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I got you a doughnut.

Apparently.

What are you doing today?

My least favorite
thing in the world.

Looking for an apartment?

Yeah, I'll be out of here
in 48 hours,

for both of our sakes.

What about your old apartment?

Kenny got arrested,

so I don't think
he needs it anymore.

I don't think being neighbors
is such a great idea.

We had a fight.

I bought you a doughnut.

A really big fight
about some really big issues

that aren't gonna go away
because you got me a doughnut.

Remember that
Usher-themed party I had?

I remember searching the
entire house for a TYLENOL.

Is it too late
to apologize for that?

No. Never.

I miss you, Daddy.

Who are you talking to?

I'm talking to...

To the chair?

If you can't fall asleep
on your own,

you can have that Ambien
you've been asking for.

MADDIE You sleep, I go away.

I don't need an Ambien.

NURSE Okay.

I'll be keeping an eye on you,
Dr. Glassman.

Trying to hop a fence, Mac?

I wanna go home.

We will, sweetie,
as soon as we fix you up.

Mac has Fragile X Syndrome.

A genetic disorder characterized
by intellectual disability,

behavioral issues,
and hyperactivity.

The good news is that
the picket hasn't compromised

any vital organs,
major nerves, or arteries.

The bad news is that it
splintered inside his shoulder.

Let's get this stick
out of you, Mac.

Will it hurt? Not a bit.

You're gonna sleep
through the whole thing.

Third time's the charm,
right, Shaun?

Her name's Bill...

Short for "Sybil."

She likes things
nice and simple.

Possible internal bleeding,
heel bone calcaneus fractures,

tibial pilon fractures,
and cervical fractures.

Her name's Kitty Kwon.

Hey, Kitty.
You know where you are?

Unfortunately, yeah.

I was 150 feet from the summit.

Would've been
the first female free solo.

Free solo?

Climbing without ropes.

Let's tidy up these bleeders,
irrigate the wound,

and close him up.

SHAUN How do you
find a new friend?

Lea is very mad at me.

Well, whatever you did
to her, apologize.

I did. I said, "I'm sorry."

It may take even more than that.

Make a statement. Go big.

An apology's an apology.

If she doesn't accept it,
just walk away.

And there we have the entire
spectrum of male response...

Dazzle them or dump them.

Just be nice to her, Dr. Murphy.

I don't like
you looking like this.

I want you in a suit

with one of my famous ties.

I had more ties than birthdays.

How did that happen?

You know what's funny? What?

I only have
great memories of you.

What about
all those other memories?

Why can't I remember them?

Good memories are like
a beautiful song.

You don't want them to ever end.

I don't think that's all
we should talk about.

You're looking awfully sleepy.

Our clock is ticking. We need
to get to the good stuff.

You know, Dad,
the real reason I'm here.

SHAUN The surgery
went very well.

We got every bit of picket,
and Mac is recovering nicely.

Thank you. He should be
able to go home today.

This is all good news, Nicole.

I know. I know.
I was... I was just...

I was hoping to have
one night without him.

AMANDA Katherine!

Mom. Dad.
Thank God you're alive.

Thank you.

Unfortunately, there's
still a serious issue

we have to deal with.
Kitty has cervical fractures.

She broke her neck.

Luckily, we can repair it
by fusing her spine.

Your range of motion
will be restricted,

but when everything else heals,

you should be walking
within three months.

Will I be able to climb again?

Not at that level,
and certainly not free solo.

They should've just left me
on that mountain to die.

Then I think you'll prefer
the second option...

The Odontoid Screw Procedure.

It doesn't involve
vertebral fusion

and could maintain
your full range of motion.

Seriously? Sign me up!

The spinal fusion surgery
is generally preferred

because it has
higher healing rates

and more favorable
long-term results.

But the screw procedure's
less invasive,

so there's reduced
collateral injury

and no permanent damage.

Would she be able
to climb again?

Free solo? Everything?

Eventually, yes.

Can I say yes now?

Yes!

No.

