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- ♪ MTV ♪

- Previously on
"Love and Hip Hop Atlanta"...

- Welcome to Canada.

OK, OK.

[laughter]

- Yeah.
- [laughing] Oh, no!

There's a particular song
that I've never performed.

It's very special to me.

But Karlie, could you
please join me on the stage?

- I can't do it.
- This is so beautiful.

- My sister,
she's going to donate her eggs.

- Wait, hold on.
Wait, time-out.

I thought we was off that.

- You're not going
to deny this of me.

- The decisions you make,
it affect the household first.

- What is it that you need?

- I'm asking you to [bleep] pay
attention to your household.

- I seen all the
[bleep] text messages.

- Yeah, I'm still hollering
at girls I want to see.

I don't know if you and I
are going to work out.

- You lied about what
you doing.

See why I didn't have time
and didn't answer that phone?

- Ooh.

- Bitch, don't say that this
happened because of me!

Bitch, I be very [bleep] clear.

- You sitting at this table
because of me!

- No, no, no, no!
I'll slap you, bitch.

[overlapping shouting]

[funky music]

- ♪ This is the life ♪

- ♪ It's the life
that we're livin' ♪

- ♪ This is the life ♪

- ♪ It's the life
that we chose ♪

- ♪ This is the life ♪

♪ It's the life
that we're livin' ♪

- ♪ This is the life ♪

- ♪ It's the life
that we chose ♪

- ♪ Made my way to the top ♪

♪ And it ain't no stoppin' ♪

- ♪ There's got to be another
way that we can work it out ♪

♪ Love's under attack ♪

- Why you ain't tell me
about the party ?

- The video release?
- Yeah.

- Oh, baby, listen.

Diamond kept saying
to us about some triangle.

- I don't want to talk
about Diamond no more.

- All right.
- It's over with.

- OK.
- That's done.

- So y'all can't be friends?

- Not doing stuff like that.

- ♪ I put it all
up on the line ♪

♪ Just to see you
one more time ♪

♪ Just to have you
in my arms ♪

♪ Know you always on my mind ♪

- I know I didn't show up
to meet with you and Renni,

but I wanted to invite you
to my release party.

I'm getting ready
to drop my project.

- Now that we have some sort
of understanding,

I think I can make it.

As long as you promise
to be there too.

- ♪ They don't know,
they don't know ♪

♪ No, they don't really
know about love ♪

♪ About love ♪

♪ About love ♪

♪ No, they don't really
know about love ♪

- Renni!

both: Mm!

[laughter]

- Now that we back from Canada,

I love this new, new vibe,
just...

- Way.

- Out having
fun with your man.

- Yeah.
- He good for you.

It's like you so much yourself.

- I am.
Like, I'm so not nervous.

But I just don't want
to just jump into something

just yet because I keep going

from relationship
to relationship.

All of this ruckus is
going around about Sierra

keep a mangate,
of course, because

they caught a little glimpse
of me and my friend

kissing in the kitchen.

Yes, I have someone
that I'm seeing.

But like, I'm keeping
this relationship

as private as possible.

And we just be rocking out.

We be--it--it's like a--
a vibe.

And I like that for me.
I really do.

But the reason why
I like [bleep] with Zay

is because Zay have been
trying to get with me

since we was 16 years old.

He loved me for me.
He liked the fat Sierra.

He liked the Sierra
with no lip injections.

He liked Sierra with no money.

And that's why
I [bleep] with him.

And that's why I respect him.

- I love that for you.

- In the past, I feel like

I had to tuck a
lot of my emotions

to the back of my head and
I really didn't get a chance

to vent and talk about it
because I didn't want

to sound like the little girl
who cry wolf.

You know what I'm saying?

So it's like,
I'm not going to lie.

It was, like,
a bit difficult.

No, it's OK.

That's why I'm always
talking about it,

because it makes me emotional.

- But you got to talk
about it, though.

- Yeah, but like,

I went through two other
crazy public relationships.

So it's like, oh,
Sierra just being crazy again.

But no, like,
I almost lost my mind.

Like, this time,

I'm just really not
listening to nobody but myself.

- It's over with now.
- It's over.

My divorce finalized.

And I've been such
in a better space.

You know,
I just feel like I learned

so much about myself,

to really take my time,
to really love on me.

I had to go through it
to grow through it.

And I'm just so glad
that I had the strength.

- What's going on
with you and Zay, like--

- You look like you [bleep]
glowing or some [bleep].

- Well, so you know how
when we was in Canada,

I wasn't really
feeling good and stuff?

- Yeah.

- I think I need
to take a test.

So I am feeling sick.

I am a little late.

And I'm kind of adding up like
when I started feeling sick,

and the type of
sicknesses I have

and also the type of grown folk
stuff I like to do.

So it's just a real moment
like, what's going on?

- My--my nerves be bad.
Come on.

Let's go get some food.

I'm hungry.
- [laughs]

- Bitch, you not going
to stress me out.

- We don't stress.

- Uh-uh, get somebody
else to do it.

