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IRV:
Previously on Everwood:

What exactly is going on
between you and Colin?

I mean, why are you being
all buddy-buddy with him?

You´re the only person
in school who

doesn´t expect me
to remember them.

Or expect me to be this guy
I don´t even know who he was.

ANDY: You two friends now?
EPHRAM: Kind of.

-We have some stuff in common.
-You mean Amy?

Surprisingly
it has nothing to do with Amy.

IRV: Of the famous stories of
faith overcoming adversity...

...you´ve never seen
turned into movies,

you´ll never see one
made about Job.

Who´d want to watch someone

you´ve come to
care about suffer?

Anyone who cares about getting
their 8 bucks worth...

...would throw popcorn
at the screen

after the boils set in...

...telling the guy
to give it up already.

Enough is enough.

Sorry.

IRV: After all, how far
do you have to go

to prove your faith?

GEMMA:
I like hanging out
with your brother.

He doesn´t have a lot
of facial hair,

so I can kiss him
without breaking out.

-Yeah, I saw.
-It was a really long movie.

I hope that wasn´t weird
for you or anything.

Because it looks
like you and Colin

haven´t even kissed
since his whole--

-Hey, guys.
-Here we go, Sal´s finest.

GEMMA: Thank you.
AMY: Please, about to eat.

-Oh, you don´t like garlic.
-Guess we´ll soon find out.

-It does smell good.
-Aah! Ugh!

I hate it when they
reheat the pizza.

When you take a reheat,
it´s saying,

"I want you to
burn my mouth off."

So I´m flicking skin off the
roof of my mouth

for the next three days.

Colin, you okay?

-I´ve been here before.
-You used to come here a lot.

No, I mean, I remember this
place. I remember coming here.

We´d just won a basketball game,
the division championship.

Yeah, we did.

COLIN: Yeah, and we came here
after we won the game.

And then I went and played
pinball over there.

And you were here, you, uh--

Yeah, I remember,
you were with us.

No, no, that wasn´t me.

You were sitting over there
on that table.

You had your red jacket on.

That wasn´t me, that was Laynie.

No, I--

Are you sure?

That´s okay, of course you´d
remember your sister first.

Dude, you´re remembering,
that is awesome.

Yeah.

BRIGHT: So, uh, how did
the movie end anyway?

No, don´t tell me.

You waiting for Dr. Brown?

-Are those patient files?
-Not very interesting ones.

I don´t think you´re
supposed to look at them.

Dr. Brown shouldn´t keep
people waiting unattended.

Well, I think that´s what
they have magazines for.

Hey.

Hey.

I see you´ve met my sister.

Yeah, I guess. She didn´t,
uh, really say much.

Yeah, that´s sort of her thing.

I´ve only known her for like
three weeks

when she came
back from school...

...but she seems
pretty cool so far.

She starts County next week.

-Lucky her.
COLIN: Yeah.

SHARON: We´ll meet you in the
car. COLIN: Okay.

That, uh, Catholic Church youth
group ski thing this weekend,

are you going?

Uh, I hadn´t given
it much thought.

I don´t ski and
I´m not Catholic.

Yeah, right. Yeah,
I can´t ski either.

Your dad´s got this blanket rule
about avoiding head trauma.

But you know,
Amy really wants me to go...

...and I´m gonna need somebody
to hang out with me.

I don´t suppose you´d believe
I have huge weekend plans?

Ha, ha. Well, think about it.

But remember, you´re abandoning
me to suffer alone.

AMY: Of course Colin´s excited
about the ski trip.

-I mean, come on, aren´t you?
-Sure.

Gemma´s going,
and I go where the booty goes.

[MIMICS WHIP CRACK]

Later in life
when I´m in therapy,

you´ll be able
to take the credit.

Look, you can´t expect it
to be like last year.

-Colin´s remembering a lot--
-Remembering more than a lot.

He´s not walking around with
Post-its, he´s making jokes.

He asked me to be
his girlfriend there.

Going back could
fill in the pieces.

