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- ♪ MTV ♪

- Previously on
Love & Hip-Hop Atlanta..."

- 'Cause I seen
you on the internet!

You got two twins now.

And you bought your two
twins two twin watches.

- Stop. Stop. Stop.

- This is two months ago.

- Oh, my...

- Did y'all have sex?
- Wow.

- I'm planning an escape.

Like, I'm planning to move out,
and he don't know about it.

- Oh.

- Ma, we-- I'm leaving,
and I'm gonna get a divorce.

- Oh, my.

- What's up, C?

- Are you still
with Renni Rucci?

- I had, like, a weird
situation with her.

It had to do with Vaness.

And ever since then,
it's just been,

like, a weird space for us.

- I want you and Erica
to have a conversation.

- Erica, I don't know
what's going on with that.

Like, it's just awkward.

- Everything I had you wanted,
all the way down to my fiancé.

So what?
- Excuse me?

- Since I sat down you have
said [bleep] you know.

- You need some therapy.

- You keep making assumptions.

- You need a cup of wine,
because you're in denial.

[funky music]

- ♪ This is the life ♪

- ♪ It's the life
that I'm living ♪

- ♪ This is the life ♪

- ♪ It's the life
that I chose ♪

- ♪ This is the life ♪

♪ It's the life
that I'm living ♪

- ♪ This is the life ♪

- ♪ It's the life
that I chose ♪

- ♪ Make my way to the top,
and there ain't no stoppin' ♪

- ♪ Ain't no-- ain't no
shame and style on 'em ♪

♪ Hey ♪

♪ You know that I'm
gonna shine on it ♪

- I'm gonna go to Miami--

- OK.

- --and support Spice--
- Very nice.

- --while she gets
her key to the--

- I'm so proud of her.
- I am, too.

- That's so lit.
Yes.

- It is.

So I'm gonna go do that, get
me a little woosah moment.

- Yes, you need it.

- For real.

- Spice, can I have this?

- What the [bleep]?

Girl!

- This my type of [bleep].

- You supposed to be
over here helping me.

I'm still sick.

Do not-- put that
right over there.

I'm only wearing blue
for the entire year.

- Oh, so you don't want this?

- [laughs]

- ♪ Mirror, mirror,
on the wall ♪

- You gonna come with Mommy
to work?

- Mommy, Mama.

- ♪ All the mirrors
down the hall ♪

♪ Who's the flyest
of them all? ♪

- Will you get pictures of us?

♪ ♪

Give me a kiss.

Give me a kiss.

[upbeat music]

♪ ♪

- ♪ Feet up on the highway ♪

♪ Zoom, zoom,
keep it my pace ♪

♪ Boom, bang in my own lane ♪

♪ Get on up out of my face ♪

- This is my first annual
Ghetto Girl Eats food tasting.

I'm so excited.

Ghetto Girl Eats is my
all-purpose seasoning

passed down from
generations in my family.

I also came out
with an amazing cookbook,

some real Atlanta
native recipes.

And it's so special to me,
because this is the legacy

that my grandmother
passed down from her mother

and her mother.

[upbeat music]

- Whoo!

♪ ♪

- Y'all know I cry
about everything.

I am so grateful.

I never thought a little
girl from the hood

from the west side of
Atlanta would have an impact.

- We love you!

[cheers and applause]

- I know y'all
gonna love the food.

Let's get the party started.

- Let's get this
thing turned up, girl!

Yes!

- Giving my speech
made me so emotional,

because I'm just
thinking about who I am

and where I came from.

So to see all of
these beautiful people

show up for me today
and really just go hard

for me is such a blessing.

I just still feel
like I'm dreaming.

- ♪ Who's got flava? ♪

- ♪ I do, I do ♪

- ♪ Who's got flava? ♪

I need another seasoning.

And give me those--
another salmon.

Where's the lamb chops?

I'll make the plates.

Y'all serve.

I'll make the plates.

Give that to somebody.

- Thank you, Sierra.

- Thank you.

- That was so sweet of you.

- Where y'all plates?

- She came and took them.

She took them.

- OK, y'all got
y'all plates, OK.

- Somebody said
that Eric S. is outside.

- What?

- Eric S. is outside.

He just [bleep] pulled up.

- If you look,
this [bleep] is sold out.

It's still people outside.

Now,
despite our differences,

I still go to the Ghetto
Girls Eat event

to support her,
to show I still love her.

I want to be mature about this.

So I'm Eric Whitehead.

I'm Sierra's husband.

I'm actually one of the
co-founders of Ghetto Girl

Eats, and I actually helped
her conceptualize this idea

and bring it to fruition.

- Uh, why are you on
my red carpet, Eric?

- Why are you crying?

- Why are you on my red carpet?

- Why are you, like,
you crying?

- Because it's been a lot.

- That's a nice bracelet.
- You're here.

- Yeah, I came, because
at the end of the day--

- You always--
every time you see me,

you always clocking what
I got, and it's this nice.

I'm like, what's up with that?
Like I don't--

- Listen.

- --I don't want
you to be here.

Why are you here?

- I came, because I
helped you start this.

Let's be real.
- I've been cooking

since I was 12 years old.
So what did you help me start?

You didn't help me
start a mother[bleep] thing.

- But you never started a
business till you got with me.

When I told you I wanted
to start Ghetto Girl Eats,

you said, "That's so ghetto."
- The name.

