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Gonna have to do. 10 00:00:55,138 --> 00:00:59,142 This one, I bought in 1970. 11 00:00:59,226 --> 00:01:02,145 350 bucks was all the money I could think about at the time. 12 00:01:02,229 --> 00:01:05,190 It's a 1959 Gibson 335. 13 00:01:05,273 --> 00:01:07,775 Like, the Holy Grail of thin body guitars. 14 00:01:07,859 --> 00:01:11,904 I played it for four or five years with the Grateful Dead. 15 00:01:11,988 --> 00:01:16,493 I'd prefer not to travel with it, but... I can't seem to not do it. 16 00:01:18,828 --> 00:01:22,249 This is a Grammy here. Lifetime Achievement award. 17 00:01:23,125 --> 00:01:24,667 And, uh... wow. 18 00:01:24,751 --> 00:01:28,921 We managed to put over a million people into Meadowlands Arena. 19 00:01:29,005 --> 00:01:31,633 They, uh, awarded us for that. 20 00:01:31,716 --> 00:01:35,052 This one is supposed to have a record on it... 21 00:01:35,137 --> 00:01:40,099 a big gold record and it's the Rock and Roll Hall of Fame. That was in 1994. 22 00:01:41,393 --> 00:01:44,854 Jerry just one day handed me this. Said, "Here, you need this." 23 00:01:44,937 --> 00:01:48,650 I play it every now and again. Just for fun. 24 00:01:48,733 --> 00:01:54,071 We had a very strong bond and a shared sense of purpose. 25 00:01:54,906 --> 00:01:58,368 Jerry was my older brother, basically. 26 00:01:58,451 --> 00:02:02,747 Here's my Jerry bobblehead. 27 00:02:02,830 --> 00:02:07,835 I guess it's you and me, bub. Uh, Bob. 28 00:02:07,919 --> 00:02:09,879 -Yeah. -[both laughing] 29 00:02:09,962 --> 00:02:12,632 ["That's It For The Other One" playing] 30 00:02:22,184 --> 00:02:24,436 I've led kind of an unusual life. 31 00:02:32,819 --> 00:02:35,822 I was young for the experience of leaving home... 32 00:02:37,615 --> 00:02:40,202 and going out and seeing the world. 33 00:02:40,285 --> 00:02:41,536 But I was ready for it. 34 00:02:44,247 --> 00:02:46,708 It was such an amazing adventure. 35 00:02:50,044 --> 00:02:51,296 The music was an adventure. 36 00:02:52,547 --> 00:02:56,050 The people I was doing it with were an adventurous group. 37 00:03:04,141 --> 00:03:06,353 I've seen stuff that no one's seen. 38 00:03:06,436 --> 00:03:09,981 # Spanish lady, come to me She lays on me this rose # 39 00:03:13,610 --> 00:03:17,071 # Rainbows spiral round and round They tremble and explode # 40 00:03:20,908 --> 00:03:24,120 # Left a smoking crater of my mind I like to blow away # 41 00:03:27,582 --> 00:03:30,793 # Heat come round and busted me For smilin' on a cloudy day # 42 00:03:30,877 --> 00:03:35,298 # Comin', comin', comin' around # # Comin' around # 43 00:03:35,382 --> 00:03:39,010 # Comin' around in a circle # # Comin' around # 44 00:03:39,093 --> 00:03:42,889 # Comin', comin', comin' around # # Comin' around # 45 00:03:42,972 --> 00:03:45,683 # Comin' around in a circle # # Comin' around # 46 00:03:45,767 --> 00:03:47,894 Mine has been a long, strange trip. 47 00:04:03,493 --> 00:04:06,704 Well, I was born in San Francisco in 1947. 48 00:04:07,872 --> 00:04:09,791 I was adopted at birth. 49 00:04:09,874 --> 00:04:13,336 My adoptive father was an engineer. 50 00:04:15,046 --> 00:04:17,257 I'll just pull up here. 51 00:04:17,340 --> 00:04:20,552 My mom was something of a socialite. They couldn't have any kids. 52 00:04:20,635 --> 00:04:23,805 And so they decided, "Okay, well, let's adopt some." 53 00:04:25,682 --> 00:04:28,560 This wall didn't used to be here. 54 00:04:28,643 --> 00:04:31,688 They adopted my older brother and then they adopted me. 55 00:04:31,771 --> 00:04:33,898 And then a couple of years later, to their surprise, 56 00:04:33,981 --> 00:04:37,026 my mom became pregnant and my sister came along. 57 00:04:37,109 --> 00:04:38,194 Wow. 58 00:04:38,278 --> 00:04:41,656 [laughs] Well, there's nothing here. Our old house is gone. 59 00:04:44,241 --> 00:04:46,869 [Wendy Weir] We had a very quiet, peaceful household. 60 00:04:46,953 --> 00:04:49,372 We had a beautiful home. 61 00:04:49,456 --> 00:04:51,583 But our family was not really emotional. 62 00:04:52,249 --> 00:04:56,629 Our father came from the East Coast. It was more puritan and quiet. 63 00:04:56,713 --> 00:04:59,882 Bob certainly was the exception in the family. 64 00:05:02,510 --> 00:05:04,471 [Bob] I was pretty wild. 65 00:05:04,554 --> 00:05:09,141 I guess it's just in my blood. I'm pathologically anti-authoritarian. 66 00:05:09,225 --> 00:05:12,729 I've never been actually checked out on that, but... 67 00:05:12,812 --> 00:05:13,896 I'm right. 68 00:05:13,980 --> 00:05:16,566 [Phil Lesh] He was the guy who never met a school 69 00:05:16,649 --> 00:05:20,487 that he could stay in for more than two or three months. 70 00:05:20,570 --> 00:05:22,614 Come to think of it, I was kicked out of play school. 71 00:05:22,697 --> 00:05:26,826 I dropped a hammer out of a treehouse on a kid's head. 72 00:05:26,909 --> 00:05:28,578 And I'm not entirely sure why I did it. 73 00:05:28,661 --> 00:05:30,497 I think I just wanted to see if it'd hit him. 74 00:05:33,375 --> 00:05:35,335 Teachers knew that he had a problem reading, 75 00:05:35,418 --> 00:05:39,171 he had a problem learning how to write, and they figured he was stupid. 76 00:05:40,006 --> 00:05:44,469 [Bob] In retrospect, my academic career would never have gone very far, 77 00:05:44,552 --> 00:05:47,304 'cause I'm dyslexic. It's just not gonna happen. 78 00:05:47,389 --> 00:05:48,681 Um... 79 00:05:48,765 --> 00:05:50,808 You know, I read a lot. 80 00:05:50,892 --> 00:05:52,769 But it takes so long 81 00:05:52,852 --> 00:05:57,314 that I would never have been able to study and make the grade. 82 00:05:57,399 --> 00:06:02,404 The first time I ever met Weir, we were both freshmen at Fountain Valley School 83 00:06:02,487 --> 00:06:05,782 that specialized in bright but unmanageable kids. 84 00:06:05,865 --> 00:06:06,866 And I'd turned around 85 00:06:06,949 --> 00:06:09,911 and there's this really dorky kid with really thick horn rims 86 00:06:09,994 --> 00:06:12,246 and his leg is going... [imitates vibrating] 87 00:06:13,498 --> 00:06:18,044 For some reason, just immediately liked him. 88 00:06:18,127 --> 00:06:21,338 [Bob] My older brother, John, taught me how to tune a radio 89 00:06:21,423 --> 00:06:25,051 right at the height of rock and roll hitting the airwaves. 90 00:06:25,134 --> 00:06:26,511 The guys who caught my ear were 91 00:06:26,594 --> 00:06:27,679 Chuck Berry, 92 00:06:27,762 --> 00:06:28,846 the Everly Brothers, 93 00:06:28,930 --> 00:06:30,097 Roy Orbison. 94 00:06:30,181 --> 00:06:31,558 What they had going was cool. 95 00:06:31,641 --> 00:06:34,268 I could hear that, I could feel it. I could feel the excitement. 96 00:06:34,351 --> 00:06:39,065 Then I got my first guitar, which is a pivot point in my life. 97 00:06:40,191 --> 00:06:43,152 [Sue Swanson] At some point, he got a new guitar 98 00:06:43,235 --> 00:06:46,656 and stood there as proud as anybody can be 99 00:06:46,739 --> 00:06:50,201 and said, "What more could a boy want?" 100 00:06:50,284 --> 00:06:53,871 [Bob] I'm not sure I'd ever discovered I had any talent or anything like that. 101 00:06:53,955 --> 00:06:55,998 It was just dogged persistence. 102 00:06:56,082 --> 00:06:59,085 I had to have the music and so I went after it. 103 00:07:01,629 --> 00:07:06,968 There was a little music store in Palo Alto, Dana Morgan Music. 104 00:07:08,678 --> 00:07:11,556 This is the first time I've been back here in decades. 105 00:07:13,808 --> 00:07:16,018 I used to work in the back there teaching lessons. 106 00:07:16,102 --> 00:07:17,729 Now it's a bed store. 107 00:07:17,812 --> 00:07:20,648 I'll tell you what, we'll go around the back. 108 00:07:25,152 --> 00:07:27,864 I think we might be able to get through over here. 109 00:07:28,990 --> 00:07:34,120 So back here somewhere was the back door to Dana Morgan Music. 110 00:07:35,455 --> 00:07:38,124 And this is where, uh... 111 00:07:38,207 --> 00:07:42,128 It was right here where this wall is, I guess, now. 112 00:07:42,211 --> 00:07:45,172 This has been built out. This is where, uh... 113 00:07:45,256 --> 00:07:50,595 This is where on New Year's Eve of 1963 going into '64... 114 00:07:51,721 --> 00:07:53,515 Uh... 115 00:07:53,598 --> 00:07:56,308 You know, knocked on the door 116 00:07:56,392 --> 00:07:58,310 and met Jerry. 117 00:07:58,394 --> 00:08:00,396 [banjo music playing] 118 00:08:02,649 --> 00:08:05,527 Jerry was sort of a famous musician around the Palo Alto area. 119 00:08:05,610 --> 00:08:08,530 He was a banjo player primarily. 120 00:08:08,613 --> 00:08:11,991 All the kids that I was hanging with had great reverence for him. 121 00:08:12,074 --> 00:08:13,785 I'd been backstage with him a time or two 122 00:08:13,868 --> 00:08:17,955 when we were playing the open mic nights at the Tangent, but... 123 00:08:18,039 --> 00:08:19,749 never actually formally met him. 124 00:08:19,832 --> 00:08:22,502 I was walking this way, 125 00:08:22,585 --> 00:08:27,298 heard some banjo music coming from this area over in here... 126 00:08:27,381 --> 00:08:29,466 and figured it was Jerry. 127 00:08:29,551 --> 00:08:33,930 Knocked on the door to see if he was into hanging, 128 00:08:34,013 --> 00:08:36,307 and he was, 'cause his students weren't showing up 129 00:08:36,390 --> 00:08:39,852 because it was New Year's Eve and he was unmindful of that. 130 00:08:39,936 --> 00:08:42,980 I don't think he had thought that through. 131 00:08:43,064 --> 00:08:45,817 So we got to talking and then he asked me, 132 00:08:45,900 --> 00:08:48,319 "Want to grab some instruments from the front of the shop?" 133 00:08:48,402 --> 00:08:50,154 And so we played all night. 134 00:08:50,237 --> 00:08:52,489 [laughs] He was also a great guy to hang with. 135 00:08:53,700 --> 00:08:55,660 He was a lot of fun, and we hit it off. 136 00:08:55,743 --> 00:08:59,163 We kept each other laughing and all that kind of stuff. 137 00:08:59,246 --> 00:09:00,623 Soon, we were a jug band 138 00:09:00,707 --> 00:09:04,168 and not long thereafter we were a rock and roll band. 139 00:09:04,251 --> 00:09:09,591 We were out of Palo Alto and into the city and... off to the world. 140 00:09:11,133 --> 00:09:13,135 ["Don't Ease Me In" playing] 141 00:09:15,429 --> 00:09:18,432 [Bob] So, we started a band called the Warlocks. 142 00:09:23,938 --> 00:09:26,273 [Phil] I remember the first time I met Bob very well. 143 00:09:26,357 --> 00:09:27,650 I'm standing there talking to Jerry 144 00:09:27,734 --> 00:09:30,527 and I ask him, "Well, where's the weed, man?" 145 00:09:30,612 --> 00:09:33,656 And he says, "Oh, my guitar player's coming with some weed right now. 146 00:09:33,740 --> 00:09:35,116 You know, any minute now." 147 00:09:35,199 --> 00:09:38,410 So we go outside and we get in the car and there's Bob. 148 00:09:38,494 --> 00:09:40,622 Apparently, he had just scored from Neal Cassady. 149 00:09:40,705 --> 00:09:44,834 We sat in the car and rolled up, and we all got good and high, you know. 150 00:09:44,917 --> 00:09:46,252 And it was killer weed. 151 00:09:48,880 --> 00:09:51,841 [Mountain Girl] You know, Bob had that beautiful manner about him 152 00:09:51,924 --> 00:09:56,971 that made everyone really love him from the get-go. 153 00:09:57,054 --> 00:10:01,726 He was sort of like the magic object in the middle of the band. 154 00:10:01,809 --> 00:10:03,811 If you look back there, you can see a swimming pool. 155 00:10:03,895 --> 00:10:06,856 To the right of that, there was a big lawn area. 156 00:10:06,939 --> 00:10:09,275 We played a lawn party there one time. 157 00:10:09,358 --> 00:10:12,069 A little after dark, the neighbors started complaining, 158 00:10:12,153 --> 00:10:15,239 and the party got shut down. 159 00:10:15,322 --> 00:10:20,119 My folks were trying to get cozy with my new career as a rock and roller. 160 00:10:22,204 --> 00:10:25,625 I was a 16-year-old kid when I started playing with Jerry. 