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[ Maniacal laughter ]
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[ Indistinct conversations ]
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[ Eerie music plays ]
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**
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-Look at us. Having fun
outside the hospital.
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Would Dr. Wolf ever take you
to a haunted house?
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-Not one that peddles
in harmful and outdated tropes
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for cheap thrills.
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I mean, look at where we are --
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-At a super fun
team-building activity.
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Let's give Charlie credit
for trying.
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-I'm just tired
of the narrative
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that mental health care
is scary.
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-Stop being
such a buzzkill, Dr. Kinney.
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I think you're supposed to be
something other than yourself
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for Halloween.
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-Alright. We're supposed to be
team-building.
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-I'm just saying that the
narrative is always the same.
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It's images of padded rooms
and straitjackets.
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They don't make it easier
for people to ask for help.
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-Okay, but maybe
you're just a little scared.
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-Ooh-ooh!
[ Laughter ]
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-Alright. You shut up, Clyde.
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-[ Laughs ]
-Sorry, Bonnie.
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[ Maniacal laughter ]
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-Ooh.
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-[ Grunts ]
-[ All gasp ]
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-Checking in?
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[ Maniacal laughter ]
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-Time for your medicine!
[ Dramatic note plays ]
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-Oh!
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[ Maniacal laughter,
drill whirring ]
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-You know what?
I get your point.
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[ Chainsaw whirring,
maniacal laughter ]
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-Oh, I do not like that.
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[ All screaming ]
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-Go back, go back!
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[ Breathing heavily, laughing ]
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-You have mirror touch
in a hall of mirrors.
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Is this like symbolism,
Dr. Markus?
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-Yeah.
It represents your vanity.
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-Dr. Anderson to Lobotomy.
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Dr. Anderson to Lobotomy.
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-Jacob?
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[ Suspenseful music plays ]
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Guys?
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[ Eerie note plays ]
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[ Door creaks ]
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[ Maniacal laughter ]
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-I guess it's just us.
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Dream team.
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-I'm gonna go find Ericka...
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[ Dramatic note plays ]
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-There's no going back...
-There's no going back...
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-Dana?
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Where are you?
Can you hear me?
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Where are you?
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Where am I?
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[ Thudding noise ]
[ Gasps ]
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-Going down?
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[ Maniacal laughter ]
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[ All screaming ]
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-No, no, no, no. Let me out.
[ Banging on glass ]
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I'm scared, I'm scared.
Let me out!
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Let me out.
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Please let me out!
Let me out!
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Let me out, let me out!
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-Kinney, Kinney, Kinney!
Breathe! Just breathe!
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It's okay, okay?
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I got you. Okay?
[ Maniacal laughter ]
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You're okay. You're okay.
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[ Laughter continues ]
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-Happy Halloween!
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[ Maniacal laughter ]
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**
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[ Choir singing in Latin ]
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[ Knock on door ]
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[ Suspenseful music plays ]
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-Dad?
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**
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[ Insects chirping ]
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**
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[ Dog barking in distance ]
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[ Eerie music plays ]
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**
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[ Breathing shakily ]
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-Dr. Taylor to Pediatrics.
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Dr. Taylor to Pediatrics.
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[ Suspenseful music plays ]
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-Starting compressions.
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-Oh, my God! Oh, my God!
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He was fine this morning.
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I-I-I called him.
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Oh, my God.
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Is he gonna be okay?
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-30-year-old male found
unresponsive in an ice bath,
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pulseless,
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downtime at least 30 minutes --
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do you want to call it?
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-Uh, not until he's back
to normal temperature!
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I need warm blankets!
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-...Diagnostic Imaging.
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C.T. tech
to Diagnostic Imaging.
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-Unh-unh. No.
No costumes, Patch Adams.
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You can collect said contraband
after you clock out.
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The last thing a patient needs
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is Tinker Bell diagnosing
them with meningitis.
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-Nurse Carter,
uh, do you have the latest
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on Jorge Torres' vitals?
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I need regular updates.
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-Spit it out, Estelle.
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[ Mid-tempo music plays ]
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-Why is Nurse Silva out here
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trying to kill everyone's
Halloween spirit?
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-Heard that, Dana.
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-I think she wanted you to.
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-Oh, no...
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-That is the third person to die
in Room 313 this week.
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-The curse continues.
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-Well, let's take it out
of rotation for now.
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-Keep it on. I don't want
patients in the hallway.
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Curses aren't real.
-Well, good,
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'cause I need to move
Jorge Torres.
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So let's put him in 313.
[ Eerie note plays ]
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-Jorge Torres
is fine where he is.
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-Copy that.
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We'll let the room breathe
for a beat.
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-Dr. Joshua Nichols?
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-Yeah. How can I help?
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-You've been served.
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[ Soft music plays ]
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-Um, what was that about curses
not being real?
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-[ Scoffs ]
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**
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[ Indistinct conversations ]
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-I'm sorry.
Do my eyes deceive me?
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Are you actually working
on Halloween?
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I thought
this is a sacred holiday.
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-It wassacred.
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Morris and I used to love
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throwing our
Monsters and Martinis parties,
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showcasing
our fabulous couples costumes.
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I'm in mourning.
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-I should have remembered that.
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But you stopped inviting me
to those.
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-Because she refused
to wear a costume.
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Anyway, I'd rather be here
keeping busy
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than wallowing at home,
eating fun-sized candy bars.
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-Well, I bet next year
you'll be back
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to wearing a fabulous
couple's costume
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with someone
who deserves you.
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-I'm not holding my breath.
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-Sir, just try to breathe.
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-The medic said that he was dead
when they arrived,
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but t-t-that's not possible,
okay?
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[ Breathes shakily ]
I refuse to believe that.
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-I'm sorry, Dr. Nash,
can I help?
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-Middle-aged man
found by his assistant,
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pulseless and hypothermic
in an ice bath.
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Warmed him back to room temp.
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Because, you know,
you're not really dead
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until you're warm and dead.
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-Uh, last pulse check?
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-Two minutes ago.
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No cardiac motion,
confirmed on ultrasound.
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-Okay. Uh, I'll look into this.
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-Okay, okay. Thank you.
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-Hold compressions please.
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-I think
we're gonna have to call it.
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-[ Grunts ]
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-Okay, we got a live one.
All hands!
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Dr. Nash,
your persistence paid off.
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-Oh, my God. He did it!
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He beat death!
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-I need another I.V.!
Now, please!
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-Normal pupil reaction.
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Okay, I'd like you
to lift your leg up,
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put the opposite heel
on your knee,
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and draw a straight line
down to your shin.
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-What's this about?
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-This is a test
of cerebellar function.
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The coordination
in your lower body looks good.
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In fact, I'd say
you're in pretty decent shape,
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considering that for an hour
or so this morning,
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you were essentially dead.
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-Did you hear that, Thomas?
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Nothing more validating
than impressing a doctor.
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-That may be so,
but I am still concerned
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that your loss of consciousness
could have been neurological.
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Uh, can you recall what happened
before you passed out?
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Why were you in an ice bath?
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-I do a cold plunge
every morning
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just to stimulate
the vagus nerve.
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So this morning I was sitting
in the bath for a minute or so,
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and then everything went blank.
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Next thing I know, I'm here.
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I'd love
your professional opinion.
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Do you think the cold shocked
my heart into arrhythmia?
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I heard about that happening
to a guy in Sweden. -Sweden.
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-Uh, well, we're not ruling
anything out yet,
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but I think that's unlikely
considering your EKG readout.
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-Yeah. See? That makes sense.
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I have a heart of a 24-year-old.
And a penis, too.
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Do you time the lengths of your
nighttime erections, Dr. Wolf?
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Mine can last three hours.
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-Uh. I'm sorry.
How is this relevant?
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-It's a sign
of cardiovascular health.
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-Speaking of which,
what is my blood pressure?
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-119 over 78.
Stone-cold normal.
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-[ Groans ]
-Not for me
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.
I'm usually below 110.
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That's why I'm feeling spiky.
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Is there dextrose
in that solution?
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I'm on a no-sugar diet, guys.
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-We will look into that
with the nursing staff.
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Um, have you always been
so attuned to your health?
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-Oh, we are obsessed with data.
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Part of my job is to help Cyrus
keep track of everything.
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We log his body fat percentage,
VO2 Max,
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hsCRP, ALT, GGT, LDL-C, HDL-C...
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Ooh. Sorry.
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I hope that didn't constitute
breaking my NDA.
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-Nonsense.
We've earned bragging rights.
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We're especially proud
of my telomere length --
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incredibly robust for my age.
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-Oh.
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-Wow.
-Mm-hmm.
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-A biohacker?
Like those tech billionaires?
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-It's not just billionaires.
It's a whole subculture now.
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These guys --
and they typically are guys --
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they believe that through diet,
sleep, exercise,
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supplements, and drugs,
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that they can hack their bodies
and live forever.
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-There's a lot of women
who are into it, too.
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And it's not necessarily
about living forever.
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Most people are focused on
increasing their healthspan.
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Basically the number of good,
high quality years you get.
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Imagine living your 80s the way
most people live their 50s.
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-Well, you know that longevity
is not a new fad.
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From ancient Chinese emperors
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who took mercury pills
to Dark Age Europeans
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searching the globe
for the fountain of youth,
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the quest for eternal life
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is one of humanity's
oldest pursuits.
