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- * MTV *

- Previously on "Love & Hip Hop: Atlanta"...

- This is called rich bitch curling.

[laughter]

- There's a performance tomorrow.

Amy, you gotta rap. - Yes.

- Are you still mad at me?

- Of course.

- Oh, God.

Me and Mendeecees, girl, we been going through it.

And he said, I'm gonna just move out for a little while.

- Nobody. Like, literally I have nobody.

- This is why you and Spice both need each other

the most right now.

- Karlie says she's scared.

She keeps doing this victim thing.

Why is Karlie saying she's scared?

- Because you yelling, and you're being loud.

- No, because y'all trying to paint me like a bully.

Is she scared of Sierra?

Sierra boxed her in her face.

I can't heal this way.

I'm gonna leave.

I was told, if I'm uncomfortable,

to leave from the place that makes me uncomfortable.

- This is the type of [bleep] she do.

[funky music]

- * This is the life *

- * It's the life that I'm living *

- * This is the life *

- * It's the life that I chose *

- * This is the life *

* It's the life that I'm living *

- * This is the life *

- * It's the life that I chose *

- * Make my way to the top, and there ain't no stoppin' *

- * I like it, I really like it *

* My friends be so pretty, and it makes me so excited *

- Yeah, no, they be rubbing on your body too much.

- After Spice's meltdown, I just need a break.

I came here to enjoy Canada.

And I'm not letting anything stop it.

Let the [bleep] party begin, because Spice and Karlie,

party killer.

- Hi! - Hi!

- Welcome.

- One thing about "Love & Hip Hop"

is they got a hot tub.

- OK.

- Oh, Bambi gonna be here, yeah.

- Yeah, period.

- You scared to be in love? - I'm not afraid,

but I just don't think it's realistic.

- Ooh, this is amazing.

Ugh.

- It feels so good, right?

- We need champagne.

We need tequila.

I need my phone.

- I need a charcuterie board.

[laughter]

- So I'm wondering-- so when we were headed back,

Zell was in the car. Spice was just upset,

making calls, arrangements to leave.

- I don't want her to leave.

What you leaving for? Because--

- I don't want her to leave, either, because--

- But you have to learn--

if you're saying you're in a healing journey--

- You can't run from things

that you're trying to heal from.

- Y'all both were hurting.

Y'all both got her. - That she's so hurt--

- Yeah. - For her, it--

and to be honest with you,

it probably ain't even got [bleep] to do with you.

- I actually witnessed Spice run up

and do the most in the Bahamas.

Plus, she still won't own up to it.

So me watching it, I just don't like it for Karlie.

I'm gonna pick team Karlie in this moment

because she needs somebody.

I'm gonna be that person for now.

- So, y'all...

- What?

- Oh, my goodness, girl.

- Girl. - Ma'am.

- So I'm gonna have Sierra farting on me,

and you about to pee on me?

- I swear to God, I peed in a hot tub--

- I thought that was [indistinct].

I thought that was [indistinct].

- Ugh!

And, like, I'm just like, you like to what?

Then I think about it, I pee in a hot tub too.

I will pee.

So I already had already peed on her.

So it's like, it's cool.

- I like to do it as well.

But I'm not gonna tell y'all.

And I feel like I seen her do it, because at one point,

she did a cute little shuffle away from everybody.

I know what that move was, Bambi.

You ain't slick.

- Oh.

- Ah!

[overlapping chatter]

- Oh, my God!

- The fact that I'm about to kill Jessica.

Jessica, you was trying to come in my room in the Bahamas.

- Oh, I was, that late night time.

- What?

- The time is not now, darling.

In the Bahamas, it was Jessica drunk

outside of my hotel room.

Like, Amy, you are so sexy, you know?

And I politely shut the door.

Jessica definitely would have tried for the pretty kitty.

I know I am the Black Barbie, but I'm looking for a Ken, OK?

I'm not looking for Jessica White.

The fact that I had a girl do my face.

- Ah!

- Bitch.

[atmospheric music]

* *

[line trills]

- Hey.

- What's going on?

- What are you doing?

- I'm about to lay down, about to get ready for bed.

- I miss you.

- Miss you too.

- Things with Mendeecees has been really rough at home.

We have been arguing and fighting constantly.

But usually we know that we don't

want to be without each other.

So we're quick to fix things.

This has taken a little longer.

This trip is just-- it's becoming too much for me.

- What's been going on?

Why--why you sound so drained like that?

- I just spent hours in Spice's room.

It made me just miss you more.

- So--so--so the drama make you miss me?

Yandy and I have been struggling for a minute now.

I've been holding my feelings in for a long time.

