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[man strumming guitar]
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[Bob Weir] This is how it goes.
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I bought this house in 1972.
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I'd just signed my first
solo record contract.
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So I decided,
"Okay, I'm gonna build
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a little studio for myself
to play around in."
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I've done a lot of work in here.
We made Blues for Allah in here.
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Both of my kids were born in
our living room in front of our fireplace.
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I've probably got around 100 guitars.
Gonna have to do.
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This one, I bought in 1970.
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350 bucks was all the money I could
think about at the time.
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It's a 1959 Gibson 335.
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Like, the Holy Grail of thin body guitars.
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I played it for four or five years
with the Grateful Dead.
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I'd prefer not to travel with it, but...
I can't seem to not do it.
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This is a Grammy here.
Lifetime Achievement award.
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And, uh... wow.
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We managed to put over a million
people into Meadowlands Arena.
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They, uh, awarded us for that.
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This one is supposed
to have a record on it...
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a big gold record and it's the Rock
and Roll Hall of Fame. That was in 1994.
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Jerry just one day handed me this.
Said, "Here, you need this."
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I play it every now and again.
Just for fun.
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We had a very strong bond
and a shared sense of purpose.
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Jerry was my older brother, basically.
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Here's my Jerry bobblehead.
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I guess it's you and me, bub.
Uh, Bob.
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-Yeah.
-[both laughing]
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["That's It For The Other One" playing]
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I've led kind of an unusual life.
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I was young for the experience
of leaving home...
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and going out and seeing the world.
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But I was ready for it.
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It was such an amazing adventure.
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The music was an adventure.
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The people I was doing it with
were an adventurous group.
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I've seen stuff that no one's seen.
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♪ Spanish lady, come to me
She lays on me this rose ♪
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♪ Rainbows spiral round and round
They tremble and explode ♪
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♪ Left a smoking crater of my mind
I like to blow away ♪
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♪ Heat come round and busted me
For smilin' on a cloudy day ♪
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♪ Comin', comin', comin' around ♪
♪ Comin' around ♪
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♪ Comin' around in a circle ♪
♪ Comin' around ♪
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♪ Comin', comin', comin' around ♪
♪ Comin' around ♪
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♪ Comin' around in a circle ♪
♪ Comin' around ♪
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Mine has been a long, strange trip.
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Well, I was born in San Francisco in 1947.
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I was adopted at birth.
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My adoptive father was an engineer.
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I'll just pull up here.
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My mom was something of a socialite.
They couldn't have any kids.
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And so they decided,
"Okay, well, let's adopt some."
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This wall didn't used to be here.
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They adopted my older brother
and then they adopted me.
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And then a couple of years later,
to their surprise,
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my mom became pregnant
and my sister came along.
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Wow.
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[laughs] Well, there's nothing here.
Our old house is gone.
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[Wendy Weir] We had a very quiet,
peaceful household.
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We had a beautiful home.
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But our family was not really emotional.
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Our father came from the East Coast.
It was more puritan and quiet.
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Bob certainly was
the exception in the family.
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[Bob] I was pretty wild.
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I guess it's just in my blood.
I'm pathologically anti-authoritarian.
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I've never been actually
checked out on that, but...
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I'm right.
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[Phil Lesh] He was the guy
who never met a school
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that he could stay in
for more than two or three months.
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Come to think of it,
I was kicked out of play school.
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I dropped a hammer out of a treehouse
on a kid's head.
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And I'm not entirely sure why I did it.
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I think I just wanted
to see if it'd hit him.
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Teachers knew that
he had a problem reading,
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he had a problem learning how to write,
and they figured he was stupid.
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[Bob] In retrospect, my academic career
would never have gone very far,
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'cause I'm dyslexic.
It's just not gonna happen.
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Um...
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You know, I read a lot.
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But it takes so long
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that I would never have been
able to study and make the grade.
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The first time I ever met Weir, we were
both freshmen at Fountain Valley School
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that specialized in bright
but unmanageable kids.
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And I'd turned around
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and there's this really dorky kid
with really thick horn rims
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and his leg is going...
[imitates vibrating]
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For some reason,
just immediately liked him.
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[Bob] My older brother, John,
taught me how to tune a radio
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right at the height of rock and roll
hitting the airwaves.
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The guys who caught my ear were
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Chuck Berry,
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the Everly Brothers,
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Roy Orbison.
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What they had going was cool.
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I could hear that, I could feel it.
I could feel the excitement.
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Then I got my first guitar,
which is a pivot point in my life.
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[Sue Swanson] At some point,
he got a new guitar
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and stood there as proud
as anybody can be
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and said,
"What more could a boy want?"
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[Bob] I'm not sure I'd ever discovered
I had any talent or anything like that.
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It was just dogged persistence.
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I had to have the music
and so I went after it.
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There was a little music store
in Palo Alto, Dana Morgan Music.
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This is the first time
I've been back here in decades.
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I used to work in the back there
teaching lessons.
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Now it's a bed store.
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I'll tell you what,
we'll go around the back.
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I think we might be able
to get through over here.
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So back here somewhere was
the back door to Dana Morgan Music.
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And this is where, uh...
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It was right here where this wall is,
I guess, now.
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This has been built out.
This is where, uh...
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This is where on New Year's Eve of 1963
going into '64...
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Uh...
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You know, knocked on the door
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and met Jerry.
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[banjo music playing]
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Jerry was sort of a famous musician
around the Palo Alto area.
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He was a banjo player primarily.
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All the kids that I was hanging with
had great reverence for him.
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I'd been backstage with him a time or two
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when we were playing the open mic nights
at the Tangent, but...
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never actually formally met him.
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I was walking this way,
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heard some banjo music coming
from this area over in here...
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and figured it was Jerry.
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Knocked on the door
to see if he was into hanging,
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and he was,
'cause his students weren't showing up
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because it was New Year's Eve
and he was unmindful of that.
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I don't think he had thought that through.
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So we got to talking
and then he asked me,
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"Want to grab some instruments
from the front of the shop?"
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And so we played all night.
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[laughs] He was also
a great guy to hang with.
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He was a lot of fun,
and we hit it off.
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We kept each other laughing
and all that kind of stuff.
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Soon, we were a jug band
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and not long thereafter
we were a rock and roll band.
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We were out of Palo Alto
and into the city and... off to the world.
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["Don't Ease Me In" playing]
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[Bob] So, we started a band
called the Warlocks.
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[Phil] I remember
the first time I met Bob very well.
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I'm standing there talking to Jerry
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and I ask him,
"Well, where's the weed, man?"
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And he says, "Oh, my guitar player's
coming with some weed right now.
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You know, any minute now."
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So we go outside and we get in the car
and there's Bob.
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Apparently, he had just
scored from Neal Cassady.
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We sat in the car and rolled up,
and we all got good and high, you know.
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And it was killer weed.
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[Mountain Girl] You know, Bob had that
beautiful manner about him
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that made everyone really
love him from the get-go.
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He was sort of like the magic object
in the middle of the band.
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If you look back there,
you can see a swimming pool.
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To the right of that,
there was a big lawn area.
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We played a lawn party there one time.
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A little after dark,
the neighbors started complaining,
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and the party got shut down.
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My folks were trying to get cozy
with my new career as a rock and roller.
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I was a 16-year-old kid
when I started playing with Jerry.
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And that's kind of where
the ride began for me.
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You know,
I wanted to play music,
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I wanted to have
a little adventure in my life.
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And here it was, big as hell.
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I took LSD every Saturday,
without fail, for about a year.
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First time I took acid
was on Jerry's birthday,
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August 1st, 1965.
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I remember ending up
on a hilltop with Sue Swanson.
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She did manage to coax out of me
if I'd had any insights.
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I told her, "Yeah. You know, music.
That's what I'm here for. Music."
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I guess I was officially done with school
when I ran off with the Pranksters.
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It was the night
of my second Beatles concert.
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I was high on acid at the time.
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Out in the parking lot after the show,
there was the bus,
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with all the Pranksters in full drag
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hanging off it,
swinging off it like monkeys.
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[man 1] Yes, the Merry Band of Pranksters
are everywhere.
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[man 2] Everywhere.
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I just, you know,
I followed my bliss right onto the bus.
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[man 1] I have the whole thing
all grooved out.
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[Bob] And there was Kesey.
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[man] Mr. Kesey, do you feel
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that you have the right to do what
you want, whatever you want?
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I feel a man has the right to be as big
as he feels it in him to be.
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[Bob] And then there was
this other guy on the bus
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who seemed to be his grand vizier,
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who just chattered and spoke...
quite often in rhymes.
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[Neal] Fourth dimension.
We are actually fourth dimensional beings
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in a third dimensional body
inhabiting a second dimensional world.
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[Bob] That was Neal Cassady.
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[man] We are an Intrepid Trips production.
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But the Intrepid Trips production,
at the moment, is the Acid Test.
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[echoes] Acid Test.
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[Blair Jackson] So Ken Kesey and
the Merry Pranksters come along
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and they want to spread the word
about this amazing new drug, LSD.
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And so they start having these parties
called the Acid Test.
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The Acid Tests were permissive bedlam.
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They were large rooms
in which numbers of stoned people
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were singing, fucking,
chirping, imitating animals.
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Anything that you could possibly imagine
was going on at the Acid Test.
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I think they charged a buck at the door.
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There was LSD in the Kool-Aid
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and everybody got a cup of Kool-Aid for
a buck and got to go into the party.
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It was a big success.
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It was a big, monster party,
but there wasn't any music.
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[rock music playing]
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We brought our equipment and took LSD,
and we plugged in and we played.
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We all had Prankster names like,
Phil was Reddy Kilowatt.
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Billy was Bill the Drummer.
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Jerry's was Captain Trips.
I was the Kid.
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It was impossibly fun.
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When you take LSD,
your awareness is greatly expanded.
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At the same time,
you're profoundly disoriented.
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Yeah, you've got your hands
and you know how to play a few chords
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and you know how to play rhythmically,
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but when the guitar's
turned into some snake-like critter,
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and you're watching notes in lines...
in color go by...
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You know,
it's hard to relate to all this stuff.
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"What is the deal here?"
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And still you got a gig,
you got to play.
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There were a few times when we'd take acid
and we'd walk out and try to play
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and couldn't make sense of anything.
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We'd just throw up our hands and flee.
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But then we'd come back together
and we'd play like demons.
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We'd take a song and at the end,
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we'd just, rather than ending it,
let's just stretch it out.
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Play with the rhythm,
play with the texture.
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That's kind of how we learned
to extend and improvise.
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"I'm gonna work
this chord change for a while.
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I've heard the jazz guys do it,
and I'm gonna try my hand at it."
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There was a lot of extrasensory
communication going on.
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And, you know,
I don't want to call it "telepathy,"
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'cause there was that, too,
but there was more than that.
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You could see through other people's eyes,
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you could hear through
other people's ears.
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That was the kind of stuff
that we were exploring back then.
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The pressure wasn't on us.
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So when we did play,
we played with a certain kind of freedom
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that you rarely get as a musician.
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Not only did we not have to fulfill
expectations about us,
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but we didn't have to fulfill expectations
about music either.
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We played the topless places
after the Acid Test,
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while we were still
sort of drifting around,
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and we were already
starting to stretch out our tunes.
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And the girls hated us 'cause they were
used to a two minute, 30-second tune,
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and then another girl would come up.
And we'd go out,
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we'd play for like 15 minutes
and they'd just run out of gas.
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So they didn't dig it that much.
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So we're playing really long
and this poor chick turns around,
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her tits are flying,
sweat's flying off her tits going,
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"Please, can't you play a little shorter?"
