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These are the user uploaded subtitles that are being translated: 1 00:00:02,263 --> 00:00:04,352 - ♪ MTV ♪ 2 00:00:12,708 --> 00:00:14,449 - Previously on "Love & Hip Hop Atlanta"... 3 00:00:14,536 --> 00:00:16,538 - She was dead-ass wrong for saying 4 00:00:16,625 --> 00:00:18,757 that you should have died or whatever she said there. 5 00:00:18,844 --> 00:00:20,324 And that's [bleep] up. 6 00:00:20,411 --> 00:00:21,760 - She called me Black monkey. 7 00:00:21,847 --> 00:00:23,284 - Oh, Black monkey? 8 00:00:23,371 --> 00:00:24,937 - What do you mean, Sierra? 9 00:00:25,025 --> 00:00:27,114 You got to understand the type of friends you're having. 10 00:00:27,201 --> 00:00:28,898 - How come you haven't talked to your best friend? 11 00:00:28,985 --> 00:00:30,813 - Oh, I have talked to her, but not about that. 12 00:00:30,900 --> 00:00:32,641 - Why are you always so fake? 13 00:00:32,728 --> 00:00:34,643 - You was like, "Stop with all this fake-ass [bleep]. 14 00:00:34,730 --> 00:00:36,297 "Y'all with that fake-ass [bleep]. 15 00:00:36,384 --> 00:00:38,168 Y'all fake as [bleep]." - No, I said fake-ass [bleep] 16 00:00:38,255 --> 00:00:41,476 when Bambi started saying, "I haven't spoken to Erica." 17 00:00:41,563 --> 00:00:44,087 I'm like, here we go with the fakeness. 18 00:00:44,174 --> 00:00:45,219 - How's you and Safaree? 19 00:00:45,306 --> 00:00:47,438 - You're causing unnecessary drama, 20 00:00:47,525 --> 00:00:49,179 and I don't deserve this. 21 00:00:49,266 --> 00:00:52,704 I've let myself down in all of this by blacking out. 22 00:00:52,791 --> 00:00:56,708 Me and Spice never had issues up until this point. 23 00:00:56,795 --> 00:00:58,841 - I do want to tell you that I am sorry 24 00:00:58,928 --> 00:01:01,235 that I hurt your heart. 25 00:01:01,322 --> 00:01:02,845 I apologize. 26 00:01:02,932 --> 00:01:05,369 I appreciate everything you have done for me. 27 00:01:05,456 --> 00:01:09,069 You are a definite person that changed my life. 28 00:01:09,156 --> 00:01:10,983 - I want to just give you a hug. 29 00:01:15,945 --> 00:01:17,164 [funky music] 30 00:01:17,251 --> 00:01:18,687 - ♪ This is the life ♪ 31 00:01:18,774 --> 00:01:19,688 - ♪ It's the life that I'm living ♪ 32 00:01:19,775 --> 00:01:21,168 - ♪ This is the life ♪ 33 00:01:21,255 --> 00:01:22,212 - ♪ It's the life that I chose ♪ 34 00:01:22,299 --> 00:01:23,605 - ♪ This is the life ♪ 35 00:01:23,692 --> 00:01:24,388 ♪ It's the life that I'm living ♪ 36 00:01:24,475 --> 00:01:25,868 - ♪ This is the life ♪ 37 00:01:25,955 --> 00:01:27,870 - ♪ It's the life that I chose ♪ 38 00:01:27,957 --> 00:01:29,263 - ♪ Make my way to the top, and there ain't no stoppin' ♪ 39 00:01:33,658 --> 00:01:34,877 - ♪ Comin' in hot ♪ 40 00:01:34,964 --> 00:01:37,009 ♪ Always on top ♪ 41 00:01:37,097 --> 00:01:39,099 ♪ Baby, I'm the boss ♪ 42 00:01:39,186 --> 00:01:40,665 ♪ Baby, I'm the boss ♪ 43 00:01:40,752 --> 00:01:42,363 ♪ Yeah, yeah, yeah, make it go ♪ 44 00:01:42,450 --> 00:01:43,625 [line ringing] 45 00:01:43,712 --> 00:01:44,626 - Hello? 46 00:01:44,713 --> 00:01:45,801 - Hi. 47 00:01:45,888 --> 00:01:47,542 - Hi, my love. 48 00:01:47,629 --> 00:01:51,328 We just got the most amazing offer. 49 00:01:51,415 --> 00:01:53,156 - OK. 50 00:01:53,243 --> 00:01:55,941 - It's going to be the movie that changes your career. 51 00:01:56,028 --> 00:01:59,075 - D, am I an actress? 52 00:01:59,162 --> 00:02:00,772 - ♪ Gonna make it go, oh ♪ 53 00:02:00,859 --> 00:02:01,860 - Ahh! 54 00:02:03,210 --> 00:02:04,733 - ♪ Gonna make it go ♪ 55 00:02:04,820 --> 00:02:06,343 ♪ Oh ♪ 56 00:02:06,430 --> 00:02:07,736 ♪ ♪ 57 00:02:07,823 --> 00:02:09,477 ♪ Gonna make it go ♪ 58 00:02:09,564 --> 00:02:11,218 ♪ ♪ 59 00:02:11,305 --> 00:02:12,523 - Y'all want spinach in your eggs? 60 00:02:12,610 --> 00:02:13,437 - I do. - Yeah. 61 00:02:13,524 --> 00:02:14,569 - OK. 62 00:02:14,656 --> 00:02:16,223 - We're going to make some mimosas. 63 00:02:16,310 --> 00:02:17,528 - Oh, yeah! 64 00:02:17,615 --> 00:02:20,270 [laughs] 65 00:02:22,316 --> 00:02:25,971 ♪ ♪ 66 00:02:26,058 --> 00:02:28,539 - They all moving. 67 00:02:28,626 --> 00:02:30,280 [gasps] Oh! 68 00:02:30,367 --> 00:02:32,413 Hey, Renni. 69 00:02:32,500 --> 00:02:34,937 Did you know that, like, it's something inside of seashells? 70 00:02:35,024 --> 00:02:36,068 Like, pull this one right here. 71 00:02:36,156 --> 00:02:36,765 - Oh, it's a snail. 72 00:02:36,852 --> 00:02:37,809 - It's a snail. 73 00:02:37,896 --> 00:02:38,810 Oh, my God. 74 00:02:38,897 --> 00:02:40,595 I never knew that. 75 00:02:40,682 --> 00:02:43,685 [mellow Afro pop music] 76 00:02:43,772 --> 00:02:48,211 ♪ ♪ 77 00:02:48,298 --> 00:02:51,388 [non-English singing] 78 00:02:51,475 --> 00:02:57,177 ♪ ♪ 79 00:02:57,264 --> 00:02:59,091 - Spice, you look really beautiful in that blue. 80 00:02:59,179 --> 00:03:00,658 - Thank you, sweetie! 81 00:03:00,745 --> 00:03:01,790 - Hey. 82 00:03:01,877 --> 00:03:03,139 Hey, y'all. 83 00:03:03,226 --> 00:03:04,923 Y'all ready for the pigs? 84 00:03:05,010 --> 00:03:05,794 - Hi, Shekinah. 85 00:03:05,881 --> 00:03:07,752 - Hey. 86 00:03:07,839 --> 00:03:10,581 Hey, ladies. 87 00:03:10,668 --> 00:03:11,713 - Are you on that boat? 88 00:03:11,800 --> 00:03:12,714 - Hey, girl. 89 00:03:12,801 --> 00:03:13,976 - Yep. 90 00:03:14,063 --> 00:03:14,890 I'll see you guys in a minute. 91 00:03:14,977 --> 00:03:16,283 - All right. 92 00:03:16,370 --> 00:03:19,503 We going to have a good time today. 93 00:03:19,590 --> 00:03:21,505 [upbeat dance music] 94 00:03:21,592 --> 00:03:23,203 - Yes, sir! 95 00:03:23,290 --> 00:03:25,292 - There's been so much going on on this trip, y'all. 96 00:03:25,379 --> 00:03:27,207 So the last time we were all together on a boat, 97 00:03:27,294 --> 00:03:28,860 it was a whole, whole lot. 98 00:03:28,947 --> 00:03:30,732 So today we decided, let's split the activities. 99 00:03:30,819 --> 00:03:33,125 The drama crew can go feed the pigs. 100 00:03:33,213 --> 00:03:36,477 And the peaceful crew can all ride jet skis together. 101 00:03:36,564 --> 00:03:38,740 And hopefully, we all can just kick it 102 00:03:38,827 --> 00:03:40,437 and have a little bit of fun. 103 00:03:40,524 --> 00:03:42,265 - Come on! 104 00:03:42,352 --> 00:03:45,137 - ♪ All you haters, got you right here in my Prius ♪ 105 00:03:45,225 --> 00:03:47,792 ♪ Putting bulls on the strip, wasn't saving it ♪ 106 00:03:47,879 --> 00:03:50,360 ♪ All the fiends, they tell you that I'm they favorite ♪ 107 00:03:50,447 --> 00:03:52,536 ♪ Bigger load, bigger bank rolls ♪ 108 00:03:52,623 --> 00:03:55,670 ♪ I was smoking on exotic in my state clothes ♪ 109 00:03:55,757 --> 00:03:58,803 [tense music] 110 00:03:58,890 --> 00:04:00,152 - Hey, E. 111 00:04:00,240 --> 00:04:01,415 - Hey, I missed your call earlier. 112 00:04:01,502 --> 00:04:02,546 I was shooting. What's up? 113 00:04:02,633 --> 00:04:04,853 - Erica is finally calling me back after 114 00:04:04,940 --> 00:04:06,855 this whole blow-up with Spice. 115 00:04:06,942 --> 00:04:09,814 This isn't the ideal place that I want to have 116 00:04:09,901 --> 00:04:11,207 this conversation with Erica. 117 00:04:11,294 --> 00:04:12,339 We're getting on a boat. 118 00:04:12,426 --> 00:04:14,732 It's really hectic on my end, 119 00:04:14,819 --> 00:04:18,345 but I mean, since everything is happening so fast, 120 00:04:18,432 --> 00:04:20,434 I don't really have a choice. 121 00:04:20,521 --> 00:04:22,305 I'm going to just tell you from the top 122 00:04:22,392 --> 00:04:24,742 what really has been going on. 123 00:04:24,829 --> 00:04:28,006 So do you remember saying, like, the monkey thing? 124 00:04:30,400 --> 00:04:34,056 - Spice made some pretty wild accusations, 125 00:04:34,143 --> 00:04:37,189 and I understand people blacking out when they get 126 00:04:37,277 --> 00:04:38,756 in these heated conversations. 127 00:04:38,843 --> 00:04:42,978 But I do have to let Erica know that if she did make 128 00:04:43,065 --> 00:04:46,024 this comment about the monkey when she blacked out, 129 00:04:46,111 --> 00:04:47,548 that's not OK. 130 00:04:47,635 --> 00:04:49,550 I just don't know what to do with this. 131 00:04:49,637 --> 00:04:51,508 To be honest, I don't know what to do. 132 00:04:51,595 --> 00:04:54,424 I don't know you to be this person. 133 00:05:02,302 --> 00:05:04,260 - But you can't say that. - You cannot say that. 134 00:05:04,347 --> 00:05:07,219 - The way that it's being presented it in a way 135 00:05:07,307 --> 00:05:10,048 that we being drugged, Bambi being attacked 136 00:05:10,135 --> 00:05:11,920 the other night completely. 137 00:05:12,007 --> 00:05:14,183 This [bleep] bad. 138 00:05:14,270 --> 00:05:17,099 As much as I love Erica, I'm going to hold her accountable. 139 00:05:17,186 --> 00:05:18,666 I hope Bambi do the same. 140 00:05:18,753 --> 00:05:20,058 Calling somebody a Black monkey, 141 00:05:20,145 --> 00:05:23,671 a blue monkey, that's really crossing the [bleep] line. 142 00:05:23,758 --> 00:05:25,977 We already got to fight so hard just 143 00:05:26,064 --> 00:05:27,849 to be accepted in America. 144 00:05:27,936 --> 00:05:30,678 So you can't just say that to a Black person. 145 00:05:30,765 --> 00:05:32,680 Because once you say it to one Black person, 146 00:05:32,767 --> 00:05:34,029 you're saying it to all. 147 00:05:36,597 --> 00:05:38,599 - Well, Erica, I accept your apology. 148 00:05:38,686 --> 00:05:41,079 And at the end of the day, I'm not going to crucify you. 149 00:05:41,166 --> 00:05:44,822 And yeah, I think my service is gone. 150 00:05:44,909 --> 00:05:46,128 Put this here. - Wow. 151 00:05:46,215 --> 00:05:47,434 So it was said? 152 00:05:47,521 --> 00:05:48,478 - She don't know. 153 00:05:48,565 --> 00:05:50,741 She said she apologizes to us, 154 00:05:50,828 --> 00:05:52,656 to everybody, if she said anything. 