And now it's time for her to hear me.

You know, she's taking me for granted.

She think everything is fine.

And she doesn't really grasp what's going on

until things spiral out of control.

- You know, all the stuff that we've been beefing about

and you thinking that I'm trying to be too independent,

and Rasheeda was talking to me,

how it got to a point in her relationship with Kirk

where she was trying to just do everything

and be all that she needed to be for everything else

but not for her relationship.

And she said they went through a very dark place.

And I just don't want that for us.

- Man, listen, I don't know what to say, man.

I feel that we are in a dark place.

It's been going on for a while now.

If this is gonna be, then,

you know, you gotta take this serious.

If it's not, then you gotta let it go.

- Yeah.

- Absolutely, 1,000%.

This [bleep], it's supposed to be forever,

but it don't have to be forever.

- Well, I feel like letting it go is not an option.

The thought of life without you and--

that's not an option for me.

I'm just devastated at how he feels.

It seems like he's hopeless.

Nothing has ever made him say or consider us being apart.

I didn't think it was this bad.

I'm just worried at this point.

- Well, when you get back, there's things

we gotta work on, you know?

So you--you gotta be willing to put the work in.

So, you know, I'm not a big communicator, you know?

But I be trying.

God knows I be trying.

[somber music]

- OK.

* *

All right, I love you.

- I love you too.

- Give my babies a kiss, please.

- All right.

* *

- All right, bye.

- Coming up on "Love & Hip Hop: Atlanta"...

- I haven't seen you say, yo, Spice,

take accountability for your actions.

I haven't seen it. - You haven't seen that.

That doesn't mean it doesn't happen.

- Hop on it. Hop on it.

Oh, [bleep]. - Why did I do this?

And I just got on here without even thinking.

- If money is gonna make you happy, what are we doing here?

I signed up this to be my forever,

and I feel like this ain't gonna be forever.

- * My way to the top, and there ain't no stoppin' *

- * My way to the top, and there ain't no stoppin' *

[dramatic hip-hop music]

* *

- * Roll up bands for check *

* Cartier frames and they match with the fit *

* Always on go, 100% *

* If your man wanna roll, he gon' hop in the Benz *

* He need a straw *

- Whoo, dinner.

- I'm so hungry.

We can get this cracking right now.

- Everyone is here at this dinner,

and it is awkward as hell.

I'm not gonna lie, I do have a little bit of PTSD.

Like, whenever I see a table and I see salads and biscuits

and bitches at the table, I be like,

all right, what's finna happen?

- What y'all did when we left the curl place?

- We went to the spa.

We got naked and got in the hot tub.

- Oh, naked?

- And I almost got drowned.

- Jessica was lit.

She was having a good old time.

- Oh, yeah, that's probably why she's not here right now.

- And she pushed me under the water a little bit,

face full of makeup with the wig on.

- Her and the [bleep] hot tub.

- She had a good time.

- Jessica is so crazy to me.

Like, beautiful, beautiful as she could be now.

I gotta give her that.

I mean, drop-dead gorgeous.

But, baby, that thing right there,

brain don't go to the top floor.

I promise you it don't.

- What y'all do?

- We were with Spice.

- We were just trying to--

- Oh, yeah, how was that?

- Is she gonna stay? - Is she gonna stay?

- We don't know.

We hope when we get up, she's still here.

Who knows?

- I feel like when you get to the space with anybody

and you attempt or you physically

do something to somebody,

you should be the one to apologize.

She apologized.

And I still have yet to hear Spice apologize to her.

And I think that's what her problem is.

- There you go.

- What I'm hearing is y'all telling her

just she was wrong.

That's how I feel from my perspective.

- Thank you. Thank you, Amy.

Thank you.

- I'm just saying what I feel, Karlie.

- Thank you.

Nobody's gonna hold her accountable and no--

- You don't know that people aren't

holding her accountable.

- I've seen you, Yandy, from-- from the Bahamas.

And I haven't seen you yet say, yo, Spice,

take accountability for your actions.

I haven't seen it. - You haven't seen that.

That doesn't mean it doesn't happen.

- We may all handle her a little softer,

but that don't mean we ain't telling her when she wrong.

That's all I want you to know. - Facts.

- Sometimes I guess I do kind of go a little softer on Spice

or give her the benefit of the doubt.

Being a single mom, having this big career,

like, I can relate to her in a lot of those ways.

But I definitely think Karlie and Spice can, you know,

make amends with one another.

I am here with somebody who told me I [bleep]

every [bleep] in Atlanta.

I--I have grown.

So listen, anything can happen. This is America.

