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All right, Will, just tell me
when you feel a little pain.
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Oh yeah, right there.
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♪ There's a crack in the altar
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♪ Pale light through the break
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♪ Like crooked teeth
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♪ And I couldn't fault her
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♪ Knowing what was at stake
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♪ Nothing worth underneath
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♪ And the hills
move like lungs ♪
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♪ The river speaks in tongues
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♪ And I am not alone
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Hold on one sec.
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What are you doing here?
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I came to drive y'all to school.
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Will, he takes the bus.
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Baby, come on.
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Look, we can drop him off
and then I'll drive you.
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You fucked up?
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No.
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I just wanna drive you.
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Please?
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I'd tell you to go hell if
I didn't want that ride.
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Morgan! Daddy's here.
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Is that what they're
teaching you in school
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right now?
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Thanksgiving?
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- That wasn't--
- In the middle of summer?
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- It ain't summer yet.
- I'm going to
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teach you something
for real, okay?
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Come on.
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Get on my lap.
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Oh, okay.
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I'm gonna teach
you how to drive.
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- Drive to school.
- All right.
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Put your hand on it.
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Yeah. There you go.
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All right, you're
gonna beep, okay?
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When they come.
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Beep. Beep to your friend.
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You want daddy to pick
you up later, Morgan?
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- Come on.
- All right.
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I can't, I gotta
paint a house later.
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Uh, you know what I got?
I got a lollipop.
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- Watch this. You ready?
- Candy for breakfast?
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You ready? Look.
It'll disappear.
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I got it and then it disappears.
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Where did it go?
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- It's behind your hand.
- I got it.
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Then it disappears.
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He's got it, he knows.
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All right, you
can have it, okay?
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I'll pick you up, okay, baby?
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See you later, little man.
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Thank you for getting
your backpack, honey.
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What if I had a plan and
the money to back it up
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And what's that?
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Move us to Myrtle Beach.
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- South Carolina?
- Yeah.
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Baby, I got 10 grand
saved up, okay?
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Pretty soon I'll have 20
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and then we have
enough to get started.
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I could finally open my
T-shirt shop, you know?
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Yeah, that sounds nice.
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You want me to
pick you up later?
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I thought you had
to paint a house.
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Stop lying to him, Will.
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He looks at me right
in the eyes, you know?
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Yeah, and I've been sober 11
months 'cause of those eyes.
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Look, I do have to make
a little money later.
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I'll just walk.
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Maybe if you let
me move back in,
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I would know your schedule.
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It's the same every day.
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Listen, you get sober
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and we want you to move
back in, all right?
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Maybe we'll even
go to the beach.
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Dad?
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Fuck.
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Fuck is he, man?
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Jesus Christ, man!
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Dad!
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Wake up!
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Dad, wake up!
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Fuck you doing here?
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I can drive.
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Get over there.
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Get over!
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I ran into Busty
at the number nine.
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I got a shift back at
work if you want it.
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You just tell if
it gets too good.
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Man, I don't even know.
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Look, I ain't a fucking
coal miner, Dad.
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You took the classes, all right?
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- It's good work--
- It's shit work!
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Wait here. I'll think about it.
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Morning, Boots.
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Will, what the hell
are you doing here?
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John.
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I'm just, you know, getting a
coffee for my dad.
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Okay, so you're around.
Where's he at?
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Just waiting for me in the van.
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You know, I'm packing up my
parents' place right now.
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I found this photo of us
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right after we won that
Central football game.
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Fuck, yeah.
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You knocked that kid clean out?
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Yeah, man.
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Shit. Man, that
was a long time ago.
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Indeed.
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Mm-hmm.
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- Good times, though.
- Mm-hmm.
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All right, you know, I
gotta give this to my dad.
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Okay, yeah. You
say hi for me now.
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I will.
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- Bye then.
- Take care now.
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All right.
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All right.
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Fuck, man.
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You all right?
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What's your hold--?
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- Nothing.
- Take me back to the park.
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Hell no.
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Help me or just get out.
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Man, Mom already hates
me 'cause of this shit.
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It hurts so bad.
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Thanks.
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Where were you?
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Just getting coffee.
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Oh yeah, I got
you some groceries.
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Oh, and you got a
letter from the mine.
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Disability excuse of the month.
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- I know.
- Hey, I can help--
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No, I can manage.
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Thanks, Will.
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Sure.
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Up your
TP and sales by 20%,
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you get the bonus.
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Have a seat, sir.
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We'll get this taken
care of for you.
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♪ I'm never takin' em off
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♪ It is intoxicating
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] So, Will, how's Sara
been doing lately?
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She's good. She's really good.
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Hey, you remember that one time
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picking her up outta the
park when she had nodded out?
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Thought she was gonna
drown in her own vomit?
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- Yeah.
- Glad she made it out
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Shouldn't y'all be in school?
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You're
funny. What you got?
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Oxys. 80s.
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I want three of them.
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She always like this?
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Yeah, pretty much.
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Where y'all from?
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Uh, Butterfly.
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Nothing going on out that way?
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Uh--
Hell no.
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But I like your hat.
What's your name?
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What's your name?
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Lisa Newton.
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Well, Lisa Newton,
that's $240 for three.
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Kinda high.
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It's all there.
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Careful, Lisa Newton.
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You too, old man.
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♪ I saw a story in
the stars last night ♪
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♪ The sign in the
flickering light ♪
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♪ You were leaving and
I was believing a lie ♪
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♪ Til every time
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♪ That's the way
that it always goes ♪
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♪ Line by line, the
tall tales grow ♪
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♪ Like Homer and The Odyssey
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♪ I'm making fantasy foals
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♪ I'm letting my
bad imagination ♪
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♪ Get the best of me
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♪ Lost in a daydream
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♪ I'm letting my
bad imagination ♪
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♪ Get the best of me
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♪ Lost in a daydream
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Hey!
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Sorry I'm late! Sorry,
sorry, sorry, sorry!
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You waiting long?
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No? You sure?
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All right.
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Hey, are we walking
or are we racing?
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Racing.
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Yeah?
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All right.
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On your mark.
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Get set.
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Go!
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You're winning!
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You're winning! You're winning!
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Like, it was just
a picture of me
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and like, I really looked like a
ghost
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'cause like, I was really
blurry.
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Whoa! Let me see
your best ghost face.
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- Rawr!
- Okay, that is not a good--
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What is a ghost
face then, tell me?
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Oh my goodness, that
is a ghost face!
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- That's really scary.
- Or this.
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Who's at the door?
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Hold on one second.
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What are you doing here?
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I got him
something. I got--
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- Okay, make it quick.
- Is he under there?
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Yeah, he's under here.
Just make it quick.
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I'm just gonna show
it to him, that's all.
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All right, fine. Quick.
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Morgan, honey, Daddy's here.
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- Hey, little man.
- Got something
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to show you.
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Look what I got you. Look,
it's a bow and arrow, okay?
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My dad taught me how to
use a bow when I was a kid
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and now I'm gonna
teach you, all right?
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So you come through here, okay?
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You put the arrow
right through there.
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You line it up with that.
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You pull it back.
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Pew, you let it go.
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You think you can do it?
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Into the couch?
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- All right, be careful.
- One, two, three.
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Okay. Oh good job!
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Oh, see how far
that went?
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That was a good one!
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I need you to look
after this thing.
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You need to keep it
forever, all right?
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What's this?
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Come on.
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This is nice.
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Cozy.
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Is he asleep?
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Yeah.
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I got an idea.
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What's that?
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I think we should take Morgan
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to King's Island
for his birthday.
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The theme park?
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Yeah.
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There's one in
Cincinnati. We could go.
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Oh, that's like two states away.
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It's four hours away, come on.
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No way.
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We can stay in a motel. Why not?
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Too far.
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Leave Hazard forever with me,
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but not to Kings
Island overnight.
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Hey.
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You really got $10,000 saved?
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Yeah.
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And my dad's got
me a day of work
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reclaiming up at
the mine too, so.
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Mm.
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Good for you.
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Proud of you, Sara Bell.
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Why?
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Staying clean and all.
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Mining's a good job for you.
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Man, mining ain't for me.
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Hey, you know what Morgan wants?
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Yeah?
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He wants Kings Island.
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No.
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You know that old train
set of your daddy's,
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you told him about it?
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00:20:10,600 --> 00:20:11,775
My mom's.
270
00:20:12,994 --> 00:20:14,343
You talk to her lately?
271
00:20:16,563 --> 00:20:19,218
Can't let my dad buy
from nasty crank junkies.
272
00:20:24,788 --> 00:20:26,007
Sorry, baby.
