All language subtitles for Chicago.Med.S11E04

I'm sick.

I may not die today,
but it's coming,

and there's nothing
I can do to stop it.

So how'd it feel staring
down the barrel of a gun?

I wish I could say
I'd gotten used to it.

And Lenox, on the other hand,
she didn't care

if she got shot or not.

You haven't really seemed
like yourself recently.

Is everything cool?

It's not every day
you find out your colleague

was a teen heartthrob.

My parents stole
a lot of money from me.

I worked basically
my entire childhood,

and I have nothing
to show for it.

Oh, man, I'm--I'm sorry.

Oh, sorry, man.

I, uh--I didn't realize
anyone was in here.

I just thought I left my phone
charger in here yesterday.

Oh, no, it's all good.

My shift starts in
a few minutes anyway, so.

Wait, did you--

did you sleep here last night?
- What? No.

No, I caught all the lights
on the way in,

so I thought I'd get
a few extra minutes

of shut-eye before my shift.

Man, I wish I could
fall asleep that fast.

What can I say?

We're not all born
with the gift, right?

People lie.

They hide
their true feelings,

and sometimes
they don't even know

how to express those feelings.

As psychiatrists,
we are relying

on our own personal
assessments,

which are riddled
with mistakes and biases.

And unlike other
medical disciplines,

we base our treatments on
conversation and observation.

Nothing more.

Oh, come on.
That's a--

that's a bit
of a reductive assessment

of what we do, isn't it?
- But is it?

What other tools do
most psychiatrists employ?

We use any number of--
of clinical tools,

but as aids
to our initial assessment.

I mean, it sounds like
you're proposing that we--

that we lead with this stuff?

You want me
to let a machine tell me

what's going on
with my patient?

No, I am proposing that
we endeavor to give patients

effective and efficient care.

In a world where there's
constant pressure to increase

patient turnover rates,
where there's so little time,

we can rely on fMRI
to help doctors

instantly diagnose
bipolar disorder,

depression, schizophrenia,

and we could push psychiatry
into a true science,

where we replace
the guesswork with hard facts.

The guesswork.

I'm only referring
to certain types of--

Right, okay, look,
first of all,

from what I've read, fMRI,

diagnostically speaking,
anyway,

according to the statistics,
it's just not there yet.

But even if it was,
a lot of the psych patients

coming into my ED
are experiencing their--

their first episode, you know,
their initial set of symptoms.

And they're--
they're disoriented.

Sometimes they're terrified.

They don't even know
they're psych patients yet.

And what they need in
that moment more than anything

is human contact.
Right?

Empathy? Compassion?

I am not trying to
challenge your methods.

Trust me when I tell you that
in addition to its efficiency,

there is a tremendous amount
of potential in this tech,

and I would love nothing more
than to continue

my research right here
at Gaffney with you.

How we doing, Cora?

Pretty good.

She's coughing a lot.

I'll order another
albuterol nebulizer.

That should help.

You doing okay?

I know the first few days
in the isolator

takes some getting used to.

I keep thinking about this
pet fish I had in kindergarten.

- Octavio.
- Yeah.

I used to stare at him
in his little fishbowl.

It seemed so cozy with his
castle and treasure chest.

It doesn't seem so cozy now.

Look, I know it's not ideal,

but this is the best way
to keep you safe.

Your immune deficiency disorder
means that your body

can't protect itself
from infection.

But inside the fishbowl,
no germs can get in,

so all you have to worry about
is getting better.

Okay.

I mean, plus,
it doesn't feel cozy in there

'cause you haven't done
any decorating yet.

- Decorating?
- Yeah.

I mean, I'm thinking
some curtains in here,

maybe a few Blackpink
posters, huh?

You're being sarcastic.

Well, maybe a little.

But it doesn't mean
we can't find ways

to make you feel
more at home, okay?

So how about
we both think on it?

Okay.

She's getting worse,
isn't she?

Her blood pressure
is dropping

and lactate is rising,
which are markers for sepsis.

But the only thing that's
going to make her better

in the long term
is a stem cell transplant.

