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Would you like to inspect the original subtitles? These are the user uploaded subtitles that are being translated: 1 00:00:39,498 --> 00:00:42,960 -(CAR HORN HONKING) -(TRAIN RUMBLING IN DISTANCE) 2 00:00:46,338 --> 00:00:47,172 (ENGINE STARTING) 3 00:00:47,256 --> 00:00:49,466 REPORTER: It's currently 74 degrees and sunny. 4 00:00:49,550 --> 00:00:52,302 It'll be hot and humid today, with showers developing 5 00:00:52,386 --> 00:00:54,847 -and chance of a thunderstorm. -(TRAIN RUMBLING IN DISTANCE) 6 00:00:57,391 --> 00:00:58,475 (CAR HORN HONKS) 7 00:01:09,361 --> 00:01:10,445 DAVID: Yep, I need to go. 8 00:01:10,529 --> 00:01:11,864 I'm, uh, running late. 9 00:01:11,947 --> 00:01:13,947 MOTHER: Are you really going to this wedding alone? 10 00:01:14,366 --> 00:01:16,535 DAVID: Yeah, Mom. It's just me. FATHER: Honey. 11 00:01:16,618 --> 00:01:18,662 MOTHER: What? I'm just asking him. 12 00:01:18,745 --> 00:01:20,163 Are you okay, sweetheart? 13 00:01:20,247 --> 00:01:21,498 DAVID: Mom, I'm more than okay. 14 00:01:21,582 --> 00:01:23,876 I'm fantastic. Never been happier. 15 00:01:23,959 --> 00:01:26,587 Love traveling alone. Love being alone. 16 00:01:26,670 --> 00:01:29,131 FATHER: David. Be open. 17 00:01:29,214 --> 00:01:31,884 I'd kick myself if I never told my son that. 18 00:01:31,967 --> 00:01:35,679 Be open. Life is better when you're open. 19 00:01:35,762 --> 00:01:38,265 -A hundred percent, Dad. -MOTHER: And visit more. 20 00:01:38,348 --> 00:01:40,350 Okay, will do. Love you guys. 21 00:01:40,434 --> 00:01:42,144 -Gotta go. Okay. Bye-bye. -FATHER: Bye, I love you, boy. 22 00:01:42,227 --> 00:01:43,427 MOTHER: Okay. FATHER: Bye-bye. 23 00:01:49,526 --> 00:01:51,528 Shit, shit, shit. 24 00:01:57,117 --> 00:01:58,160 Shit. 25 00:02:08,753 --> 00:02:11,465 (THUNDER RUMBLES) 26 00:02:11,548 --> 00:02:12,549 (SIGHS) 27 00:02:13,842 --> 00:02:15,844 (INTRIGUING MUSIC PLAYING) 28 00:02:25,437 --> 00:02:26,897 (RAIN PATTERING) 29 00:02:39,785 --> 00:02:40,953 (DOORBELL BUZZES) 30 00:02:43,330 --> 00:02:44,831 WOMAN: (OVER SPEAKERS) Can I help you? 31 00:02:44,915 --> 00:02:46,542 DAVID: Yeah, I... WOMAN: Name? 32 00:02:47,084 --> 00:02:49,044 David Longley. I rented a car. 33 00:02:49,127 --> 00:02:50,727 WOMAN: Hold the fuck on a moment, please. 34 00:02:53,924 --> 00:02:54,925 Now, okay, David. 35 00:02:55,509 --> 00:02:57,344 When I buzz, open the door. 36 00:02:58,178 --> 00:02:59,858 But listen here, because this is important. 37 00:03:01,098 --> 00:03:03,517 You gotta open it a half beat after I start buzzing. 38 00:03:04,935 --> 00:03:07,146 If you try to open it a quarter beat before the half beat, 39 00:03:07,229 --> 00:03:09,022 or a quarter beat after, the door won't open, 40 00:03:09,106 --> 00:03:10,816 and we'll just have to repeat the process, 41 00:03:10,899 --> 00:03:13,443 over and over and over again until you finally get it. 42 00:03:14,403 --> 00:03:15,404 DAVID: Okay. 43 00:03:15,487 --> 00:03:18,073 WOMAN: David, I guess what I'm trying to say is... 44 00:03:19,825 --> 00:03:20,826 doors are tricky. 45 00:03:21,577 --> 00:03:22,578 Sure. 46 00:03:23,078 --> 00:03:24,204 Sure, yeah, yeah. 47 00:03:24,288 --> 00:03:25,622 Doors are... Doors are tricky. 48 00:03:25,706 --> 00:03:26,916 -WOMAN: Agreed. -(DOORBELL BUZZES) 49 00:03:26,999 --> 00:03:28,083 DAVID: Ah... 50 00:03:28,166 --> 00:03:29,585 Damn it. I didn't... 51 00:03:29,668 --> 00:03:30,752 WOMAN: Try again. 52 00:03:32,004 --> 00:03:33,005 (DOORBELL BUZZES) 53 00:03:33,630 --> 00:03:35,048 Rushed it. Try again. 54 00:03:37,467 --> 00:03:38,594 (DOORBELL BUZZES) 55 00:03:39,887 --> 00:03:41,138 Fuck yeah, David! 56 00:03:56,111 --> 00:03:57,112 (VOICE ECHOES) Hello? 57 00:03:57,821 --> 00:03:58,822 WOMAN: Hello, David. 58 00:04:00,741 --> 00:04:02,618 Longer walk than you thought, right? 59 00:04:03,285 --> 00:04:05,454 DAVID: Yeah. WOMAN: Okay. 60 00:04:05,954 --> 00:04:07,623 I'll see you when you get up here. 61 00:04:27,226 --> 00:04:28,519 Stop right there on the mark. 62 00:04:33,815 --> 00:04:35,095 Slate you're name for the camera. 63 00:04:35,317 --> 00:04:36,360 Sorry, "slate?" 64 00:04:36,860 --> 00:04:38,529 It just means, "Say your name." 65 00:04:39,321 --> 00:04:40,322 Ah. 66 00:04:40,405 --> 00:04:41,782 Uh, David Longley. 67 00:04:41,865 --> 00:04:44,618 Your car will be a 1994 Saturn SL. 68 00:04:44,701 --> 00:04:47,287 A Saturn? I thought they were out of business. 69 00:04:47,371 --> 00:04:48,455 WOMAN: Not here. 70 00:04:50,832 --> 00:04:51,834 Those the only cars you have? 71 00:04:51,917 --> 00:04:53,397 They're the only fucking ones we need. 72 00:04:57,673 --> 00:04:59,258 DAVID: What are you doing with that photo there? 73 00:04:59,341 --> 00:05:00,676 WOMAN: Oh, your headshot? DAVID: Yeah. 74 00:05:00,759 --> 00:05:02,344 -WOMAN: Is this a problem? -Yeah. 75 00:05:02,427 --> 00:05:03,428 WOMAN: Why? 76 00:05:03,512 --> 00:05:05,472 Because I don't ever remember taking that picture. 77 00:05:07,099 --> 00:05:09,184 -And? And? -And? And? 78 00:05:09,268 --> 00:05:10,310 -And? -DAVID: And... 79 00:05:11,770 --> 00:05:12,771 I'm not an actor. 80 00:05:16,567 --> 00:05:18,443 Could you say that one more time, please? 81 00:05:18,527 --> 00:05:20,863 -Could I say what one more time? -What you just said. 82 00:05:21,405 --> 00:05:22,656 I'm not an actor? 83 00:05:22,739 --> 00:05:24,700 That's it. Yeah. Go ahead. 84 00:05:31,415 --> 00:05:32,416 I'm not an actor. 85 00:05:35,669 --> 00:05:37,349 I think all of us tend to act a lot, David. 86 00:05:38,881 --> 00:05:40,601 I think we perform more than we think we do. 87 00:05:41,216 --> 00:05:42,843 That's not necessarily a bad thing. 88 00:05:43,719 --> 00:05:45,179 There are moments of real, honest-to-goodness 89 00:05:45,262 --> 00:05:46,722 truth in performance, right? 90 00:05:48,432 --> 00:05:49,474 Sure. 91 00:05:51,935 --> 00:05:52,936 I mean, maybe. 92 00:05:53,020 --> 00:05:54,813 MAN: In fact, sometimes... 93 00:05:54,897 --> 00:05:58,108 we have to perform to get to the truth. 94 00:05:59,359 --> 00:06:01,737 It's a more painful route, 95 00:06:01,820 --> 00:06:04,198 but sometimes pain is good. 96 00:06:08,869 --> 00:06:09,870 I love that. 97 00:06:09,953 --> 00:06:12,414 You should say that more often when I say the thing I say. 98 00:06:13,415 --> 00:06:15,083 I will. From now on. 99 00:06:15,167 --> 00:06:16,567 WOMAN: Thank you for taking my note. 100 00:06:17,419 --> 00:06:19,213 Now, do you want the GPS, David? 101 00:06:19,296 --> 00:06:21,465 Uh, no. I'll just hook up my phone using a USB. 102 00:06:21,548 --> 00:06:23,050 There are no USBs in these cars. 103 00:06:23,133 --> 00:06:26,637 There's no USB in a Saturn SL fucking 1994. 104 00:06:26,720 --> 00:06:29,598 Of course. Well, I'll just listen to the GPS on my phone. 105 00:06:29,681 --> 00:06:31,225 But what if your phone craps out on you? 106 00:06:31,308 --> 00:06:34,102 I don't think my phone will... crap out. 107 00:06:34,186 --> 00:06:36,813 (CHUCKLES) It might, David. What if it does? 108 00:06:36,897 --> 00:06:37,898 People's phones crap out. 109 00:06:37,981 --> 00:06:39,358 They crap out on them all the time. 110 00:06:39,441 --> 00:06:41,318 My phone's never crapped out on me. 111 00:06:41,401 --> 00:06:43,028 But what if it does, David? 112 00:06:43,737 --> 00:06:45,364 Won't you remember this exact conversation? 113 00:06:45,447 --> 00:06:46,490 And won't you think, 114 00:06:46,573 --> 00:06:50,035 "Fuck me. Fuck me so very, very hard"? 115 00:06:54,873 --> 00:06:56,583 I'm sorry, what is this place? 116 00:06:57,125 --> 00:06:58,585 WOMAN: This is The Car Rental Agency. 117 00:06:59,086 --> 00:07:01,088 Do you want the GPS? 118 00:07:01,171 --> 00:07:03,131 You want the GPS, David? 119 00:07:04,675 --> 00:07:05,801 (WATER DRIPPING) 120 00:07:13,267 --> 00:07:14,434 Sure. 121 00:07:14,518 --> 00:07:15,811 Fuck yeah! 122 00:07:17,855 --> 00:07:21,692 (SINGING ALONG) One singular sensation 123 00:07:21,775 --> 00:07:23,986 Every little step she takes 124 00:07:25,571 --> 00:07:29,283 One thrilling combination 125 00:07:29,366 --> 00:07:31,827 Every move that she makes 126 00:07:31,910 --> 00:07:35,247 GPS: Remain on the interstate for 249 miles. 127 00:07:36,039 --> 00:07:37,624 The forecast for your wedding trip 128 00:07:37,708 --> 00:07:39,668 is sunny skies with non-stop rain. 129 00:07:40,544 --> 00:07:43,005 Fun fact, in Hawaii, they call this... 130 00:07:43,088 --> 00:07:44,840 -Liquid sunshine. -GPS: ...liquid sunshine. 131 00:07:44,923 --> 00:07:48,969 CHORUS: (SINGING) ...you know who 132 00:07:49,052 --> 00:07:50,679 One 133 00:07:54,391 --> 00:07:56,226 GPS: You have arrived at your destination. 134 00:08:12,826 --> 00:08:14,870 You have arrived at your destination. 135 00:08:20,792 --> 00:08:21,835 WOMAN: Thanks. 136 00:08:25,422 --> 00:08:27,007 (UPLIFTING SONG PLAYING) 137 00:09:15,430 --> 00:09:16,932 Thank you so much for coming all this way. 138 00:09:17,015 --> 00:09:18,684 You joking? I wouldn't have missed it for the world. 139 00:09:18,767 --> 00:09:19,769 -Beautiful ceremony. -Thank you. 140 00:09:19,852 --> 00:09:22,062 This is Sarah. You guys live in the same city. 141 00:09:22,145 --> 00:09:23,438 -AMANDA'S HUSBAND: Oh, yeah. -Oh. 142 00:09:23,522 --> 00:09:24,690 Hi. David. 143 00:09:25,566 --> 00:09:26,567 Hi. 144 00:09:26,650 --> 00:09:28,110 -Nice to meet you. -Nice to meet you. 145 00:09:28,193 --> 00:09:29,736 -Where do you live? -Uh, downtown. 146 00:09:31,321 --> 00:09:33,031 -You? -North side. 147 00:09:33,115 --> 00:09:34,491 Mmm. 148 00:09:34,575 --> 00:09:36,034 -Do you like it? -Like what? 149 00:09:36,952 --> 00:09:38,161 Living downtown? 150 00:09:39,997 --> 00:09:41,123 Yeah. 151 00:09:41,206 --> 00:09:43,500 Well, it's our wedding... 152 00:09:43,584 --> 00:09:44,877 -Yeah. -...so we're gonna leave. 153 00:09:45,002 --> 00:09:46,837 You two have a good night. Okay, have fun. 154 00:09:48,297 --> 00:09:49,298 (DAVID SIGHS) 155 00:09:57,848 --> 00:09:58,849 Do you want a drink? 156 00:10:03,187 --> 00:10:04,730 Uh, no. 157 00:10:06,315 --> 00:10:07,524 No, I'm good. 158 00:10:07,608 --> 00:10:09,818 -Very well. -Thanks. 159 00:10:09,902 --> 00:10:10,903 (DAVID CHUCKLES) 160 00:10:12,529 --> 00:10:13,864 (ROCK AND ROLL SONG PLAYING) 161 00:10:31,673 --> 00:10:33,967 -(MUSIC FADES) -(THUNDER RUMBLES) 162 00:10:44,895 --> 00:10:46,230 (CHUCKLES) 163 00:10:53,946 --> 00:10:54,947 (CHUCKLES) 164 00:11:03,247 --> 00:11:05,290 Hi, I'm David from the North side. 165 00:11:06,667 --> 00:11:08,460 Oh, God! 166 00:11:08,544 --> 00:11:10,087 -Stop! -Stop what? 167 00:11:10,170 --> 00:11:11,171 Just stop... 168 00:11:12,172 --> 00:11:13,549 trying to be charming. 169 00:11:16,510 --> 00:11:18,053 Why are you afraid of me? 170 00:11:18,846 --> 00:11:20,722 -You think I'm afraid of you? -Yeah. 171 00:11:21,223 --> 00:11:22,432 I'm not afraid of you. 172 00:11:23,976 --> 00:11:25,477 I'm afraid of hurting you. 173 00:11:25,561 --> 00:11:27,437 -Of hurting me? -Yeah. 174 00:11:27,521 --> 00:11:29,439 No matter how this plays out, 175 00:11:30,649 --> 00:11:32,234 it probably ends in me hurting you. 176 00:11:33,652 --> 00:11:34,653 What if I hurt you? 177 00:11:35,320 --> 00:11:36,405 I won't let you. 178 00:11:36,947 --> 00:11:38,949 -I see. You're tough. -I am. 179 00:11:40,450 --> 00:11:42,119 -And I'm not. -Okay. 180 00:11:43,245 --> 00:11:44,580 Aren't you tough sometimes? 181 00:11:45,581 --> 00:11:47,082 -Yeah, sure. -And then other times, 182 00:11:47,165 --> 00:11:48,250 you're just kind of... 183 00:11:49,418 --> 00:11:50,460 mush. 184 00:11:51,003 --> 00:11:53,005 -Mush? -Yeah. No? 185 00:11:55,257 --> 00:11:56,937 Maybe it depends on the person you're with. 186 00:11:58,552 --> 00:11:59,553 I don't know. 187 00:12:00,971 --> 00:12:02,514 So I bring out the tough side in you. 188 00:12:04,308 --> 00:12:05,517 All the good ones do. 189 00:12:14,401 --> 00:12:15,736 Do you believe in marriage? 190 00:12:19,990 --> 00:12:21,575 You seem smarter than that question. 191 00:12:21,658 --> 00:12:23,285 Well, humor me for a second. 192 00:12:23,368 --> 00:12:24,578 -Okay. -Go on. 193 00:12:26,705 --> 00:12:28,498 I believe I shouldn't get married. 194 00:12:33,754 --> 00:12:34,755 Fair. 195 00:12:35,422 --> 00:12:36,422 What about you? 196 00:12:39,051 --> 00:12:40,427 When I was a kid, six or seven, 197 00:12:40,511 --> 00:12:42,221 they made us do a picture in school. 198 00:12:42,304 --> 00:12:44,104 Of what we thought the future would look like, 199 00:12:44,556 --> 00:12:48,685 and I drew a picture of me with a bow tie and a top hat. 200 00:12:48,769 --> 00:12:49,770 Three kids. 201 00:12:50,437 --> 00:12:51,563 It's the truth. 202 00:12:51,647 --> 00:12:53,232 That's all I wanted. 203 00:12:53,315 --> 00:12:54,555 Was to be a dad and be married. 