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- ♪ MTV ♪

- Previously on
"Love and Hip Hop: Atlanta."

- We got a surprise for y'all.

- Brandi and I have a
surprise for you guys.

Brandi and I, you know, we've
been on this healing journey.

- So we're taking
y'all to Canada.

both: Canada?

- Even tonight when I saw,
like,

everybody that was in the
hospital, some of my friends,

I just started
to think about Karlie.

And I'm like she was the
only one that I didn't invite.

- Aw.
- Well, what about Canada?

- But why you ain't say
nothing when she said to you,

when the cameras go down,
I'm gonna bust her in her face?

- I didn't really
think she was serious.

- OK.

- And I'm gonna be getting
two piece from the back

because I ain't got time
for that [bleep].

[funky music]

- ♪ This is the life ♪

- ♪ It's the life
that we're livin' ♪

- ♪ This is the life ♪

- ♪ It's the life
that we chose ♪

- ♪ This is the life ♪

♪ It's the life
that we're livin' ♪

- ♪ This is the life ♪

- ♪ It's the life
that we chose ♪

- ♪ Make my way to the top ♪

♪ And it ain't no stoppin' ♪

- ♪ I don't really
get my thing ♪

♪ I made it out ♪

♪ Now my name
in everybody mouth ♪

♪ Queen of Space,
dirty South ♪

♪ Complete when I see
that beach bounce ♪

- "Boss Moves."
Who came up with the title?

- It was collective,
I would say.

- No, the motivation
is winning.

We get to produce and
put out things we like.

all: Hey!
- What's up, cutie?

- This is so cute.
- Aw, baby.

- No, I love this.

♪ ♪

- ♪ Natural born leader ♪

♪ Want you, don't need you ♪

♪ If I met your mama
she'd say I'm a keeper ♪

- I'm so glad we all going
on this trip together.

- These prices is crazy.

- How much is it?
- $1,600.

- I might just show up in furs.
For real.

- I don't know about this trip.

- Come, Jessica.

- You've been wearing
furs all summer, girl.

You should be good.

- ♪ I'm so fly, fly, fly ♪

♪ I'm so fly, fly, fly ♪

♪ The energy right ♪

♪ High off life up
in the sky ♪

♪ It's just another night ♪

- How you been?

- Girl, I'm kind of excited
about this trip.

- I don't know if
I'm excited about the cold yet.

- Nobody is excited
about the cold.

But you New York, I'm Detroit.
What you mean?

- But I've been out here.
You know, Atlanta don't get--

- We done got spoiled.
- We don't get a real winter.

And you know Canada don't play.

[dramatic music]

♪ ♪

- Hi, ladies.

♪ ♪

- The journey continue.
The queen never sleeps.

Canada, the queen is here.

I'm co-hosting this Canada trip
with Renni Rucci.

But I invited Rasheeda
and I invited Karlie.

And I also allowed
people to invite

whoever they wanted
to invite to come

with them on this trip.

A lot of people
probably don't get along

or needed to have
a conversation,

needed this break.

I feel like this cold is
gonna draw us closer together.

Because when you're cold,
what you do?

You want hugs.
You want cuddles.

- Y'all, this is my first time.

- Welcome to the refrigerator.
[laughter]

- Welcome to the freezer,
[bleep].

- Yeah, we're the
only Aquarius here.

So we're about to
take over Canada.

We don't care about
what nobody else is--

- Pisces in the building,
Pisces in the building.

- Oh, God, yeah. Pisces,
they ready to lie and cry.

Canada, we about to take over.

After the fight with Santana,

I'm just looking to have
a good time in Canada.

Me and Santana
still haven't talked.

I don't know if he's coming.
I don't know what's going on.

But right now, I'm single.

I'm looking.
I might find a Canadian.

I might find Drake

cousin or something.

Welcome to Canada!

- It's freezing!
- [chuckles]

- All right, bye, y'all!
I gotta go.

- You think it's cold out?

- Renni, I thought you
were from New York.

- I've been in
Atlanta too long.

I'm cold.

- All right,
the journey about to start.

♪ ♪

- Hey, beautiful.
All bundled up.

I can't believe we're
finally here in Canada.

Bambi invited me.

Spice and I, we're not really
quite in communication.

But Bambi said she was going.
Karlie is going.

Zell's going.
So I just said, why not?

I'm gonna go.

And I'm really
trying to establish

a healthy relationship
with everyone.

- I ain't gonna lie. I was
a little hesitant to come

because Sierra and I are
not on speaking terms.

And last time
I went on a trip

with this group,
it was a [bleep] show.

- Why are y'all always so fake?
- Who are you talking to?

- Who the [bleep]
are you talking to?

- Who the [bleep] you cussing,
bad-talking to, bitch?

- I'm talking to you.
- Bitch, you talking to me now?

- Yes, I'm talking to you.
- You wanna talk now, bitch?

What if I don't
[bleep] see you?

Who the [bleep] you talking to?
- Why are you so mad?

But I do want
to give it a chance

and see if people are truly
going to try to heal

or if they're gonna try to
do part two of the Bahamas.

[upbeat music]

- We made it.
- We're here. Oh, lookit.

Aw.
- Oh! You made it, too.

[all chuckle]

- We just got to
Calgary, Canada, baby.

Ski! Ski! Ski!

I wasn't gonna come to Canada.

But when Sheeda pulled up
to my restaurant

and asked me to go to the trip,
Bambi kind of, like,

you know, you should go.

And Rasheeda said
it's not gonna be like that.

She feels like Spice has
changed for the better.

So I figured, you know what?

