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- ♪ MTV ♪

- Previously on
"Love & Hip Hop: Atlanta"...

- If 10 people say
you a ho, you a ho.

If 10 people say you stole
a song, you're a thief.

- You're in the middle of
a women's empowerment event.

Like, we walked away on some,
like, all right, I'm going to

let it be for now.
- All right, bitch. Yeah.

- The whole situation
with Spice and Erica

was [bleep] crazy.
- Crazy.

- I wonder if Sierra
and Bambi know about this.

- She was deadass wrong
for saying that

"You should've die"
or whatever she said now.

I rebuke that [bleep].
- She said more than that.

You gotta understand the type
of friends you're having.

- Happy birthday.

I'm taking the whole crew
to the Bahamas.

[cheering]

[upbeat music]

- Kirk and Rasheeda,
they did tell me

that Scrap was gonna be here.

But at the end of the day,
it's like,

I can be in the same place
with him,

which is why I'm here.

I will never spin
that block again.

- Tonight, I have
a special dinner plan

for all of us
to sit down an eat.

We'll be by the beach,
so it'll be nice and sexy.

- Why are you always so fake?

- Who's so [bleep] fake?

Who are you talking to?

- You're talking
to me now, bitch.

Let's go talk.
- Let's talk.

- Let's go talk.
- Let's go talk, Spice.

[funky music]

- ♪ This is the life ♪

- ♪ It's the life
that I'm living ♪

- ♪ This is the life ♪

- ♪ It's the life
that I chose ♪

- ♪ This is the life ♪

♪ It's the life
that I'm living ♪

- ♪ This is the life ♪

- ♪ It's the life
that I chose ♪

- ♪ Make my way to the top,
and there ain't no stoppin' ♪

- You're talking
to me now, bitch.

- I'm talking to you.

- Bitch, you're
talking to me now?

- Yes, I'm talking to you.
- You want to talk now, bitch?

- Yes, I'm talking to you.

- OK, so let's go talk.
- Let's talk.

- Let's go talk.
- Let's go talk, Spice.

- Because you just
jumped up like that.

Who the [bleep]
you talking to, and now

you want to talk to me.
- Let's go talk. Yeah.

- I feel like Spice was
waiting to see me

so that she could project
everything she had for Erica

on me because she knew Erica
wasn't going to be there.

I'm just not understanding why
she's pointing a finger at me.

Like, Sierra's Erica's
friend, and everyone

at this table shares contact
information with Erica.

So why do you only have
this energy with me?

- I have talked to Erica,
but we have

not talked about this [bleep].

- Oh, my gosh,
we just got here,

and here they are,
already a shouting match.

I feel like
we're in the islands.

This supposed to be
our cool little vacation.

- Like I said earlier,
Sierra and I talked

about it on the way here.

She told me the comments
that were supposedly

have been said.

If that's true,

that is absolutely
unacceptable.

- Hey, hey.
What's up, Scrap?

- What's up, cuz?

- What's happening?

- I'm sitting here
and I'm being attacked.

And now all of a sudden my
soon to be ex-husband walks in,

and I just really feel
like I can't catch a break.

At this point,
this is not paradise.

This is [bleep] hell.

- OK.

What's going on, Karlie?
- Hey, bro.

- Hey, you know.

- Hey, bro.

- Hey, man, I just
arrived in the Bahamas,

man, you know what I'm saying?

I got here late because
of the plane situation.

Then I walk in,
and then like everybody,

like, shocking it out.

We should be in there partying,
getting [bleep] drunk.

Like, this is supposed
to be paradise, baby.

- What even happened
for them to even get to this?

- I asked Erika
and Spice to meet up

because it seemed like
it was tension in the air.

So she went into the
conversation about the Safaree

stuff, and she told Spice that
all three of y'all was fasting

for her for three days.

I did say something
because I'm not fake.

I said I don't believe
that all three of y'all--

- Well, y'all don't
have to believe it.

It's not for y'all to believe.

- Listen, I'm trying
to tell you what I said.

- But Shekinah,
that's [bleep] up because

at the end of the day--

- I'm saying what I said
because I want you to know.

- OK. But for real--
- So let me finish my sentence.

- For you to say
that that was fake--

- But why you won't
let me finish?

I thought you don't
know what happened.

Bambi aggravates
the [bleep] out of me,

and every conversation
that I get my two cents in,

she always got something
to [bleep] say.

And Bambi lying like hell.

You didn't fast
for that goddamn girl.

I think it's a lot
of fake [bleep] going on

because y'all say y'all
was fasting for Spice

when she was sick,
but y'all ain't fasting

to keep these [bleep].

- Why should we be fasting
to keep [bleep]?

I was married, honey.

Yeah, my husband cheated on me.

What am I going to fast
for a cheating partner for?

- He said till
death do you part.

- OK, have you been married?

- It don't look like
you were married

for the right long time.

- I was for five years.

- Remember, last year you
told me I ain't got no man.

- Come on, don't
even argue with that.

- As Shekinah is
sitting here screaming,

she is fueling
personal hate for her.

And don't argue with that.

You need to be talking
to bitches who, one,

kept a man, have a man, and who
have crossed over into being

a wife, not a girlfriend.

Not a side bitch. A wife.

- The real thing is--

- You saved her.

