Would you like to inspect the original subtitles? These are the user uploaded subtitles that are being translated:
1
00:00:05,380 --> 00:00:06,465
- Everyone out!
- A foot!!!
2
00:00:10,302 --> 00:00:12,763
There she was, like Perugia herself.
3
00:00:14,389 --> 00:00:15,807
I would deliver her justice.
4
00:00:16,350 --> 00:00:17,350
Guilty!
5
00:00:17,351 --> 00:00:19,477
No! No! No! Please!
6
00:00:19,478 --> 00:00:21,772
Hey, where the fuck are my journals?
7
00:00:21,980 --> 00:00:24,607
Foxy Knoxy. An American Witch.
8
00:00:24,608 --> 00:00:27,777
Do you know a man named Rudy Guede?
9
00:00:27,778 --> 00:00:30,238
His prints and DNA
are all over the murder scene.
10
00:00:30,239 --> 00:00:31,656
They found the killer?
11
00:00:31,657 --> 00:00:34,617
He's got a history of
drug use, aggression towards women.
12
00:00:34,618 --> 00:00:37,663
Why are they still
going after our daughter?
13
00:00:37,829 --> 00:00:39,289
You know what my lawyers told me?
14
00:00:39,581 --> 00:00:43,043
Rudy Guede robbed a nursery school
five days before the murder.
15
00:00:43,335 --> 00:00:45,002
What? So, why wasn't he in jail?
16
00:00:45,003 --> 00:00:47,630
- If he had been, then...
- Meredith would still be alive.
17
00:00:47,631 --> 00:00:48,714
They got it all wrong.
18
00:00:48,715 --> 00:00:49,800
Amanda wasn't there.
19
00:00:50,175 --> 00:00:51,301
She doesn't have anything to do with it.
20
00:00:51,510 --> 00:00:53,511
I might never get out of here.
21
00:00:53,512 --> 00:00:56,389
You need to start accepting
a life without me.
22
00:00:56,390 --> 00:00:59,141
- My girl. She's... All her fight is gone.
- Okay, but she's gonna be alright.
23
00:00:59,142 --> 00:01:02,354
If I'm gonna lose her
anyway, then what's the point?
24
00:01:02,771 --> 00:01:04,273
I'm terrified to hope.
25
00:01:04,940 --> 00:01:05,983
It's killing me.
26
00:01:06,108 --> 00:01:07,651
She's innocent, you know.
27
00:01:07,818 --> 00:01:09,403
My job is to see darkness...
28
00:01:09,611 --> 00:01:10,778
...and bring it into the light.
29
00:01:10,779 --> 00:01:14,115
When we get out from here,
we go to Gubbio.
30
00:01:14,116 --> 00:01:15,866
I want lunch and dinner.
31
00:01:15,867 --> 00:01:18,578
Libertà! Libertà!
32
00:01:18,579 --> 00:01:20,955
Amanda, what's it like being back home?
33
00:01:20,956 --> 00:01:24,458
I keep thinking
that I'm going on with my life,
34
00:01:24,459 --> 00:01:27,211
and then there are these moments
where I just can't.
35
00:01:27,212 --> 00:01:29,797
Everyone hates me, even the people
who think I'm innocent.
36
00:01:29,798 --> 00:01:32,592
My prison would always be
the false stories
37
00:01:32,593 --> 00:01:34,969
spun about me, the monster.
38
00:01:36,221 --> 00:01:39,432
There was only one thing
I could think to do.
39
00:01:39,433 --> 00:01:41,602
I had to go to the author.
40
00:02:10,922 --> 00:02:14,593
What is this?
This is utterly inappropriate.
41
00:02:14,760 --> 00:02:15,843
She's reaching out.
42
00:02:15,844 --> 00:02:17,846
Reaching out? To what end?
43
00:02:18,055 --> 00:02:20,641
This is... no. This is not done.
44
00:02:20,766 --> 00:02:22,267
Please remove it.
45
00:02:23,143 --> 00:02:26,103
It's not Anthrax, I assure you.
46
00:02:26,104 --> 00:02:29,358
You've grown to love her. I see that.
47
00:02:29,608 --> 00:02:33,445
I also see how it blinds you.
To what she's capable of.
48
00:02:34,613 --> 00:02:37,199
I will not be ensnared.
49
00:02:38,408 --> 00:02:40,369
But, what can she possibly want from me?
50
00:02:41,453 --> 00:02:42,537
What does it say?
51
00:02:43,997 --> 00:02:46,792
I imagine if you open the thing,
you'll find out.
52
00:02:55,425 --> 00:02:59,179
Mr. Mignini. I have long
wanted to reach out to you.
53
00:02:59,388 --> 00:03:03,350
I have always hoped to have the
opportunity to get in touch with you...
54
00:03:04,559 --> 00:03:09,481
...outside the interrogation
room and the courtroom...
55
00:03:10,691 --> 00:03:14,235
...where we were forced into the
adversarial roles given to us
56
00:03:14,236 --> 00:03:16,446
by the judicial system.
57
00:03:17,114 --> 00:03:19,741
Prosecutor and defendant.
58
00:03:20,826 --> 00:03:23,661
I always suspected
that this made it impossible for us
59
00:03:23,662 --> 00:03:25,747
to see and understand each other.
60
00:03:27,290 --> 00:03:31,252
When I was 20, when I was imprisoned
and on trial,
61
00:03:31,253 --> 00:03:33,587
you seemed a powerful and scary man
62
00:03:33,588 --> 00:03:36,132
intent on destroying my life.
63
00:03:36,133 --> 00:03:40,052
But when I saw interviews with you,
I realized that image of you was wrong.
64
00:03:40,053 --> 00:03:44,098
It was flat and two-dimensional,
like the media's image of me.
65
00:03:45,350 --> 00:03:50,229
I saw you as a man,
not just as my prosecutor,
66
00:03:50,230 --> 00:03:54,442
a father of daughters
with genuine motivations.
67
00:03:54,443 --> 00:03:57,236
I saw a man who was not evil,
68
00:03:57,237 --> 00:03:59,531
and I too am not a monster.
69
00:04:00,866 --> 00:04:03,826
It's difficult.
In my daily life, I often feel
70
00:04:03,827 --> 00:04:07,288
that what I experienced in Italy
is in the past.
71
00:04:07,289 --> 00:04:10,332
But at any minute, I suddenly
feel in the middle of it again.
72
00:04:12,544 --> 00:04:14,920
Like I'm still in prison and on trial.
73
00:04:16,381 --> 00:04:18,632
♪ After I've taken the blame ♪
74
00:04:19,718 --> 00:04:21,177
♪ You say you're through ♪
75
00:04:21,178 --> 00:04:22,928
Even in my happiest moments...
76
00:04:24,806 --> 00:04:26,975
...when I'm regaled with affection,
77
00:04:28,143 --> 00:04:30,102
surrounded by love and family...
78
00:04:32,272 --> 00:04:35,024
...I am haunted by memories
of helplessness,
79
00:04:35,025 --> 00:04:39,028
loneliness, and grief,
and the sense that I'm being hunted.
80
00:04:43,408 --> 00:04:45,951
Even in times of great promise,
81
00:04:45,952 --> 00:04:48,704
I am tortured by the question, "Why?"
82
00:04:48,705 --> 00:04:50,956
Why did this happen to me?
83
00:04:52,125 --> 00:04:55,252
I hope that by talking to you,
I will find out this answer.
84
00:04:55,253 --> 00:04:57,755
Oh, my God, Chris, he wrote back.
85
00:04:57,756 --> 00:04:59,883
What does he say?
86
00:05:00,217 --> 00:05:01,258
Amanda.
87
00:05:01,259 --> 00:05:04,846
After the third letter you sent me,
I couldn't not answer you.
88
00:05:06,223 --> 00:05:11,895
No one in my career has called me
"My Prosecutor."
89
00:05:12,938 --> 00:05:17,859
No former defendant
has embraced me as you did.
90
00:05:19,277 --> 00:05:22,906
As for talk of the trial,
we can't go back in time.
91
00:05:23,114 --> 00:05:25,575
But I have not stopped
reflecting since then.
92
00:05:25,700 --> 00:05:28,161
And while I appreciate your openness,
93
00:05:28,620 --> 00:05:32,164
I will never, ever allow that my
professional conduct be distorted,
94
00:05:32,165 --> 00:05:35,710
even partially, in the name of
"understanding."
95
00:05:36,294 --> 00:05:39,881
Sincerely, Dr. Giuliano Mignini.
96
00:05:40,048 --> 00:05:42,049
- Oh, my God, Chris.
- What?
97
00:05:42,050 --> 00:05:44,134
He... He says he won't discuss
the case with me,
98
00:05:44,135 --> 00:05:45,719
but then he tells me to watch this.
99
00:05:45,720 --> 00:05:48,806
M-Maigret is suffering
because he put an innocent man in jail.
100
00:05:48,807 --> 00:05:51,476
You have to listen to this.
101
00:05:52,519 --> 00:05:54,436
Mignini told me to watch this.