I said we need a name to propel
it higher, a better name.

- We need-- Eric.
- And everybody else

is still saying the same thing.
- This is my business.

He want to make
everything about him.

He can't even let me
have this one moment

that I worked so hard for.

What did you start?

What idea did you think of?

I've been cooking.

I can do this [bleep]
with my eyes closed.

So to say that you
actually helped me

start it is a bit of a reach.

Like, have several seats, Eric.

Please, and thank you.

Enjoy your life.

- So I didn't help
you do any of this?

- Get--can you get
off of the carpet?

- Don't do me
like that, Sierra.

This is a nice event.

- This is a Sierra
Glam Shot production.

- So I didn't have nothing
to do with your business?

- Straight-up production.
No, you did not.

- So I don't have nothing
to do with the seasoning?

- No, you didn't.
This is all me.

And, security,
do not let him in.

- Keep that same energy.

- Do not let him in.

[upbeat music]

♪ ♪

- I'm in Miami for what is
called a historical moment.

Over the years, I've always
represented my country

everywhere me go, and I've
done a lot of cultural exchange

in Miami.

I have my Grace Hamilton
Women Empowerment

Foundation to enrich
women through education

and entrepreneurship.

Last year,
I was able to give back

5 million Jamaican
dollars, you know,

to kids that want to
go back to school.

And I just recently
received the letter

from the vice mayor in Miami
telling me that I'm not just

getting the keys to the city.

I'm getting
the keys to the "region."

♪ ♪

Safaree!

My daddy appears.

- The queen of
dancehall is here.

- Wagwan?

And you're in blue,
my color at that.

- Yeah, that's how
the king set, man.

- Me like it.

Safaree is, like,
one of my biggest fan.

For me,
me can call him my bestie.

I feel like he have
a lot of respect for me

as a-- you know,
a Black woman coming out

of Jamaica struggling
through poverty

and making it big in the U.S.

- Let me make sure I treat
you like the lady you are.

Have a seat, please.
- OK.

I see you're a gentleman
sometimes when you want to be.

That's cute.
- Come on.

You know I'm
a gentleman all the time.

- [laughs] So you really
move come to Miami?

- I didn't know a level of
happiness like this existed.

- Really?

- Like, it's like the
closest thing to Jamaica.

- I wonder why.

- What you mean?

It feels like Jamaica.

- Is that the only reason
you're here in Miami?

- I'm saying, boom low.

45, hour flight
and we back home.

- Talk to me like you, Safaree.
What you mean?

Of course,
I'm seeing this rumor

with Amara La Negra,
the kids, and he giving

these kids expensive watches.

And then Erica making
comments, saying he's

not doing child support.

And I'm a woman first.

Right is right,
and wrong is wrong.

So at the end of the
day, I'm gonna check him

and ask him what's going on.

- Everybody see a gift, the
two Rolex, to Amara kids.

- Honestly, the thing
with me and Amara,

I'm not gonna lie to you.

- Mm-hmm.

- A lot of things in my
life are never planned.

Me buying the watches
for Amara's kids,

I didn't think it was
gonna be such a big deal.

We building,
and it's a kind gesture.

It would be different
if we like-- you know,

I was still married and
living a secret double life.

But I'm single and free
to do whatever I want.

- How are things
with you and Erica?

- So right now,
she's pretty much using

the kids as-- as a weapon.

She's using them as
like-- as, like, a bait.

You know, and--
- Oh, really?

- It's not right.

Like, I'm not going
on the internet

and telling people, "Oh, she
won't let me see my kids

and blah, blah, blah."

But that's what she's doing.

But another thing,
too, people don't know,

we're sleeping together.

We're still having sex.

- What?
- We're, like--

- Wait, wait, wait.
- Look--

- What is a while ago?

- Once we see each
other physically,

you know, it's rumping shop.

- So you and her are
still sleeping together?

- Not anymore, but we
were about a month ago.

She not telling people
that part, though.

- Well, how-- when did things
go left for you to move on?

- All right, so then boom.

She went to Mexico.

I had the kids with me.

And then somebody called
me and was like,

"Yo, I see your baby mother
out here.

She out here with some dude."

Yeah.

- A lie you tell--

- Yeah, on my kids.
On my kids.

- You lie.

- On my kids.

I remember in, like, January,
February, me and Erica,

when we started being around
each other again and just

enjoying each other, the
situation with her going

to Mexico and, you know,
I know people think I'm some

stone-cold Steve Austin heart
cold not caring individual,

but that definitely--

that stung.

- She left the kids
with you and go

to Mexico with her next man?

- Exactly, right?

- Do you want to get
back with your wife?

- There's-- right now,
not a chance in hell.

- So you're with Amara?

- Yo, me and Amara,
we're building,

and we are enjoying
each other's company.

- You know, anything
between me and Erica

is none of Amara's business.

I don't need to
tell Amara anything.

And yeah, we're together.

But you know,
I'm not tied to anything.

We rocking.

We're seeing what
happens, and that's it.

- When everything go public,
everybody see a gift,

the two Rolex to Amara kids.

Say you never
gave that to Magee

or you never gave that to--

- She don't know what
I've done for them.

I'm not-- I'm not her.

- You're not--
you're down for the--

- Exactly.

She video-- she wants
that public acception.

I don't have to go
and go on the internet

and say, "Look at me."

- "Oh, I bought
this for my kids."

