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- ♪ MTV ♪

- Previously on "Love and Hip Hop: Atlanta."

- We got a surprise for y'all.

- Brandi and I have a surprise for you guys.

Brandi and I, you know, we've been on this healing journey.

- So we're taking y'all to Canada.

both: Canada?

- Even tonight when I saw, like,

everybody that was in the hospital, some of my friends,

I just started to think about Karlie.

And I'm like she was the only one that I didn't invite.

- Aw. - Well, what about Canada?

- But why you ain't say nothing when she said to you,

when the cameras go down, I'm gonna bust her in her face?

- I didn't really think she was serious.

- OK.

- And I'm gonna be getting two piece from the back

because I ain't got time for that [bleep].

[funky music]

- ♪ This is the life ♪

- ♪ It's the life that we're livin' ♪

- ♪ This is the life ♪

- ♪ It's the life that we chose ♪

- ♪ This is the life ♪

♪ It's the life that we're livin' ♪

- ♪ This is the life ♪

- ♪ It's the life that we chose ♪

- ♪ Make my way to the top ♪

♪ And it ain't no stoppin' ♪

- ♪ I don't really get my thing ♪

♪ I made it out ♪

♪ Now my name in everybody mouth ♪

♪ Queen of Space, dirty South ♪

♪ Complete when I see that beach bounce ♪

- "Boss Moves." Who came up with the title?

- It was collective, I would say.

- No, the motivation is winning.

We get to produce and put out things we like.

all: Hey! - What's up, cutie?

- This is so cute. - Aw, baby.

- No, I love this.

♪ ♪

- ♪ Natural born leader ♪

♪ Want you, don't need you ♪

♪ If I met your mama she'd say I'm a keeper ♪

- I'm so glad we all going on this trip together.

- These prices is crazy.

- How much is it? - $1,600.

- I might just show up in furs. For real.

- I don't know about this trip.

- Come, Jessica.

- You've been wearing furs all summer, girl.

You should be good.

- ♪ I'm so fly, fly, fly ♪

♪ I'm so fly, fly, fly ♪

♪ The energy right ♪

♪ High off life up in the sky ♪

♪ It's just another night ♪

- How you been?

- Girl, I'm kind of excited about this trip.

- I don't know if I'm excited about the cold yet.

- Nobody is excited about the cold.

But you New York, I'm Detroit. What you mean?

- But I've been out here. You know, Atlanta don't get--

- We done got spoiled. - We don't get a real winter.

And you know Canada don't play.

[dramatic music]

♪ ♪

- Hi, ladies.

♪ ♪

- The journey continue. The queen never sleeps.

Canada, the queen is here.

I'm co-hosting this Canada trip with Renni Rucci.

But I invited Rasheeda and I invited Karlie.

And I also allowed people to invite

whoever they wanted to invite to come

with them on this trip.

A lot of people probably don't get along

or needed to have a conversation,

needed this break.

I feel like this cold is gonna draw us closer together.

Because when you're cold, what you do?

You want hugs. You want cuddles.

- Y'all, this is my first time.

- Welcome to the refrigerator. [laughter]

- Welcome to the freezer, [bleep].

- Yeah, we're the only Aquarius here.

So we're about to take over Canada.

We don't care about what nobody else is--

- Pisces in the building, Pisces in the building.

- Oh, God, yeah. Pisces, they ready to lie and cry.

Canada, we about to take over.

After the fight with Santana,

I'm just looking to have a good time in Canada.

Me and Santana still haven't talked.

I don't know if he's coming. I don't know what's going on.

But right now, I'm single.

I'm looking. I might find a Canadian.

I might find Drake

cousin or something.

Welcome to Canada!

- It's freezing! - [chuckles]

- All right, bye, y'all! I gotta go.

- You think it's cold out?

- Renni, I thought you were from New York.

- I've been in Atlanta too long.

I'm cold.

- All right, the journey about to start.

♪ ♪

- Hey, beautiful. All bundled up.

I can't believe we're finally here in Canada.

Bambi invited me.

Spice and I, we're not really quite in communication.

But Bambi said she was going. Karlie is going.

Zell's going. So I just said, why not?

I'm gonna go.

And I'm really trying to establish

a healthy relationship with everyone.

- I ain't gonna lie. I was a little hesitant to come

because Sierra and I are not on speaking terms.

And last time I went on a trip

with this group, it was a [bleep] show.

- Why are y'all always so fake? - Who are you talking to?

- Who the [bleep] are you talking to?

- Who the [bleep] you cussing, bad-talking to, bitch?

- I'm talking to you. - Bitch, you talking to me now?

- Yes, I'm talking to you. - You wanna talk now, bitch?

What if I don't [bleep] see you?

Who the [bleep] you talking to? - Why are you so mad?

But I do want to give it a chance

and see if people are truly going to try to heal

or if they're gonna try to do part two of the Bahamas.

[upbeat music]

- We made it. - We're here. Oh, lookit.

Aw. - Oh! You made it, too.

[all chuckle]

- We just got to Calgary, Canada, baby.

Ski! Ski! Ski!

I wasn't gonna come to Canada.

But when Sheeda pulled up to my restaurant

and asked me to go to the trip, Bambi kind of, like,

you know, you should go.

And Rasheeda said it's not gonna be like that.

She feels like Spice has changed for the better.

So I figured, you know what?