If you give her this operation,
you'll be killing her.

You can get help.

You mean IEPs, speech therapy,

or a behavioral mod?

Have you considered a residential
facility, a group home?

Give him away? To strangers?

To professionals
who can help him.

He was abandoned by his father.

I'm all that he has left.

God, he was
such a beautiful baby.

And he was perfectly normal,
walking, talking...

But just after he turned two,

we noticed a change.

He started to lose his words.
He was going backwards.

When we got the test results,

everything we'd hoped for
our perfect, little boy was...

Was gone.

By the time he was nine, he
was too much for my husband.

And that was
before his growth spurt

and before
his mood swings became...

I don't want to give him up.
I... I just...

I just wanted a break
for one lousy night.

Nobody blames you
for that, Nicole.

And you don't have to
send your son anywhere.

I'm sure that'd be devastating
for a kid like Mac.

I don't go to church, I swear,

and I have sex with strange men.

Your room's on the left.

Yes, it would.

Then he'd get used to it.

It started with a broken arm
and a concussion.

The next time, it was a shattered
femur and a ruptured spleen,

then a broken pelvis,

then a skull fracture

that put her into a coma
for three days.

She needs this crazy... fix.

I'm not an adrenaline junkie!

Okay, when I climb,
adrenaline is the enemy.

I need to be calm, relaxed,
and focused, or this happens.

You've always wanted me to believe
I can do anything I want.

Each time that I summit, every
roadblock in my life melts away.

It's what I live for.

We... We just want you
to keep living.

And I will, Dad,

but I can think of worse things
than dying doing what I love.

Mr. and Mrs. Kwon, I
understand how you're feeling,

but your daughter's 18.

It's her decision.

Thank you, Dr. Reznick.

I'd like to proceed
with your surgery.

Remember you telling me
when you grew up,

you wanted to be a nurse...
A "male nurse"?

You're deflecting. Yes, I am.

I'm deflecting.
I am... deflecting.

What is the point, Maddie?

Let's get to this, Daddy.
What do you say?

Who are you talking to?
Shaun, what are you doing?

You don't sneak up
on me like that.

You may be experiencing delirium

with possible auditory
and/or visual hallucinations.

I'm fine. It may be a symptom

of severe post-operative...
Shaun, Shaun, I'm fine.

I'm just... I'm really...
I'm just really tired.

I'm...

I'm remembering.

MADDIE Lying to
your little buddy.

I thought you two were
Gilligan's Island-tight.

I'm just remembering.

Okay.

Lea said I was
a total jerk and a jackass,

even though all I did
was tell her the truth,

and then I did everything right,

but she still
got mad at me again.

I thought this was Maddie time.

I asked for advice,

and Dr. Park told me to go big

and Dr. Melendez
told me to walk away

and JL the anesthesiologist, she told me
to be nice, but I don't know which...

Shaun, Shaun, Shaun,
I just... I'm not

in the best wisdom mode
at the moment. Okay?

I'll tell Dr. Dulay you may be
experiencing psychosis.

I'm not psychotic, Shaun.

There's no need to bother her.

It won't bother her.
It's her job.

Shaun, stop! He won't
listen to you, Daddy.

He never does! Maddie, please!
Will you please!

I'm having a vision.

Just a vision.

Maybe it's the drugs.
I don't know.

You're talking to Maddie.

Shaun, can you
keep this between us?

Please? Just for a little while.

Okay.

We both know he can't
keep a secret worth a damn.

We'd better get to it.

I don't want to get to it.

I want to talk
about the rest of it.

I want to talk about
the... The...

The Usher parties and the ties.

Why can't we talk
about your track meets?

Because we're past that, Daddy.

We need to talk about why
you're talking to a ghost,

why I'm not sitting here for
real, holding my father's hand.

Good dreams, please.
Good dreams.

You want good dreams?

Go ahead. Take your pill.

This has got to happen, Daddy.
You know it.

What if they're right?
What if we are, in effect,

killing their daughter by giving
her the surgery she wants?