- When's the last time somebody text Karlie or check and said,

Karlie, how you doing?

Anybody at the table?

- Not me checking on people.

- How you doing mentally?

- Checked on me.

- My check-in has been, what you doing?

Come meet up with me. Let's talk.

Have I not done that within the past couple of weeks?

- It's been me, Yandy.

- I reciprocated.

- No, it's been me, Yandy.

And honestly, it's been me reaching out to you for love.

It's been me begging you.

Like, I really need to talk to you.

It's been me.

I feel like you have been picking a side.

- I do feel bad that you feel like--

- Nobody cares.

- I feel bad that you feel like that.

Karlie just came for me.

I'm taken aback because maybe she's right.

There's so much going on in my home life

with me and Mendeecees.

I've been completely checked out.

I did not even stop to think about her personally

or her emotional state.

And I feel like a dog-ass friend right now.

- Let's just not talk about this heavy stuff no more.

So tomorrow, we are going skiing.

We going outside. We touching grass.

We grounding ourselves. We--

- Ain't no grass, ice.

- We touching--we grounding.

However, we grounding.

Bitch, touch a tree, something.

We need to put ourselves first and have a little fun.

- I'm tired, y'all. - Cheers, girlies.

- Cheers.

- Tomorrow gonna be all good, all positive.

- Amen.

[hip-hop music]

- * If there's one thing I've learned in life *

* You cannot play the victim *

* You lose some, you win some *

* So give it all you got and then some *

- How everybody feeling this morning?

- Feeling good.

- I'm feeling good, aside of my hair.

- Can I tell you something?

I want to tell you that thank you for stepping up for me.

- Oh, yeah.

Yeah.

I got your back, girl.

But I did see Spice in the lobby this morning.

- I'm glad you guys came to check on me.

And after talking to you guys, I just--

I just realized that, I don't know, I don't know,

I guess I'm emotional.

- That's OK, though.

- I'm glad I stayed.

Like, yeah.

I really just needed time away from everyone

for just get my mind together.

Whenever I get into it with someone

and I feel uncomfortable, I just want to--

I snap.

And I want to take accountability

for being that person who runs away from the trouble.

I want to stay and face this situation

so that I can just know how to communicate,

even when I'm hurting.

- Maybe it shouldn't be about breaking down everything.

- I'm not here to pinpoint everything you did.

- Both of y'all been wrong to each other.

- The reason why I said thank you for stepping up for me,

that gave me the courage juice to actually

tell Yandy that she hasn't been there for me for--

for a long time, you know?

- And I felt like--

I felt horrible yesterday when Karlie was telling me--

you know that I felt bad.

- It may not be out front like, oh, I'm team Spice.

But it definitely felt like that.

- They coddle her. - They do.

- This year, it felt like I lost my best friend

and all my other friends too.

It feels so good to finally have people supporting me.

I will cherish Amy. I will cherish Bambi.

I will cherish Zell.

This is what I've been looking for all this time.

- Y'all, Sierra is sick.

- She was saying she feel like she got food poisoning.

She been throwing up all--all night.

I'm like, oh, my God.

- But wait, where is Renni?

- Yeah, where is Renni?

- Is she on the other bus?

- I'm not sure. Call her.

- Renni?

You're still at the hotel?

- Don't feel like you gotta be a superhero every day.

Oh, wow, it cut out again.

That's too bad. - Oh, my God.

Look at it, y'all.

It's like a movie.

- Skiing is not for me, that jumping off that lift

and all of that stuff.

- You have to jump off a lift?

- I'm not jumping off of nothing.

I don't know how to ski.

- It's gonna be fun.

- * MVP on me *

* Hey, there's nothing to it, boss *

* Good vibes only *

* Haters get tossed *

* Even when I lose *

* Still never take a loss *

* Dude's getting paid *

* I'ma win at all costs *

- I'm ready to snowboard.

I already look like a snowboarder.

- You're ready. - Oh, my God.

- What's going on? - Whoo!

Whoo! - Ooh, hurry.

Hop on it. Hop on it.

Hop on it. Oh, [bleep].

I'm so glad you decided to stay.

This trip, the whole vibe and the energy,

would have been just off.

- Off, right?

- This is like an unhinged Ferris wheel

that, like, you don't never know when this might drop.

- Oh, [bleep]. This is getting higher.

What the [bleep]? - I told you.

- Whoo! [bleep].

- I can't look down. I can't look up.

I can't look nowhere. Oh, my God.

Oh, my God. Oh, my God. Oh, my God.

OK.

Breathe.

- Why did I do this?

And I just got on here without even thinking.

- Every single one of these coming back are empty.

You can't ride back. You got to ski down.

