All language subtitles for Shadowhunters S01E12 Malec

I need blood.

So I've heard.

Human blood.

Everything's out of control. We were
fools to believe Valentine was dead.

Previously on Shadowhunter. My sister
wants you to be her defense attorney.

For the right price.

Name it. You.

Clary, if you don't help us, no one
survives.

You understand?

Mom, please be kind. You're out of
order. This whole thing is out of order.

your father, Clary.

And Jace is your brother and sister.
That means they can't.

You'll be lonely all your life. Neither
of you deserve it.

And I don't either.

Bring the flowers out to the wedding
tent, put the lilies up on the dais, and

lay the rose petals at the entrance.

Isabel, which color do you like better?

It's for the curtains adorning the
wedding tent.

The cobalt blue.

It's elegant, masculine, very elegant.

I'll put the cobalt blue out right away.

I'm supposed to get any work done with
all that's going on?

We haven't had a wedding here in years.

People are allowed to be excited.

We need to focus.

You narrowed down the list of warlocks
more powerful than Magnus Bane?

I've got it down to 20.

But it's going to be hard to figure out
which one cast that spell on Jocelyn. I

don't care how tough it is. We've got to
find him. I could run with Tyler

Valentine and go. I won't make that
mistake again.

We've got to wake up Jocelyn in case she
heard anything about his plan.

Have you spoken to Alec? He's probably
busy. What with wedding plans and all, I

don't need to talk to anyone.

Let's just stick to the mission, okay?

I'm so peaceful now.

I just wish I knew how to reach her.

It's going to be fine.

I'm sorry, Clary.

We should have told you everything
before this got out of hand. I think we

hash all that out when we wake Mom up.

The important thing now is that we have
her back.

I'm looking for Lydia.

Have you seen her?

I don't mean to interrupt or anything.
No, stay for a minute.

I've got to get back to the station.

Call me if anything changes.

Yeah.

So how is she? Same, I guess.

Alec, I know you and I don't always see
eye to eye on things.

Actually, we never see eye to eye on
anything.

But I do want to thank you for
everything you've done to get my mom

Actually, I should thank you.

I don't know what would have happened to
Isabel after the trial if you hadn't

returned the cup.

You saved my sister, so thank you.

My whole world turned upside down, but
you and I thanking each other, that's

much.

Yeah.

Magnus, did you speak with me?

I might have some information about how
to wake your mother up or stop

Valentine's. It's important.

Hello?

Magnus?

Said he needed to talk to me. Nice to
see you, Alec.

I wasn't sure if you'd come.

You know how I hate to drink alone.

I didn't come here to drink.

Do you have any information?

On the warlock who cast a spell on
Jocelyn?

I'm looking into it. But we never really
finish our conversation after Izzy's

trial.

About your wedding?

There's no conversation to be had.

I'm getting married.

You and I, we understand marriage very
differently.

I'm a shadow hunter. This is about
family and tradition, honor.

Honor?

Where's the honor in living a lie? What
are you talking about?

What about love?

Even shadow hunters fall in love, Alec.

Just tell me you're in love with Lydia,
and I'll stop.

Why do you keep pushing?

It's confusing me.

Confusion is part of it. That's how you
find out if something's there.

Emotions are never black and white.

They're more like symptoms.

You lose your breath every time they
enter a room.

Your heart beats faster when they walk
by.

Your skin tingles when they stand close
enough to feel their breath.

I

know

you feel what I feel, Alec.

I don't have any clue what I feel.

So back off.

It's all just a game to you, isn't it?

You flirt, you laugh, you use magic.

But at the end of the day, what do you
risk?

Even if I did feel something for you,

am I going to give up my life for you?

I have to do what's right for me.

I could lose my family, my career,
everything.

You just don't get it.

You have a choice to make.

Hey, Claire, what's going on?

I just, uh, needed to hear your voice.

You okay? You sound upset.

Yeah, I'm fine. Just think they're kind
of hurt with Jace right now, but we'll

work it out.

