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- ♪ MTV ♪

- Previously on
""Love and Hip Hop: Atlanta.""

- You ready?

- Yes, I'm excited.
I cannot wait.

all: We love you, Spice!

- The most
important relationship

that I've ever been in--

- Was it with Nick Cannon?

- I had a miscarriage.

And then I ended up
finding out that

he had another woman pregnant.

- I slid a little
kiss in there.

It was a slick--it was--

- You liked it?

- I can't say I liked
it or disliked it--

- You liked it.

- We lay up.
- You seen this [bleep] before?

- How you going to be
kissing on other [bleep]

when you're trying
to pursue me?

I ain't even impressed me
about you too.

Like y'all always
be like flirting.

And she was like,
he be at my house.

We take naps together.

- Nah, you know, I--
- I--I--I--

- I know that he said that
Diamond he is supposed

to be pregnant from Scrappy.

- You gotta know when
you're wrong, though, bro.

- I'm not wrong about my kids.
- Let's go outside.

- You got to relax, though.

- What am I doing here
as a man, bro?

[funky music]

- ♪ This is the life ♪

- ♪ It's the life
that I'm living ♪

- ♪ This is the life ♪

- ♪ It's the life
that I chose ♪

- ♪ This is the life ♪

♪ It's the life
that I'm living ♪

- ♪ This is the life ♪

- ♪ It's the life
that I chose ♪

- ♪ Make my way to the top,
and there ain't no stoppin' ♪

- You gotta calm
the [bleep] down.

- I'm calm.

Look, we never did
nothing by ourselves.

It's always us.
- Bro.

- It's always us.

- I was telling her--
- The dam is broken, bro.

Put it on the Bible you
wasn't [bleep] Diamond.

- I'll put it on the Bible.

I'll put it on the [bleep]
Bible, that [bleep] right now.

Pregnant rumors--
like, I'm done with it.

Sierra, all y'all.

You can go east, west,
north, south.

But you got to stay
the [bleep] out my business.

This ain't even my [bleep].
I ain't got to argue with her.

- [bleep].
I ain't my [bleep].

- Not--not--
- Choose your words.

Don't touch me, bro.
I got no respect for you.

- Don't touch me. I ain't got
no respect for you, [bleep].

- No respect for you.

Who the [bleep]
are you talking to?

We not going to
get down like that.

Nah, bet. Kimmy said I'm a
[bleep] at the end of the day.

You're not a [bleep].
You're a woman.

- I'm a woman.
You called me a [bleep] though.

- At the end of the day,
I was--my mistake.

It was my mistake.
- You called me a [bleep].

And I'm a rich one.

Don't forget to put rich
in front of [bleep].

- I'm a rich [bleep].
I believe that. I'm solid.

I don't give a [bleep].

I'm [bleep] none of that
could you tell [bleep].

- Go on, now.

- You put your hand on me.
Don't put your hand on me.

- Look at him.
- Look at her.

Look at her.

I can do the same
thing that women do.

Look at her.
- Look at him.

- Look at her.
Look at her.

- This [bleep] really
want to fight me.

- I don't want to fight you.
I ain't getting invol--

- Who do that?

- Sierra, mind your business.

I mean, these ladies
don't understand

what Scrappy going through.

The man is trying to
get his life in order.

So you think he want
to hear y'all approach him

and tell him what he ain't
doing for his kids

or what he ain't doing
to his home?

Bruh, these women--

if they don't--they don't form
the code against you, bro,

you understand what I'm saying?

Like, it's like, you got
to figure out a way, bro,

to get through to them,
bro, without--

- Like, for real.
He really did the most.

[tense hip-hop beat]

♪ ♪

- ♪ Drinks in the limo ♪

♪ What you gonna
do about that? ♪

♪ Go and dance
with the ladies ♪

♪ The stars in the
night about to blow ♪

♪ On the big dance floor
out back ♪

- All right. You ready?
- Mm-hmm.

♪ ♪

- I feel like I look dumb.
That's not how it goes.

- No, you don't.
You just keep dancing.

Don't--you know
what I'm saying?

Just--just focus.

- We're not going to say
anything about the product?

- No, we just keep dancing.
They don't care.

- [chuckles]
- They just want to dance.

- Is that what the
TikTok world is about?

- Yeah.
- What happened to like--

- Oh, we could try that too.
We could try that too.

I don't know
any old-school dancers.

That was like 1960
or something.

- 1960?
- Yeah.

- 1990.
What you talking about?

- Didn't you like,
walk with Martin Luther King?

[loud smack]
Ow! Yo!

- One thing
that's important to me

is making money in my sleep.

So you got to make sure
your dance moves are right.

You got to make sure
those curls are popping,

little Mendeecees.

And you got to make sure
there is Yelle product visible.

You want to go to college,
right?

- Oh, whoa.
Whoa. Whoa.

- What's up, boo?
- What's up?

- Why you come in here
like that, with that face?

- Nah, I'm just chilling, man.
- What's wrong with you?

- Why you look like that?
- 'Cause, 'cause.

No, know after I did
that interview today,

that Shannon Sharpe interview,

they took the one thing
I said about my mom,

they just took it
the wrong way.

It's all over the place.

And my mom called me,
of course,

upset, pissed off,
and asked me why can I--

how can I say
something like that.