204 00:12:55,776 --> 00:12:56,902 Swear to God. 205 00:13:02,616 --> 00:13:04,076 You want to marry me? 206 00:13:05,202 --> 00:13:06,954 I thought, didn't you just say that you don't... 207 00:13:07,037 --> 00:13:08,237 Yeah, well, I changed my mind. 208 00:13:10,707 --> 00:13:11,708 (EXHALES) 209 00:13:14,336 --> 00:13:15,337 Will you marry me? 210 00:13:21,218 --> 00:13:23,512 Oh, man, you have destroyed some men, haven't you? 211 00:13:25,973 --> 00:13:26,974 Yeah. 212 00:13:29,142 --> 00:13:30,811 And men have destroyed me. 213 00:13:31,603 --> 00:13:33,188 And I'm guessing since... 214 00:13:33,856 --> 00:13:35,524 you're still single, you've probably done 215 00:13:35,607 --> 00:13:37,359 some destroying of your own. 216 00:13:39,027 --> 00:13:40,320 Especially with that accent. 217 00:13:42,239 --> 00:13:43,240 Is it real? 218 00:13:44,324 --> 00:13:46,326 -Is what real? -Your accent. 219 00:13:46,410 --> 00:13:47,870 You think I'd fake an accent? 220 00:13:50,664 --> 00:13:53,625 At a wedding? Yeah, maybe. 221 00:13:54,835 --> 00:13:56,545 Came over when I was 13. 222 00:13:56,628 --> 00:13:58,297 Mother American, Father Irish. 223 00:13:59,089 --> 00:14:00,089 Mom was homesick. 224 00:14:02,676 --> 00:14:03,927 What about you? 225 00:14:04,761 --> 00:14:05,888 Parents? Siblings? 226 00:14:06,680 --> 00:14:08,432 -I'm gonna go dance. -All right. Enjoy. 227 00:14:09,433 --> 00:14:10,434 Okay. 228 00:14:11,059 --> 00:14:12,728 -You coming? -I don't dance. 229 00:14:14,479 --> 00:14:15,480 I wish you would. 230 00:14:17,232 --> 00:14:18,859 (PIANO MUSIC PLAYING) 231 00:14:21,111 --> 00:14:22,196 Hey. 232 00:14:38,879 --> 00:14:40,881 (IMPERCEPTIBLE) 233 00:14:51,808 --> 00:14:52,809 (MUSIC STOPS) 234 00:14:53,894 --> 00:14:55,395 (MUSIC RESUMES) 235 00:15:10,661 --> 00:15:13,080 (PANTING) 236 00:15:13,914 --> 00:15:14,915 I don't dance? 237 00:15:16,542 --> 00:15:17,543 I don't dance. 238 00:15:22,172 --> 00:15:23,757 Oh, for fucks sake. 239 00:15:25,384 --> 00:15:26,385 (SIGHS) 240 00:15:39,898 --> 00:15:43,527 GPS: Remain on interstate for 237 miles. 241 00:15:46,196 --> 00:15:47,197 (GPS SNIFFLES) 242 00:15:47,281 --> 00:15:51,201 Two hundred and thirty-seven long, arduous miles. 243 00:15:56,206 --> 00:15:57,207 David? 244 00:16:00,919 --> 00:16:01,920 GPS: David? 245 00:16:03,714 --> 00:16:04,715 Um... 246 00:16:05,716 --> 00:16:06,717 Yes? 247 00:16:07,217 --> 00:16:10,053 Do you want to go on a big, bold, beautiful journey? 248 00:16:12,556 --> 00:16:15,267 Sorry, are we... Are we talking to each other now? 249 00:16:15,350 --> 00:16:16,894 GPS: David, I'm asking you a question. 250 00:16:18,145 --> 00:16:21,607 Do you want to go on a big, bold, beautiful journey? 251 00:16:29,239 --> 00:16:31,366 -Yes. -GPS: What's that, David? 252 00:16:33,493 --> 00:16:34,953 Yes, yes, I... I do. 253 00:16:35,787 --> 00:16:37,372 GPS: What do you want to do, David? 254 00:16:39,833 --> 00:16:40,834 (EXHALES SHARPLY) 255 00:16:42,085 --> 00:16:45,005 I want to go on a big, bold, beautiful journey. 256 00:16:45,088 --> 00:16:47,174 GPS: Say it again, David. Like you mean it. 257 00:16:49,426 --> 00:16:50,594 (CLEARS THROAT) 258 00:16:50,677 --> 00:16:53,055 I want to go on a big... 259 00:16:54,932 --> 00:16:55,933 bold, beautiful journey. 260 00:16:56,016 --> 00:16:57,184 GPS: One more time, David. 261 00:16:57,267 --> 00:16:59,686 With a kind of passion that suggests that before you die, 262 00:16:59,770 --> 00:17:02,397 you need to experience what it feels like to be big. 263 00:17:02,481 --> 00:17:03,857 Bigger than Earth itself. 264 00:17:03,941 --> 00:17:06,609 No more of this, "We're all specks of dust" bullshit. 265 00:17:06,693 --> 00:17:09,404 Do you want to go on a big, bold, beautiful journey, David? 266 00:17:10,906 --> 00:17:12,657 (MOUTHING) I wanna go on a big, 267 00:17:12,741 --> 00:17:15,827 bold, beautiful, motherfucking journey! 268 00:17:18,454 --> 00:17:19,455 GPS: Great, David. 269 00:17:19,540 --> 00:17:21,791 Take the next exit at Kiki's Travel Plaza 270 00:17:21,875 --> 00:17:24,294 and eat a fast food cheeseburger. 271 00:17:55,659 --> 00:17:57,077 -DAVID: Hmm. -(CHUCKLES) 272 00:18:05,085 --> 00:18:07,421 Hi, David from the North Side. 273 00:18:07,504 --> 00:18:09,506 Hey, Downtown Sarah. 274 00:18:12,217 --> 00:18:13,427 What are you doing here? 275 00:18:14,386 --> 00:18:16,013 (CHUCKLES) Having a cheeseburger. 276 00:18:16,972 --> 00:18:19,433 When was the last time you had a fast-food cheeseburger? 277 00:18:19,516 --> 00:18:21,268 Why you call it a fast-food cheeseburger? 278 00:18:21,351 --> 00:18:22,978 Isn't that what it is? 279 00:18:23,061 --> 00:18:25,147 Well, yeah, but I mean, technically, 280 00:18:25,230 --> 00:18:26,310 it's a Whopper with cheese. 281 00:18:27,191 --> 00:18:29,985 Okay. When did you last have a Whopper with cheese? 282 00:18:30,068 --> 00:18:31,195 I don't know, actually. 283 00:18:31,862 --> 00:18:34,364 About 20 or 25 years ago. 284 00:18:34,865 --> 00:18:35,991 Snob. 285 00:18:37,951 --> 00:18:39,703 When was the last time you had a fast-food cheeseburger? 286 00:18:39,786 --> 00:18:41,121 I eat 'em every day. 287 00:18:41,747 --> 00:18:43,123 Breakfast, lunch and dinner. 288 00:18:43,207 --> 00:18:44,208 Oh, yeah? 289 00:18:44,875 --> 00:18:47,211 -Mmm... Mmm... -Huh... 290 00:18:47,294 --> 00:18:48,337 Wow. 291 00:18:48,420 --> 00:18:50,297 -Hungry? -Mmm-hmm. 292 00:18:51,089 --> 00:18:52,508 (CHUCKLES) 293 00:18:53,175 --> 00:18:54,218 SARAH: Mmm. 294 00:18:55,219 --> 00:18:56,220 So... 295 00:18:58,972 --> 00:19:00,015 So... 296 00:19:02,059 --> 00:19:03,477 So we live in the same city. 297 00:19:03,560 --> 00:19:04,561 Correct. 298 00:19:05,938 --> 00:19:06,939 Yeah. 299 00:19:08,148 --> 00:19:09,149 -SARAH: Yeah. -Yeah. 300 00:19:12,027 --> 00:19:13,153 Are you gonna... 301 00:19:17,491 --> 00:19:19,159 ask me out or something? 302 00:19:19,243 --> 00:19:20,483 Would you like to be asked out? 303 00:19:21,328 --> 00:19:22,329 I asked you 304 00:19:22,412 --> 00:19:24,498 -to marry me last night. -Yeah, but that was bullshit. 305 00:19:24,581 --> 00:19:26,458 -Was it? -Wasn't it? 306 00:19:29,378 --> 00:19:30,796 I guess you'll never know now. 307 00:19:33,215 --> 00:19:34,215 Oh, God. 308 00:19:35,217 --> 00:19:36,844 The pain of early regret. 309 00:19:38,178 --> 00:19:39,721 Also known as dating. 310 00:19:41,223 --> 00:19:42,391 So we're not gonna date? 311 00:19:44,351 --> 00:19:45,727 Wouldn't be worth the risk. 312 00:19:46,311 --> 00:19:47,312 The risk? 313 00:19:48,272 --> 00:19:49,523 The risk. 314 00:19:50,357 --> 00:19:51,358 Pessimistic. 315 00:19:55,404 --> 00:19:56,655 I'm glad we got that out of the way. 316 00:19:56,738 --> 00:19:58,657 -Yeah, thank God. -You want an onion ring? 317 00:19:59,199 --> 00:20:00,200 -Please. -Mmm. 318 00:20:01,326 --> 00:20:02,327 DAVID: Delicious. 319 00:20:02,411 --> 00:20:04,288 This is the only ring I'll be getting from you. 320 00:20:04,371 --> 00:20:05,372 (CHUCKLES) 321 00:20:18,510 --> 00:20:19,553 All right, well... 322 00:20:20,179 --> 00:20:22,389 Yeah, nice knowing you. 323 00:20:22,472 --> 00:20:24,099 -Nice arguing with you. -(CHUCKLES) 324 00:20:27,895 --> 00:20:29,897 (BIRDS CHIRPING) 325 00:20:38,530 --> 00:20:40,449 (MELLOW MUSIC PLAYING) 326 00:20:40,532 --> 00:20:42,034 DAVID: Did you get the GPS? 327 00:20:42,117 --> 00:20:43,410 SARAH: Yeah, because... 328 00:20:43,493 --> 00:20:45,373 TOGETHER: Sometimes your phone craps out on you. 329 00:21:00,677 --> 00:21:02,012 DAVID: Okay. SARAH: Yeah. 330 00:21:05,432 --> 00:21:06,725 Well, enjoy your journey. 331 00:21:07,643 --> 00:21:08,644 You, too. 332 00:21:11,396 --> 00:21:12,940 -Bye, Sarah. -Bye, David. 333 00:21:19,112 --> 00:21:20,531 -Hey, Sarah. -Yeah. 334 00:21:21,406 --> 00:21:22,741 What I was saying... 335 00:21:24,159 --> 00:21:25,160 I do dance. 336 00:21:25,869 --> 00:21:27,871 (POP SONG PLAYING) 337 00:21:33,585 --> 00:21:35,587 (ENGINE STARTING) 338 00:21:40,259 --> 00:21:42,219 GPS: You have arrived at your destination. 339 00:21:42,302 --> 00:21:44,346 DAVID: I'm ready for my journey. 340 00:21:45,889 --> 00:21:47,933 (ENGINE SPUTTERING) 341 00:21:48,016 --> 00:21:49,017 GPS: Pick up Sarah. 342 00:21:49,935 --> 00:21:51,436 (SPUTTERING CONTINUES) 343 00:21:53,146 --> 00:21:54,147 (CAR HONKS) 344 00:21:59,987 --> 00:22:01,697 My car won't start. 345 00:22:01,780 --> 00:22:02,990 (DAVID CHUCKLES) 346 00:22:07,369 --> 00:22:08,412 GPS: Welcome to your journey, 347 00:22:08,495 --> 00:22:09,788 Sarah and David. 348 00:22:11,748 --> 00:22:13,333 Do you have any clue where we're headed? 349 00:22:14,459 --> 00:22:15,502 None, whatsoever. 350 00:23:06,094 --> 00:23:07,930 GPS: You have arrived at your first stop. 351 00:23:09,223 --> 00:23:11,475 SARAH: Should we be trusting the GPS? 352 00:23:11,558 --> 00:23:12,976 DAVID: I have nothing to lose. 353 00:23:14,436 --> 00:23:15,479 SARAH: Me neither. 354 00:23:21,235 --> 00:23:22,236 What is that? 355 00:23:29,743 --> 00:23:30,744 DAVID: Excuse me. 356 00:23:39,253 --> 00:23:40,254 Very bizarre. 357 00:23:44,258 --> 00:23:45,338 SARAH: What's around there? 358 00:23:47,135 --> 00:23:48,929 -(SARAH CHUCKLES) -Dead bodies. 359 00:23:49,888 --> 00:23:50,889 Shut up. 360 00:24:01,358 --> 00:24:02,359 We have to go through it. 361 00:24:03,610 --> 00:24:04,611 Why? 362 00:24:05,863 --> 00:24:06,864 We just do. 363 00:24:10,409 --> 00:24:11,689 What do you think's behind there? 364 00:24:13,537 --> 00:24:14,746 More of this? 365 00:24:14,830 --> 00:24:15,831 You think? 366 00:24:16,832 --> 00:24:18,333 I don't know. Come on. 367 00:24:20,544 --> 00:24:22,546 (INTRIGUING MUSIC PLAYING) 368 00:24:27,843 --> 00:24:29,636 SARAH: Oh, my God. 369 00:24:39,521 --> 00:24:40,522 (DAVID CHUCKLES) 370 00:24:45,652 --> 00:24:47,487 Holy shit. I know this place. 371 00:24:47,571 --> 00:24:49,031 SARAH: Are you gonna tell me what's going on? 372 00:24:49,114 --> 00:24:51,491 We're visiting a preserved lighthouse 373 00:24:51,575 --> 00:24:52,743 from the 19th century. 374 00:24:53,327 --> 00:24:54,328 SARAH: Where? 375 00:24:54,995 --> 00:24:55,996 Canada. 376 00:24:57,206 --> 00:24:58,916 Canada, okay. 377 00:24:59,583 --> 00:25:01,251 DAVID: Came here a few years back. 378 00:25:01,335 --> 00:25:03,086 On a little trip of my own. 379 00:25:08,800 --> 00:25:11,887 Are you some kind of weird lighthouse freak? 380 00:25:11,970 --> 00:25:13,681 (CHUCKLES) Now that you say it, I wish I was. 381 00:25:13,764 --> 00:25:15,324 Is that... That's your thing? (CHUCKLES) 382 00:25:17,351 --> 00:25:18,852 This is unbelievable. 383 00:25:32,241 --> 00:25:33,617 Why were you here by yourself? 384 00:25:35,244 --> 00:25:36,745 I travel alone all the time. 385 00:25:37,663 --> 00:25:38,664 Me too. 386 00:25:44,628 --> 00:25:46,255 It's funny how the most beautiful places 387 00:25:46,338 --> 00:25:47,923 make you feel the most alone. You know? 388 00:25:49,341 --> 00:25:50,593 No matter where you go, you always 389 00:25:50,676 --> 00:25:51,802 end up going to the top of something 390 00:25:51,885 --> 00:25:52,970 and looking down at something. 391 00:25:53,053 --> 00:25:54,221 Most places have a thing like that. 392 00:25:54,304 --> 00:25:55,806 You know, you go to the top and you... 393 00:25:57,057 --> 00:25:58,475 you look out and you look down, 394 00:25:58,559 --> 00:25:59,727 and you're supposed to have an epiphany 395 00:25:59,810 --> 00:26:01,562 about who you are and... 396 00:26:02,980 --> 00:26:04,565 about your life and... 397 00:26:06,316 --> 00:26:07,317 where it's headed. 398 00:26:13,532 --> 00:26:15,212 SARAH: Well, do you know where it's headed? 399 00:26:18,579 --> 00:26:19,746 No, Sarah, I do not. 400 00:26:21,373 --> 00:26:23,709 Did you have an epiphany the last time you were here? 401 00:26:23,792 --> 00:26:24,960 No. 402 00:26:27,462 --> 00:26:28,505 Felt nothing. 403 00:26:29,590 --> 00:26:31,710 -So you didn't take this all in? -(SEAGULLS SQUAWKING) 404 00:26:35,429 --> 00:26:36,430 Not even close. 405 00:26:40,809 --> 00:26:41,810 What about now? 406 00:26:47,232 --> 00:26:48,859 (GUITAR MUSIC PLAYING) 407 00:26:52,779 --> 00:26:55,032 -Did that really just happen? -(DAVID CHUCKLES) 408 00:26:55,115 --> 00:26:56,116 DAVID: Apparently. 409 00:26:56,200 --> 00:26:57,910 A red door in the middle of the woods. 410 00:26:59,244 --> 00:27:00,329 Like, who put it there? 411 00:27:03,874 --> 00:27:06,293 GPS: Next stop is in 79 miles. 412 00:27:08,629 --> 00:27:09,963 Hey, what's this all about? 413 00:27:10,047 --> 00:27:11,465 GPS: Proceed to the route. 414 00:27:13,467 --> 00:27:14,551 I'm talking to you. 415 00:27:15,511 --> 00:27:16,803 GPS: Proceed to the route. 416 00:27:30,192 --> 00:27:31,193 DAVID: Locked? 417 00:27:33,987 --> 00:27:34,988 Yeah. 418 00:27:41,453 --> 00:27:42,788 (DOOR LOCK CLICKS) 419 00:27:52,923 --> 00:27:54,758 VINCENT: Sarah. SARAH: Vincent. 420 00:27:56,635 --> 00:27:58,315 -(DOOR THUDS) -VINCENT: Is everything okay? 421 00:27:59,304 --> 00:28:00,305 Yeah. 422 00:28:00,806 --> 00:28:02,432 -VINCENT: Your flashlight. -Yes! 423 00:28:04,309 --> 00:28:05,352 -Thanks. -VINCENT: Enjoy. 