- The only thing I want to ski on right now is a [bleep].

- You guys talk to me.

No, no, no, no, no, don't shake.

- Because it keeps hitting the trees.

- No, no. It's hitting the trees?

- Oh, wait. - I think we gotta jump out.

- We gotta jump?

What do you mean?

What you mean, jump?

- You gotta jump while it's moving.

- Don't leave me!

[laughter]

- Goodness gracious.

You're too damn much to deal with.

- Coming up on "Love & Hip Hop: Atlanta"...

- Y'all ready?

- Be really careful because I think you can probably break

your private, your vagina.

[screams]

- Oh!

- I didn't want you to feel like I was attacking you.

- Why can't we talk about all the things

that you've done to me?

- * My way to the top, and there ain't no stoppin' *

- * My way to the top, and there ain't no stoppin' *

[upbeat music]

- * Anybody that you used to know *

* *

- Knock-knock. - Renni.

Oh, God, I still don't feel good.

I just feel like gaggy.

My stomach don't feel right.

I think it was them burgers I've been [bleep] up.

- Girl, you not pregnant, right?

- No, bitch. Are you?

'Cause your ass said you was feeling sick too.

I still have PTSD from my last ski trip pregnancy scare.

- Sierra is pregnant.

- No, I'm not.

- Sierra, it's positive. - Let me see.

- [sobbing] - What's wrong?

- Here, sit down.

- Stop, stop, stop.

- It's a prank. I'm sorry.

- Stop, please. - I'm sorry.

It's a prank.

- I better not be pregnant.

I get out here, I'm pregnant, oh, baby, it's going down,

more than Young Joc did in the club.

I have yet to live down that ugly cry meme.

I didn't even know I was that ugly crying.

Oh, God, my whole face.

Oh, Jesus, please. I can't think about it.

The ambulance lady came in

and gave me some [bleep] Ex-Lax.

- The medic? What--

- I'm like, I'm not drinking no--

I ain't taking no Ex-Lax.

You know them things will

[bleep] your whole life up, girl.

I won't even have intestines for--with them.

This lady done gave me some [bleep] Ex-Lax for vomiting.

Is she even a real doctor?

I mean, Calgary.

It's like, what--what part of Canada is that?

Has anybody ever heard of that?

Crickets should be in the background

when they say Calgary.

[crickets chirping]

- Let me take care of you.

I'ma go get what you need.

- Well, don't leave me. I don't want you to--

- I'm just finna go get you some fruit and stuff.

I'm gonna find you what you need,

and I'll come right back, and we can sit here

and let you throw up in your room today

while they clean the other one.

I'll be back.

- * Icy, icy, icy *

* On my neck, icy *

* On my wrist, icy *

- Y'all ready?

- Hell yeah, bitch.

I'm finna be doing some...

[bleep] out here.

- I'm basically like a pro, so--

- Yeah, yeah, yeah.

- You guys need any tips, just let me know.

- Here, give me your phone.

Baby, it is a new day in Canada.

I'm looking forward to doing something different

other than eating chicken wings and clubbing in Atlanta.

I got my gear on.

I'm layered up.

Giving fashion, looks.

And I'm ready to get in the mountains

and find me a little mountain man.

- Hey, how's it going?

- Wagwan? Nice to meet you too.

- You guys done much snowboarding before or--

- I have not.

- I was like 16, 17 years old.

- They're skiing. - Here we go.

- We've got some skiers coming, all right.

- Hurry up, guys!

- They got all that [bleep] to carry.

- Why is your glasses in your mouth?

- We ain't even started yet.

- So I'm not skiing today because I'm still

scared from our last ski trip.

Whoo! How do I close it?

I'm gonna go in a split!

Oh, [bleep]!

But you best believe I'm here to have fun, talk [bleep],

turn up, and we gonna have a good time.

- Now you know they say Black women don't like the cold.

So when we leave, you let them know that's not true.

- All right, then.

- Speak for yourself. [laughter]

- She from New York. She likes the cold.

- All right, sweet.

- There's a lot of things I prefer

over this cold-ass weather--

arguing about my eggs with Mendeecees, doing my taxes,

hell, I might even like hanging out with Judy more.

Nah, matter of fact, I'll pass on her.

- Be really careful because I think you can probably

break your private, your vagina.

- That's why I said I'm good.

I felt it in here.

- See, that's the thing about women is y'all body,

y'all choices, but y'all use your body for choices

y'all shouldn't use it for. - OK.

- Karlie's hot pocket get her NBA players,

NFL players, scammers, record execs, record deals.

That thing is worth a lot.

- You know Karlie got a platinum box.