155 00:05:52,743 --> 00:05:53,875 She blacked out. 156 00:05:53,962 --> 00:05:55,790 She don't know what she said. 157 00:05:55,877 --> 00:05:58,314 - Erica Mena saying that she blacked out 158 00:05:58,401 --> 00:05:59,881 is not flying with me. 159 00:05:59,968 --> 00:06:01,796 Accountability is what's needed right now, 160 00:06:01,883 --> 00:06:04,886 and I wanna know, who is the real Erica Mena? 161 00:06:04,973 --> 00:06:05,930 I have questions. 162 00:06:06,017 --> 00:06:07,497 I really do have questions. 163 00:06:07,584 --> 00:06:09,325 - And as a Black woman, I do have a responsibility 164 00:06:09,412 --> 00:06:11,371 to hold her accountable 165 00:06:11,458 --> 00:06:12,720 and shed some more light on this situation. 166 00:06:12,807 --> 00:06:14,635 - For sure. 167 00:06:14,722 --> 00:06:17,115 - ♪ It's a brand new day coming our way ♪ 168 00:06:17,202 --> 00:06:23,034 ♪ ♪ 169 00:06:23,121 --> 00:06:24,732 ♪ It's a brand new day coming our way ♪ 170 00:06:24,819 --> 00:06:28,039 - Honestly, I'm just happy my life is going the direction 171 00:06:28,126 --> 00:06:29,867 it is finally with my career. 172 00:06:29,954 --> 00:06:31,826 I've been in this for so long. 173 00:06:31,913 --> 00:06:35,438 I'm still shooting season two of "Hush" here in DC. 174 00:06:35,525 --> 00:06:37,832 Being able to have my kids here 175 00:06:37,919 --> 00:06:40,138 is just one of those things that is, like, 176 00:06:40,225 --> 00:06:42,619 this is kind of like a dream come true, because I get 177 00:06:42,706 --> 00:06:45,361 to be a mom and not miss those moments 178 00:06:45,448 --> 00:06:47,276 that you can never get back. 179 00:06:47,363 --> 00:06:48,712 And I've been doing a lot of work 180 00:06:48,799 --> 00:06:50,192 just to better myself. 181 00:06:50,279 --> 00:06:51,411 - Centering yourself. 182 00:06:51,498 --> 00:06:52,847 - Yeah, I've been in therapy. 183 00:06:52,934 --> 00:06:55,153 And I know I need it because, honestly, 184 00:06:55,240 --> 00:06:59,070 dealing with Safaree outside of the kids, it's complicated. 185 00:06:59,157 --> 00:07:00,985 Why start trouble for me? 186 00:07:01,072 --> 00:07:02,900 And then to even tell Spice what she told Spice? 187 00:07:02,987 --> 00:07:05,990 So I've been dealing with that, obviously. 188 00:07:06,077 --> 00:07:07,949 And I got to-- 189 00:07:08,036 --> 00:07:09,646 I got to be honest that I'm really, really 190 00:07:09,733 --> 00:07:11,692 disappointed in myself just for going 191 00:07:11,779 --> 00:07:13,694 to that place with Spice. 192 00:07:13,781 --> 00:07:16,784 Could I tell you word for word what I said? 193 00:07:16,871 --> 00:07:18,568 - When you get to that point, you don't know what's 194 00:07:18,655 --> 00:07:20,091 coming out of your mouth. You just black out. 195 00:07:20,178 --> 00:07:22,137 - Well, when King was old enough 196 00:07:22,224 --> 00:07:25,793 to speak on it, him telling me he wants his own private life. 197 00:07:25,880 --> 00:07:27,272 - And you as his mom, you respect that. 198 00:07:27,359 --> 00:07:28,535 - Yes. - And everybody just wants 199 00:07:28,622 --> 00:07:30,450 to push it on you. - Yes. 200 00:07:30,537 --> 00:07:33,061 Up until that point, I really respected Spice, 201 00:07:33,148 --> 00:07:35,716 being a single mother, having to, you know-- 202 00:07:35,803 --> 00:07:38,675 your kids be there, you got to do this, be the hustle, 203 00:07:38,762 --> 00:07:40,155 be on the-- you know what I mean? 204 00:07:40,242 --> 00:07:41,722 The ground running. 205 00:07:41,809 --> 00:07:44,115 - And then it just took a whole left turn. 206 00:07:44,202 --> 00:07:47,205 - Now, you know my friends are being 207 00:07:47,292 --> 00:07:49,904 ganged up on about what I did. 208 00:07:49,991 --> 00:07:52,515 I wish I could rewind and watch it. 209 00:07:53,864 --> 00:07:55,257 - Yeah. 210 00:07:55,344 --> 00:07:56,563 - OK. with your son, I don't like you. 211 00:07:56,650 --> 00:07:58,347 - How do you know about my son? 212 00:07:58,434 --> 00:07:59,740 - You said [bleep], right? 213 00:07:59,827 --> 00:08:00,610 [clattering] 214 00:08:03,091 --> 00:08:06,398 - You monkey! You [bleep] blue monkey. 215 00:08:06,486 --> 00:08:09,314 Kiss my ass, bitch! 216 00:08:09,401 --> 00:08:11,708 You should have [bleep] died, ho! 217 00:08:11,795 --> 00:08:13,884 You [bleep] monkey! - Erica, get in the car. 218 00:08:13,971 --> 00:08:15,364 - Oo-ah! 219 00:08:16,974 --> 00:08:18,933 Thanks. 220 00:08:19,020 --> 00:08:21,370 You could definitely... 221 00:08:23,764 --> 00:08:27,332 You could definitely see I was just not-- 222 00:08:27,419 --> 00:08:30,161 what I said in that-- 223 00:08:30,248 --> 00:08:34,122 I so heartily from the bottom of my heart apologize 224 00:08:34,209 --> 00:08:37,691 to, you know, the incredible Black community. 225 00:08:37,778 --> 00:08:39,823 It came from just a hurt place, 226 00:08:39,910 --> 00:08:42,043 and I don't want to justify anything. 227 00:08:42,130 --> 00:08:45,612 And I take full responsibility for what I said. 228 00:08:45,699 --> 00:08:48,702 You know, I'm just disappointed in myself in that. 229 00:08:48,789 --> 00:08:51,182 What I said-- there's no excuse. 230 00:08:51,269 --> 00:08:52,270 There's no justification. 231 00:08:52,357 --> 00:08:54,403 It was wrong. 232 00:08:54,490 --> 00:08:56,318 It's not something I'm proud of because my children are Black, 233 00:08:56,405 --> 00:08:59,451 and it's something that I don't ever want my kids 234 00:08:59,539 --> 00:09:00,888 to actually experience. 235 00:09:00,975 --> 00:09:02,803 I just want to be better for them, 236 00:09:02,890 --> 00:09:04,500 and I'm going to do the work to make sure that something 237 00:09:04,587 --> 00:09:05,893 like this never happens again. 238 00:09:05,980 --> 00:09:08,373 It came from an ugly place, clearly. 239 00:09:08,460 --> 00:09:10,375 You know what I'm saying? - Yeah, that's-- 240 00:09:10,462 --> 00:09:13,640 - And it's just-- I don't know. 241 00:09:13,727 --> 00:09:15,729 I'll be apologizing for a while. 242 00:09:15,816 --> 00:09:17,687 ♪ ♪ 243 00:09:17,774 --> 00:09:19,428 - Coming up on "Love & Hip Hop Atlanta"... 244 00:09:19,515 --> 00:09:20,734 - I knew you had over your house that had 245 00:09:20,821 --> 00:09:22,649 a big old bunch of people over there. 246 00:09:22,736 --> 00:09:24,564 - You know, they filming a music video. 247 00:09:24,651 --> 00:09:26,000 I got to pay the mortgage. 248 00:09:26,087 --> 00:09:27,218 - Uh-uh. Get Big Daddy. 249 00:09:27,305 --> 00:09:28,785 Get Big Daddy out. 250 00:09:28,872 --> 00:09:30,091 - You know I'm terrified of animals. 251 00:09:30,178 --> 00:09:32,049 - Don't be greedy. Don't be acting like that. 252 00:09:32,136 --> 00:09:35,705 - For calling me out and making a racial slur 253 00:09:35,792 --> 00:09:37,489 because she's your friend, she gets to get away-- 254 00:09:37,577 --> 00:09:39,187 - No, she does not. 255 00:09:39,274 --> 00:09:40,492 - She don't get no pass. 256 00:09:40,580 --> 00:09:42,625 - I'm just making it very clear. 257 00:09:42,712 --> 00:09:44,192 - ♪ On my way to the top, there ain't no stopping ♪ 258 00:09:49,545 --> 00:09:50,894 - ♪ On my way to the top, there ain't no stopping ♪ 259 00:09:50,981 --> 00:09:52,679 - ♪ One, two, one, two, on my way ♪ 260 00:09:52,766 --> 00:09:54,985 ♪ Shorty so fine, yeah, come by me ♪ 261 00:09:55,072 --> 00:09:57,292 ♪ Can we take time? Let's get away ♪ 262 00:09:57,379 --> 00:09:58,772 ♪ We can take time. It'll be OK ♪ 263 00:09:58,859 --> 00:10:00,034 - I just want to have fun today. 264 00:10:00,121 --> 00:10:01,644 - Well, I want you to have fun. 265 00:10:01,731 --> 00:10:03,298 - So when I come up-- I said, we can't have one day 266 00:10:03,385 --> 00:10:05,343 of good energy, good vibes, good spirit? 267 00:10:05,430 --> 00:10:06,606 - Oh, no. 268 00:10:06,693 --> 00:10:07,911 - Let's just have fun. 269 00:10:07,998 --> 00:10:09,086 - Now-- 270 00:10:09,173 --> 00:10:10,392 - You ever swim with the pigs? 271 00:10:10,479 --> 00:10:12,263 - We're about to go feed some pigs. 272 00:10:12,350 --> 00:10:14,918 I see other people feeding pigs all the time on Instagram. 273 00:10:15,005 --> 00:10:16,398 I think this is going to be a great day for me. 274 00:10:16,485 --> 00:10:17,617 I can't wait. 275 00:10:17,704 --> 00:10:19,053 - Hi, babies. 276 00:10:19,140 --> 00:10:21,185 Y'all ready to pool these pigs? 277 00:10:21,272 --> 00:10:22,839 - Whoo. - Hi. 278 00:10:22,926 --> 00:10:24,711 - Hi. - Hey. 279 00:10:24,798 --> 00:10:25,973 - Ready to feed some pigs? 280 00:10:26,060 --> 00:10:27,365 All: Yes. - Whoo! 281 00:10:27,452 --> 00:10:30,020 - Baby, I love pig. 282 00:10:30,107 --> 00:10:31,326 - I'm not ready. 283 00:10:31,413 --> 00:10:33,067 - Right, ladies. Welcome to the pig beach. 284 00:10:33,154 --> 00:10:34,982 Make some noise! [cheering] 285 00:10:35,069 --> 00:10:36,113 All right, ladies. 286 00:10:49,866 --> 00:10:51,651 - No smoke. Call, it'll be like this. 287 00:10:51,738 --> 00:10:52,826 Like this. No smoke. 288 00:10:52,913 --> 00:10:54,262 - No smoke. 289 00:10:54,349 --> 00:10:55,872 - I'm just very anxious because I'm like, 290 00:10:55,959 --> 00:10:57,439 are they going to be running? 291 00:10:57,526 --> 00:10:58,745 Are they going to be fat, skinny, short? 292 00:10:58,832 --> 00:11:00,094 Are they going to be hairy? 293 00:11:00,181 --> 00:11:01,661 Am I going to be disgusted 294 00:11:01,748 --> 00:11:02,923 and don't want to eat pork anymore? 295 00:11:03,010 --> 00:11:04,533 And then pork is my favorite meat. 296 00:11:04,620 --> 00:11:06,622 When I see them pigs, God forbid, 297 00:11:06,709 --> 00:11:10,278 but I like them to be packaged up and ready to fry. 298 00:11:10,365 --> 00:11:11,845 - Are you ready? 299 00:11:11,932 --> 00:11:13,063 - Uh-uh. 300 00:11:13,150 --> 00:11:14,282 When are they coming? 