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(male narrator)
The winds of change.

Sometimes they´re a gentle
breeze, a welcome relief.

Sometimes a brief gust
quickly forgotten.

But other times

they blow in like a foul
and devastating gale

blazing a path of destruction

which leaves us
holding on for dear life.

Mmm, something sure smells good.
Doesn´t it, guys?

Hammerhill specialty.

My children loved it,
my grandchildren love it.

What about your
great-great-grandchildren?

- What is it?
- Tuna surprise.

What´s the surprise?

If I told you, then it
wouldn´t be a surprise.

Is this the best
you could do?

Well, I wasn´t given
much notice, was I?

- Oh, no, no.
- I always get to chop.

Not on my watch.
Knives and children don´t mix.

You can toss the salad.

Madison let me chop.

I know, but Mrs. Hammerhill
has different rules.

´Since Madison isn´t coming--´

It´s not my fault
Madison´s not coming.

- Delia.
- No, it´s fine. She´s right.

(Mrs. Hammerhill)
´The casserole will be done
in precisely 10 minutes.´

- See you tomorrow.
- Care to join us for dinner?

Thank you, but I don´t
dine with my charges.

Charges? Oh, we´re really
not that formal around here.

That´s readily apparent

but I prefer to keep
things on the up and up.

- I´ll meet you at the bus stop.
- You don´t have to.

It´s one block.
I can walk myself.

Perhaps when I was a girl,
but nowadays

it´s not worth the risk.

I really don´t
think that that´s--

Now, nine more minutes
on the casserole.

I´ll see you tomorrow.

(Andy)
´Night, Mrs. Hammerhill.´

Well..

...at least we don´t have to
worry about Ephram dating her.

[theme music]

[music continues]

(Andy)
´I don´t know how much
more I can take.´

I can´t eat. I can´t sleep.

I hate to ruin it, but you´re
not the one who just broke up.

Hey, I wish it was me.
Me, I could handle.

Knock back a bottle of Glenlivet
and call it a night.

You can´t drown
your kids in alcohol

to get them
through a breakup.

- Can you?
- He´ll be alright.

Just stay out of his way

sneak a few extra boxes
of Kleenex into his room.

For the late-night
crying jags.

Yeah, well, enjoy these
years while you can..

...because when
Sam starts dating

it´s a whole new
level of pain.

- Hey, Dr. Abbott.
- Nina.

I trust my order is ready.

- ´Yep, right here.´
- Thank you.

So is that what
happens when you two

see each other
on the playground?

He could´ve said hello
just as easily.

I know why he´s pissed at you,
but what´s your excuse?

I´m pissed at him
because he´s pissed at me.

And who´s the teenager
in your house again?

Look, you both think you´re
standing on principles here

but enough is enough.

You both are happiest when you
have each other to kick around.

So step up, be the bigger man
and apologize again.

Apologize again and let´s
get things back to normal.

Forget it.
I did the right thing.

- I know it and Harold knows it.
- Amy is his daughter.

Look, I apologized to him
for hurting his feelings.

I won´t apologize for doing
what any doctor would have done

under those circumstances.

If he doesn´t wanna be friends,
that´s fine with me.

It´s not like I´m
missing anything.

That whole "out of sight, out
of mind" thing? That´s total BS.

Some Hallmark guy
must´ve come up with that

because my mind
is on Madison.

Who´s she with?
What´s she doing?

I think about her
more than I ever did.

- Really? I hadn´t noticed.
- I´m considering shock therapy.

Hey, Bright. I´m in, man. I´m
playing ball at USC next year.

Way to go, Mars.

- Go, Trojans.
- Awesome, dude.

Thanks, man. Beaches,
babes, Hollywood.

Dude, that is great.
Congratulations, man.

(Mars)
´Hey, thanks.
Look, I gotta go tell Murph.´

Did you apply there?

No. Starting to get my letters
back. I´m two for four.

Really? That´s great.

Two rejections out of four.

Oh, why didn´t
you say anything?

Not something you wanna
brag about, but it´s cool.

I mean, I´m waiting for
Notre Dame. That´s the goal.

That´s like the Ivy League
of football, right?

See, I´m absorbing.

Yeah, it´s kind
of a pipe dream, though.

