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You believe everything? 8 00:00:17,104 --> 00:00:18,453 - Don't play with me! 9 00:00:18,540 --> 00:00:20,846 - My sisters, their mentality is, 10 00:00:20,933 --> 00:00:21,891 everything is about Amy, Amy, Amy. 11 00:00:21,978 --> 00:00:23,197 We got businesses. 12 00:00:23,284 --> 00:00:24,676 She's always there in your ass crack. 13 00:00:24,763 --> 00:00:26,113 - Ass crack? - Yes. 14 00:00:26,200 --> 00:00:27,505 - [laughs] 15 00:00:27,592 --> 00:00:29,899 - I don't want to be an operational manager 16 00:00:29,986 --> 00:00:31,640 for Pretty Kitty any longer. 17 00:00:31,727 --> 00:00:33,381 - Wait, what? 18 00:00:33,468 --> 00:00:35,774 - I have to do what I need to do for myself. 19 00:00:35,861 --> 00:00:37,341 - There's so many houses in Atlanta. 20 00:00:37,428 --> 00:00:39,082 Why you have to move across the street from me? 21 00:00:39,169 --> 00:00:40,388 - You're my sister. You're like family. 22 00:00:40,475 --> 00:00:42,042 - Karlie, no, no, no. 23 00:00:42,129 --> 00:00:43,173 - It's so many different things with Karlie. 24 00:00:43,260 --> 00:00:45,262 She's best friends with Meda now. 25 00:00:45,349 --> 00:00:46,568 My friend, Meda. - Oh, she is? 26 00:00:46,655 --> 00:00:47,830 - She's now best friends with Meda. 27 00:00:47,917 --> 00:00:49,397 - I haven't been able to speak to her. 28 00:00:49,484 --> 00:00:50,876 And I don't know what that would be like. 29 00:00:50,963 --> 00:00:52,704 - You're supposed to be my friend. 30 00:00:52,791 --> 00:00:56,360 When I needed you, you was all over Atlanta with Karlie. 31 00:00:56,447 --> 00:00:58,710 I need a genuine friend that's gonna be loyal to me 32 00:00:58,797 --> 00:01:00,103 the way I'm loyal to them. 33 00:01:00,190 --> 00:01:00,930 - How you feel about Karlie, you taking 34 00:01:01,017 --> 00:01:02,932 it out on me at this point. 35 00:01:03,019 --> 00:01:04,455 - I'm not having this conversation. 36 00:01:08,981 --> 00:01:10,200 [funky music] 37 00:01:10,287 --> 00:01:11,723 - ♪ This is the life ♪ 38 00:01:11,810 --> 00:01:12,420 - ♪ It's the life that I'm living ♪ 39 00:01:12,507 --> 00:01:13,899 - ♪ This is the life ♪ 40 00:01:13,986 --> 00:01:14,900 - ♪ It's the life that I chose ♪ 41 00:01:14,987 --> 00:01:16,293 - ♪ This is the life ♪ 42 00:01:16,380 --> 00:01:17,120 ♪ It's the life that I'm living ♪ 43 00:01:17,207 --> 00:01:18,600 - ♪ This is the life ♪ 44 00:01:18,687 --> 00:01:20,602 - ♪ It's the life that I chose ♪ 45 00:01:20,689 --> 00:01:22,299 - ♪ Make my way to the top, and there ain't no stoppin' ♪ 46 00:01:26,390 --> 00:01:28,044 - ♪ La-da-dee, la-da-da-dee ♪ 47 00:01:28,131 --> 00:01:29,437 ♪ We are bringing the house party ♪ 48 00:01:29,524 --> 00:01:31,613 ♪ La-da-dee, la-da-da-dee ♪ 49 00:01:31,700 --> 00:01:33,528 ♪ Don't believe it, then come and see ♪ 50 00:01:33,615 --> 00:01:34,964 - Troy, you already know I gotta put my city on the map. 51 00:01:35,051 --> 00:01:36,313 313, what up, though? 52 00:01:36,400 --> 00:01:37,836 - It's been going crazy, y'all. 53 00:01:37,923 --> 00:01:39,360 Project on the way. 54 00:01:39,447 --> 00:01:41,318 - A lot of bitches basically gonna be in trouble. 55 00:01:41,405 --> 00:01:43,451 So go get your ghostwriters. We out. 56 00:01:43,538 --> 00:01:45,235 - ♪ Think I'm too loud ♪ 57 00:01:45,322 --> 00:01:47,542 ♪ Then you should meet my girls with a crowd ♪ 58 00:01:47,629 --> 00:01:50,806 [upbeat music] 59 00:01:50,893 --> 00:01:52,982 ♪ ♪ 60 00:01:53,069 --> 00:01:55,289 - Namaste. 61 00:01:55,376 --> 00:01:57,204 - ♪ La-da-dee, la-da-da-dee ♪ 62 00:01:57,291 --> 00:01:58,683 ♪ We are bringing the whole party ♪ 63 00:01:58,770 --> 00:02:00,903 ♪ ♪ 64 00:02:00,990 --> 00:02:02,078 - I like it. 65 00:02:02,165 --> 00:02:03,079 - No, I don't like this. 66 00:02:03,166 --> 00:02:04,124 - But you want blue. 67 00:02:04,211 --> 00:02:05,647 I got two surprises for you. 68 00:02:05,734 --> 00:02:09,694 Two surprises, 'cause, you know, it's your comeback. 69 00:02:09,781 --> 00:02:10,739 - Right now, it the day before me leave 70 00:02:10,826 --> 00:02:12,306 out for the Cayman Islands. 71 00:02:12,393 --> 00:02:13,742 I'ma just feel a piece of pressure upon me. 72 00:02:13,829 --> 00:02:15,222 I feel like I need to bring it more 73 00:02:15,309 --> 00:02:16,440 than I ever bring it before. 74 00:02:16,527 --> 00:02:18,312 Worse, the fact that I know that my fans 75 00:02:18,399 --> 00:02:20,662 haven't seen me for the past six months. 76 00:02:20,749 --> 00:02:22,620 So everything have to be on time, period. 77 00:02:22,707 --> 00:02:23,926 Roland! 78 00:02:24,013 --> 00:02:25,145 Oh, my God. 79 00:02:25,232 --> 00:02:26,624 You're gonna be driving me crazy. 80 00:02:26,711 --> 00:02:27,886 Why you have these nice dresses? 81 00:02:27,973 --> 00:02:29,236 - All right. 82 00:02:29,323 --> 00:02:30,802 - [screams] Yes! 83 00:02:30,889 --> 00:02:32,587 - I got it! 84 00:02:32,674 --> 00:02:34,545 All right, I knew. I knew. I knew this would be the one. 85 00:02:34,632 --> 00:02:35,677 - You found it! - Mm-hmm. 86 00:02:35,764 --> 00:02:36,982 - Ah! 87 00:02:37,069 --> 00:02:38,506 - You think I'm gonna do you like that? 88 00:02:38,593 --> 00:02:40,203 You know I got yo' back. - I was getting so nervous. 89 00:02:40,290 --> 00:02:41,509 I was like-- - You know I got your back. 90 00:02:41,596 --> 00:02:42,292 - Oh, I love it! - Let me show you. 91 00:02:42,379 --> 00:02:43,946 Didn't it come out so beautiful? 92 00:02:44,033 --> 00:02:45,513 - I love it. - And we got it in time. 93 00:02:45,600 --> 00:02:47,036 - No, yeah, me like it. - You got me two days ago. 94 00:02:47,123 --> 00:02:48,733 You know you--Roland is gonna pull it off. 95 00:02:48,820 --> 00:02:50,431 - All right, all right. 96 00:02:50,518 --> 00:02:51,867 - I feel like because I'm not able to perform as much as 97 00:02:51,954 --> 00:02:53,477 I used to, people know me as the queen 98 00:02:53,564 --> 00:02:55,740 of stage jumping, on speaker box, climbing on stuff. 99 00:02:55,827 --> 00:02:57,742 It's very important for me right now 100 00:02:57,829 --> 00:03:00,876 to have a banging outfit that looks super spicy, 101 00:03:00,963 --> 00:03:02,704 to kind of keep the eyes off of me a little bit 102 00:03:02,791 --> 00:03:04,140 so that they don't even realize that I'm not 103 00:03:04,227 --> 00:03:06,011 moving as much as I used to. 104 00:03:06,098 --> 00:03:07,187 - Then we just push your little bodysuit-- 105 00:03:07,274 --> 00:03:08,449 - Oh, yeah. - Mm-hmm. 106 00:03:08,536 --> 00:03:09,624 - Mm-hmm. Dirty one! 107 00:03:09,711 --> 00:03:10,538 Dirty one! Dirty one! 108 00:03:10,625 --> 00:03:11,843 - Hey! 109 00:03:11,930 --> 00:03:13,062 - That's what I'm talking about. 110 00:03:13,149 --> 00:03:14,672 - Y'all all right? - Yes. 111 00:03:14,759 --> 00:03:16,108 How you doing, babe? It's good to see you again. 112 00:03:16,196 --> 00:03:17,849 - Hey. How you been? It's good to see you, too. 113 00:03:17,936 --> 00:03:19,242 - Oh, you look cute, friend. - It's good to see you, too. 114 00:03:19,329 --> 00:03:21,679 - I haven't seen you in so long. 115 00:03:21,766 --> 00:03:23,507 - It ain't been that long. - You look cute today. 116 00:03:23,594 --> 00:03:24,639 - You look cute, too. - I know. 117 00:03:24,726 --> 00:03:26,206 - Yes. - Oh, girl, no. 118 00:03:26,293 --> 00:03:27,511 - [laughs] 119 00:03:27,598 --> 00:03:29,296 - Not you Miss Conceited. - You know her. 120 00:03:29,383 --> 00:03:30,775 - I am so excited. 121 00:03:30,862 --> 00:03:34,039 Spice is getting ready for the Cayman Islands. 122 00:03:34,126 --> 00:03:35,606 And guess who's going, too? 123 00:03:35,693 --> 00:03:37,434 Shekinah Jones, me. 124 00:03:37,521 --> 00:03:39,958 I'm gonna ig up. Let's go, let's go, let's go. 125 00:03:40,045 --> 00:03:41,656 Get it, get it. 126 00:03:41,743 --> 00:03:42,961 So Saturday is the big day? 127 00:03:43,048 --> 00:03:44,615 - Yep. - Yeah. 128 00:03:44,702 --> 00:03:46,487 - But, girl, I have something to tell you. 129 00:03:46,574 --> 00:03:49,229 While you were at the Crying Tour, I was in Atlanta crying, 130 00:03:49,316 --> 00:03:51,579 for sure. - Oh, hell no. 131 00:03:51,666 --> 00:03:52,884 - Yes. So I went to the gender reveal. 132 00:03:52,971 --> 00:03:54,712 Then me and Meda gets into it. 133 00:03:54,799 --> 00:03:56,018 - Meda got into it with you? 134 00:03:56,105 --> 00:03:57,628 - She's talking about, oh, I know you 135 00:03:57,715 --> 00:03:59,413 and Karlie going through it, but I'm 136 00:03:59,500 --> 00:04:00,936 trying to stay out of it. 137 00:04:01,023 --> 00:04:03,330 Bitch, I need you to be in it the same way 138 00:04:03,417 --> 00:04:06,855 how I would have been in it if it was you and your shit. 139 00:04:06,942 --> 00:04:09,771 If you're my friend, you need to act like you are my friend. 140 00:04:09,858 --> 00:04:12,208 When I was sick and I needed you as my friend, 141 00:04:12,295 --> 00:04:14,254 you all over the place, every club with Karlie. 142 00:04:14,341 --> 00:04:15,646 I'm like, what the [bleep]? 143 00:04:15,733 --> 00:04:16,952 You were supposed to be there for me. 144 00:04:17,039 --> 00:04:18,475 - Hold on. Is Meda coming to Cayman? 145 00:04:18,562 --> 00:04:19,520 - I have no idea if she's coming. 146 00:04:19,607 --> 00:04:21,261 - I hope she do come. 147 00:04:21,348 --> 00:04:22,914 - Because we were arguing really bad. 148 00:04:23,001 --> 00:04:24,481 Like, I was screaming at the top of my lungs 149 00:04:24,568 --> 00:04:25,874 because I was trying to get my point across. 150 00:04:25,961 --> 00:04:26,701 So I feel like she feels some kind of way. 151 00:04:26,788 --> 00:04:27,702 - I feel like she should come. 152 00:04:27,789 --> 00:04:28,833 I'm just saying, your best friend 153 00:04:28,920 --> 00:04:30,357 don't want people around. 154 00:04:30,444 --> 00:04:32,707 Ever since Meda has started hanging out with Karlie, 155 00:04:32,794 --> 00:04:35,144 Meda not acting the same no more. 156 00:04:35,231 --> 00:04:37,668 All of a sudden, Meda don't want me to come to the DR, 157 00:04:37,755 --> 00:04:40,149 causing friction between me and Spice. 158 00:04:40,236 --> 00:04:42,934 So I'm gonna take it upon myself to meet up 159 00:04:43,021 --> 00:04:46,111 with Meda to figure out why she really 160 00:04:46,198 --> 00:04:48,244 was holding up on me coming. 