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- * MTV *

- Previously on
"Love & Hip Hop: Atlanta"...

- This is called
rich bitch curling.

[laughter]

- There's a performance
tomorrow.

Amy, you gotta rap.
- Yes.

- Are you still mad at me?

- Of course.

- Oh, God.

Me and Mendeecees, girl,
we been going through it.

And he said, I'm gonna just
move out for a little while.

- Nobody.
Like, literally I have nobody.

- This is why you and Spice
both need each other

the most right now.

- Karlie says she's scared.

She keeps doing
this victim thing.

Why is Karlie saying
she's scared?

- Because you yelling,
and you're being loud.

- No, because y'all trying
to paint me like a bully.

Is she scared of Sierra?

Sierra boxed her in her face.

I can't heal this way.

I'm gonna leave.

I was told,
if I'm uncomfortable,

to leave from the place
that makes me uncomfortable.

- This is the type
of [bleep] she do.

[funky music]

- * This is the life *

- * It's the life
that I'm living *

- * This is the life *

- * It's the life
that I chose *

- * This is the life *

* It's the life
that I'm living *

- * This is the life *

- * It's the life
that I chose *

- * Make my way to the top,
and there ain't no stoppin' *

- * I like it,
I really like it *

* My friends be so pretty,
and it makes me so excited *

- Yeah, no, they be rubbing
on your body too much.

- After Spice's meltdown,
I just need a break.

I came here to enjoy Canada.

And I'm not letting
anything stop it.

Let the [bleep] party begin,
because Spice and Karlie,

party killer.

- Hi!
- Hi!

- Welcome.

- One thing
about "Love & Hip Hop"

is they got a hot tub.

- OK.

- Oh, Bambi gonna
be here, yeah.

- Yeah, period.

- You scared to be in love?
- I'm not afraid,

but I just don't think
it's realistic.

- Ooh, this is amazing.

Ugh.

- It feels so good, right?

- We need champagne.

We need tequila.

I need my phone.

- I need a charcuterie board.

[laughter]

- So I'm wondering--
so when we were headed back,

Zell was in the car.
Spice was just upset,

making calls,
arrangements to leave.

- I don't want her to leave.

What you leaving for? Because--

- I don't want her to leave,
either, because--

- But you have to learn--

if you're saying you're
in a healing journey--

- You can't run from things

that you're trying
to heal from.

- Y'all both were hurting.

Y'all both got her.
- That she's so hurt--

- Yeah.
- For her, it--

and to be honest with you,

it probably ain't even got
[bleep] to do with you.

- I actually witnessed
Spice run up

and do the most in the Bahamas.

Plus, she still
won't own up to it.

So me watching it, I just
don't like it for Karlie.

I'm gonna pick team Karlie
in this moment

because she needs somebody.

I'm gonna be that
person for now.

- So, y'all...

- What?

- Oh, my goodness, girl.

- Girl.
- Ma'am.

- So I'm gonna have
Sierra farting on me,

and you about to pee on me?

- I swear to God,
I peed in a hot tub--

- I thought that was
[indistinct].

I thought that was
[indistinct].

- Ugh!

And, like, I'm just
like, you like to what?

Then I think about it,
I pee in a hot tub too.

I will pee.

So I already had
already peed on her.

So it's like, it's cool.

- I like to do it as well.

But I'm not gonna tell y'all.

And I feel like I seen her
do it, because at one point,

she did a cute little
shuffle away from everybody.

I know what
that move was, Bambi.

You ain't slick.

- Oh.

- Ah!

[overlapping chatter]

- Oh, my God!

- The fact that I'm
about to kill Jessica.

Jessica, you was trying to come
in my room in the Bahamas.

- Oh, I was,
that late night time.

- What?

- The time is not now, darling.

In the Bahamas,
it was Jessica drunk

outside of my hotel room.

Like, Amy, you are
so sexy, you know?

And I politely shut the door.

Jessica definitely would have
tried for the pretty kitty.

I know I am the Black Barbie,
but I'm looking for a Ken, OK?

I'm not looking
for Jessica White.

The fact that I had
a girl do my face.

- Ah!

- Bitch.

[atmospheric music]

* *

[line trills]

- Hey.

- What's going on?

- What are you doing?

- I'm about to lay down,
about to get ready for bed.

- I miss you.

- Miss you too.

- Things with Mendeecees has
been really rough at home.

We have been arguing
and fighting constantly.

But usually we know
that we don't

want to be without each other.

So we're quick to fix things.

This has taken a little longer.

This trip is just--
it's becoming too much for me.

- What's been going on?

Why--why you sound
so drained like that?

- I just spent hours
in Spice's room.

It made me just miss you more.

- So--so--so the drama
make you miss me?

Yandy and I have been
struggling for a minute now.

I've been holding my feelings
in for a long time.