- Saved me from what, Shekinah?

- You know Scrappy saved you.
- From what?

- I ain't have to [bleep]
my way to the top.

- Who did I [bleep]?

- You was in the
Jacuzzi with him--

- Keep my name out your mouth.
- --Benzino.

- I can do anything--

- But you scared to be in love?

- I'm not afraid, but I just
don't think it's realistic.

- Shekinah is giving typical
pick me energy right now,

and she's sitting
up here talking

about some cabin [bleep] that
happened over 10 years ago.

- [bleep].
- You came on TV

being a friend, like me.
- OK.

So what's up?

What are you saying?

- Hey, listen--

- Girl, you are
so [bleep] wack.

You are a poor excuse
for a woman.

- I want to know why
she keep calling my name

because when I talk to her,

she say who the [bleep]
talking to you,

but she keep calling my name.
- I don't need your approval.

- I know you don't.

I don't need yours either.

At the end of the day,
you're an assistant.

- Assisting who?
- Spice.

- Bitch!
- She's not her assistant.

- [bleep]--
- What are you going to do?

What are you going to do?
- [speaking indistinctly]

[bleep].
- Sit down, Spice.

Sit down. Sit down.

Sit down.
- Make me. Make me.

Make me.

- Sit down before you be
crying about your scars again.

- Make me sit.

- Neither one of y'all
are going to do [bleep].

Neither one of y'all are
going to do anything.

- Why is Shekinah even
involved in this argument?

Like, what does this have
anything to do with you?

You are just such
a [bleep] starter.

- Sit down.

Your wig is back here.

It's in the ocean, bitch.

- Stop playing, bitch.

I don't owe you [bleep].

- Thank you, Spice.

- So where is all of
this anger coming from?

- Spicy.

- That why it's coming--

[yells]

- What the [bleep]
is wrong with you?

- It's water.
[yells]

- Oh, what is that?

[yelling]

- Wait, wait, wait.

- She said, ah, iguana.

[laughs]

- That's an eel.

- [bleep] that.

Oh, that [bleep] just scared
the [bleep] out of me.

You know,
I've heard of eels, OK?

But I've never seen one
in real life,

and I've never had one
on my goddamn feet.

I don't know what is going on.

I don't know what the sign is,
but something ain't right.

I'm finna get the [bleep] on.
I got to go.

- I love you, bro.

Bye.
You have a good night.

I'll see you tomorrow.
- Good night, wig.

- I'm from the Caribbean,

and I've never seen
an eel in my life.

This is a bad sign.

I think it's time for me to
either head back to Atlanta

or fly my ass to Jamaica.

- Bye, wig.

- You still don't
have no talent.

- [bleep] out of here, bitch.

- Let's remove
the ill feelings.

Everybody join hands.

Let's pray.

That eel was probably in the
ocean trying to get him some,

but they having all that smoke

and all that arguing
and all that yelling.

Now he came on land like, oh,
since y'all girls want to be

so loud and mess my little
late night session up,

y'all must be finna
give me something.

- I don't even got the energy
for this [bleep].

I'm going--I'm gone.

Bro, this too much.

And everybody think
it's funny as [bleep].

- Everybody want to [bleep]
attack me because

I'm going through a divorce.

Attack a-[bleep]-way.

- Not everybody.

- Go ahead.

- I wasn't trying
to attack you at all.

- I mean, that's
what the energy is.

Everybody--
- Yeah, and that's crazy.

It's already enough
going on, y'all.

- It's my [bleep] fault.
It's my fault that my husband--

- Bambi, I definitely wasn't--

- --cheated on me
and I'm getting a divorce.

- Not at all.
- So attack Bam.

I'm the reason why my marriage
didn't work--

- It's sad.
That's [bleep] up too.

- --to every [bleep] bitch.

- Hey, man it take--
hey, hey, listen.

Let me tell y'all something.

It take two to get married,

and it take two
to get a divorce.

I know the real, cuz.

She can feed that [bleep]--that
other [bleep] to everybody,

all her friends.
- I'm not--

- I know the real, cuz.

I know the real.
- OK.

- Nobody's going to see text
messages and just go straight

off the [bleep] Richter.

They're not going to do it
if they really love somebody.

I always get
the finger pointed at me,

you know what I'm saying?

No matter how bad--
no matter what she did,

she's going to act like
I did it, or I started it,

or she did it because of me.

And it's like,
she's definitely calculating,

you know what I'm saying?

How you find out your dude
is texting a girl

and two days later
you filing for divorce?

I already knew
she wanted to do it because

she was treating me
a certain kind of way.

You know, she knew.

She set me up for it.

Because you're trying to sit
up there and try to say--

- What did I say?

- You act like you're going to
try to post some [bleep] like

you didn't never do anything.

What Scrappy did.
- I'm gonna go.

- But what did Bambi do?
Nothing?

She's perfect? Wow.

- This is why
we're getting a divorce.

He just wants a stage
to perform on, that's it.

And that's fine.

Everybody can continue
to smear, smear, smear.

Do everything y'all need
to do to try to tear me down.

- They thought I was going to
lay down and let them drag me.

It ain't going to happen.

Yo, sleep in the room
with your friend

or whatever you
[bleep] doing tonight.

Whatever [bleep] y'all
hopping on together.

My bad, cuz.

