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I met Jackie in high school.
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We weren't likely friends.
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She was popular, outgoing, but unsettled.
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I was awkward, shy.
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and withdrawn.
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We were both different.
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We weren't like anyone else.
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And that's what brought us together.
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And eventually kept us apart.
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Take it.
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I think.
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You die, guys.
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The Kendall's out of breath again.
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The summoning twin and pair of thin tricks.
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The destination of this coach is San Diego, California.
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We're due there at 5.
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15.
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Next stops is Indio, San Bernardino, and Los Angeles.
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Hope you're having a wonderful day and thank you for writing.
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Off to you.
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Afraid to get too close.
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Cause you're shining, burning, blinding like the sun.
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You're one of the stars that captivates me.
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I've stared at you too.
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Far from it shining, burning blinding like the sun.
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They're one of the stars that captivates me.
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I've stated you to find somewhere.
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Out of pocket locked in light, many in a world of dimes flipped around my front exposed limb of the middle of the city.
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Silver clothes.
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San Fernandino.
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Next stop, San Fernandino.
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Please have your baggage tags ready.
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Turn my head the other way.
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So where are you heading?
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LA.
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Oh, from Arizona?
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Yeah, Tucson.
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You excited?
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I'm going to see an old friend in San Diego.
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That's me, and that's my friend Rose.
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Wow.
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Rose is really sick.
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Really sad situation.
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Life can be so brutal.
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Awkward list.
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Then open.
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Aren't those the best kind?
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But my body drawn to you.
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Afraid to get too close because you won't shiny.
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Burning, blinding like the sun.
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One of the stars that captivates me.
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I've stared at you too far.
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Oh, mid-shiny, burning, blinding like the sun.
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You're one of the stars that captivates me.
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But I've stared at you too long.
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Now I'm done.
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I don't know what to say.
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Like nothing needs to be something.
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Five years.
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Like, is this really you?
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Is this a dream?
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If I close my eyes, are you gonna disappear?
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How is everyone?
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The same, nothing's changed.
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Know that.
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Do they still think I'm crazy?
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Yeah.
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Because you are crazy.
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You know I hate it.
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It's like a big black hole that sucks you in.
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'Cause we're so fucking hated.
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Then why stay there?
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Why not move out here?
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Or go someplace else.
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I'm thinking about traveling to Europe.
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I know some guys that went on a trip around the world it's pretty crazy Australian
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Maybe when I'm ready.
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For Thailand.
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Thailand?
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What?
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You'll end up becoming some nasty hooker, having to fuck Thai guys with Don't teeth.
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And you'll have to like suck on their gums and fondle their little.
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Of cocks.
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Fucking Thailand.
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Try getting out of Tucson first.
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I'm here, aren't I?
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Yeah.
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For a day.
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You're leaving tomorrow, right?
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Make yourself at home.
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This place is breathtaking.
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Send it all up to quite a while.
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I want to light like this.
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Like what?
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Like this.
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Like we said earlier.
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Like what?
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I don't know.
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It's hard to explain.
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Everything is so different.
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Little details are just different.
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I want a Ferrari.
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Any volume?
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Don't.
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There are other things too.
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Really expensive.
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Really?
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Of course.
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Things.
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Things.
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Is there anything else you want apart from them?
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I mean, what else is there apart from luxury?
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That can't be a serious question.
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Yeah, it is.
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There's love, there's empathy, there's creativity.
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I thought you wanted to act like
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May remember wrong, that was years ago.
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Do you want to act anymore?
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Did you even try?
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It's not me.
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I've changed.
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Just tell me if this is wrong.
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I went and I got a massage.
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And, you know, my head was down in a whole thing, and I was facing down.
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And the little Asian lady standing above me, her crotch was right on the back of my head.
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Like on your head?
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On my head.
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Like on my head.
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And she would massage.
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All the way down my back, and I had Don't clothes on.
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Mm-hmm, of course.
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Really?
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Okay, and then right when she'd get over my butt, she would just like right on the back of my head.
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I'm not kidding, she'd go all the way down my back.
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And then she would like hump your head.
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She humped your head while she was so scared.
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I felt so awkward.