Going back where?
Knife inside, Bright.

-Church ski trip.
-You´re not going on that again.

-What?
-Those are nothing of the kind.

They´re supervised
about as well as a stampede.

-Is your mother making haddock
tonight?

-Why not?

I have to go, Dad. It--
It´s a Church thing.

-It´s to cleanse my soul. I--
-Oh, please.

I delivered the baby
that was the product

of last year´s bacchanal.

An excuse for your friends
to drink and exchange hickeys.

Do more damage to the Church´s
reputation than the Crusades.

-I don´t think so.
-You make a good point, Dad.

-Do I?
AMY: Definitely.

The ski trip should be fun, but
it should also have structure.

What the Church could really use
is a good chaperone.

Last year, the parents let the
kids do whatever they wanted.

But if they had someone
more capable,

more respectable,
more conscientious....

Would that they should
be so lucky.

Then again, maybe it
would be useful...

...for these permissive,
boomer-generation non-parents...

...to see how it´s done.

I´ll call the youth center now.

ANNOUNCER [ON TV]: #The
Avalanche and the Red Wings--

-Tell me about this date.
-My date?

Oh, she was cute,
for a crazy person.

It started off like a normal
date, then she started talking.

First it was the evils of men as
exemplified by her ex-boyfriend.

Or her ex-husband. Both, maybe.

Then it was another hour on her
trip to Cancún and how

and I quote, "It was too hot to
do anything but get a rash."

-Oh, that sounds sexy.
-Oh, very.

Finally she asks about me
and finds out I´m a reverend.

Starts confessing about the
one-night stand

she had with a hotel concierge.

-Did you say you´re not a
priest? -Yeah, repeatedly.

But, she kept crying until I
gave her a couple of Hail Marys.

Ha, ha. I gotta tell you,
I´m impressed.

One disaster after another
and you´re still there.

You´re either secure
or a glutton for punishment.

Yeah, what can I say?
Job is my hero.

Yes, yes, did I not call it?
I am now 5 bucks richer.

Have eyes but cannot see and
hands but cannot play defense.

-Hand it over.
-Ugh.

This is ridiculous.

This isn´t Vegas.
You got something smaller?

Sorry. Things get a little
blurry when I read too long.

Had a fight with Kierkegaard
this afternoon.

-Need new glasses?
-No, I just have eye drops I

need to refill.

Let me save you a trip.

Come by my office, I´ll write
you a prescription.

That´s nice of you, but I´m
still telling everyone

you bet against the Avs.

-Thanks.
-Ephram, hey.

I just got dinner for my family,
I don´t want it to get cold.

Dude, tell your dad it´s my
fault, man. Come on, sit down.

Come on.

Hey, so if you go on the ski
trip, bring comics.

Apparently there´s
a long bus ride involved.

-You´re thinking about coming
now?

-Well, I was thinking about it.

From what Amy was saying,
it´s like a non-stop party.

That was last year before my dad

decided to be
the official wet blanket.

-Thank you.
-Wait, we´ll get this.

You don´t have to go
because Colin asked.

Is there a problem with me
going?

-Don´t you think it´d be weird?
-Not more than usual.

It´s one thing when we buddy up
and have lunch...

...but three days uninterrupted
gives him time to figure out--

That there was
something between us?

Because the only thing we have
together is honors chemistry.

-I just think we´re pushing it.
-So you want me to bow out?

It´s not like you
even wanted to go.

That was great, man.
I got us a coma-boy discount.

I just gave them a blank face,
they felt bad

so they gave us
the fries for free.

I was thinking, I should come
with you this weekend.

-It´s not like there´s
anything going here.

COLIN: Cool.

Maybe you can score it so, uh,
your dad can get

Ephram and I in a room together.

Sure, I´ll ask him.

-Alright, well,
I´m out of here.

COLIN: See you later.

ANDY: We´ve gotta get going,
the bus leaves at 6.

Which is exactly
why I´m not Catholic.

-Since when do you ski, anyway?
-Since I bought my gloves.