I had a moment.

- We had a moment.
- I had a moment.

- A moment.

- I had to get it off.

I wasn't even going to do that.

I came here to have fun.

- I really felt
horrible for Bambi.

I hope her mental is good
because I would be tore down.

- We going to have
a moment and walk.

- I'm going to have a--
no, I'm not gonna

[bleep] up breakfast, cuz.
- Let's try to get some rest--

- I'm not going
to [bleep] up breakfast.

- --and be ready for tomorrow.
Lord Jesus.

- I'm not going
to [bleep] up breakfast.

- I don't know how
that's going to go.

- I don't want to do that.

- Coming up on

"Love & Hip Hop: Atlanta"...

- With Bambi, what triggered me

was the fact
that I started talking

and she's like, "Who
the [bleep] you talking to?"

Girl, what's this anger
that y'all have for me?

Where's that come from?

- Shekinah tried to check me

about y'all two this morning.

She checked me
off of what you said to her,

and now it might be time
for me to check you.

- You can't check [bleep].
- I can check you.

- I've given him
a lot of grace.

- Hey.
- Hey.

- I just was telling them
I think they should talk.

- ♪ Way to the top ♪

♪ It ain't no stopping ♪

- ♪ Way to the top,
it ain't no stopping ♪

- ♪ Now when the sun comes
out, what do we deliver ♪

♪ A new day,
a lot better and bigger ♪

- Oh, I was just
feeling hungry.

- Yeah.

♪ I want to appreciate you,
doo-doo ♪

- Beautiful Bahamas, man.

- Yes, it is.

Palm trees, tall.

Legit.

- Yeah, man.

- Last night was
crazy too, though.

- Last night was a vibe.

- ♪ Now's the time
to double your figures ♪

- I'm here.

- Hi.

- Last night after
the argument,

Sierra texted me as
she wanted to talk to me.

Despite Sierra being friends
with Bambi and Erica,

she knows me.

At the end of the day,
I wasn't arguing

with Sierra because
she wasn't arguing with me.

We had no heated argument.

It's not like she was coming
at me aggressive in the way

that Bambi was for me
to go at her aggressive.

I'm not crazy.

I wanted to start the
conversation because I don't

want to, like, come off
the wrong way, which

sometimes I realize I can.

Last night with Bambi,
what triggered me

was the fact that
I started talking

and she's like, who the [bleep]
you talking to?

Girl, what's this anger
that y'all have for me?

Where's that come from?

- You was like, stop with
all that fake ass [bleep].

Y'all with that
fake ass [bleep].

Y'all fake as [bleep].

- No, I said fake as [bleep]
when Bambi started

saying I haven't
spoken to Erica.

I'm like, here we go
with the fakeness.

And that's what triggered me.

- I just feel like, Spice,
she knows that, you know,

me and Bam really
[bleep] with Erica hard,

but me and her talked
at Rasheeda's birthday party,

so she kind of released
some of the anger out from me.

And I feel like
she just redirected

all of her anger on Bambi.

- Tell me now, how am I going
to sit at the table

with somebody like Bambi
telling me

who the [bleep] you talking to?

- This [bleep] really
is--it has to stop.

You have to stop with that
rah-rah, loud, crazy [bleep].

It was like--

- What did I do?

Show me.

- What'd you say, bitch?

Bitch!

The only thing that
I seen is a blue bob--

- I didn't do--

- Bitch!

I understand Spice's
side of the story.

And rightfully, she has
every right to be mad at Erica.

But I feel like Spice
since, you know, got well

and she came back
or whatever, I feel like

she just got
this streak of anger.

- What the [bleep]
are you saying to me?

I never said that.

- But you're not even
giving me a chance.

- And your son that
don't like you.

- Yes, bitch.

Come on, bitch.

- Your son hates you.

- I know that everybody needs
to take anger management.

Like, I need to take it.
Bambi need to take it.

Erica need to take it.
Spice need to take it.

Shekinah definitely
need to take it.

And I know Spice,
she just been through a lot.

And she's saying
and doing things

that she really don't even mean
because she's mentally been

through some very challenging
situations this last past year.

So now that Spice got
a second chance at life,

I want her to really be
living life more peacefully.

We can coexist today.

- No, yeah, I'm always
trying to coexist.

I just want to have fun.

I want to have a good time.

- ♪ I said the boys like
the girls in the sun ♪

♪ Heat me up a little,
I'll be coming undone ♪

♪ All the girls ♪

- This is enough to make me
want to buy a house

out here.
- Let's do it.

- Yeah, one day.

- So we hoping everybody wants
to get up and have some fun.

Kind of rejuvenate, leave
the past dinner and everything

that we had behind.

Hop on the boat, let
the fresh air blow through.

See some beautiful, blue,
amazing Bahama waters.

- Now how crazy was that thing
last night, that eel?

- If you would have gave it
to me once he picked it up,

I would have threw
that bitch over there.

Pow.

- ♪ Boys like the
girls in the sun ♪

♪ Heat me up a little,
I'll be coming undone ♪

♪ All the girls ♪

- Oh, hey.

- What's up, mon?

- Thank you, gentlemen.

OK. OK.

- I'm a little hesitant
about getting on this boat

today,
especially after last night.

I have tried to reach
out to Erica,

but she hasn't responded.

