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[woman] Previously on
Love & Hip Hop: Atlanta...

I'm your manager. Remember that.

Honey, bring me the contract.

I will do what I need to do

to be able to get that
in my hands.

[Stevie] She's doing a lot
of calculated stuff.

I can't live like this.

If I could just crash
for a few days

while I figure out
this house thing.

[Joseline] They say
Stevie got two babies.

One of the girl name
is Promise B. Mae.

Trafficking in Georgia
in marijuana

carries a sentence
of five to 30 years.

My family is gonna fall apart.

I'm just fucking heartbroken.

We're gonna be
all right, though.

It's just so fucked up.

[crying]

[D.] I saw an interview
with Waka.

He made some comments
about the trans community

that wasn't the most positive.

Yeah, I heard his interview.

-Yeah.
-It's kind of rude.

I'm quite sure there's a lot
of opinions you have

that people don't like.

No, everybody likes my opinions.

I realize that I really
can't benefit from you.

Good luck in your transitioning

and I think those hormones

are probably getting to your
damn head or something.

-No... no.
-You-- you've got issues, baby.

I have been given
my own label deal.

I can now sign artists
to Atlantic Records.

[cheers and applause]

I had a record on the radio.

Where did that chart?

-Don't try it.
-I just asked a question.

K, don't try it.

No, no, no, wait, wait, whoa,

this is my town.

I really don't feel comfortable
sitting here.

She's probably used to standing
on four legs instead of two.

-What exactly is your issue?
-Your face.

* This is the life,
this is the life *

* This is the life,
this is the life *

* This is the life,
this is the life *

* This is the life,
this is the life *

* This is the life,
this is the life *

* There ain't nothing
like hip-hop music, music *

* This is the life,
this is the life *

* This is the life,
this is the life *

* This is the life *

* What you wanna do tonight? *

[Ariane] As crazy as K.
Michelle's listening party was,

it really sparked
something in me

that I've been avoiding
for a long time.

So I came to the studio
to talk to D. Smith and Betty

about something that's really
important to me.

* With your back up
off the wall *

* And your ass
out on the floor *

* Break out *

[Betty] I love it.

Hello, girls.

-Hi!
-Hi!

[Ariane] People don't know
that I can really sing.

But it's something that
I've wanted to do forever.

I've thought about discussing
my music goals

with Rasheeda and K.
in the past,

but they're not producers
like D. Smith.

D. is a successful
music producer,

and it's what she does,

and I feel like she can offer me
some real guidance.

-So K.'s listening party...
-Mm-hmm.

That was really weird.

I didn't know
that there was a beef.

-And I'm sorry--
-Ignore it.

-Don't say nothing.
-But I wanted to ask y'all,

with K. Michelle starting
this new record label,

joint venture with Atlantic,

do you guys think
that it's something

that I should even consider?

[D.] I honestly have to question
the sanity, the integrity,

the balls of anyone that would
wanna work with K. Michelle.

Have you ever worked with her?

[Ariane] I did go
to a showcase audition

a couple of years ago

and of course it flopped.

That wasn't my steez.

Like I don't wanna sing
background for you.

She's crazy!

Like, honestly, fuck that
crooked letter, crooked letter,

high-ass body bitch.

All right, well, I got
my fucking answer.

-Okay.
-So, no, stay away.

Out of the question. Okay.

[Ariane] I'm not here to get
in anybody's beefs.

I'm here to discuss my career.

When I auditioned
for K. Michelle

a couple of years ago,
it honestly didn't feel right.

But sitting here
with D. and Betty,

something feels right.

D. Smith has produced hits
for people like Lil Wayne,

Fantasia, Keri Hilson,

and I feel like she can do
the same for me.

I am really, really
excited to be here.

I'm here to talk about my music.

I have really been working
on some new shit

and I'm ready to fucking work
with both of y'all.

I didn't even know
you did music.

How long have you been doing it?

That's the thing,
like, I've been singing

since yea high,

but when my family
moved to Atlanta,

things just kind of
came to a halt

because of family situations.

I just put everybody else
before me and I'm just--

I'm really tired of doing that.

It's just time for me.

Oh, no.

I used to blame everybody,

like my sisters, my family
around me-- everybody.

No.

-It's time.
-Yeah.

And I wanna do
what makes me happy.

Come over here!

-It's okay.
-Come.

-It's okay.
-I'm just tired.

I really am ready, though.

This is not about to be
a fucking kumbaya moment.

-No--
-I'm really--

-This is my heartbeat.
-That's right.

You know, when you're this
vulnerable and this open,

you have to put yourself
into the music.

Sometimes these emotions,
they fade,

and you have to take
advantage of this.

[D.] Ariane is a beautiful girl.

I just hope she has the voice
to match it all.

She makes it kind of hard
for you to just tell her no.

I think that you're
a beautiful girl

and you have a great energy,

and I now see that there
is passion there

and now I can't wait to--
to see what we can create.

