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- ♪ MTV ♪

- Previously on
"Love & Hip Hop Atlanta"--

- So what happened?

- Everybody literally went to
jail over something so stupid.

And that situation
was [bleep] bad.

- I told you that I would
help you raise the child.

But I told you that
I don't have to be

involved with the mother.

She not coming into my house.

- [bleep] your house.
- I'm just saying.

- You bugging.
You on some [bleep].

You trying to give your
egg to your cousin--

- My sister.

- I understand you'd
do anything for her.

But it's not an easy
decision to make.

- I think we need to have
somebody come rap on it.

I think we need to
get Saucy Santana.

What do you think, Sauce?

- You just started music, huh?

- No, I've been--
- You been?

- Yes.
- Oh, okay.

- We all, like are trying to
tackle all of these issues

and work on ourselves
and everything.

- What about you and Karlie?

Because y'all was besties.
- Oh, my God.

[funky music]

- ♪ This is the life ♪

- ♪ It's the life
that we're livin' ♪

- ♪ This is the life ♪

- ♪ It's the life
that we chose ♪

- ♪ This is the life ♪

♪ It's the life
that we're livin' ♪

- ♪ This is the life ♪

- ♪ It's the life
that we chose ♪

- ♪ Make my way to the top ♪

♪ And it ain't no stoppin' ♪

- ♪ I make it look easy ♪

♪ Feeling like a champ,
going repeat ♪

♪ No, feeling like a champ,
going three-peat ♪

♪ Hall of Fame vibe
where the greats be ♪

- Zelly.
- Hey.

- What's up?

- Come and sit down
and get them feet done.

- Oh, get these damn dogs done.

But my feet look good, though.
- I hope so.

- Oh, my God.

- Them Hollywood girls,
them hos feet be dirty so.

- Welcome to Atlanta.
This is how we get down.

We got liquor,
hookah, hot wings.

- All at the nail shop.
- Fried fish.

- I like that.
- Thank you.

- Cheers.
- Cheers.

Look at--what is that, milk?

Heavy cream?

- Milk.

- That's when you know
your feet is ugly,

when you gotta dip them
in milk.

- Almond milk.

- Oh, it's gonna be so nice.

- Atlanta experience
has definitely been a--

- It's been a lot.

- I ain't gonna lie.

I been really drained.

They haven't even gave us
a court case yet.

They said, like, they
could literally call us

like 48 hours in
advance like, hey,

you have court on this day.

You gotta be there.
Like, you know what I'm saying?

So I'm like, what the [bleep]?

- So basically, you
can't travel right now.

- Yeah, I feel like
I'm on probation.

- Santana's fixing
to be mad as [bleep].

- Yeah, he's very upset.

He's nominated for a VMA award.
We supposed to be--

- Oh, yeah. I remember.
We talked about that.

- Yeah, we supposed to be
walking the carpet with him.

I'm supposed to be right
there cheering him on

because this is a big moment.

It's a big deal that I'm
missing out

on a major moment
in Santana's career.

It's his first time
being nominated.

And now I can't even be
with him at the VMAs.

He was already weird
about my circle of friends

from the jump.

And now this little incident
has proved him right.

And I just feel like I
gotta make things right.

His birthday is October 8.

I'm having him a
birthday party.

- Okay.

- I don't know
nobody in Atlanta. I need--

- Oh, yeah, no,
I can definitely help you.

- I need the decorators.

- I need, like, all
types of [bleep].

I'm trying--I'm thinking
of Chanel and strippers.

- I really hate that
Zell is actually having

this experience in Atlanta.

Like, I know that
it's a lot going on

and it's a big change for him.

But hopefully, once
the dust settles,

he'll be much more
comfortable and glad

that he actually moved here.

- I needed this,
like, for real.

This is so relaxing.

- No, we try to be doing
a whole bunch of this.

It's gonna get better.

- I need this once a week
with you, me and you,

a day, once a week.

- ♪ They know
I'm the bomb, bomb ♪

♪ Brr bomb, bomb ♪

♪ Brr bomb be-bomb baby bomb ♪

♪ They know
I'm the bomb, bomb ♪

♪ Brr bomb, bomb ♪

♪ Brr bomb be-bomb baby bomb ♪

♪ They know I'm the bomb ♪

- Okay.
Hi, Mrs. Henderson.

- Hey, Spice!
- I love this.

Congratulations on closing the
deal on your new funeral home.

Oh, I'm so proud of you!

- Thank you!

- So you got caskets in there?

- ♪ Focus ♪

♪ I swear I'll make
you lose focus ♪

♪ Focus ♪

♪ I swear I'll make
you lose focus ♪

♪ Focus ♪

♪ I swear I'll make
you lose focus ♪

- Hey.

How y'all doing,
ladies, pretty ladies?

How's it going?

Of course.
You wanna take a pic?

Let's do it.

- ♪ Free your mind,
body, and soul ♪

♪ You gotta have
feels with it ♪

♪ And if you ain't
real with it ♪

♪ I can lay the smack down
like Will did it ♪

♪ 'Cause I'm the bomb, bomb ♪

♪ Brr bomb, bomb ♪

[blender whirring]

- Damn, your booty
eating them things up.

You ain't fixing to go out in
public with this on, is you?

- Uh-uh, no.

- Girl, it's like in there.

- That's how they made.

- Let me see.
- [laughs]

Jasiel and I have reconciled
before the city hall party.