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[laughing] So we found out
the meaning of jam band right then.
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But that was, you know, just early stuff.
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And then Bobby took her home
probably after the show.
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[chuckling]
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[Bob] And that was the start of
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what became, for all intents and purposes,
the Grateful Dead.
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It's legendarily hard
to make a living being a musician anyway.
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You know, my folks couldn't
see much future in it.
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I'll never forget the time
his mom showed up at Jerry's
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and she made us swear mighty oaths
that Bob went to school every day.
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And if we did that,
she would let him stay in the band.
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Well, you can imagine
how that turned out.
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Bob would wake up for dinner,
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and then go out and perform all night,
and then he'd come home for breakfast.
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My mother kept saying,
"Can't you have a normal life?"
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So when Bob turned 18,
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our mother finally said,
"Enough! I can't deal with any more."
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So she asked Bob to move out of the house.
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[Peter] Bob looked so young.
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And back in the day,
he looked like a baby.
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But there was something
about their looseness
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in terms of life
and in terms of their music
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that was picked up by the crowds.
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[Bill] There was that great time
when we put
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the flatbed trucks together
in front of the Straight Theater.
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We filled all of
Haight Street with people.
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As far as you could see,
there was people.
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It was like, it was coming...
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It was so fast
and there was so much good energy
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that you couldn't really
take any one part of it.
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It was like this beautiful picture,
you know?
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And that was just amazing times.
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Then they actually started doing
free concerts in Golden Gate Park.
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[Bob] You know, when I left home,
I was, you know, following my bliss.
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And my folks had no answer for that.
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They couldn't say I was wrong
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because they could see that I was
really doing what I wanted to do
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and I was making something of it.
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The whole experience, it bonded the band,
it made us tighter than brothers.
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They say that blood is thicker than water.
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What we had was thicker than blood.
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[Phil] Bob didn't maintain
much contact with his family.
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So the band was his family.
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[Wendy] The Grateful Dead
weren't a birth family,
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they weren't an adopted family,
these were his family.
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And he was very close to them,
they were close to one another.
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[Trixie Garcia] The relationship between
Jerry and Bob, I think most of the time,
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it was that kind of big brother,
little brother thing.
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You know, we all know that Weir joined
the band when he was, like, 17.
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I think the guys in the band
were his family.
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And same with Jerry, you know?
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He didn't have a strong family at home.
You know, he...
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That was his family.
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And the experiences that they went
through together made them closer.
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[Bob] You know, Jerry and I
didn't need to talk
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to know what each other was thinking
or how each other was feeling.
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Most of the stuff we talked about
was horseshit, uh...
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just to keep each other amused.
We were bros.
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And we were on a huge adventure,
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and we were loving it.
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-Thanks, Murray.
-Hey, no problem. Thank you.
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[crowd cheering]
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-[woman 1] Love you, Bobby.
-Hello.
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[woman 2] Hey, Bobby, have a good show.
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[man] Love you, Bobby.
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-[guitar playing]
-[crowd cheering]
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[man] See you in a bit.
[Bob] You bet, thanks.
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♪ Compass card is spinning ♪
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♪ Helm is swinging to and fro ♪
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♪ Ooh ♪
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♪ Where's the dog star? ♪
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♪ Ooh ♪
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♪ Where's the moon? ♪
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♪ You're a lost sailor ♪
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♪ Been too long at sea ♪
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♪ Now the shorelines beckon ♪
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♪ Yeah, there's a price for being ♪
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♪ Free ♪
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[Bob] Okay, now here it is.
A long time ago, I lived here.
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We used to hang on the steps a lot.
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This tree wasn't nearly as big,
so there was a lot of sun on the steps.
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[Natascha] Was it the same color?
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No, this neighborhood has been sort of...
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-[Chloe] Repainted?
-It's been repainted and rebuffed.
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-Wait, who lived here with you?
-Uh, the whole band.
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[man] This is the house of a popular
local band which plays hard rock music.
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They call themselves the Grateful Dead.
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They live together comfortably
in what could be called "affluence."
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710 Ashbury,
it was like that famous Bob song,
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"We can share the women,
we can share the wine."
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But we weren't doing so much wine,
but mostly pot.
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[Bob] We were a family living in a house.
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We were a business,
we were a band.
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I was a city boy suddenly
for the first time.
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This was Pigpen's room in here.
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[Natascha] And then this was your room.
[Bob] Yeah.
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I had a big brass bed
against that wall.
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It was my chore to answer the door.
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I was the only guy in the band
with any manners.
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I think this might have been
where Phil lived.
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I'm a little hazy
on who was where.
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This might have been where Jerry lived.
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Jerry used to practice a lot in that room.
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[man] The Grateful Dead's concept
of a new style of life is,
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in most cases,
drawn from the drug experience.
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The people that live in the community
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and, you know,
play around with dope and stuff like that,
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they don't have wars, you know?
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And they don't have a lot of problems
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that the larger society has.
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[Bob] You know, we were, sort of,
relatively famous around here.
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My roommate was Neal Cassady.
He lived there with us.
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Now, Neal Cassady is a guy...
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um, that I'll tell you girls about
when you're a little older,
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'cause it's hard to understand.
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The guy lived in a lot of places,
a lot of different dimensions.
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He could hold a conversation
with a table full of people.
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It would be one-on-one conversations
with the whole table.
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One line that he would voice
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would be part of a totally different
conversation with everybody else.
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He was an amazing man.
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Neal was like our speed freak uncle.
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And he was good friends with Jack Kerouac
and Allen Ginsberg,
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and what he really liked to do
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was to help us fill in the gaps
in our educations,
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about Beat literature,
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about the multidimensional universe
that we live in,
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and 1,000 other themes that had to do
with driving fast cars on a nice day.
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[Bob] He taught me to drive.
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I try not to practice this method
of driving too much these days,
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'cause I don't want my kids
to try to learn it.
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But he could drive through
rush hour traffic in San Francisco
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at 50, 55 miles an hour.
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Never stopping for a stop sign,
never a stop light.
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Somehow he never hit anything.
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He just knew where everything was
and what was coming
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and knew how to be in the right place
at the right time.
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But he lived wherever he wanted to live.
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His body was here,
but his spirit, his soul, his...
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Whatever it is that we are,
it could be wherever he wanted to be.
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You just had to see it to...
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see it.
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Neal influenced me greatly.
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He embodied the American Zen.
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I got to watch this enough,
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so that...
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I like to think
that I kind of picked up some of that.
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The first song I ever wrote
was "The Other One".
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And Neal Cassady helped me sort it out.
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This was my first real adventure
with songwriting.
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It was a story that was trying to be told.
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I was just being the character
that I saw in the movie...
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and the character in the movie
was kind of a cartoon version of me.
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♪ Spanish lady, come to me
She lays on me this rose ♪
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♪ It rainbows spiral round and round
It trembles and explodes ♪
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♪ It left a smoking crater of my mind
I like to blow away ♪
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♪ But the heat come round and busted me
For smilin' on a cloudy day ♪
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The first verse ends in,
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"The heat came round and busted me
for smiling on a cloudy day."
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That was autobiographical.
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I threw a water balloon
in the vicinity of a cop,
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and, of course, went to jail for that.
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♪ Escapin' through the lily fields
I came across an empty space ♪
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♪ It trembled and exploded
Left a bus stop in its place ♪
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♪ The bus come by and I got on
That's when it all began ♪
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I was going back
to the good ship, Furthur,
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the bus that I left home on.
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"And there was cowboy Neal at the
wheel of the bus to never-ever land."
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♪ There was cowboy Neal at the wheel
Of a bus to never-ever land ♪
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♪ Comin', comin', comin' around ♪
♪ Comin' around ♪
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[Bob] And I knew I had the verse
and I had the song,
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and we played it the next night.
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And that was the last night on the tour
and then we came home.
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And when we came home,
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we came home to the news
that Neal Cassady had died.
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He'd checked out that night
while I was writing the song.
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He died walking the railroad tracks
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somewhere near San Miguel de Allende
in Mexico.
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And so it didn't
take me long to figure out that
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Neal was there with me that night.
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He was also, at that point,
free of the bonds of space,
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so he could be there with me,
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though he was busy dying,
or dead, in Mexico.
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That verse is a little bit of him alive,
I think, whenever I sing it.
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[Natascha] Wait, where are you?
I don't think you're there, honey.
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[Bob] Mmm-mmm.
[Monet] Who is that?
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[Natascha] It's Jerry and Pigpen.
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[laughs] He's not there.
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[Monet] Oh, it's because he's not dead.
[Natascha] Oh, yeah, hello...
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[Natascha laughing]
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[chuckling] Right.
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♪ Truckin'
Got my chips cashed in ♪
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♪ Keep truckin'
Like the do-dah man ♪
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♪ Together
More or less in line ♪
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♪ Just keep truckin'
Oh, oh, oh ♪
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[Blair] In 1970, the Grateful Dead put out
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the two seminal albums
of their career, really.
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The ones that defined them
for most of the audience
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that would like them
for the rest of their career.
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Workingman's Dead
and American Beauty.
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And American Beauty
had some interesting tunes
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that Bob was primarily responsible for.
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One was "Truckin'," of course,
which was their first hit single.
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♪ Busted down on Bourbon Street ♪
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♪ Set up like a bowlin' pin ♪
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♪ Knocked down
It gets to wearin' thin ♪
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♪ They just won't let you be ♪
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[Bob] People had heard
of the Grateful Dead,
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and maybe heard
some of our live recordings,
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but that stuff was rough.
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We weren't as developed
as recording artists.
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00:29:36,482 --> 00:29:40,946
When we actually got around to
making some proper studio records,
466
00:29:41,029 --> 00:29:43,656
we started picking up fans in numbers.
467
00:29:45,283 --> 00:29:48,954
♪ Sometimes the light's
all shinin' on me ♪
468
00:29:51,622 --> 00:29:55,168
♪ Other times I can barely see ♪
469
00:29:57,253 --> 00:30:01,049
[Bob] It was a big step for us
because we got a sense of,
470
00:30:01,132 --> 00:30:03,134
"This is what we're here to do."
471
00:30:03,218 --> 00:30:08,139
♪ What a long, strange trip it's been ♪
472
00:30:08,849 --> 00:30:11,351
[Bob] We were being successful
making music,
473
00:30:11,434 --> 00:30:14,395
and people are gonna pay us to do this.
474
00:30:14,479 --> 00:30:17,523
And that was like Christmas for all of us.
475
00:30:17,607 --> 00:30:20,861
♪ Truckin'
I'm a-goin' home ♪
476
00:30:20,944 --> 00:30:24,447
♪ Whoa, whoa, baby
Back where I belong ♪
477
00:30:24,530 --> 00:30:27,993
♪ Back home
Down to patch my bones ♪
478
00:30:28,076 --> 00:30:31,579
♪ Get back truckin' on ♪
♪ Oh, oh, oh ♪
479
00:30:32,956 --> 00:30:35,208
[Bob] We weren't starving artists anymore.
480
00:30:35,291 --> 00:30:41,547
We moved out of the saloon circuit
and started playing theaters.
481
00:30:41,631 --> 00:30:46,511
We hit the road. We never looked back.
There was no point in looking back.
482
00:30:47,553 --> 00:30:51,975
And also we got a gold record
483
00:30:52,058 --> 00:30:54,769
and I got to bring that home
to my parents.
484
00:30:55,854 --> 00:30:59,524
That made them feel
a whole lot better about, uh...
485
00:30:59,607 --> 00:31:02,903
about my having run off
with the circus, basically.