Why are you going?

-It´s a power move.
-Oh, right. What?

Amy doesn´t want me to go. If I
don´t go, it´s all about her.

She´ll know
it´s all about her.

But if I go, it´s about me,
so we´re even.

-Or at least close.
-I actually followed that.

You weren´t supposed to.

-I should ask you
questions more often.

-Let´s go.

Load them up, move them out,
let´s go.

Let´s line up for the bus.

I see when I say line,
I´m overestimating

your geometry grades.

A line.

Now, rest assured, there
will be neither hanky

nor panky on this excursion...

...so all shenanigans can go
in the trash bin, beer cans too.

You there. Yes, you,
the shifty one in the silly hat.

Step forward, random search.
Open up the knapsack.

This is totally
unconstitutional.

I´ll be sure to mention that
to your parole officer.

Well, now isn´t this
a rather large bottle

of shampoo for one weekend?

Whatever might this contain?

-Doesn´t that guy
have your stash?

-Not anymore, your dad´s
like a cop.

Whoo. Hardly any vermouth in
there, huh?

No fair you had to kill
the trip for everyone

just so you could come.

You may go.

Hey, hey, hey, not
so fast there.

Ladies, an ounce of your wit
for the video yearbook?

Something to say to posterity?

Turn that off. It´s early and
some of us are still puffy.

BRIGHT: I reserved us a spot in
the back. -Oh, yeah? How come?

-So we can make out.
-Cool.

HARRY:
Gemma, Bright, perfect.
I´ve saved seats up front.

We can decide which show tunes
to play on the ride up.

We were gonna sit with the kids
in the back with the Bible.

Never mind them. What do you
think? Pippin?

Or something a little
more Sondheim?

It´s probably nothing, but I do
see some deposits on the retina.

I´ll take pictures,
send them to the lab.

They´ll tell me
I was wasting your time.

But the fun part is,
I get to dilate your pupils.

-You know any good restaurants?
-Yeah, on the Upper West Side.

-Don´t tell me you
have another date.

-Wednesday, new girl.

Where are you meeting
all these women?

I´ve been going to singles
mixers in Denver.

Singles mixers. Like, "Let´s get
together

everyone who can´t get someone"?

They´re not that bad. I go, I
make a fool of myself...

...leave depressed,
but with a few numbers...

...then go get pancakes
down the block

which somehow makes
it all better.

The Mile High Diner. They give
a stack the size of your head.

-They´re famous. You never been?
-Missed it. You dilated yet?

Not sure, but everything
has a rainbow halo around it.

-You look like Jesus.
-I get that a lot.

Why don´t you come with me?
You´d do great.

Even I do okay there.
It´s not like women

are dying to meet
a guy who moralizes.

I´m not ready for that
"being out there" thing.

Fine, you can come for me then.

You can be my wingman.
Just keep me company.

Truth is, I could use it.

Divorced men tend to get treated
like damaged goods...

...and recently divorced
men kind of are.

-Backup, huh?
-Exactly.

[GROANS]

HARRY: Structure is the enemy of
chaos, people,

so keep these itineraries handy.

Presence and participation
is required

at all post-ski events...

...from Fimo beads
to psalm sing-along.

Move quickly, we will meet
back here again in 30 minutes.

The double run of Liza with a
´Z´ was punishment enough.

Hey, when you´re done checking
in, you wanna go for a walk?

Ephram and I were
gonna check out the pool.

No, it´s cool. I´ll just
head up to the mountain.

It´s time I looked into
this skiing thing anyway.

COLIN: Are you sure?
-Yeah, yeah. See you guys later.

Hey, perfect timing.

We just got the TV
to show scrambled porn.

Lucky me.

Listen, brain tumor. There´s two
reasons we´re rooming.

-One, I want the big bed.
-What big bed?

Second, with any luck, I may
have to kick you out tonight.

I´m sure you had really exciting
plans, but mine take priority.

-Why?
-They´re mine,

I´m better looking.