- "Look at me being a father."
- Well, that's true.

- "Oh, my kids have this."
You know what I'm saying?

- Right.

- Like, she uses
these kids as a pawn.

Like, you're trying to
gain sympathy and put

a message at the same
time where you're

throwing shade towards me.

Crying and making
everything seem like,

"Oh, I don't get
child support."

- So you are paying--
paying child support?

- Of course.

- What kind of
proof you have that

you have paid child support?

Show me.

I want to believe you.

As a single mother, that don't
sit right with me, you know?

So me can tell me friends
say, "Listen, Safaree,

you need to pay
your child support."

My son are 14, and the father
never give me nothing yet.

- So boom, right?

- Oh, wait.
- You see?

- What?

- Coming up on
"Love & Hip-Hop Atlanta..."

- Maybe I do need
to go to therapy.

Maybe that's why like--

- There's nothing
wrong with that.

- I need to finally, like,
address, like, losing her.

- I'll see you in court.

- You're not about to have
me out here looking stupid

in the clubs and in
the cars with bitches

and think you about
to keep running.

No.

- I am not [bleep] that man.

If I was [bleep] that man--

- No!

She said she pissed on him.

- ♪ Make my way to the top,
and there ain't no stoppin' ♪

- ♪ Make my way to the top,
and there ain't no stoppin' ♪

[funky music]

- Listen, Safaree, you need
to pay your child support.

My son are 14, and the father
never give me nothing yet.

- So boom, right?

- Oh, wait.
- You see?

- All of the money that
you are sending to her?

- Child support.
Boom, 2023.

You seeing all of that.

- What?

When Safaree pull up
that receipt, baby,

I'm seeing all the months.

The receipts is there.

He's definitely
paying child support.

Me, I pick up for
Erica all this time,

and I cuss Safaree
every single day.

I mean, at the end of
the day, me and Erica

shared a very good friendship.

But at this point,
I don't know what to think.

- Am I supposed to
go screenshotting

and post it on the Instagram?

"Look, I pay child support.
I pay child support."

No.

When I text, "Am I able to
pick up my kids on Monday?"

"You really need help.

You bounce from
woman to woman."

What does that have to do
with me picking up the kids?

Now you're talking about
all-- that has nothing

to do with me and the kids.

You're freaking here.

- Who's that girl?

- That's some other [bleep].
But listen to what I'm saying.

- [laughs]
- We're talking--

- She probably wants
to be back with you.

- This is the type of
games that she's dealing

with that I'm talking about.

My child support
started May of 2022.

- Then why she tell people,
say you're

not on the child support?

- Because she wants the pity.

And it's like, that
[bleep] is so phony, but...

- That's crazy.

- Yeah, but is she
gonna tell people

we was still having sex?

Nobody talking about
that part, right?

- That part.

- All on my kitchen counter,
all in her bathroom,

all in her bed, all in her--

- Too much information.

- --every secret
room in her house.

- Too much information.

Like, what the hell?
- [laughs]

- Whoa.

You just never know.

Like, I used to tell you I
liked you, and you just--

- Safaree!

Let me get up.
- See?

And you would just do that.
- Safaree!

- That's all you would do.

- Safaree!

You know damn well
I would never.

I'm glad me sit
down and I talked

to you so you can show me,
because me

never feel good about it.

I was looking at you
sideways believing.

So you never didn't
take care of your kids?

Erica has told me so much
when it comes to, like,

their relationship,
and now that I'm

seeing proof for
myself and, you know,

realizing that Erica has
been lying all this time.

She's still having
sex with him.

He is paying his child support.

So why go on the internet
and say all these things?

It hurts me, because we also
have to protect our Black men,

especially when they're
doing right by these kids.

Me have to get ready
for the gala soon.

So I'm getting the keys.

Not to the city, to the region.

- That's wicked.

- So it's a very big thing.

Can you at least just exist
in the room with Erica

if she comes to the gala?

Do that for me.

[funky music]

- [gasps]
- It's, like, wet.

♪ ♪

- This is so peaceful.

- About as much as peace
as I can get around here.

- OK.

Like, I hear it in your voice.

- Everything is just
hitting me at one time.

The altercation with
me and Erica Banks

has definitely been
on my mind a lot.

I just didn't realize
I was in a place

where somebody could push
my buttons that much.

- Girl, you need to speak
to somebody, like, mental.

- Mm.

- Yeah.

- You keep making assumptions.

You're in denial.
- You keep making assumptions.

- You need a cup of wine,
because you're in denial.

- That's a cup of wine.

After I had time
to think about things,

I realized that grief,
grieving, figuring out

how to work through emotions,
or even running from emotions

has a lot to do with how
I responded to Erica.

And I love Karlie to death.

When my mom was in the
hospital before she passed,

Karlie called and checked
on me nearly every day.

So like, I feel really
comfortable talking

to her about
how I feel mentally

and emotionally about
everything that's going on.

- So you told me
a little bit about what

happened with Erica.

But how did it get to the point
where, like, it got physical?

- She said--
- Insults.

- --you need therapy.

You're delusional.

I don't even remember
the last thing she said.

I just-- from the therapy
comment, I was checked out.

Like, I threw my drink.

- So that's how it started?

- Yeah, and I was
standing up over--

- Over her?
- Yeah.

It ain't her.

It ain't an argument with
her, an argument with Amy,

an argument with anybody.