- What did you say?

- Shannon Sharpe had
asked me about my life

as a drug dealer.

I told about when I put my mom
up for collateral.

When you meet someone
before they can do a deal,

they want to know
where your peoples live.

Because they wanna feel like

you're not going to, like,
run off

and you're going
to do good business.

And at the time, the closest
thing to me was my mom.

What I said in that
interview was how

I messed up thinking I was.

And I mention it
because I was trying

to make a point as the
growth to how I think now

and how messed up things
that we do in our environment

to get ahead.

But it seemed like
it just hurt her.

- So--so let me just
ask you a question.

So overall, you feel like
the interview was horrible?

- I don't feel like
it was horrible.

I just felt that I
wish I could take back

what I said, mentioning her.

Other than that, it--
that's the truth.

What am I going to do?

- You know, the last
time my husband decided

to get up on his own
and talk about his life,

his mother was so upset.

[dramatic music]

- At a young age,
my mom wasn't always there.

It kind of left me
and my brothers [bleep] up.

- Oh, [bleep].

- Mama, what the
[bleep] is you doing?

- So he really hates
digging deep

when it comes to that kind
of stuff.

But if he wants
to be impactful,

if he wants to be legendary,

you have to be able to live in
your truth and get through it.

- I applaud you for even--

no matter how dirty people
think your truth is,

you still told your truth,
you know?

And it's like, people who live
that life would understand.

I never lived that life,

so I don't understand
that talk, so--

- Listen, I've been through it,

so you don't have to go
through it, right?

- Exactly, yeah.
- Because my past ain't pretty.

I went to prison
for 5 1/2 years

for a drug conspiracy
and drug trafficking.

No one will ever know
what it's like

to say goodbye to your wife
and kids.

[shakily] I'm going to call you
as much as possible.

[somber music]

[sobs softly]
I love you, all right?

[sobbing softly]

That was one of the hardest
things I ever had to endure.

I'm not going to say
and say I live with regrets,

but I also will say,
you know,

my past made me who I am today.

It's hard to be vulnerable
because,

you know,
people don't understand.

I felt like I did the best with
the opportunities that I had.

But I'm trying
to tell the young men

that still thinking that way,
that is another way.

- I could only imagine what's
being said on these blogs.

But I know what's here.
He knows what's here.

And those are the
things that you're

going to have to, you know,
live off of.

You can't be walking around
like your world is over.

- I'm even upset that
it came out, you know,

because my last thing I want
to do is keep hurting her.

- Right.

- It's just like
we was in a good place.

- Mm-hmm.

- And it felt like this put
us back in a horrible place.

And it's hard for us.

We already have
a challenging relationship.

I got to figure this out.

You know,
I got to go to New York,

try to make this
right with her.

If I can make it
right with her,

I can figure me out later.

- Yeah.

- I think any time I tell
a story from back in the days,

I'm going to hurt my mom

because sometimes
the truth is not pretty.

And I accepted it.

I don't believe
she accepted it.

- I love you, man.
- I love you, too.

- Coming up on
"Love and Hip Hop: Atlanta."

- Safaree, he was like
being a little flirtatious.

- There was like
indirect flirtation.

- So you didn't flirt back?

- You know, I know you
grew up in an environment

that kids out there
was hustling.

But I also want to know
that I do put my part in.

I mean--
- Ain't nobody--

Mom, nobody not saying that.

Why you--you don't
have to be defensive.

- ♪ On my way to the top,
and it ain't no stopping ♪

- ♪ On my way to the top
and it ain't no stopping ♪

- ♪ If you're ever lost,
I'll find you ♪

♪ I'll find you ♪

♪ Be there in the dark
to light you and guide you ♪

[dramatic music]

- I just returned from my
performance in Cayman Island.

I feel like I'm back
in a spice mode.

But I'm not 100% confident,
like,

in my health and where I am.

So I'm now going
back to the doctors

to get my stent removed.

Getting the stent removed is
like one of my biggest hurdles

to go back to my old self.

I always just remind myself

that you're going
to be all right,

just to lighten the energy

that's going in my head
and through my mind.

- ♪ This feeling's
weighing me down ♪

♪ But I'm still
wearing my crown ♪

- This procedure is a lot.

But can somebody
go under anesthesia

so much time, though?

That must
mess with you somehow.

I don't think nobody
can understand the anxiety

that is coming over me.

Six months ago,
I was laying in the hospital

thinking that
I was going to die,

so I'm very traumatized
when it comes down to

any surgery procedure.

I just don't know
how healthy I am.

- ♪ This feeling's
weighing me down ♪

[tense music]

The doctor just told me that
they couldn't remove the stent

because I have another hernia.

Knowing what I went through
with my first hernia,

to now find out that
I have another hernia,

it's hard to process

knowing that I really could die
any minute.

- I have no idea I'm going
to handle a new procedure

to do a new surgery again
for another hernia,

a procedure to
remove my gallbladder,

the procedure knowing
I have to remove the stent.

It's so many complications

and so many things
that's happening in my life.

I'm just praying to God that he
will take this case

because I really
can't manage no more.