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I am so sorry to tell you, but I don't think that's the idea.
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So, how do you tune over?
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Each other.
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We grew up in Tucson, Arizona together.
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She guessed must be very close.
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She's visiting.
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We haven't seen each other in five years.
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Why so long?
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It's complicated.
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She's crazy, this one.
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Oh, yeah?
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You know what they say?
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It's always the quiet ones.
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How old are you?
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I'm forty.
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How old are you?
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Yeah, I'm
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Get up.
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I wait for me so much.
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To do that.
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My East is the kid.
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Ah, just to do that.
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I can't get tickets.
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Cheers.
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So, what do you think?
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What?
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What do you think?
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About what?
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You know, you're saying I just said.
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Come on, we have to go.
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Come on, let's go.
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Let's just go home.
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That's it.
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And fucking hot right now.
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Oh my god.
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Oh shit, copy.
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Oh fuck.
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Yeah, and I'm by myself.
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You have a five.
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Yep.
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Good dish.
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I'm feeling on my hands and knees.
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The front door that you do when I need you to take control.
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What are you talking about?
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Show me your hand.
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Don't, you should.
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Show me the card.
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I don't get them.
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I knew it.
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Come on.
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Okay, come here.
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Oh, score.
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Yeah, I'm gonna hurt you.
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Don't, I'm gonna go.
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Not fair, you have a bigger mouth.
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Why?
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Oh, Don't, it's all here.
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Holding my pillow tight Letting the tears just flow You spoke and said everything's alright You were by my side
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And that's when I need it the most to get control of everything I don't know.
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Oh Cause if you don't stop me now, I'll keep running in circles Yeah
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And I need you now some way, somehow I've got to find you Cause if I don't
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I'm scared I won't know how Hear me out Don't need now some way somehow
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I've got to find you.
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Cause if I don't, I'm scared I won't know how.
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Need you now to get control of everything I don't know I don't know
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Cause if you don't stop me now, I'll keep running.
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And I need it now some way somehow I've got to find fight you
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Cause if I don't I'm scared I won't know how
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Hear me out, hear me out.
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Cause if I don't scare, I won't stop now.
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Well I was driving the three-way and it was it was too small to be a plane.
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It was too close to be it was too quiet and close to be a helicopter and it was round and it was lit and it was at night and it was moving with me and it was
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A UFO.
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I know it was a UFO, and I got off the freeway to find it again too.
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You looked for it?
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Yeah, I looked for it, and it wasn't there anymore.
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It was just like vanished.
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I made it up in my head or something.
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Don't, but it's like, what do you do at that point?
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You see a UFO?
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Oh, what are you trying to call someone?
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I just wanted to see.
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Get closer.
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I wanted to get, you know.
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I was just like, well, what am I going to do?
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There's a UFO.
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Now what?
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I had Don't idea what to do.
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So I just told people.
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Now I'm telling you.
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When you left at first
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It was not what I expected.
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I was so lost.
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I'd drink like crazy and listen to songs that reminded me of you.
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It was embarrassing.
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I guess I didn't know what it'd be like to lose my best friend.
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But
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That empty feeling is normal.
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You get used to it.
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The distance grows.
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When I came out here, I missed you too.
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But I moved on after
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A few weeks it just became a bit trivial.
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Don't say that.
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I'm your friend.
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I will always be your friend.
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What does that even mean?
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It means that that Don't matter what, Don't matter what you do or who you screw over, I'm the one person you can call.
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Always, I don't believe that.
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Words like always come out of this innocent and passionate place, but always is boring.
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And lonely and painful and scary always is just unrealistic.
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Anna Anna
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Anna.
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Come on, Anna that it's okay.
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I know that I can be a little bit harsh.
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Yeah.
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I forgot.
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Stop.
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I'm okay.
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I'm fine.
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It's okay.
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What
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Yeah, man, man
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Do you believe
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God, yes, yes, yes Oh my god, oh my god
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Yes, yes, yes, stop, stop, stop, stop.
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Oh, thank God.
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Oh God.
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You're always the special one.
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You're going to go off to some college on your way to law school.
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You don't know how much pressure you're under until it's gone, you know?