Like, it's really,
like, other [bleep]

that I need to address.

Adjusting, like,
trying to figure

this out without my mom.

- I get that she had a
lot on her shoulders,

but everything just
started coming out.

It's so important to check
on your strong friends,

because mental
health is serious,

and you never know how
your friends are doing.

- Maybe I do need
to go to therapy.

Maybe that's why like--

- There's nothing
wrong with that.

I mean, people who lose
someone in their life,

you need to talk to somebody.

Just to let it out,
just to cry and let it out.

- That's all I've been doing.

That's all I've been doing.

'Cause, like, I do feel like
I need to talk to somebody.

I need to finally,
like, address,

like, that,
altogether losing her,

how different everything is.

I haven't had a weak moment,
because I

feel like I can't be weak.

I feel like I can't
be vulnerable.

I feel like I can't show
any type of, like, crack,

because if I do,
everybody else will.

- And it's like
nobody checks on you.

- My mom was my whole support
system, my whole family's

support system.

- Yeah.

- Oh.

- I like that.

- Thank you.

[bleep]. [bleep].
[bleep]. [bleep].

[sobbing]

I guess now I see
how much, like,

she really mean to all of us.

- I really know how much
I appreciate my mama now.

- Yeah.

The minute she took
her last breath,

I felt like I was like
a 15-year-old girl again.

I didn't know what to do.

It's really showing me, like,
you have to take

the time
to work on the problems

and address things.

And if you keep
running from them,

it's gonna make
everything else worse.

It's almost finna be two
years since I lost my mom,

and I think I'm just
now acknowledging it.

My kids are just
now acting like they

notice she isn't here.

Mother's Day, I didn't
even get out of the bed.

She not here again.

Oh, she not coming back.

So I got to acknowledge
the problem first.

- Yeah.

- Like, and I think
that's where I am.

I think I'm now
just understanding,

like, you're not OK.

You can't run from things.

You can't mask things
with money or a career.

You got to actually sit
down and, like, face it.

- It's OK to be vulnerable.

It's OK.
- I hate that [bleep].

- I know, but it's
OK to be vulnerable.

It's OK to open up.

If you can do
something about it,

why not do something about it?

- Coming up on
Love & Hip-Hop Atlanta..."

- You know I filed for divorce.

Come on, let's be real.

You running from the service.

- Yeah, I am.

- He still be [bleep] Erica?
- Really?

- Did he tell you that?
- Yes.

You know how Erica
be saying, "oh,

he's not paying child support"?

That's not true.
- What?

- ♪ Make my way to the top,
and there ain't no stoppin' ♪

- ♪ Make my way to the top,
and there ain't no stoppin' ♪

[upbeat hip-hop music]

♪ ♪

- Yes.

What's up?

Give me some moves.

- I'm so happy you came.

- Hey, I made it.

- Shekinah!

I'm always getting
glammed up for all kind

of different occasion, but
now I'm getting glammed up

to get the keys to the region.

And I'm just so humbled
and grateful

just to be able to celebrate
it with friends

and people that love me.

- I can't even believe it.

I'm so excited.

How you feeling, for real?

- Oh, I feel nervous.

I don't write no speech.

- You don't need one.

Let me tell you,
you have so much

that you can talk about, baby.

- I know.

- Just let it come,
let it flow,

let the Lord-- just let it go.

- Miami has played a major role
in my upbringing and career,

because that's, like,
the second place that I

came when I went to America.

And I'm happy to be receiving
such an honor from somewhere

that I love.
- Oh, wow.

- Girl.

- That's a whole lot.
- What's up?

What's up? What's up?

- Ah!

I'm so happy you came.

- Damn, she ain't
hug me like that.

- Me and Flo-Rida,
we've been friends

for a long time,
and he's always,

you know, looking out for me.

So it's only right
that he stopped by

to check up on me real quick.

We're very close, you know?

That's like my brother.

Oh, let me introduce you to the
girls, Rasheeda and Shekinah.

- Hey, how are you?
- This is Flo.

- Nice to meet you.
- You as well.

- Hey.

- Shekinah.
- How you doing?

Nice to meet you, sir.

- Nice to meet you.

- That's my messy-ass
friend from Atlanta.

- I'm not messy.
- Ooh.

- I'm a real one.
- Whatever.

That's Shekinah.

- Are y'all coming to the gala?

- Oh, man, I got a show, so
I won't be able to make it.

So I just came to show my love.

- Aw, that was nice.

- [laughs] That's a good
one, go with the flow.

- How far is it?

- OK.

We have a song together,
and I'm so excited.

It's called "Energy."

And it's a dope, dope song.

- I see the energy.

Is you [bleep] this [bleep]?

What is you and
this [bleep] doing?

[laughs] I think they'll
be cute together.

Mm-hmm.

What you wearing in it?

- No, I did the video already.

- Oh, what you had on?

- I'm done with you, Kinah.

- Excuse me, sir.
What did she have on, sir?

- What the [bleep] is
wrong with you, Shekinah?

- She had it on?
- She had it on.

- She was throwing
that ass in a circle?

- Shekinah, let me just tell
you something real quick.

I don't have a lot
of body count, OK?

It's safe to say I have
not [bleep] the nation.

So you need to stop and
behave your little self.

But yeah,
I don't want to hold you.

Kill your show tonight.

I'm sorry you couldn't be here.

Oh, yeah.

Be safe.