I´ll have to go
for a walk-on slot.

Kind of hard
to get recruited

when they don´t let you
play your senior year.

It´s cool. Beels thinks even
without ball, I got a shot.

Yeah, definitely.

Marsden´s like the dumbest kid
in school and he got into USC.

- Let me rephrase.
- Oh, no, it´s cool, man.

I hear you.

Whatever.

I´m not even
gonna go to college.

I mean, college just
means more college girls

and I´ve had enough trouble
with them for a little while.

Do you think she
thinks about me?

She´s probably completely over..

Whatever. I don´t care.

Right.

Please, just one game?

It´s called Spit.
I´ll teach you.

I don´t much care
for that word, young lady

and regardless,
I don´t play games.

But Madison always played with
me after I finished my homework.

I´m sorry, I´m not interested
in the previous doings

of this Madison woman.

I´ll play Spit with you.

I don´t wanna play
with you, like, ever.

(Mrs. Hammerhill)
´Volume, Delilah. Volume.´

Young man, where are you going?

Hello, Bright?

Rose.

Come on, dad. Respect the TV.

- What is it, Harold?
- It´s here.

Mail from Notre Dame.

(man on TV)
´What an incredible shot.´

Don´t make that face, honey.
You haven´t opened it yet.

Skinny envelope. When they
accept you, they send a big one.

- You don´t know that.
- It could be an acknowledgment.

Maybe they need
additional information.

Perhaps they´re inviting
you for an interview.

Maybe I got wait-listed.
That gives me a shot, right?

Yeah, absolutely.

Oh, open it, Bright.

That´s fine.

Right? We knew this
was a possibility.

Not the end of the world.

No, just the end
of Notre Dame.

That isn´t true.

Come on. There are
plenty of options here.

You go to your safety school
for two years, then transfer in.

At the end, you´ll still say

that you graduated
from Notre Dame.

You´ll still
be a Fighting Irishman.

Big picture, Bright.
You´ll get there.

- One way or the other.
- Yeah.

Maybe I´ll dig A&M so much,
I won´t even wanna transfer.

Yeah, that´s right. Forget
the Irish, they had their shot.

Here.

Well, we knew Notre Dame
would be tough.

(Harold)
Oh, I was expecting this.

Fully prepared for it, in fact.

I just wasn´t prepared
to see him like that.

[knocking on door]

Ephram, what are you
doing here?

I´m sorry. I should´ve
called first.

Oh, I didn´t think that we´d
be doing this part already.

What part?
Is there a part?

God, I´m sorry. I just..

I don´t think I can do this yet.
It´s too soon.

What are you talking about?
Too soon for what?

You´re here to try
to get back together with me.

No.

I mean, is that something
that I should be trying to do?

- No.
- ´Okay.´

Because that´s not what I was...
I was here for something else.

I´m confused.

- It´s Delia.
- What´s wrong with Delia?

Nothing. I mean, everything.
She´s totally freaking out.

She hates me.
She hates everybody.

- You need to come back to work.
- What? No.

I can´t, okay?

We talked about this.
Delia and I talked about this.

It didn´t take. Now she´s stuck
with Mrs. Doubtfire´s evil twin.

I´m telling you,
the woman is brutal.

She can´t be that bad.

- She won´t let Delia chop.
- She loves to chop.

That´s what I´m saying.
This situation, it sucks.

It´s not fair to Delia if you
can´t be there because of me.

I mean, I can handle it.

Maybe you can,
but I don´t know if I can.

It´s hard enough not thinking
about you. But to be with you--

Wait, wait, wait.

You think about me?

Look..

...we´re the adults here, right?

I mean, relatively
speaking, of course.

I mean, why...we should
be able to get over this

so that Delia doesn´t end up

stabbing the old bat
with a knitting needle.

Stabbing, huh?

She´d end up doing
hard time for that.

Yeah. I´m worried. She´s got
her whole life ahead of her.

Yeah, I´m thinking
prison intervention here.

Okay, if I come back,
it´s only on a trial basis.

- Yeah, of course.
- It´s for work.

For Delia. If it gets
weird, I´m out.

Yeah, no, no weirdness,
just for work.

Okay.

Alright.

And inhale, two, three,
four, five. Hold it.