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I don't care.
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I don't.
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Fuck it.
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I work at a bar.
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I am fine with it.
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I I have a blast.
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I actually I have a good time.
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00:51:09,260 --> 00:51:13,820
Sometimes
277
00:51:13,440 --> 00:51:16,400
Think that there's something wrong with me.
278
00:51:17,680 --> 00:51:19,120
Forget that feeling.
279
00:51:21,140 --> 00:51:31,859
Like I'm not a girl and I'm not a boy, but I'm some weird species that's not built like everybody else.
280
00:51:33,079 --> 00:51:35,720
I like you just the way you are.
281
00:51:38,119 --> 00:51:39,880
You don't understand, do you?
282
00:51:40,520 --> 00:51:41,400
I do.
283
00:51:42,359 --> 00:51:43,720
I do, Jackie.
284
00:51:48,360 --> 00:51:51,320
We should do something.
285
00:51:51,640 --> 00:51:52,200
Don't!
286
00:51:52,840 --> 00:51:56,680
We're gonna stay here all night and have sex and sleep.
287
00:51:57,640 --> 00:51:58,600
I want to do something.
288
00:51:58,680 --> 00:51:59,720
I'm antsy.
289
00:52:39,000 --> 00:52:41,800
I wish on that day I'd been mine.
290
00:52:44,480 --> 00:52:56,960
Remember the night that we lay in the stars in the boats for each flash in the sky,
291
00:52:57,480 --> 00:53:00,120
Did you say you did to me?
292
00:53:01,400 --> 00:53:05,400
I'll make a boyfriend.
293
00:53:06,680 --> 00:53:11,800
I used to smile every time that my eyes found the way.
294
00:53:12,240 --> 00:53:16,640
Futures of both the marks rain on the old.
295
00:53:17,200 --> 00:53:22,400
The way that you look at it makes me feel sick now.
296
00:53:49,600 --> 00:53:56,800
When I borrowed our dance, it was easy to see that we're hanging together.
297
00:53:57,640 --> 00:54:09,800
By threads, I asked you for clue to secure what was left, but you gave me the scissors instead.
298
00:54:12,240 --> 00:54:15,920
All of my friends need to know how I feel.
299
00:54:23,360 --> 00:54:26,960
Whenever I need a lot of mixed off,
300
00:54:28,440 --> 00:54:33,560
He is an hourglass for me in space, you know.
301
00:54:33,880 --> 00:54:41,800
I used to smile every time that my eyes found the pictures of both the birds.
302
00:54:44,240 --> 00:54:54,800
But the way that you look at it makes me feel sick when that picture's not leaving you at all.
303
00:54:55,760 --> 00:54:56,800
I used to smile.
304
00:54:59,560 --> 00:55:00,920
Did you see anyone after all that?
305
00:55:04,120 --> 00:55:05,800
Come on, you can tell me.
306
00:55:07,080 --> 00:55:08,040
Do you know Lee?
307
00:55:08,520 --> 00:55:09,400
I know Lee.
308
00:55:09,960 --> 00:55:11,400
Fucking asshole Lee.
309
00:55:12,800 --> 00:55:14,880
We saw each other for a few months.
310
00:55:15,520 --> 00:55:17,040
What was that like?
311
00:55:20,480 --> 00:55:23,360
Come on, tell me about Lee.
312
00:55:25,600 --> 00:55:26,880
I just like being out of colour.
313
00:55:28,440 --> 00:55:31,560
His family treated me real good.
314
00:55:32,520 --> 00:55:36,840
They were like normal, not something I'm used to.
315
00:55:37,800 --> 00:55:40,600
They threw me a birthday party of Williams and shit.
316
00:55:40,840 --> 00:55:41,560
It was nice.
317
00:55:42,160 --> 00:55:43,360
They liked it.
318
00:55:44,960 --> 00:55:46,800
How's your grandmother?
319
00:55:50,640 --> 00:55:51,600
Old.
320
00:55:52,640 --> 00:55:54,000
Just going a little sea now.
321
00:55:54,400 --> 00:55:56,080
I can't remember some things.