[Tammy] So what's been
going on with you, girlie?

So I went to K. Michelle's
listening party.

How was that, girl?

I ran into Ariane
as soon as I got there.

-Uh-huh.
-She walked me straight

into D. Smith.

-Oh, God.
-Yes.

And D. Smith and Betty Idol

went straight into attack mode,

like they started going in.

So it got really ugly
really quick.

Sometimes you just
got to turn the other cheek

and just not pay that any mind.

And I know a lot
of transgender people.

And I respect them,
I respect them transitioning,

but it's like you can--
you can come at me

and you can say all these things
and I'm a woman,

but if I get into it
with D. Smith,

it's probably going to,

you know, have all kind
of people mad at me.

I think I may have went
a little too hard on D. Smith,

but at the end of the day,
she came at me first.

Let's be very clear.

I got a few homegirls
that are transgender,

and I respect them so much
because they handle themselves

as women and with class.

[Tammy] Initially with D. Smith,
I thought she was a good person.

Then the next time I linked up
with her, it was like

her friend, Betty Idol,
just threw so many shots,

like immediately attacking me.

But Betty Idol don't know me.

She don't know Bambi.

-D. Smith know us.
-Right.

So anything that Betty Idol
is saying

is from what D. Smith
had told her.

I know D. Smith is feeling
a sorta kinda way

because of this interview
that Waka did,

and now Tammy and Betty Idol
is fighting.

Then to top that,
now Bambi's involved.

I really feel like it's time
for all this drama

to come to an ending.

This is something
that I need from you guys.

I would love it--

I'm gonna do a No R.I.P. event.

I would be honored

if you two guys would be
on the panel

and you would speak.

Two years ago,
my son committed suicide

because of the bullying
on the Internet.

I founded No R.I.P.,

which is No Reckless
Internet Posting.

As a transgender female,

I can imagine the bullying
that D. Smith went through

and I really felt
that this platform

would be a good time to bring
these four ladies together

and maybe we could have
the understanding understood.

I would love to have
D. Smith and Betty Idol

speak at the No R.I.P. event.

What would be the point of that?

Well, maybe we could talk.

She can't speak on being bullied
when you're bullying people

-at the same time.
-Absolutely.

There's too many two-faces.

Let's end-- just leave it.

-Ah! Shh!
-Oh, man.

Oh... okay.

[Scrapp] Today I'm at my mom's
warehouse for a photo shoot

I put together for me and King.

I just wanted some really
nice pictures of us

for me and him to have
for memories,

and there's some news
that I gotta break to him

and quite frankly, I don't know
how I'm gonna do it.

* Time don't let it fade away *

* Gotta capture every moment *

* Just play it like a game *

* Like a game *

* I'm telling you baby *

* Don't you worry *

-[giggling]
-[KK] So what you think about

the new studio, Scrapp?

I need in.

I need all the way in.

I plan on doing
some big things with it.

Today we're doing
this photo shoot

in my new studio.

You can do photo shoots,

videos, recording studios--
we have it all.

I've been distracted
with this Tiarra drama,

but what I realize
with Scrapp going away,

I gotta get back to business.

This is an investment.

The King family,
we're gonna be okay.

You know, I'm so glad that
Tiarra came to her senses.

It's good seeing y'all together.

You know how much
I love this guy. Right?

-[KK laughs]
-Who your best friend?

-See?
-You really need to leave Tommie

and TNT alone,

'cause when that TNT
get together...

-You ain't even gotta tell me.
-...that shit will blow up.

-Dynamite.
-I already heard

you been seeing
Miss Karlie Redd.

Mama, I'll tell you,
but always listening

to what you hearing
in the streets, all right?

I ain't gonna make no promises,
I'm gonna see how it go.

I really ain't got
much time to even--

to really catch feelings,
you know what I'm saying?

But she seem like
she like me a lot, so...

Well, you know, I vouch
for the older chick shit.

Ma, you vouch for Tommie.

Exactly.

[KK] I used to be team Tommie.

But really, sometimes I think
Tommie likes her chardonnay

more than she likes Scrapp.

Tiarra, even though

our conversation
went so far left,

at least she has allowed Scrapp

to spend his last few days
with King,

so I'm happy for that.

[man 1] All right,
good job, good job.

-[man 2] Good job, family.
-You did good.

Give me two seconds, Mama.
I'ma talk to King,

-we'll be out there in a second.
-Give me a kiss, baby.

[Scrapp] Now I'm finally
mustering up the courage

to tell my son
that I'm going away.

This is what
I didn't wanna do.

But I would hate for him

to hear it
through somebody else,

or I'd just up
and be gone like that.

Daddy not gonna see you
for a little while.

Why?

Daddy got in a little bit
of trouble.

Daddy gotta go somewhere
where babies can't come.

Daddy would love
to stay here with you.

I don't wanna be nowhere else.

They making Daddy go away.

I'm gonna be gone
for a little while, okay?

Mm-hmm.