Let me go have fun with the girls. Why not?

So glad I looked at the weather.

- This ain't that bad.

- Now, Karlie-- - Carry that bag.

- Imagine the tequila flowing through your system.

- ♪ Shine with me ♪ - ♪ Shine ♪

- ♪ Who's with me ♪ - ♪ Hey ♪

- We gotta pull over and take a nice picture.

We gotta take a group picture.

- We do, but this is, like, beautiful.

- Oh, it's freezing.

I was not prepared for that cold to hit that ass.

But the scenery is amazing. The mountains are beautiful.

And, you know, I'm so glad we're all here,

coming together for some healing.

And maybe even a little bit of fun

mixed with a little bit of drama.

- All right, I'm out! I'm out! I'm running to the car. Whoo!

- Oh! - [bleep] it's cold!

- Oh, stop playing! - What are you doing?

- [laughing] - I'll get them. [bleep].

We need the heat on in this bitch.

[laughter]

- So where's Saucy, anyway? Why you here by yourself?

- Right. - I ain't gonna lie.

The other day, we got into it so bad.

- Uh-oh.

- The worst that we ever got into it.

And I ain't gonna lie, I'm really sad about it.

You think because you're Saucy Santana

that you, like, above everybody.

- I don't think that I'm above nothing.

- Thankfully, I'm the best thing that

ever happened to you. Just like you're the best thing

- Zell, [bleep] you crazy! - That ever happened to me.

- Bitch, you saying that this happened because of me, bitch.

- Yeah, no-- - I keep very [bleep]--

- We sitting at this table because of me!

- I like you and Saucy together.

- I do, too.

- I thought everything was perfect.

- Things I know I said,

things that I've never said to him

that I thought that I would never even...

- Wow. - Will come out of my mouth.

But, like, he does this thing

where he wants to push me to this point.

He knows that will trigger me,

just so he can see what I'm gonna do.

You know what I'm saying? So I gave it to him.

- I want to know what gave it to him means.

How bad was it? - [laughs]

- What's the latest song you did?

- This the-- - What's the latest song?

- Zell! - OK, "Bop-Bop-Bop."

- "Bop-Bop-Bop," yes!

- Welcome to Atlanta, [bleep]. - This is my soul!

- Welcome to "this me." - That's my fire!

[overlapping shouting] - No touching, no touching.

- [indistinct] your greasy, fat back.

The old ZellSwag. The old ZellSwag popped up.

It's so many mixed emotions.

Like obviously, I have some type of hope

for me and Saucy because it's love there.

And when it's love there, it's always a chance.

But Santana being disrespectful.

And not standing in his own [bleep],

I can't take it no more.

I really just want to come here to have fun.

Like, I just feel like-- - We're gonna have fun.

We are going to have fun.

- I just wanna have a good time.

- That's for sure.

[quirky tense music]

♪ ♪

- It's so awkward and tense right now

because of Bambi and Sierra's situation.

Now, when Spice and I thought about

getting a group trip together, I was like,

do I really want to be a part of this?

Do I really want to put my face with these people?

But you know what?

This my family. I'm down for whatever.

We gon' figure it out.

Obviously, it's a big divide in our group.

Spice and everybody is in another car.

And she and I feel like we need to come here

so everybody can cool off

and take some time to put tension on ice.

It's gonna be an experience.

But that tension that's already here,

you know, I would like for everybody to just address it.

- The biggest elephant in the room, OK, me and Bam.

Listen, at the end of the day, I feel like

me and Bam was deeper than friends.

We was more like family. - Absolutely.

- So you're saying basically, if there was a fight,

you're gonna jump in for Bam?

- Yeah.

- And Bam gonna jump in for you.

- I mean, I don't know what Bam gonna do.

Openly, I haven't really felt Bambi defended me

like I would go for her. Like, I go hard for my friend.

Everybody seen how I don't play about them.

- You want somebody step up for you.

- I want somebody to show up for me,

or make me at least feel like OK, cool.

I know I had an open mind about talking to Sierra.

But we're not even five minutes into this trip.

And Sierra and I are now talking about

the fact that I did not get on the internet and have her back.

I wasn't even focused on the internet at that point.

I was recovering from a panic attack

and she knew that,

but still expected me to pop up in the morning,

get on the internet, and fight the internet people for her.

I do [bleep] for people all day, every day.

And it ain't based on social media.

People think that if you don't do something on social media,

if you don't post something... - Then it's not real.

- Then it's not real and that ain't how

I live my [bleep] life.

Like, I got real relationships, but we're making this about--

- In this one time, because this one time--

- Do you know what I was going through

the day before you got on there and said we're not friends?

Do you know where I was at in real life?

Outside somewhere having a whole [bleep] anxiety attack.

Damn, like, if you my friend, give me--

give me that moment to [bleep] recover.

I'm just super mad at Bambi

because I just feel like when it comes to our former friends,

she never really tells that person

when they are in the wrong.

And when that whole situation happened with Safaree,

Bambi literally knew that I call her instantly

when it happened.

And when the world started

to tear me down on Instagram, she didn't have my back.

People only give a [bleep] when you can do something for them.

- Girl, that's a [bleep] lie. - No, that's the real.

- That's a [bleep] lie,

so don't ever say that [bleep] about me.

- I know who the [bleep] I am, and she do, too.

So that's what it is.