102
00:05:56,857 --> 00:05:58,732
"When you find yourself
103
00:05:58,733 --> 00:06:03,153
"circling around a solution
and you can't grasp it,
104
00:06:03,154 --> 00:06:05,698
"you are truly tempted to invent,
105
00:06:05,699 --> 00:06:08,201
"to construct a guilty party.
106
00:06:09,369 --> 00:06:12,080
"But in the moment you reopen
your eyes to the facts...
107
00:06:13,832 --> 00:06:15,583
they become erroneous."
108
00:06:18,879 --> 00:06:20,297
Holy fuck.
109
00:06:29,139 --> 00:06:30,764
Amanda Knox's roommate's killer
110
00:06:30,765 --> 00:06:32,391
was released early from prison today.
111
00:06:32,392 --> 00:06:34,476
Third defendant
was convicted and imprisoned...
112
00:06:34,477 --> 00:06:36,186
National headlines
and deep controversy...
113
00:06:36,187 --> 00:06:38,314
Guede has told his lawyers
he wants to be forgotten.
114
00:06:38,315 --> 00:06:40,190
...conviction of 30 years
in the first degree...
115
00:06:40,191 --> 00:06:41,984
...reduced Guede's jail time
by an additional 45 days.
116
00:06:41,985 --> 00:06:43,819
...maintains his innocence,
saying that Amanda Knox...
117
00:06:43,820 --> 00:06:45,362
- Amanda Knox...
- Amanda Knox...
118
00:06:45,363 --> 00:06:46,488
- Amanda Knox.
- Amanda Knox.
119
00:06:46,489 --> 00:06:47,573
Amanda Knox.
120
00:06:47,574 --> 00:06:49,825
- You have an announcement?
- Hmm?
121
00:06:49,826 --> 00:06:51,327
You invited Dad and Mom,
122
00:06:51,328 --> 00:06:52,578
you have news.
123
00:06:52,579 --> 00:06:54,955
- You're pregs again.
- What? Really?
124
00:06:54,956 --> 00:06:56,415
- No. No, I'm...
- Honey.
125
00:06:56,416 --> 00:06:58,375
No, I'm not.
126
00:06:58,376 --> 00:06:59,461
Um...
127
00:07:00,545 --> 00:07:03,757
Uh, I'm... I'm thinking
of going back to Italy.
128
00:07:06,134 --> 00:07:07,718
- What?!
- Why?
129
00:07:07,719 --> 00:07:09,054
What are you talking about?
130
00:07:10,930 --> 00:07:13,974
I have been writing letters
with Giuliano.
131
00:07:13,975 --> 00:07:15,309
- Giuliano?
- Pig-nini?
132
00:07:15,310 --> 00:07:17,519
- Since when?
- Uh, a while now.
133
00:07:17,520 --> 00:07:18,812
Amanda, what the fuck?
134
00:07:18,813 --> 00:07:20,648
- Why would...
- Come on, Chris. Seriously?
135
00:07:20,649 --> 00:07:21,857
Wh... I mean why?
136
00:07:21,858 --> 00:07:24,360
Because hating him forever
doesn't help me understand anything.
137
00:07:24,361 --> 00:07:26,363
- I mean, what's to understand?
- Him.
138
00:07:27,489 --> 00:07:30,199
Why... Why he came after me.
Why he hated me.
139
00:07:30,200 --> 00:07:31,742
Why he ignored evidence.
140
00:07:31,743 --> 00:07:34,620
- I mean...
- Because he's evil. An ogre.
141
00:07:34,621 --> 00:07:36,580
- An asshole.
- Ja, this, yes.
142
00:07:36,581 --> 00:07:38,791
W-What has he been saying to you?
143
00:07:38,792 --> 00:07:40,876
We... We talk about a lot.
We talk about our families.
144
00:07:40,877 --> 00:07:42,795
You talked about us with him?
145
00:07:42,796 --> 00:07:44,171
- He has agreed to meet with me.
- Jesus.
146
00:07:44,172 --> 00:07:45,714
- What?
- Meet with you?
147
00:07:45,715 --> 00:07:47,591
Where... Where are you
gonna meet, Perugia?
148
00:07:47,592 --> 00:07:49,468
- I mean, you can't go back there, Amanda.
- I know.
149
00:07:49,469 --> 00:07:51,345
The people there,
they're still out for blood.
150
00:07:51,346 --> 00:07:53,430
I know, I'll... I'll lay low.
I'll stay hidden.
151
00:07:53,431 --> 00:07:54,932
Oh, but you'll show yourself to him?
152
00:07:54,933 --> 00:07:57,476
The man who threw you in jail
with no evidence.
153
00:07:57,477 --> 00:07:59,353
It's been a decade since you're free.
154
00:07:59,354 --> 00:08:01,689
Why don't you just move on?
155
00:08:01,690 --> 00:08:03,440
Yeah, that's easy for you to say, Chris,
156
00:08:03,441 --> 00:08:06,819
you don't have the word "murderer"
branded on your face.
157
00:08:06,820 --> 00:08:09,613
You're e-exonerated, honey.
It's all... That's all over.
158
00:08:09,614 --> 00:08:11,448
- Yeah.
- It's not though.
159
00:08:11,449 --> 00:08:14,326
Did you know Rudy Guede was released
early from prison today?
160
00:08:14,327 --> 00:08:16,912
What? Why didn't you say anything?
161
00:08:16,913 --> 00:08:19,289
Yeah, you know what the first headline
we read was?
162
00:08:19,290 --> 00:08:22,459
"Amanda Knox's Roommate's Killer Freed."
163
00:08:22,460 --> 00:08:25,254
Not "Meredith Kercher's Killer Freed,"
not "Rudy Guede Freed."
164
00:08:25,255 --> 00:08:29,174
Meredith's murder is always discussed
in the context of Amanda.
165
00:08:29,175 --> 00:08:31,885
People are fixated on her,
166
00:08:31,886 --> 00:08:34,096
and they've completely
forgotten everybody else.
167
00:08:34,097 --> 00:08:36,849
I mean, she also posts a lot of shit
that makes people angry.
168
00:08:36,850 --> 00:08:38,100
She was proven innocent.
169
00:08:38,101 --> 00:08:40,185
But Edda,
people still think she was involved.
170
00:08:40,186 --> 00:08:42,104
And believe me, I have spent
I don't know how many hours
171
00:08:42,105 --> 00:08:43,522
arguing with them online.
172
00:08:43,523 --> 00:08:45,816
Oh, really, you spent
hours arguing online?
173
00:08:45,817 --> 00:08:48,152
Who cares what a bunch of idiots
on the internet think?
174
00:08:48,153 --> 00:08:51,196
You wouldn't care if millions of people
thought you were a killer?
175
00:08:51,197 --> 00:08:52,906
You'd do anything
to change the narrative.
176
00:08:52,907 --> 00:08:54,742
- Oh, since where are you the expert?
- Chris.
177
00:08:54,743 --> 00:08:56,369
- That's right, you weren't there.
- Please.
178
00:08:57,412 --> 00:08:58,704
Yeah, well, I'm here now, man.
179
00:08:58,705 --> 00:08:59,873
Oh.
180
00:09:01,124 --> 00:09:02,332
She needs this.
181
00:09:02,333 --> 00:09:04,084
Okay, with all due respect,
182
00:09:04,085 --> 00:09:05,836
how can she possibly need this?
183
00:09:05,837 --> 00:09:08,630
This guy is dangerous
and he is vindictive.
184
00:09:08,631 --> 00:09:11,508
- Please.
- Amanda, you... You're... You're doing well.
185
00:09:11,509 --> 00:09:14,636
- Your... Your life is full.
- You... But you... You're a mother now,
186
00:09:14,637 --> 00:09:16,388
you have a beautiful baby girl.
187
00:09:16,389 --> 00:09:19,808
Why can't you just...
Can you not just focus on that?
188
00:09:19,809 --> 00:09:21,519
That's exactly what I'm doing.
189
00:09:24,147 --> 00:09:26,691
You know the first thing I said to Eureka
when she was born?
190
00:09:28,818 --> 00:09:30,360
I said, "I'm sorry.
191
00:09:30,361 --> 00:09:32,405
I am... I'm sorry I'm your mom."
192
00:09:33,990 --> 00:09:35,699
Oh, honey.
193
00:09:35,700 --> 00:09:38,577
This... This shadow I've been
living under since I'm 20,
194
00:09:38,578 --> 00:09:41,830
I'm supposed to, what, accept that
our daughter has to live under it too?
195
00:09:41,831 --> 00:09:44,792
And I... And I'm not gonna have to wait
until she can read about it herself.
196
00:09:44,793 --> 00:09:47,836
The... The tomes of malignant shit
about me online.
197
00:09:47,837 --> 00:09:50,589
It's gonna happen on the playground.
198
00:09:50,590 --> 00:09:53,300
As soon as one gossipy parent
tells their kid who I am,
199
00:09:53,301 --> 00:09:55,928
she's gonna... she's gonna have
so many questions
200
00:09:55,929 --> 00:09:58,348
that I do not have the answer to.
201
00:10:01,601 --> 00:10:06,396
This meeting with Mignini
might give me one, okay?
