All language subtitles for Jena LaRose - Deixei meu enteado me usar para ajudá-lo a se concentrar

I'm so sorry, stepmama. I don't see you
there.

Why did you knock?

I don't know. The door was unlocked.

Come on. It's not that big of a deal.
We're family anyways.

It's okay.

I just... I've just been so stressed
with school, you know? I'm trying to

graduate and these courses are just so
hard.

And they keep adding more things.

I understand.

You know, I do.

Yeah, I just don't know what to do. I've
been studying.

and studying and i still haven't even
gotten my grades up yet and it's it's

it's really stressful it's okay you'll
be fine

yeah well i mean

i figure if i keep going you know to
class

and i

Keep making sure I get all my work done.

It'll all work out. You're such a smart
guy.

You've been studying. I have faith in
you.

You'll be okay.

Yeah, I really hope so.

You know, it's just between, like, the
mathematics and then, like, my main

course. It's just like, I just don't
know what to do.

Just keep studying and you'll get there.

It's all going to go by so fast.

You really think so?

Oh, yeah.

It's, it's, you'll be fine.

Of course.

I'm always here.

Well, you know, I just, well,

I did find a new friend to study with.
So I figure if we keep studying

you know, we could probably get our,
both our grades up. I just need to.

Yeah. I just need to stay on top of it.
It's good to have someone to support you

during this time.

Yeah. I know it's not easy.

So you both can, like, you know, help
each other get through it.

But I'm happy you found someone.

You know, what I'm really worried about
is graduating. I've been working

so hard, and I'm not even sure if that's
going to happen. I believe you. I know

you can do it.

Just keep going and studying, and I want
to see you graduate and walk that

stage. And I'm so proud of you. You will
do it. I have faith in you.

You're going to be fine. You're going to
walk that stage.

And I'm so excited to be there.

Yeah? Yes.

I'm excited for you to be there, too.
That's the motivation.

Of course.

You got this.

I'm so excited for this.

And I'm so excited for you and your new
journey.

You got this. You're definitely making
me feel better about it. Good.

Good.

I want you to go study.

All right.

Have fun.

I'm so stressed about school, you don't
even understand.

Like, today, I took the test I've been
studying for the whole time, and I

didn't even know half of the answers to
anything.

Like, I'm really just trying to
graduate.

You know what I mean?

It's just like, the more and more I
study, it's like I learn more, but then

also get more tired because I'm up all
night studying, so then it's hard to

focus.

I really appreciate you being here for
me.

That helps a lot.

Congratulations coming up, you know, and
I'm not going to do this for another

year. I really need to pass.

I don't know what I would do without
you, you know, calming me down and stuff

all the time when I get like this.

If I keep focusing on school, I could
get where I need

to be with my grades.

And knowing that you're going to come to
graduation, that really

makes me want to figure it out.

Thank you for being such a good
listener.

That helps a lot.

Come on, sweetie. You got this.

Oh, no.

Like, someone who's...

2002 or something?

Close. The Declaration of Independence
was in 1776.

Oh, my God.

How old to do? I just... The more and
more I study, it seems like the worse it

gets.

Okay.

I'm going to ask you a couple more
questions.

What were the dates of the Great
Depression?

1806. No.

What about the dates of Pearl Harbor?

Um, 2004?

No. I have an idea.

I have an idea.

Okay. I think you need to think happy
thoughts and something that will

you to memorize.

Okay. So, let's see. Great Depression.

Okay.

And then Pearl Harbor.

All right.

Now we're going to put these on here.

So it dates of Pearl Harbor.

1942?

Yes, that's correct.

Oh, fuck.

I just came all over Pearl Harbor. Yes,
you did. Good job, honey. I'm so proud

of you.

So when was the Great Depression?

You got this.

1929? Yes. Oh, my God. I'm so proud of
you, girl.

Yes, yes.

I drained my balls all over the Great
Depression.

Yes, you did, and I'm so proud of you.
You're going to pass that test.

Good job, sweetie.

You really think so? Yes, I know you
will.

Thanks, Mom.

Of course.

Wow.

Oh, my God. I'm so happy you like it.

You didn't have to do all this. I'm so
proud of you. I had to.

Yeah. Honestly, great job.

I'm so happy for you. Thank you so much.

Yes, of course.

I couldn't have done it without you and
all your help.

Really? Yeah, I'm just happy.

Yeah, I'm all just over with, finally.

Actually, it's not over yet.

You have to fill out college
applications.

Oh, jeez.

Yeah, but don't worry. I'll be helping
you, okay?

