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Yay, this is so exciting!
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Cheese!
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Yeah, so great to be opening
a new house for the boys!
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I know, it looks so good.
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Are you guys excited to see it?
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- Yeah!
- It has nine bedrooms!
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Sorry, I'm late.
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No, it's okay.
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- Where's Colton?
- Oh.
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Well, we parked and he got a
call from someone named Kelly,
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he told me to just head on in
and he'd be right there.
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I mean, I'm sure
something pretty important
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came up for him to not be here.
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Who's excited about
the new rooms?
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Must have.
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Hi, guys.
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Three, two, one.
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I'll be right back.
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Okay, I got this.
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Becks, where's Colton?
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And look, I don't give
a fuck about man code.
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- Who's Kelly?
- Okay. No idea.
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And last I talked to him,
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he was taking Shane out driving
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and then heading
to the ceremony.
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He's not answering his phone.
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Wait, hold on.
Quinn's calling.
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Hey, is Colton okay?
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I was calling to ask you.
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He left a rambling message
saying
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he needs to talk to someone
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because his head
was all fucked up.
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Okay, I'm... I'm going to call
you as soon as I know something.
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Okay, bye.
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- Hey.
- Did you find him?
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No.
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You know him better than anyone.
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Where does he go when he
needs to clear his head?
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You.
He goes to you.
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Before me, Becks.
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- The track.
- Okay.
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Thanks.
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Hi, Sammy.
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- Where is he?
- Miss Thomas, this way.
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Thank you.
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Thank you.
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- Hey.
- Hi.
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I'm here.
I'm here.
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I did what you said...
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What did you do?
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Found my mom.
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Colton...
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Kelly, a PI, called me
while I was...
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Oh, fuck, your ceremony.
Ry, I...
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I stood you up, I'm so sorry.
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That's okay.
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I'm so proud of you.
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She's dead.
My mom is dead.
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She never changed.
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I don't have any positive
memories of her.
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Eight years of my fucking life,
and I can't think of
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a single thing
that made me smile.
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My mom was a drugged out whore.
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I just don't fucking get it.
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Don't get what?
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I don't get why I fucking care
that she's dead.
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It's normal to be upset
because deep down,
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I'm sure in her own way,
she... she really loved you.
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Love me?
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Love was letting her drug
dealing pimp rape her son,
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fuck her little boy while
he had to repeat out loud
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how much he loved it.
Loved him...
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So she can get
her next fucking fix.
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So she could score enough drugs
to get her next high.
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Love was sitting on
the other side of a
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closed bedroom door hearing
her little boy screaming.
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The worst motherfucking pain!
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While he's ripped apart
physically, emotionally
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and not doing
a goddamn thing about it
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because she's
so fucking selfish.
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Love was snapping
a little boy's arm in half
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'cause he bit the man
raping him so hard that now
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she won't her
next fucking speedball.
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Love was telling
him he wants it.
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Deserves it.
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And no one will ever
love him if they know.
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Oh, and to seal the deal...
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Love was saying that
the superheroes he calls to
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while he's being violated...
ruined...
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they're never coming
to save him.
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So yeah...
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That's love and
my first eight years.
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That was love like
you wouldn't believe.
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It's okay.
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It's okay.
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I never said those
words out loud.
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Never told anyone.
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Colton.
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Spiderman, Batman,
Superman, Iron man.
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Hey.
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Spiderman, Batman,
Superman, Iron man.
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So many things that
I want and need
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to say to you right now.
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That I want to say
to the little boy
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you were into the incredible
man that you are.
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Colton Donovan...
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This is not your fault.
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If you can hear one
thing I tell you,
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please let it be this.
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You've carried this
around for so long
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and I need you to hear me
tell you that nothing
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that you did as a child
or as a man
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deserved what happened to you.
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You have nothing
to be ashamed of.
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Not then, not now, not ever.
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I'm in awe of your strength.
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You are not broken
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or fucked up or hopeless.
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You are brave and resilient.
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And honorable.
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You came from a place
of unfathomable pain
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and yet you are such a light
that has helped to heal me.
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- Helped heal my boys.