161 00:04:48,331 --> 00:04:49,854 And then I'm gonna let it go. 162 00:04:49,941 --> 00:04:51,334 - I don't know. 163 00:04:51,421 --> 00:04:52,596 I guess you--that's you and Meda conversation. 164 00:04:52,683 --> 00:04:53,858 When you see Meda-- 165 00:04:53,945 --> 00:04:55,556 - I'm gonna say, Meda, you act like you 166 00:04:55,643 --> 00:04:56,557 didn't want me to come. Why you didn't want me to come? 167 00:04:56,644 --> 00:04:57,993 Because of Karlie? 168 00:04:58,080 --> 00:04:59,560 - Right, so make sure you say that to face. 169 00:04:59,647 --> 00:05:00,604 - I'm gonna ask her. No worries. I'm gonna ask her. 170 00:05:00,691 --> 00:05:02,476 - Stop asking me. - I ain't ask you [bleep]. 171 00:05:02,563 --> 00:05:03,868 - Ask Meda instead of saying the same [bleep] over and over. 172 00:05:03,955 --> 00:05:05,217 - Girl, I ain't asked you [bleep]. 173 00:05:05,305 --> 00:05:06,523 I don't give a [bleep]. - Yes, you did. 174 00:05:06,610 --> 00:05:07,655 - You alive and well, bitch. - [bleep]. 175 00:05:07,742 --> 00:05:09,265 - You alive here with us today. 176 00:05:09,352 --> 00:05:10,614 - I need to go, Roland. - You know what I'm saying? 177 00:05:10,701 --> 00:05:11,702 - Can you pack my [bleep] up so I can leave? 178 00:05:11,789 --> 00:05:13,965 Shekinah, don't miss the flight to Cayman, 179 00:05:14,052 --> 00:05:16,664 because you always late. 180 00:05:16,751 --> 00:05:19,667 [dramatic music] 181 00:05:19,754 --> 00:05:23,627 ♪ ♪ 182 00:05:23,714 --> 00:05:25,020 - Jess, we going to the emergency room, honey. 183 00:05:27,936 --> 00:05:29,198 - I know, but we got to. 184 00:05:36,771 --> 00:05:40,427 - There's this horrible pain on the right side of my body 185 00:05:40,514 --> 00:05:42,385 where it goes down to my leg. 186 00:05:42,472 --> 00:05:45,170 And it makes me wanna vomit. 187 00:05:45,257 --> 00:05:48,260 It's just a hundred. 188 00:05:48,348 --> 00:05:52,830 That's what the pain level is today, just a hundred. 189 00:05:52,917 --> 00:05:54,397 Oh, God. 190 00:05:54,484 --> 00:05:57,269 I was supposed to do a photo shoot today, 191 00:05:57,357 --> 00:06:02,362 but my body has never given up on me like this. 192 00:06:02,449 --> 00:06:05,495 [groans] 193 00:06:05,582 --> 00:06:08,977 I'm grateful to God that my sisters are here with me. 194 00:06:09,064 --> 00:06:10,631 I can't think. 195 00:06:10,718 --> 00:06:13,634 I don't know what the hell is going on. 196 00:06:13,721 --> 00:06:16,288 Next thing you know, I'm being rushed to the emergency room. 197 00:06:16,376 --> 00:06:18,116 I'm dying. 198 00:06:18,203 --> 00:06:19,291 This is it. 199 00:06:19,379 --> 00:06:21,293 I'm in so much pain. 200 00:06:21,381 --> 00:06:23,426 I don't even wanna exist. 201 00:06:32,261 --> 00:06:35,220 - ♪ I always let this slip away ♪ 202 00:06:35,307 --> 00:06:37,571 ♪ And all that's left is pain ♪ 203 00:06:37,658 --> 00:06:39,311 ♪ I'm always on the run ♪ 204 00:06:39,399 --> 00:06:42,793 ♪ But I come straight back here again ♪ 205 00:06:42,880 --> 00:06:45,579 ♪ Can you save me from this misery? 206 00:06:45,666 --> 00:06:47,624 ♪ Save me from this world ♪ 207 00:06:47,711 --> 00:06:49,800 ♪ Save me ♪ 208 00:06:53,064 --> 00:06:54,152 - Jessi? 209 00:06:54,239 --> 00:06:56,720 - Yeah, baby, I'm here. 210 00:06:56,807 --> 00:06:58,896 So I just got out the hospital. 211 00:07:00,724 --> 00:07:02,247 [sighs] 212 00:07:02,334 --> 00:07:04,119 I couldn't move. I couldn't walk. 213 00:07:04,206 --> 00:07:07,905 I was bent over in fetal position, severely in pain. 214 00:07:07,992 --> 00:07:12,040 They end up pumping me with morphine, making me more sick. 215 00:07:12,127 --> 00:07:14,390 I'm depleted. 216 00:07:14,477 --> 00:07:16,348 - Jessi, why didn't you call me? 217 00:07:16,436 --> 00:07:19,177 - Babe, do you know how sick I was? 218 00:07:19,264 --> 00:07:20,701 I started cramping really bad. - Mm-hmm. 219 00:07:20,788 --> 00:07:22,529 - And I was like, I'm not feeling well. 220 00:07:22,616 --> 00:07:23,965 My stomach swelled up instantly. 221 00:07:24,052 --> 00:07:26,010 And that's when the throwing up and stuff started. 222 00:07:26,097 --> 00:07:27,359 That's why my body kind of went into shock. 223 00:07:27,447 --> 00:07:29,187 - Yeah, yeah. 224 00:07:29,274 --> 00:07:30,450 - Come to find out, I have two fibroids 225 00:07:30,537 --> 00:07:31,712 that's inside of my uterus. 226 00:07:31,799 --> 00:07:33,540 It's called endometrium. 227 00:07:33,627 --> 00:07:36,630 It's 10-centimeters big, and it's sitting on my ovary. 228 00:07:36,717 --> 00:07:38,022 - Wow. 229 00:07:38,109 --> 00:07:39,371 - You know what the crazy part is? 230 00:07:39,459 --> 00:07:41,896 I've been going through this for years, 231 00:07:41,983 --> 00:07:44,420 and they didn't see it, something so massive. 232 00:07:44,507 --> 00:07:45,552 That's what they do. 233 00:07:45,639 --> 00:07:47,162 They mishandle Black women. 234 00:07:47,249 --> 00:07:48,685 They don't listen to Black women 235 00:07:48,772 --> 00:07:51,558 when they're having medical concerns. 236 00:07:51,645 --> 00:07:54,169 It's why people die all the time in the emergency room. 237 00:07:54,256 --> 00:07:55,953 Do the due diligence yourself. 238 00:07:56,040 --> 00:07:57,999 Do the research. 239 00:07:58,086 --> 00:08:01,219 You have got to take your health in your hands. 240 00:08:01,306 --> 00:08:05,485 - So how are you feeling just, like, for real, for real? 241 00:08:05,572 --> 00:08:06,877 - It's depressing. 242 00:08:06,964 --> 00:08:09,532 And it just kind of-- it makes me go back 243 00:08:09,619 --> 00:08:11,491 to all the unfortunate miscarriages 244 00:08:11,578 --> 00:08:14,581 that I've had over the years. It was defeating the purpose. 245 00:08:14,668 --> 00:08:17,758 'Cause a 10-centimeter mass sitting on top of my ovaries 246 00:08:17,845 --> 00:08:19,847 squishing all of my reproductive organs-- 247 00:08:19,934 --> 00:08:21,370 of course I couldn't carry babies. 248 00:08:21,457 --> 00:08:23,415 But now I'm just finding out why. 249 00:08:23,503 --> 00:08:25,417 Nick and I were trying to get pregnant. 250 00:08:25,505 --> 00:08:27,898 We both equally wanted it. 251 00:08:27,985 --> 00:08:31,336 Miscarriages, when the man that you're in love with 252 00:08:31,423 --> 00:08:34,296 is conceiving with everybody-- 253 00:08:34,383 --> 00:08:38,605 I felt like I was half a woman. 254 00:08:38,692 --> 00:08:41,521 Do you know the scars that you wear when you go 255 00:08:41,608 --> 00:08:42,826 through public miscarriages? - Yeah. 256 00:08:42,913 --> 00:08:44,567 - And you--people feel like, oh, 257 00:08:44,654 --> 00:08:45,829 well, she can't carry a baby. 258 00:08:45,916 --> 00:08:47,265 - Yeah. 259 00:08:47,352 --> 00:08:49,137 - And my miscarriages were all public. 260 00:08:49,224 --> 00:08:50,530 - Public. 261 00:08:50,617 --> 00:08:53,141 The joke is how many kids he had. 262 00:08:53,228 --> 00:08:54,751 That's not an easy thing. 263 00:08:54,838 --> 00:08:56,231 - And then seeing him have another baby 264 00:08:56,318 --> 00:08:58,276 with somebody else-- 265 00:08:58,363 --> 00:09:00,714 and I'm going through all of this, and he knows it. 266 00:09:00,801 --> 00:09:04,065 Maybe I'm not supposed to be a mother. 267 00:09:04,152 --> 00:09:09,897 I still struggle with the idea if I could actually do it. 268 00:09:13,509 --> 00:09:14,945 - As your friend, I wanna be here 269 00:09:15,032 --> 00:09:17,948 to help you go through the process of getting healed 270 00:09:18,035 --> 00:09:20,037 and so you can stop masking and hiding 271 00:09:20,124 --> 00:09:21,604 and pretending you're okay. 272 00:09:21,691 --> 00:09:23,693 Because you're not. 273 00:09:23,780 --> 00:09:26,653 - I'm mentally kind of decompressing 274 00:09:26,740 --> 00:09:28,350 all of the trauma. 275 00:09:28,437 --> 00:09:32,354 Because I carry all my stress in my womb. 276 00:09:32,441 --> 00:09:36,140 And I knew, psychologically, that everything 277 00:09:36,227 --> 00:09:39,143 that was happening was just a side effect of everything 278 00:09:39,230 --> 00:09:42,625 emotionally that I had bottled up inside of me. 279 00:09:42,712 --> 00:09:44,540 That's why I advocate for speaking 280 00:09:44,627 --> 00:09:46,411 to people, going to therapy. 281 00:09:46,498 --> 00:09:49,589 And I didn't do that for myself fast enough. 282 00:09:49,676 --> 00:09:51,025 - Can you freeze your eggs? 283 00:09:51,112 --> 00:09:52,113 - I mean, I wanna have babies. 284 00:09:52,200 --> 00:09:53,680 - Yeah. - I've always wanted to. 285 00:09:53,767 --> 00:09:56,291 It's just that I've kind of put it on the back burner. 286 00:09:56,378 --> 00:09:58,641 But now I feel like I have to start to at least freeze them. 287 00:09:58,728 --> 00:10:00,034 - Think about it. Yeah, I think you should. 288 00:10:00,121 --> 00:10:01,731 - Freeze the eggs or something. 289 00:10:01,818 --> 00:10:02,950 I won't know all these details until probably tomorrow... 290 00:10:03,037 --> 00:10:04,604 - Okay. 291 00:10:04,691 --> 00:10:06,606 - Once the doctor looks at everything. 292 00:10:06,693 --> 00:10:08,303 - Are you scared about anything? 293 00:10:08,390 --> 00:10:09,739 - I'm scared about everything. 294 00:10:15,832 --> 00:10:17,573 - Coming up on "Love & Hip Hop: Atlanta"... 295 00:10:17,660 --> 00:10:20,054 - When we was in Texas, Erica come to me talking about 296 00:10:20,141 --> 00:10:22,883 you cheated with Diamond. You got her pregnant. 297 00:10:22,970 --> 00:10:24,449 I was like, come on, man. 298 00:10:24,536 --> 00:10:26,103 - And you ain't got no baby, do ya? 299 00:10:26,190 --> 00:10:27,931 - You guys wanna kick me out. 300 00:10:28,018 --> 00:10:28,889 - We are not kicking you out. 301 00:10:28,976 --> 00:10:29,977 - Well, that's how I feel. 302 00:10:30,064 --> 00:10:32,153 I'm not gonna fall back. 303 00:10:32,240 --> 00:10:34,764 - When I really wanted you to be there with me, 304 00:10:34,851 --> 00:10:36,505 you were everywhere with Karlie. 