301 00:11:14,369 --> 00:11:15,805 - Hey! 302 00:11:15,892 --> 00:11:17,067 - I'm terrified of animals. 303 00:11:17,154 --> 00:11:19,809 - One, two, three! 304 00:11:19,896 --> 00:11:21,289 - Thank you, Lord, for blessing me. 305 00:11:21,376 --> 00:11:22,594 [whistle blows] 306 00:11:22,682 --> 00:11:24,074 Thank you, Lord, for blessing me. 307 00:11:24,161 --> 00:11:25,902 [pigs snorting] 308 00:11:25,989 --> 00:11:27,599 - Uh-uh. Get Big Daddy. 309 00:11:27,687 --> 00:11:28,513 Get Big Daddy out. 310 00:11:28,600 --> 00:11:30,037 - [laughs] 311 00:11:30,124 --> 00:11:31,603 - OK, he's standing next to you. 312 00:11:31,691 --> 00:11:33,083 - I don't got no more [bleep]. 313 00:11:33,170 --> 00:11:34,955 [upbeat music] 314 00:11:35,042 --> 00:11:37,131 - Oh, these pigs are very aggressive. 315 00:11:37,218 --> 00:11:38,698 They're aggressive. 316 00:11:38,785 --> 00:11:40,743 They're giving me more dogs than pigs, 317 00:11:40,830 --> 00:11:42,092 but they are so cute. 318 00:11:42,179 --> 00:11:43,659 I'm in love with them. 319 00:11:43,746 --> 00:11:46,401 - Why are you so--ooh! 320 00:11:46,488 --> 00:11:49,273 [chattering] 321 00:11:49,360 --> 00:11:50,927 - Oh! 322 00:11:51,014 --> 00:11:52,363 - They so big. Wait. 323 00:11:52,450 --> 00:11:54,148 They don't stink either. 324 00:11:54,235 --> 00:11:56,106 Big boy. 325 00:11:56,193 --> 00:11:57,629 - You brought your food. - Yeah. 326 00:11:57,717 --> 00:11:59,022 - Yeah. Give them the food. 327 00:11:59,109 --> 00:12:00,284 Don't even make them work for it. 328 00:12:00,371 --> 00:12:01,938 They haven't eaten. 329 00:12:02,025 --> 00:12:04,158 You can tell by the fact that they're running out. 330 00:12:04,245 --> 00:12:06,856 - What gives me my reservations about the swine shore 331 00:12:06,943 --> 00:12:08,336 are the pigs. 332 00:12:08,423 --> 00:12:09,554 And they're like, oh, no. 333 00:12:09,641 --> 00:12:10,686 They're on this island. 334 00:12:10,773 --> 00:12:11,905 They're really happy. 335 00:12:11,992 --> 00:12:13,689 Really? They're happy? 336 00:12:13,776 --> 00:12:16,039 I don't [bleep] think these pigs are [bleep] happy. 337 00:12:16,126 --> 00:12:18,302 Look at how he's holding the [bleep] fruit there. 338 00:12:18,389 --> 00:12:20,609 Why does he have to work for that? 339 00:12:20,696 --> 00:12:22,437 I'm an animal lover, and I have a problem 340 00:12:22,524 --> 00:12:23,917 with stuff like this. 341 00:12:24,004 --> 00:12:25,048 - Well, what do you want me to do about it? 342 00:12:25,135 --> 00:12:27,747 - I need a drink. 343 00:12:27,834 --> 00:12:29,792 ♪ Girl, let's dip and wine ♪ 344 00:12:29,879 --> 00:12:32,229 ♪ Work it, but take your time ♪ 345 00:12:32,316 --> 00:12:34,449 ♪ Bring your tight body over here ♪ 346 00:12:34,536 --> 00:12:37,495 ♪ You know that it's mine, all mine ♪ 347 00:12:37,582 --> 00:12:39,323 ♪ Girl, let's go dip and wine ♪ 348 00:12:39,410 --> 00:12:41,456 ♪ Work it, but take your time ♪ 349 00:12:43,632 --> 00:12:44,807 - Hell no. 350 00:12:44,894 --> 00:12:45,982 - You ain't getting back on? 351 00:12:46,069 --> 00:12:47,810 - Not with Khaotic. - I got you. 352 00:12:47,897 --> 00:12:49,812 I got you. Come on. 353 00:12:49,899 --> 00:12:51,640 - You got this. 354 00:12:51,727 --> 00:12:53,685 - I want to take her on the ride of a lifetime. 355 00:12:53,773 --> 00:12:55,383 I know she can't swim. 356 00:12:55,470 --> 00:12:57,820 But come on, Karlie, you got to live a little! 357 00:12:57,907 --> 00:13:01,302 And we're about to live life to the fullest. 358 00:13:01,389 --> 00:13:04,261 [upbeat music] 359 00:13:04,348 --> 00:13:08,831 ♪ ♪ 360 00:13:08,918 --> 00:13:10,441 - Spice, come into the office. 361 00:13:10,528 --> 00:13:12,487 Sit down. 362 00:13:12,574 --> 00:13:14,576 You know, everybody is just having fun, feeding the pigs, 363 00:13:14,663 --> 00:13:16,883 running around, and just really enjoying theyself. 364 00:13:16,970 --> 00:13:19,711 But I feel like it was awkward a little bit 365 00:13:19,799 --> 00:13:22,236 because Bambi was kind of standoffish, 366 00:13:22,323 --> 00:13:23,846 and then Spice was on the other side. 367 00:13:23,933 --> 00:13:25,630 So I'm like, all right. 368 00:13:25,717 --> 00:13:27,545 I'm going to try to see if Bambi and Spice can talk. 369 00:13:27,632 --> 00:13:29,896 Damn, top model. 370 00:13:31,506 --> 00:13:34,378 - Sierra pulls Spice and me together 371 00:13:34,465 --> 00:13:35,989 to have a little conversation. 372 00:13:36,076 --> 00:13:38,992 And at this point, I'm like, whatever. 373 00:13:39,079 --> 00:13:41,429 I'm just going to see what type of time she on today. 374 00:13:41,516 --> 00:13:43,344 - So y'all know the other night, it was crazy. 375 00:13:43,431 --> 00:13:45,955 And I feel like Spice came to the table, 376 00:13:46,042 --> 00:13:48,262 and she called us a fake or whatever. 377 00:13:48,349 --> 00:13:49,872 I feel like it was a trigger towards you. 378 00:13:49,959 --> 00:13:51,961 - Yeah, no. - It wasn't in a--fake. 379 00:13:52,048 --> 00:13:53,484 - I said, who are you talking to? 380 00:13:53,571 --> 00:13:54,834 - So when you were at the table making 381 00:13:54,921 --> 00:13:56,705 it seem like you don't know nothing 382 00:13:56,792 --> 00:13:58,925 about the whole situation, that's why I gave off, 383 00:13:59,012 --> 00:14:00,317 "Oh my God, this is so fake." 384 00:14:00,404 --> 00:14:01,928 - What I said was that I have not 385 00:14:02,015 --> 00:14:03,973 spoken to Erica about that. 386 00:14:04,060 --> 00:14:06,019 I didn't interrogate her about what happened. 387 00:14:06,106 --> 00:14:07,498 She told me what she wanted me to know. 388 00:14:07,585 --> 00:14:08,978 - Yes, she did. She really did. 389 00:14:09,065 --> 00:14:11,024 She called me back before we came here. 390 00:14:11,111 --> 00:14:12,503 - She said she don't know what she said. 391 00:14:12,590 --> 00:14:14,114 She said she blacked out. 392 00:14:14,201 --> 00:14:15,550 She said she knows she said some horrible things 393 00:14:15,637 --> 00:14:17,204 and truly don't feel like-- 394 00:14:17,291 --> 00:14:18,858 you know-- 395 00:14:18,945 --> 00:14:22,296 - So for calling me out and making a racial slur, 396 00:14:22,383 --> 00:14:24,559 because she's your friend, she gets to get away with it? 397 00:14:24,646 --> 00:14:26,343 - No, she don't get no pass. 398 00:14:26,430 --> 00:14:28,606 - That's why I'm just making it very clear. 399 00:14:30,173 --> 00:14:31,696 I just felt like Bambi was lying that 400 00:14:31,783 --> 00:14:33,133 she never talked to Erica Mena. 401 00:14:33,220 --> 00:14:35,222 But, no, they say they talked to Erica. 402 00:14:35,309 --> 00:14:37,137 Them say them have a conversation with her right 403 00:14:37,224 --> 00:14:38,834 before they go on the boat, and she don't remember nothing. 404 00:14:38,921 --> 00:14:41,315 OK, now she has amnesia. 405 00:14:41,402 --> 00:14:43,926 I heard what she said, and the cameras did too. 406 00:14:44,013 --> 00:14:46,233 So if they want to pick up for her, then that's on them. 407 00:14:46,320 --> 00:14:47,712 I'll just let it go. 408 00:14:47,799 --> 00:14:49,105 We'll leave it at that, and it's cool. 409 00:14:49,192 --> 00:14:50,411 - Spice, I feel like you owe me an apology. 410 00:14:50,498 --> 00:14:51,934 I was truly-- - Why? And you were the one 411 00:14:52,021 --> 00:14:54,241 who said, "What the [bleep] you talking to?" 412 00:14:54,328 --> 00:14:55,677 And you were talking-- - No, you talking-- 413 00:14:55,764 --> 00:14:58,158 no, sit down. Spice. 414 00:14:58,245 --> 00:14:59,333 - When I get angry and I give you-- 415 00:14:59,420 --> 00:15:00,856 - You not doing right. 416 00:15:00,943 --> 00:15:01,944 You not doing right. 417 00:15:02,031 --> 00:15:03,511 - I don't want to be the angry one. 418 00:15:03,598 --> 00:15:04,904 No, I'm tired of this. 419 00:15:04,991 --> 00:15:06,383 - It's OK. 420 00:15:06,470 --> 00:15:07,950 - Bambi, I'm tired of them triggering me. 421 00:15:08,037 --> 00:15:09,560 And then when they come out to something, 422 00:15:09,647 --> 00:15:11,214 I'm going to be angry. - It's OK. It's OK. 423 00:15:11,301 --> 00:15:12,737 - I'm going to go. - All right. 424 00:15:12,824 --> 00:15:14,696 - You know, a Black woman coming out of Jamaica, 425 00:15:14,783 --> 00:15:17,351 struggling through poverty, and making it big in the US, 426 00:15:17,438 --> 00:15:21,050 the racial slurs are something I've lived with all my life. 427 00:15:21,137 --> 00:15:22,834 So everything was a trigger. 428 00:15:22,922 --> 00:15:24,967 And if they don't want to support me, it is what it is. 429 00:15:25,054 --> 00:15:26,534 But I love myself. 430 00:15:26,621 --> 00:15:28,449 I love my color, my complexion. 431 00:15:28,536 --> 00:15:31,104 I love who I am, and I'm always going to embrace. 432 00:15:31,191 --> 00:15:34,281 I'm proud for the Black, proud of my color. 433 00:15:34,368 --> 00:15:35,935 - You can't just walk away, though. 434 00:15:36,022 --> 00:15:38,415 Because I ain't do that last night. 435 00:15:38,502 --> 00:15:41,462 Spice wants me to just disown Erica, 436 00:15:41,549 --> 00:15:44,247 And I haven't even had a real face-to-face conversation 437 00:15:44,334 --> 00:15:45,422 with Erica yet. 438 00:15:45,509 --> 00:15:46,728 Erica's not here. 439 00:15:46,815 --> 00:15:47,947 I didn't make the comment. 440 00:15:48,034 --> 00:15:49,035 I didn't hear the comment. 441 00:15:49,122 --> 00:15:50,471 I don't know about the comment. 442 00:15:50,558 --> 00:15:54,649 So why are you inserting me into this mess? 443 00:15:54,736 --> 00:15:55,955 - She said what she said. 444 00:15:56,042 --> 00:15:57,391 I said what I said. 445 00:15:57,478 --> 00:15:59,175 Then Bambi is telling me to apologize, 446 00:15:59,262 --> 00:16:01,656 and I'm like, why do I need to apologize when you started it? 447 00:16:01,743 --> 00:16:04,746 You can't hold me accountable for stuff, for the reaction. 