- Well, honestly, I don't know who the [bleep] you are.

[dramatic music]

- Coming up on "Love & Hip Hop Atlanta."

- Hey, hey. - Yeah, yeah, yeah.

- Y'all ain't never seen a snow angel thot.

- Whoo!

- I really want to get to know everybody.

And, like, I've loved every single person

and even you, Spice. - Say what?

I don't even know you. - Oh, Lord.

- ♪ Make my way to the top and it ain't no stoppin' ♪

- ♪ Make my way to the top and it ain't no stoppin' ♪

[dramatic music]

- People only give a [bleep] when

you can do something for them.

- Girl, that's a [bleep] lie. - No, that's the real.

- That's a [bleep] lie,

so don't ever say that [bleep] about me.

- I know who the [bleep] I am, and she do, too.

So that's what it is.

- Well, honestly, I don't know who the [bleep] you are.

- It is absolutely frustrating

that Sierra is not seeing my point.

I'm just like, girl, what do you not understand?

We can keep it moving,

but I'm not about to do this with you, OK?

I don't have to have, like, these deep-ass conversations

over and over and over.

- No, nobody got to have deep conversations.

I think we just need to have a trip

together to where it's not a divide.

Everybody who's here done had an issue with somebody here,

and this is to kind of move past it.

When we lay down at night, we all got problems

that can't nobody else help us with.

- You know what? You preaching now.

- So-- - That is true.

- All [bleep] aside, we need to--

everybody need time to love on they self, too.

- I will say the good thing about this

is nobody hit each other.

Nobody got disrespectful. It actually got somewhere.

They actually listened to each other.

I'll take that.

- So how you feeling?

- Uh, I'm--

- Because didn't you and Spice have a conversation?

- Yeah, we had a conversation.

And I feel that that's probably why the separation

because she attacked me in the Bahamas.

Let's keep it real, right?

- Calling me a [bleep]. - Hold on, hold on.

[overlapping chatter]

- We [indistinct] the camera! Stop roll!

- No. No, Spice. - You see how she attacked me?

[Spice shouting indistinctly] She attacked me.

[downbeat music]

There was no reason for her

to put her hands on me because I didn't provoke her.

- Not at all.

- Was I not cool, cordial, being a grown-ass woman?

- You already know that.

- I understand why Karlie feels

the way that she does because in the Bahamas,

Spice and Shekinah were acting weird to everyone.

- Bambi said that she felt attacked--

- No, because I'm a Jamaican.

And the trigger words at that table

was when Bambi said, who the [bleep] are you talking to?

You take care. It was nice meeting you.

- See y'all. - I met you before.

I met you before.

I do want to talk to Spice on this trip, though.

She rubbed me the wrong way.

Something I did maybe rubbed her the wrong way.

But let's just try to have

an adult conversation and talk it out.

- I'm not kissing nobody's ass.

Like, I'm just gonna say what it is.

- I wish more people did that.

- Me and Spice talked weeks ago about it,

and I promise you, the energy--

I don't care what she says on the exterior.

She's up for a conversation. It's just--

- We had a conversation. - Yeah.

- We had a conversation.

- A real, like, get over the hump conversation, though.

Not like we talked, but you still need to stay over there.

Like-- - No, we had a conversation.

I would never intentionally hurt you.

- But I wouldn't intentionally hurt you, too.

- You said you were gonna bust me in my head.

- I'm a Jamaican. You're a [bleep] Caribbean.

You know how we talk!

- I've been cool. I know how to control my emotions.

I'm a grown-ass woman. I know how to use my words.

It's not my fault that a lot of people

don't know how to do that.

Is that my fault? - No.

- No, it's not. I'm one of those people who don't.

So it's not your fault.

- If she's willing to be cool and--

and not try to attack me, I'm here for it.

I'm a forgiving person. You got to forgive.

- And I'm not making no excuses,

but we know exactly what's going on with her now.

And I feel like it's a lot of projecting.

But I don't condone violence.

There's no reason for nobody to put they hands on anybody.

- ♪ I'm alive, I'm alive right now ♪

♪ So alive right now ♪

♪ And don't take nothing for granted ♪

♪ Because tomorrow, it can all be gone ♪

- We here!

- I love it because it's like this is not normal.

- That's beautiful. - Hello.

- Hi, welcome to Mountain House.

- Thank you so much. Is it always cold like this?

- Uh... - Yes, it is.

- Oh, wow. - Thank you so much.

- ♪ And it just feels good to be alive ♪

- I'm gonna ready for the dinner,

and I'm gonna see you, like, in an hour or two.

- OK, I'll see you in a little while.

- Don't be late because you know when

you start getting dressed--

- No, you the slowest person on the planet.

I don't want to hear it. - No. You and Yandy.

[laughter]

- Oh, we here.

Thank you. Ooh, hi.

[upbeat music]

♪ ♪

- Hey. - Zell, Zell, Zell.

- How you doing? Yeah, a nice little Zell.

- [indistinct] A cash Zell. - Yeah, a cash, yeah.

- Lord, it has been the longest day.

We are finally here. We got everything in the hotel.

I just want to have a conversation.

I want food. I want drinks.

And Zell is the party starter and I'm the party finisher.

Are we drinking? - Zell, Amy.

- Yo. - Hey, girl.

- Mwah.

- You trying to play on the shots.

- Welcome to the-- - Welcome to Canada.