273
00:20:33,971 --> 00:20:35,016
Baby.
274
00:20:37,975 --> 00:20:39,063
Baby.
275
00:20:51,772 --> 00:20:53,077
Go and see your mom.
276
00:21:31,115 --> 00:21:32,073
Dad?
277
00:21:34,075 --> 00:21:34,989
Dad?
278
00:21:36,817 --> 00:21:38,297
Dad?
279
00:21:39,646 --> 00:21:41,604
Fuck, man.
280
00:21:42,083 --> 00:21:44,215
Dad, you fucking
pissed yourself.
281
00:21:46,087 --> 00:21:48,481
I'll get you to change
your pants, okay?
282
00:22:01,058 --> 00:22:02,059
It's all right now.
283
00:22:04,932 --> 00:22:06,281
It's okay. Come on.
284
00:22:13,549 --> 00:22:14,550
Okay.
285
00:22:17,640 --> 00:22:19,512
Now let's
roll over a little bit, man.
286
00:22:25,213 --> 00:22:26,910
Just cook me up a pill.
287
00:22:30,044 --> 00:22:31,262
Please.
288
00:22:38,705 --> 00:22:40,707
Please, it's the only
thing that helps.
289
00:22:41,447 --> 00:22:43,971
Please. Please.
290
00:22:45,364 --> 00:22:46,365
Please.
291
00:22:47,191 --> 00:22:48,541
All right. Okay.
292
00:23:07,168 --> 00:23:08,822
Don't worry man, I gotcha.
293
00:23:46,337 --> 00:23:47,382
Hey.
294
00:24:37,258 --> 00:24:38,433
Aw, man.
295
00:24:51,315 --> 00:24:53,796
We got one female deceased.
296
00:24:53,840 --> 00:24:56,190
Looks like she's been gone
a couple hours already.
297
00:24:57,452 --> 00:24:59,410
- You know her?
- Yeah.
298
00:24:59,454 --> 00:25:01,282
That's Bob Newton's
granddaughter.
299
00:25:02,109 --> 00:25:03,719
You put any more thought
into that thing we talked about?
300
00:25:04,111 --> 00:25:06,026
We just don't have the manpower
or the money right now.
301
00:25:06,069 --> 00:25:07,767
I mean, come on. We
ain't gonna do nothing?
302
00:25:07,810 --> 00:25:09,333
We're gonna sit around
and let kids die?
303
00:25:09,725 --> 00:25:11,510
You stick somebody
on third shift,
304
00:25:11,553 --> 00:25:12,902
we give you an extra guy.
305
00:25:12,946 --> 00:25:14,034
Hey, that looks like
my granddaughter's car!
306
00:25:14,077 --> 00:25:15,209
Get him outta here. Come on.
307
00:25:16,253 --> 00:25:17,385
Come on, Bob. It's all right.
308
00:25:17,428 --> 00:25:19,474
It's all right,
Bob. It's all right.
309
00:25:22,738 --> 00:25:24,914
I already talked to the
DEA guy down in Charleston,
310
00:25:25,959 --> 00:25:27,134
said that Hazard's problem
311
00:25:27,177 --> 00:25:28,222
doesn't have the
type of gang activity
312
00:25:28,265 --> 00:25:29,571
or violent crime required
313
00:25:29,615 --> 00:25:31,312
to send in the street
level enforcement team.
314
00:25:33,270 --> 00:25:34,620
See, I wonder when
they're expecting
315
00:25:34,663 --> 00:25:36,186
gangs to break out down here.
316
00:25:38,711 --> 00:25:40,321
Oh, I spoke to the state too.
317
00:25:41,888 --> 00:25:43,716
Yeah, no, they're more
underfunded than we are.
318
00:25:45,326 --> 00:25:46,240
I don't know what to do.
319
00:25:47,110 --> 00:25:48,155
Yeah, I'll hold.
320
00:25:49,678 --> 00:25:51,288
Boots, run his back for me.
321
00:25:51,332 --> 00:25:52,899
Boots, one more?
322
00:25:53,377 --> 00:25:54,291
Thank you.
323
00:26:19,316 --> 00:26:21,884
Let me get 25, 50 milligrams.
324
00:26:28,151 --> 00:26:29,588
If this fucking thing
is even recording?
325
00:26:30,371 --> 00:26:31,502
The blue indicator light.
326
00:26:36,116 --> 00:26:39,380
Hey, man, lemme get
25, 50 milligrams.
327
00:26:41,730 --> 00:26:45,516
25, 50 milligrams. Lemme get 25.
328
00:26:45,734 --> 00:26:46,735
Hey, man, how you doing?
329
00:26:46,779 --> 00:26:48,258
I haven't seen you in a while.
330
00:26:48,737 --> 00:26:50,217
Lemme get 25, 50 milligrams.
331
00:27:00,444 --> 00:27:02,925
Lemme get 25, 50 milligrams
at 40 bucks a pop.
332
00:27:02,969 --> 00:27:04,753
I'll have to cover
the side tomorrow.
333
00:27:05,798 --> 00:27:06,929
Camera B
334
00:27:08,017 --> 00:27:09,279
If the suspect flees...
335
00:27:35,305 --> 00:27:36,959
Hey, Mom.
336
00:27:37,003 --> 00:27:37,786
You promised not
to come here unannounced.
337
00:27:39,092 --> 00:27:40,397
You are not
permitted in my home.
338
00:27:41,660 --> 00:27:43,749
Mom, come on.
339
00:27:43,792 --> 00:27:45,011
Come on.
340
00:27:48,449 --> 00:27:50,190
What do
you want, William?
341
00:27:50,625 --> 00:27:52,409
Just-- Just let me in,
okay, Mom?
342
00:27:52,888 --> 00:27:53,802
So I can
catch you giving drugs
343
00:27:53,846 --> 00:27:54,890
to your father again?
344
00:27:56,326 --> 00:27:57,327
No.
345
00:28:01,592 --> 00:28:03,377
One of these days,
they're gonna find you
346
00:28:03,420 --> 00:28:05,684
and your father dead someplace.
347
00:28:09,426 --> 00:28:10,689
I'm clean, Ma.
348
00:28:15,606 --> 00:28:17,652
What did I
do to deserve this?
349
00:28:24,528 --> 00:28:29,272
I just wanted to get Dad's
train for Morgan. That's all.
350
00:28:34,713 --> 00:28:37,498
Just wanted to get Dad's train.
351
00:28:43,504 --> 00:28:47,377
William, promise
me after you get it
352
00:28:48,509 --> 00:28:49,728
that you won't come back.
353
00:29:13,534 --> 00:29:14,578
Hey, Rusty.
354
00:29:15,536 --> 00:29:17,103
Officer John, how are you?
355
00:29:17,146 --> 00:29:18,321
All right. How you?
356
00:29:18,365 --> 00:29:19,366
Not too bad, man.
357
00:29:19,409 --> 00:29:20,410
What can we do for you?
358
00:29:21,063 --> 00:29:22,456
Well, I'm just looking around.
359
00:29:22,499 --> 00:29:23,762
Nothing too specific.
360
00:29:25,111 --> 00:29:28,549
Matter of fact, y'all
got any video cameras?
361
00:29:29,115 --> 00:29:31,030
We don't have any
actual video cameras,
362
00:29:31,073 --> 00:29:33,510
but we have a couple trail
cameras that may work.
363
00:29:33,554 --> 00:29:35,861
I guess it just kind of depends
on what you need it for.
364
00:29:35,904 --> 00:29:37,906
No, that actually might
be perfect for me.
365
00:29:37,950 --> 00:29:39,125
Let's see here.
366
00:29:40,300 --> 00:29:41,170
You mind if I open it?
367
00:29:41,214 --> 00:29:42,345
Oh, yeah. Have at it.
368
00:29:42,650 --> 00:29:44,217
What are the specs
on this thing?
369
00:29:44,260 --> 00:29:47,611
They each have their own long
range antenna, night vision.
370
00:29:48,438 --> 00:29:50,179
- Night vision?
- Night vision.
371
00:29:50,614 --> 00:29:51,964
Oh, that's great.
372
00:29:52,007 --> 00:29:53,487
Yeah, and you know,
you just kind of use
373
00:29:53,530 --> 00:29:56,229
the Velcro in there to strap
it to a tree or something.
374
00:29:56,664 --> 00:29:57,534
How many of these you got?
375
00:29:58,753 --> 00:29:59,710
Uh, those are the last
two on the shelf.
376
00:30:00,973 --> 00:30:01,800
Okay, yeah. I'm gonna
take both of those.
