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I was a woman who believed in the normal flow of my daily schedule, wrapped up

in the safety of my status quo until my reality was turned upside down and my

love life sent unexpected directions.

I loved Justin, deeply, but my career was winning over romance and I couldn't

resist the allure of constantly giving more of myself to it.

My phone had replaced my vibrator.

Satisfying my career -driven ego over my sexual desire had become more important

since landing my dream job.

It's just a phone and you and nothing else.

Just like that? Just this?

I'm in the middle of a very important email, please.

Oh!

I've got an invitation.

Oh?

My old friend Anthony sent it.

Cool.

What's the occasion?

They've adopted a wild pig and wanted to celebrate their new pet.

Janie, did you hear what I said?

Yes, yes. Something about a pig. They want to throw a party for it.

I'm sorry, Justin. I've just been distracted with work.

Obviously.

Let's make a date tonight.

We don't have to go anywhere.

We'll hide our phones and drink wine.

No, on a Tuesday.

I'm sorry, I can't. Yes, you can.

I'm asking you to make an exception.

I feel like I haven't seen you in a very long time.

Okay, okay.

I've been a little busy with work.

Understatement.

But it has to be this way right now.

This week is so full. The new hire is coming in and I'm just... I'm really

trying to get ahead of it.

I'm not doubting your workload.

I know you have a lot on your plate.

But you deserve a break, though.

I have to go.

I love you.

I love you, too. We have a date tonight.

Even if it's a minute.

Justin was an incredible man, worthy of my devotion.

Yet, there I was.

Feeling guilty for missing our dinner date again.

I made you a plate if you're hungry in the kitchen.

Thank you. We had a late lunch.

How about your favorite cupcake?

Maybe a little later.

Don't deserve you. Sure you do.

Just forget to take time off for your self -care.

And boyfriend care.

I'm good.

You take care of me.

I'm glad you think so.

We all get lost in the madness sometimes.

I'm happy to be your anchor.

You are incredible.

I might just fall asleep.

How was work?

Shh. Let's not even bring that subject up.

Trying to detach myself.

I even turned the notifications off on my phone.

That's awesome, Janie.

Thank you. I'm glad to hear it.

So, if I recall correctly, you were trying to have a conversation with me

morning. Something about a party for a pig?

Yeah, right.

Apparently it's a thing.

Adopting wild animals as pets.

Seriously, come on. You have my undivided attention now.

What was the invitation really for?

I've told you about Anthony.

You haven't met him or his girlfriend Sage yet, but they're cool people.

They're the ones that live four hours away, right?

Yeah, they've invited us for many parties, but we never go because we live

far to make it on a spontaneous whim.

I don't remember you telling me about these missed invitations.

I haven't because there's no point.

It's not a big deal that we didn't make an effort, Janie. They understand that

we are...

Too tired and we live too far.

But I do want you to meet them.

And you do want to go to them?

I do.

What's the real occasion?

It's a celebration.

Of? Of a special event in their lives.

Why are you being so vague?

Am I?

Justin, just tell me what it is.

It's a commitment ceremony.

Oh, how sweet.

Like an engagement party?

Hmm?

How long have they been together?

A few years.

One night?

Two or three. It depends how much time you can get off work.

When?

The weekend after next.

So we will have to leave that Thursday and return on Sunday.

Maybe even leave Wednesday night.

Okay. Well, I can request the two extra days off.

That's awesome. You deserve some break. And you deserve a blowjob.

I agree.

But first, cupcakes.

You have to blow it up.

You're dead.

My dad's been dead.

I agreed.

You're dead.

Mhm.

Oh, God.

I don't know.

Yes, yes, yes.

Hey, babe. How much later?

I'm wrapping things up. I'll be out of here in about 30 minutes.

Did you get the days off?

I did.

Great. That's amazing.

That's excellent news.

I'll RSVP then.

And also, there are more cupcakes at home when you go back.