I just want you to know
how much I love you.

You know that?

Who your best friend?

You.

You ain't gonna tell me
that to my face?

You.

Don't cry for that matter.

All right, who my best friend?

Don't cry, baby,
don't cry, all right?

Give Daddy a hug, all right?

Daddy's gonna write you letters
and send you pictures.

-Okay?
-Mm-mmm.

You're not mad
at Daddy, are you?

Thank you.

Daddy make it up for you
when I come home, okay?

I promise.

Tammy didn't attack you.

She's damn near Tasmanian devil.

What did you call Tammy?

If there is a Stevie J. baby,

I'm gonna get
to the bottom of it.

You're a big boy?

Always know how much
your daddy love you, okay?

-Okay.
-You're my best friend.

[D.] I have no idea what kind
of crazy I'm walking into today.

I got a message from
Waka Flocka's mom, Deb Antney,

saying that she wanted
to connect.

I've heard all about
her reputation in the industry,

but I've never met this woman.

All I know is that
she wants to talk.

-Hi, nice to meet you.
-You too, sweetheart.

[D.] I almost didn't come
because I'm sure she heard

about Betty and Tammy's
little brawl,

but I'm assuming Miss Deb
is a respected music manager

that don't have time
for this bullshit.

I asked for this meeting

-for several reasons.
-Mm-hmm.

One, I really, really wanted you

to be a part
of the anti-bullying panel.

We have R.I.P.

No Reckless Internet Posting.

This is something
that was generated

after the death of my son.

How'd your son pass?

-My son committed suicide.
-I'm sorry.

[D.] I definitely didn't expect
to hear that from Miss Deb.

What can you say to someone

that's lost their son
to suicide?

There's an extremely high rate

of suicide amongst
transgender youth.

Prevention is key,
so I'm actually very interested

in seeing what Miss Deb
has to say.

The anti-bullying panel,

it would have everybody there--

transgender, LGBT,

-as well as straight people.
-Okay.

Just showing how
we all can be bullied.

But I really wanted to invite
you two, and your friend--

-Betty. Okay.
-Betty.

But without the drama.

There's no more drama.

Tammy and Bambi have
formulated this opinion

on D. Smith as being a bully.

I'm hoping that I can get
some clarity there

and I can formulate
my own opinion.

So the next reason why I really
brought you here today--

Tammy wanting to work with you

and that whole thing
just did not go well at all.

Yeah, no, it didn't.

What happened there?

The topic of discussion was

your son's remarks about
the trans community.

I don't think that it came out

the way it was supposed
to come out.

Maybe he should get
an interview coach.

Why did this have to come
into this whole big thing?

This was you and Tammy.

Tammy didn't attack you.

Tammy's not an angel.

Like, she's damn near
Tasmanian devil.

I can't believe
you're sticking up for her

like she's an angel.

-What did you call Tammy?
-A Tasmanian devil.

I didn't do anything to Tammy.

That was my friend Betty and her

had an exchange of words.

Even Betty Idol,
doing what she did to Tammy,

that was a reflection of you,

the same way you made it
a reflection of Tammy

for what Waka did.

-Mmm... no.
-It's the same.

Cute try, but it didn't work.

-Try?
-No, that's not--

-Try, try?
-That's not the same thing.

Tammy threw a glass
of water at Betty.

They were having
an argument, both of them.

-I was there.
-[Deb] Whoa, Nelly.

I thought D. Smith would really,
really be a good person

to sit on this panel,

but apparently, I was wrong.

I really wanted you to be a part
of the anti-bullying panel.

I want us to come up
with resolutions

so that we can all
just get along,

but I see that we can't do that.

It's taking everything in me
not to get cute with Miss Deb,

but I was always taught
to respect my elders,

so I'm gonna let Miss Deb feel
whatever Miss Deb needs to feel.

I'm so disappointed in you.

You have a panel,
you have power,

and for you to have
that attitude

is so disappointing.

[Mimi] Joseline dropped
a hell of a lot of bombs on me

in one sitting,

and Stevie has a whole lot
of explaining to do.

He was away on business,

so I took that time
to gather my thoughts

and process this whole thing.

Now he's back and I really
wanna know why this man

did not tell me
that not only did he have

one baby out in the world,

but he has two
new babies out here.

-[knocking]
-Come in.

-Yo.
-Hey.

This is the same man who came
begging to crash on my couch

to get away from Joseline,
that he's cheated on.

Honestly, right now,

I understand why Joseline
is so pissed at him.

Why you all down
and out and all that

like you lost your best friend
and all that?

No. Just...
I'm a little perturbed.

My eye is twitching, you know,

that means I'm-- I'm--
I'm irked.

All right, what's up?

So I met with your wife
the other day.

-Yeah, and?
-Your wife informed me

that the reason why you guys
have been having issues

is because you have
two more children

out in the world.

If there's anything
you wanna tell me...

-Right now--
-Yes, there is something

I wanna tell you.