She molded her private into a sex toy.

Y'all, I was not lying.

Copy and paste that private, girl.

This my shero right here.

- There's nothing that'll break my vagina.

I tell you ladies, do 10 Kegels a day.

Mm, mm, mm.

How do you think I get a man to propose in 10 days, honey?

- We skiing from up top?

- Ooh, [bleep].

[screams] - OK.

Oh, all right.

I'm just gonna--

- You OK?

- I think I'm better.

- Whoo!

- Good for you.

- Yes, yes.

- You got it. You got it.

You got it.

- Yeah!

- Go, Bambi! - Go, Bambi!

Whoo! - Almost.

- Get up and keep on going.

Yeah! - There goes Amy.

- Go, Amy. - Yeah, Amy.

- [yelps]

- Oh, that was a wipeout. - Are you OK?

I'm sorry.

- Yeah. - Yeah, buddy!

- Yeah. - Oh, no!

- Zell!

I'm still standing, Zell.

- Yeah, that's because you're using two feet.

- That means I won, honey.

- No, that's cause you a two-feeter.

First of all, Yandy, y'all old geriatric asses, they like--

Do they need somebody to change their Depends?

You gotta be like 80 years old

to be going down the bunny hill...

[snores]

Snoring and [bleep]. I was like, Kirk, wake up!

Y'all old asses gotta move out the way.

Y'all need to scoot down the hill that way

so we can come up here and do our thing.

Ah! Ah!

- Yes!

- Ooh, y'all see how I slid?

Yeah!

Yeah, you seen that!

Y'all seen that! Yeah!

- That was sick.

- Tony Hawk, where you at?

- Shaun White. Shaun White.

- Oh, it's Shaun White. Yeah, Shaun White.

I love Shaun White.

Yeah, Shaun White.

[upbeat music]

* *

Walking in these is harder than skiing.

- Did you have fun, though?

- It was pretty fun. - At least you enjoyed it.

- I'm glad she ain't hurt.

- I'm glad Jessica is OK.

And also I'm just glad that I didn't have to bust

my ass on these slopes.

- Well, I was looking forward to seeing you

at the dinner last night.

- Yeah, I didn't want to come because I felt--

I keep feeling like I'm making people uncomfortable.

And I don't like that.

- I--me and you were making some strides.

And I didn't want you to feel like I was

attacking you or going along with a narrative.

- And I was so happy for that space

and even when we started talking, but it's like,

I'm trying to get to the point where, OK, Karlie,

I want to apologize for this.

But before I get to the pinnacle of what happened

in our friendship, why can't we talk about all the things

that you've done to me?

We've been friends for five years.

And you know the reasons why we're at this place.

And you make it seem like I'm just alone at fault

and not trying to realize everything

that you've done to hurt me.

- From what she tells me, she's like, I have

done this, this, that, that.

- So she admits to you that she--she does stuff to me?

- Yeah, she--she's admitted to being

wrong for a lot of things.

- It's honestly shocking to hear that Karlie takes

responsibility for the wrongs that she's done

to me, to some of my friends.

I'm just kind of feeling better to know

that she's not always trying to make me out to be the bad guy.

- Karlie gave up on us.

- I did.

- And you missed some fun.

- Well, I see Spice is over there.

- Where? Oh, yeah.

- I don't want to disturb anything.

- Mm-hmm.

- And she finally spoke to me.

She said one word to me.

- What was the word?

- She said, "You can go ahead."

I'm sorry, that was three words.

- She gave you four.

- I got four words?

- "You can go ahead." - I got four words.

- She might have whispered "bitch"

under her breath and said--

"You can go ahead" is typically not

the four words that turn me on.

But whatever keeps Karlie happy right now, let her rejoice.

- For real, Spice, y'all do have a lot of history.

- We lived like two person in a relationship.

- Listen to what you saying.

Y'all have so much, like, good stuff.

- We do.

- I really do care about both of y'all

in terms of y'all friendship.

And I know how much it hurts her.

And I see how much it, like, really, like,

angers you because it's so much of a misunderstanding.

- Yeah, and I can't be fake.

No matter how I try, I just can't be.

So you know?

I probably started with the wrong approach.

- OK, so I know--

I know it's not an apology, but did I just hear

Spice taking some damn accountability

and sounding sincere when she did it?

We love the growth.

- I'm still happy that she came and that, you know,

she at least had fun with everyone

and wasn't left out because it's my trip,

and she couldn't come or you know what I'm saying?

So I'm happy she's here, and I just hope that

she will be in a better space.

- I think she will be.

I love this for you.

- Coming up on "Love & Hip Hop: Atlanta"...