Love ya.

- All right, bye.

- That [bleep]
I just seen on you.

It was that energy, baby.

That energy was giving
out something else.

Long story short is--

You know, I met for lunch,
because he moved to Miami.

So I'm like, let me go catch
up with him real quick.

- Mm-hmm.

- So you know how
Erica be saying,

"Oh, he's not paying
child support?"

That's not true.

Safaree pull up his
phone and show me

all the Zelle transactions
where my send to Erica.

- He tried to tell me that.

I didn't believe him.

- He said after the divorce,
he still be [bleep] Erica,

even up to a month ago.

- Did he tell you that?
- Really?

- Yes.

Every time him ask
to see the kids,

she don't want him
to see the kids.

I read all the
messages for myself.

So now she can't
tell me nothing,

because me see the message.

But then she went to-- was
it Belize or somewhere?

Someplace with a
different [bleep].

- What?

- I don't know who
and what to believe,

but all I say is,
you know, their [bleep]

is all over the place.

I mean, it is really ugly.

And to be honest
with you, I think

Erica and Safaree's
relationship

has grown very toxic.

- Listen.

- OK, we got to get ready.

- Erica is gonna be there, and
Safaree is coming to the gala.

So both of them gonna be
there, but I asked Safaree,

please, to keep it real cute.

So now I'm asking you,
Shekinah, to do the same.

- No, no, you ain't
gonna tell me.

- Oh, Lord.
- It's a gala.

- She done invited these folks,
these-- two people who just

receiving [bleep] last month.

- No.

- You are messy as [bleep]!

- Yeah, but you [bleep].

- I invited you.
- OK.

- No, I ain't--

I ain't [bleep] nobody.

I'm not [bleep] nobody.

- Ooh, [indistinct].

[laughter]

- Bitch, I'm gone.

[laughter]

- ♪ I got a bad feeling ♪

♪ About you ♪

♪ I've got a ♪

♪ Mmm-mmm-mmm ♪

♪ ♪

- Oh, god.

Every since my
Ghetto Girl event,

me and Eric haven't
really been speaking.

And I'm at the
point where I just

want this whole
divorce-marriage thing

to be over.

So I'm saying that I want
to meet him at the park

so that we can
"talk about" our marriage.

But at this point, I got to do
what I have to do for myself.

Hey.

- What's up?

Why we meeting at a park?

- What's up?

- Oh, I can get a hug now?

- Mm-hmm.
- You smell good.

- Thank you.
You do, too.

- Thank you.
- Sit down.

Let's talk.
- Sit next to you?

- Yeah.
Wow.

That's good.
- How you been?

You look nice.
- Thank you.

I've been working out.
You said I was fat.

So I had to get back in shape.
You got me fat.

- What else I said?

- You said a lot of [bleep].

I didn't even expect
Sierra to kick me out

of the Ghetto Girls Eat event.

But as mad as I am,
I still am willing to fight

for my marriage.

I still want to see if
we can work these things

out and be on one accord.

I don't know how to feel.

It's just whatever.

You talked a lot of
[bleep] when we were together.

I just learned to just
brush it under the rug

and let it be what it is.

- But I never was
intimate with nobody.

You were.
- How do I know that?

You left.

- Yeah, I left because you were
being mean to me all the time.

- You don't know how
to be led or to submit

to a man in a relationship.

- Or did you just want to boss
me around and rule everything?

- Mm-mm.

- Because you're
very controlling.

Honestly, I think Eric
needs a little do-girl.

He always talking about,
I'm not listening.

I'm not following him, and
I don't know how to be led.

It's like, I'm not
about to submit to you

when you out here [bleep]
everything walking.

You don't have a
relationship with my kids.

You calling me out
of my name,

and you doing
all this crazy [bleep].

Like, no,
that's not how it works.

- I love you, and I never
tried to control you.

It's so much [bleep] with you
that you don't acknowledge.

Look at this [bleep]
with Safaree.

You got Safaree
[bleep] telling you

that he want to be with you.

And you friends with Erica,
and you can't even say that?

- And I told my friend.

Don't do that,
because as soon as that boy

call me with that [bleep]-ass
[bleep], I called my husband.

This is typical [bleep] Eric.

You know that whole situation
with Safaree really [bleep]

with my mental.

Why would you even
bring that up right now?

You just want
to hit below the belt,

because it makes
yourself look good.

Let's cut to the chase.

You-- I filed for divorce.

You know I've
filed for divorce.

They been to several different
locations looking for you.

- I bet they have.

I've switched my addresses.

I got to be moving around.

- Come on, let's be real.

You [bleep] running
from the service.

- Yeah, I am.

She's trying to find me to
serve me these divorce papers,

but I still love her.

It ain't that easy to just
get over someone and just

push the feelings aside.

I still see the
potential in us together.

All I want to do is get
things right back on track.

You can't be mad
at me for doing that.

- Why the [bleep] I got a
[bleep] hound yo' ass down

just for you to sign
the papers when you out

here [bleep] bitches
and doing what

the [bleep] you want to do?

- You keep saying this [bleep],
but you been [bleep] cheating.

Let's not forget I
went through your phone

and seen all the [bleep]
you was talking to.

- Eric, I have literally
been in three relationships

my whole life.

- I don't know how many
relationships you been in.

- I was married for
[bleep] almost 10 years.

- Excuse me. I don't mean to
interrupt your thing.