So I'm just like, what do
you guys expect me to do?

But at the end of the day,
listen,

I am not about to go hide
under a [bleep] rock

because people was throwing
stones at me last night.

If y'all want to throw
some [bleep] stones,

go ahead and throw them.

- Renni just made me forget
about Erica and Amy.

[laughs]

It was like
the--the sun shining,

and it was glossy.

It was like a--oh,
she looked like a glazed

Krispy Kreme donut.

- ♪ We be taking over ♪

♪ Riding waves like
supernova ♪

- [yelling]

Don't do that.

[yells]

So I've had a near-death
experience when I was younger.

And ever since then, anything
to do with water, boats,

it just takes me
a little bit more time.

And I haven't been able to
learn how to swim since then.

- Are you crying for real?

- Yes.

- Karlie, we are on a boat,

and you are definitely safe.

If you need a floating device,

you should have the Gucci,
Louis, Prada, baby,

to save your life right now.

- Somebody give Karlie a shot!

- How are you?

Everything's been going on,

and your ass was on 10
last night.

- Right.

I was thinking about
my talk with Sierra.

I get triggered too easily,
and feel like I need to go back

to a place where
I restart because I'm

celebrating a new life.

And I feel like
I'm too triggered with hurt.

- I don't want
to be ridiculed,

and I don't want
to ridicule anyone.

But yet still the devil always
find himself jabbing at me

and putting me in
the position to come off

as this angry Black woman,
and that's not my mission.

So I'm always have
to be looking left,

and I don't want that.

- Scrappy and Bam, right?

- You know--just look, though.

Look at him.

A lot of [bleep]
on his mind, dog.

- It's been emotional
being here,

and it actually brings back
memories because me and Bam,

like, we'd be in the Bahamas
all the time together.

And I'm just sitting
there thinking, man,

I am getting divorced,
and I have no poonai.

I'm like, damn,
I'm [indistinct] up, man.

I'm effed up, man.

It's over with,
you know what I'm saying?

Like, [bleep] crazy.

- I'm not going to lie, last
night took a lot out of me.

- It did.

- What do I have to prove
to fight Spice or Shekinah?

I don't got time
to be looking down here

on no [bleep] bitches
on some bull[bleep]

with me for nothing.

- Got it.

- People that
I've been praying for.

- That's the problem
with the whole group, though.

I think the problem
with the whole group

is everybody be too involved.

Like, you should be able
to talk to your friends.

- Yeah.

- I should be able
to call y'all and say,

yeah, my [bleep] doing
this, my [bleep] whatever.

Everybody be so in everybody
business to the point where

sometimes--like
that conversation last

night with them two, that--

at some point, Scrap and Bambi
should have just talked

and nobody else should
have put their input in.

- Yeah, that's what I said.

- Nobody else should
have had nothing to say.

- What are we arguing about?
- That's what I'm saying.

- You know what I'm saying?

- Like, I went to get me
some bacon this morning,

Shekinah tried to check me
about y'all two this morning.

Rrr! We ain't going for that.

Off-camera this morning,
Shekinah attempted

to do a halfway check on me.

I don't know if
she wanted to wake up

feeling gangsta over breakfast.

I don't know
who brought it to her,

but allegedly I was
throwing shade at her

or minimizing her to a "that."

- It don't look like
you were married

for the right long time.

- I was, for five years.

- Remember, last year you
told me I ain't got no man.

- Don't even argue with that.

Don't.

- And it's like,
the attitude she's giving--

girl, we ain't finna
gangbang over bacon.

It's too early, Shekinah.

I didn't even brush
my teeth, bitch.

I came for bacon.

She was right there.

They told me that you
said da, da, da, da, da.

- What?

- I said, that's your
problem right there.

- Well, I said--
I did say--

- What?

- She said a lot last night.

So I did say--
- What?

- When you said to Bambi
don't argue with that.

Did you not say that?

- I did say--oh, you're
the one that said it, then.

- Yeah.
That's--you said it.

- When she said--
but you know what?

When she said that,
I think she was saying,

like, this situation.

Like that situation.

- I'm really upset that Renni
said what she said to Shekinah

because I really thought
that Renni and I

put our issues aside
after the women's

empowerment event.

I wish it could have been
handled a little different.

- And I will say I should have
reached out or responded

in a different way.

- I'm just going to
take this situation

and just learn better with it.

Why though?

She checked me off
of what you said to her,

and now it might be time
for me to check you.

- You can't check [bleep].

- I can check you.
- We're not doing this again.

- Let me tell you something.
- No, no.

- Let me tell you something.

- The first time,
I let you slide.

- You can't let
a bitch like me slide

from a mother[bleep] thing.

Is you crazy?

Bitch--and I'm still sitting.

- Coming up on
"Love & Hip Hop: Atlanta"...

- I'm going through
a [bleep] divorce right now.

I've got all these women
around me

who know what the [bleep]
I'm going through,

and it's literally
just like, kill Bam.

Shoot her the [bleep] down.

- I'm going straight back to my
room for the rest of the trip.

I feel a little bit
like I ruined it.

- Yeah, you did a little bit.

- ♪ Way to the top ♪

♪ It ain't no stopping ♪

- ♪ Way to the top,
it ain't no stopping ♪

- I let you slide
the first time.