202
00:10:06,397 --> 00:10:10,734
And if there's any chance
that he'll finally see me
203
00:10:10,735 --> 00:10:12,487
and wipe the slate clean...
204
00:10:14,114 --> 00:10:15,448
it's fucking worth it.
205
00:10:18,493 --> 00:10:20,495
Talk to you, please?
206
00:10:28,753 --> 00:10:31,130
Are you fucking kidding me right now?
207
00:10:31,131 --> 00:10:33,465
Okay. I didn't expect
you to understand...
208
00:10:33,466 --> 00:10:35,759
How could you do this to us?
209
00:10:35,760 --> 00:10:38,263
After everything we've been through.
To Mom?
210
00:10:39,222 --> 00:10:41,140
Do you have any idea how hard it was?
211
00:10:41,141 --> 00:10:43,309
Fighting to get you back
nearly killed her.
212
00:10:44,269 --> 00:10:46,436
And I don't know if you're even capable
of noticing,
213
00:10:46,437 --> 00:10:48,313
but Mom and Chris
didn't sleep in the same bed
214
00:10:48,314 --> 00:10:49,690
for over a year after you got back.
215
00:10:49,691 --> 00:10:51,150
Wait a minute, what? I didn't know that.
216
00:10:51,151 --> 00:10:53,193
What did you think that was?
217
00:10:53,194 --> 00:10:56,071
Fifteen months of jet lag
keeping him on the sofa?
218
00:10:56,072 --> 00:10:58,657
Chris was basically a bachelor
in Italy, for what,
219
00:10:58,658 --> 00:11:00,826
three years, so that he could
be there and visit you.
220
00:11:00,827 --> 00:11:02,995
They didn't know how
to live together anymore.
221
00:11:02,996 --> 00:11:04,746
That is not my fault, Deanna.
222
00:11:04,747 --> 00:11:06,416
No, nothing's your fault.
223
00:11:07,375 --> 00:11:08,876
Not on "The Amanda Show."
224
00:11:12,255 --> 00:11:16,633
Wow. That is not fair. That's not fair.
225
00:11:16,634 --> 00:11:21,471
What's not fair is that
I had to drop out of school,
226
00:11:21,472 --> 00:11:24,558
that Ashley was getting into
literal fights with classmates,
227
00:11:24,559 --> 00:11:26,310
Delaney was having panic attacks.
228
00:11:26,311 --> 00:11:29,396
The blast radius of you
going to Italy was pretty huge.
229
00:11:29,397 --> 00:11:33,984
Look, I... Again, I am... I am so sorry
for everything you went through, I am.
230
00:11:33,985 --> 00:11:35,945
But I am the one who went to prison.
231
00:11:37,030 --> 00:11:38,405
And I am still in prison.
232
00:11:38,406 --> 00:11:40,033
Please.
233
00:11:42,118 --> 00:11:44,287
You're gonna do whatever the fuck
you want, aren't you?
234
00:12:00,303 --> 00:12:01,638
No, the police cannot suggest.
235
00:12:01,846 --> 00:12:03,181
Just one second.
236
00:12:03,348 --> 00:12:04,349
She's crying?
237
00:12:06,267 --> 00:12:07,726
Please, can I...
238
00:12:07,727 --> 00:12:10,187
Can I please just explain myself?
239
00:12:10,188 --> 00:12:12,941
Can you just look at me for one second?
240
00:12:17,070 --> 00:12:19,863
Hey, you're still here.
241
00:12:19,864 --> 00:12:22,158
Yeah, I was helping your mom clean up.
242
00:12:23,159 --> 00:12:24,660
- Really?
- Yeah.
243
00:12:24,661 --> 00:12:26,871
Chris was playing video games.
244
00:12:28,414 --> 00:12:30,165
- Do you need a minute?
- No, no.
245
00:12:30,166 --> 00:12:31,376
She's asleep.
246
00:12:33,294 --> 00:12:34,796
Are you sleeping at all?
247
00:12:36,047 --> 00:12:38,340
- Yeah. I remember those early years.
- Yeah.
248
00:12:38,341 --> 00:12:39,550
They're tough.
249
00:12:42,387 --> 00:12:44,931
You have nothing to apologize for.
250
00:12:47,058 --> 00:12:50,103
It just about broke my heart
hearing you said that to Eureka.
251
00:12:52,730 --> 00:12:56,066
You're a fantastic mom.
She's lucky to have you.
252
00:12:56,067 --> 00:12:58,777
You're the strongest person
I've ever known.
253
00:12:58,778 --> 00:13:01,029
- Dad.
- And God knows you've proven
254
00:13:01,030 --> 00:13:02,740
that you can hold your own.
255
00:13:04,867 --> 00:13:07,370
But now that you're dead-set
on going back to Italy...
256
00:13:08,621 --> 00:13:12,542
I have to say that your judgment
about handing yourself back to him...
257
00:13:13,459 --> 00:13:17,462
I'm sorry, I just...
I do not trust Mignini.
258
00:13:17,463 --> 00:13:20,590
I'm not asking you to trust Mignini,
I'm asking you to trust me.
259
00:13:25,346 --> 00:13:27,889
It's just the last time
that I gave you my blessing,
260
00:13:27,890 --> 00:13:29,475
it did not turn out so well.
261
00:13:34,939 --> 00:13:36,399
I can't not go.
262
00:13:38,109 --> 00:13:39,694
Well, then I'm going with you.
263
00:13:41,821 --> 00:13:45,157
Fuck if I'm gonna let you set foot
in that country again without me.
264
00:13:49,454 --> 00:13:52,956
Amanda, I don't like this.
I don't like this at all.
265
00:13:52,957 --> 00:13:55,459
Well, this is the plan. So, can you...
266
00:13:55,460 --> 00:13:56,960
I swear to God, if
you tell me to relax...
267
00:13:56,961 --> 00:13:58,504
I'm not telling you to relax.
268
00:13:59,922 --> 00:14:03,885
I harbor a wish that you'd relax,
but I'm not telling you to relax.
269
00:14:05,386 --> 00:14:07,387
Okay, here we go.
270
00:14:07,388 --> 00:14:09,139
Just like we talked about.
271
00:14:09,140 --> 00:14:11,016
Don't move, don't make a sound.
272
00:14:11,017 --> 00:14:13,226
They see you, they make a call.
273
00:14:13,227 --> 00:14:15,812
They make a call, and they're all
hunting you inside of ten minutes.
274
00:14:15,813 --> 00:14:17,397
He's hunting her already.
275
00:14:17,398 --> 00:14:19,357
He never stopped, never will,
and here we are,
276
00:14:19,358 --> 00:14:21,735
just going into the mouth of the wolf.
277
00:14:21,736 --> 00:14:23,945
- Mom, Mom, will you please?
- It's a trap.
278
00:14:23,946 --> 00:14:25,530
- It's not a trap.
- It is a trap that that monster
279
00:14:25,531 --> 00:14:28,450
has set for you,
and you are walking right into it.
280
00:14:28,451 --> 00:14:30,660
We should just turn back, Amanda.
281
00:14:30,661 --> 00:14:32,662
There's no way we're going back.
282
00:14:49,430 --> 00:14:51,139
- What's happening?
- Kuh-nox!
283
00:14:51,140 --> 00:14:52,933
What's happening? No, no, no, no!
284
00:14:52,934 --> 00:14:54,601
- What the fuck is going on?
- No, Chris!
285
00:14:54,602 --> 00:14:56,436
- No! Do not...
- Chris, please! No!
286
00:14:58,356 --> 00:14:59,898
- Amanda!
- Mom!
287
00:15:05,404 --> 00:15:07,114
- Hey, hey, hey.
- What's happening?
288
00:15:07,115 --> 00:15:09,324
- You're okay.
- Where am I? Where are we?
289
00:15:09,325 --> 00:15:11,160
We're in the safe house. We're in Italy.
290
00:15:19,001 --> 00:15:21,461
I'm sorry.
291
00:15:21,462 --> 00:15:23,714
- No, don't be sorry.
- I'm sorry.
292
00:15:27,218 --> 00:15:29,928
You're ready for this, okay?
293
00:15:29,929 --> 00:15:31,639
You're gonna do great tomorrow.
294
00:15:33,933 --> 00:15:35,351
I don't know what I'm doing here.
295
00:15:38,146 --> 00:15:39,688
I mean, am I... Am I fooling myself?
296
00:15:39,689 --> 00:15:41,731
Am I gonna leave
more fucked up than I came?
297
00:15:41,732 --> 00:15:43,483
- No, you're not fucked up.
- What am I...
298
00:15:43,484 --> 00:15:45,527
Am I not? I want Giuliano Mignini
299
00:15:45,528 --> 00:15:46,946
to tell me he's sorry.
300
00:15:48,447 --> 00:15:50,992
I want him to admit
that he hurt me, that's...
301
00:15:58,374 --> 00:16:00,543
If you go in there
needing something from him...
302
00:16:02,753 --> 00:16:04,463
you'll fail.
303
00:16:06,007 --> 00:16:07,508
I know, and I can't fail.
304
00:16:13,181 --> 00:16:16,559
- Amanda.
- Don Saulo, ciao!
305
00:16:16,976 --> 00:16:18,895
You're here!
