often.
a few of those images and symbols, connect much, are in this bible as well
I don't know why it is in my head
This one?
Yes, I've seen the same one.
I'm not sure if its a dream,
I've seen this symbol, along with a-
Why? What happened?
See,…this symbol signifies…
ENOCHIAN
Enochian is one of the ancient and occult language
Back in those days,…
it is said, that only true Antichrist used this language
now, no one speaks the language. It became extinct.
Enochian was the language, Lucifer first spoke in.
In the world, only Satanic bible has the keys to the Enochian language
"The 19 keys of Enochian"
These 19 keys have the power to resurrect Lucifer,
There is a belief, like this
Tomorrow, we're going to do the rituals.
Why should you remember these symbols now?
I think, it might be a indication or sign
because we've been doing rituals for many years now
but haven't used the Enochian language,
Now that you're remembering it.
I think…
now is the right time to begin speaking the Enochian language.
What happened to you? What's wrong?
I have no problem
I am normal.
No. You are not normal.
You're being strange all of last week.
You're not talking to anyone. Screw them. You're not even talking to me as you do.
I have no idea, where you are, or what you are up to?
You're late every night.
I'm not seeing you pray.
Last, when did you pray?
You're not wearing even your black robes. Of course, you can wear what you want,
but…you're acting different…
…it feels very strange.
so your issue is, me not praying nor wearing the nun robes, right?
Why Agnes? Haven't you told me this?
to not keep wearing the same dress,… and try others for a change
but you folks can't accept the way I choose to live my life or dress as I want
Look Agnes
I don't have to tell you where I go or what I do
I know, it's your house, you have the right to ask questions
I understand. Give me a few days. I'll leave.
I won't be burden to none of you.
My God!
This conversation is not to question you
but out of concern
just simply want to know, why you're behaving like this.
and you're talking about leaving the house, or something
do you see the difference in how you used to speak, and now.
I'm just asking where you're going or what you're up to
Why? Shouldn't I ask?
As much as you care about me, I do care the same about you.
But I can't answer your questions.
Oh!
Then, why did you lie to me?
Aunt told me everything
Why did you lie to me about the renovation in the convent?
I know everything,
about you wanting to denounce sisterhood,…all of it.
At least, when you were a nun you spoke the truth
You didn't lie. Had nothing to hide. But now,…
Don't know who you're meeting or who is advising you
But you, for sure, are heading in the wrong path.
You can stay as long as you want.
I have no issues.
But ensure you're going in the right path.
Day after, it's Christmas.
There's no bigger gift than being true to ourselves.
Good night.
Did you speak to her last night?
She's changed a lot.
In the name of Satan,
Please, purify the air around me
I am calling the four crown princes of hell,
to come here…
Satan from the South,
Lucifer from the North,
Belial from the East,
Leviathan from the West.
We are here to speak the Eighteenth Enochian key,
the key that opens the gates of hell…
and casts up, Lucifer and his blessings.
Please, accept this my Lord.
- Hail Satan. - Hail Satan
Last night,…
Was better than I anticipated. Everything went perfect.
Everyone was really happy
Even,…I haven't been so happy, prior to this.
When we finished those rituals,
I was overjoyed.
I don't know how to express it.
I too, am unsure of how to express it.
Like,…the burden in my heart is offloaded.
You see, from today your life will change.
You'll be able to live your life as you like it, with full of joy.
I'm sure. You see.
Alright, let it go.
We'll handle it
Shall we let them cook tonight?
As if they will.
Come, let's leave.
Are you coming for dinner, or?
No, I'm not eating.
…a minute, Agnes.
Thanks for everything you've done. I'll never forget it.
but…
I don't want to be a burden anymore, to anyone.
Just give me a day. I'll leave.
Whatever.
I'm leaving this place.
Will you even miss me, unlike others,…or…
…just wish good riddance, like everyone else?
I've something to say…
Agnes told us,
you're leaving…
and that you won't be back.
"Don't leave now" or…
…"please stay"
I have no rights to say all that,…
but all I can do is,…I think I can give you something
The other day, you asked for something.
That you aren't in love
but you were willing to do…
I think…
Now I can give you that.
Agnes,…
I can explain…
Don't!
Don't touch me.
To think I trusted you!
What happened?
Hey, we're asking you.
Hey! Tell me what happened?
I didn't do much.
Agnes has just misunderstood me…
Misunderstood? Have I misunderstood!
Have I misunderstood? Let me!
Have I misunderstood? Let me!
Hey! What happened?
Both were making love, Ok?
Let me…
JUST LET ME!
For respecting you,
you've treated me well.
You wanted to live your life, but forgot others around you.
You're just selfish for your own desires, right?
Hey Agnes. That's Enough. Stop!
You stupid! Get out!
Look at your mess!
That's enough. Stop it.
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