322
00:56:16,480 --> 00:56:18,880
Do you ever think about your mom and dad?
323
00:56:20,160 --> 00:56:21,440
I don't.
324
00:56:22,080 --> 00:56:23,200
What about you?
325
00:56:24,000 --> 00:56:26,800
Mom calls every so often, like once a month.
326
00:56:27,400 --> 00:56:29,000
maybe every two months.
327
00:56:29,640 --> 00:56:35,560
She worries, but just enough to make her feel like she's doing her part.
328
00:56:36,760 --> 00:56:39,400
My parents really don't give a shit, you know?
329
00:56:40,040 --> 00:56:41,960
Like they just put money in my bank account
330
00:56:42,480 --> 00:56:44,160
Pay me off like a whore.
331
00:56:44,480 --> 00:56:46,320
Like that's all I want.
332
00:56:48,160 --> 00:56:53,680
Don't, it's too much.
333
00:56:54,000 --> 00:56:56,960
Jackie, you're a
334
00:56:57,240 --> 00:56:58,520
Fucking child.
335
00:56:59,160 --> 00:57:00,840
You're exactly the same.
336
00:57:01,160 --> 00:57:03,640
You can't understand what it's like.
337
00:57:04,520 --> 00:57:08,360
You work part-time for Pocket Change, living with your grandmother.
338
00:57:08,920 --> 00:57:11,080
I can't believe I'm letting myself.
339
00:57:13,760 --> 00:57:16,640
This is so fucking stupid.
340
00:57:17,600 --> 00:57:19,120
This was just a mistake.
341
00:57:19,440 --> 00:57:21,120
This was just a stupid fucking mistake.
342
00:57:21,360 --> 00:57:22,720
What are you talking about?
343
00:57:23,360 --> 00:57:24,480
I remember now.
344
00:57:24,800 --> 00:57:25,120
Yeah?
345
00:57:25,440 --> 00:57:26,720
I remember why part of me was.
346
00:57:27,320 --> 00:57:28,120
happy you left.
347
00:57:28,360 --> 00:57:30,840
It's like walking on eggshells with you.
348
00:57:30,920 --> 00:57:33,160
Any moment can turn nasty.
349
00:57:33,480 --> 00:57:35,640
Especially when you're drinking.
350
00:57:38,760 --> 00:57:41,400
Calm the fuck down, Jackie.
351
00:57:42,320 --> 00:57:46,640
You have Don't fucking right to talk to me like that.
352
00:57:46,880 --> 00:57:48,880
Who the fuck do you think you are?
353
00:57:50,160 --> 00:57:51,440
We're not friends.
354
00:57:51,760 --> 00:57:52,880
We never talk.
355
00:57:53,120 --> 00:57:55,520
When I needed you, you weren't there.
356
00:57:55,840 --> 00:57:56,720
Do you get that?
357
00:57:57,480 --> 00:57:58,680
Do you understand?
358
01:00:15,680 --> 01:00:16,720
Are you weak?
359
01:00:22,200 --> 01:00:33,400
Hannah, Hannah Hannah, are you up?
360
01:00:52,000 --> 01:00:56,880
Do you remember when we used to skip school and we'd drive out to the lake?
361
01:00:57,619 --> 01:01:00,819
just hang out in the hills all day.
362
01:01:01,140 --> 01:01:07,140
We'd smoke pot and everybody would think we were so crazy.
363
01:01:07,779 --> 01:01:09,700
We were so beautiful.
364
01:01:12,000 --> 01:01:18,720
You would walk among the rocks and then we'd all go swimming in the lake.
365
01:01:19,039 --> 01:01:23,520
And then in the evening we would flirt with the boys at the campfire.
366
01:01:25,280 --> 01:01:31,600
I wanted to get you laid so bad, like you're my little sister.
367
01:01:36,020 --> 01:01:37,299
I remember.
368
01:01:38,900 --> 01:01:45,140
We would dream about the future, where we live, we name our kids.
369
01:01:48,440 --> 01:01:51,320
But the future is not what we thought, huh?
370
01:01:53,560 --> 01:01:54,040
Yeah.