377
00:30:01,843 --> 00:30:02,801
Okay.
378
00:30:08,284 --> 00:30:09,546
Is that the best price you
can do on the hunting stand?
379
00:30:09,938 --> 00:30:12,549
It is on sale right
now, so probably, yeah.
380
00:30:17,119 --> 00:30:18,773
I might be able to do
a little better on it.
381
00:30:19,600 --> 00:30:21,428
Cool, I'll take all three.
382
00:30:21,471 --> 00:30:22,821
All right.
383
00:30:24,474 --> 00:30:25,780
and Elias Alexande ♪ Ah
384
00:30:25,824 --> 00:30:30,567
♪ Go out some dark holler
385
00:30:30,611 --> 00:30:35,616
♪ Gave you some booze
386
00:30:36,486 --> 00:30:39,576
♪ If
387
00:30:39,620 --> 00:30:43,189
♪ The revenue don't get me
388
00:30:43,972 --> 00:30:48,977
♪ Oh, money will I lose
389
00:30:50,457 --> 00:30:53,721
♪ Come
390
00:30:53,764 --> 00:30:58,334
♪ All you moon shiners
391
00:30:58,378 --> 00:31:03,296
♪ Stand all in a row
392
00:31:04,601 --> 00:31:08,779
♪ You look so
393
00:31:14,002 --> 00:31:16,091
Why are you selling
that place anyway?
394
00:31:19,703 --> 00:31:21,488
I mean, I don't like
being over there alone,
395
00:31:21,531 --> 00:31:25,666
it's just... probably
get someplace smaller.
396
00:31:27,798 --> 00:31:29,757
You ever think about leaving?
397
00:31:29,800 --> 00:31:30,932
Leaving Hazard?
398
00:31:30,976 --> 00:31:31,977
Yeah.
399
00:31:34,196 --> 00:31:36,155
I mean, there is a time,
sure, when I thought I would,
400
00:31:36,198 --> 00:31:39,593
but... [sighs] I don't know.
I don't think
401
00:31:39,636 --> 00:31:40,942
it's in the cards for me now.
402
00:31:43,814 --> 00:31:46,905
Well, I don't want any
of this shit, so burn it.
403
00:31:50,778 --> 00:31:51,910
What is wrong with you?
404
00:31:53,346 --> 00:31:54,956
They weren't the same with
me as they were with you.
405
00:31:55,000 --> 00:31:56,436
You know that.
406
00:31:56,479 --> 00:31:57,828
Whose fault was that though?
407
00:31:57,872 --> 00:31:59,526
It's not my fucking fault.
408
00:31:59,569 --> 00:32:01,528
Oh yeah, you just gonna keep
blaming everybody else, huh?
409
00:32:01,571 --> 00:32:02,964
I'm not blaming anybody.
410
00:32:03,008 --> 00:32:04,183
They didn't invite me over.
411
00:32:04,226 --> 00:32:05,924
Not my son, not their grandson.
412
00:32:07,099 --> 00:32:09,275
Never fucking
invited me or my kid.
413
00:32:10,754 --> 00:32:12,582
Look, I'm not trying
to defend Mom and Dad.
414
00:32:12,626 --> 00:32:13,670
Yes you is.
415
00:32:15,629 --> 00:32:17,674
They're still our
parents, all right?
416
00:32:17,718 --> 00:32:18,849
This is our responsibility now.
417
00:32:18,893 --> 00:32:20,460
It ain't my responsibility.
418
00:32:20,503 --> 00:32:21,765
It's your house.
419
00:32:22,766 --> 00:32:24,203
You still gonna get half
the money from the sale.
420
00:32:24,246 --> 00:32:25,944
I don't want their
fucking money.
421
00:32:33,995 --> 00:32:35,866
So what then, you just
want me to leave now?
422
00:32:36,389 --> 00:32:37,912
Shut up.
423
00:33:17,343 --> 00:33:19,562
They were so slow in there.
424
00:33:20,737 --> 00:33:22,652
My prescription is for 50 pills.
425
00:33:22,696 --> 00:33:24,698
That's $40 a piece, okay.
426
00:33:24,741 --> 00:33:26,613
It's $2,000.
427
00:33:26,656 --> 00:33:28,789
I'll give you the money
tomorrow. Ms. Fitzer.
428
00:33:28,832 --> 00:33:31,313
If anybody were to
find out about this...
429
00:33:31,357 --> 00:33:32,967
No one will find out.
430
00:33:33,011 --> 00:33:34,099
I promise.
431
00:33:34,838 --> 00:33:35,926
Thank you, William.
432
00:33:36,753 --> 00:33:37,667
All right.
433
00:33:37,711 --> 00:33:38,929
Better get outta here.
434
00:34:20,275 --> 00:34:21,668
What are you doing here?
435
00:34:25,063 --> 00:34:26,064
You smoking?
436
00:34:28,979 --> 00:34:30,416
It's been a long day.
437
00:34:31,939 --> 00:34:33,810
Where's our boy at?
438
00:34:34,985 --> 00:34:37,814
He's with your mama, up
in Cumberland fishing.
439
00:34:39,251 --> 00:34:40,643
I could have taken him.
440
00:34:42,123 --> 00:34:43,864
I'm sure, with your
busy schedule.
441
00:34:44,821 --> 00:34:48,434
I brought his train.
It's in the truck.
442
00:34:51,045 --> 00:34:52,916
Why don't you stop by
later, give it to him?
443
00:34:53,830 --> 00:34:55,093
You free till then?
444
00:34:57,530 --> 00:34:58,531
Yeah.
445
00:35:04,189 --> 00:35:05,233
What is it?
446
00:35:07,061 --> 00:35:08,062
I don't feel good.
447
00:35:13,894 --> 00:35:15,069
Come take a ride with me.
448
00:35:17,680 --> 00:35:18,725
Where are we going?
449
00:35:19,552 --> 00:35:21,293
Oh, fucking anywhere.
450
00:35:22,555 --> 00:35:23,947
Look.
451
00:35:25,297 --> 00:35:27,690
Come on, get some fresh air.
452
00:35:28,256 --> 00:35:29,431
Will be fun. Come on.
453
00:35:29,910 --> 00:35:30,824
Come on.
454
00:35:31,651 --> 00:35:32,869
Come on.
455
00:35:32,913 --> 00:35:34,480
Well, don't "come on" me.
456
00:35:34,523 --> 00:35:35,785
Oh, you're gonna
have to carry me.
457
00:35:35,829 --> 00:35:37,396
I'm gonna have to carry you?
458
00:35:37,439 --> 00:35:38,440
See?
459
00:35:38,484 --> 00:35:39,920
Easy, easy.
460
00:35:41,878 --> 00:35:43,053
You put on some weight.
461
00:37:19,324 --> 00:37:21,239
It all just...
462
00:37:22,805 --> 00:37:24,851
It just all came back
to that, I don't get it.
463
00:37:26,331 --> 00:37:28,028
It hit me like a ton of bricks.
464
00:37:33,076 --> 00:37:34,426
You'll feel better tomorrow.
465
00:37:38,430 --> 00:37:40,388
Want me to show you
where I've been living?
466
00:37:43,957 --> 00:37:45,437
No.
467
00:37:47,613 --> 00:37:48,744
Is it nice?
468
00:37:48,788 --> 00:37:49,963
It's beautiful.
469
00:37:51,530 --> 00:37:53,358
It's probably the most beautiful
place I've ever stayed at.
470
00:37:55,142 --> 00:37:56,317
It's got a mattress
on the floor.
471
00:37:56,361 --> 00:37:57,884
Oh my God.
472
00:38:00,016 --> 00:38:01,061
Yeah.
473
00:38:02,280 --> 00:38:03,803
- Yeah.
- Yeah?
474
00:38:07,023 --> 00:38:07,937
Come on.
475
00:38:19,819 --> 00:38:22,038
I was doing good, you know?
476
00:38:51,154 --> 00:38:52,634
I'm so flat.
477
00:40:41,264 --> 00:40:43,179
No, no, no, no, no!
478
00:40:47,836 --> 00:40:49,185
Sara!
479
00:40:50,317 --> 00:40:51,840
Fuck!
480
00:40:51,884 --> 00:40:54,277
Fuck!
481
00:40:55,061 --> 00:40:57,150
Fuck.
482
00:40:58,107 --> 00:40:59,457
Come on!
483
00:41:01,284 --> 00:41:02,634
Sara!
484
00:41:03,025 --> 00:41:04,200
Hey, keep breathing, please!
485
00:41:05,201 --> 00:41:06,464
Fuck! Come on!