161 00:10:25,708 --> 00:10:28,127 And that's kind of where the ride began for me. 162 00:10:28,210 --> 00:10:29,629 You know, I wanted to play music, 163 00:10:29,712 --> 00:10:32,089 I wanted to have a little adventure in my life. 164 00:10:32,173 --> 00:10:33,758 And here it was, big as hell. 165 00:10:43,142 --> 00:10:47,271 I took LSD every Saturday, without fail, for about a year. 166 00:10:50,733 --> 00:10:53,527 First time I took acid was on Jerry's birthday, 167 00:10:53,610 --> 00:10:55,655 August 1st, 1965. 168 00:10:59,366 --> 00:11:04,205 I remember ending up on a hilltop with Sue Swanson. 169 00:11:04,288 --> 00:11:09,585 She did manage to coax out of me if I'd had any insights. 170 00:11:09,669 --> 00:11:13,923 I told her, "Yeah. You know, music. That's what I'm here for. Music." 171 00:11:23,182 --> 00:11:27,519 I guess I was officially done with school when I ran off with the Pranksters. 172 00:11:29,480 --> 00:11:32,524 It was the night of my second Beatles concert. 173 00:11:32,608 --> 00:11:34,986 I was high on acid at the time. 174 00:11:35,987 --> 00:11:38,614 Out in the parking lot after the show, there was the bus, 175 00:11:38,697 --> 00:11:40,657 with all the Pranksters in full drag 176 00:11:40,742 --> 00:11:43,828 hanging off it, swinging off it like monkeys. 177 00:11:43,911 --> 00:11:46,748 [man 1] Yes, the Merry Band of Pranksters are everywhere. 178 00:11:46,831 --> 00:11:48,916 [man 2] Everywhere. 179 00:11:49,000 --> 00:11:53,838 I just, you know, I followed my bliss right onto the bus. 180 00:11:53,921 --> 00:11:56,090 [man 1] I have the whole thing all grooved out. 181 00:11:57,967 --> 00:11:59,551 [Bob] And there was Kesey. 182 00:11:59,635 --> 00:12:00,677 [man] Mr. Kesey, do you feel 183 00:12:00,762 --> 00:12:04,181 that you have the right to do what you want, whatever you want? 184 00:12:04,265 --> 00:12:08,477 I feel a man has the right to be as big as he feels it in him to be. 185 00:12:08,560 --> 00:12:10,479 [Bob] And then there was this other guy on the bus 186 00:12:10,562 --> 00:12:12,356 who seemed to be his grand vizier, 187 00:12:12,439 --> 00:12:16,944 who just chattered and spoke... quite often in rhymes. 188 00:12:17,028 --> 00:12:19,446 [Neal] Fourth dimension. We are actually fourth dimensional beings 189 00:12:19,530 --> 00:12:22,616 in a third dimensional body inhabiting a second dimensional world. 190 00:12:22,699 --> 00:12:24,285 [Bob] That was Neal Cassady. 191 00:12:25,912 --> 00:12:28,289 [man] We are an Intrepid Trips production. 192 00:12:28,372 --> 00:12:32,501 But the Intrepid Trips production, at the moment, is the Acid Test. 193 00:12:32,584 --> 00:12:33,878 [echoes] Acid Test. 194 00:12:33,961 --> 00:12:36,297 [Blair Jackson] So Ken Kesey and the Merry Pranksters come along 195 00:12:36,380 --> 00:12:39,967 and they want to spread the word about this amazing new drug, LSD. 196 00:12:40,051 --> 00:12:43,304 And so they start having these parties called the Acid Test. 197 00:12:48,100 --> 00:12:52,438 The Acid Tests were permissive bedlam. 198 00:12:53,480 --> 00:12:58,861 They were large rooms in which numbers of stoned people 199 00:12:58,945 --> 00:13:04,491 were singing, fucking, chirping, imitating animals. 200 00:13:04,575 --> 00:13:09,246 Anything that you could possibly imagine was going on at the Acid Test. 201 00:13:11,082 --> 00:13:12,791 I think they charged a buck at the door. 202 00:13:12,875 --> 00:13:14,418 There was LSD in the Kool-Aid 203 00:13:14,501 --> 00:13:18,840 and everybody got a cup of Kool-Aid for a buck and got to go into the party. 204 00:13:18,923 --> 00:13:20,049 It was a big success. 205 00:13:20,132 --> 00:13:23,177 It was a big, monster party, but there wasn't any music. 206 00:13:23,260 --> 00:13:25,262 [rock music playing] 207 00:13:33,520 --> 00:13:37,942 We brought our equipment and took LSD, and we plugged in and we played. 208 00:13:48,535 --> 00:13:51,956 We all had Prankster names like, Phil was Reddy Kilowatt. 209 00:13:52,039 --> 00:13:54,083 Billy was Bill the Drummer. 210 00:13:54,166 --> 00:13:57,253 Jerry's was Captain Trips. I was the Kid. 211 00:13:59,421 --> 00:14:03,175 It was impossibly fun. 212 00:14:06,637 --> 00:14:11,642 When you take LSD, your awareness is greatly expanded. 213 00:14:11,725 --> 00:14:14,436 At the same time, you're profoundly disoriented. 214 00:14:15,354 --> 00:14:17,773 Yeah, you've got your hands and you know how to play a few chords 215 00:14:17,856 --> 00:14:19,984 and you know how to play rhythmically, 216 00:14:20,067 --> 00:14:23,487 but when the guitar's turned into some snake-like critter, 217 00:14:23,570 --> 00:14:29,326 and you're watching notes in lines... in color go by... 218 00:14:29,410 --> 00:14:31,745 You know, it's hard to relate to all this stuff. 219 00:14:31,828 --> 00:14:33,998 "What is the deal here?" 220 00:14:34,081 --> 00:14:37,084 And still you got a gig, you got to play. 221 00:14:38,878 --> 00:14:43,840 There were a few times when we'd take acid and we'd walk out and try to play 222 00:14:43,925 --> 00:14:45,885 and couldn't make sense of anything. 223 00:14:45,968 --> 00:14:49,138 We'd just throw up our hands and flee. 224 00:14:50,431 --> 00:14:54,393 But then we'd come back together and we'd play like demons. 225 00:14:54,476 --> 00:14:56,353 We'd take a song and at the end, 226 00:14:56,437 --> 00:15:00,149 we'd just, rather than ending it, let's just stretch it out. 227 00:15:01,733 --> 00:15:04,861 Play with the rhythm, play with the texture. 228 00:15:08,365 --> 00:15:11,285 That's kind of how we learned to extend and improvise. 229 00:15:12,494 --> 00:15:14,371 "I'm gonna work this chord change for a while. 230 00:15:14,455 --> 00:15:17,666 I've heard the jazz guys do it, and I'm gonna try my hand at it." 231 00:15:20,252 --> 00:15:24,590 There was a lot of extrasensory communication going on. 232 00:15:24,673 --> 00:15:26,467 And, you know, I don't want to call it "telepathy," 233 00:15:26,550 --> 00:15:30,429 'cause there was that, too, but there was more than that. 234 00:15:31,680 --> 00:15:33,724 You could see through other people's eyes, 235 00:15:33,807 --> 00:15:37,311 you could hear through other people's ears. 236 00:15:37,394 --> 00:15:41,398 That was the kind of stuff that we were exploring back then. 237 00:15:41,482 --> 00:15:42,649 The pressure wasn't on us. 238 00:15:42,733 --> 00:15:45,444 So when we did play, we played with a certain kind of freedom 239 00:15:45,527 --> 00:15:46,862 that you rarely get as a musician. 240 00:15:46,946 --> 00:15:49,531 Not only did we not have to fulfill expectations about us, 241 00:15:49,615 --> 00:15:52,284 but we didn't have to fulfill expectations about music either. 242 00:15:55,329 --> 00:15:58,207 We played the topless places after the Acid Test, 243 00:15:58,290 --> 00:16:00,960 while we were still sort of drifting around, 244 00:16:01,043 --> 00:16:03,712 and we were already starting to stretch out our tunes. 245 00:16:03,795 --> 00:16:08,550 And the girls hated us 'cause they were used to a two minute, 30-second tune, 246 00:16:08,634 --> 00:16:10,594 and then another girl would come up. And we'd go out, 247 00:16:10,677 --> 00:16:15,641 we'd play for like 15 minutes and they'd just run out of gas. 248 00:16:17,309 --> 00:16:22,148 So they didn't dig it that much. 249 00:16:22,231 --> 00:16:25,401 So we're playing really long and this poor chick turns around, 250 00:16:25,484 --> 00:16:27,819 her tits are flying, sweat's flying off her tits going, 251 00:16:27,903 --> 00:16:30,281 "Please, can't you play a little shorter?" 252 00:16:30,364 --> 00:16:33,617 [laughing] So we found out the meaning of jam band right then. 253 00:16:33,700 --> 00:16:35,786 But that was, you know, just early stuff. 254 00:16:35,869 --> 00:16:38,455 And then Bobby took her home probably after the show. 255 00:16:38,539 --> 00:16:39,790 [chuckling] 256 00:16:39,873 --> 00:16:42,001 [Bob] And that was the start of 257 00:16:42,084 --> 00:16:45,337 what became, for all intents and purposes, the Grateful Dead. 258 00:16:54,263 --> 00:16:58,225 It's legendarily hard to make a living being a musician anyway. 259 00:16:58,309 --> 00:17:01,103 You know, my folks couldn't see much future in it. 260 00:17:01,187 --> 00:17:03,730 I'll never forget the time his mom showed up at Jerry's 261 00:17:03,814 --> 00:17:07,943 and she made us swear mighty oaths that Bob went to school every day. 262 00:17:08,027 --> 00:17:10,654 And if we did that, she would let him stay in the band. 263 00:17:10,737 --> 00:17:12,698 Well, you can imagine how that turned out. 264 00:17:12,781 --> 00:17:16,660 Bob would wake up for dinner, 265 00:17:16,743 --> 00:17:20,456 and then go out and perform all night, and then he'd come home for breakfast. 266 00:17:20,539 --> 00:17:23,375 My mother kept saying, "Can't you have a normal life?" 267 00:17:28,422 --> 00:17:30,424 So when Bob turned 18, 268 00:17:30,507 --> 00:17:34,303 our mother finally said, "Enough! I can't deal with any more." 269 00:17:34,386 --> 00:17:36,972 So she asked Bob to move out of the house. 270 00:17:38,515 --> 00:17:41,393 [Peter] Bob looked so young. 271 00:17:41,477 --> 00:17:43,562 And back in the day, he looked like a baby. 272 00:17:44,396 --> 00:17:48,109 But there was something about their looseness 273 00:17:48,192 --> 00:17:51,362 in terms of life and in terms of their music 274 00:17:51,445 --> 00:17:54,365 that was picked up by the crowds. 275 00:17:54,448 --> 00:17:57,076 [Bill] There was that great time when we put 276 00:17:57,159 --> 00:17:59,703 the flatbed trucks together in front of the Straight Theater. 277 00:17:59,786 --> 00:18:02,123 We filled all of Haight Street with people. 278 00:18:02,206 --> 00:18:03,999 As far as you could see, there was people. 279 00:18:04,083 --> 00:18:05,167 It was like, it was coming... 280 00:18:05,251 --> 00:18:07,169 It was so fast and there was so much good energy 281 00:18:07,253 --> 00:18:09,505 that you couldn't really take any one part of it. 282 00:18:09,588 --> 00:18:11,632 It was like this beautiful picture, you know? 283 00:18:11,715 --> 00:18:13,800 And that was just amazing times. 284 00:18:13,884 --> 00:18:17,429 Then they actually started doing free concerts in Golden Gate Park. 285 00:18:17,513 --> 00:18:21,642 [Bob] You know, when I left home, I was, you know, following my bliss. 286 00:18:21,725 --> 00:18:23,435 And my folks had no answer for that. 287 00:18:23,519 --> 00:18:25,896 They couldn't say I was wrong 288 00:18:25,979 --> 00:18:28,940 because they could see that I was really doing what I wanted to do 289 00:18:29,024 --> 00:18:31,735 and I was making something of it. 290 00:18:32,694 --> 00:18:37,116 The whole experience, it bonded the band, it made us tighter than brothers. 291 00:18:37,199 --> 00:18:39,910 They say that blood is thicker than water. 292 00:18:39,993 --> 00:18:41,787 What we had was thicker than blood. 293 00:18:44,039 --> 00:18:46,792 [Phil] Bob didn't maintain much contact with his family. 294 00:18:46,875 --> 00:18:49,836 So the band was his family. 295 00:18:49,920 --> 00:18:52,088 [Wendy] The Grateful Dead weren't a birth family, 296 00:18:52,173 --> 00:18:54,883 they weren't an adopted family, these were his family. 297 00:18:54,966 --> 00:18:58,304 And he was very close to them, they were close to one another. 298 00:18:59,346 --> 00:19:02,391 [Trixie Garcia] The relationship between Jerry and Bob, I think most of the time, 299 00:19:02,474 --> 00:19:05,727 it was that kind of big brother, little brother thing. 300 00:19:05,811 --> 00:19:09,648 You know, we all know that Weir joined the band when he was, like, 17. 301 00:19:09,731 --> 00:19:11,733 I think the guys in the band were his family. 302 00:19:11,817 --> 00:19:13,610 And same with Jerry, you know? 303 00:19:13,694 --> 00:19:17,573 He didn't have a strong family at home. You know, he... 304 00:19:17,656 --> 00:19:18,699 That was his family. 