486
00:31:03,653 --> 00:31:07,365
-[audience applauding]
-We're gonna take a short break,
487
00:31:07,448 --> 00:31:11,161
and we'll be back in just a few minutes,
so don't go nowhere.
488
00:31:21,296 --> 00:31:24,840
[Bob] It's real hard for me to put into
words what it is that I do with Garcia,
489
00:31:24,925 --> 00:31:28,261
but I try to provide counterpoint
for what he does.
490
00:31:31,722 --> 00:31:33,558
We had fairly defined roles.
491
00:31:33,641 --> 00:31:35,977
I was the rhythm guitarist,
Jerry was lead guitarist.
492
00:31:36,061 --> 00:31:41,316
I was there to supply chords and rhythm
for Jerry to play over the top of.
493
00:31:41,399 --> 00:31:42,400
But the traditional role
494
00:31:42,483 --> 00:31:45,861
of a rock and roll rhythm guitarist
is somewhat limited.
495
00:31:45,946 --> 00:31:50,783
I got to where I was feeling kind of
hemmed in with what I was doing.
496
00:31:50,866 --> 00:31:53,828
At the same time, I was listening
to a lot of jazz and stuff like that
497
00:31:53,912 --> 00:31:58,208
and I was listening to the piano players.
Bill Evans, McCoy Tyner.
498
00:32:02,963 --> 00:32:04,714
And I listened to the way they chorded.
499
00:32:12,722 --> 00:32:16,309
Particularly McCoy Tyner, the way
he chorded underneath John Coltrane
500
00:32:16,392 --> 00:32:18,519
and supplying John Coltrane
with all kinds of
501
00:32:18,603 --> 00:32:21,439
harmonic counterpoint
to what he was doing.
502
00:32:21,522 --> 00:32:22,773
That appealed to me greatly.
503
00:32:22,857 --> 00:32:28,571
And so I started trying to learn to
do that on the guitar for Jerry.
504
00:32:50,093 --> 00:32:53,304
Garcia completely wove his stuff
505
00:32:53,388 --> 00:32:56,349
around the expectation
of what Weir would weave in.
506
00:32:56,432 --> 00:33:00,186
[Bob] If Jerry had the line with
the most energy, the most life to it,
507
00:33:00,270 --> 00:33:01,521
we'd fall in behind him.
508
00:33:01,604 --> 00:33:03,564
If I was that guy,
then they'd fall in behind me.
509
00:33:03,648 --> 00:33:05,150
That was what the band was all about.
510
00:33:05,233 --> 00:33:08,819
Supporting whoever is
moving the story furthest, fastest.
511
00:33:13,616 --> 00:33:16,327
An awful lot of attention went to Jerry.
512
00:33:16,411 --> 00:33:19,205
And yet to me,
it was more really the interplay
513
00:33:19,289 --> 00:33:20,706
between Bob and the band.
514
00:33:20,790 --> 00:33:23,584
That is what I found the most exciting.
515
00:33:25,545 --> 00:33:29,215
We developed a sort of
an intertwined sense of intuition.
516
00:33:29,299 --> 00:33:33,178
I could intuit where Jerry was going
with a line for instance, on stage.
517
00:33:34,845 --> 00:33:38,308
And try to hustle up,
get the full drift of that
518
00:33:38,391 --> 00:33:41,894
and then be there when he got there
with a little surprise for him.
519
00:33:46,691 --> 00:33:50,111
[Jerry] With Weir, he's an extraordinarily
original player,
520
00:33:50,195 --> 00:33:53,448
you know, in a world full of people
who sound like each other, you know?
521
00:33:53,531 --> 00:33:57,535
I mean, really, he has really got a style
that's totally unique as far as I know.
522
00:33:57,618 --> 00:34:00,455
I don't know anybody else that
plays the guitar the way he does.
523
00:34:00,538 --> 00:34:03,624
That in itself is, I think,
really a score,
524
00:34:03,708 --> 00:34:07,795
considering how derivative
almost all electric guitar playing is.
525
00:34:12,592 --> 00:34:18,056
Bob arguably has the most unique
guitar style of anybody playing in music.
526
00:34:18,139 --> 00:34:20,266
And I've loved it forever.
527
00:34:31,236 --> 00:34:32,987
I spent a bunch of years
528
00:34:33,071 --> 00:34:36,616
trying to emulate the kind of way
he would voice chords.
529
00:34:36,699 --> 00:34:38,243
'Cause I just felt like it was so unusual.
530
00:34:38,326 --> 00:34:41,496
He was super creative in this way
that nobody else was doing.
531
00:34:43,164 --> 00:34:45,040
[Sammy Hagar]
First time I ever played with Bob,
532
00:34:45,125 --> 00:34:47,752
you know, we started playing
straight up 12-bar blues.
533
00:34:47,835 --> 00:34:51,089
And I'm noticing that in one key of E,
534
00:34:51,172 --> 00:34:54,425
he's played about
12 friggin' inversions of...
535
00:34:54,509 --> 00:34:59,430
He don't play just, E, E, E.
He goes, E, E, E, E, E, E, E.
536
00:35:05,770 --> 00:35:10,900
He knows so many inversions of a chord
that it blew my mind.
537
00:35:10,983 --> 00:35:14,154
You know, number two's
as important as number one.
538
00:35:14,237 --> 00:35:15,530
If you don't have an ego,
539
00:35:15,613 --> 00:35:17,490
you can be the best
number two on the planet,
540
00:35:17,573 --> 00:35:18,866
and that's kind of what Bob became.
541
00:35:18,949 --> 00:35:20,785
It makes him special.
542
00:35:34,174 --> 00:35:36,717
Where does it want to go from there?
543
00:35:44,184 --> 00:35:47,520
Let me just listen
in my head for a minute.
544
00:35:52,233 --> 00:35:54,194
In writing songs,
it's best if it all comes at once,
545
00:35:54,277 --> 00:35:56,696
but that rarely happens.
546
00:35:56,779 --> 00:36:00,783
Most often, I think,
what I probably end up doing is, uh...
547
00:36:00,866 --> 00:36:03,203
is just fumbling around on the guitar
548
00:36:03,286 --> 00:36:06,121
and just playing
and finding something I like
549
00:36:06,206 --> 00:36:08,333
and then starting to string
things together from there.
550
00:36:14,172 --> 00:36:16,466
That one I've been playing with
for a little while.
551
00:36:23,723 --> 00:36:26,934
And I'm gonna find somewhere to take that.
552
00:36:28,894 --> 00:36:30,980
Maybe even over the weekend.
553
00:36:33,983 --> 00:36:35,651
There's no logic to it.
554
00:36:35,735 --> 00:36:38,404
It comes through the window
when it wants to come through the window.
555
00:36:38,488 --> 00:36:43,243
There are countless nights
that I'd rather have been sleeping,
556
00:36:43,326 --> 00:36:45,119
but I was up writing.
557
00:36:46,204 --> 00:36:48,373
The first real writing for keeps
that I ever did
558
00:36:48,456 --> 00:36:50,291
was when the Grateful Dead,
559
00:36:50,375 --> 00:36:53,002
when we were just
writing stuff all together
560
00:36:53,085 --> 00:36:57,172
and I'd come up with a line here,
a phrase here.
561
00:37:00,676 --> 00:37:04,264
Being younger,
I had difficulty being taken seriously.
562
00:37:04,347 --> 00:37:08,434
I really had to be kind of forceful,
otherwise I was gonna get overlooked.
563
00:37:08,518 --> 00:37:12,021
♪ Lost now in the country miles
in his Cadillac ♪
564
00:37:14,399 --> 00:37:18,861
♪ I can tell by the way you smile
You're rolling back ♪
565
00:37:21,071 --> 00:37:24,617
♪ Come wash the nighttime clean ♪
566
00:37:27,662 --> 00:37:31,457
♪ Come grow this scorched ground green ♪
567
00:37:33,293 --> 00:37:35,753
There are hardly any
more important musicians
568
00:37:35,836 --> 00:37:37,505
than the Grateful Dead and Bob Weir.
569
00:37:37,588 --> 00:37:41,259
Yeah, he's just a super down to earth,
genuine person,
570
00:37:41,342 --> 00:37:43,344
who happens to be this total icon.
571
00:37:43,428 --> 00:37:46,013
♪ You and me, Cassidy ♪
572
00:37:48,724 --> 00:37:50,893
♪ Quick beats in an icy heart ♪
573
00:37:52,061 --> 00:37:54,063
♪ Catch-colt draws a coffin cart ♪
574
00:37:55,105 --> 00:37:58,276
♪ There he goes, and now here she starts
Hear her cry ♪
575
00:38:00,945 --> 00:38:02,029
[vocalizing]
576
00:38:02,112 --> 00:38:04,198
♪ Flight of the seabirds ♪
577
00:38:05,450 --> 00:38:07,076
♪ Scattered like lost words ♪
578
00:38:07,159 --> 00:38:08,619
[vocalizing]
579
00:38:08,703 --> 00:38:10,496
♪ Wheel to the storm and fly ♪
580
00:38:12,332 --> 00:38:16,502
Yesterday, he was sort of
breaking down "Cassidy" for us
581
00:38:16,586 --> 00:38:22,592
and kind of just, sort of, unlocking
the magic of the parts as it happened.
582
00:38:22,675 --> 00:38:25,428
And then as we started to play, like,
"Oh, it sounds, you know...
583
00:38:25,511 --> 00:38:28,055
It's like, Without a Net, 1989."
We're like...
584
00:38:28,138 --> 00:38:31,517
So we kind of, you know...
It was pretty electric.
585
00:39:01,881 --> 00:39:03,758
♪ Flight of the seabirds ♪
586
00:39:05,009 --> 00:39:06,927
♪ Scattered like lost words ♪
587
00:39:08,137 --> 00:39:10,390
♪ Wheel to the storm and fly ♪
588
00:39:28,198 --> 00:39:30,242
[audience cheering]
589
00:39:33,621 --> 00:39:34,997
Did you think when you were starting
590
00:39:35,080 --> 00:39:36,916
that it would ever evolve
into this mystique
591
00:39:36,999 --> 00:39:39,084
that has come to surround the group
called the Grateful Dead?
592
00:39:39,168 --> 00:39:41,295
-We didn't think when we were starting.
-No, we didn't think.
593
00:39:41,379 --> 00:39:42,922
-Right.
-[Tom Snyder laughing]
594
00:39:48,803 --> 00:39:53,182
We started to get the drift that
our fans were a little bit different...
595
00:39:54,266 --> 00:40:00,856
when we started seeing the same faces
in the front row every night on a tour.
596
00:40:03,192 --> 00:40:09,239
It came home a little more when we started
seeing tents set up in the parking lot.
597
00:40:09,323 --> 00:40:14,036
And realized, okay, we've got kind of
a little gypsy entourage here.
598
00:40:16,414 --> 00:40:19,750
We had this following of people
who had dropped out of normal society
599
00:40:19,834 --> 00:40:22,753
and just followed us around
and created their own little society.
600
00:40:22,837 --> 00:40:25,089
That's kind of what I did.
601
00:40:25,172 --> 00:40:27,508
I dropped out of normal society,
602
00:40:27,592 --> 00:40:30,886
left home, left school
and ran off with this rock and roll band,
603
00:40:30,970 --> 00:40:32,763
chasing the muse, chasing the music.
604
00:40:39,186 --> 00:40:41,105
They're the best fans
any band has ever had.
605
00:40:41,188 --> 00:40:45,067
I mean, there's never been a band
that has attracted the same sort of
606
00:40:45,150 --> 00:40:48,946
devotion on so many
different kinds of levels.
607
00:40:51,449 --> 00:40:52,617
There are people who will...