So unless the three of you think
you could take me all together..

That´s what I thought.

[SIGHS]

Thanks for babysitting again.

One day I´ll give you a triple
bypass and maybe we´ll be even.

You don´t realize
I´m operating a sweatshop...

...and Delia is my best sewer.

Okay, we can turn these off now.

-Oh, you´re all spiffy.
DELIA: He´s going to a thing.

-Where´s Sam?
-Eating cookie dough.

-Really?
-Mm-hm. Ha, ha.

So a thing?

Oh, it´s nothing. It´s no thing.

I told Tom Keyes
I´d go to a singles mixer.

-Oh, that´s, uh....
- That´s, uh, what?

That´s good.

-I´m glad. He´s a good
influence.

-He´s not influencing anything.
I´m not even really going.

I mean, I´m going, but I´m not
"going" going.

Ah.

-Can I go now?
-"Go" go, or just go, go?

Ju--

[NINA LAUGHS]

Smell. The cold smells like
pine...

...or the pine smells
like cold, something.

COLIN: Yeah, I like it.
-I knew you would.

-Last year there was
a lot more snow.

-Can you do me a favor?

Can we just not mention last
year, um, or last anything?

I was hoping to take a break,
rest my mind this weekend.

Yeah, sure, definitely.

So where do you, uh,
think Bright and Gemma are?

Probably groping
each other on a gondola?

[CHUCKLES]

He was pretty bent on trying new
territories this weekend.

You think it´ll happen?

I try very hard not to think
about my brother´s sex life.

That makes sense.

Funny, we were talking about it
and he was so nervous.

It´s hard to believe that he has

so little experience
with sex, you know?

It just goes to show that you
never can tell about people.

Are you trying to ask me
something, Colin?

No. Well, I mean, I--

Well, I don´t know about, like,
what you and I....

-I mean, did we ever...?
-No. No, we didn´t. Uh.

You haven´t.

But, uh, we did an awful
lot of kissing.

Were we any good at it?

Okay, I guess.
I mean, could use some work.

But I suppose I could
instruct you.

Well, maybe we could
make that part of my rehab.

Heh, well, uh, that was even
better than last year.

It started to snow
and you said that if

I didn´t kiss you,
you´d never forgive me.

I´m sorry.
I didn´t mean it like that.

I asked you to stop.

But you´re the one
who brought it up.

-You asked what we used to do.
- That was different.

I was just trying
to figure out where we stood.

I´m sorry, I won´t--
I won´t mention it again.

You know, you keep expecting me
to be this guy you knew.

Colin, it doesn´t have
to be a big deal.

Well, won´t you get it through
your head that he´s gone?

He´s dead, Amy.

There´s only me.

KEYES:
How´s my game face?

ANDY:
Very gamy. Can we
go over this?

KEYES:
We go in, there´ll
be people there.

ANDY:
Uh-huh. We go straight
to the bar.

Exactly. I talk to
a few nice ladies.

I hang out, so I don´t
look like the guy

who doesn´t know anyone.

-Because that´s me.
-No, no, not you.

[STAMMERS]
You´re just looking.

You´re like an anthropologist
trying to help me find

my one true love.

-You ready for this?
-Totally, no big deal.

Great, let´s go then.

Andy?

-Hold on.
-You okay?

I just remembered, uh....

-Andy.
-I, uh....

-I´m still wearing my ring.
-That´s okay, it doesn´t matter.

-I don´t know if I can do this.
-You don´t have to do this.

I can´t.

Don´t worry. Let´s get
out of here.

-Come on.
-No. You go in. I´ll stay here.

No, no, no. Come on,
you know what?

We´re gonna cut to
the pancakes early.

The Mile High is just
down the block.

Come on, it´s the biggest
stack you´ll ever see.

Man, they got whipped cream,
they got chocolate chips.

The whole nine yards.
This is what we´re gonna do.

This´ll be great.

Rise and shine.

Rise and shine.
Up and at them, gentlemen.