424 00:28:05,853 --> 00:28:06,937 See you on the way out, Vincent. 425 00:28:07,020 --> 00:28:08,063 VINCENT: I'll be here. 426 00:28:13,861 --> 00:28:15,279 DAVID: Where are we? 427 00:28:15,362 --> 00:28:17,531 We are at my favorite museum. 428 00:28:18,115 --> 00:28:19,315 DAVID: What are we doing here? 429 00:28:20,117 --> 00:28:21,869 Probably gonna look at paintings. 430 00:28:23,287 --> 00:28:24,454 DAVID: Cool. 431 00:28:24,538 --> 00:28:26,540 (SOULFUL MUSIC PLAYING) 432 00:29:34,525 --> 00:29:35,859 My mom's dead. 433 00:29:39,696 --> 00:29:40,948 What painting is that? 434 00:29:42,741 --> 00:29:43,742 That's very funny. 435 00:29:45,744 --> 00:29:47,871 She died when I was 19, but... 436 00:29:48,622 --> 00:29:51,458 growing up, we would come here at least once a month. 437 00:29:52,626 --> 00:29:54,461 Vincent would let us have the museum 438 00:29:54,545 --> 00:29:56,505 all to ourselves during closing hours. 439 00:29:56,588 --> 00:29:59,716 He loved my mom. Loved her. 440 00:30:01,468 --> 00:30:04,596 And then when she died, I started coming once a week. 441 00:30:06,056 --> 00:30:08,642 Yeah, and then I just got busy, that kind of thing. 442 00:30:09,309 --> 00:30:10,644 (INHALES) 443 00:30:10,727 --> 00:30:12,354 -Happens. -Hmm. 444 00:30:13,355 --> 00:30:15,190 Well, my mom's alive. 445 00:30:17,359 --> 00:30:18,652 Oh, great. 446 00:30:18,735 --> 00:30:19,820 Yeah. Not dead. 447 00:30:20,237 --> 00:30:22,281 That is so awesome for you. 448 00:30:22,364 --> 00:30:23,866 -Dad, on the other hand... -Dead? 449 00:30:24,741 --> 00:30:25,742 No. Alive. 450 00:30:30,122 --> 00:30:31,415 I think my dad's alive. 451 00:30:33,041 --> 00:30:34,042 I wish he were dead. 452 00:30:38,964 --> 00:30:41,049 I actually went on a road trip with my dad once. 453 00:30:41,633 --> 00:30:42,968 DAVID: Oh, Yeah? SARAH: Yeah. 454 00:30:43,051 --> 00:30:44,803 We went to the, um... 455 00:30:44,887 --> 00:30:46,805 Baseball Hall of Fame in Cooperstown. 456 00:30:46,889 --> 00:30:47,890 You like baseball? 457 00:30:48,765 --> 00:30:50,017 SARAH: What? No, he did. 458 00:30:50,100 --> 00:30:52,436 Well, he "does" I guess. 459 00:30:53,478 --> 00:30:54,855 Um... 460 00:30:54,938 --> 00:30:56,940 And I remember he brought this big bag 461 00:30:57,024 --> 00:30:59,276 of unshelled sunflower seeds, 462 00:30:59,359 --> 00:31:00,861 and I ate the whole bag and I got sick. 463 00:31:00,944 --> 00:31:02,738 So you didn't like baseball and you got sick? 464 00:31:03,322 --> 00:31:04,323 SARAH: Yeah. (CHUCKLES) 465 00:31:05,365 --> 00:31:06,366 Yeah. 466 00:31:07,117 --> 00:31:08,118 But... 467 00:31:13,415 --> 00:31:14,917 It was actually a really great time. 468 00:31:15,000 --> 00:31:16,960 We had a great time. He, um... 469 00:31:20,422 --> 00:31:23,258 When I had his attention, he was actually pretty great. 470 00:31:33,477 --> 00:31:34,478 So tell me. 471 00:31:35,729 --> 00:31:36,897 Why are you single? 472 00:31:40,943 --> 00:31:42,319 You really wanna know? 473 00:31:42,402 --> 00:31:43,403 Yeah. 474 00:31:46,365 --> 00:31:47,824 It's because I cheat. 475 00:31:49,451 --> 00:31:51,537 Even when I don't want to cheat, I'll end up cheating. 476 00:31:51,620 --> 00:31:55,082 Even when the person I'm with is perfect, I'll cheat. 477 00:31:57,334 --> 00:31:58,377 Okay. 478 00:31:58,460 --> 00:32:01,630 It makes me feel like one half of me is always single 479 00:32:01,713 --> 00:32:04,716 and doesn't have to give a shit about anyone else but myself, 480 00:32:04,800 --> 00:32:06,969 and so then that half... 481 00:32:08,470 --> 00:32:09,805 cheats and... 482 00:32:10,806 --> 00:32:11,807 gets caught. 483 00:32:12,683 --> 00:32:15,352 And then all of me is single, 484 00:32:15,435 --> 00:32:17,938 and that's what I'd rather be in the first place. 485 00:32:19,940 --> 00:32:21,233 Not the answer I expected. 486 00:32:21,775 --> 00:32:23,318 (UPBEAT MUSIC PLAYING) 487 00:32:23,402 --> 00:32:24,611 (CHUCKLES) 488 00:32:28,657 --> 00:32:31,159 SARAH: And why are you single? 489 00:32:32,077 --> 00:32:33,412 DAVID: Oh... 490 00:32:33,495 --> 00:32:35,135 I suppose I haven't met the right one yet. 491 00:32:35,622 --> 00:32:37,583 David, you've probably met the right one, 492 00:32:37,666 --> 00:32:39,001 like, a hundred times already. 493 00:32:39,084 --> 00:32:41,212 DAVID: Mmm, I wish that was true even once, Sarah, but... 494 00:32:41,295 --> 00:32:43,338 (SCOFFS) That's such a bullshit answer. 495 00:32:43,422 --> 00:32:45,215 I gave you honest fucking truth. 496 00:32:45,841 --> 00:32:47,384 And you're going to give me, 497 00:32:47,467 --> 00:32:49,261 "I haven't met the right one yet." 498 00:32:49,344 --> 00:32:50,471 Just because you don't like the answer 499 00:32:50,554 --> 00:32:51,639 doesn't mean it's a bullshit answer. 500 00:32:51,722 --> 00:32:53,307 You've probably given the "I cheat" speech 501 00:32:53,390 --> 00:32:54,391 a thousand times. 502 00:32:55,184 --> 00:32:57,603 And I betcha anything it makes guys want you even more. 503 00:32:58,645 --> 00:32:59,897 Yeah? Any truth to that? 504 00:33:00,647 --> 00:33:01,887 Sounded a little bit rehearsed. 505 00:33:03,025 --> 00:33:05,444 Kind of like your top of the lighthouse bullshit? 506 00:33:07,654 --> 00:33:08,989 (IMITATES ACCENT) "The most beautiful places" 507 00:33:09,072 --> 00:33:10,782 "make you feel the most alone." 508 00:33:11,450 --> 00:33:13,530 Oh, that's a pretty good me, actually. I'm flattered. 509 00:33:13,869 --> 00:33:14,870 GPS: In 0.5 miles, 510 00:33:14,953 --> 00:33:16,997 you will arrive at your destination. 511 00:33:22,252 --> 00:33:24,254 SARAH: Oh, my God. DAVID: Oh, shit. 512 00:33:24,338 --> 00:33:25,547 Is that your high school? 513 00:33:25,631 --> 00:33:26,632 DAVID: Yeah, how'd you know? 514 00:33:26,715 --> 00:33:28,091 SARAH: Well, two reasons. 515 00:33:28,175 --> 00:33:30,928 One, those could only be high school doors. 516 00:33:31,637 --> 00:33:33,388 And the second reason? 517 00:33:33,472 --> 00:33:34,473 I'll tell you later. 518 00:33:34,556 --> 00:33:35,933 -No, wait, wait. -What? 519 00:33:36,642 --> 00:33:37,643 Um... 520 00:33:38,477 --> 00:33:40,062 You know, I'm not sure. 521 00:33:40,729 --> 00:33:41,730 What? 522 00:33:41,813 --> 00:33:43,815 Well, I went here for four years, 523 00:33:43,899 --> 00:33:46,568 but I don't know who or what, when... 524 00:33:47,444 --> 00:33:48,612 -You know. -It's okay. 525 00:33:48,695 --> 00:33:50,030 -High school. -It's okay. 526 00:33:50,113 --> 00:33:51,323 -Uh... -We'll find out. 527 00:33:52,366 --> 00:33:53,367 -Come on. -(SIGHS) 528 00:33:53,450 --> 00:33:55,452 (INDISTINCT CHATTER) 529 00:33:57,162 --> 00:33:58,622 SARAH: Oh, wow! 530 00:34:00,165 --> 00:34:01,208 (SARAH CHUCKLES) 531 00:34:01,291 --> 00:34:02,835 You've got to be fucking kidding me. 532 00:34:04,837 --> 00:34:06,088 Jesus Christ. 533 00:34:06,171 --> 00:34:07,214 Hi, David. 534 00:34:07,923 --> 00:34:09,091 David, what are you doing? 535 00:34:09,174 --> 00:34:10,176 -Mr. Nelson. -You're late. Come on. 536 00:34:10,259 --> 00:34:11,259 No, no, no. You're dead. 537 00:34:11,342 --> 00:34:12,386 -What? -You're dead. 538 00:34:12,469 --> 00:34:14,721 I was at your funeral. It's four years from now. 539 00:34:14,804 --> 00:34:16,181 I mean, look, maybe I was wrong, 540 00:34:16,264 --> 00:34:17,808 but get your pancreas checked, will you? And soon. 541 00:34:17,891 --> 00:34:19,935 David, I don't know what kind of pre-show routine 542 00:34:20,018 --> 00:34:21,270 you're doing here, but there's no time. 543 00:34:21,353 --> 00:34:23,813 Curtain's in half an hour. Half hour, everyone. 544 00:34:23,897 --> 00:34:25,107 Mr. Nelson, how old am I? 545 00:34:25,190 --> 00:34:26,190 You're 15. 546 00:34:26,275 --> 00:34:27,942 -I'm 15. -Cool. 547 00:34:28,025 --> 00:34:30,529 -How old am I? -I don't know. 40? 548 00:34:30,612 --> 00:34:33,489 I'm gonna kill you today. Forget four years from now. 549 00:34:34,658 --> 00:34:35,742 Fucking 40? 550 00:34:38,871 --> 00:34:40,080 BOY: You nervous for tonight? 551 00:34:40,956 --> 00:34:42,833 Yeah. You're gonna kill them. 552 00:34:44,668 --> 00:34:47,004 Yeah. Break a leg, okay? 553 00:34:48,964 --> 00:34:49,965 SARAH: Who's that? 554 00:34:50,716 --> 00:34:51,716 Cheryl Hayward. 555 00:34:52,801 --> 00:34:54,219 She, uh, plays Rosemary. 556 00:34:54,303 --> 00:34:55,762 SARAH: So, are you in this show? 557 00:34:55,846 --> 00:34:56,929 You're in this musical? 558 00:34:57,014 --> 00:34:59,391 Yeah. I play, um, J. Pierrepont Finch. 559 00:35:00,893 --> 00:35:02,978 -You're J. Pierrepont Finch? -(CLEARS THROAT) Yes. 560 00:35:04,479 --> 00:35:06,231 What? That's amazing. 561 00:35:06,315 --> 00:35:07,316 Oh, you did the show? 562 00:35:07,399 --> 00:35:09,276 God, I wish. No. 563 00:35:09,359 --> 00:35:10,736 Ex-musical groupie. 564 00:35:10,819 --> 00:35:11,862 -Huh. -Mmm. 565 00:35:12,988 --> 00:35:14,615 After her solo, I, um... 566 00:35:15,574 --> 00:35:16,575 I tell her I love her. 567 00:35:17,326 --> 00:35:18,911 SARAH: Oh, wow. Okay. 568 00:35:18,994 --> 00:35:21,538 She says, "I don't love you. I love Clint Whitford." 569 00:35:21,622 --> 00:35:23,916 And I'm... devastated. 570 00:35:23,999 --> 00:35:25,417 Who's Clint Whitford? 571 00:35:25,501 --> 00:35:27,920 This fucking asshole, prick, college freshman. 572 00:35:28,003 --> 00:35:29,379 He treats her like shit. 573 00:35:30,088 --> 00:35:31,423 -Wow. -That night... 574 00:35:32,007 --> 00:35:33,300 I mean, tonight, I go home 575 00:35:33,383 --> 00:35:34,927 and I don't even get out of my costume. 576 00:35:35,010 --> 00:35:36,386 I go up to my playroom, 577 00:35:36,470 --> 00:35:39,806 I plant myself face down on the couch, and I cry. 578 00:35:39,890 --> 00:35:41,058 You have a playroom? 579 00:35:41,558 --> 00:35:42,935 I cried so hard. Jesus. 580 00:35:43,435 --> 00:35:44,478 God, it feels like it... 581 00:35:46,230 --> 00:35:48,440 Oh, feels exactly like it felt that night. 582 00:35:48,524 --> 00:35:50,359 -Okay, well... -Except now I know it's worse. 583 00:35:50,442 --> 00:35:52,882 No, because I know she's gonna just destroy me all over again. 584 00:35:53,362 --> 00:35:54,363 Okay, just don't... 585 00:35:55,280 --> 00:35:56,532 Don't tell her you love her. 586 00:35:56,615 --> 00:35:57,616 No, but I have to. 587 00:35:59,326 --> 00:36:01,078 Why? You just said that you know 588 00:36:01,161 --> 00:36:02,704 that she's not going to say it back. 589 00:36:04,706 --> 00:36:05,791 Maybe she will. 590 00:36:06,291 --> 00:36:07,751 She won't. 591 00:36:08,794 --> 00:36:09,920 -I have to. -MANAGER: David? 592 00:36:11,588 --> 00:36:12,923 Hair and makeup right now. 593 00:36:13,006 --> 00:36:14,174 -DAVID: Cool. -Yeah. 594 00:36:14,258 --> 00:36:15,467 DAVID: Okay. 595 00:36:15,551 --> 00:36:16,552 Break a leg. 596 00:36:18,053 --> 00:36:19,304 MAN: Lights in the catwalk. 597 00:36:19,388 --> 00:36:20,639 Lights in the catwalk. 598 00:36:24,977 --> 00:36:26,061 Yes! 599 00:36:27,020 --> 00:36:28,021 (SOFTLY) Amy Moore. 600 00:36:30,899 --> 00:36:31,900 Eddie Bora? 601 00:36:33,735 --> 00:36:35,404 Why are you saying my full name? 602 00:36:35,487 --> 00:36:36,488 Uh, I don't know. 603 00:36:36,989 --> 00:36:39,867 (SOFTLY) But you do it with Jennifer Hodge tonight. 604 00:36:41,493 --> 00:36:43,537 -Do what? -Do it. 605 00:36:43,620 --> 00:36:45,497 You must be so excited for David. 606 00:36:45,581 --> 00:36:47,499 Oh, we're just so proud of him. 607 00:36:47,583 --> 00:36:49,251 He's so talented. 608 00:36:49,334 --> 00:36:50,377 He worked very hard. 609 00:36:50,460 --> 00:36:52,379 Yeah. He went after it, he deserves it. 610 00:36:52,462 --> 00:36:54,673 Yeah. And he's just a really special kid. 611 00:36:54,756 --> 00:36:57,217 Just really and truly, just special. 612 00:36:57,301 --> 00:36:58,343 FATHER: And talented. 613 00:36:58,427 --> 00:37:01,013 MOTHER: Yeah, and special. 614 00:37:01,889 --> 00:37:02,973 -Okay. -Enjoy the show. 615 00:37:03,056 --> 00:37:04,376 We'll see you at the intermission. 616 00:37:07,311 --> 00:37:08,312 EDDIE: And now, 617 00:37:08,395 --> 00:37:11,565 How To Succeed In Business Without Really Trying. 618 00:37:11,648 --> 00:37:13,650 (CHEERS AND APPLAUSE) 619 00:37:20,240 --> 00:37:21,325 MANAGER: Dear Reader, 620 00:37:21,408 --> 00:37:23,702 this little book is designed to tell you 621 00:37:23,785 --> 00:37:25,078 everything you need to know 622 00:37:25,162 --> 00:37:27,372 about the science of getting ahead. 623 00:37:28,582 --> 00:37:33,212 Now let us assume you are young, healthy, clear-eyed, and eager, 624 00:37:33,295 --> 00:37:35,964 anxious to rise quickly and easily 625 00:37:36,048 --> 00:37:37,716 to the top of the business world. 626 00:37:38,550 --> 00:37:39,968 You can. 627 00:37:44,306 --> 00:37:46,934 If you have education and intelligence 628 00:37:47,017 --> 00:37:49,853 and ability, so much the better. 629 00:37:50,479 --> 00:37:52,159 What the fuck are you doing? Get out there. 