- ♪ I'm good, I'm good ♪

♪ I'm good, I'm good ♪

♪ I'm good, I'm good ♪

♪ I'm good, uh,
I'm alive ♪

♪ It's drive time ♪

♪ Got to cut ties
to show 'em I really want it ♪

♪ I'm good, I'm good ♪

♪ I'm good, I'm good ♪

♪ I'm good, I'm good ♪

♪ ♪

[knock at door]

- Come in.

- Oh, you sick.

You don't want to get the door.

- No, I don't want to get up.
- How are you feeling, boo?

- I'm OK, baby.
Oh, thank you.

- And I pay
attention to detail.

So I heard some of the
stuff that you like.

Today,
I'm checking on Jessica.

The scare in Canada,
when she left the group

while we were in the slopes,

I didn't know
it was that serious.

So I'm here to love on her

and see really how
I can support her.

I've been thinking about you,
girl, since the trip.

- Oh, my God.

- First off, health-wise,
how are you feeling?

- Uh, you know, I'm recovering.

- OK.

- I was really sick.

I have stage IV endometriosis.

It's like every single month,
you have severe nausea.

Your cramps, nothing works.

Can't eat.

You're now dehydrated.

And you can't
catch a [bleep] break.

I don't really like
to talk about it any longer

because I first
don't want sympathy about it.

- OK.

- But when I do feel good,

I kind of get, like, you know,
real, real free-spirited.

Because most of the time,
I'm always constantly in pain.

The big 10-centimeter cyst
that was removed last year,

now it's growing back.

And it's 4 centimeters
already.

And now that cyst there
is hurting,

which is causing more nausea.

This is something that I deal
with every 28 days of my life.

I can't continue
living like this.

But how did you enjoy the trip?

- It was cool until you
messed up my damn hair.

The fact that I had
a girl do my face--

[both shouting]

- I'm about to kill Jessica.

- I'm just thinking we in
a pool and let's have some fun.

I didn't think
it was that big of a deal.

And Zell and Bambi
said something

about reading the room
and I'm like, really?

- The pool vibe was
we was chilling.

It was giving
shoulder-below wet.

That's the reading
the room part.

- Amy, look at
these hands of mine.

- Let me look at them good.

- I've been on this Earth
over 200 times.

The one thing
I'm not going to do

is come back as Jessica White,
and this is my last life--

- And talk about--

- And [bleep] talk
about hair and lashes.

- Now look at mine.

- You haven't been here
that many times.

- I haven't been--
- They soft.

- I be room reading.

- But let me mother you then.

- But mother me dry.
- [laughs]

- Sis, where you been?

And--and what did
you come back as?

Like, I don't know.

If you've been here 200 times
as a Black woman,

then you know when
you see this wig on,

specifically a frontal,

you knew not to dunk me
in the water.

But I'm just glad that
Jessica is feeling better.

So your IG story?

- Well, you know,
I'm about to start in vitro.

- How are you
feeling about that?

- In a couple of weeks,
I go in for my first treatment.

I want children.

And if you know
Jessica White,

I'm going
to keep [bleep] trying.

I have been posting on my
social media in vitro journey.

And I'm here
to be really honest

and to be vulnerable
and tell the truth

and to make space
for other people

to feel comfortable
with telling the truth.

It just gives me more hope.

- My situation,
you're actually--

you'll be the first friend,
not family member,

that I've ever
shared this with.

And you being open about this
is really an inspiration to me.

[sighs]

[soft dramatic music]

I have something medically

that I've been running from
for years,

even me naturally
having a baby.

As a teenager,
I received some bad news

about my reproductive health.

There's a canal
in my vaginal area

that looks very thin,
very fine.

And that is causing me
to not menstruate regularly.

And I may not ever carry
my own child naturally.

The worst part
about all of this is

I was with Mazi for six years,
and I never told him.

It's been such a secret.

I do feel guilty sometimes
not fully, you know,

disclosing my
medical situation with Mazi.

Because when me
and Mazi were a couple,

we definitely were
planning on having kids.

So although Mazi and
I are not together,

I think that
he deserves to know the truth.

- What you've got to do is
get rid of the emotional guilt.

It's never going to be easy,
Amy, because you feel--

you feel less of a woman.

- I do.

- Especially when I was
with a man that

was able to get everybody
pregnant but me.

- Same thing.
I think of that with Mazi.

- It really [bleep]--
that [bleep] hurts.

I've gone through so
many different emotions

to get to this point
where I'm like [bleep] it,

I am about to do this.

And if I have to do it alone,
I'm going to do it alone

and raise the best [bleep]
child that I possibly can.

I am going to
carry my child next year.

And no devil in hell
is going to stop that.

- Got it.

- I think that you're going
to be able to carry your baby.

And I touch and agree
with you that that happens.

And I promise you.
- And same for you.

- Yeah, seriously, seriously.
- Thank you.

- It's going to happen.

- It's going to happen
for you, too.

- It's going to happen.

- Coming up on
"Love and Hip Hop Atlanta"...

- You've been actually acting
a fool on social media lately.

- You know, it's a lot
that's been going on.

- His ex?
- He has one of his exes.

- Who was there for you when
you were at your lowest point?

Was it me or was it Erica?