Rise and shine.
It is a beautiful morning for--

-Bright.
-What? He wanted to sleep there.

Uh-huh.

Come now, gentlemen.
Everybody up. Full day ahead.

Skiing followed
by board games...

...a mini color war,
which I´m sure you´ll enjoy...

...all topped off
by an evening geology hike...

...on which, in deference
to our Church sponsors...

...we can debate evolution
versus that Genesis nonsense.

-So let´s seize the day,
gentlemen.

SLATER: Color war?

We gotta do something
about your dad.

This Church trip
is getting way too wholesome.

Yeah, tell me about it. My whole
Gemma plan´s out the window.

How am I gonna get her here
with a 9:30 bedtime?

Hold it. You´ve got an at-bat
with Gemma Maxwell?

Halter top in January
Gemma Maxwell?

And you wanna bring
her back here?

-What´s wrong with here?
SLATER: It´s a hotel room.

Girls want romance. They want
a view, they want effort.

You gotta take her
someplace special.

Go outside. Get a fire going.

There´s this neat spot
on the mountain.

Totally. I´ll take care
of your dad for you.

All it´ll cost you is the bed.

Okay. Just don´t kill him.

Make me proud.

I´m sorry, but these can´t be
the right pictures.

I saw some drusen on the retina,
but not to the extent--

No, you listen to me.

I ran a fluorescein angiogram
on a 41-year-old man

in perfect health. You sent me
the eyes of Methuselah.

Which means somebody on your end
screwed it up,

so check it out again!

I´ll add a new phone
to the supply list.

What´s the damage?

The geniuses at the lab screwed
up the tests we ran on Keyes.

They want a diagnosis of
exudative macular degeneration.

You believe that?

That depends
on what the hell it means.

It´s...

...the retinas, they slowly
hemorrhage in both eyes.

Eventually detach.
You go blind.

Tom Keyes is 20 years too young
for that, there´s no way.

Yeah, there is, boss,
you know that.

You want me to call your
old buddies at Mount Sinai?

They can have their
ophthalmology lab

confirm or deny it
in a New York minute.

No.

You want me to call
in the reverend?

I don´t know.

I´m gonna miss the
Olympics this year.

Apparently, I was
a badass skier.

You were badass. That´s what
they talked about while you--

-A big drool machine?
-I was gonna say recovering...

...but okay.

You´re a guy who´s so dark it
turns me into an optimist.

It´s scary.

Dark, huh? That´s
a polite way of putting it.

[CHUCKLES]

Yeah, I sort of blew up
at Amy today.

She took me to this great spot
on the hill over there.

I mean, you could see
everything.

And then I kissed her.

That sounds nice.

Yeah, it was our first kiss.
It was my first kiss.

But then she started talking
about the way

things used to be
and I just lost it.

She missed you.

It´s gotta be hard for her.

Yeah, I know.

But you have no idea
how frustrating it is.

You know, I´m totally
grateful to her.

I mean, she´s been my....

You know when you´re playing tag
or capture the flag...

...and there´s that spot
where they can´t tag you out?

It´s, uh....

-Home base.
-Home base.

Yeah, that´s what she´s been.

And all she´s wanted from me was
to pull out one stupid memory...

...to let her know
that I didn´t lose her.

I did.

I haven´t got anything.

I can´t even give her that.

[DOOR OPENS]

Hey, is it true you don´t charge
for your services?

ANDY:
Nasty rumor.

Thanks for coming in.
Have a seat.

Actually, I´m glad you called.
Uh--

I wanted to talk to you.

Listen, last night
I bullied you into

the lion´s den
before you were ready.

-That wasn´t the best idea.
-Wait a minute, wait a minute.

I melt down, you
practically carry me home,

and you wanna say sorry?

You´re like a saint,
only annoying.

-Oh, well, I´m sorry.
-You were right to push me.

I need to think about
getting out again.

I need to get a meltdown
or two out of the way first.

What I need is to think about
thinking about it.

Anyway, the point is, thank you.

It was the least I could do
after that poking and prodding.