And now it's time
for her to hear me.

You know, she's taking me
for granted.

She think everything is fine.

And she doesn't really grasp
what's going on

until things spiral
out of control.

- You know, all the stuff
that we've been beefing about

and you thinking that I'm
trying to be too independent,

and Rasheeda was talking to me,

how it got to a point
in her relationship with Kirk

where she was trying
to just do everything

and be all that she needed
to be for everything else

but not for her relationship.

And she said they went
through a very dark place.

And I just don't
want that for us.

- Man, listen, I don't know
what to say, man.

I feel that we are
in a dark place.

It's been going on
for a while now.

If this is gonna be, then,

you know, you
gotta take this serious.

If it's not,
then you gotta let it go.

- Yeah.

- Absolutely, 1,000%.

This [bleep],
it's supposed to be forever,

but it don't have
to be forever.

- Well, I feel like letting
it go is not an option.

The thought of life
without you and--

that's not an option for me.

I'm just devastated
at how he feels.

It seems like he's hopeless.

Nothing has ever made him say
or consider us being apart.

I didn't think
it was this bad.

I'm just worried at this point.

- Well, when you get back,
there's things

we gotta work on, you know?

So you--you gotta be willing
to put the work in.

So, you know, I'm not
a big communicator, you know?

But I be trying.

God knows I be trying.

[somber music]

- OK.

* *

All right, I love you.

- I love you too.

- Give my babies
a kiss, please.

- All right.

* *

- All right, bye.

- Coming up on
"Love & Hip Hop: Atlanta"...

- I haven't seen you say,
yo, Spice,

take accountability
for your actions.

I haven't seen it.
- You haven't seen that.

That doesn't mean
it doesn't happen.

- Hop on it.
Hop on it.

Oh, [bleep].
- Why did I do this?

And I just got on here
without even thinking.

- If money is gonna make you
happy, what are we doing here?

I signed up this
to be my forever,

and I feel like this
ain't gonna be forever.

- * My way to the top,
and there ain't no stoppin' *

- * My way to the top,
and there ain't no stoppin' *

[dramatic hip-hop music]

* *

- * Roll up bands for check *

* Cartier frames
and they match with the fit *

* Always on go, 100% *

* If your man wanna roll,
he gon' hop in the Benz *

* He need a straw *

- Whoo, dinner.

- I'm so hungry.

We can get this cracking
right now.

- Everyone is here
at this dinner,

and it is awkward as hell.

I'm not gonna lie, I do have
a little bit of PTSD.

Like, whenever I see a table
and I see salads and biscuits

and bitches at the table,
I be like,

all right, what's finna happen?

- What y'all did
when we left the curl place?

- We went to the spa.

We got naked
and got in the hot tub.

- Oh, naked?

- And I almost got drowned.

- Jessica was lit.

She was having a good old time.

- Oh, yeah, that's probably
why she's not here right now.

- And she pushed me
under the water a little bit,

face full of makeup
with the wig on.

- Her and the [bleep] hot tub.

- She had a good time.

- Jessica is so crazy to me.

Like, beautiful, beautiful
as she could be now.

I gotta give her that.

I mean, drop-dead gorgeous.

But, baby,
that thing right there,

brain don't go
to the top floor.

I promise you it don't.

- What y'all do?

- We were with Spice.

- We were just trying to--

- Oh, yeah, how was that?

- Is she gonna stay?
- Is she gonna stay?

- We don't know.

We hope when we get up,
she's still here.

Who knows?

- I feel like when you get
to the space with anybody

and you attempt
or you physically

do something to somebody,

you should be the one
to apologize.

She apologized.

And I still have yet to hear
Spice apologize to her.

And I think that's
what her problem is.

- There you go.

- What I'm hearing
is y'all telling her

just she was wrong.

That's how I feel
from my perspective.

- Thank you.
Thank you, Amy.

Thank you.

- I'm just saying
what I feel, Karlie.

- Thank you.

Nobody's gonna hold
her accountable and no--

- You don't know
that people aren't

holding her accountable.

- I've seen you, Yandy, from--
from the Bahamas.

And I haven't seen you
yet say, yo, Spice,

take accountability
for your actions.

I haven't seen it.
- You haven't seen that.

That doesn't mean
it doesn't happen.

- We may all handle her
a little softer,

but that don't mean we ain't
telling her when she wrong.

That's all I want you to know.
- Facts.

- Sometimes I guess I do kind
of go a little softer on Spice

or give her the benefit
of the doubt.

Being a single mom,
having this big career,

like, I can relate to her
in a lot of those ways.

But I definitely think Karlie
and Spice can, you know,

make amends with one another.

I am here with somebody
who told me I [bleep]

every [bleep] in Atlanta.

I--I have grown.

So listen, anything can happen.
This is America.

- When's the last time somebody
text Karlie or check and said,

Karlie, how you doing?