Let me go have fun
with the girls. Why not?

So glad I looked
at the weather.

- This ain't that bad.

- Now, Karlie--
- Carry that bag.

- Imagine the tequila
flowing through your system.

- ♪ Shine with me ♪
- ♪ Shine ♪

- ♪ Who's with me ♪
- ♪ Hey ♪

- We gotta pull over
and take a nice picture.

We gotta take a group picture.

- We do, but this is, like,
beautiful.

- Oh, it's freezing.

I was not prepared
for that cold to hit that ass.

But the scenery is amazing.
The mountains are beautiful.

And, you know, I'm so
glad we're all here,

coming together
for some healing.

And maybe even
a little bit of fun

mixed with
a little bit of drama.

- All right, I'm out! I'm out!
I'm running to the car. Whoo!

- Oh!
- [bleep] it's cold!

- Oh, stop playing!
- What are you doing?

- [laughing]
- I'll get them. [bleep].

We need the heat on
in this bitch.

[laughter]

- So where's Saucy, anyway?
Why you here by yourself?

- Right.
- I ain't gonna lie.

The other day,
we got into it so bad.

- Uh-oh.

- The worst that
we ever got into it.

And I ain't gonna lie,
I'm really sad about it.

You think because
you're Saucy Santana

that you, like,
above everybody.

- I don't think that
I'm above nothing.

- Thankfully,
I'm the best thing that

ever happened to you.
Just like you're the best thing

- Zell, [bleep] you crazy!
- That ever happened to me.

- Bitch, you saying that this
happened because of me, bitch.

- Yeah, no--
- I keep very [bleep]--

- We sitting at this table
because of me!

- I like you
and Saucy together.

- I do, too.

- I thought everything
was perfect.

- Things I know I said,

things that
I've never said to him

that I thought that
I would never even...

- Wow.
- Will come out of my mouth.

But, like, he does this thing

where he wants to push me
to this point.

He knows that will trigger me,

just so he can see what
I'm gonna do.

You know what I'm saying?
So I gave it to him.

- I want to know what
gave it to him means.

How bad was it?
- [laughs]

- What's the latest song
you did?

- This the--
- What's the latest song?

- Zell!
- OK, "Bop-Bop-Bop."

- "Bop-Bop-Bop," yes!

- Welcome to Atlanta, [bleep].
- This is my soul!

- Welcome to "this me."
- That's my fire!

[overlapping shouting]
- No touching, no touching.

- [indistinct]
your greasy, fat back.

The old ZellSwag.
The old ZellSwag popped up.

It's so many mixed emotions.

Like obviously,
I have some type of hope

for me and Saucy
because it's love there.

And when it's love there,
it's always a chance.

But Santana
being disrespectful.

And not standing
in his own [bleep],

I can't take it no more.

I really just want
to come here to have fun.

Like, I just feel like--
- We're gonna have fun.

We are going to have fun.

- I just wanna
have a good time.

- That's for sure.

[quirky tense music]

♪ ♪

- It's so awkward
and tense right now

because of Bambi
and Sierra's situation.

Now, when Spice and I
thought about

getting a group trip together,
I was like,

do I really want to
be a part of this?

Do I really want to put my face
with these people?

But you know what?

This my family.
I'm down for whatever.

We gon' figure it out.

Obviously, it's a big divide
in our group.

Spice and everybody
is in another car.

And she and I feel like
we need to come here

so everybody can cool off

and take some time
to put tension on ice.

It's gonna be an experience.

But that tension
that's already here,

you know, I would like for
everybody to just address it.

- The biggest elephant
in the room, OK, me and Bam.

Listen, at the end of the day,
I feel like

me and Bam was
deeper than friends.

We was more like family.
- Absolutely.

- So you're saying basically,
if there was a fight,

you're gonna jump in for Bam?

- Yeah.

- And Bam gonna jump in
for you.

- I mean, I don't know
what Bam gonna do.

Openly, I haven't really
felt Bambi defended me

like I would go for her.
Like, I go hard for my friend.

Everybody seen how
I don't play about them.

- You want somebody
step up for you.

- I want somebody
to show up for me,

or make me at least
feel like OK, cool.

I know I had an open mind
about talking to Sierra.

But we're not even
five minutes into this trip.

And Sierra and I are now
talking about

the fact that I did not get on
the internet and have her back.

I wasn't even focused
on the internet at that point.

I was recovering
from a panic attack

and she knew that,

but still expected me
to pop up in the morning,

get on the internet, and fight
the internet people for her.

I do [bleep] for people
all day, every day.

And it ain't based
on social media.

People think that if you don't
do something on social media,

if you don't post something...
- Then it's not real.

- Then it's not real
and that ain't how

I live my [bleep] life.

Like, I got real relationships,
but we're making this about--

- In this one time,
because this one time--

- Do you know what
I was going through

the day before you got on there
and said we're not friends?

Do you know where I was at
in real life?

Outside somewhere having
a whole [bleep] anxiety attack.

Damn, like, if you my friend,
give me--

give me that moment
to [bleep] recover.

I'm just super mad at Bambi

because I just feel like when
it comes to our former friends,

she never really
tells that person

when they are in the wrong.

And when that whole situation
happened with Safaree,

Bambi literally knew
that I call her instantly

when it happened.

And when the world started

to tear me down on Instagram,
she didn't have my back.

People only give a [bleep] when
you can do something for them.

- Girl, that's a [bleep] lie.
- No, that's the real.

- That's a [bleep] lie,

so don't ever say
that [bleep] about me.

- I know who the [bleep]
I am, and she do, too.

So that's what it is.