Yeah, listen, about that, um....

I got your test back today,
and, uh....

[SIGHS]

I have to admit...

...I´m out of my league
when it comes to eyes.

I wanted to spare you
a trip to Denver,

but I´m gonna send
you to a specialist.

-Anything I should worry about?
-No, no.

I just want someone who can
read an eye chart

to put a stamp on it.

Do me a favor
and go soon, okay?

-Yeah. No problem.

[KNOCKING ON DOOR]

-Dr. Abbott?
-Yes, person?

We on the red team were
having such a good time

during the color war, that we
wanted to do something for you.

A small thank you for putting
together so orderly a trip.

Well, I already have
my nightly chamomile, but, uh...

...that´s very kind of you.

So rare to be appreciated
as one ought.

My personal motto.

Cheers.

[CHUCKLES]

How dumb do they think I am?

Come on. Come on. Let´s go.

Oh.

Nine thirty.

Time to put the little
monsters to bed.

[YAWNS]

It´s unfair how much
I´ll enjoy this.

[YAWNS]

I should get to bed soon, my....

Whoo, ah.

The best part is,
he prescribed you these.

Operation Enduring Freedom
is a success.

Viva la minibar!

[KIDS CHEERING]

Hey.

-Mind if join you?
-She speaks.

-She sits.
-She cracks jokes. Who knew?

So how come you´re
not out partying?

Happy people depress me.

Drunk happy people make
me wanna slit my wrists.

I thought you were part of who´s
who, heir apparent to cool.

You go out of town and it´s out
of sight, out of clique.

You didn´t wanna go?

Saint Margaret´s was
my parents doing.

I mean, after Colin´s
accident....

-It´s kind of hard to explain.
-You don´t have to.

You had to parent them, right?

My mom died in a car accident,
uh, almost a year ago now.

I kind of had to parent my
little sister,

left my dad to fend for himself.

-How´d he do?
-Not great.

Better.

Yeah, in a way I kind of lost my
parents in Colin´s accident.

I mean, not in the way you did.

But they shattered
after Colin crashed.

And after that, all their focus
was on him getting better.

So...

...sending me away
was the best they could do...

...so I could have
a normal life...

...and be surrounded
by friends, but I get it.

That´s harsh.

Don´t get me wrong,
I love my brother to death.

I cried like a bunny to find out
that I was still in his head.

But...

...ever since that truck
flipped...

...my whole life has
been about him.

You know, I wasn´t aware
that bunnies did much crying.

-Don´t nitpick.
-Right.

I thought you were just quiet.

No, I just wait until I´m sure
somebody´s worth talking to.

-And then I don´t shut up.
-Yeah, you´re telling me.

[LAUGHS]

-What?
-What, I´m not welcome here?

You usually come over here
to pick up or drop off a child.

I don´t think I have yours,
do you have mine?

I´m here for dirt. How´d it go?

It was, uh, fine.

Was it fun fine?
Did you meet any nice people?

-Do we have to do this?
-Well, not if you don´t want to.

I have this idea that
you only talk to me

when everything goes wrong.

But you save all the fun parts
for everybody else.

You´re like the opposite
of a fair-weather friend.

Basically, it was a train wreck.

I barely got out of the car

before I had a nice
panic attack.

-Sorry to disappoint you.
-Oh, that´s so terrible.

Yeah, it was. Now I know what my
patients are talking about.

I mean, you really feel
as though you´re gonna die.

-What did you do?
-Me? Nothing.

-A lot of shaking.
-Ha-ha-ha.

Tom was the one
who talked me off the ledge.

He took me out for pancakes.

Giant pancakes. There´s
this place--

Mile High Diner. I´ve been
there for every birthday.

-I´m a little late to the party.
-Did it help?

Well, not quite a Xanax,
but, uh....

I don´t know why it happened.
It was just a party.

Well, dating´s never
an easy thing to start again.

And from what I remember,
it was never an easy period.

I had to give Tom Keyes
some very bad news today.

