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- ♪ MTV ♪

- Last season
on "Love & Hip Hop Atlanta."

- I need my business partner
to handle her business.

- Come on, Kirk.

It takes both of us to make
this mother[bleep] boat rock.

He's, like, frustrated about
a bunch of stuff in life,

but I'm just like,
I'm over it right now.

- Me and Eric
went and got married.

- You need to be real.
You're a woman of God.

You cheated.
- Eric, you cheated.

- You know I filed for divorce.
- Excuse me.

Eric Whitehead, right?
- No, who's that?

- You've been served, brother.

- I'll see you in court,
[bleep].

- You were just in a person's
DM that you used to date.

- She feel like
I cheated on her.

- Well, did you?

- It take two to get married,

and it takes two
to get a divorce.

- If ten people say you a hoe,
you a hoe.

If ten people say you stole
a song, you're a thief.

- You need some therapy.

- It's going to be two years
since I lost my mom.

I think I'm now
just understanding,

like, you not OK.

- I have an abscess cyst
sitting on my ovary.

- Is it possible
those could have

contributed to miscarriages?
Yes.

[laughter]
- Gimme some love, girl.

- Oh, lord.

- Khaotic!

- Why is it awkward
seeing you hug her?

- I'm your boo, baby.

- And I'm not trying to control
you, but stop playing with me.

- I want you to be my date.

- How are you going to explain
that to Amy?

- I died, but I was
given a second chance.

I was in the hospital
for two months.

I got to push myself!

- I see. Yeah. Stop, stop.
- OK, OK, OK, OK, OK!

Whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa,
whoa, whoa!

- Knock, knock.

- There are so many houses
in Atlanta.

Why you have to move
across the street from me?

- Because you're my sister.
- No. Karlie, stop.

- As I've said--
- No.

Apologize? No.
We're not doing that.

When everyone hated you, I was
the one who gave you a song!

[overlapping shouting]

Me, mother[bleep]!

Kirk, tell me the truth.
You think I'm crazy?

- You're headed up.
- Yes.

- You got to stay away
from things

that's going to pull you down.

- You're acting like
you're the first woman

that's left with two children.

I've been doing
it for 14 years.

- I've been doing it for 16.

- OK, with your son
that don't like you.

- When you step across
that line,

you have to deal with that.

[funky music]

- ♪ This is the life ♪

- ♪ It's the life
that I'm living ♪

- ♪ This is the life ♪

- ♪ It's the life
that I chose ♪

- ♪ This is the life ♪

♪ It's the life
that I'm living ♪

- ♪ This is the life ♪

- ♪ It's the life
that I chose ♪

- ♪ Make my way to the top,
and there ain't no stoppin' ♪

[upbeat music]

- ♪ Like we never left ♪

♪ Like we never left ♪

♪ Like we never left ♪

- ♪ We're comin' back ♪

- ♪ Like we never left ♪

- Business at Frost Bistro
has been amazing.

Me and hubby have
been doing our thing.

Sex has been amazing.

[laughs]

But honey, let me tell you,
y'all know what time it is.

This is "Love & Hip Hop," OK?
[laughs]

You know it's going
to be some [bleep].

- ♪ I was born
in the darkness ♪

♪ I was destined
to start this ♪

♪ I'm no stranger
to hardship ♪

♪ One in the chamber,
winning my target ♪

- Hey, what's happening?

It's your boy,
Little Scriz-nae.

The divorce is final.
It's over with.

It felt weird
to sign some divorce papers.

At first,
it was like, oh, snap.

And then it went
from oh, snap to

oh, snap!

And it's all up from here,
man.

No stops at all.

- ♪ We're coming down ♪

♪ Like we never left ♪

♪ Like we never left ♪

♪ Like we never left ♪

♪ We're coming down ♪

♪ Like we never left ♪

- After ten years
of being in a relationship,

I am feeling lighter than ever.

I'm glowing.
I'm feeling amazing.

[sighs] Being out of
the broke-down palace

has done me some justice.

♪ ♪

- ♪ We're coming back, yeah ♪

- My life has been
in shambles.

My businesses have been
all over the place.

My grandmother is in hospice.

I'm still fighting
this divorce with Eric.

And then on top of that,
some of my best friends

haven't been there
to help me lift myself up.

I can't find any peace.

- ♪ Like we never left ♪

♪ ♪

- ♪ It's super-hot,
super-hot ♪

♪ It's super-hot, super-hot ♪

♪ It's super-hot, super-hot ♪

♪ It's super-hot, super-hot ♪

♪ Never miss when
I'm in that zone ♪

♪ I'm in the Benz
tryna get down low ♪

- What's up, y'all?

We are a main star energy
this season, honey.

We.
We.

Everyone knows I'm
a island girl at heart,

so I invited all my friends
to a beach listening party

for my new song,
"Kenny and the Vibes."

- ♪ Hey,
it's super-hot, super-hot ♪

[upbeat hip-hop music]

- What's up? What's up?
It's your boy, Zell.

Yes, I'm here in Atlanta.

I really know everybody.
I'm kind of connected.

I love Karlie Redd.
I love Shekinah.

- Catch me, bitch!
[laughter]

- I know Sierra.
And I love Bambi.

Like, I already feel like
I'm already a part of Atlanta.