371
01:02:07,320 --> 01:02:12,600
What
372
01:02:11,160 --> 01:02:14,280
Do you remember that one kid there?
373
01:02:16,200 --> 01:02:17,240
Derek?
374
01:02:19,780 --> 01:02:21,140
Yeah, I remember.
375
01:02:27,620 --> 01:02:29,860
So, anybody have any good ghost stories?
376
01:02:30,740 --> 01:02:33,460
I've got
377
01:02:33,740 --> 01:02:39,740
One time I was in the church and I was there 'cause my friend cleaned the church every Sunday.
378
01:02:39,740 --> 01:02:47,900
We were in the chapel and I was standing on the stage and she was on the clear other side of the room and I hear behind me just stomping like boom, boom, boom, boom, boom,
like running footsteps behind me.
379
01:02:49,220 --> 01:02:50,900
There's Don't one else in the room.
380
01:02:51,220 --> 01:02:52,020
It was scary.
381
01:02:52,260 --> 01:02:52,900
It was scary.
382
01:02:53,860 --> 01:02:55,700
It was the church bouncer, was what it was.
383
01:02:55,940 --> 01:02:57,460
It was the holy bouncer.
384
01:02:57,660 --> 01:03:12,460
I was having recurring dreams and like the dreams started the first time it was like me in my bedroom and like a bunch of keys on the wall and they're all shaking and then
this like weird dark figure came and like almost like just started smothering me and like it didn't happen for a while it didn't happen
385
01:03:12,820 --> 01:03:14,900
And then I've totally had dreams like the same thing.
386
01:03:15,220 --> 01:03:19,780
I fucking like the cupboard by my window, I had like a day bed.
387
01:03:19,940 --> 01:03:20,980
It starts moving.
388
01:03:21,300 --> 01:03:24,100
And I'm like, oh my god, oh my god, and it's moving.
389
01:03:24,420 --> 01:03:25,540
And then my cat comes out.
390
01:03:26,900 --> 01:03:27,380
And then it never moves.
391
01:03:28,780 --> 01:03:34,700
My dad's old house, one thing did happen to me one time and it it it doesn't really compare to what happened to you or like, you know, the ghost kind of thing.
392
01:03:34,860 --> 01:03:40,460
But I um I was laying in bed and uh I had my arm under the pillow I always sleep with my arm under my pillow.
393
01:03:41,020 --> 01:03:42,460
And I I guess like
394
01:03:42,740 --> 01:03:53,140
I was asleep, I'm laying with my arm under the pillow and I wake up in the middle of the night and I reach I reach under my pillow and I touched a hand but I couldn't like I mean
I I touched this hand and it was the cold hand and it was my hand.
395
01:03:53,300 --> 01:03:56,900
My ha arm was asleep my dad comes bursting into my room.
396
01:03:56,980 --> 01:03:57,220
This is true.
397
01:03:57,500 --> 01:03:58,940
My dad comes bursting my room with like a bat.
398
01:03:59,020 --> 01:04:00,220
He's like, What the fuck, what's going on?
399
01:04:00,460 --> 01:04:01,660
And I'm just like, nothing.
400
01:04:01,820 --> 01:04:05,900
I just, there's a spider, and it was a spider over there, and it scared me.
401
01:04:06,220 --> 01:04:07,820
So, what up?
402
01:04:08,540 --> 01:04:09,340
You're a hero today.
403
01:04:09,420 --> 01:04:09,980
Did you see that?
404
01:04:10,460 --> 01:04:10,940
You're my hero.
405
01:04:11,100 --> 01:04:11,900
You're my hero today.
406
01:04:12,980 --> 01:04:14,020
Yeah, we definitely are.
407
01:04:16,660 --> 01:04:17,060
Oh, nice.
408
01:04:17,220 --> 01:04:17,380
Yeah.
409
01:04:20,340 --> 01:04:22,740
You got some drinks.
410
01:04:22,980 --> 01:04:23,460
You're welcome.
411
01:04:23,620 --> 01:04:25,460
I just made sure I got it for you with this.
412
01:04:26,660 --> 01:04:26,980
Wait a second.
413
01:04:27,140 --> 01:04:27,380
For later.
