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I'm not going on holiday to find myself
or lose myself. We're going to Essex,

for God's sake.

Are you going to see Sean?

That's the girl you asked me about. They
may never know how she died. Her heart

just stopped. Leave Gilson with the
patient for six months pro bono, and

she didn't show up for a session.

I thought that her death was suspicious,
but you didn't tell me. Why not?

You've been playing me from the start.
You present yourself as a disinterested

party expert pathologist.

Meanwhile, you've been withholding key
information from the investigation.

My colleagues found injuries on Eve.

You think I did something to her? You
think I heard? That's a shilt in your

head! Is it in us?

Is it in my son?

He doesn't choose to be blind.

It's not his fault.

It's nobody's fault, Eve. Is that right?

I was treating her, Leo. Now she's dead.

Your conscience is clear. No, I didn't
say that.

Do you understand what is going to
happen here?

I do.

I need your help.

And it is by your request and consent.

Yes.

Do you have any questions for me?

What did I do to deserve this?

John!

John!

What are you doing in there? I've been
looking for you. Nothing.

What are you doing? Is that Eve's Bible?
It's not a good book, John. I need it.

You don't need it.

Look what it did to Eve.

Please, I'm... It's not you, is it? It's
not Eve.

You can't deceive me, Deema. Tell me
your name! No attacking the servant of

It was you.

You let them in. You let her die.

You don't understand.

It's all right, John. I'm here.

All right? I've got you.

I'll protect you.

Why don't you give it to me?

You?

No, you won't. You let them in.

John! This was our safe place, and
you've let them in.

They'll find me, and it'll be your
fault!

It is me who commands you. I am a
minister of the gods.

Name yourself, I say. Name yourself or
be... You

didn't

know about this?

Who are you?

I don't know. You have to do better than
that. It's not just me now. It's the

police. Police?

I know that actually sounds a bit crazy,
but I didn't think it was illegal, Leo.

Sean, look at this place.

I know, but she didn't die here, did
she?

It's over.

He's gone.

Relax now, dear.

Try and rest.

You do not command me.

Who are you?

You are mine.

Who are you?

We are legion!

The boss, she was gone! Tell me your
name!

D .S. Brooks was asking if it's possible
that what happened in this room put the

stress on her heart that caused it to
stop later on that night.

My heart stopped.

On the operating table, it stopped.

I know.

You told me.

See any bright lights?

Not a goddamn thing.

Did she do that?

Yeah.

No! No!

So this was her house.

And this was her room.

What are you doing? There were drawings
all over these walls. Religious

pictures, parables.

They must be... They must be Eve's.

The Gadarene swine.

In the land of the Gadarene, there came
unto Jesus a man who was possessed.

And Jesus told the spirit to leave him,
saying, What is your name? My name is

Legion, for we are many.

They cast the demons into the swine and
then the pigs threw themselves off the

cliff. But the question still remains,
who opened that door?

Well, it was Eve herself. She took the
key from the exit. No, she couldn't have

done that because these doors open from
the outside. I did that. I couldn't have

my patients locking themselves into the
rooms.

So, who let Eve on it?

There was someone else here.

I'm assuming that someone was you, Mr
Delaney.

So...

So what?

What, you think this is my work?

Well, I don't know how the Royal College
would cope with that idea. I mean, they

would have been all for it up until
1748, but even they have moved on. So

do you think, Leo?

Assault? Wasn't a mark on her? Her nails
have been cut.

Presumably she can feel any damage to
them. The blood's hers.

Look at the place.

No bruises, no internal injuries. I
think the bandages were to protect her

and feet.

Right, so somebody broke her nails.
That's got to be worth an Asbo at least.

Come on.

Emotional distress?

You don't get it, do you?

If an assault occurred here and Eve went
home and died, that's not assault

anymore. Someone caused her death,
someone killed her, that's murder.

And you're saying this happened in your
house, but this is the first you know of

it?

Yeah, well, I must have had the TV up
loud.

I checked your diary. You had no
appointments or patients.

Yeah, like I said, I wasn't here. Where
were you? In bed. Oh, Sean!

Okay. Exploratory surgery at the Royal
Marsden Hospital.

Can you prove that?