448 00:16:04,833 --> 00:16:05,921 And you, you get action. 449 00:16:06,008 --> 00:16:07,575 - She felt attacked. 450 00:16:07,662 --> 00:16:08,968 - Because I'm a Jamaican. - No, no, no. 451 00:16:09,055 --> 00:16:10,273 And I do understand. 452 00:16:10,360 --> 00:16:11,622 - Because I'm a darker skin tone. 453 00:16:11,709 --> 00:16:13,581 - No, it's not about that. Don't do that. 454 00:16:13,668 --> 00:16:14,886 Don't do that, Spice. 455 00:16:14,974 --> 00:16:16,323 I swear, do not do that. 456 00:16:16,410 --> 00:16:17,846 - No, because-- - No, no, no, because-- 457 00:16:17,933 --> 00:16:19,195 - Because it was because I felt attacked. 458 00:16:19,282 --> 00:16:20,544 That's why I reacted. 459 00:16:20,631 --> 00:16:22,546 But you said Bambi felt attacked. 460 00:16:22,633 --> 00:16:24,113 - Bambi said that she felt attacked. 461 00:16:24,200 --> 00:16:25,985 This is my first time hearing from you. 462 00:16:26,072 --> 00:16:27,725 - And the trigger words at that table 463 00:16:27,812 --> 00:16:29,989 was when Bambi said, "Who the [bleep] are you talking to?" 464 00:16:30,076 --> 00:16:31,468 And I'm sticking by it. 465 00:16:31,555 --> 00:16:32,730 I said what I said. - But-- 466 00:16:32,817 --> 00:16:34,297 - That was the trigger at the table. 467 00:16:34,384 --> 00:16:35,995 And everybody is talking about what happened 468 00:16:36,082 --> 00:16:37,518 after the trigger word. 469 00:16:37,605 --> 00:16:38,780 You take care. 470 00:16:38,867 --> 00:16:39,868 It was nice meeting you. - See y'all. 471 00:16:39,955 --> 00:16:41,565 - I met you before. 472 00:16:41,652 --> 00:16:43,828 Over the last few days, I have watched Spice. 473 00:16:43,915 --> 00:16:45,482 I can read her. 474 00:16:45,569 --> 00:16:47,223 She's a [bleep] complicated human being. 475 00:16:47,310 --> 00:16:49,617 And it's OK to be complex. 476 00:16:49,704 --> 00:16:51,706 It's OK to be a complicated human being. 477 00:16:51,793 --> 00:16:53,838 I know she's been through a lot, 478 00:16:53,925 --> 00:16:55,840 especially after a near-death experience. 479 00:16:55,927 --> 00:16:57,146 [tense music] 480 00:16:57,233 --> 00:16:58,843 I need some sage. 481 00:16:58,930 --> 00:17:00,236 - ♪ Oh, please ♪ 482 00:17:00,323 --> 00:17:01,455 ♪ I am the realest one ♪ 483 00:17:01,542 --> 00:17:03,109 ♪ That's what you call it ♪ 484 00:17:03,196 --> 00:17:05,589 - Oh! 485 00:17:05,676 --> 00:17:07,243 I'll try everything once. 486 00:17:07,330 --> 00:17:08,940 After the one time-- 487 00:17:09,028 --> 00:17:10,507 Oh! - Whoa. 488 00:17:10,594 --> 00:17:11,987 - Oh, my God. 489 00:17:12,074 --> 00:17:14,294 [indistinct conversation] 490 00:17:14,381 --> 00:17:15,730 Yo. 491 00:17:15,817 --> 00:17:18,602 - Karlie looked like she's scared [bleep], 492 00:17:18,689 --> 00:17:20,952 like she shouldn't have took her ass out there. 493 00:17:21,040 --> 00:17:23,825 - Yo, I cannot believe I convinced her. 494 00:17:23,912 --> 00:17:25,479 - I'm about to go back out. 495 00:17:25,566 --> 00:17:28,047 - Khaotic, you're going to give her a heart attack! 496 00:17:28,134 --> 00:17:29,961 [laughing] 497 00:17:30,049 --> 00:17:31,963 - Whoo! - Yeah! 498 00:17:32,051 --> 00:17:33,748 - Yay! 499 00:17:33,835 --> 00:17:36,490 [cheering] 500 00:17:38,492 --> 00:17:41,625 - Karlie is from Trinidad, and she's terrified of water. 501 00:17:41,712 --> 00:17:44,628 If you want to get you one of them rich-ass billionaires, 502 00:17:44,715 --> 00:17:46,848 you have to know how to sit cute on the yacht 503 00:17:46,935 --> 00:17:48,371 just in case you got to dive your ass in. 504 00:17:48,458 --> 00:17:50,243 Bitch, you got to know how to swim. 505 00:17:50,330 --> 00:17:52,506 So Karlie, what's going on with Spice? 506 00:17:52,593 --> 00:17:54,247 - You know I love that lady. 507 00:17:54,334 --> 00:17:55,857 I have not moved in the house. 508 00:17:55,944 --> 00:17:58,251 I'm trying to do everything to make up, 509 00:17:58,338 --> 00:18:00,557 but everything she has an issue with. 510 00:18:00,644 --> 00:18:02,603 And her energy lately has been off. 511 00:18:02,690 --> 00:18:04,518 - It is, but just taking consideration-- 512 00:18:04,605 --> 00:18:05,997 - So I'm not tripping? 513 00:18:06,085 --> 00:18:07,564 - --of what she's been going through. 514 00:18:07,651 --> 00:18:08,913 - I know, but you would think that somebody that's 515 00:18:09,000 --> 00:18:10,654 going through that will be a little bit more-- 516 00:18:10,741 --> 00:18:12,526 - I think different people react differently. 517 00:18:12,613 --> 00:18:14,049 - Yeah. People take things different. 518 00:18:14,136 --> 00:18:15,746 People deal with things in a different way. 519 00:18:15,833 --> 00:18:19,272 - I mean, listen, we are in a beautiful ambiance. 520 00:18:19,359 --> 00:18:21,752 Right? Maybe it's time to try again. 521 00:18:21,839 --> 00:18:23,276 But let me just give you some advice. 522 00:18:23,363 --> 00:18:24,886 - I'm scared. - Just come as real as you can. 523 00:18:24,973 --> 00:18:26,105 - Yeah. - That's it. 524 00:18:26,192 --> 00:18:27,671 That's what I would just say. 525 00:18:27,758 --> 00:18:29,325 Just come as real as you can, and put it on the table. 526 00:18:29,412 --> 00:18:30,892 - Spice has been on edge this whole trip, 527 00:18:30,979 --> 00:18:33,024 and things between us has not been friendly. 528 00:18:33,112 --> 00:18:36,245 I know I'll be taking a risk in approaching Spice, 529 00:18:36,332 --> 00:18:38,769 but this relationship means a lot to me. 530 00:18:38,856 --> 00:18:40,075 I didn't want to go back to Atlanta 531 00:18:40,162 --> 00:18:42,599 with this bad blood between us. 532 00:18:42,686 --> 00:18:44,427 I still got love for her. She's my sister. 533 00:18:44,514 --> 00:18:46,037 That will never go away. 534 00:18:46,125 --> 00:18:48,127 - No screaming, no yelling, no theatrics, 535 00:18:48,214 --> 00:18:49,563 just heart to heart. 536 00:18:49,650 --> 00:18:51,042 - I went to her so many times, 537 00:18:51,130 --> 00:18:53,001 and I'm scared of rejection now. 538 00:18:53,088 --> 00:18:54,829 - Coming up on "Love & Hip Hop Atlanta"... 539 00:18:54,916 --> 00:18:56,700 - No. See, I knew. 540 00:18:56,787 --> 00:18:58,267 - Oh! 541 00:18:58,354 --> 00:18:59,616 - And I knew you was about to do that. 542 00:18:59,703 --> 00:19:01,531 - I just wanna tell my brother, 543 00:19:01,618 --> 00:19:03,142 it hurting me arguing with you. 544 00:19:03,229 --> 00:19:04,752 It hurting me that we even was standing 545 00:19:04,839 --> 00:19:06,841 going toe to toe like that. 546 00:19:06,928 --> 00:19:08,495 - ♪ On my way to the top, there ain't no stopping ♪ 547 00:19:13,239 --> 00:19:14,283 - ♪ On my way to the top ♪ 548 00:19:14,370 --> 00:19:15,937 ♪ There ain't no stopping ♪ 549 00:19:16,024 --> 00:19:17,678 - ♪ May be temporary, but it's long-lasting ♪ 550 00:19:17,765 --> 00:19:19,593 ♪ Nobody gon' know dey broadcast it ♪ 551 00:19:19,680 --> 00:19:21,116 ♪ When I'm feeling lost, you be my compass ♪ 552 00:19:21,203 --> 00:19:22,683 ♪ My compass ♪ 553 00:19:22,770 --> 00:19:24,424 ♪ When it rain, you change the forecast ♪ 554 00:19:24,511 --> 00:19:26,469 ♪ All them other women no dey contest you ♪ 555 00:19:26,556 --> 00:19:28,645 - So it's our last night in Bahamas. 556 00:19:28,732 --> 00:19:30,169 We are doing something extremely special 557 00:19:30,256 --> 00:19:31,474 to close out the trip. 558 00:19:31,561 --> 00:19:33,650 I love to be able to go to other places, 559 00:19:33,737 --> 00:19:35,957 other countries, and indulge in their culture. 560 00:19:36,044 --> 00:19:39,003 We had to make sure we experienced the Junkanoo. 561 00:19:39,090 --> 00:19:40,962 [lively music playing] 562 00:19:41,049 --> 00:19:42,790 - Amy, come on. 563 00:19:42,877 --> 00:19:47,534 ♪ ♪ 564 00:19:47,621 --> 00:19:48,926 - No. See I knew-- 565 00:19:49,013 --> 00:19:50,754 - Oh! 566 00:19:50,841 --> 00:19:52,016 - And I knew you were about to do that. 567 00:19:52,103 --> 00:19:58,762 ♪ ♪ 568 00:19:58,849 --> 00:20:00,590 - Oh, my God. 569 00:20:00,677 --> 00:20:04,507 The Junkanoo band came in, y'all--dancing instruments. 570 00:20:04,594 --> 00:20:05,552 And we're sitting here trying to learn some 571 00:20:05,639 --> 00:20:07,554 of the dance moves, and everybody 572 00:20:07,641 --> 00:20:10,034 is smiling for the first time. 573 00:20:10,121 --> 00:20:11,819 - I'm having fun, man. 574 00:20:11,906 --> 00:20:13,908 And it set the tone for positive energy, man. 575 00:20:13,995 --> 00:20:16,432 It's really doing something for the mental health 576 00:20:16,519 --> 00:20:18,042 of our little tribe right here. 577 00:20:18,129 --> 00:20:20,958 [cheering] 578 00:20:21,045 --> 00:20:23,178 - It is called Junkanoo. 579 00:20:23,265 --> 00:20:24,658 - Junkanoo. - Yeah! 580 00:20:24,745 --> 00:20:25,963 - Junkanoo! 581 00:20:26,050 --> 00:20:27,661 - Junkanoo is a festival. 582 00:20:27,748 --> 00:20:30,229 It goes all the way back to slavery times, 583 00:20:30,316 --> 00:20:32,143 and a lot of the Caribbean nations 584 00:20:32,231 --> 00:20:33,623 all have their different celebrations 585 00:20:33,710 --> 00:20:37,061 expressing their original heritage 586 00:20:37,148 --> 00:20:38,454 against their oppressors. 587 00:20:38,541 --> 00:20:39,673 - Junkanoo! 588 00:20:39,760 --> 00:20:40,978 - Junkanoo! 589 00:20:41,065 --> 00:20:44,286 [cheering] 590 00:20:46,332 --> 00:20:48,856 - So it's the last night in Bahamas. 591 00:20:48,943 --> 00:20:50,684 As I've been on my healing journey 592 00:20:50,771 --> 00:20:52,729 and seeing how I can move forward, 593 00:20:52,816 --> 00:20:54,514 I thought that tonight would be the perfect night 594 00:20:54,601 --> 00:20:57,212 for me to actually apologize to Scrapp. 