305 00:10:36,592 --> 00:10:38,855 - That is not true. 306 00:10:38,942 --> 00:10:40,378 - ♪ Make my way to the top, and there ain't no stoppin' ♪ 307 00:10:46,167 --> 00:10:47,559 - ♪ Make my way to the top, and there ain't no stoppin' ♪ 308 00:10:47,647 --> 00:10:49,474 - ♪ Hot gal dem a look, buff body have dem shook ♪ 309 00:10:49,561 --> 00:10:51,694 ♪ Ha na cheese, den I ain't got time ♪ 310 00:10:51,781 --> 00:10:53,478 ♪ Mekdipaper work, hussle like Mississippi a bruk ♪ 311 00:10:53,565 --> 00:10:55,350 ♪ Boss gal hafi live di boss life ♪ 312 00:10:55,437 --> 00:10:56,394 - Whoo! 313 00:10:56,481 --> 00:10:58,092 - Right there, sir. Yeah. 314 00:10:58,179 --> 00:11:00,094 This my bestie. That's my G. - Yeah. 315 00:11:00,181 --> 00:11:01,878 - Thank you. - All right, love you guys. 316 00:11:01,965 --> 00:11:03,271 Big up. Cool. - All right, guys. 317 00:11:03,358 --> 00:11:05,099 Let's go. Let's go. - All right, which car? 318 00:11:05,186 --> 00:11:06,840 Oh, my God. It's just the grace of God. 319 00:11:06,927 --> 00:11:09,712 I feel like it's just so real that I've overcome so much 320 00:11:09,799 --> 00:11:11,322 and I'm going back on the road. 321 00:11:11,409 --> 00:11:13,107 I'm in good spirit, and I'm super excited. 322 00:11:13,194 --> 00:11:14,325 It's like, this is what I wanted, 323 00:11:14,412 --> 00:11:15,849 to feel back like myself again. 324 00:11:15,936 --> 00:11:17,677 Cayman, the queen is here! 325 00:11:17,764 --> 00:11:19,069 - Say you're blessed, girl. 326 00:11:19,156 --> 00:11:23,770 Say you're [bleep] blessed. - Whoo! Let's go! 327 00:11:23,857 --> 00:11:25,423 - Girl, this yo' first show. 328 00:11:25,510 --> 00:11:27,599 - Yep, I'm excited. 329 00:11:27,687 --> 00:11:29,645 After all of the health problem that I've been through, 330 00:11:29,732 --> 00:11:30,994 I'm really happy to be here. 331 00:11:31,081 --> 00:11:33,388 Like, this is a special day for me. 332 00:11:33,475 --> 00:11:35,695 - ♪ Yes, yeah, I swing around ♪ 333 00:11:35,782 --> 00:11:38,654 ♪ Get another with a brand new sound ♪ 334 00:11:38,741 --> 00:11:40,047 - So what are we doing today? 335 00:11:40,134 --> 00:11:40,917 - I need to go to the radio station first 336 00:11:41,004 --> 00:11:42,440 before we start have fun. 337 00:11:42,527 --> 00:11:44,573 Because I have to let people know that I'm in Cayman. 338 00:11:44,660 --> 00:11:45,966 I haven't been here for a long time, but we gonna have fun. 339 00:11:46,053 --> 00:11:47,576 We going everywhere. 340 00:11:47,663 --> 00:11:49,491 - Cayman, wagwan? 341 00:11:49,578 --> 00:11:51,232 The queen is here. 342 00:11:51,319 --> 00:11:52,450 - What is your name? What is your name? 343 00:11:52,537 --> 00:11:54,148 - My name is Shekinah. 344 00:11:54,235 --> 00:11:55,671 - Come and say hi to the people of Cayman. 345 00:11:55,758 --> 00:11:57,281 - How y'all doing, Cayman? 346 00:11:57,368 --> 00:11:58,456 You got a man out here for me? 347 00:11:58,543 --> 00:12:01,416 [laughter] 348 00:12:01,503 --> 00:12:03,679 - She don't care what nobody say. 349 00:12:03,766 --> 00:12:05,420 Nothing wrong with Spice. 350 00:12:05,507 --> 00:12:06,769 - [laughs] 351 00:12:06,856 --> 00:12:08,075 - Nothing at all wrong with Spice. 352 00:12:08,162 --> 00:12:09,685 - It was a lot of stupid thing. 353 00:12:09,772 --> 00:12:10,860 That's why I had to come out and kind of clear up 354 00:12:10,947 --> 00:12:12,035 a lot of things, like people were 355 00:12:12,122 --> 00:12:13,863 saying I had a heart attack. 356 00:12:13,950 --> 00:12:16,083 People were saying so many things that was not true. 357 00:12:16,170 --> 00:12:17,388 It's sad to know that everywhere I go, 358 00:12:17,475 --> 00:12:19,608 I'm gonna have to explain to my fans. 359 00:12:19,695 --> 00:12:23,220 But I feel like I'm obligated to just let my fans get 360 00:12:23,307 --> 00:12:25,353 the updates of what really happened to me 361 00:12:25,440 --> 00:12:26,267 so that they can know that, you know, 362 00:12:26,354 --> 00:12:27,703 I'm in a better place now. 363 00:12:27,790 --> 00:12:29,705 I'm healthier, and I'm feeling better. 364 00:12:29,792 --> 00:12:31,098 And right about now, the Queen of Dancehall, 365 00:12:31,185 --> 00:12:32,534 I'm back, bigger than ever. 366 00:12:32,621 --> 00:12:34,449 And I'm just ready and prepared 367 00:12:34,536 --> 00:12:36,668 to give them a show to remember. 368 00:12:36,756 --> 00:12:39,759 [upbeat music] 369 00:12:39,846 --> 00:12:44,459 ♪ ♪ 370 00:12:44,546 --> 00:12:45,721 What the hell? 371 00:12:45,808 --> 00:12:47,679 I was not expecting this. 372 00:12:47,767 --> 00:12:48,811 The queen is here. 373 00:12:48,898 --> 00:12:52,249 [cheers and applause] 374 00:12:52,336 --> 00:12:53,555 Outside! 375 00:12:53,642 --> 00:12:56,036 Big up yourself. 376 00:12:56,123 --> 00:12:57,951 People are just so happy to see me. 377 00:12:58,038 --> 00:13:00,388 I feel so good. It's welcoming. 378 00:13:00,475 --> 00:13:01,476 But that's how my besties, them ride hard for me. 379 00:13:01,563 --> 00:13:03,478 They truly love me. 380 00:13:03,565 --> 00:13:04,871 - And don't forget, when you get on stage tomorrow night, 381 00:13:04,958 --> 00:13:06,220 you gotta yell out, 382 00:13:06,307 --> 00:13:07,612 you looking for your friend Shekinah 383 00:13:07,699 --> 00:13:09,658 some big, Black [bleep], to the world. 384 00:13:09,745 --> 00:13:10,877 - I'm not doing that. 385 00:13:10,964 --> 00:13:16,317 ♪ ♪ 386 00:13:16,404 --> 00:13:18,232 - So what's the tea? Is Meda coming? 387 00:13:18,319 --> 00:13:20,234 - She said she was coming, but me not see her. 388 00:13:20,321 --> 00:13:21,409 So I don't know. - You know Meda your friend. 389 00:13:21,496 --> 00:13:22,976 You need to get Meda over here. 390 00:13:23,063 --> 00:13:24,194 Why are you sitting up there acting like that, 391 00:13:24,281 --> 00:13:25,543 talking about that's how you are? 392 00:13:25,630 --> 00:13:26,936 - I don't know who friend she is. 393 00:13:27,023 --> 00:13:28,459 That's the problem. - Meda is your friend. 394 00:13:28,546 --> 00:13:30,418 - You know damn well you call me and show me 395 00:13:30,505 --> 00:13:31,636 that girl on the Instagram with Karlie talking about, 396 00:13:31,723 --> 00:13:33,116 isn't this your friend? 397 00:13:33,203 --> 00:13:34,465 - Girl, I ain't got nothing to do with that. 398 00:13:34,552 --> 00:13:35,858 - You showed me. You called me out of my bed. 399 00:13:35,945 --> 00:13:37,381 - You ain't finna put me in that [bleep]. 400 00:13:37,468 --> 00:13:38,774 - You called me out of my bed, talking about, 401 00:13:38,861 --> 00:13:40,210 Spice, did you go on Instagram? 402 00:13:40,297 --> 00:13:41,864 - But it wasn't--but it wasn't against Meda. 403 00:13:41,951 --> 00:13:43,561 It was more so Karlie trying to steal your friend. 404 00:13:43,648 --> 00:13:44,998 That girl I like. 405 00:13:45,085 --> 00:13:46,695 - You know Karlie try to steal everything I got. 406 00:13:46,782 --> 00:13:47,957 - She's can't steal me. I don't wanna [bleep] with her. 407 00:13:48,044 --> 00:13:49,872 You think Karlie's coming? 408 00:13:49,959 --> 00:13:51,134 She always seems to pop up on you. 409 00:13:51,221 --> 00:13:53,310 - [laughs] What the [bleep]? 410 00:13:53,397 --> 00:13:54,834 - I thought you had mo' friends coming, though. 411 00:13:54,921 --> 00:13:56,487 I thought you had other homegirls. 412 00:13:56,574 --> 00:13:57,880 - They are. My friends that was in DR, they're coming. 413 00:13:57,967 --> 00:13:59,012 So you're gonna see more people. 414 00:13:59,099 --> 00:14:00,317 - Hallelujah. 415 00:14:00,404 --> 00:14:02,493 - Angel is coming, and Symba is coming. 416 00:14:02,580 --> 00:14:04,408 But, you know, apart from that, it's important for me 417 00:14:04,495 --> 00:14:05,932 so me keep focus. 418 00:14:06,019 --> 00:14:07,455 Oh, thank you for my ox tail. 419 00:14:07,542 --> 00:14:09,413 [laughs] Make a good on me night. 420 00:14:09,500 --> 00:14:11,111 - Ooh, thank you. 421 00:14:14,114 --> 00:14:15,202 - I need to take these glasses off 422 00:14:15,289 --> 00:14:16,986 so me can see my food properly. 423 00:14:17,073 --> 00:14:18,858 - Do y'all have hot sauce? 424 00:14:18,945 --> 00:14:21,164 - You shouting across the room, do y'all have hot sauce. 425 00:14:21,251 --> 00:14:22,818 Who are you asking, the customers? 426 00:14:22,905 --> 00:14:24,602 - Yeah. - The [bleep]? 427 00:14:24,689 --> 00:14:26,169 - Somebody got it. 428 00:14:26,256 --> 00:14:31,958 ♪ ♪ 429 00:14:32,045 --> 00:14:33,133 - ♪ I ain't worried about nothin' ♪ 430 00:14:33,220 --> 00:14:34,656 ♪ Step into the function ♪ 431 00:14:34,743 --> 00:14:36,353 ♪ Fresh kicks, fresh fit ♪ 432 00:14:36,440 --> 00:14:38,399 ♪ You know we finna do something ♪ 433 00:14:38,486 --> 00:14:40,531 ♪ Got to speak, it's bumpin', sippin' a little something ♪ 434 00:14:40,618 --> 00:14:42,664 - South by Southwest was super dope. 435 00:14:42,751 --> 00:14:45,797 But now that I'm back in real reality, 436 00:14:45,885 --> 00:14:48,191 my top priority at this moment is to get my sisters 437 00:14:48,278 --> 00:14:50,454 and my mom back together so we can get out 438 00:14:50,541 --> 00:14:52,282 of the bull-[bleep] and get back to business, 439 00:14:52,369 --> 00:14:54,241 and more importantly, back to family. 440 00:14:54,328 --> 00:14:55,198 - I do have goggles if you-- 441 00:14:55,285 --> 00:14:56,504 - Goggles? - Mm-hmm. 442 00:14:56,591 --> 00:14:58,723 - Me and my sisters had a rough month. 443 00:14:58,810 --> 00:15:00,551 I need full protection. I'm gonna take the goggles. 444 00:15:00,638 --> 00:15:02,466 - Hey! How y'all doing? Welcome to Splat. 445 00:15:02,553 --> 00:15:04,033 - Are you suited? - Pop, pop, pop, pop! 446 00:15:04,120 --> 00:15:05,165 - Are you suited and booted? 447 00:15:05,252 --> 00:15:06,949 What the heck? 448 00:15:07,036 --> 00:15:08,385 - You look ridiculous. 449 00:15:08,472 --> 00:15:10,213 [laughter] 450 00:15:10,300 --> 00:15:11,780 - My sisters definitely know how to bring 451 00:15:11,867 --> 00:15:13,086 out the fun side in me. 452 00:15:13,173 --> 00:15:15,436 So I just wanted to be in a space 453 00:15:15,523 --> 00:15:16,916 where it's not all about business, 454 00:15:17,003 --> 00:15:18,874 and let's just put this [bleep] behind us. 455 00:15:18,961 --> 00:15:21,137 I don't like how the last meet-up went. 456 00:15:21,224 --> 00:15:22,660 - Mm-hmm. - Yeah. 457 00:15:22,747 --> 00:15:24,358 - So we gonna have a little fun. 458 00:15:24,445 --> 00:15:25,750 - Yes. - Yeah? 459 00:15:25,837 --> 00:15:27,230 - This looks fun. I'm ready. - Okay, okay. 460 00:15:27,317 --> 00:15:28,362 - ♪ Here we go ♪ 461 00:15:28,449 --> 00:15:29,754 ♪ You already know ♪ 462 00:15:29,841 --> 00:15:31,495 - You trying to squish? 