- You can't let
a bitch like me slide

from a mother[bleep] thing.

- God.

- Karlie, stop [bleep] crying.

- Ain't nobody give
a [bleep] about you.

- I really don't
even understand

what the fake outrage is about.

Telling Shekinah and Spice
the comments that I heard,

it was not a, oh,
let me tell you

what Amy said kind of thing.

It was just this is
something else that

was talked about at the table.

But Amy, she's so [bleep]
adamant about trying

to pick a fight with me.

Get me the [bleep]
off of here before

I have to drown me a bitch.

- You cannot tell me
you done let me slide once.

- Yeah, I let you slide, bitch.

You ice skating.

- Because if that's the case,
don't let me

slide a third time, bitch.

- Bitch, you annoying.

- You already know what's next.

[bleep] is you
talking about, bitch?

Y'all haven't seen it.

Y'all playing.

- No, Renni.

- Y'all playing.

- Y'all, stop fighting.

- It's no fighting.
Mother[bleep], we talking.

You don't want to see fighting.

What is you talking about?

- Nobody's going to fight
on no [bleep] boat.

- I'm about tired
of this [bleep].

I be trying to be real
[bleep] cordial and nice

to this [bleep] ass bitch.

- What happened?

- We were talking
about everything

that happened last night.

Amy brings up that
you tried to check her

this morning or something
about a comment that was

said at the table last night.

- What Shekinah said?

- I heard what you said
last night about me.

I'm like, see, who did that?
- Calm down, calm down.

- I'm just trying to figure out
what the [bleep] the issue is

because I didn't say nothing.

I said let me formulate
new [bleep] myself

because I'm not a that.

- Baby, she said you try to
check her and she checked you.

- I didn't try to check her.
I said I'm not a that.

She talking about "that."

Don't pay attention
to "that" over there.

- Look at this.

Shekinah now ruined
our boat ride

all because Shekinah wanted
to [bleep]-start

and talk [bleep] again.

- I'm real tired of
the back and forth.

- I'm tired too.

Even last night,
I know you felt attacked.

But that wasn't--

- Oh, I absolutely
felt attacked

by everybody at the table.

- But that's why I'm coming
to you telling you I definitely

wasn't trying to attack you.

- You know what I'm saying,
everybody is [bleep] attacking.

I'm going through
a [bleep] divorce right now.

I got three [bleep] kids that I
got to take care of every day.

I'm the one who pays for every
[bleep] thing--tuition, food.

This man is living
his best life

and making me out to be
the [bleep] villain right now.

Like, literally,
people are putting

too much pressure on me.

I didn't come here to argue
with people, for real.

- That wasn't
what the plan was.

- I thought it was going
to be a beautiful time.

I'm like, it's
y'all's birthday.

And like, I ain't on
no [bleep] like that.

- Well, the plan was for
everybody to have a good time.

That's why tonight, I'm like,
I'm trying to do karaoke

at the house tonight
for everybody

to come together
and just have a good time.

And it's just like,
[bleep] is going backwards.

I mean, I don't want it
to be like that,

but [bleep] is just crazy.

Y'all, I hate the drama.

[bleep] went left.

And with Bambi, you know,
I feel sympathy for her.

And being a woman, being a mom,
I can understand her anger.

We have to be mindful
of, like, how we,

you know, release things.

And I feel like where
everybody is right now,

it's like--it's just
too [bleep] much.

- Communication--
- You know what I'm saying?

- --pride, ego.
- There's too much pride.

It's too much--a lot
of different things.

A lot of assumptions,
a lot of a lot of things.

So honestly, let's just try
to enjoy the [bleep] trip.

- I'm going straight back to my
room for the rest of the trip,

I swear.

- Well, we're all
doing karaoke later.

- You coming tonight.

I don't care what
you're talking about.

- No, I just have
too much respect for y'all--

- Ma'am, listen.

This is, like, our first night.

The dinner was crazy, so I'm
not even counting that night.

- Mm-hmm.
- This is karaoke.

- The first night we want
to try to have fun for real.

- No, we are going to have fun.

- And I don't like
the fact that I feel

a little bit like I ruined it.

I don't like that again.

- I'm like, yeah,
you did a little bit.

- But I say--

- I did.

I don't want to do that, y'all.

I don't want to do that.

I feel bad for how I reacted.

I'm more disappointed
that I let somebody,

again, push me to nut up
or just be emotional

over what they did first.

And I'm honestly
just mad that I let

Renni finesse me two times.

I don't really want no issue,
but I'm going

to stand on it if it's one.

But if it's not one,
I don't want one.

- But that's the thing.

If there's not no issue
for you, there's not an issue.

You don't always
have to be so hard.

- OK.
- So just like at that event--

Rasheeda, you wasn't there.
But when you--

- Thank God.

- --when you came
in that event,

you talked about
the penises she sucked,

you talked about
her man that wants you,

you talked about she's trash,
she stole your record.

She didn't even get a word in.

But what I respect more than
anything is the way you turned

around, and came back, and sat
down, and poured your heart

on it like, I'm sorry.

I had a lot on me.

And you literally made up
with her in real time.

And again, just because
your heart was there

and your heart was pure--

- It don't mean somebody else--

- --it don't mean somebody
else is there yet.

- And that's what
I'm having to learn too.