Okay. Yeah.

Do you want to help me with that, too?
Yes, of course I will.

So, like, I've been looking up the
requirements and everything, if you want

go over it.

Yeah, sure.

So let's see here.

So right here we have grades, and I know
you got really good grades because you

studied hard.

Yeah, I studied really hard.

And I just want you to know that I am
proud of you for passing.

Thank you. Test scores?

How was your test scores? Good?

They were all right.

All right.

Yeah, I mean, they were good enough. I
graduated.

Yeah, fuck it.

Essays. Oh, yeah, you're going to have
to write essays.

I love you.

I mean, I'm decent at writing English.
Honestly, you're the first generation to

go to college in our family, so it means
a lot to us.

You have to do this. I'll make you
proud.

Promise? Yeah.

I'm sure all your teachers love you
enough to do that, right?

I mean, some of them.

I think we should look at a list of
colleges.

Have you seen one that you've been
interested in?

I mean, I've thought about some.

Yeah. There's like Yale and like Cornell
and stuff.

Well, we can see if you qualify for any
of them.

Let's see.

Oh, what sports did you play?

I played baseball and basketball.

Baseball and basketball.

Hmm. Good grade.

It says here you qualify for Harvard.

Harvard? Yeah.

That's pretty cool. That's amazing.

Oh my God, I'm so proud of you.

Where is that?

Right here.

Where is it?

Somewhere.

I still want to be too far from you.

Oh, gee.

It says Oxford.

I don't fucking know.

Oxford. Yeah.

There's a lot of... There's a lot of...

There's a lot of freaking colleges.

You have a good list here.

Mm -hmm.

A good, good list.

But... Hmm.

Well, I mean, we could just, like, apply
it once that I think I qualify for and

then see what happens, right?

Yeah. Mm -hmm. Well, this one, this
one's nice.

I really like the look of this one.

Oh, yeah. This looks pretty cool.

Yeah, so... Ugh.

Do you know what part of the country
it's in?

Well, it says Pennsylvania.

Pennsylvania.

Uh -huh.

Isn't there vampires in Pennsylvania?

I don't know.

I haven't looked at it. Oh, that's
Transylvania.

Okay. Mm -hmm.

Oh, that could be cool.

Your mind is obviously going elsewhere.

Stay focused.

Um, it was one of Columbia.

Oh, it's Columbia. Columbia?

I'm not going all the way to Columbia.

Actually, it's called Columbia, but it's
in New York City.

Oh. Mm -hmm.

It's a big apple.

Uh -huh.

I'd love to visit New York.

It'd give me a reason to go.

You would come visit me in school?

Mm -hmm. Of course.

Oh, I know it.

What was that one? That's in Atlanta,
Georgia.

What is?

Emory.

Atlanta, Georgia.

Uh -huh.

It's probably really hot there.

Your list is actually very good.

I wish I had this opportunity, because
we never had this opportunity.

Well, I hope I can make you and the rest
of our family proud.

You will. I believe in you.

I believe you will.

I know you will.

Thank you. We're already so proud of
you.

Oh, that one looks cool.

Which one?

Do you think, you know, with all the
extracurricular stuff I did, I could,

know, get into most of these with my
test scores and stuff?

For sure.

I think we worked so hard.

I mean, there's no doubt you wouldn't
make it.

We studied so hard, and I gave my all to
help you. Yeah, you really did. So you

better move it.

I couldn't ask for a better mom to help
me prepare for college.

Really? Really.

This is so much fun.

Yeah. It really is. It's a lot of work.

I mean, of course. It's not going to be
easy.

I'm really happy that you're here to
help me. I guess...

I mean, who else would help you? I don't
know.

Exactly. So that's why I'm here.

I'll look up some schools too, though.

Yeah, as you should.

I think we could get things done quicker
if we both look.

The top colleges.

There's Princeton.

Princeton? Yeah.

That sounds fancy.

Doesn't it?

Yeah.

Oh, wow.

Oh, wow, a military academy.

A military? I'm just reading.

Oh, no, but all of that.

Yeah. I think you should go to college
because you've got scholarships and all

that jazz.

Oh, my God.

It says, the best thing to get into the
college is you want a good grade on your

college prep courses.

Yeah. Strengthening.

Curriculum. Extracurricular commitments.

And letters of recommendation.

Do you think Dad could get one of his
coworkers to write me a letter from when

helped them out during the summer?

Oh, yeah, I can definitely talk to him
about that.

I'm sure you won't have an issue.

Uh -huh.

Essays and writing samples are
important.