I came here because I wanted
to be with my boyfriend,

Saucy Santana.

Y'all know him, the rapper,
the material girl.

- ♪ B-A-B,
you know what it stand for ♪

- What's up, y'all?
I'm Saucy Santana.

You're going to get all the tea
and all things saucy, period.

- Karlie done hit me up

and asked me to
come to her listening party.

I'm like, yeah, girl,
I'll go because

I'm ready to see what you got.

- I need y'all to put
y'all flags in the air,

put your drinks in the air.

And I need y'all to make
some noise for my girl,

Karlie Redd, let's go!

[upbeat R&B music]

♪ ♪

- ♪ Stop your noise when
you put on your show ♪

♪ I know you love the way--♪

Last year, if you remember,

someone tried to put witchcraft
on me and say that,

oh, I can never have a hit.

- You can't sing!
And you can't rap!

I was the one who
gave you a song!

- Now I'm doing a song
with the hitmaker, TeeJay.

- [rapping in Jamaican patois]

- What I've learned
from all of this,

don't listen to the naysayers
or the haters,

even if they're
in your neighborhood.

- [rapping in Jamaican patois]

♪ ♪

[cheering]

- Karlie's music
has come a long way.

And one thing about her
is if she's going

to do something, honey,
she's going to go forward.

[cheering]

- Karlie don't play.
- Oh!

- It was lit.
[overlapping chatter]

- You know,
it's hard to please us.

- OK.
So y'all in Atlanta, Atlanta?

- I just moved here.
Yeah, I just moved here.

- Wait. Why you moved here?
- Ooh.

- Ooh.

- I just felt like
I fell in love.

I was like, I got to go.

Yeah, we're still newlyweds.
No, I'm just kidding.

- OK.
- Zell is so mushy.

But he swear that
everybody else

don't get to see that side.

Y'all know him being a dog?
- Oh, no.

I'm a dog in real life.

- Well, you know
I'm the dog walker.

[laughter]

I used to have a crush on Zell,
like, a long time ago.

Me and Zell been dating
since December.

I left that ass in March.

He spent a block in July
for a bad bitch like me.

- Let me introduce y'all
to my man.

This is Kai.
- How you doing, bro?

- Oh!

- Nice to meet you.
- Nice to meet you.

- What's up?
I'm Zell.

- I've been dating a guy.

It's one of those things,
like, ever since you meet,

you're together,
like, every day.

- How long have
y'all been dating?

- For about six months.
- Six months.

- Six months.
- OK.

- What I love about him
is he's ambitious like me.

It's a great thing.

- Y'all still in, like,
the honeymoon stage?

- I'ma [bleep] him up stage.
[laughter]

- Karlie, she's with her
little new boo thing.

- Karlie keep her
a little situation.

- Wait.
Who's her man?

- The guy--
he's the owner of 1501.

- Karlie knows how
to get in the mix.

- Don't she?

- Well,
Karlie looks a lot better

than she looked on the
last night in the Bahamas.

- Let's talk about Spice
when we were in the Bahamas.

- She ran up on Karlie.
- I had to hold her.

She goes,
you're dead to me, Karlie!

Blap-bop-bop-bop!

[laughter]

- Bitch, you fired next.

- Yeah, you--you're done.
[laughter]

And I'm not going
down with you here.

- What do you guys think about
the Erica Mena situation,

the slur she used on Spice?

- I feel like it was
a heat of the moment,

but you still have
to be accountable

and responsible
for what you say.

- Where did we get to
the point where we're

wishing death upon each other

and calling each other
racial slurs?

- I do feel like
it's a lot of other things

you can say about Spice.

- But how do you feel about
her attacking me then?

- Do you want to
know the truth?

- I didn't say nothing to her.

I didn't beat her.

- She attacked you,
like, almost fought you?

- She tried to attack me.
I didn't bait her.

I didn't curse her out.

I still have no ill will
to her.

I'm not trying to--
I'm not Erica.

After Spice attacked me,
I was so, like, who are you?

She's so mad
and just so violent for what?

For a house?

- I also tried to understand
where she's coming from,

from what she's been through.

But I will say we all
have to go through stuff,

but we have to handle
our [bleep] properly...

- Differently.

- All the time
the best that we can.

You know what I'm saying?

She's getting ready to have
a single release coming up soon

that we're going to go to.

And you know, I just--

we talk and all that,
but you know,

check her headspace again.

I check on her all the time.
You know what I'm saying?

[upbeat music]

- What you going to get?
- Uh...

- Tell us something.

- Why you stared into her eyes
all sexy when you said it?

- I'm trying to
get my groove back.

- OK. It's giving.

What's going on?
- [laughs]

- I'm seriously
still getting the hang of

people flirting with me

and me actually being
allowed to flirt back.

Maybe I need to hang around
Karlie a little bit more.

- [screaming]
Oh, yeah!

[all cheering and shouting]

- I'm so proud of Karlie.
Karlie is so resilient.

She has so many people
trying to clown her,

trying to put her down,
people like Spice,

who were once your friend.

She just kept going.

And I'm so happy
it's happening for her.

- You did your big one.
- You really did, sis.

- You know what they say.

If you have a dream,
you better live it out.

- Period.
- Bambi, girl, how you doing?

Is the divorce final?