630 00:37:52,814 --> 00:37:54,691 My name is David Longley. I'm 15 years old, 631 00:37:54,775 --> 00:37:57,194 and I'm the lead in my high school musical. 632 00:37:57,277 --> 00:37:59,113 Are you saying that to yourself or you saying that to me? 633 00:37:59,196 --> 00:38:00,197 Uh, both. 634 00:38:00,864 --> 00:38:02,533 You know, you know the bit in, um... 635 00:38:03,158 --> 00:38:04,993 Bourne Identity, where Jason Bourne 636 00:38:05,077 --> 00:38:06,412 realizes that he can be an assassin 637 00:38:06,495 --> 00:38:08,495 without remembering that he's actually an assassin? 638 00:38:09,331 --> 00:38:10,332 What's Jason Bourne? 639 00:38:10,999 --> 00:38:12,459 ...lucky golden few. 640 00:38:13,043 --> 00:38:14,086 You can. 641 00:38:14,169 --> 00:38:15,295 This is Jason Bourne. 642 00:38:18,632 --> 00:38:20,634 (UPBEAT MUSIC PLAYING) 643 00:38:21,385 --> 00:38:24,096 (SINGING) How to apply for a job 644 00:38:24,179 --> 00:38:26,807 How to advance From the mail room 645 00:38:26,890 --> 00:38:28,976 How to sit down at a desk 646 00:38:29,601 --> 00:38:32,312 How to dictate memorandums 647 00:38:32,396 --> 00:38:36,066 How to develop executive style 648 00:38:36,149 --> 00:38:39,403 How to commute In a three button suit 649 00:38:39,486 --> 00:38:42,656 With that weary executive smile 650 00:38:44,491 --> 00:38:46,577 This book is all that I need 651 00:38:47,202 --> 00:38:48,203 How to 652 00:38:48,287 --> 00:38:52,082 How to succeed 653 00:38:52,165 --> 00:38:54,168 (LAUGHING) 654 00:39:31,872 --> 00:39:33,081 Wow. 655 00:39:36,710 --> 00:39:38,712 (CHEERS AND APPLAUSE) 656 00:39:44,092 --> 00:39:49,056 (SINGING) I'll be so happy To keep his dinner warm 657 00:39:49,598 --> 00:39:55,437 While he goes onward and upward 658 00:39:56,813 --> 00:39:59,942 Happy to keep his dinner warm 659 00:40:00,025 --> 00:40:06,532 Till he comes wearily home From downtown 660 00:40:06,615 --> 00:40:08,784 ...in the head 661 00:40:08,867 --> 00:40:09,993 That office chair... 662 00:40:10,077 --> 00:40:12,079 (FOOTSTEPS APPROACH) 663 00:40:14,373 --> 00:40:16,333 -(SIGHS) Cheryl. Cheryl. -David... 664 00:40:16,416 --> 00:40:17,877 Before we go out there just listen to me. 665 00:40:17,960 --> 00:40:19,419 Cheryl, I love you. 666 00:40:19,503 --> 00:40:20,587 David, I care about you, 667 00:40:20,671 --> 00:40:22,714 but Clint and I are gonna try to make things work. 668 00:40:22,798 --> 00:40:24,300 TOGETHER: And I know he can be awful sometimes, 669 00:40:24,383 --> 00:40:25,467 but I have to try. 670 00:40:25,968 --> 00:40:27,136 How did you know what I was gonna say? 671 00:40:27,219 --> 00:40:28,859 MANAGER: Cheryl, we need you in the wings. 672 00:40:29,721 --> 00:40:31,723 (CHEERS AND APPLAUSE) 673 00:40:33,058 --> 00:40:34,977 DAVID: You two... You, you break up after six months. 674 00:40:35,060 --> 00:40:37,521 Okay, maybe, but that doesn't change the way I feel right now. 675 00:40:39,147 --> 00:40:40,148 But not maybe! 676 00:40:42,901 --> 00:40:43,944 Not maybe. 677 00:40:44,570 --> 00:40:46,071 It doesn't work. It will not work. 678 00:40:47,739 --> 00:40:48,783 CHERYL: J. Pierrepont Finch, 679 00:40:48,866 --> 00:40:50,576 why are you looking at me that way? 680 00:40:53,120 --> 00:40:54,580 J. Pierrepont Finch, 681 00:40:54,663 --> 00:40:56,665 why are you looking at me that way? 682 00:40:56,748 --> 00:40:57,791 He breaks your heart. 683 00:40:59,668 --> 00:41:01,503 Clint. He... He breaks your heart. 684 00:41:01,587 --> 00:41:03,422 He cheats with Amy Moore during Easter break. 685 00:41:03,505 --> 00:41:04,673 David, what are you doing? 686 00:41:04,756 --> 00:41:06,300 Ooh, boy. 687 00:41:06,383 --> 00:41:09,011 You marry Tate Chandler. 688 00:41:11,555 --> 00:41:13,599 And then you divorce Tate Chandler. 689 00:41:18,437 --> 00:41:20,689 -Cheryl... -Stop chasing me, David. 690 00:41:20,772 --> 00:41:21,857 I don't love you. 691 00:41:22,941 --> 00:41:25,235 Well, would you look at that? 692 00:41:25,777 --> 00:41:26,820 It's five o'clock. 693 00:41:27,529 --> 00:41:31,116 (SINGING) Well, here it is 5:00 p.m. 694 00:41:31,200 --> 00:41:34,244 The finish of a long day's work 695 00:41:34,328 --> 00:41:37,664 And there they are, both of them 696 00:41:38,290 --> 00:41:41,001 The secretary and the clerk 697 00:41:42,461 --> 00:41:46,006 Not very well acquainted 698 00:41:46,089 --> 00:41:49,051 Not very much to say 699 00:41:49,134 --> 00:41:55,265 But I can hear those Two little minds ticking away 700 00:41:55,349 --> 00:41:56,600 I should have understood. 701 00:41:56,683 --> 00:41:59,311 (SINGING) Now, she's thinking 702 00:41:59,394 --> 00:42:00,854 I'm so sorry. Cheryl. 703 00:42:02,397 --> 00:42:03,482 Cheryl, I'm sorry. 704 00:42:03,565 --> 00:42:06,485 GIRL: (SINGING) Now, she's thinking 705 00:42:07,861 --> 00:42:09,381 -Cheryl? Cheryl, are you okay? -Cheryl? 706 00:42:10,447 --> 00:42:12,658 (SINGING) Now, she's thinking 707 00:42:13,408 --> 00:42:16,245 (SINGING) I wonder if we take the same bus 708 00:42:16,870 --> 00:42:18,997 And he's thinking 709 00:42:19,081 --> 00:42:21,166 (SINGING) That could be Quite a thing between us 710 00:42:23,919 --> 00:42:26,129 Now, she's thinking 711 00:42:26,213 --> 00:42:27,548 He really is a dear 712 00:42:27,631 --> 00:42:29,675 And he's thinking 713 00:42:29,758 --> 00:42:31,176 But what of my career 714 00:42:31,260 --> 00:42:32,386 And she says 715 00:42:32,469 --> 00:42:33,470 Ah 716 00:42:33,554 --> 00:42:35,514 And he says -(CLEARS THROAT) 717 00:42:35,597 --> 00:42:38,141 Well, it's been a long day 718 00:42:38,225 --> 00:42:40,102 -Well, it's been a long -Well, it's been a long 719 00:42:40,185 --> 00:42:41,937 -Been a long, been a long -Been a long, been a long 720 00:42:42,020 --> 00:42:44,857 -Been a long day -Been a long day 721 00:42:45,524 --> 00:42:47,734 Well, it's been a long 722 00:42:47,818 --> 00:42:49,570 Been a long, been a long 723 00:42:49,653 --> 00:42:53,907 Been a long day 724 00:42:58,161 --> 00:42:59,329 -Again? -Sure. 725 00:43:01,373 --> 00:43:03,375 ALL: (SINGING) Well, it's been a long 726 00:43:03,458 --> 00:43:05,669 Been a long, been a long 727 00:43:05,752 --> 00:43:10,132 Been a long day 728 00:43:11,925 --> 00:43:13,760 (BOTH LAUGHING) 729 00:43:23,187 --> 00:43:25,355 That was fuckin'... How did you know? 730 00:43:26,607 --> 00:43:27,608 What can I say? 731 00:43:27,691 --> 00:43:30,444 A good musical groupie always knows the songs. 732 00:43:31,195 --> 00:43:32,196 Thanks for the save. 733 00:43:32,696 --> 00:43:33,697 You're welcome. 734 00:43:39,494 --> 00:43:40,495 Ah. 735 00:43:40,996 --> 00:43:42,831 It's actually the second reason I knew 736 00:43:42,915 --> 00:43:44,750 that those were high school doors. 737 00:43:46,919 --> 00:43:48,128 I'm secretly a dork. 738 00:43:49,129 --> 00:43:50,589 You're secretly a dork. 739 00:43:50,672 --> 00:43:51,673 Not so secret. 740 00:43:51,757 --> 00:43:52,925 Yeah, not anymore. 741 00:43:55,594 --> 00:43:59,348 High school's really fucking important to dorks like us. 742 00:44:01,558 --> 00:44:03,852 It's pretty formative. 743 00:44:04,686 --> 00:44:05,687 (SIGHS) 744 00:44:06,730 --> 00:44:08,565 It's formative as fuck. 745 00:44:13,654 --> 00:44:14,655 Thanks. 746 00:44:14,738 --> 00:44:15,739 You're welcome. 747 00:44:24,289 --> 00:44:26,291 (MELLOW SONG PLAYING) 748 00:44:52,067 --> 00:44:54,862 SARAH: You were different back there. 749 00:44:54,945 --> 00:44:56,238 DAVID: How was I different? 750 00:44:58,365 --> 00:44:59,366 Very... 751 00:45:00,993 --> 00:45:02,452 heart on your sleeve. 752 00:45:02,536 --> 00:45:03,745 DAVID: Mmm. 753 00:45:05,289 --> 00:45:06,498 Yeah, that was me back then. 754 00:45:06,582 --> 00:45:08,000 Back when I thought that the... 755 00:45:09,293 --> 00:45:10,711 Go on. Thought what? 756 00:45:12,212 --> 00:45:13,255 Back when I thought 757 00:45:13,338 --> 00:45:15,048 that everything would work out for me. 758 00:45:16,216 --> 00:45:17,759 (SMACKS LIPS) That I'd get what I want 759 00:45:17,843 --> 00:45:20,220 and that I'd be... happy. 760 00:45:22,222 --> 00:45:23,640 Because you're so special? 761 00:45:26,351 --> 00:45:27,686 (BOTH CHUCKLING) 762 00:45:28,228 --> 00:45:29,229 Where'd you hear that? 763 00:45:29,313 --> 00:45:30,314 Nowhere. 764 00:45:30,397 --> 00:45:32,774 I saw you sitting behind my mom and dad. 765 00:45:32,858 --> 00:45:36,236 They may have mentioned you being special, like... 766 00:45:37,487 --> 00:45:38,488 30 times. 767 00:45:39,573 --> 00:45:41,617 I swear to God, if I could go back to me as a kid, 768 00:45:41,700 --> 00:45:43,619 I would say, "David, you little prick," 769 00:45:44,369 --> 00:45:46,580 "you're not that special. Get over yourself." 770 00:45:48,248 --> 00:45:50,083 -Would you? -I would, actually, yeah. 771 00:45:50,584 --> 00:45:52,294 Yeah, I mean, it just causes you... 772 00:45:53,212 --> 00:45:55,047 It sets you up for a spectacular fall. 773 00:45:58,884 --> 00:46:00,719 So what is it that you want, David? 774 00:46:02,554 --> 00:46:03,764 What do you mean, Sarah? 775 00:46:06,600 --> 00:46:07,684 Are you still... 776 00:46:09,853 --> 00:46:12,189 chasing the Cheryls of this world? 777 00:46:14,483 --> 00:46:15,484 You know, it's been a long time 778 00:46:15,567 --> 00:46:17,447 since I've felt that anyone was worth the chase. 779 00:46:20,113 --> 00:46:21,573 Are you chasing me? 780 00:46:30,666 --> 00:46:32,626 Because if you are, you should just stop. 781 00:46:34,336 --> 00:46:35,963 Seriously, David, I'm just gonna end up 782 00:46:36,046 --> 00:46:37,673 disappointing you, like everyone else has, 783 00:46:37,756 --> 00:46:39,258 so, you should just stop. 784 00:46:40,008 --> 00:46:41,008 (TIRES SCREECH) 785 00:46:43,345 --> 00:46:44,972 (MELLOW MUSIC PLAYING) 786 00:46:46,682 --> 00:46:47,766 SARAH: What are you doing? 787 00:46:47,850 --> 00:46:49,476 I didn't mean stop the car. 788 00:47:03,282 --> 00:47:05,284 Okay, this is getting too dramatic. 789 00:47:12,207 --> 00:47:15,085 DAVID: Sometimes we have to perform to get to the truth. 790 00:47:30,475 --> 00:47:31,685 (SARAH EXHALES DEEPLY) 791 00:47:39,526 --> 00:47:41,528 ANNOUNCER: Doctor Morgan, please call recovery. 792 00:47:46,200 --> 00:47:47,242 Hi, Sarah. 793 00:47:47,826 --> 00:47:48,911 Hi, Dr. Vernon. 794 00:47:48,994 --> 00:47:50,370 How's everything at school? 795 00:47:50,454 --> 00:47:52,289 I think at this point, 796 00:47:52,372 --> 00:47:54,750 I was having an affair with my professor. 797 00:47:55,959 --> 00:47:58,128 -Uh, can we just get to it? -Sure. 798 00:47:59,713 --> 00:48:01,423 Your mom passed away about an hour ago. 799 00:48:04,760 --> 00:48:06,303 Was she comfortable? 800 00:48:06,386 --> 00:48:07,554 She was comfortable. 801 00:48:08,388 --> 00:48:09,806 -No pain? -DR. VERNON: None. 802 00:48:10,599 --> 00:48:12,643 -You fucking swear? -I fucking swear. 803 00:48:14,394 --> 00:48:16,021 -Did he... -DR. VERNON: No. 804 00:48:16,730 --> 00:48:18,565 Your father hasn't been here in months. 805 00:48:20,317 --> 00:48:21,693 So, she was alone when she died. 806 00:48:21,777 --> 00:48:24,071 I assure you, she was on a lot of medication. 807 00:48:24,154 --> 00:48:26,156 So, she was alone when she died? 808 00:48:27,032 --> 00:48:28,033 DR. VERNON: Yes. 809 00:48:31,036 --> 00:48:32,037 Do you want to see her? 810 00:48:33,539 --> 00:48:34,581 Can I just have a minute? 811 00:48:35,958 --> 00:48:36,959 DR. VERNON: Absolutely. 812 00:48:40,504 --> 00:48:42,506 (PENSIVE MUSIC PLAYING) 813 00:48:49,471 --> 00:48:50,556 DAVID: It was kind of messed up 814 00:48:50,639 --> 00:48:52,850 that I had to relive my high school musical. 815 00:48:52,933 --> 00:48:54,309 Which you kind of nailed. 816 00:48:54,393 --> 00:48:55,811 DAVID: I did nail, yes. 817 00:48:57,187 --> 00:48:58,189 But it seems really unfair 818 00:48:58,272 --> 00:48:59,273 that you have to relive the moment 819 00:48:59,356 --> 00:49:00,524 where you're told your mom died. 820 00:49:00,607 --> 00:49:01,817 I'm not reliving this. 821 00:49:02,776 --> 00:49:04,570 This is happening for the first time. 822 00:49:05,112 --> 00:49:07,406 I wasn't at the hospital when my mom died. 823 00:49:07,489 --> 00:49:08,657 I avoided it. 824 00:49:09,157 --> 00:49:10,158 Do you know where I went? 825 00:49:12,661 --> 00:49:13,662 Museum? 826 00:49:17,791 --> 00:49:19,376 God, the fucking museum. 827 00:49:20,043 --> 00:49:21,086 DAVID: Sarah, that's... 828 00:49:21,879 --> 00:49:22,880 That's kind of beautiful. 829 00:49:22,963 --> 00:49:24,756 Your mother's favorite place in the world. 830 00:49:27,593 --> 00:49:28,594 It's kind of beautiful. 831 00:49:31,638 --> 00:49:32,639 I'm horrible. 832 00:49:33,432 --> 00:49:34,474 Uh, not even close. 833 00:49:34,558 --> 00:49:35,976 I... Then you don't know me very well. 834 00:49:36,059 --> 00:49:38,061 Actually, not... You're... You're... 835 00:49:39,146 --> 00:49:42,107 You're magic. You're a lovely, formidable force, 836 00:49:42,191 --> 00:49:43,317 is what you are. 837 00:49:43,400 --> 00:49:44,401 SARAH: Listen to me. 838 00:49:46,737 --> 00:49:48,030 I'm a fucking coward. 