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Previously on "The Valley"...

Cheers, Hawaii!

I should have never yelled at you.

And I'm sorry that I said that.

I want to spend the rest of my life with you.

Will you marry me?

I'm sorry. I know this is tough.

- Hi. - Hi. Mr. Cauchi?

- Yes. - You've been served.

Divorce papers?

- Yeah. - Oh.

You're gonna attack Danny and Nia?

Attack Danny and Nia, or I said out loud that Danny

sexually assaulted Jasmine and Michelle or Jasmine

and Melissa at the bar? - All right. I'm out. Bye!

I'm done. I'll throw her off the----ing boat.

♪ I'm all right

♪ Everything is all right

♪ I'm all right

♪ It was feeling like a bop when we walked up in the spot ♪

♪ Then, of course, I heard the baseline drop ♪

♪ You gotta move somethin', you gotta choose somethin' ♪

Did you see this picture of Daddy and Aaron?

Yeah.

Daddy's silly, and he's wearing my hat.

♪ What you waiting for, permission? ♪

♪ We ain't asking nothin'

♪ Leave your problems at the door ♪

♪ You can pick it back up when you leave, though ♪

♪ You won't even need those

I'm so tired. I still have not recovered from Hawaii.

I have more laundry.

The one good thing about having a boyfriend--

you get to do laundry together.

I'll do my stuff, and you do yours.

4-bedroom, 3-bath.

I definitely hope I can find

Nia and Danny the house of their dreams.

It's too hot.

I should be good for now.

After Hawaii, I just wanna focus on Melissa, our future.

We have to pay double for everything.

We have to pay for two rings, egg freezing for both of us.

That's why I want them...

There's so many things I need to do for my baby,

so hopefully I can show them the one

so I can make some money.

Can't you see our children running around the tree?

What is this? This is tiny.

I have literally dragged Daniel to view this house.

The square footage is small, but I think

if it's designed right, it could be great.

It's cute, honey. Think cute.

You gonna give me some space over here?

It's adorable.

If we're gonna have another baby, we want space.

Okay, four under four, as much as I like saying that...

that's not common, and that's a lot.

- Hi! - You need to knock?

I didn't know. Didn't even knock.

- Welcome to your future house. - Hello.

So beautiful.

I know you've done a lot of work. Are you--

I've been looking, and it looks cute online.

And then I realized the square footage

and got a little nervous for Daniel...

- Yeah. - ...not being happy about it.

It's smaller than our penthouse condo by, like, 800 feet.

Okay, yes. But you can work with this.

- Yeah. - Open mind.

- Open kitchen, open hearts. - Open hearts.

- Jack and Jill rooms here. - Oh, cute.

- So, yeah, so it's connected. - For Asher and the twinsies.

- Yes. - I do love it.

This is the bathroom to the primary.

You can knock down this wall,

and it could be connected that way.

Oh, this doesn't even open to the, uh, the...

- No. - Oh, ho-ho-ho-ho!

- One sink, baby. - Aah!

Jasmine, if you saw our double sink

and how I have this much space...

I don't even know where Nia would put all of her stuff.

I don't know where I'd put my stuff. That is true.

I've seen this house. There's a show called "Tiny Homes."

Or is this one of those you get on Amazon?

- Oh! - Oh, my gosh.

This house is a little small. Mm...

The pictures lied.

But it could be a good first, you know, starter home.

- Now you see what $1 million... - That's kind of insane.

...is gonna get you in Sherman Oaks...

They made it look so much bigger.

...for less than this...

- ...20 minutes north... - It's an hour away.

...I can get a 4,200 square foot,

5-bed, 5-bath, massive backyard, just paradise.

I am kind of becoming more open to Santa Clarita.

I truly don't wanna like, live... there,

but I do want a bigger house.

- Anywho... - Well, you'll find...

- I'll send you some things. - How you doing, by the way?

- I'm good. - We're all back and settled

in the heat. - Ugh.

How's your post-Hawaii hangover?

God, it was... oof.

Everything just went left, like...

- So quick. - Like, so quick.

'Cause I had a great convo with... her,

and, like, we were, like, in a really good place.

- Who? - You know who.

- Well, you gotta say her name. - Oh!

- She can't even say the name. - The one that shall not

be named at this point. - Oh!

Janet--don't even wanna say her name.

Maybe Voldemort of the Valley.

She's just continuing to show her true colors.

And I keep wanting to believe that she's better,

but clearly that's not the case.

She doubles down on her lies and doesn't apologize.

I ain't got time for that.

♪ Clouds breaking over my head

♪ Ground shaking under my feet

♪ Yeah, it's good to be me

♪ Ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh

- Hi! - Hello!

Hi!

Look, Summer Moon's doing her swimming.

- They'll have fun. - Yeah.

He just likes being in the water.

Hi.

Hello.

- Look who I found. - Hi.