Where are we staying without Olivia this weekend?

They didn't book a hotel for us.

Oh, my God. Justin, did you forget?

No. Anthony and Stitch invited us to stay with their house.

Why didn't you tell me?

I don't know. I guess I forgot.

Sure, I'm comfortable staying in the home with people I don't know very well.

That's fine, babe, it's fine.

I've told them everything about you.

They're excited to meet you in Havasar.

Yes, you have told them all about me, but I know very little about them.

I think I'd be more comfortable staying in a hotel on a first visit.

I've known Anthony since junior high, and Sage is a very friendly and open

person. Don't even worry about it. They're going to be excited to have us

I'm not dressed over it.

I just... I want to make sure we have a nice room and we aren't intruding.

I mean, do we even have our own bathroom?

I think so.

I mean, I guess probably, yes.

You don't know?

Honey, come on.

I mean...

I know we haven't traveled together, you know, a lot yet, but at least tell me

you care about our accommodations.

Or at least that I care about them.

I'm sorry, babe. I didn't think it was such a big deal.

I figured if I was good, you were good, too. I guess I was wrong.

Thank you so much for having us. I'm looking forward to getting to know you

over our stage, your lovely home.

You're so welcome, Janie.

We're so happy to finally meet you.

Justin's been bragging about you and how happy he is.

We're so glad you were able to join for the weekend celebration.

Yeah, it's going to be so much fun. I'm looking forward to whatever you guys

have planned.

We have a few friends coming over just for a pre -celebration of sorts.

And then Saturday is the main event.

Sounds like fun.

So who else is joining for the festivities?

Anyone from our old circle that you used to hang out with?

Oh, no, just you.

We've sort of lost touch with everyone from our former circle.

Yeah, same. No.

No, we are not having sex at your friend's house.

I mean, what do you think?

You like to be too loud when we make love.

Oh, do you?

Yes, that's why we're not doing it.

Oh, don't be a prude.

Prude? I'm not being a prude.

I just don't want to be a noisy guest.

If you wanted sex, you should have booked a hotel room.

Understood.

But we can try to be quiet.

Not even possible.

Not with you.

We can have fun trying.

Are we allowed to take a shower together?

We're not staying with our parents, Jamie. Of course we can.

I had to ask.

I don't want to be rude or disrespectful, especially to people I

They won't care.

I do.

I know.

But you can spoon me in bed.

No, thank God.

I just want to do a quick refresh.

You don't have to wait for me, though.

oh hey guys hey oh great

um this is justin and jamie hi hi nice to meet you nice to meet you too

So, you two are the couple from out of town who are staying here for the

weekend? We are.

So, where's Sage? I thought I heard another woman.

Oh, that's my girlfriend.

Sage and Natalie, they're off doing their thing.

Their thing?

Uh, yeah, you know.

They're catching up.

You know, it's been a minute since we've all gotten together.

Right.

You two have been together a while, right? A couple of years?

18 months.

And we just moved in with each other six months ago.

Nice.

Jessalyn was a bachelor for a while, so glad to see you found a good girl to

settle down with.

Sweet.

How did you two meet?

Blind date?

Right. Who set you up?

My co -worker.

Interesting.

My body works with Jenny's sister, so...

And she kept bragging about this great guy that her brother was friends with.

And then she showed me his picture, told me he was single, and I insisted she

set it up.

Savage.

Kind of similar to the way I met Sage.

Oh?

I mean, just close.

Similar. I mean, Justin was there. He could tell you.

Okay.

Well, it's not a big deal.

You know.

We were hanging out with a friend, and we invited her to what was like a Super

Bowl party?

Yeah, Super Bowl party, yeah.

And then, yeah, we just, you know, came away from that, and she just liked

Justin better than me.

Really? Wow.

I didn't know.

I'm sorry, Jane. I didn't mean it like that. She wasn't into him in that way.

Maybe a little at the time, but...