Eric Whitehead, right?
- Nah, who's asking?

Who's asking?
- You've been served, brother.

- What's this?
- Talk to your lady.

- What the [bleep] is this?
What's this?

- The [bleep] that
you been trying to--

- See, you playing.
Nah, you-- nah.

- I ain't playing [bleep].

- See, I don't like
[bleep] like that, man.

- No, no, no.

And you better go
to your court date.

And you better have
your [bleep] lawyer

and [bleep] ready.
Yep, that's right.

Yo' ass done got served.

Now yo' ass want to run.

You supposed to run
before the server

come, not after, dumbass.

- Well, we not.

- Well, we not.

Well, we not.

- Yeah, well, we not.
[bleep] it.

We're not.

- Damn, you gonna set
me up just like that

and then have it on
camera to embarrass me?

What are you trying to do?

It just shows the type
of woman that you are.

- I'll see you in court.

And stop [bleep] running
from your problems.

- I did exactly
what I needed to do.

You not about to have
me out here looking

stupid in the clubs
and in the cars with cars

with my name on it
with bitches and think

you about to keep running.
No.

Well, he can try
to take my money.

Let's go,
'cause we about to fight,

'cause, bitch,
I got the best lawyer

in mother[bleep] Atlanta.

Let's go.

He's so mad.
He's so mad.

Ooh, he is mad.

He is furious.

♪ ♪

Oh, god.

My life.

- Coming up on
Love & Hip-Hop Atlanta..."

- I just want to make
sure y'all are all right.

I try to be all right,
but it's hard.

- That man not
making you look good.

- This [bleep] doesn't pay.

You know he was trying
to get with Sierra right

before he got--
- What?

- ♪ Make my way to the top,
and there ain't no stoppin' ♪

- ♪ Make my way to the top,
and there ain't no stoppin' ♪

[upbeat music]

♪ ♪

- Hey.

How are y'all doing?
- Good, and you?

- All right.
How are you?

- Good.
- Y'all looking to play today?

- Mm-hmm.
- All right.

- Here's your vest,
guns, and masks.

If you need me to adjust
your mask for you,

I can help you with doing that.

- So I'm excited,
because my kids are here.

So we're gonna go paintballing,
because we love to get active.

Like, we like to have real fun.

This is the only type of
bonding me and my kids know.

Also, paintballing
is definitely, like,

one of those things, like,
the break room where you can

just let all your [bleep] out.

So maybe that's what
I need right now.

[bleep]. We're shooting.

- Do y'all want
to do two versus one

or just free for all?

- Free for all.

- All right.
Y'all ready?

- Yeah.

- Game starts in 3, 2, 1, pump.

- [laughs]

- Oh!

Stop!

- Ahh! Augh!

- Uh-uh, I'm done.

- Ma.

Dang.

- Oh, my bad.

- I said I was out.

- So listen, me and my
kids are very competitive.

I'm gonna win.

A kid or not, I'm gonna win.

- Mama cheated.

- I cheated?
- Yes.

- Whoa.

- You hit me in the head,
and then I said I was out.

And then I started
walking, and then you kept

on shooting me in my face.

- I couldn't hear.

You mad at me?

- No.

- It's nothing that I enjoy
more than spending quality

time with my kids, laughing
with them, talking to them,

being around them.

They give me the energy
that I need to keep going.

You can start being
in the studio now.

Didn't you say you
want to do a song?

- We could set the session up.

I could be on your song?

Or you gotta be
on the song by yourself?

- [laughs]
How y'all feeling, though?

What's going on?

Every-- like, y'all all right?

- Yeah.
- Yeah.

- Since Nana been
gone and everything,

like, how are y'all feeling
with the way things are now?

- Good.

- Y'all don't really
talk about her a lot.

I just want to make
sure y'all all right.

[gentle music]

♪ ♪

I try to be all right,
but it's hard.

♪ ♪

So if I feel how I feel, I know
y'all still, like, go through

y'all emotions and stuff.

But I think y'all be trying
to be so strong for me

that y'all don't, like,
talk about how y'all feel

or what y'all going through.

Y'all should be able to talk
about it, especially to me.

After my conversation
with Karlie,

I definitely, like,
had to sit for a second

and think about I'm not
the only person that's

going through losing somebody.

I definitely want
my kids to talk

more about their feelings.

I don't want them
to bottle it up

and-- and start
feeling like I am,

not addressing their emotions
to where it causes outbursts.

Come up here.

♪ ♪

I think the only
way we're gonna,

you know, all try to
figure everything out

in a healthy way is if we
start talking about how we feel

instead of, like, doing what
we all do and going in our room

and shutting the door.

And it's OK to not be OK, too.

I would love to see
for me and my kids

to have the same type of
relationship and communication

that my mom and I had.

My mom was my backbone.

It wasn't anything that I
couldn't talk to my mom about,

and it's nothing that my kids
can't come talk to me about.

I don't care what it is.

I love y'all.
Just know that.

- Are you ready to
get back to this game?

- Yeah.

- All right.
I ain't playing.

- Yeah, you are.
- You tapping out?

- I'm not playing.

- Coming up on
Love & Hip-Hop Atlanta..."

- The keys to the region.

[cheers and applause]

- This is a very,
very big thing,

and I'm extremely grateful.