But the topic of his baby mama
Gloria, and the child, Gianna,

needs more discussion.

And this time it's
gonna be in a more

calm way than the
way we interacted

at the bowling alley.
It was a little hectic.

- Mm-mm.
- What?

- Spoiled.

- So I was thinking about
this whole thing

with your baby mama, 'cause I
know at the bowling alley,

it was heated.

But I think it was just
because I thought that you

were trying to
just take more than

what I was willing to give.

- No, baby.

This is definitely a
change in our lifestyle,

you know, having that
young of a child.

- And I'm not even
talking about the child.

I'm talking about
the whole thing

with you trying to
get her mother to--

- No, I--listen.
Some way now, paths will cross.

- I'm still where I am with it.

- Mm-hmm.

- That's your responsibility.

And you are the sole liaison.

And I feel like if
you can stick to that,

we'll be all right.

Jasiel has to be the liaison.

Like, Jasiel and
Gloria, they should

be able to communicate without
Kendra's name being in it.

But also, Sierra invited us

to Saucy Santana
birthday party.

I wanna go.

- You can go.

- You don't wanna go?

- It ain't that I
don't wanna go.

It's just that I just don't
know if I should go

to Saucy Santana's birthday
party, you know?

People kind of heated
with me right now.

Recently, I did
this interview.

And I'm catching flack.

When I said that
I wouldn't perform

in front of this type of crowd,
I meant an all-male crowd.

Whatever your sexual preference
is, hey, if that's what

you get off, that's--
I get it.

I'm just telling you, if I'm
uncomfortable with something,

it's just I'm saying
I'm uncomfortable.

It does not make me homophobic.

It don't mean I hate nobody.

It's a balancing act when
it comes to this whole topic

in our culture and in society,
period.

- The number one goal,
support Saucy Santana

at his birthday party.

You know, he could
have possibly been

offended by what was said.

- Listen, I don't
wanna go and people feel like

they need to approach me about
anything in regards to that.

- No.

- 'Cause if I'm
at his party,

it might be a moment
where somebody wanna

ask me aside to talk to me.

And see, at that
moment, if I choose

to not wanna have
that conversation,

it's gonna be taken wrong.

It's gonna be like, oh, wow.
You came to my party.

You don't even wanna
talk to me about it?

But at this moment,
this about you.

This your birthday party.

- Okay.

Well, I'm just--
I'm just extending

the invite, sweetheart.

I mean, you are
free to do whatever.

I understand Jasiel's hesitancy

about going to Saucy's
birthday party,

and it does not have anything
to do with Saucy himself.

It's just this Vlad interview.
It was click bait.

So I think it would be a good
idea for us to go to Saucy's

party, you know, just
to show some support,

and then just to
just clear the air.

We gonna have a good
time, so it is what it is.

- Hey, man.
I'm just telling you, whatever.

- I just--I want--

- If you just feel like
I need to be there--

- No, 'cause it's fun.

We work all the time.

- Coming up on
"Love & Hip Hop Atlanta"--

- I was in the hospital
just yesterday.

Some of my organs are failing.

- What?

- Where's Erica?

- This ain't got
nothing to do with her.

I'm just talking to you.

- Khaotic, you so
fool of [bleep].

- But you still love her.

- You know she been
healing, right?

- You sit down with Spice.

- ♪ Make my way to the top,
and it ain't no stopping ♪

♪ My way to the top,
and it ain't no stopping ♪

- ♪ I'm a goddess ♪

♪ I'm flawless ♪

♪ I'm burning brighter
than the sun ♪

♪ I'm a goddess ♪

- Hey!

- It's been a while
since I've gotten

together with all the girls.

So I'm gonna just invite
them to a tea party.

Finally.
- Oh, hi!

- Hi!

- Hi, ladies!
- Hey.

- Hello.
- Okay, you got the dress code.

I like that.

Plus, the truth is
me wanna get the tip on

little of the things that's
been happening with everyone.

And I wanted to fill them in
with what's happening with me.

Okay. Wait, wait.

So grab the teacups and
let's turn it around

and look at Sierra.
What's the tea?

[laughter]

What's the tea, Sierra?

- First of all, I'm
keeping things under wraps.

I've been dating,
and one of the guys

that I went on a date with,
we made out.

And everybody's making
this big thing out of it.

I'm having fun.

Like, I'm free as
a goddamn butterfly.

- As you should.

Your ass don't need to be
locked down with nobody.

- And don't want to.

- But I see you posting too.

I see it on social media.

- Everybody get your teacups.

- Everybody get the teacups.
- Point them at Renni.

- Point them at Renni.
- No, I'm not dating.

I'm in a relationship.

all: Oh!

- Yeah.
- That's right!

- My man is Blacc Zacc.

He's a rapper.

When we were in
Belize, I was saying,

like, I was interested in
seeing someone or whatever.

But he and I had already
started communicating.

But it was, like,
really light.

When we linked the first
time, we have never been

away from each other since.

- Well, we had an interesting
meetup the other day.

Everybody hold your
teacups up to Renni.

- Me again.
- What happened?

- Girl, we tried to pull
her and Erica together.

So yeah, the meetup didn't
go quite as expected.

Erica, where are you?

- Girl, I just
finished my drink.

- Why you ain't tell
me you wasn't coming?

- I'm not pulling
up to that [bleep].

Ain't no pulling up and
kumbaya and all that.

I slept on it, I woke up,
and I was like you know what?

That ain't even beef.
- Okay.