- Not the money monster jacket.

- Baby, I'm trying to catch a bag.

- I want one.

- I feel like I've been here longer than y'all.

Like, I feel like I'm welcoming y'all to Canada.

I've been here like two minutes.

- Oh, God.

Wait, because you did get here a little earlier, right?

- Yeah, I got a little earlier. How was y'all's trip?

- With Rasheeda and Spice. - Yeah, we--

- By himself. - Oh, what is--he ain't come?

Santana ain't come? - I mean, he's not here yet.

- So y'all talked?

- No, I just-- - Well, how you know?

- I heard through the grapevine.

- You been on your stalking [bleep]?

- Yeah, you know. I'm watching.

I'm still watching, just like he is.

- Because you miss your bae. - Of course, I miss him.

For one, when we had got into it,

I had already not spoken to him in a week.

- Right. - For real?

- Yeah, so then, like, walking into that

and that's what you wanted to do is just, like--

- Mm.

- So it was just, like, how when y'all see each other?

Like, y'all--

- I--I walked in. I ain't gonna lie.

I walked in, like, kind of tough.

But then when I sat down and seen him--

- You wanted to hug him?

- Yeah, broke-- cracked a smile.

But, like, I just feel like he just--he wanted smoke.

- I swear to God, I can relate to Zell so much.

I know his quickest thought is to just break up,

but I did the same thing with my past relationships.

He's emotionally charged right now.

I can tell his feelings are hurt.

You can cry on my shoulders because I just went

through the same exact thing.

- Enough about my drama.

How was y'all ride here? How was y'all ride here?

- It was good. I mean-- - Who all was it?

Who all was it?

- It was--I'm waiting to see Sierra tell a lie.

- Well, no, I mean, it was good.

It was good, but, you know,

me and Bambi had a conversation or whatever.

And we came to a agreement that we gonna

just be here and just be-- be mutual.

But when we talked about the situation,

I said three things to her.

Well, if she was dead-ass wrong and if you just

can't reciprocate and just show me that type of energy,

I be like, ugh, I don't know.

Listen, when I went and did that "Live" and told my truth,

oh, my God, it was--

that was all she talked about on the bus.

- I just feel like we all--

that's what we should be here for.

We all--to make-- let's make it right.

Let's have fun. - Yeah.

- Let's make things right. - Make the best of it.

- And whatever right is, like, you know what I'm saying?

Right doesn't mean, like, be bag besties.

Whatever right is, let's make it that.

- That mean you got to come and break the ice.

Because you at the head of it.

- Coming up on "Love & Hip Hop Atlanta."

- We got Karlie and Spice at the same table.

- [bleep] Zell.

- We got the bail man glam shop at the table.

- I honestly feel like y'all, like,

was being funny at the airport because y'all, like,

tried to dress alike and stuff. It was, like, weird.

- ♪ Make my way to the top and it ain't no stoppin' ♪

- ♪ Make my way to the top and it ain't no stoppin' ♪

[funky music]

♪ ♪

- ♪ Ain't never tell you when you do all right ♪

♪ They only tell you when you fall down [indistinct] ♪

♪ They always saying that the city looking good a night ♪

♪ A chance to dream [indistinct] ♪

♪ Gotta get it right ♪

♪ Yeah, because I be feelin' myself ♪

♪ I done seen how far I came, but I got a lot of love ♪

♪ Yeah, ice in my veins like I hit a stutter step ♪

- Hi, ladies. How are you?

Nice to meet you. I'm Spice. - I'm Sarah.

- Jody. - My pleasure.

- Nice to meet you.

- It's our first dinner, so, you know,

hopefully, everybody's seeing each other,

all can have a good time.

- Party people. - The party is here.

- Me know I'm gonna have to talk to Karlie eventually,

but I just don't want to talk to her at the first night

after such a long day of traveling.

To be honest, I just want all of us to just relax.

- I haven't seen you in a month of Sundays.

- I know.

- Amy. - Hi, guys.

You guys look beautiful. [overlapping chatter]

- How is this a healing trip

if Spice is not even saying hi or I apologize or nothing?

It's just--it's weird energy.

If Spice want to be cold in Canada, fine.

I'm gonna give her cold. You just freeze.

- So hold on, y'all. All right, me and Spice,

we gonna talk because this is the trip

that we put together to bring everybody on.

- Yes.

- Yeah, so I feel like, you know, we been through a lot

these past couple months,

and this trip is about us having fun.

- Fun.

- Something that we haven't had in a long time.

- [chuckles]

- It's been real tense around here.

- Been real hot. - Yeah.

- It's all about having fun and bonding

and lots of good energy.

We have a day planned tomorrow.

So just dress warm for tomorrow.

- Mm-hmm. - OK.

- That's it. We all just want to have a good time

and get back to being whatever kind of family we can be.

[laughter] - Whatever kind of family.

- What kind of family is that? A dysfunctional one.

- Dysfunction is all right, though,

as long as it's in love.

- When I first came around,

that is how Sierra introduced me to everybody.

- Did I lie? - So far, no.

- We dysfunctional as a [bleep].

- Dysfunctional, delusional.

- Hey, Amy. You a Canada girl?

Welcome.

- You know, we used to the snow.

- So you ain't-- is the boo here?

- Well, um, hmm-hmm-hmm. - You wasn't sure?