No, I can't. I'll leave that up to you.
I'm a little bit pushed for time these

days. How did he know you weren't going
to be here? I don't know!

Surely the question is, who was here?

Who let Eve out of this room?

You shouldn't be doing that inside.

It'll go right up his nose, will it?

It's not his fault. He needs his smell.

They don't know that I was at work that
night.

They could find out.

Well, if it's on their minds, maybe they
will.

I asked you one thing.

It's too much.

I don't know why you want them to think
that I was here.

Yes, you do.

Tony, nobody thinks that you... I love
you,

you know.

You and John.

What was she like when she said
goodnight?

I don't know.

Goodnight.

Don't think I even looked up.

So she never said where she'd been?

I said... Do you think she knew?

Do you think she knew she was going
to... You knew.

When I came to tell you, you knew.

Alloperidol.

Five mils, three times a day.

What we heard were acute psychotic
episodes, Leo.

If only I'd seen it.

She needed more than talk.

She tricked me.

She wanted to get in this house.

And then she tricked me.

See anything interesting?

It's not just bone shakers and voodoo.
There's all kinds of stuff out there.

There are a hundred exorcisms in the
Church of England every year. That's two

week.

And every Catholic diocese has an
officially sanctioned exorcism.

Maybe you were the ones who were out of
step, eh?

She must have found your hospital
appointment letter on your desk.

She took a big risk, though. You could
have come back.

You still think she had a rhythm along,
QT?

I've seen nothing to say that she
didn't. Nothing to prove that she did.

And nothing in her DNA.

And nothing in Mary C .G., your thumb
granny who may have had a heart attack.

You know, the Catholic Church has three
criteria for separating the mentally ill

from the demonically possessed. One,
speaking in tongue.

Two, unusual shows of strength.

And three, clairvoyance.

Clairvoyance?

The day I first met her.

I wasn't feeling too good, you know, my
back was... I was telling myself I

should lay off the drink and she reached
out and she touched me.

Sorry.

Right there.

She said she was sorry.

You know, a couple of weeks later, the
oncologist said exactly the same thing.

Pull it.

That's Eve's church.

It's been bugging me all my life. My
brother's mate, he was a choir boy, so

obviously he was abused.

Then there was my mate Brian, he was a
top travel, and he got it as well. But

then I was an altar boy, you know, I was
a pretty good altar boy. As a matter of

fact, but not so much as a grope. So
that's the question I'm asking you, see.

I mean, what was it about me?

Did Father Dooley not fancy me, or what?
On behalf of the Holy Catholic Church,

I wholeheartedly apologise.

Sean!

Listen, I'm just a Catholic, looking for
some answers, all right?

And as I told you, as I told DS Brooks,
if he, Gilson, did find...

An exorcist irresponsible enough to
perform the rite on a vulnerable young

then she didn't find him here.

I think I may have found her.

As a Catholic, I'm a believer.

As a psychiatrist, I'm a skeptic.

Jesus. I won't perform the rite without
first being satisfied that this is not

the result of mental illness.

Fiona Lansley. Every time... She doesn't
seem crazy.

These forces, without risking something.

Nicky's trying to find an address, a
contact, but... The what?

Do you know what you're doing, Leo?

St Margaret's Peckham, the church
hostel.

Will you come in with me?

I think she might be less reticent with
the woman there.

Where are we going there?

Tell the police. They can talk to her. I
will.

I just... I need to be sure of something
first.

Won't take long.

Excuse me, I'm looking for a Dr Fiona
Lampley.

Thank you.

Dr Lansley?

Sister Fiona, I'm Sarah Brooks. I'm a
police detective.

A woman, mid -fifty, no time to struggle
on full fencing.

There's stuff stuck on the wall, pages
from the Bible.

What do you think?

Oh, there's nothing just... Doesn't seem
like anyone else was involved.

There was some sleeping pills found on
the sideboard, but nothing to suggest

she'd taken them.

I'll never live this down.

Matt will be straight on to my lot.

Bath bin Brooks.

Can't stop shaking.

You got here pretty quick. I thought she
was on leave.

Oh, I see.

I wasn't sure that it was the right
person.

I didn't think.

Yes, you did. You thought not to tell
me.