Any word on the test results?

Nothing from the registry.

And your test results
aren't back yet,

but I will let you know
as soon as I hear.

But if I am
a match with Cora,

how soon can we do
the stem cell transplant?

Hopefully within hours.

I don't understand how
this happened so fast.

She was such a healthy girl,
and then suddenly,

these past few months...

When I decided to have her
on my own through IVF,

I was so scared.

But then she arrived,
and all the worry went away

because she was perfect.

And we were perfect.

Just the two of us.

Help! Someone!

- What's going on?
- They said to bring it.

I kept it cold.

Oh, my God!

What is it?

Lionel Blake,
37-year-old male,

left hand severed off

in a circular saw accident
at a shop.

The heart rate's 126,
BP's 95/54.

Coworker found him,
used his belt as a tourniquet

till we got there.
- Complete amputation?

How much blood
was there at the scene?

- A lot.
- And we got the hand.

All right, well, get it
in a sterile bag.

- Okay, I'm on it.
- All right, on my count.

Ready, one, two, three.

Oh, it hurts.

Hundred mics of fentanyl.

Uh, let's get
a cardio monitor and oxygen.

And let's get another IV
and hang a unit of--

O-negative. Got it.

All right, you are going to
surgery, Mr. Blake.

Page Hand and Vascular, please.

We're gonna need help getting
this hand reattached.

- Wait.
- No, no, no.

Lie back down, sir.
Lie back down.

- Please me go.
- Blake, come on now.

You don't understand.

What don't I understand, sir?

I don't want it reattached.

Excuse me?

I cut it off on purpose.

So it's a "no"
on the reattachment.

Yeah, a hard no.

He won't engage much
beyond that.

Some kind of woodworker?

Makes high-end furniture.

Guy that brought him in
said that they were

working together.
He heard a shriek.

He ran in,
found him in a pool of blood.

Any mental illness in here?

No, no, nothing in his chart.

Could this be--
oh, what's that called?

You know, when a person wants
to remove their healthy limbs.

What is that?

Oh, body integrity
identity disorder?

I mean, it could be.

Hard to say
without talking to him.

Well, you got less than
an hour before the hand

dies from lack of circulation.

Oh, man. Okay.

Just squeeze my hand
if it hurts.

- It's not too bad.
- Okay.

You okay?
- Yeah.

Oh, I'm--I'm fine.

Just do her first.

I'd really like to take
a look at the arm, Mr. Carter.

Yeah, when the kettle
exploded in the kitchen,

we both thought
a bomb went off.

I guess the--
the water was too hot or--

No, it wasn't the water.

It was just a cheap-ass wedding
gift from my Uncle Benny.

Everything the dude buys
is a knockoff of a knockoff.

Of a knockoff.

These look like superficial
partial thickness burns.

Let's do a gentle irrigation
with some cool water,

and then we'll need to
apply some Silvadene.

And a suture kit
for that lac.

You okay? What's hurting?

- Hey, babe, you all right?
- Yeah. I'm sorry.

I think the--the skin's
just a little bit tender.

Okay, well,
let's get you gowned

and sutured and bandaged.

I want to do an X-ray
to make sure

there's no glass that we missed

and some basic
blood and urine tests.

Can I have a nurse help you
in the bathroom?

Oh, no, I'm okay.
I can do it.

Okay.

And, uh, no more gifts
from Uncle Benny.

I was doing a little, uh,
internet snooping on your shop.

That's some beautiful
furniture you make.

No wonder demand
is so high right now.

I mean, those--those
Windsor chairs with the, uh--

with the blond sugar maple,
the mortise and tenon joints,

that's impressive.

- Like a magic trick.
- Yeah. Mm-hmm.

But I tell you, one thing
that I can't really figure out

is why a guy who is
as talented as you are

would wanna get rid of one
of your most important tools.

It's better for everyone.

For everyone?

What do you mean
when you say everyone?

I'm a bad person.

I'm gonna hurt someone.

Have you hurt
somebody before?

No.

Well, what makes you think
you would now?