839 00:49:48,113 --> 00:49:49,406 Nope. You're here now. 840 00:49:49,489 --> 00:49:51,408 -I'm a fucking coward. -You're here now. 841 00:49:51,491 --> 00:49:52,659 Yeah, but that doesn't, 842 00:49:52,743 --> 00:49:54,828 -it doesn't count now. It's... -DAVID: Why not? 843 00:49:54,912 --> 00:49:55,913 Because it... 844 00:49:58,165 --> 00:49:59,625 It's not real! (CHUCKLES) 845 00:50:00,459 --> 00:50:01,710 This isn't real! 846 00:50:01,793 --> 00:50:03,795 Well, it sure as shit... 847 00:50:04,755 --> 00:50:05,756 feels very real. 848 00:50:07,090 --> 00:50:08,091 Every part of it. 849 00:50:09,718 --> 00:50:10,719 David. 850 00:50:11,637 --> 00:50:14,431 I wasn't at the museum the day my mom died. 851 00:50:14,515 --> 00:50:15,516 I really... 852 00:50:16,934 --> 00:50:18,894 really love that you thought that, 853 00:50:19,686 --> 00:50:21,104 and I wish it were true, but... 854 00:50:23,190 --> 00:50:24,233 (SARAH SIGHS) 855 00:50:24,316 --> 00:50:25,317 I was... 856 00:50:26,235 --> 00:50:27,778 screwing my professor. 857 00:50:30,906 --> 00:50:32,115 That's what I was doing. 858 00:50:34,952 --> 00:50:36,328 And she died alone. 859 00:50:37,829 --> 00:50:38,830 DAVID: Mmm. 860 00:50:47,005 --> 00:50:48,340 I better do this. 861 00:51:20,581 --> 00:51:22,374 (SHUDDERS) 862 00:51:36,346 --> 00:51:38,015 (TELEPHONE RINGING) 863 00:51:57,159 --> 00:51:58,493 (BABY CRYING) 864 00:52:06,752 --> 00:52:07,794 (SOFTLY) Dad. 865 00:52:17,471 --> 00:52:19,097 (PENSIVE MUSIC PLAYING) 866 00:52:29,650 --> 00:52:31,401 SARAH: All I'm thinking about right now 867 00:52:31,485 --> 00:52:34,488 is the time that Big was supposed to play on TV 868 00:52:34,571 --> 00:52:36,281 one night after swim practice. 869 00:52:37,157 --> 00:52:39,117 And I remember saying to you, 870 00:52:39,201 --> 00:52:42,704 "Mom, what I really want is to come home" 871 00:52:42,788 --> 00:52:44,122 "from swim practice" 872 00:52:44,665 --> 00:52:47,459 "and eat mashed potatoes while I watch Big." 873 00:52:50,045 --> 00:52:51,245 And do you know what you said? 874 00:52:52,798 --> 00:52:54,383 Without hesitation. 875 00:52:54,466 --> 00:52:56,260 Without a hint of annoyance. 876 00:52:57,594 --> 00:52:58,595 You said, 877 00:52:59,304 --> 00:53:01,098 "Of course, sweetheart." 878 00:53:03,392 --> 00:53:05,894 And you must have been so tired. 879 00:53:08,230 --> 00:53:10,816 But you were never going to say no. 880 00:53:10,899 --> 00:53:14,194 That word just never crossed your mind. 881 00:53:15,779 --> 00:53:20,033 It was always, "Of course," with you. 882 00:53:23,662 --> 00:53:24,788 You just... 883 00:53:25,956 --> 00:53:26,999 gave... 884 00:53:28,876 --> 00:53:30,335 so easily. 885 00:53:32,379 --> 00:53:33,380 (SIGHS) 886 00:54:01,742 --> 00:54:03,243 -DAVID: Is everything okay? -Yeah. 887 00:54:04,286 --> 00:54:05,287 Yeah. 888 00:54:09,041 --> 00:54:10,876 No, not really. But... 889 00:54:12,753 --> 00:54:13,754 it's just... 890 00:54:15,881 --> 00:54:16,882 my son. 891 00:54:18,759 --> 00:54:22,012 My son, uh, was born prematurely. 892 00:54:26,517 --> 00:54:27,726 Well, I'm... I'm... 893 00:54:28,727 --> 00:54:29,895 I'm sure he's gonna be okay. 894 00:54:29,978 --> 00:54:32,189 There's some complications. 895 00:54:32,272 --> 00:54:33,690 We were just told this morning. 896 00:54:34,566 --> 00:54:36,193 DAVID: What complications? What's wrong? 897 00:54:37,945 --> 00:54:38,987 His heart. 898 00:54:40,113 --> 00:54:43,325 There's some... problems with his heart. 899 00:54:43,408 --> 00:54:45,160 It's called PDA. 900 00:54:45,244 --> 00:54:48,455 Patent ductus arter... something. 901 00:54:50,707 --> 00:54:52,668 DAVID: Did they say if it's fatal? 902 00:54:54,586 --> 00:54:55,671 Yeah, it can be. 903 00:54:57,005 --> 00:54:59,216 He'll... Hey, he'll survive. 904 00:55:01,009 --> 00:55:02,302 Well, thank you for saying that. 905 00:55:05,013 --> 00:55:06,014 (SNIFFLES) 906 00:55:07,516 --> 00:55:11,270 Seeing my... son trapped in that incubator. 907 00:55:11,353 --> 00:55:13,772 If he dies in there and if I'm not able to hold him, 908 00:55:13,856 --> 00:55:15,691 I don't know what... What we'll do. 909 00:55:17,359 --> 00:55:19,611 It's gonna be all right, Dad. It's gonna be all right. 910 00:55:20,320 --> 00:55:21,321 "Dad"? 911 00:55:22,781 --> 00:55:25,325 You... Well, you're a dad, right? 912 00:55:25,909 --> 00:55:27,619 (CHUCKLES) Actually, I am. 913 00:55:30,038 --> 00:55:32,457 We tried to have a child for a long time. 914 00:55:33,333 --> 00:55:34,626 And then we were fine with it. 915 00:55:35,252 --> 00:55:37,462 And then she got pregnant. 916 00:55:38,297 --> 00:55:39,298 At 40. 917 00:55:40,007 --> 00:55:41,216 And the next thing you know, 918 00:55:42,759 --> 00:55:44,219 our little David was born. 919 00:55:46,638 --> 00:55:47,764 Do you have children? 920 00:55:49,183 --> 00:55:50,184 No, I don't. 921 00:55:52,477 --> 00:55:56,148 My friends tried to explain what it's like, but... 922 00:55:56,690 --> 00:55:57,691 it's impossible. 923 00:55:58,525 --> 00:55:59,526 And annoying. 924 00:56:01,153 --> 00:56:04,364 The minute that I saw my boy... 925 00:56:06,074 --> 00:56:07,492 my world changed. 926 00:56:11,079 --> 00:56:12,080 Do you think... 927 00:56:13,290 --> 00:56:15,959 that you'll tell him about all this? 928 00:56:16,043 --> 00:56:17,503 You know, with the complications. 929 00:56:19,296 --> 00:56:21,256 My wife and I made a promise. 930 00:56:21,340 --> 00:56:23,467 If he survives, we'll do everything we can 931 00:56:23,550 --> 00:56:25,469 to protect him from shite like this. 932 00:56:26,094 --> 00:56:27,095 Excuse my language. 933 00:56:28,931 --> 00:56:30,015 Nah, nah. 934 00:56:30,891 --> 00:56:31,934 We won't tell him. 935 00:56:32,017 --> 00:56:34,603 He'll only know that he was perfect, 936 00:56:35,187 --> 00:56:37,356 and that he's everything we ever wanted and hoped for. 937 00:56:37,439 --> 00:56:38,440 That he's... 938 00:56:39,816 --> 00:56:40,817 Special. 939 00:56:44,488 --> 00:56:46,448 -Yeah, special. -NURSE: Mr. Longley. 940 00:56:47,491 --> 00:56:48,951 Your wife is asking for you. 941 00:56:49,451 --> 00:56:50,703 I need to go. Thanks for listening. 942 00:56:50,786 --> 00:56:51,828 DAVID: Yeah. 943 00:56:53,705 --> 00:56:54,706 Hey. 944 00:56:54,790 --> 00:56:55,791 Yeah? 945 00:56:56,291 --> 00:56:57,417 You're a good dad. 946 00:57:00,212 --> 00:57:01,213 That's all I want. 947 00:57:01,713 --> 00:57:02,714 Just a chance. 948 00:57:18,063 --> 00:57:19,481 SARAH: I met a boy, Mom. 949 00:57:22,401 --> 00:57:24,403 I really wish I could talk to you about it. 950 00:57:26,572 --> 00:57:27,948 He's here now. 951 00:57:30,951 --> 00:57:32,327 I think if I let him, 952 00:57:33,912 --> 00:57:35,539 he might always be here. 953 00:57:38,584 --> 00:57:40,252 (PENSIVE MUSIC PLAYING) 954 00:57:51,930 --> 00:57:53,223 Who are you? 955 00:57:57,352 --> 00:57:58,437 I'm the guy who buys gifts 956 00:57:58,520 --> 00:58:00,772 because he doesn't know what else to do. 957 00:58:05,027 --> 00:58:06,528 The Renoir painting from before. 958 00:58:06,612 --> 00:58:08,739 That's my mom's favorite painting. 959 00:58:08,822 --> 00:58:11,283 Hmm. It's a beautiful painting. 960 00:58:11,366 --> 00:58:12,367 Yeah. 961 00:58:12,868 --> 00:58:15,537 She always liked how helpful a girl who's not playing is. 962 00:58:15,621 --> 00:58:17,039 She's like turning the pages. 963 00:58:17,831 --> 00:58:20,167 It's like a selfless act. 964 00:58:22,002 --> 00:58:23,253 Your mom sounds cool. 965 00:58:26,715 --> 00:58:29,384 You know, we're not taking any of this with us. 966 00:58:30,093 --> 00:58:31,094 Oh, sorry, you... 967 00:58:32,554 --> 00:58:33,847 thought these were for you? 968 00:58:34,723 --> 00:58:36,934 Uh, they're for my girlfriend. 969 00:58:37,726 --> 00:58:39,186 Oh, for your girlfriend? 970 00:58:39,269 --> 00:58:40,354 Yeah. 971 00:58:41,230 --> 00:58:42,231 She's really... 972 00:58:43,398 --> 00:58:44,399 bad for me. 973 00:58:46,610 --> 00:58:47,611 It's what I go for. 974 00:58:48,612 --> 00:58:49,613 Fuck her. 975 00:58:53,617 --> 00:58:54,702 -We will be taking this guy. -Yeah? 976 00:58:54,785 --> 00:58:55,911 -Yeah. See, yeah... -All right, yeah? 977 00:58:55,994 --> 00:58:57,955 ...he's just perfect. 978 00:59:10,175 --> 00:59:11,175 Hold your breath. 979 00:59:12,719 --> 00:59:13,762 What? 980 00:59:14,972 --> 00:59:17,474 My mom would do this thing when we were in the car together. 981 00:59:17,558 --> 00:59:19,143 She would shout, "Hold your breath," randomly, 982 00:59:19,226 --> 00:59:20,269 and then we would hold our breath 983 00:59:20,352 --> 00:59:22,187 and see who can do it the longest. 984 00:59:25,023 --> 00:59:26,942 -Hold your breath. -(CHUCKLES) Okay. 985 00:59:38,912 --> 00:59:40,080 (EXHALES SHARPLY) You win. 986 00:59:42,833 --> 00:59:44,334 I didn't take a big enough... 987 00:59:49,298 --> 00:59:51,008 Sarah, you're gonna pass out, 988 00:59:51,091 --> 00:59:53,177 and I'm gonna have to give you the kiss of life. 989 00:59:57,222 --> 00:59:58,223 Ah. 990 00:59:58,724 --> 01:00:00,364 She wants me to give her the kiss of life. 991 01:00:01,226 --> 01:00:03,937 (LAUGHS) 992 01:00:05,731 --> 01:00:07,149 I think I just saw God. 993 01:00:07,232 --> 01:00:08,775 (SARAH LAUGHS) 994 01:00:08,859 --> 01:00:10,652 GPS: Congratulations, Sarah and David. 995 01:00:10,736 --> 01:00:11,737 You've earned a break. 996 01:00:12,738 --> 01:00:15,949 You'll arrive at the scenic overlook in 21 minutes. 997 01:00:16,950 --> 01:00:18,368 SARAH: Yay. A break. 998 01:00:20,162 --> 01:00:21,205 DAVID: What's happening? 999 01:00:21,288 --> 01:00:22,748 SARAH: I am gonna change. 1000 01:00:27,669 --> 01:00:29,213 Okay, no peeking. 1001 01:00:29,296 --> 01:00:30,464 DAVID: Yeah, of course. 1002 01:00:30,547 --> 01:00:31,549 Okay, but if I move the mirror, 1003 01:00:31,632 --> 01:00:33,300 it's just to see out of the back of the car. 1004 01:00:33,383 --> 01:00:35,469 And maybe, just a little bit of your face. 1005 01:00:35,552 --> 01:00:36,553 There you are. 1006 01:00:38,805 --> 01:00:40,349 I don't know if I trust the angle 1007 01:00:40,432 --> 01:00:41,934 of that mirror right now. 1008 01:00:42,017 --> 01:00:43,727 Just the face. Just the face. Just the face. 1009 01:00:43,810 --> 01:00:45,145 (SARAH LAUGHS) 1010 01:00:45,229 --> 01:00:47,106 DAVID: Hey, can I tell you something I just thought about? 1011 01:00:47,189 --> 01:00:48,190 Yeah. 1012 01:00:48,273 --> 01:00:50,692 And I've never told anyone this. 1013 01:00:50,776 --> 01:00:53,153 When I was a kid, my mom left. 1014 01:00:55,405 --> 01:00:56,406 Oh. 1015 01:00:56,490 --> 01:00:57,783 Yeah, no, it's... I mean, it's fine. 1016 01:00:57,866 --> 01:00:59,076 She came back. She wasn't gone long. 1017 01:00:59,159 --> 01:01:02,663 But the strange thing was my dad never said a word about it. 1018 01:01:03,247 --> 01:01:05,916 You know, I kind of... I'd forgotten it. 1019 01:01:05,999 --> 01:01:07,042 SARAH: Oh. 1020 01:01:07,125 --> 01:01:09,127 Yeah. Yeah, I was small, and... 1021 01:01:10,128 --> 01:01:11,755 I knew it wasn't good. 1022 01:01:13,799 --> 01:01:14,967 I'm sorry. 1023 01:01:15,050 --> 01:01:16,802 I know I said my parents always worry about me, 1024 01:01:16,885 --> 01:01:20,889 but I actually always... I always worry about my dad. 1025 01:01:21,849 --> 01:01:22,850 Yeah. 1026 01:01:23,934 --> 01:01:25,811 Well, thank you for sharing that with me. 1027 01:01:25,894 --> 01:01:27,374 DAVID: Well, thank you for letting me. 1028 01:01:30,274 --> 01:01:31,900 Do you think life is short? 1029 01:01:31,984 --> 01:01:32,985 SARAH: Mmm. 1030 01:01:33,902 --> 01:01:34,903 Go on. 1031 01:01:35,821 --> 01:01:38,323 I don't know. It's something I've been... thinking, 1032 01:01:38,407 --> 01:01:40,200 and I just wanted to hear my mouth say it. 1033 01:01:42,452 --> 01:01:43,572 I don't think life is short. 1034 01:01:44,955 --> 01:01:45,998 People say it, you know. 1035 01:01:46,081 --> 01:01:47,624 "Life is short. Have fun." But... 1036 01:01:48,542 --> 01:01:50,460 I have to say, for the last ten years or so, 1037 01:01:51,920 --> 01:01:53,755 life has felt pretty damn long to me. 1038 01:01:56,258 --> 01:01:57,259 I agree. 1039 01:01:57,843 --> 01:01:58,927 -You do? -Yeah. 1040 01:01:59,011 --> 01:02:01,138 Life only feels short when you're moving forward 1041 01:02:01,221 --> 01:02:02,890 with something that you don't want to end. 1042 01:02:03,473 --> 01:02:04,725 Right. Yeah, yeah. 1043 01:02:09,271 --> 01:02:11,565 I haven't moved forward with something in a long time. 1044 01:02:17,196 --> 01:02:18,197 And how does... 1045 01:02:19,531 --> 01:02:20,532 How does it feel now? 1046 01:02:28,957 --> 01:02:31,293 It's may be feeling a smidge shorter. 