Anybody at the table?

- Not me checking on people.

- How you doing mentally?

- Checked on me.

- My check-in has been,
what you doing?

Come meet up with me.
Let's talk.

Have I not done that within
the past couple of weeks?

- It's been me, Yandy.

- I reciprocated.

- No, it's been me, Yandy.

And honestly, it's been me
reaching out to you for love.

It's been me begging you.

Like, I really need
to talk to you.

It's been me.

I feel like you have
been picking a side.

- I do feel bad
that you feel like--

- Nobody cares.

- I feel bad that
you feel like that.

Karlie just came for me.

I'm taken aback
because maybe she's right.

There's so much going on
in my home life

with me and Mendeecees.

I've been completely
checked out.

I did not even stop
to think about her personally

or her emotional state.

And I feel like
a dog-ass friend right now.

- Let's just not talk about
this heavy stuff no more.

So tomorrow,
we are going skiing.

We going outside.
We touching grass.

We grounding ourselves.
We--

- Ain't no grass, ice.

- We touching--we grounding.

However, we grounding.

Bitch, touch a tree, something.

We need to put ourselves first
and have a little fun.

- I'm tired, y'all.
- Cheers, girlies.

- Cheers.

- Tomorrow gonna be
all good, all positive.

- Amen.

[hip-hop music]

- * If there's one thing
I've learned in life *

* You cannot play the victim *

* You lose some,
you win some *

* So give it all you got
and then some *

- How everybody feeling
this morning?

- Feeling good.

- I'm feeling good,
aside of my hair.

- Can I tell you something?

I want to tell you that thank
you for stepping up for me.

- Oh, yeah.

Yeah.

I got your back, girl.

But I did see Spice
in the lobby this morning.

- I'm glad you guys came
to check on me.

And after talking
to you guys, I just--

I just realized that,
I don't know, I don't know,

I guess I'm emotional.

- That's OK, though.

- I'm glad I stayed.

Like, yeah.

I really just needed
time away from everyone

for just get my mind together.

Whenever I get into it
with someone

and I feel uncomfortable,
I just want to--

I snap.

And I want to take
accountability

for being that person
who runs away from the trouble.

I want to stay
and face this situation

so that I can just know
how to communicate,

even when I'm hurting.

- Maybe it shouldn't be about
breaking down everything.

- I'm not here to pinpoint
everything you did.

- Both of y'all been wrong
to each other.

- The reason why I said thank
you for stepping up for me,

that gave me the courage juice
to actually

tell Yandy that she hasn't
been there for me for--

for a long time, you know?

- And I felt like--

I felt horrible yesterday
when Karlie was telling me--

you know that I felt bad.

- It may not be out front
like, oh, I'm team Spice.

But it definitely
felt like that.

- They coddle her.
- They do.

- This year, it felt like
I lost my best friend

and all my other friends too.

It feels so good to finally
have people supporting me.

I will cherish Amy.
I will cherish Bambi.

I will cherish Zell.

This is what I've been
looking for all this time.

- Y'all, Sierra is sick.

- She was saying she feel
like she got food poisoning.

She been throwing up
all--all night.

I'm like, oh, my God.

- But wait, where is Renni?

- Yeah, where is Renni?

- Is she on the other bus?

- I'm not sure. Call her.

- Renni?

You're still at the hotel?

- Don't feel like you gotta be
a superhero every day.

Oh, wow, it cut out again.

That's too bad.
- Oh, my God.

Look at it, y'all.

It's like a movie.

- Skiing is not for me,
that jumping off that lift

and all of that stuff.

- You have to jump off a lift?

- I'm not jumping
off of nothing.

I don't know how to ski.

- It's gonna be fun.

- * MVP on me *

* Hey, there's nothing
to it, boss *

* Good vibes only *

* Haters get tossed *

* Even when I lose *

* Still never take a loss *

* Dude's getting paid *

* I'ma win at all costs *

- I'm ready to snowboard.

I already look
like a snowboarder.

- You're ready.
- Oh, my God.

- What's going on?
- Whoo!

Whoo!
- Ooh, hurry.

Hop on it.
Hop on it.

Hop on it.
Oh, [bleep].

I'm so glad
you decided to stay.

This trip, the whole vibe
and the energy,

would have been just off.

- Off, right?

- This is like an
unhinged Ferris wheel

that, like, you don't never
know when this might drop.

- Oh, [bleep].
This is getting higher.

What the [bleep]?
- I told you.

- Whoo! [bleep].

- I can't look down.
I can't look up.

I can't look nowhere.
Oh, my God.

Oh, my God. Oh, my God.
Oh, my God.

OK.

Breathe.

- Why did I do this?

And I just got on here
without even thinking.

- Every single one of these
coming back are empty.

You can't ride back.
You got to ski down.