306
00:16:19,937 --> 00:16:20,938
Look at you!
307
00:16:21,355 --> 00:16:22,356
Were you followed?
308
00:16:22,857 --> 00:16:23,983
No, I don't think so.
309
00:16:24,150 --> 00:16:25,443
Oh, the baby!
310
00:16:25,610 --> 00:16:27,195
Si.
311
00:16:27,653 --> 00:16:28,696
Hello, Mrs. Mellas.
312
00:16:30,364 --> 00:16:31,365
Welcome.
313
00:16:32,617 --> 00:16:35,286
We must go, we don't have much time.
314
00:16:35,661 --> 00:16:37,662
- Is he here?
- Not as yet.
315
00:16:37,663 --> 00:16:39,998
I... I'm just gonna stay here,
on... on this bench.
316
00:16:39,999 --> 00:16:42,543
I don't wanna see
that man's face ever again.
317
00:17:03,731 --> 00:17:06,150
Christopher, you can wait here.
318
00:17:15,493 --> 00:17:17,994
I'll be right here.
319
00:17:17,995 --> 00:17:19,371
- Okay?
- Okay.
320
00:17:19,372 --> 00:17:20,997
- Alright.
- I love you.
321
00:17:20,998 --> 00:17:22,749
I love you too.
322
00:17:22,750 --> 00:17:24,459
Love you, sweetie.
323
00:17:24,460 --> 00:17:25,543
Okay.
324
00:17:25,544 --> 00:17:26,670
Come this way.
325
00:17:26,671 --> 00:17:27,755
Okay.
326
00:17:32,260 --> 00:17:34,428
I'm, uh, I'm gonna let him talk first.
327
00:17:35,429 --> 00:17:38,139
I'm gonna... I'm gonna let him
say anything he has to say,
328
00:17:38,140 --> 00:17:40,600
and then... and then I'm gonna speak.
329
00:17:40,601 --> 00:17:42,186
- Right.
- Okay.
330
00:17:43,312 --> 00:17:45,480
Oh, God, I'm nervous.
331
00:17:59,662 --> 00:18:00,788
Hello, Amanda.
332
00:18:07,712 --> 00:18:09,171
My Prosecutor.
333
00:18:13,593 --> 00:18:15,052
You came.
334
00:18:16,095 --> 00:18:20,808
You came. From across the world, for me.
335
00:18:22,935 --> 00:18:24,228
You have butterflies?
336
00:18:24,895 --> 00:18:25,896
Excuse me?
337
00:18:26,522 --> 00:18:27,523
In your stomach.
338
00:18:28,065 --> 00:18:30,234
Um... yeah, I guess.
339
00:18:36,574 --> 00:18:37,658
Ah.
340
00:18:38,242 --> 00:18:40,077
You brought the little treasure.
341
00:18:42,830 --> 00:18:45,374
I don't like being away from her.
342
00:18:47,043 --> 00:18:48,336
Of course, of course.
343
00:18:50,129 --> 00:18:51,422
Shall we sit?
344
00:18:54,008 --> 00:18:55,009
Come, Amanda.
345
00:19:06,646 --> 00:19:07,647
Um...
346
00:19:08,230 --> 00:19:09,231
Uh...
347
00:19:09,357 --> 00:19:11,275
If you want to go first...
348
00:19:11,734 --> 00:19:14,152
...I'm here to listen whatever you...
349
00:19:14,153 --> 00:19:15,863
Ladies first.
350
00:19:17,031 --> 00:19:18,741
Whoops. I'm sorry.
351
00:19:24,747 --> 00:19:26,290
I've prepared some notes...
352
00:19:36,884 --> 00:19:39,261
You made a terrible mistake.
353
00:19:41,597 --> 00:19:47,645
And I, and many other people,
suffered unnecessarily because of it.
354
00:19:51,023 --> 00:19:55,444
You deprived Meredith's
family of closure.
355
00:19:57,571 --> 00:20:01,158
You wrongly imprisoned innocent people.
356
00:20:01,492 --> 00:20:04,619
And you painted me as a sexual deviant
357
00:20:04,620 --> 00:20:08,499
and killer in the public imagination.
358
00:20:10,793 --> 00:20:13,087
It's okay, Amanda.
359
00:20:19,343 --> 00:20:24,014
But I learned something
from that experience.
360
00:20:27,560 --> 00:20:32,565
I learned how easy it is for us to see
only what we want to see.
361
00:20:34,108 --> 00:20:39,113
To flatten others
into cardboard characters...
362
00:20:39,613 --> 00:20:41,157
...into devils...
363
00:20:41,449 --> 00:20:42,908
...and saints.
364
00:20:47,204 --> 00:20:48,664
I'm guilty of this too.
365
00:20:50,249 --> 00:20:51,959
When I was on trial...
366
00:20:53,085 --> 00:20:56,921
you were a frightening man
367
00:20:56,922 --> 00:20:58,799
who had only one goal...
368
00:21:00,301 --> 00:21:01,802
to destroy my life.
369
00:21:04,430 --> 00:21:07,557
But I know this image of you is wrong.
370
00:21:08,684 --> 00:21:12,979
It is as flat and as two-dimensional
as "Foxy Knoxy."
371
00:21:12,980 --> 00:21:14,898
You've said this to me.
372
00:21:14,899 --> 00:21:15,983
What?
373
00:21:17,067 --> 00:21:19,278
You said this to me in your first letter.
374
00:21:20,863 --> 00:21:22,406
But you need to say it again?
375
00:21:26,744 --> 00:21:29,079
I didn't come here to prove you wrong.
376
00:21:30,206 --> 00:21:36,836
I believe that you acted
with genuine noble motivations,
377
00:21:36,837 --> 00:21:39,590
even though you caused tremendous harm.
378
00:21:42,134 --> 00:21:46,722
And I believe that you were trying
to bring justice to a grieving family.
379
00:21:48,891 --> 00:21:52,102
And I want you to know
that I do not hate you.
380
00:21:55,648 --> 00:21:57,733
It took courage for you to come here.
381
00:21:59,610 --> 00:22:02,362
- We have this in common.
- Oh?
382
00:22:02,363 --> 00:22:05,657
Do you think it is wise for me
to interact with you at all?
383
00:22:05,658 --> 00:22:09,118
Given the vicious attacks
leveled against me
384
00:22:09,119 --> 00:22:10,788
by the Knox PR machine?
385
00:22:11,789 --> 00:22:15,333
In my 41 years of service,
never did I experience
386
00:22:15,334 --> 00:22:17,877
such ruthless slander against me.
387
00:22:17,878 --> 00:22:21,422
I know you felt unjustly villainized
by the U.S. press.
388
00:22:21,423 --> 00:22:24,759
I was the corrupt medieval inquisitor.
389
00:22:24,760 --> 00:22:26,344
I was blamed for everything.
390
00:22:26,345 --> 00:22:29,013
Never have I been so outraged.
391
00:22:29,014 --> 00:22:32,810
People trying to profit
from the destruction of my name.
392
00:22:33,519 --> 00:22:35,645
I can only imagine
how painful that can be.
393
00:22:35,646 --> 00:22:37,981
Then you reach out to me,
394
00:22:37,982 --> 00:22:41,777
say "My Prosecutor"
with such affection...
395
00:22:42,152 --> 00:22:43,153
Uh...
396
00:22:43,696 --> 00:22:45,738
I will admit it, it moved me.
397
00:22:45,739 --> 00:22:47,657
That was kind of a mistake.
398
00:22:47,658 --> 00:22:49,200
Excuse me?
399
00:22:49,201 --> 00:22:52,745
It... It was a linguistic foible.
400
00:22:52,746 --> 00:22:55,039
Um, in... in English,
401
00:22:55,040 --> 00:22:59,294
we say "my prosecutor"
without connoting affection.
402
00:22:59,295 --> 00:23:02,590
Um, it really just means,
"the prosecutor of my case."
403
00:23:03,591 --> 00:23:05,550
And as you know,
there are things we say in English
404
00:23:05,551 --> 00:23:08,804
that don't have an exact
counterpart in Italian.
405
00:23:11,390 --> 00:23:13,183
Like, "see you later."
406
00:23:18,188 --> 00:23:19,773
Courageous indeed.
407
00:23:27,865 --> 00:23:29,283
Just a moment.
408
00:23:34,079 --> 00:23:35,788
What's happening?
409
00:23:35,789 --> 00:23:38,626
- I don't know.
- Who's he calling?
410
00:23:39,460 --> 00:23:40,628
I don't know.
411
00:23:41,420 --> 00:23:45,089
I'm scared, I'm scared.
412
00:23:45,090 --> 00:23:47,383
- I feel okay.
- You do?
413
00:23:47,384 --> 00:23:49,177
But you can leave anytime, if you need.
414
00:23:49,178 --> 00:23:51,763
- Okay.
- Stay calm, Amanda.
415
00:23:51,764 --> 00:23:53,307
- Huh?
- I'm trying, I'm trying.
416
00:23:54,350 --> 00:23:55,601
I apologize.
417
00:23:56,727 --> 00:23:57,728
Uh...
