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[woman] Previously on Love & Hip Hop: Atlanta...

I'm your manager. Remember that.

Honey, bring me the contract.

I will do what I need to do

to be able to get that in my hands.

[Stevie] She's doing a lot of calculated stuff.

I can't live like this.

If I could just crash for a few days

while I figure out this house thing.

[Joseline] They say Stevie got two babies.

One of the girl name is Promise B. Mae.

Trafficking in Georgia in marijuana

carries a sentence of five to 30 years.

My family is gonna fall apart.

I'm just fucking heartbroken.

We're gonna be all right, though.

It's just so fucked up.

[crying]

[D.] I saw an interview with Waka.

He made some comments about the trans community

that wasn't the most positive.

Yeah, I heard his interview.

-Yeah. -It's kind of rude.

I'm quite sure there's a lot of opinions you have

that people don't like.

No, everybody likes my opinions.

I realize that I really can't benefit from you.

Good luck in your transitioning

and I think those hormones

are probably getting to your damn head or something.

-No... no. -You-- you've got issues, baby.

I have been given my own label deal.

I can now sign artists to Atlantic Records.

[cheers and applause]

I had a record on the radio.

Where did that chart?

-Don't try it. -I just asked a question.

K, don't try it.

No, no, no, wait, wait, whoa,

this is my town.

I really don't feel comfortable sitting here.

She's probably used to standing on four legs instead of two.

-What exactly is your issue? -Your face.

* This is the life, this is the life *

* This is the life, this is the life *

* This is the life, this is the life *

* This is the life, this is the life *

* This is the life, this is the life *

* There ain't nothing like hip-hop music, music *

* This is the life, this is the life *

* This is the life, this is the life *

* This is the life *

* What you wanna do tonight? *

[Ariane] As crazy as K. Michelle's listening party was,

it really sparked something in me

that I've been avoiding for a long time.

So I came to the studio to talk to D. Smith and Betty

about something that's really important to me.

* With your back up off the wall *

* And your ass out on the floor *

* Break out *

[Betty] I love it.

Hello, girls.

-Hi! -Hi!

[Ariane] People don't know that I can really sing.

But it's something that I've wanted to do forever.

I've thought about discussing my music goals

with Rasheeda and K. in the past,

but they're not producers like D. Smith.

D. is a successful music producer,

and it's what she does,

and I feel like she can offer me some real guidance.

-So K.'s listening party... -Mm-hmm.

That was really weird.

I didn't know that there was a beef.

-And I'm sorry-- -Ignore it.

-Don't say nothing. -But I wanted to ask y'all,

with K. Michelle starting this new record label,

joint venture with Atlantic,

do you guys think that it's something

that I should even consider?

[D.] I honestly have to question the sanity, the integrity,

the balls of anyone that would wanna work with K. Michelle.

Have you ever worked with her?

[Ariane] I did go to a showcase audition

a couple of years ago

and of course it flopped.

That wasn't my steez.

Like I don't wanna sing background for you.

She's crazy!

Like, honestly, fuck that crooked letter, crooked letter,

high-ass body bitch.

All right, well, I got my fucking answer.

-Okay. -So, no, stay away.

Out of the question. Okay.

[Ariane] I'm not here to get in anybody's beefs.

I'm here to discuss my career.

When I auditioned for K. Michelle

a couple of years ago, it honestly didn't feel right.

But sitting here with D. and Betty,

something feels right.

D. Smith has produced hits for people like Lil Wayne,

Fantasia, Keri Hilson,

and I feel like she can do the same for me.

I am really, really excited to be here.

I'm here to talk about my music.

I have really been working on some new shit

and I'm ready to fucking work with both of y'all.

I didn't even know you did music.

How long have you been doing it?

That's the thing, like, I've been singing

since yea high,

but when my family moved to Atlanta,

things just kind of came to a halt

because of family situations.

I just put everybody else before me and I'm just--

I'm really tired of doing that.

It's just time for me.

Oh, no.

I used to blame everybody,

like my sisters, my family around me-- everybody.

No.

-It's time. -Yeah.

And I wanna do what makes me happy.

Come over here!

-It's okay. -Come.

-It's okay. -I'm just tired.

I really am ready, though.

This is not about to be a fucking kumbaya moment.

-No-- -I'm really--

-This is my heartbeat. -That's right.

You know, when you're this vulnerable and this open,

you have to put yourself into the music.

Sometimes these emotions, they fade,

and you have to take advantage of this.

[D.] Ariane is a beautiful girl.

I just hope she has the voice to match it all.

She makes it kind of hard for you to just tell her no.

I think that you're a beautiful girl

and you have a great energy,

and I now see that there is passion there

and now I can't wait to-- to see what we can create.