- Hold on. Wait, wait, wait.
- It don't got nothing to do

with you, Yandy, but I'm not
doing that [bleep].

- First, I felt like it was
disrespectful to Yandy.

- She said, so
y'all--you want me

to be on this kumbaya [bleep].

And you didn't get
punched in the face.

You didn't get a drink
thrown in your face.

I feel like she needs to
mature and y'all make amends.

You get what I'm saying?

I said me and Karlie did it.

And you guys will be able
to say that very soon.

- Mm-hmm.

- In Jesus' name.

- And I'm saying it now.
all: Amen.

- I like that.

- So the real
reason why I invited

y'all here is because, you
know, last year I almost died.

- Oh, honestly, how do you
really feel right now?

- So the truth is I've
been dealing with a lot

of health issues by myself.

I have another hernia surgery
that they want me to do.

I was in the hospital
just yesterday.

They had to take like
15 bottles of blood from me

to figure out why some
of my organs are failing.

- What?

- Failing organs?
- Yeah.

- Really?

This is a huge deal.

And I'm so hurt and
broken that she's been

dealing with this on her own.

Like, you got a
circle of girls here.

You got a group
of friends here.

- Is there, like, a plan?

Is there, like, a step by step
way to go through the process?

You know what I'm saying?

- So after I get the
results from these

15 bottles that
they drew from me,

that's really what's gonna--

when they diagnose
me with something,

that's when they're
gonna try to figure out

if they can treat me.

I've been hanging in there.

I've been praying and
doing my healing journey

and working on myself.

And I'm really been
better than last year.

So I'm going to be having
a celebration of my

one-year anniversary to life.

- Wow.

- Just giving God
thanks for life.

So I want y'all to come
and celebrate with me.

- I cannot wait to come.

- Now, are you inviting
Karlie to that party?

- Oh, lord.
- What?

In moments like this,
it just makes me, like,

think about relationships.

And I don't care what
this one right here says,

her and Karlie were like this.
- Yeah.

- I just feel like everything
needs to go to the side.

And you need to be a
part of your village.

If Rasheeda's not
there, I'm here.

If I'm not here, Renni, Sierra.

And maybe there's a world
where Karlie needs to be

there for you for something.

God didn't put her in
your life for no reason.

And although she
may have weirdo ways

of moving and not
telling you, I do believe

she did it in love for you.

- You know, to be honest,
I definitely thought

about reaching out to Karlie.

But with all my health issues,

I just couldn't be bothered
with the back and forth.

Maybe I need to
write her a letter--

- That would be a start.
- So she could read it.

- That would be a start.

- Because I feel like if I
go to have a conversation,

she's just gonna start
turning the conversation

into a different thing.

And then I forgot what I
need to explain to her,

why she hurt me and
how she hurt me.

- Only because, if we
really wanna heal

and we're really gonna
do what we been doing,

at least bring some closure.

Closure does a lot.

- It does.
- And it ain't for her.

It's for you.
- Mm-hmm.

Okay.

Thank you, ladies.

I love y'all so much.

- Love you.

- ♪ Yeah, I'ma take my shot
and I won't miss ♪

♪ No, I won't miss ♪

♪ They talking bout me and
they hoping I don't win ♪

♪ I don't win ♪

♪ But girl, I'm balling like
I'm Spalding in the gym ♪

- Hey.
- What's up, baby?

- What's up?
- Aw.

- Look, I got you a gift.
- Thank you.

- I'm trying to wine
and dine you right now.

- Oh, you wining me,
but you ain't dining me.

I see no food here.

- You the meal.

- Khaotic, you so
full of [bleep].

- I need to use the bathroom.

- Oh, go ahead. Use it.

Saucy wanted to get together
after our very awkward

first meeting in the studio.

And he was meeting
up with Khaotic.

And Saucy and Khaotic
have worked together.

So I'm excited about
just kind of connecting

with both of the guys.

Where's Erica?

- Me and Erica
ain't really been

seeing eye to eye like that.

This ain't got nothing
to do with her.

I'm just talking to you,
checking your temperature.

- I'm not sick.

You ain't gotta
check my temperature.

- Right now, things
just a little

shaky between me and Erica.

And Jessica is so
used to polyester.

She was in one of the biggest
polyester relationships

of all time, you know?

I feel a lot of
heat every time I

come around Jessica,
like when I come around,

she catch a fever or something.

What you been up to?

- Just working,
man, in the studio.

- When are we getting
in the studio?

You know I'm the hitmaker now.

- You gotta listen to my
music first before you want it.

- I done heard
some of your drip.

That's how you sleep on me.
I done heard some of your drip.

- I was just in the
studio with Saucy.

I felt like things
got a little awkward.

This is Bang.

He produced the song "Vogue."

I was just hoping that
you would get on it.

- Why?
Because it's "Vogue"?

You know, this is my first time
even meeting any one of y'all.

So just coming in like, hey,
get on my song--like, whoa.

- I just thought maybe
he felt bombarded.

- Oh, like y'all just
came in there and just

took up the space and stuff.

- It could be a bit
uncomfortable, especially when

someone's like, push play.

Do you wanna be on this song?

You put a person on,
you know what I mean?

- Yo.

- What's going on?

- Hi.

- What's up, gang?
- What's up?

- Hi.
- How are you?

- Hey.
- Hey there.

- What's up?
- What's up? How are you?

- One thing about you,
bitch, you be fire.

Where the drinks?