- I don't want to play
no games with you.

He had me bring out
the three best rings I had.

- I don't like him.
She's not happy.

- ♪ Made my way to the top,
and it ain't no stoppin' ♪

- ♪ Made my way to the top,
and it ain't no stoppin' ♪

[somber piano music]

♪ ♪

- Returning from Canada,

I hoped that I'd be able
to snap my fingers

and wash away
all that this year has been.

- I feel that we are
in a dark place.

If this is going to be,
if it's not,

then you got to let it go.

- Letting it go
is not an option.

- You gotta be willing
to put the work in.

- I'm dealing with my husband
that doesn't feel loved,

doesn't feel like
I prioritize him or the kids.

And it's been hard.

- Hello.

- How was school?

all: Good.
- It was good?

At this point with Keisha,
I can't turn back.

But I don't want to lose
my marriage because of that.

- I don't feel like
we in a relationship.

- What is it that you need?

- Pay attention to the love
that's needed in this house.

- I really want to do what
I need to do for Keisha.

But I also want to make sure my
husband feels valued and heard,

because I cannot lose him.

So listen, I have to go to
Erica Banks' release party.

- Um, I don't think
he's coming.

Part of me feels like
I want to still make decisions

because I am my own person.

And I don't want to feel
penalized for doing that.

But I have not lost hope
in my marriage.

And I am going
to keep fighting.

[upbeat funky music]

- ♪ Doesn't wear a cape ♪

♪ Yo, I'm a savage
so far from average ♪

♪ Where a big crown which
shows I'm a maverick ♪

- OK. Ooh!

- ♪ Black girl magic ♪

♪ But after work Friday
my queens get ratchet ♪

- So tonight, we are at
my album release party.

I'm excited for
everybody to hear it.

The biggest part
about it for me

is that I spent my own money
into this entire project

without the help of 1501.

You look good, bitch.

- How you doing?
- I'm good. What's up?

- Congratulations.
- Thank you.

- I know you going
to kill it tonight.

Let's toast.
- OK.

- Let's toast to you.

- This is the type
of time I'm on right now.

- I'm trying to get lit.
I'm outside.

- Don't think I didn't see
your little social media posts.

You've been actually acting
a fool on social media lately.

- You know, it's a lot
that's been going on.

- What?

- Y'all don't see
"Sister, Sister"?

- The show?

- No, Santana
and one of his exes.

[bell rings]

Two [bleep] with BBL,
and wigs, and--

- Was that fake
to aggravate you?

- I think he feels like it's
going to get under my skin.

Santana is the one
being difficult.

He just kept antagonizing me
on the internet,

even though I'm out doing my
own single thing right now.

I'm not posting [bleep]
on the internet

trying to, like, do [bleep]
to make you mad.

That's weird.

You're weird.

- I thought y'all would
have fixed things by now.

- I think it's both of us
just being, like, stubborn.

But I'm not going as far
as linking with a ex.

They look like
Mr. and Mrs. Potato.

- I haven't seen it.

- I'm definitely
talking trash out of hurt.

They're picking with me.

So I'm going to say whatever
to hurt or to hit back.

I'm just like, hey,
I'm focused on my fashion show.

- Well, your brand
is more important.

It's like she here
doing her business...

- Yeah.
- I'm working on my business.

But I wouldn't let that
overshadow...

- No.

- What we done
worked so hard for.

- You know what?
- [squealing]

Despite what's going on
between Lisa and I,

I'm excited to come out

and celebrate Erica Banks'
album release.

And I hope that this break
of me going out

doesn't cause more turmoil
in my house.

But I just need
some mental clarity

and just a moment away.

- ♪ Girl, the whole crew lit ♪

♪ Don't be foolish,
baby, it's the movement ♪

♪ Girl, the whole crew lit ♪

♪ We be rocking, baby,
popping, baby ♪

♪ Shopping, baby,
options, baby ♪

- We got a real queen
in the building

that we celebrating tonight.
[all cheering]

I want to hear one clap
for my girl, E. Banks.

- Yes, yes, yes,
the mother[bleep] soul queen

is back in the mother[bleep]
building.

♪ Which one you want? ♪

♪ Is it Keisha? ♪

♪ Is it Tiffany? ♪

♪ Is it Jason? ♪

♪ Is it Britney? ♪

♪ Is it drugs? ♪

♪ Is it TT? ♪

♪ And if you want 'em ♪

♪ I can show you
what it mean, mean ♪

♪ Look iced out, creed up ♪

♪ Jealous bitches gave up ♪

♪ [bleep] like the
devil shall never ♪

♪ And if you want 'em,
I can show you ♪

♪ What means in real life ♪
[all cheering]

When I say Erica,
y'all say Banks.

Erica!
all: Banks!

- Erica!
all: Banks!

- I love y'all so much.
[cheers and applause]

Performing, period, for me,
is always a good time.

My heart is filled.

And my jeans are
a little tight,

but I'm still
having a good time.

- Congratulations, beautiful.

- Thank you.
- It sound good.

- What's going on
with you and Scrappy?

I see you here, Momma Dee, your
whole family, your ex family--

- It's family.