What, wanted to be sure, did you?

Touching faith you have in your friend?

If you'd asked, Sean Delaney left the
Royal Marsden at 7pm, just like he said.

So unless he's got the diabolic power of
shapeshifting, or a helicopter, your

friend's in the clear.

Doesn't look much like an exorcist, does
she?

How many do you think she's done?

Trained as a psychiatrist, apparently.

You don't expect a shrink to believe in
all that shit.

She was terrified of something.

She died of brain.

She called me.

I told her I couldn't help.

that I no longer performed that rite,
and that night I woke with a terrible

pain. And I saw her standing at the foot
of my bed, and I knew this was

Eve Gilson.

I knew it, even though I had never met
her.

The body shows signs of decomposition.

There are no breakages in the skin.

There is, however, evident bruising in
the left side of the abdominal area,

suggestive of external trauma or
internal rupture.

Shouldn't you be telling your priest
this?

I already did.

Or a psychiatrist?

I told him to.

What did he say?

He thinks I was abused.

I wasn't.

He thinks it's all a big metaphor,
but... Well, you know what for.

And what do you think this possession
means?

Why would these forces choose you?

I don't know.

I bring bad things to people.

To whom?

To people I love.

I was ten when I first felt it.

I was in my room with John.

I remember them coming for me.

They were outside and then they were
inside and they hurt me.

My hands, my feet. I couldn't hold my
fam for a week.

I didn't let them take me to hospital.

I didn't want anyone to know.

I thought it would go away, but it
didn't.

Do you still think about her?

Who?

Your daughter.

Did you know it was a girl?

Lansley was very young when this
happened. She didn't even mention the

and confession.

No -one knew.

And you said that Eve... You told me
that Eve knew about your cancer.

Sean?

Where was this pain that Lansley
described?

Left -hand side beneath the heart. Why?

But one of the soldiers with a spear
pierced his side, and forthwith came the

right blood and water.

There is extensive internal bleeding in
the abdomen, bruises to the soft tissue

around the spleen. The splenic artery is
intact, but the spleen itself...

She must have been hit with significant
force. This level of damage I'd expect

to see after a car crash, something like
that.

Look, Leo, Fiona Lansley died of a
ruptured spleen. Eve Gilston, a sudden

arrhythmic death, possibly as a result
of long QT syndrome.

Possibly. There are things that we don't
understand.

What do you do with that, Doctor?

We work harder. Listen, I have long
accepted that we don't understand fate.

The human heart, until it's...

sliced and diced between slides under a
microscope.

Life's always been a mystery to me. I'm
not expecting it to get any clearer, but

death?

And what are we here for, the three of
us, if we don't understand that?

Nothing.

Nothing from his DNA and still nothing
on his ECG.

He's a perfectly healthy little boy.

His grandmother died at 30 from a heart
attack.

Interval's still regular, but he's
racing.

160.

He's stressed.

Relax, John.

Everything's OK.

What have you found? What can you see?
Have you found out what's wrong with me?

Why don't we take a break, yeah? I don't
want to do this anymore. John, don't...

No, I don't want you to look at me
anymore.

I really miss Eve.

Well, she loved you very much.

Dad?

Come on, John.

That's desperate, isn't it?

What?

I've got a son.

Awesome. Three in a row, out of Europe.

So why did you call me?

That night after our session. You know,
when I... How did you know that

something was up?

Woman's intuition.

No, you were too happy.

Euphoric. I've been that way before.

Up and down. It came in waves.

Yeah. It bothered me, you know. I've got
a three -strike rule.

Directly after the session.

Just before dinner and after newsnight,
I was still worried about it. It was a

feeling.

You know, for three days after you came
round to the hospital, you refused to

believe they were dead.

You told me that you had breakfast with
them every morning.

Teresa told me that Cassie was waiting
for me.

She told me where to find the pills.

I didn't want to let them down.

But you now know that they were
hallucinations, creations of a temporary

psychosis brought on by grief. You
wanted to see your family, so you saw

And I had a response to your question
based on many years of professional

experience.

What?

You didn't think I was clairvoyant too,
did you?

Don't. You didn't think there was a
little demon whisper in my ear, did you?