What, y'all on a
date or something?

- No.
- It could be.

- Have you talked to Zell,
like, since

the studio session and stuff?

- I have.

- So how you feel
about the studio?

- I didn't want you
to feel uncomfortable.

I didn't want you to feel
like I put you in a position

where you have to then--
you'd be put on the spot.

And if I did that,
I completely apologize.

- Yeah.

I feel like I'm very,
like, to myself.

And I'm very reserved.

So I just wanna,
like, let me see

if I even like her
before we come in

and start getting to business.

That's like [bleep].

Let me see if I
even like [bleep].

Let me see if I like this
energy before I go in

and lay down.

I wanna set up a group
session because I want us

to get to, like, you
know, just vibe musically

because Khaotic is talented.

- I get it.
I understand Saucy.

And I understand his ideal
of working with people

that he has a connection with.

I'm really excited to just get
to know him a little better.

- Saucy, man, how has Atlanta
been treating you, man?

- Atlanta, you know,
I've been here since 2020.

I love the party.

I love the strip
club, the booty club.

I just love--
I like Atlanta.

- You know he's born
the same day as my ex?

- Yes, we both Libras.

- Speaking of
birthdays, bitch, what's

going on with your birthday
because it's coming up?

- Zell wanna throw
me a birthday party.

- Wait, why you
say it like that?

- Because just, like, I just
don't like his friend choice.

So I'm like, at my
party, you gon' want

your friends to be there too.

And I don't like clown [bleep].
- Yeah.

- So for me, I feel like you
was just inserting yourself

into something
that really ain't

had nothing to do with you.

You was on the news.

It just became a big ass thing
that was [bleep] unnecessary.

Ever since Zell
and the altercation

that happened at
the restaurant,

I was just turned off.

I had the VMAs coming
up, and that was just

a really big moment for me.

And Zell not coming
really disappointed me.

It's a relationship.

It got its, you
know, ups and downs.

But you see this?

Do you see what's on
my wedding finger?

- Oh, she married to the money.
- Oh.

And that's on
y'all [inaudible].

- Bling, bling, bling.

Let me ask you this.

How did y'all feel about
what Joc said about

performing in front
of gay people,

he turning it down for 250k?

- I just feel like
it's inappropriate.

- You know what I think?

Him being a man,
you still are skeptical

of what you think the hood
gonna think.

What people gonna
think if I collab

or if we do a song together?

Or what people gonna
think if I go perform

in front of a gay crowd?

I don't think that it was
shocking from Young Joc

because that's how a lot
of these straight men

feel in the industry.

A lot of men still are worried
about what other people think.

And I'm pretty sure he just
felt like, [bleep], if this

hit one of the blogs, you
know, I'd rather the caption

be I Declined a Gay Show versus
I Will Perform at a Gay Show.

- But you know what?

Like, he gotta
think about this.

I think that's just
like in--in like--

I don't even wanna
say the urban world,

but I think the ignorant side.

- It's the African
American community.

- 'Cause guess what?
At the end of the day, Jay-Z

Jay-Z been did records
with Frank Ocean.

Thug collaborated
with Elton John.

- Yeah.

So what I wanna understand
with Joc is if you not familiar

or if you uncomfortable,
just coming

from my standpoint, why?

What do you--what do you
think--like, what you think

gonna happen in the club?
Or what you think like--

what do you think--
I'm just--I wanna--

- I just think it's a
lack of information.

- Everything's not like that.

- Joc will take a
quarter million dollars.

I don't give a damn
what nobody say.

Right now, Joc
got how many kids?

- Yeah, a gang of them.
- 12, 13.

- He do?
- Boy, Joc--

- Hell yeah.
- Man, Joc gonna be up there--

Joc gon' be up there
meet me in the--

- [laughs]
- It's going down.

Joc gonna hit the
dance and all.

- [laughs]

- Coming up on
"Love & Hip Hop Atlanta"--

- Hey, y'all.

- I just don't want you
to think that all gays

are like, freaks.

- I never said that.

[tense music]

- Hi, Karlie.

- ♪ Make my way to the top,
and it ain't no stopping ♪

- ♪ My way to the top,
and it ain't no stopping ♪

- ♪ Booty, booty,
booty, booty, booty ♪

♪ Booty, booty, booty, booty ♪

♪ Yeah, I know you like my ♪

♪ Booty, booty, booty,
booty, booty, booty ♪

♪ Booty, booty, booty,
booty, booty, booty, booty ♪

♪ Yeah, I know you like my ♪

♪ Booty ♪

♪ Baby mama booty ♪

♪ Ghetto booty ♪

- I'm excited, kind of nervous.

The guests are arriving.

The party looks good.

It's club material, girl.

Plus, I hope this do
a little make-up

for all the [bleep]
that we've been through.

I feel like this is something
he's gonna be like,

you know what?
My man got me.

- Hey!

- Hey, Karlie.

- It's fun to get
everybody together.

- You look cute.

- Yeah.

- Hey. You look cute.

- We all haven't been
together in a long time.

- I know.

I ain't seen you in a minute.

- Yeah.

- Why?

- Cause she been
in love with a man.

- Is that what it is?

- But before that.
No, no, no, no.

- She's been in
love with a man?

- No, no.
- No, no, no.

Karlie, we need to talk
because there's some things

that you should know.

You and Spice--

- Need to talk.
- Yeah.

- And get over
y'all [bleep].

- I just got here,
and Team Spice wasted no time.