These are not issues
doctors should think about.

That's what we tell ourselves because it
makes it easier for us to just do our job

and not worry about whether
we're helping or hurting.

For all we know,
on her next climb,

she may meet her soul mate.

If, on the other hand,

you're not God and,
like the rest of us,

you have no idea
what will happen to her,

then you should back off.

Focus on the medical issues,

because as long as Kitty's
a competent adult,

it's all moot.

This is the two-bedroom.

The one-bedroom went
about an hour ago.

No. I wanted the one.

Sorry. This has a much bigger
living room and a much better view.

And a much bigger price.

I didn't know
it had a fireplace!

Damn it, Willow, I just
fell in love with this place,

which is just cruel, since
I definitely can't afford it.

You fall in love very quickly.

Shaun?

I found a cheaper apartment
with comparable amenities.

I wrote down the address.

What are you doing here?

You said you hated
apartment hunting,

so I decided to help you.

That's being nice.

And don't forget
about the doughnut.

That isn't being nice.
It's being creepy.

Did you follow me here? No.

I saw the rental address

highlighted on your tablet
this morning.

That is creepy, too.

You know, I didn't ask
for your help, Shaun.

I do not need your help,
and I don't want your help.

LEO Katherine, if you won't
reconsider this surgery...

KITTY I won't... then we have
to consider other options.

The decision is yours, unless

we have you declared
mentally incompetent.

You're saying
that I might be crazy?

You were in Vienna
for my Sweet 16.

I was the keynote speaker.

And that birthday card
signed by your secretary.

What's the point, Maddie?

All the committees
and councils and boards,

evenings, weekends, holidays...

I was working my ass off.
That's just an excuse.

You were avoiding me.

I was avoiding you?

When I was home,
you paid no attention to me

or anything I had to say.

I heard you've been
experiencing some delirium...

possibly hallucinations.

Shaun.

I kept our secret

for 30 minutes.

He betrayed you.
He's not a friend.

It could just be ICU psychosis

brought on by lack of sleep,
but, as you know,

or would know,
if you weren't psychotic,

it could be a lot worse.

It could be an indicator
of surgical complications,

like infection
or cerebral ischemia.

I'm not psychotic.
I'm just tired.

My God.

Either take the pill
or I'm gonna knock you out.

All right. Nighty-night.

MADDIE How sweet.

You're willing to risk your life
to finish our little story.

This is ridiculous! Why
do you say that, Kitty?

This is about two overbearing
parents who just can't let go.

She wants to kill herself.

I fell off that mountain.
I didn't jump.

You said you'd be happy to die

as long as you were climbing.

Mom, what I meant is, people
take risks all the time,

risks that reduce
their lifespan,

every time they get into a car
or they smoke a cigarette.

We're all doing the same thing,

just calculating our chances
and hoping we defy the odds.

What about when you took
the sleeping pills?

It was four years ago, after
I'd been dumped on Twitter.

And I'd called my parents
as soon as I had done it.

It was hardly a suicide attempt.

You spent the night in the ER.

They said you nearly died.

I'm such an idiot.

I... I... I thought
the window was open.

That's what I get
for keeping them so clean.

Possible nerve, vessel,
and ligament injury,

and she's lost a lot of blood.

Let's get her into an OR now.

Mom! No!

I'll stay with him.

It's gonna be okay, sweetie.
Ask Deezer.

Mom, where are you going?

No!

No!

2 milligrams lorazepam.

And some ice.

Kitty believes the surgery
her parents want

will make her an invalid.
That's not true.

She won't be able
to be a top athlete,

but the impairment
will be minor.

She'll be able to enjoy
an active and safe lifestyle.

That minor impairment
could be as much

as a 50% restriction
of head rotation

and a reduction
in flexion extension.

That's worst-case scenario.

It's a permanent disability.

All kids make bad choices.

Kitty's may be worse than most,

but are we really gonna
hobble an adult woman?

Adult? She's 18.

It's the definition.

And two months ago, she was
17 and a helpless child?