Well, how's your mom?

I mean, I can't believe you actually
rescued her.

We still have to wake her up, but at
least she's away from Valentine.

When can I see her?

How about tomorrow night? She's here at
the infirmary.

Plus, it's Alec's wedding, so I'd love
if he'd come with my date.

Really?

I just assumed you'd want to go with
Jace.

That's, uh...

I'm not really in the cards right now.

Besides, you are the person I'm closest
to in the world.

Please come.

I'd love to.

But I might be a little bit late, you
know, with the sun and all.

You are the best.

I'll see you tomorrow.

Yeah.

Morning.

Morning.

You just come from training?

Yeah, I'm working on my right hook.
Good. That's a good punch.

Yeah, I'm working on it.

Well, this conversation is no doubt
scintillating. Remind me why we couldn't

this at my place. At least there we'd
have cocktails.

It's nine in the morning.

Oh, it's happy hour somewhere, my dear.
We invited you here, Magnus, because

Hodge can't leave the Institute.

He's an important part of this mission.

Well, then, where is our tardy little
tutor?

There are certain individuals that I'd
like to avoid, so let's make this quick.

Pardon the delay, Magnus.

He's following up on a lead.

Now! We've narrowed down our list of
warlocks to three.

Why is Ragnar Fel up there? He's not
more powerful than I am. Some would

disagree. He is older than you.
Certainly not wiser.

Who is Ragnar Fel? The former High
Warlock of London. And one of my oldest

friends.

Very prickly.

Likes to keep to himself.

Okay, look, we just need to figure out
which one of these warlocks had enough

access to Jocelyn that they could create
the potion for her without anyone

discovering what they'd done. By the
early 90s, Ragnar was a professor at the

Shadowhunter Academy in Idris.

Isn't that when my mother lived there?

Could he have made the potion for her?

The little bugger.

That's why he hasn't responded to my
fire message. Ever since Valentine began

hunting warlocks, Ragnar's been holed up
in his secret country house just

outside of London.

For all I know, Ragnar suspected my fire
message was a ploy by Valentine to lure

him out of hiding.

We'll have to confront him face to face.

You're going on this mission? Of course.
I'm the only one Ragnar trusts.

Besides, I've played my last hand here.

Even I know when to fold.

Magnus. I didn't know you were here.

That was the point.

We're just on our way to greet a few
representatives of the clave who arrived

early for tomorrow's wedding.

How long are you staying?

What's going on here? Nobody told me
about a meeting.

Magnus figured out that Ragnar fell as
the warlock who can wake my mom. We're

just bringing him back to the Institute.

How can I help?

We're just recovering the warlock, Alan.
We got this covered.

Besides, you have emissaries from the
clave to meet.

You don't want to tarnish your family's
perfectly crafted image now, do you?

Again, lovely seeing you, Magnus.

Get ready.

We're leaving in an hour.

Jake.

Jake, calm down. We need to talk about
that. Talk about what?

We're good, okay?

No, we're not.

I'm not.

We need to talk about what Valentine
said about it. Look, I don't want to

about it.

It happened.

I feel weird right now. I get it. I feel
the same way, okay? But we didn't know,

right? It's not our fault.

I can't do this right now. I'm sorry.

Now that the Cleve have control of the
Mortal Club, think to your lovely bride

-to -be.

Mom and Dad can come home now. They
arrived tonight.

I heard.

And Max is staying with his tutors in
Idris.

Stay for there.

And with all the dignitaries arriving
for the wedding, Mom must be beside

herself.

This wedding is becoming more of a
headache than I had planned.

Al, I don't have to go through with this
if you don't want to.

It's what I want.

Okay. Okay?

No big argument from you?

You stood by me through my trial, and
now I'm standing by you, big brother.

And I'm throwing you a match or party.

A what?

A bachelor party.

I don't need a bachelor party.

No one needs a bachelor party, but I'm
throwing you one anyway.