No, the feeling was mutual.

I mean, the lack of feeling.

Or anyways.

I was there when they met. That's what basically Anthony's trying to say.

Exactly. Not once in the five -hour drive and traffic to get here did you

to tell me that story.

I'm glad you guys made it.

Thanks. Me too.

And I can't wait to get to know her more.

Yeah, they should be...

Done catching up soon, hopefully.

Excuse me.

Sure. Jenny, what's up?

Are you just tired of the trip?

Yeah, probably.

Well, there's something else that's bothering you.

You're just going to sound like a jealous, nitpicky girlfriend.

Say it.

I just... I wish you'd told me more details about your friends.

I had no idea you were there at the beginning of their relationship.

Why does it matter so much?

I suppose it doesn't.

I don't know.

Just something felt odd about the way you and Anthony talked about meeting

Conan's voice made me feel like there was more to the story.

There might be a little more to share on that subject, but not much, though.

I don't know what to say.

I don't either. I mean, I'm not judging, but what if I walked into something

that I shouldn't have, like... Like she was cheating?

Like having a secret lesbian affair? Yeah.

Oh, I can assure you that it's all fine and it's not a secret.

What?

Janie, I'm pointing at Sage.

Yeah? When I told you that Sage was a very open person, I meant it.

I'm confused.

By open, do you mean into having...

Is Anthony open too, or is it Paige?

They're both open.

Justin! Why didn't you tell me then?

Were you afraid I was going to judge them?

Well... Yeah.

Is that part of the reason we haven't accepted an invitation to your role for?

No, no. We've been busy.

That's why.

I hate that I don't totally believe you right now.

I mean, if you would have just... told me how important this is to you, I would

have made the time.

Hell, I would have been okay with you coming alone for the weekend.

Don't blame this on my work.

Janie, look, I'm sorry. I should have come up right with about it. Yes, for

sure. But our relationship was almost completely perfect.

And I lacked confidence to rock the boat by sharing details of Anthony and

Sage's relationship.

I'm so mad at you right now.

Underestimating my ability to accept other people's lifestyle twists.

Of course I'm okay with them being open.

How could you ever assume anything else?

I'm sorry, Janie, that I doubted you.

And I'm glad you're not offended.

They don't... They don't push their openness on others,

do they?

No. They are...

Okay, we keep it on the level.

They don't want anyone who doesn't want to know.

You know what I mean.

Idiot.

I'm good, Ben.

No worries.

You know,

if you want to just crash out, no one's going to judge.

Long drive up here.

Yeah, we did, but I'm okay. I'm just a little hungry, dehydrated.

Oh, well, there's plenty of food and drink.

Thank you, and congratulations.

Thank you.

Have you ever been to a commitment celebration before?

No, but I think it's really cool that you and Anthony want to show your

affection for one another by doing something different.

Yeah, we do too.

Greg and Natalie had theirs last year, and we were just so touched by the whole

experience.

Anthony and I are horrible planners, though, so our ceremony will be very

compared to theirs.

I'm sure it will be special and wonderful regardless.

I'm so thankful you wanted to include us in your celebration.

The ceremony is going to be very intimate, just you four and a few other

friends. This way we can all really spend time getting to know each other.

Justin's quite the catch. I've always adored him.

Justin's a really special person. I feel really lucky to have him in my life.

It is kind of scary to be falling for someone so fast, so early.

I think you're safe falling as deeply as you want with him.

Maybe you know him better than I do.

In my mind, once the seatbelt is locked and secured, you've committed to the

wild ride that was love for however that long that ride might last.

Two weeks, two months, a lifetime.

You have to be prepared to endure everything with each other while

healthy, mind, body, and soul.

True.

Throw out that fear and replace it with an abundance of...

Excitement for whatever might come next.

I am excited.

I mean, Justin is my light at the end of long work days.

My safe haven when I'm home.

I mean, all I do is work, home, work, home.