486
00:41:13,079 --> 00:41:14,080
Okay, we're here!
487
00:41:14,123 --> 00:41:15,560
Baby, baby, baby! Come on!
488
00:41:15,603 --> 00:41:17,257
Help, somebody!
489
00:41:18,040 --> 00:41:19,912
Help me! Somebody help me!
490
00:41:23,176 --> 00:41:24,177
Help me!
491
00:41:24,220 --> 00:41:25,787
Help!
492
00:41:25,831 --> 00:41:28,877
Somebody help me! Help!
493
00:42:38,251 --> 00:42:39,252
Next.
494
00:42:39,295 --> 00:42:40,383
Name?
495
00:42:49,392 --> 00:42:50,698
What's your name?
496
00:43:00,490 --> 00:43:02,188
I was getting run
down by the police
497
00:43:02,623 --> 00:43:05,321
and I was in the van and I
was going as fast as I could
498
00:43:05,365 --> 00:43:07,410
and I said, "Look,
there's this one guy--"
499
00:43:07,454 --> 00:43:09,499
Anybody seen my
granddaughter Lisa Newton?
500
00:43:10,152 --> 00:43:11,414
Somebody killed her.
501
00:43:12,372 --> 00:43:14,026
You know, gave her some drugs.
502
00:43:15,288 --> 00:43:18,857
Hey! I got some money.
503
00:43:22,643 --> 00:43:25,211
Dr.
Forest, dial 118, please.
504
00:43:26,473 --> 00:43:28,606
Dr. Forest, please dial 118.
505
00:43:32,784 --> 00:43:34,394
How much trouble am I in?
506
00:43:36,439 --> 00:43:37,310
Well, I guess that
sort of depends
507
00:43:37,353 --> 00:43:38,703
what you're talking about.
508
00:43:45,448 --> 00:43:46,885
They gonna take him.
509
00:43:46,928 --> 00:43:48,408
You can get him back.
510
00:43:51,019 --> 00:43:52,412
You gotta go to court first.
511
00:43:53,761 --> 00:43:54,762
When?
512
00:43:58,374 --> 00:44:00,942
Most courts are so backed
up with drug cases,
513
00:44:00,986 --> 00:44:02,727
be eight months,
could be a year.
514
00:44:06,469 --> 00:44:07,645
Long time.
515
00:44:10,430 --> 00:44:11,736
It's not as long
as going to jail.
516
00:44:13,825 --> 00:44:15,261
It wasn't supposed to happen.
517
00:44:22,790 --> 00:44:25,532
I can get you in the
free clinic up in Corbin,
518
00:44:25,575 --> 00:44:26,620
all right?
519
00:44:28,491 --> 00:44:29,841
It's gonna be to your benefit.
520
00:44:33,409 --> 00:44:37,239
If it's good for you, it'll
be good for my nephew, so...
521
00:44:43,811 --> 00:44:44,856
Just let me know, all right?
522
00:44:44,899 --> 00:44:46,466
I'll help you any way I can.
523
00:44:51,297 --> 00:44:52,472
Hey, baby.
524
00:44:54,039 --> 00:44:55,649
Come on.
525
00:45:00,349 --> 00:45:01,742
Come on.
526
00:45:01,786 --> 00:45:03,309
Let's go, let's go.
527
00:45:06,007 --> 00:45:07,226
Hey, Will.
528
00:45:07,269 --> 00:45:08,662
Can I talk to you for a second?
529
00:45:09,663 --> 00:45:11,056
I'll meet you in the car.
530
00:45:14,537 --> 00:45:15,451
] Come on.
531
00:45:19,542 --> 00:45:21,066
Where did she get the pills?
532
00:45:26,071 --> 00:45:27,550
Ah-- I don't know.
533
00:45:29,509 --> 00:45:31,076
That's the mother of your
son you're talking about.
534
00:45:34,122 --> 00:45:36,429
You gonna let her get in more
trouble than she's already in?
535
00:45:48,528 --> 00:45:50,182
Hey, you know anything
about Lisa Newton?
536
00:45:55,970 --> 00:45:57,406
Who's that?
537
00:45:58,494 --> 00:46:00,018
That's the girl we
found dead in her car
538
00:46:00,061 --> 00:46:01,671
by the cold tip of
the other night.
539
00:46:05,588 --> 00:46:06,764
No.
540
00:46:26,348 --> 00:46:28,437
So you really fucked
up this time, huh?
541
00:46:29,612 --> 00:46:31,353
Wanna eat now or later?
542
00:46:33,138 --> 00:46:35,314
Stomach feels like
it's got a hole in it.
543
00:46:42,190 --> 00:46:43,801
I don't wanna be here anymore.
544
00:46:44,889 --> 00:46:46,760
Where the fuck do
you wanna be then?
545
00:46:49,937 --> 00:46:51,983
Man, since when did
you get so emotional?
546
00:46:54,159 --> 00:46:55,595
It's all over for me.
547
00:46:56,552 --> 00:46:58,816
Don't fucking say that, man.
548
00:47:02,950 --> 00:47:04,125
Just gimme me something.
549
00:47:06,911 --> 00:47:07,999
Eat your food.
550
00:47:09,348 --> 00:47:10,871
Just gimme--
I know you got something.
551
00:47:10,915 --> 00:47:12,090
- Shut up.
- Just gimme something.
552
00:47:12,133 --> 00:47:13,656
Shut up and eat
your fucking food.
553
00:47:13,700 --> 00:47:15,136
- I know you got something.
- Eat your fucking food.
554
00:47:15,180 --> 00:47:16,659
- Just gimme something.
- Eat your fucking food.
555
00:47:16,703 --> 00:47:18,444
Come on, William,
would you just gimme--
556
00:47:18,487 --> 00:47:20,663
I'm fucking done
getting you high!
557
00:47:21,969 --> 00:47:23,057
I'm done!
558
00:47:26,582 --> 00:47:28,671
- Yeah.
- Get the fuck outta my home.
559
00:47:28,715 --> 00:47:30,935
Get the fuck outta my home.
Get the fuck outta here.
560
00:47:30,978 --> 00:47:32,850
- Fuck outta my home!
- I'm fucking gone.
561
00:47:32,893 --> 00:47:34,677
Go! Fuck!
562
00:47:35,983 --> 00:47:38,594
Fine. Fine, I'm fucking gone.
563
00:47:41,249 --> 00:47:42,468
Fuck.
564
00:47:44,557 --> 00:47:46,298
Fuck. Come back, William.
565
00:47:47,995 --> 00:47:49,040
William!
566
00:48:09,887 --> 00:48:11,192
Thanks for agreeing to meet me.
567
00:48:12,977 --> 00:48:14,804
But what the fuck
are we doing here?
568
00:48:14,848 --> 00:48:15,980
Why not?
569
00:48:16,023 --> 00:48:18,504
This field ain't
been used in years.
570
00:48:18,547 --> 00:48:20,506
Not since they consolidated
the schools anyway.
571
00:48:21,420 --> 00:48:23,726
I'm taking Sara to
rehab in Corbin later.
572
00:48:25,076 --> 00:48:26,077
Thanks for that.
573
00:48:27,034 --> 00:48:28,470
You know what this
plant's called?
574
00:48:30,733 --> 00:48:31,734
Kudzu.
575
00:48:33,475 --> 00:48:37,566
It's an invasive species, it
just swallows up everything.
576
00:48:38,263 --> 00:48:42,528
Look, I just-- I want to know
what's gonna happen to Sara.
577
00:48:46,662 --> 00:48:48,273
Can you believe we
used to play ball here?
578
00:48:52,886 --> 00:48:55,106
She's in trouble, man.
She OD'ed with a kid at home.
579
00:48:56,759 --> 00:48:59,545
Look, I gave her
the drugs, okay?
580
00:49:00,111 --> 00:49:01,503
Just arrest me, man.
581
00:49:02,504 --> 00:49:05,420
Oh, well, you can speak
on her behalf to the judge
582
00:49:05,464 --> 00:49:06,726
when she has her day in court.
583
00:49:07,292 --> 00:49:08,293
As will I.
584
00:49:09,990 --> 00:49:12,036
John, there's gotta be
something you can do.
585
00:49:12,079 --> 00:49:13,689
I can't just make this go away.
586
00:49:14,081 --> 00:49:15,909
All right, then
tell me what to do.
587
00:49:18,303 --> 00:49:19,434
I don't know.
588
00:49:21,959 --> 00:49:23,743
You know, my whole
life people been like,
589
00:49:23,786 --> 00:49:25,875
"Hey, John, can I have
some help with this?
590
00:49:25,919 --> 00:49:27,225
Hey, John, you mind
helping me out?"