Actually, Jay should be the one throwing
it, but considering everything he must

be going through with Clary, I don't
want to ask him to do anything.

You know what I mean?

I do.

Sisters can really drive you nuts
sometimes.

Ragnar's office is just across these
fields.

Let's make this quick and talk to Ragnar
and portal him back to the Institute

before anyone knows we're gone.

So, brother and sister, huh?

I don't want to talk about it.

What, so we're just going to be work
buddies now?

All about the mission. Totally ignore
these bombs that just dropped off. Yeah,

sounds like a plan.

What do you want me to say, Clary, that
I was attracted to my sister?

Point of fact, brother and sisters are
often attracted to each other. I once

knew this one couple in ancient Egypt.
Magnus is not helping.

Maybe this will all make sense when we
wake up Jocelyn, since she is Jace's

mother as well. Don't say that again.

Meredith is my mother.

Beth Johnson is the woman who abandoned
me. Hey, that is not true. My mother

would never abandon her son. She thought
you were dead.

Maybe she just didn't want me. You don't
know her. That's right, Clary, I don't.

Do you?

I'm sorry I asked.

I came with you to escape my
relationship drama, not get a front row

yours.

What was that?

Nice try, Jace. You're not getting out
of this conversation letting go.

Ragnar put up wards to protect his land.

Why is the fire green?

Wall of fire that only the pure of heart
and intention can pass through.

Are you ready?

Ragnar fell.

Ragnar, I know you're here.

I just need to find my friend.

Nice try, Ragnar.

Well done, Clary Fairchild.

I've been expecting you. You have
Jocelyn's talent, I see. Only a true

would notice the subtle changes in my
eyes.

Yes, I know I need to work on not moving
my eyes. You don't need to remind me.

You knew my mom?

So you made the potion that put her to
sleep?

At her request, yes. And I knew it was
only a matter of time before you came to

me looking for the antidote. Please,
sit.

My friends, Jace Weyland and Magnus
Bane, they were with me, but I lost them

the fire.

Let me do this my way. Your friends.

Are they true? Magnus said he's known
you for centuries. He sent you a fire

message. This is not an act. It is not
an act. It is essential.

Okay, what is your deal? My friends are
missing, and if you can't help me, I

will find someone who can. What is it
worth to you?

If you find my friends and wake my
mother, I'll give you anything.

That's what I wanted to hear.

Honesty, Ragnar.

Was that nonsense necessary?

Of course. She offered me anything. You
were only up to a timeshare of your flat

in Paris, yawn.

All right, enough with the warlock
games.

Can you really wake my mother?

Not without the Book of the White.

What is the Book of the White? It's an
ancient book of warlock magic containing

spells more powerful than most warlocks
could ever imagine.

I possessed the book when your mother
came to me, and I used its contents to

create the potion. Regrettably, I no
longer have the book. I asked Joplin to

hide it, that Valentine might never find
it. Ragnar, please, I have to get my

mom back. Is there any way to get the
Book of the White?

Possibly. I may have something that can
help us. It won't be but a moment.

What do we do if we can't find the book?

We'll cross that bridge when we come to
it. It's a big grab, isn't it?

Ragnar! Shacksteam.

Grinch, it took me by surprise.

How could Shacksteam get past Ragnar's
wharf?

He must have followed us.

Jumped through in the firewall we set.

Be still, my little dear cabbage.

Your wounds are deep.

Hold on.

Please.

And trees.

This man knew me better than anyone.

Magnus, I'm so sorry.

We have to leave.

Now. We can't.

Not until we find whatever it is Ragnar
said to help us locate the Book of the

White. It's too dangerous.

If one Shaxx demon found us, she can bet
there are more on the way. We have to

try. We don't have time to scour through
mountains of Ragnar's stuff.

Get back to the Institute.

I'll transport everything back to my
place and find what you need.

Now leave me to take care of my friend.

Go!

Jace, you're coming to Alec's bachelor
party, right? No.