463 00:15:31,582 --> 00:15:32,975 - Stop. 464 00:15:33,062 --> 00:15:36,326 - Oh, wow. - Ooh, okay, so-- 465 00:15:36,413 --> 00:15:37,675 - Give me that. God damn. Go. 466 00:15:37,762 --> 00:15:39,286 And don't hit me. 467 00:15:44,552 --> 00:15:45,248 - Oh. 468 00:15:46,684 --> 00:15:48,773 [laughter] 469 00:15:48,860 --> 00:15:49,818 - Yours looks like-- 470 00:15:49,905 --> 00:15:52,038 - It looks like [bleep]. 471 00:15:52,125 --> 00:15:53,604 Ugh, diarrhea. 472 00:15:53,691 --> 00:15:54,954 [laughter] 473 00:15:55,041 --> 00:15:56,433 - It looks like [bleep]. 474 00:15:56,520 --> 00:15:58,261 - See, I missed this. 475 00:15:58,348 --> 00:16:00,133 I literally missed us just kind of being 476 00:16:00,220 --> 00:16:01,612 like, okay, we hear you, Mom. 477 00:16:01,699 --> 00:16:03,440 We finna breakaway as sisters and just-- 478 00:16:03,527 --> 00:16:05,921 - Yeah, you know we have to get--get our sister time 479 00:16:06,008 --> 00:16:07,444 in real quick without her. 480 00:16:07,531 --> 00:16:10,273 - Without my mom's opinion and her strong energy, 481 00:16:10,360 --> 00:16:11,971 me and my sisters actually vibe. 482 00:16:12,058 --> 00:16:13,973 After the last conversation with my sisters 483 00:16:14,060 --> 00:16:17,454 at the restaurant, I actually just realized it's not them. 484 00:16:17,541 --> 00:16:20,196 It's actually our mom that's the problem. 485 00:16:20,283 --> 00:16:24,244 It's all about my mom not giving them what they deserve. 486 00:16:24,331 --> 00:16:27,682 - I wanna continue to do Pretty Kitty. 487 00:16:27,769 --> 00:16:29,031 First of all, I don't wanna leave you hanging. 488 00:16:29,118 --> 00:16:30,990 That's first. And I never did. 489 00:16:31,077 --> 00:16:35,907 Don't smile at me like that, you [bleep]. 490 00:16:35,995 --> 00:16:37,822 [laughs] - Yeah. 491 00:16:37,909 --> 00:16:39,911 - No, seriously, 'cause that's been, like, a big concern. 492 00:16:39,999 --> 00:16:43,567 I can get plenty of people for the job, 493 00:16:43,654 --> 00:16:46,396 but nobody's gonna do it like my sister. 494 00:16:46,483 --> 00:16:47,397 - I was getting kind of irritated just 495 00:16:47,484 --> 00:16:49,878 with the whole thought of how Mommy 496 00:16:49,965 --> 00:16:53,229 is just not pretty much pouring into what I have going on. 497 00:16:53,316 --> 00:16:55,057 But at the same time, I can do my own [bleep] by myself. 498 00:16:55,144 --> 00:16:56,624 - Yeah. 499 00:16:56,711 --> 00:16:59,105 Even communicating that to her individually, 500 00:16:59,192 --> 00:17:00,889 maybe you and Angie, then me-- 501 00:17:00,976 --> 00:17:02,847 - I'm gonna have a talk with her, like, very soon. 502 00:17:02,934 --> 00:17:04,719 And hopefully, we can get on one accord, 503 00:17:04,806 --> 00:17:07,635 and Mom can actually help me with some of the things 504 00:17:07,722 --> 00:17:09,419 that she's supposed to been have helped me with. 505 00:17:09,506 --> 00:17:11,900 - So my plans for Mom, I brought on a manager 506 00:17:11,987 --> 00:17:13,858 for a reason. - Right. 507 00:17:13,945 --> 00:17:16,687 - For the sake of my career, although my mom will still 508 00:17:16,774 --> 00:17:18,820 help me out with Pretty Kitty, she has to be fully 509 00:17:18,907 --> 00:17:20,604 hands off with my music career so I 510 00:17:20,691 --> 00:17:22,911 can grow and be stress-free. 511 00:17:22,998 --> 00:17:25,914 This will also, in return, give her more time 512 00:17:26,001 --> 00:17:27,872 to balance it out, focus on them. 513 00:17:27,959 --> 00:17:29,657 Normally, I give it to Mom like you got an option. 514 00:17:29,744 --> 00:17:31,050 This time, it's not an option, Mom. 515 00:17:31,137 --> 00:17:32,355 I hired somebody on-- 516 00:17:32,442 --> 00:17:33,661 - So you gonna tell her that? 517 00:17:33,748 --> 00:17:34,662 - Absolutely. 518 00:17:34,749 --> 00:17:36,185 - [laughs] 519 00:17:36,272 --> 00:17:37,708 - Yeah, she's gonna kill you, Amy. 520 00:17:37,795 --> 00:17:39,406 - No, I'm serious. - She's gonna kill you, Amy. 521 00:17:39,493 --> 00:17:41,060 I guess now would be, like, I guess, 522 00:17:41,147 --> 00:17:43,236 a good time to say I do apologize for just 523 00:17:43,323 --> 00:17:44,759 leaving out like that. 524 00:17:44,846 --> 00:17:47,457 It was more so not directed toward you but Mom. 525 00:17:47,544 --> 00:17:49,329 So if I came off rude to you or anything, 526 00:17:49,416 --> 00:17:52,071 that was not my intent at all. 527 00:17:52,158 --> 00:17:54,334 So accept my apologies. 528 00:17:54,421 --> 00:17:55,465 - I accept it. 529 00:17:55,552 --> 00:17:57,467 We are sisters, girl. 530 00:17:57,554 --> 00:17:59,600 Bring it in. - Yeah. 531 00:17:59,687 --> 00:18:00,862 [laughs] 532 00:18:00,949 --> 00:18:03,778 - You guys. 533 00:18:03,865 --> 00:18:08,348 - Listen, South by Southwest, y'all, was insane. 534 00:18:08,435 --> 00:18:10,045 But I will say this. 535 00:18:10,132 --> 00:18:11,786 - What? 536 00:18:11,873 --> 00:18:13,004 - Khaotic. 537 00:18:13,092 --> 00:18:14,136 - Oh, lord. 538 00:18:14,223 --> 00:18:15,877 - We got a kiss in. 539 00:18:15,964 --> 00:18:17,226 - Stop playing. - A kiss on the lips. 540 00:18:17,313 --> 00:18:19,315 - Like a--what? - A kiss. 541 00:18:19,402 --> 00:18:23,363 I did not expect Khaotic to kiss me. 542 00:18:23,450 --> 00:18:25,800 It was very strategic, how he did it-- 543 00:18:25,887 --> 00:18:28,846 off cameras, you look beautiful, mwah. 544 00:18:28,933 --> 00:18:30,283 So I don't know. 545 00:18:30,370 --> 00:18:33,068 We just--it's like-- 546 00:18:33,155 --> 00:18:35,418 it's one of those things that's complicated. 547 00:18:35,505 --> 00:18:37,116 I guess I can say that. 548 00:18:37,203 --> 00:18:39,509 I'm confused because you flirt with Erica Banks 549 00:18:39,596 --> 00:18:40,858 every time I'm around. 550 00:18:40,945 --> 00:18:42,599 - Oh, lord. 551 00:18:42,686 --> 00:18:44,297 - Literally, after the kiss, I look to my right. 552 00:18:44,384 --> 00:18:47,909 He's holding her in a straddle position, walking with her. 553 00:18:47,996 --> 00:18:49,345 You not gonna be able to mix me and homegirl. 554 00:18:49,432 --> 00:18:51,434 Like, oh, I kissed her. 555 00:18:51,521 --> 00:18:52,174 - Like, you in the mix with them. 556 00:18:52,261 --> 00:18:53,741 Like, no. - Like you the man. 557 00:18:53,828 --> 00:18:56,526 - What the hell? 558 00:18:56,613 --> 00:18:57,875 That was a plot twist. 559 00:18:57,962 --> 00:19:00,704 [laughter] 560 00:19:00,791 --> 00:19:02,663 - Coming up on "Love & Hip Hop: Atlanta"... 561 00:19:02,750 --> 00:19:03,707 - I'm 38. 562 00:19:03,794 --> 00:19:06,275 Having a baby is important to me. 563 00:19:06,362 --> 00:19:09,060 Will I be able to have a baby? 564 00:19:09,148 --> 00:19:11,411 - You gotta start acting like I'm grown. 565 00:19:11,498 --> 00:19:14,109 - I call it being ungrateful. 566 00:19:14,196 --> 00:19:16,459 - Ugh! 567 00:19:16,546 --> 00:19:18,505 - ♪ Make my way to the top, and there ain't no stoppin' ♪ 568 00:19:24,250 --> 00:19:25,251 - ♪ Make my way to the top, and there ain't no stoppin' ♪ 569 00:19:25,338 --> 00:19:27,688 - ♪ Grew up to be myself ♪ 570 00:19:27,775 --> 00:19:30,212 ♪ Never being anybody else ♪ 571 00:19:30,299 --> 00:19:33,259 ♪ This woman believes in who she is ♪ 572 00:19:33,346 --> 00:19:35,043 [upbeat music] 573 00:19:35,130 --> 00:19:38,264 - Today, I'm meeting with Dr. Hawkins. 574 00:19:38,351 --> 00:19:39,961 Hi. I have an appointment. 575 00:19:40,048 --> 00:19:42,485 My friend gave me Dr. Hawkins's number. 576 00:19:42,572 --> 00:19:45,445 So I'm extremely excited to get in here 577 00:19:45,532 --> 00:19:48,796 and meet a powerful Black doctor who can give me 578 00:19:48,883 --> 00:19:51,277 some answers about my health. 579 00:19:51,364 --> 00:19:53,279 Come in. 580 00:19:53,366 --> 00:19:54,932 Hi, Doctor. - Hey, honey. How are you? 581 00:19:55,019 --> 00:19:57,587 - I'm good. How are you? - Good. So nice to meet you. 582 00:19:57,674 --> 00:19:59,459 - Nice to meet you, too. - Ooh, child. 583 00:19:59,546 --> 00:20:00,938 I'm gonna look at this ultrasound report. 584 00:20:01,025 --> 00:20:02,723 - Yes, it's a lot, huh? 585 00:20:02,810 --> 00:20:03,941 - Yes, you gotta tell me about it. 586 00:20:04,028 --> 00:20:05,595 - I don't know. 587 00:20:05,682 --> 00:20:07,510 Well, I've been back and forth in the hospital. 588 00:20:07,597 --> 00:20:09,164 - Yeah. 589 00:20:09,251 --> 00:20:10,992 - And then they end up finding this big cyst 590 00:20:11,079 --> 00:20:12,385 on my left ovary. 591 00:20:12,472 --> 00:20:14,735 - You have a 7 centimeter on one side, 592 00:20:14,822 --> 00:20:15,953 and the other side is, like, 3 centimeters. 593 00:20:16,040 --> 00:20:17,564 Your right side is much smaller. 594 00:20:17,651 --> 00:20:18,608 Pretty significant. 595 00:20:18,695 --> 00:20:19,870 - I'm severely sick. - Mm-hmm. 596 00:20:19,957 --> 00:20:21,176 - Like, I'm nonstop nauseous. 597 00:20:21,263 --> 00:20:23,396 And my period came twice this month. 598 00:20:23,483 --> 00:20:24,658 - Is that unusual? - Very unusual. 599 00:20:24,745 --> 00:20:26,355 - It hasn't done that before? - No. 600 00:20:27,138 --> 00:20:29,315 - That's new. No, that's new. - Okay. 601 00:20:31,404 --> 00:20:33,406 - Okay. - So you have two. 602 00:20:33,493 --> 00:20:35,277 But one, even though it's not big, 603 00:20:35,364 --> 00:20:37,236 it's sitting, like, right on the top of your uterus. 604 00:20:37,323 --> 00:20:38,976 And your cavity is right here. 605 00:20:39,063 --> 00:20:39,716 And you've had miscarriages. 606 00:20:39,803 --> 00:20:41,196 - Mm-hmm. 607 00:20:41,283 --> 00:20:42,632 - Is it possible those could have 608 00:20:42,719 --> 00:20:43,503 contributed to miscarriages? Yes. 609 00:20:43,590 --> 00:20:45,069 - Mm-hmm. 610 00:20:45,156 --> 00:20:46,941 - With fibroids, it's all about location. 611 00:20:47,028 --> 00:20:49,900 And it's interfering where it naturally would implant 612 00:20:49,987 --> 00:20:51,989 or naturally would grow. - Right. 613 00:20:52,076 --> 00:20:54,035 - And that can cause it to kind of not stay very well. 614 00:20:54,122 --> 00:20:55,689 - Right. Yeah. - Okay? 615 00:20:55,776 --> 00:20:57,256 - I mean, I'm 38. 616 00:20:57,343 --> 00:20:58,909 Having a baby is important to me. 617 00:20:58,996 --> 00:21:00,302 - Yeah. 618 00:21:00,389 --> 00:21:01,303 - Will I ever be able to have a baby? 619 00:21:04,480 --> 00:21:05,438 - Okay. 620 00:21:05,525 --> 00:21:06,569 [laughter] 621 00:21:06,656 --> 00:21:10,094 I'm grateful to have answers now. 622 00:21:10,181 --> 00:21:12,836 Dr. Hawkins, she's gonna make sure 623 00:21:12,923 --> 00:21:16,362 that I'm able to be healed, one, 624 00:21:16,449 --> 00:21:19,756 and be able to have children. 