- The only thing I want to ski
on right now is a [bleep].

- You guys talk to me.

No, no, no, no, no,
don't shake.

- Because it keeps
hitting the trees.

- No, no.
It's hitting the trees?

- Oh, wait.
- I think we gotta jump out.

- We gotta jump?

What do you mean?

What you mean, jump?

- You gotta jump
while it's moving.

- Don't leave me!

[laughter]

- Goodness gracious.

You're too damn much
to deal with.

- Coming up on
"Love & Hip Hop: Atlanta"...

- Y'all ready?

- Be really careful because
I think you can probably break

your private, your vagina.

[screams]

- Oh!

- I didn't want you to feel
like I was attacking you.

- Why can't we talk
about all the things

that you've done to me?

- * My way to the top,
and there ain't no stoppin' *

- * My way to the top,
and there ain't no stoppin' *

[upbeat music]

- * Anybody
that you used to know *

* *

- Knock-knock.
- Renni.

Oh, God, I still
don't feel good.

I just feel like gaggy.

My stomach don't feel right.

I think it was them burgers
I've been [bleep] up.

- Girl, you not pregnant,
right?

- No, bitch. Are you?

'Cause your ass said
you was feeling sick too.

I still have PTSD from my last
ski trip pregnancy scare.

- Sierra is pregnant.

- No, I'm not.

- Sierra, it's positive.
- Let me see.

- [sobbing]
- What's wrong?

- Here, sit down.

- Stop, stop, stop.

- It's a prank.
I'm sorry.

- Stop, please.
- I'm sorry.

It's a prank.

- I better not be pregnant.

I get out here, I'm pregnant,
oh, baby, it's going down,

more than Young Joc
did in the club.

I have yet to live down
that ugly cry meme.

I didn't even know
I was that ugly crying.

Oh, God, my whole face.

Oh, Jesus, please.
I can't think about it.

The ambulance lady came in

and gave me
some [bleep] Ex-Lax.

- The medic? What--

- I'm like,
I'm not drinking no--

I ain't taking no Ex-Lax.

You know them things will

[bleep] your whole life up,
girl.

I won't even have intestines
for--with them.

This lady done gave me some
[bleep] Ex-Lax for vomiting.

Is she even a real doctor?

I mean, Calgary.

It's like, what--what
part of Canada is that?

Has anybody ever heard of that?

Crickets should be
in the background

when they say Calgary.

[crickets chirping]

- Let me take care of you.

I'ma go get what you need.

- Well, don't leave me.
I don't want you to--

- I'm just finna go get you
some fruit and stuff.

I'm gonna find you
what you need,

and I'll come right back,
and we can sit here

and let you throw up
in your room today

while they clean the other one.

I'll be back.

- * Icy, icy, icy *

* On my neck, icy *

* On my wrist, icy *

- Y'all ready?

- Hell yeah, bitch.

I'm finna be doing some...

[bleep] out here.

- I'm basically
like a pro, so--

- Yeah, yeah, yeah.

- You guys need any tips,
just let me know.

- Here, give me your phone.

Baby, it is a new day
in Canada.

I'm looking forward to doing
something different

other than eating chicken wings
and clubbing in Atlanta.

I got my gear on.

I'm layered up.

Giving fashion, looks.

And I'm ready to
get in the mountains

and find me
a little mountain man.

- Hey, how's it going?

- Wagwan?
Nice to meet you too.

- You guys done much
snowboarding before or--

- I have not.

- I was like 16, 17 years old.

- They're skiing.
- Here we go.

- We've got some skiers
coming, all right.

- Hurry up, guys!

- They got all that
[bleep] to carry.

- Why is your glasses
in your mouth?

- We ain't even started yet.

- So I'm not skiing today
because I'm still

scared from our last ski trip.

Whoo! How do I close it?

I'm gonna go in a split!

Oh, [bleep]!

But you best believe I'm here
to have fun, talk [bleep],

turn up, and we gonna
have a good time.

- Now you know they say Black
women don't like the cold.

So when we leave, you let
them know that's not true.

- All right, then.

- Speak for yourself.
[laughter]

- She from New York.
She likes the cold.

- All right, sweet.

- There's a lot
of things I prefer

over this cold-ass weather--

arguing about my eggs with
Mendeecees, doing my taxes,

hell, I might even like
hanging out with Judy more.

Nah, matter of fact,
I'll pass on her.

- Be really careful because
I think you can probably

break your private,
your vagina.

- That's why I said I'm good.

I felt it in here.

- See, that's the thing
about women is y'all body,

y'all choices, but y'all
use your body for choices

y'all shouldn't use it for.
- OK.

- Karlie's hot pocket
get her NBA players,

NFL players, scammers,
record execs, record deals.

That thing is worth a lot.

- You know Karlie
got a platinum box.