418
00:23:58,771 --> 00:24:01,314
I'm responsible for telling my wife
419
00:24:01,315 --> 00:24:02,857
when it's time to take her pills.
420
00:24:02,858 --> 00:24:05,318
Just please tell me,
are the police on their way?
421
00:24:05,319 --> 00:24:06,403
What?
422
00:24:08,405 --> 00:24:10,323
What do you think this is?
423
00:24:10,324 --> 00:24:12,909
Dear, you asked me to meet.
424
00:24:12,910 --> 00:24:14,869
Did you think I would use this meeting
425
00:24:14,870 --> 00:24:16,996
- to what, to entrap you?
- No, no, I didn't.
426
00:24:16,997 --> 00:24:19,749
But my... my people, my family,
they all think that...
427
00:24:19,750 --> 00:24:22,502
You see? This is what I'm talking about.
428
00:24:22,503 --> 00:24:25,713
We don't just go around arresting people
without cause here.
429
00:24:25,714 --> 00:24:28,341
- Why don't we sit?
- This case has shown me
430
00:24:28,342 --> 00:24:29,884
the dark side of America,
431
00:24:29,885 --> 00:24:32,929
its ignorance, its entitlement.
432
00:24:32,930 --> 00:24:34,639
You must understand, Amanda,
433
00:24:34,640 --> 00:24:37,101
my prosecuting you wasn't personal.
434
00:24:37,977 --> 00:24:39,686
When you asked
for a life sentence for me,
435
00:24:39,687 --> 00:24:41,729
that felt pretty personal.
436
00:24:41,730 --> 00:24:43,690
The sentences I ask for
437
00:24:43,691 --> 00:24:46,442
do not reflect the heart
of the person I'm trying.
438
00:24:46,443 --> 00:24:48,945
They reflect the severity of the crime.
439
00:24:48,946 --> 00:24:51,197
And the crime against Meredith
was severe.
440
00:24:51,198 --> 00:24:53,199
- But I did not kill her.
- Look, Amanda,
441
00:24:53,200 --> 00:24:55,702
I did my duty in full conscience,
442
00:24:55,703 --> 00:24:57,745
given the facts I had at the time.
443
00:24:57,746 --> 00:24:59,330
Now, look at you,
444
00:24:59,331 --> 00:25:00,832
you are free now.
445
00:25:00,833 --> 00:25:04,128
- It's water under the bridge.
- Why are you here, Dottor Mignini?
446
00:25:05,045 --> 00:25:07,922
- What do you mean?
- Why... Why did you come here today?
447
00:25:07,923 --> 00:25:11,300
Because this meeting is extraordinary,
it's something that doesn't happen.
448
00:25:11,301 --> 00:25:15,054
So, I'm a curiosity? You... You
wanted to see how I turned out?
449
00:25:15,055 --> 00:25:17,265
I came to care for you
through our letters.
450
00:25:17,266 --> 00:25:19,226
Why did you send me Maigret?
451
00:25:22,021 --> 00:25:24,773
To help you understand me and my role.
452
00:25:25,691 --> 00:25:27,400
Not to admit you were wrong?
453
00:25:27,401 --> 00:25:28,485
Oh.
454
00:25:29,653 --> 00:25:32,655
Amanda, by the time I got to you,
455
00:25:32,656 --> 00:25:36,659
the police had already made
some investigative decisions.
456
00:25:36,660 --> 00:25:38,327
You mean investigative mistakes.
457
00:25:38,328 --> 00:25:42,165
They weren't used to cases
of this magnitude.
458
00:25:42,166 --> 00:25:45,794
- The media attention, the... the pressure.
- Neither was I.
459
00:25:47,171 --> 00:25:49,256
It was hard on you. I know that.
460
00:25:51,383 --> 00:25:53,342
People think I'm a monster.
461
00:25:53,343 --> 00:25:55,386
- I never called you a monster.
- Foxy Knoxy,
462
00:25:55,387 --> 00:25:57,847
femme fatale, adulteress, Luciferina.
463
00:25:57,848 --> 00:25:59,807
Oh, I never called you Luciferina.
464
00:25:59,808 --> 00:26:01,768
- Pacelli did.
- You didn't have to.
465
00:26:01,769 --> 00:26:03,811
You placed me at the scene of the crime.
466
00:26:03,812 --> 00:26:06,230
You talked about how I tortured
and taunted Meredith.
467
00:26:06,231 --> 00:26:09,400
Amanda, that was
my approximation of the crime.
468
00:26:09,401 --> 00:26:14,405
An investigator must painstakingly
reconstruct a past event
469
00:26:14,406 --> 00:26:15,782
which he didn't observe.
470
00:26:15,783 --> 00:26:17,408
Yeah, through evidence, I would hope.
471
00:26:17,409 --> 00:26:20,536
This is where you think you know,
but you don't know, okay?
472
00:26:20,537 --> 00:26:24,499
Initially, an investigator
is guided by his reasoning,
473
00:26:24,500 --> 00:26:28,252
but also by hypothesis
that the crime scene suggests to him.
474
00:26:28,253 --> 00:26:30,922
And he must follow his hypothesis
475
00:26:30,923 --> 00:26:34,342
and be ready to review it
when he realizes
476
00:26:34,343 --> 00:26:37,136
that his assumption
is arbitrary and not proven.
477
00:26:37,137 --> 00:26:39,764
But your assumption was arbitrary
and not proven.
478
00:26:39,765 --> 00:26:41,641
- I followed the evidence.
- What evidence?
479
00:26:41,642 --> 00:26:43,768
There was a lot of evidence, Amanda.
480
00:26:43,769 --> 00:26:46,062
The bra clasp,
the... the... the staged break-in.
481
00:26:46,063 --> 00:26:47,688
I didn't stage a break-in.
482
00:26:47,689 --> 00:26:49,273
- Please, stay calm and lis...
- No. No.
483
00:26:49,274 --> 00:26:52,318
Your attachment to this theory
of the break-in being staged
484
00:26:52,319 --> 00:26:55,823
is the mistake from which
all of your fantasies about me grew.
485
00:26:56,824 --> 00:26:59,325
- It was a lens, it was bias.
- Oh, please.
486
00:26:59,326 --> 00:27:01,369
There's none of my DNA
at the crime scene.
487
00:27:01,370 --> 00:27:04,997
You said I cleaned up traces
of my own invisible DNA
488
00:27:04,998 --> 00:27:06,332
while leaving Guede's intact?
489
00:27:06,333 --> 00:27:08,084
That's impossible, that's bias.
490
00:27:08,085 --> 00:27:11,295
The absence of that evidence
is not evidence of your absence.
491
00:27:11,296 --> 00:27:15,591
You said I was in a love triangle
with Rudy, based on nothing.
492
00:27:15,592 --> 00:27:17,718
I didn't have his phone number,
I didn't even know his name.
493
00:27:17,719 --> 00:27:21,222
In his interviews, Rudy has always said
he was attracted to you.
494
00:27:21,223 --> 00:27:23,725
And you said I murdered Meredith
because of what?
495
00:27:24,726 --> 00:27:25,977
Jealousy? Hygiene?
496
00:27:25,978 --> 00:27:29,564
Meredith didn't invite you
to spend Halloween
497
00:27:29,565 --> 00:27:31,607
with her and her British friends.
498
00:27:31,608 --> 00:27:33,485
You think I murdered my friend...
499
00:27:34,820 --> 00:27:36,946
because she didn't invite me
to go trick-or-treating?
500
00:27:36,947 --> 00:27:38,364
I interviewed the British girls.
501
00:27:38,365 --> 00:27:41,617
They all had animosity towards you.
502
00:27:41,618 --> 00:27:47,081
But yes, the...
the court found that motive
503
00:27:47,082 --> 00:27:50,168
mm... was not the clearest part
of our case.
504
00:27:55,757 --> 00:27:59,177
The only thing
that you could ever prove...
505
00:28:00,470 --> 00:28:02,638
was that I lived in the house
where Meredith died,
506
00:28:02,639 --> 00:28:05,433
- but I was not there that night.
- That, we can't debate.
507
00:28:05,434 --> 00:28:07,059
The final ruling says you were there.
508
00:28:07,060 --> 00:28:09,353
Well, I am telling you that I wasn't.
509
00:28:09,354 --> 00:28:11,022
You cannot argue with the ruling.
510
00:28:11,023 --> 00:28:12,106
It's definitive.
511
00:28:12,107 --> 00:28:13,858
And it says you are innocent, Amanda.
512
00:28:13,859 --> 00:28:16,360
I don't care about the ruling,
I care about the truth.
513
00:28:16,361 --> 00:28:18,362
And I am... I am telling you the truth!
514
00:28:18,363 --> 00:28:19,947
What do you want me to do?
515
00:28:19,948 --> 00:28:22,283
Go back on all I said, all I did?
516
00:28:22,284 --> 00:28:25,161
I'm sitting here, I came.
What more do you want?
517
00:28:25,162 --> 00:28:28,665
Why didn't you see me
when you looked at your daughters?
518
00:28:34,004 --> 00:28:37,340
You often said that when you
looked at your daughters,
519
00:28:37,341 --> 00:28:39,635
you saw poor Meredith.