- That divorce
process was insane.

I'm happy it's over with.

- I saw Scrappy and Diamond
at the BET Awards together.

- That bothered me, bitch.
When I saw that, I was like--

- It didn't even bother me.

- It didn't bother me,
but Bambi's a supermodel.

- Yeah.

- To see him with, like,
a scrub, like, a rug muffin--

- Seeing Scrap and Diamond
on the red carpet

was actually, like,
laughable to me.

The BET Awards was the very
next day after the divorce.

Here's the same woman he said
he was not cheating with.

And then y'all pop out
on the red carpet

looking like '05 trash.

- Have y'all heard from Sierra?
- I know.

I missed her.
I wanted to see Sierra's face.

- We haven't really been
talking that much because--

- I hate that.

- I hate it too,
but I love Sierra.

She's been more
than a friend to me.

The internet was
going in on Sierra

because they thought
she was lying

about the
Safaree and Erica situation.

- He's like, yeah, I want to
be in a relationship with you.

- What?

- I think that Sierra
expected me to argue

with the internet for her.

And I'm just like,
yo, this is too much.

I don't have time to
be arguing with anyone.

- I'ma to talk to her
because it's not worth it.

- I can't say because
I don't know how deep it is,

but I just don't feel like
it's that deep for y'all to--

- It's not that deep, Karlie.
- I love y'all together.

I'm not going to lie.

All three of y'all together,
it's like a union

that you never think that
you needed, but needed.

- I like that.
- Yeah.

You know what I'm saying?

- You want my number?

- Ooh.
Oh!

- Coming up on
"Love & Hip Hop Atlanta."

- We're going to
reenact scenes where

we done got into arguments.

- Hey, sis.

I'm trying to figure out
why you're mad at me.

[laughter]

- Finally,
I'm in my own kingdom.

- I think it's time
to celebrate.

- A divorce party
hosted by Diamond and me.

- This is your chance
to open up.

Who abused you?
- Multiple people abused me.

- Who? Who?
- [crying]

I don't want
to talk about it.

- ♪ Make my way to the top,
and there ain't no stoppin' ♪

- ♪ Make my way to the top,
and there ain't no stoppin' ♪

[upbeat music]

♪ ♪

- ♪ I ain't anybody,
I'm the cure to anybody ♪

♪ Taking one skill
as a hobby ♪

♪ You nobody,
you been got ♪

♪ I see them trying to copy ♪

♪ They be flocking,
they around me ♪

♪ Paparazzi in the lobby
here to flash ♪

♪ Now I'm caught
looking bad to the bone ♪

♪ Can't you see
I'm in my zone? ♪

♪ Got a lane on my own ♪

♪ Check the crown,
peep the throne ♪

♪ I go harder, going farther,
flying faster than a drone ♪

- Shekinah!
[laughs]

Tonight is a
special night for me.

I'm releasing my new
song called "Jealous."

It's a fun video.

I'm just excited to
have my friends here.

Oh, there goes Amy.

All of the scenes that
I have, my friends,

they pick a part
from the scene.

And they actually
put on a outfit

from the actual music video.

[shouting and laughter]
- Look at me.

- The song, "Jealous,"
it's just saying...

♪ I manifest love,
I manifest happiness ♪

And that's what I want.

♪ Jealous because
I'm killing them ♪

♪ Oh, yes, I am killing them ♪

I've had a lot
of time to reflect

on how the Bahamas trip ended,

especially the fact when
I came at Karlie.

♪ I have no problem
with nobody ♪

♪ No drama, only happiness ♪

♪ Full stop, no comma ♪

♪ La, la, la, la, la,
I don't focus on my dolla ♪

♪ Me nuh follow follow
dancing a my hobby ♪

When I get so angry
and I lash out at people,

it's like
I'm looking at a stranger,

like, I don't even
know that person.

But I want to let go now.

And I just want to
take accountability

for my own actions.

I got too much to lose,
and I got too much people

that look up to me for
me to be displaying

that kind of behavior.

God knows if Renni and
Amy's able to make peace,

you know me can
definitely do it as well.

- ♪ Jealous because
I'm killing them ♪

♪ Oh, yes ♪

- What's going on, y'all?
Y'all look so good.

- Thank you.
- Thank you.

- Have y'all seen Bambi?

- I was hoping to
see her here since I

haven't seen her in a while.

- I haven't heard
from Bambi in weeks.

- Bam, you know,
she was going back and forth

with her divorce and they went
through with it.

- Yeah.

- It says a lot
that Sierra is not

trying to let everybody know
what's going on

between her
and Bambi's fallout.

I'm just hoping
that it's something

that's not permanently going
to destroy their friendship.

[upbeat music]

♪ ♪

- Now, that first
outfit was tea.

But this outfit right here--
- You like this one?

- Yes, the wig, the hair,
like, everything.

It's the detail.
- So how you been?

- You know, one day at a time.

We talked about it
at anger management.

- We did talk about
anger management.

- So I know that is
the next step for me.

- I definitely want to do it.

- Like, I really
want to do something

that's going to be effective in
the way that we need it to be.

My mom used to always tell me

he who angers you
controls you.

So if anybody can make me that
angry to where I'm impulsive,

they win because
they have control over me.

- Definitely.
- I lost--I lost that.

