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Yeah. No,

it's great.

When you're falling in love, your brain kind of goes on vacation.

You just move forward with this blind hope that everything will work out

perfectly.

With Bryce, everything was a whirlwind of romance and excitement.

We were happy being out of control.

Are you sure this isn't going too fast?

Not fast enough.

Sure.

Okay.

Can we take these pants off, please?

Oh my god, oh my god.

Just like that.

It's very good.

I hoped that whatever it was that made things so intense between us wouldn't

wane the moment our feet touched the ground.

But it

was only a matter of time before

my feet touched the ground.

For years, I've been plagued by these dreams.

These vivid dreams that aroused and provoked me.

I wasn't just some wholesome suburban girl with ordinary fantasies.

I was different, and that scared me.

I didn't want Bryce to judge me or to think I was weird because what existed

the inside didn't match the outside.

I didn't want my truth to scare him away.

And so I played the role of this sweet, innocent girl for a while.

And he seemed to really like that girl.

She was uncomplicated, conventional, easygoing.

But as time went on, my dreams began to gnaw at me, daring me to show him who I

really was, daring me to explore a side of myself I had only ever dreamt of.

It's humorous seeing you wear white.

Knowing how dirty you are.

And the things you've done.

For me.

What do you think is going to happen?

Whatever he wants, right?

Yes.

What does it matter?

If you call me.

If you call me?

If you're mine.

Little whore.

Yes.

Well, because I need it.

Good.

I like when you're staying in the presentation.

Walk your heel.

Don't be a lady.

Walk your heel.

Butt up in the air. Chest out.

Shoulders back.

Chin forward.

My whores are proud That's what you are Yes please A proud

whore? For you Anything for me?

Anything I remember when you died Head

down

Lucky for you, you've earned

your jewelry

What are you saying? Thank you, sir.

I

know

what you love.

About just getting in.

Totally. Yes.

Look at that.

That's a happy pussy right there.

Is my pussy happy?

Because this is mommy.

Head forward.

Off you go.

Arms up.

What do you say?

Thank you. Thank you for what?

Thank you for saving me.

Why? I love it.

You must admit the little horror.

Yes, sir.

You're doing this for me.

But you like making me happy.

Yes, sir. Don't you?

I do.

Thank you.

You give everything to me, Dawn. Oh, my goodness.

asking me?

Do you think you have the right to ask me?

You want it?

Don't you want it because you want it given by me?

That pussy to get all nice and plump and red.

Can you do that for me?

Am

I

getting that fucking pussy, Hannah?

Am I getting that fucking shit?

Is that getting all nice and fucking red?

That's what you are, right?

Yes. That submissive little whore. Yes. That submissive little slut. Your whore.

My little slut. Yes. My little whore. Yes. Well, I can do what I want when I

want to, correct?

Is that what you want more?

Is that what you want more?

No.

No. Not yet.

Why would I give that to you so easy?

Why? Because they're good.

Because you say you're good.

Because you say you're good.

So, is that what you used to do? Just everybody giving you what you want

they think you deserve it?

Because you're good? Because she's telling you you're good?

No, you're not with everyone.

You're with me right now, isn't that true?

Yeah, so you don't get what she wants when you want. You get what you want.

You're so confused.

Are you gonna come again?

Are you gonna try to come?

Why?

What's the magic word?

Oh, my God.

Oh, my God.

Oh, my God.

Oh, my God.

Fucking TV must be on.

my whole, if I wanted to stretch it out the most, I probably can't.

Right?

Oh, I love stretch it out. Do whatever you want to it.

Do whatever you want to it.

Mm -hmm.

Mm -hmm.

Yes, yes, yes, you can. Yes,

yes, yes,

you can.

I can see that face with your fucking fingers.

You're a pussy, right?

Yes, sir. Is that my pussy?

Yes, sir.

Is this my ass?

Oh, yes, sir. These are my tits. Yes. I get to do whatever I want with them.

Anything you want.

Oh, yes.

So much. Yes.

So much I can do. Oh, yes.

Let's just go on.

Yes, yes, yes.

You can lick it you can lick it it can't enter your mouth I

didn't

Did I say enter? No, I didn't.

Eager, bad little girl. I said kiss and lick, didn't I?

You want your pleasure, right?

That's right.

That's right.

You get to lick it.