625 00:21:19,843 --> 00:21:21,584 - Good, so the good thing about your history is, one, 626 00:21:21,671 --> 00:21:23,064 you have a diagnosis. - That's right. 627 00:21:23,151 --> 00:21:24,761 - And the best time to get pregnant 628 00:21:24,848 --> 00:21:25,936 is within six months of having surgery. 629 00:21:26,023 --> 00:21:27,808 - Oh, wow. 630 00:21:27,895 --> 00:21:29,288 - It actually increases your chances of getting pregnant. 631 00:21:29,375 --> 00:21:30,985 - Well, let me start being nice again. 632 00:21:31,072 --> 00:21:32,726 It just was good to know that 633 00:21:32,813 --> 00:21:35,598 I'm in front of someone who is actually not only listening 634 00:21:35,685 --> 00:21:37,687 to me, but teaching me. 635 00:21:37,774 --> 00:21:41,125 I just "beseek" people to just continue searching. 636 00:21:41,212 --> 00:21:43,563 I finally found a doctor that I can trust 637 00:21:43,650 --> 00:21:45,739 and that I feel who will advocate 638 00:21:45,826 --> 00:21:48,437 for me as a Black woman. 639 00:21:48,524 --> 00:21:50,483 Thank you so much, Doctor. - All right, you're welcome. 640 00:21:50,570 --> 00:21:51,832 All right, honey, take your time. 641 00:21:51,919 --> 00:21:52,833 You come out when you're ready. 642 00:21:52,920 --> 00:21:54,225 - Okay, I'm ready. 643 00:21:54,313 --> 00:21:57,359 [dramatic hip-hop music] 644 00:21:57,446 --> 00:21:59,318 - ♪ Pepper spray on the promenade ♪ 645 00:21:59,405 --> 00:22:00,841 ♪ Was afraid, I ain't gonna lie ♪ 646 00:22:00,928 --> 00:22:02,973 ♪ Send a prayer up to Father God ♪ 647 00:22:03,060 --> 00:22:04,410 ♪ I ain't run away, I'm a ride or die ♪ 648 00:22:04,497 --> 00:22:07,282 ♪ ♪ 649 00:22:11,112 --> 00:22:12,418 - Mother! - Hey! 650 00:22:13,810 --> 00:22:15,116 - You look so cute. 651 00:22:15,203 --> 00:22:16,117 - You do, too. 652 00:22:16,204 --> 00:22:17,640 As usual, Barbie. 653 00:22:17,727 --> 00:22:19,816 - [laughs] So the Barbie has arrived. 654 00:22:19,903 --> 00:22:21,252 - Yes. 655 00:22:21,340 --> 00:22:23,124 What's up with you, busy, busy person? 656 00:22:23,211 --> 00:22:24,473 Never call your mom. 657 00:22:24,560 --> 00:22:26,432 - Ma, I been so busy. - What's wrong? 658 00:22:26,519 --> 00:22:28,390 - You know I just got back from Texas. 659 00:22:28,477 --> 00:22:30,087 I got back and got straight in the studio. 660 00:22:30,174 --> 00:22:31,524 - You can't call me? 661 00:22:31,611 --> 00:22:33,177 - It's not that I can't call you. 662 00:22:33,264 --> 00:22:34,222 This week's been crazy. 663 00:22:34,309 --> 00:22:35,049 I always call you. 664 00:22:35,136 --> 00:22:37,878 - Okay, do better. 665 00:22:37,965 --> 00:22:40,271 - I'm meeting up with my mom for dinner tonight 666 00:22:40,359 --> 00:22:41,795 to just simply let her know 667 00:22:41,882 --> 00:22:44,145 she has to fall back, take her hands off my neck 668 00:22:44,232 --> 00:22:47,104 and off my music career, and start focusing on my sisters. 669 00:22:47,191 --> 00:22:50,020 And I'm just praying for the best of this conversation. 670 00:22:50,107 --> 00:22:52,893 Texas was bomb. 671 00:22:52,980 --> 00:22:54,329 I got some really good situations 672 00:22:54,416 --> 00:22:55,504 that's coming out of this. Okay? 673 00:22:55,591 --> 00:22:56,766 - You got a good team. I love it. 674 00:22:56,853 --> 00:22:58,507 - Yes. 675 00:22:58,594 --> 00:22:59,334 - And they're working hard. You're working hard. 676 00:22:59,421 --> 00:23:00,640 I love it. 677 00:23:00,727 --> 00:23:02,163 - Okay, so you can compliment my team? 678 00:23:02,250 --> 00:23:03,382 - Yes. - But see, that's a good thing. 679 00:23:03,469 --> 00:23:04,339 That's why I'm glad we're here. 680 00:23:04,426 --> 00:23:05,471 - Okay. 681 00:23:05,558 --> 00:23:07,298 - Because now you can know, like, 682 00:23:07,386 --> 00:23:10,954 Texas was so perfect without you being there. 683 00:23:11,041 --> 00:23:12,826 I know you were there in spirit. 684 00:23:12,913 --> 00:23:14,393 You were on the phone every 10 minutes. 685 00:23:14,480 --> 00:23:15,655 - What do you mean, without me being there? 686 00:23:15,742 --> 00:23:16,569 - It was-- - What do you mean? 687 00:23:16,656 --> 00:23:18,222 - It went well. 688 00:23:18,309 --> 00:23:20,050 - I mean, the way you said, "without you being there," 689 00:23:20,137 --> 00:23:21,704 I felt like-- 690 00:23:21,791 --> 00:23:23,750 - I'm trying to set the table to let you see, like, 691 00:23:23,837 --> 00:23:28,145 it's going well without you being so hands in. 692 00:23:28,232 --> 00:23:29,538 You can trust what's going on. 693 00:23:29,625 --> 00:23:30,931 - Okay. 694 00:23:31,018 --> 00:23:32,236 - I'm giving you good news so you can be like, 695 00:23:32,323 --> 00:23:33,934 whoo, her team got it. 696 00:23:34,021 --> 00:23:36,110 - Okay. - I can fall back. 697 00:23:36,197 --> 00:23:37,416 - I'm not gonna fall back. 698 00:23:40,157 --> 00:23:42,072 - That gets me to this. 699 00:23:42,159 --> 00:23:44,640 The sisters and I got together without Mommy. 700 00:23:47,382 --> 00:23:49,123 Okay. 701 00:23:49,210 --> 00:23:52,039 I think that after sitting with them without you, 702 00:23:52,126 --> 00:23:56,696 what they're saying and what I'm agreeing with is, 703 00:23:56,783 --> 00:24:02,179 you have to fully hop out of my career. 704 00:24:02,266 --> 00:24:03,354 - Basically what you're saying, 705 00:24:03,442 --> 00:24:04,791 you had a powwow about your mom. 706 00:24:04,878 --> 00:24:06,967 - Right. 707 00:24:07,054 --> 00:24:08,577 - Then all of a sudden, you guys wanna kick me out? 708 00:24:08,664 --> 00:24:09,665 - We are not kicking you out. 709 00:24:09,752 --> 00:24:12,407 - Well, that's how I feel. Ugh. 710 00:24:12,494 --> 00:24:14,061 - I have a new management team now, 711 00:24:14,148 --> 00:24:16,411 and my mom simply has to respect that. 712 00:24:16,498 --> 00:24:18,108 This will also, in return, give her 713 00:24:18,195 --> 00:24:20,284 more time to spend with my sisters 714 00:24:20,371 --> 00:24:22,417 and their growing businesses. 715 00:24:22,504 --> 00:24:23,636 Do you look at me as a grown woman now? 716 00:24:23,723 --> 00:24:24,898 - Yes, I do. 717 00:24:24,985 --> 00:24:27,161 - You gotta start acting like I'm grown. 718 00:24:27,248 --> 00:24:29,468 - It's not like I don't treat you like you're grown. 719 00:24:29,555 --> 00:24:30,860 - You don't. 720 00:24:30,947 --> 00:24:32,775 And you don't think I make wise decisions. 721 00:24:32,862 --> 00:24:35,952 You don't think that I hired a good team. 722 00:24:36,039 --> 00:24:38,433 You don't--yes, thank you. - Thank you. 723 00:24:38,520 --> 00:24:39,434 - I'll take the menus out of the way for you. 724 00:24:39,521 --> 00:24:40,740 - Yes. - Okay, thank you. 725 00:24:40,827 --> 00:24:41,915 - Thank you. 726 00:24:45,527 --> 00:24:47,355 And I think that I'm gonna have to start assisting 727 00:24:47,442 --> 00:24:49,879 you more with falling back. 728 00:24:49,966 --> 00:24:52,273 - But I'm there for you, 729 00:24:52,360 --> 00:24:54,928 helping you to do what you need to do 730 00:24:55,015 --> 00:24:57,321 to branch off these businesses. - Right. 731 00:24:57,408 --> 00:25:01,282 - And the bottom line is I'm not gonna fall back. 732 00:25:01,369 --> 00:25:02,849 I'm not. 733 00:25:02,936 --> 00:25:04,111 - See, that's-- that--and that's-- 734 00:25:04,198 --> 00:25:05,547 - I'm not. - That's the problem. 735 00:25:05,634 --> 00:25:06,809 - I'm not. Now, I'm done with this dinner. 736 00:25:06,896 --> 00:25:08,724 - Why? 737 00:25:08,811 --> 00:25:12,423 - Because every time, this is the backlash that I get. 738 00:25:12,511 --> 00:25:14,556 - By us being vocal? - No, no. Vocal? 739 00:25:14,643 --> 00:25:16,689 I don't call that being vocal. 740 00:25:16,776 --> 00:25:18,734 I call it being ungrateful. - Really? 741 00:25:18,821 --> 00:25:20,693 - You have a good dinner. 742 00:25:22,521 --> 00:25:25,741 - Ugh! 743 00:25:25,828 --> 00:25:28,222 - Coming up on "Love & Hip Hop: Atlanta"... 744 00:25:28,309 --> 00:25:29,440 - You know, me and her passionately 745 00:25:29,528 --> 00:25:31,225 kissed out there in Texas. 746 00:25:31,312 --> 00:25:34,141 [makes slurping sounds] 747 00:25:36,665 --> 00:25:38,406 - Guess where I'm at? The Cayman Islands. 748 00:25:38,493 --> 00:25:41,496 - So the stalker is here. 749 00:25:41,583 --> 00:25:43,063 - ♪ Make my way to the top, and there ain't no stoppin' ♪ 750 00:25:48,721 --> 00:25:49,939 - ♪ Make my way to the top, and there ain't no stoppin' ♪ 751 00:25:50,026 --> 00:25:51,724 - ♪ Got to get in the clear ♪ 752 00:25:51,811 --> 00:25:54,988 ♪ Where do we go from here? ♪ 753 00:25:55,075 --> 00:25:57,251 ♪ Got to get in the clear ♪ 754 00:25:57,338 --> 00:26:00,515 ♪ Where do we go from here? ♪ 755 00:26:00,602 --> 00:26:01,908 - Make sure you shake the ass 756 00:26:01,995 --> 00:26:03,126 when I call you up on stage tomorrow. 757 00:26:03,213 --> 00:26:04,650 - I can't make my booty clap. 758 00:26:04,737 --> 00:26:06,129 - Not one sound. 759 00:26:06,216 --> 00:26:07,609 - It ain't--shut up with yo' big booty ass. 760 00:26:07,696 --> 00:26:09,872 [laughter] 761 00:26:09,959 --> 00:26:11,134 - Right about now, Cayman is gonna 762 00:26:11,221 --> 00:26:12,614 be a big day for me tomorrow. 763 00:26:12,701 --> 00:26:14,137 It's gonna be my actual first performance 764 00:26:14,224 --> 00:26:15,835 since my entire health scare. 765 00:26:15,922 --> 00:26:17,445 And I just want this to be, like, 766 00:26:17,532 --> 00:26:20,230 a smooth, chill, good process where we can have fun, 767 00:26:20,317 --> 00:26:22,624 and we can start relaxing and enjoying the moment 768 00:26:22,711 --> 00:26:24,844 so that I can have a good show tomorrow. 769 00:26:24,931 --> 00:26:26,236 - Is your makeup done? 770 00:26:26,323 --> 00:26:27,890 - Don't worry about what I got to do. 771 00:26:27,977 --> 00:26:29,936 - We have to worry about what you got to do. 772 00:26:30,023 --> 00:26:31,285 - Don't worry about what I got to do. 773 00:26:31,372 --> 00:26:33,461 - We're on a time limit. [phone ringing] 774 00:26:33,548 --> 00:26:35,115 - 'Cause me and my-- - Whose phone is that, mine? 775 00:26:35,202 --> 00:26:37,334 - Oh, Meda calling you. 776 00:26:37,421 --> 00:26:38,466 - Oh. 777 00:26:38,553 --> 00:26:40,381 - Guess where I'm at? 778 00:26:40,468 --> 00:26:41,338 Cayman Islands. 