- Because at the
end of the day--

- Y'all both have a lot
of [bleep] going on.

- I said, y'all need
to squash this [bleep].

And honestly, I feel like
y'all need each other.

Just between me and you, and
I feel like this is something

you should know, she's really
going through something

like life-threatening.

Like, her organs and
[bleep] is failing on her.

She's like, sad.

- No matter what
issues me and Spice have,

at the end of the day,
I don't want to see her

go through anything like that.

Even though I'm mad at her--

- Hold on.
Do you miss her?

- I missed her until she
tried to bust me in my head.

- Do you still love her?

- You know she been
healing, right?

- It really is
working for Spice.

She's really, like,
taking accountability.

Like, y'all both need closure.

Y'all need to figure out
where y'all went wrong,

what happened, and do y'all
love each other enough

to continue your friendship,
which I think y'all do.

- Me and Spice have been
through a lot together,

I mean, as friends, as sisters.

And I've been wanting
to put this to the side

before them telling me that
Spice's organ's failing.

And as a real friend, I do
want to get my friend back.

But I cannot beg for anyone
to be friends with me.

- Will you sit down with Spice?

- I'm gonna sit down,
but I ain't gonna talk.

- Girl, you better sit
down with that [bleep].

- ♪ Lifestyles of the
rich and the famous ♪

- I might end up
on the pole tonight

- ♪ Rich and famous ♪

- Shake that ass and
make your baby daddy mad.

- ♪ It's the lifestyles
of the rich and famous ♪

- Yo, yo, yo, yo, yo.
He bout to come in real quick.

We need a lot of ass throwing.

- ♪ Pull up in foreign ♪

♪ Head straight to VIP, VIP ♪

♪ They know their name ♪

♪ They don't have to see ID ♪

♪ See ID ♪

♪ Diamonds dancing ♪

- Yeah.

How you doing?

- ♪ Rich and famous ♪

♪ It's the lifestyle of
the rich and famous ♪

♪ Rich and famous ♪

- It's my birthday party.

And everybody knows
Santana loves strippers.

I'm always in a strip
club paying bills.

- ♪ It's the lifestyle of
the rich and famous ♪

♪ Rich and famous ♪

♪ Yeah, rich and famous ♪

♪ Rich and famous ♪

♪ Rich and famous ♪

♪ Rich and famous ♪

♪ Yeah, yeah ♪

- Hey, y'all.
- Hey.

- What's going on?
How y'all doing?

- Wagwan?
- How y'all doing?

- Hey, Kendra.
- Happy birthday, Santana.

- Thank you.
I love the dress.

- Happy birthday.
- Thank you, Joc.

- So Joc, what's going on with
your little interview now?

I gotta ask that because--

because I felt like--we
[bleep] with each other.

So I was like--
when I saw that.

I was like, no, I
thought Joc was cool.

- I'm walking into
Saucy Santana's party.

Like, you know what?

I'm a stand-up guy, 24/7.

And I'm gonna walk in here.

And I'm gonna have me a shot
with my beautiful ass wife.

And I'm gonna just
enjoy the moment.

And whatever comes with
tonight come with tonight.

At the end of the day, I just
want people to know

there ain't no hate
in my heart.

And I think understanding and
reciprocity can take us

a lot further in this day
and age.

Trust me when I tell you that.

- I know that them little ass
clips caused a lot of chaos.

But even just watching it
and you don't wanna perform,

[bleep] got they
chest out and [bleep].

Like, so I feel like
sometimes with [bleep],

it's a persona of what gay is
or what gay supposed to be.

But you got a lot of
us that's hood [bleep].

I wanna hear "A Couple Grand,"
visit your wake

and give your mama
dead flowers.

- But guess what?

- But you thinking
that basically--

ah, oh, my God, Young Joc.

No, meet me in the trap,
[bleep].

We gangsters too.

It's not no sweet [bleep].

So just how you go
to a straight club

and [bleep] gon' vibe
and clique out--but yo,

I wanna hear "A Couple Grand."

That's my favorite
Yung Joc song.

- Listen, listen.

It's so many people around
me in that community.

Bro, I respect everybody.
- Yeah.

- But I said, if someone asked
me to go to a just all-guy

gay club, I'm not comfortable.

When I pressed my hair,
just something as simple

as me pressing my hair,
it says nothing

about my sexual preference.

And the whole world
points a finger at me

and say, oh, you must be gay.

I just--people don't
wanna be judged,

men or women, just people.

We don't wanna be judged.

Let us be who we are.

And who I am is who I am.

And if I can say that
I'm not comfortable

with doing something,
that's just what it is.

And that's all.
But love is love.

- I just don't--

I just don't want you
to think that all gays

are like freaks or somebody's
gonna do something.

- I never said that.

I love everybody.

But if it's something
I'm not comfortable with,

that's what it is.

It's some [bleep] you
ain't comfortable with.

It's some [bleep] you
ain't comfortable with.

- I respect everybody opinion.

I'm not comfortable,
but I'm going

to get my mother-
[bleep] money in front

of hillbillies and everybody.

But I respect you for even--

I respect you a lot for
even coming behind him

and being like, hey, I don't
got no, you know, issues.

I'm just not--I'm
just not comfortable.

- Guess what?

At the end of the day,
we all human, bro.

- I just don't want you
to think that we weirdos.

- I ain't never said that.

- We hood [bleep]. Yeah.

And we wanna meet you
in the trap, yeah.

Yeah.