305 00:19:18,782 --> 00:19:23,287 And the experiences that they went through together made them closer. 306 00:19:25,080 --> 00:19:29,168 [Bob] You know, Jerry and I didn't need to talk 307 00:19:29,251 --> 00:19:34,798 to know what each other was thinking or how each other was feeling. 308 00:19:38,594 --> 00:19:42,431 Most of the stuff we talked about was horseshit, uh... 309 00:19:42,514 --> 00:19:46,310 just to keep each other amused. We were bros. 310 00:19:46,393 --> 00:19:50,189 And we were on a huge adventure, 311 00:19:50,272 --> 00:19:52,649 and we were loving it. 312 00:19:56,152 --> 00:19:58,197 -Thanks, Murray. -Hey, no problem. Thank you. 313 00:19:58,280 --> 00:19:59,865 [crowd cheering] 314 00:20:01,283 --> 00:20:04,077 -[woman 1] Love you, Bobby. -Hello. 315 00:20:07,038 --> 00:20:08,540 [woman 2] Hey, Bobby, have a good show. 316 00:20:08,624 --> 00:20:10,041 [man] Love you, Bobby. 317 00:20:10,125 --> 00:20:12,211 -[guitar playing] -[crowd cheering] 318 00:20:19,009 --> 00:20:21,387 [man] See you in a bit. [Bob] You bet, thanks. 319 00:20:25,724 --> 00:20:27,893 # Compass card is spinning # 320 00:20:33,732 --> 00:20:37,403 # Helm is swinging to and fro # 321 00:20:40,071 --> 00:20:41,114 # Ooh # 322 00:20:43,284 --> 00:20:45,786 # Where's the dog star? # 323 00:20:47,913 --> 00:20:49,498 # Ooh # 324 00:20:50,791 --> 00:20:53,126 # Where's the moon? # 325 00:20:56,963 --> 00:21:00,592 # You're a lost sailor # 326 00:21:04,888 --> 00:21:07,474 # Been too long at sea # 327 00:21:11,478 --> 00:21:14,648 # Now the shorelines beckon # 328 00:21:16,107 --> 00:21:18,652 # Yeah, there's a price for being # 329 00:21:18,735 --> 00:21:22,489 # Free # 330 00:21:40,591 --> 00:21:44,386 [Bob] Okay, now here it is. A long time ago, I lived here. 331 00:21:44,470 --> 00:21:46,930 We used to hang on the steps a lot. 332 00:21:47,013 --> 00:21:50,601 This tree wasn't nearly as big, so there was a lot of sun on the steps. 333 00:21:51,685 --> 00:21:53,479 [Natascha] Was it the same color? 334 00:21:53,562 --> 00:21:56,022 No, this neighborhood has been sort of... 335 00:21:56,106 --> 00:21:59,275 -[Chloe] Repainted? -It's been repainted and rebuffed. 336 00:21:59,360 --> 00:22:02,738 -Wait, who lived here with you? -Uh, the whole band. 337 00:22:04,365 --> 00:22:08,744 [man] This is the house of a popular local band which plays hard rock music. 338 00:22:08,827 --> 00:22:10,871 They call themselves the Grateful Dead. 339 00:22:10,954 --> 00:22:14,916 They live together comfortably in what could be called "affluence." 340 00:22:15,000 --> 00:22:17,794 710 Ashbury, it was like that famous Bob song, 341 00:22:17,878 --> 00:22:19,921 "We can share the women, we can share the wine." 342 00:22:20,005 --> 00:22:22,716 But we weren't doing so much wine, but mostly pot. 343 00:22:22,799 --> 00:22:25,802 [Bob] We were a family living in a house. 344 00:22:25,886 --> 00:22:27,638 We were a business, we were a band. 345 00:22:27,721 --> 00:22:31,266 I was a city boy suddenly for the first time. 346 00:22:32,518 --> 00:22:34,728 This was Pigpen's room in here. 347 00:22:36,480 --> 00:22:38,649 [Natascha] And then this was your room. [Bob] Yeah. 348 00:22:38,732 --> 00:22:41,818 I had a big brass bed against that wall. 349 00:22:41,902 --> 00:22:44,320 It was my chore to answer the door. 350 00:22:44,405 --> 00:22:46,573 I was the only guy in the band with any manners. 351 00:22:46,657 --> 00:22:49,618 I think this might have been where Phil lived. 352 00:22:49,701 --> 00:22:52,871 I'm a little hazy on who was where. 353 00:22:52,954 --> 00:22:56,625 This might have been where Jerry lived. 354 00:22:56,708 --> 00:22:59,753 Jerry used to practice a lot in that room. 355 00:22:59,836 --> 00:23:02,506 [man] The Grateful Dead's concept of a new style of life is, 356 00:23:02,589 --> 00:23:06,009 in most cases, drawn from the drug experience. 357 00:23:06,092 --> 00:23:08,053 The people that live in the community 358 00:23:08,136 --> 00:23:11,807 and, you know, play around with dope and stuff like that, 359 00:23:11,890 --> 00:23:13,892 they don't have wars, you know? 360 00:23:13,975 --> 00:23:16,937 And they don't have a lot of problems 361 00:23:17,020 --> 00:23:21,149 that the larger society has. 362 00:23:22,651 --> 00:23:26,697 [Bob] You know, we were, sort of, relatively famous around here. 363 00:23:26,780 --> 00:23:30,325 My roommate was Neal Cassady. He lived there with us. 364 00:23:30,408 --> 00:23:32,410 Now, Neal Cassady is a guy... 365 00:23:33,954 --> 00:23:38,041 um, that I'll tell you girls about when you're a little older, 366 00:23:38,124 --> 00:23:39,876 'cause it's hard to understand. 367 00:23:39,960 --> 00:23:44,297 The guy lived in a lot of places, a lot of different dimensions. 368 00:23:44,380 --> 00:23:49,052 He could hold a conversation with a table full of people. 369 00:23:49,135 --> 00:23:51,472 It would be one-on-one conversations with the whole table. 370 00:23:51,555 --> 00:23:54,432 One line that he would voice 371 00:23:54,516 --> 00:23:58,186 would be part of a totally different conversation with everybody else. 372 00:23:58,269 --> 00:24:00,355 He was an amazing man. 373 00:24:00,438 --> 00:24:02,649 Neal was like our speed freak uncle. 374 00:24:02,733 --> 00:24:06,612 And he was good friends with Jack Kerouac and Allen Ginsberg, 375 00:24:06,695 --> 00:24:08,279 and what he really liked to do 376 00:24:08,363 --> 00:24:11,199 was to help us fill in the gaps in our educations, 377 00:24:11,282 --> 00:24:12,743 about Beat literature, 378 00:24:12,826 --> 00:24:16,246 about the multidimensional universe that we live in, 379 00:24:16,329 --> 00:24:20,959 and 1,000 other themes that had to do with driving fast cars on a nice day. 380 00:24:22,377 --> 00:24:24,045 [Bob] He taught me to drive. 381 00:24:24,129 --> 00:24:28,800 I try not to practice this method of driving too much these days, 382 00:24:28,884 --> 00:24:31,261 'cause I don't want my kids to try to learn it. 383 00:24:31,344 --> 00:24:35,265 But he could drive through rush hour traffic in San Francisco 384 00:24:35,348 --> 00:24:37,684 at 50, 55 miles an hour. 385 00:24:38,602 --> 00:24:42,689 Never stopping for a stop sign, never a stop light. 386 00:24:42,773 --> 00:24:45,025 Somehow he never hit anything. 387 00:24:45,108 --> 00:24:48,779 He just knew where everything was and what was coming 388 00:24:48,862 --> 00:24:54,159 and knew how to be in the right place at the right time. 389 00:24:54,242 --> 00:24:57,037 But he lived wherever he wanted to live. 390 00:24:57,120 --> 00:25:01,708 His body was here, but his spirit, his soul, his... 391 00:25:01,792 --> 00:25:06,880 Whatever it is that we are, it could be wherever he wanted to be. 392 00:25:09,132 --> 00:25:13,053 You just had to see it to... 393 00:25:14,387 --> 00:25:15,972 see it. 394 00:25:18,934 --> 00:25:22,187 Neal influenced me greatly. 395 00:25:22,270 --> 00:25:26,608 He embodied the American Zen. 396 00:25:26,692 --> 00:25:30,779 I got to watch this enough, 397 00:25:30,862 --> 00:25:33,615 so that... 398 00:25:33,699 --> 00:25:37,619 I like to think that I kind of picked up some of that. 399 00:25:41,289 --> 00:25:44,042 The first song I ever wrote was "The Other One". 400 00:25:44,125 --> 00:25:47,921 And Neal Cassady helped me sort it out. 401 00:25:48,004 --> 00:25:50,173 This was my first real adventure with songwriting. 402 00:25:50,256 --> 00:25:53,259 It was a story that was trying to be told. 403 00:25:56,096 --> 00:25:59,557 I was just being the character that I saw in the movie... 404 00:26:00,642 --> 00:26:04,855 and the character in the movie was kind of a cartoon version of me. 405 00:26:04,938 --> 00:26:09,484 # Spanish lady, come to me She lays on me this rose # 406 00:26:12,237 --> 00:26:16,491 # It rainbows spiral round and round It trembles and explodes # 407 00:26:19,661 --> 00:26:23,874 # It left a smoking crater of my mind I like to blow away # 408 00:26:26,793 --> 00:26:31,673 # But the heat come round and busted me For smilin' on a cloudy day # 409 00:26:31,757 --> 00:26:33,591 The first verse ends in, 410 00:26:33,675 --> 00:26:36,720 "The heat came round and busted me for smiling on a cloudy day." 411 00:26:36,803 --> 00:26:39,514 That was autobiographical. 412 00:26:39,597 --> 00:26:43,018 I threw a water balloon in the vicinity of a cop, 413 00:26:43,101 --> 00:26:45,061 and, of course, went to jail for that. 414 00:26:46,479 --> 00:26:50,066 # Escapin' through the lily fields I came across an empty space # 415 00:26:53,403 --> 00:26:57,532 # It trembled and exploded Left a bus stop in its place # 416 00:27:00,618 --> 00:27:03,872 # The bus come by and I got on That's when it all began # 417 00:27:03,955 --> 00:27:05,916 I was going back to the good ship, Furthur, 418 00:27:05,999 --> 00:27:07,668 the bus that I left home on. 419 00:27:07,751 --> 00:27:11,129 "And there was cowboy Neal at the wheel of the bus to never-ever land." 420 00:27:11,212 --> 00:27:14,966 # There was cowboy Neal at the wheel Of a bus to never-ever land # 421 00:27:15,050 --> 00:27:19,680 # Comin', comin', comin' around # # Comin' around # 422 00:27:20,513 --> 00:27:22,766 [Bob] And I knew I had the verse and I had the song, 423 00:27:22,849 --> 00:27:24,810 and we played it the next night. 424 00:27:24,893 --> 00:27:27,228 And that was the last night on the tour and then we came home. 425 00:27:27,312 --> 00:27:28,479 And when we came home, 426 00:27:28,563 --> 00:27:31,983 we came home to the news that Neal Cassady had died. 427 00:27:32,067 --> 00:27:35,070 He'd checked out that night while I was writing the song. 428 00:27:37,655 --> 00:27:39,615 He died walking the railroad tracks 429 00:27:39,700 --> 00:27:42,368 somewhere near San Miguel de Allende in Mexico. 430 00:27:42,452 --> 00:27:46,456 And so it didn't take me long to figure out that 431 00:27:46,539 --> 00:27:48,583 Neal was there with me that night. 432 00:27:48,666 --> 00:27:53,171 He was also, at that point, free of the bonds of space, 433 00:27:53,254 --> 00:27:54,297 so he could be there with me, 434 00:27:54,380 --> 00:27:57,175 though he was busy dying, or dead, in Mexico. 435 00:27:58,134 --> 00:28:02,555 That verse is a little bit of him alive, I think, whenever I sing it. 436 00:28:09,479 --> 00:28:12,315 [Natascha] Wait, where are you? I don't think you're there, honey. 437 00:28:12,398 --> 00:28:13,942 [Bob] Mmm-mmm. [Monet] Who is that? 438 00:28:14,025 --> 00:28:15,360 [Natascha] It's Jerry and Pigpen. 439 00:28:15,443 --> 00:28:17,863 [laughs] He's not there. 440 00:28:17,946 --> 00:28:21,157 [Monet] Oh, it's because he's not dead. [Natascha] Oh, yeah, hello... 441 00:28:21,241 --> 00:28:23,034 [Natascha laughing] 442 00:28:23,118 --> 00:28:24,452 [chuckling] Right. 443 00:28:34,755 --> 00:28:38,549 # Truckin' Got my chips cashed in # 444 00:28:38,633 --> 00:28:41,928 # Keep truckin' Like the do-dah man # 445 00:28:42,012 --> 00:28:45,556 # Together More or less in line # 446 00:28:45,640 --> 00:28:49,352 # Just keep truckin' Oh, oh, oh # 447 00:28:50,854 --> 00:28:52,856 [Blair] In 1970, the Grateful Dead put out 448 00:28:52,939 --> 00:28:55,859 the two seminal albums of their career, really. 449 00:28:55,942 --> 00:28:57,652 The ones that defined them for most of the audience 450 00:28:57,736 --> 00:28:59,487 that would like them for the rest of their career. 451 00:28:59,570 --> 00:29:02,532 Workingman's Dead and American Beauty. 452 00:29:02,615 --> 00:29:05,201 And American Beauty had some interesting tunes 453 00:29:05,285 --> 00:29:07,537 that Bob was primarily responsible for. 454 00:29:07,620 --> 00:29:10,456 One was "Truckin'," of course, which was their first hit single. 