- Oh, hi! How are you? - Hi, cutie. Good.

Are you done, honey? Okay.

I feel like I need a vacation after that vacation.

I don't wanna talk to anybody for a week.

- I know. - I need my alone time.

Seriously. It was honestly a sh--show.

- Own your----ing words, bitch. - That's fine. You're good,

you're good, you're good. - Oh, my God.

Don't----ing use their names.

The trip ended with her saying she's gonna beat my ass.

So she brought Danny and Nia's names up and said something

about how, like, Jason and I were attacking Danny.

Yes, I have talked about the things he's done,

but I'm not making up false rumors about him.

That's not Kristen's problem or responsibility.

She's not with Danny.

And just because you really like a person doesn't make it okay.

She's going hard for them.

- I don't get it. - Mm-hmm.

That's what Kristen does.

She latches on to, say, the popular girl,

and she doesn't care who she has to step on to get there.

That's what I feel. With Nia and Daniel,

I don't really know where to go, to be honest.

It sucks that all this stuff happened,

but if Daniel's still drinking, I don't necessarily, like,

wanna be super close.

Well, how are you now with them after you said that about him?

Haven't talked to them since.

Obviously, we aren't feeling any kind of good vibes

from the one that shall not be named,

but her husband-- like, how are you and Jason--

Yeah, I mean, that's what sucks the most.

I've never wanted to, like, get off of Maui so bad.

I know, me and Melissa were done.

- She was so done. - Like, it was just so...

malicious and toxic.

Janet, I appreciate what you're trying to do,

but it's making things worse

because now you're bringing up more feelings

that I have to relive again,

and I don't think she understands

it's a sensitive subject for me and Melissa.

Can you all please stop talking about me and Jasmine?

We are trying to move forward in this situation.

I should be the person talking about that.

With, you know, issues that she has with people...

- Yeah. - ...he's always like,

the innocent one, and it kind of sucks that he's just--I mean,

it's his wife. I get it. - Exactly.

- But it sucks. - Have talks with her.

- Yeah. - Be like, "Do you know

what you're doing? I'm losing friends because

of the things that you're saying."

Right now, I do feel like I've lost Jason as a friend,

and that does hurt.

There's been no reaching out, no remorse, no apology.

- She's done this to everybody. - Yeah.

- Yeah, I think he's sweet. - I do too, man.

I just feel bad for who he's married to.

Voldemort.

Coming up...

- So, congratulations. - Thank you.

I'm very happy that I didn't ruin it. I apologize for that.

♪ Put your ego on the hit list

♪ It was nice to leave ya

♪ Wish I'd never seen ya

Are you guys crazy? No begging. Unh-unh.

No, they're not crazy. It's 'cause you threw them

chicken in the kitchen. - Lay down.

You taught them to beg, babe.

I taught him to beg.

And therefore taught her to beg.

Come right here. Up, up. Good girl.

Very good. Anywho-zies...

I mean, great doctor's appointment.

Mm-hmm.

I had a feeling it was gonna go that way.

So it's on me...

and my body in my old age.

Your sperm was really, really good.

It was 13% normal, and typically, we want it at 14.

- Oh, okay. - Oh, okay. Okay.

- So this was... - cool.

...reassuring.

This next month is going to be a lot of tests,

stuff I've done and stuff I haven't done--

There's two medications.

There's the uncomfy fallopian tube test,

and then I'll do another ultrasound or two.

It's this sh--, like, I get so stressed out

about being stressed out about all the crazy testing.

I had no idea that it would be this difficult to conceive.

He has healthy swimmers.

A year ago, everything looked good for me.

This should just happen.

If we were to find out that for whatever reason,

it's not gonna happen, would you be willing

to work with me with, like, having a surrogate with my sperm

to have our child if things went that way?

If that's what we want.

Or even adoption. Just--

- I'm not opposed to anything. - I know.

I mean, it's pretty terrifying to think,

like, what if this doesn't work out naturally for us?

I mean, I feel lucky that there are all of these options,

but what if these options don't work?

It's very special.

It is very special.

I love looking at it on your hand.

- You're my forever, honey. - For now?

We already have our little family with fur babies,

and we're gonna have our--you say I'm your forever for now?

I'd make a good first husband? Is that what you said?

Ew. I know that is really funny when other people say it,

but it's not funny when we say it.

No. One and only, baby.

What's up?

- I know. - What's up?

- Jill, hold on. - What's up?

I come with flowers.

- Enough. - Hi. I love it. I love it.

- The Lovesac? - This looks so fun.

- The Lovesac. - Hi. The Lovesac.

- I got mine, too. Hi. - I know. I heard.

- Hi. - Lovely.

- Oh. - We don't have any orchids yet.

You need an orchid.

- Everybody needs an orchid. - 'Cause I've killed one.

- I love that kitchen. - Hmm?

I've never kept an orchid alive.

Oh, you have me now.