- No, he's not here.

- OK. - I'm just here alone.

- Well, my boo's not here, either.

- I'm still ringless, just here.

- Aw. - So Mendeecees not coming?

- He tried to come. He left a day early.

He had a booking in Toronto.

When he got to the border,

I guess they saw that it had been promoted.

And they was ready.

They was like, you cannot come in.

- Why, because of what happened?

- Well, you know, he had a criminal case.

- Oh. - That he got convicted of.

They don't let anyone that has a felony charge in Canada

unless you go through this big, long process.

I think it's a few months.

By the time we got the invite, it wasn't enough time.

I am bummed Mendeecees is not here.

He may feel like space is good for us.

I know that I've been driving him crazy

with the egg donation, but I want him here.

I do not subscribe to absence makes the heart grow fonder.

So I'm here alone, bae.

- I didn't know Canada is like that.

- I know.

- But yeah, so how everybody doing, though?

It's like, we got Karlie and Spice at the same table.

- Look at Zell. - Mm, God.

[laughter]

- We got the bam and glam shop at the table.

- The bam and glam.

- I feel like there's so much love at the table.

- I ain't gonna lie. I did want to see Bambi.

all: Aw.

- When we was on the plane, I was like, bitch.

I was like, go sit with your friend.

- Mm-hmm. - [chuckles]

- Why it got to be that?

Why it got to be go sit with your friend?

- Because you her friend, girl. - Well, you her friend, too.

- I honestly feel like y'all, like,

was being funny at the airport because y'all, like,

tried to dress alike and stuff. It was, like, weird.

- Who? - Who tried to dress alike?

- Y'all two.

[dramatic music]

- Oh, it's not that cold. - I love it.

- Y'all both had on long furs. It was, like, real Missy.

- I don't know why Sierra brought this up.

I mean, it's Canada.

Everybody brought furs on the trip.

It's giving a little petty.

[quirky suspenseful music]

♪ ♪

- This dinner is very uncomfortable to say the least.

So this may be my window of opportunity to talk to Spice.

So let's just see where she is in her healing journey.

And if she's really healing,

maybe this will open up some time and space for her

to work things out with Karlie.

I really want to get to know everybody.

Like, I've loved every single person

and even you, Spice. Like, I know--

- Say what? [laughter]

- She loves every single person.

- I said I love every-- and Spice knows this.

So cut the [bleep], Spice. - What are you talking about?

- The first moment I met you, we got off to a good start.

And then you started being a little--

you didn't even want to sit next to me in the Bahamas.

- I don't even know you.

- Oh, Lord.

- Coming up on "Love & Hip Hop Atlanta."

- If you say you're on a healing journey

and then you can't acknowledge that

you treated me like [bleep]--

- I want to know why everybody's kissing ass

and not holding their friends accountable.

- This [bleep] is fake.

- ♪ Make my way to the top and it ain't no stoppin' ♪

- ♪ Make my way to the top and it ain't no stoppin' ♪

[suspenseful music]

- You didn't even want to sit next to me in the Bahamas.

- Oh, Lord. - What are you talking about?

- Maybe I took it the wrong way,

but I just thought you were acting cold in the Bahamas.

- You take it the wrong way... - OK.

- Maybe because I don't know what's in your ear

or what you're hearing.

But I don't even know you.

You can see that Jessica is trying to provoke me

to get something out of me, and I know she's doing that

because of Karlie and her is friends.

So she's trying to listen to Karlie.

But this is so random because at the end of the day,

I hardly even know Jessica White.

- Yeah, and I don't know you, either.

So I was taken aback by the fact

that you were acting like you didn't want to get to know me.

We'll just chalk it up to we-- neither one of us remember.

- Oh, OK.

- I wanted to bring it up

and just, you know, kind of just clear it.

- OK. - All right.

- It's very clear. Spice is not gonna say sorry.

Spice, she does know me,

but she's doing everything to avoid that.

That's no accountability.

- It really is too much divide in this group.

At the end of the day, everybody here got history.

Everybody here got different relationships with each other,

whatever the case is. - Mm.

- But at some point, we all should

be able to come together and put everything to the side

and still be a family.

If something going wrong with anybody here,

we all should be able to come together,

and that's what this is about--having fun,

putting differences aside.

This stuff here is, like, minute

compared to things that really matter.

And we all supposed to pull together

and be there for each other.

- Cheers to that. - Cheers to that.

- Cheers to that.

- I think putting healing out on the table is great.

But we cannot heal and come together

unless we approach things in an honest way.

Or else this trip will be shot straight to hell.

- Friendship is important.

[bleep] is needed, too, especially real friendships.

Like, I don't want to fight with my friends.

I want to fix it.

This whole thing with Bambi,

I don't want to be in a weird space with you.

Like, I don't.

- I don't know how many lemon drops my girl done had

tonight, but she's a little all over the place.

First, she was mad in the van,

then she was hating on the matching fur coats,

and now she wants to make peace.

I'm just like, sis, pick one.

- Do y'all just ever just go in and just be like,

hey, I apologize for whatever I did that affected you?

[suspenseful music]

♪ ♪

- Yeah, we did that.

- Yeah. - Yeah.

- I mean I definitely feel like

we have been in those situations where we both

have apologized to each other and agree to move forward.

- And then it just don't get there for some reason.

- I don't know why.