We living dangerous tonight.

I understand where Joc was
coming from just as far

as being uncomfortable
with something

that's not familiar to you.

So you're not gonna be
the most excited about it.

But I just appreciate us
being able to have a dialogue

and just being
respectful and, you know,

agreeing to disagree.

- Happy birthday to Saucy.

- Happy birthday.

- Thank you.
- Happy birthday, Saucy.

- Thank you.

- Material girl.

- Look at Zell, always
acting so nervous outside.

- Why he was nervous?

- I can tell when y'all got
some little [bleep] going.

It's like he don't
even wanna talk.

Like, I'm like, what's up?

You just like, looking
around and just

acting weird and [bleep].
- Why you ain't tell us?

- What I'm supposed to say?

- Because he went out of town
he didn't answer that phone.

- Ooh.

- Things are just progressively
getting worse and worse.

He was being sneaky
uploading on Snapchat.

But it just was weird for
him not to answer the phone.

What was the harm
in saying, hey,

I'm finna go to a after hours?

I didn't see what
the big deal was.

But whenever Zell
get with his friends,

he got a new attitude.

- Why you ain't
answer that phone?

- I just feel like
he just want--

he just wanted something--

- You lied about
what you doing.

- I just lied
because I didn't want

to have to go through
the [bleep] of just [bleep].

- You went through it
cause you lied.

So now you made it worse.

Boy, just be a 100 first,
[bleep].

And I already knew.

That's a petty ass lie.

You lied about going
to a after hours.

And so at that point,
now I don't even feel

like you went to a after hours.
You was [bleep] a bitch.

- I did lie.

I lied and told him that I
lost my phone, when I didn't.

I just wanted to
go to a after hour.

And I just know
that he wouldn't

be accepting of my
friends and people

I've been knowing for years.

I'm not out laid up
with somebody else.

He don't have no type of
proof of me doing anything.

- He love you.

He love you down.

- He know more than anybody.
- Come on, bitch, another shot.

- We ain't here to talk
about the other night.

We gonna take our shots.

We gonna have us a good
time because we got--

I still got to hit the road.

- Happy birthday.

Y'all know I like
being in the middle

of no relationship [bleep].
- Now she wanna go. Ooh!

[overlapping chatter]

- Coming up on
"Love & Hip Hop Atlanta"--

- Your egg with the
surrogate and the donor?

- Yeah.

- Well, that's like,
your child, right?

- No, it's not
gonna be my child.

It's gonna be her child.

- I mean, that's what I say.

- ♪ Make my way to the top,
and it ain't no stopping ♪

- ♪ Make my way to the top,
and it ain't no stopping ♪

- ♪ I be riding around
and winning ♪

♪ Riding around and winning ♪

♪ Put in that work ♪

♪ And now I'm winning ♪

♪ Planting some seeds ♪

♪ Now it's my season ♪

- Hey.
- Hey, family.

How are you guys?

Hi, you look cute.

- Hi.
- Hi, honey.

- Hi.
- Hey, bro.

What's up with you?

Oh, we getting ready
to paint some pumpkins?

- Pick a pumpkin and
we gotta design it.

- Okay.
Well, I'll take this one.

- Okay.

- I'm super excited to
hang out with my friends

Da Brat and BB Judy.

They've gone through IVF.

They know this process.

And who better than to talk to
friends that been here before?

Because I really Mendeecees
to get on board with giving

an egg to my sister.

- So how is parenthood?

- I love it.

I love being a mommy.

- Aw.
- Yeah, really.

It make me not be the person
that wanna get my lick back.

- Aw.

I don't know if I've
updated you guys on what's

going on in our lives.

- Uh-oh.

- It's not a uh-oh.

- It's definitely a uh-oh.
- It's a uh-oh?

- Yeah, yeah.
- It's not a uh-oh.

Y'all remember when I
came to the restaurant?

- Yeah.
- And I was telling y'all--

introducing y'all to my sister.

And I was saying how
she was having a really

hard time having a baby.

So the doctor told us our
next option was to use my egg

with a surrogate for her.

- Your egg with the
surrogate and the donor?

Well, that's like, your child.

- That's what I say.

- No, it's not gonna be
my child.

- All right, so hold on.

Yan, they understand
the process.

Can they tell
and help educate us?

Who child is it?

Wait, now I'm not
asking you, baby.

Give me one second, okay?

- It's damn near like his
child because it's your baby,

because it's your egg.

- No.

- You belong to him.
- I don't want him to--

- It's like--
- We are one.

- I'm sorry.
Like, y'all are one.

- I don't want him
to think that this

is his nephew or niece.

- I wouldn't let her give
her egg to somebody else.

- Why?
- I wouldn't.

- My wife brought me here for
Da Brat to co-sign her, but it

feel like I won this round.

Someone finally agrees with me.

- If my wife have a baby,
that's like that's my kid.

- Your wife isn't
having a baby.

Your wife is giving an egg.
- But it's her--

- It's not a baby yet.
- But it's her egg.

- So I might have miscalculated
this meeting slightly.

This was not what I was
expecting you to say, Brat.

Let me ask you about the shot

because I'm supposed to start,
though.

- Oh, Yandy.

- What you mean, "oh, Yandy"?

- I mean, if you
ain't used to that,

it's something you
gotta get used to.

- But it's only
if I'm carrying.

I'm not carrying the baby.

- No, I didn't carry.

- No, I know.

But I thought you had
to do it every day

when you're carrying.