779 00:26:43,514 --> 00:26:45,168 - You're here in Cayman? 780 00:26:45,255 --> 00:26:46,648 - Yes. 781 00:26:46,735 --> 00:26:47,997 What you thought, I wasn't gonna come? 782 00:26:48,084 --> 00:26:49,825 Come on, now. 783 00:26:49,912 --> 00:26:51,479 - Me really never think Meda would go through 784 00:26:51,566 --> 00:26:53,699 with our plans to come all the way to the Cayman 785 00:26:53,786 --> 00:26:56,397 after how we left off when we were in Atlanta. 786 00:26:56,484 --> 00:26:58,268 - I'm here. 787 00:26:58,355 --> 00:26:59,400 - I thought you would be busy at the club with Karlie. 788 00:26:59,487 --> 00:27:00,793 I know that part. 789 00:27:00,880 --> 00:27:03,926 - Oh, boy. Whatever. 790 00:27:04,013 --> 00:27:05,841 I have never not been by your side if you needed me. 791 00:27:05,928 --> 00:27:08,235 I'm here, whether you care or you don't care, 792 00:27:08,322 --> 00:27:10,367 whether you're mad at me. I'm here. 793 00:27:10,454 --> 00:27:13,501 - I feel like Karlie took my best friend Meda away from me 794 00:27:13,588 --> 00:27:15,372 when I needed her the most. 795 00:27:15,459 --> 00:27:17,723 Meda has always been like one of my most consistent friend 796 00:27:17,810 --> 00:27:19,202 and who has been there for me. 797 00:27:19,289 --> 00:27:21,074 But I feel like I probably overreacted 798 00:27:21,161 --> 00:27:22,423 at the gender reveal. 799 00:27:22,510 --> 00:27:24,381 You are definitely something else. 800 00:27:24,468 --> 00:27:26,557 But I'm getting ready for dinner. 801 00:27:26,645 --> 00:27:28,168 You can come over. 802 00:27:28,255 --> 00:27:30,039 I think I'm gonna be out by the restaurant. 803 00:27:30,126 --> 00:27:31,432 - I'm gonna come through. 804 00:27:31,519 --> 00:27:32,607 I'm gonna throw something on. - Okay. 805 00:27:32,694 --> 00:27:34,130 All right, bye. 806 00:27:34,217 --> 00:27:36,350 - So the stalker is here is what we're talking about. 807 00:27:36,437 --> 00:27:40,484 [dramatic music] 808 00:27:40,571 --> 00:27:41,921 - What's going on, Symba? 809 00:27:42,008 --> 00:27:43,662 You know Meda is my friend. 810 00:27:43,749 --> 00:27:45,446 We just going through a little rough patch 811 00:27:45,533 --> 00:27:47,666 because I point out what I don't like. 812 00:27:47,753 --> 00:27:50,016 But she is my friend. What happened? 813 00:27:50,103 --> 00:27:51,408 - But she also friends with Karlie. 814 00:27:51,495 --> 00:27:53,759 So how is that gonna work? - I don't know. 815 00:27:53,846 --> 00:27:57,676 I just--that's why--that's why me and her had differences 816 00:27:57,763 --> 00:27:59,112 because of the whole Karlie situation. 817 00:27:59,199 --> 00:28:00,069 But I already brought that up with her, 818 00:28:00,156 --> 00:28:01,114 and I tell her how I feel. 819 00:28:01,201 --> 00:28:02,942 I tell her I feel like-- 820 00:28:03,029 --> 00:28:04,508 you know, I don't feel like she share 821 00:28:04,595 --> 00:28:05,901 the same loyalty with me. 822 00:28:05,988 --> 00:28:07,860 - But I don't understand how she's your friend. 823 00:28:07,947 --> 00:28:10,210 She came here. She showed up. 824 00:28:10,297 --> 00:28:14,562 But we were just in Ghana, and they were besties. 825 00:28:14,649 --> 00:28:16,129 - The truth is, even though I've been looking 826 00:28:16,216 --> 00:28:18,392 at her sideways for what she's doing with Karlie, 827 00:28:18,479 --> 00:28:20,655 I'm really just happy that she's here because she's 828 00:28:20,742 --> 00:28:22,439 always been there for me. 829 00:28:22,526 --> 00:28:24,964 And I just want all of this to be over with, to be honest. 830 00:28:25,051 --> 00:28:25,791 - So when are you gonna see Meda? 831 00:28:25,878 --> 00:28:27,140 - Tomorrow. 832 00:28:27,227 --> 00:28:29,098 - I just invited her to dinner with us. 833 00:28:31,710 --> 00:28:33,233 - ♪ The bitches don't come with ease ♪ 834 00:28:33,320 --> 00:28:35,061 ♪ You gotta learn it ♪ 835 00:28:35,148 --> 00:28:37,585 ♪ Ain't nothing in life free, you gotta earn it ♪ 836 00:28:37,672 --> 00:28:39,152 ♪ We the winners, it's already determined ♪ 837 00:28:39,239 --> 00:28:41,110 ♪ Bars on, 1,000 degrees, I'm 'bout to burn it ♪ 838 00:28:41,197 --> 00:28:42,851 ♪ Outside, inside, we don't stop ♪ 839 00:28:42,938 --> 00:28:44,723 [knock on door] 840 00:28:44,810 --> 00:28:45,898 - Bro, why is you banging? 841 00:28:45,985 --> 00:28:46,986 - [laughs] 842 00:28:47,073 --> 00:28:48,422 - What's up, crazy man? 843 00:28:48,509 --> 00:28:49,640 - Bro, you don't hear your neighbor? 844 00:28:49,728 --> 00:28:51,164 They over there turned up. 845 00:28:51,251 --> 00:28:52,513 - My neighbors always turned up. 846 00:28:52,600 --> 00:28:54,123 That's how we do. 847 00:28:54,210 --> 00:28:56,038 We be turned up, for real. 848 00:28:56,125 --> 00:28:57,431 - I didn't think you was gonna hear me. 849 00:28:57,518 --> 00:29:00,303 - Welcome to the new little deal. 850 00:29:00,390 --> 00:29:01,914 - Yeah, yeah. - You feel me? 851 00:29:02,001 --> 00:29:04,264 - You got them kicks out. 852 00:29:04,351 --> 00:29:06,962 - No, I ran out of kicks space in the closet. 853 00:29:07,049 --> 00:29:08,355 So I just had to-- 854 00:29:08,442 --> 00:29:10,661 I got three closets full of kicks. 855 00:29:10,749 --> 00:29:12,620 - That's how you supposed to do it, baby. 856 00:29:12,707 --> 00:29:13,969 - You know how we do it, man. - I mean, a playboy like you. 857 00:29:14,056 --> 00:29:15,144 - You feel me? - The best, man. 858 00:29:15,231 --> 00:29:17,059 - Let me show you this balcony view. 859 00:29:17,146 --> 00:29:18,582 - Man. - This what you gonna love. 860 00:29:18,669 --> 00:29:20,280 After all the craziness that happened 861 00:29:20,367 --> 00:29:22,238 at South by Southwest, I told Scrappy he need to pull up 862 00:29:22,325 --> 00:29:24,458 to the crib so we can catch up. 863 00:29:24,545 --> 00:29:26,460 And plus, I wanted him to see my new spot 864 00:29:26,547 --> 00:29:29,768 and let him know I got a room for him if he need it. 865 00:29:29,855 --> 00:29:31,552 Look at this view, though. 866 00:29:31,639 --> 00:29:32,945 This is the ceiling where you get your chicken dinner. 867 00:29:33,032 --> 00:29:33,902 - Yeah. - You heard me? 868 00:29:33,989 --> 00:29:35,512 - I like it. 869 00:29:35,599 --> 00:29:37,384 - This where it's at. 870 00:29:37,471 --> 00:29:40,822 - You know I used to stay around the corner with Tip? 871 00:29:40,909 --> 00:29:41,823 You know, that's where Amy at. 872 00:29:41,910 --> 00:29:43,303 You know, me and her passionately 873 00:29:43,390 --> 00:29:44,391 kissed out there in Texas. 874 00:29:44,478 --> 00:29:46,175 - Do what? 875 00:29:46,262 --> 00:29:50,484 - Listen, I grabbed Amy by her face gently, softly. 876 00:29:50,571 --> 00:29:51,659 Come here. 877 00:29:51,746 --> 00:29:54,488 I took a deep breath. 878 00:29:54,575 --> 00:29:55,794 I breathed my breath in her face. 879 00:29:55,881 --> 00:29:58,144 [blows] 880 00:29:58,231 --> 00:29:59,362 Luckily, I was chewing bubble gum. 881 00:29:59,449 --> 00:30:00,799 When she smelled that bubble gum-- 882 00:30:00,886 --> 00:30:02,496 - Hold on. Hold on. 883 00:30:02,583 --> 00:30:04,063 - She smelled that bubble gum, and she wanted the flavor. 884 00:30:04,150 --> 00:30:06,630 [blows] I blew that bubble gum breath in her face. 885 00:30:06,717 --> 00:30:08,284 She came in. 886 00:30:08,371 --> 00:30:10,809 I softly, gently kissed them fat, juicy lips. 887 00:30:10,896 --> 00:30:14,029 [makes slurping sounds] 888 00:30:15,596 --> 00:30:16,858 And I released her and let her go. 889 00:30:16,945 --> 00:30:18,642 She almost fainted. 890 00:30:18,729 --> 00:30:19,774 - I don't know what he was thinking 891 00:30:19,861 --> 00:30:22,908 when he was coming with the-- 892 00:30:22,995 --> 00:30:23,778 I don't know what he was doing. 893 00:30:23,865 --> 00:30:25,649 Like, how you kiss like that? 894 00:30:25,736 --> 00:30:27,477 I don't even know how you kiss like that, 895 00:30:27,564 --> 00:30:29,262 'cause he wasn't even using his lips. 896 00:30:29,349 --> 00:30:30,829 I mean, that's good. 897 00:30:30,916 --> 00:30:32,265 I mean--I mean, what you gonna to do with it, though? 898 00:30:32,352 --> 00:30:33,744 I mean, that's--that's gonna be your boo? 899 00:30:33,832 --> 00:30:34,876 Like, I mean, but I seen you-- 900 00:30:34,963 --> 00:30:36,747 I seen you all on E-Beezy. 901 00:30:36,835 --> 00:30:38,793 I seen you all on Erica Banks. - Relax. 902 00:30:38,880 --> 00:30:39,968 She on the radar, too. 903 00:30:40,055 --> 00:30:41,317 You gotta understand I'm single. 904 00:30:41,404 --> 00:30:44,320 Until somebody appreciate me and treat me 905 00:30:44,407 --> 00:30:46,932 like the king that I am... - That's how I feel. 906 00:30:47,019 --> 00:30:49,282 - Then I'm gonna keep playing the game that they playing. 907 00:30:49,369 --> 00:30:50,631 - That how I feel. - So guess what? 908 00:30:50,718 --> 00:30:52,067 I'm gonna have my way with Erica. 909 00:30:52,154 --> 00:30:53,895 I'm gonna have my way with Amy. 910 00:30:53,982 --> 00:30:55,244 And I'm gonna keep having my way in the world. 911 00:30:55,331 --> 00:30:57,725 And that's how I'm gonna do it until one of them 912 00:30:57,812 --> 00:30:59,205 take me serious. 913 00:30:59,292 --> 00:31:00,902 If both of them-- 914 00:31:00,989 --> 00:31:04,601 if they both do it, then we gonna be in a polyester. 915 00:31:06,603 --> 00:31:08,779 I would love to have a polyester relationship 916 00:31:08,867 --> 00:31:10,912 with Amy and Erica. 917 00:31:15,917 --> 00:31:17,005 - What's polyester? 918 00:31:21,053 --> 00:31:22,663 - Oh, let me just let y'all know. 919 00:31:22,750 --> 00:31:25,884 I know the difference between polyamorous and polyester. 920 00:31:25,971 --> 00:31:28,669 But the reason I said a polyester relationship, 921 00:31:28,756 --> 00:31:31,585 because I feel like I can wear the both of them out. 922 00:31:31,672 --> 00:31:33,674 That's what I did at South by Southwest. 923 00:31:33,761 --> 00:31:35,632 So speaking of South by Southwest-- 924 00:31:35,719 --> 00:31:37,417 - Yeah, you know, I was sitting there talking to Erica Meda, 925 00:31:37,504 --> 00:31:39,071 you know what I'm saying? 926 00:31:39,158 --> 00:31:41,725 Like, she always say she not gonna 927 00:31:41,812 --> 00:31:45,251 be on nobody's side 'cause she was my friend first. 928 00:31:45,338 --> 00:31:46,774 You know what I'm saying? 