591
00:49:27,268 --> 00:49:28,574
How come nobody ever says,
592
00:49:28,617 --> 00:49:30,010
"Hey, John, what
can I help you with?
593
00:49:30,054 --> 00:49:31,359
Hey John, are you
doing all right."
594
00:49:31,403 --> 00:49:33,057
Man, what the fuck you
talking about, man?
595
00:49:45,721 --> 00:49:47,680
Okay, man! Fuck!
596
00:49:47,723 --> 00:49:48,942
Shit, man.
597
00:49:53,903 --> 00:49:55,427
We're fucked, man.
598
00:49:57,168 --> 00:49:58,604
This whole town is dying.
599
00:50:03,522 --> 00:50:06,307
Pretty soon, if
we ain't careful,
600
00:50:07,395 --> 00:50:09,571
we're gonna end up just
like these bleachers.
601
00:50:09,615 --> 00:50:12,183
We're gonna be obsolete.
We're gonna disappear.
602
00:50:14,185 --> 00:50:16,056
You really want to help Sara?
603
00:50:16,100 --> 00:50:17,623
You really want to help me?
604
00:50:18,580 --> 00:50:20,104
Help yourself? Help this town?
605
00:50:21,801 --> 00:50:23,281
Do you?
606
00:50:23,324 --> 00:50:26,588
Fuck, man, I'm here because
I want to help Sara, okay?
607
00:50:27,241 --> 00:50:28,764
Of course I want to help Sara.
608
00:50:29,765 --> 00:50:30,853
All right.
609
00:50:32,116 --> 00:50:33,813
Then there ain't no
going back on it.
610
00:50:36,598 --> 00:50:37,643
Come on.
611
00:50:52,049 --> 00:50:53,572
You can't tell
nobody about this.
612
00:50:56,227 --> 00:50:57,967
Trust me, I won't tell anybody.
613
00:50:58,664 --> 00:51:00,796
Good. I need corroboration.
614
00:51:02,885 --> 00:51:03,799
What the fuck's that?
615
00:51:05,149 --> 00:51:08,500
I need a witness, you,
to corroborate, confirm,
616
00:51:09,283 --> 00:51:11,720
my investigation, all right?
617
00:51:12,547 --> 00:51:14,854
Now I'm gonna show you some of
the footage that I've gotten
618
00:51:14,897 --> 00:51:17,335
and you're gonna help
me confirm the identity
619
00:51:17,378 --> 00:51:19,380
of the suspects and
the illegal activity,
620
00:51:19,424 --> 00:51:21,469
and then we are going
to make a statement.
621
00:51:21,513 --> 00:51:26,518
Now, who and what we find,
keep an open mind, all right?
622
00:51:27,475 --> 00:51:28,868
You're here to educate me.
623
00:51:30,217 --> 00:51:31,392
All right.
624
00:51:31,436 --> 00:51:33,481
Look, man, I ain't
no fucking rat.
625
00:51:34,308 --> 00:51:36,571
I'm gonna put your name in
as anonymous, all right?
626
00:51:36,615 --> 00:51:37,833
You don't have to
worry about that.
627
00:51:41,881 --> 00:51:43,187
Show me the tape. Go ahead.
628
00:51:43,752 --> 00:51:45,276
All right, take a look at this.
629
00:51:48,322 --> 00:51:51,456
That's Mr. Sawyer. Car salesman.
Look at this. Look at this.
630
00:51:51,499 --> 00:51:52,935
Come here.
631
00:51:52,979 --> 00:51:53,806
That lady?
632
00:51:53,849 --> 00:51:55,721
Her name is Joy Reynolds.
633
00:51:55,764 --> 00:51:57,418
- Yeah.
- She lives in Ivy Dale.
634
00:51:57,462 --> 00:51:59,899
- You know her?
- Joy, yeah.
635
00:51:59,942 --> 00:52:01,118
She's a good fucking woman.
636
00:52:01,161 --> 00:52:02,206
All right.
637
00:52:04,860 --> 00:52:06,297
Man.
638
00:52:06,340 --> 00:52:09,038
Hey, fucking listen like
a human for a second, man.
639
00:52:10,866 --> 00:52:13,739
She fucking gets beaten
by her fucking husband,
640
00:52:14,522 --> 00:52:15,567
gets kicked out of the house--
641
00:52:15,610 --> 00:52:16,698
The kids were
getting beaten too.
642
00:52:16,742 --> 00:52:18,178
She lives in that fuckin' van.
643
00:52:18,222 --> 00:52:20,963
She gets a script because
her old man broke her arm.
644
00:52:21,790 --> 00:52:23,792
That's how she feeds her kids.
645
00:52:23,836 --> 00:52:26,055
What the fuck are you
trying to achieve here
646
00:52:26,099 --> 00:52:28,101
by fucking busting everybody?
647
00:52:28,145 --> 00:52:30,843
I'm trying to make a difference.
648
00:52:30,886 --> 00:52:32,627
I'm trying to help the town.
649
00:52:32,671 --> 00:52:35,935
The town that I grew up in,
the town that I live in,
650
00:52:35,978 --> 00:52:40,679
the town that my nephew,
your son, lives in.
651
00:52:40,722 --> 00:52:42,768
You're barking up
the wrong tree, okay?
652
00:52:43,986 --> 00:52:45,510
These people are not
the fucking problem.
653
00:52:45,553 --> 00:52:46,902
You're going fucking crazy.
654
00:52:46,946 --> 00:52:48,513
All right, what do you see?
655
00:52:48,556 --> 00:52:50,079
'Cause I'll tell you what I see,
656
00:52:50,123 --> 00:52:51,994
I see the park that we used
to play in when we was kids.
657
00:52:52,299 --> 00:52:53,300
Listen, man.
658
00:52:54,823 --> 00:52:56,956
We're not fucking
kids anymore, okay?
659
00:52:59,350 --> 00:53:00,525
Will.
660
00:53:02,048 --> 00:53:03,484
Will! Dammit.
661
00:53:07,488 --> 00:53:08,533
Fuck.
662
00:53:13,015 --> 00:53:13,929
Say nothing.
663
00:53:15,148 --> 00:53:15,844
You better not saying
nothing to nobody.
664
00:53:15,888 --> 00:53:16,889
Fuck off, man.
665
00:53:18,760 --> 00:53:19,761
Fucking crazy.
666
00:53:58,409 --> 00:53:59,758
Hey.
667
00:54:01,368 --> 00:54:02,674
We can go home.
668
00:54:03,414 --> 00:54:04,676
I mean, it's no big deal.
669
00:54:05,677 --> 00:54:06,765
Nah.
670
00:54:14,816 --> 00:54:16,383
Promise you come
back and get me?
671
00:54:17,950 --> 00:54:19,952
Baby, I'll stay out
here all day and night
672
00:54:19,995 --> 00:54:21,040
if you want me to.
673
00:54:23,869 --> 00:54:25,044
Romantic.
674
00:54:28,787 --> 00:54:30,615
- All right.
- All right, let's go.
675
00:55:23,189 --> 00:55:28,150
♪ Thanks for the memories
676
00:55:28,194 --> 00:55:30,457
♪ You welcome Sammy's crew
677
00:55:30,501 --> 00:55:33,112
♪ Our men are taught too few
678
00:55:33,155 --> 00:55:35,810
♪ I wish that I could kiss
679
00:55:35,854 --> 00:55:38,683
♪ Each and every one of you
680
00:55:53,088 --> 00:55:54,307
Hey, Mom.
681
00:55:55,090 --> 00:55:56,309
Thanks for showing up.
682
00:55:57,919 --> 00:55:59,486
Thanks for letting me help out.
683
00:56:01,401 --> 00:56:02,663
You're not welcome.
684
00:56:03,795 --> 00:56:05,100
The mother of your
child is in rehab
685
00:56:05,144 --> 00:56:07,538
and I need help
caring for your son.
686
00:56:09,278 --> 00:56:10,758
Have you heard from your father?
687
00:56:11,150 --> 00:56:12,107
No.
688
00:56:12,934 --> 00:56:15,067
Check on him after
you walk Morgan.
689
00:56:15,110 --> 00:56:16,155
Sure. Yeah.
690
00:56:17,112 --> 00:56:19,158
- Dad!
- Hey, little man.
691
00:56:19,201 --> 00:56:19,985
Let me take that.
692
00:56:20,942 --> 00:56:21,987
Ready to go to school?
693
00:56:22,030 --> 00:56:23,162
Yep!
694
00:56:26,121 --> 00:56:27,558
Remember when you
used to walk me?