♪ ♪

[somber hip-hop beat]

♪ ♪

[upbeat music]

♪ ♪

- ♪ You could
be the greatest ♪

♪ You could be the greatest,
yeah ♪

♪ And you could be amazing ♪

♪ You could be amazing, yeah ♪

♪ ♪

♪ You can always
right your wrongs ♪

♪ You can always be
the one to fight on ♪

all: Hi.

- Hi, girl!
- [giggles] Hi.

- What's up?

- So I haven't
seen the ladies in a while.

And I wanted to reconnect.

And I thought, what better way
than to go to a yoga retreat

and have everyone
kind of just release?

- This is Amy, Jessica.
- I'm a hugger.

- Me too.
- You're so beautiful.

- So after hitting it off
with Erica Mena in Texas

for South by Southwest...

- Chug it.
- Warmer.

It's warmer here.
- And I'll chug it.

- She invites me to this spot

with all the ladies
to have this kumbaya.

And I'm so excited.

I feel like it's definitely
what we need right now.

- It's a way that
I feel like you release

what doing things
that naturally

feel well for the female body.

Yoga releases you
without having

to overly work yourself.

It's more gentle.

- This is right on time
for me because I need it.

- I need it too.
- I need it.

- Hi.
- Oh, sure.

Mrs. Body, herself.
- Good to see you.

- Girl.
- Hi!

- Being in Atlanta, and
hearing so many positive things

about the woman
with me going through

all of my health issues,

I just feel like I need
to connect myself with them.

- How are you doing?
- Hi.

- I'm Amy.

- Hi, Amy.
- Nice to meet you.

Nice to meet you.
- We are in the grass. Yeah.

- That's what I said.
- Hi.

- This beautiful lady
is going to lead us.

And she's going to do
a sound bath for us.

[bell resonating]

[quirky suspenseful music]

♪ ♪

[bell resonating]

♪ ♪

- After all that crazy [bleep]
with Scrap,

I need this yoga day.

But I'm walking
in and I'm like,

what the [bleep] is going on?

It's giving [bleep]
Illuminati--

like, do I be feeling
a little weird and awkward?

Yeah. But you know, I'm going
to just let Jessica be Jessica.

I mean, what the [bleep]?

[bell resonating]

[chuckling]
- [indistinct]

- Welcome.
- Oh, hey.

- Hi.
- I'm sorry.

- We was doing a--
we was taking a sound bath.

- Oh, [bleep].

[bell resonating]

[resonation intensifying]

- You know, I love Jessica.

But this hippie
dong-bong sound...

♪ Dong ♪

♪ Ding ♪

It's not me.

We--didn't have this
type of stuff in Harlem.

[bell resonating]

- You guys enjoy your spa day.

- Thank you.
- No problem.

- What's next?
- I'm bearing drinks, ladies.

Here you guys go.
- Oh, thank you.

all: Cheers.
- What y'all got two?

- Baby, 'cause it's a lie.
- We Geminis.

We got two personalities.
- It's two personalities here.

- I got it.

I'm the person who's going
through a divorce right now.

- Hi.
I made it.

all: Hi.
- Hey!

- It took me an airplane
to get to this business.

- I love it.
I know, right?

- Hey, ladies.
- Bam, what's been going on?

- Girl, everything.

She broke the internet.
- No.

[dramatic music]

♪ ♪

- This [bleep] was just
going in on Bam so bad.

And I just clicked.
He was like, she be lying.

I be doing this,
I be doing that.

And the only thing
I seen was just red.

No lie.
- He's just like his mom.

Like, the emotional incest
in that family

is absolutely disgusting.

At the end of the day,
this family just loves drama.

Like,
what mother wants their son

to be out here looking crazy

like her son is looking
right now?

- We're going to have Rasheeda
and Yandy go first.

And go and relax, ladies.
Have a good time.

- The spa experience,
your spa experience.

- Enjoy.
- Enjoy.

- Enjoy.

[upbeat music]

- Girl, you walked in on a lot.

- I see. God.
Dog, I'm like, jeez.

What is going on?
Ooh.

- You know what I see in a
group of strong women like us?

Like, do y'all
feel sometimes like

our requirements are too high?

- Hell, no.
It's not high enough.

- It's not high enough.
Yeah.

- No, because we haven't
set the standard high enough.

- I'm a prime example
of what you get

when you don't
keep your standards

where they're supposed to be.
- Me, too.

- You know,
Jasmine had her gender reveal.

And--
- She's pregnant?

- Yeah, she's pregnant.
She's having a girl.

- Yay, Grandma Carly.

- Your baby's father
was doing some bull[bleep].

- What was your
interaction with him?

Because you were there with him
before we got there.

- I met him at
the gender reveal.

And I kept saying
I know your wife.

- And so Rennie felt
like he was like being

a little flirtatious.

- I need a woman with like,
your personality

and your understanding.

- [chuckles]
I'll be your friend.

I'll hold space.
- Wow. Thank you.

- There was like
indirect flirtation,

but it wasn't
anything that I gave.

So I just kind of--
- So you didn't flirt back?

- No.

- Coming up on
"Love and Hip Hop: Atlanta."

- I really just
want to move on.

I'm fragile.
And that [bleep] hurts me.

- No, you owe her an apology.
- No. No.

She owe me an apology
for being in my business

and walking up on me.
- Okay.

Y'all both need to
hash [bleep] out.