She has spoken with this woman,

has seen the documents
regarding child support.

You got two more little
Stevie J. babies running around.

Whatever I gotta do
to see my grandson,

bring him to see you,
I'm gonna do.

If there's anything
you wanna tell me...

-Right now--
-All right.

Obviously, some of the stuff

that Joseline
told me must be true,

because Stevie is stumbling
on his words right now,

trying to explain himself to me.

Yes, there is something
I wanna tell you.

Okay.

The girl done lost her mind
if she telling you I got kids.

That's what I wanna tell you.

Mimi, you really believe
Joseline?

She full of lies right now.

She come back to Atlanta
on some bullshit.

She was adamant.

You got two more little
Stevie J. babies

-running around.
-Hold on.

I have five children.

That's it, no more, no less.

Allegedly, she has spoken
with this woman,

has seen the documents
regarding child support.

Your name is on the documents,

the child's name,
the mother's name.

-You didn't get no names?
-I didn't get a name.

I got a name for the other one.

The Promise B. Mae.

This chick, Promise B. Mae,

made some ridiculous
accusations on a blog

and Joseline's telling Mimi

this psycho chick
is telling the truth.

Ever since we got to Atlanta,

Joseline's been causing problems
with everybody else.

And now with me,
her own husband.

Joseline playing
with the wrong one.

On our daughter,
I never slept with this broad.

I don't know nothing
about this broad.

I don't got time
to be playing no games,

having Joseline come
and lying to you about nothing.

She feel some type of way
'cause of what she did. This!

Oh, my God.

[Stevie] Yeah. Broke up
the Versace plates,

bleached all my clothes,

cut up all my coats
and my shoes.

Man, when I was in LA,

Joseline flipped out
and tore up my whole crib

and all the stuff I had in it.

My place looked like a war zone,

and they posted it
all over the blogs.

I don't know what she heard
or who she been talking to,

but she's definitely
out of control.

I'm out here hustling for us.

And this is how she repays me?

I don't know
what Joseline's playing,

but I don't like it at all.

Why did she do that?

You let me know
when you find out.

'Cause I don't got no other kids
running around.

She's always been doing
the same shit.

She's lying.

I don't have no kids.

I'm gonna find out.

I'm gonna get my... up on it.

I don't know who's fucking
telling the truth.

-Let me tell you--
-But guess what?

If there is a Stevie J. baby

running around this bitch,

I'm gonna get
to the bottom of it.

You fucking believe that.

Listen, you getting
a little worked up.

Yeah, I'm a little worked up,
'cause I know how you do,

you like to fucking
smile and wink

like that's gonna solve stuff,
and it's not.

Stevie insists that he has
nothing to do with this woman,

but Joseline was so upset
when I spoke to her,

I'm really having trouble

figuring out
who to believe here.

So that's why I intend to get
to the bottom of it.

-I just wanna know one thing.
-Hm?

-Can I crash or what, huh?
-Hah.

If you're not gonna let me stay,
then let me know right now.

You are a grown-ass man.

This shit you're going through
is some bullshit,

-for real.
-I agree.

[Mimi] After listening to her
and listening to him,

you know, despite
my better judgment,

I really don't know
what else I can do right now.

I'm gonna let you crash here,

but you need to get
your shit together,

because you guys
do this all the time,

you fight and then
you turn around and a week later

you'll be right back
the fuck together.

[grunting]

Daddy's home.

[KK] This is a really sad time

for me and my family,

to know that court
is just two days away.

Hi, how are you?

-You look so pretty.
-Thank you.

[KK] So I thought
it would be nice

to have some friends over

and give them a chance
to say goodbye to Scrapp.

And I'm not doing
the girlfriend drama tonight.

Just a small, intimate few,

just so Scrapp will feel loved.

-Yo, Sas, where your brother at?
-Shit, I don't know where he at.

-He might be in the back.
-I didn't see him.

Let me go in the back office
and see if he's back there.

-Where the wifey at, man?
-Oh, man.

I got Joseline
in the bleachers right now.

You know,
she's sitting down, man.

-What?
-[Rasheeda] In the bleachers?

Yeah, man. You know,
I'm out house hunting right now.

-By yourself?
-Yeah.

And, uh, but I'm crashing
with Mimi right now.

Oh, my God, I am just--
This is too much.

-Stevie?
-Yeah?

Does Joseline know that?

I told Mimi
to call her and tell her.

Stevie and Joseline are like
crazy in and out of damn love

or whatever the hell
they got going on.

My thing is, Mimi,

you need to stay clear
of that whole situation

and stop getting sucked in
by your damn baby daddy.

My homegirl Mimi
is not thinking right

and I think I need to sit down
and talk to her

before she gets sucked in
way too deep.

Damn, there you go,
I've been looking for you.

A mother feels her child's pain.

Scrapp's heart is breaking

and my heart is breaking,

but I'm gonna keep it together,
I'm gonna hold it down.