520
00:28:41,970 --> 00:28:46,474
That... That she could have been them.
But I... I was just a girl, too.
521
00:28:48,602 --> 00:28:50,854
I was just a young girl, too.
522
00:28:52,064 --> 00:28:53,482
I don't know...
523
00:29:14,419 --> 00:29:16,672
I didn't hate you, Amanda.
524
00:29:19,257 --> 00:29:21,927
So, why did you come after me?
525
00:29:24,096 --> 00:29:26,765
Because I didn't know you then
as I know you now.
526
00:29:27,975 --> 00:29:30,227
So, you wouldn't prosecute me now?
527
00:29:31,853 --> 00:29:36,273
If I was asked to prosecute this case,
I... I would decline to do so
528
00:29:36,274 --> 00:29:38,818
because I know you.
529
00:29:38,819 --> 00:29:41,363
So, you understand that I'm innocent?
530
00:29:45,784 --> 00:29:46,910
Giuliano.
531
00:29:48,912 --> 00:29:51,665
You know that I'm innocent.
532
00:29:57,754 --> 00:30:00,507
I confirm the position I took
as a prosecutor.
533
00:30:01,341 --> 00:30:05,470
I decided on the basis of the acts.
534
00:30:07,472 --> 00:30:09,016
Look, Amanda...
535
00:30:11,268 --> 00:30:13,729
In life, you can make mistakes.
536
00:30:14,896 --> 00:30:18,316
And I could have been
wrong about some things.
537
00:30:19,860 --> 00:30:23,238
It's also true
there's the judicial truth...
538
00:30:24,031 --> 00:30:25,574
...and then there's the real truth.
539
00:30:26,908 --> 00:30:28,452
We can only do...
540
00:30:30,078 --> 00:30:33,330
...our best to ensure
that the two truths coincide.
541
00:30:33,331 --> 00:30:34,666
Two truths?
542
00:30:36,877 --> 00:30:39,838
One truth. I'm innocent.
543
00:31:10,619 --> 00:31:14,081
You know, today is the anniversary
of the day I lost my father.
544
00:31:15,457 --> 00:31:16,833
He loved opera.
545
00:31:18,001 --> 00:31:20,921
His favorite was
Puccini's The Girl from the West.
546
00:31:23,882 --> 00:31:25,092
It was playing in Florence.
547
00:31:26,426 --> 00:31:30,097
He borrowed his friend's car
to drive to see it.
548
00:31:32,224 --> 00:31:37,229
He was run off the road by two
motorcyclists racing against traffic.
549
00:31:39,981 --> 00:31:44,152
He died because of lawlessness.
550
00:31:46,029 --> 00:31:48,031
And I grew up without a father.
551
00:31:50,492 --> 00:31:54,204
It has been the
greatest wound of my life.
552
00:31:57,332 --> 00:31:58,792
And then there is us.
553
00:32:00,168 --> 00:32:02,254
Bound by this case.
554
00:32:03,463 --> 00:32:06,299
I condemn you, and you reach out to me,
and we meet.
555
00:32:08,176 --> 00:32:09,386
It is most extraordinary.
556
00:32:10,428 --> 00:32:12,597
Only a thing done in books.
557
00:32:18,603 --> 00:32:21,273
I don't think it is a coincidence
that today, of all days...
558
00:32:22,274 --> 00:32:26,069
...my very own Girl of the West
has appeared.
559
00:32:36,204 --> 00:32:41,585
God sees we both suffer.
560
00:32:55,015 --> 00:32:56,641
I see that you suffer.
561
00:32:59,603 --> 00:33:01,229
You're a man cleaved in two.
562
00:33:04,482 --> 00:33:05,692
Real truth...
563
00:33:06,651 --> 00:33:08,236
...and judicial truth?
564
00:33:09,779 --> 00:33:11,823
The prosecutor and the man?
565
00:33:12,949 --> 00:33:15,452
To be opposing oneself.
566
00:33:17,162 --> 00:33:20,624
To walk the world
as two things that never meet...
567
00:33:25,462 --> 00:33:27,505
That must be so hard.
568
00:33:31,468 --> 00:33:33,845
I wouldn't be able to live like that.
569
00:33:36,556 --> 00:33:38,099
My soul in unrest.
570
00:33:40,560 --> 00:33:43,646
Hey, um...
571
00:33:43,647 --> 00:33:45,189
Sorry, I'm so sorry to interrupt.
572
00:33:45,190 --> 00:33:47,942
Uh, she's gone through her milk.
573
00:33:47,943 --> 00:33:50,946
Okay, uh,
I'll... I'll be there in a minute.
574
00:33:51,404 --> 00:33:52,614
I'm sorry.
575
00:33:53,240 --> 00:33:54,865
I should go and feed her.
576
00:33:54,866 --> 00:33:55,951
Of course.
577
00:33:56,660 --> 00:33:58,411
No duty is more sacred.
578
00:33:59,454 --> 00:34:00,455
Uh...
579
00:34:00,914 --> 00:34:01,915
I must go too.
580
00:34:02,332 --> 00:34:03,333
I have plans.
581
00:34:12,634 --> 00:34:13,635
Well.
582
00:34:16,471 --> 00:34:17,597
Eureka is beautiful.
583
00:34:18,306 --> 00:34:19,307
A gift from the heavens.
584
00:34:21,101 --> 00:34:22,769
She's transformed you, you know.
585
00:34:23,979 --> 00:34:25,981
Motherhood will do that.
586
00:34:35,907 --> 00:34:36,908
No.
587
00:34:39,286 --> 00:34:41,288
It hasn't transformed me, actually.
588
00:34:43,957 --> 00:34:46,751
Who you see is who I've always been.
589
00:34:50,380 --> 00:34:51,381
Mm.
590
00:34:52,799 --> 00:34:54,217
Shall I see you out?
591
00:35:12,694 --> 00:35:15,946
Oh, thank God. Hey. Hi.
592
00:35:15,947 --> 00:35:18,074
Amanda? You okay?
593
00:35:19,492 --> 00:35:22,328
- Is she okay?
- Yeah, she's just processing.
594
00:35:22,329 --> 00:35:24,580
Okay, wh... what did he say?
595
00:35:24,581 --> 00:35:26,332
So many things.
596
00:35:26,333 --> 00:35:29,501
He, uh, he held my hand, Mom.
597
00:35:29,502 --> 00:35:31,086
- Oh, my God.
- I know.
598
00:35:31,087 --> 00:35:32,671
He... He apologized?
599
00:35:32,672 --> 00:35:34,798
Uh, no, he... He stands by what he did.
600
00:35:34,799 --> 00:35:36,759
Right, so he's evil.
601
00:35:36,760 --> 00:35:40,262
- No, he believes me.
- He believes... He believes what?
602
00:35:40,263 --> 00:35:41,930
He said you're... you're innocent?
603
00:35:41,931 --> 00:35:43,515
N-Not in those exact words,
604
00:35:43,516 --> 00:35:45,267
- but it doesn't matter.
- Right, so he's a coward.
605
00:35:45,268 --> 00:35:47,519
No, he said he believes
the person he now knows.
606
00:35:47,520 --> 00:35:49,605
The me he now knows can't have done it.
607
00:35:49,606 --> 00:35:52,691
Right, so he'll... he'll s...
He'll say that publicly?
608
00:35:52,692 --> 00:35:56,028
H-He's in turmoil, Mom.
The man is trying.
609
00:35:56,029 --> 00:35:58,281
- He's trying?
- He's trying. Yes.
610
00:36:03,203 --> 00:36:04,245
I just...
611
00:36:05,705 --> 00:36:08,415
All these years, every step,
612
00:36:08,416 --> 00:36:11,543
I've wanted to just
fucking crawl inside you
613
00:36:11,544 --> 00:36:15,172
so I could feel how you felt,
so I could be in it with you.
614
00:36:15,173 --> 00:36:20,135
But this, this risk,
to... to you, to your baby,
615
00:36:20,136 --> 00:36:24,974
to Chris, and yes, to me, and for what?
616
00:36:25,975 --> 00:36:27,060
For what?
617
00:36:27,352 --> 00:36:28,353
For nothing.
618
00:36:30,146 --> 00:36:31,231
Nothing.
619
00:36:34,109 --> 00:36:36,861
- Mom.
- I'll be in the car.
620
00:36:52,001 --> 00:36:53,585
What time did he say he would arrive?
621
00:36:53,586 --> 00:36:56,922
Uh, he... He texted five minutes ago,
he's parking.
622
00:36:56,923 --> 00:36:58,007
Oh.
623
00:37:00,218 --> 00:37:01,386
I think that's him.
624
00:37:09,561 --> 00:37:11,271
Raffa.
625
00:37:12,981 --> 00:37:14,149
Ciao.
626
00:37:15,692 --> 00:37:17,776
- Ciao.
- Amanda.
627
00:37:21,781 --> 00:37:23,323
Yeah, yeah, I'm good.
628
00:37:23,324 --> 00:37:24,992
- Hi, Edda.
- Raffaele.
629
00:37:24,993 --> 00:37:27,703
Look at you. You look great.
