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[PLAYING MOZART´S
"PIANO SONATA 15 IN C MAJOR"]

You´re off today.

-Aren´t you paid to be precise?
-Sorry, it´s all I´ve got.

-Well, how was my tempo?
-It´s good.

-Finger independence?
-Right.

-Strength, agility, rotation.
-It´s not your technique.

You´re not letting yourself go.
You´re letting the piece lead.

Would you let a car drive you
or would you drive the car?

Neither, I´m 15.

Let´s try another one.

Schubert´s "Impromptu Number 3,
Opus 90"? I don´t know that one.

That´s cool. You have another
10 seconds to look at it.

-Why do I only have--?
-Ten, nine, eight, seven, six.

-Dude, you´re freaking me out.
-Five, four, three, two, one.

Good.
Now play the first page.

-I can´t.
-Yes, you can, Ephram.

You´re worried about getting it
right and I don´t want you to.

Now close your eyes,
see the page in your mind...

...and play what you see.

Whatever you say, Obi-Wan.

[PLAYING SCHUBERT´S
"IMPROMPTU NUMBER 3, OPUS 90"]

JULIA: I´m trying to talk to
you. I´m trying to tell you--

You´re never home, and when
you are, you don´t notice me.

-You don´t notice any of us.
ANDY: This is not the time.

-Kids are home. They can hear.
JULIA: I´m not on your radar.

-You tell me what to do.
ANDY: What do you want?

JULIA: I don´t want to live like
this anymore. I just can´t.

ANDY: Then leave me, damn it.
Take the kids and leave!

JULIA: I don´t wanna leave you.
You know that.

Now, I just want you
to talk to me, Andy!

Andy.

Please come out.

You played the whole thing.

I was wrong. I do know this one.

You have the perfect lips.
They´re so soft and kissable.

-I do? Heh, heh.
-Mm-hm.

Yeah, but you have
the best eyes.

No way, you have
perfectly colored eyes.

-They match your face.
-My eyes match my face?

You know what I mean.

I can´t believe
you were gone for 10 days.

Did I mention how glad
I am that you´re back?

Mm, not really.

[AMY GIGGLES]

Oh, my God, they´re back.

HARRY: Yeah, well.

-Hi.
HARRY: Hello.

How was the movie?

Popcorn was stale,
we got stuck in the third row...

...some dimwit spilled Mountain
Dew over my brand new loafers.

It was very entertaining.

Only I wish someone would tell
that Renee Zellweger

to stop losing weight.

And what have you two
been watching?

Oh, just, you know, flipping.

-There´s really nothing on.
-Nothing good.

I mean, nothing good.

It´s about time to be heading
home. It´s getting pretty late.

My dad´s gonna
pick me up any minute.

Oh, alright. Well, you kids
enjoy your commercials.

-We´ll head for bed.
-Perhaps we´ll join you a bit.

I heard there´s a wonderful
new Gap campaign.

Maybe if we keep flipping,
we can catch it.

Come on, Harold.

-Night.
-Goodnight.

Night.

We pulled it off.

Parents are so clueless.

Yeah.

You okay?

Yeah, I´m just a little, um....

You know, I think I´m gonna use
your bathroom for a second.

-Want me to get you anything?
COLIN: It´s okay, be right back.

[COUGHING]

-When do you leave?
-Not till end of the week.

We´ll only be in New York
for a couple days.

Oh, no, it´s no problem.

This is probably
gonna make me sound stupid...

...but I have no idea
what an unveiling is.

An unveiling is a Jewish custom.

The year after someone
passes away...

...family and friends gather
around the gravesite...

...to see the headstone
get unveiled.

According to Jewish beliefs,
when someone dies, the family...

...is supposed to say Kaddish.
The mourner´s prayer.

Three times a day every day
for an entire year.

After that year is up,
they believe

that the soul
has reached heaven.

So when you unveil the stone,
it signifies

that person is now
resting in peace.

Wow. I´m impressed, Andy.

Did, uh, you minor
in religious studies?

He was on the Internet all day.

-Where are you going?
-Eating in my room, if okay.

Sure.

He´s having a rough time
with this trip, huh?

Maybe.

Feels like something else,
though.

He´s barely looked
at me all week.