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-I'm all
for healthy lifestyle choices.
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It's just the idea
that anyone can beat death
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isn't science, it's hubris.
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-We literally have a patient
who just beat death.
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-For now. But if we want
to keep him alive,
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we have to figure out
exactly what happened to him
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in that ice bath.
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Run every lab you can think of
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while we find out more about
Cyrus'... uniquelifestyle.
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[ Dramatic music plays ]
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-Maybe go easy on the rum
next time.
256
00:09:30,714 --> 00:09:31,715
- Eye,captain.
257
00:09:31,877 --> 00:09:33,003
-[ Laughs ]
258
00:09:33,082 --> 00:09:35,000
[ Telephone rings ]
259
00:09:35,075 --> 00:09:37,160
[ Indistinct conversations ]
260
00:09:40,641 --> 00:09:42,434
-Hey! Sam.
261
00:09:42,468 --> 00:09:43,761
-Mnh-mnh. Oh, no.
-How's it going?
262
00:09:43,880 --> 00:09:45,298
-I-I don't want this doctor!
263
00:09:45,417 --> 00:09:47,336
Please!
-I'm not angling for another scan.
264
00:09:47,494 --> 00:09:49,162
I just wanted to check in,
see how you're doing.
265
00:09:49,197 --> 00:09:50,948
-What is it with you?
Why are you so obsessed with me?
266
00:09:51,025 --> 00:09:52,526
-Obsessed?!
267
00:09:52,603 --> 00:09:53,937
[ Laughing ] Oh, please.
Don't flatter yourself.
268
00:09:54,015 --> 00:09:55,892
I'm literally doing my job.
269
00:09:55,925 --> 00:09:57,469
And you don't want
to deal with me?
270
00:09:57,587 --> 00:09:59,422
I'm pretty sure the last time
you were here,
271
00:09:59,539 --> 00:10:01,416
you were swinging an I.V. pole
at me.
272
00:10:01,450 --> 00:10:03,743
I don't want to deal with
this patient!
273
00:10:03,817 --> 00:10:04,860
-[ Chuckles ]
274
00:10:06,184 --> 00:10:08,145
-Touch�, Doc.
275
00:10:08,178 --> 00:10:09,471
-So what brings you in?
276
00:10:09,632 --> 00:10:11,217
[ Soft music plays ]
277
00:10:11,376 --> 00:10:13,837
-Holidays can get
a little lonely out there.
278
00:10:15,655 --> 00:10:18,282
Any chance I can get an upgrade?
279
00:10:19,060 --> 00:10:20,103
-Yeah, I got you.
280
00:10:20,182 --> 00:10:22,267
-Rapid response, code 2.
281
00:10:22,300 --> 00:10:24,469
Rapid response, code 2.
282
00:10:29,153 --> 00:10:31,072
-I got a call
about a psych consult.
283
00:10:31,105 --> 00:10:32,899
-This one's a barrel of laughs.
284
00:10:33,058 --> 00:10:34,476
Good luck, Dr. Pierce.
285
00:10:34,636 --> 00:10:36,596
[ Telephone rings,
indistinct conversations ]
286
00:10:43,275 --> 00:10:45,193
[ Eerie remix of
"Pop Goes the Weasel" plays ]
287
00:10:45,393 --> 00:10:51,816
**
288
00:10:51,956 --> 00:10:52,748
-[ Gurgles ]
289
00:10:52,869 --> 00:10:54,162
-No. Mnh-mnh.
290
00:10:54,198 --> 00:10:55,908
Absolutely not.
I do not do clowns.
291
00:10:57,189 --> 00:10:59,233
[ Siren wailing in distance ]
292
00:11:02,257 --> 00:11:03,842
[ Knock on door ]
293
00:11:03,918 --> 00:11:05,503
-Hey, has your team
done a Glasgow Score
294
00:11:05,579 --> 00:11:07,081
on Jorge Torres yet today?
295
00:11:07,157 --> 00:11:09,827
-Uh, I checked on him
myself an hour ago.
296
00:11:09,857 --> 00:11:11,859
Uh, there's no change
since yesterday.
297
00:11:12,972 --> 00:11:14,974
-Oh, by the way, uh...
298
00:11:15,007 --> 00:11:17,218
do you remember
your patient, Sarah Kim?
299
00:11:17,292 --> 00:11:19,419
-Uh, I remember all my patients.
300
00:11:19,452 --> 00:11:21,662
[ Chuckles ] Uh, but go ahead.
301
00:11:21,819 --> 00:11:22,862
-Her parents are suing
Bronx General
302
00:11:22,899 --> 00:11:25,026
over their hospital bills --
303
00:11:25,058 --> 00:11:26,810
hundreds of thousands
of dollars spent on tests --
304
00:11:26,845 --> 00:11:28,472
all to prove
that she wasn't pregnant?
305
00:11:28,506 --> 00:11:30,216
-Oh. The witches!
306
00:11:30,251 --> 00:11:31,753
That was a really unusual case.
307
00:11:31,912 --> 00:11:34,331
And it wasn't just Sarah Kim.
308
00:11:34,404 --> 00:11:35,905
It was also
all of her friends --
309
00:11:35,941 --> 00:11:38,193
mass pseudocyesis.
So fascinating.
310
00:11:38,350 --> 00:11:40,060
-Well, it's not enough to just
consider our patients, Wolf.
311
00:11:40,094 --> 00:11:41,387
We also have to consider
their families.
312
00:11:41,507 --> 00:11:43,259
-What I cost her parents
in tests,
313
00:11:43,376 --> 00:11:45,086
I saved them
in future therapy bills.
314
00:11:45,161 --> 00:11:48,039
Also, Dr. Nichols, please know
that -- that all happened
315
00:11:48,111 --> 00:11:49,946
before I was buttoned up.
316
00:11:49,980 --> 00:11:52,482
That kind of fiscal profligacy
would never happen today.
317
00:11:52,596 --> 00:11:53,973
[ Knock at door ]
318
00:11:54,050 --> 00:11:56,010
-Dr. Wolf,
I scheduled those 12 tests
319
00:11:56,086 --> 00:11:57,295
you ordered
for the hypothermic patient.
320
00:11:57,414 --> 00:11:58,666
-Thank you, Nurse Carter.
321
00:11:58,826 --> 00:11:59,953
She is very bad with numbers.
322
00:12:00,073 --> 00:12:01,157
I only asked for 10.
323
00:12:01,235 --> 00:12:02,695
-[ Sighs ]
324
00:12:02,813 --> 00:12:04,148
-I have to investigate
this Sarah Kim case
325
00:12:04,267 --> 00:12:06,353
because the board
is expecting my report.
326
00:12:06,427 --> 00:12:07,720
Just giving you a heads up,
327
00:12:07,798 --> 00:12:09,759
should you need
to defend yourself.
328
00:12:09,875 --> 00:12:12,502
[ Eerie notes play ]
329
00:12:12,575 --> 00:12:13,784
-[ Exhales sharply ]
330
00:12:13,904 --> 00:12:15,488
[ Suspenseful music plays ]
331
00:12:15,523 --> 00:12:20,028
**
332
00:12:20,050 --> 00:12:22,511
-Dr. Wolf, we've been digging
into Cyrus' lifestyle.
333
00:12:22,543 --> 00:12:25,254
And for a non-athlete of
his age, it's pretty hardcore.
334
00:12:25,367 --> 00:12:27,161
He wakes up every day at 4:30.
335
00:12:27,236 --> 00:12:28,571
He restricts his caloric intake,
336
00:12:28,607 --> 00:12:29,900
and he works out
six days a week.
337
00:12:30,061 --> 00:12:31,813
-We downloaded
his smart ring data.
338
00:12:31,847 --> 00:12:33,390
Unfortunately, he takes it off
before the ice baths,
339
00:12:33,550 --> 00:12:34,884
but he's been sleeping
like a baby.
340
00:12:35,003 --> 00:12:36,380
Sleep efficiency
is off the charts.
341
00:12:36,540 --> 00:12:38,125
-So the healthiest man
in New York
342
00:12:38,284 --> 00:12:40,078
just happened to pass out
in his daily ice bath.
343
00:12:40,237 --> 00:12:41,696
And even though he tracks
his every breath,
344
00:12:41,732 --> 00:12:43,234
we can't figure out why?
[ Cellphone buzzing ]
345
00:12:43,310 --> 00:12:44,853
Uh, there's something
we're not seeing.
346
00:12:44,930 --> 00:12:46,765
-Hang on.
This might give us something.
347
00:12:46,840 --> 00:12:47,966
His labs just came in.
348
00:12:48,087 --> 00:12:49,546
Electrolytes are pristine,
349
00:12:49,706 --> 00:12:52,501
T4 is normal,
and metabolic panel is clear.
350
00:12:52,572 --> 00:12:54,449
-Yeah, but his hemoglobin.
It's oddly high.
351
00:12:54,483 --> 00:12:55,609
-High as if he's living
at altitude.
352
00:12:55,771 --> 00:12:57,230
-Or he's been doping.
353
00:12:57,348 --> 00:12:59,392
Well, maybe the guy with the NDA
will help us.
354
00:12:59,426 --> 00:13:00,844
-[ Groaning ]
355
00:13:00,920 --> 00:13:02,297
-Are you okay?