- So, congratulations. - Thank you.

I'm very happy that I didn't ruin it.

I apologize for that first off and foremost.

Oh.

I just wanna know who told Jax.

Like, I literally hadn't even texted my mom.

Brittany and I were finally talking

for the five minutes that we were allowed to talk,

and she was being nice, and she told me,

and then two minutes later, she's like,

"How'd you find out?" I'm like, [bleep], if I throw her

under the bridge, she's gonna yell at me,

and I just started talking to her.

- Under the bus. - So I didn't wanna blame her.

That's the truth.

Don't wanna throw her under a bridge,

but you also don't wanna throw her under the bus.

- Under the bus or the bridge. - Or the bridge.

I'm sorry. That was just dumb. That was just dumb.

But then, yeah, it's fine. I don't even wanna--

Oh, no, no, it's just-- I've been going crazy, man.

I haven't seen my son in days.

- Thank you. - You just have

to practice patience, and it's hard.

I'm not a patient human, as he knows, but, you know--

Not be able to go to bed with your son every night,

that's tough to do.

I mean, and maybe that's where you start is, like,

"I-I just want Cruz to come sleep over.

Do you wanna come drop him off?"

"Here's the things I'm willing to do to show we can get there."

I think that's something that's reasonable,

something she could hear instead of just going

back and forth, you know? - You can guys

can work on together. Yeah. - Would you be willing

to give her access to, like, a camera in his room, you know?

- Yeah, that's a good idea. - I think something like that

could make her more comfortable, too.

- I would-- - Like, offering it, anyway...

- Yeah, yeah, but-- - ...might be enough to--

It's actually a great idea, and I have--I would--I've--

That's a great idea. I-I love that idea.

I'm trying to get on a plan here for being a parent to Cruz.

What are we gonna do here? What do you expect from me?

My goal is for us to be good co-parents.

That's it. Simple.

That's my main priority. I don't give a sh-- about me,

and I--it's not about us anymore.

It's not about her and I. It's about him.

- Mm-hmm. - It's about him having

a good life and with good parents.

Mm-hmm.

Coming up...

Whenever I had a conversation with Danny, I was even like,

"Thank you for taking responsibility

for what you did those nights." - So, Janet, shut the [bleep] up.

♪ First of all, can't step to me ♪

♪ Yeah, I'll put you in your place, and you best believe ♪

Toy store.

Look at this one.

The sword.

My sword.

Ow.

♪ She's too tough, 'cause she makes no excuses ♪

♪ Everybody got it rough

Where's my little wolf cub?

Yeah. Let's do it together. Ready?

One, two...

Come on, Mama Wolf Cub.

♪ Watch me make my move

♪ Lining it up, taking my shot

♪ Now I'm in my groove

Yes, yes, yes, yes!

She looks gorgeous.

What's the plan, Ms. Boss Lady?

- As soon as she's done. - I'll go in the chair in, like,

10 minutes, she said. - Yeah.

I am not a model, but I love doing stuff like this.

I've done James Mae photo shoots with her in the past.

It was just me and Jax last time.

Now it's just me.

That was so me of me to do.

Hold, please. No, dogs.

L'chaim!

Where's Brittany?

Nice.

Wait, so are you staying at your actual house right now?

- Yeah, I'm back. - So does that mean Jax

is fully moved out and is not-- - Oh, yeah.

He keeps calling me over and over.

Oh, hell, no. He's trying to get my Ring verification code.

No, you're not getting my Ring--Nuh-unh.

Hey, are you talking about the Ring verification code?

Yeah, I just--I'm installing a new Ring right now,

and they said there's a password that got sent to your phone.

Okay, if I let you have this code,

then you're gonna have my Ring.

No, I have my own Ring. They're installing it right now.

No, 'cause then you're gonna have access to my--

Jax, I'm not dumb. I'm the one who knows who--

I'm right here, Brittany! I'm right----ing here!

- They're doing it right now! - Hang up. Hang up.

All right, bye.

He won't leave me alone.

I'm definitely trying my hardest to move on,

and then he constantly is, like, hovering over me.

He doesn't want me to be happy.

So, this is all just a Jax Taylor-ism

to, like, get into my sh--, and it's not happening.

- Zachary! - Yeah, I'm coming.

You know I need help with my hands.

Yeah, perfect, and, like, super casual. Yeah, yeah, yeah. Nice.

- That's a good one. - That skirt is so cool.

Okay, supermodel.

Nice. Cool.

We have it.

You're wrapped.

- Awesome! Whoo! - Whoo!

Yay!

Absolutely amazing.

You come in. You get full glam. You do five minutes of shooting.

You're done.

- Sorry I had to be so fast. - You're fine. Go change.

Okay, well, I got, like, five minutes.

- I'm so sorry to be so rushed. - Yeah, really quick.

No, you're fine. But you got really pretty, full glam now.