It's actually just a really big deal that I took the four -day weekend when I

shut my phone off.

The curse of loving and being devout to a career.

Right.

Or maybe...

Your love for achieving is a way of avoiding deeper feelings.

So, is there any dirt or advice you could give me on Justin since you've

him longer?

Well, he was much rowdier when I met him, but once he started posting

of you two... Rowdier?

How so?

Oh, well...

Maybe rowdier isn't the right word, but you know how young, eligible bachelors

can be.

I don't, actually.

I was in a long -term relationship, and then I was only single for about a year

or so when I met Justin.

I am not as experienced as I look.

Oh.

You know, I like to party, hang out, stay out late.

Why do I get the feeling in my gut when you talk about Justin?

Like, your tone is so cautious.

Like, you're afraid to say the wrong thing.

I, uh... I don't know how to answer that, Janie.

Thank you.

um

Thank you.

Hey.

Bye.

Yeah.

Thank you.

Mmm.

What? Mm -hmm.

There you go.

There you go. There you go. There you go.

Oh, yes. Oh,

yes.

Oh,

buddy.

Thank you.

Blah!

Yes, yes, yes.

Oh, my God.

There you go. There you go. There you go.

That must be a great dream.

Why didn't you wake me up to join in?

You never finish telling me.

About what?

Yesterday. I feel like there's more to the story about you, Sage, and Anthony.

What more is there to tell?

If you really must know, we fool around once.

Interesting. Are you mad?

Not really.

I had a feeling there was something more.

And then I... And then what?

I had a dream about the three of you.

Is that what you mean? You're all hot and horny?

Yes.

Jane, when I tell you that there are no feelings between me and Sage, I mean it.

It's just a flame.

Anyway, she picked the other guy.

I'm sorry for not telling you sooner.

So, does Sage...

Still sleep with other men or just women?

They're completely open.

Were you?

Were they what? Open?

Yeah. For a minute.

And you have no desire to be open anymore?

You know what was fun and exciting?

One, lots of good people.

I mean, I haven't dated anyone seriously before we met. For a very long time.

Not when I met you.

I only want to be with you.

I was ready to commit to a traditional relationship.

And now?

Do you feel differently about it now?

It can't help. Part of me wonders if you brought me here to change my mind about

tradition.

I know,

of course.

Happy to have more than Mary, right? Yeah, that's what I always say.

Thank you for coming. Thank you for coming. Thank you, Michael, and you.

Thank you.

Hey, how's it going?

Good. You guys have a good drive up here? It was long, a long drive, but...

it was a lovely couple.

I'd love for you to meet our wonderful friends. This is Michael, Katie, and

Rachel. Hi.

What a small world.

I didn't know you were friends with Sage and Anthony.

I'm not. I actually just met them yesterday.

This is my boyfriend, Justin.

Hey, what's up, Justin?

So this is my two girlfriends, Katie and Rachel.

Good to meet you.

It's such a pleasure.

If you'll excuse me, I'm sorry.

Care for a drink, anyone?

What the hell is happening here, Janie?

You and Michael obviously share some history together, but enough to make you

this upset?

Care to share?

Not really.

Janie, I've been on a hot seat since we got here. Unless you want to go back

home right now, we have to deal with whatever it is with you and Michael.

Justin.

Never in my wildest dreams did I ever think I would see Michael again. Least

all in your friend's house.

I get that. But who he was to you?

Michael and I dated.

We did more than date.

We were involved.

Supposedly committed.

Just over a year into our relationship, I found out he'd been actively cheating

on me.

He's the reason I have most of the trust issues I do today.

He'd been having an affair behind my back for the last three months of our

relationship.

Wow.

Okay.

That's beyond weird that he showed up.

I haven't met him before, if you were wondering.

I even have him blocked on all of my social media apps.

Yet here he is, with not just one, but two girls, both identifying as his

girlfriends. And on our second trip as a couple.