414
01:04:27,500 --> 01:04:28,220
Yeah, you get it for later.
415
01:04:29,340 --> 01:04:30,060
I want you to go hungry.
416
01:04:30,220 --> 01:04:31,020
Now you get to watch it.
417
01:04:31,100 --> 01:04:31,340
Expose.
418
01:04:32,540 --> 01:04:34,220
Um, you know, I've heard that.
419
01:04:35,580 --> 01:04:37,340
Does anybody else feel like Alan at the Moon?
420
01:04:37,580 --> 01:04:37,740
What?
421
01:04:37,900 --> 01:04:38,060
Don't.
422
01:04:38,700 --> 01:04:38,940
Why?
423
01:04:39,660 --> 01:04:40,620
All the guys do, right?
424
01:04:40,780 --> 01:04:40,940
Come on.
425
01:04:41,260 --> 01:04:41,340
One?
426
01:04:41,500 --> 01:04:41,980
Oh, come on, guys.
427
01:04:42,140 --> 01:04:42,220
Two.
428
01:04:42,740 --> 01:04:43,060
Three.
429
01:04:46,340 --> 01:04:47,460
She's a little moonhouse.
430
01:04:58,940 --> 01:05:01,100
So I wear it to keep boys like you away.
431
01:05:01,260 --> 01:05:01,580
Oh yeah.
432
01:05:02,300 --> 01:05:04,220
Am I the one I'm the one your mama warned you about?
433
01:05:05,900 --> 01:05:09,660
'Cause you were coming at me and oh now you're just chugging down half your beard and it goes.
434
01:05:12,740 --> 01:05:15,300
Let me have beer on my face right here.
435
01:05:20,920 --> 01:05:22,760
There wasn't enough for me to tell if it was beer.
436
01:05:26,920 --> 01:05:30,599
There's posing that you're actually trying to be careful.
437
01:05:31,320 --> 01:05:32,359
We know each other.
438
01:05:33,660 --> 01:05:37,340
You know, go off me and then maybe go up to the cabin or something.
439
01:05:37,660 --> 01:05:38,700
Um I don't do that.
440
01:05:41,340 --> 01:05:41,900
What don't you do?
441
01:05:41,980 --> 01:05:42,460
What don't you do?
442
01:05:42,780 --> 01:05:43,420
I don't know.
443
01:05:44,460 --> 01:05:45,100
I don't know.
444
01:05:45,420 --> 01:05:46,700
I have to go pee in the middle.
445
01:05:46,940 --> 01:05:47,180
You don't
446
01:05:47,660 --> 01:05:50,460
Peace look, there's a link
447
01:05:48,660 --> 01:05:49,860
Blankets and stuff, we can have a good time.
448
01:05:49,940 --> 01:05:50,500
Just me and you.
449
01:05:51,060 --> 01:05:53,780
Under that, come on.
450
01:06:23,920 --> 01:06:26,880
Where's Eric and Jackie?
451
01:06:27,520 --> 01:06:29,680
Oh, they went up the hill.
452
01:09:21,179 --> 01:09:22,540
So fucking deep like that.
453
01:09:24,380 --> 01:09:25,420
That's so fucking good.
454
01:10:26,460 --> 01:10:27,659
Oh my god.
455
01:10:56,460 --> 01:10:57,739
Oh my god.
456
01:11:01,059 --> 01:11:03,139
Yes, that's what I want.
457
01:11:15,739 --> 01:11:16,300
Oh shit.
458
01:11:18,380 --> 01:11:19,340
Oh yeah, guitar.
459
01:11:27,980 --> 01:11:29,020
Oh my god.
460
01:12:19,420 --> 01:12:22,139
I couldn't mind you guys.
461
01:12:22,460 --> 01:12:24,300
You just disappeared.
462
01:12:28,139 --> 01:12:29,179
I was a really good one.
463
01:12:29,619 --> 01:12:30,659
Time ago.
464
01:12:34,179 --> 01:12:38,900
I didn't know you saw that
465
01:12:39,460 --> 01:12:41,940
I couldn't stop thinking about it.
466
01:12:43,699 --> 01:12:44,900
I tried to.