I know, right? Remember how hot I am?

Bitch.

- Hawaii was awesome. - So much fun.

- So awesome. - I know the last night

was, like, terrible, obviously.

- Yeah, I wanted to throw-- - Oh, I thought it was great.

I wanted to throw Janet off the boat.

- So-- - I'm like, she's just

such a hateful human being.

Like, I-I don't have-- I don't have space for that.

Yeah, that was over.

We both got up and were like, "[bleep] you."

Well, I mean, whenever I had a conversation with Danny,

I was even like, "Thank you for taking responsibility

for what you did those nights." - Yeah.

- Because it was kind of crazy. - Over the top, yeah, sure.

- I know. That's what I mean-- - But he did--he did apologize.

And so, like, we should move on from it after that.

And Jasmine and Melissa feel the same way,

so, Janet, shut the [bleep] up.

What time is it? I've gotta get--

- I have to leave. I'm sorry. - Go, go, go.

I just did not want to be in this conversation right now.

I don't wanna hurt anybody's feelings.

I feel like I'm walking on eggshells constantly.

- This is not between us. - We know.

- You can go. - Okay. All right. I love you.

Get outta here. Mwah.

♪ Oh, oh, oh-oh-oh

♪ Oh, oh

♪ Dream on

♪ Oh, oh

♪ Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh

Yo!

- What's up? I'm a little sweaty. - How you doing?

- Sorry. How are you? - Good.

- You've never been here yet? No. - That's right.

- I've not been here yet. - Lots of stairs.

Townhouse.

Oh, yeah. You are moving in.

There's a bedroom here, and then you go upstairs.

- The bal--You wanna see it? - Yeah. Let's take a look.

Bathroom in there. This is the bitch, though.

ing stairs.

- No elevator? - No elevator.

Uh... Lot of storage.

This will be my spot.

- Great view. - Schwartz is right next door.

Basically, like your roommate.

Don't say that. Um...

- So, how you feeling? - It's rough.

I found out she was dating somebody.

How was your evening after the beach?

- Whoo-hoo! It was great. - Tell me, what was that?

- What happened? - I've just been hanging out

with this new guy, and I really like him.

I don't know how she's getting over it so fast.

I just don't know how she's moving on

so quickly with another man. Like, did you feel that?

Like, when--like, like, [bleep].

That's the thing is, like, you almost have to commit

to the closure and to be over the person

and, like, being over Brittany the way I was over Michelle.

- I know. - Uh...

Yeah, man. Just...

I'm, like, emotionally all over the place.

I have severe highs and severe lows.

My son. It's just killing me with my kid.

Like, it'd be a lot easier if there's no baby involved.

What's the plan with Cruz?

I'm texting her, "Can we put a plan together?

I'm organizing my house today.

Maybe tomorrow or something like that,

I can come by and maybe go for a swim."

I don't have a say in a lot of things right now.

The mother kind of runs the show.

It's just really hard being able

to only see your kid when she says.

I could go to the bar right now and get sh--faced.

You know that devil on my shoulder is real loud right now.

He's like, "[bleep] it, let's go drink on this."

But I think I'm gonna-- I'm gonna do the opposite.

Work on my condo, go to the gym.

Tell you what, right now, if you go out and you get drunk,

everyone's gonna be expecting you to do that.

And it's just not gonna be healthy for anybody,

and it's certainly not gonna get you

any closer to seeing your son.

- I can be sad, you know? - Yeah.

As long as that sadness doesn't trigger you into aggression,

anger, drinking, partying. - No, I'm not gonna do that.

Where are you right now in your--in your divorce?

We have an interesting situation where

Michelle spoke to a friend of hers who's an attorney,

and he looked through the documents,

and it looks like she may not have filed the proper documents.

So what's that mean?

It could mean that we start over.

- You know what I mean? And-- - What?

Yes.

Ukraine and Russia have a better relationship

than Michelle and I.

Michelle keeps saying, "Jesse always has to win."

So Michelle's trying to win, and in the end,

we're both gonna lose, and the biggest loser

is gonna be Isabella,

because it is a goddamn battlefield right now.

One of the things that I have been dealing with this summer,

aside from, like, Michelle's boyfriend

and Michelle moving out, and then, like,

financial assets frozen...

Financial assets frozen?

How is the divorce and stuff going?

I just want him to be reasonable.

He on the side got a $300,000 loan under his name,

put it in his personal account.

As his wife, I'm supposed to be responsible

for half of that, and I'm refusing to pay right now.

I'm not the one who's

in hundreds of thousands of dollars of debt.

It's just so frustrating that you have

to, like, go through all of that.

Once you've been served,

I can't make any changes to our financial situation.

So, it's like I'm paying all this stuff.

The real estate market is just spiraling downward right now.

I'm at rock bottom right now. What else could go wrong?

We're both going through the same sh--, man.

It's an avalanche of sh--storms.