It´s like he slipped back
into Ephram five months ago.

-That Ephram was so unpleasant.
-Well, go easy on him.

I´m sure he´ll be better
once this is over.

Let´s hope.

-Dad?
-Yes, honey?

What do you wear
to an unveiling?

You have to dunk the cookies,
Dad. That´s the whole point.

Wanna share?

No, thanks.

You do realize that´s just
battery acid for your insides.

-Eating away at your intestines.
-Ah.

So things seem to be working out
with you and Colin?

Definitely.

So glad I asked.

Just feels like us again,
you know?

I mean, the way I remembered us,
only better.

More adult or something.

Before I thought
I was in love with him

but that was just me,
pretending.

Now I feel it and he feels and I
know he feels it and it´s like--

-Amy.
-Yeah.

Perhaps we should continue this
conversation when you´re 30.

Okay.

-Goodnight, Dad.
-Goodnight.

-Dad?
-Hmm?

When is he gonna be well again?

-What do you mean, honey?
-Well, Colin´s doing great.

Better than anyone thought
he would, but I just hate

to see him go through
the side effects of the surgery.

What side effects?

I mean, like the normal stuff.
Throwing up.

Not like he does that
a lot, but....

Well, I´m sure
it´s just the stress.

I wouldn´t worry about it.

Dr. Brown and the Denver team
are watching him like a hawk.

God. I feel so much better now,
I think I´ll actually sleep.

With all that caffeine
in your system, good luck.

Please, this is like nothing.

[KNOCKING ON DOOR]

Hey.

The point of knocking
is eliminated

when you don´t wait
for a response.

I just wanted to say that I know

this week is gonna be
very hard for you.

It´s gonna be hard
for all of us.

And it´s okay
to be in a bad mood.

Okay, then.

Since we kind of screwed up
on this three times a day

Kaddish thing...
...I thought maybe...

...you might wanna do the
Kaddish at the ceremony.

Might be nice.
What do you think?

If you don´t know it,
I could find it

on the net
and print it up for you.

You don´t have to do it
if you don´t want to.

Since you´re the only one who
can speak Hebrew, I thought--

I´ll do it.

You will?

-Great.
-Night.

Goodnight, Ephram.

[KNOCKING ON DOOR]

What now?

-What´s with the ´tude, dude?
-Sorry, I thought you were him.

Please refrain from using
the word "dude" in a sentence.

Should I put these away for you?

I got it.

You know, what you really need
is more black in your wardrobe.

I could pick out some colorful
T-shirts tomorrow with Dad.

-Maybe a nice fuchsia?
-What´s tomorrow with Dad?

He´s taking me suit shopping
for our recital.

I thought I told you.

Your dad left for Boston
this morning, honey.

Wait. He did what?

There was a convention.
He must have forgotten.

I talked to him the other day.
The recital´s in two weeks.

I´m sure he was planning
on calling you.

Don´t worry.
I´ll take you tomorrow.

I can´t believe him.

This is a blessing in disguise.

Your father
is the worst shopper.

My father is the absolute worst
everything.

Don´t.

How´s this?

You, me, Barneys.

We´ll pick out the most
expensive suit

charge it to your dad,
then have lunch in the city...

...where I may let you
have a sip or two of my mimosa.

You know how much
I like the hard stuff.

What do you say?

Deal?

Deal.

Thanks, Mom.

Anytime, handsome.

-Hey.
-Hi.

DELIA: Good morning, Dr. Abbott.
-Yes, glorious.

Any particular reason
for this Brady Bunch outing?

Well, Nina´s helping Delia find
a dress and, uh, Ephram and I...

-I´m going in.
-...are gonna buy a suit.

Such a happy child.

Okay, girlfriend,
ready to shop till we drop?

-If we must.
-We must.

-So working on a Sunday?
-Some paperwork to catch up on.

Rather busy week. So many people
coming down with the flu.

I understand Colin may have
come down with it as well.

I wasn´t aware of that.

Oh, Amy mentioned
he hadn´t been feeling well.

Some bouts of nausea,
I think she said?

-Has he been vomiting?
-Possibly, I don´t know.

Would that be highly irregular?

Well, I´ll look into it, thanks.

Well, enjoy your shopping.

-What do you think of these?
-Hate them.