- Well, honestly, I don't know
who the [bleep] you are.

[dramatic music]

- Coming up on
"Love & Hip Hop Atlanta."

- Hey, hey.
- Yeah, yeah, yeah.

- Y'all ain't never
seen a snow angel thot.

- Whoo!

- I really want to
get to know everybody.

And, like, I've loved
every single person

and even you, Spice.
- Say what?

I don't even know you.
- Oh, Lord.

- ♪ Make my way to the top
and it ain't no stoppin' ♪

- ♪ Make my way to the top
and it ain't no stoppin' ♪

[dramatic music]

- People only give
a [bleep] when

you can do something for them.

- Girl, that's a [bleep] lie.
- No, that's the real.

- That's a [bleep] lie,

so don't ever say
that [bleep] about me.

- I know who the [bleep]
I am, and she do, too.

So that's what it is.

- Well, honestly, I don't know
who the [bleep] you are.

- It is absolutely frustrating

that Sierra is not
seeing my point.

I'm just like, girl,
what do you not understand?

We can keep it moving,

but I'm not about to do
this with you, OK?

I don't have to have, like,
these deep-ass conversations

over and over and over.

- No, nobody got to
have deep conversations.

I think we just
need to have a trip

together to where
it's not a divide.

Everybody who's here done had
an issue with somebody here,

and this is to kind of
move past it.

When we lay down at night,
we all got problems

that can't nobody else
help us with.

- You know what?
You preaching now.

- So--
- That is true.

- All [bleep] aside,
we need to--

everybody need time
to love on they self, too.

- I will say
the good thing about this

is nobody hit each other.

Nobody got disrespectful.
It actually got somewhere.

They actually listened
to each other.

I'll take that.

- So how you feeling?

- Uh, I'm--

- Because didn't you and Spice
have a conversation?

- Yeah, we had a conversation.

And I feel that that's probably
why the separation

because she attacked me
in the Bahamas.

Let's keep it real, right?

- Calling me a [bleep].
- Hold on, hold on.

[overlapping chatter]

- We [indistinct] the camera!
Stop roll!

- No. No, Spice.
- You see how she attacked me?

[Spice shouting indistinctly]
She attacked me.

[downbeat music]

There was no reason for her

to put her hands on me
because I didn't provoke her.

- Not at all.

- Was I not cool, cordial,
being a grown-ass woman?

- You already know that.

- I understand why Karlie feels

the way that she does
because in the Bahamas,

Spice and Shekinah were
acting weird to everyone.

- Bambi said that
she felt attacked--

- No, because I'm a Jamaican.

And the trigger words
at that table

was when Bambi said, who the
[bleep] are you talking to?

You take care.
It was nice meeting you.

- See y'all.
- I met you before.

I met you before.

I do want to talk to Spice
on this trip, though.

She rubbed me the wrong way.

Something I did maybe
rubbed her the wrong way.

But let's just try to have

an adult conversation
and talk it out.

- I'm not kissing nobody's ass.

Like, I'm just gonna
say what it is.

- I wish more people did that.

- Me and Spice talked
weeks ago about it,

and I promise you, the energy--

I don't care what she says
on the exterior.

She's up for a conversation.
It's just--

- We had a conversation.
- Yeah.

- We had a conversation.

- A real, like, get over
the hump conversation, though.

Not like we talked, but you
still need to stay over there.

Like--
- No, we had a conversation.

I would never
intentionally hurt you.

- But I wouldn't
intentionally hurt you, too.

- You said you were
gonna bust me in my head.

- I'm a Jamaican.
You're a [bleep] Caribbean.

You know how we talk!

- I've been cool. I know how
to control my emotions.

I'm a grown-ass woman.
I know how to use my words.

It's not my fault
that a lot of people

don't know how to do that.

Is that my fault?
- No.

- No, it's not. I'm one
of those people who don't.

So it's not your fault.

- If she's willing
to be cool and--

and not try to attack me,
I'm here for it.

I'm a forgiving person.
You got to forgive.

- And I'm not
making no excuses,

but we know exactly what's
going on with her now.

And I feel like
it's a lot of projecting.

But I don't condone violence.

There's no reason for nobody
to put they hands on anybody.

- ♪ I'm alive,
I'm alive right now ♪

♪ So alive right now ♪

♪ And don't take
nothing for granted ♪

♪ Because tomorrow,
it can all be gone ♪

- We here!

- I love it because
it's like this is not normal.

- That's beautiful.
- Hello.

- Hi, welcome
to Mountain House.

- Thank you so much.
Is it always cold like this?

- Uh...
- Yes, it is.

- Oh, wow.
- Thank you so much.

- ♪ And it just feels good
to be alive ♪

- I'm gonna ready
for the dinner,

and I'm gonna see you, like,
in an hour or two.

- OK, I'll see you
in a little while.

- Don't be late
because you know when

you start getting dressed--

- No, you the slowest person
on the planet.

I don't want to hear it.
- No. You and Yandy.

[laughter]

- Oh, we here.

Thank you. Ooh, hi.

[upbeat music]

♪ ♪

- Hey.
- Zell, Zell, Zell.

- How you doing?
Yeah, a nice little Zell.

- [indistinct] A cash Zell.
- Yeah, a cash, yeah.

- Lord, it has been
the longest day.

We are finally here.
We got everything in the hotel.

I just want to have
a conversation.

I want food.
I want drinks.

And Zell is the party starter
and I'm the party finisher.

Are we drinking?
- Zell, Amy.

- Yo.
- Hey, girl.

- Mwah.

- You trying to
play on the shots.