- ♪ On my way to the top,
and it ain't no stopping ♪

- ♪ On my way to the top,
and it ain't no stopping ♪

[dramatic music]

- What was your
interaction with him?

Because you were there with
him before we got there.

And so Rennie felt
like, he was like,

being a little flirtatious.

- There was like,
indirect flirtation.

But it wasn't
anything that I gave.

So I just kind of--

- So you didn't flirt back?
- No, I would never.

♪ ♪

I said I know your wife
because I wanted him to know.

- I'm going to give Jessica
the benefit of the doubt.

But at the same time,
it's like,

loyalty nowadays is just--
it's not really a thing.

And I've learned that
the hard way many times.

- Rennie was like,
I think they're flirting.

And I'm like, oh.

- What I was being
is, you know,

just having a conversation.

He was the only person there.

- Well, Jessica is very like--
- Sensual.

You just have that energy.
- Yeah. You just very--

- I wasn't touching
him or anything.

Because you see how strong
that man's hands are.

- So do I have strong hands?

- I'm that way with women.
- Oh, okay.

- I'm that way with women.

You're not a--
you're not a man.

- Yeah. No, no, no. It's fine.
But I just know--

- So you don't think you
were flirting a little bit?

- No.
- [laughs]

- My love language
is physical touch

and words of affirmation.

And everybody says, oh, well
Jessica is really flirtatious.

But look, if I'm going
to flirt with someone,

it sure as hell
wouldn't be Safaree.

- Girl, me and Mendeecees been
going through it a little bit.

- What?

I know y'all ain't--
what's going on with y'all?

- I mean, he did this interview
with Shannon Sharpe.

And it was an amazing
interview where he just

opened up about everything.
And my husband, you know--

- Yeah. Oh, he can't--no.
- He don't open up.

- No, he doesn't.

- He talked about
how he had to give

his mother's address up
for collateral when he was

moving weight for somebody.
- Mm.

- Every time he puts himself
out there

to talk about his past
or talk about things

that he's been through,
he gets...

- Right, exactly.
- Bombarded with so much hate.

And I personally feel
like he needs an outlet

or he needs something.
- Yeah.

- And I don't know
what that outlet is.

I'm trying to be
a supportive wife

and really strengthen
my husband at this time

and be his backbone.

But it just feels like
he is letting the weight

of the world tear him down.

And I don't know how to
get him out of this funk.

Judy and Mendeecees
still have not spoken

because of the interview.

And now every little thing
seems to stress him out.

It's like, he'll have
these things built up

he's holding on to, and then
he'll have an explosion.

And then it's on me to
take care of everything

and be this stand-up mom
and a stand-up wife

and a stand-up woman.

- Him and Kirk are like
going through the same motion.

With the bistro
that's going on with us,

you know, it's always
easier for men to be like--

and I'm going to throw Scrappy
in the equation too--

that's the reason why he always

trying to throw stones
at Bambi...

- Yeah, yeah, yeah.

- And point the finger.
You know what?

They all on some other [bleep].
- Exactly.

- I know I wasn't
flirting with Safaree.

And I'm also still
healing from my ex.

And we spoke about--
we spoke about Nick.

Safaree also pushed me into
telling him who my ex was.

I don't hardly ever talk about
it because I have anxiety.

I'm dealing with anxiety.
I'm dealing with major [bleep].

And this is something that,

when you're dealing
with a powerful man,

and I had my own power--

- You should still
speak your truth, brother.

He's powerful in that.
- No, no, no.

You have to understand this
from my perspective.

It's not about him.

It's not about anything
besides just what I'm feeling

and in this moment in my life.

I have always
kept things really

under the belt between us.

And I've always been
very politically correct

while going through
a [bleep] load of trauma

behind the scenes.

I feel completely
misunderstood.

And to be honest with you,

it's bringing up a bunch
of bull[bleep].

But nobody knows
what's going on.

I really just want to move on.

I'm fragile.
And that [bleep] hurts me.

[shakily] He does a good job
at making sure

that he says nothing and it
looks like I'm the one

that's fixating on something

that I haven't been able
to release.

And I haven't had
public freedom.

And I don't think I ever will.

But I'm trying my hardest
in my natural life

to heal privately.

- It's okay.

- And I feel like
that's very genuine.

- When you're
in love with a man

and you're on that
roller-coaster that he has on,

it's not easy.

I'm still going through it,
you know?

- Hi, ladies.

We have oxygen and stretch
ready for you guys.

- All you ladies
can go and pick whatever

spa treatment you want.
- Thank you.

[upbeat music]

♪ ♪

- Give me a second,
give me a second.

- Fell out already.
- I mean, oh, God.

See, it come with
a happy ending, child.

- Mm.

- [laughs]

- So Amy, how Atlanta
been treating you?

- Girl, so far so good,
besides these sorry men.

I'm coming out of a almost
six-year relationship.

I just felt like
I was carrying a heavier load.

I'm a traditional girl.
I'm all for 50/50.

Like, at this point,
I don't want 50/50 no more.

- I want 90/10.
- I want 90/10.

But let me tell you,
I'd take 75/25.

- Yeah.

- Him 75, me 25.
- 25.

- I think there's
never a real balance.

Some days it's 90/10.
Some days it's 50/50.

There's always a variation
in the relationship

with who's going through what.

