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Hi, there.

I'm not supposed to talk to strangers.

Well, that's a good rule.

Did your mom teach you that?

That's a pretty big owie you got there.

Thanks, Captain Obvious.

Are you okay?

You look kind of broken.

Spiderman.

Rylee?

I don't want to be alone anymore.

Look kind of broken.

No silly, look.

Come on!

Who is that?

- No. - Stay with me.

See, I told you.

Please help me.

I'm not ready to...

Looks like your superheroes came this time.

Rylee!

Go, go!

I'll race you, Ryles.

Ry... Rylee!

I'm not doing too good here.

I need you to concentrate. Look at him.

Rylee, I need you to concentrate.

Look at me. Look at me.

Look at me.

We need to go to the hospital now. Okay?

Go.

I love him, Beckett.

I know.

I can't lose him.

Neither can I.

The specialists need to know exactly how impact was made.

Yeah.

His car was inverted when he hit the catch fence.

I think. I'm trying to picture it.

Our car was upside down,

and his spoiler hit the top of the catch fence

and disintegrated around him.

Is there anything you can tell us? Is he going...

We'll give you an update as soon as we can.

I'm sorry, I messed with his head.

This is my fault, and you told me...

Ry...

I fought with him and we stayed up so late,

and then I left.

Rylee.

This is not your fault.

It was a crash, he drove through it blind.

That's racing.

And Superman flies to the rescue.

Pew, pew, pew!

Hey.

- Becks. - Hey.

Has there been any update yet?

No, nothing yet.

I don't know what to say. I'm...

I'm so sorry.

We know, sweetheart. We know.

Rylee, he's going to be okay.

He's strong.

He's strong.

That's crazy! Well, I, for one, can't wait

for the new Batman to come out.

Over to you, Bob.

Thanks, guys.

Batman?

Get out, you conniving bitch!

Stop, stop, stop, stop.

Let me go.

Save your energy for Colton, Ry.

She's not worth it.

- Thanks. - Not a word, Tawny.

I'm only letting you stay because Colton needs

every friend he has in his corner right now.

Though friend is a pretty loose term when it comes to you.

I have to...

This is the only checkered flag you need.

You bet your ass that's one checkered flag

I'm definitely claiming.

- Mr. Westin? - Yeah.

Mrs. Westin, I'm Dr. Irons.

At this point, we know Colton has a subdural hematoma.

The area between his brain and his skull is filling with blood.

Your son's heart arrested twice during transport,

we were able to get the heart regulated, which is a good sign,

but it's imperative

that we get him into surgery and relieve

the pressure on his brain to stop the swelling.

Are we talking brain injury?

Is he conscious? Any other injuries?

Minor injuries in comparison.

He's not conscious, no.

Until we get him into surgery, I'm unable to give a prognosis,

but he is strong and healthy and that's always a good thing

to have on our side.

All right. Thank you, Doctor.

Excuse me.

It's okay it's okay. Come, sit.

Hey, Rylee!

What the hell were you thinking? They could have eaten you alive.

Just I needed some air.

Are you okay?

I'm fine.

Thank you.

How are you doing?

As long as he's okay, I'll be fine.

Dr. Irons is lead on Donovan.

And if there's anyone I'd want operating on me, it's Iron Man.

Spiderman. Batman. Superman. Iron man.

Spiderman. Batman. Superman. Iron man.

Colton would say that in his sleep

when he was a little boy.

I haven't heard that in forever.

It's...

That was his little secret code he'd chant to himself

whenever he had a nightmare or was scared.

Audie and I could only imagine what

he was hoping his superheroes would save him from.

He's strong, Andy.

He's going to be...

He has to be okay.

First time I saw him, he broke my heart

and stole it all in one single look.

I was... I was on set,

working in my trailer.

It had been a long, long night.

Quin was, um...

she must've been two.

She was sick, so she'd been up all night.

I opened the door to the trailer to try

to get some air and damn near tripped over him.

I think I must have sworn.

Suddenly, I saw this figure just jolt back in abject fear.

I sat down next to him on the step and...

Just waited.

Just waited for him to understand

that I wasn't going to hurt him.

I sang a song, the only song I could think of

at the time, "Puff the Magic Dragon."

And then finally...

Finally, he looked at me.

His eyes so... so full of fear.

He seemed so small.

I guessed he was like five.

He was eight.

I asked him if he was hungry.

His eyes got big as saucers.

I had a Snicker's bar at the trailer.

He eats one before every race.

I can't lose my boy.

None of us can.

He's the center of our world.

Oh, I'm so terrified

every time he gets in that goddamn car.

And then I see it's the only place that he...

he's free of his past.

The only place he can outrun the demons that haunt him.

The only place that is...

until I saw him talk about...

worry about...

be around you.

I love him.

He said you encouraged him to seek out his birth mother.

I want to thank you for that.

Just the fact he's asking about it,

that's a huge step.

I can take you to see him now.

Oh thank God.

Immediate family only.

He's alive.

You created a spark, Rylee.

And every day since then, you've allowed me

the strength to slow down long enough

to look into the blur I've always feared.

I just...

I can't stand seeing him like that.

He has to be okay.

God can't be so cruel to rob him of what he deserves.

I won't allow it.

Mom...

Oh, honey.

It's your turn now.

- I can't... I'm not... - Oh, yes you can.

You're helping to make him whole.