Do me the courtesy of looking
at them before dismissing them.

What if I´d picked something
in powder blue?

That would have been funny.

I can do this by myself.

Give me your credit card
and go help Delia.

-I´d like to help you.
-Well, I don´t want you to.

Alright.

I have to meet
with the Harts anyway.

I´ll see you back at the house.

JULIA: Ephram.
What about this one?

Now, that I like.

I thought so. Go try it on and
we´ll get you fitted properly.

[LAUGHS]

I´ll be back with more pins.

Look at you.

You´re gonna be the most
handsome man at your recital.

-I´m gonna mess up the middle.
-You´re obsessing again.

I just want it to be perfect.

You´re driving all the way out
to Jersey for this.

What are you smiling about?

Nothing. You´re just so much
like your father sometimes.

I am nothing like him.

Don´t be angry with him, Ephram.
He feels awful about everything.

-He called you, didn´t he?
-Only because you told him to.

How did you know that?

You think I don´t know that
you sign his name

and pick out the
presents?

-When we first met, he wasn´t--
-This much of a jerk?

I was going to say
wasn´t always this busy.

When we first met,
it was very different.

Probably didn´t fight this much,
either, huh?

-We I don´t fight that much.
-Mom.

Have you decided whether
to invite Gwen Stefani or not?

Her name´s not
really Gwen Stefani.

It´s Catherine.
She kind of looks like her

and, no, I mean,
I changed my mind.

Really? I thought it was
a brilliant tactical maneuver.

-How do you figure?
-She´ll see you in your element.

Remember when John Augustine got
the lead in your school play?

He had all the girls in love
with him after that.

That boy couldn´t act his way
out of a paper bag.

-Mom.
-It wasn´t about his looks.

Those girls fell in love with
his presence, his confidence.

That´s what draws the women in.

And, sweetheart,
when you play the piano...

...you have no idea
but your whole body changes.

You sit down on that bench...

...and you forget about
all your insecurities.

It´s like you allow yourself
to be who you really are.

A total piano dork.

- Unbelievably gifted musician.
- Ha-ha-ha. Mom. Mom, the pins.

-Okay, the pins. Ha-ha-ha.
-Oh, the pins. I´m sorry.

Sorry.

ANDY: Hi.
-Dr. Brown.

This is an unexpected surprise.

I thought I´d make a house call.

Save you guys another trip
to the office.

-How you doing, Colin?
-Good.

-Must be good to be back, huh?
-Yeah, definitely.

It´ll be nice when
we don´t have to

have these checkups
so frequently.

Mom, I can´t find my iPod.

Oh, sorry.

Uh, I´ll help you
in a second, honey.

Go.

-Have a seat, please.
-Oh, thanks.

The doctors from Denver
filled you in on your results.

Yeah, most of them, I think.
It all sounded good, right?

-It did. How you feeling?
-What do you mean?

The usual stuff, headaches,
stomachaches, things like that.

No, I feel good.

So you haven´t been
throwing up lately?

There´s the occasional bout
of nausea.

But that´s normal
for our family.

We have nervous stomachs.

That may be,
but as Colin´s physician

I need to know
about these things.

Everything that happens,
anything.

If Colin stubs his toe,
I wanna hear about it.

I apologize.

From now on, I will keep you
updated on everything.

So how persistent
is the vomiting?

Just a few times
the last couple of days.

Any idea what brings it on?

Last night I was just
running around.

I wasn´t feeling, you know,
that well before anyways.

You know, I probably
just got the flu.

Maybe.
But just to be safe...

...I want Colin to stop by
my office for a fundoscopy.

-Simple test, won´t take long.
-But why?

It´s a test that checks for
increased intracranial pressure.

It picks up things
that the CT scan might not.

It´s just a precaution.
You don´t mind, do you?

Looks like you didn´t save us
that extra trip after all.

-What did you get?
-Huh?

-What did you get?
-Oh, uh, it´s just a, uh, suit.

-For your recital?
-Huh?

Your recital,
I thought it was coming up.

Oh, yeah. No, it´s not
for that. Um.

Guess I could wear it
for that too. I wasn´t really--

-You´re rambling again.
-Oh, yeah, sorry. I just--

I´ve got some things on my mind.