This is like right up there with death.

I haven't felt like this since my dad died. Ugh.

Coming up...

I can't believe you're doing this.

Ooh!

[bleep]. My finger.

I've never heard you say the "F" word before.

♪ Anything that you want, you can have ♪

♪ Uh-huh

- Hello! - Hi!

- You're here for Dr. Hovsepian? - Yeah.

Okay, perfect. You can have a seat in our lounge.

- Thank you. - Awesome. Thanks, guys.

Thank you.

This is nice.

- How you doing? How you feeling? - Um...

- Good. Mixture of feelings. - Yeah.

I want to feel good in clothes again.

With the right bra, it's great.

But then I'm at home, and I don't love how I look, so...

You're a fricking smoke show.

You're sweet, honey, but I'm nowhere near pre-baby sizes yet.

Yeah, I understand. I do hear you.

I feel like I'm very much at a crossroads this summer

because it's like, are we going to have one more child?

Or if we are done and our family is just perfect with three...

The room's ready for you guys. You can go on in.

- All right. - Yay, wonderful.

...then I 100% want a Mommy Makeover.

Nia, I'm step out of the room, give you a couple minutes.

Just get dressed into the gown,

and then we'll be right back in with Dr. Hovsepian.

Okay. Cool. Thank you.

Being a former Miss USA, it's always in my head.

People feel like there's a right to judge you.

A lot of who I am kind of revolves around

if I'm, like, fit or not.

I wanna love what I'm seeing,

and I don't love what I see in the mirror right now.

- Come in! - Can I come in?

- Hello! Hey. - How are you?

- Hello. - Nice to meet you. Raffi.

Yeah, nice to meet you. Pleasure. Have a seat.

- Should I sit here? - Yeah. Let's...

All right.

Consultations can be nerve-racking.

So let's hear what areas are bothersome.

- Mm-hmm. - Is it like, everything?

My number one focus would be my breasts.

They used to be beautiful and perky and great.

And now I feel like they're down to my belly button.

Um, and then, like, my next concern is kind of my stomach.

So would it be okay if we examine you?

- Let's do an exam. - Yeah?

- May I touch? - Mm-hmm.

So we can see the location of the nipple is below the fold.

If we were to consider any form of surgery,

with or without an implant, a lift would be required.

- Mm-hmm. - Now, there's multiple ways

of performing a lift. One is just around the areola

to reduce the size. - Mm-hmm.

And that's just bringing it up about a centimeter.

- Mm-hmm. - Unfortunately, that's

for a little bit of a perkier breast.

Yeah, I don't have that.

Then we have the more extreme situation...

- Mm-hmm. - ...where you're kind of

at that cusp already.

It's just a whole nother level of almost, like, intensity

to have the doctor confirming my insecurities.

Like, I see them and maybe try to tell myself, like,

"Oh, maybe it's not that bad." And the doctor's like,

"No, this and that, and, yep, that, too."

Any questions that arise, we're always available.

If she can't come in, we'll do a virtual.

- Thanks, Dr. Raffi. - Thank you.

- Really appreciate it. - Thank you.

- All right. Take care. - Thank you.

So, how you feeling?

Um, he said I'm right on the verge of extreme.

Yeah.

And that's... kind of a lot to process,

where it's not just like, "Oh, we can do

a little something-something."

It's like, "No, you kind of have extreme damage."

I really thought my boobs would bounce back.

Yeah. - I try not even to look

at myself in the mirror that often.

'Cause I know what they used to be my whole life,

and then where they're at now.

Yeah, we just gotta figure out

what we wanna do with having a fourth.

Yeah.

It's just insane what your body goes through.

Look, I'm just so proud of you.

My number one goal is to see you happy.

- I love you. - I love you so much.

Should I get clothes back on now?

I was thinking, since you're already not...

pretty unclothed.

- We could... - Stop it.

Stop. Who are you?

Ay-yi-yi.

♪ I stayed up all night

♪ Can't get you out of my mind so I'm outside for the night ♪

♪ I got my head held high

- Are you nervous? - Yes. Of course.

- Hello. - Hey, how's it going, guys?

- How you doing? - Hi.

So what are we looking to do today?

Basically, I just want a tattoo that goes under my wedding ring

that's covered by my ring when I'm not wearing it.

- Okay. - When it's off,

it's like a line. - Cool.

I'm thinking I'm gonna do the same thing.

Hands are already sweaty.

Jason and I have, you know,

talked about this ring rumor often.

You know, I think I made a joke to Jason, like,

"Well, you should just get your ring tattooed on,

and then nobody will have anything to say ever.

It just always will be there."

Ready? Don't pass out, okay?

Whew.

- Go ahead and hop on up. - Me first?

This will be my fourth tattoo,

and I've always wanted Jason to get a tattoo,

so if this is what has to happen to get him in a chair,

All right.