So walking into
a relationship saying,

I'm going to need 90/10,
it's unrealistic.

- Right.

- It's unrealistic.
- Yeah.

- And that's not
a relationship.

- That's not a relationship.
- That's a situationship.

Like, he's there to
get you situated.

- Yeah.

- Yandy, what you know
about a situationship?

[laughs]
You need a situationship.

- I do.
[laughter]

- I do, too.
- I need a situationship.

- Lavender is good for calming.

- Definitely been
a lot calmer lately.

I'm just exhausted.
- You're working so much, babe.

- I'm working so much.

And then I just
finished "Stepmother."

And then I have the surgery
coming up, as well.

- What surgery?

- I have fibroids that I have
to get taken care of

once and for all.
- Oh, my God.

I have fibroids too.

I was just in the hospital
because they erupted.

That's where my--my
stomach is all swollen.

Like, I have to go in--
in the next couple of weeks

to get mine removed as well.
- Really?

- This has been crippling.

- I would have never
thought she was

going through fibroid thing.

It wasn't until I was told
I had fibroids that now,

all of a sudden,
I'm hearing so much about it.

Us as women, like, we don't
realize the amount of stuff

we can relate to each other on.

- So with the fibroids,
it, like,

sends a chemical like,

disruption to my whole entire
body every single month.

And it wouldn't normally
be this painful,

but after my last miscarriage
last year...

- Uh-huh.

- It kind of offset my cycle
to being bad again.

- Mm-hmm.
- Mm, wow.

- So I have to do something
or I'm going to [bleep]

just remove everything
and go on about my business

and never have children.
- Oh, no, you can't do that.

- No, don't do that.

You want to still give
yourself the opportunity.

- I don't feel like myself.
I'm not myself.

I'm sick and I'm tired.

I just want to
physically feel better.

And my body can't deal with
what it has been dealing with.

My surgery cannot
come fast enough.

- I'm in my soft
feminine woman era.

- You do that.
- Yay!

- I love this.
- Let's go.

So Jess, I needed this.

And I'm happy that you're
enjoying yourself in Atlanta.

And be mindful that
your sexiness out here

can come across as flirting.
- Oh, my God, Erica.

- Oh, baby don't you
worry about that, honey.

- If anything,
I'll flirt with you.

[laughter]

[dramatic music]

- ♪ Swerving through
the city where I'm from ♪

♪ Putting on because
they're saying get low ♪

♪ Yeah, a lot of grind
with the struggle ♪

♪ keep your mind on your focus
and your vibe on high, dog ♪

♪ What goes around
do come around ♪

♪ ♪

- Oh, what's up, mom?
- What's up, baby?

- What's good?

How you doing?
- I'm okay.

- All right. Have a seat.
- Thank you.

- I'm in New York to apologize
to my mom because,

you know, we don't have
the best relationship, right?

But I do love my mom dearly.

My mother don't want to hear
the past because it probably

remind her of some
of the hard times

that she had in her life.

But I have to make sure that
she understand that, you know,

I never intended to hurt her.

- What's going on?
How are you feeling?

- I'm good.

Yeah, I came to New York
to talk to you.

You know, what's been
going on with the internet

and the craziness
and the madness

that you're receiving
with something I said.

- Well, I was kind of hurt
when I heard it.

And I know that you didn't
intentionally want to hurt me.

But just to hear it
and--and was shocked.

It really hurt me to hear that
you had to put up your mother.

- When you say put up
your mother, right,

we're talking over
20-something years ago.

All I wanted was a chance
of pushing my family forward.

- You know, I know you
grew up in an environment

that kids out there
was hustling,

had cars, and had this,
had that.

I looked out the window
when I had four kids

and I wanted to be out there
with those things as well.

I wanted to have the best
for my kids.

I wanted to have
the best of things.

- It's never was about me.

How many people I helped in--
in our family?

How many people I helped?

It was to benefit us,
not just me, us.

Us.

You know, I was a hustler.

Not a robber, not a thief,
not a killer.

You know, I had to hustle
for everything that I got

because I want to see,

you know,
my mom have a better life.

Do you have any one else other
than me that you can call on

and that's going to make
sure that you good?

- No, I call you.
- Okay, that's it.

That's it.
That's all you ask.

- I also want to know
that I do put my part in.

I mean, I--

- Ain't nobody--Ma, nobody--
I'm not saying that.

Why you--you don't
have to be defensive.

- Just the past, the way
things come across out here--

- Stop worrying about the past.
I mean, the past is the past.

My mom shut me down
for telling my truth.

I think, you know,
she doesn't want

to relive that time in her life

and she just want to move
forward and focus on that.

But if we don't talk about it,
then we don't heal

and understanding why things
are the way they are now.

- I feel like my son got me.

- I always got you.
You knew that.

This not nothing
you didn't know.

I got you.

- Coming up on
"Love and Hip Hop: Atlanta."

- I'm happy, I'm--
- Stop bull[bleep] me around.

What's wrong?
- I'm not well.

I feel like I'm
going to die early.

- He wasn't just in your face.

You was--y'all both was
in each other's face.

- But he's a man.

- And listen, I'm not
your knight in shining armor.

- ♪ On my way to the top,
and it ain't no stopping ♪

- ♪ On my way to the top,
and it ain't no stopping ♪

[dramatic music]

♪ ♪

- Yo, yo, yo.
Testing, one, two, three.