She molded her private
into a sex toy.

Y'all, I was not lying.

Copy and paste
that private, girl.

This my shero right here.

- There's nothing
that'll break my vagina.

I tell you ladies,
do 10 Kegels a day.

Mm, mm, mm.

How do you think I get a man
to propose in 10 days, honey?

- We skiing from up top?

- Ooh, [bleep].

[screams]
- OK.

Oh, all right.

I'm just gonna--

- You OK?

- I think I'm better.

- Whoo!

- Good for you.

- Yes, yes.

- You got it. You got it.

You got it.

- Yeah!

- Go, Bambi!
- Go, Bambi!

Whoo!
- Almost.

- Get up and keep on going.

Yeah!
- There goes Amy.

- Go, Amy.
- Yeah, Amy.

- [yelps]

- Oh, that was a wipeout.
- Are you OK?

I'm sorry.

- Yeah.
- Yeah, buddy!

- Yeah.
- Oh, no!

- Zell!

I'm still standing, Zell.

- Yeah, that's because
you're using two feet.

- That means I won, honey.

- No, that's cause
you a two-feeter.

First of all, Yandy, y'all old
geriatric asses, they like--

Do they need somebody
to change their Depends?

You gotta be like 80 years old

to be going down
the bunny hill...

[snores]

Snoring and [bleep].
I was like, Kirk, wake up!

Y'all old asses gotta
move out the way.

Y'all need to scoot
down the hill that way

so we can come up here
and do our thing.

Ah! Ah!

- Yes!

- Ooh, y'all see how I slid?

Yeah!

Yeah, you seen that!

Y'all seen that! Yeah!

- That was sick.

- Tony Hawk, where you at?

- Shaun White.
Shaun White.

- Oh, it's Shaun White.
Yeah, Shaun White.

I love Shaun White.

Yeah, Shaun White.

[upbeat music]

* *

Walking in these is
harder than skiing.

- Did you have fun, though?

- It was pretty fun.
- At least you enjoyed it.

- I'm glad she ain't hurt.

- I'm glad Jessica is OK.

And also I'm just glad
that I didn't have to bust

my ass on these slopes.

- Well, I was looking
forward to seeing you

at the dinner last night.

- Yeah, I didn't want
to come because I felt--

I keep feeling like I'm
making people uncomfortable.

And I don't like that.

- I--me and you were
making some strides.

And I didn't want
you to feel like I was

attacking you or going
along with a narrative.

- And I was so happy
for that space

and even when we started
talking, but it's like,

I'm trying to get to the point
where, OK, Karlie,

I want to apologize for this.

But before I get to
the pinnacle of what happened

in our friendship, why can't
we talk about all the things

that you've done to me?

We've been friends
for five years.

And you know the reasons
why we're at this place.

And you make it seem like
I'm just alone at fault

and not trying
to realize everything

that you've done to hurt me.

- From what she tells me,
she's like, I have

done this, this, that, that.

- So she admits to you that
she--she does stuff to me?

- Yeah, she--she's
admitted to being

wrong for a lot of things.

- It's honestly shocking
to hear that Karlie takes

responsibility for
the wrongs that she's done

to me, to some of my friends.

I'm just kind of
feeling better to know

that she's not always trying to
make me out to be the bad guy.

- Karlie gave up on us.

- I did.

- And you missed some fun.

- Well, I see Spice
is over there.

- Where? Oh, yeah.

- I don't want
to disturb anything.

- Mm-hmm.

- And she finally spoke to me.

She said one word to me.

- What was the word?

- She said, "You can go ahead."

I'm sorry,
that was three words.

- She gave you four.

- I got four words?

- "You can go ahead."
- I got four words.

- She might have
whispered "bitch"

under her breath and said--

"You can go ahead"
is typically not

the four words
that turn me on.

But whatever keeps Karlie happy
right now, let her rejoice.

- For real, Spice, y'all
do have a lot of history.

- We lived like two person
in a relationship.

- Listen to what you saying.

Y'all have so much,
like, good stuff.

- We do.

- I really do care
about both of y'all

in terms of y'all friendship.

And I know how much
it hurts her.

And I see how much it,
like, really, like,

angers you because it's
so much of a misunderstanding.

- Yeah, and I can't be fake.

No matter how I try,
I just can't be.

So you know?

I probably started
with the wrong approach.

- OK, so I know--

I know it's not an apology,
but did I just hear

Spice taking some
damn accountability

and sounding sincere
when she did it?

We love the growth.

- I'm still happy that
she came and that, you know,

she at least had
fun with everyone

and wasn't left out
because it's my trip,

and she couldn't come or
you know what I'm saying?

So I'm happy she's here,
and I just hope that

she will be in a better space.

- I think she will be.

I love this for you.

- Coming up on
"Love & Hip Hop: Atlanta"...