- No, you do it every day when
they need to get your eggs.

- They gotta get your eggs.

- Girl.

- You gotta shoot
yourself every day.

When they extracted her eggs
though, she got really sick.

- I feel like I
wanna say this, but I

don't wanna scare anybody.

- She had to go
into the hospital.

Like, it was crazy.

She even called her kids, like,
in case something happened.

- Oh, my God.
- And that was it for me.

I was like, oh, God.
I can't do that.

I can't do this.

- My wife thought she
had this all figured out.

But she's not
understanding she's risking

her life, her family life.

And you know, she
just wanna help.

- Then when the
child gets older

and start asking questions--

- We can explain then.
- Then you explain it.

- I don't think that's
gonna hurt the child.

- So you'll be okay if
the child say, like,

you my biological
mother, so is it okay

I call you Ma
instead of Auntie?

- But we don't know--that's
like--that's too far ahead.

- Then that would make your
kids feel funny, probably.

- But that's--but who thinks
about that type of stuff?

- Mendeecees, obviously.

- [laughs]

- But like, that's
10, 20 years from now.

And it's too much
to think about.

- No, Yandy.
That's not fair now.

You gotta consider
how he feels

because like that's your
husband and it's your--

it's your egg.

And the kid is
probably gonna look

like you, you and the donor.

- Y'all had this process
without me even knowing, so.

- I don't want this
to be something

that's a point of
contention in our marriage

or in our relationship.

Because you know,
I want a baby to come

into this family with love.

I was super gung ho about
doing this for my sister.

But I know that this wasn't
good for my husband to hear.

I know that this is going
to put a further wrench

in this whole process
for me and Keisha.

My husband may have
won this battle,

but I am still optimistic that
I can win the war in the end.

- I just want us all to have
these difficult conversations

so we just on the same page.

- Coming up on
"Love & Hip Hop Atlanta"--

- I would never
intentionally hurt you.

- I wouldn't intentionally
hurt you too.

I'm just trying to
explain to you--

- You would never
intentionally hurt me?

You said you were gonna bust me
in my head.

- Stop making it seem
like I'm a bad person.

Stop!

- ♪ Make my way to the top,
and it ain't no stopping ♪

- ♪ Make my way to the top,
and it ain't no stopping ♪

[tense music]

♪ ♪

- So I'm taking my friends'
advice to talk to Karlie.

I'm not gonna lie,
I don't know

what to expect
when I come on to Karlie.

But me just hope
it's a big step

towards working things out.

♪ ♪

Hi, Karlie.

- I have anxiety
at this point.

I don't know if she gonna get
up and try to go crazy on me.

I don't know if she gonna yell.
I don't know if she--

I have no idea
what's gonna happen.

- Hey.

- I'm glad you
were able to come.

I wrote you a letter.

It's six pages.
It's very long.

And I wanted to hand it to
you personally because I feel

like, a lot of times,
I'm not able to express

myself or explain myself
in certain situations.

I tried my best to
explain everything

that kind of hurt me.

"The way things unfolded
between us has caused

"a considerable amount
of pain.

"There are multiple
moments in our friendship

"where I felt betrayed.

"I value our
friendship immensely.

"And I was left
bewildered for months.

"And it's important to
me to express to you

"how you have hurt my feelings.

"And this letter is not to
assign any blame or guilt

"onto you, but it's rather to
communicate how your actions

"have impacted me, alongside
establishing clarity

and peace for both of us."

- Thank you.

- So long story short,
there was, like,

different scenarios
throughout our friendship

where you made me
feel less than.

- Yeah.

Even with the song,
I just felt used.

- Mm-hmm.

- I found out that she went to
meet--had to submit the song

that I did with her
for a Grammy.

And she never
told him about it.

I just felt used

because I feel like
I put her on and then

she started to go behind
my back with people

that I connected her with.

It's like I just was looking

at her sideways
like, okay, Karlie.

I believed in your career
when nobody else did.

So I feel like it was
just a slap in my face

when I was just left
out at that moment.

Like, I should have
been a part of it.

- I definitely understand that.

I am sorry I left you
out of the process.

It's never my
intention to hurt you.

- Thank you.

I can take my glasses off.
I'm sorry.

- I love you.

- I didn't wanna get emotional.
- I've always loved you.

- Well, I'm telling you,
it leaves me bewildered

if you're saying to me
that you love me so much.

- Mm-hmm.

- But on the other hand, behind
my back when I'm not there,

you're telling people, oh,
I'm scared and making it

seem like I'm this bad
person or I'm bullying you.

- No, I'm scared because--
- So, I'm confused.

Like--
- Lemme unconfuse you.

I told people that I was
scared of you

because you physically
attacked me.

- Get up!

- You, let me tell
you something.

Let me tell you something.

- What the hell just happened?

- [shouting indistinctly]

- She attacked me.

And in your letter,
I was deeply hurt

that you said that I only
came to Dominican Republic

to go to a party.

I cried and cried and cried.
- No, hold on.

- No, I'm just telling
you how it happened.

- Simba said you
wanted to go party.

- I never went out.

- Karlie, let me
explain to you.

I don't have to lie to you.

And you don't have to
lie to me because we are

both trying to get clarity.
- Right.

Your exact words was, the only
reason you came

to Dominican Republic
was to go out.

Honestly, I could care less
about what these people said.

And what's funny is all
the people that was there

in the Dominican
Republic, she's not

speaking to not one of them.