I tried to take him home, but he wanted
to come here.

Well, so you brought him back.

John, where are you going?

John?

What are you doing here?

Oh, sorry, John, that's very rude of me
not to say hello.

My name is Sean.

I knew your sister, I was trying to help
her.

Oh, so you're the doctor.

She told me.

She told me all about you.

Careful. Be careful, John.

Some of them went away, weren't they?

But the others... They were too strong.

Who were too strong, John? Did Eve tell
you about them? Did she tell you about

the deal?

I mean, you must have been very little.

Leave him alone. Do you

remember those, John?

Do you remember when Eve did those
drawings?

She was crying.

She was in so much pain.

She was trying to push them away, but
they were too strong. They were already

inside her.

I wanted to help, but I was too scared.

She was shaking. She fell from the bunk.
Did she catch her hands or feet on

something?

They wanted to hurt her, the things
inside her.

They knew what she was.

What she'd done.

What she'd done to me.

No, John.

John,

who were they?

The ones that wanted to hurt her?

The red...

The green and the purple ones.

She sees them coming, and then there's
nothing she can do.

We thought they lived here, but they
followed us, and they found us again.

it happened again at the flat? I think
that what Eve experienced was what's

called a fit, or a fetia.

It's one of the symptoms of the illness
I told you about, long QT syndrome.

And the colours and shapes that she saw
were called auras.

It's nothing to do with the devil.

It's just something that can happen to
the body. It only needs medicine.

Would medicine help?

If you get the right medicine, yeah.

Would it help me?

Well, like I said, John, we don't even
know that you've got the illness.

Do the same things happen to you that
happen to Eve? You don't know what

talking about.

You've never met them.

I've met them.

They're with me now.

They're in me.

Like they are in Eve.

John, wake.

John, what happened to Eve had nothing
to do with the devil. It was an illness.

It's something that's been in your
family a long time. I think your

suffered from it.

Nana Kate?

Who told you?

Tell me what?

They were in hell, weren't they?

Is that why she did it?

Did what?

She killed herself.

What? Eve told me that Grandpa found
Nana Kate.

and cut her down.

John!

You have to tell Dad what Nana Kate did
to herself.

Eve told me not to tell anyone.

John!

Is this true?

Why didn't you tell me? I don't know
what you're talking about.

You let me believe that your mother died
of a heart attack.

She killed herself?

Sorry.

John's very troubled. He needs help.

You heard what they said, didn't you?
Gary was there.

Is it any bloody wonder, is it? Look.

So you're a believer now? Yeah, well,
what else is there? He's tried

else. You know, the girl dies in her
bed, the grandmother hangs herself from

ceiling, and the little boy is convinced
that the devil owns him. I mean, you

said you were going to come up with an
alternative explanation.

That's what you said you were going to
do. But there's something about this

house, Leo.

And there is something about this
family. And it's got nothing to do with

-duty syndrome. You called it psychosis.

Schizophrenia. You can call it whatever
you like. You know, paranoia, demons.

What the hell does it matter? I believe
that we're all schizophrenic. That there

are two sides to everybody. Yes, there's
the outside visible side that's visible

to us and everybody else. And then
there's the other side.

The side that most of us are too scared
and maybe too sensible to look at. Are

we talking about Eve here?

Her last session, she said she was
tired.

Yes. I gave her a blanket.

She came in.

She laid down on the sofa and she fell
asleep.

And then what happened?

What do you mean?

Oh, come on, Sean.

Two sides of us, the hidden life. What
are you trying to confess here?

Why did you bring me into this? You know
why.

To find out what happened to Eve. So
tell me, what did happen to Eve?

I know I shouldn't have let her stay
here. I know she was pushing the

boundaries. Come to think of it, she was
pushing the boundaries from the minute

we met. Right.

And then I heard the shower, and I got
worried. And so I took a towel, and I

went upstairs.

Christ, Sean.

No.

Listen, when I got up there, the door
was open. I mean, for God's sake, Leo!

You saw her. She was unstable.

My shaving kit was in there. What?

She hurt herself?

let her in.

Why did you take her on without parental
consent, her GP?