Scrapp doesn't have anything
to worry about

while he's gone-- nothing.

What's really going on
with you, baby?

You already know, Dukes. I'm...

It's getting closer and closer.

-[indistinct]
-The hardest thing for me

was seeing you say
goodbye to King.

That was the hardest thing
for me.

I don't think it's never been
nothing harder than that.

But you know what?
He's only three.

I promise you, he's not
gonna remember none of this.

You'll be surprised.
I'm like King

when I was just three.

Me and my father,
we have no relationship.

And not having
my father in my life

is the reason why
it's so important for me

to be in my son's life.

Whatever I gotta do
to see my grandson

and bring him to see you,
I'm gonna do.

I'm not emotionally fucked up
with the Tiarra shit.

Do you understand? That shit--

-I got King.
-Yeah.

You can't worry about
what's going on with Tommie,

what's going on with Tiarra,
if my mama's getting King.

I'm not saying
don't love your family

and don't call your family,

but you gotta release yourself
from your family

in order to do that time,
'cause if you don't...

It would do you...
And you know what?

We gotta get back out there
to that party.

I gotta get back to the party

before the tears start
rolling down my face.

Scrapp just needs
to stay strong,

hold it down on the inside.

Scrapp knows
that he has our support

and he doesn't have anything
to worry about.

When he comes home,

it's gonna be like
he never left.

How you doing, man?
How you holding up, man?

You know, small things
to a giant.

As long as everybody stay down
with you, you're gonna be good.

That's the main thing,
you know what I'm saying?

I'm right along with Mama Dukes.
I'm gonna be holding you down.

We all gonna hold you down.

[Stevie] I've walked in
Scrapp boots and it ain't easy.

He needs to stay strong
and focus on the people

and things that matter to him.
That's why I'm gonna keep

my little rendezvous with Tommie
away from Scrapp.

He don't need to hear that
his on-and-off-again girlfriend

has been all over me,

fishing for management
and tracks.

He don't need to hear that
tonight, or never.

Chill, everybody, you know,

for coming out and taking
the time out y'all day

'cause y'all ain't gotta do that
and I appreciate that.

-Man.
-And I just...

I would like to say
a couple words, man.

Nigga going away,
I love him to death,

you see what I'm saying?

My big brother taught me
everything I know,

but hold it down.

-Straight up.
-Let you know.

-I know. I know you got me.
-I love you.

-Come with that, I know that.
-Oh, man.

I know you got me.

You should go do this for you

and the community that you love.

I just have to prepare myself
for a battle.

I'm gonna need you
to stay out of trouble.

Don't let none of these niggas
play you off the street.

And you got two boys up there
depending on you now.

[Ariane] So after years
of feeling stifled

and being distracted,

I am finally about
to get serious

about my music career

and I couldn't be happier.

-Hey.
-Hi.

[Ariane] Mimi has watched me
set my dreams aside

for one reason or another,

and she's gotten in my ass
so many times,

but now that it's real,

I can't wait to introduce her
to the woman

that is going to assist me
in helping

with my musical dreams.

D., Mimi, Mimi, D.

-Mimi, nice to meet you.
-Yes, you as well.

-Thank you.
-You haven't met.

-Not officially.
-Right.

But I was at the fashion show
when you walked.

Oh, my God, really?

-And slayed it.
-She killed it.

Yeah, I'm about to start working
with D. on some music stuff.

-I just thought we-- Yeah.
-I am excited.

She's one of my biggest fans
and supporters.

I'm so glad that you are getting
in the studio with this one.

You guys can make some
real fucking magic happen.

-Yeah, I think so.
-Fun girls too.

Oh, I'm sure
you'll have a lot of fun.

Oh, yeah, exactly,
okay, wow, yeah.

Hi, ladies.

-Oh.
-Hey, darling.

Hey, buddy-uddy-uddy.

-Hi.
-Hi.

[Ariane] Betty, Mimi.

[Mimi] I knew I was meeting
with D. Smith today,

but Ariane failed to tell me
that she was bringing

her ride-or-die, Betty Idol.

I mean, do I need to duck
or something?

She had a catfight
with my homey Tammy

and I don't know
how I feel about

sitting down
sipping tea with her.

Let me ask you.

And you know Tammy's my girl

and I know that you guys...

-Had a little scuffle.
-I know...

Tammy never had
an issue with you.

-Right.
-Have you guys talked

since that whole blowup?

-Uh, no.
-No?

Are you willing to talk
to her again, though?

I really don't know,
my hair got pulled out.

But then on top of that,

D. met with Miss Deb.

-How'd that go?
-She wanted to meet

about this panel discussion
about bullying.

It started off okay,
and it just went left.

I mean, I think that
she started becoming

a little defensive
about her son,

and I was just, like,
really wanted to have

a real conversation about it

and every time I said something,
it was about-- it was like,

[speaking in a low voice] "Well,
what did my son do to you?"