We both kind of, like, didn't show up

for each other in a way that the other person wanted to.

And I think sometimes with other people's,

like, influence and opinions,

it just kind of reopen up certain wounds.

You know what I'm saying?

- Maybe me and Bambi

do need to have a private conversation.

I don't know.

But then again, I just feel like Bambi

know she dead-ass wrong.

So she's gonna always say,

oh, it's other people, it's other people.

So I just feel like I have a lot of mixed emotions

when it comes to this situation.

- I know her issue was

I'm showing up for you like this.

You're not showing up for me like this,

but I'm watching you show up for somebody else like this.

- At the same time, like, we definitely got to,

you know, understand people being in different spaces

all the time, just like when we were in Bahamas and, you know,

the whole situation was going on,

didn't nobody stand up and say, wait, wait, whoa, whoa, whoa.

[overlapping screaming]

- What are you gonna [bleep] do?

- Sit down, Spice.

Sit down. - Make me! Make me!

- Sit down! [overlapping shouting]

- Neither one of y'all are gonna do [bleep].

- Bye, wig.

- Get the [bleep] out of here, bitch.

- So you know what I'm saying? So I do--

- But--but I was still going through something.

But that next day, I went and had a talk with her

and I told her exactly.

I said you was dead-ass wrong.

- Oh, what are you talking about?

- Did I, or did I not?

- We have an early start tomorrow, guys.

- Yeah.

- One thing about Spice,

Spice don't want to talk about Spice.

- [laughs] No, because I was--

- One thing about Spice-- - We got--we got a 6:00 a.m.--

- Why would you just do that now?

- We gonna miss the snow tomorrow

and the fun activities. - [laughs]

- We have a whole day planned and scheduled.

- You said 6:00 a.m. - We not gonna wake up.

We got to be up at 6:00 a.m.

- When it comes to Spice

dealing with her own [bleep] that she has done,

I don't feel like she wants to talk about it.

We all human.

Sometimes, Spice, you got to, like,

stand up and be like, you know what? I was wrong.

They was bringing you up, Spice.

- [laughs]

- ♪ What's wrong? ♪

♪ What's wrong? ♪

♪ I don't know about what you been on ♪

♪ What's wrong? ♪

♪ What's wrong? ♪

- Dinner was so weird.

It was like Bambi couldn't get what she had to say out.

Sierra really just wanted to talk.

And then Spice was just looking like--

I'm just sitting there like, is it over yet?

What y'all think about that dinner?

You know what? I--it--

- I want to ask you guys a question.

Why, when I was talking to Spice,

didn't y'all stand up and say like, yeah, you did shade her?

- Because I knew she was gonna act like...

- But I know you don't, though. - Huh? What? Huh?

- And I'm sorry I didn't stand up for you.

It's only because we already have our beef.

- Mm-hmm. You can't be on a healing journey

if you don't take accountability.

- Can't acknowledge. Yeah, [bleep].

- And you can't-- - That [bleep] is fake.

- Jessica is clearly upset because she feels like

nobody stands up to Spice and I agree with her.

Nobody stands up to Spice.

Everybody's just, oh, Spice, it's OK.

All right, you're going through something.

What's the problem? What's going on?

- I am trying here because we're

all in a situation

where we have to get to know each other.

And I want to.

I am not a person that's confrontational at all.

I'd rather just silence you out.

Like, the fact of the matter is if you then say that

you're on a healing journey and then you can't acknowledge

that you treated me like [bleep], that's fine, too.

So you ignore. - Yeah.

- I'll ignore.

And then we can just [bleep] move on.

I'm tipsy and annoyed.

Like, I just feel like, why the [bleep] am I here?

Because it just didn't go well.

- I want to know why everybody's kissing ass

and not holding their friends accountable.

- Everybody was saying I didn't show up for Sierra.

And I was saying that when

everybody in the [bleep] Bahamas, like,

when Spice had that energy towards me,

didn't too many people stand up and be like, whoa, whoa, whoa,

whoa, whoa, and really, like, make her pipe down,

including Sierra.

- The thing about Sierra, I believe her

when she says that she doesn't want to fight with you.

- Right. I know, but my-- - But I do also believe--

I do believe that Sierra has other people in her ear...

- Right.

- And I do believe that Sierra has this thing in her mind

where she wants people to show up for her...

- Listen, though. - The way that she shows up.

She loves you.

- Yeah, she loves you. - She really does.

I appreciate what she's saying

and even though I'm not harboring

any type of ill feelings or anything towards Sierra,

it feels like we're beating a dead horse.

But I mean, who knows what will happen in Canada?

- I'm out of here. I gotta go to sleep.

- Well, let's have fun tomorrow.

- I think Bambi's trying not to say something

because she's afraid that it's gonna become confrontational.

- No, it's gonna be me ruining the [bleep] trip.

Oh, Bambi came here with that poor-ass [bleep] attitude.

- Why we always got to be fake, though?

- Because that's what we do, OK?

This is the fake bitch crew. [laughter]

- Coming up on "Love & Hip Hop Atlanta."

- They're so cute.

- They say Black women don't do this. We doing it.

- Ah! - Bye!

- Whoo!

- Oh! Oh, my goodness.

- Where are we going?

- [bleep]. I think we stuck out here.