And exhale, two,
three, four, five.

Good. Now take one
last deep breath.

Exhale through your nose.

Two, three.

Good.

So how do you feel?

Very relaxed.

I thought I had a handle
on the breathing thing

but apparently not. Who knew
there was so much to it?

Well, you seem good, Amy.

Your appetite´s been stable,
blood pressure, heart rate.

How are things at home?

They´re okay,
I guess. Different.

I´m glad to hear it
because I think it´s time

that we lowered
your Zoloft dosage.

- What´s the next one?
- Nothing.

When you finish the bottle
that you´re taking, you´re done.

But I only have

about four or five pills left.

Um...that´s not even
enough for a week. Is..

I know, because we´ve already
tapered down your dosage

from the original
a few weeks ago.

And I consulted with your father
and based on your chart

and how you´re doing

I think it´s time to stop.

I don´t know. I guess I´ve never
thought about going off them.

´I just...I..´

I mean, I knew I´d
have to eventually, but..

- You really think I´m ready?
- I do.

We´ll keep meeting and I want
you to keep up the techniques

we´ve been working on.

And I wish you´d try yoga again
if you could stop giggling.

I´ll try.

- Thanks, Aunt Linda.
- You´re welcome.

It´s gonna be good, okay?

Okay.

- I´ll see you later.
- Okay.

- Salad´s ready.
- ´Table´s ready.´

(Andy)
And I am ready to eat.

Or not.

- ´What´s going on here?´
- Ephram fired Mrs. Hammerhead.

- He fired..
- Hi, Dr. Brown.

Wait a minute. When? How?

Over the phone. This morning.

It actually went
pretty smoothly.

I´ve had experience
letting sitters go before

if you recall.

No, but don´t worry.
Everything is cool.

We talked about it
and it´s fine.

She´ll do her job, I´ll do mine.

We´re gonna maintain
a professional relationship.

So everybody will be happy.

- I´m not happy.
- Well, you will be.

So I´m gonna go wash my hands.
Call me when dinner´s ready.

I´m sorry, I thought
he talked to you.

You know what, Madison..

...in this situation,
there is a very fine line

between maturity
and stupidity

and I´m not sure which side
of that line you two are on now.

I know. At first,
it seemed crazy to me too.

But he genuinely
felt bad about..

And the new woman
just sounded awful.

No offense, it just
didn´t seem fair.

Yes, and I certainly
appreciate all the concern

for...that situation.

I don´t want somebody
using that situation

to effect change
for some other situation.

If you know what I mean.

If you two are trying
to get back together--

No, we´re not.

Honestly, I am here for Delia.
I think it´ll be okay.

(Delia)
´Dad, look.´

Madison let me make Jell-O
that looks like a brain.

Isn´t it gross?

Yes, honey. It´s very gross.

Thank you.

Mac and cheese. Bright must
have done something good.

All this fuss over carbs and
cholesterol. I say, so what?

I could help.

I´d like that.

Why don´t you turn that up a
little? It´s always best to--

Heat the milk first, I remember.

I am hoping that this is going
to cheer your brother up a bit.

If gobs of butter and cheese
won´t do the trick

I don´t know what will.

Is Bright still bummed
about Notre Dame?

He won´t admit it,
but, yeah, I believe so.

He worked so hard
to get his grades up.

He really believed they wouldn´t
look at his previous scores.

And of course, that...suspension
didn´t help matters any.

Anyways, it´s just..

...it´s just so hard.

I remember when
I was his age.

You´ll be there next year.

It´s nerve-wracking,
it really is.

Waiting every day
for the mail.

Your entire future seems tied
to the mailman´s schedule.

Your life summed up in one
particular-sized envelope.

It´s awful.

Oh, my Lord.

- How high did you turn it?
- Oh, too high, I guess.

[laughing]
What a mess.

Oh, I missed you so much.

[instrumental music]

And this goes straight
in the washer.

[music continues]

Oh, no, no, no.

- Hey.
- Hey.

We´re playing Speed Spit.
Wanna play?

Oh, no, I´m-I´m-I´m..

You guys just keep playing.
I´m fine.

You can practice. If that´s
what you were gonna do.

- We´ll go in the other room.
- No. I´m just..

You guys stay here.