1047 01:02:36,048 --> 01:02:37,174 Yeah. 1048 01:02:39,384 --> 01:02:40,385 Yeah. 1049 01:02:42,596 --> 01:02:44,014 (BIRDS CALLING IN DISTANCE) 1050 01:02:44,097 --> 01:02:45,724 (SOULFUL MUSIC PLAYING) 1051 01:02:49,436 --> 01:02:50,854 SARAH: Okay, how is this a break? 1052 01:03:13,418 --> 01:03:14,419 (DAVID SIGHS) 1053 01:03:16,922 --> 01:03:19,925 SARAH: Are we looking down at ourselves right now? 1054 01:03:20,425 --> 01:03:21,425 DAVID: I think so. 1055 01:03:22,845 --> 01:03:25,556 -This is so... -Beautiful. 1056 01:03:26,807 --> 01:03:29,351 I was gonna say strange, but yeah, that too. 1057 01:03:29,434 --> 01:03:30,686 Beautifully strange. 1058 01:03:30,769 --> 01:03:32,813 It's strangely beautiful. 1059 01:03:36,108 --> 01:03:37,109 DAVID: Hmm. 1060 01:03:43,240 --> 01:03:45,521 When was the last time you were at a wedding with someone? 1061 01:03:47,286 --> 01:03:48,328 Oh. 1062 01:03:48,412 --> 01:03:50,497 It's... been a while. 1063 01:03:53,083 --> 01:03:54,084 Same. 1064 01:03:55,377 --> 01:03:56,629 And what do you think would have happened 1065 01:03:56,712 --> 01:03:58,380 if we had gone to that wedding together? 1066 01:04:04,720 --> 01:04:05,762 Hmm. 1067 01:04:07,389 --> 01:04:10,976 Well, I guess we would have known we were together 1068 01:04:11,059 --> 01:04:13,270 -and that would have been... -A comfort. 1069 01:04:14,062 --> 01:04:15,063 Yeah. 1070 01:04:19,610 --> 01:04:21,653 I never liked coming to these things alone. 1071 01:04:23,405 --> 01:04:25,991 At some point, you would have gotten me a drink... 1072 01:04:26,074 --> 01:04:27,075 DAVID: Yeah. 1073 01:04:27,159 --> 01:04:28,535 SARAH: ...and I would have felt... 1074 01:04:33,290 --> 01:04:34,291 Yeah. 1075 01:04:34,791 --> 01:04:36,671 -You would have felt what? -I would have felt... 1076 01:04:37,503 --> 01:04:39,588 -taken care of. -You would have been. 1077 01:04:42,216 --> 01:04:43,217 Yeah. 1078 01:04:45,677 --> 01:04:46,678 What's your drink? 1079 01:04:47,638 --> 01:04:48,764 White wine. 1080 01:04:48,847 --> 01:04:49,848 Dry. 1081 01:04:49,932 --> 01:04:50,933 Very dry. 1082 01:04:51,016 --> 01:04:53,894 -Like rocks. -Like dryer. 1083 01:04:55,270 --> 01:04:56,271 (CHUCKLES) 1084 01:04:59,274 --> 01:05:00,994 DAVID: Would we have danced at this wedding? 1085 01:05:01,276 --> 01:05:03,487 -You don't dance at weddings. -I do in this scenario. 1086 01:05:03,570 --> 01:05:05,030 -Oh. Okay. -Yeah. 1087 01:05:05,113 --> 01:05:06,448 We're rewriting the rulebooks. 1088 01:05:06,532 --> 01:05:08,116 Then we would have danced. 1089 01:05:08,200 --> 01:05:09,201 DAVID: God, it sounds like 1090 01:05:09,284 --> 01:05:10,536 we're having a good time at this wedding. 1091 01:05:10,619 --> 01:05:12,580 SARAH: God, we're having a great time at this wedding. 1092 01:05:12,663 --> 01:05:13,747 DAVID: Does it make you nervous? 1093 01:05:13,830 --> 01:05:15,207 How lovely a time we're having? 1094 01:05:15,290 --> 01:05:16,416 A little. 1095 01:05:18,210 --> 01:05:19,711 -You? -DAVID: Very much. 1096 01:05:20,504 --> 01:05:21,588 But I'm okay with it. 1097 01:05:22,881 --> 01:05:24,383 -Why? -(SMACKS LIPS) 1098 01:05:25,259 --> 01:05:26,927 Because I prefer to feel nervous with you 1099 01:05:27,010 --> 01:05:28,428 than feel nothing alone. 1100 01:05:30,472 --> 01:05:31,557 That simple. 1101 01:05:45,279 --> 01:05:46,947 Are you taking it all in this time? 1102 01:06:22,357 --> 01:06:24,193 GPS: You have arrived at your next stop. 1103 01:06:26,361 --> 01:06:27,613 DAVID: Shite. 1104 01:06:27,696 --> 01:06:30,199 SARAH: Do you know that door? DAVID: Yeah. You? 1105 01:06:31,241 --> 01:06:33,243 Yeah, I used to go there all the time. 1106 01:06:34,578 --> 01:06:35,579 Me, too. 1107 01:06:36,997 --> 01:06:38,457 SARAH: I don't wanna go in there. 1108 01:06:38,540 --> 01:06:39,666 DAVID: Me neither. 1109 01:06:39,750 --> 01:06:40,834 Pass. 1110 01:06:40,918 --> 01:06:43,003 GPS: You have arrived at your next stop. 1111 01:06:47,591 --> 01:06:49,135 DAVID: I think now would be a good time to tell you 1112 01:06:49,218 --> 01:06:50,218 I was engaged once. 1113 01:06:52,513 --> 01:06:53,514 SARAH: Okay. 1114 01:06:54,306 --> 01:06:55,975 I think now would be a good time to tell you 1115 01:06:56,058 --> 01:06:57,726 I'm a fucking monster. 1116 01:07:05,192 --> 01:07:06,193 (SARAH SIGHS) 1117 01:07:09,821 --> 01:07:11,823 (INDISTINCT CHATTER) 1118 01:07:32,553 --> 01:07:33,595 All right. 1119 01:07:34,388 --> 01:07:35,556 Yeah. 1120 01:07:39,852 --> 01:07:40,853 Hey. 1121 01:07:41,812 --> 01:07:42,813 Here. 1122 01:07:47,359 --> 01:07:48,360 I'm so sorry. 1123 01:07:49,945 --> 01:07:51,989 Two people saying sorry at the end of a relationship. 1124 01:07:52,072 --> 01:07:53,866 Well, it doesn't get more boring than that. 1125 01:07:59,705 --> 01:08:01,425 Are you sure you wanna go through with this? 1126 01:08:03,250 --> 01:08:04,751 Yeah. Yeah, I'm sure. 1127 01:08:05,294 --> 01:08:06,378 Because... 1128 01:08:07,087 --> 01:08:08,964 And I know this might make me sound weak or whatever. 1129 01:08:09,047 --> 01:08:10,549 -No, you're not weak. -It's fine. 1130 01:08:11,133 --> 01:08:12,551 But just say the word, and... 1131 01:08:13,844 --> 01:08:15,304 we can just forget about this. 1132 01:08:16,054 --> 01:08:17,807 And you can put that ring right back on my finger, 1133 01:08:17,890 --> 01:08:19,140 and we can just move on. 1134 01:08:20,017 --> 01:08:21,017 Together. 1135 01:08:21,100 --> 01:08:22,220 MAN: You're gonna love this. 1136 01:08:22,644 --> 01:08:24,188 I, uh, upgraded our room. 1137 01:08:26,648 --> 01:08:27,649 Check it out. 1138 01:08:28,274 --> 01:08:29,568 Oh, wow. 1139 01:08:29,651 --> 01:08:31,153 -MAN: It's gonna be so great. -It's lovely. 1140 01:08:31,236 --> 01:08:33,363 I also made a reservation at your... 1141 01:08:33,447 --> 01:08:34,740 your favorite restaurant. 1142 01:08:34,823 --> 01:08:36,200 -Great. -MAN: Yeah. And I made sure 1143 01:08:36,283 --> 01:08:39,703 they had the very, very, very dry white wine. 1144 01:08:40,245 --> 01:08:41,787 -Thank you. -Drier than dirt dry. 1145 01:08:41,872 --> 01:08:43,039 (CHUCKLES) 1146 01:08:43,122 --> 01:08:45,167 Why didn't we work? Why did this end? 1147 01:08:45,876 --> 01:08:46,919 Just... 1148 01:08:48,629 --> 01:08:49,630 wasn't meant to be. 1149 01:08:51,089 --> 01:08:52,341 That's such bullshit. 1150 01:08:53,884 --> 01:08:54,843 "Wasn't meant to be"? 1151 01:08:54,926 --> 01:08:56,553 Wait, you... you didn't say that when this happened. 1152 01:08:56,636 --> 01:08:58,888 Why did you lose interest in me, David? 1153 01:08:58,971 --> 01:08:59,974 You didn't say that either. 1154 01:09:00,057 --> 01:09:01,851 MAN: ...thing where I pick out your outfit for the night. 1155 01:09:01,934 --> 01:09:02,935 I leave you tonight. 1156 01:09:04,978 --> 01:09:05,979 (DOOR CLOSES) 1157 01:09:13,987 --> 01:09:14,988 What do you mean? 1158 01:09:15,781 --> 01:09:17,032 When you're asleep, 1159 01:09:17,115 --> 01:09:18,635 I leave you in the middle of the night. 1160 01:09:20,827 --> 01:09:22,078 And when you wake up... 1161 01:09:22,996 --> 01:09:25,290 you have no idea where I am, and you're... 1162 01:09:25,832 --> 01:09:29,461 worried sick, and you text and you call and... 1163 01:09:31,712 --> 01:09:32,965 I block your number, 1164 01:09:34,216 --> 01:09:35,676 and you never hear from me again. 1165 01:09:37,970 --> 01:09:40,221 -Tell me why you lost interest? -I don't know. 1166 01:09:40,930 --> 01:09:41,932 Jesus Christ! 1167 01:09:42,015 --> 01:09:43,375 When did you start stabbing people? 1168 01:09:44,225 --> 01:09:46,520 You chased after me so hard. 1169 01:09:46,603 --> 01:09:48,396 Won me over. When you finally had me, 1170 01:09:48,479 --> 01:09:50,274 -what happened? -I was underwhelmed. 1171 01:09:50,357 --> 01:09:51,774 -What happened? -I was overwhelmed. 1172 01:09:51,859 --> 01:09:53,611 -Felt disappointed. -Didn't wanna be disappointing. 1173 01:09:53,694 --> 01:09:55,362 Thought of coming home to you every day made me... 1174 01:09:55,445 --> 01:09:56,446 Break out into hives. 1175 01:09:57,865 --> 01:09:59,157 -I wasn't happy with you. -Or me. 1176 01:09:59,241 --> 01:10:00,701 -TOGETHER: Or us. -Blah, blah, blah. 1177 01:10:00,784 --> 01:10:02,703 -Blah, blah, blah. Dig... -Deeper. 1178 01:10:02,786 --> 01:10:04,538 I thought we just dug fairly fucking deep. 1179 01:10:05,122 --> 01:10:06,123 Okay. 1180 01:10:07,833 --> 01:10:08,834 I'll go. 1181 01:10:09,877 --> 01:10:12,337 At first, I was really into you. 1182 01:10:14,256 --> 01:10:15,549 I thought I'd met my match. 1183 01:10:15,632 --> 01:10:17,509 Someone just like me. 1184 01:10:17,593 --> 01:10:21,054 Someone who wanted to have fun and not care. 1185 01:10:21,763 --> 01:10:22,764 Someone... 1186 01:10:23,515 --> 01:10:25,517 who knew that this was all bullshit, 1187 01:10:25,601 --> 01:10:27,060 and that it wasn't gonna last. 1188 01:10:27,811 --> 01:10:29,146 And then you changed. 1189 01:10:29,229 --> 01:10:30,856 You started to care. 1190 01:10:31,481 --> 01:10:32,524 Really care. 1191 01:10:32,608 --> 01:10:34,067 Because I fell in love with you. 1192 01:10:34,151 --> 01:10:36,069 Yes! That! I didn't ask for that. 1193 01:10:36,153 --> 01:10:37,321 It was too much. 1194 01:10:38,322 --> 01:10:39,907 I loved you too much? 1195 01:10:39,990 --> 01:10:41,700 SARAH: Yes. Yeah. 1196 01:10:42,242 --> 01:10:43,243 No. 1197 01:10:43,827 --> 01:10:45,037 Yes. Yeah. 1198 01:10:45,120 --> 01:10:46,121 (SNIFFLES) 1199 01:10:50,375 --> 01:10:53,462 So you leave me because I love you. 1200 01:10:53,545 --> 01:10:55,380 No, I leave you because... 1201 01:11:00,469 --> 01:11:02,930 Because you love some version of me that's not me. 1202 01:11:03,639 --> 01:11:04,640 And you don't... 1203 01:11:06,225 --> 01:11:07,226 You don't know me. 1204 01:11:08,852 --> 01:11:11,563 You never really knew me. 1205 01:11:12,940 --> 01:11:14,233 And that's my fault? 1206 01:11:17,402 --> 01:11:18,403 (EXHALES SOFTLY) 1207 01:11:25,369 --> 01:11:26,370 And what about you? 1208 01:11:27,829 --> 01:11:28,830 Hard pass. 1209 01:11:36,213 --> 01:11:37,214 I, um... 1210 01:11:38,841 --> 01:11:40,926 I genuinely believed that I could make you happy. 1211 01:11:42,219 --> 01:11:44,263 And that's all I wanted. 1212 01:11:44,346 --> 01:11:45,889 That hope is everything to me. 1213 01:11:46,974 --> 01:11:49,226 Means that every day that I'm pursuing you and... 1214 01:11:50,644 --> 01:11:52,229 I'm pleasing you is beautiful. 1215 01:11:52,312 --> 01:11:54,606 You know, it's meaningful until I have you. 1216 01:11:54,690 --> 01:11:56,525 And then, it all... 1217 01:11:58,402 --> 01:11:59,695 becomes meaningless. 1218 01:12:03,615 --> 01:12:05,284 And then, I start feeling... 1219 01:12:06,034 --> 01:12:07,327 myself again. 1220 01:12:09,079 --> 01:12:10,414 You know, the me that I was... 1221 01:12:11,290 --> 01:12:12,291 before we met. 1222 01:12:13,333 --> 01:12:16,837 Except this time, I'm more tired. 1223 01:12:17,546 --> 01:12:19,548 And then I wake up one morning, and I... 1224 01:12:20,174 --> 01:12:22,968 I'm about as fucking empty as I have ever been. 1225 01:12:25,804 --> 01:12:26,805 And... 1226 01:12:27,347 --> 01:12:28,682 you'll never make me happy. 1227 01:12:32,728 --> 01:12:33,968 WOMAN: That's very, very cruel. 1228 01:12:35,814 --> 01:12:37,065 No one's good enough for you. 1229 01:12:54,958 --> 01:12:55,959 GPS: Deer incoming. 1230 01:12:56,043 --> 01:12:57,085 -SARAH: What? -(THUD) 1231 01:12:57,169 --> 01:12:58,489 -(TIRES SCREECH) -(SARAH EXCLAIMS) 1232 01:12:58,879 --> 01:13:00,088 SARAH: Oh, shit! 1233 01:13:01,632 --> 01:13:02,758 (SARAH GRUNTS) 1234 01:13:02,841 --> 01:13:03,926 (METAL CLANKING) 1235 01:13:20,400 --> 01:13:22,402 (BOTH BREATHING HEAVILY) 1236 01:13:29,785 --> 01:13:30,786 Come on. 1237 01:13:31,620 --> 01:13:32,704 Crap. 1238 01:13:34,206 --> 01:13:35,207 Crap. 1239 01:13:35,290 --> 01:13:36,458 -Sabotage! -Huh. 1240 01:13:40,629 --> 01:13:42,506 You know how to fix totaled cars? 1241 01:13:42,589 --> 01:13:43,590 -I do not. -(WHOOSHING) 1242 01:13:47,094 --> 01:13:48,762 How about burning cars? 1243 01:13:49,346 --> 01:13:50,597 DAVID: I do not. 1244 01:13:51,515 --> 01:13:52,599 SARAH: Well... 1245 01:13:53,475 --> 01:13:54,977 we're good at destroying things. 1246 01:13:56,854 --> 01:13:57,855 Apparently. 1247 01:14:11,285 --> 01:14:13,287 -David? -Yeah? 1248 01:14:16,832 --> 01:14:17,833 Let's not do this. 1249 01:14:18,375 --> 01:14:19,376 Do what? 1250 01:14:20,252 --> 01:14:21,253 This. Let's... 1251 01:14:25,674 --> 01:14:27,301 I don't want to be the girl sitting in a café, 1252 01:14:27,384 --> 01:14:28,802 holding a ring, 1253 01:14:28,886 --> 01:14:30,512 wondering when you lost interest in me. 1254 01:14:35,434 --> 01:14:36,435 I don't want you to be the guy 1255 01:14:36,518 --> 01:14:38,078 that I leave in the middle of the night. 1256 01:14:38,687 --> 01:14:39,688 Let's just... 1257 01:14:41,190 --> 01:14:43,025 end this before we hurt each other. 1258 01:14:43,108 --> 01:14:45,110 Why are you so certain we're gonna hurt each other? 