- * Mi a di queen
a di dancehall *

* Bounce up yuh batty pon
di ground like ball *

Stop the beat real quick.

I want to say something.

* *

- * My way to the top,
and there ain't no stoppin' *

- * My way to the top,
and there ain't no stoppin' *

- * Where we going,
where we going *

* Where we going,
where we flowing *

* We heading all the way,
all the way to the top *

* Yeah, yeah *

- There should be another bar
down here.

- Who gonna chug
a beer with me?

- I mean, I do need some
sort of liquor to stay warm.

- Right now
it's giving Ice Spice.

- Yeah.

[laughter]

- When the ski resort
found out we were coming,

they asked Spice to perform
for the guests.

But I don't think that
she thought this through

because, girl, you got us
freezing our asses out here.

It's cold.

- Sunshiners, what's up?

[cheers and applause]

We've got
a couple performances.

And I'd like to invite up
Amy Lu.

[cheers]
- Amy!

- Give it up!

- This is definitely
something that

is a highlight for my career.

But the scene is normally
a little different.

I'm looking at the crowd.

It's these nice, friendly,
Caucasian families

with their cute little kids.

Sometimes to become
a mainstream artist,

you have to get the
Taylor Swifties on your side.

So I'm trying to Swift them
right over to team Luciani.

But parents,
please put the headset

on little Sarah
and little Timmy.

* Yeah *

* Where them girls at *

* Where them girls at,
where them girls at *

* Where them,
where them girls at *

* I know some girls
who are strippers *

* Know some girls
who are doctors *

* I knew a girl
pregnant in school *

* Her degree,
you couldn't stop it *

- I mean,
my girl Amy is out here

culturing these
white people, OK?

Do the lord's work, girl.

Shake that ass, ho.

Let that coochie breathe.

- * Where them girls at *

* Where them,
where them girls at *

Yeah!

[cheers and applause]

Oh, my God, this is my first
time getting to introduce

the queen of the dancehall.

And this is a real
big treat, y'all.

Coming to the stage,
y'all give it up for Spice.

Yes, yes.

- Do your thing, Spice!

- Period!
- You better kill it!

- * Welcome to dancehall
inna Jamaica *

* Batty Rider, Mesh Marina *

* Big gold chain
a mi chaperater *

* Queen a dancehall,
mi deh back up in yah *

* Diamond socks,
big up every skanker *

* Weed a crush up inna palm
wid five finger *

* Magnum inna mi hand
wid mi hair bright color *

This is how we do it!

This is my first time
performing outside

in the snow for some skiers.

I feel good to be here
with the people that I love,

doing the things that I love.

* Mi a di queen
a di dancehall *

* Bounce up yuh batty pon
di ground like ball *

* Mi a di, di queen
a di dancehall *

Stop the beat real quick.
I want to say something.

- Whoo!

- Thank you guys for staying
in the cold with us.

- Yes.

- We love you, Spice!

- Yeah!

- I have over maybe 500 songs.

[whoops]

But there's a particular song

that I've never performed
anywhere in my life.

- And so it's
very special to me.

To the person I'm about
to perform it with,

I want to apologize
because I feel like

I've hurt them in some way.

And it was a friend
that I shared

over five years with.
- It's not me.

It's not me.
Is it me?

- And it was more like
a sister to me.

We've been through
a very rocky road.

And this is gonna be,
if she accepts my apology,

the first time we've
ever done this together.

- I'm gonna cry.
- So it means a lot to me.

I don't know if she accepts
my apology, but, Karlie,

could you please
join me on the stage?

- I can't do it.

I can't do it.

[cheers]
- She got tears.

Y'all got us in tears.
- Oh, my God.

- Yo, yo.

This is so good, y'all.

That is everything.

- I love you too,
and I've missed you too.

I really tried
to listen yesterday,

but today me realized I haven't
been taking the right approach.

Maybe I do need to take
more accountability.

When it comes down to it,
I love Karlie as a friend,

and we've been through
a lot together.

[both squealing]
What's up, Karlie?

Everybody,
this is my friend Karlie.

[cheers and applause]

- Thank you, Spice,
for being on the song.

I will never forget this,
ever in life.

One thing--I know one thing.

I know one thing I know
is you got my back.

If I don't know nothing else,
you got my back.

[laughter]

- We've shared so many
laugh and tears.

And I look at her as a sister.

And the truth is walking away
from a friendship like that,

I don't want to do it.

And I'm here today to just
put my heart on the stage,

and hopefully she'll take it.

OK, play the song.

We gonna perform in tears.

- Let's turn up.

- Oh, my God.

- Come on.

[both rapping indistinctly]

* *

- It feels like this thing
that's been holding me down,

this energy, this negativity.

It's finally been uplifted.

I just totally melted.

- Come on, y'all.

- That's what
I'm talking about.