I mean, you let her wander around this
place, eat here, sleep here. She pushed

her boundaries. You didn't have any.
Look, Leo, Leo, in the beginning, when

first met, you know, I know now that
she, she had no interest in anything

could do for her. She just wanted to be
here in the bloody house.

But, you know, we got close. We got very
close. She trusted me with the truth.

She told me the devil was inside her.
And then she proved to me that I

help her by showing me that the devil
was inside me.

She saw the other side of me, Leo.

She saw the evil in me. So you believe
her? You're saying she was possessed by

something? Well, don't you? I mean, you
cut her up and you wired them up and

there's nothing.

She walked in through that door. She
told me what was wrong with her. I mean,

why didn't I take her seriously?

And perform an exorcism? Yeah, it's what
she wanted.

I can't talk to you about this.

I've got to go to work tomorrow.

I'm going to go home first and sort
myself out.

Yeah, yeah.

I'll come back at the weekend and check
up on you.

Yeah, OK, listen.

Sorry, Leo.

I'm sorry too, Sean.

And I'm sorry that I couldn't give you
what you wanted.

What do I want?

Absolution.

Working late again?

We need the money.

Can I help?

I thought I'd say goodbye.

And I want to say I'm sorry.

You haven't found anything.

How can that be possible?

They find bodies from Roman times, find
out what killed them.

Not every day you read about scientific
discoveries, but not my daughter, no.

No one can understand her.

I'm really sorry, Mrs Goose.

Maybe one day we'll have an answer.

Does he have it? Does John have what Eve
had?

Well, we can't be sure.

Dr Broadwood will be in touch about
monitoring him.

He did say something to me that I wasn't
able to ask you about.

Something I didn't understand.

What? He said that Eve did something to
him.

And it might be to do with losing his
sight.

What are you talking about?

He got the measles.

If you want to blame anyone, blame me. I
didn't want him to have that MMR.

She got measles too.

Eve did.

And she got it from John? No, she got it
first.

She gave him the measles?

No.

Oh. Oh, Eve.

Oh, that's... Well, that's when it
started.

Oh, poor Eve. She was so sure she was
bad.

She gave John the measles and John went
blind.

Eve thought she made her brother blind.

Dad?

I need my Bible.

Where is it?

Pete,

Pete, Pete. Where is it?

Where is it?

They're coming for me.

No, John. I need it, Pete. They're
coming for me. John.

Last week I had a family.

I tried to talk to her now.

She's silent, but she's not quiet.

What do you mean?

Tony, what is it?

Hi, Dr.

Sean Delaney here. Just leave me a
message after the thing. Thanks.

Sean, it's Leo.

John Gilston has attacked his father and
he's gone missing.

It's stupid, but I wonder if John might
have gone to the house.

Your house.

Call me when you get this, would you?

It's all right, Tony. Don't worry. We'll
find him.

What was he looking for?

He's ripped the place apart.

He's just a boy. Why would he do that?

Maybe I should be asking Tony.

There's something else.

Beth wasn't at home the night that Eve
died.

What? She'd been working Thursday
nights.

She'd been doing double shifts.

Tony came into Eve's room.

She knew why he was coming. That sort of
stress, could that... Tony, it never

touched Eve.

He loved her. He's her father.

He might be a drunk, a loser, but
there's no badness in him. There was

else at that exorcism. Someone opened
the door, took her out of there.

You know how your husband feels about
anything religious.

Maybe he found out about the exorcism,
followed her.

Maybe that's why he didn't like the
religious stuff.

Didn't want to confess him what he was
doing to her. He wasn't there.

How do you know that?

I know you want to defend your family.
You've lost a lot.

No, he wasn't there, was he, Beth?

It was you.

She never asked for anything.

She brought herself up, that girl.

One time, she came to me. She needed
help.

That woman wouldn't do it without my
permission.

I took her to the house.

How could I not?

She never asked me for anything.

Leave! No!

No!

She told me not to open the door,
whatever I heard.

No! But I can't listen to her.

Found her on the road.

Crying.

Calmed her.

Cut her broken nails.

Cleaned her up.

I was late for work.

She said she felt fine.

She thought she was better.

That it had worked.

She wouldn't let me take her in, so I
dropped her outside.

Well, I checked.

I checked with Tony that she got in
okay.