- Welcome to the--
- Welcome to Canada.

- Not the money monster jacket.

- Baby, I'm trying
to catch a bag.

- I want one.

- I feel like I've been
here longer than y'all.

Like, I feel like
I'm welcoming y'all to Canada.

I've been here
like two minutes.

- Oh, God.

Wait, because you did get
here a little earlier, right?

- Yeah, I got a little earlier.
How was y'all's trip?

- With Rasheeda and Spice.
- Yeah, we--

- By himself.
- Oh, what is--he ain't come?

Santana ain't come?
- I mean, he's not here yet.

- So y'all talked?

- No, I just--
- Well, how you know?

- I heard through
the grapevine.

- You been on your
stalking [bleep]?

- Yeah, you know. I'm watching.

I'm still watching,
just like he is.

- Because you miss your bae.
- Of course, I miss him.

For one,
when we had got into it,

I had already not spoken
to him in a week.

- Right.
- For real?

- Yeah, so then, like,
walking into that

and that's what you wanted to
do is just, like--

- Mm.

- So it was just, like,
how when y'all see each other?

Like, y'all--

- I--I walked in.
I ain't gonna lie.

I walked in, like,
kind of tough.

But then when I sat
down and seen him--

- You wanted to hug him?

- Yeah, broke--
cracked a smile.

But, like, I just feel like
he just--he wanted smoke.

- I swear to God,
I can relate to Zell so much.

I know his quickest thought
is to just break up,

but I did the same thing
with my past relationships.

He's emotionally charged
right now.

I can tell his
feelings are hurt.

You can cry on my shoulders
because I just went

through the same exact thing.

- Enough about my drama.

How was y'all ride here?
How was y'all ride here?

- It was good. I mean--
- Who all was it?

Who all was it?

- It was--I'm waiting
to see Sierra tell a lie.

- Well, no, I mean,
it was good.

It was good, but, you know,

me and Bambi had
a conversation or whatever.

And we came to a
agreement that we gonna

just be here and just be--
be mutual.

But when we talked about
the situation,

I said three things to her.

Well, if she was dead-ass
wrong and if you just

can't reciprocate and just
show me that type of energy,

I be like, ugh, I don't know.

Listen, when I went and did
that "Live" and told my truth,

oh, my God, it was--

that was all she talked
about on the bus.

- I just feel like we all--

that's what we
should be here for.

We all--to make--
let's make it right.

Let's have fun.
- Yeah.

- Let's make things right.
- Make the best of it.

- And whatever right is,
like, you know what I'm saying?

Right doesn't mean, like,
be bag besties.

Whatever right is,
let's make it that.

- That mean you got to come
and break the ice.

Because you at the head of it.

- Coming up on
"Love & Hip Hop Atlanta."

- We got Karlie and Spice
at the same table.

- [bleep] Zell.

- We got the bail man glam shop
at the table.

- I honestly feel
like y'all, like,

was being funny at the airport
because y'all, like,

tried to dress alike and stuff.
It was, like, weird.

- ♪ Make my way to the top
and it ain't no stoppin' ♪

- ♪ Make my way to the top
and it ain't no stoppin' ♪

[funky music]

♪ ♪

- ♪ Ain't never tell you
when you do all right ♪

♪ They only tell you when you
fall down [indistinct] ♪

♪ They always saying that the
city looking good a night ♪

♪ A chance to dream
[indistinct] ♪

♪ Gotta get it right ♪

♪ Yeah,
because I be feelin' myself ♪

♪ I done seen how far I came,
but I got a lot of love ♪

♪ Yeah, ice in my veins
like I hit a stutter step ♪

- Hi, ladies.
How are you?

Nice to meet you. I'm Spice.
- I'm Sarah.

- Jody.
- My pleasure.

- Nice to meet you.

- It's our first dinner,
so, you know,

hopefully,
everybody's seeing each other,

all can have a good time.

- Party people.
- The party is here.

- Me know I'm gonna have to
talk to Karlie eventually,

but I just don't want to talk
to her at the first night

after such a long day
of traveling.

To be honest, I just want
all of us to just relax.

- I haven't seen you
in a month of Sundays.

- I know.

- Amy.
- Hi, guys.

You guys look beautiful.
[overlapping chatter]

- How is this a healing trip

if Spice is not even saying hi
or I apologize or nothing?

It's just--it's weird energy.

If Spice want to be cold
in Canada, fine.

I'm gonna give her cold.
You just freeze.

- So hold on, y'all.
All right, me and Spice,

we gonna talk because
this is the trip

that we put together
to bring everybody on.

- Yes.

- Yeah, so I feel like,
you know, we been through a lot

these past couple months,

and this trip
is about us having fun.

- Fun.

- Something that we
haven't had in a long time.

- [chuckles]

- It's been real tense
around here.

- Been real hot.
- Yeah.

- It's all about having fun
and bonding

and lots of good energy.

We have a day planned tomorrow.

So just dress warm
for tomorrow.

- Mm-hmm.
- OK.

- That's it. We all just want
to have a good time

and get back to being whatever
kind of family we can be.

[laughter]
- Whatever kind of family.

- What kind of family is that?
A dysfunctional one.

- Dysfunction is all right,
though,

as long as it's in love.

- When I first came around,

that is how Sierra
introduced me to everybody.

- Did I lie?
- So far, no.

- We dysfunctional
as a [bleep].

- Dysfunctional, delusional.

- Hey, Amy.
You a Canada girl?

Welcome.

- You know,
we used to the snow.

- So you ain't--
is the boo here?

- Well, um, hmm-hmm-hmm.
- You wasn't sure?