It's family.
- Oh, OK.

- Who you came with?
You came by yourself?

- I did.

I don't want
the vibe to be weird.

- Khaotic, Khaotic!
Scrappy!

- Hi. Hello.
- Momma Dee.

- Mother[bleep] East Coast
[bleep] to the West Coast?

- Momma Dee!
- God damn.

- Seeing Khaotic tonight
is so funny.

It's my first time
seeing him since we broke up.

Hey, ya'll.
- Hey, girl!

- Just him being here
to still support me

is very sweet of him.

Don't get me wrong.
He was a terrible boyfriend.

But he was a great lover
and he was a great friend,

so I can't forget that.

- You just snapped her.
- Yes, you did.

- I want to do
something right now.

Let me tell y'all something.

When Erica separated herself
from me emotionally,

I didn't take it the best way.
- Oh, my God.

- And I want to apologize.

- You was acting crazy too when
Amy dropped you for her man.

- I want to apologize to Amy,
because I let a lot of things

come between our friendship.

And it was just like
a lot of misunderstandings.

- Forgiven, friend.

- I came a long way.

I mean, I was polyester.

Then I was in a
full-fledged relationship,

while being boo bae bestie.

Now I'm bro?

This is like ancestrial.com.

- Did you guys
speak to my sister?

- I am.
I'm talking to her right now.

- Nothing.
- Who?

- Oh, yeah.

No, there's not going
to be two kings.

- Oh, I see. I didn't even know
Diamond was in here.

- So Amy?
- Yes.

- So Amy, I had
a video release party...

- OK.
- Not too long ago.

- OK.

- All this stuff kicked off
with Diamond.

- Can we have a conversation?
- Uh-huh, come on.

- I have not
talked to Momma Dee

since her video release party.

And Momma Dee was real upset
with the way I acted.

- I ain't scared of you!

- I'm not scared of you
neither! Don't touch me.

You know you need the
cameras on, sweetie.

- Y'all wouldn't let me
goddamn talk and I'm done!

- So I want to mend things
with Momma Dee

and clear the air with her.

So I want to talk.

As far as your party,
I apologize.

- I don't understand why it
had to come to blows like this.

- I'm trying to figure
what made her come sit down

with me and you talking.

I didn't say anything
about Erica.

I don't know if
it's because the fact

that my father
is on life support.

I just been in a daze.
- Yeah.

- You have been the only person

that has been reaching out
to me, not even your son.

- I don't like that.

'Cause I didn't raise him
to be like that.

And that hurt me,

because at least he could
still be a friend.

How your daddy?

- This is what my father's
looking like right now.

[somber music]

- Oh, Diamond.

I'm sorry.

- My father is my best friend.

He's my everything.

♪ ♪

It's just unbelievable.

It's like a really,
really, really bad dream.

But this has really shown me
who's really down for me,

who is genuine,
who is in my corner.

It's allowing me to see
the real from the fake.

I thank you for reaching out to
me because you didn't have to

and ask me if I need--

- Because I know how it feel
to lose a parent.

My mama gone,
so I know how it feel.

- What's going on?
- Her father not doing well.

I'm sorry.

You know her dad.
It ain't good.

♪ ♪

- You know I love you.
You know what I'm saying?

- You love me?
- I love you. Yeah, I love you.

- Well, show that.
Prove that you love me then.

Who was there for you when
you was at your lowest point

when you was going
through your divorce?

Was it me or was it Erica?

♪ ♪

- Yeah.
- OK, right.

- Say it.
Yeah, say it.

- I never spoke bad on you.

- I just want to hug you,
because I just want

to give you that energy,
all right?

- Uh-huh.

- Aw.

♪ ♪

- Man, right now, it's about
being there for somebody

that was there for me.

And I just want
to be there for her.

Like beyond me and her
having a relationship

or anything, like,
this is me being a friend.

Let's cheer to Papi.
- Cheers to Papi.

- Cheers to Papi and more life.

- Yes.
- More love.

♪ ♪

- Coming up on
"Love and Hip Hop Atlanta"...

- I'ma try and take care
of her.

- I didn't know she was there.

Like, I'm coming home
to get some dinner.

- Honey, you don't
come into her home

and speak to her
in a manner like that.

- I went out and got
some tests earlier.

I'm gonna find out.

- I want you--
you got them already?

♪ ♪

- ♪ Made my way to the top,
and it ain't no stoppin' ♪

- ♪ Made my way to the top,
and it ain't no stoppin' ♪

- ♪ If I say
I hate the weather ♪

♪ Then it's rain clouds
that I see ♪

♪ If I say I'll ♪

- Oh, Lord.

- Oh, baby.
Thank you.

Earlier,
I went to the emergency room

to go get checked out
because once again,

I wasn't feeling well.

So I just got out the hospital

and I'm just really happy
that Karlie is here for me.

She sees me.

And she takes care of me,
especially when I'm sick.

- So OK, what exactly happened?

- The pain is so severe
I throw up.

And once I start throwing up,
it's literally nonstop.

- Karlie?

- Yeah.

- What's good?
What's the vibe?