455 00:29:10,540 --> 00:29:13,752 # Busted down on Bourbon Street # 456 00:29:13,835 --> 00:29:17,338 # Set up like a bowlin' pin # 457 00:29:17,422 --> 00:29:20,842 # Knocked down It gets to wearin' thin # 458 00:29:20,926 --> 00:29:24,637 # They just won't let you be # 459 00:29:25,471 --> 00:29:27,390 [Bob] People had heard of the Grateful Dead, 460 00:29:27,473 --> 00:29:31,269 and maybe heard some of our live recordings, 461 00:29:31,352 --> 00:29:33,438 but that stuff was rough. 462 00:29:33,521 --> 00:29:36,399 We weren't as developed as recording artists. 463 00:29:36,482 --> 00:29:40,946 When we actually got around to making some proper studio records, 464 00:29:41,029 --> 00:29:43,656 we started picking up fans in numbers. 465 00:29:45,283 --> 00:29:48,954 # Sometimes the light's all shinin' on me # 466 00:29:51,622 --> 00:29:55,168 # Other times I can barely see # 467 00:29:57,253 --> 00:30:01,049 [Bob] It was a big step for us because we got a sense of, 468 00:30:01,132 --> 00:30:03,134 "This is what we're here to do." 469 00:30:03,218 --> 00:30:08,139 # What a long, strange trip it's been # 470 00:30:08,849 --> 00:30:11,351 [Bob] We were being successful making music, 471 00:30:11,434 --> 00:30:14,395 and people are gonna pay us to do this. 472 00:30:14,479 --> 00:30:17,523 And that was like Christmas for all of us. 473 00:30:17,607 --> 00:30:20,861 # Truckin' I'm a-goin' home # 474 00:30:20,944 --> 00:30:24,447 # Whoa, whoa, baby Back where I belong # 475 00:30:24,530 --> 00:30:27,993 # Back home Down to patch my bones # 476 00:30:28,076 --> 00:30:31,579 # Get back truckin' on # # Oh, oh, oh # 477 00:30:32,956 --> 00:30:35,208 [Bob] We weren't starving artists anymore. 478 00:30:35,291 --> 00:30:41,547 We moved out of the saloon circuit and started playing theaters. 479 00:30:41,631 --> 00:30:46,511 We hit the road. We never looked back. There was no point in looking back. 480 00:30:47,553 --> 00:30:51,975 And also we got a gold record 481 00:30:52,058 --> 00:30:54,769 and I got to bring that home to my parents. 482 00:30:55,854 --> 00:30:59,524 That made them feel a whole lot better about, uh... 483 00:30:59,607 --> 00:31:02,903 about my having run off with the circus, basically. 484 00:31:03,653 --> 00:31:07,365 -[audience applauding] -We're gonna take a short break, 485 00:31:07,448 --> 00:31:11,161 and we'll be back in just a few minutes, so don't go nowhere. 486 00:31:21,296 --> 00:31:24,840 [Bob] It's real hard for me to put into words what it is that I do with Garcia, 487 00:31:24,925 --> 00:31:28,261 but I try to provide counterpoint for what he does. 488 00:31:31,722 --> 00:31:33,558 We had fairly defined roles. 489 00:31:33,641 --> 00:31:35,977 I was the rhythm guitarist, Jerry was lead guitarist. 490 00:31:36,061 --> 00:31:41,316 I was there to supply chords and rhythm for Jerry to play over the top of. 491 00:31:41,399 --> 00:31:42,400 But the traditional role 492 00:31:42,483 --> 00:31:45,861 of a rock and roll rhythm guitarist is somewhat limited. 493 00:31:45,946 --> 00:31:50,783 I got to where I was feeling kind of hemmed in with what I was doing. 494 00:31:50,866 --> 00:31:53,828 At the same time, I was listening to a lot of jazz and stuff like that 495 00:31:53,912 --> 00:31:58,208 and I was listening to the piano players. Bill Evans, McCoy Tyner. 496 00:32:02,963 --> 00:32:04,714 And I listened to the way they chorded. 497 00:32:12,722 --> 00:32:16,309 Particularly McCoy Tyner, the way he chorded underneath John Coltrane 498 00:32:16,392 --> 00:32:18,519 and supplying John Coltrane with all kinds of 499 00:32:18,603 --> 00:32:21,439 harmonic counterpoint to what he was doing. 500 00:32:21,522 --> 00:32:22,773 That appealed to me greatly. 501 00:32:22,857 --> 00:32:28,571 And so I started trying to learn to do that on the guitar for Jerry. 502 00:32:50,093 --> 00:32:53,304 Garcia completely wove his stuff 503 00:32:53,388 --> 00:32:56,349 around the expectation of what Weir would weave in. 504 00:32:56,432 --> 00:33:00,186 [Bob] If Jerry had the line with the most energy, the most life to it, 505 00:33:00,270 --> 00:33:01,521 we'd fall in behind him. 506 00:33:01,604 --> 00:33:03,564 If I was that guy, then they'd fall in behind me. 507 00:33:03,648 --> 00:33:05,150 That was what the band was all about. 508 00:33:05,233 --> 00:33:08,819 Supporting whoever is moving the story furthest, fastest. 509 00:33:13,616 --> 00:33:16,327 An awful lot of attention went to Jerry. 510 00:33:16,411 --> 00:33:19,205 And yet to me, it was more really the interplay 511 00:33:19,289 --> 00:33:20,706 between Bob and the band. 512 00:33:20,790 --> 00:33:23,584 That is what I found the most exciting. 513 00:33:25,545 --> 00:33:29,215 We developed a sort of an intertwined sense of intuition. 514 00:33:29,299 --> 00:33:33,178 I could intuit where Jerry was going with a line for instance, on stage. 515 00:33:34,845 --> 00:33:38,308 And try to hustle up, get the full drift of that 516 00:33:38,391 --> 00:33:41,894 and then be there when he got there with a little surprise for him. 517 00:33:46,691 --> 00:33:50,111 [Jerry] With Weir, he's an extraordinarily original player, 518 00:33:50,195 --> 00:33:53,448 you know, in a world full of people who sound like each other, you know? 519 00:33:53,531 --> 00:33:57,535 I mean, really, he has really got a style that's totally unique as far as I know. 520 00:33:57,618 --> 00:34:00,455 I don't know anybody else that plays the guitar the way he does. 521 00:34:00,538 --> 00:34:03,624 That in itself is, I think, really a score, 522 00:34:03,708 --> 00:34:07,795 considering how derivative almost all electric guitar playing is. 523 00:34:12,592 --> 00:34:18,056 Bob arguably has the most unique guitar style of anybody playing in music. 524 00:34:18,139 --> 00:34:20,266 And I've loved it forever. 525 00:34:31,236 --> 00:34:32,987 I spent a bunch of years 526 00:34:33,071 --> 00:34:36,616 trying to emulate the kind of way he would voice chords. 527 00:34:36,699 --> 00:34:38,243 'Cause I just felt like it was so unusual. 528 00:34:38,326 --> 00:34:41,496 He was super creative in this way that nobody else was doing. 529 00:34:43,164 --> 00:34:45,040 [Sammy Hagar] First time I ever played with Bob, 530 00:34:45,125 --> 00:34:47,752 you know, we started playing straight up 12-bar blues. 531 00:34:47,835 --> 00:34:51,089 And I'm noticing that in one key of E, 532 00:34:51,172 --> 00:34:54,425 he's played about 12 friggin' inversions of... 533 00:34:54,509 --> 00:34:59,430 He don't play just, E, E, E. He goes, E, E, E, E, E, E, E. 534 00:35:05,770 --> 00:35:10,900 He knows so many inversions of a chord that it blew my mind. 535 00:35:10,983 --> 00:35:14,154 You know, number two's as important as number one. 536 00:35:14,237 --> 00:35:15,530 If you don't have an ego, 537 00:35:15,613 --> 00:35:17,490 you can be the best number two on the planet, 538 00:35:17,573 --> 00:35:18,866 and that's kind of what Bob became. 539 00:35:18,949 --> 00:35:20,785 It makes him special. 540 00:35:34,174 --> 00:35:36,717 Where does it want to go from there? 541 00:35:44,184 --> 00:35:47,520 Let me just listen in my head for a minute. 542 00:35:52,233 --> 00:35:54,194 In writing songs, it's best if it all comes at once, 543 00:35:54,277 --> 00:35:56,696 but that rarely happens. 544 00:35:56,779 --> 00:36:00,783 Most often, I think, what I probably end up doing is, uh... 545 00:36:00,866 --> 00:36:03,203 is just fumbling around on the guitar 546 00:36:03,286 --> 00:36:06,121 and just playing and finding something I like 547 00:36:06,206 --> 00:36:08,333 and then starting to string things together from there. 548 00:36:14,172 --> 00:36:16,466 That one I've been playing with for a little while. 549 00:36:23,723 --> 00:36:26,934 And I'm gonna find somewhere to take that. 550 00:36:28,894 --> 00:36:30,980 Maybe even over the weekend. 551 00:36:33,983 --> 00:36:35,651 There's no logic to it. 552 00:36:35,735 --> 00:36:38,404 It comes through the window when it wants to come through the window. 553 00:36:38,488 --> 00:36:43,243 There are countless nights that I'd rather have been sleeping, 554 00:36:43,326 --> 00:36:45,119 but I was up writing. 555 00:36:46,204 --> 00:36:48,373 The first real writing for keeps that I ever did 556 00:36:48,456 --> 00:36:50,291 was when the Grateful Dead, 557 00:36:50,375 --> 00:36:53,002 when we were just writing stuff all together 558 00:36:53,085 --> 00:36:57,172 and I'd come up with a line here, a phrase here. 559 00:37:00,676 --> 00:37:04,264 Being younger, I had difficulty being taken seriously. 560 00:37:04,347 --> 00:37:08,434 I really had to be kind of forceful, otherwise I was gonna get overlooked. 561 00:37:08,518 --> 00:37:12,021 # Lost now in the country miles in his Cadillac # 562 00:37:14,399 --> 00:37:18,861 # I can tell by the way you smile You're rolling back # 563 00:37:21,071 --> 00:37:24,617 # Come wash the nighttime clean # 564 00:37:27,662 --> 00:37:31,457 # Come grow this scorched ground green # 565 00:37:33,293 --> 00:37:35,753 There are hardly any more important musicians 566 00:37:35,836 --> 00:37:37,505 than the Grateful Dead and Bob Weir. 567 00:37:37,588 --> 00:37:41,259 Yeah, he's just a super down to earth, genuine person, 568 00:37:41,342 --> 00:37:43,344 who happens to be this total icon. 569 00:37:43,428 --> 00:37:46,013 # You and me, Cassidy # 570 00:37:48,724 --> 00:37:50,893 # Quick beats in an icy heart # 571 00:37:52,061 --> 00:37:54,063 # Catch-colt draws a coffin cart # 572 00:37:55,105 --> 00:37:58,276 # There he goes, and now here she starts Hear her cry # 573 00:38:00,945 --> 00:38:02,029 [vocalizing] 574 00:38:02,112 --> 00:38:04,198 # Flight of the seabirds # 575 00:38:05,450 --> 00:38:07,076 # Scattered like lost words # 576 00:38:07,159 --> 00:38:08,619 [vocalizing] 577 00:38:08,703 --> 00:38:10,496 # Wheel to the storm and fly # 578 00:38:12,332 --> 00:38:16,502 Yesterday, he was sort of breaking down "Cassidy" for us 579 00:38:16,586 --> 00:38:22,592 and kind of just, sort of, unlocking the magic of the parts as it happened. 580 00:38:22,675 --> 00:38:25,428 And then as we started to play, like, "Oh, it sounds, you know... 581 00:38:25,511 --> 00:38:28,055 It's like, Without a Net, 1989." We're like... 582 00:38:28,138 --> 00:38:31,517 So we kind of, you know... It was pretty electric. 583 00:39:01,881 --> 00:39:03,758 # Flight of the seabirds # 584 00:39:05,009 --> 00:39:06,927 # Scattered like lost words # 585 00:39:08,137 --> 00:39:10,390 # Wheel to the storm and fly # 586 00:39:28,198 --> 00:39:30,242 [audience cheering] 587 00:39:33,621 --> 00:39:34,997 Did you think when you were starting 588 00:39:35,080 --> 00:39:36,916 that it would ever evolve into this mystique 589 00:39:36,999 --> 00:39:39,084 that has come to surround the group called the Grateful Dead? 590 00:39:39,168 --> 00:39:41,295 -We didn't think when we were starting. -No, we didn't think. 591 00:39:41,379 --> 00:39:42,922 -Right. -[Tom Snyder laughing] 592 00:39:48,803 --> 00:39:53,182 We started to get the drift that our fans were a little bit different... 593 00:39:54,266 --> 00:40:00,856 when we started seeing the same faces in the front row every night on a tour. 594 00:40:03,192 --> 00:40:09,239 It came home a little more when we started seeing tents set up in the parking lot. 595 00:40:09,323 --> 00:40:14,036 And realized, okay, we've got kind of a little gypsy entourage here. 596 00:40:16,414 --> 00:40:19,750 We had this following of people who had dropped out of normal society 597 00:40:19,834 --> 00:40:22,753 and just followed us around and created their own little society. 598 00:40:22,837 --> 00:40:25,089 That's kind of what I did. 599 00:40:25,172 --> 00:40:27,508 I dropped out of normal society, 600 00:40:27,592 --> 00:40:30,886 left home, left school and ran off with this rock and roll band, 601 00:40:30,970 --> 00:40:32,763 chasing the muse, chasing the music. 602 00:40:39,186 --> 00:40:41,105 They're the best fans any band has ever had. 603 00:40:41,188 --> 00:40:45,067 I mean, there's never been a band that has attracted the same sort of 604 00:40:45,150 --> 00:40:48,946 devotion on so many different kinds of levels. 