This is definitely the best
room for Speed Spitting.

So, uh...I´ll just..

Do you guys wanna snack or, you
know, refreshments or anything?

Why are you being so nice?

He can´t help himself.

He´s just that nice a guy.

Um, I´m actually..

I gotta, I gotta go
to the library, so..

[clears throat]

I don´t understand.

Understand what, sweetie?

Well, if he´s sad
and you´re sad

then why don´t you guys
just get back together

and be happy again?

It´s a little bit more
complicated than that.

Is it because he´s a kid
and you´re not?

It´s not that.

It´s just we´re
in different places

in our lives right now,
that´s all.

But you´re both here.

I´ll be right back.

You know, of all
the bad ideas I´ve had

and there have been many, this
one is definitely the worst.

I didn´t think it was possible
to think about her more.

Having her around all the time

actually ups
the thinking quotient.

I feel like I´m going crazy,
like in "A Beautiful Mind."

Will you shut up!

For five minutes, please?

I´ve listened to you whine
about this crap for a week.

God, I am so sick of it.

- What´s your problem?
- My whole life´s falling apart.

That´s my problem.

Thinking of working at
7-Eleven the rest of my life.

All you do, you moan
about some stupid chick.

Dude, you got dumped.
Get over it.

What´s with the 7-Eleven?

I didn´t get into Notre Dame.

I´m sorry.

- Did they say why or anything?
- No.

They´re nice to not put "you´re
too stupid" in the letter.

So..

Like it matters, whatever.

Big shock. Bright Abbott, not
South Bend material. Boohoo.

But you know what?

I would´ve been
if those jerk-offs

let me play ball this year.

Relax. It´s not that bad.

It is that bad, dude.

Don´t you see? I´m out of
choices. My last shot is A&M.

They don´t have
a decent football team.

Then I get to work my ass off
for another two years

and have the same no-life
that I had this year?

My whole life is gonna
suck after high school.

[instrumental music]

- Hey, Bright.
- Just go home, dude.

[music continues]

Hey.

- You´re giving me pudding?
- Snack Pack.

Vanilla and chocolate so you
can blend at your convenience.

Cool. Thanks.

Look, you´re right.
I´ve been all about me lately.

- Kinda crappy at the listening.
- No, it´s cool, man.

Doesn´t matter anyways since I
decided not to go to college.

What? Why?

Well, it´s a pretty
easy decision really

seeing as though I didn´t
get in anywhere, including A&M.

Oh, man, I´m sorry.

It´s cool. I mean, I´ll figure
something out, you know.

Maybe do the military thing.
Shave my head, shoot some stuff.

Wait, you´re just gonna give up
on school just because of this?

Well, it´s not
exactly up to me.

They said, "No, thank you."
It´s done.

It´s not done.
There´s stuff you can do.

- Like what?
- Like the guy who signed this.

Find him, talk to him,
change his mind.

- It doesn´t work like that.
- It does if you make it.

Colorado A&M is two hours away.
Probably less.

Go find this
Dr. Edward Berdell.

Tell him how much
you want it.

If there´s one thing
you can do, it´s talk.

I do talk pretty good, don´t I?
But still I´m--

But nothing. Remember that time
we were at Sal´s?

Didn´t have money to pay, ´cause
you spent it on Big League Chew?

Thought we´d be washing dishes
all night, but you got us out.

By the time we left,
he was offering you a job.

Nobody could´ve
done that but you.

- That was pretty hot.
- It was awesome.

Like you had this mind-control
device, except it wasn´t.

It was just you. And that,
my friend, is a gift.

The fact is, you´re better
in person than on paper.

- I am, aren´t I?
- Way better.

They looked at your application,
flipped through it

with a couple thousand
other ones and moved on.

Go back and make them
take a second look.

Don´t take no for an answer.

Slow down and tell me
what´s wrong.

I can´t do it.

I can´t. I thought I could and I
wanted to but I´m not ready.

´It´s not gonna happen.
It´s too soon.´

Oh, you´re talking
about quitting your Zoloft.

Maybe if we just
give it another month

so I can settle in
a little bit, get my bearings.

What prompted this, Amy?
Did something happen?

My mom hugged me.

And that´s a bad thing?

You don´t understand.

She hugged me
because...she was so..