- Hey.

- I'm in an awkward position
right now because

Kai and I are still
working together

but we're also living together.

Of course I still love Kai.
Yes, I want to be with him.

But he has to learn it's me,
and that's it.

This is just
a serious entanglement.

- You know what I'm saying?
What's good?

I ain't got no dinner.
What's up?

- Well, Jess just came out.

I was trying to
take care of her.

- I didn't know she was here.
What's she doing here?

- My friend,
I got to be there for her.

- So you a caretaker now?
Respectfully.

- I didn't think
I needed to tell you

that my best friend is
at the house.

- Not a requirement,
but what we doing?

I'm expecting dinner.

- "Yo, Karlie!"

Who the [bleep]
walks in the house

screaming a person's name
like that?

You walked in mad?

Ooh, he makes me sick.

- She just came to see me.

I wanted to take care of her.

- I understand that.

But let me know,
especially if I'm going

to come through the door,
I'm expecting dinner.

You don't let me know nothing.

I could have picked up food
for us, anything.

Text me what you want to eat.
I order to go pick it up.

It's all good.
It's healing.

- It's healing?

You just brought
unhealing energy.

- I was concerned about you.
How is it unhealing?

- How are you trying
to bring healing energy to me

when you said you didn't
even know I was here?

- Because I just
walked in here.

She informed me why you
were here, then I activated.

- I want to make--
I understand--um--

His mouth runs for days.

I mean, like,
good Lord, shut up.

You acting like this, Kai,

is not helping
win over my friends.

They already don't like you.

- So I apologize.
It's a trigger.

- Actually, if you want
to talk about a trigger,

you didn't trigger me.

You're triggering her
by speaking to her

in the manner
of which that you are.

Kings don't do that
to their queens.

- Like, I'm coming home
to some dinner.

- Honey, you don't
come into her home

and speak to her
in a manner like that.

- Now first and foremost, you
not the corrections officer.

- No, no, no,
I don't need to be.

But I can correct when I see
some things that are wrong.

- It's not--it--it--it--it--
- It's as simple as that.

- Cool, well guess what?

I'm not going back and forth.

We're going to save that
for the, you know, record.

- We ain't ever gonna
go back-and-forth.

- Nah, I don't do that
for women.

Tell me what y'all want to eat.

Y'all enjoy your evening

and I'll make sure
I'm accommodating to you.

I hope you feel better.

[tense music]

- I can't believe that
Kai would do this.

He's just so disrespectful.

At this point, it just
feels like a whole game.

- He's a bitch.

My [bleep] veins
are boiling right now.

That [bleep] just sent me
through the roof.

- Girl.

My ass wanted
this moving so bad.

But now I'm like, oh [bleep],
what did I just do?

- If that he will do that
[bleep] in front of me,

what is he doing in private?

[funky music]

- ♪ Daydream ♪

♪ Honestly,
I could play daily ♪

♪ Staying with you
late at night ♪

- Baby, what you got going?

So I haven't seen Zacc
since I've been to Canada.

So I've been here just
kind of, you know,

anticipating him getting back

so we can figure out
what's going on with me.

You know, we got
something to talk about.

While I was in Canada,
we were supposed

to do a lot more other stuff,
but you know, you had me sick.

I was so sick without you.

I was sick without you today.

- I missed you too.

- I'm definitely
in love with Zacc.

And I'm ready to settle down

and have me a nice rock
on this hand.

This the one for me.

Like, he get me
in a different kind of way.

I think I got something new
for me and you to talk about.

[upbeat suspenseful music]

- What you got
for us to talk about?

- You been a little sleepy?

You know the country folk say

that means you got a baby
on the way.

- Hmm.

- You want to find out?

- I want you--
you got them already?

- Well, I went and got
some tests earlier.

♪ ♪

- I know Zacc has, like, talked
about having a baby together.

But actually being
in this moment where

we about to take a test

and it could possibly
be about to happen,

I'm a little nervous.

And I'm not going to lie,
my anxiety is through the roof.

I have older kids.

So the thought
of starting over...

that's a little different.

[suspenseful music]

♪ ♪

[suspenseful crescendo]

[bleep].
- [laughs]

Um...

like, I'm about to have
to change diapers again?

I don't even know if
I remember how to do that.

I don't know--[sighs]

I don't even remember what
it feels like to be pregnant.

This is not my body anymore.

This is literally
the body of someone else.

And I have to
follow their rules.

Whew, it's a lot.

But I'm excited.

And I'm very appreciative
and thankful

that this situation
has happened with Zacc

and the type of man that he is,

because I'm looking forward
to actually, like,

growing a family with somebody
in a very healthy way.

I think this is just like
the perfect time for me

to, you know,
experience being a mom again.

I get to experience it
with somebody I love.

And I've been on this
healing journey, as you know.

I feel like I'm a better
version of myself.

Everything we've gone through
these past couple of months

just as far as healing
and facing traumas,

I'm in a better space mentally,
emotionally.

So I think, like,

everything is happening
how it's supposed to happen

and right when it's supposed
to happen.

Well, I don't think we should
tell the kids and stuff yet.