[Tammy] So what's been going on with you, girlie?

So I went to K. Michelle's listening party.

How was that, girl?

I ran into Ariane as soon as I got there.

-Uh-huh. -She walked me straight

into D. Smith.

-Oh, God. -Yes.

And D. Smith and Betty Idol

went straight into attack mode,

like they started going in.

So it got really ugly really quick.

Sometimes you just got to turn the other cheek

and just not pay that any mind.

And I know a lot of transgender people.

And I respect them, I respect them transitioning,

but it's like you can-- you can come at me

and you can say all these things and I'm a woman,

but if I get into it with D. Smith,

it's probably going to,

you know, have all kind of people mad at me.

I think I may have went a little too hard on D. Smith,

but at the end of the day, she came at me first.

Let's be very clear.

I got a few homegirls that are transgender,

and I respect them so much because they handle themselves

as women and with class.

[Tammy] Initially with D. Smith, I thought she was a good person.

Then the next time I linked up with her, it was like

her friend, Betty Idol, just threw so many shots,

like immediately attacking me.

But Betty Idol don't know me.

She don't know Bambi.

-D. Smith know us. -Right.

So anything that Betty Idol is saying

is from what D. Smith had told her.

I know D. Smith is feeling a sorta kinda way

because of this interview that Waka did,

and now Tammy and Betty Idol is fighting.

Then to top that, now Bambi's involved.

I really feel like it's time for all this drama

to come to an ending.

This is something that I need from you guys.

I would love it--

I'm gonna do a No R.I.P. event.

I would be honored

if you two guys would be on the panel

and you would speak.

Two years ago, my son committed suicide

because of the bullying on the Internet.

I founded No R.I.P.,

which is No Reckless Internet Posting.

As a transgender female,

I can imagine the bullying that D. Smith went through

and I really felt that this platform

would be a good time to bring these four ladies together

and maybe we could have the understanding understood.

I would love to have D. Smith and Betty Idol

speak at the No R.I.P. event.

What would be the point of that?

Well, maybe we could talk.

She can't speak on being bullied when you're bullying people

-at the same time. -Absolutely.

There's too many two-faces.

Let's end-- just leave it.

-Ah! Shh! -Oh, man.

Oh... okay.

[Scrapp] Today I'm at my mom's warehouse for a photo shoot

I put together for me and King.

I just wanted some really nice pictures of us

for me and him to have for memories,

and there's some news that I gotta break to him

and quite frankly, I don't know how I'm gonna do it.

* Time don't let it fade away *

* Gotta capture every moment *

* Just play it like a game *

* Like a game *

* I'm telling you baby *

* Don't you worry *

-[giggling] -[KK] So what you think about

the new studio, Scrapp?

I need in.

I need all the way in.

I plan on doing some big things with it.

Today we're doing this photo shoot

in my new studio.

You can do photo shoots,

videos, recording studios-- we have it all.

I've been distracted with this Tiarra drama,

but what I realize with Scrapp going away,

I gotta get back to business.

This is an investment.

The King family, we're gonna be okay.

You know, I'm so glad that Tiarra came to her senses.

It's good seeing y'all together.

You know how much I love this guy. Right?

-[KK laughs] -Who your best friend?

-See? -You really need to leave Tommie

and TNT alone,

'cause when that TNT get together...

-You ain't even gotta tell me. -...that shit will blow up.

-Dynamite. -I already heard

you been seeing Miss Karlie Redd.

Mama, I'll tell you, but always listening

to what you hearing in the streets, all right?

I ain't gonna make no promises, I'm gonna see how it go.

I really ain't got much time to even--

to really catch feelings, you know what I'm saying?

But she seem like she like me a lot, so...

Well, you know, I vouch for the older chick shit.

Ma, you vouch for Tommie.

Exactly.

[KK] I used to be team Tommie.

But really, sometimes I think Tommie likes her chardonnay

more than she likes Scrapp.

Tiarra, even though

our conversation went so far left,

at least she has allowed Scrapp

to spend his last few days with King,

so I'm happy for that.

[man 1] All right, good job, good job.

-[man 2] Good job, family. -You did good.

Give me two seconds, Mama. I'ma talk to King,

-we'll be out there in a second. -Give me a kiss, baby.

[Scrapp] Now I'm finally mustering up the courage

to tell my son that I'm going away.

This is what I didn't wanna do.

But I would hate for him

to hear it through somebody else,

or I'd just up and be gone like that.

Daddy not gonna see you for a little while.

Why?

Daddy got in a little bit of trouble.

Daddy gotta go somewhere where babies can't come.

Daddy would love to stay here with you.

I don't wanna be nowhere else.

They making Daddy go away.

I'm gonna be gone for a little while, okay?