Isn't English, like, one of your
strongest subjects?

Yeah, but I would still like you to help
me write the essay.

Whatever.

Oh, my gosh.

I don't know. This is a lot harder than
I thought because I've never been to

college. That's okay. I really just need
support.

Okay.

I'll support you the best way I can.

Okay.

You have all my support.

I really appreciate it.

What about your girlfriend?

Do you think she's going to miss you?

Oh, if I go to, like, a different state
for school?

Yeah, like, if you go to Columbia or
somewhere foreign, does she think you're

going to...

Leave her for someone foreign?

For someone foreign? Yeah.

I don't know. She hasn't been giving me
enough attention lately.

Really? Yeah.

Screw her.

Honestly, I don't think you deserve
that.

You know?

Oh, my God. Look at this.

Wow. What's that one?

I don't know.

Hold on.

Oh, shit.

I don't know. I'm just really hooked on
Harvard. I think you should go there.

Then you're close.

Yeah.

Yeah. Well, I'll keep applying and see
if they get back

to me, I guess.

Yeah, that's all we can do. We can hope
for the best.

So... Oops.

I'm sure your girlfriend's gonna miss
you.

Yeah, but, you know, it's for the best.
We both have to go to school.

Mm -hmm.

You need a good job.

College is so important.

I just want you to know I'm so proud of
you. Thank you. I mean, I haven't really

traveled much, so the thought of going
to school out of state is a little

intimidating.

But, you know, everyone says it's good
to, like, travel. You never know what's

on the other side.

Yeah. Nothing's in this shitty -ass town
anyways.

I think it will be fun to travel for
school probably.

I agree.

I'm really excited for you.

But I'll make sure to talk to your dad
about that recommendation

letter.

Thank you.

Right when I thought that you couldn't
help me anymore.

Right? But, um, I don't know.

Here, do you have any more skulls on
there that I should check out?

I don't know. Did you find any?

I don't know.

I kind of want to go to one of the ones
that you said.

You know, you've been helping me with
everything. I think it would be best

way. I think you should.

Not really, but how cold?

I don't know. I think you should go to
Florida.

Let's see what schools are in Florida.

Florida? Mm -hmm.

Oh, wow.

There's a lot of them.

Here,

put this way so I can see better.

University of Phoenix.

It's funny how you've heard of
universities and a bunch of different

up. Yeah.

Right? Uh -huh. I mean, Phoenix is
warmer, but it's a little dry.

Yeah, nobody likes dry shit. I'm kind of
scared of scorpions.

Sure.

Are there a lot of scorpions in Arizona?

I think so. It's the desert, right?

I mean, I think so.

Well, shit.

I mean, I looked up Florida colleges,
and why did Arizona come up?

I don't know. That shit doesn't make
sense.

Well, maybe we could apply here.

Okay.

Yeah, just pick one already.

So how do I make an application?

Does it show where you apply?

Maybe it's not meant for college.

Just kidding.

We have to figure this out.

University of San Diego.

I heard the beaches are really nice out
there.

Yes. I can't really swim.

You can learn.

It's never too late to learn.

It would probably be a good place to
learn.

Yes, learn.

Stay in California.

So is that the one you choose?

I guess so.

We could start there and see if they
accept me.

Yes.

You should apply and see what they say.

It says that they're providing health
care to rural communities.

Yay, free health care.

Oh, we're not really in a rural
community.

Oh, are we not?

Okay.

Hmm.

Well... Why is... What is that?

Oh. Is that... Weed?

College is weird.

I think you're gonna have a blast.

Something to do with herbicide.

Why is that coming up?

I guess they're studying it here.

God, this is an adventure for both of
us.

Ray, do you want to learn about
herbicides?

I guess.

Well, you can learn whatever you want,
okay?

I believe in you.

Thank you. Okay?

I do believe in you.

You can be whatever you want in life.

An astronaut.

A musician.

You know, I haven't really decided what
I want to be yet.

But, you know, I figure I need to try
some things to figure out what I want to

really do for the rest of my life, you
know?

Is that what you did?

Um, yeah.

I think it's a good start. Then I found
your dad.

Yeah. Alright.

Well, he didn't want to help me either,
so thank God I had you.

Well, everything happens for a reason.

Right? Yeah, that's what they say.

Everything.

So is that the college you decided on?

Yeah, I'm going to apply there.

Hopefully they accept me. Why wouldn't
they?

I don't know.

You get good grades.

Yeah, it started off kind of slow,
though.

And you met all the requirements.

That's true. Thanks to you.