He doesn't want me there, and I'm
swamped.

You two seriously have more things out
there?

It'll work out. If he wants to talk,
we'll talk.

He's your pair of batai.

They have more important things going on
than a bachelor party.

Come with me.

We have a mole in the Institute.

We were attacked by a Shaq's demon when
we went to see Ragnar Fel.

The attack couldn't have been
coincidence.

Valentine must have been tracking us.

You don't think someone from the
Institute would Valentine when you were

There's no other explanation.

No one here would betray us like that.

This is our family.

Magnus figured out that Ragnar fell into
the warlock hook and wiped my mom.

We're bringing him back to the
Institute.

I swear if Lydia's the lead, I'm going
to... Slow down. We don't know if she

anything yet. And wrongfully accusing
someone of a crime is dangerous. Trust

I've been through it.

Lydia was right there when we were
talking about Randolph.

If she's not going to admit what she
did, I'm going to make her admit it.

stop. You are too worked up to talk to
anyone right now. Especially not an

important envoy from the Clave. Let me
talk to Lydia. If you accuse Alex's

fiancé of treason, you will ruin
whatever relationship you have left with

Clary's right, Jace.

If Lydia did this, she might not be so
defensive with Clary.

She may let her guard down.

Lip up.

Fine. But I want to know everything she
says.

It's perfect.

I love it. I'm so glad. Let me know if
you need anything else.

Your dress is stunning.

Thank you.

I feel more nervous wearing that dress
than I ever have on the battlefield.

I think that's pretty normal.

Lydia, I need to talk to you about
something.

What is it?

Valentine sent a Jax demon to track us
on our mission today.

It killed Reiner Fell.

Why the angel?

Only a few people here at the Institute
even knew we were going on the mission.

You overheard us this morning. Then we
were attacked.

If I was working for Valentine, don't
you think I would have already given him

the Mortal Cup?

I don't believe us.

Fellow shadow hunters accusing me of
high treason. Lydia, I'm not accusing

of anything.

Of course you are. Unless you have hard
evidence to back your claims, I believe

this conversation is over.

Fine. But know that these people have
become like family to me.

And I protect my family. I care about
them too. Why else would I be marrying

Alec? How old do you actually know him?

You're talking about Alec's feelings for
Magnus?

I'm not blind.

If you're not in love with Alec, then
why are you going through with this

marriage? Alec's love for his family and
his desire to restore the Lightwood

name has touched me in ways that I
haven't felt in a very long time.

Alec is a man of honor, and I truly care
about him. What about Alec's happiness?

Shadowhunters know that our duty to our
family supersedes our personal desires.

Look, I know that you're still new to
this world, and our traditions may seem

foreign to you. Yeah, more like ice
cold.

Alec should not have to give up who he
is or at least a chance to figure it out

just to please his family.

Alec proposed to me.

This is what he wants.

How do I trust you?

You're Valentine's daughter.

And I learned to trust you.

Nice. Trim fit.

It'll make you look like you work out.
Isabel, is Clary okay?

She's fine.

I just need your advice on something.

First time for everything, huh?

You can go now, Stan.

What's up?

It's about Alex's bachelor party.

When you were a mundane, you went to
one, right?

Well, I'm only 18, and I'm a vampire
now.

But I know a thing or two.

Simon.

What makes a bachelor party a bachelor
party? Well, there's a certain bridge

tunnel crowd that would say the answer
to that is strippers.

But, you know, there's no one right way
to throw a bachelor party. It depends on

who's there.

Like, they're really about best friends.

Coming together and assuring each other
that they're always going to be best

friends. Even if one of them gets
married.

So it's about solidifying the bonds with
the people that are closest to you.

That and a ton of drinking.

You have both of those, then your
bachelor party will be a success.

Oh, I love that photograph.

I must remember, chin down, eyes up,
otherwise I look like a squinty toad.

You're here.

You didn't think you'd be rid of me that
easily, did you?