- No, he's not here.

- OK.
- I'm just here alone.

- Well, my boo's
not here, either.

- I'm still ringless,
just here.

- Aw.
- So Mendeecees not coming?

- He tried to come.
He left a day early.

He had a booking in Toronto.

When he got to the border,

I guess they saw that
it had been promoted.

And they was ready.

They was like,
you cannot come in.

- Why, because
of what happened?

- Well, you know,
he had a criminal case.

- Oh.
- That he got convicted of.

They don't let anyone that
has a felony charge in Canada

unless you go through
this big, long process.

I think it's a few months.

By the time we got the invite,
it wasn't enough time.

I am bummed Mendeecees
is not here.

He may feel like space
is good for us.

I know that I've been
driving him crazy

with the egg donation,
but I want him here.

I do not subscribe to absence
makes the heart grow fonder.

So I'm here alone, bae.

- I didn't know
Canada is like that.

- I know.

- But yeah, so how
everybody doing, though?

It's like, we got Karlie
and Spice at the same table.

- Look at Zell.
- Mm, God.

[laughter]

- We got the bam and glam shop
at the table.

- The bam and glam.

- I feel like there's
so much love at the table.

- I ain't gonna lie.
I did want to see Bambi.

all: Aw.

- When we was on the plane,
I was like, bitch.

I was like,
go sit with your friend.

- Mm-hmm.
- [chuckles]

- Why it got to be that?

Why it got to be go
sit with your friend?

- Because you her friend, girl.
- Well, you her friend, too.

- I honestly feel
like y'all, like,

was being funny at the airport
because y'all, like,

tried to dress alike and stuff.
It was, like, weird.

- Who?
- Who tried to dress alike?

- Y'all two.

[dramatic music]

- Oh, it's not that cold.
- I love it.

- Y'all both had on long furs.
It was, like, real Missy.

- I don't know why
Sierra brought this up.

I mean, it's Canada.

Everybody brought furs
on the trip.

It's giving a little petty.

[quirky suspenseful music]

♪ ♪

- This dinner is very
uncomfortable to say the least.

So this may be my window of
opportunity to talk to Spice.

So let's just see where
she is in her healing journey.

And if she's really healing,

maybe this will open up
some time and space for her

to work things out with Karlie.

I really want to get
to know everybody.

Like, I've loved
every single person

and even you, Spice.
Like, I know--

- Say what?
[laughter]

- She loves
every single person.

- I said I love every--
and Spice knows this.

So cut the [bleep], Spice.
- What are you talking about?

- The first moment I met you,
we got off to a good start.

And then you started
being a little--

you didn't even want to sit
next to me in the Bahamas.

- I don't even know you.

- Oh, Lord.

- Coming up on
"Love & Hip Hop Atlanta."

- If you say you're
on a healing journey

and then you can't
acknowledge that

you treated me like [bleep]--

- I want to know why
everybody's kissing ass

and not holding
their friends accountable.

- This [bleep] is fake.

- ♪ Make my way to the top
and it ain't no stoppin' ♪

- ♪ Make my way to the top
and it ain't no stoppin' ♪

[suspenseful music]

- You didn't even want to sit
next to me in the Bahamas.

- Oh, Lord.
- What are you talking about?

- Maybe I took it
the wrong way,

but I just thought you were
acting cold in the Bahamas.

- You take it the wrong way...
- OK.

- Maybe because I don't know
what's in your ear

or what you're hearing.

But I don't even know you.

You can see that Jessica
is trying to provoke me

to get something out of me,
and I know she's doing that

because of Karlie
and her is friends.

So she's trying to
listen to Karlie.

But this is so random
because at the end of the day,

I hardly even know
Jessica White.

- Yeah, and I don't
know you, either.

So I was taken
aback by the fact

that you were acting like you
didn't want to get to know me.

We'll just chalk it up to we--
neither one of us remember.

- Oh, OK.

- I wanted to bring it up

and just, you know,
kind of just clear it.

- OK.
- All right.

- It's very clear.
Spice is not gonna say sorry.

Spice, she does know me,

but she's doing everything
to avoid that.

That's no accountability.

- It really is too much divide
in this group.

At the end of the day,
everybody here got history.

Everybody here got different
relationships with each other,

whatever the case is.
- Mm.

- But at some point,
we all should

be able to come together and
put everything to the side

and still be a family.

If something going
wrong with anybody here,

we all should be able
to come together,

and that's what this
is about--having fun,

putting differences aside.

This stuff here
is, like, minute

compared to things
that really matter.

And we all supposed
to pull together

and be there for each other.

- Cheers to that.
- Cheers to that.

- Cheers to that.

- I think putting healing out
on the table is great.

But we cannot heal
and come together

unless we approach things
in an honest way.

Or else this trip will be shot
straight to hell.

- Friendship is important.

[bleep] is needed, too,
especially real friendships.

Like, I don't want
to fight with my friends.

I want to fix it.

This whole thing with Bambi,

I don't want to be
in a weird space with you.

Like, I don't.

- I don't know how many
lemon drops my girl done had

tonight, but she's
a little all over the place.

First, she was mad in the van,

then she was hating
on the matching fur coats,

and now she wants
to make peace.

I'm just like, sis, pick one.

- Do y'all just ever just
go in and just be like,

hey, I apologize for whatever
I did that affected you?

[suspenseful music]

♪ ♪

- Yeah, we did that.

- Yeah.
- Yeah.

- I mean I definitely feel like

we have been in those
situations where we both

have apologized to each other
and agree to move forward.

- And then it just don't
get there for some reason.