I could control it before.

Control what?

I keep picturing
the same thing

over and over.

Okay, well, what is it that
you keep on picturing?

Wrapping my hand around
someone's throat, killing them.

And I was gonna do it.

I was gonna hurt someone.

Now I can't.

Hey, crazy question.

Do we have any glitter glue?

Why, you going to a slumber
party we don't know about?

No, I'm, uh, just getting

some supplies for Cora
so she can spruce

the place up a little bit.

- Aw.
- How are you still single?

- Commitment issues.
- Oh.

Excited to unpack that
tomorrow night at your place.

I'm sorry, what?

She means poker night.
It's tomorrow.

You're hosting.

Yeah, sorry, I can't do that.

Actually, I'm gonna
have to rain check.

- Why?
- Something came up.

You can't bail on us.

Your bad decisions
at poker night paid

for my manicures last month.
- I just can't. okay?

Okay. Okay.

Dr. Frost, this just came up
from Pathology for Cora Cooper.

Thank you.

Whoa, whoa, whoa,
this is for Cora Cooper.

Are you sure?
- Yeah.

That's what they said.

She's not my daughter?

How is this possible?

You mentioned
to Dr. Frost that you

conceived Cora through IVF?

You think there was
a mix-up at the clinic?

Well, it's possible.

We've been in touch with them.

It looks like 10 years ago,
on the day Cora's embryo

was transferred,
there was one other woman

who received an embryo,
though hers didn't take.

Are you saying that Cora
is her biological child?

We just don't know yet.

These answers will take time.

But if this woman
is Cora's genetic parent,

then there is
a 25% chance she is

a match for
the stem cell transplant

needed to save Cora's life.

So do we have your permission
to contact her

to see if she'll come in
to get tested?

So you're saying
that he's got OCD?

Most people think
that OCD is just about,

you know,
repetitive hand washing,

uh, light switch behavior.

But at its heart
are these intrusive thoughts,

right, that compel people
to behave a certain way.

In Lionel's case, they revolve
around hurting people.

It's actually
a very specific subset,

which is harm OCD.

Trust me,
he's got all the hallmarks.

That explains why he's
not mentioned it to anybody.

Well, it's a tough thing
to admit to, right?

Yeah.

But, I mean,
the lengths that he went to,

cutting off his own hand?

I mean, the guy
didn't want hurt anybody.

- Yeah.
- Right?

We all have violent impulses, right?

But we have the ability
to filter them out.

Poor guy thinks he's a killer,

and really he's just
got a leaky valve.

I mean, if only we could just
show him the valve, right?

Yeah.

No, you know, I would just
show him the busted part,

just like we do
with broken bones.

You get him to understand that
that's not who he really is.

Right?

Any way you could
keep this hand alive

for a little bit longer?
- Yeah.

I'll consult Lenox.

I'd appreciate it, buddy.

Just, uh,
need to run something down.

Of course.

How much time you think
this will buy?

Well, in a lab setting,
a perfusion system

has kept a limb viable
for up to 24 hours.

But given that this
isn't a lab setting

and we're doing
most of this on the fly,

I'd say considerably less
than that.

You ever reattach any limbs
while you were in Afghanistan?

I mostly cut them off.

It's hard to imagine
anybody doing this

to themselves on purpose.

Maybe.

But I can understand wanting
to deny your own impulses.

I spent most of my life
doing that.

And why do you think that is?

I guess I didn't really
understand the world

or how I was supposed to act

or what was acceptable
or cool or kind.

And to avoid making a mistake,
I just didn't take any chances.

And I'm starting to think
that that stopped me

from experiencing life fully.

Well, if I had had
better self-control,

I wouldn't be having
a baby right now, so...

maybe losing control
occasionally

isn't the worst thing
in the world.

Sorry, Dr. Lenox,
I wanted to--

I was in the bathroom
collecting the urine sample

from the woman
who had the kettle accident,

Mrs. Carter.
- Yes.

Well, she'd asked
for a second cup to use,

and I didn't think anything
of it until I went in there

and I found the original cup
in the trash.