[all laughing]

All of the sudden,
this deep bass voice

comes out of D.'s dainty
little mouth

and I literally
spit my drink out.

Like, this is the funniest shit
I've seen ever.

We just didn't see eye to eye.

And I'm just surprised
that you guys couldn't--

-See eye to eye.
-Yeah.

But when you're trying to do
something to change the world,

it's just not about your son.

This is why I think
you should do this panel,

so your voice is heard.

-[Ariane] Absolutely.
-Yeah.

Just like Waka has his platform

and is able to say
what he wants,

you should have yours as well.

You should go do this for you

and the community that you love.

-I agree.
-I mean, if you put it that way,

that makes-- that makes sense.

I was so excited
to meet Miss Deb,

because I get her
as a woman in the industry,

but I was so disappointed
in her response.

She was very
overprotective of Waka

and I think that Waka should be
an example and not an exception.

-I think y'all should go.
-[Mimi] Yeah.

I still just have to prepare
myself for a battle.

Allahu Akbar.

[praying in Arabic]

[Scrapp] So this is
the last night I got free

before I have to turn
myself in.

It's extremely important for me
to spend this last night

with the three most
important men in my life,

and that's my little brother,
my son, and my nephew.

No matter what you go
through in life,

I know Allah would never put
a burden on my back

that I can't bear,

so I know my faith
is gonna keep me strong.

All right, y'all watch out.

About time for y'all
to get ready to go to bed.

-Right now?
-I'll be up there in a second.

-Yeah, right now.
-Good night, I love you.

[boy] I love you too.

[yawning]

Boy, oh boy, oh boy. [sighs]

It's about that time, "B,"
it's about that time.

[Sas] My brother's going
to see the judge

first thing in the morning

and it's fucked up
'cause he probably

ain't coming back home
for a long time.

It's gonna be real hard

on my nephew King
and on my mama.

Other than my big brother,

Scrapp has always been
a father to me

since my own relationship
with my dad

ain't always been intact.

Now I'm about to lose
my friend, my brother,

the person that helped me
keep my head on straight

and the person who keep
this family together.

You ready for tomorrow?

I'm ready to go
get this over with.

After this little rodeo,

this can't go back down
that road no more.

We already done been there.
And gotta stay out.

You know,
I never wanna put the family

through this shit again.

I gotta get my shit together,
all of it.

I'm gonna need you
to stay out of trouble.

-Yeah.
-Stay on your music.

Continue working out, reading,
stay out the way,

don't let none of these niggas
play you off the streets.

And you got not just one,
you got two boys up there

depending on you now,
you know what I'm saying?

And I hate to put
so much pressure on you,

but, you know,
the torch is yours.

You know I'ma hold it down.

I ain't even really
worried about it.

My main thing is my kids.

Having to even think about
spending five years

away from my son,
I can't even fathom that.

King is three now-- Eight?

I'm missing out--
I will be missing out

on the time when the child
is more--

the most you can influence
a child--

four, five, six,
seven years old.

Them not the years I wanna miss.

I want King to really know
how much his pops love him.

I wanna make sure-- you know
that I'ma make sure he's good.

Me and Tiarra got
a cool relationship.

I'm willing to go
pick him up from school,

you know, take him--

Whatever the fuck
need to be done,

-I'm willing to do it.
-Yeah.

[Sas] The best thing I can do
for my brother right now

is to let him know
I'ma hold him down,

I'ma make sure King all right,

my mama good, and I'ma take care
of all the business.

Women come and go,
but brothers for life.

I'ma need him to know
that I'ma always be

somebody he can count on.

Be right here,
I ain't going nowhere.

I'm gonna miss you, bro.

You already know
you and Dolla was like--

you nigga more than
my big brothers.

You know, Pops was never around.

Y'all really wore them shoes,
you see what I'm saying?

And I appreciate that shit, bro.

That's why it's really been
fucking with me,

'cause I know how much,

you know, we depend
on each other.

Sometime I feel more than
just your big brother.

I'm just glad that you learned
and you became your own man.

You're an awesome father.

So, shit, I feel like
a proud dad

just off the strength of that.

I hold you down the same way.

I know you got it under control.

You know I got this shit.

All right, champ, gotta go check
on the young'uns, man,

-see what the hell they doing.
-I love you, bro.

-I love you too, bro.
-Thank you, man.

[Scrapp] Appreciate you
being there for me.

As a woman, like,
I really felt attacked

because of an opinion
that my husband has.

He said, "I don't agree
with their lifestyle,"

just like some people
don't agree with his lifestyle.

He is in their lifestyle!

You gotta go there
with the bullshit? Why?

[Zabrina]
The beginning of bullying,

I guess it came
from a young age.

You know,
I used to get on the bus

and they used to talk about
the little girl in the back

who played the basketball
with all the dudes

and they called me dikes

and I was gonna be
this way and I--

and I, at that point,
I didn't think I was.

No R.I.P. is really,
really something like

it's really dear to my heart.