605 00:40:51,449 --> 00:40:52,617 There are people who will... 606 00:40:52,700 --> 00:40:54,494 who can actually sit there and tell you the difference 607 00:40:54,577 --> 00:40:57,997 between the "Scarlet/Fire" at 5/8 '77 608 00:40:58,080 --> 00:41:00,040 and the one they played three nights later at 5/11 609 00:41:00,124 --> 00:41:03,127 and the one two nights later at 5/13. 610 00:41:03,210 --> 00:41:05,588 -Gotta see what's happening. -There's never been two shows alike, ever. 611 00:41:05,671 --> 00:41:06,881 Ever! 612 00:41:06,964 --> 00:41:08,549 [Jerry] The Deadheads have a certain sense of adventure. 613 00:41:08,633 --> 00:41:11,260 And it's tough to come by adventure in America nowadays. 614 00:41:11,343 --> 00:41:13,638 You know what I mean? It's a little uptight and everything like that. 615 00:41:13,721 --> 00:41:16,098 They are people who are strong enough to seek adventure 616 00:41:16,181 --> 00:41:19,477 in this new, lame America. 617 00:41:19,560 --> 00:41:23,147 # I need a woman 'bout twice my weight # 618 00:41:23,230 --> 00:41:26,942 # A ton of fun who packs a gun with all her other freight # 619 00:41:27,026 --> 00:41:30,530 # Find her in a sideshow Gonna leave her in LA # 620 00:41:30,613 --> 00:41:33,407 # Ride her like a surfer running on a tidal wave # 621 00:41:33,491 --> 00:41:37,870 When it was flowing and we were one with the music and one with the audience... 622 00:41:39,955 --> 00:41:41,666 # And hell! # 623 00:41:41,749 --> 00:41:45,335 # One more thing I just got to say # 624 00:41:45,419 --> 00:41:48,380 [crowd singing] # I need a miracle every day # 625 00:41:48,463 --> 00:41:49,507 ...it was undeniable. 626 00:41:49,590 --> 00:41:51,592 ["One More Saturday Night" playing] 627 00:42:00,976 --> 00:42:03,896 # Went down to the mountain I was drinking some wine # 628 00:42:03,979 --> 00:42:06,481 # Looked up in the heavens Lord, I saw a mighty sign # 629 00:42:06,566 --> 00:42:09,151 # Written fire across the heaven Plain in black and white # 630 00:42:09,234 --> 00:42:12,196 # Get prepared There's gonna be a party tonight # 631 00:42:12,279 --> 00:42:13,280 # Uh-huh # 632 00:42:14,574 --> 00:42:15,741 [Sue] Everybody had girlfriends. 633 00:42:15,825 --> 00:42:19,244 Pigpen had a steady girlfriend, Phil had a steady girlfriend. 634 00:42:19,328 --> 00:42:21,622 Bobby didn't really have steady girlfriends. 635 00:42:21,706 --> 00:42:22,998 He had lots of girlfriends. 636 00:42:23,082 --> 00:42:24,584 # Hey! It's Saturday night # 637 00:42:25,793 --> 00:42:27,169 [Sammy] He was the best looking guy in the band. 638 00:42:27,252 --> 00:42:29,421 [laughing] Come on, what are you gonna do? 639 00:42:30,089 --> 00:42:32,592 # Everybody's dancin' down the local armory # 640 00:42:32,675 --> 00:42:35,886 # With a basement full of dynamite and live artillery # 641 00:42:35,970 --> 00:42:38,764 [Sammy] Bob Weir was the handsomest guy in the Dead, okay? 642 00:42:38,848 --> 00:42:41,934 I've been that guy in other bands before. I know what it's like. 643 00:42:43,853 --> 00:42:45,437 # Hey! It's Saturday night # 644 00:42:46,772 --> 00:42:48,691 # Yeah, uh-huh # 645 00:42:48,774 --> 00:42:50,484 # One more Saturday night # 646 00:42:51,569 --> 00:42:53,153 # Ow! Saturday night # 647 00:42:53,237 --> 00:42:57,199 [Trixie] Jerry always said that they needed one good looking guy in the band 648 00:42:57,282 --> 00:43:00,535 to catch the ladies, and that's why they put up with Weir's shit. 649 00:43:00,620 --> 00:43:01,871 [Mountain Girl] The band loved him 650 00:43:01,954 --> 00:43:04,665 because A, he was really cute and drew the girls. 651 00:43:04,749 --> 00:43:05,916 And then the biggest part, 652 00:43:06,000 --> 00:43:10,379 the most important part is he was game for it all. 653 00:43:10,462 --> 00:43:12,590 ["One More Saturday Night" continues playing] 654 00:43:21,140 --> 00:43:24,059 Here's beautiful Bobby surrounded by the ugly brothers. 655 00:43:24,143 --> 00:43:25,310 [chuckles] You know? 656 00:43:25,394 --> 00:43:28,731 I mean, if you're gonna go to bed with somebody from the band, 657 00:43:28,814 --> 00:43:30,315 is it gonna be Pigpen? 658 00:43:31,483 --> 00:43:33,152 [laughing] 659 00:43:33,235 --> 00:43:36,196 Bob had the "party room" all wired. 660 00:43:36,280 --> 00:43:40,325 He had a big boom box made. Too big to get into the room. 661 00:43:40,409 --> 00:43:42,536 So he had to split it in half to get it in there. 662 00:43:42,620 --> 00:43:46,206 And then, after the show, you know, the quippies man the door, you know. 663 00:43:46,290 --> 00:43:48,668 "No guys. Just gals." 664 00:43:48,751 --> 00:43:52,630 And so we all used to take Bob's run off. [chuckles] 665 00:43:52,713 --> 00:43:54,632 So I guess I got a reputation as being 666 00:43:54,715 --> 00:43:56,550 kind of the heartthrob of the Grateful Dead. 667 00:43:57,301 --> 00:44:00,429 So after the show, if there were folks backstage, 668 00:44:00,512 --> 00:44:03,098 the girls were gonna come my way mostly. 669 00:44:03,182 --> 00:44:05,100 And they did. 670 00:44:05,184 --> 00:44:07,311 [laughs] And... 671 00:44:07,394 --> 00:44:12,107 [stammering] What, am I gonna complain about that? 672 00:44:12,191 --> 00:44:13,859 I got to shop around a bunch. 673 00:44:13,943 --> 00:44:17,571 [Natascha] The first time I met Bob, I was in 10th grade. 674 00:44:17,655 --> 00:44:19,907 My girlfriend at the end of the show, 675 00:44:19,990 --> 00:44:24,161 she said, "I'm gonna get us backstage," and I really didn't believe her, but I... 676 00:44:24,244 --> 00:44:26,872 She grabbed my hand and ran me through the crowd 677 00:44:26,956 --> 00:44:30,209 and then Lin said, "Hi, we're here to meet Bob Weir." 678 00:44:30,292 --> 00:44:33,754 And then, a minute later, he was walking over. 679 00:44:33,838 --> 00:44:38,759 They were 15 at the time. So, you know, "Okay, I'm... You know..." 680 00:44:38,843 --> 00:44:40,302 But they were a lot of fun. 681 00:44:40,385 --> 00:44:44,014 [Natascha] We began a friendship and then we remained friends. 682 00:44:44,098 --> 00:44:49,103 I used to see him on the road and I would sleep in the parlor, 683 00:44:49,186 --> 00:44:52,898 but then he would have, like, a woman in there or women. 684 00:44:52,982 --> 00:44:56,360 I would wake up and then suddenly there's lingerie in the bathroom. 685 00:44:56,443 --> 00:44:58,570 ["One More Saturday Night" continues playing] 686 00:45:18,048 --> 00:45:21,468 The only kind of plans we ever made were, like, going to Egypt 687 00:45:21,551 --> 00:45:22,677 and playing under the Pyramids. 688 00:45:22,762 --> 00:45:24,721 Those are the only kind of plans we ever started out with. 689 00:45:24,805 --> 00:45:25,848 And we actually got around to it. 690 00:45:25,931 --> 00:45:27,224 -Some of 'em. -[Tom] It was in 1978. 691 00:45:27,307 --> 00:45:28,350 Yeah. 692 00:45:33,856 --> 00:45:36,441 [Bob] Egypt was a hell of an adventure. 693 00:45:39,528 --> 00:45:42,489 I felt the weight of the antiquity. 694 00:45:44,366 --> 00:45:49,329 Time went away. Future, past, all of it was right here. 695 00:45:51,999 --> 00:45:55,169 We played at the Son Et Lumiere Theater, 696 00:45:55,252 --> 00:45:58,588 an ancient, ancient amphitheater. 697 00:45:58,672 --> 00:46:01,550 When the pyramid was lined up with the Sphinx, 698 00:46:01,633 --> 00:46:04,804 I would hear echoes in the sound that seemed to go 699 00:46:04,887 --> 00:46:07,848 far beyond this place and time. 700 00:46:09,308 --> 00:46:11,560 At dusk, the mosquitoes come out. 701 00:46:12,937 --> 00:46:16,857 And I looked at my arm, it was covered with mosquitoes, 702 00:46:16,941 --> 00:46:19,734 and I'm thinking, "Okay, welcome to hell." 703 00:46:21,862 --> 00:46:24,073 And then something flies by my face. 704 00:46:25,115 --> 00:46:26,283 It was a bat. 705 00:46:27,742 --> 00:46:32,164 I look across the stage, and the stage is swarmed with bats. 706 00:46:32,247 --> 00:46:35,876 And they're taking out the mosquitoes. They're saving our asses. 707 00:46:37,627 --> 00:46:42,591 It was a rock and roll band on a thousands of year old stage 708 00:46:42,674 --> 00:46:46,720 at the foot of the Great Pyramid surrounded by a cloud of bats. 709 00:46:48,013 --> 00:46:53,310 And I think to myself, "Take me now, Lord. I want to remember it just like this." 710 00:46:56,313 --> 00:46:57,814 [inaudible] 711 00:47:46,696 --> 00:47:49,950 I can't believe that you both started together, because you look... 712 00:47:50,034 --> 00:47:52,369 -Forgive me-- -Well, I'm older than him. 713 00:47:52,452 --> 00:47:53,537 -[audience laughing] -[Tom] Oh, oh! 714 00:47:53,620 --> 00:47:55,830 I thought, maybe you both started out the same age 715 00:47:55,915 --> 00:47:59,043 and somehow you'd progressed a little bit more rapidly than the rest of us. 716 00:47:59,126 --> 00:48:01,003 I put more time in the years than he did. 717 00:48:01,086 --> 00:48:04,464 Remember back in the '60s when all the parents were afraid 718 00:48:04,548 --> 00:48:06,967 that the kinds of music their children were listening to 719 00:48:07,051 --> 00:48:08,177 would somehow corrupt them 720 00:48:08,260 --> 00:48:11,972 and make them forevermore not worthy of living in the American society? 721 00:48:12,056 --> 00:48:14,599 What was going through those people's minds at the time? 722 00:48:14,683 --> 00:48:15,725 [audience laughing] 723 00:48:15,809 --> 00:48:17,269 Hard to tell. 724 00:48:17,352 --> 00:48:21,606 Phil and I had to make a long speech to Weir's mother back then 725 00:48:21,690 --> 00:48:24,193 because Bob was dropping out of high school 726 00:48:24,276 --> 00:48:26,570 to play rock and roll, you know. We had to make sure-- 727 00:48:26,653 --> 00:48:28,948 We had to assure her that everything was gonna be okay, you know. 728 00:48:29,031 --> 00:48:32,159 I knew something was fishy when I came over to his house for practice one day, 729 00:48:32,242 --> 00:48:35,912 and there were Phil and Garcia sitting there like the cat that ate the canary. 730 00:48:35,996 --> 00:48:39,249 -[mimicking] "Finish school, Bobby." -[Tom and audience laughing] 731 00:48:40,542 --> 00:48:41,793 [applause] 732 00:48:44,879 --> 00:48:47,132 What changes do you see in what you've done over the years? 733 00:48:47,216 --> 00:48:52,012 And how have you managed to be evolutionary and stay current? 734 00:48:52,096 --> 00:48:54,431 -I don't think we've stayed current. -You don't? 735 00:48:54,514 --> 00:48:55,807 I don't think we ever were current. 736 00:48:55,890 --> 00:48:58,643 Yeah, right. That's probably closer to the truth. 737 00:48:58,727 --> 00:49:00,145 Yeah, we never were current, I don't think... 738 00:49:00,229 --> 00:49:04,149 I think we've been sort of singular in our whole endeavor. 739 00:49:04,233 --> 00:49:06,110 And probably stay that way. 740 00:49:06,193 --> 00:49:10,780 I mean, all we try to do is just satisfy our own standards. 741 00:49:10,864 --> 00:49:13,283 -And they're pretty steep. -[Tom] Mmm-hmm. 742 00:49:23,668 --> 00:49:24,669 [Jerry] Get on out of here! 743 00:49:24,753 --> 00:49:28,090 Oh, the video simulcast. It's a video simulcast. Yes. 744 00:49:28,173 --> 00:49:29,883 The video simulcast on Halloween. 745 00:49:29,966 --> 00:49:34,013 -It's gonna be very scary. -[Jerry laughing] Right on. 746 00:49:34,096 --> 00:49:36,056 -So, you know what I mean? -I mean, it's Halloween. 