- ♪ Make my way to the top and it ain't no stoppin' ♪

- ♪ Make my way to the top and it ain't no stoppin' ♪

- ♪ It's cold in this bitch ♪

♪ But I make it hot ♪

♪ I'm catching these bodies, I'm flowing on beats ♪

♪ And I take the block from everything that they not ♪

♪ 'Cause you know the drill ♪

♪ Yeah, you know the drill ♪

- Hey, Mama. Are you enjoying that warm ATL weather

while I am in cold Canada?

- I don't know why you think it's warm out here.

It's 58 degrees. That ain't warm.

I got a coat on.

- For real? - I'm in Detroit, all of us.

Yeah.

- There's so many unresolved little issues

that's happened in this group.

I'ma just smile and just play nice with the kumbaya.

I got to go. Love you.

We about to do a whole day of sledding.

Whole snow day planned.

- ♪ You know the drill, you know the drill ♪

♪ You know the drill ♪

- ♪ Icy on my neck ♪

♪ Icy on my wrist ♪

♪ Icy ♪

- Oh, we with the dog. - Look at the dog.

- I can't see it. - Oh, my God! They're so cute.

So it's a new day and we are going up in the mountains

to go dog sledding, snowmobiling,

and disclaimer: we really got to drive in a Sprinter

on a [bleep] snowy mountain.

I guess it's too late for me

to try to renege on the [bleep]

and go back to the hotel, huh?

So I just got to suck it up and pray for the best.

- Welcome.

- [screams]

- Look.

- Hey. Hey, puppies.

- Hey! - Yo, yo, yo.

- Yeah, yeah, yeah! - We outside.

- Y'all ain't never seen a snow angel thot.

- Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah.

[dogs barking]

- It's a new day in Canada. I'ma not lie, I'ma feel good.

I'm super excited to be going up in the mountains

to do dog sledding.

And I feel like this is just what my group needs

to kind of just break the ice and loosen up.

And after all that awkwardness the night before,

it was too much.

I'm so excited to just be having fun today.

- They say Black women don't do this. We doing it.

- Fam, these dogs got you.

We done dealt with worse dogs than this.

- Sit your ass down.

- These are like jet skis but on snow, right?

- It's very similar to a jet ski,

but the throttles are very sensitive.

- Sensitive. - OK?

- Orange button. - So just a little feel for it.

- Y'all see what I got on.

I'm definitely giving, like, Ozempic Claus

with all my ho-ho-hos lined up.

I chose to do snowmobiling

because I felt sorry for the dogs because I'm a dog, too.

One of them might try to bite me or something.

One of them might be Santana's friend.

[laughter]

- I'm leading the sled, y'all.

- Whoo!

- [bleep] [all screaming]

- Ah! - Bye.

- Oh, [bleep]. - They're going! [laughs]

- Look at my lashes.

- Solo trip with the dogs.

[upbeat music]

[laughter] - Whoo!

- Hold on, Yandy!

- Don't you worry. I ain't letting go.

- For me, the dog sledding, it went from fun to terrifying.

It started out so nice. I was excited.

I was like, yeah.

The dogs was making noise and I was there singing.

But then I started to get cold.

Everything started to get cold.

My organs, my butt, my [bleep].

- I'm having so much fun with this dog sledding,

but I cannot feel my face.

And these dogs-- one second, they pull.

Next they're sitting down like,

bitch, pull y'all own rich selves.

[upbeat music]

- Yeah, come get on with me.

Yeah. We out here.

- Karlie, I got you. Just trust me.

- Everyone knows I had no fun with Khaotic on the water.

- Oh! - Whoa!

- It felt so good to be back on land,

but now behind a woman in a snowmobile, I can do that.

- ♪ I let it go ♪

- OK, you're good to go.

- ♪ I don't have time for any haters, yeah, you know ♪

♪ Already know ♪

♪ Already know ♪

♪ I don't have time for any haters, yeah, you know ♪

[indistinct chatter]

- Whee!

♪ ♪

Whoo!

- This part is, like, the part you gotta

keep having to, like, just--

ooh.

Oh, oh! - Where are we going?

- Oh, my goodness.

[bleep]. I think we stuck out here.

Hello? Drake?

- Coming up on "Love & Hip Hop Atlanta."

- But wait.

Jessica, I just realized you're traveling with us.

What's going on?

Because last night, I felt like you were

trying to pull something out of me.

[tense music]

- ♪ Make my way to the top and it ain't no stoppin' ♪

- ♪ Make my way to the top and it ain't no stoppin' ♪

- Oh, are you ready? - No.

That--the snow is deep.

It's like-- it's all in the knees.

[engine revving]

Ah!

- What happened?

- [indistinct] Oh, they gotta--

wait, that's them. Are y'all OK?

- And you ain't want to ride with me?

- Wait, hold on. I'm gonna reach y'all now, OK?

OK, hold on! - You are?

- Ah! Y'all OK?

Ah! - Girl, just--girl!

- I'm gonna reach you. - Girl, we gone.

- OK!

They're OK. They're OK.

They're OK.

[wind howling]

How I'm gonna get back?

[quirky suspenseful music]

- I don't know what Karlie got going on.

I don't know why she thinks she can come over and save us.

She running. Them boobies hitting her in her face.

She getting stuck in the snow. It's like, girl, stay there.

We got this.

We had a little spill, and we back up on this thing.

I'm about to show 'em how to roll.

[upbeat music]

- Ah!

Yes!