I can't lose him. I can't lose John.

And you've no idea where he could be,
where he goes.

Where he goes? You've seen him.

How far can he go?

He goes everywhere with Eve.

He does everything she does.

John. John.

John, Eve told me that you used to bring
her here, yeah?

John.

She says that you're not safe here
anymore.

Come with me, John.

That's it.

I know a better place.

Good boy.

So when did you know, John?

When did they come to you?

At the funeral, wasn't it?

That's why you ran away, am I right?

You know, Eve told me what you did to
your dad.

Eve told you?

Yeah.

Come on.

Come on.

Come on, John.

Watch the step.

That's it. Come with me.

That's it, John.

Come on.

I'm going to set you free, John.

That's it.

Can you feel it?

Can you feel where we are, John?

Yeah, you could fly from up here.

You don't need that anymore. No! No, it
keeps me safe! No!

Who are you?

Who are you, really? You know who I am.

Did he send you?

That's right.

She's still looking after you, John.

You know what we've got to do, don't
you? I know, but I'm scared.

Yeah.

But you want to get them out of here,
don't you? You're serious about this,

aren't you? You want to return to the
Lord, don't you?

Mum stopped it working last time.

Eve told me it was working, but she
stopped it. I know, I know. We don't

them escaping again, do we? We don't
want them going into someone else, do

No, we don't.

His car's here, but there's no sign of
him. His phone's ringing, but he's not

picking up.

Well, he has been a bit...

I'm stable recently.

I don't know.

Yeah, okay.

You've got to come quickly. Come here.

No, no, get off. I'm telling you, you've
got to come here.

I don't want anything from you. I'm not
talking to you.

Yes, you do. Of course you do.

Tell me your name. I'm John.

No, it's not. You're lying.

Who are you? I'm John. No, you're not
John.

No,

you can't fool me. I've seen them all.

They can't even work. They kill me.

Yeah, I saw someone on the roof.

That old woman, she was nothing. She was
a fart.

She didn't know you like I know you.

Oh, yes, I know you. I've been dealing
with your kind all my life.

I can see you. I can see you all. I can
see you in the

coloring. I saw you in Eve. Eve was bad.

She was evil.

Look what she did.

No, Eve didn't do that. You're lying.
You're just playing tricks again.

Eve wasn't bad.

Yes, she was.

No, she wasn't. Eve wasn't bad and John
wasn't bad. But you were bad.

You are bad.

They're all bad. They're always having
to kill themselves out of Kate. That's a

mortal sin.

Stop hiding behind him. He's just a
little blind boy.

Come on. Leave him alone. Do you know
anything about sin?

I know about sin.

Come to me. To me.

That's it. Go on your noose. On your
noose. On your noose.

I don't know. I don't know what he's
thinking.

Can you see them, John? Can you see
them?

I command you. No!

You do not command me!

I command you!

Come into me!

Yes! No!

I command you! Come into me!

John! What the hell are you doing?

Get off me!

It's all right.

It's all right,

John. You're okay.

What happened?

You can see what happened.

They're gone.

They're in you.

Yes. Come on, Daddy, come on.

They're in me.

John.

Go home, John.

Go home to your mum and dad.

You need them.

I'm fine.

They're gone.

This is okay.

That's okay.

Everything's going to be all right.

I didn't mean to.

I'm sorry.

Come on, sit down.

Sean.

Sean!

Come on. I could have done that for Eve,
Leo.

It worked, didn't it? He believed me.
Come on.

Please.

Sean! In the land of the Gadarene swine,
Leo.

They're all inside me now.

All the madness.

All the demons. No, Sean!

You got rid of it?

Oh, yeah.

It was getting on my nerves.

You're back.

I'm a pathologist. I determine cause of
death.

There's always a cause, a reason.

I've needed that reason. It's been
important to me.

It compensates me for what I don't
understand about life.

But the longer I live, the longer I
look, the less sense it makes to me.

For every action, there's an equal
reaction.

Yet the laws that govern the universe
seldom have anything to do with what we

know of human experience.

We are chaos, unrulable.

So we turn to God or something else.

We will all die.

And there will always be a reason. That
scientific fact.

But it's not the truth.