- * Mi a di queen a di dancehall *

* Bounce up yuh batty pon di ground like ball *

Stop the beat real quick.

I want to say something.

* *

- * My way to the top, and there ain't no stoppin' *

- * My way to the top, and there ain't no stoppin' *

- * Where we going, where we going *

* Where we going, where we flowing *

* We heading all the way, all the way to the top *

* Yeah, yeah *

- There should be another bar down here.

- Who gonna chug a beer with me?

- I mean, I do need some sort of liquor to stay warm.

- Right now it's giving Ice Spice.

- Yeah.

[laughter]

- When the ski resort found out we were coming,

they asked Spice to perform for the guests.

But I don't think that she thought this through

because, girl, you got us freezing our asses out here.

It's cold.

- Sunshiners, what's up?

[cheers and applause]

We've got a couple performances.

And I'd like to invite up Amy Lu.

[cheers] - Amy!

- Give it up!

- This is definitely something that

is a highlight for my career.

But the scene is normally a little different.

I'm looking at the crowd.

It's these nice, friendly, Caucasian families

with their cute little kids.

Sometimes to become a mainstream artist,

you have to get the Taylor Swifties on your side.

So I'm trying to Swift them right over to team Luciani.

But parents, please put the headset

on little Sarah and little Timmy.

* Yeah *

* Where them girls at *

* Where them girls at, where them girls at *

* Where them, where them girls at *

* I know some girls who are strippers *

* Know some girls who are doctors *

* I knew a girl pregnant in school *

* Her degree, you couldn't stop it *

- I mean, my girl Amy is out here

culturing these white people, OK?

Do the lord's work, girl.

Shake that ass, ho.

Let that coochie breathe.

- * Where them girls at *

* Where them, where them girls at *

Yeah!

[cheers and applause]

Oh, my God, this is my first time getting to introduce

the queen of the dancehall.

And this is a real big treat, y'all.

Coming to the stage, y'all give it up for Spice.

Yes, yes.

- Do your thing, Spice!

- Period! - You better kill it!

- * Welcome to dancehall inna Jamaica *

* Batty Rider, Mesh Marina *

* Big gold chain a mi chaperater *

* Queen a dancehall, mi deh back up in yah *

* Diamond socks, big up every skanker *

* Weed a crush up inna palm wid five finger *

* Magnum inna mi hand wid mi hair bright color *

This is how we do it!

This is my first time performing outside

in the snow for some skiers.

I feel good to be here with the people that I love,

doing the things that I love.

* Mi a di queen a di dancehall *

* Bounce up yuh batty pon di ground like ball *

* Mi a di, di queen a di dancehall *

Stop the beat real quick. I want to say something.

- Whoo!

- Thank you guys for staying in the cold with us.

- Yes.

- We love you, Spice!

- Yeah!

- I have over maybe 500 songs.

[whoops]

But there's a particular song

that I've never performed anywhere in my life.

- And so it's very special to me.

To the person I'm about to perform it with,

I want to apologize because I feel like

I've hurt them in some way.

And it was a friend that I shared

over five years with. - It's not me.

It's not me. Is it me?

- And it was more like a sister to me.

We've been through a very rocky road.

And this is gonna be, if she accepts my apology,

the first time we've ever done this together.

- I'm gonna cry. - So it means a lot to me.

I don't know if she accepts my apology, but, Karlie,

could you please join me on the stage?

- I can't do it.

I can't do it.

[cheers] - She got tears.

Y'all got us in tears. - Oh, my God.

- Yo, yo.

This is so good, y'all.

That is everything.

- I love you too, and I've missed you too.

I really tried to listen yesterday,

but today me realized I haven't been taking the right approach.

Maybe I do need to take more accountability.

When it comes down to it, I love Karlie as a friend,

and we've been through a lot together.

[both squealing] What's up, Karlie?

Everybody, this is my friend Karlie.

[cheers and applause]

- Thank you, Spice, for being on the song.

I will never forget this, ever in life.

One thing--I know one thing.

I know one thing I know is you got my back.

If I don't know nothing else, you got my back.

[laughter]

- We've shared so many laugh and tears.

And I look at her as a sister.

And the truth is walking away from a friendship like that,

I don't want to do it.

And I'm here today to just put my heart on the stage,

and hopefully she'll take it.

OK, play the song.

We gonna perform in tears.

- Let's turn up.

- Oh, my God.

- Come on.

[both rapping indistinctly]

* *

- It feels like this thing that's been holding me down,

this energy, this negativity.

It's finally been uplifted.

I just totally melted.

- Come on, y'all.

- That's what I'm talking about.