608
00:40:52,700 --> 00:40:54,494
who can actually sit there
and tell you the difference
609
00:40:54,577 --> 00:40:57,997
between the "Scarlet/Fire" at 5/8 '77
610
00:40:58,080 --> 00:41:00,040
and the one they played
three nights later at 5/11
611
00:41:00,124 --> 00:41:03,127
and the one two nights later at 5/13.
612
00:41:03,210 --> 00:41:05,588
-Gotta see what's happening.
-There's never been two shows alike, ever.
613
00:41:05,671 --> 00:41:06,881
Ever!
614
00:41:06,964 --> 00:41:08,549
[Jerry] The Deadheads have
a certain sense of adventure.
615
00:41:08,633 --> 00:41:11,260
And it's tough to come by adventure
in America nowadays.
616
00:41:11,343 --> 00:41:13,638
You know what I mean? It's a little
uptight and everything like that.
617
00:41:13,721 --> 00:41:16,098
They are people who are strong enough
to seek adventure
618
00:41:16,181 --> 00:41:19,477
in this new, lame America.
619
00:41:19,560 --> 00:41:23,147
♪ I need a woman 'bout twice my weight ♪
620
00:41:23,230 --> 00:41:26,942
♪ A ton of fun who packs a gun
with all her other freight ♪
621
00:41:27,026 --> 00:41:30,530
♪ Find her in a sideshow
Gonna leave her in LA ♪
622
00:41:30,613 --> 00:41:33,407
♪ Ride her like a surfer
running on a tidal wave ♪
623
00:41:33,491 --> 00:41:37,870
When it was flowing and we were one with
the music and one with the audience...
624
00:41:39,955 --> 00:41:41,666
♪ And hell! ♪
625
00:41:41,749 --> 00:41:45,335
♪ One more thing I just got to say ♪
626
00:41:45,419 --> 00:41:48,380
[crowd singing]
♪ I need a miracle every day ♪
627
00:41:48,463 --> 00:41:49,507
...it was undeniable.
628
00:41:49,590 --> 00:41:51,592
["One More Saturday Night" playing]
629
00:42:00,976 --> 00:42:03,896
♪ Went down to the mountain
I was drinking some wine ♪
630
00:42:03,979 --> 00:42:06,481
♪ Looked up in the heavens
Lord, I saw a mighty sign ♪
631
00:42:06,566 --> 00:42:09,151
♪ Written fire across the heaven
Plain in black and white ♪
632
00:42:09,234 --> 00:42:12,196
♪ Get prepared
There's gonna be a party tonight ♪
633
00:42:12,279 --> 00:42:13,280
♪ Uh-huh ♪
634
00:42:14,574 --> 00:42:15,741
[Sue] Everybody had girlfriends.
635
00:42:15,825 --> 00:42:19,244
Pigpen had a steady girlfriend,
Phil had a steady girlfriend.
636
00:42:19,328 --> 00:42:21,622
Bobby didn't really
have steady girlfriends.
637
00:42:21,706 --> 00:42:22,998
He had lots of girlfriends.
638
00:42:23,082 --> 00:42:24,584
♪ Hey!
It's Saturday night ♪
639
00:42:25,793 --> 00:42:27,169
[Sammy] He was
the best looking guy in the band.
640
00:42:27,252 --> 00:42:29,421
[laughing] Come on,
what are you gonna do?
641
00:42:30,089 --> 00:42:32,592
♪ Everybody's dancin'
down the local armory ♪
642
00:42:32,675 --> 00:42:35,886
♪ With a basement full of dynamite
and live artillery ♪
643
00:42:35,970 --> 00:42:38,764
[Sammy] Bob Weir was the handsomest guy
in the Dead, okay?
644
00:42:38,848 --> 00:42:41,934
I've been that guy in other bands before.
I know what it's like.
645
00:42:43,853 --> 00:42:45,437
♪ Hey!
It's Saturday night ♪
646
00:42:46,772 --> 00:42:48,691
♪ Yeah, uh-huh ♪
647
00:42:48,774 --> 00:42:50,484
♪ One more Saturday night ♪
648
00:42:51,569 --> 00:42:53,153
♪ Ow! Saturday night ♪
649
00:42:53,237 --> 00:42:57,199
[Trixie] Jerry always said that they
needed one good looking guy in the band
650
00:42:57,282 --> 00:43:00,535
to catch the ladies, and
that's why they put up with Weir's shit.
651
00:43:00,620 --> 00:43:01,871
[Mountain Girl]
The band loved him
652
00:43:01,954 --> 00:43:04,665
because A, he was really cute
and drew the girls.
653
00:43:04,749 --> 00:43:05,916
And then the biggest part,
654
00:43:06,000 --> 00:43:10,379
the most important part is
he was game for it all.
655
00:43:10,462 --> 00:43:12,590
["One More Saturday Night"
continues playing]
656
00:43:21,140 --> 00:43:24,059
Here's beautiful Bobby
surrounded by the ugly brothers.
657
00:43:24,143 --> 00:43:25,310
[chuckles] You know?
658
00:43:25,394 --> 00:43:28,731
I mean, if you're gonna go to bed
with somebody from the band,
659
00:43:28,814 --> 00:43:30,315
is it gonna be Pigpen?
660
00:43:31,483 --> 00:43:33,152
[laughing]
661
00:43:33,235 --> 00:43:36,196
Bob had the "party room" all wired.
662
00:43:36,280 --> 00:43:40,325
He had a big boom box made.
Too big to get into the room.
663
00:43:40,409 --> 00:43:42,536
So he had to split it in half
to get it in there.
664
00:43:42,620 --> 00:43:46,206
And then, after the show, you know,
the quippies man the door, you know.
665
00:43:46,290 --> 00:43:48,668
"No guys. Just gals."
666
00:43:48,751 --> 00:43:52,630
And so we all used to take Bob's run off.
[chuckles]
667
00:43:52,713 --> 00:43:54,632
So I guess I got a reputation as being
668
00:43:54,715 --> 00:43:56,550
kind of the heartthrob
of the Grateful Dead.
669
00:43:57,301 --> 00:44:00,429
So after the show,
if there were folks backstage,
670
00:44:00,512 --> 00:44:03,098
the girls were gonna come my way mostly.
671
00:44:03,182 --> 00:44:05,100
And they did.
672
00:44:05,184 --> 00:44:07,311
[laughs] And...
673
00:44:07,394 --> 00:44:12,107
[stammering] What,
am I gonna complain about that?
674
00:44:12,191 --> 00:44:13,859
I got to shop around a bunch.
675
00:44:13,943 --> 00:44:17,571
[Natascha] The first time I met Bob,
I was in 10th grade.
676
00:44:17,655 --> 00:44:19,907
My girlfriend at the end of the show,
677
00:44:19,990 --> 00:44:24,161
she said, "I'm gonna get us backstage,"
and I really didn't believe her, but I...
678
00:44:24,244 --> 00:44:26,872
She grabbed my hand
and ran me through the crowd
679
00:44:26,956 --> 00:44:30,209
and then Lin said,
"Hi, we're here to meet Bob Weir."
680
00:44:30,292 --> 00:44:33,754
And then, a minute later,
he was walking over.
681
00:44:33,838 --> 00:44:38,759
They were 15 at the time.
So, you know, "Okay, I'm... You know..."
682
00:44:38,843 --> 00:44:40,302
But they were a lot of fun.
683
00:44:40,385 --> 00:44:44,014
[Natascha] We began a friendship
and then we remained friends.
684
00:44:44,098 --> 00:44:49,103
I used to see him on the road
and I would sleep in the parlor,
685
00:44:49,186 --> 00:44:52,898
but then he would have,
like, a woman in there or women.
686
00:44:52,982 --> 00:44:56,360
I would wake up and then suddenly
there's lingerie in the bathroom.
687
00:44:56,443 --> 00:44:58,570
["One More Saturday Night"
continues playing]
688
00:45:18,048 --> 00:45:21,468
The only kind of plans we ever made
were, like, going to Egypt
689
00:45:21,551 --> 00:45:22,677
and playing under the Pyramids.
690
00:45:22,762 --> 00:45:24,721
Those are the only kind of plans
we ever started out with.
691
00:45:24,805 --> 00:45:25,848
And we actually got around to it.
692
00:45:25,931 --> 00:45:27,224
-Some of 'em.
-[Tom] It was in 1978.
693
00:45:27,307 --> 00:45:28,350
Yeah.
694
00:45:33,856 --> 00:45:36,441
[Bob] Egypt was a hell of an adventure.
695
00:45:39,528 --> 00:45:42,489
I felt the weight of the antiquity.
696
00:45:44,366 --> 00:45:49,329
Time went away.
Future, past, all of it was right here.
697
00:45:51,999 --> 00:45:55,169
We played at the Son Et Lumiere Theater,
698
00:45:55,252 --> 00:45:58,588
an ancient, ancient amphitheater.
699
00:45:58,672 --> 00:46:01,550
When the pyramid
was lined up with the Sphinx,
700
00:46:01,633 --> 00:46:04,804
I would hear echoes in the sound
that seemed to go
701
00:46:04,887 --> 00:46:07,848
far beyond this place and time.
702
00:46:09,308 --> 00:46:11,560
At dusk,
the mosquitoes come out.
703
00:46:12,937 --> 00:46:16,857
And I looked at my arm,
it was covered with mosquitoes,
704
00:46:16,941 --> 00:46:19,734
and I'm thinking,
"Okay, welcome to hell."
705
00:46:21,862 --> 00:46:24,073
And then something flies by my face.
706
00:46:25,115 --> 00:46:26,283
It was a bat.
707
00:46:27,742 --> 00:46:32,164
I look across the stage,
and the stage is swarmed with bats.
708
00:46:32,247 --> 00:46:35,876
And they're taking out the mosquitoes.
They're saving our asses.
709
00:46:37,627 --> 00:46:42,591
It was a rock and roll band
on a thousands of year old stage
710
00:46:42,674 --> 00:46:46,720
at the foot of the Great Pyramid
surrounded by a cloud of bats.
711
00:46:48,013 --> 00:46:53,310
And I think to myself, "Take me now, Lord.
I want to remember it just like this."
712
00:46:56,313 --> 00:46:57,814
[inaudible]
713
00:47:46,696 --> 00:47:49,950
I can't believe that you both
started together, because you look...
714
00:47:50,034 --> 00:47:52,369
-Forgive me--
-Well, I'm older than him.
715
00:47:52,452 --> 00:47:53,537
-[audience laughing]
-[Tom] Oh, oh!
716
00:47:53,620 --> 00:47:55,830
I thought, maybe you both
started out the same age
717
00:47:55,915 --> 00:47:59,043
and somehow you'd progressed a little bit
more rapidly than the rest of us.
718
00:47:59,126 --> 00:48:01,003
I put more time in the years than he did.
719
00:48:01,086 --> 00:48:04,464
Remember back in the '60s
when all the parents were afraid
720
00:48:04,548 --> 00:48:06,967
that the kinds of music
their children were listening to
721
00:48:07,051 --> 00:48:08,177
would somehow corrupt them
722
00:48:08,260 --> 00:48:11,972
and make them forevermore not worthy
of living in the American society?
723
00:48:12,056 --> 00:48:14,599
What was going through those
people's minds at the time?
724
00:48:14,683 --> 00:48:15,725
[audience laughing]
725
00:48:15,809 --> 00:48:17,269
Hard to tell.
726
00:48:17,352 --> 00:48:21,606
Phil and I had to make a long speech
to Weir's mother back then
727
00:48:21,690 --> 00:48:24,193
because Bob was
dropping out of high school
728
00:48:24,276 --> 00:48:26,570
to play rock and roll, you know.