595 00:20:57,299 --> 00:21:01,521 All right, so I just want to tell my brother that, you know, 596 00:21:01,608 --> 00:21:04,654 it's been a long, rocky ride with us, 597 00:21:04,741 --> 00:21:06,787 and I hate us being at odds like this, 598 00:21:06,874 --> 00:21:09,703 just like I hate it for you and Bam to be at odds. 599 00:21:09,790 --> 00:21:12,271 That's my girl, and I'ma ride for her. 600 00:21:12,358 --> 00:21:14,360 But it hurting me arguing with you. 601 00:21:14,447 --> 00:21:16,100 It hurting me that we even was standing 602 00:21:16,187 --> 00:21:17,754 going toe-to-toe like that. 603 00:21:17,841 --> 00:21:19,060 - I don't give a [bleep] about none of that [bleep]. 604 00:21:19,147 --> 00:21:20,540 - [bleep], go-- 605 00:21:20,627 --> 00:21:21,192 - Go ahead on with that [bleep]. 606 00:21:21,280 --> 00:21:22,803 - Put it on the Bible. 607 00:21:22,890 --> 00:21:24,152 You want [bleep] diamonds. - I'll put it on Bible. 608 00:21:24,239 --> 00:21:25,327 I'll put it on the Bible. 609 00:21:25,414 --> 00:21:26,154 I'll do that [bleep] right now. 610 00:21:26,241 --> 00:21:27,982 - I want to say I apologize 611 00:21:28,069 --> 00:21:30,027 for just doing too much. 612 00:21:30,114 --> 00:21:32,029 I had no business being in y'all business like that. 613 00:21:32,116 --> 00:21:33,074 You know what I'm saying? 614 00:21:33,161 --> 00:21:34,728 - I love you for that. 615 00:21:34,815 --> 00:21:36,425 - Scrappy is really like my brother for real. 616 00:21:36,512 --> 00:21:38,645 And even though I felt like, 617 00:21:38,732 --> 00:21:39,950 why are you doing Bambi like that, 618 00:21:40,037 --> 00:21:41,256 I should have totally stayed out of that. 619 00:21:41,343 --> 00:21:42,779 And I recognize that. 620 00:21:42,866 --> 00:21:45,304 I miss my brother, and I'm like-- 621 00:21:45,391 --> 00:21:47,393 - I apologize, myself, for all that. 622 00:21:47,480 --> 00:21:48,872 - Yeah. [applause] 623 00:21:48,959 --> 00:21:50,047 - I apologize. 624 00:21:50,134 --> 00:21:50,918 - I love you, bro. 625 00:21:51,005 --> 00:21:52,136 - Love you too. 626 00:21:52,223 --> 00:21:54,051 Sierra, I appreciate that. 627 00:21:54,138 --> 00:21:55,879 You know what I'm saying, when everybody calm down 628 00:21:55,966 --> 00:21:58,578 and we able to chop it up, we let [bleep] go, man. 629 00:21:58,665 --> 00:22:00,623 Life's too short to keep riding on that bull-[bleep]. 630 00:22:00,710 --> 00:22:03,670 - Let's not leave Bahamas with bad blood. 631 00:22:03,757 --> 00:22:07,151 So is there anybody else that got something to say 632 00:22:07,238 --> 00:22:09,763 before we go back to Atlanta? 633 00:22:09,850 --> 00:22:12,243 [tense music] 634 00:22:12,331 --> 00:22:13,419 ♪ ♪ 635 00:22:13,506 --> 00:22:16,509 Spice, do you got something to say? 636 00:22:16,596 --> 00:22:17,945 - OK. 637 00:22:18,032 --> 00:22:22,123 Bambi, we had a conversation earlier, 638 00:22:22,210 --> 00:22:24,865 and you apologized. 639 00:22:24,952 --> 00:22:26,910 I should have in return apologized, too, 640 00:22:26,997 --> 00:22:28,956 because of the things that I was saying at the table. 641 00:22:29,043 --> 00:22:30,436 I don't remember everything and word for word. 642 00:22:30,523 --> 00:22:32,916 I know I was angry, and that's just how I get when I'm angry. 643 00:22:33,003 --> 00:22:34,396 I just go from 0 to 100. 644 00:22:34,483 --> 00:22:36,224 But I'm working on myself. 645 00:22:36,311 --> 00:22:38,008 After everything what just happened at the beach today, 646 00:22:38,095 --> 00:22:39,445 it kind of made me reflect. 647 00:22:39,532 --> 00:22:40,707 I feel like I probably overreacted. 648 00:22:40,794 --> 00:22:42,752 Bambi was trying to apologize. 649 00:22:42,839 --> 00:22:44,754 I honestly did feel bad, because at the end of the day, 650 00:22:44,841 --> 00:22:46,234 I know she's going through her divorce, 651 00:22:46,321 --> 00:22:47,844 and that must be a lot. 652 00:22:47,931 --> 00:22:50,020 I feel like I'm too triggered with hurt, 653 00:22:50,107 --> 00:22:51,544 and I've been going about things 654 00:22:51,631 --> 00:22:52,936 and my emotions the wrong way. 655 00:22:53,023 --> 00:22:56,026 I want to change and be a better person. 656 00:22:56,113 --> 00:22:59,203 And I just want to apologize if I came at you a certain way. 657 00:22:59,290 --> 00:23:01,380 And I feel like me coming at you, it came from a place 658 00:23:01,467 --> 00:23:04,948 where I feel like you were already picking up for Erica 659 00:23:05,035 --> 00:23:06,559 because I already put you and Sierra in a box 660 00:23:06,646 --> 00:23:08,256 to say that's your friend. 661 00:23:08,343 --> 00:23:10,737 So you're going to rock with her regardless of the facts. 662 00:23:10,824 --> 00:23:12,869 So I was already coming to the table looking at you guys 663 00:23:12,956 --> 00:23:14,218 sideways to see what's the approach, 664 00:23:14,305 --> 00:23:16,307 you know what I'm saying? 665 00:23:16,395 --> 00:23:17,961 And that's where the anger came from, because it was already 666 00:23:18,048 --> 00:23:20,050 built up like, OK, me go watch Sierra 667 00:23:20,137 --> 00:23:22,966 and Bambi to see if them gonna go pick up for Erica. 668 00:23:23,053 --> 00:23:24,446 And it was wrong of me. 669 00:23:24,533 --> 00:23:26,492 And so I just want to say I apologize 670 00:23:26,579 --> 00:23:29,582 for all the hurtful things that I said. 671 00:23:29,669 --> 00:23:32,280 - I'm just super proud of Spice 672 00:23:32,367 --> 00:23:35,283 for apologizing after all she's been through. 673 00:23:35,370 --> 00:23:38,417 But I also feel bad that Bambi's going through this. 674 00:23:38,504 --> 00:23:39,374 - Maybe Erica wasn't so forthright 675 00:23:39,461 --> 00:23:41,028 in the information. 676 00:23:41,115 --> 00:23:44,031 I don't know how I would feel telling my Black friend 677 00:23:44,118 --> 00:23:47,034 that I called another Black female a monkey. 678 00:23:47,121 --> 00:23:49,297 So I'm going to just hug you, because at the beach 679 00:23:49,384 --> 00:23:51,038 I never returned the hug. 680 00:23:51,125 --> 00:23:53,127 [applause] - Yes! 681 00:23:53,214 --> 00:23:55,042 - Thank you so much. 682 00:23:55,129 --> 00:23:56,478 - I love you guys. 683 00:23:56,565 --> 00:23:57,958 - I appreciate Spice's apology. 684 00:23:58,045 --> 00:24:00,526 But at the end of the day, I feel like she came 685 00:24:00,613 --> 00:24:02,876 out of nowhere with the insults towards me, 686 00:24:02,963 --> 00:24:05,226 and I had never, ever done anything to her. 687 00:24:05,313 --> 00:24:07,141 - You crybaby! 688 00:24:07,228 --> 00:24:08,142 Give me a hug. 689 00:24:08,229 --> 00:24:10,187 [laughs] 690 00:24:10,274 --> 00:24:12,320 The crybaby! 691 00:24:12,407 --> 00:24:14,931 - So again, I accept her apology. 692 00:24:15,018 --> 00:24:18,021 But I'm going to have to keep her at a safe distance. 693 00:24:18,108 --> 00:24:20,371 - I'm so happy to be here. 694 00:24:20,459 --> 00:24:21,851 - See, that's that Bahamas. 695 00:24:21,938 --> 00:24:23,853 That's that water, that breeze, that just-- 696 00:24:23,940 --> 00:24:26,160 the love, you know, begins to take over. 697 00:24:26,247 --> 00:24:27,378 And that's what I wanted. 698 00:24:27,466 --> 00:24:29,337 - We about to party some more. 699 00:24:29,424 --> 00:24:31,948 Let's get this music going. 700 00:24:32,035 --> 00:24:33,341 Let's go. 701 00:24:33,428 --> 00:24:34,516 - Come dance with me. 702 00:24:34,603 --> 00:24:35,909 - I see you, big booty bitch. 703 00:24:35,996 --> 00:24:38,172 ♪ ♪ 704 00:24:38,259 --> 00:24:39,042 - You look beautiful. 705 00:24:39,129 --> 00:24:40,174 - You do too. 706 00:24:40,261 --> 00:24:43,307 ♪ ♪ 707 00:24:43,394 --> 00:24:46,310 - I'm fighting with my inner self, like I need to just-- 708 00:24:46,397 --> 00:24:48,138 but I'm going to work on it. 709 00:24:48,225 --> 00:24:50,053 - But look at the steps you're taking so far. 710 00:24:50,140 --> 00:24:51,490 I'm super proud of you. 711 00:24:51,577 --> 00:24:52,534 - I try hard. - It's just going to be-- 712 00:24:52,621 --> 00:24:54,405 - I have to be with people. 713 00:24:54,493 --> 00:24:56,103 - It's going to be a process, for real. 714 00:24:56,190 --> 00:24:57,626 - That was good. 715 00:24:57,713 --> 00:25:00,150 I'm glad I was able to just, whoo. 716 00:25:00,237 --> 00:25:01,804 Woosah, and just let it go. 717 00:25:01,891 --> 00:25:03,502 Because it's not really me at the end of the day. 718 00:25:03,589 --> 00:25:05,025 So I hate when people bring me there, 719 00:25:05,112 --> 00:25:05,982 because I'm trying to come from there. 720 00:25:06,069 --> 00:25:07,723 - Exactly. 721 00:25:07,810 --> 00:25:09,769 Earlier when we rode the jet skis and stuff, 722 00:25:09,856 --> 00:25:11,814 Karlie was kind of confessing. 723 00:25:11,901 --> 00:25:13,555 - Oh, Lord. 724 00:25:13,642 --> 00:25:15,252 Here we go. - Am I pushing it? 725 00:25:15,339 --> 00:25:16,776 Am I pushing it too far? 726 00:25:16,863 --> 00:25:18,995 - Rasheeda! 727 00:25:19,082 --> 00:25:21,084 - Coming up on "Love & Hip Hop Atlanta"... 728 00:25:21,171 --> 00:25:24,261 - There were cars and strangers and men outside. 729 00:25:25,306 --> 00:25:26,916 - ♪ On my way to the top, there ain't no stopping ♪ 730 00:25:32,182 --> 00:25:33,532 - ♪ On my way to the top, there ain't no stopping ♪ 731 00:25:33,619 --> 00:25:35,925 - Earlier, Karlie was kind of confessing. 732 00:25:36,012 --> 00:25:37,318 - Oh, Lord! 733 00:25:37,405 --> 00:25:38,580 Here we go. 734 00:25:38,667 --> 00:25:39,625 - Am I pushing it? 735 00:25:39,712 --> 00:25:40,887 Am I pushing it too far? 736 00:25:40,974 --> 00:25:42,366 What am I doing? 737 00:25:42,453 --> 00:25:44,891 - Can I have fun? [laughter] 738 00:25:44,978 --> 00:25:48,634 I've been trying to avoid Karlie for a while. 