747 00:49:36,140 --> 00:49:38,600 I mean, if you have the guts to come to the video simulcast, 748 00:49:38,683 --> 00:49:41,228 come on to the simulcast. But I really don't think you can do it. 749 00:49:41,311 --> 00:49:43,647 # Friend come by Say he's looking for his hat # 750 00:49:43,730 --> 00:49:44,773 # Yes # 751 00:49:44,856 --> 00:49:48,027 # Wants to know where your husband's at # # Buddy # 752 00:49:48,110 --> 00:49:51,238 # I don't know He's on his way to the pen # 753 00:49:51,321 --> 00:49:54,449 # But come on, pretty mama Let's get on the road again # 754 00:49:54,533 --> 00:49:58,245 # On the road again Sure as you're born # 755 00:49:58,328 --> 00:50:01,206 # Natural born easement on the road again # 756 00:50:01,290 --> 00:50:05,127 # On the road again Sure as you're born # 757 00:50:11,633 --> 00:50:14,386 # I went to my house My front door was locked # 758 00:50:14,469 --> 00:50:15,470 # Yeah # 759 00:50:15,554 --> 00:50:18,723 # Went 'round to my window But my window was locked # 760 00:50:18,807 --> 00:50:22,144 # Jumped right back I shook my head # 761 00:50:22,227 --> 00:50:25,522 # Big old rounder in my folding bed # 762 00:50:25,605 --> 00:50:28,983 # Shot near the window Broke the glass # 763 00:50:29,068 --> 00:50:31,820 # Never seen that little rounder run so fast # 764 00:50:31,903 --> 00:50:35,865 # He's on the road again Sure as you're born # 765 00:50:35,949 --> 00:50:38,993 # Natural born easement on the road again # 766 00:50:39,078 --> 00:50:42,831 # On the road again Sure as you're born # 767 00:50:56,553 --> 00:50:58,805 [all cheering] 768 00:51:03,810 --> 00:51:07,606 [Trixie] The late '80s, the whole situation changed a lot. 769 00:51:07,689 --> 00:51:10,442 The "Touch of Grey" album came out, they got really big. 770 00:51:10,525 --> 00:51:13,487 And I think the dynamic changed. 771 00:51:15,489 --> 00:51:18,450 In the late '80s, Grateful Dead shows became a destination. 772 00:51:19,493 --> 00:51:21,745 "Touch of Grey" was their first hit single 773 00:51:21,828 --> 00:51:23,747 and this assault on the mainstream 774 00:51:23,830 --> 00:51:25,915 that was unthinkable in the Grateful Dead world. 775 00:51:26,416 --> 00:51:28,210 # Must be getting early # 776 00:51:29,461 --> 00:51:30,504 # Clocks are running late # 777 00:51:32,422 --> 00:51:35,049 # Faint light of the morning sky # 778 00:51:35,634 --> 00:51:37,261 # Looks so phony # 779 00:51:38,970 --> 00:51:41,390 # Dawn is breaking everywhere # 780 00:51:41,473 --> 00:51:44,309 # Light a candle Curse the glare # 781 00:51:44,393 --> 00:51:47,812 # Draw the curtains I don't care 'cause # 782 00:51:47,896 --> 00:51:49,273 # It's all right # 783 00:51:50,607 --> 00:51:53,485 # I will get by # 784 00:51:57,071 --> 00:51:59,741 # I will get by # 785 00:52:03,077 --> 00:52:06,706 # I will get by # 786 00:52:06,790 --> 00:52:08,292 # I will survive # 787 00:52:08,375 --> 00:52:10,919 [Bob] The crushing part of fame is just boring. 788 00:52:11,002 --> 00:52:14,298 Being famous is boring, and it's confining. 789 00:52:14,381 --> 00:52:18,177 We were kind of hoping to be successful on our own terms 790 00:52:18,260 --> 00:52:20,387 and maybe sidestep fame. 791 00:52:20,470 --> 00:52:26,059 # Whistle through your teeth and spit 'cause it's all right # 792 00:52:26,142 --> 00:52:29,396 [Bob] We hit a peak of popularity in the late '80s. 793 00:52:29,479 --> 00:52:33,858 It had gotten to the point where it was hard to walk down the street 794 00:52:33,942 --> 00:52:35,485 without getting just mobbed, basically. 795 00:52:35,569 --> 00:52:40,031 We had a hit single and a video that was played a lot. 796 00:52:40,114 --> 00:52:43,327 Jerry was singing the song, and he was good on camera, 797 00:52:43,410 --> 00:52:46,037 and he was evocative on camera. 798 00:52:46,120 --> 00:52:50,917 That brought a focus to Jerry that we hadn't seen before. 799 00:52:59,759 --> 00:53:02,053 -Yeah, Jerry's God, man. -[man] Yeah! 800 00:53:02,136 --> 00:53:04,806 It gives you something to look forward to, you know. 801 00:53:04,889 --> 00:53:08,602 There was a cult of people and they deified Jerry. 802 00:53:09,728 --> 00:53:12,356 The temptation, I guess, or the tendency was there 803 00:53:12,439 --> 00:53:15,817 to equate it with religion or something like that, which it isn't. 804 00:53:15,900 --> 00:53:17,986 It's just music. It's just art. 805 00:53:18,069 --> 00:53:20,655 We weren't high priests or anything like that. 806 00:53:20,739 --> 00:53:25,744 And to have that thrust on Jerry, for instance, it was unsettling to him. 807 00:53:25,827 --> 00:53:29,289 [Trixie] It's a weird thing to try and understand what it must be like 808 00:53:29,373 --> 00:53:32,792 for someone like Jerry to be in the position 809 00:53:32,876 --> 00:53:35,629 to have all these people deify him. 810 00:53:35,712 --> 00:53:39,716 He was a great, mellow, you know, humble guy. 811 00:53:39,799 --> 00:53:44,804 The stress of being someone so idolized like Jerry... 812 00:53:46,097 --> 00:53:50,644 [stammers] It's a big burden for anyone to have to be that person, I think. 813 00:53:52,103 --> 00:53:55,690 We had a gig, as I remember, at RFK Stadium. 814 00:53:57,901 --> 00:53:59,861 We played with Dylan and it was hot. 815 00:53:59,944 --> 00:54:04,408 108 degrees or something, and humid. 816 00:54:04,491 --> 00:54:08,537 And Jerry wasn't real good with hot weather to begin with. 817 00:54:08,620 --> 00:54:14,208 We went home and, uh... a couple of days later, he was in a coma. 818 00:54:19,005 --> 00:54:21,425 You know, Jerry once told me that heroin 819 00:54:21,508 --> 00:54:25,304 takes all your troubles, all your concerns, all your worries, 820 00:54:25,387 --> 00:54:28,557 and ties them neatly together into one little, tiny little package. 821 00:54:28,640 --> 00:54:29,808 "Where's my next hit?" 822 00:54:29,891 --> 00:54:34,354 You don't think about diet, you don't think about exercise. 823 00:54:34,438 --> 00:54:36,690 He was grossly overweight, 824 00:54:36,773 --> 00:54:41,403 and I'm just gonna go ahead and assume that he had a cholesterol situation 825 00:54:41,486 --> 00:54:44,864 that you wouldn't wish on a mad dog. 826 00:54:46,658 --> 00:54:48,785 While he was in the coma, 827 00:54:48,868 --> 00:54:51,621 he couldn't be taking drugs and they didn't give them to him. 828 00:54:51,705 --> 00:54:54,248 And so by the time he came out, he was cleaned up, 829 00:54:54,333 --> 00:54:56,000 and he stayed that way for a couple of years. 830 00:54:56,084 --> 00:54:59,253 And he was a lot of fun when he was straight. 831 00:54:59,338 --> 00:55:01,340 Those were the funnest times we had together 832 00:55:01,423 --> 00:55:04,217 since we were much, much younger. 833 00:55:42,213 --> 00:55:43,256 [Bob laughing] 834 00:55:43,339 --> 00:55:45,384 -It's your verse, man. -No, it's your verse. 835 00:55:45,467 --> 00:55:47,552 -You didn't do "She never stumbles." -You come in after. 836 00:55:47,636 --> 00:55:50,221 -[Phil] Oh, that's true. -No, you didn't do "She never stumbles." 837 00:55:50,304 --> 00:55:51,556 It's true, you didn't do "She never stumbles." 838 00:55:51,640 --> 00:55:52,932 We only did two verses before the instrumental. 839 00:55:53,016 --> 00:55:54,393 Yeah, you did two verses. I did the second one 840 00:55:54,476 --> 00:55:55,810 -and then you did the instrumental. -Oh, right. 841 00:55:55,894 --> 00:55:57,771 You used to do the third verse, then we did the instrumental. 842 00:55:57,854 --> 00:56:02,108 -We'll have to do this perhaps again. -[Phil] Okay. Keep rolling. 843 00:56:02,191 --> 00:56:03,568 Keep on rolling. 844 00:56:07,238 --> 00:56:08,698 [Bob] Yeah, well, here we go. Let's see. 845 00:56:08,782 --> 00:56:11,410 -[Jerry] Bob. Bob. -[laughing] 846 00:56:12,661 --> 00:56:14,663 What are you looking at, man? What are you looking at? 847 00:56:14,746 --> 00:56:15,789 [Jerry laughing] 848 00:56:31,555 --> 00:56:32,806 [Bob] The chances are 849 00:56:32,889 --> 00:56:35,975 I spent more time standing on stage playing guitar and singing 850 00:56:36,059 --> 00:56:40,271 than any human that ever lived. 851 00:56:47,195 --> 00:56:52,033 How many shows did the Grateful Dead play? 852 00:56:52,116 --> 00:56:53,577 Something like 3,000, 853 00:56:53,660 --> 00:56:56,455 and then you at least double that. 854 00:56:57,664 --> 00:57:00,333 It's a lot of time singing and playing guitar. 855 00:57:02,001 --> 00:57:06,214 # We can share the women We can share the wine # 856 00:57:09,801 --> 00:57:12,929 # We can share what we got of yours # 857 00:57:13,012 --> 00:57:18,435 # 'Cause we done shared all of mine # 858 00:57:19,811 --> 00:57:21,270 [crowd cheering] 859 00:57:21,354 --> 00:57:22,731 [Bob] Night after night on stage, 860 00:57:22,814 --> 00:57:28,069 I spent a lot of time thinking about my life and my adoptive parents. 861 00:57:28,152 --> 00:57:31,364 They were proud of me by the time they wrapped it up. 862 00:57:31,448 --> 00:57:32,907 And they were real happy. 863 00:57:32,991 --> 00:57:36,077 And I loved them and they loved me, and I knew that. 864 00:57:36,160 --> 00:57:38,622 But for adopted kids, 865 00:57:38,705 --> 00:57:41,583 you're always gonna wanna know where you come from. 866 00:57:41,666 --> 00:57:45,962 So I finally hired a private eye to look into my birth. 867 00:57:46,045 --> 00:57:49,048 But the private eye guy could get nowhere with it. 868 00:57:49,132 --> 00:57:51,342 And so I didn't think I was gonna get anywhere. 869 00:57:53,595 --> 00:57:56,014 # Jack Straw from Whichita # 870 00:57:56,097 --> 00:57:58,517 # Cut his buddy down # 871 00:58:01,310 --> 00:58:05,649 # Dug for him a shallow grave And lay his body down # 872 00:58:09,360 --> 00:58:13,615 # A half a mile from Tucson By the morning light # 873 00:58:16,993 --> 00:58:20,872 # There's one man gone and another to go # 874 00:58:20,955 --> 00:58:26,920 # My old buddy You're moving much too slow # 875 00:58:38,973 --> 00:58:44,896 # We can share the women We can share the wine # 876 00:58:46,230 --> 00:58:47,899 [crowd cheering] 877 00:58:56,157 --> 00:58:57,408 [crowd cheering] 878 00:58:57,491 --> 00:58:59,202 [reporter 1] On Sunday in Indianapolis, 879 00:58:59,285 --> 00:59:01,245 a Grateful Dead concert had to be canceled. 880 00:59:01,329 --> 00:59:04,791 [reporter 2] As many as 4,000 people stormed gates behind the stage 881 00:59:04,874 --> 00:59:06,710 and later threw rocks and bottles at police. 882 00:59:06,793 --> 00:59:09,212 [reporter 3] Hundreds of Grateful Dead fans 883 00:59:09,295 --> 00:59:11,923 tried to push their way into a concert in Orlando last night. 884 00:59:12,006 --> 00:59:14,092 Police lobbed tear gas and pepper gas. 885 00:59:14,175 --> 00:59:18,304 [Bob] In the early '90s, there was so much crowd control difficulty at our gigs. 886 00:59:18,387 --> 00:59:19,556 People crashing gates 887 00:59:19,639 --> 00:59:23,768 and there were so many people getting hurt, and that kind of thing. 888 00:59:23,852 --> 00:59:25,478 It got to be a bit much. 889 00:59:25,562 --> 00:59:27,814 [reporter] Big problems with the Grateful Dead. 890 00:59:27,897 --> 00:59:29,733 Two deaths from apparent drug overdoses. 891 00:59:29,816 --> 00:59:31,025 [woman] It's dirtier. 892 00:59:31,109 --> 00:59:34,320 People are grosser and they're much younger than I ever remember. 893 00:59:34,403 --> 00:59:35,446 And much higher. 894 00:59:35,529 --> 00:59:37,406 People weren't going to the shows for music, 895 00:59:37,490 --> 00:59:41,077 they were going to the shows as... just to party down 896 00:59:41,160 --> 00:59:44,497 and to get as wasted as they could. 897 00:59:44,581 --> 00:59:48,459 And this was not exactly what we were all about. 898 00:59:48,542 --> 00:59:53,464 But be that as it may, that's what we kind of got pegged with. 899 00:59:53,547 --> 00:59:57,761 Most of the real true Deadheads weren't that way. 900 00:59:57,844 --> 01:00:00,054 They went for the music. 901 01:00:00,138 --> 01:00:04,433 [stammering] The Dead, well, their music is a form of communication 902 01:00:04,517 --> 01:00:06,853 of the highest of the ideals of the '60s, 903 01:00:06,936 --> 01:00:10,564 which is peace, joy, bringing people together. 904 01:00:10,649 --> 01:00:15,904 But the whole thing, it's the concert, it's the party, it's the band. 905 01:00:15,987 --> 01:00:17,864 I don't know. And you can't really describe it. 906 01:00:17,947 --> 01:00:20,324 It's just a feeling you get when you're with all these people. 907 01:00:20,408 --> 01:00:22,702 What do I do once I'm in there? I dance. We all dance. 