We had to make sure--
729
00:48:26,653 --> 00:48:28,948
We had to assure her that everything
was gonna be okay, you know.
730
00:48:29,031 --> 00:48:32,159
I knew something was fishy when I came
over to his house for practice one day,
731
00:48:32,242 --> 00:48:35,912
and there were Phil and Garcia sitting
there like the cat that ate the canary.
732
00:48:35,996 --> 00:48:39,249
-[mimicking] "Finish school, Bobby."
-[Tom and audience laughing]
733
00:48:40,542 --> 00:48:41,793
[applause]
734
00:48:44,879 --> 00:48:47,132
What changes do you see
in what you've done over the years?
735
00:48:47,216 --> 00:48:52,012
And how have you managed to be
evolutionary and stay current?
736
00:48:52,096 --> 00:48:54,431
-I don't think we've stayed current.
-You don't?
737
00:48:54,514 --> 00:48:55,807
I don't think we ever were current.
738
00:48:55,890 --> 00:48:58,643
Yeah, right.
That's probably closer to the truth.
739
00:48:58,727 --> 00:49:00,145
Yeah, we never were current,
I don't think...
740
00:49:00,229 --> 00:49:04,149
I think we've been sort of singular
in our whole endeavor.
741
00:49:04,233 --> 00:49:06,110
And probably stay that way.
742
00:49:06,193 --> 00:49:10,780
I mean, all we try to do
is just satisfy our own standards.
743
00:49:10,864 --> 00:49:13,283
-And they're pretty steep.
-[Tom] Mmm-hmm.
744
00:49:23,668 --> 00:49:24,669
[Jerry] Get on out of here!
745
00:49:24,753 --> 00:49:28,090
Oh, the video simulcast.
It's a video simulcast. Yes.
746
00:49:28,173 --> 00:49:29,883
The video simulcast on Halloween.
747
00:49:29,966 --> 00:49:34,013
-It's gonna be very scary.
-[Jerry laughing] Right on.
748
00:49:34,096 --> 00:49:36,056
-So, you know what I mean?
-I mean, it's Halloween.
749
00:49:36,140 --> 00:49:38,600
I mean, if you have the guts
to come to the video simulcast,
750
00:49:38,683 --> 00:49:41,228
come on to the simulcast.
But I really don't think you can do it.
751
00:49:41,311 --> 00:49:43,647
♪ Friend come by
Say he's looking for his hat ♪
752
00:49:43,730 --> 00:49:44,773
♪ Yes ♪
753
00:49:44,856 --> 00:49:48,027
♪ Wants to know where your husband's at ♪
♪ Buddy ♪
754
00:49:48,110 --> 00:49:51,238
♪ I don't know
He's on his way to the pen ♪
755
00:49:51,321 --> 00:49:54,449
♪ But come on, pretty mama
Let's get on the road again ♪
756
00:49:54,533 --> 00:49:58,245
♪ On the road again
Sure as you're born ♪
757
00:49:58,328 --> 00:50:01,206
♪ Natural born easement
on the road again ♪
758
00:50:01,290 --> 00:50:05,127
♪ On the road again
Sure as you're born ♪
759
00:50:11,633 --> 00:50:14,386
♪ I went to my house
My front door was locked ♪
760
00:50:14,469 --> 00:50:15,470
♪ Yeah ♪
761
00:50:15,554 --> 00:50:18,723
♪ Went 'round to my window
But my window was locked ♪
762
00:50:18,807 --> 00:50:22,144
♪ Jumped right back
I shook my head ♪
763
00:50:22,227 --> 00:50:25,522
♪ Big old rounder in my folding bed ♪
764
00:50:25,605 --> 00:50:28,983
♪ Shot near the window
Broke the glass ♪
765
00:50:29,068 --> 00:50:31,820
♪ Never seen that little rounder
run so fast ♪
766
00:50:31,903 --> 00:50:35,865
♪ He's on the road again
Sure as you're born ♪
767
00:50:35,949 --> 00:50:38,993
♪ Natural born easement
on the road again ♪
768
00:50:39,078 --> 00:50:42,831
♪ On the road again
Sure as you're born ♪
769
00:50:56,553 --> 00:50:58,805
[all cheering]
770
00:51:03,810 --> 00:51:07,606
[Trixie] The late '80s,
the whole situation changed a lot.
771
00:51:07,689 --> 00:51:10,442
The "Touch of Grey" album came out,
they got really big.
772
00:51:10,525 --> 00:51:13,487
And I think the dynamic changed.
773
00:51:15,489 --> 00:51:18,450
In the late '80s, Grateful Dead shows
became a destination.
774
00:51:19,493 --> 00:51:21,745
"Touch of Grey"
was their first hit single
775
00:51:21,828 --> 00:51:23,747
and this assault on the mainstream
776
00:51:23,830 --> 00:51:25,915
that was unthinkable
in the Grateful Dead world.
777
00:51:26,416 --> 00:51:28,210
♪ Must be getting early ♪
778
00:51:29,461 --> 00:51:30,504
♪ Clocks are running late ♪
779
00:51:32,422 --> 00:51:35,049
♪ Faint light of the morning sky ♪
780
00:51:35,634 --> 00:51:37,261
♪ Looks so phony ♪
781
00:51:38,970 --> 00:51:41,390
♪ Dawn is breaking everywhere ♪
782
00:51:41,473 --> 00:51:44,309
♪ Light a candle
Curse the glare ♪
783
00:51:44,393 --> 00:51:47,812
♪ Draw the curtains
I don't care 'cause ♪
784
00:51:47,896 --> 00:51:49,273
♪ It's all right ♪
785
00:51:50,607 --> 00:51:53,485
♪ I will get by ♪
786
00:51:57,071 --> 00:51:59,741
♪ I will get by ♪
787
00:52:03,077 --> 00:52:06,706
♪ I will get by ♪
788
00:52:06,790 --> 00:52:08,292
♪ I will survive ♪
789
00:52:08,375 --> 00:52:10,919
[Bob] The crushing part of fame
is just boring.
790
00:52:11,002 --> 00:52:14,298
Being famous is boring,
and it's confining.
791
00:52:14,381 --> 00:52:18,177
We were kind of hoping
to be successful on our own terms
792
00:52:18,260 --> 00:52:20,387
and maybe sidestep fame.
793
00:52:20,470 --> 00:52:26,059
♪ Whistle through your teeth and spit
'cause it's all right ♪
794
00:52:26,142 --> 00:52:29,396
[Bob] We hit a peak of popularity
in the late '80s.
795
00:52:29,479 --> 00:52:33,858
It had gotten to the point where
it was hard to walk down the street
796
00:52:33,942 --> 00:52:35,485
without getting just mobbed, basically.
797
00:52:35,569 --> 00:52:40,031
We had a hit single and
a video that was played a lot.
798
00:52:40,114 --> 00:52:43,327
Jerry was singing the song,
and he was good on camera,
799
00:52:43,410 --> 00:52:46,037
and he was evocative on camera.
800
00:52:46,120 --> 00:52:50,917
That brought a focus to Jerry
that we hadn't seen before.
801
00:52:59,759 --> 00:53:02,053
-Yeah, Jerry's God, man.
-[man] Yeah!
802
00:53:02,136 --> 00:53:04,806
It gives you something to look forward to,
you know.
803
00:53:04,889 --> 00:53:08,602
There was a cult of people
and they deified Jerry.
804
00:53:09,728 --> 00:53:12,356
The temptation, I guess,
or the tendency was there
805
00:53:12,439 --> 00:53:15,817
to equate it with religion or
something like that, which it isn't.
806
00:53:15,900 --> 00:53:17,986
It's just music.
It's just art.
807
00:53:18,069 --> 00:53:20,655
We weren't high priests
or anything like that.
808
00:53:20,739 --> 00:53:25,744
And to have that thrust on Jerry,
for instance, it was unsettling to him.
809
00:53:25,827 --> 00:53:29,289
[Trixie] It's a weird thing to try and
understand what it must be like
810
00:53:29,373 --> 00:53:32,792
for someone like Jerry
to be in the position
811
00:53:32,876 --> 00:53:35,629
to have all these people deify him.
812
00:53:35,712 --> 00:53:39,716
He was a great, mellow,
you know, humble guy.
813
00:53:39,799 --> 00:53:44,804
The stress of being someone
so idolized like Jerry...
814
00:53:46,097 --> 00:53:50,644
[stammers] It's a big burden for anyone
to have to be that person, I think.
815
00:53:52,103 --> 00:53:55,690
We had a gig, as I remember,
at RFK Stadium.
816
00:53:57,901 --> 00:53:59,861
We played with Dylan and it was hot.
817
00:53:59,944 --> 00:54:04,408
108 degrees or something,
and humid.
818
00:54:04,491 --> 00:54:08,537
And Jerry wasn't real good
with hot weather to begin with.
819
00:54:08,620 --> 00:54:14,208
We went home and, uh...
a couple of days later, he was in a coma.
820
00:54:19,005 --> 00:54:21,425
You know, Jerry once told me that heroin
821
00:54:21,508 --> 00:54:25,304
takes all your troubles,
all your concerns, all your worries,
822
00:54:25,387 --> 00:54:28,557
and ties them neatly together
into one little, tiny little package.
823
00:54:28,640 --> 00:54:29,808
"Where's my next hit?"
824
00:54:29,891 --> 00:54:34,354
You don't think about diet,
you don't think about exercise.
825
00:54:34,438 --> 00:54:36,690
He was grossly overweight,
826
00:54:36,773 --> 00:54:41,403
and I'm just gonna go ahead and assume
that he had a cholesterol situation
827
00:54:41,486 --> 00:54:44,864
that you wouldn't wish on a mad dog.
828
00:54:46,658 --> 00:54:48,785
While he was in the coma,
829
00:54:48,868 --> 00:54:51,621
he couldn't be taking drugs
and they didn't give them to him.
830
00:54:51,705 --> 00:54:54,248
And so by the time he came out,
he was cleaned up,
831
00:54:54,333 --> 00:54:56,000
and he stayed that way
for a couple of years.
832
00:54:56,084 --> 00:54:59,253
And he was a lot of fun
when he was straight.
833
00:54:59,338 --> 00:55:01,340
Those were the funnest times
we had together
834
00:55:01,423 --> 00:55:04,217
since we were much, much younger.
835
00:55:42,213 --> 00:55:43,256
[Bob laughing]
836
00:55:43,339 --> 00:55:45,384
-It's your verse, man.
-No, it's your verse.
837
00:55:45,467 --> 00:55:47,552
-You didn't do "She never stumbles."
-You come in after.
838
00:55:47,636 --> 00:55:50,221
-[Phil] Oh, that's true.
-No, you didn't do "She never stumbles."
839
00:55:50,304 --> 00:55:51,556
It's true, you didn't do
"She never stumbles."
840
00:55:51,640 --> 00:55:52,932
We only did two verses
before the instrumental.
841
00:55:53,016 --> 00:55:54,393
Yeah, you did two verses.
I did the second one
842
00:55:54,476 --> 00:55:55,810
-and then you did the instrumental.
-Oh, right.
843
00:55:55,894 --> 00:55:57,771
You used to do the third verse,
then we did the instrumental.
844
00:55:57,854 --> 00:56:02,108
-We'll have to do this perhaps again.
-[Phil] Okay. Keep rolling.
845
00:56:02,191 --> 00:56:03,568
Keep on rolling.
846
00:56:07,238 --> 00:56:08,698
[Bob] Yeah, well, here we go.
Let's see.
847
00:56:08,782 --> 00:56:11,410
-[Jerry] Bob. Bob.