You know, I've been
very impulsive and emotional.

And I've responded in ways that
I didn't really think about.

And I've watched Spice do
the same thing multiple times.

- I need to do it because
I feel like I need to heal.

I feel like I'm triggered
too easily.

- Yeah.

- When it comes to my anger,
it feels suffocating.

I need to really,
really work on this.

- Hey, sexy!
- Hey!

- Hearing Renni say she
want to do the same thing,

maybe we definitely need to
do anger management together.

Oh.
Now she decides to come.

- She woke up at
the right time.

[laughter]
- Hey, girl.

- Hey, y'all.

- We were just talking
about healing,

being a better person mentally.

- But we all started
the conversation about--

- Oh, we did talk about that
in the Bahamas.

- Yeah.
- Managing the anger.

- I'm angry too.

Half of me be angry
because I don't have a man

because my mouth's [bleep] up,
and then the other half of me,

because I'm a Gemini,

it's like, you know what?
[bleep] that.

I don't need a [bleep] man.

All I need is God and myself.
You dig?

I think that I'm going to
come up with

my own anger management
program.

I'm going to come up with it.

- I don't want her to
come up with nothing.

- I'm going to come up
with some ideas, Rasheeda.

- OK.
- For yourself?

- No, for your mother[bleep]
ass, too.

- For your mother[bleep] self,
bitch.

I don't know if Shekinah
is the right person

to create an anger management
class for me and Renni

because she, herself,

needs an anger management
class herself.

When are we starting
this anger management?

- Soon.
- I'm down for it.

Let's do it.
- I'm glad, y'all.

- I just want to be happy.
I want to heal.

- You are going to be happy.

- I want to find out what
really triggers me.

- Me.

- That too.
[laughter]

- ♪ Bigger and better.
I'm better ♪

♪ Bigger and better,
I'm better ♪

♪ I'm bigger than ever ♪

- Finally.
- Yes.

- Finally,
I'm in my own kingdom.

- Yes. The palace is not
in shambles anymore.

- Yeah, you like it, though?
- I love it.

It's nice.

- So now that
the divorce is finalized,

you know what I'm saying,
this is like my new beginning.

I can do whatever I want to do
because it's my palace, Jack.

You know what I'm saying?

- Hey, my babies.
- Hey.

- Hey.
- Oh, this is beautiful.

I mean, the palace
has been restored, your palace.

I'm feeling like Dorothy,

because ding-dong,
the witch is dead.

I'm so excited.

My son is back on his own,
back independent.

Bambi never loved my son.
She just wanted to be on TV.

Mm-hmm.

- Scrappy!
- Oh, my God.

- What's up?
- Appreciate me.

- Ooh, I appreciate you!
Scrappy!

My boy ain't homeless!
Ooh!

What's the opposite
of homeless?

- Homeful?
- Homeful!

Boy, this a nice home.
- Yeah, something like that.

- Scrappy got the big house.

You got marble counters.

When he was going through his
divorce, my boy was homeless.

He ain't want to
come stay with me

because he said I do too much.

Now my boy is put up in a nice,
big, beautiful house.

- Hey, fam.
Hey, family.

- Hey.
- How you doing?

Hey, baby.

- My beautiful Auntie Donna.
You know what I'm saying?

She was one of the ones that
helped me get my house,

helped me get
my credit straight.

- I'm so proud of my sweet pea.

- My auntie and my mama
are sisters,

but they act totally different.

Where there's the calm,
that's my auntie.

Where's the storm,
that's my mama.

- It's just a blessing to see
you move forward and thrive.

You don't have to walk like
there's a cloud over your head

because there's not.

- And you're a good person.
- Yes.

- So don't let what other
people say on social media

tell you any of that,
because you raised me.

And you have become,
like, really well.

- And him and your mom
have done a good job.

- Good job raising me.
- Mm-hmm.

- Having my oldest kid

that I've been taking care of
since she was a baby, like,

come and tell me, like, man,
you a great dad,

it's what you need.

- So where do
you and Diamond stand?

Because what I've seen
at the BET Awards,

you were sitting
three rows apart.

- What?

- I came around
and got to the front.

She had a hand on your thigh
all that time.

Y'all was gazing into
each other eyes.

[laughter]

- We was having fun.
What are you talking about?

We was lit.

Me and Diamond, man,
we got so much history, man.

We got love for each other.

The day we hit the red carpet
was right after

my divorce got finalized.

And then they
wanted me to perform

the pre-show with Crime Mob.

And I was on the red carpet.

I'm on the stage.

I'm doing what I normally
used to do before I

met them mother [bleep], man.

I'm telling you.

- I think it's time
to celebrate.

- Whoo.
[claps]

- A divorce party, welcome
back to the street party

hosted by Diamond and me.

[dramatic music]

- I don't know if
it's going to be

a good idea for my mama to
be throwing my divorce party.

I might want to just
let Khaotic do it.

But then again, that's Khaotic.

- Special performances
by Khaotic and Safaree.

- Yes, yes, yes. I like that.
- ♪ Appreciate me ♪

- Sponsored by OnlyFans.

- And you know what?
I'ma get a big bandana.

- Bandana?
[laughter]

- Or a banner?
- A banner.

- A banner that says,
thank you, guys.

Thank you.
Just appreciate me.