929 00:31:46,861 --> 00:31:49,168 - You know them girls gonna stick together, man. 930 00:31:49,255 --> 00:31:51,387 - When we was in Texas, Erica come to me talking about some, 931 00:31:51,474 --> 00:31:54,260 you know, you cheated with Diamond. 932 00:31:54,347 --> 00:31:56,392 You got her pregnant. I'm like, hold on. 933 00:31:56,479 --> 00:31:58,177 It's all false. You know what I'm saying? 934 00:31:58,264 --> 00:31:59,787 - You didn't hit Diamond? - No, bro. 935 00:31:59,874 --> 00:32:01,789 - Bro. - At all. 936 00:32:01,876 --> 00:32:03,573 Like, come on, man. - So you ain't got no baby due? 937 00:32:03,660 --> 00:32:05,749 - I ain't got no baby due. - Don't lie to me, baby due. 938 00:32:05,836 --> 00:32:07,229 - I'm not [bleep] with you right now. 939 00:32:07,316 --> 00:32:08,709 - I ain't gonna ask you no more. 940 00:32:08,796 --> 00:32:09,928 - This what I'm saying, though, bro. 941 00:32:10,015 --> 00:32:11,059 This what I'm saying. 942 00:32:11,146 --> 00:32:12,669 I played my part in the [bleep]. 943 00:32:12,756 --> 00:32:13,888 Like, Diamond done been in my room, 944 00:32:13,975 --> 00:32:15,281 you know what I'm saying? 945 00:32:15,368 --> 00:32:16,325 While I was on tour, she done been in my room. 946 00:32:16,412 --> 00:32:17,631 - In the hotel room? - Yep. 947 00:32:17,718 --> 00:32:18,849 She done been in my room. We done talked. 948 00:32:18,937 --> 00:32:20,199 - And you sure the baby ain't due? 949 00:32:20,286 --> 00:32:22,375 - Now, see, I ain't hiding the fact 950 00:32:22,462 --> 00:32:24,072 that I was texting Diamond. 951 00:32:24,159 --> 00:32:25,900 I'm not hiding the fact that she came in my room on tour. 952 00:32:25,987 --> 00:32:27,423 We talked. 953 00:32:27,510 --> 00:32:29,991 But I'm gonna stand on that we ain't have sex. 954 00:32:30,078 --> 00:32:31,297 We ain't do nothing else extra. 955 00:32:31,384 --> 00:32:33,864 So at the end of the day, bruh, I've been-- 956 00:32:33,952 --> 00:32:35,214 - You still love her? 957 00:32:37,781 --> 00:32:39,348 - I definitely love Bam. 958 00:32:39,435 --> 00:32:41,437 - You definitely know you love Bam. 959 00:32:41,524 --> 00:32:43,744 That's why you might need to try to fix it. 960 00:32:45,659 --> 00:32:47,661 - But seriously, K, I'm getting a divorce. 961 00:32:47,748 --> 00:32:49,402 You know what I'm saying? - You're getting a divorce. 962 00:32:49,489 --> 00:32:50,969 - That's just what it is, you know what I'm saying? 963 00:32:51,056 --> 00:32:52,274 - A divorce. Well, you don't know that. 964 00:32:52,361 --> 00:32:55,364 - Man, I'm in hotel, hotel, car, car. 965 00:32:55,451 --> 00:32:57,410 You know what I'm saying? - Oh, bro. 966 00:32:57,497 --> 00:32:58,672 You can't be living like that, bro. 967 00:32:58,759 --> 00:33:00,021 - But now I gotta figure it out on my own. 968 00:33:00,108 --> 00:33:01,544 I gotta move my [bleep]. 969 00:33:01,631 --> 00:33:02,763 - Where you gonna move it at? 970 00:33:02,850 --> 00:33:04,112 - My mom's house. 971 00:33:04,199 --> 00:33:06,245 She got extra garage space and-- 972 00:33:06,332 --> 00:33:07,898 - Let's go get it. - No, no, no. 973 00:33:07,986 --> 00:33:10,727 And I'm gonna ask her to cook my favorite meal. 974 00:33:10,814 --> 00:33:12,729 You know what I'm saying? - Ooh, Mama Dee gonna cook. 975 00:33:12,816 --> 00:33:15,428 Anything that's gonna help you get your peace, my brother, 976 00:33:15,515 --> 00:33:17,430 I'm ready to do it. 977 00:33:17,517 --> 00:33:19,171 We can pick up that stuff, get you over there to Mama Dee, 978 00:33:19,258 --> 00:33:20,563 put that stuff up so we can get us 979 00:33:20,650 --> 00:33:22,957 a good old meal in our stomach. I'm ready. 980 00:33:23,044 --> 00:33:23,958 - But just don't be worried about just 981 00:33:24,045 --> 00:33:25,394 the meal in your stomach. 982 00:33:25,481 --> 00:33:27,179 Like--like, I need help, bro. - What you mean? 983 00:33:27,266 --> 00:33:29,964 After picking up them boxes, I'm gonna get hungry. 984 00:33:30,051 --> 00:33:31,270 Well, let's just roll out. 985 00:33:31,357 --> 00:33:31,879 Let's just go figure-- matter of fact, 986 00:33:31,966 --> 00:33:33,446 call Mama Dee right now. 987 00:33:33,533 --> 00:33:35,274 Let's go try to get some of that food. 988 00:33:35,361 --> 00:33:36,666 Tell Mama Dee cook right now. - Oh, yeah. No, no. Definitely. 989 00:33:36,753 --> 00:33:39,017 Definitely. - Get us some food. 990 00:33:39,104 --> 00:33:41,236 - Coming up on "Love & Hip Hop: Atlanta"... 991 00:33:41,323 --> 00:33:42,063 - He told me that Ed's sister said 992 00:33:42,150 --> 00:33:43,456 it's too many people out here. 993 00:33:43,543 --> 00:33:44,718 And that's [bleep] up that you give 994 00:33:44,805 --> 00:33:46,067 Karlie the address and not me. 995 00:33:46,154 --> 00:33:47,373 Me and Spice close. - Sorry. 996 00:33:47,460 --> 00:33:49,201 I can't vouch for anybody not showing up. 997 00:33:49,288 --> 00:33:50,637 - Can we just stop? 998 00:33:50,724 --> 00:33:52,030 I'm not gonna sit here and you two 999 00:33:52,117 --> 00:33:54,641 wanna argue over each other. 1000 00:33:54,728 --> 00:33:56,382 - ♪ Make my way to the top, and there ain't no stoppin' ♪ 1001 00:34:02,344 --> 00:34:03,258 - ♪ Make my way to the top, and there ain't no stoppin' ♪ 1002 00:34:03,345 --> 00:34:06,957 [upbeat music] 1003 00:34:07,045 --> 00:34:08,568 - I'm getting nervous for the show tomorrow. 1004 00:34:08,655 --> 00:34:09,830 - I'm excited. 1005 00:34:09,917 --> 00:34:11,745 - This is my first official show. 1006 00:34:11,832 --> 00:34:12,789 - Right? - Is it? 1007 00:34:12,876 --> 00:34:14,878 - Yes. - Yes. 1008 00:34:14,965 --> 00:34:17,533 - Hmm, Cinderella is here. 1009 00:34:17,620 --> 00:34:20,710 - Who the [bleep] you calling Cinderella? 1010 00:34:20,797 --> 00:34:24,410 I don't know why the [bleep] Spice calling me Cinderella 1011 00:34:24,497 --> 00:34:26,586 when she out here looking bluer than the 1012 00:34:26,673 --> 00:34:28,892 Cayman Island mother-[bleep] ocean. 1013 00:34:28,979 --> 00:34:30,372 - What's up? Is it sweet, though? 1014 00:34:30,459 --> 00:34:31,808 'Cause you know I like mine sweet. 1015 00:34:31,895 --> 00:34:33,332 - It's sweet. - All right. 1016 00:34:33,419 --> 00:34:35,464 I'm gonna go get me a drink. - I'll go with you. 1017 00:34:35,551 --> 00:34:37,858 - Gracie, we'll be back. - You know I like it sweet. 1018 00:34:37,945 --> 00:34:41,427 - No, I don't what you like, but it's good to know now. 1019 00:34:41,514 --> 00:34:42,558 Girl, you sitting up here eating with them gloves on? 1020 00:34:42,645 --> 00:34:43,994 You here. 1021 00:34:44,082 --> 00:34:45,779 Oh, girl, when Meda coming? 1022 00:34:45,866 --> 00:34:47,650 - I don't know. 1023 00:34:47,737 --> 00:34:49,130 At the end of the day, you know how I feel about Meda. 1024 00:34:49,217 --> 00:34:50,262 I just feel like it just need a conversation. 1025 00:34:50,349 --> 00:34:51,872 That's it. 1026 00:34:51,959 --> 00:34:53,613 - Me and Meda do not have any issues. 1027 00:34:53,700 --> 00:34:56,006 But, Meda, I feel like you tried to keep me out 1028 00:34:56,094 --> 00:34:58,139 of DR to "applease" Karlie. 1029 00:34:58,226 --> 00:34:59,967 And I don't appreciate that [bleep]. 1030 00:35:00,054 --> 00:35:01,795 - Hey, ladies. - Speak of the devil. 1031 00:35:05,320 --> 00:35:08,454 - Hi. 1032 00:35:08,541 --> 00:35:09,933 - I know we're not there yet, so-- 1033 00:35:10,020 --> 00:35:11,326 - Oh, I didn't know. I didn't know. 1034 00:35:11,413 --> 00:35:13,894 - I don't care about her misplaced anger. 1035 00:35:13,981 --> 00:35:15,591 - Her misplaced anger? - It's misplaced. 1036 00:35:15,678 --> 00:35:16,940 - What do you mean, it's misplaced? 1037 00:35:17,027 --> 00:35:18,116 - I have all reason to be angry at you. 1038 00:35:18,203 --> 00:35:19,595 - No, you actually don't. 1039 00:35:19,682 --> 00:35:20,683 - Why would you say it's misplaced? 1040 00:35:20,770 --> 00:35:22,120 That's the problem we're having 1041 00:35:22,207 --> 00:35:23,556 because you keep acting like you don't know 1042 00:35:23,643 --> 00:35:25,514 why we're at this place. - No, I actually don't. 1043 00:35:25,601 --> 00:35:28,604 - I thought, after the blow-up at Jasmine gender reveal, 1044 00:35:28,691 --> 00:35:29,910 Meda already hear where me done come from 1045 00:35:29,997 --> 00:35:31,129 and understand my point of view 1046 00:35:31,216 --> 00:35:33,174 why me opening my feelings. 1047 00:35:33,261 --> 00:35:35,481 You wanna tell me you travel all the way from Atlanta 1048 00:35:35,568 --> 00:35:38,832 to come to the Cayman Island to keep up the same energy 1049 00:35:38,919 --> 00:35:40,660 and tell me the same thing? 1050 00:35:40,747 --> 00:35:42,531 I wake up, and you and Karlie were all over Instagram. 1051 00:35:42,618 --> 00:35:44,446 How I don't know the whole story when I see with my eyes? 1052 00:35:44,533 --> 00:35:46,013 - What, in Africa? 1053 00:35:46,100 --> 00:35:47,493 Because I was in Africa with her, and then-- 1054 00:35:47,580 --> 00:35:48,929 - But even recently, you went somewhere 1055 00:35:49,016 --> 00:35:50,844 with her, even after that. - I went-- 1056 00:35:50,931 --> 00:35:52,585 I went somewhere by myself, and she came to the party. 1057 00:35:52,672 --> 00:35:54,064 But that's neither here nor there. 1058 00:35:54,152 --> 00:35:56,154 Because I don't know what you and Karlie's relationship is. 1059 00:35:56,241 --> 00:35:57,894 - You do. 1060 00:35:57,981 --> 00:36:00,288 - I knew how you feel--felt about her before your surgery, 1061 00:36:00,375 --> 00:36:02,290 before everything you went through. 1062 00:36:02,377 --> 00:36:03,726 I don't know how you feel about her after that 1063 00:36:03,813 --> 00:36:06,164 because y'all were speaking. - We were not speaking. 1064 00:36:06,251 --> 00:36:07,861 I wasn't even talking in there. What are you talking about? 1065 00:36:07,948 --> 00:36:09,819 - I'm talking about after DR. 1066 00:36:09,906 --> 00:36:11,212 - No, I did not. 1067 00:36:11,299 --> 00:36:12,648 - I wanna bring something to the table 1068 00:36:12,735 --> 00:36:14,302 while we're sitting here talking about this [bleep]. 1069 00:36:14,389 --> 00:36:16,174 Did I not call you trying to get 1070 00:36:16,261 --> 00:36:19,002 information to get to y'all? 1071 00:36:19,089 --> 00:36:19,916 - Yes, you called me about information. 1072 00:36:20,003 --> 00:36:21,570 - I called, right? 