-Is he alright?
-He´s not dying, but it´s bad.

At first I couldn´t
handle it myself,

and then he came into my
office...

...and it was my turn to be
there for him and I wasn´t.

I sent him off to let
someone else tell him.

I thought you gave
bad news all the time.

I did.

Doctors like to say it never
gets easier, but it does.

I told people they were gonna
die hundreds of times.

And it took a while,
but I became good at it.

I´d march in, say it, gauge
whether they were gonna crack

now or later, and
if it was later...

...I´d launch into the details
and keep it analytical.

If they were gonna lose it,
I´d leave them

with a box of tissues...

...and go check on another
patient for an hour.

The trick was to get up and out
before they cracked.

And they always do.

Tom gives so much strength
to so many people.

To me.

And he was in my office
looking at me.

And I knew that there
was nothing

I could do but make
him fall apart.

And I couldn´t do it.

I thought I was done
with the hard parts.

It was the weirdest thing.
I was like,

"No, because I can´t do that."

Can I steal her for a second?

Why? She´s just gonna
tell me later.

-Can I say I´m sorry?
-No.

-Well, I am.
-No, I mean, you shouldn´t be.

You haven´t done anything wrong.

Ever since the accident,
everyone told me

not to push so hard.

Guess what I did.

I pushed.

And I get you back
and everyone says

don´t push, and guess what I do?

Colin, I´m beginning to think...

...that the best thing I can do
for you is to just go away.

Give you some time.

Don´t do that, Grover.
It was me.

I´m the one that blew up.

-What did you say?
-I just said that I was sorry.

No, no, I mean, uh,
what did you just call me?

Uh, I called you Grover.

That´s what you used to call me.

Yeah, I know. I´ve been
remembering things.

About you, and us.

I mean, some things,
not everything.

I remember Grover. I even
remember how you got that name.

We were like 10 years old...

...and you kicked me because
I was trying to kiss you.

Why didn´t you tell me?

I didn´t wanna disappoint
you again.

You kind of expect the world...

...and I can´t give you that.

-You´re not disappointed?
-Uh, no, no, I´m, uh--

What´s the opposite of
disappointed?

[LAUGHS]

I don´t know, I don´t--

My vocabulary´s not
very good right now.

Well, whatever it is, I´m that.

Good.

Because sometimes I think
you forget how lucky we are.

Lucky? Yeah, that´s us.

I mean it.

I mean, how many couples get to
have their first kiss twice?

-It´s so beautiful out here.
-It´s no big deal.

I just wanted to take you
somewhere special.

So you´d know you´re special.
Which you are, to me.

And I mean, in general too,
but especially to me.

-It is special.
-Is it special enough?

For what?

Oh.

-That.
-Yeah.

Because we haven´t really
dealt with it, really.

Except for that one time,
for a second.

That was totally by accident.

Yeah.

Um.

I don´t know.

It´s just so perfect out here.

-Do you want to?
-Are you kidding me?

What do you think I was praying
for all that time in Mass today?

You prayed for me to put out?
That is so sweet.

-Dad?
-Hey, what are you doing?

BRIGHT: I´m coming.
GEMMA: But I´m here.

And I said okay.

I have to go help my dad.

If I die and don´t go to heaven,
I´m gonna be so pissed.

-You have a good trip?
-End of the day, yes, actually.

Good. Glad I didn´t
ruin it for you.

Let´s just say we´re even.

What for?

He´s off crib sheets, Ephram.

He doesn´t need you
to feed him answers.

-What´d he tell you?
-He didn´t have to.

The Grover story
was a little specific.

Not to mention straight
off the Ferris wheel.

You might think I´ve
forgotten the time

we spent together,
but I haven´t.

-Did you tell him anything else?
-No.

Just Grover.

-Does Colin know that you--?
-No.

No, and he won´t.
He doesn´t need that.

Besides, it was kind
of sweet in a way,

although really misguided.

Well, that´s just me
in general, right?

Amy, I got us the back row.