630
00:37:27,704 --> 00:37:30,080
No, Edda. This is just my work clothes.
631
00:37:30,081 --> 00:37:31,166
Oh.
632
00:37:32,208 --> 00:37:34,419
- How are you?
- I'm well.
633
00:37:35,503 --> 00:37:36,754
Hi, I'm...
634
00:37:36,755 --> 00:37:38,255
- Oh, my God, I'm so sorry.
- I'm Chris.
635
00:37:38,256 --> 00:37:39,382
Sorry, this is Chris.
636
00:37:39,674 --> 00:37:40,967
My husband.
637
00:37:41,634 --> 00:37:44,679
- It's, um, so nice to finally meet you.
- Also you.
638
00:37:45,680 --> 00:37:47,599
And this is Eureka.
639
00:37:48,641 --> 00:37:49,934
My baby.
640
00:37:51,978 --> 00:37:54,397
- She's beautiful.
- Thank you.
641
00:37:56,357 --> 00:37:57,859
Maybe we can walk a bit?
642
00:37:59,444 --> 00:38:00,652
Yeah. Sure.
643
00:38:00,653 --> 00:38:01,820
- Yeah?
- Si.
644
00:38:01,821 --> 00:38:03,072
Okay.
645
00:38:03,782 --> 00:38:04,782
Let's go.
646
00:38:04,783 --> 00:38:06,450
Si.
647
00:38:06,451 --> 00:38:08,203
- We'll be back.
- Ciao.
648
00:38:15,335 --> 00:38:17,921
What?
649
00:38:18,880 --> 00:38:20,423
No, nothing, nothing.
650
00:38:21,841 --> 00:38:24,968
You look great.
You look like a real man now.
651
00:38:26,805 --> 00:38:28,972
You look exactly the same.
652
00:38:28,973 --> 00:38:30,724
I look like a man, too?
653
00:38:30,725 --> 00:38:33,185
No.
654
00:38:33,186 --> 00:38:35,729
No, you're a liar, I look old.
655
00:38:35,730 --> 00:38:40,067
I have little wrinkles now.
You can see 'em when I smile.
656
00:38:40,068 --> 00:38:42,486
- Chicken feet.
- So close.
657
00:38:42,487 --> 00:38:44,488
- Crow's feet.
- Oh.
658
00:38:44,489 --> 00:38:48,409
That's good, it means years
of much smiling, no?
659
00:38:49,619 --> 00:38:50,912
I don't know about that.
660
00:38:59,504 --> 00:39:01,129
- Now you, what?
- No, what?
661
00:39:01,130 --> 00:39:02,674
- What?
- No.
662
00:39:03,424 --> 00:39:04,592
It's just...
663
00:39:07,136 --> 00:39:08,304
We're in Gubbio.
664
00:39:09,264 --> 00:39:10,682
Finally, eh?
665
00:39:12,892 --> 00:39:13,893
Yes.
666
00:39:14,477 --> 00:39:15,854
Gubbio, finally.
667
00:39:17,230 --> 00:39:18,898
Seemed only right.
668
00:39:19,274 --> 00:39:20,275
Mm.
669
00:39:22,735 --> 00:39:23,903
Wow.
670
00:39:28,533 --> 00:39:30,785
So, did you get what
you're needing from him?
671
00:39:31,870 --> 00:39:32,954
From Mignini?
672
00:39:35,498 --> 00:39:37,583
- I don't know.
- Mm.
673
00:39:37,584 --> 00:39:39,042
Maybe.
674
00:39:39,043 --> 00:39:40,295
Maybe I'm crazy.
675
00:39:41,921 --> 00:39:43,547
No, not crazy.
676
00:39:43,548 --> 00:39:45,966
The one person who doesn't see you
as you want to be seen,
677
00:39:45,967 --> 00:39:48,343
the one person who withholds affection,
678
00:39:48,344 --> 00:39:51,556
you chase this, even if you have love
in front of you.
679
00:39:53,224 --> 00:39:54,225
So...
680
00:39:55,894 --> 00:39:57,477
Wow.
681
00:39:57,478 --> 00:39:59,605
No, it's common,
people do it all the time,
682
00:39:59,606 --> 00:40:02,108
want to make peace with the one
who hurts you most.
683
00:40:13,536 --> 00:40:15,371
How's your life, Raffaele?
684
00:40:16,831 --> 00:40:17,999
What's going on?
685
00:40:19,208 --> 00:40:22,336
- Dating is hard.
- Yeah, yeah.
686
00:40:22,337 --> 00:40:26,423
Yeah, I mean, women find out
who I am, they're not interested.
687
00:40:26,424 --> 00:40:29,426
Or even worse, they're interested
for all the wrong reasons.
688
00:40:29,427 --> 00:40:31,428
Yeah. I know.
689
00:40:31,429 --> 00:40:35,934
And, um, building a career...
690
00:40:37,226 --> 00:40:38,936
I finally got a chance to leave Italy,
691
00:40:38,937 --> 00:40:40,938
start over in tech company.
692
00:40:40,939 --> 00:40:42,773
- Yeah?
- So excited, I moved to Paris.
693
00:40:42,774 --> 00:40:45,151
- Yeah? And what?
- And my boss googled me.
694
00:40:46,527 --> 00:40:48,863
"So, uh, sorry kid, you're fired.
695
00:40:50,490 --> 00:40:51,783
Back home you go."
696
00:41:02,835 --> 00:41:05,421
- You know what I think about a lot?
- What?
697
00:41:06,881 --> 00:41:09,758
This night that I dragged
Meredith to this concert
698
00:41:09,759 --> 00:41:12,344
- that no one else would go to with me.
- Oh, that concert.
699
00:41:12,345 --> 00:41:16,932
And it was Astor Piazzolla's
Le Gran Tango.
700
00:41:16,933 --> 00:41:19,977
We were the youngest people
in the audience by, like,
701
00:41:19,978 --> 00:41:21,979
at least 30 years.
702
00:41:21,980 --> 00:41:25,148
I remember head-banging
like I was at a rock concert,
703
00:41:25,149 --> 00:41:27,694
and Meredith was just mortified.
704
00:41:28,695 --> 00:41:31,530
And once the movement ended,
I watch her leave,
705
00:41:31,531 --> 00:41:34,783
and I look over,
706
00:41:34,784 --> 00:41:38,745
and I see this nerdy guy with glasses,
707
00:41:38,746 --> 00:41:42,040
just looking at me, like that.
708
00:41:42,041 --> 00:41:44,876
Nerdy? No, muscular.
709
00:41:44,877 --> 00:41:46,378
- Of course, of course.
- Uh-huh.
710
00:41:46,379 --> 00:41:48,296
Muscular and handsome and...
711
00:41:48,297 --> 00:41:49,589
- Yeah.
- Yeah.
712
00:41:49,590 --> 00:41:51,258
- And this...
- And nerdy.
713
00:41:51,259 --> 00:41:54,011
This handsome, nerdy guy
with the glasses,
714
00:41:54,012 --> 00:41:57,973
um, goes over
to this beautiful blue-eyed girl.
715
00:41:57,974 --> 00:41:59,349
Aw, thank you.
716
00:41:59,350 --> 00:42:03,270
And ask, "Can I... excuse me,
can I sit next to you?"
717
00:42:03,271 --> 00:42:06,356
And she smiles and says yes.
And his English is bad.
718
00:42:06,357 --> 00:42:07,774
- Bad.
- And her Italian is bad too.
719
00:42:07,775 --> 00:42:09,651
- Bad.
- Yeah.
720
00:42:09,652 --> 00:42:12,113
But they talk about music.
721
00:42:13,281 --> 00:42:15,699
And Seattle.
722
00:42:15,700 --> 00:42:17,160
And have much connection.
723
00:42:26,002 --> 00:42:27,754
Do you regret meeting me?
724
00:42:35,720 --> 00:42:37,764
Do you regret me, Raffa?
725
00:42:45,521 --> 00:42:48,149
I... I want to be honest with you.
726
00:42:51,069 --> 00:42:52,861
- Okay.
- Okay.
727
00:42:52,862 --> 00:42:58,034
And, uh, there were times
where I think I did.
728
00:43:00,244 --> 00:43:01,245
Yes.
729
00:43:03,623 --> 00:43:05,124
But not now.
730
00:43:06,334 --> 00:43:07,835
- No?
- No.
731
00:43:15,218 --> 00:43:16,928
Because y-you can feel it, right?
732
00:43:17,929 --> 00:43:22,516
The heart, it aches and it hurts.
733
00:43:22,517 --> 00:43:25,977
- Yeah.
- It breaks and causes you pain.
734
00:43:25,978 --> 00:43:27,062
But it's...
735
00:43:27,063 --> 00:43:30,315
Y-You don't wish you don't have it
because it's part of you.
736
00:43:30,316 --> 00:43:32,610
- Oh, Raffa.
- And it's the most important part.
737
00:43:36,697 --> 00:43:39,659
So, what I do regret...
738
00:43:41,410 --> 00:43:45,497
is you going home that day to shower.
739
00:43:45,498 --> 00:43:47,165
Fucking hell.
740
00:43:49,502 --> 00:43:52,003
Yeah, me too.