Yandy telling me that
I shouldn't let people

control my emotions
or my energy.

All of that is resonating with
me right now because I've just

come up where I had to kind of
fight and scratch to be heard.

So I'm slowly learning
to just let you have it.

But I'm human
at the end of the day.

- If you're up to it,
I think a good thing

is if you come
to karaoke tonight

and you just give off
a good energy.

Like, hey, everybody.

I am new.

I am--if something went
the wrong way, I apologize.

I want to enjoy the trip,
and that's that.

- We're going to figure
it out because I just--

I feel your spirit,
and I just feel

like you want to have fun.

You want to be with the crew.

- I may sing a sorry song,
and we fix it.

- Long as you coming.
- Yeah.

- I'm going to be there.
- Good.

- Coming up on
"Love & Hip Hop: Atlanta"...

- Hey, B.

- Hey, sis.

- You had the best idea.

- To go in the water?

- To go in the water
and do a cleanse.

I need to purge myself
right now.

- Yeah. Whoo!

- Everybody got
to pick a person

and say something positive.

- Y'all two got to get rid
of y'all tension.

- ♪ Way to the top ♪

♪ It ain't no stopping ♪

- ♪ Way to the top,
it ain't no stopping ♪

- ♪ Hot like
the temperature hot ♪

♪ Turn up the AC,
call me hot ♪

♪ You party and light up
'cause we hot ♪

♪ We, we hot, we hot ♪

♪ Feeling the fever ♪

♪ Place the shot ♪

♪ Jump in the river
kind of hot ♪

♪ The people turn
up their mojo ♪

♪ We hot, we hot, we hot ♪

- Hey, B.

- Hi, sis.

How are you?

- Oh, I'm having so much
of a good time.

- How was your flight?

- I needed this rest.

- I know you did.

- I'm running a little late
to the Bahamas trip

because I had
a very big photo shoot,

but I'm happy to be here now
and to see Bambi.

- I got you a rum punch.

- Oh, thank you, baby.

- Let me see.

I'm supposed to be
drinking Hennessy.

- Oh, girl,
I need to put up my feet.

You had the best idea.

- To go in the water?

- To go in the water,
do a cleanse.

- We have to do it.

- I was looking at
the hotel today,

and I was like,
I have to do that.

I need to get--
I need to purge myself.

- Listen, I really wish
you would have got here

when you were
supposed to get here

because it's been a nightmare.

Last night we had,
like, a welcome dinner,

and Spice and Shekinah,
they came from my [bleep] head.

They assumed that
I had talked to Erica.

She supposedly called Spice
a racial slur.

- It hurts me hearing that
Erica said anything racist.

I definitely want
to talk to her about it.

- I can hold her accountable
in that space.

Like, when I can see
my friend face to face--

- You hold her accountable.

- But that was the whole thing.

Like, they were
attacking me as if--

- Well, don't let them
attack you anymore.

Walk away.
- I should have.

- Walk away.
- I should have.

I'm just going to enjoy
the rest of this time.

I'm so happy you're here.

- I'm happy to be here.

And I'm sorry I was a day late.

- I'm sorry you were too.

- I love you.
- I love you.

- Cheers, baby.
- Cheers.

[upbeat music]

- ♪ We ain't breaking
no sweat ♪

♪ You ain't
dream chasing yet ♪

♪ You ain't trying to go get ♪

♪ We ain't tired yet ♪

♪ Yet, yet, yet, yet ♪

- Yeah.

Whoo!

- I have decided
to come to the karaoke night

because I just want to change

just the circle around
how women treat each other.

I want to show them that,
you know what, although

Renni and I had a bumpy start
today, although we had words,

we're grown women.

I'm going to still show up.

I'm going to still be
the best version of me.

And I'm in the Bahamas.

Why would I let somebody else
ruin my trip and my energy?

- I didn't get to talk
to you on the boat.

What happened?

- I'm just learning,
like, people

just be looking
for a moment or try

and make things about them.

- I thought we did so good.

- Leaving the women's--

- Yeah, leaving
the women's event.

- Well, I guess we see, like,
it was just an act.

I'm just going to avoid it.

I'm working on me.

It's best that I avoid it,
be the bigger person,

and act like
she's not in the room

before somebody else say
the wrong thing to me again.

I'm going to sing
a gospel song, I think.

- You know how to sing?

- [bleep] no.
- [laughs]

- Hello, legs.

- Scrap, you're mighty quiet.

- Huh?
- How do you feel about

everything that happened
last night?

- I just feel like that [bleep]
was meant to be, for real.

But it's like, at the end
of the day, when you got

somebody you married to,
you need

to get to the bottom of it.

But cuz went straight
to the divorce [bleep].

I'm like, hold on, what?
Hold on.

I'm not used to seeing,
you know, a mother[bleep]

that really love
a mother[bleep], like,

go straight to that.

- But maybe she's going
to take it back too.

You didn't give her an
opportunity to take it back.

- No, our [bleep] is in a week.

Man, I appreciate Yan,
you know what I'm saying?

And everybody would
like to see the marriage

keep going because
these are married people.

I mean, we're here right now,
but in a upcoming week,

like, we got a whole divorce.

- Hey, guys.

- Hi, Karlita.

- Hey, my sister.

- Girl, you got nice feet.

- Well, thank you.