1259 01:14:49,072 --> 01:14:51,325 Were you not paying attention back there in the café? 1260 01:14:51,408 --> 01:14:53,076 That... that's just who we are. 1261 01:14:53,160 --> 01:14:54,161 That's who we were. 1262 01:14:54,244 --> 01:14:56,288 It doesn't mean it has to be who we are, Sarah. 1263 01:14:56,872 --> 01:14:58,040 I mean, this whole journey... 1264 01:14:59,416 --> 01:15:02,503 I think it's a... it's a chance, you know, for us to be open. 1265 01:15:03,837 --> 01:15:06,089 I mean, life is... Life is better when you're open. 1266 01:15:07,674 --> 01:15:08,884 What does that even mean? 1267 01:15:10,385 --> 01:15:12,137 It means... It means... Um... 1268 01:15:18,477 --> 01:15:19,728 It means, I love you. 1269 01:15:19,811 --> 01:15:20,812 What? 1270 01:15:23,023 --> 01:15:25,067 Yeah. I love you. 1271 01:15:26,109 --> 01:15:27,694 -No, you don't. -Yeah, I do. 1272 01:15:28,195 --> 01:15:29,488 -You don't. You don't... -I'm sorry, I do. 1273 01:15:29,571 --> 01:15:30,572 You don't know me. 1274 01:15:36,161 --> 01:15:37,162 You... 1275 01:15:38,205 --> 01:15:40,624 -You don't. -Yes, I do. I know that you... 1276 01:15:42,751 --> 01:15:44,420 I know that you feel like shit that you weren't there 1277 01:15:44,503 --> 01:15:45,504 when your mother died. 1278 01:15:47,089 --> 01:15:49,133 I know that you've never been able to forgive yourself for it. 1279 01:15:49,216 --> 01:15:51,218 I know that you cheat, 1280 01:15:51,301 --> 01:15:52,970 so no one else can hurt you first. 1281 01:15:53,053 --> 01:15:55,055 And that you leave, you know, when you feel like 1282 01:15:55,138 --> 01:15:58,183 you're being loved too much. 1283 01:16:05,732 --> 01:16:06,733 I know you, Sarah. 1284 01:16:11,697 --> 01:16:13,908 But I also know that you love eating fast-food cheeseburgers, 1285 01:16:13,991 --> 01:16:16,243 and I know that you love traveling alone like I do. 1286 01:16:17,077 --> 01:16:18,203 I see you, Sarah. 1287 01:16:19,913 --> 01:16:20,914 I see you. 1288 01:16:23,917 --> 01:16:24,960 And I love you. 1289 01:16:25,544 --> 01:16:28,463 And not some idea of you. I love you, all of you. 1290 01:16:32,593 --> 01:16:34,052 Maybe you feel that way right now, 1291 01:16:34,136 --> 01:16:35,512 but what about tomorrow? 1292 01:16:35,596 --> 01:16:37,139 What about next week? 1293 01:16:37,222 --> 01:16:39,725 What about next month, once you... 1294 01:16:40,851 --> 01:16:42,019 Once you have me? 1295 01:16:42,102 --> 01:16:43,228 Really have me? 1296 01:16:44,771 --> 01:16:47,316 -Then what? -Then we have a cup of tea. 1297 01:16:48,609 --> 01:16:49,610 We keep it... 1298 01:16:49,693 --> 01:16:51,820 We... we lie on the grass, we read books. 1299 01:16:53,947 --> 01:16:55,866 We dance, Sarah. We just... We dance. 1300 01:16:55,949 --> 01:16:57,743 I mean, that life that we imagined up there. 1301 01:16:57,826 --> 01:16:59,411 -It was a fantasy, David. -I refuse to believe that. 1302 01:16:59,494 --> 01:17:00,829 It's a thing we made up. 1303 01:17:03,999 --> 01:17:05,459 I refuse to believe that. 1304 01:17:05,542 --> 01:17:08,212 (SCOFFS) Because this is what you do. You do this. 1305 01:17:08,295 --> 01:17:10,714 You, like, relentlessly chase after someone, 1306 01:17:10,797 --> 01:17:12,466 because you think they're gonna make you happy. 1307 01:17:12,549 --> 01:17:14,260 And then when you get them, you don't want them anymore. 1308 01:17:14,343 --> 01:17:16,386 No, no, no, no. Yeah, I've done that in the past. 1309 01:17:16,470 --> 01:17:17,471 But that's not what this is about. 1310 01:17:17,554 --> 01:17:18,597 This isn't about the chase, Sarah. 1311 01:17:18,680 --> 01:17:19,765 It's not about using you 1312 01:17:19,848 --> 01:17:21,767 as a distraction from my bullshit. 1313 01:17:23,310 --> 01:17:25,312 It's not even about being happy. It's about... 1314 01:17:26,813 --> 01:17:27,856 (DAVID SIGHS) 1315 01:17:27,940 --> 01:17:29,566 It's about believing. 1316 01:17:29,650 --> 01:17:32,444 That's what this is about. For the first time, maybe, ever. 1317 01:17:32,528 --> 01:17:34,196 It's about believing that it's possible. 1318 01:17:35,489 --> 01:17:36,490 What is? 1319 01:17:39,785 --> 01:17:40,786 To share a life. 1320 01:17:41,662 --> 01:17:42,663 (SARAH SIGHS) 1321 01:17:47,835 --> 01:17:51,088 It's just... not worth the risk for me. 1322 01:17:53,048 --> 01:17:54,132 I'm sorry. 1323 01:17:59,304 --> 01:18:00,305 I mean, it's... 1324 01:18:07,646 --> 01:18:08,814 (SIGHS) 1325 01:18:09,606 --> 01:18:10,607 It's okay. 1326 01:18:12,651 --> 01:18:13,735 I don't want to upset you. 1327 01:18:15,028 --> 01:18:16,113 It's okay. 1328 01:18:31,628 --> 01:18:33,255 (PENSIVE MUSIC PLAYING) 1329 01:18:54,318 --> 01:18:55,694 SARAH: Thanks for the clothes. 1330 01:18:57,529 --> 01:18:59,406 (CLEARS THROAT) I, uh... 1331 01:19:00,199 --> 01:19:03,285 I fixed your exploded car. 1332 01:19:04,620 --> 01:19:05,621 How? 1333 01:19:06,413 --> 01:19:07,789 It happens more than you think. 1334 01:19:08,916 --> 01:19:10,042 Why did you have to fix it? 1335 01:19:10,959 --> 01:19:15,297 Because there's more to do, isn't there? 1336 01:19:20,052 --> 01:19:21,052 Yeah. 1337 01:19:22,429 --> 01:19:26,808 These are a gift from the car rental agency. 1338 01:19:26,892 --> 01:19:27,976 But it's not raining. 1339 01:19:33,524 --> 01:19:34,691 -Okay. -Okay. 1340 01:19:47,454 --> 01:19:49,414 GPS: You'll arrive at Kiki's Travel Plaza 1341 01:19:49,498 --> 01:19:50,666 in 21 miles. 1342 01:19:59,633 --> 01:20:01,051 (RAIN PATTERING) 1343 01:20:15,524 --> 01:20:16,900 Drop off Sarah. 1344 01:21:07,784 --> 01:21:08,785 (SIGHS) 1345 01:21:09,369 --> 01:21:10,621 (PENSIVE MUSIC PLAYING) 1346 01:21:13,040 --> 01:21:14,583 GPS: Sarah, are you ready to continue 1347 01:21:14,666 --> 01:21:16,710 your big, bold, beautiful journey? 1348 01:21:17,878 --> 01:21:18,879 Uh... 1349 01:21:21,048 --> 01:21:22,132 No. I... 1350 01:21:23,509 --> 01:21:24,510 I'm done. 1351 01:21:25,344 --> 01:21:26,344 I'm done. 1352 01:21:26,970 --> 01:21:31,016 GPS: You can do this. In 500 feet, take exit 57. 1353 01:21:31,558 --> 01:21:34,061 I said I'm done, motherfucker. 1354 01:21:34,144 --> 01:21:35,437 I'm done. 1355 01:21:35,521 --> 01:21:37,064 GPS: Sarah, come on. 1356 01:21:38,023 --> 01:21:40,609 Take the next exit, 58B, and... 1357 01:21:40,692 --> 01:21:41,693 No. 1358 01:21:42,778 --> 01:21:44,112 GPS: Recalculating. 1359 01:21:45,239 --> 01:21:47,741 Come on, Sarah. Let's finish this out. 1360 01:21:48,784 --> 01:21:52,162 In 1.5 miles, take exit 59-A. 1361 01:21:52,246 --> 01:21:53,247 Shut up! 1362 01:21:54,206 --> 01:21:55,457 Shut the fuck up! 1363 01:21:58,836 --> 01:22:02,631 GPS: In 1.5 miles, take exit 59-A. 1364 01:22:06,760 --> 01:22:07,761 Thanks, I just... 1365 01:22:09,471 --> 01:22:11,014 I just need to go home. 1366 01:22:11,098 --> 01:22:12,307 I just wanna go home. 1367 01:22:14,226 --> 01:22:15,227 GPS: All right, Sarah. 1368 01:22:15,978 --> 01:22:18,272 You'll reach home in one hour and 33 minutes... 1369 01:22:18,355 --> 01:22:19,898 -Okay. -...with normal traffic. 1370 01:22:21,233 --> 01:22:22,276 Thank you. 1371 01:22:25,279 --> 01:22:26,280 (SIGHS) 1372 01:22:26,363 --> 01:22:27,698 GPS: Recalculating. 1373 01:22:29,157 --> 01:22:30,409 I just wanna go home. 1374 01:22:31,159 --> 01:22:32,244 GPS: All right, David. 1375 01:22:33,036 --> 01:22:35,330 You'll reach home in one hour and 33 minutes 1376 01:22:35,414 --> 01:22:37,249 -with normal traffic. -Thank you. 1377 01:22:51,597 --> 01:22:52,764 GPS: You are home. 1378 01:22:58,145 --> 01:23:00,022 SARAH: Wrong home, asshole. 1379 01:23:00,981 --> 01:23:02,983 (GUITAR MUSIC PLAYING) 1380 01:23:18,332 --> 01:23:23,378 (SINGING) There's a bug like an angel 1381 01:23:23,462 --> 01:23:24,505 Fuck. 1382 01:23:24,588 --> 01:23:27,007 Stuck to the bottom 1383 01:23:27,090 --> 01:23:32,888 Of my glass With a little bit left 1384 01:23:35,933 --> 01:23:39,520 As I got older 1385 01:23:39,603 --> 01:23:43,315 I learned I'm a drinker 1386 01:23:44,107 --> 01:23:49,905 Sometimes a drink Feels like family 1387 01:23:50,489 --> 01:23:57,120 CHORUS: Family 1388 01:24:01,333 --> 01:24:04,795 Hey, what's the matter? 1389 01:24:06,296 --> 01:24:07,297 WOMAN: Where'd you go? 1390 01:24:10,300 --> 01:24:13,262 -Uh, for a walk. -You're wet! 1391 01:24:15,097 --> 01:24:17,224 He's... he's upstairs. 1392 01:24:18,642 --> 01:24:20,435 -Who's upstairs? -Our son. 1393 01:24:21,395 --> 01:24:24,106 -DAVID: Our son? -What's wrong, honey? 1394 01:24:24,648 --> 01:24:25,649 "Honey"? 1395 01:24:26,984 --> 01:24:28,402 Sorry, how old am I? 1396 01:24:29,152 --> 01:24:30,279 You're 57. 1397 01:24:32,197 --> 01:24:33,240 Fifty-seven. 1398 01:24:34,074 --> 01:24:36,577 -What's this all about? -I'm Dad. 1399 01:24:36,660 --> 01:24:38,370 Yeah, you're his Dad. And he needs you right now. 1400 01:24:38,453 --> 01:24:40,205 That awful girl crushed him. 1401 01:24:41,415 --> 01:24:44,376 She's not an awful girl, Mom. 1402 01:24:45,711 --> 01:24:46,712 Uh, darling. 1403 01:24:48,005 --> 01:24:50,382 -Just go talk to him. -Okay. 1404 01:24:50,465 --> 01:24:57,055 CHORUS: (SINGING) Break you right back 1405 01:24:57,639 --> 01:25:03,312 Ooh, ooh 1406 01:25:03,395 --> 01:25:07,774 Ooh, ooh-ooh 1407 01:25:16,241 --> 01:25:20,037 SINGER: When I'm bent over 1408 01:25:20,120 --> 01:25:23,457 Wishin' it was over 1409 01:25:24,333 --> 01:25:29,838 Makin' all variety of vows 1410 01:25:29,922 --> 01:25:31,798 I'll never keep 1411 01:25:32,549 --> 01:25:36,637 I try to remember 1412 01:25:36,720 --> 01:25:40,432 The wrath of the devil 1413 01:25:40,516 --> 01:25:46,647 Was also given him by God 1414 01:25:47,731 --> 01:25:51,735 CHORUS: Ooh, ooh 1415 01:25:51,818 --> 01:25:55,906 Ooh, ooh 1416 01:25:55,989 --> 01:25:57,950 Ooh 1417 01:25:58,033 --> 01:25:59,660 (SARAH GASPS) 1418 01:26:11,380 --> 01:26:12,506 (INDISTINCT CHATTER OVER TV) 1419 01:26:23,600 --> 01:26:25,602 (MELLOW MUSIC PLAYING) 1420 01:26:33,193 --> 01:26:34,194 Mom? 1421 01:26:38,323 --> 01:26:39,449 -Mom? -(GASPS) 1422 01:26:39,533 --> 01:26:41,994 Oh. Hey, kiddo. 1423 01:26:43,287 --> 01:26:44,830 -Hi. -You're not dead. 1424 01:26:45,998 --> 01:26:48,500 (LAUGHS) Well, what the hell kind of thing is that to say? 1425 01:26:50,836 --> 01:26:51,837 Oh. 1426 01:26:53,130 --> 01:26:54,464 -(EXHALES) -Mom. 1427 01:26:54,548 --> 01:26:55,841 Oh, oh. 1428 01:26:58,260 --> 01:26:59,261 Hi. 1429 01:27:00,470 --> 01:27:03,557 -Everything okay? -Hey, how old am I? 1430 01:27:05,267 --> 01:27:06,519 Did you hit your head or something? 1431 01:27:06,602 --> 01:27:07,644 Just, how old? 1432 01:27:10,063 --> 01:27:11,648 You're 12, silly. 1433 01:27:14,234 --> 01:27:15,569 I have the mashed potatoes ready. 1434 01:27:16,612 --> 01:27:17,613 Let's eat. 1435 01:27:31,710 --> 01:27:32,753 Mom? 1436 01:27:33,962 --> 01:27:36,590 I know how tired you are, but... 1437 01:27:38,425 --> 01:27:39,426 What is it, honey? 1438 01:27:41,929 --> 01:27:43,889 Would you mind watching a movie with me? 1439 01:27:45,182 --> 01:27:46,183 Of course. 1440 01:27:48,060 --> 01:27:49,853 Do you think I'd let you watch all alone? 1441 01:27:56,235 --> 01:27:57,694 (YOUNG DAVID SNIFFLING) 1442 01:28:01,657 --> 01:28:03,408 Jesus. That's pathetic. 1443 01:28:06,370 --> 01:28:07,579 YOUNG DAVID: Dad? 1444 01:28:10,457 --> 01:28:11,458 Dad. 1445 01:28:16,713 --> 01:28:17,714 Yeah. 1446 01:28:19,091 --> 01:28:21,593 I'm your... dad. 1447 01:28:23,345 --> 01:28:24,847 Are you disappointed in me? 1448 01:28:27,182 --> 01:28:28,392 No. 1449 01:28:29,017 --> 01:28:30,018 No, I'm... I'm... 1450 01:28:31,228 --> 01:28:32,271 I'm sorry you're hurting. 1451 01:28:33,981 --> 01:28:34,982 It sucks. 1452 01:29:02,050 --> 01:29:03,450 YOUNG DAVID: Do you remember when... 1453 01:29:04,428 --> 01:29:06,555 Mom was away in the States? 1454 01:29:08,724 --> 01:29:09,766 I was 11. 1455 01:29:11,727 --> 01:29:13,395 It was just you and me for a month. 1456 01:29:15,105 --> 01:29:16,106 Yeah. 1457 01:29:17,399 --> 01:29:18,400 Yeah. 1458 01:29:20,986 --> 01:29:22,571 I never told you this before. 1459 01:29:27,784 --> 01:29:29,578 I heard you crying one night. 1460 01:29:31,788 --> 01:29:34,458 It was late, and you were sobbing. 1461 01:29:38,921 --> 01:29:40,339 I didn't know what to do. 1462 01:29:40,422 --> 01:29:42,216 I'd never heard you cry before. 1463 01:29:43,050 --> 01:29:44,218 (INHALES DEEPLY) 1464 01:29:46,970 --> 01:29:49,139 And I wanted to comfort you, 1465 01:29:49,932 --> 01:29:50,933 but I was... 1466 01:29:54,019 --> 01:29:55,020 Scared? 1467 01:30:00,776 --> 01:30:01,777 Yeah. 1468 01:30:06,949 --> 01:30:08,242 I wanna go home. 1469 01:30:11,328 --> 01:30:13,497 I miss my family, Susan, and I wanna go home. 1470 01:30:14,122 --> 01:30:16,250 SUSAN: Oh, my God! You're married! 1471 01:30:17,084 --> 01:30:19,086 JOSH: No! SUSAN: I knew that this was... 1472 01:30:47,865 --> 01:30:48,866 (SOFTLY) Hmm. 1473 01:30:50,742 --> 01:30:52,828 -Mom? -Mmm? 1474 01:30:52,911 --> 01:30:54,037 What is it, sweetheart? 