Go.

Please wake up, Colton.

Please.

We have so much time we have to make up for.

So many things that we have to do.

I have to cook you horrible dinners.

You have to teach me how to surf.

We have to watch the boys play Little League.

I have to be in the grandstands when you win a race.

We have to do ice cream for breakfast

and pancakes for dinner.

We have to make love to each other

on a lazy Saturday afternoon.

You know, I've never been as angry with him

as I was last night.

Never wanted to punch someone so much

when I thought he'd let you walk away

without telling you the truth.

Or putting up a fight.

He's so used to thinking he's not worth

any of the good fortune that's come his way.

He doesn't deserve better.

That...

That he's not good enough for you.

- He's everything. - I know.

You're his lifeline.

And he's stubborn in everything he does.

Everything.

Better not disappoint me now.

And when you wake up...

And you will wake up,

I'm gonna kick your fucking ass for making us worry.

I love you, Bud.

Hi, there.

Hi.

Shh, shh.

There was an accident

and you had surgery, but you're okay.

I'm going to go get the nurse.

Ry...

Shh. I know, I know.

Let me go get the nurse.

Do this for mommy, okay?

I know the things you let them do to you.

I'm Dr. Irons, can you hear me?

No one will ever be able to love you.

Looks like your superheroes came this time.

Where is she?

She doesn't love the broken me after all.

You had a bad accident.

- Bad accident. - Lucky to be alive.

She's smart to leave me.

Colton, see my finger?

Did you feel my hand?

I'm poison.

Tell me the last thing you remember.

Please give him some space.

Can you tell me the last thing you remember?

Knocking four times.

Fireworks.

Pit row...

waking up...

Hi.

Hey.

Vague snippets.

It's not all clear.

It's normal to have some voids.

Good thing is, you seem to have some memories

of the day of the crash.

But doctor, how long do you think

these voids are going to last?

As days go by he may realize he doesn't remember things.

National anthem.

I can't.

What happened?

You're all there. What happened?

Don't. Don't force this, sweetie.

This is normal.

He is going to be frustrated and exhausted.

Should we fill in the blanks for him?

You can, but I can't guarantee you how he'll respond to that.

Let's let him get some rest guys, come on.

Thanks.

Morning.

No. No doctors yet.

I just need this, I need you.

No one else, okay?

How are you feeling?

Do you remember anything?

Bits and pieces.

Certain checkered flag I never got to claim.

What?

Just give me a second, these...

headaches come on so fast. Feels like a sledgehammer.

- Let me get a doctor. - No, no.

Place takes me back to being eight,

and everyone looking at me with worried eyes.

Except this time I'm the one who can't give answers.

Okay, Colton.

Mm-hmm.

I remember...

I remember eating my Snickers bar.

Kissing you.

Wanted to make sure you're safe

while Becks did last minute checks.

I remember feeling the strangest sense of peace

at the start of the race and...

I can't remember why.

And then nothing.

Do you?

Do I what?

Do you know why I was so happy at the start of the race?

Uh-uh.

I'm sure you were excited for the start of the season.

Hey, it's okay. It's okay, Ry.

We're going to be okay.

It's okay, babe.

I was so scared.

I know.

I know.

Spiderman. Batman. Superman. Iron man.

I called to them to help you.

I'm sorry you ever had to.

Well, lookie, here.

Sleeping Beauty finally woke his ugly ass up.

This is the kind of welcome back I get.

I feel loved, dude.

Okay, I'm going to go call your parents.

Okay, great. See you soon.

What are you doing here?

Colton wants to speak with me privately.

Anything that's Colton's business is my business.

Keep dreaming, doll.

Are we feeling a little guilty for fucking with Colton's head

the night before a big race?

You are the reason he's here.

Not me. You.

There's a special place in hell for women like you.

Let me make it clear,

Colton is mine, and I'm his.

And if you ever try to insinuate that

there's anything going on between you and him

other than a business relationship,

you're going to have to deal with me.

And I guarantee that's not going to be pretty, doll.

Colton needs me in his life.

I'm all he needs.

How bad is it?

Pretty fucking nasty, dude.

But just think of the sympathy points

you can get with Rylee if you play it up.

- Tawny. - Hey.

It's good to see you awake.

Any questions?

What can I be clear to race again?

Normally, I'd say getting in the car is a bad idea.

Your brain needs time to heal.

Another accident like that you might not be so lucky.

But no matter what I say,

you're still going back on that track, aren't you?

Yeah.

I don't have a choice.

But I'll wait until I'm medically cleared.

I'll have my doctors in California connect with you

to make sure nothing's missed.

Becks.

Have Eddie connect with Dr. Irons

so he can study my injury.

You fired Eddie a couple of months ago.

We caught him stealing.

Stealing?

I don't remember that.

Tawny, issue a press release.

Let them know I'm awake.

I'm on the road to recovery.

I'll be heading back to California within the week.

Thank them for the support and prayers.

Instead of any flowers or gifts,

they should make a donation to corporate caring.

You can go now.

- Okay. - Hey, Tawn?

Once you issue the press release

why don't you get your things and head home?

No, it's better if I stay here.

You don't understand.

We've known each other long enough.

You know I don't like being fucked with.

Wha...

You fucked with me, T.

And more importantly, you fucked with Rylee.

And that I definitely remember.

Game over. Pack your shit. You're fired.