- Yeah, man.

- It feels so nice out here.

- Yeah, it feels beautiful.

- I just want to know
if the whole night

we got to be over here,
they got to be over there.

Like, what type of fun games
is this going to be?

Ugh, this clique [bleep]
is so annoying.

I'm just like,
why are y'all over there?

Why are we over here?

What are we doing?

We are grown.

Let's just get to the bottom
of what's ever going on

and have fun.

- Fine then,
call them over here.

- What I don't want is--

- Bam, Jessica,
y'all come over here.

Bambi.
- Yeah?

- Y'all want me?

- Come over here.

- On the way, y'all.

- Bambi, Jessica.

- Oh, God.

I think I've been
very, very nice.

We had this situation
at the dinner,

and then we had another
little situation on the boat.

And the fact that everybody
is acting like, oh,

Bam, like, you know,
we're so happy.

Let's just be
a big happy family.

And nobody actually,
like, stood up for me

when all that [bleep]
was going on.

It's just annoying.

- Shekinah,
why are you over there?

- I said I got to make a call.

- I'm wondering if this going
to actually be a karaoke night

or if it's going to be
a fight night.

We got to cut
all of this bull[bleep] out

because I want us to be
together because we came here

together, and we should
be having together time

and together fun.

- Look at y'all people--
beautiful Black people.

I got an idea
for a game for y'all.

Shekinah, the new game
is everybody

got to say--pick a person
and say something positive.

Come on.

- Renni, I think you are
a talented, amazing rapper.

- Thank you.

- OK.

Now Renni, you got
to pick a person

and say something
positive about them.

- Jessica,
I love how strong you are

with what you've gone through

and being open about it.

I know we don't really know
each other like that,

but I've seen what you
went through in the media.

It's not easy being
in a toxic situations

with a lot of turmoil.

I think you're
a really strong woman.

- Oh, my God, thank you.

- Aw.

- I want to say to Sierra--

- Aw.

- --that I really appreciate
the woman that you are--

your heart, and your character,
and your love for women.

I appreciate that always.

- Aw, thank you.

- Aw, that's so sweet.

That was sweet.

- OK, so now y'all two got
to get rid of y'all tension.

- Coming up on
"Love & Hip Hop: Atlanta"...

- Hey.
- Hey.

- Come on, Kirk.
Let's go right here.

- We're going to
let y'all talk.

- You got this.

- ♪ Way to the top ♪

♪ It ain't no stopping ♪

- ♪ Way to the top,
it ain't no stopping ♪

[dramatic music]

- Y'all got to get rid
of y'all tension.

♪ ♪

- I want to get--

I'll get rid of my tension
just because

I don't want no issue with you
to cause weird energy.

I feel like that conversation
that we had at the women's

empowerment event,
as grown women,

we knew it could
have went better.

But I feel like, honestly,
it wasn't on my heart

that day to do.
- Mine either.

- Today, I feel like--

I feel like it was unnecessary.

I did perceive it as being
messy, but after hearing them,

they're like, maybe
she wasn't being messy.

Maybe she said
what all of us said.

- But I said that to you.

- Yeah, but because we already
had our issue, I'm like--

- Which is why I was so
transparent with you about it.

It wasn't a anything.
- Yeah.

- It was we talked about
everything you just said.

We had to have a real
conversation because we're

two strong-minded women
who, if you feel your way,

you're standing on it.

And I feel my way, and I'm
going to stand on that.

- Right.

- And that first
real impression of you,

like, that left a bad taste
in my mouth.

I've never came out of my mouth
and disrespected you

the way that you
disrespected me.

- At the Women's Empowerment
Network, neither one of us

really accepted each other's
apology that day.

We didn't do it on our time.

We did it to people please--

to kind of, OK,
we're playing nice.

So I think that
that was the real issue,

and that led me to being so
dramatic and extra with Renni.

- We in the same industry.

It's enough [bleep]
going against us already.

- I agree.
- That's it.

- The [bleep]
that we mad about,

we ain't do to each other.
- Right.

- I came here with good vibes.
- Same.

- I'm like, if me and her
are still going to argue,

we can argue in Atlanta.

I ain't trying to argue
out the country.

- I don't even want to argue
with you in Atlanta, though.

- I don't either.
It ain't even that deep for me.

- Oh, that's so dope. Yes.

- I'm so glad Amy and I
cleared the air

and let it the [bleep] go.

A lot of things could be,
you know, nipped in the bud

with a little communication.

- Appreciation.

- Honestly, seeing Renni
and Amy is talking,

it really made me smile.

I've been preaching this preach
to Spice about being nicer

and forgiving people.

And I hope that Bambi and Spice
follow suit and apologize,

make some type of amends
because when it's all said

and done, we still family.

- What's up everybody?

- Hi.
- You guys made it.

Everybody's here.
- Hey.

- You got the machine?

- Yeah.
We about to--

[indistinct chatter]

- I got the selections.

Can y'all come over?

Y'all, we going to do
karaoke now.

Let's have some fun.
- OK.

- OK.

- I'll come over there
for Rasheeda.

- I'm throwing this party.

I'm running late.

Kirk and I was trying
to figure out how

to, like, get this little
karaoke situation together.

I walk outside to see
what everybody's doing,

and lo and behold,
people are getting along.