My dear friend, I will always be here
for you.

Now, please, put away that horrid
photograph. It commemorates a night I'd

forget. Oh, how I had to comfort you.

How I loved her.

I prayed she would love me the same, but
she just laughed.

To Camille, immorals aren't supposed to
feel true love.

She was so cynical.

Camille broke my heart.

You let her break your heart, my friend.

You're immortal.

She killed you.

Ready? A couple more steps.

We're almost there.

Alright. Izzy.

You trust me, don't you?

No, not really.

I told you I don't need a bachelor's
degree.

You need this.

Now count to five and take your blank.

Really, Izzy?

Seriously?

Izzy said you wanted to talk.

I don't know what she thought I wanted
to say.

Great. I guess I'll go.

I've got work to do anyway.

Damn it, Izzy.

You know what? She's right.

We do need to talk.

Okay. Well, it's my bachelor party, so
you go first.

I don't know how things got so messed up
between us.

But I do know my life has been a lot
harder not having you to talk to.

Mine too.

I know it seems like I've been making a
lot of crazy choices lately.

And I know you think that I was only
thinking about myself and Clary.

And I wasn't thinking about the
consequences to anyone else.

All I can say is that I've been going
through a lot.

But I only ever did what I thought was
right, Alec.

I never wanted to hurt you.

I know.

No, it's just... They're caught in all
this drama.

I mean, we're getting married tomorrow.

And Claire is your sister.

You know, what's up with that?

Don't even get me started on that.

You kissed her?

It's worse than wanted her.

I'm in love.

I must be thick or something. I don't
know.

No.

No.

You're not thick.

The situation is confusing.

And trust me, I know.

You know, it's like you have this plan
for your life.

And... You know what you need to do and
what your responsibilities are.

And you think, you know, if you follow
the rules, everything's going to be

Then somebody comes along and pushes you
off that path.

And you just, hey, I get it.

The point is we're shadow hunters.

Emotions get in the way. And if you get
knocked off the path, you have to focus,

find your way back.

You still have to be true to yourself.

I am.

You're killing my duty.

Look, would you be my student and give
me away tomorrow?

Alec, if this is what you really want,
I'd be honored.

I'm always going to be here for you.

Me too.

I wouldn't describe that as an
instrument of music. An instrument of

perhaps. Oh, you never liked the
Toronto?

No, I did not.

And I pray you don't play it.

Death has already given me enough of a
headache.

You remember Imasu? He played this so
beautifully.

I'm surprised that lasted as long as it
did.

He was always so much better looking
than you.

I don't understand why you didn't go
after the boy. I'm certain with very

effort you could have won him back.

No.

Imasu wanted more than I can give.

Maybe Camille was right.

I am immortal.

I can party and have fun to my heart's
content without the anchors of love

around my feet. You are not Camille. And
though I know you won't believe me,

someday someone will come along who will
tear down those walls you've built

around your heart.

When that love comes back to you, you
must do everything in your power to

for it.

Even in death.

You give the best advice.

Be nice if you took it more than once
every 300 years.

When you first propose to Lydia, I'll
admit...

I was weary.

But now... You've made me so proud.

All right.

You ready for that?

As ready as I'll ever be.

Good. I'm glad you're here with me.

Wouldn't be anywhere else.

Hey. Hi, Mike. Did I miss anything?
Right at sunset. I'm in here.

Thanks for borrowing one of Raphael's
suits.

Embracing the new me.

So, how's your mom?

She's good.

Luke's with her right now, watching over
her.

Attention.

The ceremony is about to commence.

In night hours I will wait for you

And I can't sleep It's thought devour

Thoughts of you consume It is time

for Alec Lightwood and Lydia Brenna to
mark each other with the Wedding Union

rune. A rune on the hand.

Are you?

What's Warlock doing here?

Vivi, did Alec get right back?

I did.

But I didn't think he'd show.

Magnus, leave this wedding now. Where is
this between me and your son?