But I'm going to call Sierra.

[soft upbeat music]

Where are you at?
- Renni...

I just got done eating.

You looking all glowy
and dewy.

- You know, me and you
been kind of talking about

how I ain't
been feeling good and stuff?

- What the [bleep]?

Oh, my God, you are pregnant!

I am a auntie!

Oh, my goodness.
- [giggles]

- Oh my God, this is about
to be our little baby.

I got to get on
my rich auntie duties.

That's it.

So now I'm thinking
about the baby shower,

I'm thinking about
the push gift.

I'm thinking about
the maternity pictures

and how, like, can I--

can I be
in the maternity pictures?

With her and her baby daddy?

- I'm excited.

- We got so much
[bleep] we got to do.

- [laughs]

- You pregnant, bitch!
- [chuckles]

- Coming up on
"Love and Hip Hop Atlanta"...

- I went to a doctor.

And the news that they gave me,
I was scared to hear.

You've been asking for years.

- ♪ Made my way to the top,
and it ain't no stoppin' ♪

- ♪ Made my way to the top,
and it ain't no stoppin' ♪

[funky music]

- ♪ Big dogs on me,
never smile ♪

♪ Watch what you say ♪

♪ Ain't got a mouth ♪

♪ I'm a big dog ♪

♪ I'm a big dog ♪

♪ I'm a big dog ♪

♪ I'm a big dog ♪

- You know,
after talking to Jessica

about my infertility issues,

it has been weighing
on my spirit heavily.

You smell those treats,
don't you, buddy?

Jessica definitely
gave me a confidence boost

that I don't have
to be embarrassed.

I am not alone.

I don't have to feel like
something is wrong with me.

And I need to let it out.

Sit, Algebra.

- Oh, look at you go.

[upbeat music]

- I asked Mazi
to meet up with me

so that I can finally
be able to tell him

about this secret burden

that I've been carrying around
for years.

- Come on.
[clicks tongue]

- I really want closure
with Mazi.

And now I'm starting to realize

whatever Mazi's issues are,
at the end of the day,

I probably was projecting

my own personal thoughts
and secrets

and fear about my own body
on our relationship.

- How was your trip?

- Ooh, let me tell you,
it was better

than I thought it would be.

Me and Renni
hit it off really good.

- That's good.

- But the other day,
I pulled up on Jessica.

And she just shared with me
something that almost felt

like, boom,
if you need another sign

that you need to talk about
what you're going through--

I'm already choking up
thinking about it.

Truth of the matter is when
I was in high school,

I went to a doctor.

And the news
that they gave me,

I was scared to hear
that I possibly

can't have children naturally.

I've honestly been in denial
about the news

that I may never conceive.

I definitely did everything
to avoid that,

which included
not going to my appointments.

I did not want to believe
that this was my reality.

So you're not shooting blanks.

You've been asking for years.

It was me.

- Like, damn.

- I--I just don't
want to accept that

none of that is my future.

So I just decided
to never share it with you.

I just thought
you deserved to know.

- Just to hear this,
it's like [bleep].

I know this is
devastating for Amy.

I wish I would have knew
some of this, you know?

Because I would have been able

to carry some
of the weight with you,

because you know you got this
on your mind,

you got this on your mind,
and this on your mind

that can cause a
relationship to collapse.

And now I see it may be
more than just me.

- That's hard.

I can't even believe
I just said it out of my mouth.

I got to face it,
and I got to accept it.

Like, instead of why would
God make me like this?

Instead I could be like,
it might be a bigger reason

why this is happening to me.

But I'm actually ready
to face the music.

- Well, I'm behind you.
Let's face it.

[somber music]

- To see him respond
in such a compassionate way,

honestly, I'm looking at him
in a much different light.

Because I expected the response
to be, you're a liar.

What about all those times

where we talked about
having kids,

and why haven't you
gotten pregnant yet?

Like, he didn't talk
about any of that.

I just feel like so much weight
just got lifted off of me.

- So you ain't gotta
just get down on yourself

or beat yourself down about it.

- [sighs]

- And I know
you're a strong woman.

You know what I'm saying?

Like, I done seen you
overcome a lot of stuff.

We ain't come this far
for nothing.

- Well, I feel
so much lighter.

- You should. I'm glad that
you told me that, though.

- Mm.

- I know that was a big one.

- Coming up on
"Love and Hip Hop Atlanta"...

- [bleep] disturb the happiness
that you've been experiencing.

And it ain't have [bleep]
to do with him.

Tell the [bleep] world.

- Karlie, what the
[bleep] is going on?

- ♪ Made my way to the top,
and it ain't no stoppin' ♪

- ♪ Made my way to the top,
and it ain't no stoppin' ♪

[upbeat music]

♪ ♪

- ♪ No shoes, no whip,
no bag ♪

♪ Any time you see her,
she bad ♪

♪ Yeah, she bad ♪

- Yo, this is my EastAvenue
fashion show, y'all.

This is my first drop
in Atlanta.

So I'm really
nervous about this.

♪ ♪

I've been working on this line
for about four or five months.

You're going to get to see
a lot of, like, streetwear.