356
00:13:02,333 --> 00:13:03,460
Oh, my God.
-Alright, alright.
357
00:13:03,579 --> 00:13:04,580
-Let me get some help here.
358
00:13:04,617 --> 00:13:05,702
-I'm gonna get some water.
359
00:13:05,780 --> 00:13:06,656
-[ Weakly ] It's -- It's Cyrus.
360
00:13:06,736 --> 00:13:07,695
-Easy. Just breathe.
361
00:13:07,774 --> 00:13:09,651
-Too -- Too much blood.
362
00:13:09,727 --> 00:13:11,353
-Uh, what blood?
363
00:13:11,430 --> 00:13:12,973
-We need to check on Cyrus.
Come on.
364
00:13:13,049 --> 00:13:14,676
-I got him.
365
00:13:14,711 --> 00:13:15,795
-Okay, buddy.
366
00:13:15,873 --> 00:13:17,792
[ Suspenseful music plays ]
367
00:13:17,867 --> 00:13:23,790
**
368
00:13:23,807 --> 00:13:26,893
-I guess now we know
what was in that cooler.
369
00:13:26,964 --> 00:13:28,924
-I'm almost done.
370
00:13:34,979 --> 00:13:36,231
-Hit the emergency call button
371
00:13:36,350 --> 00:13:38,185
if he tries
to harvest your organs.
372
00:13:38,260 --> 00:13:40,554
-Maybe don't stray too far.
373
00:13:40,628 --> 00:13:42,087
No rest for the weary.
374
00:13:42,123 --> 00:13:44,000
-A sedentary life
leads to early death.
375
00:13:44,034 --> 00:13:46,161
If I could have a bowel movement
standing up, I would.
376
00:13:46,277 --> 00:13:47,486
-Well, that
I can't help you with.
377
00:13:47,606 --> 00:13:49,107
Uh, your assistant fainted.
378
00:13:49,143 --> 00:13:50,561
I'm assuming it was his blood
in the bags.
379
00:13:50,597 --> 00:13:52,307
-Thomas read
all the fine print.
380
00:13:52,424 --> 00:13:54,009
He knows what he signed up for.
381
00:13:54,085 --> 00:13:55,628
-Well, the literature
on the anti-aging effects
382
00:13:55,705 --> 00:13:58,416
of transfusing young blood
is dubious at best.
383
00:13:58,488 --> 00:14:00,031
-What literature
are you reading?
384
00:14:00,108 --> 00:14:01,401
Dr. Wolf, this could be
385
00:14:01,478 --> 00:14:03,439
a mutually beneficial
relationship.
386
00:14:03,472 --> 00:14:06,684
I have as much to learn from you
as you have to learn from me.
387
00:14:06,711 --> 00:14:08,630
Our worlds
have a lot of overlap.
388
00:14:08,705 --> 00:14:10,165
-Well, speaking of overlap,
389
00:14:10,201 --> 00:14:12,412
we are running tests
on Thomas right now.
390
00:14:12,443 --> 00:14:13,986
If he has
a blood-borne pathology
391
00:14:14,022 --> 00:14:15,148
or a clotting disorder,
392
00:14:15,227 --> 00:14:16,770
then that means you will, too.
393
00:14:16,888 --> 00:14:18,765
-Dr. Wolf,
do you know how hard it is
394
00:14:18,799 --> 00:14:21,593
to find a reliable assistant
who's O negative
395
00:14:21,664 --> 00:14:24,250
and has never been infected
by cytomegalovirus?
396
00:14:24,281 --> 00:14:26,825
Thomas' blood is...
397
00:14:28,808 --> 00:14:30,602
-I don't eat grapes.
-You shouldn't.
398
00:14:30,636 --> 00:14:33,096
They're high in sugar
and have no nutritional value.
399
00:14:33,211 --> 00:14:36,590
-Okay. Fair enough,
but that is not my reason.
400
00:14:36,658 --> 00:14:39,161
When I was in the second grade,
I choked on one.
401
00:14:39,275 --> 00:14:41,527
And before my teacher
did the Heimlich,
402
00:14:41,601 --> 00:14:44,312
I thought for sure
I was gonna die.
403
00:14:45,256 --> 00:14:48,634
That kind of fear
always stays with you.
404
00:14:48,704 --> 00:14:50,247
So now I don't eat grapes.
405
00:14:51,611 --> 00:14:54,739
Cyrus, I'm curious --
406
00:14:54,767 --> 00:14:58,980
what is your reason
for all of this?
407
00:14:59,004 --> 00:15:00,965
[ Siren wailing ]
408
00:15:01,912 --> 00:15:04,831
-10 years ago, I was diagnosed
with breast cancer.
409
00:15:04,902 --> 00:15:06,237
That's right.
410
00:15:06,356 --> 00:15:09,150
I'm among the 1% of cases
that impact men.
411
00:15:09,180 --> 00:15:10,264
How's that for bad luck?
412
00:15:11,506 --> 00:15:13,049
For two years,
my whole entire life
413
00:15:13,167 --> 00:15:15,586
became about "beating cancer."
414
00:15:15,618 --> 00:15:19,914
Specialists, chemo,
surgeries, radiation,
415
00:15:19,979 --> 00:15:21,773
Reddit, support groups.
416
00:15:21,848 --> 00:15:25,268
But do you know how I felt when
they told me I was in remission?
417
00:15:25,378 --> 00:15:26,921
-Relieved?
418
00:15:26,999 --> 00:15:27,958
-Lost.
419
00:15:28,992 --> 00:15:30,660
Like I didn't have
a purpose anymore.
420
00:15:30,778 --> 00:15:32,530
But, then, I had an epiphany.
421
00:15:32,647 --> 00:15:36,818
I could take all the energy
I used to fight cancer
422
00:15:36,925 --> 00:15:39,678
and put it towards optimization.
423
00:15:39,749 --> 00:15:41,710
Doctor, I can live forever.
424
00:15:41,743 --> 00:15:42,869
-And yet here you are.
425
00:15:42,948 --> 00:15:44,408
[ Dramatic music plays ]
426
00:15:44,443 --> 00:15:46,362
Back in the hospital
because you almost died.
427
00:15:46,436 --> 00:15:48,647
-Key word is "almost."
428
00:15:48,721 --> 00:15:52,892
-My job as your doctor
is to prevent your death.
429
00:15:52,958 --> 00:15:56,461
Our goals are aligned
on that front.
430
00:15:58,025 --> 00:15:59,443
Biohacking may be the reason
431
00:15:59,520 --> 00:16:02,023
you went pulseless
in an ice bath, Cyrus.
432
00:16:02,095 --> 00:16:05,098
It could very well cause
another episode.
433
00:16:05,127 --> 00:16:08,297
-No. Biohacking saved me.
434
00:16:09,323 --> 00:16:11,783
But you keep avoiding grapes,
Dr. Wolf.
435
00:16:11,814 --> 00:16:13,232
I'm sure you'll outlive us all.
436
00:16:13,310 --> 00:16:22,319
**
437
00:16:22,406 --> 00:16:24,741
-How much trouble are we in?
438
00:16:24,815 --> 00:16:27,192
-Well, it depends on how well
you can answer my questions
439
00:16:27,266 --> 00:16:28,350
on this Sarah Kim case.
440
00:16:28,428 --> 00:16:30,180
Starting with...
441
00:16:30,214 --> 00:16:32,007
why was the head of neuro
442
00:16:32,083 --> 00:16:33,668
involved in a case
of phantom pregnancy?
443
00:16:33,745 --> 00:16:35,372
-Well, for starters,
444
00:16:35,489 --> 00:16:37,616
he was really excited
to have a case of mass hysteria.
445
00:16:37,732 --> 00:16:38,983
-He even made us a slideshow.
446
00:16:39,103 --> 00:16:40,479
-And it got really wild
when we learned
447
00:16:40,598 --> 00:16:41,766
the girls were actually
a coven of witches.
448
00:16:41,885 --> 00:16:43,512
-#Witchtok. I still follow them.
449
00:16:43,547 --> 00:16:45,007
Lily got into Barnard, btdubs.
450
00:16:45,125 --> 00:16:46,835
-Wow.
-That's awesome.
451
00:16:46,911 --> 00:16:48,704
-[ Laughs ]
-So...
452
00:16:50,026 --> 00:16:53,529
for a case of pseudocyesis,
you ran, uh...
453
00:16:53,598 --> 00:16:56,517
urine tests, Beta-HCGs...
-Mm-hmm.
454
00:16:56,547 --> 00:16:59,300
-...ultrasounds
on multiple patients --
455
00:16:59,413 --> 00:17:01,331
A few pregnancy sticks
could have done the job.
456
00:17:02,611 --> 00:17:04,447
And based on what
you've told me, this is...
457
00:17:04,480 --> 00:17:06,482
[ Eerie music plays ]
[ Muffled groan ]
458
00:17:06,515 --> 00:17:09,560
**
459
00:17:09,589 --> 00:17:10,549
-The curse!
460
00:17:11,624 --> 00:17:13,793
-Uh...uh...
-Dr. Nichols, you okay?
461
00:17:13,826 --> 00:17:19,039
**
462
00:17:19,101 --> 00:17:21,019
[ Door closes ]
-I respect people
463
00:17:21,053 --> 00:17:22,721
who put their blood, sweat,
and tears into their work.