Nobody's shouting.

And that brought
a sense of joy to me

because that was one
of the purposes of the trip

that I wanted to happen.

Let's just have some fun, OK?

Because you know what?

We all deserve that [bleep].

- Oh.

- ♪ I love the way
you put it down right ♪

♪ Y'all getting crazy ♪

♪ I can't see the phone right ♪

all:
♪ Because I'm a boss chick ♪

♪ I'm a, I'm a boss chick ♪

- This is the night we needed.

Everybody is having
so much fun rapping

and singing their own songs.

Just having a moment
of seeing everybody vibe,

and we're drinking,
and we got the fruit,

this is why I wanted
to come to the Bahamas.

all:
♪ Because I'm a boss chick ♪

♪ I got my own car ♪

♪ Like Lupe said,
I'm a superstar ♪

♪ Welcome to dancehall
in Jamaica ♪

♪ Batty rider, mesh marina ♪

♪ Bright gold chain ♪

- I know this is funny,
but Yandy--

Yandy ass should've know for
the patois better than this.

So I feel like
Yandy and Amy need to

definitely get to a Jamaican
patois class real quick.

[laughs]

- You know, as I look
at Scrappy sitting

by himself, having a drink,
Bambi over there, I'm like,

listen, man.

There's a lot of love
here in the Bahamas,

and I feel like
this is the time

that you should talk to Bambi.

This is the time to go over
there and try to, like,

even the grounds out
and to see what's on her mind

and see how do you
move forward from here.

- OK, so, don't kill me.

- I'm not.

- You know,
I'm just a neutral guy.

- I know.

- But I think, you know,
there's a lot

of just up and down
emotions going.

And I think--I know y'all
are divorcing each other.

- Mm-hmm.

- And I think y'all should
sit aside and have,

like, a one on one.

And I'm just being honest,
y'all are starting

to affect everybody
around y'all.

- I want him to be happy.

I want my kids to be able
to look at their dad

and be like, that's somebody
I want to be.

You know, they love him.

You know, but--and I do too.

I do.

And I've given him
a lot of grace.

Like--
- Hey.

- Hey.
- Hey.

- I just was telling him
I think they should talk.

- He did ask me to hold this
for you really quickly.

- OK.
- Your drink.

- Mm-hmm.

- Because I told him
I would hold it for you.

And he also asked if me
and you leave and go this way.

- OK.
- Come on Kirk.

- Let's go right here.
- All right.

Well, we're going
to let y'all talk.

- You got this.

- ♪ Way to the top,
it ain't no stopping ♪

- Hey, so listen,
I appreciate you.

I love you.

I feel like you're the--

you're a great mom.

Beyond what others may say,
I feel like--

that you're a good person.

I do want to tell you that I am
sorry that I hurt your heart

because I do love you.

I love you,
and everything that happened,

it was like a part of my ego
and a part of everything

that I wanted
out of a relationship

that I didn't get.

But I still should have
handled it different.

And I feel like
in the beginning,

when we first got together,
like, you had me caught up.

I was like, that is the person.

Even though
I [bleep] up in that,

I felt like you was
the person for me.

I can still say I love you,
you know what I'm saying?

I can really--
- I can say the same.

I love you. I always will.

I mean, we got three kids,
and you know, like--

I mean, this ain't--

really ain't easy for me.

And I just feel like...

you never really gave me

enough grace
for, like, everything

that I've had
to, like, go through

in this relationship
from the beginning to the end.

Like--
- But--but hold on.

- OK.

- You are not perfect--

- I'm not.

- --but you are a blessing.

What I want you to understand--
I'm going to hold your hand.

- OK.

- I ain't did this in a long
time, and it feels good.

Listen, I love you.

- I love you too.

- At the end of the day,
I gave you my heart.

I apologize.

I appreciate everything
you have done for me.

I'm never gonna undermine
your [bleep] or who you are.

You are a definite person
that changed my life.

I'm trying to just be
the best person for you.

- I'm going to just
give you a hug.

You know,
I obviously will always

have some love for Scrappy.

It's been really hard for me.

He is the father of my kids,

and I didn't want
to be divorced.

I wanted our marriage
to work out.

And at the end of the day,
I do care about him.

- Listen,
I want you to know, though,

that I really love you.

Last few months, man,
it's been so crazy hard, man.

You know what I'm saying?

Emotionally and mentally.

So at this point, man,
it just feels good

to be able to touch her
and look at her--to tell her,

like, you know, I love you.

And out of everything
that I've done on my end,

I accept that, and I'm sorry.

- Next, on the season finale

of "Love & Hip Hop:
Atlanta"...

- Yes, I love pigs.

[laughs] Big boy.

[yells]

- Spice, I feel like
you owe me an apology.

I was truly--
- Why?

And you were the one
who said what

the [bleep] you talking to.

You were supposed
to be my friend too.

- No, sit down, Grace.

- Bitch, you can't see it.

- I'm upset.

Just disappointed in myself
in that.

- Trying to do
everything to make up

with Spice, but like,

everything she has
an issue with.

And her energy lately
has been off.

- Maybe it's time
to try again,

but let me just give you
some advice.

- I'm scared.

- You know, Karlie was
confessing about

how she misses you
and she loves you.

- She had access to me 24/7,

and she was the one
who ruined that.