Come on, come on, Bamb.

- Hey, everybody!

- Yeah!

- Come on.

I need your hands to go
from side to side.

Ready?

- I was not expecting this,

but I was expecting this
because I did ask for it.

Then I got chewed up
when I asked for it.

But it's like the floodgates
are down my cheeks.

Seeing these two women that
have been through so much

finally come together,
apologize,

it's just so beautiful.

- We can go home now.

This was the best.

- Y'all put tears in our eyes.
- Oh, my God.

- Yes, that is so good.

- Yeah, this the best thing
I done ever seen around me.

- Coming up on
"Love & Hip Hop: Atlanta"...

- How do you think
everything went today?

- How things went yesterday.

- Oh, yeah.

- Whoo!

- It's like corn
and mashed potato.

- Hold on.
- Hold on, wait.

- Y'all--y'all talking?

- Whoa.

- Oh, hell no.

- * My way to the top,
and there ain't no stoppin' *

- * My way to the top,
and there ain't no stoppin' *

- * We come together *

* We can light it brighter *

* Even through impossible *

* Anything is possible *

* *

- So how do you think
everything went today?

- How things went yesterday.

- Oh, yeah.

- Whoo!

- If they not gonna
make up and be friends,

they need to just let it go.

But I hate that we missed
the activities, though.

I did want to go out
and have some fun.

- I saw a actual doctor, and
now I'm feeling much better.

I still want to throw
the final farewell dinner.

So I'm gonna get myself
in my Ghetto Girlz Eat mood,

and I'm about to whip up
some food.

Well, honestly, I'm gonna
order some takeout food,

and I got my Ghetto Girlz Eat
seasoning.

So I'm gonna season it up,
and ain't nobody gotta know,

because I ain't got time to be
doing no cross contamination

like Diamond and Erica.

I do know we homesick.
We both homesick.

What Zacc been doing?
Call him.

- He's in Miami right now.
I'm finna--

- I feel like y'all ain't
talked in the last 20 minutes.

Y'all know y'all be
on the phone every minute.

- Every day, all day.

- Oh, my God.

- Blacc Zacc is my boyfriend.

We been together for about
three or four months now.

I will say, we got
really serious, really fast.

But when you know, you know.
And I know.

I'm ready to get
back home to my kids,

to my man, my family,
and no drama.

- Hey, y'all!

- Hey!

- Ooh, it smell good in here.

- I know.

- It does smell good.

- After performing
in cold-ass Canada,

I need Sierra's seasoning
to keep me from freezing.

I need the Cajun hot ASAP
to warm me up.

- Wait, wait, wait,
wait, wait, wait.

- Everybody's not here.

- So where's Jessica?

- Jessica is in her room,
not feeling well.

And Bambi and Zell,
they are tired as hell.

- How did everything go today?

Did y'all have fun?

[dramatic music]

- It was amazing.
- Today was a day.

Today was a day for the books.

- We had ski lessons.

- I'm so mad I missed it.

- I went skiing my first time.

It was so dope.

- Zell and Amy
was snowboarding.

- What is that?
- You want some?

It's like corn
and mashed potatoes.

- Hold on.
- Hold on, wait.

Y'all--y'all talking?

- Let me get you a plate.

- Whoa.

- Hell no.

- Did I just see Spice
make a plate for Karlie?

Did these bitches bump they
head while they were skiing?

Did hell freeze over?

Is that why it's
so damn cold here?

- What happened?

Whatever happened, I love it,

but I want to know
what happened.

What happened?

- For the performance,
Spice comes out.

And then she says,
I have over 500 songs.

- Mm-hmm.

- And she goes,
but there's one song

I have not performed, ever.

- Aw.

- She said, I have a--

I have a friend that has been
my friend for over five years.

- Aw.

- And--and I--

I want to say that I'm sorry.

If she says accept my apology,
she can come on the stage

and perform with me.

- And I ran.

- Aww.
- Oh, not ran.

- It was beautiful.
- It was tears, snot,

everything rolling
out of all of us.

- I am hoping, praying, and
wishing that Spice's apology

was sincere and that we both
can put away the past

and move on to
a better foundation,

a better friendship,
a better sisterhood.

- For real.
- My heart is so happy.

- Yeah.

- I love that.

I love that.

- To everybody
figuring they [bleep] out

and actually having fun
and doing some healing.

- To another trip down.

- Yes.
- Amen.

- Amen, man.

- Coming up on
"Love & Hip Hop: Atlanta"...

- What is it that you need?

You have to be able
to communicate what you need.

- I'm asking you to [bleep] pay
attention to your household.

- * My way to the top,
and there ain't no stoppin' *

- * My way to the top,
and there ain't no stoppin' *

- * I know *

* I'm not the one that you *

* Long for *

* I see it in you *

* Your eyes *

* Tell me much more
than your *

* Words do *

* I know the truth *

- Hey.