464
00:17:22,756 --> 00:17:25,509
But you took that
very literally.
465
00:17:25,580 --> 00:17:26,831
-[ Chuckles ]
466
00:17:27,989 --> 00:17:30,533
-What do you think happened
to Cyrus in that ice bath?
467
00:17:30,606 --> 00:17:33,400
I would hate for him to die
after all of your sacrifices.
468
00:17:33,513 --> 00:17:36,141
-Oh [chuckles] the -- the
transfusions aren't a sacrifice.
469
00:17:36,254 --> 00:17:38,548
Uh, they're critical
to Cyrus' work.
470
00:17:38,622 --> 00:17:41,416
If my blood plays a role
in maximizing longevity
471
00:17:41,529 --> 00:17:43,281
without sacrificing quality
of life,
472
00:17:43,356 --> 00:17:46,526
well, then, I've done my part
to help improve humanity.
473
00:17:49,130 --> 00:17:52,633
-You know, my granddad lived
to be 100 years old.
474
00:17:52,702 --> 00:17:57,248
And on his deathbed,
he said it all went by so fast.
475
00:17:57,271 --> 00:17:59,356
[ Soft music plays ]
476
00:17:59,472 --> 00:18:00,890
You talk about quality of life,
477
00:18:00,926 --> 00:18:02,302
but when was the last time
478
00:18:02,338 --> 00:18:04,215
you popped open
a great bottle of wine?
479
00:18:04,290 --> 00:18:07,252
Or went to the beach
and felt the sun on your skin?
480
00:18:07,280 --> 00:18:09,699
Or ate a delicious
chocolate-chip cookie?
481
00:18:10,645 --> 00:18:12,855
It goes by fast, Thomas.
482
00:18:12,930 --> 00:18:15,557
I get
that you want to help Cyrus,
483
00:18:15,670 --> 00:18:18,465
but you are going to pay
a price in the process.
484
00:18:18,620 --> 00:18:25,293
**
485
00:18:25,349 --> 00:18:26,433
-Uh, wait.
486
00:18:26,511 --> 00:18:28,764
**
487
00:18:28,837 --> 00:18:30,881
[ Indistinct conversations ]
488
00:18:34,569 --> 00:18:36,571
[ Telephone ringing ]
489
00:18:36,646 --> 00:18:38,523
[ Suspenseful music plays ]
490
00:18:38,557 --> 00:18:41,643
**
491
00:18:41,672 --> 00:18:43,591
[ Wheezing noises in distance ]
492
00:18:43,665 --> 00:18:51,631
**
493
00:18:51,764 --> 00:18:59,855
**
494
00:18:59,905 --> 00:19:07,996
**
495
00:19:08,004 --> 00:19:09,339
[ Ominous note plays ]
-[ Gasps ]
496
00:19:09,458 --> 00:19:11,376
-Sorry.
We didn't mean to startle you.
497
00:19:11,452 --> 00:19:12,536
But we have an update.
498
00:19:12,615 --> 00:19:14,200
Thomas' tests are clear.
499
00:19:14,234 --> 00:19:16,111
His blood
isn't what's making Cyrus sick.
500
00:19:16,228 --> 00:19:17,688
-I managed to get him to tell me
501
00:19:17,765 --> 00:19:19,517
that Cyrus is on a low dose
of Rapamycin.
502
00:19:19,593 --> 00:19:21,470
-That's an immunosuppressant.
503
00:19:21,545 --> 00:19:24,465
That means whatever he has,
his meds are making him worse.
504
00:19:25,241 --> 00:19:26,451
Okay. Good work.
505
00:19:34,794 --> 00:19:36,713
-Thank you for the assist.
506
00:19:36,830 --> 00:19:38,873
It's a -- It's a tricky case,
507
00:19:38,906 --> 00:19:40,491
and I could use
your mirror touch.
508
00:19:40,526 --> 00:19:42,319
-Happy to be of service,
Dr. Pierce.
509
00:19:43,683 --> 00:19:45,685
Wait. What -- What exactly
are we dealing with?
510
00:19:45,760 --> 00:19:47,220
'Cause I can sense
that you're terrified,
511
00:19:47,338 --> 00:19:48,673
and it's kind of making me
terrified.
512
00:19:48,708 --> 00:19:49,793
-I'm fine.
513
00:19:49,913 --> 00:19:51,081
He's just a patient.
514
00:19:51,159 --> 00:19:52,786
Like any other patient.
515
00:19:52,820 --> 00:19:55,740
Who also happens to be
supercharged nightmare fuel.
516
00:19:55,770 --> 00:19:59,065
-I'm not here
for my mirror touch, am I?
517
00:19:59,134 --> 00:20:00,677
-Dr. Markus, you are here
518
00:20:00,795 --> 00:20:02,547
because I highly value
your medical expertise
519
00:20:02,581 --> 00:20:04,041
and your generally calm
demeanor.
520
00:20:04,076 --> 00:20:06,120
Also, to make sure
I don't get murdered.
521
00:20:07,856 --> 00:20:09,482
-Why are all the lights off?
522
00:20:09,517 --> 00:20:11,311
-What in the world?
523
00:20:12,508 --> 00:20:13,676
Hello?
524
00:20:13,753 --> 00:20:15,505
[ Flashlight clicks ]
525
00:20:15,540 --> 00:20:16,624
[ Suspenseful music plays ]
526
00:20:16,744 --> 00:20:17,704
Hello?
527
00:20:17,741 --> 00:20:21,662
**
528
00:20:21,728 --> 00:20:22,980
Hello!
529
00:20:23,058 --> 00:20:24,685
[ Ominous note plays ]
-Oh!
530
00:20:24,719 --> 00:20:27,264
-[ Laughing maniacally ]
-[ Gasping ]
531
00:20:27,336 --> 00:20:28,921
[ Door opens ]
532
00:20:29,039 --> 00:20:31,583
[ Laughing continues ]
-Uh, D-D-Dr. Pierce?
533
00:20:31,696 --> 00:20:32,864
Um...
534
00:20:33,940 --> 00:20:35,900
[ Indistinct conversations ]
535
00:20:37,055 --> 00:20:39,432
-Hey, Cyrus, this is your 10th
loop around the floor.
536
00:20:39,506 --> 00:20:41,049
You want to take a break,
or should I set up
537
00:20:41,167 --> 00:20:42,794
one of those marathon
water stations?
538
00:20:42,828 --> 00:20:45,372
-I am 5,000 steps shy
of my daily goal --
539
00:20:45,445 --> 00:20:47,072
25,000 steps.
540
00:20:47,148 --> 00:20:48,608
Has anyone seen Thomas?
541
00:20:48,684 --> 00:20:51,062
'Cause -- Thomas,
I'm gonna need my --
542
00:20:51,135 --> 00:20:54,013
[ Crashing ]
-He's having a seizure.
543
00:20:54,084 --> 00:20:55,544
-[ Gurgling ]
544
00:20:55,620 --> 00:20:57,664
[ Dramatic music plays ]
545
00:20:57,780 --> 00:20:59,949
-Wolf, are you seeing this
right now?
546
00:21:00,024 --> 00:21:02,609
-What is up
with Edward Scissorhands?
547
00:21:08,579 --> 00:21:09,956
-Magnets in his fingers?
548
00:21:10,033 --> 00:21:11,368
Are -- Are you kidding me?!
549
00:21:11,404 --> 00:21:13,990
-It's a thing
according to Reddit.
550
00:21:14,020 --> 00:21:17,023
Some argue it's a way
to extend your sense of touch.
551
00:21:17,177 --> 00:21:20,430
-Much of what Cyrus does has
some basis in longevity science.
552
00:21:20,583 --> 00:21:22,919
But body modification
like this is different.
553
00:21:22,951 --> 00:21:25,245
Makes me wonder
how far he would go and why.
554
00:21:25,360 --> 00:21:26,653
-He seized here.
555
00:21:26,688 --> 00:21:27,814
He must have seized
in the ice bath.
556
00:21:27,852 --> 00:21:29,395
-But why did he seize?
557
00:21:29,430 --> 00:21:31,015
I need you to think as broadly
as you can.
558
00:21:31,050 --> 00:21:33,010
This is a man
who's on immunosuppressant drugs
559
00:21:33,044 --> 00:21:34,795
and unapproved
blood transfusions
560
00:21:34,829 --> 00:21:35,663
and who knows what else.
561
00:21:35,744 --> 00:21:36,995
Think infectious.
562
00:21:37,072 --> 00:21:38,949
Uh, inflammatory.
-Or cancer.
563
00:21:38,983 --> 00:21:40,568
Why search for zebras?
564
00:21:40,728 --> 00:21:42,396
-Well, we'll look for it all.
Horses and zebras.
565
00:21:42,431 --> 00:21:44,474
But to start, we need
a better look at his brain.
566
00:21:44,549 --> 00:21:45,842
-The C.T. scan he got downstairs
was clean.
567
00:21:46,003 --> 00:21:47,921
-A blunt tool.
We need an MRI, but --
568
00:21:48,037 --> 00:21:49,289
-Magnets.
-Right.
569
00:21:49,367 --> 00:21:51,077
So we get a contrast C.T.
570
00:21:51,153 --> 00:21:53,530
-Order it stat and let me know
as soon as it's done.