- I don't know why.

We both kind of, like,
didn't show up

for each other in a way that
the other person wanted to.

And I think sometimes
with other people's,

like, influence and opinions,

it just kind of
reopen up certain wounds.

You know what I'm saying?

- Maybe me and Bambi

do need to have
a private conversation.

I don't know.

But then again,
I just feel like Bambi

know she dead-ass wrong.

So she's gonna always say,

oh, it's other people,
it's other people.

So I just feel like
I have a lot of mixed emotions

when it comes
to this situation.

- I know her issue was

I'm showing up for you
like this.

You're not showing up for me
like this,

but I'm watching you show up
for somebody else like this.

- At the same time, like,
we definitely got to,

you know, understand people
being in different spaces

all the time, just like when we
were in Bahamas and, you know,

the whole situation was
going on,

didn't nobody stand up and say,
wait, wait, whoa, whoa, whoa.

[overlapping screaming]

- What are
you gonna [bleep] do?

- Sit down, Spice.

Sit down.
- Make me! Make me!

- Sit down!
[overlapping shouting]

- Neither one of y'all
are gonna do [bleep].

- Bye, wig.

- Get the [bleep]
out of here, bitch.

- So you know what I'm saying?
So I do--

- But--but I was still
going through something.

But that next day,
I went and had a talk with her

and I told her exactly.

I said you was dead-ass wrong.

- Oh, what are you
talking about?

- Did I, or did I not?

- We have an early
start tomorrow, guys.

- Yeah.

- One thing about Spice,

Spice don't want to talk
about Spice.

- [laughs] No, because I was--

- One thing about Spice--
- We got--we got a 6:00 a.m.--

- Why would you just
do that now?

- We gonna miss
the snow tomorrow

and the fun activities.
- [laughs]

- We have a whole day planned
and scheduled.

- You said 6:00 a.m.
- We not gonna wake up.

We got to be up at 6:00 a.m.

- When it comes to Spice

dealing with her own [bleep]
that she has done,

I don't feel like she wants
to talk about it.

We all human.

Sometimes, Spice,
you got to, like,

stand up and be like,
you know what? I was wrong.

They was bringing you up,
Spice.

- [laughs]

- ♪ What's wrong? ♪

♪ What's wrong? ♪

♪ I don't know about
what you been on ♪

♪ What's wrong? ♪

♪ What's wrong? ♪

- Dinner was so weird.

It was like Bambi couldn't
get what she had to say out.

Sierra really just
wanted to talk.

And then Spice was
just looking like--

I'm just sitting there like,
is it over yet?

What y'all think
about that dinner?

You know what? I--it--

- I want to ask you guys
a question.

Why, when
I was talking to Spice,

didn't y'all stand up and say
like, yeah, you did shade her?

- Because I knew she
was gonna act like...

- But I know you don't, though.
- Huh? What? Huh?

- And I'm sorry
I didn't stand up for you.

It's only because
we already have our beef.

- Mm-hmm. You can't be
on a healing journey

if you don't
take accountability.

- Can't acknowledge.
Yeah, [bleep].

- And you can't--
- That [bleep] is fake.

- Jessica is clearly upset
because she feels like

nobody stands up to Spice
and I agree with her.

Nobody stands up to Spice.

Everybody's just,
oh, Spice, it's OK.

All right, you're going
through something.

What's the problem?
What's going on?

- I am trying
here because we're

all in a situation

where we have to get
to know each other.

And I want to.

I am not a person
that's confrontational at all.

I'd rather just
silence you out.

Like, the fact of the matter
is if you then say that

you're on a healing journey
and then you can't acknowledge

that you treated me
like [bleep], that's fine, too.

So you ignore.
- Yeah.

- I'll ignore.

And then we can just
[bleep] move on.

I'm tipsy and annoyed.

Like, I just feel like,
why the [bleep] am I here?

Because it just didn't go well.

- I want to know why
everybody's kissing ass

and not holding their friends
accountable.

- Everybody was saying
I didn't show up for Sierra.

And I was saying that when

everybody
in the [bleep] Bahamas, like,

when Spice had that energy
towards me,

didn't too many people stand up
and be like, whoa, whoa, whoa,

whoa, whoa, and really,
like, make her pipe down,

including Sierra.

- The thing about Sierra,
I believe her

when she says that she doesn't
want to fight with you.

- Right. I know, but my--
- But I do also believe--

I do believe that Sierra has
other people in her ear...

- Right.

- And I do believe that Sierra
has this thing in her mind

where she wants people
to show up for her...

- Listen, though.
- The way that she shows up.

She loves you.

- Yeah, she loves you.
- She really does.

I appreciate what she's saying

and even though
I'm not harboring

any type of ill feelings
or anything towards Sierra,

it feels like
we're beating a dead horse.

But I mean, who knows what
will happen in Canada?

- I'm out of here.
I gotta go to sleep.

- Well,
let's have fun tomorrow.

- I think Bambi's trying
not to say something

because she's afraid that it's
gonna become confrontational.

- No, it's gonna be me
ruining the [bleep] trip.

Oh, Bambi came here with
that poor-ass [bleep] attitude.

- Why we always got
to be fake, though?

- Because that's
what we do, OK?

This is the fake bitch crew.
[laughter]

- Coming up on
"Love & Hip Hop Atlanta."

- They're so cute.

- They say Black women
don't do this. We doing it.

- Ah!
- Bye!

- Whoo!

- Oh!
Oh, my goodness.

- Where are we going?

- [bleep].
I think we stuck out here.