I mean, she's obviously
just as immature

and unreasonable as ever.

This is about your mother,
isn't it?

If you could've controlled
her, you would've prevented

a lot of pain to herself
and others.

Thank you. I think I have
enough to make my decision.

I'm sorry

that I hit you.

When you get scared,

do you think about
something that helps you?

Deezer.

Do you?

Think about something?

School change their dress code?

I'm not going to school.

Mr. Decker's still substituting.

I know Ken.

Dated him in high school.

He's a real horse's ass.

Tough titmouse. Get dressed.

Tough titmouse.

I see a vibrant,
engaged young woman.

But I also see a reckless
disregard for your life.

And it's not clear to me
if that's a pathological state

or simply a product of youth.

Either way,

I have to err on the side of
the preservation of that life.

No.

I'm sorry, Kitty.

No.

My God.

Nothing I ever did was enough.

When I was home, you were out

or you were high, or both.

You don't remember that, do you?

You've always found
lots of time for Shaun.

Stop. Shaun has special needs.

He had no one else. I had needs.

I was lost and confused.
I needed my father!

Now? Now you tell me? Now?

When it... When it mattered,

when it might've made
a... A difference,

you... You turned me away
every time,

screaming, "You don't know me!"

You don't! I know.

I know!

I have no idea who you are!

I have no idea what you wanted,

what you wanted from me!

I wanted you to be there!
I was there!

Not enough, obviously.
Otherwise...

Otherwise?

Otherwise...

Otherwise...

You were such
a happy little girl.

We were best friends.

I... I don't get it.

What happened?

What made you so unhappy?

You did.

My only sin was growing up.

When I couldn't be your little
pinafore princess anymore,

you wanted
nothing to do with me.

That's not true.

I loved you,
and I still love you.

I hate you.

And I died hating you.

Think I'm gonna
let you off that easy?

The night.

Let's talk about that.

Tequila... Stat.

I went big.

Karaoke?

Hershey meant
everything to me, Shaun.

I took the biggest chance
of my life going back there.

And then it just...

Then it just went away.

But I knew
I could come back here

to get the support of my friend,

who was so different
because he was so open

and nice and honest.

But you gave me nothing.

You... You never
even asked me once,

"What happened in Hershey?"

You just...

You just didn't care.

It went very well.

You should get most of the
sensation back in your hand,

but we do need to monitor your
motor strength and perfusion.

Okay.

We know Mac caused your injury.

No, I told you...
I... I cut it on a window.

No, Mac has never hurt anyone.

What were you doing to him?

Trying to help him.

You need to find
a place for Mac.

That is not our call.

You're overwhelmed, Nicole.

There's no shame in admitting
you need help to get Mac help.

He'll hate me.

You got to move out.

Soon as they find
someone who'll take you.

Okay, stop.

Not everything is about you.

Doctors say I'm dying,

and there's nothing
they can do about it.

Tough titmouse.

He won't hate you.

He'll just be very scared.

You have been given
an enormous challenge

that a lot of people
couldn't handle.

I know you'll find
the strength to keep going.

I will.

Thank you.

Five years from now... I want you
to tell my parents something.

Tell them I never
want to see them again.

Dr. Melendez, I know a kid
who had a lot of issues,

got into a lot of trouble,
fights, mainly with his dad.

And when I met his dad,
I understood.

He was a real piece of work.

So, I stepped up,
found the kid a place to live,

got him a pretty decent job.

But he was already
too... broken.

He needed a lot more
than a friendly cop.

He needed a doctor.

The next guy he got
in a fight with had a gun.

Nicole trusts you.

And that's why you have to
give her permission to let go.

How are we
supposed to give advice

without dragging
our baggage into it?

Maybe our baggage
informs our advice,

gives us perspective,

maybe even wisdom.

Maybe you're confusing baggage
with experience.

What's the difference?

If I knew,
I wouldn't be up here.

Mom was out of town.

I can't take any more of this.

You caught me high
for the umpteenth time.

Maddie, why are you doing this?