467
01:12:48,140 --> 01:12:49,100
It hurt.
468
01:12:55,520 --> 01:13:01,199
Every guy I wanted, you take him away from me, like Eric.
469
01:13:04,199 --> 01:13:07,719
I was too straight-laced.
470
01:13:08,120 --> 01:13:10,440
I wouldn't do the things you would do.
471
01:13:13,620 --> 01:13:17,540
I won't take them in my mouth.
472
01:13:17,860 --> 01:13:20,180
Let them fuck me like a dog.
473
01:13:24,660 --> 01:13:26,900
Whenever I thought about you with him, it hurt.
474
01:13:36,540 --> 01:13:36,940
Perf
475
01:13:36,820 --> 01:13:41,780
There was something else too.
476
01:13:42,100 --> 01:13:46,420
It made me come and not just come.
477
01:13:46,580 --> 01:13:49,780
I mean my whole body would shake and convulse.
478
01:13:50,300 --> 01:13:56,060
Like these were the best orgasms I'd ever had in my whole life.
479
01:13:59,420 --> 01:14:01,100
Just thinking about you and them.
480
01:14:03,199 --> 01:14:04,800
Why did you come here?
481
01:14:08,320 --> 01:14:09,119
I'm serious.
482
01:14:09,280 --> 01:14:12,800
Why did you come here to see you?
483
01:14:13,119 --> 01:14:13,440
Don't.
484
01:14:14,300 --> 01:14:16,060
I came to see you.
485
01:14:17,020 --> 01:14:18,060
You're lying.
486
01:14:18,380 --> 01:14:19,900
I'm not lying.
487
01:14:21,179 --> 01:14:22,540
Why did you come?
488
01:14:24,540 --> 01:14:27,020
I can't do this again.
489
01:14:27,340 --> 01:14:30,300
Why did you come after five fucking years?
490
01:14:32,220 --> 01:14:36,540
I'm so tired.
491
01:14:39,420 --> 01:14:42,300
So tired of everything.
492
01:14:50,679 --> 01:14:53,320
My grandmother is dying.
493
01:14:55,560 --> 01:14:57,480
She has cancer.
494
01:15:00,679 --> 01:15:02,840
Maybe she'll have three months.
495
01:15:05,040 --> 01:15:18,240
Maybe a year She's not really there anymore, anyways when she's gone
496
01:15:18,360 --> 01:15:22,440
I'll be alone.
497
01:15:22,760 --> 01:15:24,920
I'll be completely alone.
498
01:15:32,740 --> 01:15:38,660
I think about it sometimes, you know the fire.
499
01:15:44,020 --> 01:15:46,740
I was only three years old.
500
01:15:50,260 --> 01:15:52,500
My dad fell asleep on the couch.
501
01:15:56,360 --> 01:15:59,000
My room was on the first floor.
502
01:15:59,640 --> 01:16:04,600
He came in and he grabbed me from my bed and took me out to the garden.
503
01:16:06,760 --> 01:16:08,920
I went back for my mom.
504
01:16:12,440 --> 01:16:18,360
All I remember is he kissed me on the cheek and he was crying.
505
01:16:22,780 --> 01:16:24,860
I tasted his tears.
506
01:16:29,220 --> 01:16:31,940
I'll never forget that taste in my mouth.
507
01:16:40,140 --> 01:16:47,900
When the police got there, they said I burned my hands reaching into the flames.
508
01:16:49,740 --> 01:16:50,940
What anyone asks?
509
01:16:53,340 --> 01:16:59,260
I didn't remember anything because I didn't want to remember.
510
01:17:00,980 --> 01:17:04,100
But I knew what I did.
511
01:17:04,740 --> 01:17:07,140
I wanted to touch the flames.
512
01:17:07,780 --> 01:17:10,260
I wanted them to swallow me too.
513
01:17:14,520 --> 01:17:15,880
Well, it's half.
514
01:17:24,500 --> 01:17:30,500
People said that my mom and dad were looking down on me from heaven.
515
01:17:32,500 --> 01:17:34,659
But I didn't feel it.
516
01:17:35,300 --> 01:17:36,340
I didn't see it.
