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Thank you.

Let's go.

And I went down in the river to pray,

studying about that good old way. And who shall

wear the Roman crown? Good Lord is coming

away.

Thank you.

This is the first time I've been here.

Yeah.

I remember you were super excited about seeing the sunset, but then it started

raining.

You got so mad at the weather. You just laughed and danced in the rain.

Well, I wanted to make the best of it. And sometimes in life, you know, things

are just so unplanned.

But, Andrea, I know things have been difficult.

The disappointments, the treatments, the waiting.

I just thought we'd have a baby all week.

All the money we spent, the loans. We're out of options.

This has to work. Look, I know.

I'm telling myself just to believe that I can. Like, we've come this far.

What did work?

We're going to have a baby.

We're going to be parents.

It's worth it. All the sacrifices, the struggles.

Andrea, whatever happens, we're going to face this together.

Honestly, it'll be okay.

Andrea, I promise.

One way or another, we're going to find a way.

Thank you.

Hey, you alright?

Do you want some of these eggs and bacon?

No.

Are you sure?

Babe, it's really good. Come on. No. Come on.

It wants you. I don't want it. No.

Come on.

Come on.

No.

Baby, when you come, come.

Baby, when you come, come.

No.

All right, you're leaving me no choice.

Babe, good news.

The Coleman's are almost here for the barbecue.

I think they're looking good.

No.

No. Tell them I'm not going to be here.

Babe, there's no chemicals in here. They're just organic.

Babe!

Thank you.

Thank you.

Why? It's not like that.

Hey, this is Nylander and Cologne.

What are you doing?

Hey!

Howdy!

Yeah, I just really want to be out here with Aunt Maggie.

And, of course, I didn't want Andrea to come with me. Of course, you know, being

pregnant, you know, pregnancy and travel don't really mix too well.

But even with Aunt Maggie's health declining, I just really felt that being

out here with her would just help her feel better. And honestly, in certain

ways, I was thinking it would even help me feel better, too.

Yeah, it's been heavy, but...

You have no idea. I just really need to get away from it all.

This retreat has been so... Well, I'm getting an incoming

call. Can I call you back?

Hi, yes, this is Trevor.

Is this Trevor?

Trevor, this is Dr. Evans, your wife's primary physician.

I'm calling with difficult news.

Andrea was rushed to the hospital.

There were complications and the fetus.

We couldn't save her. I'm so sorry.

I understand.

She's okay, Trevor. She's aware.

The team's monitoring her closely.

But I wanted to call you personally to let you know as Andrea said you were

away. She's stable, but it would be best for you to come back to be with her in

this situation.

Thank you.

Thank you for telling me directly. I'll be on the...

I'll be on the finish line as possible.

sponges let's start

You should see your nursery.

Pink just like you.

I'm Dr. Harris, the freelance therapist assigned to you by your primary

insurance agent. Mind if I come in?

touch of the chain.

You're both going through hell.

How are you holding up?

It's been hard.

We're just trying to manage each day as it comes.

Hard. That's an understatement, I'm sure.

Trevor, how about you?

I'm trying my best to stay strong.

For Andre, I think, but it's just...

Everything seems so overwhelming.

Overwhelming, I'm sure.

Listen, it's okay to not be okay.

Nobody in this room is going to get a gold star for pretending.

Andrea, how are you doing?

Postpartum depression can't be making this any easier.

It's been really tough.

Some days it's hard even to get out of bed.

I feel like I'm failing at everything.

Yeah, postpartum depression is a nasty beast, but it doesn't mean you're

failing. It just means your brain's a little messed up right now.

Have you tried, oh, I don't know, talking to your doctor about it?

I have, but I'm scared to take medication. I don't want to feel numb or

detached.

Fair enough. Meds aren't for everyone. I should know. I'm 11 myself.

But there are other ways to cope.

therapy, joining a support group, or, you know, simply just talking about it.

Isolation is the enemy here. Well, we've never talked about it. It's just too

painful to relive it, but we know we're going to have to face this eventually.

Ding, ding, facing it. Now, that is a good idea.

But let's go, let's take it a little slower.

Baby steps.

Pardon that comment.

Have you tried, I don't know, doing anything that doesn't suck to help feel

better?

Well, we're fired up to keep things normal, but it's proven to be so

when things seem so different.

Well, normal is overrated, especially in a situation like yours.

What about, oh, I don't know, friends or family? Any support from them?

We've had some, but we've mostly just kept to ourselves.