739 00:25:48,721 --> 00:25:51,158 I just need genuine people around me 740 00:25:51,245 --> 00:25:53,247 who I know that I can trust, 741 00:25:53,334 --> 00:25:54,988 and I don't feel like Karlie is one of them. 742 00:25:55,075 --> 00:25:56,859 I hate the fact that this whole Karlie situation 743 00:25:56,946 --> 00:25:58,252 keeps following me, 744 00:25:58,339 --> 00:25:59,819 and I really just want to forget about it. 745 00:25:59,906 --> 00:26:02,604 - You know, she was confessing about how she misses you 746 00:26:02,691 --> 00:26:04,345 and she loves you. 747 00:26:04,432 --> 00:26:06,216 - She had access to me 24/7, 748 00:26:06,303 --> 00:26:08,001 and she was the one who ruined that, so I don't know why 749 00:26:08,088 --> 00:26:09,655 now she said she missed me. 750 00:26:09,742 --> 00:26:12,614 Yesterday, I went to another state of just, 751 00:26:12,701 --> 00:26:15,530 me can't fathom was happening because I worry 752 00:26:15,617 --> 00:26:17,097 about my kids when I'm away, right? 753 00:26:17,184 --> 00:26:18,794 I checked the cameras to my house. 754 00:26:18,881 --> 00:26:22,145 There was cars and strangers and men outside-- 755 00:26:22,232 --> 00:26:23,756 - What? - Who were smoking 756 00:26:23,843 --> 00:26:25,540 and all kinds of stuff. So I send my friend. 757 00:26:25,627 --> 00:26:27,194 I said, what's going on at my house? 758 00:26:27,281 --> 00:26:28,804 She said it's not your house. 759 00:26:28,891 --> 00:26:30,632 She said Karlie probably rented out 760 00:26:30,719 --> 00:26:32,155 the house to some production. 761 00:26:32,242 --> 00:26:34,375 There's video crews over there and strange men. 762 00:26:34,462 --> 00:26:35,811 My kids would have been home. - Oh, right. 763 00:26:35,898 --> 00:26:37,247 - And that's the same thing me tell her. 764 00:26:37,334 --> 00:26:38,988 I moved away from you because I'm 765 00:26:39,075 --> 00:26:42,165 trying to find a safe place for my kids and my family. 766 00:26:42,252 --> 00:26:44,080 Being here in the Bahamas, and my kids are home, 767 00:26:44,167 --> 00:26:45,778 and I'm checking my security camera 768 00:26:45,865 --> 00:26:48,563 and seeing all these strange men outside 769 00:26:48,650 --> 00:26:51,566 and jeopardizing my daughter's privacy. 770 00:26:51,653 --> 00:26:53,437 So yes, I'm in my feelings. 771 00:26:53,524 --> 00:26:56,266 My anger--I can feel it getting the best of me. 772 00:26:56,353 --> 00:26:59,661 - She was saying, "I haven't moved into the house. 773 00:26:59,748 --> 00:27:01,707 I've done everything that Spice has asked." 774 00:27:01,794 --> 00:27:04,579 That's the only reason why I was wondering. 775 00:27:04,666 --> 00:27:06,059 - So I ask her to turn our house into 776 00:27:06,146 --> 00:27:08,061 a [bleep] commercial thing? 777 00:27:08,148 --> 00:27:10,367 Honestly, I can't even be dealing with Karlie 778 00:27:10,454 --> 00:27:13,066 and her drama, but I'm tired of people provoking me 779 00:27:13,153 --> 00:27:14,937 and then playing the victim. 780 00:27:15,024 --> 00:27:17,461 I don't know if me and Karlie's situation can be fixed. 781 00:27:17,548 --> 00:27:21,117 You know, I just feel like she invaded my privacy, 782 00:27:21,204 --> 00:27:25,252 and it's hard to digest, 783 00:27:25,339 --> 00:27:27,994 knowing that it came from a friend 784 00:27:28,081 --> 00:27:30,518 or someone who I used to consider a friend. 785 00:27:30,605 --> 00:27:32,955 - Ma'am, ma'am, come here. 786 00:27:33,042 --> 00:27:34,217 Come. - Mm-mm. 787 00:27:34,304 --> 00:27:35,523 - Come here. - Mm-mm. 788 00:27:35,610 --> 00:27:37,525 - Come here. - Mm-mm. 789 00:27:37,612 --> 00:27:41,181 I was ready to talk to Spice, but now I'm feeling reluctant. 790 00:27:41,268 --> 00:27:42,573 Everyone's apologizing. 791 00:27:42,661 --> 00:27:43,923 Everyone seems to be nice. 792 00:27:44,010 --> 00:27:45,664 I don't want to start anything. 793 00:27:45,751 --> 00:27:46,752 I'm just trying to end this trip 794 00:27:46,839 --> 00:27:49,276 on a peaceful, great note. 795 00:27:49,363 --> 00:27:53,062 I want to go back to Atlanta chilling and happy. 796 00:27:53,149 --> 00:27:54,455 - Remember we were having this conversation? 797 00:27:54,542 --> 00:27:55,891 - Mm-hmm. - And you really, 798 00:27:55,978 --> 00:27:58,024 really want your friend back? - Mm-hmm. 799 00:27:58,111 --> 00:28:00,809 - I just don't want you to leave here 800 00:28:00,896 --> 00:28:03,682 with regrets, feeling like you missed an opportunity. 801 00:28:03,769 --> 00:28:05,727 - Rasheeda, come here. 802 00:28:05,814 --> 00:28:07,816 - What's up? - Hey. 803 00:28:07,903 --> 00:28:09,470 So you know that conversation we were having at the beach? 804 00:28:09,557 --> 00:28:10,776 - Yes. 805 00:28:10,863 --> 00:28:12,603 - And Spice rejected it, right? 806 00:28:12,691 --> 00:28:14,780 - Yes. - See? 807 00:28:14,867 --> 00:28:16,346 - Right now is not a good time. 808 00:28:16,433 --> 00:28:18,261 Karlie, you done rented the house out 809 00:28:18,348 --> 00:28:19,698 to some random people. 810 00:28:19,785 --> 00:28:22,091 I got to be honest, I totally feel 811 00:28:22,178 --> 00:28:23,963 Spice being mad about that. 812 00:28:24,050 --> 00:28:26,835 When it comes to your home, that should be the place 813 00:28:26,922 --> 00:28:29,142 where you feel most safe. 814 00:28:29,229 --> 00:28:32,014 If I was Karlie, I would stay away from her, to be honest. 815 00:28:32,101 --> 00:28:33,450 - And who you had over your house that 816 00:28:33,537 --> 00:28:35,148 had a big old bunch of people over there? 817 00:28:35,235 --> 00:28:37,498 - You know, they filmed a music video. 818 00:28:37,585 --> 00:28:40,893 But nobody said anything about her, 819 00:28:40,980 --> 00:28:42,982 and nobody-- I mean, I got to pay the rent. 820 00:28:43,069 --> 00:28:44,766 I got to pay the mortgage. 821 00:28:44,853 --> 00:28:46,507 So first Spice didn't want me living next to her. 822 00:28:46,594 --> 00:28:47,856 I respected her wishes. 823 00:28:47,943 --> 00:28:49,597 I didn't move in. 824 00:28:49,684 --> 00:28:53,601 Now I can't even rent my own house out to pay the bills? 825 00:28:53,688 --> 00:28:56,169 I feel like she's just using any excuse to stay mad at me. 826 00:28:56,256 --> 00:28:58,301 It just doesn't make any sense. 827 00:29:00,913 --> 00:29:02,697 - You better not, fool. 828 00:29:09,051 --> 00:29:10,661 - ♪ On my way to the top, there ain't no stopping ♪ 829 00:29:15,884 --> 00:29:17,277 - ♪ On my way to the top, there ain't no stopping ♪ 830 00:29:17,364 --> 00:29:19,801 - ♪ It's gonna be a better day ♪ 831 00:29:19,888 --> 00:29:21,542 ♪ It's getting better ♪ 832 00:29:21,629 --> 00:29:22,848 ♪ Getting better ♪ 833 00:29:22,935 --> 00:29:24,719 ♪ A better day ♪ 834 00:29:24,806 --> 00:29:26,155 - Life is crazy right now. 835 00:29:26,242 --> 00:29:29,463 If all goes according to plan, 836 00:29:29,550 --> 00:29:33,075 next year the bistro will be slamming, jamming. 837 00:29:33,162 --> 00:29:35,164 More than anything, I really want 838 00:29:35,251 --> 00:29:37,950 to enjoy the healthy relationships with people 839 00:29:38,037 --> 00:29:39,603 who I have in my life. 840 00:29:39,690 --> 00:29:41,344 I told everybody, y'all want to come to Nassau, 841 00:29:41,431 --> 00:29:42,737 holler at your peoples? You know. 842 00:29:42,824 --> 00:29:44,260 We right here. Pull up. 843 00:29:44,347 --> 00:29:46,697 - ♪ Grabbing the wheel, taking control ♪ 844 00:29:46,785 --> 00:29:49,178 ♪ Love is the medicine we're looking for ♪ 845 00:29:49,265 --> 00:29:51,398 - This year has been a reset. 846 00:29:51,485 --> 00:29:53,661 The restaurant made it past its first year. 847 00:29:53,748 --> 00:29:56,446 My husband and I made it past our seventh year of marriage. 848 00:29:56,533 --> 00:30:00,189 So I think things should be smooth sailing from here, 849 00:30:00,276 --> 00:30:01,843 and I'm really, really looking forward to that. 850 00:30:01,930 --> 00:30:03,671 - ♪ It's getting better ♪ 851 00:30:03,758 --> 00:30:06,456 - This Bahamas trip really opened my heart, my mind, 852 00:30:06,543 --> 00:30:09,372 my soul, because being married to being divorced, 853 00:30:09,459 --> 00:30:12,462 it was one of the most challenging years for me. 854 00:30:12,549 --> 00:30:15,639 And I just thank God that I made it through, because whoo! 855 00:30:15,726 --> 00:30:18,164 - ♪ Lean on each other like never before ♪ 856 00:30:18,251 --> 00:30:20,644 ♪ 'Cause I don't think we've ever needed it more ♪ 857 00:30:20,731 --> 00:30:22,690 - I've really been through hell and back. 858 00:30:22,777 --> 00:30:25,040 My second life gave me a spirit of like, 859 00:30:25,127 --> 00:30:27,347 I can't deal with the fakeness. 860 00:30:27,434 --> 00:30:28,827 And that's why I'm on a healing journey, 861 00:30:28,914 --> 00:30:32,743 because I need to relearn who I am and be a better person. 862 00:30:32,831 --> 00:30:34,354 Because I'm not perfect. 863 00:30:34,441 --> 00:30:37,444 I'm still, you know-- I'm still a work in progress. 864 00:30:37,531 --> 00:30:40,316 - This year, I've had so many highs, so many lows. 865 00:30:40,403 --> 00:30:42,971 I need to focus on getting back to Karlie, 866 00:30:43,058 --> 00:30:45,713 getting back to my music, and getting back to my family. 867 00:30:45,800 --> 00:30:47,933 Spice and I have been friends for over six years, 868 00:30:48,020 --> 00:30:50,849 but right now I'm just giving her her space. 869 00:30:50,936 --> 00:30:52,241 I'm just going to let time tell, 870 00:30:52,328 --> 00:30:53,068 and hopefully she'll come around. 871 00:30:53,155 --> 00:30:55,114 - ♪ It's a better day ♪ 872 00:30:55,201 --> 00:30:57,551 - What's next for me is my career. 873 00:30:57,638 --> 00:30:59,422 Anybody's going to be pimping, it will always be me. 874 00:30:59,509 --> 00:31:01,816 I'm not letting anything stop me 875 00:31:01,903 --> 00:31:04,427 from focusing on my music. 