-So, what are you doing?
-Oh, um....

Colin and I are supposed to see
a movie, but he´s really late.

We´ll probably have
to catch the next one.

-You want to hang out with us?
-Uh, no, I should get home.

Okay, but you´re gonna invite me
to your recital though?

-When it happens.
-Well, you´d wanna come?

Of course,
you´re an awesome piano player.

Plus, I´ve never seen you
in a real suit before.

See. Tons of reasons to go.

Colin.

See you later. Call me.

Where have you been? The movie
started 10 minutes ago.

-We could catch the--
-I was with Dr. Brown...

...my new friend
who I have to see again.

Because he wants to run
another test on me.

-What?
-You know, and I´m just curious.

Do you just blab everything
that happens between us...

...or just the stuff
about me being sick?

I didn´t.
What are you talking about?

-You´re not sick.
-Yeah, I know that.

But when the doctor finds out
I´ve been throwing up--

How did he? I swear,
I didn´t tell him.

You didn´t tell anyone?

Oh, no.

-I think I´ll skip this movie.
-Colin, wait, I didn´t mean to--

I got a lot to deal with now.

I don´t need to worry
about whether I can trust you.

I just need to know
that you´re on my side.

Of course I´m on your side.

Yeah.

The purpose of the fundoscopy is
to check for any indications...

...of hydrocephalus,
which is fluid around the brain.

The doctors told us about that,
but they weren´t worried.

The tests indicate that Colin

isn´t a high-risk candidate
which is good.

-Which is great.
-But tests can be inconclusive.

Call it a gut feeling

but something´s not
sitting well with me.

-What are you trying to say?
-I´m concerned about Colin.

I don´t think that going
to Denver once a month...

...for a round of generic tests
is enough.

I recommend you
send him somewhere

he can be monitored
24 hours a day.

You want us to send
our son away again?

For a while, yes.

There are facilities I can
recommend--

Doctor, we just got
our son back.

We don´t wanna ship him off just
because you have a gut feeling.

I understand how hard this is,
but you guys have to trust me.

Colin´s other doctors are very
positive and supportive.

That´s what he needs right now.
Not more testing.

And not to be separated
from his family and friends...

...when he´s starting
to feel comfortable.

This would only be
for a short while.

You know, a mother
has instincts too.

And right now,
mine are telling me...

...that you may no longer be
the best doctor for my son.

I´m sorry?

We´ve talked about
this a lot, Dr. Brown.

Back in New York,
you only performed surgery.

-That´s correct, but--
JAMES: Don´t get me wrong.

I would never underestimate
what you´ve done.

I´ll be eternally
grateful.

But there is a difference
between a surgeon

and a full-time
family physician.

You´re still looking
for problems.

We´re just looking for peace.
Can you understand that?

Yes, I do understand that.

I also understand
that you don´t wanna deal...

...with the severity
of what´s happened to Colin.

As your doctor and friend...

...I am telling you,
he is not out of the woods yet.

His symptoms could worsen.

We´ll be mindful of that

but you don´t have
to worry about it anymore.

We appreciate you stopping by.

Don´t do this, please,
you´re making a big mistake.

I think it´s time
for you to go, doctor.

Thank you for everything.
I won´t forget it.

Where´s Dad?

No idea.

-You´re making dinner?
-Mm-hm.

Noodles and soup. Pick a flavor.
Chicken or oriental.

I didn´t think noodles were
supposed to taste like chicken.

-What´s oriental taste like?
-No idea.

-What do you say we make both?
-Good thinking.

[CHUCKLES]

-Ephram.
-Uh-huh?

Are you scared to go back home?

No.

-Why, are you?
-A little.

Sometimes I think maybe
Mom´s still there...

...like she didn´t die,
except now she´s mad at us.

Well, why would she be mad?

It´s just when she died, I used
to think about her all the time.

-Now you don´t think about her?
-Not as much, no.

And you think she´d
be mad at you for that?

-Remember my favorite sneakers?
-The Pumas with your name?

Remember how I used
to wear them, all the time?

They smelled so bad
Mom put baby powder in them.

She threw them away
that one time.

But she went in the garbage
to get them back.

Yeah. I don´t really wear my
Pumas that much anymore...