Mm-hmm.

I just want you to know how much I love you.

You know that?

Who your best friend?

You.

You ain't gonna tell me that to my face?

You.

Don't cry for that matter.

All right, who my best friend?

Don't cry, baby, don't cry, all right?

Give Daddy a hug, all right?

Daddy's gonna write you letters and send you pictures.

-Okay? -Mm-mmm.

You're not mad at Daddy, are you?

Thank you.

Daddy make it up for you when I come home, okay?

I promise.

Tammy didn't attack you.

She's damn near Tasmanian devil.

What did you call Tammy?

If there is a Stevie J. baby,

I'm gonna get to the bottom of it.

You're a big boy?

Always know how much your daddy love you, okay?

-Okay. -You're my best friend.

[D.] I have no idea what kind of crazy I'm walking into today.

I got a message from Waka Flocka's mom, Deb Antney,

saying that she wanted to connect.

I've heard all about her reputation in the industry,

but I've never met this woman.

All I know is that she wants to talk.

-Hi, nice to meet you. -You too, sweetheart.

[D.] I almost didn't come because I'm sure she heard

about Betty and Tammy's little brawl,

but I'm assuming Miss Deb is a respected music manager

that don't have time for this bullshit.

I asked for this meeting

-for several reasons. -Mm-hmm.

One, I really, really wanted you

to be a part of the anti-bullying panel.

We have R.I.P.

No Reckless Internet Posting.

This is something that was generated

after the death of my son.

How'd your son pass?

-My son committed suicide. -I'm sorry.

[D.] I definitely didn't expect to hear that from Miss Deb.

What can you say to someone

that's lost their son to suicide?

There's an extremely high rate

of suicide amongst transgender youth.

Prevention is key, so I'm actually very interested

in seeing what Miss Deb has to say.

The anti-bullying panel,

it would have everybody there--

transgender, LGBT,

-as well as straight people. -Okay.

Just showing how we all can be bullied.

But I really wanted to invite you two, and your friend--

-Betty. Okay. -Betty.

But without the drama.

There's no more drama.

Tammy and Bambi have formulated this opinion

on D. Smith as being a bully.

I'm hoping that I can get some clarity there

and I can formulate my own opinion.

So the next reason why I really brought you here today--

Tammy wanting to work with you

and that whole thing just did not go well at all.

Yeah, no, it didn't.

What happened there?

The topic of discussion was

your son's remarks about the trans community.

I don't think that it came out

the way it was supposed to come out.

Maybe he should get an interview coach.

Why did this have to come into this whole big thing?

This was you and Tammy.

Tammy didn't attack you.

Tammy's not an angel.

Like, she's damn near Tasmanian devil.

I can't believe you're sticking up for her

like she's an angel.

-What did you call Tammy? -A Tasmanian devil.

I didn't do anything to Tammy.

That was my friend Betty and her

had an exchange of words.

Even Betty Idol, doing what she did to Tammy,

that was a reflection of you,

the same way you made it a reflection of Tammy

for what Waka did.

-Mmm... no. -It's the same.

Cute try, but it didn't work.

-Try? -No, that's not--

-Try, try? -That's not the same thing.

Tammy threw a glass of water at Betty.

They were having an argument, both of them.

-I was there. -[Deb] Whoa, Nelly.

I thought D. Smith would really, really be a good person

to sit on this panel,

but apparently, I was wrong.

I really wanted you to be a part of the anti-bullying panel.

I want us to come up with resolutions

so that we can all just get along,

but I see that we can't do that.

It's taking everything in me not to get cute with Miss Deb,

but I was always taught to respect my elders,

so I'm gonna let Miss Deb feel whatever Miss Deb needs to feel.

I'm so disappointed in you.

You have a panel, you have power,

and for you to have that attitude

is so disappointing.

[Mimi] Joseline dropped a hell of a lot of bombs on me

in one sitting,

and Stevie has a whole lot of explaining to do.

He was away on business,

so I took that time to gather my thoughts

and process this whole thing.

Now he's back and I really wanna know why this man

did not tell me that not only did he have

one baby out in the world,

but he has two new babies out here.

-[knocking] -Come in.

-Yo. -Hey.

This is the same man who came begging to crash on my couch

to get away from Joseline, that he's cheated on.

Honestly, right now,

I understand why Joseline is so pissed at him.

Why you all down and out and all that

like you lost your best friend and all that?

No. Just... I'm a little perturbed.

My eye is twitching, you know,

that means I'm-- I'm-- I'm irked.

All right, what's up?

So I met with your wife the other day.

-Yeah, and? -Your wife informed me

that the reason why you guys have been having issues

is because you have two more children

out in the world.

If there's anything you wanna tell me...