876 00:31:04,514 --> 00:31:06,516 - ♪ I know together that we can be ♪ 877 00:31:06,603 --> 00:31:08,344 - So the trip has been actually refreshing, 878 00:31:08,431 --> 00:31:10,216 and I'm optimistic about how things will be 879 00:31:10,303 --> 00:31:11,870 when we get back to Atlanta. 880 00:31:11,957 --> 00:31:14,220 I need to face my feelings and not run from them. 881 00:31:14,307 --> 00:31:16,048 You've got to embrace that, 882 00:31:16,135 --> 00:31:17,266 just like you embrace all the good. 883 00:31:17,353 --> 00:31:18,789 And I'm learning how to do that. 884 00:31:18,877 --> 00:31:21,749 ♪ ♪ 885 00:31:21,836 --> 00:31:25,361 - After everything that I went through, I've grown. 886 00:31:25,448 --> 00:31:28,016 When it comes to love, when it comes to health, 887 00:31:28,103 --> 00:31:29,757 when it comes to mental health, 888 00:31:29,844 --> 00:31:31,585 I've never felt better. 889 00:31:31,672 --> 00:31:35,763 And I'm praying and fasting and hoping that God will bring 890 00:31:35,850 --> 00:31:38,418 that man in my life so that I can get married in three weeks 891 00:31:38,505 --> 00:31:40,072 and I'm pregnant in two months. 892 00:31:40,159 --> 00:31:42,248 Maybe that's going to be my story. 893 00:31:42,335 --> 00:31:43,727 [laughs] 894 00:31:43,814 --> 00:31:45,512 - I have a lot of preparing to do. 895 00:31:45,599 --> 00:31:48,515 This divorce case is coming up very soon, 896 00:31:48,602 --> 00:31:51,779 and I'm just hoping that Scrapp and I can be able 897 00:31:51,866 --> 00:31:54,825 to just be peaceful and co-parent. 898 00:31:54,913 --> 00:31:57,741 Listen, goodbye, Bahamas. 899 00:31:57,828 --> 00:32:02,877 The Bam is on the first thing up out of here in the morning. 900 00:32:02,964 --> 00:32:04,618 - ♪ Better days ♪ 901 00:32:04,705 --> 00:32:08,187 ♪ ♪ 902 00:32:08,274 --> 00:32:10,493 ♪ Better days ♪ 903 00:32:10,580 --> 00:32:12,278 ♪ ♪ 904 00:32:12,365 --> 00:32:14,280 ♪ Better, better days ♪ 905 00:32:16,064 --> 00:32:18,240 - Ahh! - What the--? 906 00:32:18,327 --> 00:32:20,373 - Get your--get up! 907 00:32:20,460 --> 00:32:22,288 Get up! 908 00:32:22,375 --> 00:32:23,767 - Let me tell you something. Stop talking. 909 00:32:23,854 --> 00:32:24,943 Let me tell you something. 910 00:32:25,030 --> 00:32:26,901 - What the hell just happened? 911 00:32:26,988 --> 00:32:28,076 - [indistinct] [bleep]. 912 00:32:28,163 --> 00:32:29,512 Me, mother[bleep]! 913 00:32:29,599 --> 00:32:31,123 Wait till the cameras stop rolling. 914 00:32:31,210 --> 00:32:32,559 - No. No, Spice. No. 915 00:32:32,646 --> 00:32:33,995 - I'm beating that [bleep]. Watch me. 916 00:32:34,082 --> 00:32:35,475 - No, no, no. Spice. 917 00:32:35,562 --> 00:32:37,303 - I'll grab you back. [indistinct shouting] 918 00:32:37,390 --> 00:32:39,522 [bleep]. - You see how she attacked me? 919 00:32:39,609 --> 00:32:41,481 She attacked me. 920 00:32:41,568 --> 00:32:43,526 The fact that someone I look at as my sister 921 00:32:43,613 --> 00:32:46,094 would even try to do that to me? 922 00:32:46,181 --> 00:32:48,140 I said nothing to you. 923 00:32:48,227 --> 00:32:49,837 I didn't even talk to you. 924 00:32:49,924 --> 00:32:51,708 None of this makes any sense. 925 00:32:51,795 --> 00:32:53,362 I don't know who she is. 926 00:32:53,449 --> 00:32:55,495 - Stop rolling the camera on me, man. 927 00:32:55,582 --> 00:32:57,323 I don't want to talk about Karlie. 928 00:32:57,410 --> 00:32:58,759 No one will ever understand. 929 00:32:58,846 --> 00:33:00,543 I don't think people will ever understand 930 00:33:00,630 --> 00:33:02,763 that every time I love a friend, 931 00:33:02,850 --> 00:33:04,504 they just betray me. 932 00:33:09,291 --> 00:33:10,423 - I don't want to talk about it. 933 00:33:10,510 --> 00:33:12,381 I'll leave her to play the victim. 934 00:33:12,468 --> 00:33:15,776 You moved from your house just to what, spite me? 935 00:33:15,863 --> 00:33:18,126 I've been so [bleep] good to Karlie Redd! 936 00:33:18,213 --> 00:33:19,519 - Don't make me cry, though. 937 00:33:19,606 --> 00:33:21,260 - I've been so good to her. - You have been. 938 00:33:21,347 --> 00:33:23,001 - And this is how you repay me? 939 00:33:23,088 --> 00:33:24,828 - We cool with Spice and friends with Spice. 940 00:33:24,915 --> 00:33:27,396 I'm also cool with Karlie, but I know that Spice 941 00:33:27,483 --> 00:33:28,963 has been going through [bleep]. 942 00:33:29,050 --> 00:33:31,487 But you're touching another place when, you know, 943 00:33:31,574 --> 00:33:33,359 you open your front door and there's guys 944 00:33:33,446 --> 00:33:34,490 smoking straight across the street 945 00:33:34,577 --> 00:33:36,623 from where my kids gotta be living, playing--no. 946 00:33:36,710 --> 00:33:38,277 I don't think she's out of pocket. 947 00:33:38,364 --> 00:33:40,801 - You're a [bleep]-up individual, Karlie Redd. 948 00:33:40,888 --> 00:33:42,498 You're [bleep] [bleep]-up. 949 00:33:42,585 --> 00:33:45,501 I never did nothing but good to you, bitch! 950 00:33:45,588 --> 00:33:47,764 - The reason Spice went off on Karlie Redd like that-- 951 00:33:47,851 --> 00:33:50,419 because Karlie Redd like to do [bleep] behind people back. 952 00:33:50,506 --> 00:33:53,422 She like to antagonize you and provoke you 953 00:33:53,509 --> 00:33:55,163 and then when you go the [bleep] off, 954 00:33:55,250 --> 00:33:56,295 she likes to play the victim. 955 00:33:56,382 --> 00:34:00,168 She's good at hiding her [bleep] hand. 956 00:34:00,255 --> 00:34:01,952 That's Karlie Redd. 957 00:34:02,040 --> 00:34:03,606 - When everyone hated you, 958 00:34:03,693 --> 00:34:06,087 when people said you can't sing and you can't rap, 959 00:34:06,174 --> 00:34:07,654 I was the one who gave you a song! 960 00:34:07,741 --> 00:34:09,438 Everyone told me you were messy! 961 00:34:09,525 --> 00:34:11,788 Everyone was asking, why am I your friend? 962 00:34:11,875 --> 00:34:15,401 I was so [bleep] good to you, and this is how you repay me? 963 00:34:18,360 --> 00:34:20,319 - My little daughter can't go outside 964 00:34:20,406 --> 00:34:22,060 because you come by your house and rent 965 00:34:22,147 --> 00:34:23,974 it out with [bleep] strangers. 966 00:34:28,153 --> 00:34:32,722 - I go over to Karlie, and I just put my arms around her. 967 00:34:32,809 --> 00:34:34,985 I felt like she needed someone to stand behind her. 968 00:34:35,073 --> 00:34:38,467 Why are we Black women attacking each other? 969 00:34:38,554 --> 00:34:40,382 We all need to support each other. 970 00:34:40,469 --> 00:34:41,905 - Y'all get the cameras off of me! 971 00:34:41,992 --> 00:34:44,343 I keep on telling you to turn off the camera. 972 00:34:45,387 --> 00:34:47,433 - No, that's horrible. 973 00:34:47,520 --> 00:34:49,478 - Wait. - No, you Karlie-- 974 00:34:52,307 --> 00:34:54,440 - You're an evil witch! 975 00:34:57,834 --> 00:34:59,793 I don't think anyone will ever understand 976 00:34:59,880 --> 00:35:03,971 going to a friend and sharing the joy of buying a home-- 977 00:35:04,058 --> 00:35:06,669 they go behind your back and buy the house next door 978 00:35:06,756 --> 00:35:08,280 and not tell me. 979 00:35:08,367 --> 00:35:09,281 I wanted her to look me in the face 980 00:35:09,368 --> 00:35:10,978 and tell me that she did not care. 981 00:35:11,065 --> 00:35:12,458 That's just what I wanted-- 982 00:35:12,545 --> 00:35:14,112 to look me in the eyes and tell me, 983 00:35:14,199 --> 00:35:15,722 why is she doing this to me? 984 00:35:15,809 --> 00:35:18,725 Kirk, tell me the truth. You think I'm crazy? 985 00:35:18,812 --> 00:35:20,161 - You're headed up. 986 00:35:20,248 --> 00:35:21,771 - Yes. - You gotta stay away 987 00:35:21,858 --> 00:35:23,773 from things that's gonna pull you down. 988 00:35:23,860 --> 00:35:25,297 It will [bleep] you. 989 00:35:25,384 --> 00:35:27,125 What I'm trying to get Spice to understand-- 990 00:35:27,212 --> 00:35:28,778 you gotta be very careful. 991 00:35:28,865 --> 00:35:31,564 The old Spice, you know, the whoop-your-ass Spice, 992 00:35:31,651 --> 00:35:33,043 you're gonna have to park her for a little while 993 00:35:33,131 --> 00:35:34,349 and enjoy the ride to the top. 994 00:35:34,436 --> 00:35:36,003 - I'ma leave it to God. I'ma let go, 995 00:35:36,090 --> 00:35:37,918 'cause this [bleep] crazy. 996 00:35:38,005 --> 00:35:41,487 I promise, I'm gonna try to not let anything trigger me. 997 00:35:41,574 --> 00:35:43,402 I'm gonna just leave it to God. 998 00:35:43,489 --> 00:35:48,058 I need to find a way to stop going from 0 to 100 real quick. 999 00:35:48,146 --> 00:35:50,887 I'm gonna work on myself, because I can't be doing this. 1000 00:35:50,974 --> 00:35:52,498 - Let's pray. Let's pray. 1001 00:35:52,585 --> 00:35:54,804 - Our Father, who art in heaven, 1002 00:35:54,891 --> 00:35:56,937 I decree and I declare in the mighty name of Jesus 1003 00:35:57,024 --> 00:35:59,113 that you'll take out the anger that is within me. 1004 00:35:59,200 --> 00:36:00,288 In Jesus' name, I pray. 1005 00:36:02,943 --> 00:36:05,467 - Coming up on "Love & Hip Hop Atlanta"... 1006 00:36:14,259 --> 00:36:15,390 - I don't want to get emotional. 1007 00:36:15,477 --> 00:36:17,305 Why did I have to do this? 1008 00:36:17,392 --> 00:36:19,264 - ♪ On the way to the top, there ain't no stopping ♪ 1009 00:36:24,530 --> 00:36:25,574 - ♪ On the way to the top, there ain't no stopping ♪ 1010 00:36:25,661 --> 00:36:28,534 [soft dramatic music] 1011 00:36:28,621 --> 00:36:34,148 ♪ ♪ 1012 00:36:44,114 --> 00:36:45,725 - [sighs] 1013 00:36:45,812 --> 00:36:49,032 - You know, seeing it live, seeing the scene, 1014 00:36:49,119 --> 00:36:50,991 hearing the sounds, 1015 00:36:51,078 --> 00:36:53,341 it was like you felt it. 1016 00:36:53,428 --> 00:36:57,563 - Watching that--[sighs] 1017 00:36:57,650 --> 00:36:59,478 It was really upsetting to me. 1018 00:36:59,565 --> 00:37:02,916 - To me, it turned from, like, a one-on-one 1019 00:37:03,003 --> 00:37:07,225 to a one-on-the culture. 