...happy that I was home

and that everything
was back to normal.

But it´s not, really.
I mean, I´m faking this

and I can do that now
because I have the pills.

What if I go off the pills
and can´t fake it anymore?

And become the same person that
I was before? I can´t do it.

So you´re worried
about your family?

I don´t wanna put them through
what I put them through before.

I can´t risk
messing things up

having everybody
disappointed in me again.

I mean, what if I get
depressed again or worse?

Come here.

Sit.

Listen to me.

You will get depressed again
and you´ll be sad sometimes.

Probably more
than you´d like

if your life is anything
like most people´s.

And you´ll yell
and you´ll cry a little.

But you´ll get past it.
I mean, that´s how life works.

I know. And I wanna get back
to being that person eventually.

But for now, I would rather
just fake it a little.

You know, be a little
better than me.

You know, keep
everybody happy

because...I might not
deserve it but they do.

Please.

Just one more month. Don´t make
me go off of them yet.

Alright, I´m not gonna
make you do anything

that you´re
not ready to do.

So, um...we´ll keep you where
you were for another month

and then we´ll take it
from there, okay?

Okay.

Thank you.

(Ephram)
Wow.

If Martha goes to jail you could
definitely take over her empire.

You´ve to learn how to make
a wreath out of pine cones

and leftover meatloaf.

- Is it soup yet?
- It´s meat.

It´s never gonna be soup.

- Unless it´s stew.
- Oh, sorry.

I thought I turned that off.

Hey.

´Yeah, I got the change.´

I can´t talk now.
I´ll call you later. Bye.

- Jay?
- Just band stuff. Sorry.

- That didn´t take you long.
- Excuse me?

Nothing. Forget it.

- It was about practice.
- Whatever.

- How could you think that--
- Who else wants salad? Ephram?

No. Actually, I think
I´m gonna take off.

- But dinner´s already done.
- It´s okay. I´ll go.

You should stay, invite Jay.

You guys could have
a good time hanging out.

Alright, that´s enough, okay?

This isn´t the business
agreement you had talked about.

- No, it´s fine.
- It´s not fine.

You can´t see fine from here.

It was a nice effort
on everyone´s part.

It has become clear that we need
to re-evaluate this agreement.

- No, we don´t!
- Yes, we do!

Sorry if I have
to put my foot down

but I should´ve done
this six months ago.

I knew how this was
gonna end back then.

I told you both. I wish
someone had listened to me.

What do you mean "someone?"

Did you talk to Madison
behind my back?

I didn´t talk about you.
I talked about the two of you.

- ´My concerns.´
- Told her we wouldn´t work out.

I wanted her to appreciate
what she was getting into.

- The possible repercussions.
- Repercussions?

It´s not what you think.

You never told me?
I can´t believe you.

You´re making a bigger
deal than it was.

What could be bigger than
my girlfriend and my dad

talking about me behind my back
like I´m some child?

How could you do that to me?

Both of you.

Can I have the carrots?

Wonderful meal, Rose.

So I need a note
to get out of class tomorrow.

- Why? Is something wrong?
- ´No.´

Have an appointment in Colorado
Springs I gotta drive to.

What kind of appointment
in Colorado Springs

requires your attention
all of a sudden?

Colorado A&M.

Well, honey, that´s wonderful.

I didn´t get in.

- When did you hear?
- Yesterday.

I didn´t wanna give you guys
any more bad news.

But it´s cool ´cause I´m
gonna go down there

and I´m gonna
change their minds.

I don´t think that
that´s a good idea, Bright.

I mean, no.

Once they make their decision

it´s nearly impossible
to reverse it.

- We´ll come up with a new plan.
- I have a plan. A good one.

I have an appointment with
the guy that sent me the letter.

I applaud your tenacity but
it...it doesn´t work this way.

I don´t care how it works.
This is my only shot.

Listen to me,
I´m not gonna allow you

´to drive all the way
out there on a lark.´

Now let´s be rational and
discuss a better strategy here.

- One that you come up with?
- Bright.

What?

We´re back to where we were
at the beginning of the year.

You were sure I couldn´t
raise my GPA, but I did.

All A´s and B´s. Didn´t see that
coming. Even better than Amy.