Had this on it.

You all right?

Yeah, just--this is so weird.

Uh, Ms. Patrick,
this is Vivian Cooper

and Dr. Frost, who's
running point on Cora's care.

It's nice to meet you.

Thank you so much for
coming down here so quickly.

It's a lot.
- No, of course.

I, um...

sorry, what happens now?

Well, the first thing
we need to do

is a blood draw,
which is right down the hall.

Okay.

And we should be able
to get back the results

within a couple hours.

Is that her?

Yes.

Can I meet her?

Oh, well, I haven't told Cora
about all this yet.

I didn't want to upset her
until we knew for sure.

Oh.

Why don't we do
the blood test to start?

Right, of course.

It's just--
afterward, I really--

I would love to meet her.

We don't even have
to tell her who I am.

I don't know.
Uh--

I'm sorry, but that might be
my biological child in there,

and she's sick.

Please?

It will be.

Dr. Ripley,
you have a second?

Uh, not exactly.

Well, I was wondering
if you've noticed

anything off with Dr. Frost.

What do you mean?

Like, he's acting
kind of weird.

You know, cagey.

He totally bailed
on hosting poker night,

and he's, like,
dropping out of stuff randomly.

I think it might be meth.

- Meth?
- Yeah.

I've seen it before. Mm-hmm.

Kacy, um,
Dr. Frost does not have

a methamphetamine addiction.

- But he is acting weird.
- Yeah, maybe.

But, um, I need to go
deal with something.

Let's talk later.

Hey, man.

Can I, uh--
can I grab you for a sec?

Yeah. What's up?

Oh, admin.

They can't seem to find
your insurance info.

Just need you to
fill out a few forms.

It's a pain, I know, but--
- No, it's fine.

We're just waiting around.

Faye, can we talk?

Sure. Everything okay?

Uh, just waiting
on your lab results.

But that's not why I came by.

You got married
recently, right?

Almost seven months ago,
but yeah.

How's it going?

Good.

What do you mean?

I guess I mean, um,
how are you guys getting along?

Sorry,
why are you asking this?

We found this in the trash.

The red sticker on it.

I'm sorry.
I don't understand.

What's that supposed to mean?

We have signs up
in the bathroom that say

if you're experiencing
partner abuse

or domestic violence,

that you can place a sticker
on your cup to notify us.

But I didn't
turn that one in.

I understand.

I'm wondering if you were
considering asking us for help.

I wanna make sure
everything's okay.

And nothing you say to me
is gonna leave this room.

I don't--I don't know.

I'm sorry.
I just--

Faye, can we talk
about the kettle?

I told you it--

it was an accident.

Just exploded.

But is that what happened?

Did he hit you with it?

It was an argument.

We're both hot-tempered.

I just don't want to
get him in trouble.

This isn't about
getting anybody in trouble.

This is about making sure
you're safe.

Please don't.

We have resources
we can provide.

We have a social worker who can
connect to safe housing.

- Please.
- Faye?

Please.

- A little help in here?
- Please don't.

She's losing consciousness.

Let's get her on a monitor.
Faye, can you hear me?

Please don't.

Okay, I'm gonna give you
an oxygen mask

to help you breathe, okay?

She's really diaphoretic.
I'm gonna need some tape.

Here we go.

Just breathe. We got you.

Dr. Lenox,
you need to see this.

- Oh, my God.
- Ow.

- Dr. Rabari.
- Hey.

- You have a minute?
- You come to arrest me?

Look, I got a little heated
this morning,

and I apologize for that,

but I'm wondering if
I could ask for your help

with something.
- Sure.

What do you got?

I'm under a bit
of a time crunch.

Can I explain on the way?
- Yeah.

Bolus and blood
seem to have helped.

Vitals are stable.

Tell Transpo
she's ready to move to IR.

Hey, her husband's
in the waiting room.

I've been holding him off,

but he wants to know
what's going on.

He knows exactly
what's going on.

He beat the hell out of her.

