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If you saw four women playing in the cool dampness of the night, what would

think?

That they were drunk?

Maybe they were stoned or crazy.

Would it ever cross your mind that they were celebrating wine?

Well, that's what this was, a celebration.

Now, they didn't get there easily.

They had to learn to embrace the truth and let go.

You know the old saying, the truth will set you free?

Yeah, it really does.

This all began about a year ago.

Beth had had a fight with her boyfriend Andy that morning.

He really wanted to get married.

She really didn't.

Fighting with you.

We thought things were so perfect between them, and we were afraid that

chance it would ruin it.

Getting married is just going to fuck it all up. Everything right now is just

fucking perfect.

You had to decide to go and complain about not being married.

Marriage is going to change one fucking thing. Yeah, it's going to change a lot,

actually. It won't be the same.

It won't be magical after the fuck's up.

The merriest day in ages. Oh, bullshit.

What happened? What's wrong?

We were wondering if you could come to the station.

We're like animals in so many ways.

Everybody has their own scent.

And I remember Mom used to always smell like Lad Lad.

Always tell when she was around.

I can still smell her sometimes, you know? Even though she's gone.

I just can't believe that Andy's dead.

I was just here this morning.

I just got off the phone with your dad.

He's going to be catching the next flight out from New York.

You're such a control freak.

I was going to call dad.

He's my husband. I can call him if I like.

So were his daughters.

I couldn't have waited five minutes.

Will you two stop bickering?

Andy's dead. Can't you just shut up for five minutes and show some respect?

I'm sorry, Beth.

What can we do for you, Beth?

There's nothing you can do. I just want to be alone.

Good job.

God, yes, yes, yes.

Fuck your youth.

You're talking my ass, honey.

He's in there tearing the sheets up.

I don't know what to do.

Well, I don't either, but I'll call Camille. She'll know.

I'll call Camille. Thank you.

Hey.

Camille.

You want no tears?

No.

I can't.

You will when you're ready.

Let's go outside and get some air.

to leave this room.

How's Tony?

Tony who?

Your husband.

Soon to be asked.

Don't be silly.

You love him.

Yeah, he's my life, but I just can't live with him anymore.

You know, he's cheating on me.

All the signs are there. He's working out. He's getting in shape. He just

new clothes.

I just don't believe it.

Not cheating on you.

Yes, he is.

I know he is.

You want me?

It was a nice funeral, though, wasn't it?

Yeah, it really was.

Where'd you find the pastor? I wish we would have known him when your mother

passed away.

Thank you.

Did anyone else want anything to drink?

Thanks, hon.

She'll wear that for me.

You know, a little later, you're going to have to accept the fact that she is

wife.

Oh, I accept it, Daddy.

I somehow like it.

You looked great today.

I should have worn black.

Don't let Janie get you down, honey.

I don't think she's over the death of her mother yet.

What about you?

What, over it?

I think you love somebody that much, you never really get over her.

What'd you invite her over here for tonight?

What, Laurie?

Yeah.

Shot in the arm?

Affirmation of life?

Thought it would make you happy.

You make me happy.

Do you want me to send her home?

No. What, and spoil your fun?

Did somebody mention fun?

I'm up for that.

No. Hey.

Hi.

He's a cutie, huh? Mm -hmm.

Mm -hmm. Look at that.

Wow.

you

Oh, yeah.

Oh.

Oh. Oh.

Oh. Oh.

Oh, God.

Oh, yeah.

Oh, yeah.

Oh, God.

Oh,

yeah.

Oh, yeah.

Oh, yeah.

Oh, yeah.

Oh, yeah.

Oh, yeah.

Yeah.

What?

Hey, guys.

What's this?

Happy Valentine's Day.

How sweet.

What a sweet thing to do.

What, do you think I'm fat?

I just thought you could... Use it to get your blood boiling again. You know,

get you out and about a bit.

This is a great idea.

Two sessions a week with a personal trainer for a month?

Not quite.

I guess it is really cool.

Hey, Penny.

Well, I'll open mine later.

I'm not going. I can't wait.

A private snoop for 30 days.

I got her a private detective because I thought, you know, she's going to follow

her husband around.

You do want to know, don't you?

I already know what he's doing. He's fucking around on me.

You know what I mean? Like, if somebody brings it out in black and white, I have

to act on it.

I'm sorry. I'll get you something else.

Actually, no.

I'm going to do this tomorrow.

You guys are going to visit me in jail after I kill my husband, right?

Right then.

You

know,

I'm not into this right now, Tony.

What's wrong?

Nothing. Don't tell me nothing.

Come on, you've been avoiding me again. Why?

It's just something I need to work through.

Great. So what am I supposed to do when you're working through your something?

You've got a good right hand.

That's not what I want, Camille.

I mean, you're my wife.

Okay, I'll get you off, but that's all I'm into right now.

It's a meal.

Oh, yeah.

Oh, fuck.

Oh.

Oh,

fuck. Oh,

fuck, yeah.

Here we go.

Here we go.

Oh, man.

Ivy gave me that lesbian look.

That's her present.

She thinks I'm a freaking lesbian.

You know, it's an honest mistake.

Come on.

You're always hanging out with Nora.

And you never date guys.

For one, you know I've dated plenty of guys.

Two, me and Nora are best friends. Who cares?

I have a lot in common with her.

I'm Ricky.

You're Beth. I'm Beth.

Hi. How are you doing? Good. Hi, Ricky. Nice to meet you.