695
00:56:29,951 --> 00:56:31,170
Bye, Grandma.
696
00:56:36,218 --> 00:56:38,133
Kick it, kick my back foot,
697
00:56:38,177 --> 00:56:40,222
and then I'll trip
up over myself.
698
00:56:40,527 --> 00:56:41,659
You gotta...
699
00:56:41,702 --> 00:56:42,921
Huah!
700
00:56:42,964 --> 00:56:44,357
Come on, you gotta
be faster than that.
701
00:56:44,401 --> 00:56:45,489
Punch my hand.
702
00:56:45,532 --> 00:56:47,360
I'm too strong. I can take it.
703
00:56:47,404 --> 00:56:48,927
Oh, no I can't!
704
00:56:50,276 --> 00:56:51,408
Are you and Mom dying?
705
00:56:53,192 --> 00:56:54,236
Huh?
706
00:56:55,020 --> 00:56:56,151
Who told you that?
707
00:56:59,546 --> 00:57:02,244
At school, they told us
how drug addicts die.
708
00:57:04,333 --> 00:57:06,161
We're not drug people, okay?
709
00:57:08,250 --> 00:57:09,426
Don't say that.
710
00:57:12,646 --> 00:57:13,734
Promise me.
711
00:57:14,648 --> 00:57:15,954
Promise?
712
00:57:16,389 --> 00:57:18,217
You promise you're
not gonna say that?
713
00:57:21,829 --> 00:57:23,004
All right. Come on.
714
00:57:24,266 --> 00:57:26,225
♪ Treat each other right
715
00:57:26,268 --> 00:57:29,446
♪ And find fulfillment
in this life ♪
716
00:57:29,489 --> 00:57:33,101
♪ Drink the peaceful
waters from the mountain ♪
717
00:57:34,581 --> 00:57:37,628
♪ Peace Mountain
718
00:57:37,671 --> 00:57:43,677
♪ In the land of Canaan
on Peace Mountain ♪
719
00:57:44,896 --> 00:57:50,641
♪ Where I go and our work
is done on Peace Mountain ♪
720
00:57:51,685 --> 00:57:58,300
♪ Where I'll die a shiner's
son on Peace Mountain ♪
721
00:57:59,040 --> 00:58:03,480
♪ In the land of Canaan
722
00:58:45,304 --> 00:58:46,218
And this is a tornado.
723
00:58:46,261 --> 00:58:48,176
Look, I'll show you a tornado.
724
00:58:49,134 --> 00:58:50,135
Look.
725
00:58:50,875 --> 00:58:52,311
Like this, look.
726
00:58:53,181 --> 00:58:54,313
You do it.
727
00:58:55,053 --> 00:58:56,402
Okay.
728
00:58:56,445 --> 00:58:57,534
Let's see.
729
00:58:59,144 --> 00:59:00,232
They'll let us know
tomorrow about the arrangements.
730
00:59:00,275 --> 00:59:01,668
A tornado!
731
00:59:02,408 --> 00:59:04,932
It starts a tornado!
732
00:59:04,976 --> 00:59:09,458
It starts a tor-na-do!
733
00:59:14,594 --> 00:59:16,291
They'll let us know tomorrow
about the arrangement--
734
00:59:17,945 --> 00:59:19,556
Are you gonna grow
up big and smart?
735
00:59:19,599 --> 00:59:21,514
You're gonna grow up
strong and healthy?
736
00:59:21,558 --> 00:59:23,342
Are you? Are you?
737
00:59:23,385 --> 00:59:24,691
You swear.
738
00:59:24,735 --> 00:59:26,388
It's time for your bath, Morgan.
739
00:59:28,086 --> 00:59:29,304
Can Dad take me?
740
00:59:29,696 --> 00:59:30,567
It's getting late.
741
00:59:31,132 --> 00:59:32,743
I'll just run the water
742
00:59:32,786 --> 00:59:34,527
and then I'll be
outta here in no time.
743
00:59:37,182 --> 00:59:38,183
Yeah?
744
00:59:38,749 --> 00:59:40,098
I'll race you.
745
00:59:40,402 --> 00:59:41,229
Go!
746
00:59:55,722 --> 00:59:56,897
Bath's run.
747
00:59:57,332 --> 00:59:58,420
Ready to go.
748
01:00:01,336 --> 01:00:03,295
Fuck's that?
749
01:00:04,426 --> 01:00:06,254
You have no idea how
this got in my house?
750
01:00:07,734 --> 01:00:09,214
You killed your father,
751
01:00:09,562 --> 01:00:10,563
and you're gonna kill Sara.
752
01:00:11,912 --> 01:00:13,610
Just kill your damn self
753
01:00:13,653 --> 01:00:16,613
so that little boy has a chance
to be something in his life.
754
01:00:19,180 --> 01:00:20,399
Get out.
755
01:00:21,400 --> 01:00:22,749
I said, "get out"!
756
01:00:23,837 --> 01:00:25,360
Out!
757
01:00:25,404 --> 01:00:26,405
Get out!
758
01:00:43,204 --> 01:00:44,466
Fuck!
759
01:00:45,250 --> 01:00:46,468
Fuck!
760
01:02:55,989 --> 01:02:57,469
You don't even have
to shoot me. No,
761
01:02:57,512 --> 01:02:58,775
you know you can just give
it to me and I can swallow.
762
01:02:58,818 --> 01:03:00,559
- No.
- Please, I'm not gonna sleep.
763
01:03:00,602 --> 01:03:02,561
You fucking OD'ed,
baby. What the fuck?
764
01:03:02,604 --> 01:03:04,693
- That's not gonna happen
fucking again.
- I get that--
765
01:03:04,737 --> 01:03:06,086
Tomorrow!
766
01:03:06,130 --> 01:03:08,567
Tomorrow is another day.
I'm fucking sick too.
767
01:03:08,959 --> 01:03:10,264
Baby, we can be sick together.
768
01:03:10,308 --> 01:03:11,396
That's fucking fine.
769
01:03:11,439 --> 01:03:13,920
I'm not going to
feel better tomorrow.
770
01:03:14,834 --> 01:03:16,488
I can't!
771
01:03:16,531 --> 01:03:18,620
Just stay fucking
clean for Morgan, okay?
772
01:03:19,230 --> 01:03:21,972
For Morgan, like I did
fucking everything for Morgan!
773
01:03:22,015 --> 01:03:23,582
Everything and
you don't do shit!
774
01:03:23,625 --> 01:03:25,323
Get the fuck outta my house!
775
01:03:25,366 --> 01:03:27,673
- I ain't fucking leaving--
- Get the fuck outta my house.
776
01:03:27,716 --> 01:03:29,980
Get the fuck outta
my fucking house!
777
01:03:30,807 --> 01:03:33,374
Get out! It's your fault!
778
01:03:33,984 --> 01:03:35,463
This is your fucking fault!
779
01:03:40,338 --> 01:03:42,819
Get out! Get out!
780
01:04:00,053 --> 01:04:01,750
Why don't you just
tell all your friends,
781
01:04:01,794 --> 01:04:04,144
especially all those minors
who have bad injuries,
782
01:04:04,188 --> 01:04:07,365
if they buy a 40
milligram coupon,
783
01:04:07,408 --> 01:04:09,149
well, they'll get an 80 on us.
784
01:04:09,193 --> 01:04:10,629
Cash only.
785
01:04:56,675 --> 01:04:58,372
Will!
786
01:04:58,416 --> 01:04:59,852
Come on, I need to talk to you.
787
01:05:09,731 --> 01:05:10,907
There's a doctor.
788
01:05:11,690 --> 01:05:13,910
He's illegally selling
pills out of his office.
789
01:05:15,868 --> 01:05:17,652
Fuck's that got to do with me?
790
01:05:17,696 --> 01:05:20,264
I need you to make a
purchase, all right?
791
01:05:20,307 --> 01:05:23,441
Now, you do that for
me and I swear to you,
792
01:05:24,355 --> 01:05:26,270
that'll be the last
time I bother you.
793
01:05:28,315 --> 01:05:29,664
No, man.
794
01:05:30,796 --> 01:05:31,536
No.
795
01:05:34,060 --> 01:05:35,670
Hey, Will.
796
01:05:37,324 --> 01:05:39,674
Please, look at me.
797
01:05:41,502 --> 01:05:42,851
I need your help.
798
01:05:44,592 --> 01:05:46,725
Man, I came to you because
your sister needed your help.
799
01:05:47,944 --> 01:05:49,728
She still needs your
fucking help, man.
800
01:05:50,685 --> 01:05:51,948
She still needs your help.