He may be next of kin,
but the fact

that we have to treat
this prick

like he's any other
family member is absurd.

I get that,
but if we let on what we know,

we put Faye
in even more danger.

Yeah, I get that.

Is Faye okay?

Your wife suffered
a laceration to her spleen,

causing her to, uh, hemorrhage
slowly into her abdomen.

We are doing something called
a splenic artery embolization

to stop the bleeding.

But she's gonna be okay?

We hope so, yes.

Okay. Thank God.

I'm sorry, I'm--
I'm a little confused, though.

She was fine when I left.
What happened?

Well, that's what
we were hoping

that you could help us with.

Generally, it's the kind
of injury that only occurs

with blunt trauma,
but Faye didn't mention

anything like that.

Any idea what might
have happened?

I mean, when the kettle
exploded, she did fall,

hit the counter.

In the chaos, we must have
forgot to mention it.

She fell. Right.

So that's all?

Can't think of anything else?
- No.

We're asking 'cause
we just wanna make sure,

you know,
we have a clear picture

and there's nothing
we're missing.

Right. Of course.

Uh, yeah,
nothing else that I know of.

All right, Lionel,
we're gonna get started.

First, we're gonna warm up
the machine a bit,

so if you could tap your
index fingers to your thumbs.

I mean, with your right hand,
of course.

Color represents the parts
of the brain that are active.

Yeah, and your--your research
is centered on this?

Yeah, we compare
what we're seeing

in a given patient
to a healthy brain,

and the differences will help

tell us what
we're dealing with.

Okay, but Dr. Charles has
already diagnosed Mr. Blake.

He just didn't believe it.

Well,
we're kind of conducting

an experimenting in, um,
repurposing the technology

in an attempt to--
to show Lionel,

per your suggestion,
his leaky valve.

- Mm.
- Okay, we're ready.

Okay, Lionel, I want you
to shut your eyes

and picture standing
right in front of you

the person that you care about,

that you love most
in the world.

Okay.

Now I want you to
imagine taking your hands,

wrapping them
around their throat,

and strangling them.

Hey, Cora.

Decorating's coming
along nicely.

Right, except I'm
running out of blue marker.

Oh, we can fix that.

You didn't touch your lunch.

I'm not hungry.

Well, you gotta eat.

Keep your strength up, okay?

I'll try.

Cora, I'd like
to introduce you

to a friend of mine.
This is Lily.

She's shadowing me today.

Hey.

Nice zebra.

Thanks.

It's actually, randomly,
my favorite animal.

Hey, Cora, I think we should
put your cannula back on, okay?

Oxygen levels are
dipping a little bit.

I wanted to do this trip
to Africa last summer,

but we couldn't afford it.

So my mom wrote
an email to the zoo

and convinced them to let me
come and feed them.

Sounds cool.

She has a black streak
in her hair.

I've had it
since I was a baby.

It's pretty rare, I think.

Yeah, no, I know my mom
had the exact same thing.

You're my daughter.

- What?
- What are you doing?

I think we should
step out, maybe--

She's my daughter.
I'm sorry, but I'm sure of it.

- You were way out of line.
- I didn't mean to say it.

We don't even know
if you are.

We do know,
and I know you can see it.

Can we just calm down?

I don't want her anywhere
near my daughter.

She's my daughter too.
I have rights.

This is crazy.
I don't want this anymore.

Let's wait for the
marrow registry results.

Stop her blood tests.
- No, we're not stopping it!

Then I'm going
to call a lawyer.

All right, enough.

Look, I understand that
emotions are running high

and that this is
a very unusual situation.

I can't imagine what you're
going through right now.

And you either.
You both must be reeling.

So, Ms. Cooper, you can call
a lawyer, and I promise you,

I would understand.

As hard as this is,
that's not the best thing

for your daughter right now.

Of course.

Okay, look, there is no
closing this Pandora's box.

So if you both care for Cora,
we need to put her first.

How are you doing
after the nebulizer?

Are you feeling a little shaky?

No. I'm okay.

Dr. Frost, can that woman...

Can she take me away
from my mom?