You didn´t think that´d
happen, but it did.

I wanna know why,
for once in my life

you can´t support me
for something I wanna do.

I do support you.

I can´t understand why you´d
put yourself through this.

- ´Cause I have no other choice.
- Well, yes, you do.

You can attend classes
at ECC next year

find yourself a job nearby.

- We want you close anyway.
- That´s not what I want.

- It´s not the end of the world.
- It is the end of the world.

How much more rejection
can you stand?

I don´t know, dad.
How much more you got?

[instrumental music]

Fine.

Okay, last time.
Six times eight is..

Forty eight.

(both)
Ain´t that great?

It was a pretty
bad fight tonight.

I´ve seen worse.

But, yeah.

It was pretty bad.

I´m sorry it happened
in front of you like that.

You should know that...
sometimes people say things

they don´t mean
when they´re upset.

We don´t.

You know, Brittany thinks
she´s my best friend..

...but she´s not really.

You are.

And you´re mine.

You know I love you, girly girl.

I love you too.

But..

What is it, sweetie?

It´s just that..

...I love Ephram too.

And since he´s my brother and
we´re related and everything..

...I have to love him more.

I understand.

And I think that when you´re
here, it makes him sad.

And not just normal sad.

Really, really sad.

Yeah.

I don´t wanna see him
that sad anymore.

So..

...I´m gonna have
to let you go, Madison.

Okay.

[instrumental music]

[indistinct chattering]

- ´What can I get you, doc?´
- Scotch, neat.

(male #1)
´You got it.´

Okay, let me guess.

It´s not a major holiday,
so the in-laws aren´t in town

and it´s too late to be coming
straight from the office

so I´m gonna go with
Parenthood Sucks for a thousand.

- Cancel that.
- Oh, are we still doing this?

Come on. Don´t go.

You´re here for a reason.

Let me tell you how bad
I screwed up with Ephram.

It´ll cheer you up.

And not only will you
be able to mock my stupidity

but you´ll probably
say something very wise

which I can use with Ephram,
pretend it was my idea.

It´s win-win.

- Keep it.
- Thanks.

I really need your
help here, Harold.

Stay a while, please?

I thought I made myself clear

but it seems as though
you´ve missed the point.

So listen closely because I will
not repeat myself again.

You and I are no
longer associated.

You want me to apologize again?
Okay. I am sorry.

You really don´t get it, do you?

No. I don´t.
This is what we do.

We joke, we torment, we argue.
It´s the only exercise we get.

We´ve disagreed about cases
before and we will again.

This was not a disagreement over
medical care, over some case.

This was my daughter.

Harold, my obligation
was to my patient.

I understand you had
a choice to make, Andy.

Please respect that I
have made one as well.

(Amy)
´I called it in yesterday.´

It should be ready.
Let me check.

Thanks.

Amy?

Mrs. Hart, hi.

- How are you?
- Fine.

And you? How´s school?

Um...it´s going better.
I still have to call Laynie.

I haven´t talked to her
since we had that fight.

You and Laynie had a fight?

Yeah.

She didn´t tell
you about it?

Maybe. I don´t remember.

I´ve been so busy lately. You
know, with the store and Jim.

She probably
never mentioned it.

She likes to keep to herself.
She´s a real independent girl.

Here you go, Amy. All set.

- Thank you.
- Hi, Randy. Three guesses.

Me and my Paxil are keeping
Randy in business, aren´t we?

[soft music]

Well, I gotta go, but it was
nice to see you, Mrs. Hart.

You too.

You know, you look
really great.

Thank you. I feel
not bad, today anyways.

Guess we´ll just have to see
how it goes tomorrow, right?

I´ll see you later.

[instrumental music]

[music continues]

[peppy music]

[clears throat]

- May I help you?
- Is this Dr. Berdell´s office?

Yes, it is.

I´m Bright Abbott.
I have an appointment.

- What´s going on? Where´s--
- She´s gone.

- Well, what about--
- It´s okay. I´m teaching her.

Spit.

- What did you do?
- Nothing. This was all Delia.

- Delia fired Madison?
- ´She did.´

Why? Why would she do that?

Apparently, she didn´t wanna
see you so sad anymore.

I owe you an apology, Ephram.

I never meant to sabotage things
between you and Madison.