Every garment is hand-painted.

Like,
I'm really proud of this.

And I really think EastAvenue
could really take off here.

♪ ♪

- I'm at Zell's fashion show.

And oh, my gosh,

Zell has been working on this
for a long time.

So I'm excited to see his
vision finally come to life.

[hip-hop music playing]

- Hey.

- Come here.

Come on one minute.
Let me talk to you.

- Where are we going?

- A lot of action over here,
so step over here one sec.

- OK.

I'm really shocked
that Kai showed up.

We've just been
in a weird space, you know?

I didn't invite him.

- You know, I came here
for real-for real

because I really felt like I
owed you more than an apology.

You know, you put something
in my phone, way out of pocket.

This is the first step
to me accepting accountability.

- Oh, thank you.

Kai, thank you.
Thank you so much.

- You know my man Wafi,
I think you know my jeweler.

The second step is me not only

professing my love and my trust
for you and understanding

that I don't want
to play no games with you.

I want to go
all the way live with you.

- He had me bring out the
three best rings I had

and let you choose
which one you like.

[tense music]

♪ ♪

- Come on, Mama.

- Oh, Karlie.

- Come on, Mama, no, no, come
on, come on, come on, Mama.

- When Kai showed up
with the ring, I'm shocked.

And when I get shocked, I fall.

- It's not that. It's just that
I see a ring and fall out.

I--for some reason,
I couldn't stand up anymore.

I just had to get
to the ground and just pray.

It wasn't about me falling out.
It was about me praying.

- Come on.

- Come on.

Come on. Come on. Come on.
Come on. Come on. Come on.

- No,
we ain't gonna do that.

- Karlie, this is too much.

The acting,
the falling on the floor.

That is a clear sign
of the answer is no.

- We ain't gonna do that.
We ain't gonna do that.

Mama, Mama,
let me talk to my lady.

Let me talk to my lady.

This is me right here
supposed to be hugging her.

No, no, no, no, no.
- [sobs]

- Come here, come here, baby.

Come here, come here,
come here, come here.

- [sobs]
- Come here, OK?

- OK.
- OK? I got you.

I told you I always got you.

- I don't know what
this whole charade is about.

But what I do know
is I don't trust him.

I don't like him.

And I know a user
when I see one.

- We don't have anything
if we ain't got trust.

And ain't nobody
can take my place.

And nobody can take yours.

So we're going
to do what we do.

We're going to go down to Wafi,
make sure that ring size right.

- For Kai,
this is a really big deal.

I've been wanting Kai
to change for some time now.

And I really love Kai.

So if he's ready
for the next step,

I'm ready for the next step.

I may fall for a ring,
but I never turn it down.

- Which one you like?

- 12 carats,
10 carats, 12 carats.

- How about that one? Yeah.

- This one.
- OK, fair shake.

- You bring your lying ass,

make a whole scene
with some fake-ass rings?

Seriously?

Kai is not buying
any of these rings.

Kai not even driving
his own goddamn cars.

He driving Karlie's car.

I support anything that you do,
but I got to get back.

- You OK.
You all right.

- All right.
Is she OK, though?

- Of course. Big love.
There's love over here.

- Big love, polyamorous love?

[tense music]

- I have no idea
what you're talking about.

Have a great one, though.

- Jessica opinion
means a lot to me.

That's my best friend.

But she's telling me something

because she had
to deal with it

in her previous relationship.

I get it, because even though
Kai gives me this ring,

he's claiming me.

But he might still
have bitches.

The problem is this.

I still love Kai.

- Yo, [bleep] is in
there getting proposed to,

flowers on the ground,
all types of [bleep].

I don't even know
what's going on.

- Engaged?
I need to see this.

- Love, that's
somebody that's hurt.

Because you need to know,
I'm dedicated, though.

Like, we ain't going to
do all this, you know,

this fake marriage.

And go Ame, Ame, you hurt?

- And this is the one
she chose.

- Jessica was trying to hate.
- Hold up. Huh?

What the [bleep]?
I am so confused right now.

Because there's been a lot of
stuff going on in the streets

with Karlie and this guy, OK?

Kai, you got 25,
28, 30 other women,

and now you want to propose?

Make it make sense, brah.

- What did he do yesterday?
- [bleep].

Did some wild [bleep]
yesterday.

No, he is not the one,
I'm sorry.

Karlie is just
blinded by the moment.

I think that Karlie
is over his bull[bleep],

to be honest with you.

And he can feel her
slipping away.

And what does a narcissist do

when you're not
feeding their ego?

They [bleep] go crazy
to try to bring you back in.

It's not going to happen
on my watch.

She's a sister to me.

And I'm really [bleep]
passionate about that.

She's not happy!

- ♪ Made my way to the top,
and it ain't no stoppin' ♪

- ♪ Made my way to the top,
and it ain't no stoppin' ♪

[dramatic music]

- Karlie is a sister to me.

And I'm really [bleep]
passionate about that.

She's not happy!

- Karlie been proposed
more than anybody I know.

- If there was any doubts,
I went and did that.

- Let me just say
it like this, look.

♪ ♪

- One thing about Karlie,

that [bleep] is going
to get her a ring.