801
01:05:53,775 --> 01:05:54,863
Sara?
802
01:05:57,736 --> 01:05:58,693
Sara?
803
01:06:00,695 --> 01:06:02,871
Fuck, man. Where is she.
804
01:06:19,323 --> 01:06:20,585
Sara!
805
01:06:20,628 --> 01:06:22,761
Sara, what the fuck
are you doing here?
806
01:06:24,719 --> 01:06:26,417
Sharing needles with these guys?
807
01:06:27,505 --> 01:06:28,593
Sara!
808
01:06:28,636 --> 01:06:30,160
Sara, fucking look at me.
809
01:06:31,117 --> 01:06:32,118
We're leaving!
810
01:06:33,946 --> 01:06:35,817
Fucking come with me, please!
811
01:06:38,820 --> 01:06:39,952
Sara.
812
01:06:39,996 --> 01:06:42,128
Sara, I'll get you right, okay?
813
01:06:42,172 --> 01:06:43,303
I'll get you right.
814
01:06:44,652 --> 01:06:45,740
Just come with me.
815
01:06:47,612 --> 01:06:48,961
Fucking come with me, please!
816
01:06:49,440 --> 01:06:50,658
Now!
817
01:07:01,669 --> 01:07:04,107
You remember how much
fun we used to have?
818
01:07:26,172 --> 01:07:30,568
Don't you?
819
01:08:06,473 --> 01:08:07,866
Fuck.
820
01:08:57,524 --> 01:08:58,786
Please, man.
821
01:08:58,830 --> 01:09:00,745
Look, I'll do anything
you want, okay?
822
01:09:01,485 --> 01:09:04,923
Just fucking let me get Sara
back into rehab, please.
823
01:09:06,490 --> 01:09:08,970
Did you sell pills
to Lisa Newton?
824
01:09:10,885 --> 01:09:12,322
What are you talking about, man?
825
01:09:13,453 --> 01:09:16,326
Did you sell pills
to Lisa Newton?
826
01:09:17,979 --> 01:09:20,939
Man, shit, look, I'll
fucking do anything, okay?
827
01:09:21,505 --> 01:09:23,246
I need to get Sara
back in the rehab, man.
828
01:09:23,289 --> 01:09:25,726
You need to answer my question.
829
01:09:25,770 --> 01:09:27,467
A teenage girl is dead.
830
01:09:27,511 --> 01:09:30,296
Did you sell pills
to Lisa Newton?
831
01:09:31,123 --> 01:09:32,211
No, man!
832
01:09:32,255 --> 01:09:33,343
What the hell is wrong with you?
833
01:09:34,474 --> 01:09:35,388
Nothing.
834
01:09:36,346 --> 01:09:37,521
I'm fine, okay?
835
01:09:37,564 --> 01:09:38,522
You know a teenager--
836
01:09:38,565 --> 01:09:39,914
Just tell me
what I have to do.
837
01:09:39,958 --> 01:09:41,089
Just tell me what
I have to do.
838
01:09:48,967 --> 01:09:50,838
You gonna be all
right to do this?
839
01:09:53,754 --> 01:09:54,799
Will?
840
01:09:56,017 --> 01:09:57,280
Jesus.
841
01:10:16,255 --> 01:10:17,387
You ready?
842
01:10:18,562 --> 01:10:22,043
Hey, Will, you gonna
be able to do this?
843
01:10:27,962 --> 01:10:29,312
Come on, you ain't
going in there.
844
01:10:29,355 --> 01:10:30,400
Gimme the shirt.
845
01:10:31,966 --> 01:10:33,881
- And the recorder.
- Fuck.
846
01:10:33,925 --> 01:10:34,969
Come on.
847
01:10:42,760 --> 01:10:44,196
Next.
848
01:10:50,071 --> 01:10:51,072
Name?
849
01:10:51,899 --> 01:10:52,944
Rusty Lucas.
850
01:10:54,032 --> 01:10:55,468
Rusty. Do I know you?
851
01:10:57,035 --> 01:10:57,949
No.
852
01:10:59,385 --> 01:11:00,343
You sure?
853
01:11:00,386 --> 01:11:01,909
I heard you was selling scripts.
854
01:11:03,389 --> 01:11:04,347
How much you got?
855
01:11:06,262 --> 01:11:07,785
I got $500.
856
01:11:15,836 --> 01:11:17,229
Here you go.
857
01:13:35,802 --> 01:13:37,108
Aw, fuck.
858
01:17:09,537 --> 01:17:11,365
Sara?
859
01:17:11,409 --> 01:17:13,541
Hey. Hey. Sara?
860
01:17:13,977 --> 01:17:15,369
Sara!
861
01:17:15,413 --> 01:17:17,458
Sara! Sara!
862
01:17:17,981 --> 01:17:19,504
Hey! Sara, hey!
863
01:17:19,547 --> 01:17:20,810
Hey, wake up!
864
01:17:20,853 --> 01:17:22,507
Sara, wake up!
865
01:17:22,550 --> 01:17:23,639
Fuck!
866
01:17:24,988 --> 01:17:26,250
Fuck.
867
01:18:10,555 --> 01:18:12,470
Police department!
Sit the bag down,
868
01:18:12,513 --> 01:18:14,428
turn around and put your
hands behind your back for us.
869
01:18:14,472 --> 01:18:15,429
Okay, okay.
870
01:18:15,473 --> 01:18:16,430
Turn around.
871
01:18:16,474 --> 01:18:17,388
Sir! Stop resisting!
872
01:19:30,896 --> 01:19:33,029
I'm taking us back
to the clinic.
873
01:19:47,304 --> 01:19:49,480
I'm taking us both to rehab.
874
01:21:18,917 --> 01:21:23,879
♪ Well, I probably
shouldn't drive home ♪
875
01:21:25,271 --> 01:21:27,883
♪ But I'll be just fine
876
01:21:31,277 --> 01:21:36,021
♪ Long as I keep my
wheels in the lines ♪
877
01:21:43,550 --> 01:21:46,205
♪ Most times it's easy
878
01:21:49,469 --> 01:21:52,081
♪ But right now I ain't sure
879
01:21:54,822 --> 01:21:58,087
♪ These roads keep on winding
880
01:21:58,652 --> 01:22:01,090
♪ Around in a blur
881
01:22:05,703 --> 01:22:08,836
My name is Nora and I
have been in recovery
882
01:22:08,880 --> 01:22:10,795
for right over two
and a half years.
883
01:22:10,838 --> 01:22:14,668
I've been in sobriety for
five years the 27th of July.
884
01:22:14,712 --> 01:22:16,061
For 23 months.
885
01:22:16,105 --> 01:22:17,193
Six months.
886
01:22:17,236 --> 01:22:19,021
August 3rd will make a year
887
01:22:19,064 --> 01:22:22,459
Since June 11, 2022.
888
01:22:22,502 --> 01:22:23,851
I got two years clean.
889
01:22:23,895 --> 01:22:26,463
Been in and outta recovery
for about five years.
890
01:22:26,506 --> 01:22:28,726
I've been clean for
three years now.
891
01:22:28,769 --> 01:22:32,686
I was prescribed
medication in high school
892
01:22:32,730 --> 01:22:33,992
and in middle school,
893
01:22:34,036 --> 01:22:36,821
and I would take it to
school and trade it off.
894
01:22:36,864 --> 01:22:39,693
And I didn't like
what I was prescribed,
895
01:22:39,737 --> 01:22:41,739
but I liked what other
people were prescribed
896
01:22:41,782 --> 01:22:44,133
and they liked what I had,
so it just worked out.
897
01:22:44,176 --> 01:22:45,699
We would just trade scripts.
898
01:22:45,743 --> 01:22:47,484
Well, the first time
I got high off Oxy,
899
01:22:47,527 --> 01:22:49,660
I'd say I was...
900
01:22:49,703 --> 01:22:51,270
I was 17.
901
01:22:51,314 --> 01:22:55,622
And uh, actually I thought was
the best thing in the world.
902
01:22:55,666 --> 01:22:57,624
I mean, I had more energy.
903
01:22:58,495 --> 01:23:01,106
Uh, like I was
shy as a teenager.
904
01:23:01,150 --> 01:23:03,630
It helped me cope with this,
hanging out with people.
905
01:23:03,674 --> 01:23:06,590
I used it for anxiety
and everything.
906
01:23:06,633 --> 01:23:10,072
But I mean, I'm not gonna
lie, I loved the feeling.
907
01:23:10,115 --> 01:23:12,813
When Oxycontin came out,
908
01:23:13,684 --> 01:23:16,295
I thought I'd found
my miracle drug.