-[laughing]
848
00:56:12,661 --> 00:56:14,663
What are you looking at, man?
What are you looking at?
849
00:56:14,746 --> 00:56:15,789
[Jerry laughing]
850
00:56:31,555 --> 00:56:32,806
[Bob] The chances are
851
00:56:32,889 --> 00:56:35,975
I spent more time standing on stage
playing guitar and singing
852
00:56:36,059 --> 00:56:40,271
than any human that ever lived.
853
00:56:47,195 --> 00:56:52,033
How many shows
did the Grateful Dead play?
854
00:56:52,116 --> 00:56:53,577
Something like 3,000,
855
00:56:53,660 --> 00:56:56,455
and then you at least double that.
856
00:56:57,664 --> 00:57:00,333
It's a lot of time singing
and playing guitar.
857
00:57:02,001 --> 00:57:06,214
♪ We can share the women
We can share the wine ♪
858
00:57:09,801 --> 00:57:12,929
♪ We can share what we got of yours ♪
859
00:57:13,012 --> 00:57:18,435
♪ 'Cause we done shared all of mine ♪
860
00:57:19,811 --> 00:57:21,270
[crowd cheering]
861
00:57:21,354 --> 00:57:22,731
[Bob] Night after night on stage,
862
00:57:22,814 --> 00:57:28,069
I spent a lot of time thinking about
my life and my adoptive parents.
863
00:57:28,152 --> 00:57:31,364
They were proud of me
by the time they wrapped it up.
864
00:57:31,448 --> 00:57:32,907
And they were real happy.
865
00:57:32,991 --> 00:57:36,077
And I loved them and they loved me,
and I knew that.
866
00:57:36,160 --> 00:57:38,622
But for adopted kids,
867
00:57:38,705 --> 00:57:41,583
you're always gonna wanna know
where you come from.
868
00:57:41,666 --> 00:57:45,962
So I finally hired a private eye
to look into my birth.
869
00:57:46,045 --> 00:57:49,048
But the private eye guy
could get nowhere with it.
870
00:57:49,132 --> 00:57:51,342
And so I didn't think
I was gonna get anywhere.
871
00:57:53,595 --> 00:57:56,014
♪ Jack Straw from Whichita ♪
872
00:57:56,097 --> 00:57:58,517
♪ Cut his buddy down ♪
873
00:58:01,310 --> 00:58:05,649
♪ Dug for him a shallow grave
And lay his body down ♪
874
00:58:09,360 --> 00:58:13,615
♪ A half a mile from Tucson
By the morning light ♪
875
00:58:16,993 --> 00:58:20,872
♪ There's one man gone and another to go ♪
876
00:58:20,955 --> 00:58:26,920
♪ My old buddy
You're moving much too slow ♪
877
00:58:38,973 --> 00:58:44,896
♪ We can share the women
We can share the wine ♪
878
00:58:46,230 --> 00:58:47,899
[crowd cheering]
879
00:58:56,157 --> 00:58:57,408
[crowd cheering]
880
00:58:57,491 --> 00:58:59,202
[reporter 1] On Sunday in Indianapolis,
881
00:58:59,285 --> 00:59:01,245
a Grateful Dead concert
had to be canceled.
882
00:59:01,329 --> 00:59:04,791
[reporter 2] As many as 4,000 people
stormed gates behind the stage
883
00:59:04,874 --> 00:59:06,710
and later threw rocks
and bottles at police.
884
00:59:06,793 --> 00:59:09,212
[reporter 3]
Hundreds of Grateful Dead fans
885
00:59:09,295 --> 00:59:11,923
tried to push their way
into a concert in Orlando last night.
886
00:59:12,006 --> 00:59:14,092
Police lobbed tear gas and pepper gas.
887
00:59:14,175 --> 00:59:18,304
[Bob] In the early '90s, there was so much
crowd control difficulty at our gigs.
888
00:59:18,387 --> 00:59:19,556
People crashing gates
889
00:59:19,639 --> 00:59:23,768
and there were so many people
getting hurt, and that kind of thing.
890
00:59:23,852 --> 00:59:25,478
It got to be a bit much.
891
00:59:25,562 --> 00:59:27,814
[reporter] Big problems
with the Grateful Dead.
892
00:59:27,897 --> 00:59:29,733
Two deaths from apparent drug overdoses.
893
00:59:29,816 --> 00:59:31,025
[woman] It's dirtier.
894
00:59:31,109 --> 00:59:34,320
People are grosser and they're
much younger than I ever remember.
895
00:59:34,403 --> 00:59:35,446
And much higher.
896
00:59:35,529 --> 00:59:37,406
People weren't going
to the shows for music,
897
00:59:37,490 --> 00:59:41,077
they were going to the shows as...
just to party down
898
00:59:41,160 --> 00:59:44,497
and to get as wasted as they could.
899
00:59:44,581 --> 00:59:48,459
And this was not exactly
what we were all about.
900
00:59:48,542 --> 00:59:53,464
But be that as it may,
that's what we kind of got pegged with.
901
00:59:53,547 --> 00:59:57,761
Most of the real true Deadheads
weren't that way.
902
00:59:57,844 --> 01:00:00,054
They went for the music.
903
01:00:00,138 --> 01:00:04,433
[stammering] The Dead, well,
their music is a form of communication
904
01:00:04,517 --> 01:00:06,853
of the highest of the ideals of the '60s,
905
01:00:06,936 --> 01:00:10,564
which is peace, joy,
bringing people together.
906
01:00:10,649 --> 01:00:15,904
But the whole thing, it's the concert,
it's the party, it's the band.
907
01:00:15,987 --> 01:00:17,864
I don't know.
And you can't really describe it.
908
01:00:17,947 --> 01:00:20,324
It's just a feeling you get
when you're with all these people.
909
01:00:20,408 --> 01:00:22,702
What do I do once I'm in there?
I dance. We all dance.
910
01:00:22,786 --> 01:00:25,246
-Yeah! [laughing]
-We all dance.
911
01:00:25,329 --> 01:00:30,835
[Bob] If they can make it work
making falafels,
912
01:00:30,919 --> 01:00:32,712
or tie-dyes in the parking lot,
913
01:00:32,796 --> 01:00:35,674
so that they can get into the shows
914
01:00:36,507 --> 01:00:40,804
and squirrel enough away
so that they can live between tours...
915
01:00:40,887 --> 01:00:44,057
You know, if it rings
those lofty bells for them...
916
01:00:44,683 --> 01:00:46,726
uh, what's wrong with that?
917
01:00:48,311 --> 01:00:52,606
At the same time,
if it takes your life down,
918
01:00:52,691 --> 01:00:56,527
then that's another story.
919
01:00:56,610 --> 01:01:01,324
So that's a double-edged sword.
It's a pretty iffy thing to be doing.
920
01:01:01,407 --> 01:01:05,787
If you're a kid and you wanna
spend a summer on the road,
921
01:01:05,870 --> 01:01:07,496
that's one thing.
922
01:01:07,580 --> 01:01:12,626
If you're gonna cast your lot there,
I hope you have the talent to do it.
923
01:01:13,795 --> 01:01:17,716
If you're selling drugs,
I have limited sympathy.
924
01:01:17,799 --> 01:01:19,759
And the rest of those folks...
925
01:01:21,635 --> 01:01:24,848
if they're making it work,
my hat's off.
926
01:01:26,224 --> 01:01:27,516
[announcer] And throughout
the '70s and the '80s,
927
01:01:27,600 --> 01:01:30,353
the Dead still played by
their own rules in creating
928
01:01:30,436 --> 01:01:32,856
influential fusions of rock,
and blues, and country
929
01:01:32,939 --> 01:01:36,567
on such classical albums as
Workingman's Dead and American Beauty.
930
01:01:36,650 --> 01:01:38,111
To induct the Grateful Dead,
931
01:01:38,194 --> 01:01:41,239
their sometime partner,
their fulltime fan, Bruce Hornsby.
932
01:01:41,322 --> 01:01:44,617
-Yeah! Bruie! Yeah!
-Bru! Bru!
933
01:01:44,701 --> 01:01:46,535
-Bruce!
-Bru!
934
01:01:46,619 --> 01:01:48,830
[all cheering]
935
01:01:48,913 --> 01:01:51,875
[Bob] You know, Rock and Roll Hall
of Fame, I don't know what to make of it.
936
01:01:51,958 --> 01:01:53,752
I'm innocent.
You're hanging an innocent man.
937
01:01:53,835 --> 01:01:56,337
You're hanging an innocent man!
938
01:01:56,420 --> 01:01:58,589
[Bob] It's nice to be a Hall of Famer
and all that,
939
01:01:58,672 --> 01:02:00,842
but still, you know,
940
01:02:00,925 --> 01:02:04,095
it wasn't a goal of mine or anything
like that when I started playing.
941
01:02:04,178 --> 01:02:06,848
[Bruce] As the bumper stickers
have proclaimed for over 20 years,
942
01:02:06,931 --> 01:02:09,350
there is really nothing like
a Grateful Dead concert.
943
01:02:09,433 --> 01:02:10,643
[audience cheering]
944
01:02:10,727 --> 01:02:12,020
And frankly, I don't understand
945
01:02:12,103 --> 01:02:15,439
why they didn't get into this thing
last year. [laughs]
946
01:02:15,523 --> 01:02:17,525
[Bob] Everybody but Jerry
went to that event.
947
01:02:17,608 --> 01:02:19,235
Jerry wasn't in great shape
948
01:02:19,318 --> 01:02:22,363
and he didn't like the idea
of the cult of personality.
949
01:02:22,446 --> 01:02:24,323
Ladies and gentlemen,
here's to the Grateful Dead
950
01:02:24,407 --> 01:02:26,659
and another 28 years.
Thanks a lot.
951
01:02:27,660 --> 01:02:31,664
[Bob] I think he associated the Rock
and Roll Hall of Fame Awards with that.
952
01:02:33,666 --> 01:02:38,254
He was having some...
some issues with his health.
953
01:02:38,337 --> 01:02:43,134
Somewhere in the early '90s,
he got back into the heroin.
954
01:02:44,302 --> 01:02:47,889
I do remember vaguely
thinking to myself,
955
01:02:47,972 --> 01:02:51,810
"Well, we've seen this before.
Well, maybe he'll snap out of it."
956
01:02:52,769 --> 01:02:58,149
But something told me, "Nah,
we're in for another long row to hoe."
957
01:02:58,232 --> 01:03:00,401
For a while, actually,
I was his bagman.
958
01:03:00,484 --> 01:03:02,653
I carried his dope around for him,
959
01:03:02,736 --> 01:03:06,532
'cause number one,
he knew that I wasn't gonna get into it.
960
01:03:06,615 --> 01:03:09,285
And then secondly,
he knew that I was gonna be--
961
01:03:09,368 --> 01:03:12,371
I wasn't gonna give him more
than he had told me to.
962
01:03:12,455 --> 01:03:17,501
And he trusted me to do that,
so I was his bagman.
963
01:03:21,130 --> 01:03:22,298
[Bob] There were a couple of times
964
01:03:22,381 --> 01:03:24,133
when the guys in the band
got together and said,
965
01:03:24,217 --> 01:03:26,552
"Okay, we're gonna do
an intervention with Jerry.
966
01:03:26,635 --> 01:03:30,389
We're gonna go and tell him
that he's got to clean up."
967
01:03:30,473 --> 01:03:33,517
We figured out very quickly that
that wasn't gonna work.
968
01:03:33,601 --> 01:03:36,520
We just sort of accepted him
for who he was
969
01:03:36,604 --> 01:03:40,066
and what he amounted to
on a given day.