-Right now-- -Yes, there is something

I wanna tell you.

She has spoken with this woman,

has seen the documents regarding child support.

You got two more little Stevie J. babies running around.

Whatever I gotta do to see my grandson,

bring him to see you, I'm gonna do.

If there's anything you wanna tell me...

-Right now-- -All right.

Obviously, some of the stuff

that Joseline told me must be true,

because Stevie is stumbling on his words right now,

trying to explain himself to me.

Yes, there is something I wanna tell you.

Okay.

The girl done lost her mind if she telling you I got kids.

That's what I wanna tell you.

Mimi, you really believe Joseline?

She full of lies right now.

She come back to Atlanta on some bullshit.

She was adamant.

You got two more little Stevie J. babies

-running around. -Hold on.

I have five children.

That's it, no more, no less.

Allegedly, she has spoken with this woman,

has seen the documents regarding child support.

Your name is on the documents,

the child's name, the mother's name.

-You didn't get no names? -I didn't get a name.

I got a name for the other one.

The Promise B. Mae.

This chick, Promise B. Mae,

made some ridiculous accusations on a blog

and Joseline's telling Mimi

this psycho chick is telling the truth.

Ever since we got to Atlanta,

Joseline's been causing problems with everybody else.

And now with me, her own husband.

Joseline playing with the wrong one.

On our daughter, I never slept with this broad.

I don't know nothing about this broad.

I don't got time to be playing no games,

having Joseline come and lying to you about nothing.

She feel some type of way 'cause of what she did. This!

Oh, my God.

[Stevie] Yeah. Broke up the Versace plates,

bleached all my clothes,

cut up all my coats and my shoes.

Man, when I was in LA,

Joseline flipped out and tore up my whole crib

and all the stuff I had in it.

My place looked like a war zone,

and they posted it all over the blogs.

I don't know what she heard or who she been talking to,

but she's definitely out of control.

I'm out here hustling for us.

And this is how she repays me?

I don't know what Joseline's playing,

but I don't like it at all.

Why did she do that?

You let me know when you find out.

'Cause I don't got no other kids running around.

She's always been doing the same shit.

She's lying.

I don't have no kids.

I'm gonna find out.

I'm gonna get my... up on it.

I don't know who's fucking telling the truth.

-Let me tell you-- -But guess what?

If there is a Stevie J. baby

running around this bitch,

I'm gonna get to the bottom of it.

You fucking believe that.

Listen, you getting a little worked up.

Yeah, I'm a little worked up, 'cause I know how you do,

you like to fucking smile and wink

like that's gonna solve stuff, and it's not.

Stevie insists that he has nothing to do with this woman,

but Joseline was so upset when I spoke to her,

I'm really having trouble

figuring out who to believe here.

So that's why I intend to get to the bottom of it.

-I just wanna know one thing. -Hm?

-Can I crash or what, huh? -Hah.

If you're not gonna let me stay, then let me know right now.

You are a grown-ass man.

This shit you're going through is some bullshit,

-for real. -I agree.

[Mimi] After listening to her and listening to him,

you know, despite my better judgment,

I really don't know what else I can do right now.

I'm gonna let you crash here,

but you need to get your shit together,

because you guys do this all the time,

you fight and then you turn around and a week later

you'll be right back the fuck together.

[grunting]

Daddy's home.

[KK] This is a really sad time

for me and my family,

to know that court is just two days away.

Hi, how are you?

-You look so pretty. -Thank you.

[KK] So I thought it would be nice

to have some friends over

and give them a chance to say goodbye to Scrapp.

And I'm not doing the girlfriend drama tonight.

Just a small, intimate few,

just so Scrapp will feel loved.

-Yo, Sas, where your brother at? -Shit, I don't know where he at.

-He might be in the back. -I didn't see him.

Let me go in the back office and see if he's back there.

-Where the wifey at, man? -Oh, man.

I got Joseline in the bleachers right now.

You know, she's sitting down, man.

-What? -[Rasheeda] In the bleachers?

Yeah, man. You know, I'm out house hunting right now.

-By yourself? -Yeah.

And, uh, but I'm crashing with Mimi right now.

Oh, my God, I am just-- This is too much.

-Stevie? -Yeah?

Does Joseline know that?

I told Mimi to call her and tell her.

Stevie and Joseline are like crazy in and out of damn love

or whatever the hell they got going on.

My thing is, Mimi,

you need to stay clear of that whole situation

and stop getting sucked in by your damn baby daddy.

My homegirl Mimi is not thinking right

and I think I need to sit down and talk to her

before she gets sucked in way too deep.

Damn, there you go, I've been looking for you.

A mother feels her child's pain.

Scrapp's heart is breaking

and my heart is breaking,

but I'm gonna keep it together, I'm gonna hold it down.