Yeah, I know you didn´t.

And even though it..

...would be a lot easier to
blame you for this whole thing

falling apart, I, uh...
I don´t think I can.

Well, it´ll never happen again.

I´ll always talk to you first.

No more secrets, okay?

I don´t think you need
to worry about it.

I probably won´t get
another girlfriend for..

...10, probably 20 years.

I..

I just can´t believe
she´s gone, you know?

It´s weird.

You disappointed?

Yeah, I mean, a little bit.

It wasn´t perfect
but when she was here

I could sit next to her,
I could see her.

There was that possibility,
it´s not like I was..

...hoping to get back
together with her, but..

I know. Pathetic.

No, it´s kind
of human, actually.

You know, when I was a surgeon,
I saw a lot of patients who knew

that they didn´t
have much time left.

And I was always amazed at what
they were willing to go through.

At how much pain
that they would endure..

...rather than
simply letting go.

´In the end..´

´...pain was always
preferable to nothing.´

I think it was that fear
of taking the next step of..

...the unknown
that held them back.

That made them willing
to suffer so much.

Sometimes too willing..

...because in some cases..

...it really was..

...time to move on.

Is that your not-so-subtle
way of telling me to..

...forget Madison?

No.

You´re never going
to forget her.

[Peter Gabriel singing
"Father, Son"]

♫ Father, son ♫

♫ Locked as one ♫

- Maybe next year.
- Yeah.

♫ In this empty room ♫

♫ Spine against spine ♫

♫ Yours against mine ♫

♫ Till the warmth
comes through ♫

Well, you were right.

Total waste of time.
They won´t accept me.

Then they´re idiots.

So was I for not supporting
you every step of the way.

You could do as well as
anyone else here. Better.

I doubt that.

You shouldn´t.

Bright, I was proud of you for
every tackle, every touchdown

every three-point shot.

I´ve never been prouder
of you than I am right now.

It took courage to do
what you did today.

Yeah, but it didn´t
change anything.

I came this whole
way for nothing.

No, you came for yourself.
That´s what matters.

You know, what you´ve done
these past few months

your capacity to keep fighting,
keep trying to change..

...that is the measure
of what makes someone great.

That´s what makes you great.

I just..

I don´t know what
I´m gonna do now, dad.

What am I gonna do?

Well, whatever you are
meant to do or to be..

...it will reveal itself to you.

And we´ll wait for that
together, huh?

You and me.

[knocking on door]

We just keep on running
into each other.

Yeah, it´s the weirdest thing.

I found myself
in your neighborhood.

At your front door. It´s so
weird the way that happens.

No, it´s okay. This is
just gonna take a second.

I´m sorry I didn´t
talk to you about Delia.

No, it´s okay.

Just so you know, I´m not
gonna try to rehire you

or get you back.

Are you sure that we
can´t do this inside?

Yeah, I think that..

...we should do it here and now
before I can´t do it at all.

You changed my life, Madison.

Everything about it.
I want you to know that.

[instrumental music]

And you changed mine.

Yeah, maybe.
But for me, it´s different.

Everything is different
for me now.

Not just the obvious
things, I mean..

...but inside, you know?

I...it´s gonna take me a long
time before I realize exactly

what happened and why
it had to fall apart.

Hopefully, when I do, you know,
I´ll remember and that way

I can, you know,
do it better next time.

I don´t think that you could
have done it any better, Ephram.

Yeah.

I think that we
did it perfect.

Yeah, me too.

Well, maybe in a few weeks,
we could do something.

Have one of those
kick-off-the-friendship lunches.

No, no. I could never do
the friend thing with you.

Let´s face it, we were
never really friends.

- We were just..
- In love.

Yeah.

Alright, I´m gonna walk
back to my car right now.

When I get there, I´m gonna
turn around and I´m gonna look

back here and you´re
gonna be inside..

...and that
is gonna be that.

Okay.

[instrumental music]

[music continues]

[sniffles]

A heart is a fragile thing.

That´s why we protect
them so vigorously

give them away so rarely

and why it means
so much when we do.

Some hearts are more
fragile than others..

...purer somehow..

...like crystal
in a world of glass.

Even the way they
shatter is beautiful.

[theme music]

[music continues]