Nice to meet you, too.

You ready for your evaluation and to get started?

Mm -hmm. Come on in. Yeah?

Come on in.

Yes.

I'm glad you're coming.

Like that.

I feel right.

Like that?

Yeah. Yeah. I feel it.

So is this what you do with your life? You just go from place to place

people?

It's a theme like torture.

You'll thank me for it later.

Don't count on it.

Ow!

What? You okay? Here, let me have that.

Shoulder? Yeah.

It's relaxed.

You like that?

Yeah, a little bit.

You have beautiful hair.

Sorry. I didn't mean to offend you.

Oh, no, you didn't. It's not that. I just... My boyfriend died in a car

six months ago, and I'm just not ready for any man to touch me yet for any

reason.

I understand.

I just lost my father two weeks ago.

Sorry.

You need a nice hair, too.

So stupid.

She thinks it's because her friends weren't lesbians.

I don't even see what my father sees in her at all.

She's not stupid.

She's got a lot of girlfriends.

Maybe she sees something in you that you don't see in yourself.

Like what?

Curiosity, maybe.

Great. Now you're siding with her.

I'm not siding with her. I'm just saying that maybe you need to listen up and...

Don't be so afraid.

I don't know.

I don't know about that.

Thank you.

Naughty girl.

Oh, God.

Oh, my God.

Oh, yes.

I've been having an affair the past couple of weeks.

Well, that's great. Who is he?

It's Nora.

Well, that's okay. I mean, as long as you're happy with it.

That's exactly it.

I love Nora.

You know that. She's my best friend.

When I'm with her, I'm totally happy. But then when I'm not, I'm just...

I'm wondering if this is what I want for the rest of my life. Or if I should

start trying guys again. I don't know.

Jamie, it's okay to be a lesbian.

I know. I read Ivy's book.

But I don't exactly fit the profile.

I'm so confused.

That would be Ricky.

Great. Does he live here now?

He trains me three times a week. Do I need your permission for that?

That's it. You're doing great.

Breathe in.

Now exhale.

Breathe in.

Exhale.

Ricky!

I can't help it. You're an attractive woman.

Besides, I think I like you.

I'm not ready for that.

Well, I know, but how about a movie? Not a date or anything, but just a couple

friends getting together.

He's cute, he's smart, and he's sexy.

I just can't bring myself to go to bed with him, though. I mean, I just can't

that to Andy.

Andy's dead?

Well, not to me.

I mean, he's still everywhere. He's all around me.

I'm gonna have to let him go sooner or later, Beth.

Who are you to tell her what to feel? If she wants to grieve for Andy, let her

grieve for Andy.

Ivy's right, Jane.

She needs to let go.

If not, there's going to be no present, no future.

If you don't want to talk, who are you to talk? You've been stuck in the same

rut of suspicion and anger for over a year.

I think it's time you shit or get off the pot.

Hey, I'm going to be doing this tomorrow as soon as the detective comes back

with a report.

Yeah, yeah, sure.

My life's over.

Yeah.

Yes, Beth.

God, I'm absolutely horrified.

The detective turned up nothing.

I gave him everything I knew, and he just couldn't find anything.

You know what that means?

Yeah,

I'll talk to you later.

Um, if I were you, I'd divorce me.

What?

I've been such an asshole lately.

Ruth, you over it?

God, I hope so.

Do you hate me?

No.

Not quite.

Not too mad at me.

It was like this impression that you're like an ice princess.

Did I come off that cold?

Not cold as much as distant.

So why now?

Why do you want to see me now?

Well, you're handsome, successful.

Successful? Is that what you like, or do you like me?

I don't know yet.

Stay if you don't want to.

Don't say that.

See, I caught you.

I just hit me.

Caught pretty hard.

Catch me and make it way harder.

What do you think about me sucking?

I feel privileged.

Yeah?

I am.

Six, seven, eight, nine, ten. You count slow.

You know, I feel really bad about this. You've been working with me for four

months now, and Ivy only paid you for one.

Won't you let me give you some money?

I don't want to hear about this anymore.

I told you no. No means no.

What are you getting out of it?

I get to spend time with you.

You do something for me right here.

But I can't sleep with you. You know that.

I know.

Well, you know, because of...

Oh my God.

Do what you want? Yes. Yeah?

I threw him out. I went and took a bath and disinfectant.

It's okay, Beth.

It's about time you started moving forward with your life.

You don't understand. I don't deserve a second chance.

It's my fault that Andy is dead.

It is not. No, it is.

The morning before he died, we had a fight.

He wanted to get married and I didn't. And he went to work angry and it was

anger that killed him.

It did not. It is not your fault.

You know, maybe we should ask him to forgive you.

You know, make a ritual of it.

Like a spiritual cleansing.

Would you like to do that?

Yeah.

Andy, I'm so sorry.

I loved you so much.

And I never meant to hurt you.

He hears you.

He knows.

Why do you always have to send me away?

Jane, don't.

No, I'm sick of it. She's always throwing her two sons in.

Like we need it in our family.

Jane, I'm a part of this family, too.

I married your father because I love him.

And I love you guys, too.

Because you're the only family I've got.

I know family is perfect, but I accept you guys the way you are.

I'm going to keep on loving you, Janie, whether you like it or not.

But maybe one day you'll stop hating me so much.

I don't hate you.

Beth doesn't know if Andy ever hurt her or forgave her, but in time, she was

able to forgive herself and move on, which is a little help from her friend.