Scrapp doesn't have anything to worry about

while he's gone-- nothing.

What's really going on with you, baby?

You already know, Dukes. I'm...

It's getting closer and closer.

-[indistinct] -The hardest thing for me

was seeing you say goodbye to King.

That was the hardest thing for me.

I don't think it's never been nothing harder than that.

But you know what? He's only three.

I promise you, he's not gonna remember none of this.

You'll be surprised. I'm like King

when I was just three.

Me and my father, we have no relationship.

And not having my father in my life

is the reason why it's so important for me

to be in my son's life.

Whatever I gotta do to see my grandson

and bring him to see you, I'm gonna do.

I'm not emotionally fucked up with the Tiarra shit.

Do you understand? That shit--

-I got King. -Yeah.

You can't worry about what's going on with Tommie,

what's going on with Tiarra, if my mama's getting King.

I'm not saying don't love your family

and don't call your family,

but you gotta release yourself from your family

in order to do that time, 'cause if you don't...

It would do you... And you know what?

We gotta get back out there to that party.

I gotta get back to the party

before the tears start rolling down my face.

Scrapp just needs to stay strong,

hold it down on the inside.

Scrapp knows that he has our support

and he doesn't have anything to worry about.

When he comes home,

it's gonna be like he never left.

How you doing, man? How you holding up, man?

You know, small things to a giant.

As long as everybody stay down with you, you're gonna be good.

That's the main thing, you know what I'm saying?

I'm right along with Mama Dukes. I'm gonna be holding you down.

We all gonna hold you down.

[Stevie] I've walked in Scrapp boots and it ain't easy.

He needs to stay strong and focus on the people

and things that matter to him. That's why I'm gonna keep

my little rendezvous with Tommie away from Scrapp.

He don't need to hear that his on-and-off-again girlfriend

has been all over me,

fishing for management and tracks.

He don't need to hear that tonight, or never.

Chill, everybody, you know,

for coming out and taking the time out y'all day

'cause y'all ain't gotta do that and I appreciate that.

-Man. -And I just...

I would like to say a couple words, man.

Nigga going away, I love him to death,

you see what I'm saying?

My big brother taught me everything I know,

but hold it down.

-Straight up. -Let you know.

-I know. I know you got me. -I love you.

-Come with that, I know that. -Oh, man.

I know you got me.

You should go do this for you

and the community that you love.

I just have to prepare myself for a battle.

I'm gonna need you to stay out of trouble.

Don't let none of these niggas play you off the street.

And you got two boys up there depending on you now.

[Ariane] So after years of feeling stifled

and being distracted,

I am finally about to get serious

about my music career

and I couldn't be happier.

-Hey. -Hi.

[Ariane] Mimi has watched me set my dreams aside

for one reason or another,

and she's gotten in my ass so many times,

but now that it's real,

I can't wait to introduce her to the woman

that is going to assist me in helping

with my musical dreams.

D., Mimi, Mimi, D.

-Mimi, nice to meet you. -Yes, you as well.

-Thank you. -You haven't met.

-Not officially. -Right.

But I was at the fashion show when you walked.

Oh, my God, really?

-And slayed it. -She killed it.

Yeah, I'm about to start working with D. on some music stuff.

-I just thought we-- Yeah. -I am excited.

She's one of my biggest fans and supporters.

I'm so glad that you are getting in the studio with this one.

You guys can make some real fucking magic happen.

-Yeah, I think so. -Fun girls too.

Oh, I'm sure you'll have a lot of fun.

Oh, yeah, exactly, okay, wow, yeah.

Hi, ladies.

-Oh. -Hey, darling.

Hey, buddy-uddy-uddy.

-Hi. -Hi.

[Ariane] Betty, Mimi.

[Mimi] I knew I was meeting with D. Smith today,

but Ariane failed to tell me that she was bringing

her ride-or-die, Betty Idol.

I mean, do I need to duck or something?

She had a catfight with my homey Tammy

and I don't know how I feel about

sitting down sipping tea with her.

Let me ask you.

And you know Tammy's my girl

and I know that you guys...

-Had a little scuffle. -I know...

Tammy never had an issue with you.

-Right. -Have you guys talked

since that whole blowup?

-Uh, no. -No?

Are you willing to talk to her again, though?

I really don't know, my hair got pulled out.

But then on top of that,

D. met with Miss Deb.

-How'd that go? -She wanted to meet

about this panel discussion about bullying.

It started off okay, and it just went left.

I mean, I think that she started becoming

a little defensive about her son,

and I was just, like, really wanted to have

a real conversation about it

and every time I said something, it was about-- it was like,

[speaking in a low voice] "Well, what did my son do to you?"