She even went ahead and
married one of these bozos.

But we all know how
that turned out.

- What was that?
Like, you didn't get on a knee.

You didn't ask me to marry you.
You just showed me rings.

Is a proposal coming next?

I mean, like, how--
how do I explain it?

- You have to trust me,
and I have to trust you.

It's not right.

- 'Cause you know
I'ma take the ring.

- Oh, ain't no question.
[laughter]

But I got to--listen.

That's how I let the world
know you're mine.

No, I didn't get down on
one knee, because guess what?

I ain't got your trust yet.
Let me earn your trust.

That's a start
to earning your trust.

- So it's a promise ring,
a six-figure promise ring.

That's fine,
as long as he promises

not to cheat on me anymore.

- I don't like him.
Now he want to [bleep] propose?

- Well, I need you to put
all that energy into your walk.

I'm kind of pissed off.

Y'all kind of like took away
from my fashion show.

I love Karlie,
and I wish her the best.

I want you to get every ring

from every [bleep]
that you can,

just not
at a EastAvenue Fashion Show.

Put y'all phones
on mother[bleep] silent.

[funky music]

♪ ♪

- ♪ One double take,
camera flashing the light ♪

♪ Heads and nails tight ♪

♪ The crowd hype,
we on sight ♪

♪ Ain't no shame
to style on 'em ♪

♪ Ain't no, ain't no ♪

♪ Ain't no shame
to style on 'em ♪

♪ Ain't no ♪

♪ Know that I'm
gonna shine on it ♪

♪ I'm going to shine on it ♪

- Once I start seeing
the models walk out

and I'm seeing my pieces,
I'm just, like, so emotional.

EastAvenue is one of the
streets that I grew up off of.

It's a feeling.
It's a vibe.

And to see it come out on the
runway as beautiful as it did,

I'm so happy.

And I just hope
the world loves it, too.

- ♪ Ain't no shame
to style on 'em ♪

♪ Ain't no shame ♪

♪ You know that
I'm gonna shine on it ♪

♪ I'm gonna shine on it ♪

- I had so much fun walking
in Zell's fashion show.

Everything is just
giving sporty.

And it just matches
Zell's fly vibe.

And the street apparel
is definitely

giving high-fashion
street apparel.

And I love them.

- Well, that was a vibe.

But the fact that I walked into
Karlie getting proposed to.

Are you happy?

- I saw some [bleep] yesterday

from that [bleep]
that I don't appreciate.

- What are you
two talking about?

- We're talking about Kai,
your new fiancé.

- I mean,
he didn't call it a fiancée.

- OK.

- But he definitely called it
a promise ring, which, I mean,

who doesn't want a ring?

- It's not even an
engagement ring?

It's a promise ring?

What the [bleep] are we,
in the third grade?

This [bleep] is a joke.

You [bleep] 50 years old and
you giving out promise rings?

[bleep].

- Hey!
- Thank you.

- Congratulations!
- The man of the hour.

- Congratulations.

- I appreciate y'all.
I love y'all.

Whoa, hold on.

Before even my [bleep],
what just happened with you?

- You know, we've been going
through a lot of [bleep].

Right?
- She ain't going nowhere.

- I want the ring fo' sho'.

- Do you want the relationship,
though?

- Other people have
been making you smile.

You've been the happiest that
I've ever [bleep] seen you.

And he ain't got
[bleep] to do with that.

And I'm pissed,
because I love you so much.

And you [bleep]
deserve the happiness

that you've been experiencing.

And it ain't have [bleep]
to do with him.

Tell the [bleep] world.

- Karlie,
what the [bleep] is going on?

- Where the [bleep]
was this niceness yesterday?

Where was it yesterday, K?
- Maybe it was a bad day.

- It ain't not [bleep] bad day

when you [bleep] try to give
a person a proposal today.

I don't give a flying [bleep]
about materialistic things.

I care about my friend's
emotional and mental health.

I'm dead-ass serious--
I'm [bleep] done.

I'm not doing this
in front of the camera.

- I just--
- No, [bleep] that. I'm done.

Goodbye.

[dramatic music]

- Next time on
the season finale

of "Love and Hip Hop:
Atlanta"...

- We gotta kick this
[bleep] off right.

Santana.
[cheers and applause]

[funky music]

- What's really
going on with y'all?

- I don't know how many times
you tell somebody

I don't want to be with you
until it register.

Now it's like,
you're showing your true colors

and it's disgusting.

- Me and her ain't really
been on the same page lately

with this egg thing.

We've been having
a talk, you know,

if we can even make
it through this.

- I found my baby daddy.
- OK, OK.

- I'm going to keep the
identity quiet for a bit.

- I wish I could hide.
Fine.

- I'm going--

- Now I got to go back to
court for something petty.

- I'll punch him
in the face for you.

- I made up with Jessica.
- That was good.

- And I also made up
with Karlie.

- Can I invite her over here?

- No. [bleep] no.

- Bitch, look at me.
- [bleep], look at me!

- Look at me!
You got me [bleep] up.

- It's all about her!
- You really got me [bleep] up.