I'm gonna use your ring as a guide.

This is so funny.

I can't believe you're doing this.

Let's go.

Sick, dude. Think you're ready?

- Yeah. - All right, here we go.

Ooh. Oh, yeah.

A little...

- It's good. - It's all right. [bleep]

My finger. Mm-hmm.

I've never heard you say the "F" word before.

I'm sweating badly.

I mean, my body is my temple over here,

and I'm putting graffiti on it.

- Done? - I think so.

So let me just, like, wipe it all off.

Hell, yeah. Yeah, I'm a real man, huh?

You know, I was already a man before tattoos.

Tattoos don't make you a man, but it makes you, like,

maybe a bad man, you know?

Maybe a little--little more of a rough, rough guy.

This doesn't hurt, by the way.

You didn't even, like, wince. That's really cool.

I love it. I feel like my rings will sit nicely.

Janet and I are getting this tattoo

so that she can rest assured whenever I'm out,

I'll a hundred percent have a ring on my finger,

even if it's not the actual gold ring.

It's, you know, the tattooed ring.

I love yours. I love--that color looks really good on you.

This is, like, a fun thing to, like,

make the best of everything. I don't know.

You are always really good at that.

This ring rumor's gone full circle,

and it's actually strengthened our relationship.

Stay away, ladies.

You're so... great that sometimes I do, like,

wonder if I deserve you and deserve...

- What? - ...like, our son and our life

and, like, everything we have.

What did I ever do to, like, deserve this?

Life's been good for us.

Like, we've been pretty blessed lately,

so I'm always ready for, you know, oh, man,

are we gonna wake up and, like...

- Something bad's gonna happen? - Something bad's gonna happen

and, like, yeah, I think that's natural to feel that way.

I've said a million times-- I'm like, something must be

wrong with Jason that he's with me,

and I hope he doesn't ever wake up and say, like...

I see what everybody else sees.

I read, you know, I turned off my comments now,

but, like, for a while, like, the comments were flooded

with, "Why is he with her?"

Comment I see often of, like, "Wow, he's so great,

and she's, like, a monster."

The insults Kristen's used towards me recently have been

things that I see in the comments.

Okay. She came into the group how?

- Scheana. - As a fan.

It's like, it's clear she's reading this stuff

and then using it against me to hurt me.

You're a----ing fan, bitch.

That's all you will ever be.

And now there will forever be people who are like,

like, those people who are like, "Why is he with her?"

will now be like, "Oh, that's 'cause he cheats on her."

Jason's in no... space to be judging anyone's relationship.

Keep your wedding ring on all the time,

and then you can start talking.

Even as, like, silly as this is,

I want it to be, like, us against the world.

When you see a negative comment about yourself online,

it hurts no matter what. - Yeah.

The kind of person who's gonna leave

a negative comment... - I know.

...that's not constructive criticism, they probably have

more bad stuff going on in their lives than you know.

- Yeah. I love you. - Love you, too.

Thanks for getting a tattoo of your ring on yourself,

'cause now I got you forever.

You know?

Coming up...

- You want a divorce? - Yeah.

- You're still good on that? - Why would I not be

still good on that? - I just didn't know because--

You not have done anything that I've wanted from you.

Jill. Good girl.

Hi!

Hey, puppy.

Oh, no.

Hey, girl.

Hi, Jill.

Good girl.

First I threw it. It went in the tree,

and then I threw it, and it went on top of those...

- Oh, my gosh. - ...succulents on their side

of the fence. - I was like, I'm done.

- Oops. Yeah. - You look so pretty.

- Hi. So are you. - Mwah. Jill, come.

- How's life? - It's good.

I love it. Can I look at your ring again?

- Oh, yes. - So pretty.

- I know. - That was so special.

So, how are you feeling after Hawaii?

- So good. - Yeah.

I didn't even wanna come home.

Yeah. Were you ovulating then?

How's all that going, by the way?

- Nothing's happening yet. - Yeah.

Maybe all it is, is, like, "Oh, I just need, like,

a little bit of, like, help."

It's been almost a year

since Luke and I conceived and lost the baby.

I just wanna make sure we're doing everything right,

and we know it works. Like, it worked.

- So I'm just like, why? - Yeah.

You know, why hasn't it happened?

- Why isn't it happening again? - Yeah.

I know the golden egg is coming up.

But Luke and I are gonna make amazing parents.

It's what we both want.

It's what we're living for.

It is our dream, and it's what's in our future.

After meeting your doctor and, like,

knowing that my OB works with her...

- Yeah. - ...it kind of felt

very serendipitous and, like... - Yeah.

I don't feel as scared now, like, moving forward

and, like, really talking about, like, what can we do next?

Yeah, I can't wait to, like, meet your baby one day

and have seen all these, like, beautiful stages

of, like, who you are now, you with Luke...

- Yeah. - ...you guys getting engaged,

and then, like, baby!