It's difficult to be around people that don't understand what you're going

through. People can be idiots, but you've got to start somewhere.

So, we've got about, I don't know, ten more minutes.

How about some breathing exercise?

Nothing fancy, just, you know, something to take the edge off, keep you from

going completely insane.

Okay. That sounds good.

All right. Everybody close your eyes.

In through the nose.

Out through them.

Don't rush. Looks nobody hyperventilating.

You did better than most.

So, I'm going to be back next week. In the meantime, remember to breathe,

take it easy, and if you need to vent, my phone is working, unfortunately.

Thank you. We appreciate it.

You're welcome. Again, don't forget to breathe, and try not to catch it.

Take care.

Andrea, what are you doing?

Andrea?

Are you prepping our dead daughter's corpse?

She's hungry.

Okay, sweetheart.

I think she's had enough.

Dr. Harris's office. How may I help you?

Sure.

Okay.

Trevor.

Trevor.

Trevor.

Take a deep breath.

Okay. Now, what's going on?

I understand. Okay.

Andrea is trying to breastfeed the baby.

Okay.

Well, all right. So it's not uncommon for mothers to experience denial

in the face of such a profound loss.

So sometimes they will try to still be

nurturing in,

any way they can.

Yeah.

I see.

Alright. Well, it sounds like she's holding on to the bond,

even though it's painful.

I'll prescribe some sleeping pills to help her.

Bed rest is gonna be crucial.

I mean, her body's gone through a traumatic experience, and You know,

her mind needs some time to still process the grief.

Okay. So... Alright, you...

Alright, okay.

So you're worried she won't take the medication.

Okay, well... Okay.

Well, yes, it's important to be there for her.

You can, you know, encourage her to rest. Just remind her she's not alone in

this.

I've seen similar cases before.

It's heartbreaking, but she will need your support, Trevor.

You're both facing an incredibly difficult situation.

You're doing your best, and that matters.

Okay, well, I'll check in with you tomorrow.

Keep her close tonight.

Let her know that you're there.

Oh.

Hey, boy.

Hey, did you get out of your kennel again?

Thank you.

Holy. Holy.

Holy.

Right! Right!

Thank you.

Thank you.

Andrea! Andrea!

Andrea!

Bye.

Goal!

We received a call about an incident with this residence.

Do you need assistance?

You have blood on your body.

You'll wake the baby.

Sir, are you injured?

I cut myself shaving.

Please, come in.

I don't like this.

I don't like this.

We need to ask you some questions.

We're responding to a report of a domestic incident.

There were some noises and crashing.

Can you tell us what's going on?

Here, follow me.

Do you think he's high?

Do you think everyone's high?

They always are.

She's beautiful.

Don't you think?

We have a big fucking problem here.

If you can't afford an attorney, one will be appointed for you.

Do you understand these rights if I read to you?

The subject appeared to have bled out from what looks like a recent cesarean

incision, which has reopened.

It must have been inner sleep. There's no signs of any kind of struggle.

You think the husband did it?

It's possible.

The sutures themselves didn't fail. It looks like they were just ripped open.

Have you seen the nursery?

Oh, that's devastating.

You know, this isn't the first time I've been in this house.

The poor girl's aunt used to live here.

She was a little erratic.

The local kids used to call her Street Witch.

Thank you.

Thank you.

Her husband died of lung cancer while she was pregnant, and then she ended up

miscarrying.

Doctors later deemed that her uterus was uninhabitable.

They must have drove her over the edge because she started painting weird

satanic symbols on her porch, scattering animal bones around in the yard. It got

so bad that even the mail carriers would just chuck her mail over the fence.

They didn't want to stop. Nobody did.

Yeah.

She tried to abduct a kid once from a grocery store.

And when she missed her court date, the cops came by and found her dead in a

rocking chair in the same room they made that nursery.

Apparently, she had slit her wrists and using her own blood painted pentagrams

and other satanic symbols all over the walls.

Really crazy.

you

me just one last time.

Honey, baby, talk to me one last time.

It's hard leaving you this way, but a train's about to roll into

the bay.

It was such a good time having you by my side.

such good times, baby, with you by my side.

When my work is done, we go back laughing fun.

I've been on the road for so

long.

I'm begging you, please don't get me wrong.

It's you.

I'm in love with you. You got to, got to know it ain't no me.

I've been on the road for so long.

Now, honey, baby, I'm begging you, please don't get

me wrong.

The shoes I'm in love with, they got to, got to know it ain't no me.

Yeah.

Come on, baby.

Please.

Thank you.