I need the men on one side,
the women on one side.

And if you don't know what
you is, stand in the middle.

I'm here at my
"Appreciate Me" video shoot.

This is my first
video shoot of 2023,

so I'm super excited about it.

And I hope everything go well.

Holy [bleep], ladies
and gentlemen, the beautiful,

the gorgeous...
- Oh, my God.

- The talented,
make some noise Erica Banks,

ladies and gentlemen.
- So crazy. Oh, my God.

You are crazy.
- Man, you look good.

Let me feel you.
- Oh, God.

- Oh, my God.
You feel so good.

- Why are you so warm
like that?

I mean, everybody want to know
what me and Khaotic doing.

You know,
it ain't nothing crazy.

We kind of just scratching
the surface a little bit.

And you know,
he getting to know me.

- ♪ I wanna buy you a watch ♪

♪ Cause I don't want
to waste your time ♪

- Mm.

- ♪ Hey, hey ♪

♪ You look good, good girl ♪

♪ Girl ♪

- Come on, Erica.
Your turn.

Turn it up! Hey!
[all cheering]

♪ ♪

- Get your--
- Let's go.

- Okay.
All right.

All right.

Put me down, boy.
[giggles]

Put me down.
Khaotic!

- Me walking up and seeing
Khaotic hugging Erica Banks

up in the air like they are
[bleep] in a porn video,

I do believe she
may be busting it wide open.

I see what's going on, sis.

But I'm going to
let this play out.

We're definitely not sharing,

so I'm going to let you
have that for now.

- Oh!
Oh!

- Hey.
Hey.

Hey, where's the microphone?
- [laughing]

- Hello, ladies and gents.

We got the beautiful,
gorgeous superstar

from Detroit, Amy Luciano!

[cheers and applause]

And she here to learn to dance.

So we got to teach
her to dance.

Erica done got to dance.
We got to teach--

- You said I was
the main video girl.

And I wasn't going to
be out here too long.

- Oh, let me tell
y'all something.

You are the main video girl.
- Okay.

- Just as well as you
are the main video girl.

- So Khaotic calls me
a week before the video

and he assured me I will
be the only girl in the video.

I'm not going to lie.

I'm sitting here
looking at him like,

you definitely bamboozled me
to come.

- Let's go. Buy you a watch.
- For real, look.

I'm going to buy you a watch.

- ♪ 'Cause I don't
waste your time ♪

Look at the time.

Hold on, let me show
you what you do.

Come on.
Show her what to do.

Come on.
- Move, boy.

Ooh.
[laughter]

- So Khaotic asked me to
be in his video shoot.

And I just want to show up
and be petty,

'cause it's like,
you let me go through

all that [bleep] other day,

let this man jump
all in my face.

So while you're saying
that you appreciate women,

you don't appreciate women
at all.

Because if you are a real man,

you would have jumped in
between me and Scrap

and broke that
whole situation up.

I'm trying to see
what I'm supposed to be

doing in the video shoot.

Hey, Erica.
- Hey.

- Hey, Amy.

I didn't even know
y'all was going to be here.

- Yeah.
- Khaotic!

all: Hey!

- See, [bleep], this is not
giving princess treatment.

- Okay, so come on. Let's sit
down and talk about it.

- Khaotic,
please get your life.

- I don't really not coming
here just for your friends.

- No, there's no way
to embarrass.

Come on, let's go.
- It is.

- I invited Sierra to come
and feel appreciated.

And she's feeling the opposite.

Like, why are you come in here
to [bleep] up the vibe?

What I do to you?

- Let's get to the real point.

- Okay, let's get to the point.
So the point with you--

Scrappy came for you--

- Disrespected me--
- Yeah, no.

- Called me a [bleep].
- No, I understand that.

- Jumped in my face
and pushed me.

[overlapping chatter]
- Look at him.

- First of all--

- And you stood
right beside me.

- First--first of all--

- As a man, that says that
you want to feel appreci--

all this [bleep]?
I didn't feel appreciated.

- Can I?
Can I talk?

- I got between them several
times to try to stop Scrappy

and to try to stop her.

- Look at him.
- Look at her.

Look at her.

- This [bleep] really
want to fight me.

- I don't want to fight you.

I ain't did nothing
about fight you.

- Who do that?

- And I'm not finna risk
my life or my freedom

over somebody that don't
want to listen to me.

So here's my response.

Like I said, several times
I asked Scrappy,

bro, chill.
Several times.

It was even one time I was
standing in between you and him

to get each other out
of each other face.

He wasn't just in your face.

You was in--y'all both
was in each other's face.

- But he's a man--
- And he was dead wrong.

- And so another
man should have been

able to put hands
on him and tell him

to get the [bleep] out of--

- Listen, I'm not your knight
in shining armor.

[dramatic music]

- Coming up on
"Love and Hip Hop: Atlanta."

- That's like saying pull
a lion off of a wildebeest.

It was a lot of people there.
Why is it all about Khaotic?

- I'm not doing good.
I have another hernia.

- Are you serious?

- It's bigger than
the first time.

- ♪ On my way to the top,
and it ain't no stopping ♪

- ♪ On my way to the top,
and it ain't no stopping ♪

[dramatic music]

- Y'all both was
in each other face.