1073 00:36:21,657 --> 00:36:22,963 And then you told me that your sister said 1074 00:36:23,050 --> 00:36:24,834 it's too many people out here, right? 1075 00:36:24,921 --> 00:36:26,227 - Her sister said she didn't want anybody out there. 1076 00:36:26,314 --> 00:36:27,315 - Okay, fine. - That's at first. 1077 00:36:27,402 --> 00:36:28,969 - Okay, after you made the comment 1078 00:36:29,056 --> 00:36:31,493 to me about her sister, I'm gonna respect the message. 1079 00:36:31,580 --> 00:36:33,408 If the message coming from her sister, 1080 00:36:33,495 --> 00:36:34,801 and her sister don't wanna be bothered with people, then 1081 00:36:34,888 --> 00:36:36,846 who I supposed to respect? 1082 00:36:36,933 --> 00:36:38,413 - Okay, but that--take that off of me, though, 'cause it feel 1083 00:36:38,500 --> 00:36:40,154 like everything's heavy on me. - Everything ain't on you. 1084 00:36:40,241 --> 00:36:41,416 - And all I did was my part. 1085 00:36:41,503 --> 00:36:43,984 - Can we just stop? 1086 00:36:44,071 --> 00:36:46,160 You both are here because of a performance. 1087 00:36:46,247 --> 00:36:47,205 I'm not gonna sit here and you two want 1088 00:36:47,292 --> 00:36:48,989 to argue over each other-- 1089 00:36:49,076 --> 00:36:50,773 over each other head. 1090 00:36:50,860 --> 00:36:53,428 I'm already nervous. I've already been through hell. 1091 00:36:53,515 --> 00:36:57,432 [dramatic music] 1092 00:37:04,918 --> 00:37:05,832 - ♪ Make my way to the top, and there ain't no stoppin' ♪ 1093 00:37:05,919 --> 00:37:09,357 [dramatic music] 1094 00:37:09,444 --> 00:37:11,577 ♪ ♪ 1095 00:37:11,664 --> 00:37:13,361 - I don't want you to cry, and I don't want you to be mad. 1096 00:37:13,448 --> 00:37:15,842 If you want me to leave, I'm not trying to argue. 1097 00:37:15,929 --> 00:37:18,018 I just feel like everybody's ganging up on me, 1098 00:37:18,105 --> 00:37:20,107 and I feel like I don't know. 1099 00:37:25,068 --> 00:37:26,722 - No, me can't bother with all of this foolishness. 1100 00:37:26,809 --> 00:37:29,247 Because not only do I have the pressure in my head of doing 1101 00:37:29,334 --> 00:37:31,379 my first comeback performance after everything 1102 00:37:31,466 --> 00:37:33,599 that has happened to me, but I also have the pressure 1103 00:37:33,686 --> 00:37:35,383 of being away from my kids. 1104 00:37:35,470 --> 00:37:36,993 And to put the icing on the cake, 1105 00:37:37,080 --> 00:37:39,387 it's just the pressure of living in this fear 1106 00:37:39,474 --> 00:37:41,955 that my hernia can bust open anytime right now. 1107 00:37:42,042 --> 00:37:43,565 And that's why I need something constant 1108 00:37:43,652 --> 00:37:45,872 that can be in my life to keep me calm, like my friends. 1109 00:37:45,959 --> 00:37:47,526 That's what they're supposed to be doing right now, 1110 00:37:47,613 --> 00:37:48,788 bringing me a good energy. 1111 00:37:48,875 --> 00:37:50,616 But I don't even have that. 1112 00:37:50,703 --> 00:37:53,009 - I'm just trying to figure out how we got here. 1113 00:37:53,096 --> 00:37:55,577 - I just wanted you to be there for me, straight out. 1114 00:37:55,664 --> 00:37:57,623 I just wanted the same loyalty 1115 00:37:57,710 --> 00:37:58,754 that I know I would have given you. 1116 00:37:58,841 --> 00:38:00,452 You're talking about being there for me in DR. 1117 00:38:00,539 --> 00:38:02,802 I heard that. I saw that. 1118 00:38:02,889 --> 00:38:04,020 I was--I don't even know what was happening 1119 00:38:04,107 --> 00:38:05,848 for real, for real in DR. 1120 00:38:05,935 --> 00:38:07,763 But I know when I came out what was happening. 1121 00:38:07,850 --> 00:38:11,289 So when I really wanted you to be there with me, 1122 00:38:11,376 --> 00:38:12,899 you were everywhere with Karlie. 1123 00:38:12,986 --> 00:38:14,161 - Right. - Yes, I feel some kind of way. 1124 00:38:14,248 --> 00:38:15,380 - I went with Karlie in December. 1125 00:38:15,467 --> 00:38:16,859 It's March now. 1126 00:38:16,946 --> 00:38:18,600 - But even in January, you were on Instagram, 1127 00:38:18,687 --> 00:38:19,297 all over with her. - No, I'm not. 1128 00:38:19,384 --> 00:38:20,646 - Like, everywhere you go-- 1129 00:38:20,733 --> 00:38:22,038 - I never-- I didn't speak to no-- 1130 00:38:22,125 --> 00:38:23,518 - It's you and Karlie. - That is not true! 1131 00:38:23,605 --> 00:38:24,650 - Two days ago. What are you talking about? 1132 00:38:24,737 --> 00:38:26,434 - That is not true. 1133 00:38:26,521 --> 00:38:27,870 I had my own issues in January. 1134 00:38:27,957 --> 00:38:29,089 - Look in your phone because you're-- 1135 00:38:29,176 --> 00:38:30,830 - Excuse me. - Look in your phone. 1136 00:38:30,917 --> 00:38:32,397 You just posted online with you and Karlie at an event. 1137 00:38:32,484 --> 00:38:33,833 - Yes, a couple of days ago, we went to a party. 1138 00:38:33,920 --> 00:38:35,443 - Yes! So what are you talking about? 1139 00:38:35,530 --> 00:38:36,792 - Look at January, February in the beginning. 1140 00:38:36,879 --> 00:38:38,011 I didn't-- - But this is now! 1141 00:38:38,098 --> 00:38:39,969 - So I don't-- 1142 00:38:40,056 --> 00:38:41,101 I don't count, and what I'm going through don't count? 1143 00:38:41,188 --> 00:38:43,146 - I did not say that! I never said that! 1144 00:38:43,233 --> 00:38:44,713 - But you're not even giving me a chance! 1145 00:38:44,800 --> 00:38:46,324 - We are sticking to the point why we are at odds. 1146 00:38:46,411 --> 00:38:48,108 - Because you think- 1147 00:38:48,195 --> 00:38:49,065 - I know everything you're going through. 1148 00:38:49,152 --> 00:38:50,328 You're my [bleep] friend. 1149 00:38:50,415 --> 00:38:51,546 What are you talking about? 1150 00:38:51,633 --> 00:38:54,462 - But you don't know everything. 1151 00:38:54,549 --> 00:38:56,595 A lot of stuff has still happened since then. 1152 00:38:56,682 --> 00:38:58,901 I didn't speak to nobody in January or February. 1153 00:38:58,988 --> 00:39:00,294 - Oh, but so Karlie's not there for you, 1154 00:39:00,381 --> 00:39:01,469 the way how we sit and talk? 1155 00:39:01,556 --> 00:39:03,079 - I have not spoken to her. 1156 00:39:03,166 --> 00:39:04,951 - Oh, all the things you're going through? 1157 00:39:05,038 --> 00:39:05,778 - Because I saw her at a party doesn't mean 1158 00:39:05,865 --> 00:39:08,389 that we had that conversation. 1159 00:39:08,476 --> 00:39:11,000 This is being blown out because other people are wanting 1160 00:39:11,087 --> 00:39:12,741 to throw [bleep] in the bus. 1161 00:39:12,828 --> 00:39:14,613 At the end of the day, I am there 1162 00:39:14,700 --> 00:39:16,919 for you whenever you call. 1163 00:39:17,006 --> 00:39:18,747 I don't give a [bleep] what anybody else says. 1164 00:39:18,834 --> 00:39:20,009 I really love you. 1165 00:39:22,490 --> 00:39:23,491 I don't--I don't-- 1166 00:39:23,578 --> 00:39:25,232 I don't even wanna fight with you. 1167 00:39:25,319 --> 00:39:27,408 Because other than your sister, I was the first person 1168 00:39:27,495 --> 00:39:29,062 at that hospital. 1169 00:39:29,149 --> 00:39:30,368 I saw you with those tubes in your throat. 1170 00:39:30,455 --> 00:39:32,239 I saw you not speaking. 1171 00:39:32,326 --> 00:39:34,110 You understand what I'm saying? None of them bitches was there. 1172 00:39:34,197 --> 00:39:35,677 I was there. 1173 00:39:35,764 --> 00:39:37,505 I feel everything that you feeling. 1174 00:39:37,592 --> 00:39:40,813 I know you think you only go through this by yourself. 1175 00:39:40,900 --> 00:39:43,511 But this comeback--I'm here because I felt like 1176 00:39:43,598 --> 00:39:44,947 this comeback is our comeback. 1177 00:39:47,820 --> 00:39:49,299 And I don't wanna fight with you, 1178 00:39:49,387 --> 00:39:51,519 because this is--this is our celebration. 1179 00:39:51,606 --> 00:39:58,483 ♪ ♪ 1180 00:40:02,269 --> 00:40:04,445 - If it's one thing that my near-death experience 1181 00:40:04,532 --> 00:40:06,578 has taught me, it's that I need to make sure 1182 00:40:06,665 --> 00:40:09,407 that I'm surrounded with the right people and good energy. 1183 00:40:09,494 --> 00:40:10,843 And I'm sure gonna be more selective 1184 00:40:10,930 --> 00:40:13,802 of who those real people are gonna be in my life. 1185 00:40:13,889 --> 00:40:15,456 Meda has shared a very good friendship 1186 00:40:15,543 --> 00:40:17,110 throughout everything. 1187 00:40:17,197 --> 00:40:18,764 And I feel like all this yelling and screaming, 1188 00:40:18,851 --> 00:40:21,070 we needed to get it out so it could just 1189 00:40:21,157 --> 00:40:24,030 bring us back into a place of really, genuinely 1190 00:40:24,117 --> 00:40:25,814 valuing each other's friendship. 1191 00:40:25,901 --> 00:40:27,207 So I'm glad she came. 1192 00:40:27,294 --> 00:40:30,210 [both sobbing] 1193 00:40:36,259 --> 00:40:38,653 - I love you. 1194 00:40:38,740 --> 00:40:39,611 - I love you, too. 1195 00:40:42,222 --> 00:40:42,875 I'm sorry. 1196 00:40:42,962 --> 00:40:43,919 - I'm sorry, too. 1197 00:40:54,103 --> 00:40:55,061 - Next on "Love & Hip Hop: Atlanta"... 1198 00:40:55,148 --> 00:40:56,105 - Khaotic been there through everything. 1199 00:40:56,192 --> 00:40:57,367 But he don't mind whipping it out. 1200 00:40:57,455 --> 00:40:59,935 - What kind of relationship is this? 1201 00:41:00,022 --> 00:41:01,502 - You looking like a peanut butter and syrup sandwich. 1202 00:41:01,589 --> 00:41:03,025 - That's a lot of calories. 1203 00:41:03,112 --> 00:41:04,592 - Mmm. 1204 00:41:04,679 --> 00:41:06,159 - ♪ Make yuh batty jaw clap clap ♪ 1205 00:41:06,246 --> 00:41:07,987 ♪ Spin it like a propeller ♪ 1206 00:41:08,074 --> 00:41:09,858 Oh, my God! - You ready? 1207 00:41:09,945 --> 00:41:12,121 - Yes, I'm excited. I cannot wait. 1208 00:41:12,208 --> 00:41:14,080 all: We want Spice! 1209 00:41:14,167 --> 00:41:16,996 We want Spice! 1210 00:41:17,083 --> 00:41:20,173 - He said he'll pay half of child care for the babies, 1211 00:41:20,260 --> 00:41:21,827 and that's it. 1212 00:41:21,914 --> 00:41:23,045 - Oh, he don't wanna pay child support? 1213 00:41:23,132 --> 00:41:25,004 - Oh, no, he said he don't make no money, girl. 1214 00:41:25,091 --> 00:41:26,875 He loves that toxic [bleep]. 1215 00:41:26,962 --> 00:41:28,442 - Stop acting like you know something. 1216 00:41:28,529 --> 00:41:30,357 - Because I know so much. That's why. 1217 00:41:30,444 --> 00:41:31,706 - Don't [bleep] do this. 1218 00:41:31,793 --> 00:41:33,578 - Hey man, take your hands of me! 91123