- ♪ Make my way to the top
and it ain't no stoppin' ♪

- ♪ Make my way to the top
and it ain't no stoppin' ♪

- ♪ It's cold in this bitch ♪

♪ But I make it hot ♪

♪ I'm catching these bodies,
I'm flowing on beats ♪

♪ And I take the block from
everything that they not ♪

♪ 'Cause you know the drill ♪

♪ Yeah, you know the drill ♪

- Hey, Mama. Are you enjoying
that warm ATL weather

while I am in cold Canada?

- I don't know why you think
it's warm out here.

It's 58 degrees.
That ain't warm.

I got a coat on.

- For real?
- I'm in Detroit, all of us.

Yeah.

- There's so many
unresolved little issues

that's happened in this group.

I'ma just smile and just
play nice with the kumbaya.

I got to go.
Love you.

We about to do
a whole day of sledding.

Whole snow day planned.

- ♪ You know the drill,
you know the drill ♪

♪ You know the drill ♪

- ♪ Icy on my neck ♪

♪ Icy on my wrist ♪

♪ Icy ♪

- Oh, we with the dog.
- Look at the dog.

- I can't see it.
- Oh, my God! They're so cute.

So it's a new day and we
are going up in the mountains

to go dog sledding,
snowmobiling,

and disclaimer: we really
got to drive in a Sprinter

on a [bleep] snowy mountain.

I guess it's too late for me

to try to renege
on the [bleep]

and go back to the hotel, huh?

So I just got to suck it up
and pray for the best.

- Welcome.

- [screams]

- Look.

- Hey.
Hey, puppies.

- Hey!
- Yo, yo, yo.

- Yeah, yeah, yeah!
- We outside.

- Y'all ain't never
seen a snow angel thot.

- Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah.

[dogs barking]

- It's a new day in Canada.
I'ma not lie, I'ma feel good.

I'm super excited to be
going up in the mountains

to do dog sledding.

And I feel like this is
just what my group needs

to kind of just break the ice
and loosen up.

And after all that awkwardness
the night before,

it was too much.

I'm so excited
to just be having fun today.

- They say Black women
don't do this. We doing it.

- Fam, these dogs got you.

We done dealt with
worse dogs than this.

- Sit your ass down.

- These are like jet skis
but on snow, right?

- It's very similar
to a jet ski,

but the throttles are
very sensitive.

- Sensitive.
- OK?

- Orange button.
- So just a little feel for it.

- Y'all see what I got on.

I'm definitely giving,
like, Ozempic Claus

with all my ho-ho-hos lined up.

I chose to do snowmobiling

because I felt sorry for the
dogs because I'm a dog, too.

One of them might try
to bite me or something.

One of them might
be Santana's friend.

[laughter]

- I'm leading the sled, y'all.

- Whoo!

- [bleep]
[all screaming]

- Ah!
- Bye.

- Oh, [bleep].
- They're going! [laughs]

- Look at my lashes.

- Solo trip with the dogs.

[upbeat music]

[laughter]
- Whoo!

- Hold on, Yandy!

- Don't you worry.
I ain't letting go.

- For me, the dog sledding,
it went from fun to terrifying.

It started out so nice.
I was excited.

I was like, yeah.

The dogs was making noise
and I was there singing.

But then I started to get cold.

Everything started
to get cold.

My organs, my butt, my [bleep].

- I'm having so much fun
with this dog sledding,

but I cannot feel my face.

And these dogs--
one second, they pull.

Next they're sitting down
like,

bitch,
pull y'all own rich selves.

[upbeat music]

- Yeah, come get on with me.

Yeah.
We out here.

- Karlie, I got you.
Just trust me.

- Everyone knows I had no fun
with Khaotic on the water.

- Oh!
- Whoa!

- It felt so good
to be back on land,

but now behind a woman
in a snowmobile, I can do that.

- ♪ I let it go ♪

- OK, you're good to go.

- ♪ I don't have time for
any haters, yeah, you know ♪

♪ Already know ♪

♪ Already know ♪

♪ I don't have time for
any haters, yeah, you know ♪

[indistinct chatter]

- Whee!

♪ ♪

Whoo!

- This part is, like,
the part you gotta

keep having to, like, just--

ooh.

Oh, oh!
- Where are we going?

- Oh, my goodness.

[bleep].
I think we stuck out here.

Hello?
Drake?

- Coming up on
"Love & Hip Hop Atlanta."

- But wait.

Jessica, I just realized
you're traveling with us.

What's going on?

Because last night,
I felt like you were

trying to pull something
out of me.

[tense music]

- ♪ Make my way to the top
and it ain't no stoppin' ♪

- ♪ Make my way to the top
and it ain't no stoppin' ♪

- Oh, are you ready?
- No.

That--the snow is deep.

It's like--
it's all in the knees.

[engine revving]

Ah!

- What happened?

- [indistinct] Oh, they gotta--

wait, that's them.
Are y'all OK?

- And you ain't want
to ride with me?

- Wait, hold on.
I'm gonna reach y'all now, OK?

OK, hold on!
- You are?

- Ah! Y'all OK?

Ah!
- Girl, just--girl!

- I'm gonna reach you.
- Girl, we gone.

- OK!

They're OK. They're OK.

They're OK.

[wind howling]

How I'm gonna get back?

[quirky suspenseful music]

- I don't know what
Karlie got going on.

I don't know why she thinks
she can come over and save us.

She running. Them boobies
hitting her in her face.

She getting stuck in the snow.
It's like, girl, stay there.

We got this.

We had a little spill,
and we back up on this thing.

I'm about to show 'em
how to roll.

[upbeat music]

- Ah!

Yes!