Yes!

Whoo!

- Easy work.

- Really calm, really time, and we good.

We had a little spill, but, like, yeah, it's all right.

We uh-uh. We ready to go.

[upbeat music]

♪ ♪

- So are y'all loving the cold?

♪ ♪

[laughter]

- But, you know, I do-- I'm enjoying the experience.

I'll say that.

Second day, first activity.

We did it! Ding-ding-ding-ding-ding-ding!

I really enjoyed snowmobiling.

But honey, we got to get down this darn mountain.

We need to go.

- So what about that dinner last night, guys?

- I just have to look at Spice and read her eyes.

I just look.

And I just be like, oh, Lord. [laughter]

- I didn't say much.

I didn't say nothing. - That was good.

- You didn't even want to sit next to me in the Bahamas.

- Oh, Lord. - What are you talking about?

- You were acting cold in the Bahamas.

- You take it the wrong way. I don't even know you.

Now that Jessica White is alone with us in the car,

it's a perfect time to have a conversation with her

because there's a time and place for everything,

and that dinner table was not it, baby.

But wait.

Jessica, I just realized you're traveling with us.

What's going on?

Because last night, I felt like you were trying

to pull something out of me.

- Well, no, I wanted you to acknowledge

that you did hurt my feelings.

And when you wouldn't do that, then, for me, it's like, OK,

conversation is over.

It's never a joke when you hurt someone's feelings,

especially if you don't have the ability

to have acknowledgment of it.

- But you have hurt my feelings before, too.

- OK, so how?

- When me and Bambi had our differences, Bambi and I, we--

see, we know each other before you.

- Yeah.

- And I feel like you just came along,

and then you started saying to me, oh, why are you like this?

- When have I ever said that to you?

I've never-- I don't recall that.

- Yes, you have. Well, I'm gonna remind you.

Just before I stepped through the gate in the Bahamas,

you stopped me.

Bambi is telling me to apologize.

- She felt attacked with the person.

- No, because I'm a Jamaican.

- No, no, no, and I do understand that.

- Because I'm a darker skin tone.

- No, it's not about that. Don't do that.

I didn't realize that I offended her,

but we've got contact.

So let's just get over our pride and our ego

and make this conversation work for the best of us

and move the [bleep] on.

- That's where it started.

I feel like you just immediately was saying

I was doing something that you did not have the full story on.

I feel like you didn't come to me and say, hey, Spice,

what's the situation?

So now you can get to know me for yourself

because I know you've been hanging out with Karlie,

and I know she probably told you a lot of things.

But you got to remember

she was my friend for almost a decade.

Five years is a long time.

So I must have been a good person for her to be around.

- You're right.

I know you and Karlie have been friends for a long time,

and it's a whole history that I'm

completely uninformed about. - Yeah.

- But I will say and take full responsibility

for having preconceived ideas about you, for sure.

- Thank you. I appreciate that.

- Absolutely, because it's the truth.

And I do apologize for that.

I'm happy that we're talking now, and that's it.

Like, let's just [bleep] get over this [bleep].

I don't have time for it.

Do you realize what the government

has planned for us all?

- We're all going to have a rude awakening in 2024.

I don't have time for this [bleep].

What I'm trying to do is just make peace

with people and keep it [bleep] moving.

I'm gonna go and get my farm, get my own livestock,

have my baby, possibly if God permits for me

to find a man that I can stomach, you know,

have that guy a part of the house to get out there

and, I don't know, [bleep] do something

with the horses and [bleep].

I don't [bleep] know.

But what I do know is I don't have time to be

[bleep] sitting here and fighting with Spice.

- Now that you acknowledge that you judged me--

- I love how you turned this around.

You such a narcissist. [laughter]

- Let me finish, though, because you said I hurt you,

and I want to apologize.

So now that you acknowledge that you did something--

all: Aw.

- Yes, yes! [laughter]

- All right, now that you remember, I remember, too.

[laughter]

You know, Jessica say, oh, I hurt her feelings

or I've made her feel some way.

I had to share with her that she hurt me, too.

But I'm probably--I don't know if I should say

I'm more aggressive or my tone.

I just deliver things differently

than everyone else.

And so that's why I just apologize to her

so we can just move forward

because I genuinely don't even have a problem with her.

So we can start our friendship from here.

- Yes. And I would love-- - I'm Spice, and you are?

- I'm Jessica, Spice. I love your music.

- Thank you so much. - You're welcome.

[laughter]

- Next on "Love & Hip Hop Atlanta."

[all cheering]

- OK, OK, OK.

[laughter]

- There's a kickball game.

Gloria can bring [indistinct] Everybody can meet up.

- The kickball game is great,

but I'm not open to meeting with her--I'm not.

- Oh.

[all exclaiming]

- They got two out.

- Hold on. Gloria outside.

- Me and Mendeecees, girl, we been going through it.

Too many people around us breaking up.

- It's like break-up season around here.

- I don't want it.

Are you still mad at me?

- Of course.

- I have nobody, like literally, y'all,

I don't have nobody.

[tense music]

[crying]

- Why is Karlie saying she's scared?

- Because you yelling and you being loud.

- No, because that's how I talk.

- No.

- Back off of me. I'm leaving.

I'm not gonna let them do this to me again.

- This is the type of [bleep] she do.

That's the type of [bleep] she do.

- Let's--let's--