908 01:00:22,786 --> 01:00:25,246 -Yeah! [laughing] -We all dance. 909 01:00:25,329 --> 01:00:30,835 [Bob] If they can make it work making falafels, 910 01:00:30,919 --> 01:00:32,712 or tie-dyes in the parking lot, 911 01:00:32,796 --> 01:00:35,674 so that they can get into the shows 912 01:00:36,507 --> 01:00:40,804 and squirrel enough away so that they can live between tours... 913 01:00:40,887 --> 01:00:44,057 You know, if it rings those lofty bells for them... 914 01:00:44,683 --> 01:00:46,726 uh, what's wrong with that? 915 01:00:48,311 --> 01:00:52,606 At the same time, if it takes your life down, 916 01:00:52,691 --> 01:00:56,527 then that's another story. 917 01:00:56,610 --> 01:01:01,324 So that's a double-edged sword. It's a pretty iffy thing to be doing. 918 01:01:01,407 --> 01:01:05,787 If you're a kid and you wanna spend a summer on the road, 919 01:01:05,870 --> 01:01:07,496 that's one thing. 920 01:01:07,580 --> 01:01:12,626 If you're gonna cast your lot there, I hope you have the talent to do it. 921 01:01:13,795 --> 01:01:17,716 If you're selling drugs, I have limited sympathy. 922 01:01:17,799 --> 01:01:19,759 And the rest of those folks... 923 01:01:21,635 --> 01:01:24,848 if they're making it work, my hat's off. 924 01:01:26,224 --> 01:01:27,516 [announcer] And throughout the '70s and the '80s, 925 01:01:27,600 --> 01:01:30,353 the Dead still played by their own rules in creating 926 01:01:30,436 --> 01:01:32,856 influential fusions of rock, and blues, and country 927 01:01:32,939 --> 01:01:36,567 on such classical albums as Workingman's Dead and American Beauty. 928 01:01:36,650 --> 01:01:38,111 To induct the Grateful Dead, 929 01:01:38,194 --> 01:01:41,239 their sometime partner, their fulltime fan, Bruce Hornsby. 930 01:01:41,322 --> 01:01:44,617 -Yeah! Bruie! Yeah! -Bru! Bru! 931 01:01:44,701 --> 01:01:46,535 -Bruce! -Bru! 932 01:01:46,619 --> 01:01:48,830 [all cheering] 933 01:01:48,913 --> 01:01:51,875 [Bob] You know, Rock and Roll Hall of Fame, I don't know what to make of it. 934 01:01:51,958 --> 01:01:53,752 I'm innocent. You're hanging an innocent man. 935 01:01:53,835 --> 01:01:56,337 You're hanging an innocent man! 936 01:01:56,420 --> 01:01:58,589 [Bob] It's nice to be a Hall of Famer and all that, 937 01:01:58,672 --> 01:02:00,842 but still, you know, 938 01:02:00,925 --> 01:02:04,095 it wasn't a goal of mine or anything like that when I started playing. 939 01:02:04,178 --> 01:02:06,848 [Bruce] As the bumper stickers have proclaimed for over 20 years, 940 01:02:06,931 --> 01:02:09,350 there is really nothing like a Grateful Dead concert. 941 01:02:09,433 --> 01:02:10,643 [audience cheering] 942 01:02:10,727 --> 01:02:12,020 And frankly, I don't understand 943 01:02:12,103 --> 01:02:15,439 why they didn't get into this thing last year. [laughs] 944 01:02:15,523 --> 01:02:17,525 [Bob] Everybody but Jerry went to that event. 945 01:02:17,608 --> 01:02:19,235 Jerry wasn't in great shape 946 01:02:19,318 --> 01:02:22,363 and he didn't like the idea of the cult of personality. 947 01:02:22,446 --> 01:02:24,323 Ladies and gentlemen, here's to the Grateful Dead 948 01:02:24,407 --> 01:02:26,659 and another 28 years. Thanks a lot. 949 01:02:27,660 --> 01:02:31,664 [Bob] I think he associated the Rock and Roll Hall of Fame Awards with that. 950 01:02:33,666 --> 01:02:38,254 He was having some... some issues with his health. 951 01:02:38,337 --> 01:02:43,134 Somewhere in the early '90s, he got back into the heroin. 952 01:02:44,302 --> 01:02:47,889 I do remember vaguely thinking to myself, 953 01:02:47,972 --> 01:02:51,810 "Well, we've seen this before. Well, maybe he'll snap out of it." 954 01:02:52,769 --> 01:02:58,149 But something told me, "Nah, we're in for another long row to hoe." 955 01:02:58,232 --> 01:03:00,401 For a while, actually, I was his bagman. 956 01:03:00,484 --> 01:03:02,653 I carried his dope around for him, 957 01:03:02,736 --> 01:03:06,532 'cause number one, he knew that I wasn't gonna get into it. 958 01:03:06,615 --> 01:03:09,285 And then secondly, he knew that I was gonna be-- 959 01:03:09,368 --> 01:03:12,371 I wasn't gonna give him more than he had told me to. 960 01:03:12,455 --> 01:03:17,501 And he trusted me to do that, so I was his bagman. 961 01:03:21,130 --> 01:03:22,298 [Bob] There were a couple of times 962 01:03:22,381 --> 01:03:24,133 when the guys in the band got together and said, 963 01:03:24,217 --> 01:03:26,552 "Okay, we're gonna do an intervention with Jerry. 964 01:03:26,635 --> 01:03:30,389 We're gonna go and tell him that he's got to clean up." 965 01:03:30,473 --> 01:03:33,517 We figured out very quickly that that wasn't gonna work. 966 01:03:33,601 --> 01:03:36,520 We just sort of accepted him for who he was 967 01:03:36,604 --> 01:03:40,066 and what he amounted to on a given day. 968 01:03:40,149 --> 01:03:43,319 As his friend, as his bro, I just tried to keep him happy. 969 01:03:43,402 --> 01:03:46,030 If I could support him doing something 970 01:03:46,114 --> 01:03:50,118 that I thought was a healthier, a good kind of thing to do, 971 01:03:50,201 --> 01:03:53,287 I'd support that. 972 01:03:53,371 --> 01:03:58,292 We took a yoga instructor with us on the road for a couple of years, 973 01:03:58,376 --> 01:04:01,670 and Jerry took a couple of classes with him, but we never saw that. 974 01:04:01,754 --> 01:04:04,340 He wasn't about to do that around any of us. 975 01:04:04,423 --> 01:04:09,053 I think Bobby was probably the most influential right there, 976 01:04:09,137 --> 01:04:14,017 as in, helping Jerry to find a healthier lifestyle, 977 01:04:14,100 --> 01:04:17,311 because I think Bobby was already really into that kind of thing. 978 01:04:17,395 --> 01:04:20,523 He was doing yoga and eating right, 979 01:04:20,606 --> 01:04:23,192 and spiritually sound, too. 980 01:04:23,817 --> 01:04:26,279 And Bobby wanted Jerry to be happy and healthy. 981 01:04:26,362 --> 01:04:28,572 It was important to him that that happened. 982 01:04:28,656 --> 01:04:31,993 So he-- I know he tried really hard. 983 01:04:32,076 --> 01:04:36,998 He was just so goddamn famous that he couldn't go out on the streets. 984 01:04:37,081 --> 01:04:40,709 What are you gonna do? You gotta hide from it someway. 985 01:04:40,793 --> 01:04:43,546 And drugs were a convenient way to do that. 986 01:04:44,797 --> 01:04:47,800 He wasn't God. He wasn't there to pontificate. 987 01:04:47,884 --> 01:04:50,469 He was just there to play and chase the music, 988 01:04:50,553 --> 01:04:52,680 and chase the adventure, and be a kid. 989 01:04:52,763 --> 01:04:55,683 That's all he wanted to do. 990 01:04:55,766 --> 01:04:57,518 I remember a conversation with Garcia one time. 991 01:04:57,601 --> 01:05:02,065 I said, "I'm not sure that Weir's well equipped to handle celebrity." 992 01:05:02,148 --> 01:05:04,358 And he said, "Nobody is. 993 01:05:07,153 --> 01:05:08,404 Nobody." 994 01:05:16,162 --> 01:05:19,040 [Bob] Jerry and I used to take vacations together. 995 01:05:22,543 --> 01:05:25,964 We'd get a couple houses in Kauai and live it up. 996 01:05:30,426 --> 01:05:32,971 In later years, Jerry took up diving 997 01:05:33,054 --> 01:05:36,640 and informed me I was signed up for scuba instruction. 998 01:05:42,981 --> 01:05:45,608 I'll be forever in his debt for doing that. 999 01:05:54,325 --> 01:05:56,410 Jerry was a big guy 1000 01:05:56,494 --> 01:06:01,958 and deal was, when Jerry was underwater, he was weightless. 1001 01:06:16,097 --> 01:06:18,266 This one time, he goes up to this hole. 1002 01:06:18,349 --> 01:06:22,311 This big, broad, flat fish face comes out. 1003 01:06:22,395 --> 01:06:25,314 This is not a fish, this is a great big eel. 1004 01:06:25,398 --> 01:06:28,692 Fish comes a little further out and Jerry goes like this, 1005 01:06:28,776 --> 01:06:30,736 and he starts stroking him under the chin. 1006 01:06:39,328 --> 01:06:42,956 We used a tank of air in, like, half the time, just laughing. 1007 01:06:46,919 --> 01:06:49,130 We had a lot of fun underwater. 1008 01:07:24,373 --> 01:07:27,000 [Bob] I had a dream. 1009 01:07:27,085 --> 01:07:31,880 In the dream, I found a can of invisible paint. 1010 01:07:31,964 --> 01:07:37,595 So I painted myself with the invisible paint. 1011 01:07:37,678 --> 01:07:41,599 And then Jerry came into the dream. And Jerry was looking pretty swell. 1012 01:07:41,682 --> 01:07:45,603 He was in Castilian splendor, he was tall. 1013 01:07:45,686 --> 01:07:48,897 His hair was all black and kind of combed back, 1014 01:07:48,981 --> 01:07:54,695 and he had a velour cape on with a silver clasp on it. 1015 01:07:54,778 --> 01:07:57,656 And he looked me square in the eye, and I was saying, 1016 01:07:57,740 --> 01:07:59,658 "Hey, Jerry, check it out. Invisible paint." 1017 01:07:59,742 --> 01:08:02,536 And he wasn't interested. 1018 01:08:02,620 --> 01:08:07,708 He was intent on something. He was searching for something. 1019 01:08:10,836 --> 01:08:12,796 And then he was gone. 1020 01:08:15,424 --> 01:08:17,635 Jerry Garcia, the Grateful Dead guitarist, 1021 01:08:17,718 --> 01:08:22,515 who kept the counter-culture of the 1960s rocking and rolling right into the '90s, 1022 01:08:22,598 --> 01:08:25,393 died today in California. He was 53. 1023 01:08:25,476 --> 01:08:28,354 Garcia was found dead at a drug rehabilitation center, 1024 01:08:28,437 --> 01:08:30,398 reportedly of natural causes. 1025 01:08:30,481 --> 01:08:31,524 ["Brokedown Palace" playing] 1026 01:08:31,607 --> 01:08:37,446 # Fare you well, my honey # 1027 01:08:41,242 --> 01:08:47,748 # Fare you well, my only true one # 1028 01:08:47,831 --> 01:08:48,916 [Bob] The last time I saw him, 1029 01:08:48,999 --> 01:08:54,422 it was on the back of the stage at Soldier's Field in Chicago. 1030 01:08:54,505 --> 01:08:55,923 And we were hugging after the show. 1031 01:08:56,006 --> 01:08:57,966 He was going one way and I was going the other, 1032 01:08:58,050 --> 01:09:02,346 and you know, he slapped me on the back 1033 01:09:02,430 --> 01:09:05,391 and said, "Always a hoot. Always a hoot." 1034 01:09:05,474 --> 01:09:07,643 Those were his last words to me. 1035 01:09:10,396 --> 01:09:14,192 [Bob] I owe Jerry an immense debt of gratitude 1036 01:09:14,275 --> 01:09:17,695 for, you know, showing me 1037 01:09:17,778 --> 01:09:22,825 how to live with joy, with mischief. 1038 01:09:22,908 --> 01:09:24,410 [crowd cheering] 1039 01:09:24,493 --> 01:09:26,412 Take your heart, take your faith... 1040 01:09:31,167 --> 01:09:34,337 [voice breaking] and reflect back 1041 01:09:34,420 --> 01:09:37,631 some of the joy that he gave you. 1042 01:09:40,008 --> 01:09:44,012 He filled this world full of clouds of joy. 1043 01:09:44,096 --> 01:09:49,518 Just take a little bit of that... and reflect it back up to him. 1044 01:09:49,602 --> 01:09:52,938 # Fare you well, fare you well # 1045 01:09:53,021 --> 01:09:58,151 # I love you more than words can tell # 1046 01:09:58,236 --> 01:10:05,158 # Listen to the river sing sweet songs to rock my soul # 1047 01:10:07,203 --> 01:10:14,126 # Listen to the river sing sweet songs to rock my soul # 1048 01:10:15,794 --> 01:10:21,091 [voice breaking] I think that when Jerry died, Bobby probably, um, felt... 1049 01:10:21,174 --> 01:10:22,510 [clears throat] 1050 01:10:22,593 --> 01:10:26,054 Bobby probably felt a lot like Jerry's kids did. 1051 01:10:26,138 --> 01:10:30,393 Like, I think that Bobby probably felt like he lost a brother. 1052 01:10:32,520 --> 01:10:36,649 Bob was very, very-- I mean, this was his closest friend. 1053 01:10:36,732 --> 01:10:39,818 This was, like, you know, a father, a brother to him, 1054 01:10:39,902 --> 01:10:42,154 and he was devastated. 1055 01:10:42,238 --> 01:10:46,450 [Trixie] I hadn't really thought about how he must have been feeling. 1056 01:10:46,534 --> 01:10:48,827 [voice breaking] Still, it's tough. 