571
00:21:53,603 --> 00:21:55,397
[ Dramatic music plays ]
572
00:21:55,430 --> 00:21:57,349
[ Indistinct, menacing voices ]
573
00:21:57,383 --> 00:21:59,426
[ Suspenseful music plays ]
574
00:21:59,501 --> 00:22:04,798
**
575
00:22:04,901 --> 00:22:06,194
-Sam?
576
00:22:07,227 --> 00:22:09,312
Benefits of coming in
on a holiday.
577
00:22:09,345 --> 00:22:11,597
One of the Peds nurses brought
in her nonna's lasagna.
578
00:22:11,712 --> 00:22:14,465
-Mmm. It smells amazing.
-[ Laughs ]
579
00:22:14,536 --> 00:22:17,206
I'm sorry for being
so determined.
580
00:22:17,236 --> 00:22:19,072
It's both a blessing
and a curse.
581
00:22:19,105 --> 00:22:20,899
-Shut up! Shut up!
582
00:22:22,262 --> 00:22:23,805
Uh...
583
00:22:23,882 --> 00:22:27,344
I'm sorry, too,
for waving the I.V. pole at you.
584
00:22:27,495 --> 00:22:29,164
-Oh.
-The MRI freaked me out.
585
00:22:29,324 --> 00:22:30,491
I'm not good in tight spaces.
586
00:22:30,610 --> 00:22:32,779
-Something we have in common.
587
00:22:32,812 --> 00:22:34,188
-I usually don't feel like
588
00:22:34,349 --> 00:22:35,684
I have anything in common
with anyone.
589
00:22:35,761 --> 00:22:37,096
[ Soft music plays ]
590
00:22:37,215 --> 00:22:39,676
-So, here's our new deal.
591
00:22:39,707 --> 00:22:42,376
-Oh, you're making deals now?
-Yeah, I am.
592
00:22:42,407 --> 00:22:45,910
I won't force you to do anything
you don't want to do
593
00:22:45,979 --> 00:22:48,773
And you think about staying here
for a few days.
594
00:22:48,844 --> 00:22:50,096
-What do you mean?
595
00:22:50,257 --> 00:22:52,592
-We call it
crisis stabilization.
596
00:22:52,666 --> 00:22:54,167
Short-term inpatient care
597
00:22:54,244 --> 00:22:56,913
meant to stop a bad day
from getting worse.
598
00:22:57,982 --> 00:22:59,609
-You mean the psych ward?
-No, it's not a ward.
599
00:22:59,685 --> 00:23:02,355
Movies make it sound
so much scarier than it is.
600
00:23:02,510 --> 00:23:04,887
It is 48 hours here with me,
601
00:23:04,960 --> 00:23:08,839
plus a great psychiatrist
and zero cold meals.
602
00:23:08,906 --> 00:23:10,741
Most men
would call that a dream.
603
00:23:10,816 --> 00:23:15,070
**
604
00:23:15,219 --> 00:23:17,763
-[ Sighs ]
Can I finish eating first?
605
00:23:17,836 --> 00:23:19,004
-Yes.
606
00:23:20,992 --> 00:23:24,912
-Dr. Pierce, I did not know
that you had an Achilles' heel.
607
00:23:24,980 --> 00:23:27,107
-I'm not the only one.
608
00:23:27,140 --> 00:23:28,641
A study in Denmark showed
609
00:23:28,717 --> 00:23:31,429
that 100% of kids
are afraid of clowns.
610
00:23:31,459 --> 00:23:33,044
-Funny. Studies also show
611
00:23:33,162 --> 00:23:35,957
that hospital clowns
help children heal faster.
612
00:23:36,069 --> 00:23:37,654
-Well, I like my study better.
613
00:23:37,690 --> 00:23:40,651
-[ Chuckles ]
-Coulrophobia is not funny!
614
00:23:42,839 --> 00:23:45,759
-How do we shake
explicit memories of trauma?
615
00:23:45,830 --> 00:23:47,457
-It depends on the trauma.
616
00:23:48,655 --> 00:23:50,073
But in your case,
617
00:23:50,232 --> 00:23:51,567
I think you've made
great strides
618
00:23:51,728 --> 00:23:52,896
in processing your childhood.
619
00:23:52,974 --> 00:23:54,059
-I'm -- I'm not --
620
00:23:54,220 --> 00:23:55,680
I'm not talking about my dad.
621
00:23:58,291 --> 00:23:59,167
[ Sighs ]
622
00:23:59,287 --> 00:24:02,123
[ Siren wailing ]
623
00:24:02,153 --> 00:24:05,573
When I was a junior resident,
this young woman came in
624
00:24:05,642 --> 00:24:09,980
with headaches and confusion
and a loss of balance.
625
00:24:11,374 --> 00:24:13,293
And ultimately,
we found a Grade 3 tumor
626
00:24:13,409 --> 00:24:14,785
in her left frontal lobe.
627
00:24:14,863 --> 00:24:18,032
Highly malignant,
low survival rate.
628
00:24:18,185 --> 00:24:20,896
Her oncologist
wasn't exactly warm and fuzzy,
629
00:24:20,969 --> 00:24:23,513
so I agreed to stay on the case.
630
00:24:23,585 --> 00:24:25,712
She would look at me
631
00:24:25,745 --> 00:24:28,373
and say, "Dr. Wolf,
you better not go soft on me.
632
00:24:28,444 --> 00:24:29,862
I am gonna beat this."
633
00:24:29,940 --> 00:24:31,983
[ Dramatic music plays ]
634
00:24:32,016 --> 00:24:35,978
She was determined
to exhaust every option,
635
00:24:36,046 --> 00:24:37,506
and I could not look her
in the eye
636
00:24:37,582 --> 00:24:38,875
and tell her it wasn't worth it.
637
00:24:39,742 --> 00:24:41,327
She went through hell,
638
00:24:41,487 --> 00:24:44,031
and then she died
in the hospital on Halloween.
639
00:24:44,145 --> 00:24:45,772
-It still haunts me.
640
00:24:47,135 --> 00:24:50,346
-She wanted more time.
You gave her that.
641
00:24:50,499 --> 00:24:51,917
You extended her life.
642
00:24:52,078 --> 00:24:54,581
-You know, it felt like
I extended her death.
643
00:24:54,653 --> 00:24:56,280
-You were young.
644
00:24:56,439 --> 00:24:57,898
You can't let that haunt you
for the rest of your life.
645
00:24:58,018 --> 00:24:59,394
-I know that.
646
00:25:00,676 --> 00:25:02,136
But if I could go back...
647
00:25:03,666 --> 00:25:04,917
I would ask her,
648
00:25:04,996 --> 00:25:06,622
what is the minimum
quality of life
649
00:25:06,739 --> 00:25:07,991
you are willing to accept?
650
00:25:08,111 --> 00:25:10,446
I should have asked her that.
651
00:25:10,478 --> 00:25:12,313
I didn't. I-I couldn't.
652
00:25:12,389 --> 00:25:15,392
-[ Sighs ] Wolf...
653
00:25:15,420 --> 00:25:17,631
Survival --
654
00:25:17,788 --> 00:25:20,123
it's a very clear human want.
655
00:25:20,280 --> 00:25:22,991
I mean,
look at your patient Cyrus.
656
00:25:23,104 --> 00:25:26,149
At his core,
he's afraid of the inevitable.
657
00:25:26,219 --> 00:25:30,015
**
658
00:25:30,041 --> 00:25:32,126
-Yeah. It kind of makes me think
of the clown in the ED.
659
00:25:32,242 --> 00:25:34,369
I wonder what's at his core?
-Mm-hmm.
660
00:25:34,402 --> 00:25:37,614
See, I hate it when you use my
professional opinion against me.
661
00:25:37,683 --> 00:25:40,978
[ Groans ] But point taken.
662
00:25:41,006 --> 00:25:43,049
Okay. Wish me luck.
663
00:25:43,124 --> 00:25:44,750
Ahh!
664
00:25:44,785 --> 00:25:46,162
[ Grunts softly ]
665
00:25:46,281 --> 00:25:47,824
[ Knock at door ]
666
00:25:47,942 --> 00:25:49,235
-Dr. Pierce.
-Mm.
667
00:25:51,181 --> 00:25:53,392
-Cyrus' scans came back.
668
00:25:53,424 --> 00:25:55,218
I think...
669
00:25:55,252 --> 00:25:58,088
he could use someone
with a soft delivery.
670
00:25:58,118 --> 00:26:00,036
[ Sad music plays ]
671
00:26:00,112 --> 00:26:01,488
**
672
00:26:01,565 --> 00:26:02,525
-[ Sighs ]
673
00:26:02,562 --> 00:26:10,028
**
674
00:26:10,039 --> 00:26:11,582
[ Sighs ]
675
00:26:11,700 --> 00:26:13,160
-I know that look.
676
00:26:13,320 --> 00:26:15,697
That's a look of a doctor
who has bad news.
677
00:26:15,729 --> 00:26:18,440
Do I even want to know
what caused that seizure?
678
00:26:18,553 --> 00:26:20,180
-We found a mass on your C.T.
679
00:26:20,256 --> 00:26:22,383
-It's cancer. I knew it.
Let me see.
680
00:26:22,498 --> 00:26:25,376
-All I know with certainty
is that you have a brain mass
681
00:26:25,406 --> 00:26:26,991
that caused you to seize.