1020 00:37:07,312 --> 00:37:10,489 - My first go-to in anger or in outrage 1021 00:37:10,576 --> 00:37:11,925 is not a racial slur. 1022 00:37:21,021 --> 00:37:22,327 - I don't want to get emotional. 1023 00:37:22,414 --> 00:37:24,111 Why did I have to do this? 1024 00:37:26,548 --> 00:37:28,855 I don't know. Whoo. 1025 00:37:28,942 --> 00:37:30,726 It's a lot. I don't wanna-- 1026 00:37:34,252 --> 00:37:35,427 [tense music] 1027 00:37:35,514 --> 00:37:37,211 It's not just about me. 1028 00:37:37,298 --> 00:37:40,780 Erica came for an entire race. 1029 00:37:40,867 --> 00:37:43,652 This racial slur 1030 00:37:43,739 --> 00:37:47,221 is over 100 years older than me. 1031 00:37:47,308 --> 00:37:51,269 It's deeply rooted into Black history 1032 00:37:51,356 --> 00:37:54,184 of how they used to dehumanize us. 1033 00:37:54,272 --> 00:37:57,710 How they used to sell us 1034 00:37:57,797 --> 00:38:00,843 and consider us animals. 1035 00:38:00,930 --> 00:38:03,759 It's okay to say, oh, Spice was wrong 1036 00:38:03,846 --> 00:38:06,327 for saying whatever I said, 1037 00:38:06,414 --> 00:38:08,460 but it's a whole different thing 1038 00:38:08,547 --> 00:38:11,201 when someone's response is to be a racist 1039 00:38:11,289 --> 00:38:14,596 or someone's response is to come for Black women 1040 00:38:14,683 --> 00:38:16,206 and dehumanize them. 1041 00:38:16,294 --> 00:38:18,339 - We've all seen the comment, "Spice went low, 1042 00:38:18,426 --> 00:38:19,993 and Erica went to hell." 1043 00:38:20,080 --> 00:38:22,648 I think that was the best way to describe it. 1044 00:38:22,735 --> 00:38:24,258 Just because you go low, 1045 00:38:24,345 --> 00:38:26,695 that doesn't mean you should go to hell. 1046 00:38:26,782 --> 00:38:28,567 It kinda make you feel, like, disgusted. 1047 00:38:28,654 --> 00:38:30,220 So you gotta make amends. 1048 00:38:30,308 --> 00:38:31,831 You need to do some history. 1049 00:38:31,918 --> 00:38:33,485 You need to understand what you're saying, 1050 00:38:33,572 --> 00:38:35,530 because it's bad. 1051 00:38:35,617 --> 00:38:36,966 - I don't feel that there's a difference between 1052 00:38:37,053 --> 00:38:38,707 using a racial slur and being racist. 1053 00:38:38,794 --> 00:38:40,274 It's the same thing. 1054 00:38:40,361 --> 00:38:42,320 - I've listened to my great-grandparents 1055 00:38:42,407 --> 00:38:44,670 tell me stories about how they picked cotton, 1056 00:38:44,757 --> 00:38:46,889 and they were called monkeys, monkey, 1057 00:38:46,976 --> 00:38:48,369 get your monkey ass. 1058 00:38:48,456 --> 00:38:51,416 It was very offensive. It wasn't right. 1059 00:38:51,503 --> 00:38:53,331 - So after the Bahamas, 1060 00:38:53,418 --> 00:38:55,724 I personally wanted to speak to Erica 1061 00:38:55,811 --> 00:38:59,902 to, in my mind, educate her on the history 1062 00:38:59,989 --> 00:39:04,080 behind calling a person of African descent a monkey. 1063 00:39:04,167 --> 00:39:05,691 ♪ ♪ 1064 00:39:05,778 --> 00:39:06,735 - Hi. - Hi. 1065 00:39:08,694 --> 00:39:10,260 The first time I saw Erica 1066 00:39:10,348 --> 00:39:12,567 was at Bambi's divorce party. 1067 00:39:12,654 --> 00:39:13,873 I wanted to talk to you. 1068 00:39:13,960 --> 00:39:16,745 If Erica would have a real, 1069 00:39:16,832 --> 00:39:19,661 sincere, remorseful apology, 1070 00:39:19,748 --> 00:39:23,361 I would have went to bat to fight for her 1071 00:39:23,448 --> 00:39:25,363 because I think there could have been 1072 00:39:25,450 --> 00:39:26,973 a teaching moment for Erica. 1073 00:39:27,060 --> 00:39:30,019 Calling a Black person a monkey--listen. 1074 00:39:30,106 --> 00:39:31,673 I was offended. - You was offended-- 1075 00:39:31,760 --> 00:39:32,979 - And let me tell you-- - Because you chose 1076 00:39:33,066 --> 00:39:34,197 to be offended. - No, no, no. 1077 00:39:34,284 --> 00:39:35,590 I was offended-- - Because you know me. 1078 00:39:35,677 --> 00:39:37,418 No one's going to violate me using my child-- 1079 00:39:37,505 --> 00:39:39,072 - It's not about-- 1080 00:39:39,159 --> 00:39:40,682 - There's no boundaries at that point. 1081 00:39:40,769 --> 00:39:43,946 - Erica was not very receptive to what I had to say. 1082 00:39:44,033 --> 00:39:46,122 You called her a monkey-- - But what she said to me-- 1083 00:39:46,209 --> 00:39:48,081 - You insulted every person of African descent. 1084 00:39:48,168 --> 00:39:51,693 I just wanted that moment of, like, "I am sorry." 1085 00:39:51,780 --> 00:39:53,173 - Was it wrong? Yes. 1086 00:39:53,260 --> 00:39:55,480 But at the same time, how [bleep] dare she? 1087 00:39:55,567 --> 00:39:57,046 The bitch crossed a line. 1088 00:39:57,133 --> 00:39:59,353 She violated me by coming for my son. 1089 00:39:59,440 --> 00:40:01,007 And I would do it all over a-[bleep]-gain 1090 00:40:01,094 --> 00:40:02,965 if she does it again. Period. 1091 00:40:03,052 --> 00:40:04,924 - So you're saying you would say the same thing 1092 00:40:05,011 --> 00:40:06,360 all over again? 1093 00:40:06,447 --> 00:40:07,796 - I didn't say I would say the same thing. 1094 00:40:07,883 --> 00:40:09,363 If I have to violate this bitch 1095 00:40:09,450 --> 00:40:10,799 for talking about my kid, I will. 1096 00:40:10,886 --> 00:40:11,844 - OK. - OK? 1097 00:40:11,931 --> 00:40:14,455 - Erica was on defense. 1098 00:40:14,542 --> 00:40:15,935 She was just like, 1099 00:40:16,022 --> 00:40:17,850 I said what I said, and that's it. 1100 00:40:17,937 --> 00:40:20,287 This is another sister that just wasn't educated. 1101 00:40:20,374 --> 00:40:21,767 She doesn't know. 1102 00:40:21,854 --> 00:40:22,985 - I'm Puerto Rican and Dominican. 1103 00:40:23,072 --> 00:40:24,857 I have Black in my family. I have Black children. 1104 00:40:24,944 --> 00:40:26,336 I married a Black man. 1105 00:40:26,424 --> 00:40:27,773 My sister's the same color as you. 1106 00:40:27,860 --> 00:40:29,296 We came out the same [bleep]. 1107 00:40:29,383 --> 00:40:31,385 There's not a racist bone in my [bleep] body. 1108 00:40:31,472 --> 00:40:32,865 I'm just as Black as probably all of you. 1109 00:40:32,952 --> 00:40:34,910 - I was super disturbed. 1110 00:40:36,085 --> 00:40:38,392 Erica, being a mother of two Black children, 1111 00:40:38,479 --> 00:40:41,613 will quickly learn how this world 1112 00:40:41,700 --> 00:40:44,442 treats people of color with a darker skin. 1113 00:40:44,529 --> 00:40:46,182 Colorism is a real thing, 1114 00:40:46,269 --> 00:40:49,055 and I never want to be a person that furthers that divide. 1115 00:40:49,142 --> 00:40:52,188 I would more so prefer to bring us all together. 1116 00:40:52,275 --> 00:40:54,974 - "Love & Hip Hop Atlanta" star Erica Mena won't appear-- 1117 00:40:55,061 --> 00:40:56,671 - Erica Mena will not appear in the next season 1118 00:40:56,758 --> 00:40:58,368 of "Love & Hip Hop Atlanta" 1119 00:40:58,456 --> 00:41:01,110 after hurling a racial slur at her castmate, Spice. 1120 00:41:01,197 --> 00:41:03,156 - Announced today that Erica Mena will not appear 1121 00:41:03,243 --> 00:41:04,984 in future seasons of their show, "Hush." 1122 00:41:05,071 --> 00:41:06,594 - When you step across that line, 1123 00:41:06,681 --> 00:41:08,117 you have to deal with that. 1124 00:41:08,204 --> 00:41:10,032 - You're saying racist words. 1125 00:41:10,119 --> 00:41:12,513 And the way the world is today, they cancel you. 1126 00:41:12,600 --> 00:41:15,255 It's only fair, and it would happen to anybody. 1127 00:41:15,342 --> 00:41:16,604 - She shouldn't have been making no damn monkey sounds 1128 00:41:16,691 --> 00:41:18,867 at no Black person-- bottom line. 1129 00:41:18,954 --> 00:41:20,826 - I know my ancestry really well. 1130 00:41:20,913 --> 00:41:22,349 So that's why I'm hurt. 1131 00:41:22,436 --> 00:41:23,872 - We're not going to accept it. 1132 00:41:23,959 --> 00:41:25,526 And it's just wrong. 1133 00:41:25,613 --> 00:41:27,310 - We need to start having these conversations 1134 00:41:27,397 --> 00:41:28,921 so that the lines aren't blurred 1135 00:41:29,008 --> 00:41:30,009 and people aren't confused. 1136 00:41:34,666 --> 00:41:37,930 - Slave masters would call us monkeys to dehumanize us. 1137 00:41:38,017 --> 00:41:41,020 The history, the burden, the blood, 1138 00:41:41,107 --> 00:41:43,152 and everything is attached to this word. 1139 00:41:43,239 --> 00:41:44,414 - Yes. 1140 00:41:44,502 --> 00:41:45,720 - We are here with some of the cast 1141 00:41:45,807 --> 00:41:47,983 of "Love & Hip Hop Atlanta" 1142 00:41:48,070 --> 00:41:51,683 for a candid conversation about racism and colorism. 1143 00:41:51,770 --> 00:41:53,946 - I walk into the bank, and I'm not respected 1144 00:41:54,033 --> 00:41:55,904 until they log into my account. 1145 00:41:55,991 --> 00:41:59,125 - It makes my head hurt and my blood boil. 1146 00:41:59,212 --> 00:42:00,822 - It's different shades of Black. 1147 00:42:00,909 --> 00:42:01,736 - Yeah. -You know what I'm saying? 1148 00:42:01,823 --> 00:42:03,172 And they matter. 1149 00:42:03,259 --> 00:42:05,697 - My nickname growing up as a child was Blacky. 1150 00:42:05,784 --> 00:42:08,177 Every time I love someone, 1151 00:42:08,264 --> 00:42:12,051 they all hurt me or betray me. 1152 00:42:12,138 --> 00:42:14,183 - That's the go-to for someone that is a racist. 1153 00:42:14,270 --> 00:42:16,403 "I've got Black friends. How can I be a racist?" 1154 00:42:16,490 --> 00:42:19,058 You can like a Black person. - Yes. 1155 00:42:19,145 --> 00:42:21,539 - It doesn't mean that you won't use your power 1156 00:42:21,626 --> 00:42:23,541 to degrade the race. 1157 00:42:23,628 --> 00:42:25,891 - But that's why these conversations are so important. 1158 00:42:25,978 --> 00:42:28,502 This is needed because we gotta shake up 1159 00:42:28,589 --> 00:42:29,721 the Black community. 1160 00:42:29,808 --> 00:42:32,941 ♪ ♪ 85709