[all laughing]

All of the sudden, this deep bass voice

comes out of D.'s dainty little mouth

and I literally spit my drink out.

Like, this is the funniest shit I've seen ever.

We just didn't see eye to eye.

And I'm just surprised that you guys couldn't--

-See eye to eye. -Yeah.

But when you're trying to do something to change the world,

it's just not about your son.

This is why I think you should do this panel,

so your voice is heard.

-[Ariane] Absolutely. -Yeah.

Just like Waka has his platform

and is able to say what he wants,

you should have yours as well.

You should go do this for you

and the community that you love.

-I agree. -I mean, if you put it that way,

that makes-- that makes sense.

I was so excited to meet Miss Deb,

because I get her as a woman in the industry,

but I was so disappointed in her response.

She was very overprotective of Waka

and I think that Waka should be an example and not an exception.

-I think y'all should go. -[Mimi] Yeah.

I still just have to prepare myself for a battle.

Allahu Akbar.

[praying in Arabic]

[Scrapp] So this is the last night I got free

before I have to turn myself in.

It's extremely important for me to spend this last night

with the three most important men in my life,

and that's my little brother, my son, and my nephew.

No matter what you go through in life,

I know Allah would never put a burden on my back

that I can't bear,

so I know my faith is gonna keep me strong.

All right, y'all watch out.

About time for y'all to get ready to go to bed.

-Right now? -I'll be up there in a second.

-Yeah, right now. -Good night, I love you.

[boy] I love you too.

[yawning]

Boy, oh boy, oh boy. [sighs]

It's about that time, "B," it's about that time.

[Sas] My brother's going to see the judge

first thing in the morning

and it's fucked up 'cause he probably

ain't coming back home for a long time.

It's gonna be real hard

on my nephew King and on my mama.

Other than my big brother,

Scrapp has always been a father to me

since my own relationship with my dad

ain't always been intact.

Now I'm about to lose my friend, my brother,

the person that helped me keep my head on straight

and the person who keep this family together.

You ready for tomorrow?

I'm ready to go get this over with.

After this little rodeo,

this can't go back down that road no more.

We already done been there. And gotta stay out.

You know, I never wanna put the family

through this shit again.

I gotta get my shit together, all of it.

I'm gonna need you to stay out of trouble.

-Yeah. -Stay on your music.

Continue working out, reading, stay out the way,

don't let none of these niggas play you off the streets.

And you got not just one, you got two boys up there

depending on you now, you know what I'm saying?

And I hate to put so much pressure on you,

but, you know, the torch is yours.

You know I'ma hold it down.

I ain't even really worried about it.

My main thing is my kids.

Having to even think about spending five years

away from my son, I can't even fathom that.

King is three now-- Eight?

I'm missing out-- I will be missing out

on the time when the child is more--

the most you can influence a child--

four, five, six, seven years old.

Them not the years I wanna miss.

I want King to really know how much his pops love him.

I wanna make sure-- you know that I'ma make sure he's good.

Me and Tiarra got a cool relationship.

I'm willing to go pick him up from school,

you know, take him--

Whatever the fuck need to be done,

-I'm willing to do it. -Yeah.

[Sas] The best thing I can do for my brother right now

is to let him know I'ma hold him down,

I'ma make sure King all right,

my mama good, and I'ma take care of all the business.

Women come and go, but brothers for life.

I'ma need him to know that I'ma always be

somebody he can count on.

Be right here, I ain't going nowhere.

I'm gonna miss you, bro.

You already know you and Dolla was like--

you nigga more than my big brothers.

You know, Pops was never around.

Y'all really wore them shoes, you see what I'm saying?

And I appreciate that shit, bro.

That's why it's really been fucking with me,

'cause I know how much,

you know, we depend on each other.

Sometime I feel more than just your big brother.

I'm just glad that you learned and you became your own man.

You're an awesome father.

So, shit, I feel like a proud dad

just off the strength of that.

I hold you down the same way.

I know you got it under control.

You know I got this shit.

All right, champ, gotta go check on the young'uns, man,

-see what the hell they doing. -I love you, bro.

-I love you too, bro. -Thank you, man.

[Scrapp] Appreciate you being there for me.

As a woman, like, I really felt attacked

because of an opinion that my husband has.

He said, "I don't agree with their lifestyle,"

just like some people don't agree with his lifestyle.

He is in their lifestyle!

You gotta go there with the bullshit? Why?

[Zabrina] The beginning of bullying,

I guess it came from a young age.

You know, I used to get on the bus

and they used to talk about the little girl in the back

who played the basketball with all the dudes

and they called me dikes

and I was gonna be this way and I--

and I, at that point, I didn't think I was.

No R.I.P. is really, really something like

it's really dear to my heart.