Yeah. Good job.

We're going to get this shit.

Yeah.

I hope you loved all the decorations.

Oh, I did. You're always the best at
decorating. You've always been for

and for holidays. I know. It's my
favorite thing to do.

Yeah. I find so much joy in it.

Yeah. Well, I can tell because it looks
amazing.

Does it? Yeah.

Are you proud of me?

I'm so proud of you.

I'm so proud to have a mom like you.

Good.

So now that we got our college picked
out, is that the only one?

Well, I figured I should apply to a few,
you know, and then make them... But

what if they all want you?

Then they'll have to fight to choose, to
fight to get me, I guess. Yeah.

Well, I'm sure they'll all want you.

Thank you. Am I allowed to write a
recommendation letter?

Because I have a lot to say.

I mean, maybe.

I mean,

it can't hurt.

Yeah. Well, I'll write you one up, okay?

Yeah, hopefully all good things, right?

Oh, nothing but good things.

Yeah.

Well,

I can't ask for someone better to, you
know, help me get through all these.

tough times and navigate all these new
paths.

Well, don't forget what I've taught you,
okay?

Use those testing strategies.

Promise? I promise.

Good.

If you remember everything I taught you,
you're going to be just fine in life.

Then you can teach your little
girlfriend.

Yeah, if she even sticks around when I
leave for school.

Yeah.

I'm

really

going to be sad when you leave.

Yeah, you're going to miss me. I'm going
to miss you too.

Yeah, and all the stuff you help me with
and all the snacks you always bring me.

I can't forget the snacks.

They always make me feel better when
Dad's being a dick.

Oh, fuck him.

Don't worry, I'll always have your back.

get some more schools to apply at but i
don't think like i really i really gotta

think about what kind of school i want
to go to yeah i don't want you to stress

out about it but i really think you need
to get that application in whenever

just think on it okay

just know i'm proud of you

Well, I think I want to go somewhere
warm.

Like Arizona?

I'm just kidding.

Somewhere warm that, you know, has good
food.

Like San Diego?

Maybe. And then you can learn how to
serve?

Mm -hmm.

That sounds great.

I had to learn how to swim before I
learned how to surf, though.

Didn't learn how to swim before you
learned how to surf.

But, yeah, I think San Diego has the
best

opportunities for you.

Yeah. Well, I'll plan there, too, and I
guess that'll be my top choice, but...

Okay.

You said I'd need more than one, right?

More than one.

Yes.

You need to probably do many.

Yeah.

Well, I'm really happy you even helped
me get to this point.

Of course.

Well, you know, this is what I really
think about.

It's here to help me apply to it.

Yeah.

I guess I'll look into some more
schools.

So are you going to apply right now?
Yeah.

Okay, just take your time, okay?

Yeah.

Yes.

But you better start applying.

Time's running out.

I'm pulling them up.

Good.

Don't think too hard on it. If you have
any questions, just let me know.

Alright,

I'm going to apply first at the
university, the one in San Diego.

Yes.

This is going to take forever to fill
out.

No, it's not.

Just do it.

You'll get through it in no time.

Does that look good?

My extracurricular activities list?

Yes. I think that looks very good. See?

You got it.

Now just keep going, okay?

Mm -hmm. Mm -hmm.

How's it going?

I'm not done. It says I'm 40 % done.

40 %?

Yeah.

You need to be 100%. I need to upload my
transcripts.

And my letter's a recommendation, I
guess.

Do you have those on you?

All your transcripts?

Well, no, but I can just download them
real quick,

and then I should be able to upload
them.

Okay, good.

Well, you finish that, okay?

Mm -hmm.

It needs to go in today.

Yeah. Okay?

Mm -hmm.

So it's still applying.

Get it done.

Well, I have the passing grades.

I have, you know, all the requirements.
So hopefully they all accept me.

And then you can help me pick which one
I go to, whichever one you want to visit

the most.

Yeah. Yeah?

I strongly go with San Diego.

I think that's the one I want the most.

Are you almost done?

Yeah.

English composition, math, humanities,
and social

sciences are some of the courses that I
need to do for core

classes, it says.

I have the basic skills.

So they supply housing.

That's good.

You don't need to be homeless.

I think I completed the first
application.

Mm -hmm.

Yes, you did.

I'm so proud of you.

How many more do I have to do?

But that's not it. You have to submit
three more.

Three more?

Yep. Three more, and then I think you're
good.

We're done. Okay.

It's going to be a long day, I guess,
but I'm not complaining.

I'm super proud of you.

No.