I have some really, really
amazing speakers in here today.

We all have been victims
of bullying, including Tammy.

Today we're here
to raise awareness

and hopefully,
we can change some lives.

I'm transgender

and I've tried to commit suicide
over 30 times.

It became an addiction,

because people
did not understand

the person that I am.

They picked me apart
because I was different.

I experienced bullying,

and when we think
about homophobia,

most of that was directed
in the Black church,

and the church told me
that I wasn't worthy,

told me that God didn't love me.

Even biblically they said,

"Don't judge
unless ye be judged."

Everybody got
their cross to bear.

Can't we just live
in love in life?

-And handle your own.
-[audience applause]

I was more than happy to attend
and to be on the panel.

Don't ever forget,
we all deserve to be loved.

There will be no more suicides

because a person is scared
to define who they really are.

[Tammy] I think now,
with the Internet,

you do not have
to show your face,

that it makes it
so much easier for people

to just have an opinion
about your life.

[Deb] When my son
committed suicide,

everybody was hitting us
on social media,

saying we joined
Illuminati, so...

I thought I sent
a clear message to D. Smith

that I don't want no drama,
no negativity, not today.

I pray that she's really coming
in here on peace today.

-[Betty] Hi.
-Hey, guys, how are you?

-Good.
-Okay.

The viciousness
of what people say,

it's horrible,

and sometimes it's not easy
bouncing back

from all of them things.

Even with my husband,

he may have his opinions
on how he feels,

but whether
he may speak it or not,

he's never disrespectful,

so I think it's
a difference between

bashing someone
and having an opinion.

I cannot sit here and be fake
and not say anything.

D. Smith and Betty Idol

are very judgmental
and are bullies.

The same people who say
they wanna be accepted,

you're attacking someone else

instead of fighting
fire with fire.

Just educate.

[Deb] Thank you guys so much.

Now I wanna open the floor.

I would like you
to step to the podium.

I caught Tammy's
little subliminals,

and I didn't come here
to start any trouble,

but I didn't come here
to keep my mouth shut.

I came to have a voice.

I wanted to tell you,
I appreciate what you're doing.

I appreciate everyone here.

At a very early age,
I was extremely...

confused and stressed,

because I didn't know how--

especially in a Black family--

how to sit down
and talk to my family.

When I had the opportunity
to finally tell people

that I was transgender,

they didn't take the time
to listen and talk.

Please, just take the time
to understand,

and if it makes things
a little easier,

it's worth it, it's worth
the conversation.

It is hard to sit here
and hear D. Smith

talk about compassion
and understanding.

It just seems
so hypocritical to me.

I understand completely
what you're saying,

that's why my daughter
is sitting right here.

See, I raised my child,
she's very much a ten-year-old

and I know it's hard to kind of
explain those things

as a parent--
I don't know 'cause you're--

you know, you're not a parent,

but it's hard to explain
some things

when your child
doesn't even know

about the birds
and the bees yet.

She didn't even
understand sexuality.

But this is
the misunderstanding,

and this is a huge
understanding.

Transgender has nothing to do
with sexuality.

It has nothing to do with sex.

It has to do with the soul.

D., I came to you genuine,

and I'm not trying
to attack you now,

but I'm just telling you
as a woman,

like, I really felt attacked

because of something of opinion
that my husband has.

-Waka Flocka has a platform.
-Mm-hmm.

He should use it responsibly.
When he was asked

about what he think
about the trans community,

why didn't he just say,
"I like trans people,"

or "trans people are cool"?

Because he doesn't
feel that way.

This is not the time
or the place

for D. and Tammy
with this drama.

I was really hoping we could
have an open discussion

and they could clarify

some things
between the two of them,

but I see we about to go
somewhere else.

He didn't say "F" them,
don't come to my house,

I don't deal with them at all.

He said, "I don't agree
with their lifestyle,"

just like some people
don't agree with his lifestyle.

He is in their lifestyle!

Don't say-- No--

-No, hold up, hold up, no.
-Let me just say--

-Straddling the fence.
-Listen, I said

he has his opinion,
and he can have his opinion--

If you guys are married--

if you guys are married,
that means that you are one.

We are one. If that's the case,
I wouldn't have went through

half the shit I went through
with my husband,

because if we had
the same opinion,

the nigga wouldn't have did
half the shit he did to me.

Hold up a minute. This is snot
what I want to go through.

I don't care
who or what you are.

I didn't know what to think
when D. Smith

slammed her fist down
on the daggone table.

The conversation went
from zero to 100 real quick.

I thought we was coming here
to prevent chaos,

not to start chaos.

[Tammy] Ain't nobody
ganging up on her!

Until this kind of stuff stop,

ain't nobody gonna be
in acceptance.

Get the hell up out of here.

I'm sick of--
This is done for me.

-Let's go, darling.
-'Cause it's just too much.

This is not the forum for Tammy
to make this personal.

But you know what? Some people
just can't help themselves.