That's crazy.

I'm listening.
- And then--

- You're not hearing me out.
- I'm just--no.

- I'm telling you right now
I understand you're talking

and I'm telling you.

I'm responding to your--

your accusations.

- I'm not even accusing you.
- Okay, okay.

- My letter clearly
explains why I was hurt.

One of my friends who was with
you in the DR, one of them

texts me and telling me
what you were saying,

which is differently from
what you're saying now.

And then--
- Angel's lying.

Because I'm sure Angel--
Angel--

- It's not just Angel.

Then in a couple hours, one of
them sent me a text and said,

you can use this.

- Angel's lying.
- Hold on.

It's not about Angel.

You gotta follow
what I'm saying.

- Okay.

- One of them sent me a text
that said, you can use this.

And they use this that
they were talking,

they sent me a video
that was recorded while I

was in the hospital
of my doctor speaking

about my medical issue.

And that video,
I had no knowledge

that it was being recorded.
- I never.

- They sent me by accident and
said, oh, you can use this,

making me feel like they
were trying to send it to you

and accidentally sent it to
me of my medical records.

Apparently, like, one of my
friends that was in the DR

recorded some sensitive
medical information.

And it was just sent
to me accidentally.

And it's the same information
that was leaked to the blogs.

And Karlie just was tied
to it because she was one

of the person that
was in the DR.

And it's just been really
hard for me to trust people.

And even people who
call themselves friends,

it's just weird.

- First of all, I didn't even
see your medical records.

That's number one.

- But do you understand
anything that I'm saying?

- But I'm telling you
I never recorded

your medical records
because I would

never do no [bleep] like that.
I never sent a video.

I never looked at a video.

And I'm telling you, you've
got to believe me on this one.

I wasn't aware of a video.

A lot of this is Spice
getting into her own head.

She thinks that
everyone is against her.

She thinks everyone's
trying to attack her.

So I'm so confused.

- Karlie--
- I let you talk.

- When I brought you to
your birthday, nobody's up--

it's a lot of different things.

When I brought
you to Costa Rica

for your birthday though--
- But I gotta respond.

- It's so many things
that I'm just trying

to have this conversation--
- But I gotta respond.

- Because I never
make you feel small.

- You're not
letting me respond.

- Okay.
I'm gonna walk away.

- I feel like--

- You're not
letting me respond.

I'm trying to
address everything,

but you gotta let me respond.

- Okay, so I'm a bully.

I'm gonna leave.

- This is some bull[bleep].

- ♪ Make my way to the top,
and it ain't no stopping ♪

- You're not
letting me respond.

I'm trying to
address everything,

but you gotta let me respond.

- Okay, so I'm a bully.

I'm gonna leave.

- Spice wrote
a six-page letter.

I read it.

But I thought it would be
a conversation.

It's so frustrating
that Spice is

not letting me get a word in.

I just wanna say my piece.

I know you wanna think
that somebody so bad

wants to hurt you.

I would never intentionally
hurt you, which is why--

- You would never
intentionally hurt me,

but I wouldn't
intentionally hurt you too.

I'm just trying to explain
to you why I was hurt.

- You would never
intentionally hurt me?

You said you were gonna
bust me in my head!

- I'm a Jamaican!
You're a [bleep] Caribbean!

You know how we talk!
You know how we talk!

Stop trying to paint this
picture like I'm a bad person

because you're doing it now!

- I really love Spice,

but after she attacked me,
that's crazy.

I would never ever think
to attack anybody

I was friends with
for a long time.

It's like, I don't even
know who she is anymore.

At this point, just admit to it
and say, I take accountability

and I apologize.

- You know in your
heart how I love you!

- And I love you too!

- But just say it!

- I love you!

I love the [bleep] out of you!

- You make it seem
like I'm a bad person.

- I still love you!
- Stop!

- I still love you.

- You make it seem like I'm
this bad person all the time.

- I have no hate in
my heart for you.

- I did not know how
to express myself.

So now I'm trying!

I'm--I'm trying!

- I thank God that you're
going through this healing.

And I want you to heal.

[tense music]

- Stop making it seem
like what it's not!

That's what hurts me.

It hurts my soul.

- I am sorry.

- I feel like Karlie
isn't understanding

why I felt like she
betrayed me as a friend.

It makes me feel like
it's going to be harder

to get through to Karlie
because Karlie

just have a victim mentality.

- What people said,
that's why you hurt?

Because of what somebody said?

Oh, and this person said this,
and this person said that.

Who cares about what
these people do?

Everybody don't
wanna see us happy.

I'm a loving person.

You [bleep] go to the
hospital right now,

I'm coming because
I still love you.

♪ ♪

- Next on "Love & Hip Hop
Atlanta"--

- Next time he cheat on me,
I'll be like, what is this?

- Ooh!
Now, that's good.

[cheering]

- I wanna thank all
of you for coming out

to celebrate with me tonight.

- We got a surprise for y'all.

- Renni and I have
a surprise for you guys.

- What's that?

- Tell them.

- So we taking y'all to Canada.

all: Canada?

- I'm having a video release.

And I got a whole bag of stuff.

- Do I need to bring
me some popcorn?

- Come on at me.
- Are you booked and busy?

- You already know!
- Are you booked and busy?

- I will [bleep] rock you, ho.
You know that!

- Is this over Scrapp?

- I can't.
I can't stop him.

- ♪ Make my way to the top,
and it ain't no stopping ♪