970
01:03:40,149 --> 01:03:43,319
As his friend, as his bro,
I just tried to keep him happy.
971
01:03:43,402 --> 01:03:46,030
If I could support him doing something
972
01:03:46,114 --> 01:03:50,118
that I thought was a healthier,
a good kind of thing to do,
973
01:03:50,201 --> 01:03:53,287
I'd support that.
974
01:03:53,371 --> 01:03:58,292
We took a yoga instructor with us
on the road for a couple of years,
975
01:03:58,376 --> 01:04:01,670
and Jerry took a couple of classes
with him, but we never saw that.
976
01:04:01,754 --> 01:04:04,340
He wasn't about to do
that around any of us.
977
01:04:04,423 --> 01:04:09,053
I think Bobby was probably
the most influential right there,
978
01:04:09,137 --> 01:04:14,017
as in, helping Jerry
to find a healthier lifestyle,
979
01:04:14,100 --> 01:04:17,311
because I think Bobby was
already really into that kind of thing.
980
01:04:17,395 --> 01:04:20,523
He was doing yoga and eating right,
981
01:04:20,606 --> 01:04:23,192
and spiritually sound, too.
982
01:04:23,817 --> 01:04:26,279
And Bobby wanted Jerry
to be happy and healthy.
983
01:04:26,362 --> 01:04:28,572
It was important to him
that that happened.
984
01:04:28,656 --> 01:04:31,993
So he--
I know he tried really hard.
985
01:04:32,076 --> 01:04:36,998
He was just so goddamn famous
that he couldn't go out on the streets.
986
01:04:37,081 --> 01:04:40,709
What are you gonna do?
You gotta hide from it someway.
987
01:04:40,793 --> 01:04:43,546
And drugs were a convenient way
to do that.
988
01:04:44,797 --> 01:04:47,800
He wasn't God.
He wasn't there to pontificate.
989
01:04:47,884 --> 01:04:50,469
He was just there to play
and chase the music,
990
01:04:50,553 --> 01:04:52,680
and chase the adventure, and be a kid.
991
01:04:52,763 --> 01:04:55,683
That's all he wanted to do.
992
01:04:55,766 --> 01:04:57,518
I remember a conversation
with Garcia one time.
993
01:04:57,601 --> 01:05:02,065
I said, "I'm not sure that Weir's
well equipped to handle celebrity."
994
01:05:02,148 --> 01:05:04,358
And he said, "Nobody is.
995
01:05:07,153 --> 01:05:08,404
Nobody."
996
01:05:16,162 --> 01:05:19,040
[Bob] Jerry and I
used to take vacations together.
997
01:05:22,543 --> 01:05:25,964
We'd get a couple houses in Kauai
and live it up.
998
01:05:30,426 --> 01:05:32,971
In later years, Jerry took up diving
999
01:05:33,054 --> 01:05:36,640
and informed me I was signed up
for scuba instruction.
1000
01:05:42,981 --> 01:05:45,608
I'll be forever in his debt
for doing that.
1001
01:05:54,325 --> 01:05:56,410
Jerry was a big guy
1002
01:05:56,494 --> 01:06:01,958
and deal was, when Jerry was
underwater, he was weightless.
1003
01:06:16,097 --> 01:06:18,266
This one time,
he goes up to this hole.
1004
01:06:18,349 --> 01:06:22,311
This big, broad,
flat fish face comes out.
1005
01:06:22,395 --> 01:06:25,314
This is not a fish,
this is a great big eel.
1006
01:06:25,398 --> 01:06:28,692
Fish comes a little further out
and Jerry goes like this,
1007
01:06:28,776 --> 01:06:30,736
and he starts stroking him under the chin.
1008
01:06:39,328 --> 01:06:42,956
We used a tank of air in, like,
half the time, just laughing.
1009
01:06:46,919 --> 01:06:49,130
We had a lot of fun underwater.
1010
01:07:24,373 --> 01:07:27,000
[Bob] I had a dream.
1011
01:07:27,085 --> 01:07:31,880
In the dream,
I found a can of invisible paint.
1012
01:07:31,964 --> 01:07:37,595
So I painted myself
with the invisible paint.
1013
01:07:37,678 --> 01:07:41,599
And then Jerry came into the dream.
And Jerry was looking pretty swell.
1014
01:07:41,682 --> 01:07:45,603
He was in Castilian splendor,
he was tall.
1015
01:07:45,686 --> 01:07:48,897
His hair was all black
and kind of combed back,
1016
01:07:48,981 --> 01:07:54,695
and he had a velour cape on
with a silver clasp on it.
1017
01:07:54,778 --> 01:07:57,656
And he looked me square in the eye,
and I was saying,
1018
01:07:57,740 --> 01:07:59,658
"Hey, Jerry, check it out.
Invisible paint."
1019
01:07:59,742 --> 01:08:02,536
And he wasn't interested.
1020
01:08:02,620 --> 01:08:07,708
He was intent on something.
He was searching for something.
1021
01:08:10,836 --> 01:08:12,796
And then he was gone.
1022
01:08:15,424 --> 01:08:17,635
Jerry Garcia,
the Grateful Dead guitarist,
1023
01:08:17,718 --> 01:08:22,515
who kept the counter-culture of the 1960s
rocking and rolling right into the '90s,
1024
01:08:22,598 --> 01:08:25,393
died today in California.
He was 53.
1025
01:08:25,476 --> 01:08:28,354
Garcia was found dead
at a drug rehabilitation center,
1026
01:08:28,437 --> 01:08:30,398
reportedly of natural causes.
1027
01:08:30,481 --> 01:08:31,524
["Brokedown Palace" playing]
1028
01:08:31,607 --> 01:08:37,446
♪ Fare you well, my honey ♪
1029
01:08:41,242 --> 01:08:47,748
♪ Fare you well, my only true one ♪
1030
01:08:47,831 --> 01:08:48,916
[Bob] The last time I saw him,
1031
01:08:48,999 --> 01:08:54,422
it was on the back of the stage
at Soldier's Field in Chicago.
1032
01:08:54,505 --> 01:08:55,923
And we were hugging after the show.
1033
01:08:56,006 --> 01:08:57,966
He was going one way
and I was going the other,
1034
01:08:58,050 --> 01:09:02,346
and you know,
he slapped me on the back
1035
01:09:02,430 --> 01:09:05,391
and said, "Always a hoot.
Always a hoot."
1036
01:09:05,474 --> 01:09:07,643
Those were his last words to me.
1037
01:09:10,396 --> 01:09:14,192
[Bob] I owe Jerry an immense
debt of gratitude
1038
01:09:14,275 --> 01:09:17,695
for, you know, showing me
1039
01:09:17,778 --> 01:09:22,825
how to live with joy,
with mischief.
1040
01:09:22,908 --> 01:09:24,410
[crowd cheering]
1041
01:09:24,493 --> 01:09:26,412
Take your heart,
take your faith...
1042
01:09:31,167 --> 01:09:34,337
[voice breaking]
and reflect back
1043
01:09:34,420 --> 01:09:37,631
some of the joy that he gave you.
1044
01:09:40,008 --> 01:09:44,012
He filled this world
full of clouds of joy.
1045
01:09:44,096 --> 01:09:49,518
Just take a little bit of that...
and reflect it back up to him.
1046
01:09:49,602 --> 01:09:52,938
♪ Fare you well, fare you well ♪
1047
01:09:53,021 --> 01:09:58,151
♪ I love you more than words can tell ♪
1048
01:09:58,236 --> 01:10:05,158
♪ Listen to the river sing sweet songs
to rock my soul ♪
1049
01:10:07,203 --> 01:10:14,126
♪ Listen to the river sing sweet songs
to rock my soul ♪
1050
01:10:15,794 --> 01:10:21,091
[voice breaking] I think that when
Jerry died, Bobby probably, um, felt...
1051
01:10:21,174 --> 01:10:22,510
[clears throat]
1052
01:10:22,593 --> 01:10:26,054
Bobby probably
felt a lot like Jerry's kids did.
1053
01:10:26,138 --> 01:10:30,393
Like, I think that Bobby probably
felt like he lost a brother.
1054
01:10:32,520 --> 01:10:36,649
Bob was very, very--
I mean, this was his closest friend.
1055
01:10:36,732 --> 01:10:39,818
This was, like, you know,
a father, a brother to him,
1056
01:10:39,902 --> 01:10:42,154
and he was devastated.
1057
01:10:42,238 --> 01:10:46,450
[Trixie] I hadn't really thought about
how he must have been feeling.
1058
01:10:46,534 --> 01:10:48,827
[voice breaking] Still, it's tough.
1059
01:10:48,911 --> 01:10:50,246
[sniffles]
1060
01:11:14,227 --> 01:11:17,690
[Bob] After Jerry checked out,
I went back out on tour with RatDog
1061
01:11:17,773 --> 01:11:19,733
and I pretty much stayed there
for a while.
1062
01:11:19,817 --> 01:11:23,362
I think that was probably
my grieving process.
1063
01:11:24,237 --> 01:11:27,115
What am I gonna do? Stay home
and snivel, and kick furniture,
1064
01:11:27,199 --> 01:11:30,661
or feel bad about it,
and not play?
1065
01:11:30,744 --> 01:11:32,788
Jerry would have a fit.
1066
01:11:32,871 --> 01:11:35,207
Good music can make sad times better.
1067
01:11:35,291 --> 01:11:38,126
-We've got our...
-[audience cheering loudly]
1068
01:11:38,210 --> 01:11:40,212
We've got our work
cut out for us this evening,
1069
01:11:40,296 --> 01:11:42,673
so we'll just get started.
1070
01:11:42,756 --> 01:11:43,966
You know, I gotta go out and play.
1071
01:11:44,049 --> 01:11:46,218
I've gotta go out
and make it better for people.
1072
01:11:46,302 --> 01:11:47,886
["Corrina" playing]
1073
01:11:54,518 --> 01:11:56,645
[Bob] I'd stayed on the road for a while.
1074
01:11:56,729 --> 01:11:59,106
I had to do it for me,
I had to do it for the folks,
1075
01:11:59,189 --> 01:12:00,399
I had to do it for Jerry.
1076
01:12:00,483 --> 01:12:02,985
You know, I had to do it
because the music demanded it.
1077
01:12:07,365 --> 01:12:12,328
By the time I was edging towards 50,
I was looking around and wondering now,
1078
01:12:12,411 --> 01:12:16,915
"Is it possible to be a rock and roll
tomcat and do it gracefully?"
1079
01:12:16,999 --> 01:12:19,209
And I looked around
and I saw, like, Mick Jagger
1080
01:12:19,292 --> 01:12:24,256
and guys like that, and I gotta say...
didn't look promising.
1081
01:12:25,591 --> 01:12:29,470
We remained friends forever
and we still are.
1082
01:12:29,553 --> 01:12:32,222
Except we're married now with kids.
1083
01:12:32,890 --> 01:12:35,684
[Wendy] I remember Bob out on the porch
one day at his house saying,
1084
01:12:35,768 --> 01:12:38,896
"You know,
I think I'm in love."
1085
01:12:38,979 --> 01:12:42,358
[Bob] You know, she was pretty,
she was bright, she was a lot of fun.
1086
01:12:42,441 --> 01:12:46,236
This girl's a great catch,
why don't we try this settling down thing?
1087
01:12:46,319 --> 01:12:50,783
You know, he's really smart, fun.
I think he's brilliant.
1088
01:12:51,409 --> 01:12:53,494
[Wendy] Natascha's a very
loving individual.