...but when I do,
it´s like extra special.

You know what I mean?

You sure?

Alright, go wash up,
dinner´s ready.

Thought we were going to a nice
lunch. I was promised champagne.

Sorry but I had a hankering for
a greasy cheeseburger instead.

-You ready to order?
-Yeah.

-Oh, my God.
-What´s wrong?

Her parents own a diner.
I didn´t know she worked here.

Whose parents?
Who are you talking about?

-The waitress.
-What about her?

-We have to go.
-Because Catherine Adams...

-...a.k.a. Gwen Stefani
is our waitress?

-No, because--

-You set me up.
MAN: Order up.

This is completely
illegal mother behavior.

I know.

Are you gonna invite her to the
recital, or what? No excuses.

How did you know
she worked here?

You didn´t know her name. You
did-- How did you know her name?

What are you, CIA?

Nope. PTA. I know everything.

And go ask her.
Go on.

-I can´t. I can´t.
-Yes, you can.

I won´t even watch, I promise.

-What if she says no?
-She won´t.

-How do you know?
-Because I just do. Go on.

Don´t watch.

She even knows
the piece I´m playing

for my recital which is,
like, so cool.

-Why would she know that?
-She´s a very intelligent girl.

She´s obviously
meant to be with me.

Obviously.

And did you
see when we left?

-She waved.
-I did.

That´s right, we waved.

ANDY [ON ANSWERING MACHINE]:
Hi, it´s me.

Listen, I´m--
I won´t be coming home tonight.

I know I said I was...

...but something´s come up
and I won´t be able to make it.

Tell the kids I´ll
call them when I can.

Where is he?

-I guess he´s still in Boston.
-No, he´s not.

I called the hotel.
He´s not there, I checked.

-What hotel?
-The one he said he was staying.

Where did he tell you he was?
Did he stick to the same lie?

Ephram.

You´ve been fighting more
than usual. He´s been home less.

-Something´s going on.
-Nothing´s going on.

He´s cheating on you, isn´t he?

You protect him
because you don´t want me

to know what a jerk he is?

Sweetheart, no.
This doesn´t concern you.

Why don´t you just leave him?
We don´t need him.

He doesn´t do anything.
We could move away from here.

-I can help take care of Delia.
-We do need him.

I need him, Ephram.

I know you don´t understand,
but I love your father.

I couldn´t imagine
my life without him.

And I´m telling you this family
wouldn´t work without him.

You´re just afraid. You´re
telling me I should be brave.

You´re telling me
I should take risks.

What about you?

-Ephram, it´s not that simple.
-No. Forget it.

-It´s good ham, Mom.
-Thank you, dear.

-Bright, please pass the salt.
-I´m using it.

Well, when you´re done, then.

I´ll never be
done with the salt. Ever.

What if I need the salt?

Obviously you´re still upset
with me, that´s fine.

Still upset?

Should I be over your betrayal
of me after only one day?

Is that what you expected? Guess
again. I will never be over it.

Alright. Let´s everyone
just calm down.

AMY:
Colin´s furious at me.

Okay? He doesn´t wanna talk to
me anymore. And you know what?

I don´t blame him. He trusted me
like an idiot, I trusted you.

But that was obviously
a huge mistake, wasn´t it?

Honey, you´re overreacting.

Do you understand the concept of
"trust"? I don´t think you do.

I simply inquired
about Colin´s health

much in the same way
you came to me.

I came in confidence, like a
daughter goes to her father...

...not like a doctor goes to
another doctor he doesn´t like.

I mentioned Colin in passing.
I was worried about your friend.

My boyfriend.

Boyfriend.

God, I can´t believe
I didn´t see this sooner.

-It´s so obvious.
-What are you talking about?

AMY:
You´re trying to keep
Colin and me apart.

You´re not worried about Colin´s
health. You´re worried...

...that I may be
growing up too fast.

-That´s just too damn bad.
-That is enough.

Amy, go to your room.
You can stay there until I tell

No. You know it´s true.
If it were up to him...

...I´d be wearing pigtails...

...and getting cootie shots
every time a boy touched me.

I love Colin.

I love him more than
everything else in the world.

After what you did...

...I won´t be able
to trust you ever again.

Any more of this and you won´t
talk to Colin for a week...