517
01:17:36,579 --> 01:17:38,020
I didn't hear it.
518
01:17:42,540 --> 01:17:48,380
I was alone, totally alone.
519
01:17:50,620 --> 01:17:52,220
They were nowhere.
520
01:17:57,200 --> 01:18:01,280
And I blame myself.
521
01:18:07,760 --> 01:18:10,080
I've seen everyone away.
522
01:18:19,520 --> 01:18:29,199
Then one day at school, after years have passed
523
01:18:29,280 --> 01:18:32,560
I talked to this girl who I hated.
524
01:18:33,520 --> 01:18:38,720
I thought she was a stuck up, prissy little bitch.
525
01:18:43,179 --> 01:18:52,139
And she let me borrow her ski and
526
01:18:51,320 --> 01:19:05,240
We started discussing bands and hanging out and wearing the same clothes and going to gigs and she was like me
527
01:19:04,260 --> 01:19:16,500
She was different fucked up in some way at odds with this world.
528
01:19:21,560 --> 01:19:24,200
But you had something I didn't have.
529
01:19:25,480 --> 01:19:27,480
You pushed me to do crazy shit.
530
01:19:27,720 --> 01:19:28,200
We.
531
01:19:29,060 --> 01:19:32,500
We got high, we got stoned, we hit on boys.
532
01:19:32,580 --> 01:19:36,180
It was like us against the world.
533
01:19:43,040 --> 01:19:49,680
I've had one constant my whole life, and that's been my grandmother.
534
01:19:50,320 --> 01:19:53,040
When she's gone, I'll be alone.
535
01:19:57,719 --> 01:20:02,360
You're the only thing I'm connected to, Jackie.
536
01:20:04,480 --> 01:20:08,080
That's why I'm here.
537
01:20:08,720 --> 01:20:15,760
You're the only one that's ever made me feel like I'm a real human being and not a fucking zombie.
538
01:21:00,760 --> 01:21:12,840
I crying on this I mean come dance
539
01:21:12,140 --> 01:21:24,780
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540
01:21:41,159 --> 01:21:42,520
I wanna be like you.
541
01:22:43,000 --> 01:22:43,800
Oh.
542
01:26:06,239 --> 01:26:09,280
I want you to wait five minutes and then I'm gonna tell you some time here, okay?
543
01:31:39,520 --> 01:31:43,600
Mm-hmm, but I'm not sure if I can do it.
544
01:32:31,860 --> 01:32:38,900
Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh,
545
01:34:58,560 --> 01:35:07,920
Oh hot up, I'm not sure if I can
546
01:35:51,280 --> 01:36:00,880
Do I do it to the fucking fucking sky?
547
01:39:35,960 --> 01:39:38,520
How much is it in the background?
548
01:39:45,760 --> 01:39:46,800
What about my car?
549
01:41:56,920 --> 01:41:57,800
Have you wanted that?
550
01:41:58,040 --> 01:41:58,520
Yes, I am.
551
01:42:41,840 --> 01:42:42,160
Oh.
552
01:42:43,040 --> 01:42:46,480
Oh, look at you, Can you fabricate that fucking bag?
553
01:42:46,560 --> 01:42:46,960
Yes.
554
01:42:54,320 --> 01:42:54,880
Yes.
555
01:42:55,840 --> 01:42:56,240
Yes.
556
01:43:27,160 --> 01:43:28,840
You didn't have a single colour.
557
01:43:57,320 --> 01:43:58,280
Oh fuck.
558
01:44:21,360 --> 01:44:22,560
That's what I'm talking about.
559
01:48:38,120 --> 01:48:40,520
Only understand.
560
01:50:49,679 --> 01:50:50,560
Hello.
561
01:50:57,920 --> 01:50:59,440
When does this happen?
562
01:51:02,320 --> 01:51:03,120
Last night.
563
01:51:15,140 --> 01:51:17,060
I can't believe she's gone.
564
01:51:28,280 --> 01:51:32,520
I'll be there later t this afternoon to take care of everything.
565
01:53:37,920 --> 01:53:38,800
Where are you going?
566
01:53:40,800 --> 01:53:42,080
Union Station.
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