I came here in peace to spread
the word about bullying

in the transgender community,

not to have it out with Tammy.

You gotta go there
with the bullshit.

Why, why?

[woman] Heavenly Father,
we come to you on this day,

hearts heavy, Father God,

but still with thanksgiving
in our hearts.

Keep him safe, Heavenly Father.

* First of all *

* It's about that time
well once again *

* When you gotta summon
energy from within *

* Just to get the way things
back to where you've been *

-* What else? *
-* And where you're gonna go *

* If you're just
getting there *

* Okay... handshaking *

* Either go hard
or you take a vacation *

* It's really do-or-die *

* It's up to you decide *

* You gotta clear your mind *

* Do your thing,
get on your grind *

* Gotta make count, show 'em
you ain't here to play *

* Gotta seize the moment *

* Show 'em that you
here to stay *

* Failure's not an option *

* Losing don't exist *

* Know you gotta turn up *

* So go and pump your fist *

* It is all on you *

* The time is now *

* Said it's all on you *

* The time is now *

* Now or never,
now or never it's your time *

* Now or never, now or never
it's your time *

* It's your time now
better let 'em know *

* I said it's your time *

* You gotta let it go *

* Failure's not an option *

* Losing don't exist *

* You gotta turn up *

* So go and pump your fist *

* It is all on you *

* The time is now *

* Said it's all on you *

* The time is now *

* Now or never,
now or never it's your time *

* Now or never, now or never
it's your time *

* It's your time now
better let 'em know *

* I said it's your time *

* You gotta let it go *

What's up, baby?

-I love you.
-Mm-hmm.

Nephew, I love you.

[Scrapp] Today is my last day
as a free man.

This is what
I've really been dreading,

leaving my son
and leaving my family,

'cause I know how much
it's gonna affect them

while I'm gone.

I need you to keep writing me

and out of trouble, all right?

And look after your grandma
and Uncle Sas, okay?

You a big boy?

Always know how much
your daddy love you, okay?

You're my best friend.
Give me a kiss.

[Scrapp] Being that my son
is so attached to me,

I know he's gonna be heartbroken
while I'm away,

and the last thing I wanna do
is be absent in my son's life.

It's breaking my heart.
This is something I said

I would never do
and I'm doing it.

It's about that time for me
to face the music.

Pretty much
my whole entire family

is here to support me,

from my mom
and my little brother,

all my aunts,
my uncles and everybody

and all my cousins
and relatives.

Seeing all the people
that was there to support me,

it actually made me feel good,

it made me feel grateful
that I'm so loved.

This whole time,
I've been trying to be

as strong as possible
and keep it together,

not just for me,
but for my entire family.

But today...

this one might do it
right here.

[woman] Oh, most gracious
and Heavenly Father...

we come to you on this day

with hearts heavy, Father God,

but still with thanksgiving
in our hearts.

Keep him safe, Heavenly Father.

Wrap him within the comfort
of your warm embrace,

Heavenly Father.
You are always there.

You always love him

and You always have
his best interest at heart.

And we say amen.

[Sas] When me and my brother
was hugging,

I really didn't wanna let go.

It's probably gonna be
our last chance to say goodbye

before he go holler
at the judge,

and I need him here with me.

I really don't know
how long he gonna get

when he go inside
this courtroom,

but even one day is too long.

I would just tell people
to look at my situation

as a learning experience,

and as young men,

we gotta know
how to make sound decisions,

because the fast way
ain't always the best way

and you always gotta
keep in mind

the people that you affect
when you're gone.

[man] All rise.

[woman] Next time on
Love & Hip Hop: Atlanta...

[Scrapp] The time they trying
to give me behind some weed

is pathetic.

[judge] The mandatory
minimum sentence

is five years.

The maximum is 30 years.

[Scrapp] I'm just hoping
I caught the judge

on a good day.

Scrappy-- He went
on a crazy psycho rant

about transgender people.

-Oh, no, he didn't.
-Yes, he did.

I wanted to say
something about it

and I never bite
my fucking tongue.

I'm a man with a wig.

That's what you said.

-What is this?
-DNA test.

-Listen, this ain't my baby.
-Okay, we gonna find out.

[woman] You're talking about
our two-year-old daughter?

She's here. You wanna see her?

That bitch gonna have your ass
in child support

and your pockets
gonna be so dry,

you're gonna come back begging.

My contract's up.

When I'm done with him,
you're gonna work for me.

-[laughing]
-We don't like to, um,

have rumors out there.

All right, okay.

Were you and Joseline
ever married?

Oh...

Look at the camera right there.

-Ew!
-[laughing]

Look, you got
your little gut poking out.

Daddy.

-[giggling]
-That's definitely your face.

What?

Trying to do a photo shoot

and he acting like a butthead.

I'm, I'm... [giggling]

King, this is not the beach.
You're stealing the show.

-Look at Grandma.
-[laughter]

[indistinct]

-Smile.
-[laughing]