...because that´s how long
you´ll be grounded for.

[DOOR SLAMS]

[DOOR CLOSES]

Where you been?

Out.

What the hell is
your problem, Ephram?

Look, I know that going back to
New York is difficult for you.

You´re not the only one who´s
having a hard time with it.

You think that´s
what this is?

I don´t know because
you won´t tell me.

Last year. You said
you were going to Boston...

...but you never went.
Where were you?

-What? What does this got to--?
-Answer the question.

I don´t remember.

Yes, you do, you´re a liar.
You know exactly where you were.

Look, if I told you that I went
to Boston then I probably did.

I attended at least
a dozen seminars--

There was no seminar. I checked.

All I want to know is
who you were with

and how can you
live with yourself?

You think I
cheated on your mother?

I know you did.

I remember the day you left,
the fight. I was practicing...

...for the recital,
which you didn´t attend.

I wonder why.
Were you with her that night?

Were you with her
the night Mom died?

You listen to me.

I never cheated on your mother.

Do you understand me? Ever.

And if you ever say
that again, I swear to God...

...I won´t be responsible
for what I do to you.

Well, then, what happened?

I mean, I know something
happened. What?

Doesn´t matter.

EPHRAM:
Yes, it does.

It matters to me.

You owe it to me for every
minute you weren´t there.

That you didn´t show up,
didn´t give a damn.

You owe me the truth
because I´m asking for it.

I´m not gonna disappear
into my room.

Mom´s not here to cover for you.
It´s just you and me, right now.

Tell me.

I need to know.

You´re right, Ephram.

I didn´t go to Boston.

I was staying
at a hotel in the city.

I had to get away. I--

Your mother and I were fighting.

That much I know.

I was just so tired,
I didn´t wanna fight anymore...

...so I just left.

I didn´t know what else to do.

And then I got scared.

Scared of what?

That she would see him again.

See who?

Your mother met someone, Ephram.

I was never going to tell you.

No.

No, you´re lying.
You´re a liar.

-Listen to me.
-You are a liar.

-It was you.
-It wasn´t her fault.

-No. No.
-I was never there.

-She would have told me.
-You can´t blame her, Ephram.

I was never there for her.
Never there for all of you.

-I don´t bel--
-It doesn´t mean anything.

Your mother is the same woman
you thought she was.

Nothing has changed.

Nothing.

No. It´s all different now.

Everything´s different.

Coffee.

You look about as
awful as I feel.

I have bad news for you.

You look about as
awful as you feel.

So how´s Colin?

I wouldn´t know.
I´m no longer his doctor.

In fact, I´d expect a phone call
pretty soon if I were you.

Well, normally I´d
relish the opportunity...

...to steal a patient
from you, doctor...

...but I am going
to pass on this one.

My daughter already
hates me enough as it is.

Oh, really?
When did that happen?

Oh, details aren´t important.

-Although I could blame you.
-Go ahead, everyone else does.

Suffice it to say that my child
won´t talk to me anymore.

Apparently I´ve broken
a sacred trust...

...by simply voicing
an honest concern.

If it makes you feel any better,
Ephram´s not talking to me.

Big deal. He never talks
to you. You´re used to it.

Amy and I have
a special relationship.

Had. Had a special relationship.

They don´t want us
to treat them like children.

When you talk to them like
an adult, they act like--

-Teenagers.
-Exactly.

I still blame you.

COLIN:
Hey, can I borrow
your notes from...?

Where are you going?

Back to boarding school.

Why?

I feel like I was
doing so much better there.

I mean, the teachers
are smarter...

-...and the classes--
-Laynie.

I can´t stay
here anymore, Colin.

You´re sick and nobody
wants to deal with it.

I don´t want to make you sad...

...but I just--
I can´t be here anymore.

I feel like everything
is gonna fall apart again...

...and I don´t wanna
be here when it does.

Hey, nothing´s gonna happen.

Everything´s gonna
be fine, I promise.

You won´t be mad
at me if I go, right?

Just don´t be mad at me.

Of course I won´t be mad.

I-- I just--

I´ll miss you.

So call me?

I will.

It´s getting late.

I know, I´m just,
uh, wrapping up.

I´ve been angry at you.

I´ve been hating you
for a long time now.