682
00:26:27,151 --> 00:26:29,820
What the mass is exactly
remains an open question.
683
00:26:29,851 --> 00:26:32,895
Only directly removing
and sampling the mass in surgery
684
00:26:33,048 --> 00:26:34,341
can tell us
if it's an infection,
685
00:26:34,378 --> 00:26:35,629
an inflammatory process,
686
00:26:35,707 --> 00:26:37,166
or, yes, a malignancy, but --
687
00:26:37,244 --> 00:26:39,746
-In my mind, it's cancer
until proven otherwise.
688
00:26:41,107 --> 00:26:44,318
And after everything I've done,
this comes back to get me.
689
00:26:44,471 --> 00:26:47,224
-Let's not anchor on something
we don't know to be true.
690
00:26:47,254 --> 00:26:49,214
What I can promise
is that you will have
691
00:26:49,372 --> 00:26:50,915
the best neurosurgeon
at your side,
692
00:26:50,991 --> 00:26:54,536
and we will find the answers
we need.
693
00:26:55,893 --> 00:26:57,311
-[ Sighs ]
694
00:26:57,388 --> 00:27:01,184
**
695
00:27:01,250 --> 00:27:05,838
-There are a couple things
to expect on the psych floor.
696
00:27:05,861 --> 00:27:08,197
Uh, you'll be given
a new set of clothes,
697
00:27:08,312 --> 00:27:11,023
and your belongings
will be kept safe for you.
698
00:27:11,052 --> 00:27:13,805
On the plus side,
the food is way better up there.
699
00:27:13,878 --> 00:27:15,129
And you'll love Dr. Pierce.
700
00:27:17,242 --> 00:27:18,785
It's not a scary place.
701
00:27:18,820 --> 00:27:20,280
Promise.
702
00:27:21,644 --> 00:27:23,062
-[ Clears throat ]
703
00:27:26,711 --> 00:27:28,088
-Hmm.
704
00:27:30,325 --> 00:27:32,828
[ Button clicking ]
705
00:27:32,858 --> 00:27:36,654
[ Elevator powering up,
bell dings ]
706
00:27:38,341 --> 00:27:41,511
Enclosed spaces, right?
707
00:27:41,581 --> 00:27:43,583
Maybe we should have taken
the stairs.
708
00:27:43,658 --> 00:27:45,618
[ Indistinct, menacing voices ]
709
00:27:45,652 --> 00:27:47,862
[ Eerie music plays ]
710
00:27:47,894 --> 00:27:51,105
**
711
00:27:51,134 --> 00:27:52,552
-Sam, it's dangerous!
712
00:27:52,630 --> 00:27:54,423
-It hurts! Get out!
713
00:27:54,540 --> 00:27:55,625
-They say it's dangerous.
714
00:27:55,745 --> 00:27:56,954
They say I'm gonna get hurt.
715
00:27:57,032 --> 00:27:58,992
-Sam, focus on me.
716
00:27:59,026 --> 00:28:02,362
**
717
00:28:02,432 --> 00:28:03,766
Oh, no. Sam!
[ Bell ringing ]
718
00:28:03,802 --> 00:28:05,554
Sam, no, no!
[ Button clicking ]
719
00:28:05,713 --> 00:28:07,756
No, no, no, no. Oh, no.
720
00:28:07,831 --> 00:28:09,833
Sam, no. Sam, no.
721
00:28:09,865 --> 00:28:11,617
-See?! It is scary!
722
00:28:12,566 --> 00:28:14,442
You're scared, too! Hey!
723
00:28:14,518 --> 00:28:15,894
Let me out!
724
00:28:15,930 --> 00:28:17,056
[ Pounding on door ]
-[ Panting ]
725
00:28:17,134 --> 00:28:18,636
-Hey, let me out!
726
00:28:18,672 --> 00:28:20,173
Let me out!
727
00:28:21,205 --> 00:28:22,456
-It's okay, Sam. It's...
728
00:28:22,535 --> 00:28:24,912
[ Wheezing ]
[ Pounding continues ]
729
00:28:33,582 --> 00:28:35,959
-Hey.
Hey, are you okay?
730
00:28:36,033 --> 00:28:37,868
I heard there was an incident
in the elevator.
731
00:28:40,145 --> 00:28:41,521
-Uh...
732
00:28:41,599 --> 00:28:43,851
Sam was scared
to get admitted to psych.
733
00:28:43,924 --> 00:28:46,177
And then I'm the one
who lost it.
734
00:28:47,911 --> 00:28:48,954
Is he okay?
735
00:28:50,404 --> 00:28:51,864
-Yeah. [ Chuckles ]
736
00:28:51,941 --> 00:28:53,860
He's good. [ Chuckles ]
737
00:28:53,934 --> 00:28:57,312
Safe and sound in the ED
with his favorites --
738
00:28:57,424 --> 00:28:59,467
coffee and pumpkin pie.
-Mm.
739
00:28:59,542 --> 00:29:02,420
-I need to get it together.
740
00:29:02,490 --> 00:29:04,826
-Every day I advocate
for patients getting help.
741
00:29:04,899 --> 00:29:08,027
I am such a hypocrite...
742
00:29:10,008 --> 00:29:11,343
and a liar.
743
00:29:11,379 --> 00:29:13,130
-Ericka, that's not true.
744
00:29:13,165 --> 00:29:14,750
I mean, you just went to Mexico
for that wellness retreat,
745
00:29:14,826 --> 00:29:16,328
came back all fresh.
746
00:29:17,858 --> 00:29:20,736
-I know I keep saying this --
747
00:29:23,091 --> 00:29:24,343
but if I tell you something,
748
00:29:24,379 --> 00:29:25,839
will you promise
to keep it to yourself?
749
00:29:28,616 --> 00:29:29,992
After the...
750
00:29:30,069 --> 00:29:31,613
[ Suspenseful music plays ]
751
00:29:31,647 --> 00:29:33,608
...building collapse, I...
752
00:29:34,846 --> 00:29:38,558
started swiping bills from Dana
to help with my anxiety.
753
00:29:38,625 --> 00:29:40,544
I knew I needed to stop,
754
00:29:40,619 --> 00:29:43,080
and Mexico was supposed to be
the answer.
755
00:29:44,025 --> 00:29:45,569
But when I got
to that wellness retreat,
756
00:29:45,603 --> 00:29:47,647
my room was on the 10th floor,
757
00:29:47,763 --> 00:29:53,018
and no amount of sun salutations
was getting me in that elevator.
758
00:29:53,080 --> 00:29:57,459
I tried meditation.
I tried long walks on the beach.
759
00:29:57,565 --> 00:29:59,400
Nothing helped.
760
00:29:59,518 --> 00:30:02,354
And, then, one day,
I walked into this pharmacy,
761
00:30:02,383 --> 00:30:05,512
and I bought a bunch of Benzos.
762
00:30:05,706 --> 00:30:07,917
**
763
00:30:08,032 --> 00:30:09,450
Without a prescription.
764
00:30:09,486 --> 00:30:11,571
-Wow. Uh...
765
00:30:12,684 --> 00:30:15,103
"Fear and Loathing in Cancun."
766
00:30:15,176 --> 00:30:17,136
I didn't know
you partied like that, Kenny.
767
00:30:17,253 --> 00:30:18,880
-I don't.
768
00:30:18,997 --> 00:30:20,874
[ Chuckles ] That's the point.
769
00:30:22,237 --> 00:30:23,697
I've been...
770
00:30:23,733 --> 00:30:28,529
**
771
00:30:28,675 --> 00:30:32,846
I've been taking them
almost every day for weeks now.
772
00:30:34,241 --> 00:30:38,620
Even saying that out loud,
it's like -- am I an addict?
773
00:30:40,388 --> 00:30:42,139
Is this what my life is now?
774
00:30:44,209 --> 00:30:45,627
-Can I tell you
what I really think?
775
00:30:45,663 --> 00:30:47,081
-Mm-hmm.
776
00:30:49,027 --> 00:30:51,446
-I think...
777
00:30:51,560 --> 00:30:53,646
that you are being...
778
00:30:53,720 --> 00:30:57,265
way too hard on yourself
about...
779
00:30:57,334 --> 00:30:58,710
everything.
780
00:30:58,746 --> 00:31:01,290
Sure,
you went to a Mexican pharmacy.
781
00:31:01,362 --> 00:31:02,488
I mean, people do that.
-[ Scoffs ]
782
00:31:02,525 --> 00:31:04,194
-And now you're self-medicating.
783
00:31:04,312 --> 00:31:06,647
Literally everyone does that
in one way or another.
784
00:31:06,762 --> 00:31:08,514
I mean, you've never had
any prior history
785
00:31:08,590 --> 00:31:10,467
of any addictive behaviors.
786
00:31:10,500 --> 00:31:14,045
Now, as a doctor, I would say
you need to wean off the Benzos.
787
00:31:16,149 --> 00:31:17,692
But as your friend...
788
00:31:19,762 --> 00:31:21,848
I really just think
you need some help.
789
00:31:21,881 --> 00:31:31,766
**
790
00:31:31,808 --> 00:31:33,726
[ Knock on door ]
791
00:31:33,843 --> 00:31:35,512
-Oh, hey.
792
00:31:35,545 --> 00:31:38,215
-Why is Dr. Rarick operating
on my patient Cyrus?