- Ooh.
I like that.

[all singing]
- Yeah!

- Coming up on
"Love & Hip Hop Atlanta."

- I don't have a
problem with you.

- Bitch, you do got
a mother[bleep] problem

with me, bitch.
[laughter]

- So do you think
she proud of you right now?

- If my mom was here right now,

she would probably be telling
me to get my [bleep] together.

- ♪ Make my way to the top,
and there ain't no stoppin' ♪

- ♪ Jealous because
I'm killing them ♪

♪ Oh, yes, I am killing them ♪

- ♪ Make my way to the top,
and there ain't no stoppin' ♪

- ♪ That's how we roll ♪

♪ 'Cause we royalty ♪

♪ That's how we roll ♪

♪ 'Cause we royalty ♪

[bell tolls]

- The girls are here.

- What the hell?

- Are y'all ready?

- I told you I'm doing
anger management.

Why am I at the church?

- This is the best place
to do anger management.

- Wait.
Wait?

- Standing on church grounds,

I know we gon'
get some healing out here.

I've been working
on this project for days.

We're going to be doing
these puppets, OK?

- It's a puppet show?
- It's a puppet show.

We're going to reenact scenes

where we done
got into arguments.

I made these dolls that
reminds us of people

in our social circle.

So we're going to put you
back in situations

that triggered you and see
how you could have

handled the situation
different.

The worst that could happen

is the puppet end up
losing an arm, a leg,

or maybe even losing they face
like Karlie Redd.

[laughs sweetly]

I'm just playing.
That was mean.

- Shekinah, what are you doing?

Because there's two blue here,
so which one is me?

[laughter]

The truth is
I did expect Shekinah

to come up with
something silly.

I'm just going to
have fun with it.

- I felt like
if we had the puppets,

we could get our
anger through it.

[laughter]
- Hold on.

Is these baby heads?
[laughter]

- That's Erica Banks.

- It looks really ridiculous,
but hey, I'm open to it.

Like, the laughs are actually
good for us right now.

- Spice, let's start with you
and the Karlie puppet.

- Hey, sis.
You know I missed you so much.

I'm trying to figure out
why you're mad at me.

- [snickering]

[laughter]

- Ok, um, so Karlie.

- Yes?

- You know all the
things that you did

to betray our friendship.

- Why do you keep trying
to act like you

didn't know I was moving across
the street with my binoculars?

- Because--
[laughter]

- I'm sorry.

- So it's not even that
you bought the house.

It's how you
went about the situation.

And then you turned around
and played the victim.

- Oh.

All I was thinking was as
long as Spice don't attack

me/Karlie puppet, I'm good.

I don't want--you know, I want
to keep my hands on my wrist.

- So now it's going to
be Erica Banks and Renni.

So what's up?

- I mean, you tell me.

You're the one
with the problem.

- I really ain't
got no problem.

You got the problem.

You the one up here acting
like you this, this, and this.

What's up?

- I don't have a problem
with you.

I never had a problem with you.

- Bitch, you do got a mother
[bleep] problem with me, bitch.

You don't want to
[bleep] with me.

I'm from Texas, bitch.
[laughter]

What's up?
[laughter]

- You're doing good.
- No, she's not.

She want to argue.
- She want to argue.

- She's trembling.

- But this is the purpose,
to make you think.

- You better talk.

- It's crazy
because this is not

the real person sitting here.

And even though I managed to
get through the conversation,

I still wanted
to knock this bitch head off.

- So y'all,
this will be the situation

when me, and Spice, and Erica
Mena went out to eat.

It was a terrible situation.

[intense music]

What could we have done
better in this situation

than how we handled it?

- Yes because twice,
you sit in my face,

and you don't say anything.
You're fake.

I prayed and fasted.

- You sitting across
the table and telling me

that you love me
and you prayed for me,

it's different from
the things that I've heard.

And I think that's what's
causing the triggers.

If you prayed and fast for me,
thank you so much

because I needed all the
prayers that I could get

at the moment when I was,

you know,
in my worst situation.

- That was so good.

- So thank you
if you prayed for me.

- That was really good.
- You finna cry?

- No, it just--
- Aww.

[soft upbeat music]

Aww.
You making us sad.

- I don't know why
I got emotional.

I think that kind of
reminded me of what

I had bottled up inside.

- That was good.
- That was.

I can't believe she crying.
- We love you, friend.

[upbeat music]

- ♪ Listen ♪

♪ Have a seat, buckle up,
take a load off ♪

♪ Turn it up, bring it down,
let me show y'all ♪

- All right.

So everybody,
take a deep breath in, OK?

[cheering]
- I ain't even get started.

- Yes!
- Oh, my God!

[overlapping chatter]

- I haven't seen Sierra
in a while,

so I invited her out to this
new workout I've been doing.

It's my kind of gym.

Hula hoops,
swings from the ceiling.

- And give me a little
body wave, Miss Karlie.

- Ooh!
- Let it come back up.

- Ah!
- I got you, I got you!

- After talking to Bambi
at my performance,

I decided that

I want to fix the situation
with Sierra and Bambi.

I got to get you guys together.

It's all about
women camaraderie.

Let's move on.
We sisters.

- OK, now, make some
noise for yourselves.

- Yay.
[applause]

- My relationship with Karlie

has most definitely had
its ups and downs.