I wish I could tell you
what was going to happen,

Cora, but I can't.

You know, what I can tell you
is that family

has nothing to do
with genetics or blood.

It's about who loves you
and who shows up.

Is that what
your parents were like?

Uh, no.

Actually, mine weren't
always very good to me.

They weren't always
putting me first, you know?

But your mom,
she's nothing like that.

All she does is think about you

and how best
to take care of you,

and that kind of love--

She's going to be your mom
no matter what any test says.

All right?

I guess I'm just scared.

I know.

But, hey...

We're in this together,
all right?

We got you.

This is a picture
of your brain

after we asked you to think
of somebody you cared about.

- My sister?
- Your sister.

See this red area here?

That's called
the ventral tegmental area.

It's the part of your brain
that processes love and reward,

and it's where you hold
your personal values.

You see how it's all lit up

when you're thinking
about your sister?

- Yeah.
- Okay, good.

Now, this is a picture
of your brain

after we asked you to think
about hurting her.

That's the amygdala.

It's where your brain
processes fear.

Okay, now, buddy,
if you were somebody

who enjoyed hurting people,

your brain would not look
like this after confronted

with those triggers, okay?

It would, in fact,
look like this.

Because you'd be
experiencing joy and pleasure

in anticipation
of hurting somebody.

Now, the really cool part is,
I can actually show you

why this is happening.
See this little area here?

This is called
your caudate nucleus.

It's dark.

Yeah, 'cause yours
isn't working.

And that's all this is.

It's what I've been
trying to tell you.

This little tiny part of
your brain is malfunctioning.

Maybe. I don't know.

Buddy, look. This is you.

It's the guy who deserves
to be made whole again.

Lionel, look,
I know you feel unsafe, okay?

And that's--that's terrible.

But--but we can fix that.

Look, it's not gonna
happen overnight, okay?

But I promise you, when we
get to where we're going,

you're gonna
want your hand back

so you can keep doing
what you love doing.

The problem is, buddy,
is that we are up against it

right now, all right?

So in this moment, I just--

I need you to trust me.
Okay?

I need you to trust me,
and I just--

I need you to trust
this science.

Okay.

Okay?

- How are you feeling?
- Groggy.

A little sore. What happened?

You had a lacerated spleen.

We embolized the artery that
was bleeding into your abdomen.

You should be okay.

But it could have killed you.

There was a moment
earlier today when

you were alone in the bathroom.

You had an impulse
to reach out, ask for help.

You should listen to that.

You must think
I'm so stupid for loving

someone who could do this.

I don't think that at all.

It's just...

he's not always like this.

I believe you.

But situations like this
don't just get better,

not without help.

I took this out of your bag.

I put my number in it.
It's under Caty with a C.

Yeah, thanks.

But really, I'm fine.

It was just a mix-up.

I just need it today.

No, I don't care
about the money.

No, text me his number.
I'll cut him a check today.

Is this really how this goes?

Uh, let me call you back.
Excuse me?

I get that you might
feel upset right now

and that you might
feel cheated,

but that little girl
in there is dying,

and she is not going to spend
whatever time she has left

terrified that
the only family she knows

is about to get torn apart.

You don't get it.

- I don't?
- No.

I did IVF for years.

So many times I got pregnant.

But the embryo...

my body couldn't keep it alive.

But then this happens?

That this little girl is mine?

I've already missed so much.

So I can't just walk away.

Look, infertility is cruel.

We never get to know why
one person gets lucky

while the other one doesn't.

I can imagine that,
in a situation like this,

it is easy to feel like you've
been robbed of something.

And maybe you have.
But...

What?

I don't know,
maybe this is the only way

this could have happened.

You having a kid.

Maybe Cora
wouldn't even be here

if it weren't for
the both of you.

Okay, but either way,
Cora is in a crisis right now.

And I know that the only way
to get through a crisis

is to find a way
to work together.

What is it?

It's Pathology.
Your test results are back.

Cora.

Cora.

Mom?

What's wrong?

Nothing's wrong, baby.