793
00:31:38,245 --> 00:31:40,289
I expected you on this.
794
00:31:40,405 --> 00:31:41,865
-My hands are tied --
795
00:31:41,942 --> 00:31:46,030
I'm drowning in admin,
your Sarah Kim lawsuit.
796
00:31:46,054 --> 00:31:47,805
Plus, I have to see my dentist.
797
00:31:47,882 --> 00:31:49,592
-Have you been sage-ing
your office?
798
00:31:51,204 --> 00:31:52,539
-Better safe than sorry.
-Okay.
799
00:31:52,575 --> 00:31:54,410
How many surgeries
have you performed
800
00:31:54,527 --> 00:31:56,279
since Ana Torres cursed you?
-That's not what this --
801
00:31:56,314 --> 00:31:57,565
-Let me ask you this.
Who have you thought about more.
802
00:31:57,684 --> 00:31:59,144
Benny or Jorge?
803
00:31:59,262 --> 00:32:00,888
-Benny...
-[ Sighs ] Why do we think more
804
00:32:00,965 --> 00:32:02,425
about the patients
we couldn't save
805
00:32:02,502 --> 00:32:04,296
than we do about the patients
we did save?
806
00:32:04,371 --> 00:32:06,665
We let our negativity bias
chip away at our confidence.
807
00:32:06,738 --> 00:32:08,240
-What I do
takes more than confidence.
808
00:32:08,316 --> 00:32:09,526
It takes unwavering certainty.
809
00:32:09,646 --> 00:32:11,523
If I walk into
that operating room
810
00:32:11,639 --> 00:32:14,016
with a single stray thought,
I risk the life of my patient.
811
00:32:14,090 --> 00:32:15,967
-Okay, then,
no more stray thoughts.
812
00:32:16,000 --> 00:32:17,669
And no more sage.
-[ Scoffs ]
813
00:32:17,745 --> 00:32:19,205
-Josh, the only thing
you're cursed with
814
00:32:19,365 --> 00:32:21,242
is those broad shoulders.
815
00:32:21,317 --> 00:32:24,070
And they don't always have to
carry the weight of the world.
816
00:32:24,141 --> 00:32:25,768
Get back to doing
what you do best,
817
00:32:25,844 --> 00:32:27,971
curses be damned.
818
00:32:28,046 --> 00:32:29,422
[ Dramatic music plays ]
819
00:32:29,541 --> 00:32:31,418
[ Door opens ]
820
00:32:31,534 --> 00:32:33,077
[ Door closes ]
821
00:32:33,154 --> 00:32:35,072
[ Suspenseful music plays ]
822
00:32:35,148 --> 00:32:36,608
[ Key card reader beeps ]
823
00:32:36,685 --> 00:32:43,400
**
824
00:32:43,496 --> 00:32:44,831
-[ Exhales sharply ]
825
00:32:46,529 --> 00:32:49,615
-I apologize for earlier.
826
00:32:49,644 --> 00:32:53,064
I'll admit [chuckles]
I'm not a big fan of clowns.
827
00:32:53,133 --> 00:32:55,135
I'm sure you get that a lot.
828
00:32:56,248 --> 00:32:58,250
But I am here to help you.
829
00:32:58,324 --> 00:33:01,202
So, you were brought in
830
00:33:01,232 --> 00:33:03,526
because of an altercation
with a neighbor.
831
00:33:03,599 --> 00:33:05,685
Can you tell me about that?
832
00:33:05,759 --> 00:33:07,469
[ Soft music plays ]
833
00:33:07,545 --> 00:33:09,255
-[ Whispering ] Can I smell
your hair?
834
00:33:10,535 --> 00:33:12,829
-I'm sorry.
Can you speak up, please?
835
00:33:12,903 --> 00:33:13,946
-Can I smell your hair?
836
00:33:14,025 --> 00:33:15,276
-Excuse me?
837
00:33:15,354 --> 00:33:16,897
-* Tell little Danny *
838
00:33:16,973 --> 00:33:21,353
* His cat is never coming back *
839
00:33:21,418 --> 00:33:23,587
[ Laughing maniacally ]
840
00:33:23,619 --> 00:33:25,329
-This guy
needs some serious help.
841
00:33:25,363 --> 00:33:26,781
-Why? What did he say?
-I think he murdered a cat.
842
00:33:26,942 --> 00:33:28,110
-A what?
-Cat.
843
00:33:28,229 --> 00:33:29,439
-Cat?
-Yes. A cat.
844
00:33:29,559 --> 00:33:31,853
That could be a sign
of sociopathy.
845
00:33:31,926 --> 00:33:33,970
-[ Laughing maniacally ]
-I don't mean to be an alarmist,
846
00:33:34,044 --> 00:33:35,379
but I think we need to involve
the precinct.
847
00:33:35,498 --> 00:33:36,916
-Dr. Pierce.
848
00:33:38,737 --> 00:33:39,989
-I need some help.
849
00:33:40,025 --> 00:33:41,944
-Okay. Uh, call the precinct.
850
00:33:42,019 --> 00:33:43,980
-[ Laughing maniacally ]
851
00:33:44,012 --> 00:33:46,348
[ Eerie music plays ]
852
00:33:46,463 --> 00:33:48,549
[ Indistinct conversations ]
853
00:33:53,940 --> 00:33:55,858
[ Eerie music plays ]
854
00:33:55,891 --> 00:34:02,606
**
855
00:34:02,620 --> 00:34:04,455
[ Wheezing noises in distance ]
856
00:34:04,614 --> 00:34:14,332
**
857
00:34:14,374 --> 00:34:24,134
**
858
00:34:24,176 --> 00:34:26,095
[ Wheezing continues ]
859
00:34:26,129 --> 00:34:33,761
**
860
00:34:33,813 --> 00:34:41,362
**
861
00:34:41,497 --> 00:34:49,213
**
862
00:34:49,263 --> 00:34:56,896
**
863
00:34:56,906 --> 00:34:58,824
[ Monitor beeping ]
864
00:34:58,900 --> 00:35:03,446
**
865
00:35:03,552 --> 00:35:04,595
-[ Mutters ]
866
00:35:06,002 --> 00:35:07,003
-[ Gasps ]
867
00:35:07,082 --> 00:35:08,375
-[ Weakly ] Please...
868
00:35:08,452 --> 00:35:12,123
don't let me die.
869
00:35:12,190 --> 00:35:14,776
[ Knock on door ]
-Are you okay, Dr. Wolf?
870
00:35:14,849 --> 00:35:16,350
What are you doing in here?
871
00:35:20,456 --> 00:35:22,250
Dr. Nichols just finished
Cyrus' surgery.
872
00:35:22,367 --> 00:35:23,910
You won't believe what we found.
873
00:35:23,986 --> 00:35:25,696
I mean, just when you thought
you'd seen it all.
874
00:35:25,773 --> 00:35:27,566
-Well, I'll be right there.
875
00:35:29,345 --> 00:35:31,222
[ Breathing shakily ]
876
00:35:31,297 --> 00:35:34,550
**
877
00:35:34,660 --> 00:35:36,162
[ Music climbs ]
878
00:35:36,323 --> 00:35:41,828
**
879
00:35:46,706 --> 00:35:48,750
[ Indistinct conversations ]
880
00:35:52,603 --> 00:35:53,563
-Sam...
881
00:35:54,681 --> 00:35:56,891
this is the doctor
I wanted you to meet.
882
00:35:57,007 --> 00:35:59,634
-Hi, Sam. I'm Dr. Pierce.
883
00:35:59,665 --> 00:36:01,875
It's nice to meet you.
I'm a psychiatrist.
884
00:36:03,528 --> 00:36:04,737
-Are you gonna strap me down?
885
00:36:07,806 --> 00:36:10,308
-I don't carry restraints.
886
00:36:10,339 --> 00:36:12,132
If we're gonna work together,
887
00:36:12,208 --> 00:36:14,377
I want you to feel safe.
888
00:36:14,493 --> 00:36:16,370
[ Indistinct, menacing voices ]
889
00:36:16,487 --> 00:36:18,364
[ Suspenseful music plays ]
890
00:36:18,438 --> 00:36:19,439
**
891
00:36:19,519 --> 00:36:21,395
-Don't trust them, Sam.
892
00:36:21,471 --> 00:36:22,764
-Get out!
893
00:36:22,841 --> 00:36:24,218
-Sam...
-She's lying.
894
00:36:24,337 --> 00:36:26,172
-...are you hearing voices
right now
895
00:36:26,289 --> 00:36:27,874
from people who aren't there?
896
00:36:27,950 --> 00:36:29,494
-[ Exhales sharply ]
897
00:36:30,816 --> 00:36:31,775
-Yes.
898
00:36:31,812 --> 00:36:36,942
**
899
00:36:36,963 --> 00:36:39,215
Please, help me.
900
00:36:39,289 --> 00:36:41,374
[ Dramatic music plays ]
901
00:36:41,449 --> 00:36:42,992
-How many people can say
902
00:36:43,068 --> 00:36:44,653
that they survived hypothermia
and brain surgery
903
00:36:44,689 --> 00:36:47,024
all in the same day?
904
00:36:47,056 --> 00:36:49,350
Am I still on a hot streak?
905
00:36:49,424 --> 00:36:50,675
-I won't bury the lede, Cyrus.