Karlie, get your ass
up out of here.

- No!
- Karlie.

[overlapping shouting]

- We don't have to
be best friends.

- Well, I love everybody, baby.

- Well, you definitely
don't love me.

- After we went to the Bahamas,

you know, I really
said that I would

try to be Karlie friend.

I do miss just
having fun with Karlie

'cause Karlie is
a bunch of fun.

And she always
on some bull[bleep].

She just a vibe.

So you got a new boyfriend?

- Yes.
- OK.

- He's the president of 1501,
but he's also, like--

- Oh. That's the people
that Erica with?

- Yeah. And me and her got
a song together too.

- Oh. That's dope.
- Yeah.

So what's been new
with you, sis?

- I just been having
so much going on.

You know my grandmother.
- I know.

- She's in the hospital.
My mom, she was in the streets.

And my grandma raised me.

My grandma taught me everything
I know about cooking.

So it's just like, I'm just,
like, an emotional wreck

right now, but I'ma be OK.

Just, like, with all the stuff
I have going on,

I don't feel like
I've been getting

the support from my friends.

- You mean Bambi?

I talked to Bam
at the performance.

And I was just like,
you know, I really

want you and Sierra to--
because y'all got

a good relationship.
Please?

- I do miss her.

I just want her to
understand how I feel

and why I'm so hurt.

You know how hard I go
for my friends.

But I feel like
I'll go extra hard for them.

And I don't feel like
it was reciprocated at all.

I haven't spoken
to Bambi in months.

And before then,
we were like sisters.

It all started because
of that bull[bleep]

that went down
with Safaree ass.

He's like, yeah, I want to be
in a relationship with you.

- What?

- She didn't want to
let Erica know that

she actually knew about it.

- Was I taken out of the group
chat for this conversation?

- Bambi pretend like she
didn't know anything about it.

But after Safaree called,
I call Bambi first.

After the show aired,
everybody went in

about how bad
of a friend I was

because I never told Erica.

And I just feel like
Bambi could have stood up

and defended me because
she really knew the real.

So a conversation is needed
to be had, so I'll have it.

But do you feel like
you can forgive Spice?

[dramatic music]

- I have to forgive her.

But there's no reason
at all why you should try

to put your hands on somebody.

She needs to be
held accountable.

- She has to be
held accountable.

No, Spice--
when I talked to Spice--

I don't know what
everybody else be talking.

I be like, look, girl,
you need to

calm the [bleep] down with
all that rah, rah [bleep].

I know she miss you.

Like, I could tell
Spice miss Karlie.

Like, she miss you.
This is what we have to do.

I got to work on
my friendship with Bambi,

and you got to work
on your friendship

with Spice
and trying to fix it.

- I feel like I have tried.

I feel like
I'm begging at this point.

You know what I'm saying?
- Yeah.

- And I don't want to
do no more begging.

Why?
- Yeah.

- Why?
I'm--why?

♪ ♪

- Coming up on
"Love & Hip Hop Atlanta."

- Only reason we here right now
is because you

promised me a date when
my divorce is finalized.

- ♪ Make my way to the top,
and there ain't no stoppin' ♪

- ♪ Make my way to the top,
and there ain't no stoppin' ♪

- ♪ Martin Luther King
in a coupe ♪

♪ With the mansion in
the valley, different views ♪

♪ All these [...] in my face
with different views ♪

♪ If my girl find out,
RIP like Whitney Houston ♪

- OK.
- What?

This young lady right here,
I've been wanting to take

her out on a date since--
boom.

When the judge did that,
I wanted to be like, hey,

I might just,
you know what I'm saying,

pull the trigger
and shoot my shot, you dig?

Only reason we here right now
is because you promised me

a date when my--you know,
my divorce is finalized.

- You mean a shot?
- No, a date.

- A shot.
- I took it as a date.

- [laughs]
That's what you took it as?

- I took it as a date.

I don't know who y'all
thought I was going to be.

You know what I'm saying?

Like, it got to be baby momma
number one, man.

You know what I'm saying?

Baby mama number one,
she still got the heart, bro.

You feel me?
Still got my heart.

- Since we're on a date,
like, you know--

so I'm just trying
to figure out, like,

what is Scrappy doing?

You know people done send me
the pictures of you

at the BET Awards
with Diamond, so--

- Oh, no.
We're cool.

- Like, get a clear
understanding.

- I ain't going to lie.
She got me on the joint.

They wanted me to
perform with Crime Mob

and walk the red carpet,
so I was oh, yeah.

- Good stuff.
Good stuff.

The offer was to just
take a shot, period.

I did not know that Scrappy
was going to take me on,

like, an official date.

But I have to say that,
you know, it is thoughtful.

And I think Scrappy
did do a good job.

[upbeat music]

We still got to
take a shot too.

- Oh, hell, yeah.

I always wondered
what it would be like,

you know what I'm saying,
if me and Erica was

more mature,
where we had got married,

where we had more kids.

I've been thinking about this
for a long time. [chuckles]

- I said a shot.

You done pour--
boy, what is that?

[music stops]

OK.
- A double--

- Well, just cheers
to just a good life

and prosperity for you.

I just wish you all the best.
- And you.

- I appreciate it.

- I wish you the
best too because you

be doing your thing too.
- Appreciate it.