- But he's a man.
- And he was dead wrong.

- And so another
man should have been

able to put hands
on him and tell

him to get the [bleep] out--

- Listen, I'm not your
knight in shining armor.

♪ ♪

- Khaotic just sat here
and said

"I'm not your knight
in shining armor."

Basically,
what he was saying is,

"Because I'm not [bleep] you,

then it's not my place
to take up for you."

- This is between
Scrappy and Bambi.

- Oh, wow. Oh, wow.
- I didn't see him push you.

I told Sierra,
"Hey, Sierra, stop.

Hey, Scrappy, stop."
Nobody listened to me.

So what do you want me to do?

You were not minding
your business.

You is arguing
with somebody else

about his life with his wife
and his children.

Sometimes you have
to sit to the side

and allow your friend, Bambi,

to take care of her business
with her man.

- What about
calling me a [bleep]

and saying I'm a [bleep]?
How did you feel about that?

- I didn't hear him
say you a [bleep].

- Oh, wow.
- I don't know what I heard.

- We all look beautiful
and I don't got time for this.

I just wanted to tell you
how I felt you were wrong.

And I see you got a lot of
mains, so it's nothing for me,

you know what I'm saying?
- Yeah.

- So enjoy. Have a good day.
- But I ain't.

I think probably
how she's feeling

is like, just as a woman,

she probably
wanted somebody to stop it.

- It was several men
that was there

that could have stopped that.

So I don't know
why y'all coming at me.

- All I'm saying from
a female perspective

is probably to de-escalate
and pull him off.

- That's like saying pull
a lion off of a wildebeest.

It was a lot of people there.
Why is it all about Khaotic?

Y'all must be attracted to me
or something.

- Okay.
- Probably being attracted.

- No, we're not.

- No, y'all are
doing that to me.

- And we're so not
attracted that, Erica,

I ain't even being funny.

This is your video.
Bye, girl. Have fun.

- All right.

Khaotic plays too many games.

He air [bleep] his girl
right in front of me.

And I'm not worried about
this "princess treatment"

and appreciate me fake [bleep]
he's giving me.

And I'm out the video.

- All right,
we going to cue the music.

- We tired.

- There you go.
[laughter]

- Energy, man.
There you go.

all:
♪ You look good, good girl ♪

♪ I want to feel appreciated ♪
[laughter]

- Yeah!
[laughter]

- What's up, man?
- Hey.

- What's up, my brother?
- Man, I'm cooling.

Man, I see you
doing your thing.

- Listen,
I need to talk to you.

You need to come over here.

No, you need
to come talk to me now.

Let's go.
- What's going on, though?

- No.

- Man, so I pull up
to Khaotic video shoot.

And it's just for real,
for real, to support homie.

And all of a sudden,

he snapped me to the side
already.

Like, I'm like,

"What the hell Khaotic gotta
tell me, like, this fast?

I just got here."

- Bro, you don't know
what just went down, bro.

- What went down?

- Sierra just pulled up
in the big boys truck,

bounced out,
and gave me the business, bro.

- All right, listen, man--
- I'm talking about--

no, no, no,
she gave me the business, bro.

She said, "Oh, you 'posed
to be giving

"women princess treatment.

"You 'posed
to be protecting women.

"But you left me for dead.

You let Scrappy call me
a [bleep]."

- I didn't even call her
no bitch.

- You let Scrappy--no, I--can
I--let me tell you, man.

I let you push her.

- When did I push her?

- Go head over there [bleep].

- I didn't stop you.

I did not stop you.
- Stop me from what?

She's trying
to act like a victim,

like somebody was trying
to hurt her.

I ain't did nothing to Sierra
but defend myself

when she put her hand
in my face, put her hand on me.

You speaking crazy to me,
I'ma speak crazy to you.

If I gotta move him out
of my way to get out my face,

I would do that, too,
you know what I'm saying?

Show me respect,
I show you respect.

- You as a--first of all,
you a big [bleep].

- I'm not a big [bleep].
- You is big.

Come on, man, we be
in the gym together, [bleep].

You be pumping
that [bleep] now.

We could do like this.

And they saying
you come just this right here,

look like, "Oh, he--he act
like he about to hit me."

- First of all, girl--
- And you know you not.

So Scrappy denies
everything that happened.

"I didn't do this.
I didn't do that.

I didn't do that."

But bro, you were wrong.

- It was Scrap say.

Scrap say you--you get
the same energy you put out.

So you come
to somebody's face screaming,

a motherfucker
gon' scream back.

I feel like Sierra
in the wrong.

She came to start [bleep]
with me

and to be in my business.

So hell, yeah,
I'ma stand up like a king,

you know what I'm saying,
and tell him

to get the [bleep] on.

As long as I ain't putting

no paws on no women, man,

that's--that's--I feel
like I'm good to defend myself.

- They ain't got nothing
to do with my life, cuz,

and you trying to tell--
you cussing me up, man.

- But Scrap, you [bleep]--
you owe the apology.

- No. No.
She owe me an apology

for being in my business
and walking up on me.

- Okay, y'all both need
to hash [bleep] out.

Can you talk to her
without matching her energy?

'Cause that what
we gotta do, Scrap.