Out of all the friends Anthony and Sage can have.

Why him? Why is he here?

He is here because he is. What else can we do about it? We either stay or leave.

Listen, I don't want to be a bummer for Anthony and Sage.

But I also don't want to watch Michael with his girls.

Hold on, Janie.

What I'm feeling from you is a certain level of attachment to him and your old

relationship.

Don't be ridiculous.

I do not have any feelings left for Michael.

I also don't want to watch him being affectionate with other women.

It's too much of a reminder, living with the betrayal all over again.

You know how you had that feeling in your gut about me and Sage?

I'm having that feeling about you and Michael.

Just the mere fact that he makes you this upset says so much.

Like if you were truly disconnected, you wouldn't care in the slightest of

seeing him with anybody else.

But clearly, you didn't deal with the past.

Obviously, you still have feelings.

I'm turning the question you asked me back to you.

Why haven't you shared any of this past history with me?

It would have helped me to understand you better. You left out the... Having

been cheated on part?

Just enough.

I didn't want you to see me as weak or an easy target or a woman that has too

many issues.

While you omitted pertinent information about your past out of fear of rejection

and judgment, I glossed over this particular relationship because I didn't

to be viewed as a victim.

Okay, that's valid.

But my point about you having an attachment to your old flame is

You need to deal with it, Janie.

One thing that I had to deal with when I realized that I want to have a

relationship, a serious relationship in my life, was to let go of all the

emotions that I had for various people that once pulled my heartstrings for

whatever reason.

That way, I could enter a special union fully and completely with the least

amount of baggage.

And that is why I love you.

You're an incredible human.

You too.

Thank you.

I'm sorry that Michael was such a jerk to you and didn't respect your

commitment. But do yourself and us a favor and release him from your past.

Release yourself.

He's free to be happy as you are.

You're right.

Holding on to the old pain is not good for you and us and our relationship.

If you're able to deal with it, to face this challenge, you'll find healing.

I promise.

Hey, guys.

I just want to apologize for how I acted earlier.

Michael and I have... You know what? Actually, we're all good. I explained

everything to them, so no worries.

Cool. So we're all good?

Good. Yeah, we're all good. Just come back and join the party.

We all have exes.

Sorry, I didn't mean to do that or be that loud.

I'll be fine. Please continue.

Janie, can you help me with something in the kitchen real quick?

Sure.

Janie, I really like you.

And... Love how Justin wanted us to all get to know each other.

But did he explain to you what the celebration festivities were about?

Your celebration is an affirmation of your commitment instead of a traditional

marriage is what I... Or not.

You're not completely wrong.

We are celebrating our commitments, just not in the way that you're thinking.

See, in our community of like -minded individuals and couples,

we have celebration events.

As in lifestyle parties.

As in orgies.

Oh, my God.

I must look like a total idiot right now.

No. No, you don't.

Why didn't Jonathan tell me?

He didn't think we were going to participate.

Did he?

You should talk to him about that.

Did you think we were going to join him in the celebration?

I thought you were open to it.

Oh, well.

What if he wanted to participate, but he didn't feel like he could tell me?

You knew.

Admit it. You were well aware of what was happening this weekend, right?

Tell me.

I had a mild suspicion.

I should have asked more questions.

A mild suspicion?

You know, you see, they say...

That you truly know somebody when you travel with them. Look how much we've

learned about each other during this short amount of time.

Honey, it is one thing to not fully explain Sage and Anthony's openness to

but to bring you and me to an orgy is quite another, Justin.

I mean, did you think we could participate?

First, I wasn't 100 % sure about the orgy.

And how were you going to explain if an orgy just suddenly started happening?

Like this?

And what did you think I would say?

Sure, go ahead, fuck all around me and I'll pretend it's not happening.

Did you want to be involved?

Did you want me to?

I mean, I wouldn't stop you if you had an interest in experimenting.

So you want this way?