- What's good?

- Thank you.

What's this, Bailey's?

- Yeah.

- Mm.

So I am back in Atlanta,

and I am refocused
and recommitted.

And my husband is at the top
of my priority list.

So I really want
to have this conversation

so that we can move past this.

- What's going on?

- I'm unpacking.

Canada was interesting.

- Did you have fun?

- It felt weird
without you there.

Carrying my suitcases up the
stairs by myself felt crazy.

I ain't like the feeling.
It made me miss you.

What's on your mind?

Why you look like that?

- No, because you say I'm
not there to carry your bags.

I'm like, dang,
that's all I'm good for?

That's, like,
real sarcastic [bleep].

I don't even carry
my own bags.

Right now we moving
in two different directions.

And if I don't speak up
right now,

[bleep],
I'm gonna be miserable.

- Did you not hear
everything else I said?

- Yeah, but I don't know.

You get caught up
in this Yandy world.

- Oh, lord, we gonna
start with that again?

- I don't think you take time
to focus on this relationship.

I think you spend
too much time focusing

on your business and traveling.

And it feels like you--
you trying to get back

for me being gone
for them four years.

And now it's time
for you to enjoy life.

And it's starting to feel
like I'm a single parent.

I can't do this by myself.

- But you haven't had
to do this by yourself.

- Yeah, but you're gone
for, like, weeks--

like, a week at a time.

- When have I ever been gone
for a week at a time?

- You want me--
you want me to name?

- Canada was five days, and
you were supposed to be there.

- I just feel like
we're losing each other.

- The kids are right here.

Can we go--can we go
in this other room

so they at least don't hear us?

- Yeah.

Come on.

- I don't think Mendeecees
fully understands

the sacrifices I have made.

I have suppressed
so many dreams.

I was really a single parent
for 4 1/2 years.

Hang out with my friends,
go out, travel--

I haven't been able to do
most of this stuff.

But now that I can,
it's making me not a good wife,

not a good mother.

It just doesn't seem fair.

- You know,
sometimes it don't feel

like we in a relationship.

It feel more like
a business arrangement.

And it don't seem like you--
you happy.

I'm scared to get
to a point with no return.

- I had to carry the brunt
of this relationship,

the brunt of these kids
and everything

where I put a lot
of my dreams on pause.

So now that you're here,
there is a part of me

that feels like, let me--

I want to shoot movies.

You know, I want
to open up businesses.

I want to hire more people.

- You can't neglect,
you know, our needs

for things that you want.

If money gonna make you happy

and that's gonna fulfill you,
then what are you doing here?

- You feel like--

- I feel like--

- Because I work hard--

- No, no, it's not
about work hard.

Please, don't--don't--
let's not make this

about work hard, right?

Let's just make it about Yandy
do what she want to do, right?

- [sighs]

- Yandy definitely live
in her own world.

It's getting frustrating.

I don't know how long
I can tolerate this.

We at the breaking point
whether we gonna sink

or we gonna swim.

- Oh, man.

I don't know.

I ask myself
that question every day

and can't come up
with an answer.

Yandy make all the decisions

that she want to make
for herself.

Maybe that's how you took
that role when I was gone.

But you--I'm here now.

You need to slow
the [bleep] down.

I need a wife
to do wife things,

as far as pay attention
to the love

that's needed in this house.

- So you don't feel
like I love you?

- Listen...

- I don't know what Mendeecees'
definition of love is,

because I surely
have been patient.

I have been kind.

I've loved him
when it was hard.

I've loved him
when some may have thought

I should separate myself
from loving him.

I've been there.

And I didn't have to be there.

Only love would keep me here.

That hurt and cut deep.

- I feel like maybe
we need to talk to somebody.

We really need to seek
and get some help

before it get any worse.

- Maybe if you could
articulate to me,

what is it that you need?

You have to be able
to communicate what you need

so that I can try to do it.

- I'm asking you to [bleep] pay
attention to your household.

I don't know
how you get through

all the stuff we get through
and then fail and lose it all.

I signed up this
to be my forever.

And I feel like this
ain't gonna be forever.

* *

- Next on
"Love & Hip Hop: Atlanta"...

- You look like you [bleep]
glowing or some [bleep].

- And I think I need
to take a test.

- Diamond kept saying--

- Don't talk to me
about her no more.

- All right.
- It's over with.

You know I love you.
You know I love you.

- You love me?
- I love you.

Yeah, I love you.
- Well, show that.

Prove it that you love me then.

- What's up?
- Jess just came up,

so I was trying
to take care of her.

- What, are you
a caretaker now?

- Don't speak to her like that.

- First and foremost--
- Honey,

kings don't do that
to their queens.

- My jeweler.

- He had me bring out
the three best rings I had

and let you choose
which one you like.