- 'Cause you looking good
as hell.

- Oh, thank you.
- You're so sexy.

- Thank you.
I appreciate it.

- You just came out like that?
- I did.

- Wowzers.

- As Scrappy drinks,
his mouth does tend to get,

you know, loose,
and he's not lying.

I mean, I do look good.

But he can go
overboard sometimes.

So what you want, Young Scrap?

♪ ♪

- What I want with what?

- What do you want, period?

- I just want to live life,
man.

I just want to be married,
have that family [bleep].

You know what I'm saying?
And just be set for life.

- I know.
- You know what I'm saying?

I always had a regret in life.

If my head and my
heart was where

it's at now when
we were together, like,

I would have did it.

We'd probably have been, like,
together for, like, 30 years.

That always been my regret,
so that's why I always

come around to shoot my shot
because I be like,

I can do it better this time.

- I honestly don't even
know what Scrappy wants.

This is actually
giving me flashbacks

to when Scrappy wanted
to get married after he

called off his
engagement with Bambi

and I told him he wasn't ready.

You the reason
I never got married.

- Huh?

- I've been in
another relationship

where the person was
ready to get married,

and I just was like,
are they really ready?

Like, do I have to deal
with the same stuff

that I was dealing with
with you?

I have always been hesitant,
like--

[thunk]

Do I need to go?
God, what you--

- No, you just [bleep] me up
with that one.

You said you just blamed your
whole unmarried life on me.

- I'm not blame--
no, no, no, no, no.

No shade,
but where are you now?

[quirky thoughtful music]

- I'm divorced.
- Exactly.

- I think she just--
you know what I'm saying?

She's trying to give me
a run for my money.

And it looks like
it's just going

to be me and my little lady
tequila tonight, Jack.

- Whoa, you not supposed to
be drinking out the bottle.

- No, that was a shot
just for this situation.

- You want to do some s'mores?
- Hell yeah.

- Coming up
on "Love & Hip Hop Atlanta."

- [crying] I don't want to
talk about this.

- We got to talk about it.

Do you have--
- [screaming]

- Get it out! Yes!

- ♪ Make my way to the top,
and there ain't no stoppin' ♪

- ♪ Make my way to the top,
and there ain't no stoppin' ♪

- ♪ Work, work, work ♪

♪ Let's work, work, work,
let's work ♪

♪ Get into the zone
like whoa ♪

♪ Give it all you got,
let's roll ♪

- Ooh, it's hot.

- Oh.
She's waiting.

[blows whistle]
- What the [bleep]?

- Hurry up! Let's go!
This is real life!

Let's go!

- I don't know who
the [bleep] is this.

I don't like her already.

- After Shekinah puppet show
that we tried,

I really realized that I needed
more professional help,

so I signed up for a PTSD
and anger management bootcamp.

- Are we going
to be cute today?

We're going to be cute?
I don't care!

- I'm a Army brat.
I know how this could go.

I definitely would rather be
at the puppet show right now.

- My name is Tanisha Aiken.

And you're going to call me
drill sergeant for today.

Oh, you got gum?
Spit it out.

[dramatic music]

You got gum?
Spit it out.

You're going to
tap into your PTSD.

And exercising also
helps with PTSD.

Roll your tire like
you're driving into PTSD.

Roll it.

- Should have my gloves.

- Roll it.
Let's go.

Let's go.

All right!
Trigger number one, abuse!

Jumping jacks.

This is your chance to open up.
Who abused you?

- I'ma start with myself.
- You abused yourself?

- Doing the same things.

- Same thing of what?

- Anything that
I know was bad for me.

- OK.
What's bad for you?

- People who don't
mean me good.

- Keep going.
Keep going.

Keep going.
- Keep going?

- Keep going.
- Oh, my God.

- You got to tell me
who made you angry.

Come on.
- Multiple people abused me.

- Who? Who?

I don't want to hear
no crying right now.

This is what you asked for.

Who was the first one
that made you angry?

- My brother.

When my father died,

I feel like he should
have been there for me,

as he was my bigger brother.

When my father died,
my big brother,

he never stepped up and become
the man of the house.

But I didn't know I was
still hurting because

it's been so many years.

- Let's go.
Roll to the next station.

[somber music]

Trigger number two, assault.

Who assaulted you,
or who did you assault?

- I was assaulted by [bleep].
- And nobody protected you?

- I protected myself.

- How was that?

- He fight me,
and I fight him back.

- Roll to the next one.

♪ ♪

Death of a loved one.

This is where you do
mountain climbers.

Let's go.

Who died that was
really, really

important to you, Renni?

- My mom.

I think the anger that's
attached to losing my mom

just comes with
a lot of regret.

I think I'm just angry at
myself for a lot of the time

that I messed with her
from us being upset.

- So do you think she proud
of you right now?

- If my mom was here right now,

she would probably be telling
me get my [bleep] together.

- Exactly.
Don't suppress everything.

Let it out.

She doesn't have
to be here physically,

but you can be sitting here
talking to her.

Talk to her
before you think about

putting your hands on somebody.

- I still have a duty
to make her proud.

I still have a duty
to you, you know,

continue what she started.

- Let's go.
Next one.

♪ ♪

Near-death experience.

-[crying]
Why are you doing this?