741
00:43:52,004 --> 00:43:53,380
God, if I hadn't...
742
00:43:53,381 --> 00:43:55,132
Yeah, I know, if.
743
00:43:55,133 --> 00:43:56,299
If, if, if.
744
00:44:02,640 --> 00:44:04,100
You know why I did that?
745
00:44:07,019 --> 00:44:08,688
Why I went home that morning?
746
00:44:13,484 --> 00:44:15,861
Because I wanted to wear a skirt.
747
00:44:21,742 --> 00:44:27,415
You had this romantic trip to
Gubbio planned for us.
748
00:44:30,668 --> 00:44:33,546
You made me feel like I was
in a romantic movie.
749
00:44:37,175 --> 00:44:40,052
And I wanted to dress the part.
750
00:45:00,364 --> 00:45:02,783
Shall we find you some truffles?
751
00:45:06,078 --> 00:45:08,873
Maybe we just stay here,
just a second longer.
752
00:45:11,417 --> 00:45:12,835
- Okay?
- Okay.
753
00:46:02,677 --> 00:46:03,678
Hi.
754
00:46:05,471 --> 00:46:06,889
Hey.
755
00:46:16,315 --> 00:46:18,942
When I used to come
and see you in prison and, uh,
756
00:46:18,943 --> 00:46:21,696
and I'd stay in Perugia
for those long stretches...
757
00:46:23,447 --> 00:46:25,615
there was so much time
between visits, you know,
758
00:46:25,616 --> 00:46:28,286
because I only got to see you...
759
00:46:29,537 --> 00:46:31,329
- an hour every Tuesday.
- An hour every Tuesday.
760
00:46:31,330 --> 00:46:35,166
And I... I would... I would spend my time
fighting for you,
761
00:46:35,167 --> 00:46:37,753
any way I could,
but there were times when...
762
00:46:39,505 --> 00:46:42,966
there were times when a friend
would ask me for lunch
763
00:46:42,967 --> 00:46:47,262
or say, "Come relax, have a picnic."
764
00:46:47,263 --> 00:46:49,807
I would be sipping delicious wine and...
765
00:46:51,475 --> 00:46:53,601
looking out at a view like this.
766
00:46:57,523 --> 00:47:00,025
And someone might say something
that struck me as funny,
767
00:47:00,026 --> 00:47:02,027
and I'd go... I'd go to laugh.
768
00:47:02,028 --> 00:47:04,280
Oh, Mom. Mom.
769
00:47:05,948 --> 00:47:07,825
I'd feel so guilty.
770
00:47:08,868 --> 00:47:10,828
- That's okay.
- Because...
771
00:47:12,204 --> 00:47:14,998
Because how dare a mother laugh
when her daughter...
772
00:47:14,999 --> 00:47:18,210
You had it worse than I did.
No, you did.
773
00:47:20,963 --> 00:47:22,465
I don't...
774
00:47:24,216 --> 00:47:26,052
I don't know how you did it.
775
00:47:29,555 --> 00:47:31,390
Now that I have Eureka...
776
00:47:33,768 --> 00:47:36,353
if... if anything like that
ever happened to her,
777
00:47:36,354 --> 00:47:40,107
I don't... I don't think
I'd survive it, I don't.
778
00:47:48,157 --> 00:47:49,950
So, you're glad you came?
779
00:47:54,372 --> 00:47:56,082
For 15 years, I've been...
780
00:47:58,042 --> 00:48:00,461
defined by something that I didn't do.
781
00:48:04,715 --> 00:48:07,592
And for the first time
since I was 20 years old,
782
00:48:07,593 --> 00:48:11,304
I felt like I was actually
doing something
783
00:48:11,305 --> 00:48:12,932
to take my life back.
784
00:48:16,060 --> 00:48:18,771
I wanted him to apologize to me, I did.
785
00:48:20,022 --> 00:48:21,023
I did.
786
00:48:23,692 --> 00:48:25,403
And I thought...
787
00:48:27,863 --> 00:48:31,241
I thought maybe I needed him to see me
788
00:48:31,242 --> 00:48:34,286
so that I could be okay,
but the truth is, I am.
789
00:48:37,540 --> 00:48:38,791
I am okay.
790
00:48:39,917 --> 00:48:41,502
I showed up with kindness.
791
00:48:43,003 --> 00:48:46,506
As a person that I'm really proud of.
792
00:48:46,507 --> 00:48:49,510
And that's all I can do.
That's all I can ever do.
793
00:48:55,057 --> 00:48:59,603
And I guess I thought
y-you'd be proud of me, too.
794
00:49:02,898 --> 00:49:03,899
Hey.
795
00:49:08,320 --> 00:49:11,407
I am. I'm very proud of you.
796
00:49:26,213 --> 00:49:28,173
Oh, please, can we get
the fuck out of here now?
797
00:49:30,342 --> 00:49:31,760
Yeah.
798
00:49:33,220 --> 00:49:35,346
There's just one more thing.
799
00:49:56,827 --> 00:49:59,829
- Babe, you good?
- Yeah. Yeah.
800
00:49:59,830 --> 00:50:01,539
Do you... Do you mind if I go alone?
801
00:50:01,540 --> 00:50:02,999
- Just...
- No.
802
00:50:03,000 --> 00:50:04,502
Okay. Thank you.
803
00:50:33,822 --> 00:50:37,117
It was fate that Meredith
was home that night and I wasn't.
804
00:50:39,119 --> 00:50:40,912
I was the lucky one.
805
00:50:44,583 --> 00:50:48,920
Some people will always
define her by me, and me by her.
806
00:50:48,921 --> 00:50:51,923
But the truth is, we were just two girls
807
00:50:51,924 --> 00:50:54,384
at the start of our lives.
808
00:50:58,639 --> 00:51:03,017
We went thrift shopping,
and made cookies, and ate pizza.
809
00:51:03,018 --> 00:51:05,145
Just normal stuff.
810
00:51:11,819 --> 00:51:15,530
And I hate that I have to dig
through over a decade of trauma
811
00:51:15,531 --> 00:51:17,783
just to reach my memories of her.
812
00:51:19,243 --> 00:51:22,161
Smart, beautiful Meredith.
813
00:51:22,162 --> 00:51:25,582
Giddy and serious Meredith.
814
00:51:25,583 --> 00:51:27,751
Loving and deep Meredith.
815
00:51:30,546 --> 00:51:33,048
I've never really had a chance
to mourn her.
816
00:51:34,425 --> 00:51:37,302
But I think in coming back,
817
00:51:37,303 --> 00:51:39,513
I'm finally mourning the both of us.
818
00:51:41,307 --> 00:51:43,517
The lives we could have had.
819
00:51:50,065 --> 00:51:53,444
This twisted tale
isn't what I thought mine would be.
820
00:51:54,445 --> 00:51:56,821
And some of you believe I'm innocent.
821
00:51:56,822 --> 00:51:59,533
Some may still think I'm guilty.
822
00:52:01,035 --> 00:52:02,995
And you know, that's okay.
823
00:52:05,623 --> 00:52:08,291
Because it's hard to escape judgment.
824
00:52:08,292 --> 00:52:10,168
It's hard to change one's own mind,
825
00:52:10,169 --> 00:52:12,046
much less someone else's.
826
00:52:13,797 --> 00:52:18,093
Change is not guaranteed,
but it's possible.
827
00:52:19,178 --> 00:52:21,847
And I can't help it. I'm me.
828
00:52:23,641 --> 00:52:25,225
I hold on to hope.
62082
Can't find what you're looking for?
Get subtitles in any language from opensubtitles.com, and translate them here.
Afrikaans
Akan
Albanian
Amharic
Armenian
Azerbaijani
Basque
Belarusian
Bemba
Bengali
Bihari
Bosnian
Breton
Bulgarian
Cambodian
Catalan
Cebuano
Cherokee
Chichewa
Chinese (Simplified)
Chinese (Traditional)
Corsican
Croatian
Czech
Danish
Dutch
Esperanto
Estonian
Faroese
Finnish
Galician
Georgian
German
Greek
Guarani
Haitian Creole
Hausa
Hawaiian
Hebrew
Hmong
Hungarian
Icelandic
Indonesian
Irish
Japanese
Kazakh
Kinyarwanda
Kirundi
Kongo
Korean
Krio (Sierra Leone)
Kurdish
Kyrgyz
Laothian
Latin
Latvian
Lithuanian
Luganda
Luo
Luxembourgish
Macedonian
Malagasy
Malay
Maltese
Maori
Mauritian Creole
Moldavian
Mongolian
Myanmar (Burmese)
Montenegrin
Nepali
Norwegian
Pashto
Persian
Polish
Portuguese (Brazil)
Portuguese (Portugal)
Quechua
Romanian
Romansh
Russian
Samoan
Scots Gaelic
Serbian
Sesotho
Setswana
Seychellois Creole
Shona
Sindhi
Sinhalese
Slovak
Slovenian
Somali
Spanish
Swedish
Tajik
Thai
Tigrinya
Tonga
Turkish
Turkmen
Ukrainian
Uzbek
Vietnamese
Welsh
Wolof