1089
01:12:53,577 --> 01:12:55,913
The love he was feeling
from her is something
1090
01:12:55,996 --> 01:12:58,749
that just probably
filled a big void in him, too.
1091
01:12:58,832 --> 01:13:01,001
And then with the birth of Monet,
1092
01:13:01,084 --> 01:13:04,463
it was just mind-boggling for him
to have that experience.
1093
01:13:04,547 --> 01:13:05,714
He was present at the birth.
1094
01:13:05,798 --> 01:13:08,676
And that feeling of being a father
1095
01:13:08,759 --> 01:13:12,304
and just the incredible
miracle of creation.
1096
01:13:12,388 --> 01:13:17,560
Our lives changed dramatically
after Monet and Chloe.
1097
01:13:17,643 --> 01:13:19,019
He did a 180.
1098
01:13:19,102 --> 01:13:21,980
Became dedicated father, family man.
1099
01:13:22,064 --> 01:13:23,982
And he has so much love for me.
1100
01:13:24,066 --> 01:13:25,609
He's dedicated to his family.
1101
01:13:25,693 --> 01:13:29,405
He's just so present when he's with you,
1102
01:13:29,488 --> 01:13:31,990
and that's what I love about him.
1103
01:13:32,074 --> 01:13:34,452
[Bob] I feel lucky
to have the family that I have,
1104
01:13:34,535 --> 01:13:38,706
and I feel lucky to have held off
as long as I did,
1105
01:13:38,789 --> 01:13:41,834
until I was ready for it.
1106
01:13:45,378 --> 01:13:47,965
I got a phone call one morning
from my office
1107
01:13:48,048 --> 01:13:52,052
and they said they had a lady on the phone
by the name of Phyllis.
1108
01:13:52,135 --> 01:13:55,639
She had some information that
I'd only seen on my birth certificate.
1109
01:13:55,723 --> 01:13:59,518
When I heard this, I realized
that this has got to be my mother.
1110
01:14:00,185 --> 01:14:02,646
And then I went and met her the next day.
1111
01:14:02,730 --> 01:14:04,690
She had 12 other kids.
1112
01:14:04,773 --> 01:14:07,610
I didn't feel like
I was a huge hole in her life
1113
01:14:07,693 --> 01:14:10,446
that I needed to rush right in and fill.
1114
01:14:10,529 --> 01:14:12,322
But we maintained a relationship.
1115
01:14:12,405 --> 01:14:18,454
And she, at one point, gave me some
information on my biological dad.
1116
01:14:19,580 --> 01:14:22,207
I didn't wanna blow up his life
1117
01:14:22,290 --> 01:14:26,044
'cause he probably
didn't know that I existed.
1118
01:14:26,128 --> 01:14:28,464
My curiosity finally got to me.
1119
01:14:29,757 --> 01:14:34,887
I got the phone call and I said,
"Who's calling, please?"
1120
01:14:36,013 --> 01:14:39,600
And he said, "Robert Weir."
1121
01:14:39,683 --> 01:14:42,269
And, uh...
1122
01:14:42,352 --> 01:14:45,939
I said, "Okay.
Doesn't mean anything to me."
1123
01:14:46,023 --> 01:14:47,775
So I said, "I've been doing some research
1124
01:14:47,858 --> 01:14:49,401
and I've come up with some information
1125
01:14:49,485 --> 01:14:51,695
that might be of considerable
interest to you."
1126
01:14:51,779 --> 01:14:54,698
I went back to my son, Anthony,
and I said,
1127
01:14:54,782 --> 01:14:57,785
"Should I know somebody
named Bob Weir?"
1128
01:14:57,868 --> 01:14:58,994
He says, "I don't know.
1129
01:14:59,077 --> 01:15:02,956
The only one I know
plays guitar for the Grateful Dead."
1130
01:15:03,040 --> 01:15:05,333
Then I asked him,
"Did you know and
1131
01:15:05,417 --> 01:15:10,798
were you, perhaps, romantically involved
with a young lady by the name of Phyllis?"
1132
01:15:10,881 --> 01:15:13,509
And there was a fairly long pause.
1133
01:15:13,592 --> 01:15:17,846
[laughing] Actually, I think the blood
left my head about that time.
1134
01:15:17,930 --> 01:15:22,184
And I said, "Well, sir,
I don't know how many kids you have,
1135
01:15:22,267 --> 01:15:27,397
but there is a fairly strong likelihood
that you have one more than you know."
1136
01:15:27,480 --> 01:15:29,942
And he said, "You're my father."
1137
01:15:36,907 --> 01:15:38,534
I mean, I was stunned.
1138
01:15:38,617 --> 01:15:41,119
We chatted for a while
and then we met the next day.
1139
01:15:42,495 --> 01:15:47,084
We sat for about two hours together
and talked.
1140
01:15:47,167 --> 01:15:49,169
At first, we were just
sort of sniffing around,
1141
01:15:49,252 --> 01:15:53,465
but after a little bit,
we got to like each other.
1142
01:15:53,549 --> 01:15:58,011
We didn't have to.
There was no onus.
1143
01:15:58,095 --> 01:16:00,388
But we did.
1144
01:16:00,472 --> 01:16:05,268
I went away
very proud to be his dad.
1145
01:16:05,352 --> 01:16:07,771
[Bob] We grew very close.
1146
01:16:07,855 --> 01:16:11,108
He's my confidant, he's my brother,
and now he's my dad.
1147
01:16:11,191 --> 01:16:14,903
Natascha's become a good friend of mine
and my wife's,
1148
01:16:14,987 --> 01:16:17,823
and I'm very fond of the whole family.
1149
01:16:17,906 --> 01:16:19,908
We're very close.
1150
01:16:21,159 --> 01:16:23,787
[Natascha] He had an empty space
inside him
1151
01:16:23,871 --> 01:16:26,456
after Jerry died,
and his dad came along.
1152
01:16:26,539 --> 01:16:29,918
Jack was the perfect guy to fill it.
1153
01:16:30,002 --> 01:16:33,171
Bobby has a great
relationship with his dad
1154
01:16:33,255 --> 01:16:35,716
and I feel like they have done
so much living together
1155
01:16:35,799 --> 01:16:40,137
and spending time together that, you know,
they're really catching up on a lot.
1156
01:16:40,220 --> 01:16:43,140
I had a pretty complete existence.
1157
01:16:43,223 --> 01:16:45,517
Um, but it...
1158
01:16:45,601 --> 01:16:49,354
My existence got added on to,
substantially, I'll say that.
1159
01:17:19,259 --> 01:17:22,345
♪ There were days ♪
1160
01:17:23,972 --> 01:17:27,100
♪ There were days ♪
1161
01:17:28,476 --> 01:17:32,648
♪ There were days between ♪
1162
01:17:32,731 --> 01:17:34,399
[Mike Gordon]
Jerry is an incredible legend,
1163
01:17:34,482 --> 01:17:37,194
but Bob is as much of a legend
and he's still alive. [chuckling]
1164
01:17:37,277 --> 01:17:40,405
♪ Polished like a golden bowl ♪
1165
01:17:46,411 --> 01:17:48,496
♪ The brightest ever seen ♪
1166
01:17:48,580 --> 01:17:51,667
[Mike] Bob knows music is a passageway
to some greater part of the universe.
1167
01:17:51,750 --> 01:17:56,254
Why else would someone play
6,000 gigs in their life and keep going?
1168
01:17:56,338 --> 01:17:59,216
♪ Hearts of summer held in trust ♪
1169
01:18:04,054 --> 01:18:07,099
♪ Still tender, young and green ♪
1170
01:18:13,438 --> 01:18:17,442
♪ Left on shelves collecting dust ♪
1171
01:18:21,321 --> 01:18:25,075
♪ Not knowing what they mean ♪
1172
01:18:31,289 --> 01:18:35,293
♪ Valentines of flesh and blood ♪
1173
01:18:39,965 --> 01:18:42,968
♪ Soft as velveteen ♪
1174
01:18:48,598 --> 01:18:51,643
♪ Hoping love would not forsake ♪
1175
01:18:56,606 --> 01:19:00,152
♪ The days that lie between ♪
1176
01:19:02,612 --> 01:19:05,115
♪ Lie between ♪
1177
01:19:17,419 --> 01:19:19,963
I haven't put a lot of thought
into my legacy.
1178
01:19:21,506 --> 01:19:23,716
I'm not proud of anything.
1179
01:19:25,260 --> 01:19:26,428
If I'm proud of something,
1180
01:19:26,511 --> 01:19:29,306
I have to take a good look at myself
for being proud.
1181
01:19:29,389 --> 01:19:31,058
I don't trust pride.
1182
01:19:32,267 --> 01:19:34,644
But when you realize that we are all one,
1183
01:19:34,727 --> 01:19:40,733
you can be proud of being part of that
gigantic entity that we all are.
1184
01:19:41,734 --> 01:19:43,611
Life has endless depth to it,
1185
01:19:43,695 --> 01:19:48,283
endless resonances and reverberances
throughout time and space.
1186
01:19:48,366 --> 01:19:50,660
And making sense of all that is something
1187
01:19:50,743 --> 01:19:55,207
that I'm just sort of
taking my time doing.
1188
01:19:56,208 --> 01:20:01,088
My life has been kind of instructing me
to look for the timeless.
1189
01:20:02,630 --> 01:20:04,216
That's what I'm chasing.
1190
01:20:06,885 --> 01:20:10,680
♪ Spanish lady, come to me
She lays on me this rose ♪
1191
01:20:14,559 --> 01:20:16,728
♪ Your rainbow spiraling
round and round ♪
1192
01:20:16,812 --> 01:20:19,022
♪ It trembles then explodes ♪
1193
01:20:22,650 --> 01:20:27,072
♪ You left a smoking crater of my mind
I like to blow it away ♪
1194
01:20:30,909 --> 01:20:35,038
♪ Well, the heat come round and busted me
For smilin' on a cloudy day ♪
1195
01:20:35,122 --> 01:20:40,418
♪ Comin', comin', comin' around ♪
♪ Comin' around y'all, now ♪
1196
01:20:40,502 --> 01:20:43,421
♪ Comin' around ♪
♪ Comin' around ♪
1197
01:20:43,505 --> 01:20:47,342
♪ Comin', comin', comin' around ♪
♪ They're comin' ♪
1198
01:20:47,425 --> 01:20:48,886
♪ Comin' around y'all, now ♪
1199
01:20:48,969 --> 01:20:52,055
♪ Comin' around ♪
♪ Comin' around ♪
1200
01:21:54,201 --> 01:21:58,455
♪ Escapin' through the lily fields
I came across an empty space ♪
1201
01:22:06,421 --> 01:22:10,842
♪ It rainbowed then exploded
Left a bus stop in its place ♪
1202
01:22:19,101 --> 01:22:22,980
♪ Bus come by and I got on
That's when it all began ♪
1203
01:22:27,109 --> 01:22:31,863
♪ There was cowboy Neal at the wheel
Of a bus to never-ever land ♪
1204
01:22:31,947 --> 01:22:37,077
♪ Comin', comin', comin' around ♪
♪ Comin' around y'all, now ♪
1205
01:22:37,160 --> 01:22:39,162
♪ Comin' around ♪
1206
01:22:40,330 --> 01:22:44,126
♪ Comin', comin', comin' around ♪
♪ They're comin', comin' around ♪
1207
01:22:44,209 --> 01:22:45,543
♪ Comin' around y'all, now ♪
1208
01:22:45,627 --> 01:22:48,880
♪ Comin' around ♪
♪ Comin' around ♪
1209
01:23:06,773 --> 01:23:09,484
-[Bob] Well, okay, thank you all.
-[audience clapping]
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