1475 01:30:57,416 --> 01:30:59,042 Can we pretend that I'm older? 1476 01:31:00,085 --> 01:31:01,086 Mmm. 1477 01:31:03,547 --> 01:31:05,382 -You're good at pretend. -Yeah, I know. 1478 01:31:06,675 --> 01:31:08,135 I want you to pretend with me. 1479 01:31:10,596 --> 01:31:12,306 That sounds fun. When? 1480 01:31:13,015 --> 01:31:14,016 Now. 1481 01:31:14,099 --> 01:31:15,809 -Now? -Yeah, right now. 1482 01:31:16,435 --> 01:31:17,477 (SOFTLY) Okay. 1483 01:31:21,106 --> 01:31:22,107 Okay. 1484 01:31:26,862 --> 01:31:29,448 Begin pretending to be older. 1485 01:31:32,910 --> 01:31:34,745 I'm bad with men, Mom. 1486 01:31:35,871 --> 01:31:37,873 (LAUGHS) 1487 01:31:39,625 --> 01:31:40,709 You're really getting into it. 1488 01:31:40,792 --> 01:31:42,586 Where did you even hear that phrase, sweetheart? 1489 01:31:42,669 --> 01:31:44,546 Just pretend... pretend with me, okay? 1490 01:31:47,341 --> 01:31:50,219 -I'm bad with men, Mom. -(SIGHS) 1491 01:31:51,303 --> 01:31:53,263 -Now why would you say that? -'Cause I am. 1492 01:32:00,729 --> 01:32:01,730 So am I. 1493 01:32:05,275 --> 01:32:06,276 I know. 1494 01:32:12,074 --> 01:32:13,075 Why? 1495 01:32:13,617 --> 01:32:14,618 Why is that? 1496 01:32:16,620 --> 01:32:17,871 Oh, I wish I knew. 1497 01:32:21,208 --> 01:32:22,209 I wish I knew. 1498 01:32:26,380 --> 01:32:27,923 I'm still trying to figure that out. 1499 01:32:31,760 --> 01:32:33,720 It's okay. It's okay. I know. 1500 01:32:37,766 --> 01:32:41,270 YOUNG DAVID: When I'm sad, or angry, 1501 01:32:42,187 --> 01:32:44,231 it feels like the world might fall apart. 1502 01:32:53,365 --> 01:32:57,452 That's the world, David. You know, it's messy, 1503 01:32:58,620 --> 01:33:01,290 it's shitty. It's full of uncertainty. 1504 01:33:02,958 --> 01:33:06,461 But... they try to protect you from it. 1505 01:33:07,880 --> 01:33:09,298 They made a promise they would. 1506 01:33:10,632 --> 01:33:12,050 -They? -Uh, we. 1507 01:33:14,052 --> 01:33:15,052 We made that promise. 1508 01:33:16,471 --> 01:33:17,556 For better and for worse. 1509 01:33:18,974 --> 01:33:19,975 And maybe... 1510 01:33:21,935 --> 01:33:24,104 Maybe it was for worse. I don't know. 1511 01:33:26,315 --> 01:33:28,317 Your mom and dad love you... 1512 01:33:29,985 --> 01:33:30,986 very much. 1513 01:33:36,450 --> 01:33:37,451 Yeah. 1514 01:33:40,287 --> 01:33:41,788 SARAH: I have to leave in the morning. 1515 01:33:41,872 --> 01:33:44,791 SARAH'S MOTHER: Well, I know. For school. 1516 01:33:44,875 --> 01:33:46,502 SARAH: We're still pretending. 1517 01:33:46,627 --> 01:33:48,086 SARAH'S MOTHER: Oh, okay. 1518 01:33:49,379 --> 01:33:50,422 Where are you headed? 1519 01:33:51,507 --> 01:33:52,508 To the city. 1520 01:33:52,591 --> 01:33:55,677 (GASPS) Wow. Miss Big Shot. 1521 01:33:55,761 --> 01:33:56,761 (CHUCKLES) 1522 01:34:01,808 --> 01:34:02,893 I'm gonna miss you. 1523 01:34:04,811 --> 01:34:06,146 I'm gonna miss you so much. 1524 01:34:09,900 --> 01:34:12,110 I'm scared I'm not gonna be a good adult, Mom. 1525 01:34:15,572 --> 01:34:16,698 You know, sweetheart, 1526 01:34:18,742 --> 01:34:20,077 you are capable 1527 01:34:21,537 --> 01:34:23,497 of being content in this life. 1528 01:34:25,165 --> 01:34:26,458 You just have to choose it. 1529 01:34:28,919 --> 01:34:30,212 What about being happy? 1530 01:34:33,215 --> 01:34:35,801 You can make yourself crazy trying to be happy. 1531 01:34:37,261 --> 01:34:38,637 Be content first. 1532 01:34:39,972 --> 01:34:41,515 Choose to be content. 1533 01:34:42,683 --> 01:34:44,518 And enjoy the moments of happiness 1534 01:34:44,601 --> 01:34:45,602 that come from that. 1535 01:34:49,189 --> 01:34:50,190 Okay. 1536 01:35:04,955 --> 01:35:06,415 Can we stop pretending now? 1537 01:35:09,293 --> 01:35:10,335 Why? 1538 01:35:11,837 --> 01:35:13,380 Because I want you to tuck me in. 1539 01:35:21,680 --> 01:35:22,681 (SARAH'S MOTHER SIGHS) 1540 01:35:31,064 --> 01:35:33,358 -(CHUCKLES) Snuggy bunny. -Night. 1541 01:35:36,778 --> 01:35:37,988 Good night, sweetheart. 1542 01:35:40,324 --> 01:35:41,325 Bye, Mom. 1543 01:35:54,254 --> 01:35:55,339 (EXHALES DEEPLY) 1544 01:36:00,511 --> 01:36:04,097 Fuck, yes! Still got it. (LAUGHS) 1545 01:36:05,098 --> 01:36:06,099 ANNOUNCER: You win! 1546 01:36:06,183 --> 01:36:07,663 When did you get so good at this game? 1547 01:36:09,853 --> 01:36:13,941 -Wanna play again? -No, I'm actually... exhausted. 1548 01:36:18,403 --> 01:36:20,906 Oh, there's something I've been wanting to... 1549 01:36:21,865 --> 01:36:22,866 tell you for a while now. 1550 01:36:23,617 --> 01:36:24,660 What is it? 1551 01:36:25,410 --> 01:36:26,578 You should know that... 1552 01:36:29,623 --> 01:36:30,624 you're special. 1553 01:36:32,042 --> 01:36:33,585 You tell me that all the time. 1554 01:36:34,127 --> 01:36:36,296 Yeah, I know. (CLICKS TONGUE) 1555 01:36:39,007 --> 01:36:41,009 (SOULFUL MUSIC PLAYING) 1556 01:36:58,527 --> 01:37:01,905 (SINGING) Love is funny 1557 01:37:02,948 --> 01:37:05,534 Or it's sad 1558 01:37:06,243 --> 01:37:09,371 Or it's quiet 1559 01:37:09,454 --> 01:37:13,041 Or it's mad 1560 01:37:13,125 --> 01:37:16,461 It's a good thing 1561 01:37:16,545 --> 01:37:19,590 Or it's bad 1562 01:37:20,716 --> 01:37:25,596 But beautiful 1563 01:37:26,096 --> 01:37:27,348 WOMAN: Did your phone crap out on you? 1564 01:37:27,431 --> 01:37:28,432 It did indeed. 1565 01:37:28,515 --> 01:37:31,059 WOMAN: Ah! I told you. You would have been fucked. 1566 01:37:31,143 --> 01:37:33,520 Oh, I was fucked anyway, many times over. 1567 01:37:33,604 --> 01:37:36,481 But I think it worked out okay. 1568 01:37:37,232 --> 01:37:39,401 Did you meet anyone on the way? 1569 01:37:41,862 --> 01:37:44,072 Is that what you, um, you do here? 1570 01:37:44,156 --> 01:37:46,825 You rent cars and fuck lives? 1571 01:37:46,909 --> 01:37:48,535 -MAN: Hey. Hey, hey. -"Fuck lives"? 1572 01:37:48,619 --> 01:37:50,537 No... I just... 1573 01:37:52,456 --> 01:37:53,540 Is this some kind of... 1574 01:37:57,169 --> 01:37:58,378 soulmate service? 1575 01:37:59,505 --> 01:38:01,548 -Oh, I like that. -Me, too. 1576 01:38:02,090 --> 01:38:03,175 Wouldn't that be nice? 1577 01:38:03,967 --> 01:38:05,136 Some service that would just find 1578 01:38:05,219 --> 01:38:06,459 the exact right person for you? 1579 01:38:07,221 --> 01:38:08,680 Would make life so much easier. 1580 01:38:09,473 --> 01:38:10,516 It would. 1581 01:38:11,517 --> 01:38:13,143 So, you weren't trying to match me and... 1582 01:38:13,769 --> 01:38:16,396 Stacy Dunn. No, she never picked up her car. 1583 01:38:16,480 --> 01:38:17,981 What is this still doing here? 1584 01:38:23,403 --> 01:38:24,988 So, Sarah was... 1585 01:38:25,489 --> 01:38:26,769 WOMAN: Oh, she came last minute. 1586 01:38:27,115 --> 01:38:29,034 Fortunately, Stacy's car was available. 1587 01:38:29,743 --> 01:38:31,119 Sarah made a good understudy. 1588 01:38:31,203 --> 01:38:34,081 (LAUGHS) I love that! 1589 01:38:34,665 --> 01:38:35,666 MAN: Me, too. 1590 01:38:37,292 --> 01:38:39,294 She hasn't been back yet? Sarah? 1591 01:38:40,003 --> 01:38:41,129 No. 1592 01:38:56,645 --> 01:38:57,646 Thank you. 1593 01:38:59,147 --> 01:39:00,148 WOMAN: Anytime. 1594 01:39:00,774 --> 01:39:02,776 (GUITAR MUSIC PLAYING) 1595 01:39:33,390 --> 01:39:35,851 GPS: You have arrived at your final destination. 1596 01:39:36,518 --> 01:39:37,561 Please return your car. 1597 01:39:43,775 --> 01:39:45,694 SARAH: Is this my destination? 1598 01:39:49,156 --> 01:39:50,365 GPS: It depends, Sarah. 1599 01:39:51,366 --> 01:39:52,868 How do you want this to end? 1600 01:40:47,840 --> 01:40:48,841 How'd you find me? 1601 01:40:50,717 --> 01:40:51,718 GPS. 1602 01:40:52,928 --> 01:40:53,971 Ah. 1603 01:40:57,266 --> 01:40:59,142 I wanna say something now and... 1604 01:41:00,227 --> 01:41:02,107 it's something I've been thinking, and I just... 1605 01:41:02,980 --> 01:41:04,690 want to hear my mouth say it. 1606 01:41:08,193 --> 01:41:09,194 Um... 1607 01:41:11,321 --> 01:41:12,698 You are worth the risk. 1608 01:41:15,284 --> 01:41:17,119 I know you might hurt me and... 1609 01:41:18,120 --> 01:41:20,581 I mean, I would be devastated if you left me 1610 01:41:20,664 --> 01:41:23,917 and I would be devastated if I left you first. 1611 01:41:24,668 --> 01:41:26,420 And I know both things are a possibility. 1612 01:41:26,503 --> 01:41:29,256 And that scares me deeply. 1613 01:41:33,260 --> 01:41:34,720 You might think you know how deep, 1614 01:41:34,803 --> 01:41:35,804 but you don't. 1615 01:41:37,598 --> 01:41:40,392 But if anyone ever were to know, I would want it to be you. 1616 01:41:46,231 --> 01:41:47,232 I think... 1617 01:41:50,652 --> 01:41:52,279 I think we could be content together. 1618 01:41:54,114 --> 01:41:56,200 And in love. 1619 01:41:59,411 --> 01:42:00,704 Because I am in love with you. 1620 01:42:02,581 --> 01:42:05,667 (SINGING) When people keep repeatin' 1621 01:42:06,627 --> 01:42:09,463 That you'll never fall in love 1622 01:42:10,881 --> 01:42:14,259 When everybody keeps retreatin' 1623 01:42:15,219 --> 01:42:18,138 But you can't seem to get enough 1624 01:42:19,431 --> 01:42:22,559 Let my love open the door 1625 01:42:23,810 --> 01:42:27,397 Let my love open the door 1626 01:42:28,232 --> 01:42:31,944 Let my love open the door 1627 01:42:32,027 --> 01:42:35,280 To your heart 1628 01:42:35,364 --> 01:42:36,698 You got one more door in you? 1629 01:42:36,782 --> 01:42:38,784 To your heart 1630 01:42:40,911 --> 01:42:42,913 -I could do one more door. -Come on. 1631 01:42:47,334 --> 01:42:50,629 Let my love open the door 1632 01:42:51,672 --> 01:42:55,425 Let my love open the door 1633 01:42:56,134 --> 01:42:59,847 Let my love open the door 1634 01:42:59,930 --> 01:43:03,267 To your heart 1635 01:43:05,352 --> 01:43:09,231 I got the only key to your heart 1636 01:43:10,107 --> 01:43:13,735 That can stop you fallin' apart 1637 01:43:13,819 --> 01:43:17,531 Try today, you'll find this way 1638 01:43:18,282 --> 01:43:21,618 Come on And give me a chance to say 1639 01:43:22,286 --> 01:43:25,789 Let my love open the door 1640 01:43:26,874 --> 01:43:30,919 It's all I'm livin' for 1641 01:43:31,003 --> 01:43:34,339 Release yourself from misery 1642 01:43:35,549 --> 01:43:39,052 There's only one thing Gonna set you free 1643 01:43:39,136 --> 01:43:41,847 And that's my love 1644 01:43:43,724 --> 01:43:46,894 That's my love 1645 01:43:48,061 --> 01:43:50,272 That's my love 1646 01:43:52,357 --> 01:43:54,943 My love 1647 01:43:58,989 --> 01:44:00,991 (THE RISK PLAYING) 1648 01:44:10,792 --> 01:44:15,923 (SINGING) All the lives I've lived 1649 01:44:19,676 --> 01:44:25,641 I'm ready to forgive myself 1650 01:44:29,603 --> 01:44:35,400 Deep lake diving in 1651 01:44:38,487 --> 01:44:43,534 My love could re-begin 1652 01:44:45,410 --> 01:44:50,582 Again 1653 01:44:55,629 --> 01:44:59,800 Part of me is missing 1654 01:44:59,883 --> 01:45:03,470 I doubt you see 1655 01:45:03,554 --> 01:45:05,681 How helpless I feel 1656 01:45:06,181 --> 01:45:10,644 Fragile, my heart I long to be held 1657 01:45:10,727 --> 01:45:13,105 I long to be loved 1658 01:45:13,188 --> 01:45:16,859 Might be a myth 1659 01:45:16,942 --> 01:45:20,821 But I'll take the risk 1660 01:45:30,831 --> 01:45:35,544 Such a lonely road 1661 01:45:40,340 --> 01:45:46,180 Found a kindred soul 1662 01:45:48,891 --> 01:45:54,104 Like I knew you from somewhere 1663 01:45:58,609 --> 01:46:02,946 Like magic in the air 1664 01:46:07,743 --> 01:46:13,165 Now I see you everywhere 1665 01:46:15,501 --> 01:46:19,838 Part of me is missing 1666 01:46:19,922 --> 01:46:23,675 I doubt you see 1667 01:46:23,759 --> 01:46:26,011 How helpless I feel 1668 01:46:26,094 --> 01:46:30,891 Fragile, my heart I long to be held 1669 01:46:30,974 --> 01:46:33,101 I long to be loved 1670 01:46:33,185 --> 01:46:37,189 Might be a myth 1671 01:46:37,272 --> 01:46:40,192 But I'll take the... 1672 01:46:40,275 --> 01:46:45,155 Rewrite my elegy Childhood memories 1673 01:46:45,239 --> 01:46:49,326 Fall in love with me... 1674 01:46:49,409 --> 01:46:54,414 Inside my symphony Fragmented parts of me 1675 01:46:54,498 --> 01:46:58,752 Dance in the... 1676 01:46:58,836 --> 01:47:03,715 What if we were meant to be? 1677 01:47:03,799 --> 01:47:09,054 If we don't jump We'll never know 1678 01:47:12,140 --> 01:47:16,019 Part of me is missing 1679 01:47:16,103 --> 01:47:19,815 I doubt you see 1680 01:47:19,898 --> 01:47:22,651 How helpless I feel 1681 01:47:22,734 --> 01:47:27,155 Fragile, my heart I long to be held 1682 01:47:27,239 --> 01:47:29,241 I long to be loved 1683 01:47:29,825 --> 01:47:33,620 Might be a myth 1684 01:47:33,704 --> 01:47:39,793 But I'll take the risk 1685 01:47:43,297 --> 01:47:47,759 I'll take the risk 1686 01:47:54,766 --> 01:47:56,727 -(SONG ENDS) -(THUNDER RUMBLING) 1687 01:48:24,630 --> 01:48:26,131 (RAIN PATTERING) 1688 01:49:06,880 --> 01:49:07,881 (DOOR OPENS) 1689 01:49:13,554 --> 01:49:14,555 (DOOR SHUTS) 113133