I'll leave if he asks me to.

You okay, buddy?

I

can't

breathe. No.

It's okay.

I can't do this.

I thought we were doing the right thing,
but this isn't it.

You don't have to explain.

Lydia, I'm sorry.

You deserve to be happy.

Okay.

I'll be fine.

What are you to know?

I can't help being wrong in the dark.

I don't love this world of hearts.

You never see so many of me, Alec.

What did I just do?

Alec, I am so proud of you.

Guy, that was incredible.

It was like watching a live version of
The Graduate.

You know, the Dustin Hoffman movie, The
Amazing One?

You were Ben.

Elaine! And you were Elaine.

I mean, a taller, masculine, handsome
version of her. But the altar, though,

were like... And then now you're both
sitting on the bus at the end of the

movie, both totally stoked but
wondering, like, what are we going to do

You know?

Who invited the vampire?

Seriously?

Hey.

What you just did for Alec, I, uh... It
was the right thing to do.

So what are you going to do now?

Head back to Idris.

Dive into work.

There's no place for me here.

There's always going to be a place for
you here.

Give Alec and Magnus my back.

She'll be all right.

Look, Clary.

Listen, I just need to say that you were
right.

Seeing what Alec just did, I realize I
can't shut you out.

I just don't know what to do with all
this.

Much as this will shock Alec, my visit
tonight wasn't all for him.

We need to speak privately.

I pulled every item of magical
importance from Ragnar's belongings.

But I can't determine which will lead to
the Book of the White.

Wait, Bookmark.

I've seen it before. In the alternate
dimension, you showed me a book of

and this was in it. It must have been
the Book of the White.

If that's the case, we can use the
Bookmark to track the owner of the book.

Okay.

Warlock tracking is stronger.

Good news and bad news.

The good news is I know the owner.

The bad?

It's Camille.

Camille? Looks like Raphael has her
locked up in the basement of the Hotel

Monde. After I punch her, there's no way
she'll help me. She won't have a

choice.

Trust me.

Why'd you ask me up here, Clary?

I needed you to see this.

What is all that?

Luke told me that my mother had a son.

Jonathan Christopher.

What's that?

It's my name.

J .C.

Jace.

Short of Jonathan Christopher.

Jace, I know all of this is impossible
to believe, but... Our mother never

abandoned you.

She thought you were dead.

This is all she had left, and she... She
carried you with her every single day.

Is all this really mine?

I don't know who I am anymore.

There's darkness in me.

It's always been there.

And now I... I want to rescue Jocelyn.

I was tempted to go with him.

He's my father.

Maybe that's where I belong.

Jake, I know you're a good man.

I don't know how, but we are going to
make sense of all this.

I promise.

I'm so glad we got away from that crowd
and all these people.

It's so intense.

I have to hand it to you, Alexander.

You certainly know how to make a
statement.

What have you done, Alec, to us, this
family?

It isn't about you. Of course it is.

You're either being selfish or naive.
This wedding was your plan from the

and now you have humiliated us in front
of the most respected members of the

Claves. I don't even recognize you
anymore.

I'm the same person I've always been.

Now everything's just out in the open.

And all for a town, Walter.

Just give her time.

And you?

I don't really understand this.

But I suppose our world is changing.

How long has this been going on?

Are you two in love?

Mom, what? No.

No, it's sort of a different... It's all
very new.

Right.

I better go check on Mom.

You know what I just realized?

We still haven't gone on our first date
yet.

I don't know, get a drink sometime?

I would love that.

Great.

Looks like we missed the wedding of the
year.

It's all right.

You and I will be able to share our love
openly one day.

How is she?

She's asleep, but she's home.

You okay, hon?

Yeah, you should get some rest.

You've been so vigilant. Why don't you
let me watch over her?

Thank you, my friend.

Of course.

I'll see you tomorrow.

Yeah?

You have the gun.

Help me break my punishment, right?

And I will bring it to you.

The deal is a deal.