We the men,
We gotta accept

the "You know what?
I'm sorry, Sierra.

- Coming up on
"Love and Hip Hop: Atlanta"...

- What's wrong with you?

Wait, what's wrong
with your face?

[gasps]

- ♪ My way to the top,
it ain't no stopping ♪

- ♪ My way to the top,
and it ain't no stopping ♪

- ♪ Let's go ♪

♪ That's money
that we makin' ♪

♪ Makin' makin' makin' ♪

♪ We don't get respect,
we take it ♪

♪ Take it take it ♪

♪ Screaming
oh, my God, we made it ♪

♪ Yeah, I think we made it ♪

♪ ♪

- Oh, hey.
- Well, hello there.

You are the cutest server
I've ever seen.

- Thank you!

Can you put this on the table
in the back, please?

- What are you doing?

- Hey, mama.
- Looking cute.

- You know, just working.

How are you feeling?
- I'm good.

How are you?

- You know, some days,
I'm the waiter.

Some days,
I'm on kitchen patrol.

- Tell me about it.
- Making crepes.

Other days,
I'm sweeping floors.

- What?
- Girl, you know--

- Have you had the days where
the toilet is clogged up

and you need
to stick your hand in?

- Girl, I had that day.

That's the one day
I don't want to ever have.

Not with a--
- Hey!

You look so darling!
- Hi!

- Which way do I go?

- To the middle.

- Hi, honeybuns.

- So I haven't seen Yandy
or Rasheeda for a long while.

And to be honest, I've
been going through a lot.

And I just need some girls

to kind of cheer me up
a little bit,

catch up with them real quick.

What's up with you guys?

- We went to a event
a couple of days before.

And it was a PR event.

I went to the bar
for five seconds.

I turned around,
and I saw Erica Mena,

who was on top of the thing
right here,

screaming at Scrappy,
going crazy on him.

- Erica?
- So--yes, baby.

All I heard from the bar was,
"Don't mention my kids!"

And I saw Momma Dee
jump from her on inside.

Sierra was telling me
that Momma Dee told her

Scrappy got Diamond pregnant.

- [gasps] What?

- No, we don't know
how true it is.

- No.
- No.

- Of course it is.

Diamond is pregnant?
- I don't know.

No.
I don't know.

I don't know.
That's not from my mouth.

That's from Momma Dee's mouth.
- Right.

So...

- Don't do that.

- No, but seriously,
how you been, Spice?

- No, I'm grateful.

I'm happy.
I'm...

- Stop [bleep] around.
What's wrong?

- It's all over your face.
- Mm-hmm.

- I'm not well.

I'm not doing good.

[sighs] I have another hernia.

- Are you serious?

- It's bigger
than the first time.

- How are you keep
getting these hernias?

- I think this one is caused

because they opened my chest up

and they didn't sew me back.

So now I'm left
with a big hole in my stomach.

- Oh, my God.

It's always something.
- Jesus, Spice.

- I feel
like I'm gonna die early.

- Don't say that.
- Please.

- Don't say that.

- I hate to hear that
Spice has another hernia.

She has to think
optimistically.

She will get through this.

You cannot talk like that.

- Please don't say that.
Give me some love.

- It's just the truth.
- Don't say that, Spice.

You can't say that.

- It's the truth.
It's how I feel.

- You can't say
that kind of stuff.

You're not.
- All this stuff

that you don't come through,
that we don't come through--

- I don't know, sometimes--
- Spice.

- I feel like--
[phone chimes]

Look at God.

- The baby daddy?
- Shut up.

- No.

My daughter called me.
- Oh.

- Wow.

- Let me just answer
her real quick and just say hi

'cause, you know,
they're in Jamaica, so...

I was just answering you
to tell you

that I'ma call you right back.

I'm actually here
with aunties, but I want--

[gasps]

What's wrong with you?

Wait, what's wrong
with your face?

What's wrong?
Let me see.

Let me see.

I'm getting a flight.
I'm coming--

what's wrong with your eyes?

Are you--are you having
any difficulty breathing?

- I feel like me
gonna pass out.

I gotta go, guys.

I'm so sorry.
- Oh, my God.

- Every day is something else.

I don't know if her mouth
is about to close up

and then she'll go
can't breathe.

I'm just in panic mode
right now.

Like, I don't even
know what to do.

I'm just trying to rush
to get a flight.

Like, I don't even know
how to think.

I don't know how to react.

Like, every mother
can understand.

Only a mother can relate.

Can you please take her
to the hospital for me

or something, or the doctor?

Where's the driver?

Please.

Oh, my God.
Every day something else.

Oh, my God.

[breathes raggedly]

[dramatic music]

- Next on "Love
and Hip Hop: Atlanta"...

- If you pushed
a little more buttons,

then we can make
our grand opening date.

I need my business partner
to handle her business.

We're losing money.

- Come on, Kirk.
It takes both of us

to make this [bleep] boat rock.

- I'm just interested to know,

what are your thoughts
on Bambi as a stepmom?

- I don't care for her.
I never have.

- If ten people say
you a ho, you a ho.

If ten people say you stole
a song, you're a thief.

- Bitch gonna sit in my face

and cut me no slide
and say all this extra [bleep].

- You don't write songs.
You a slide.

I write them all, [bleep].

- This is not going the way
I wanted it to go.