It's good news.

You and Ms. Patrick,
you're a stem cell match.

- Really?
- Really. Yeah.

You're gonna be feeling
a lot better very soon.

You're gonna be okay, sweetie.

You're gonna be okay.

So that woman, she's--

she's my biological--

Yeah.

Where is she?

Well, Ms. Patrick
is getting ready to make

her stem cell donation,

and she thought it best
for you two

to have your space right now.

Yeah?

Hey.

I'm headed out.
I wanted to check on Lionel.

How's he doing?

Uh, you know,
Dean's just finishing up now.

Come in. Have a seat.

He was able to keep
the hand viable,

so it looked like
the reattachment's

gonna be a success, you know,
so thank you.

I'm glad to hear it.

It's cool
what you did back there.

I haven't used fMRI like that.

Hey, look, I am not
anti-innovation, okay?

Far from it, trust me.

But it just seems
like every day

we get hit with another
technological advancement

that further obliterates
our need to connect as humans.

You know, we might have
gotten off on the wrong foot,

but I enjoyed working
with you today.

Right back at you. Really.

Theo, um, I've been thinking.

You cannot deny the potential
of this technology, right?

I mean,
look what happened today.

And...

look, if you were
willing to put people

before technology,
maybe there is

a place for you
and your research

here at Gaffney.
- Hmm.

What do you think?

Yeah.

It's this way.

They'll just need you
to change into a gown,

and then we'll get you
to pre-op.

And how long does
the procedure take?

- Usually one or two hours.
- Okay.

Billie, I just wanted to
say thank you in-person.

It means--it's everything.

Of course.

Um, I tried to get a zebra
from the gift shop for Cora.

All they had was a bear.

It's probably stupid.

I don't even know
if 10-year-olds

like stuffed animals.

I guess I don't really know
that much about kids.

She'll love it.

I'm sorry about earlier.

It wasn't my best moment.

No, it wasn't.

You know, Cora asked about you.

She has questions
I can't answer.

Maybe we can have
another conversation

with the three of us later?

Under better circumstances.

- Yeah?
- Yeah.

Bubble's looking pretty good.

It's too bad we're gonna have
to kick you out of here soon.

I made you something.

Oh, yeah? What's that?

That's me.

That's you.

And you put me
in the fishbowl?

You said that
we were in it together.

Thought maybe you could
hang it up in your house.

Do you like it?

Yeah.

I love it.

So Faye got moved
to the ICU?

Mm-hmm.

Look, you did
everything you could.

Right.

Oh.

What?

I left my iPad in post-op.

You want me to
hold the elevator?

I'll get the next one.

Kacy thinks you're on meth.

- What?
- Nurse Kacy.

She thinks you're acting weird
'cause you're on meth.

Oh. I'm--I'm not on meth.

I know.

But you are acting weird.

I'm not trying to.

I'm just--I'm tired, I guess.

Okay.

I got kicked out
of my sublet.

What's that?

My apartment.

I sublet it, and two days ago,
the guy that I sublet it from

decided to move back,
kicked me out.

So you were right.

I did sleep here
last night because

I don't have a place to live.

That sucks, but can't you
just get another apartment?

No, it's not that simple.

If you need cash,
I'm more than happy to--

It's not a money thing.

Really, it's a credit thing.

I had to file bankruptcy
to get out

from under all the debts
my parents racked up,

so that's why I always sublet.

It's just hard to find one
on short notice, so...

Well, why don't you just
come stay with me, then?

Just until you find
a place of your own.

I appreciate it, all right?
I am fine though.

I'm at Sadie's
half the time anyway.

Okay, then.

Thank you.
- Okay.

All right.

Just no meth
in the apartment.

I'll just keep doing it
in the hospital.

- Right.
- It'll be all right. Yeah.

- Dr. Lenox.
- Oh. Hey.

Uh, Faye was moved to the ICU.
- I know.

I was looking for you actually.

I just wanted to say thank you
for saving her life.

I really appreciate it.

I know how much attention
you paid to her.

Well, I wish
I could've done more.