It's not want or need. It's an option.

If there was any other option than the way we interact, already as a couple,

this should have been communicated to me before we got here.

You're right.

I'm an idiot. I'm sorry.

We can leave if you want.

Why doesn't it bother you, the thought of seeing me with other people like it

should? Because it's exciting.

It's different.

And fully letting go can be so sexy.

I mean, if it's done right, but otherwise it shouldn't happen at all.

terrifies me, Justin.

I'm not the kind of girl that just dives into an unknown situation

spontaneously.

We didn't have sex until we were seriously dating for two months.

This instantaneous, experimental scenario that you put us in is way

that.

You're right.

Let's not rain on their party, though, okay?

Let's pack and politely excuse ourselves.

Faith did say that, to be fair to everyone else, if I wasn't comfortable

tonight's celebrations, then we should leave.

I agree with her.

Cool. Then we'll just go home.

But first, I have a few things I need to get off my chest.

Hey, Michael, can I have a word with you? Yes.

Can

I

just start by saying how gorgeous you look?

Thanks. Um, so do you.

Just to be clear, we're leaving.

What, Mara? Why? Not because of me.

Um, yes. I mean, no.

So why are you not staying?

Well, the...

Celebration isn't really my kind of event.

I'm sure you can understand with the way our relationship ended.

Jane, that was like three years ago.

Michael, you hurt me badly.

And those residual feelings still haven't gone away.

I didn't realize it fully until I saw you.

It's not fair that you just demand apologies and holding us in the past for

something that I apologize over and over again.

I'm trying.

I don't want to keep us in the energy of punishment either, but...

I don't know that I can sit around and just watch this.

It still affects me.

Why? Because I'm staying with two women, and for the first time in my life, I

don't have to feel bad about being non -monogamous?

I never betrayed you just to cause pain.

I mean, just never the type of guy to be one -on -one with a girl.

You know, like, once I accepted who I was, I've never been happier.

I hope you're happy, too.

I am happy. Thank you.

Look, I meant it.

years ago that my cheating was not about you it was me that made the mistake and

to be honest secretly i wanted to experience with you then but i knew you

never go for it so i just look elsewhere i know i teased you with the invitation

of having others in our bedroom when we made love but i thought it was dirty

talk it was and also me trying to reveal myself more intimately before I

can actually speak it into reality.

I've had a lot of fantasies watching you having sex with female and men.

Well, I had no idea.

Right. And you wrote me off as a jerk. And you know what? I deserved it then.

But... Say it.

I can still see making these fantasies real.

Do you think Justin feels the same way?

I do.

And I'm also okay with keeping fantasies fantasies.

Your happiness is the most important to me.

So, are you guys staying?

We don't have to leave just this moment.

Sure, we can stay as long as you want.

Fair warning, it's heating up in there.

So what does that mean for us?

We can stay here and wait until they're finished.

Well, not gonna lie, guys, these people can go all day.

Or we can accept their invitation to watch.

Keep breathing deeply.

Are you sure you're good with this?

If it gets too much, you can always divert your gaze, okay?

You two ready for a show?

You girls ready to put on a show for them?

Oh, yeah. Yeah?

Awesome. We'll be watching.

It's so good.

Let me see.

No.

That's where my balls are.

Oh,

my

God.

Oh, yeah.

It's so good.

I guess.

Oh my god, yeah.

Eat it for so I see.

Fucking eat it.

I just read my fucking answer.

Yes, pretty good.

Oh, my God.

Yes. Yes.

Oh, my God.

That tight thrusting hole.

A little bit of that cock.

Yes.

Oh, my God.

Oh, my God.

Stroking it straight out.

Yeah.

Thank you.

Thank you.

Thank you. Thank you.

Thank you.

Hmm.

Thank you.

wow wow

Oh.

Oh.

Thank you.

Oh.

What are you

doing?

Duck, duck, duck, duck.

Thank you.