- No, Ry.
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Yes, baby.
It's true.
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I can't imagine how hard
it was asking your Dad
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for the help to find
your mother,
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and I can't imagine how it felt
taking that call today.
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It cannot fathom
how hard it was...
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To share the secret
that has weighed
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so heavily on your soul
for so long.
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Thank you.
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Thank you for trusting enough
to share with me.
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Used to, uh...
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Used to come up to me
from behind.
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That's why, uh...
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Okay.
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Superheroes.
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As a boy, I just needed...
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something to hold on to.
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Fuck, Ry.
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You're the alphabet.
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A to fucking Z.
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Goddamn Becks.
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It's because of you, Ry.
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I've pushed and pulled and
hurt you way too much.
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Despite all that,
you fought for me.
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To keep me.
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Heal me.
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To race me.
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Once my life.
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I want someone
to do that for me.
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I'm going to be free
to do that for someone else.
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I want a chance to prove
I'm capable of it.
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That all this didn't
rob me of it.
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I can be who you need.
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Give you what you want.
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There's something I need to do.
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Will you come with me?
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Time to lay demons
to rest and move on.
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Hey, Sledge.
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New beginnings.
Rebirth.
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I think it's the perfect time
for my first tattoo.
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I want the same thing
but a lot smaller.
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New beginnings.
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You know,
that's permanent, right?
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Yeah.
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Kind of like we are.
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Ooh!
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Ow.
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Can we have ice
cream for breakfast?
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What the woman wants,
the woman gets.
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I like the sound of that
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because I have a whole
lot of wants, Mr. Donovan.
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And for dinner,
you want pancakes.
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I'm afraid I'm gonna hurt you.
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You're not gonna hurt me.
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Your not wanting to be with me,
that's what hurts me.
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I need you, Colton.
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Every side of you.
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Colton, condom.
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I don't want to wear a condom.
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We have to be smart.
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No, Ry. No.
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What are you saying?
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In that waiting room...
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When the doctor
told us about our baby...
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Feelings I never
thought possible filled me.
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I realize what you meant to me.
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What we created together.
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The best parts of us.
No, no, no, don't cry.
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Don't cry, it's like...
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Out of this horrible darkness
I've had to live
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my whole life is
this incredible ray of light.
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All I need is you.
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Just you, Rylee.
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And the boys and...
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Whatever else
we create together.
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I love you, Rylee.
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- Colton...
- I love you, Rylee.
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I think I always have.
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Since that first night
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you were that bright spot.
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That fucking spark
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I couldn't hide from
even when darkness claimed me.
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I love you.
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I love you, Colton.
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You're a amazing...
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complicated, stubborn,
gorgeous man.
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That I can't get enough of.
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The alphabet, Ace?
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Yeah.
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Seeing the alphabet in a whole
new light these days.
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By that sappy-ass
look on your face,
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I take it things are going good?
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00:23:45,904 --> 00:23:48,283
Pretty much.
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Some asshole friend made me
realize how much
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I like the alphabet.
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00:23:51,190 --> 00:23:52,247
Huh.
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00:23:52,271 --> 00:23:54,129
Sounds like that asshole friends
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deserves a shitload
of beers in thank you.
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Cannonball!
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You okay?
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I'm getting there.
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Starting a new tradition?
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Two knocks for extra
luck or something?
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No.
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All the extra luck
I need is right here.
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It's going to be okay, baby.
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Heaven doesn't want me yet,
fuck if hell can handle me,
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so you're kind of stuck with me.
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00:25:11,550 --> 00:25:13,288
So just tell me you're wearing
some kind of checkered flag
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I could claim there,
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cause fuck, I wanna throw
you over my shoulder
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and take a test lap right now.
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I love you, Ryles.
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I love you, too, Ace.
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Checkered flag time, baby.
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Boy, let's fire them up.
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Check, check, ABC,
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- The alphabet?
- A to motherfucking Z.
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It's really great
to be back here in Texas.
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You know, this is Colton
Donovan's first appearance
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after that horrific accident.
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I know we're all hoping he'll
make it through the season.
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And they're off!
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