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All the way back here just because I forgot my darn yoga bag.

I don't remember closing my bedroom door.

Who could?

Oh, my son must be in here.

What's he doing in my bedroom?

And why? Why is the door closed?

You must be up to no good.

Why else would he close the door?

What could he be doing in there?

I better make sure he's not doing anything.

Why is he massacring my baby?

Honey, is this what you do every time I go to yoga?

I bet it is, isn't it?

You're a naughty boy, aren't you?

Touching yourself in mommy's room.

Oh, honey, you don't need to put your penis away.

Well, I'm your mother for one.

That should be reason enough to do that thing and there isn't a part of your

body

Feels like you're growing away from me, that's all.

The older you get, the more modest you are around me.

The more closed off you are.

I don't know where you got it into your head that you even need to close the

door.

You're not in trouble, you know that, right?

I'm not here on the bed because I want to talk to you about what you should and

shouldn't do.

I just wanted to talk with my son.

It just makes me sad that I feel like you're embarrassed around your own

Well, if you're not, honey, if you're not embarrassed around me, you have to

show me.

You have to show me.

Just while we're talking. And that'll make me feel like you really are the

boy that I birthed and raised.

Fed milk from my breast.

Let sleep with me in my bed.

Thank you, sweetheart.

Not so hard, is it?

Really, you do not have any issues.

remember that we used to talk about

everything I don't care if you masturbate you know

I don't I don't I just um I want

you to know that you don't have to wait for me to go to yoga to do it I want you

to feel comfortable in this house No matter what age you are or how old you

You don't have to close the door either.

Mm -mm.

I mean, maybe your father wouldn't agree with that, but... I don't...

He doesn't need the connection that I do with you.

I feel like we're... I don't know, we're kind of the same person.

your age need to do it pretty often.

You don't have a laptop yet.

I can only imagine how you do it.

What do you think about when you're

touching yourself? What do you think about?

Girls. Girls your age.

Anyone in particular?

Oh, come on. I thought you said you were going to be open with me.

No?

Girls?

What about the girls do you like?

Really?

No, that's totally normal.

Is it just girls your age?

You get excited when you think about older women, too?

You do?

Well, I only want to know because, you know, they look so different.

Young girls.

Women.

You know, women like me.

We just look so different.

thin girl of your age, you know?

Well, I mean, we're pretty in different ways, right?

Really?

You think I'm pretty?

Thank you, honey.

You make me feel so young again.

What about mommy is pretty?

Well, thank you. I do work out.

Why do you think I go to yoga?

Anything else?

Because I mean, girls and women have that in common.

You can say it.

You can say it. Tell me.

My breath?

Really?

Do you like?

They're big.

Yeah, they are big.

Well, I know you're not going to ask, so I'll just go ahead and show you a

little bit more.

I can tell you're still very nervous.

You shouldn't be nervous, though. Just a moment.

Mmm. They're heavy.

Yeah, they're really, really heavy.

If you were to kind of hold them up like this, oh, they weigh a ton, sweetheart.

You can't even imagine walking around with these all day long.

It's all right.

Sweetheart, it's all right.

I wanted you to keep it out. It's only a natural reaction that you'd get excited

about things that we're trying to find out about.

You want to hold him?

Oh, honey, there's nothing to be shy about.

I thought we already had this talk.

Alright.

Sweetheart, just put your hands on my breasts.

Honey, you sucked on them when you were a baby.

I'm sure you can touch them right now.

Just reach your hands out and touch them, honey.

There you go. There you go. Don't be shy.

There you go.

Are they heavy?

Let me see the other hand.

You can.

Try to lift them at the same time.

That's it.

Have a little fun with them.

No, it doesn't hurt.

It's like a boob massage.

What do you want to do, honey?

I should have known.

All right.

You are funny.

Oh, you like it when they jiggle?

Is that why you're doing that?

Like the way they look?

Nice and soft, aren't they?

What other parts of mommy do you really like?

You like it when I kiss you?

You like the way mommy's lips look?

Thank you, honey.

Do you like it when I lick them?

I'm gonna kiss you with these lips that you love so much.

I'm gonna kiss you.

Why don't you grab it and

do what you were doing?

You know, it might be easier if you just, um... If you let me...

You know, you have to use... You have to use your wrists a lot

more.

Like that.

Like that.

You like it?

Where did all that nervousness go, huh?

You were so embarrassed to show your penis to your mother just a few minutes

ago.

I'm happy.

This is what I wanted, honey.

This is what I wanted.

Did you like it when I kissed you?

You really did?

Well, you know.

Like kissing it mm -hmm it feels good

Almost exactly like when I was kissing you on the lips

Yeah, it is wet. It's supposed to be wet.

Feels better than your hand, doesn't it?

Even better than just my hand.

You know how I use my tongue when we're kissing?

You put your tongue in my mouth.

I can do the same thing to your penis.

I know, sweetheart.

I'm not kissing it anymore.

It's different, isn't it?

Feels better.

Being inside mommy's mouth feels warm.

Tight.

Sweetie, I know.

What happens when it feels really, really, really, really, really good at

end?

When you're rubbing your penis, what happens at the end?

Oh, it feels so good.

And then all of that white stuff comes out.

Doesn't it?

You see, mommy really wants that to happen, okay?

So if you feel it starting to happen, you should tell me.

Alright? I know.

I know.

It's gonna be so hard to even talk.

On your penis feels so good.

You wanna see my breasts again?

Weedy. You had your time with them.

Alright.

I can't think of my boy.

It's actually kind of perfect. It's getting really hot in here.

Wanted to see him again?

I'm so glad you're not shy anymore.

This is really how it should be between us. Forever.

Whenever you want to masturbate, sweetheart, don't close the door just

mommy's home.

I want an open household.

Whenever I see you, you shouldn't feel embarrassed.

No. No, you shouldn't. Not around me.

I should admit something.

Since you've been so forthcoming about everything with me.

When I came home early, I... I heard you through the door.

Then I opened the door and I looked in.

I know I should have given you your privacy. I know, I know.

But I had to make sure you weren't doing anything naughty.

You were.

Sweetie, did you know that women can masturbate too?

When I saw you touching your penis,

I really wanted to masturbate.

I did.

I did.

When I saw my boy's penis.

When I saw how you were stroking it.

You made me really excited too.

You

missed us.

Of course I - We can kiss again, honey.

Maybe after.

But you know, kissing like that, you should probably

not tell anybody we do that.

It's just kind of a mommy -son secret thing.

Yeah?

Kissing like this is also kind of a mommy's own secret thing.

Okay?

You

gonna

tell mommy when that white stuff is gonna come out, right?

You gonna tell me?

because I want to know.

I want to know how to get ready, when to get ready.

No, honey, it's not because I want to get out of the way.

No, I don't want you to do it into a tissue. I want you to, um, I want you to

put it in my mouth, okay?

Right into my mouth

You want to see a video?

I know, it's okay.

I know you weren't able to tell mommy, it's all right.

You did very well, honey.

Isn't it nice being open with mommy like we used to be?

You have to promise me no matter how old you get, you'll always be like this

with me, right?

You'll always be able to do anything you want with mommy.

So much for yoga class, right?

It's alright, sweetheart.

You did fine.

Alright, why don't you get cleaned up? I'm going to go start my dinner, okay?