I have some really, really amazing speakers in here today.

We all have been victims of bullying, including Tammy.

Today we're here to raise awareness

and hopefully, we can change some lives.

I'm transgender

and I've tried to commit suicide over 30 times.

It became an addiction,

because people did not understand

the person that I am.

They picked me apart because I was different.

I experienced bullying,

and when we think about homophobia,

most of that was directed in the Black church,

and the church told me that I wasn't worthy,

told me that God didn't love me.

Even biblically they said,

"Don't judge unless ye be judged."

Everybody got their cross to bear.

Can't we just live in love in life?

-And handle your own. -[audience applause]

I was more than happy to attend and to be on the panel.

Don't ever forget, we all deserve to be loved.

There will be no more suicides

because a person is scared to define who they really are.

[Tammy] I think now, with the Internet,

you do not have to show your face,

that it makes it so much easier for people

to just have an opinion about your life.

[Deb] When my son committed suicide,

everybody was hitting us on social media,

saying we joined Illuminati, so...

I thought I sent a clear message to D. Smith

that I don't want no drama, no negativity, not today.

I pray that she's really coming in here on peace today.

-[Betty] Hi. -Hey, guys, how are you?

-Good. -Okay.

The viciousness of what people say,

it's horrible,

and sometimes it's not easy bouncing back

from all of them things.

Even with my husband,

he may have his opinions on how he feels,

but whether he may speak it or not,

he's never disrespectful,

so I think it's a difference between

bashing someone and having an opinion.

I cannot sit here and be fake and not say anything.

D. Smith and Betty Idol

are very judgmental and are bullies.

The same people who say they wanna be accepted,

you're attacking someone else

instead of fighting fire with fire.

Just educate.

[Deb] Thank you guys so much.

Now I wanna open the floor.

I would like you to step to the podium.

I caught Tammy's little subliminals,

and I didn't come here to start any trouble,

but I didn't come here to keep my mouth shut.

I came to have a voice.

I wanted to tell you, I appreciate what you're doing.

I appreciate everyone here.

At a very early age, I was extremely...

confused and stressed,

because I didn't know how--

especially in a Black family--

how to sit down and talk to my family.

When I had the opportunity to finally tell people

that I was transgender,

they didn't take the time to listen and talk.

Please, just take the time to understand,

and if it makes things a little easier,

it's worth it, it's worth the conversation.

It is hard to sit here and hear D. Smith

talk about compassion and understanding.

It just seems so hypocritical to me.

I understand completely what you're saying,

that's why my daughter is sitting right here.

See, I raised my child, she's very much a ten-year-old

and I know it's hard to kind of explain those things

as a parent-- I don't know 'cause you're--

you know, you're not a parent,

but it's hard to explain some things

when your child doesn't even know

about the birds and the bees yet.

She didn't even understand sexuality.

But this is the misunderstanding,

and this is a huge understanding.

Transgender has nothing to do with sexuality.

It has nothing to do with sex.

It has to do with the soul.

D., I came to you genuine,

and I'm not trying to attack you now,

but I'm just telling you as a woman,

like, I really felt attacked

because of something of opinion that my husband has.

-Waka Flocka has a platform. -Mm-hmm.

He should use it responsibly. When he was asked

about what he think about the trans community,

why didn't he just say, "I like trans people,"

or "trans people are cool"?

Because he doesn't feel that way.

This is not the time or the place

for D. and Tammy with this drama.

I was really hoping we could have an open discussion

and they could clarify

some things between the two of them,

but I see we about to go somewhere else.

He didn't say "F" them, don't come to my house,

I don't deal with them at all.

He said, "I don't agree with their lifestyle,"

just like some people don't agree with his lifestyle.

He is in their lifestyle!

Don't say-- No--

-No, hold up, hold up, no. -Let me just say--

-Straddling the fence. -Listen, I said

he has his opinion, and he can have his opinion--

If you guys are married--

if you guys are married, that means that you are one.

We are one. If that's the case, I wouldn't have went through

half the shit I went through with my husband,

because if we had the same opinion,

the nigga wouldn't have did half the shit he did to me.

Hold up a minute. This is snot what I want to go through.

I don't care who or what you are.

I didn't know what to think when D. Smith

slammed her fist down on the daggone table.

The conversation went from zero to 100 real quick.

I thought we was coming here to prevent chaos,

not to start chaos.

[Tammy] Ain't nobody ganging up on her!

Until this kind of stuff stop,

ain't nobody gonna be in acceptance.

Get the hell up out of here.

I'm sick of-- This is done for me.

-Let's go, darling. -'Cause it's just too much.

This is not the forum for Tammy to make this personal.

But you know what? Some people just can't help themselves.