-Checking out, Dr. Abbott?
-God, yes.

I see we have some room charges
and then we´ll be all set.

Eight hundred dollars?

Would you like me to put the
movies on a separate bill?

Yes, please.

[CLEARS THROAT]

If I may have one final
moment of your time?

I would like to, uh,
congratulate you all

on your exemplary
behavior this trip.

As personal thank you,
I would like to introduce you...

...to Sister Mary Constance of
the Order of the Blessed Virgin.

Now, Sister Mary
has graciously offered...

...to lead us all in catechism
for the next three hours.

[ALL GROAN]

I should point out that this
fine idea was inspired...

...by my new friends
at the video yearbook club.

Be sure to thank them for the
spirited ending to our time.

Yeah. Uh, Sister Mary?

I wondered what went
under the vestments.

Hanes Beefy-Ts.

I hear judges go commando,
but we answer to a higher power.

-Didn´t expect to see you here.
-Me neither.

I need to talk to you.
Got a minute?

Well, I have to shake everyone´s
hands over bundt cake, but sure.

I´ve got some news.
It´s bad news.

I lied to you yesterday
about your tests.

I told you to see a
specialist...

...but the specialists
will tell you that...

...you have an
irreversible eye disease...

...and that you´re going blind.

You´ve got what´s called
exudative macular degeneration.

You have blood vessels
leaking under your retinas...

...which will make them
scar and detach.

And ultimately, useless.

-Is there anything I can do?
-No.

Blind?

But how? I´ve been fine
except when I´m tired.

Your left eye has been
compensating for your right.

-Your left eye is next.
-When?

Soon. A few months, maybe.

Progression is uncertain,
but rapid.

I tried to tell you yesterday.

I´m sorry, Tom.

How will I, uh...?

Will I--? Will I be
able to read?

For a while, and then no.

There are people outside.

Everyone´s waiting for me
in the receiving line.

I was gonna go to
Corsica in the fall.

I was gonna finish
writing my book.

How can I--?

How will I even be able
to take care of myself?

You´ll learn how.

I don´t want to learn.

I´ve had to learn
how to live without a wife.

That was like losing an arm.

I have to lose my eyes too?

People come to me all the time
when they´re sick.

They always ask me why.

And I always tell them
that God has his reasons...

...and we shouldn´t try...

...to decipher them.

I never realized
how empty that must sound.

I don´t know much about God...

...but I´ve seen a lot
of people get sick and worse.

I don´t think God does this.

I don´t think he makes
people go blind.

I think what God does is...

...gives us what
we need to get by.

Can you fix this?

No.

But I can sit with you.

-Need a ride?
-Oh, no, thanks.

My dad´s probably gonna do
his usual late anyway.

Thanks again for all that
Grover stuff, you know.

It made all the difference
for Amy.

You know, it was good
to see her okay for once.

-Home base and all.
- Yeah. Definitely.

So you got to know her pretty
well when I was out.

[STAMMERS]
Oh, I mean, I wouldn´t say that.

Well, you knew
the whole Grover story.

You knew exactly what
it´d take to make her happy.

I thought you didn´t really
know each other.

We hung out a couple of times.

It was no big deal.
She talked about you a lot.

Still, you knew each other
better than I thought.

[LAUGHS]

Don´t worry about it. It´s cool.

Thanks again for all that.

You don´t mind back seat,
do you?

EPHRAM: Again why we had to
drive to Denver for this.

Well, you had a crappy
weekend, right?

Oh, crappy.
Crappy would have been great.

I would have gladly
taken crappy.

-Me too.
-Was it that bad?

Not as bad as some.

Somehow eating seven pounds of
pancakes´s gonna make it better?

-You tell me.
-They´re bigger than I am.

You´ll manage.

IRV:
You wonder, reading Job...

...what went through his mind
while everything he loved...

...turned to dust?

I like to think it was memories
of things once commonplace.

Wheat fields and
rain and slippers...

...a broom in the corner,
his flock in the yard...

...his children at the table
giving thanks for it all.