Are you guys trying, or you're just not not trying?

- Um... - Like, what about the house?

That's the whole thing in Daniel's head, which I get.

As, like, a man and, like, a provider,

he wants us to be in a better place physically

for having kids.

I feel like my heart kind of yearns for one more.

- Yeah. - So, I'm very in the middle.

But then there's the flip side of it,

which I feel like it's so opposite.

It's either I want another kid or...

I want a Mommy Makeover.

I wanna get a little lipo...

- Yeah. - ...or a little something.

I don't think that how I feel physically

should take away from if we want to expand our family or not.

You guys wanna have another baby,

then the makeover comes after that baby.

Right. Thanks for letting me just get it off my chest.

- Yeah. You always can. - I don't feel like I can talk

to anybody about it, really, besides Daniel,

and it's just like-- - Is Daniel, like,

supportive of it, even though obviously he's like,

"You don't need it. You don't need it"?

He's over here with his washboard ab,

like, six-pack, like, looking like a Greek god.

- Yeah. - And I'm like, ugh!

I try so hard.

I just, like, don't want my boobs to hit my knees.

I love you.

I appreciate that. Thanks for having me over.

I gotta get home to all of my children.

- Okay, I'll walk you out. - 17 children, as Daniel says.

♪ Don't need you by my side, I know I'll be all right ♪

♪ Don't want you and your light ♪

♪ On my own day

♪ I'm better off, better off

♪ On my own

Daddy's coming over. Did you have a good nap?

- ♪ Do what I wanna do - ♪ Uh-huh

♪ Yeah, I'm done with you

He's starting to wake up. I just want Jax

to see him for a minute,

and then I'll have you take him to Sky Zone.

Oh, there's Daddy!

Who's this guy? Who's this guy?! Look at that hair!

- Who's this guy?! - He just woke up from a nap.

Hi, stink.

The only reason I'm agreeing to meet

with Jax today is because we need to set boundaries

and figure out how we're gonna co-parent with Cruz.

That's the only reason I even want to look at him right now.

Hey, stinker butt. What's going on?

I heard you're going to Sky Zone, huh?

- You going to Sky Zone? - He is.

I'm nervous anytime I see Jax and have a conversation,

'cause I have so much anger for everything he's put me through.

And he is so angry at me for him having to go to rehab.

You scared me, and you hurt me.

- Okay. - You need help.

You need help. You need help!

Even though he just came from the facility,

that is nothing to me right now, because I don't trust him.

I mean, how am I supposed to trust this man

after everything he's done to me over the past 10 years?

So what's going on? What happened with Hawaii?

It was fun. We had a good time.

That's it? I wasn't missed?

- No. - Nobody missed me at all?

I mean, it would have been weirder if you were there.

Uh, Zu--You can take him. Yeah. Thank you.

Brittany has the upper hand right now,

so in my head, I'm just kind of just playing nice

and kind of just going along with whatever she wants.

Do you wanna go sit on the couch?

- Sure. - Where there's actual air.

I really don't even wanna get an attorney involved.

Why can't we just go our separate ways

but still be friends?

Looks like I didn't even-- I've never lived here.

I know. That's the point. There's not a single photo

of you anywhere. - Why are you doing that?

Why would I want to look at your face every day?

Just wipe away 10 years like... that.

Uh, no, you did.

- Okay? I don't care. - So what--

what do you wanna know? - Obviously, you want a divorce.

- Yeah. - You're still good on that?

Why would I not be still good on that?

I just didn't know, because I--

You have not done anything that I've wanted from you.

I know. I just wanted to make sure that was still okay.

How many Xanax did you take before you came over here?

Never taken any.

Okay, 'cause you're just not even acting like yourself.

It's all right. You've already slandered me enough.

- I'm not-- - You can't slander me anymore.

I'm already on the ground waving the white flag.

- I'm not slandering you. - You can't beat me any more

than you already have.

I'm only saying things that are true.

It's not slander whenever I'm speaking facts.

Don't talk to me unless it's about Cruz.

- Okay. - Cruz is not going

over to your house anytime soon.

He's not.

Because I don't trust that there are not nasty women there.

- There's none of that. - Parties. Yeah.

It's taken me a long time, but I am done protecting Jax.

I'm just, like, so done.

I really thought he was gonna change.

I really thought I could be the person to change him.

Jax, you have the coke problem. Everybody knows it.

Own up to it. Be real with the doctors.

- You've never done any? - I'm not saying I never have!

- Okay. - You are the one

who has the addiction. - I don't have an addiction.

Give me a drug test right now. I will pass. Will you?

I'm not doing this anymore.

I think after Jax got out of the facility,

it took him less than five days

to go back to the bars and start partying again.

It's just so disappointing.

Like, he did not take anything seriously.

You've been at Jax's every single night

since you got out of rehab.