906
00:36:50,752 --> 00:36:52,087
The good news is
you're cancer-free.
907
00:36:52,124 --> 00:36:53,458
-[ Sighs ]
908
00:36:53,576 --> 00:36:55,370
-But there was something
in your brain.
909
00:36:55,405 --> 00:36:57,281
You were infected
by Taenia solium,
910
00:36:57,357 --> 00:37:00,735
which means that you somehow
ingested a parasitic tapeworm
911
00:37:00,845 --> 00:37:03,515
that untreated
can cause seizures
912
00:37:03,545 --> 00:37:04,797
like the one you had
in your ice bath
913
00:37:04,874 --> 00:37:06,167
that nearly killed you.
914
00:37:06,244 --> 00:37:08,246
-These are
the retractable hooklets,
915
00:37:08,364 --> 00:37:11,325
and those are the suckers.
-[ Gasps ]
916
00:37:11,395 --> 00:37:13,064
-I-I told you drinking the
"fountain of youth" water
917
00:37:13,181 --> 00:37:14,682
from the Gila River
was a bad idea.
918
00:37:14,760 --> 00:37:17,346
-My money is on
the 30-day raw meat diet.
919
00:37:17,460 --> 00:37:19,587
-I would steer clear
of them both,
920
00:37:19,660 --> 00:37:21,829
and stop taking the Rapamycin.
921
00:37:21,862 --> 00:37:22,905
That suppressed
your immune system
922
00:37:22,983 --> 00:37:24,318
and made the infection worse.
923
00:37:24,437 --> 00:37:26,522
Uh, luckily,
the Taenia is treatable.
924
00:37:26,638 --> 00:37:28,348
But...
925
00:37:28,383 --> 00:37:29,885
Cyrus, I'm worried
926
00:37:29,961 --> 00:37:32,297
that your obsession
with your own mortality
927
00:37:32,412 --> 00:37:33,663
could lead to other risk factors
928
00:37:33,782 --> 00:37:35,242
that you won't be able
to mitigate.
929
00:37:35,319 --> 00:37:37,280
-What Dr. Wolf
is trying to say
930
00:37:37,354 --> 00:37:39,815
is this is no way to live.
931
00:37:39,847 --> 00:37:41,265
-No, you're right.
932
00:37:41,384 --> 00:37:43,511
I've been doing this all wrong.
933
00:37:43,584 --> 00:37:46,379
Thomas, cancel my shipments
from Gila River,
934
00:37:46,450 --> 00:37:48,911
and let's wean me off of
the Rapamycin.
935
00:37:48,943 --> 00:37:52,029
Call Luna and tell her
I want to do a daily sound bath.
936
00:37:52,099 --> 00:37:53,726
-And from now on,
937
00:37:53,803 --> 00:37:55,054
I want you to personally test
everything I eat.
938
00:37:57,083 --> 00:37:58,335
-Uh, yeah.
939
00:37:58,412 --> 00:37:59,663
Uh, you call Luna.
940
00:37:59,700 --> 00:38:02,119
**
941
00:38:02,151 --> 00:38:04,153
I quit.
-What?
942
00:38:04,227 --> 00:38:06,063
-I want to eat
a chocolate-chip cookie.
943
00:38:06,180 --> 00:38:08,432
I want to stay up late
and sleep in.
944
00:38:08,505 --> 00:38:11,592
I want to meet someone who makes
me feel like I'll die happy.
945
00:38:11,662 --> 00:38:15,374
Most of all, I just want to keep
my own blood in my own body.
946
00:38:16,397 --> 00:38:19,567
I hope your mission works,
and I hope you live forever.
947
00:38:19,637 --> 00:38:21,514
But, uh...yeah.
948
00:38:21,588 --> 00:38:23,507
You're gonna have to do it
alone.
949
00:38:23,582 --> 00:38:33,300
**
950
00:38:33,385 --> 00:38:35,261
[ Suspenseful music plays ]
951
00:38:35,337 --> 00:38:36,755
**
952
00:38:36,873 --> 00:38:38,208
-No.
953
00:38:38,286 --> 00:38:40,789
Any idea
what caused Thomas' about-face?
954
00:38:40,819 --> 00:38:43,489
-It may have been my
Dr. Wolf-inspired soliloquy
955
00:38:43,519 --> 00:38:45,438
about the fleeting nature
of life.
956
00:38:45,512 --> 00:38:48,599
-Well, imitation is the highest
form of flattery.
957
00:38:51,535 --> 00:38:53,078
In the end...
958
00:38:53,155 --> 00:38:55,616
Cyrus was just a person
who was afraid of death --
959
00:38:55,647 --> 00:38:59,234
and Thomas
was collateral damage.
960
00:38:59,261 --> 00:39:01,263
-What about you, Dr. Wolf?
961
00:39:01,337 --> 00:39:02,714
Are you afraid of death?
962
00:39:04,287 --> 00:39:05,913
-You know, a wise man once said,
963
00:39:05,990 --> 00:39:09,410
"I don't so much fear death
as I do wasting life."
964
00:39:09,478 --> 00:39:11,355
But for my patients...
965
00:39:11,430 --> 00:39:12,932
yes.
966
00:39:12,968 --> 00:39:14,511
I do fear it.
967
00:39:16,913 --> 00:39:19,874
-Every doctor has a graveyard.
968
00:39:19,904 --> 00:39:21,280
The place
that holds the memories
969
00:39:21,398 --> 00:39:23,401
of the people
we couldn't save,
970
00:39:23,517 --> 00:39:26,228
the losses that haunt us.
971
00:39:26,258 --> 00:39:28,219
[ Folk Bitch Trio's
"Cathode Ray" plays ]
972
00:39:28,335 --> 00:39:29,836
[ Woman vocalizing ]
973
00:39:29,914 --> 00:39:31,248
-Jorge, I need your help.
974
00:39:31,408 --> 00:39:34,995
**
975
00:39:35,064 --> 00:39:37,274
I will stop
worrying about curses.
976
00:39:37,349 --> 00:39:40,435
**
977
00:39:40,504 --> 00:39:42,673
But I still need to believe
in miracles.
978
00:39:42,789 --> 00:39:44,541
-So how do we cope?
979
00:39:44,575 --> 00:39:47,036
How do we keep getting up
and doing what we do
980
00:39:47,067 --> 00:39:49,528
despite the ghosts
of our mistakes?
981
00:39:49,600 --> 00:39:50,935
[ Knock at door ]
982
00:39:50,972 --> 00:39:52,557
-How was facing
your biggest fear?
983
00:39:52,633 --> 00:39:54,176
-[ Chuckles ]
984
00:39:54,253 --> 00:39:56,672
Let's just say
some fears are justified.
985
00:39:56,744 --> 00:39:58,371
-Copy that.
And he wasn't even
986
00:39:58,447 --> 00:40:00,491
the biggest clown
you shook off this year.
987
00:40:00,566 --> 00:40:03,236
-[ Laughs ] Damn straight.
-[ Laughs ]
988
00:40:03,307 --> 00:40:05,685
-Uh, at least I was able
to help someone tonight.
989
00:40:05,716 --> 00:40:07,593
I'm glad I came in,
990
00:40:07,669 --> 00:40:10,171
even though I do miss
going out on Halloween.
991
00:40:11,448 --> 00:40:12,908
-Maybe it's not too late.
992
00:40:14,106 --> 00:40:16,317
[ Both laugh ]
993
00:40:16,390 --> 00:40:18,518
-We hold on to the wins.
994
00:40:18,592 --> 00:40:20,844
We focus on the future.
995
00:40:20,918 --> 00:40:22,961
Find our support system.
996
00:40:23,037 --> 00:40:33,047
**
997
00:40:33,046 --> 00:40:34,756
-Yo. My shift just ended.
998
00:40:34,832 --> 00:40:37,376
I'll be at the Gansevoort
in 30 minutes.
999
00:40:37,407 --> 00:40:39,868
Tell the guys to order
a couple bottles of MacAllan's.
1000
00:40:39,941 --> 00:40:41,317
My treat.
1001
00:40:41,437 --> 00:40:44,440
-* Show me what you're made... *
1002
00:40:44,510 --> 00:40:46,387
[ Eerie music plays ]
1003
00:40:46,462 --> 00:40:48,089
**
1004
00:40:48,164 --> 00:40:50,709
-But sometimes
none of that works.
1005
00:40:56,264 --> 00:40:59,017
Some mistakes, some patients --
1006
00:40:59,089 --> 00:41:02,050
well, they haunt us forever.
1007
00:41:02,120 --> 00:41:03,789
-Oliver?
1008
00:41:03,907 --> 00:41:05,659
Good news. You have a visitor.
1009
00:41:08,600 --> 00:41:10,310
-What's wrong, mugwump?
1010
00:41:20,576 --> 00:41:23,621
You look like you've seen
a ghost.
1011
00:41:23,622 --> 00:41:26,917
[ Suspenseful music plays ]
-[ Gasps ]
1012
00:41:26,918 --> 00:41:28,795
[ Mid-tempo music plays ]
1013
00:41:28,796 --> 00:41:37,972
**
1014
00:41:37,973 --> 00:41:47,065
**
1015
00:41:47,066 --> 00:41:56,367
**
1016
00:41:56,417 --> 00:42:00,967
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