- ♪ Make my way to the top,
and there ain't no stoppin' ♪

- ♪ Make my way to the top,
and there ain't no stoppin' ♪

[upbeat music]

- ♪ Make it clap ♪

♪ Clap, clap ♪

♪ Make it clap ♪

- ♪ What's that? ♪

♪ Make it clap, clap ♪

♪ [indistinct]
clap clap ♪

- Y'all better
make sure I'm cute.

♪ ♪

Hi, Commissioner.
My pleasure.

Nice to meet you.

I am just honored.

You know,
the spotlight is on me.

I'm just floored.
I'm just humbled.

I'm gleeful.

I'm so grateful.

And my Grace Hamilton Woman
Empowerment Foundation,

I believe in it so much,
and I'm just

gonna keep going
and fighting for education

and entrepreneurship for women.

- Come on, Kirk!

- It's definitely an
honor to be here for Spice

and get away from the drama.

If I see Safaree and the
Dora Alagra girl, so be it.

I look great tonight.

- This is a Cinderella theme,
because it's

the fact that I'm
able to be opening up

doors for other young women.

I'm now showcasing
and showing them

that it is possible
to stay true to yourself

and achieve your dreams.

- What's up, besties?

- [laughs]

- I am excited to be here.

Spice has been through
so much,

contributed so much musically.

And just knowing that your
work has not gone unseen

and that people
really appreciate you,

I know she has to feel
amazing, and she's

extremely deserving of
everything that she's getting.

- Ladies and gentlemen,
welcome none other

than Grace "Spice" Hamilton,
me best friend.

[cheers and applause]

Ladies and gentlemen,
the queen of dancehall--

- Yes!

- --gracing us
with her presence.

- I thank you so much.

- We present to you, Spice,
the keys to the region.

[cheers and applause]

- Thank you so much.

Coming out of Jamaica
as a Black woman,

they often make it seem like
you have to reach to reach.

- Come on.

- And so standing here tonight,
it gives me great pleasure

just to realize that I'm able
to accomplish something that I

don't have to fight for.

This is a very, very big thing,
and I'm extremely grateful.

Thank you guys so much.

[cheers and applause]

- Spice's speech was amazing.

I loved the fact that she
has came from the bottom.

And seeing her get to enjoy
the fruits of her labor

is a blessing.

Spice, you know,
you're really growing.

You're doing your thing.

I'm very, very proud of you.

[upbeat music]

- [rapping indistinctly]

♪ ♪

- Oh, get it, Spice.

Let them know what that
poom-poom doing, girl.

Yes!

She deserves it all.

♪ ♪

- Coming up on
Love & Hip-Hop Atlanta..."

- My daughter is
asking for her father.

- I totally get it.

- None of y'all
understand that.

- I do.
- No the [bleep] you don't.

- ♪ Make my way to the top,
and there ain't no stoppin' ♪

- ♪ Make my way to the top,
and there ain't no stoppin' ♪

[upbeat music]

- Spice did a good job.

- No, it was beautiful.

- She got the keys
to the region.

- She deserves that [bleep].

- It's folks I know ain't
got the key to [bleep].

Why Safaree didn't show up?

- You think I know?

- I thought he loved Spice.

- Actually, he--
that was probably

good he didn't show up.

- It probably was good, bitch.

- Because you know Erica's
ass is not gonna be happy.

- Hey, y'all.
- Hey.

- Hey.

- Y'all drunk yet?

- Not yet.

- Not like I need to be.

I'm getting close.

- I'm just happy
I'm outside the house.

- So you know Safaree
was supposed to came.

I don't know what happened.
- Oh, I didn't know.

- Well, I'm glad he didn't.
- Me not know nothing.

- I mean, I'm happy he
didn't come, either.

But I'm just saying,
he 'posed to came.

- He's supposed to
come every Monday

of every week to
pick up these kids

and don't,
so I'm not surprised.

- Well, girl, I don't know
how real this is or whatever,

buddy, but that-- that man
not making you look good.

- What happened now?

- Spice went and pulled
up on Safaree today.

OK?

Allegedly,
because I didn't see it,

but he got a lot
of "textes" showing

when he pay child support.

- He just started paying,
and that's because all

this [bleep] hit the blogs,
and I'll show you right now.

I'm not surprised.

Safaree is still in denial,
and he still

wants to run this narrative
to avoid holding himself

accountable and deflecting.

When it comes
to child support,

you're supposed to pay every
first of the month,

and Safaree chooses to pay
whenever the [bleep] he feels

like it.

- Uh-huh.

- November 10th, I got
child support for October.

- Mm-hmm.

- November child support--
- Let me see.

- --I got it in January.

- Let me see.

- Child support for December,
I got it in March.

This [bleep] doesn't pay--
- On time.

- --like he say he's paying.

- Well, he paid late.

He paid.

I'm gonna give it to
Safaree on this one.

- Because you know he was
trying to get with Sierra

right before he got--
- What?

- Oh, yeah, he was trying
to get with Sierra.

- Mm.

- Literally told Sierra,
I always had a crush on you.

Finally Sierra breaks
down and calls me and says

she has to tell me the truth.

So I call him like, [bleep],

you didn't think for one second
that I would find that out?

o when I went off on him,
he hangs up, blocks me,

has not asked
to see these kids since.

Why?

Because Safaree
can't show face.

- But y'all were gonna
work it out until

you got caught going
out of town [bleep]

some man in the islands?

- No, that's not what happened.

I went on vacation.