I came here in peace to spread the word about bullying

in the transgender community,

not to have it out with Tammy.

You gotta go there with the bullshit.

Why, why?

[woman] Heavenly Father, we come to you on this day,

hearts heavy, Father God,

but still with thanksgiving in our hearts.

Keep him safe, Heavenly Father.

* First of all *

* It's about that time well once again *

* When you gotta summon energy from within *

* Just to get the way things back to where you've been *

-* What else? * -* And where you're gonna go *

* If you're just getting there *

* Okay... handshaking *

* Either go hard or you take a vacation *

* It's really do-or-die *

* It's up to you decide *

* You gotta clear your mind *

* Do your thing, get on your grind *

* Gotta make count, show 'em you ain't here to play *

* Gotta seize the moment *

* Show 'em that you here to stay *

* Failure's not an option *

* Losing don't exist *

* Know you gotta turn up *

* So go and pump your fist *

* It is all on you *

* The time is now *

* Said it's all on you *

* The time is now *

* Now or never, now or never it's your time *

* Now or never, now or never it's your time *

* It's your time now better let 'em know *

* I said it's your time *

* You gotta let it go *

* Failure's not an option *

* Losing don't exist *

* You gotta turn up *

* So go and pump your fist *

* It is all on you *

* The time is now *

* Said it's all on you *

* The time is now *

* Now or never, now or never it's your time *

* Now or never, now or never it's your time *

* It's your time now better let 'em know *

* I said it's your time *

* You gotta let it go *

What's up, baby?

-I love you. -Mm-hmm.

Nephew, I love you.

[Scrapp] Today is my last day as a free man.

This is what I've really been dreading,

leaving my son and leaving my family,

'cause I know how much it's gonna affect them

while I'm gone.

I need you to keep writing me

and out of trouble, all right?

And look after your grandma and Uncle Sas, okay?

You a big boy?

Always know how much your daddy love you, okay?

You're my best friend. Give me a kiss.

[Scrapp] Being that my son is so attached to me,

I know he's gonna be heartbroken while I'm away,

and the last thing I wanna do is be absent in my son's life.

It's breaking my heart. This is something I said

I would never do and I'm doing it.

It's about that time for me to face the music.

Pretty much my whole entire family

is here to support me,

from my mom and my little brother,

all my aunts, my uncles and everybody

and all my cousins and relatives.

Seeing all the people that was there to support me,

it actually made me feel good,

it made me feel grateful that I'm so loved.

This whole time, I've been trying to be

as strong as possible and keep it together,

not just for me, but for my entire family.

But today...

this one might do it right here.

[woman] Oh, most gracious and Heavenly Father...

we come to you on this day

with hearts heavy, Father God,

but still with thanksgiving in our hearts.

Keep him safe, Heavenly Father.

Wrap him within the comfort of your warm embrace,

Heavenly Father. You are always there.

You always love him

and You always have his best interest at heart.

And we say amen.

[Sas] When me and my brother was hugging,

I really didn't wanna let go.

It's probably gonna be our last chance to say goodbye

before he go holler at the judge,

and I need him here with me.

I really don't know how long he gonna get

when he go inside this courtroom,

but even one day is too long.

I would just tell people to look at my situation

as a learning experience,

and as young men,

we gotta know how to make sound decisions,

because the fast way ain't always the best way

and you always gotta keep in mind

the people that you affect when you're gone.

[man] All rise.

[woman] Next time on Love & Hip Hop: Atlanta...

[Scrapp] The time they trying to give me behind some weed

is pathetic.

[judge] The mandatory minimum sentence

is five years.

The maximum is 30 years.

[Scrapp] I'm just hoping I caught the judge

on a good day.

Scrappy-- He went on a crazy psycho rant

about transgender people.

-Oh, no, he didn't. -Yes, he did.

I wanted to say something about it

and I never bite my fucking tongue.

I'm a man with a wig.

That's what you said.

-What is this? -DNA test.

-Listen, this ain't my baby. -Okay, we gonna find out.

[woman] You're talking about our two-year-old daughter?

She's here. You wanna see her?

That bitch gonna have your ass in child support

and your pockets gonna be so dry,

you're gonna come back begging.

My contract's up.

When I'm done with him, you're gonna work for me.

-[laughing] -We don't like to, um,

have rumors out there.

All right, okay.

Were you and Joseline ever married?

Oh...

Look at the camera right there.

-Ew! -[laughing]

Look, you got your little gut poking out.

Daddy.

-[giggling] -That's definitely your face.

What?

Trying to do a photo shoot

and he acting like a butthead.

I'm, I'm... [giggling]

King, this is not the beach. You're stealing the show.

-Look at Grandma. -[laughter]

[indistinct]

-Smile. -[laughing]