Come on, come on, Bamb.

- Hey, everybody!

- Yeah!

- Come on.

I need your hands to go from side to side.

Ready?

- I was not expecting this,

but I was expecting this because I did ask for it.

Then I got chewed up when I asked for it.

But it's like the floodgates are down my cheeks.

Seeing these two women that have been through so much

finally come together, apologize,

it's just so beautiful.

- We can go home now.

This was the best.

- Y'all put tears in our eyes. - Oh, my God.

- Yes, that is so good.

- Yeah, this the best thing I done ever seen around me.

- Coming up on "Love & Hip Hop: Atlanta"...

- How do you think everything went today?

- How things went yesterday.

- Oh, yeah.

- Whoo!

- It's like corn and mashed potato.

- Hold on. - Hold on, wait.

- Y'all--y'all talking?

- Whoa.

- Oh, hell no.

- * My way to the top, and there ain't no stoppin' *

- * My way to the top, and there ain't no stoppin' *

- * We come together *

* We can light it brighter *

* Even through impossible *

* Anything is possible *

* *

- So how do you think everything went today?

- How things went yesterday.

- Oh, yeah.

- Whoo!

- If they not gonna make up and be friends,

they need to just let it go.

But I hate that we missed the activities, though.

I did want to go out and have some fun.

- I saw a actual doctor, and now I'm feeling much better.

I still want to throw the final farewell dinner.

So I'm gonna get myself in my Ghetto Girlz Eat mood,

and I'm about to whip up some food.

Well, honestly, I'm gonna order some takeout food,

and I got my Ghetto Girlz Eat seasoning.

So I'm gonna season it up, and ain't nobody gotta know,

because I ain't got time to be doing no cross contamination

like Diamond and Erica.

I do know we homesick. We both homesick.

What Zacc been doing? Call him.

- He's in Miami right now. I'm finna--

- I feel like y'all ain't talked in the last 20 minutes.

Y'all know y'all be on the phone every minute.

- Every day, all day.

- Oh, my God.

- Blacc Zacc is my boyfriend.

We been together for about three or four months now.

I will say, we got really serious, really fast.

But when you know, you know. And I know.

I'm ready to get back home to my kids,

to my man, my family, and no drama.

- Hey, y'all!

- Hey!

- Ooh, it smell good in here.

- I know.

- It does smell good.

- After performing in cold-ass Canada,

I need Sierra's seasoning to keep me from freezing.

I need the Cajun hot ASAP to warm me up.

- Wait, wait, wait, wait, wait, wait.

- Everybody's not here.

- So where's Jessica?

- Jessica is in her room, not feeling well.

And Bambi and Zell, they are tired as hell.

- How did everything go today?

Did y'all have fun?

[dramatic music]

- It was amazing. - Today was a day.

Today was a day for the books.

- We had ski lessons.

- I'm so mad I missed it.

- I went skiing my first time.

It was so dope.

- Zell and Amy was snowboarding.

- What is that? - You want some?

It's like corn and mashed potatoes.

- Hold on. - Hold on, wait.

Y'all--y'all talking?

- Let me get you a plate.

- Whoa.

- Hell no.

- Did I just see Spice make a plate for Karlie?

Did these bitches bump they head while they were skiing?

Did hell freeze over?

Is that why it's so damn cold here?

- What happened?

Whatever happened, I love it,

but I want to know what happened.

What happened?

- For the performance, Spice comes out.

And then she says, I have over 500 songs.

- Mm-hmm.

- And she goes, but there's one song

I have not performed, ever.

- Aw.

- She said, I have a--

I have a friend that has been my friend for over five years.

- Aw.

- And--and I--

I want to say that I'm sorry.

If she says accept my apology, she can come on the stage

and perform with me.

- And I ran.

- Aww. - Oh, not ran.

- It was beautiful. - It was tears, snot,

everything rolling out of all of us.

- I am hoping, praying, and wishing that Spice's apology

was sincere and that we both can put away the past

and move on to a better foundation,

a better friendship, a better sisterhood.

- For real. - My heart is so happy.

- Yeah.

- I love that.

I love that.

- To everybody figuring they [bleep] out

and actually having fun and doing some healing.

- To another trip down.

- Yes. - Amen.

- Amen, man.

- Coming up on "Love & Hip Hop: Atlanta"...

- What is it that you need?

You have to be able to communicate what you need.

- I'm asking you to [bleep] pay attention to your household.

- * My way to the top, and there ain't no stoppin' *

- * My way to the top, and there ain't no stoppin' *

- * I know *

* I'm not the one that you *

* Long for *

* I see it in you *

* Your eyes *

* Tell me much more than your *

* Words do *

* I know the truth *

- Hey.