- Near-death experience.
What are the tears for?

- [crying]

I don't want
to talk about it.

♪ ♪

I don't want to
talk about this.

- We got to talk about it.

You got to let it out.
Do you have--

[Spice screaming]
Get it out!

Yes!
Get it out!

Get it out!
Yes!

- ♪ Make my way to the top,
and there ain't no stoppin' ♪

- [crying]
- Let it go. Let it go.

Let it come out.
Let it come out.

You got to deal with it
in order to get through it.

Do you have faith?
- Yes.

- Who do you believe in?
- [sniffles] God.

- Do you believe that
He is going to help you?

- He already did.
He saved my life.

- He gave you life.
He gave you a second chance.

You should be thanking Him,
praising Him all day long.

- I do that every day.

- You got to find something
positive to deal with it.

- You never know what really
hurts until you talk about it.

And that's just what
I'm learning right now.

I need to talk about
what's hurting me.

And I got to learn
to just let it go.

- This is why we're here,
right here.

At first, I was like,
what the hell?

But this is why we're here.

I'm glad I'm here
at this boot camp

talking about the real
triggers and traumas

and problems with Spice.

I'm like, instantly feeling
like even more closer to her

than I would have ever
thought we would be.

So we're here together
for a reason.

So Spice, I mentioned
the trigger, near death.

Why can't we talk about it?

You're scared--

- I guess, that I can die
any minute now.

- Are you afraid of death?

- I was. Yeah.
It was my biggest fear.

- What was your thought process
when you was going through it?

- That I was going to die
and leave my kids,

and they were going to go
through the same things

that I went through as a child.

- So you got to be here, right?
You got to be present.

- Yeah, but I don't have
control over being here.

I can die any day now.

- Yeah, you can die
any day now.

But I'm saying
with that fear of dying,

don't you think that affects
them because they can see it?

- I don't show
this side to them.

They don't know, like,
that every morning, I wake up,

I cry.

- We, when we were younger,
we were taught don't cry.

You're weak.

We have to show them emotion
because that also

is another generational curse
that we have.

Me being in the military,
I've seen a lot.

I suppressed it.

And I've always
had anger issues.

Somebody will say something
to me, I'd just go off.

But with therapy,
it helped me to get through.

We never get over it.
We just get through it.

So where do we go next
from here?

- I don't know.
Where do we go from here?

I guess we need counseling
and healing.

- Some more talking.
- Thank you.

Coming to this boot camp
really is starting

to make me feel like all of
my past traumas and everything

that I've been through
is really what's affecting

my attitude and my behavior.

It's just the beginning.

- And I got a
little exercise in.

- I know. Yes.
- Work it out.

You feel angry?
Work it out.

- I want us to be able
to leave here and talk

about the things that scare us,
that we run from,

and that trigger us.

And it's helping
get it all out.

- That felt good.
- That did feel good.

- This season on "Love & Hip
Hop Atlanta."

- Oh, [bleep]. [bleep] no.
God, help me.

[rowdy upbeat music]

[all cheering]

[sputtering laughter]

[goats bleating]
[all shouting]

- Wait, wait.
- Pissing on me.

♪ ♪

- You really can't get
on these [bleep] cars, girl.

You scratch that [bleep] up?
Did you scratch it?

Sorry.

- How you feeling?
- Good. It's hot.

[gunshots]
Man, try us, bitch.

- We on the rooftop
and they shooting outside.

- Tiger shrimp, gunshots.

- Welcome to Atlanta.
- [laughs]

- We are happy that
you guys are back together

- Mazi.
- And figuring it out, Mazi.

- I would be much happier
if I had y'all's support.

- I don't trust
this whole situation.

- I contacted Mazi
and was like, hey,

I think this little girl
is yours.

You have a daughter?
What the [bleep]?

[upbeat music]

- I'm trying to do
things different.

- It's the new you now.
- It's the new me.

- Shaking off the--

- Shaking off
all the bull[bleep].

- Shaking off the
[bleep]-matization.

- Oh!
[laughter]

- Me and the band got into it.
- I seen it.

What you going to
do about Momma Dee?

- We're going to
see the lawyer.

Do you think we have a case?
- I do.

[dramatic music]

- So y'all both dating Scrappy?

[dramatic music]

Because I'm going to get
to the bottom this [bleep].

- We all went
on a couple of dates.

- So was any sexual activity
involved?

- I got y'all in here,
Kendra is involved.

I'm trying to get acclimated.

[laughter]
- Do we get to meet your wife?

- She don't need to meet me.
She not coming into my house.

- [bleep] your house.
- I'm just saying.

- You know, Kisha's been
trying to have a baby.

What we're thinking
is I'm going

to give her one of my eggs.

- That's not her baby.
That's your baby.

- Kisha has been wanting
to have a child.

- For a long time!

You're not going to
take this from me!

- Why would I lie to you?
- Tone it the [bleep] down.

- I'm so sad.
[sobbing]

♪ ♪

- Breathe.
- My mouth is numb, y'all.

- You said
you graduated from college.

You don't have
a college degree.

- I absolutely
brought it for you.

- That's not real.
That's not real.

- You know what? I should smack
the [bleep] out you.

- I've never heard you act
like that before in my life!

- Get the [bleep] out!
- Let's go!