Yes!

Whoo!

- Easy work.

- Really calm,
really time, and we good.

We had a little spill, but,
like, yeah, it's all right.

We uh-uh.
We ready to go.

[upbeat music]

♪ ♪

- So are y'all loving the cold?

♪ ♪

[laughter]

- But, you know, I do--
I'm enjoying the experience.

I'll say that.

Second day, first activity.

We did it!
Ding-ding-ding-ding-ding-ding!

I really enjoyed snowmobiling.

But honey, we got to get
down this darn mountain.

We need to go.

- So what about that dinner
last night, guys?

- I just have to look
at Spice and read her eyes.

I just look.

And I just be like, oh, Lord.
[laughter]

- I didn't say much.

I didn't say nothing.
- That was good.

- You didn't even want to sit
next to me in the Bahamas.

- Oh, Lord.
- What are you talking about?

- You were acting cold
in the Bahamas.

- You take it the wrong way.
I don't even know you.

Now that Jessica White
is alone with us in the car,

it's a perfect time to have
a conversation with her

because there's a time
and place for everything,

and that dinner table
was not it, baby.

But wait.

Jessica, I just realized
you're traveling with us.

What's going on?

Because last night,
I felt like you were trying

to pull something out of me.

- Well, no, I wanted
you to acknowledge

that you did hurt my feelings.

And when you wouldn't do that,
then, for me, it's like, OK,

conversation is over.

It's never a joke when
you hurt someone's feelings,

especially if you
don't have the ability

to have acknowledgment of it.

- But you have hurt
my feelings before, too.

- OK, so how?

- When me and Bambi had our
differences, Bambi and I, we--

see, we know each other
before you.

- Yeah.

- And I feel like
you just came along,

and then you started saying to
me, oh, why are you like this?

- When have I ever
said that to you?

I've never--
I don't recall that.

- Yes, you have.
Well, I'm gonna remind you.

Just before I stepped through
the gate in the Bahamas,

you stopped me.

Bambi is telling me
to apologize.

- She felt attacked
with the person.

- No, because I'm a Jamaican.

- No, no, no,
and I do understand that.

- Because I'm
a darker skin tone.

- No, it's not about that.
Don't do that.

I didn't realize
that I offended her,

but we've got contact.

So let's just get over
our pride and our ego

and make this conversation
work for the best of us

and move the [bleep] on.

- That's where it started.

I feel like
you just immediately was saying

I was doing something that you
did not have the full story on.

I feel like you didn't come
to me and say, hey, Spice,

what's the situation?

So now you can get
to know me for yourself

because I know you've been
hanging out with Karlie,

and I know she probably
told you a lot of things.

But you got to remember

she was my friend
for almost a decade.

Five years is a long time.

So I must have been a good
person for her to be around.

- You're right.

I know you and Karlie have
been friends for a long time,

and it's a whole
history that I'm

completely uninformed about.
- Yeah.

- But I will say and take
full responsibility

for having preconceived ideas
about you, for sure.

- Thank you.
I appreciate that.

- Absolutely,
because it's the truth.

And I do apologize for that.

I'm happy that we're
talking now, and that's it.

Like, let's just [bleep]
get over this [bleep].

I don't have time for it.

Do you realize
what the government

has planned for us all?

- We're all going to have
a rude awakening in 2024.

I don't have time
for this [bleep].

What I'm trying to do
is just make peace

with people
and keep it [bleep] moving.

I'm gonna go and get my farm,
get my own livestock,

have my baby, possibly
if God permits for me

to find a man that
I can stomach, you know,

have that guy a part of
the house to get out there

and, I don't know,
[bleep] do something

with the horses and [bleep].

I don't [bleep] know.

But what I do know is
I don't have time to be

[bleep] sitting here
and fighting with Spice.

- Now that you acknowledge
that you judged me--

- I love how
you turned this around.

You such a narcissist.
[laughter]

- Let me finish, though,
because you said I hurt you,

and I want to apologize.

So now that you acknowledge
that you did something--

all: Aw.

- Yes, yes!
[laughter]

- All right, now that
you remember, I remember, too.

[laughter]

You know, Jessica say,
oh, I hurt her feelings

or I've made her feel some way.

I had to share with her
that she hurt me, too.

But I'm probably--I don't
know if I should say

I'm more aggressive or my tone.

I just deliver
things differently

than everyone else.

And so that's why
I just apologize to her

so we can just move forward

because I genuinely don't even
have a problem with her.

So we can start our friendship
from here.

- Yes. And I would love--
- I'm Spice, and you are?

- I'm Jessica, Spice.
I love your music.

- Thank you so much.
- You're welcome.

[laughter]

- Next on
"Love & Hip Hop Atlanta."

[all cheering]

- OK, OK, OK.

[laughter]

- There's a kickball game.

Gloria can bring [indistinct]
Everybody can meet up.

- The kickball game is great,

but I'm not open to meeting
with her--I'm not.

- Oh.

[all exclaiming]

- They got two out.

- Hold on. Gloria outside.

- Me and Mendeecees, girl,
we been going through it.

Too many people around us
breaking up.

- It's like break-up season
around here.

- I don't want it.

Are you still mad at me?

- Of course.

- I have nobody,
like literally, y'all,

I don't have nobody.

[tense music]

[crying]

- Why is Karlie
saying she's scared?

- Because you yelling
and you being loud.

- No, because
that's how I talk.

- No.

- Back off of me.
I'm leaving.

I'm not gonna let them
do this to me again.

- This is the type
of [bleep] she do.

That's the type
of [bleep] she do.

- Let's--let's--