The night
I'd broke another promise,

and you decided to quit the bargaining
and the threats and take action.

So you dragged me outside
and locked the door.

I prayed
you would come and find me.

Why didn't you come and find me?

I thought that

you would go to Jessica's.

I thought
you'd go to Aunt Becky's.

If I had any idea... If you
thought I'd die that night,

you would've let me back in?
Good to know.

How could you do that?

Why would anyone do that?

I don't get it!

How dare you do that!

Maddie, look at me!

I died that day, Maddie.

I died that day, too.

I don't get it! I don't get it!

I don't get it!!

Is there a problem?

No.

I just wanted to talk to you
before we started the surgery.

Kitty doesn't want you here
when she wakes up.

She'll change her mind.

With time,
she will change her mind.

I have somebody in my life
who's self-destructive,

and there have been times

when I could've forced her
into treatment, and...

I'm sure it would've helped...

For a while.

But...

I think I have been
pushing you because.

I sometimes think
I made the wrong choice.

But she would've hated me.

And I would've lost her.

You're trying
to save your daughter,

but I think
you're gonna lose her.

Forever.

If we do this,
she will grow and learn.

And when she walks down the
aisle with her loving husband,

and when she holds her baby in
her arms for the first time,

we may not be there,

but those are the gifts
we're giving her.

And it's enough.

It will have to be enough.

Maddie, please.

Maddie... Maddie, look...
Look at me.

Maddie, don't...

Maddie! 2 milligrams haldol.

No... No, don't...
No, I... I can't let...

I... I can't have her
leave me like this.

Maddie.

Please don't leave me
like this, Maddie.

I should've held on to you.
I sh...

I sh... I should've...

I should've held on to you

until... Un... Until
you talked to me.

I should've held on.

I...

Your mother

wanted to send you to rehab.

And I said no.

I... I said "No. I can fix it!"

"She's my little girl!
She'll listen to me!"

I wanted to be the hero.

I wanted to earn you back.

I wanted you to love me again,

like you did once upon a time.

It was stupid.

And I... I don't know
what to say,

except I'm sorry.

I... I'm sorry.

I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I...

I know you loved me, Daddy.

I loved you, too.

If you send Mac away,

there will be people
who think you let him down,

question your love for him.

They'll say you gave up
on him as a parent

and took the easy way out.

They may even hate you for it.

But those people,

they don't understand.

I didn't.

Giving him up will be
the hardest thing

that you will ever have to do.

But maybe you need to do it

because of your love for him.

The surgery went well.

As long as you stick
to the program,

you'll be walking within
eight to twelve weeks.

Or less.

Great.

You know, your parents did this

because they love you,
Kitty, so much.

I know.

Mom, I'm sorry!

No, Mom!

No! Shut up! Stop it!

You gather up all your crap?

Yes. I checked three times.

Good, 'cause anything
you leave, I'm chucking.

I'm scared.

Tough titmouse.

I'm not a hallucination.

You've been asleep for 13 hours.

Was seeing Maddie therapeutic?

She said she loved me.

That's very good.

Or maybe it was just
me telling myself that.

You always tell the truth.

Thank you, Shaun.

Hey, kid.

Neil!

Mi amorcita.

Hey.

I almost did my puzzle.

I can see that.

That's a great job, Gabi.

Mom and Dad gave it to me
for my birthday.

Yeah. I... I remember.

Are Mom and Dad
coming for me today?

Mama.

No.

No, no, they can't.

Gabi, we love you,

but you have way more fun here
than at their place.

I think I see
a piece of the cow.

Thank you for letting me crash.

Yes.

You

rented an apartment?

No.

I'm gonna get an Airbnb.

All right.

What happened in Hershey?

Do you care?

I tried to... be nice,

and I tried to go big,

and I don't want to walk away,

and everyone likes doughnuts.

And I don't know
how to answer that.

Just be honest.

I...

don't care
what happened in Hershey.

But I care that you care.

You want to try that song again?

Yes!

Then, okay.

Okay.