And I was wrong.

You never deserved
to be treated that way.

I´m sorry.

You don´t need
to apologize, Ephram.

I failed you as
a father for 15 years.

I was never there
for you or your mother.

That´s why sometimes you feel
like throwing me off a cliff...

...and that´s why
your mother did what she did.

But I don´t blame
either of you for it.

You know, in the end
it was me who ended up

begging her for forgiveness.

I told her that things
would be different...

...that I would change.

But I wouldn´t have.

I might have been better
for a while, but then....

She loved you.
She told me that.

She told me that
all the time.

She loved you too.

Very much.

-Yeah, but she lied to me.
-No, she didn´t.

What happened between us
had nothing do with you.

She was right not to tell you.
I never should have.

Still I´m glad you did.

I was making her
perfect in my mind and....

Well, she was perfect.

She was a perfect mother.

No, she wasn´t.

But it´s okay.

I don´t need her
to be perfect anymore.

If you need to be angry,
be angry, Ephram.

But then forgive her.

Tomorrow we fly home
to honor your mother...

...in a way she deserves
to be honored.

Because maybe
she wasn´t perfect...

...but she was damn close.

Yeah, I´ll start packing.
We leave early tomorrow, so....

I´ll be home soon.

[KNOCKING ON DOOR]

If you came here to apologize,
you can forget it.

Well, actually, I wasn´t
planning on apologizing.

Honey, I´m not sorry
for what I did.

And if I had to
do it all over again

I would do exactly
the same thing.

And you may not agree
with all my choices...

...and you certainly
won´t always like them.

You´re going to accept them
because for the time being...

...I´m still the grownup here.

So slamming doors, throwing
temper tantrums, that´s--

Well, that´s
just obnoxious behavior.

Quite frankly,
that´s beneath you.

If you´re angry
with me about something

we can discuss
rationally...

...or we can agree to disagree.

I´ll leave that
choice up to you.

Are you done?

Yes, I believe I am.

Would you mind leaving me alone?

[MAN SPEAKING IN HEBREW]

Amen.

Julia´s son, Ephram...

...will now lead
us in the Kaddish prayer.

[SPEAKING IN HEBREW]

[PLAYING SCHUBERT´S
"IMPROMPTU NUMBER 3, OPUS 90"]

JULIA:
Have you gotten
to the middle part yet?

EPHRAM:
No.

I´ve been thinking
about what you said.

Trying to come up with some
answer that might explain...

...might satisfy you
in some way or another.

But I don´t think you want me to
rationalize why I do what I do.

We do what we do
because we have no choice.

Of course you have a choice.

When you were
about 3 years old...

...we went to Nonny
and Grandpa´s house for dinner.

I think it was
their anniversary.

All the grownups were in the
kitchen having our coffee...

...when suddenly I heard music
coming from the living room.

I walked out and saw you
sitting on the piano bench.

You weren´t banging away
like a regular 3-year-old...

...you were making music.

-I doubt it was--
-It was music.

The whole family, one by one,
started coming out.

Nonny pulled out her camera

and started flashing
away like a maniac.

But you didn´t even look up.

You just kept hitting
one key after another.

Hearing something.

And that was it, Ephram.

You never stopped
playing after that.

I don´t know what led you
to the piano that day.

I don´t know what´s kept you
coming back day after day since

but you do it.

Do you know why?

No.

It´s because you have no choice.

Even if you quit,
if you decided you were sick...

...of spending hours
practicing every day...

...you´d find your way
back to this bench.

Because you and your talent,
you´re inseparable.

There isn´t one
without the other.

[SIGHS]

Well, that´s me and your father.

We don´t exist
without the other.

We´re just...

...one.

No matter what happens
no matter how bad the fight is

there´s no choice.

We´re together. Me and him...

...and us.

This family. We´re a unit.
And you can´t question it...

...you can´t fight it.
You just have to give in to it.

Even when it hurts.

Does that make sense?

Yeah.

[PLAYING SCHUBERT´S
"IMPROMPTU NUMBER 3, OPUS 90"]

Well, keep practicing.

I don´t wanna bother you.

You don´t have to go.

I play better when you´re here.

[SPEAKING IN HEBREW]

-Amen.
-Amen.