- With a man.

- He was stalking to my--
it was a group trip.

- Yeah, and then you went out
of town with another [bleep],

and you had another man,
but you

had him at home with the kids.

- Me pissing on him [bleep]
my [bleep] is not having sex.

- Ooh.
OK, then.

- Oh, I need my drink.

- This is the things
he asked of me to do,

because he
"swore up and down"--

- You pissed on him, Erica?

- He asked me to.

- Y'all freaky-deaky out here.

[bleep] and pissing on folks.

Girl, what the [bleep]?

That [bleep]
is unsanitary, unsafe.

Y'all got fluids and all
type of [bleep] flowing.

- Congratulations.
- Hi.

- Hey.
- Thank you.

- Look, look, look.

- Oh, wow.
- My sister did that.

- I know.

- Look at you, Spice.

Congrats.
Mwah.

- I'm so happy.
- I got you. I got you.

- Yeah, I was about to say.

Kirk, you got to hold
that 'cause, child.

- I'm so glad that
you guys came.

Trust me, like--

- Thank you for having me.

- Yes.

- I needed to get
out the house.

- She add you?
- I've been working so much.

- I didn't know she add you.

You not coming between
this friendship.

You need to stay where you at.

- What the [bleep]
are you talking about?

- What is you talking about?
- Because it's me and her.

- What?
- Uh-oh.

- The only person
that was trying

to come between us, which
I'm so happy was clarified--

- You want to talk about
that now when I just

got the keys to the region?

- I'm sorry, but I just wanted
to clarify that,

because that was just wrong.

I'm sorry that some
[bleep] related

the wrong message to you.

- Why are you calling
the man a [bleep]?

Don't do that
when you know damn

well that you want this man.

- Who?

- You was just with him.

- Girl, this man--

Stop playing with me, Erica.

What did I just walk into?

Now is just not the time or the
place, because I know Erica.

I know she's gonna play victim.

And I just don't want to
have that conversation there.

I want to have this one time
to have fun and be happy.

I just want to be happy.

- Listen, girl.

- Listen,
I am not [bleep] that man.

If I was [bleep] that man, that
man would be here right now.

- No, she said
she pissed on him.

She said she
didn't [bleep] him.

She pissed on him.
- Shut up.

- [bleep].
- And he [bleep].

- She said he [bleep] on her.

She just told us that.

- No, not with my award.
- How do you piss on him?

- Erica.
- How you pissed on him?

Did you piss like this?
- We'll have the conversation.

- Did you piss like this?

- We can talk.

I will see you guys in Atlanta.

Thank you for coming.
- Yes!

We love you, Spicey pooh.

- We love you.

- All right,
so let's clear the air.

- We can't clear
the air right now.

- I have not been sexually
active with my baby

daddy for quite some time.

- Erica.

- I swear.

- Erica.

- I even have text
messages that I

can show you right now of
this man begging for me back.

- Show me.
- "I love you.

"I'm not giving up on us.

I will give anything on Earth
to be holding you right now."

Every time I move
on or he knows

I'm doing something great--

- Yeah, that's--
- --he [bleep] with me.

- You got to--

- Yo, him trying to start
beef between me and Spice.

- That's [bleep] up.

- Then you're trying
to [bleep] Sierra,

one of my closest friends.

- Mm-hmm.

- That's so [bleep] low.

- Now Erica is
pulling out receipts.

I don't believe not one
of these mother[bleep].

Is you still [bleep] him?

Or you ain't?

What in the [bleep] going on?

- I still have these kids.

When these cameras go off--

- You got kids.

- --my daughter is
asking for her father!

- Yeah, for her father.

Yeah, I totally get it.

- None of y'all
understand that!

- I do.

- No, the [bleep]
you don't, 'cause you

make everything a game.

- I just want to laugh.

- I'm not doing this
anymore this year.

- I get it.
- I'm not.

- All right,
so now things are left.

And you know they're left.

Do you know why they're left?

Because you can see
that vein popping

out of Erica's forehead.

This is too much, and I feel
like, you know, for real,

for real, like, it's just
certain things that shouldn't

happen in some places.

- But this--

- I am trying my best to
be as cordial as possible,

but I'm still Erica Mena.

If you hurt me,
I'm going to hurt you back.

[dramatic music]

♪ ♪

- Next time on
"Love & Hip-Hop Atlanta..."

- Ooh, and you look
good-good, girl.

- Thank you.

- Mmm.
- Mmm.

- What it taste like?
- Oh, my God.

Like you.

- Ohh.

- My single release
party coming up.

And I want you to be my date.

That's our second date.

- How are you gonna
explain that to Amy?

- When I was lying
in the hospital bed,

Safaree sent me a voice note,
and he was like,

"Spice, are you OK?"

And Erica's like, "Why are
you crying for that bitch?"

Me know that she hate me.

Me know she not like me.

- She didn't care
about me when I

went back home to
Scrap at the time

when we were trying
to figure out.

Bambi was [bleep].

- He's married now.

- Right, to the bitch that
he cheated on with with me.

- I feel like you're acting
like you're the first woman

to be divorced and you're
the first woman that's left

with two children to fend for.

I've been doing
it for 14 years.

Welcome to the club.

- Girl, I've been
doing it for 16.

- What do you mean?

- Your son don't like you.

My son loves me.

- How do you know about my son?

- You said I know a lot, right?

♪ ♪