909
01:23:16,339 --> 01:23:19,081
It was like I was 10-foot
tall and bulletproof.
910
01:23:19,124 --> 01:23:21,605
I didn't shoot up
until later on in life,
911
01:23:21,648 --> 01:23:23,650
but I snorted a lot of pills.
912
01:23:23,694 --> 01:23:26,088
I'd probably do
15, 20 80s a day.
913
01:23:26,131 --> 01:23:29,743
I was 18, and I could
go to the doctor
914
01:23:29,787 --> 01:23:31,745
and just tell 'em that
my back was hurting
915
01:23:31,789 --> 01:23:33,356
and they wrote me
a prescription.
916
01:23:33,399 --> 01:23:34,835
It got to where at first
917
01:23:34,879 --> 01:23:36,533
I'd just try to sell
'em to my buddies,
918
01:23:36,576 --> 01:23:38,317
and then when you get
strung out and you're sick
919
01:23:38,361 --> 01:23:41,364
and you need just the money,
you'd sell to just anybody,
920
01:23:41,407 --> 01:23:43,714
and I ended up selling
to an informant.
921
01:23:43,757 --> 01:23:45,716
Yeah, I went to prison
for selling Oxycontins.
922
01:23:45,759 --> 01:23:47,370
I got five years.
923
01:23:47,413 --> 01:23:49,415
That's what I had to
do; every day of it.
924
01:23:49,459 --> 01:23:52,505
As long as you got that high,
925
01:23:52,549 --> 01:23:54,159
you can blow off
whatever's going on.
926
01:23:54,203 --> 01:23:57,554
Whatever made you want to
get out in the first place,
927
01:23:57,597 --> 01:23:58,772
it helps you forget.
928
01:23:59,643 --> 01:24:01,036
And then after a while,
929
01:24:01,079 --> 01:24:03,951
that's all you can think
about, is your next high.
930
01:24:03,995 --> 01:24:05,997
I started drinking at 12.
931
01:24:07,477 --> 01:24:10,523
My dad and me shared a
beer, and I hated it.
932
01:24:10,567 --> 01:24:13,613
But it was the relationship
with him that I sought after.
933
01:24:14,527 --> 01:24:17,965
Um, well, when I was younger,
at three years old,
934
01:24:18,009 --> 01:24:20,751
I got raped and stuff like that.
935
01:24:20,794 --> 01:24:23,319
They kept on leading me
back to the drugs and stuff.
936
01:24:23,362 --> 01:24:26,061
In 2017, I lost my parents.
937
01:24:26,104 --> 01:24:29,760
They kept on causing me to go
back to the drugs and stuff,
938
01:24:29,803 --> 01:24:31,805
where I lost 'em and stuff.
939
01:24:31,849 --> 01:24:33,764
The bad things that
happen to us in life,
940
01:24:33,807 --> 01:24:36,549
you gotta change
your mind thinking,
941
01:24:36,593 --> 01:24:37,942
change your heart and soul,
942
01:24:37,985 --> 01:24:39,770
so you can forget
about it and stuff
943
01:24:39,813 --> 01:24:41,772
without having to go
back to the drugs.
944
01:24:42,120 --> 01:24:45,819
Um, I loved
feeling different.
945
01:24:45,863 --> 01:24:47,125
I loved that.
946
01:24:47,169 --> 01:24:49,171
And not different from
like other people,
947
01:24:49,214 --> 01:24:51,869
but different inside.
948
01:24:51,912 --> 01:24:53,871
I felt something.
949
01:24:53,914 --> 01:24:56,047
I know I was eight
when I started using,
950
01:24:57,222 --> 01:24:59,790
but it progressed
into other things
951
01:24:59,833 --> 01:25:01,792
because I wanted the
attention of others.
952
01:25:01,835 --> 01:25:04,664
So that's when I started
allegedly selling drugs.
953
01:25:05,970 --> 01:25:08,451
So, you know monkeys
can't sell bananas,
954
01:25:09,278 --> 01:25:11,802
so I ended up becoming
in full active addiction
955
01:25:11,845 --> 01:25:13,238
by the age of 15.
956
01:25:16,067 --> 01:25:18,896
I was IV user at 16.
957
01:25:20,027 --> 01:25:22,726
And everything progressed
really, really bad.
958
01:25:23,466 --> 01:25:25,729
I got consequences
and went to jail.
959
01:25:27,122 --> 01:25:29,907
And then I got put in drug
court and it saved my life
960
01:25:30,690 --> 01:25:32,866
because I was at
suicide every day.
961
01:25:32,910 --> 01:25:34,955
If I woke up, I wanted to die.
962
01:25:35,913 --> 01:25:37,523
I try to tell my
children all the time,
963
01:25:37,567 --> 01:25:40,135
"Like, you're-- This shit runs
deep in both sides."
964
01:25:41,266 --> 01:25:43,050
I'm an addict and their
fathers are addicts,
965
01:25:43,094 --> 01:25:46,837
and I actually had one last
night, my 10 year old's dad,
966
01:25:46,880 --> 01:25:48,708
he'd been sober almost 18 months
967
01:25:48,752 --> 01:25:50,057
and he overdosed last night.
968
01:25:52,234 --> 01:25:56,151
Yeah, it's been a
long day, but...
969
01:25:58,849 --> 01:26:00,807
I think a lot of
people, they take a lot of,
970
01:26:00,851 --> 01:26:03,897
addiction was the worst thing
that could have happened.
971
01:26:03,941 --> 01:26:05,508
I have to disagree.
972
01:26:05,551 --> 01:26:08,250
Addiction has turned me
into being a better person.
973
01:26:09,251 --> 01:26:11,253
If anybody has anything
that happened to 'em
974
01:26:11,296 --> 01:26:14,343
or anything like that, talk
about it, let it go and stuff.
975
01:26:14,386 --> 01:26:15,866
Change your mind
thinking and stuff
976
01:26:15,909 --> 01:26:19,217
because we don't
gotta live with the pain
977
01:26:19,261 --> 01:26:22,916
and going through living using
drugs to cover up our pain.
978
01:26:23,265 --> 01:26:25,702
And I truly believe that
I was gonna die using,
979
01:26:25,745 --> 01:26:27,834
and I wanted to, I
was okay with it.
980
01:26:28,444 --> 01:26:31,882
And I'm so glad I
was forced into it.
981
01:26:31,925 --> 01:26:34,363
And I finally gave up.
982
01:26:34,928 --> 01:26:38,280
Because I live a life
today that I never,
983
01:26:38,758 --> 01:26:40,282
I never thought possible.
984
01:26:40,325 --> 01:26:43,285
I never thought I was worth
the life that I have today.
985
01:26:44,068 --> 01:26:47,289
And uh-- And today, it's
still unbelievable.
986
01:26:47,332 --> 01:26:50,292
I cannot believe where I'm at.
987
01:26:50,335 --> 01:26:52,946
I mean even just a year ago,
like...
988
01:26:53,556 --> 01:26:56,167
if somebody told me I would
be where I'm at today,
989
01:26:57,603 --> 01:26:58,604
I wouldn't believe it.
990
01:26:58,648 --> 01:27:00,737
And so I'm just excited to see
991
01:27:00,780 --> 01:27:03,305
how much further my life can go.
992
01:27:04,393 --> 01:27:06,786
I dropped Jeremiah off
at my parents' house
993
01:27:06,830 --> 01:27:10,442
for Tim and I to go out and
they knew I was gonna come back.
994
01:27:11,574 --> 01:27:14,054
And 10 years ago, I dropped.
995
01:27:14,098 --> 01:27:15,926
And not only did they know
I was gonna come back,
996
01:27:15,969 --> 01:27:17,884
I knew I was gonna come back.
997
01:27:17,928 --> 01:27:20,974
And 10 years ago, I had
a kid that I dropped off
998
01:27:21,018 --> 01:27:22,411
and I did not come back for.
999
01:27:25,283 --> 01:27:28,243
But now that kid is in
my life and so is he.
1000
01:27:28,286 --> 01:27:32,377
And so it's just like,
it's really cool, you know?
1001
01:27:34,074 --> 01:27:38,514
♪ Whatever you want me to be
1002
01:27:38,557 --> 01:27:43,562
♪ Then that's what I'll be
1003
01:27:46,913 --> 01:27:51,178
♪ Wherever you want me to be
1004
01:27:51,222 --> 01:27:54,791
♪ Then that's where I'll be
1005
01:27:54,834 --> 01:27:59,839
♪ Waiting for you
1006
01:28:01,101 --> 01:28:04,627
♪ Only if you want me to
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