1057 01:10:48,911 --> 01:10:50,246 [sniffles] 1058 01:11:14,227 --> 01:11:17,690 [Bob] After Jerry checked out, I went back out on tour with RatDog 1059 01:11:17,773 --> 01:11:19,733 and I pretty much stayed there for a while. 1060 01:11:19,817 --> 01:11:23,362 I think that was probably my grieving process. 1061 01:11:24,237 --> 01:11:27,115 What am I gonna do? Stay home and snivel, and kick furniture, 1062 01:11:27,199 --> 01:11:30,661 or feel bad about it, and not play? 1063 01:11:30,744 --> 01:11:32,788 Jerry would have a fit. 1064 01:11:32,871 --> 01:11:35,207 Good music can make sad times better. 1065 01:11:35,291 --> 01:11:38,126 -We've got our... -[audience cheering loudly] 1066 01:11:38,210 --> 01:11:40,212 We've got our work cut out for us this evening, 1067 01:11:40,296 --> 01:11:42,673 so we'll just get started. 1068 01:11:42,756 --> 01:11:43,966 You know, I gotta go out and play. 1069 01:11:44,049 --> 01:11:46,218 I've gotta go out and make it better for people. 1070 01:11:46,302 --> 01:11:47,886 ["Corrina" playing] 1071 01:11:54,518 --> 01:11:56,645 [Bob] I'd stayed on the road for a while. 1072 01:11:56,729 --> 01:11:59,106 I had to do it for me, I had to do it for the folks, 1073 01:11:59,189 --> 01:12:00,399 I had to do it for Jerry. 1074 01:12:00,483 --> 01:12:02,985 You know, I had to do it because the music demanded it. 1075 01:12:07,365 --> 01:12:12,328 By the time I was edging towards 50, I was looking around and wondering now, 1076 01:12:12,411 --> 01:12:16,915 "Is it possible to be a rock and roll tomcat and do it gracefully?" 1077 01:12:16,999 --> 01:12:19,209 And I looked around and I saw, like, Mick Jagger 1078 01:12:19,292 --> 01:12:24,256 and guys like that, and I gotta say... didn't look promising. 1079 01:12:25,591 --> 01:12:29,470 We remained friends forever and we still are. 1080 01:12:29,553 --> 01:12:32,222 Except we're married now with kids. 1081 01:12:32,890 --> 01:12:35,684 [Wendy] I remember Bob out on the porch one day at his house saying, 1082 01:12:35,768 --> 01:12:38,896 "You know, I think I'm in love." 1083 01:12:38,979 --> 01:12:42,358 [Bob] You know, she was pretty, she was bright, she was a lot of fun. 1084 01:12:42,441 --> 01:12:46,236 This girl's a great catch, why don't we try this settling down thing? 1085 01:12:46,319 --> 01:12:50,783 You know, he's really smart, fun. I think he's brilliant. 1086 01:12:51,409 --> 01:12:53,494 [Wendy] Natascha's a very loving individual. 1087 01:12:53,577 --> 01:12:55,913 The love he was feeling from her is something 1088 01:12:55,996 --> 01:12:58,749 that just probably filled a big void in him, too. 1089 01:12:58,832 --> 01:13:01,001 And then with the birth of Monet, 1090 01:13:01,084 --> 01:13:04,463 it was just mind-boggling for him to have that experience. 1091 01:13:04,547 --> 01:13:05,714 He was present at the birth. 1092 01:13:05,798 --> 01:13:08,676 And that feeling of being a father 1093 01:13:08,759 --> 01:13:12,304 and just the incredible miracle of creation. 1094 01:13:12,388 --> 01:13:17,560 Our lives changed dramatically after Monet and Chloe. 1095 01:13:17,643 --> 01:13:19,019 He did a 180. 1096 01:13:19,102 --> 01:13:21,980 Became dedicated father, family man. 1097 01:13:22,064 --> 01:13:23,982 And he has so much love for me. 1098 01:13:24,066 --> 01:13:25,609 He's dedicated to his family. 1099 01:13:25,693 --> 01:13:29,405 He's just so present when he's with you, 1100 01:13:29,488 --> 01:13:31,990 and that's what I love about him. 1101 01:13:32,074 --> 01:13:34,452 [Bob] I feel lucky to have the family that I have, 1102 01:13:34,535 --> 01:13:38,706 and I feel lucky to have held off as long as I did, 1103 01:13:38,789 --> 01:13:41,834 until I was ready for it. 1104 01:13:45,378 --> 01:13:47,965 I got a phone call one morning from my office 1105 01:13:48,048 --> 01:13:52,052 and they said they had a lady on the phone by the name of Phyllis. 1106 01:13:52,135 --> 01:13:55,639 She had some information that I'd only seen on my birth certificate. 1107 01:13:55,723 --> 01:13:59,518 When I heard this, I realized that this has got to be my mother. 1108 01:14:00,185 --> 01:14:02,646 And then I went and met her the next day. 1109 01:14:02,730 --> 01:14:04,690 She had 12 other kids. 1110 01:14:04,773 --> 01:14:07,610 I didn't feel like I was a huge hole in her life 1111 01:14:07,693 --> 01:14:10,446 that I needed to rush right in and fill. 1112 01:14:10,529 --> 01:14:12,322 But we maintained a relationship. 1113 01:14:12,405 --> 01:14:18,454 And she, at one point, gave me some information on my biological dad. 1114 01:14:19,580 --> 01:14:22,207 I didn't wanna blow up his life 1115 01:14:22,290 --> 01:14:26,044 'cause he probably didn't know that I existed. 1116 01:14:26,128 --> 01:14:28,464 My curiosity finally got to me. 1117 01:14:29,757 --> 01:14:34,887 I got the phone call and I said, "Who's calling, please?" 1118 01:14:36,013 --> 01:14:39,600 And he said, "Robert Weir." 1119 01:14:39,683 --> 01:14:42,269 And, uh... 1120 01:14:42,352 --> 01:14:45,939 I said, "Okay. Doesn't mean anything to me." 1121 01:14:46,023 --> 01:14:47,775 So I said, "I've been doing some research 1122 01:14:47,858 --> 01:14:49,401 and I've come up with some information 1123 01:14:49,485 --> 01:14:51,695 that might be of considerable interest to you." 1124 01:14:51,779 --> 01:14:54,698 I went back to my son, Anthony, and I said, 1125 01:14:54,782 --> 01:14:57,785 "Should I know somebody named Bob Weir?" 1126 01:14:57,868 --> 01:14:58,994 He says, "I don't know. 1127 01:14:59,077 --> 01:15:02,956 The only one I know plays guitar for the Grateful Dead." 1128 01:15:03,040 --> 01:15:05,333 Then I asked him, "Did you know and 1129 01:15:05,417 --> 01:15:10,798 were you, perhaps, romantically involved with a young lady by the name of Phyllis?" 1130 01:15:10,881 --> 01:15:13,509 And there was a fairly long pause. 1131 01:15:13,592 --> 01:15:17,846 [laughing] Actually, I think the blood left my head about that time. 1132 01:15:17,930 --> 01:15:22,184 And I said, "Well, sir, I don't know how many kids you have, 1133 01:15:22,267 --> 01:15:27,397 but there is a fairly strong likelihood that you have one more than you know." 1134 01:15:27,480 --> 01:15:29,942 And he said, "You're my father." 1135 01:15:36,907 --> 01:15:38,534 I mean, I was stunned. 1136 01:15:38,617 --> 01:15:41,119 We chatted for a while and then we met the next day. 1137 01:15:42,495 --> 01:15:47,084 We sat for about two hours together and talked. 1138 01:15:47,167 --> 01:15:49,169 At first, we were just sort of sniffing around, 1139 01:15:49,252 --> 01:15:53,465 but after a little bit, we got to like each other. 1140 01:15:53,549 --> 01:15:58,011 We didn't have to. There was no onus. 1141 01:15:58,095 --> 01:16:00,388 But we did. 1142 01:16:00,472 --> 01:16:05,268 I went away very proud to be his dad. 1143 01:16:05,352 --> 01:16:07,771 [Bob] We grew very close. 1144 01:16:07,855 --> 01:16:11,108 He's my confidant, he's my brother, and now he's my dad. 1145 01:16:11,191 --> 01:16:14,903 Natascha's become a good friend of mine and my wife's, 1146 01:16:14,987 --> 01:16:17,823 and I'm very fond of the whole family. 1147 01:16:17,906 --> 01:16:19,908 We're very close. 1148 01:16:21,159 --> 01:16:23,787 [Natascha] He had an empty space inside him 1149 01:16:23,871 --> 01:16:26,456 after Jerry died, and his dad came along. 1150 01:16:26,539 --> 01:16:29,918 Jack was the perfect guy to fill it. 1151 01:16:30,002 --> 01:16:33,171 Bobby has a great relationship with his dad 1152 01:16:33,255 --> 01:16:35,716 and I feel like they have done so much living together 1153 01:16:35,799 --> 01:16:40,137 and spending time together that, you know, they're really catching up on a lot. 1154 01:16:40,220 --> 01:16:43,140 I had a pretty complete existence. 1155 01:16:43,223 --> 01:16:45,517 Um, but it... 1156 01:16:45,601 --> 01:16:49,354 My existence got added on to, substantially, I'll say that. 1157 01:17:19,259 --> 01:17:22,345 # There were days # 1158 01:17:23,972 --> 01:17:27,100 # There were days # 1159 01:17:28,476 --> 01:17:32,648 # There were days between # 1160 01:17:32,731 --> 01:17:34,399 [Mike Gordon] Jerry is an incredible legend, 1161 01:17:34,482 --> 01:17:37,194 but Bob is as much of a legend and he's still alive. [chuckling] 1162 01:17:37,277 --> 01:17:40,405 # Polished like a golden bowl # 1163 01:17:46,411 --> 01:17:48,496 # The brightest ever seen # 1164 01:17:48,580 --> 01:17:51,667 [Mike] Bob knows music is a passageway to some greater part of the universe. 1165 01:17:51,750 --> 01:17:56,254 Why else would someone play 6,000 gigs in their life and keep going? 1166 01:17:56,338 --> 01:17:59,216 # Hearts of summer held in trust # 1167 01:18:04,054 --> 01:18:07,099 # Still tender, young and green # 1168 01:18:13,438 --> 01:18:17,442 # Left on shelves collecting dust # 1169 01:18:21,321 --> 01:18:25,075 # Not knowing what they mean # 1170 01:18:31,289 --> 01:18:35,293 # Valentines of flesh and blood # 1171 01:18:39,965 --> 01:18:42,968 # Soft as velveteen # 1172 01:18:48,598 --> 01:18:51,643 # Hoping love would not forsake # 1173 01:18:56,606 --> 01:19:00,152 # The days that lie between # 1174 01:19:02,612 --> 01:19:05,115 # Lie between # 1175 01:19:17,419 --> 01:19:19,963 I haven't put a lot of thought into my legacy. 1176 01:19:21,506 --> 01:19:23,716 I'm not proud of anything. 1177 01:19:25,260 --> 01:19:26,428 If I'm proud of something, 1178 01:19:26,511 --> 01:19:29,306 I have to take a good look at myself for being proud. 1179 01:19:29,389 --> 01:19:31,058 I don't trust pride. 1180 01:19:32,267 --> 01:19:34,644 But when you realize that we are all one, 1181 01:19:34,727 --> 01:19:40,733 you can be proud of being part of that gigantic entity that we all are. 1182 01:19:41,734 --> 01:19:43,611 Life has endless depth to it, 1183 01:19:43,695 --> 01:19:48,283 endless resonances and reverberances throughout time and space. 1184 01:19:48,366 --> 01:19:50,660 And making sense of all that is something 1185 01:19:50,743 --> 01:19:55,207 that I'm just sort of taking my time doing. 1186 01:19:56,208 --> 01:20:01,088 My life has been kind of instructing me to look for the timeless. 1187 01:20:02,630 --> 01:20:04,216 That's what I'm chasing. 1188 01:20:06,885 --> 01:20:10,680 # Spanish lady, come to me She lays on me this rose # 1189 01:20:14,559 --> 01:20:16,728 # Your rainbow spiraling round and round # 1190 01:20:16,812 --> 01:20:19,022 # It trembles then explodes # 1191 01:20:22,650 --> 01:20:27,072 # You left a smoking crater of my mind I like to blow it away # 1192 01:20:30,909 --> 01:20:35,038 # Well, the heat come round and busted me For smilin' on a cloudy day # 1193 01:20:35,122 --> 01:20:40,418 # Comin', comin', comin' around # # Comin' around y'all, now # 1194 01:20:40,502 --> 01:20:43,421 # Comin' around # # Comin' around # 1195 01:20:43,505 --> 01:20:47,342 # Comin', comin', comin' around # # They're comin' # 1196 01:20:47,425 --> 01:20:48,886 # Comin' around y'all, now # 1197 01:20:48,969 --> 01:20:52,055 # Comin' around # # Comin' around # 1198 01:21:54,201 --> 01:21:58,455 # Escapin' through the lily fields I came across an empty space # 1199 01:22:06,421 --> 01:22:10,842 # It rainbowed then exploded Left a bus stop in its place # 1200 01:22:19,101 --> 01:22:22,980 # Bus come by and I got on That's when it all began # 1201 01:22:27,109 --> 01:22:31,863 # There was cowboy Neal at the wheel Of a bus to never-ever land # 1202 01:22:31,947 --> 01:22:37,077 # Comin', comin', comin' around # # Comin' around y'all, now # 1203 01:22:37,160 --> 01:22:39,162 # Comin' around # 1204 01:22:40,330 --> 01:22:44,126 # Comin', comin', comin' around # # They're comin', comin' around # 1205 01:22:44,209 --> 01:22:45,543 # Comin' around y'all, now # 1206 01:22:45,627 --> 01:22:48,880 # Comin' around # # Comin' around # 1207 01:23:06,773 --> 01:23:09,484 -[Bob] Well, okay, thank you all. -[audience clapping] 103225

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