People have already told me that you've been telling them

to make it look like you're drinking water,

but really you're drinking vodka on the rocks.

I'm not doing-- But I'm allowed to drink.

I didn't go to mental health for not drinking.

Okay, but you've been trying to act like you're not drinking,

but I know for a fact that you are.

I don't know why. I didn't want him to get

in trouble or I didn't want--

You know, if he's not saying it, like,

how am I supposed to be the one saying it?

I tried.

And at least I know that. I really loved that man,

and I really tried to make him a better person.

Like, how do you continue to be there for somebody who will not

even change for you or your son?

It disgusts me.

You're so gross.

Cruz is not going over to your house anytime soon.

He's not. Because I don't trust

that there are not nasty women there.

- There's none of that. - Parties.

Yeah, it disgusts me.

- You're so gross. - All right, I'm good.

Okay. Bye.

I just came over to get some boundaries for Cruz,

like what you want wanted to do. I'm just talking.

You're acting completely different than the way

that you've been texting me.

I'm here to be a dad, and I'm good at it,

and I enjoy it, and it makes me happy.

He's actually medicine for me.

He actually makes me wanna be a better person.

And I don't think she should hold her anger over me

using that as a weapon not to see my son.

That's just not fair.

You're a narcissist, so you don't actually feel love.

You don't feel pain.

- You don't feel hurt like I do. - Yeah, I do.

- So we are different people. - I-I understand.

I'm going through a lot more than

what you're going through right now because I actually care.

I am going through it because you don't see me.

You don't see what I'm going through at home.

You don't see what I'm dealing with at my house.

It's 10 years of my life. It's a decade.

You could throw that away, but I can't.

Do you think I've thrown it away?

- Yes! - I tried to make this work

for 10 years with you, Jax.

You could have went on your bipolar medication years ago!

- Listen, Brittany-- - And you didn't!

- Okay. - I begged you to go to therapy.

- I begged you... - Well, I'm doing it now.

- ...to do all of these things. - And I'm doing it now.

- Now is too late! - I know that.

You've already ruined our family.

Okay.

I didn't come over to argue and fight.

I came over here to set some boundaries

and asking you what you want from me.

I told you my boundaries. I will handle everything.

And I will send you a bill for your half

of all the doctor bills.

Okay, but then you don't get full custody.

No, I'm getting full custody. That's gonna be

your child support. - No, I'm not paying bills, no.

Is you're gonna be paying me for half.

You make more so that I don't go after your alimony.

- No, Jax. - Fine. Fine.

Half of his medical bills is all I want.

That's not asking too much.

You're not gonna get full custody

and then ask me to pay bills.

What do you think child support is?!

First of all, you make more than I do!

It's a 50/50 state! My God!

So you're gonna go after alimony from me,

and I'm gonna have to pay for all of Cruz's bills.

God, why are you trying to destroy the father of your son?

- I'm not! - You are! Why?!

- Why are you doing this? - It's not on me

to take up for you anymore.

Those days are gone and over.

Every time I come over here, you act so mean to me.

You discard me.

I cannot let Cruz be anything like you.

And you should feel the same way.

This arguing and this yelling has to stop. We can't do this.

That's why I wanted Cruz out of the house,

because I knew this would happen.

I am so disgusted and so mad with you.

What do I have to do?

You don't deserve my friendship.

You don't deserve it at all.

Every time we fight,

we get two steps forward and then 20 steps back.

I love my kid more than anything,

and I'm fighting for him, but I just don't know how much

more of this arguing and this bickering

and just going after each other I can take.

I don't just throw away 10 years like you do.

- I just can't do that. - Stop saying that. It hurts me

that you would even say that I'm the one that threw it away,

'cause I'm not. - I'm not saying

you threw it away. What I'm trying to say is

that you can get over it like that.

I'm not over anything, obviously.

♪ Is this all that we've got?

♪ Two skeletons showing the world what we're not ♪

Nobody wants Jax to get better more than me.

I want to say I have hope for him, but he's let me down

again and again and again and again for years.

I don't have any faith or trust in him anymore.

Like, that's gone.

I'm a piece of sh-- human being. I-I get it.

Now I can just barely even look at you.

- Why? - 'Cause I just can't.

♪ Blood in the water

♪ Blood in the cut

Next time on the season finale of "The Valley"...

Whatever power I have left, I give it to you

to do whatever you want with it 'cause I'm just so tired.

- "Infertility" was the word... - Mm-hmm.

...over and over.

We just got pregnant, like, less than a year ago.

Yeah.

Thank you, everyone, for coming to my...

Zen party.

If Jesse and I can get along,

then I think everyone can get along.

Yeah!

You think you're living in some fairytale world...

- No! - Jax.

...where you're like, this is Miss America.

- Wrong--wrong pageant. - You have hurt me,

and I'm done.

What you did last summer - ed me.

Brittany, I need your help!

- Of course! - That's all I want!