- What's good?

- Thank you.

What's this, Bailey's?

- Yeah.

- Mm.

So I am back in Atlanta,

and I am refocused and recommitted.

And my husband is at the top of my priority list.

So I really want to have this conversation

so that we can move past this.

- What's going on?

- I'm unpacking.

Canada was interesting.

- Did you have fun?

- It felt weird without you there.

Carrying my suitcases up the stairs by myself felt crazy.

I ain't like the feeling. It made me miss you.

What's on your mind?

Why you look like that?

- No, because you say I'm not there to carry your bags.

I'm like, dang, that's all I'm good for?

That's, like, real sarcastic [bleep].

I don't even carry my own bags.

Right now we moving in two different directions.

And if I don't speak up right now,

[bleep], I'm gonna be miserable.

- Did you not hear everything else I said?

- Yeah, but I don't know.

You get caught up in this Yandy world.

- Oh, lord, we gonna start with that again?

- I don't think you take time to focus on this relationship.

I think you spend too much time focusing

on your business and traveling.

And it feels like you-- you trying to get back

for me being gone for them four years.

And now it's time for you to enjoy life.

And it's starting to feel like I'm a single parent.

I can't do this by myself.

- But you haven't had to do this by yourself.

- Yeah, but you're gone for, like, weeks--

like, a week at a time.

- When have I ever been gone for a week at a time?

- You want me-- you want me to name?

- Canada was five days, and you were supposed to be there.

- I just feel like we're losing each other.

- The kids are right here.

Can we go--can we go in this other room

so they at least don't hear us?

- Yeah.

Come on.

- I don't think Mendeecees fully understands

the sacrifices I have made.

I have suppressed so many dreams.

I was really a single parent for 4 1/2 years.

Hang out with my friends, go out, travel--

I haven't been able to do most of this stuff.

But now that I can, it's making me not a good wife,

not a good mother.

It just doesn't seem fair.

- You know, sometimes it don't feel

like we in a relationship.

It feel more like a business arrangement.

And it don't seem like you-- you happy.

I'm scared to get to a point with no return.

- I had to carry the brunt of this relationship,

the brunt of these kids and everything

where I put a lot of my dreams on pause.

So now that you're here, there is a part of me

that feels like, let me--

I want to shoot movies.

You know, I want to open up businesses.

I want to hire more people.

- You can't neglect, you know, our needs

for things that you want.

If money gonna make you happy

and that's gonna fulfill you, then what are you doing here?

- You feel like--

- I feel like--

- Because I work hard--

- No, no, it's not about work hard.

Please, don't--don't-- let's not make this

about work hard, right?

Let's just make it about Yandy do what she want to do, right?

- [sighs]

- Yandy definitely live in her own world.

It's getting frustrating.

I don't know how long I can tolerate this.

We at the breaking point whether we gonna sink

or we gonna swim.

- Oh, man.

I don't know.

I ask myself that question every day

and can't come up with an answer.

Yandy make all the decisions

that she want to make for herself.

Maybe that's how you took that role when I was gone.

But you--I'm here now.

You need to slow the [bleep] down.

I need a wife to do wife things,

as far as pay attention to the love

that's needed in this house.

- So you don't feel like I love you?

- Listen...

- I don't know what Mendeecees' definition of love is,

because I surely have been patient.

I have been kind.

I've loved him when it was hard.

I've loved him when some may have thought

I should separate myself from loving him.

I've been there.

And I didn't have to be there.

Only love would keep me here.

That hurt and cut deep.

- I feel like maybe we need to talk to somebody.

We really need to seek and get some help

before it get any worse.

- Maybe if you could articulate to me,

what is it that you need?

You have to be able to communicate what you need

so that I can try to do it.

- I'm asking you to [bleep] pay attention to your household.

I don't know how you get through

all the stuff we get through and then fail and lose it all.

I signed up this to be my forever.

And I feel like this ain't gonna be forever.

* *

- Next on "Love & Hip Hop: Atlanta"...

- You look like you [bleep] glowing or some [bleep].

- And I think I need to take a test.

- Diamond kept saying--

- Don't talk to me about her no more.

- All right. - It's over with.

You know I love you. You know I love you.

- You love me? - I love you.

Yeah, I love you. - Well, show that.

Prove it that you love me then.

- What's up? - Jess just came up,

so I was trying to take care of her.

- What, are you a caretaker now?

- Don't speak to her like that.

- First and foremost-- - Honey,

kings don't do that to their queens.

- My jeweler.

- He had me bring out the three best rings I had

and let you choose which one you like.