You get to lick it. If it doesn't go in your mouth, yeah.

You get to bite it.

You get to bite it.

It's like a little toy.

You get to bite it.

What

can

you do with that?

That's right.

Oh, you sneaky little slut.

I'm just licking it.

Yes, you were.

Man, it's in your mouth.

Now.

Look at you, you're looking a mess.

There's one thing you're cleaning up and that's my cock.

And I'm done.

Put it on my back.

Ready? Put it in.

Oh, yes, yes, yes, yes.

Thank you.

Grrr.

Wow. Good, good, good.

Pull that straight up. Yes.

Yes.

Thank you. Thank you. Thank

you.

Yes.

Yes.

Yeah.

Fuck!

Clean your fucking pussy juice off that dick.

Oh shit.

Oh.

Yes, yes, yes, yes.

yes yes yes

I wanted to tell Bryce everything, but how?

How do you expect someone to accept the things in yourself that you're not even

sure you accept?

I put it back.

Sorry.

Okay.

Never have I ever slept with a teacher.

It counts, right?

Oh yeah.

You slept with a teacher?

In undergrad.

Oh my god.

You're not the man I thought you were.

Woo.

Never have I ever had sex in public.

Okay, two and two.

Never have I ever called someone the wrong name while hooking up.

Good. Oh, okay, good. That's a good sign.

All right, never have I ever had to Google for sex positions.

Oh, wow.

Wow, really?

Wow. We're resourceful.

Clearly, clearly.

Love of information. Never have I ever hooked up with someone on the first

I told you.

Been to a strip club.

I knew I liked you.

Never have I ever been tied up and spanked.

No way.

It was a long time ago.

You let a guy do that to you?

I let him do a lot more to me than that.

Can you elaborate on that?

Flogging, spanking, role play, breath play, degradation.

Uh, you know that's completely anti -feminist, right?

It's not anti -feminist. Giving up all your power to a guy is completely anti

-feminist. I didn't give up my power.

So what, you bent over and let some dude spank you and you think you're the one

in control?

Okay, we're playing a fucking drinking game and it's obvious you've had too

much.

a little too hard on her.

You know, there's lots of women everywhere that enjoy that kind of

Stuff like what? Being a slave to the patriarchy?

Disgusting. Am I right?

It was a difficult realization.

Bryce and I weren't on the same page.

He agreed with Robin, and I felt more alienated than ever.

I don't want to talk about it now. I really don't.

I know, but Sydney, I hope you know that I wasn't judging you.

No, but she was, and so was Bryce.

They were drinking.

You know, no matter how open -minded people say they are, there's always some

type of judgment when it comes to sex.

Is that why you never told me about it before?

I just don't want to be judged for wanting what I want.

Besides, an experimental thing a long time ago doesn't even matter anymore.

How long ago?

Freshman year.

Freshman year? We were roommates then!

Well, who was the guy? Did I ever meet him?

No, no, you never met him. He was older. He was much older.

But we clicked.

Like, really clicked.

I was thinking marriage on the first date.

Don't tell Robin that.

I won't. Don't worry.

So how did it evolve into the kinky stuff?

Oh, it didn't evolve into it. It kind of started there.

And I guess that's why I didn't talk about it.

How was your first date? Oh, it was great. He tied me up and peddled my ass.

Doesn't really work its way into a conversation.

No, I joined a website for people who dabble in kink, and he invited me to

And you trusted him?

Instantly.

We met up at this place downtown that he owned.

He ran a place that sold bondage gear, so he had access to everything.

And he knew everything about the lifestyle.

He was a very good dom.

He literally talked everything through with me.

Okay.

What I wanted, what turned me on.

And he was completely respectful of my boundaries.

We even had a safe word, you know?

this goes.

Understood?

Is that a yes?

Yes.

So, what kind of stuff did you guys do?

Why are you asking me all these questions?

I'm just curious. I swear, I'm not judging.

What didn't we do?

If it was so amazing, why did it end?

It was the culmination of a lot of things.

I disobeyed him this one day. I can't even remember now what I'd even done.

They thanked me.

Thank you, sir.

One,

two, three.

Yes,

sir.

Please.

Please, sir, may I have it?

Let me hear you beg.

Please.

Please, may I have it? Thank you, sir.

I like when you beg for me.

I'm not begging for you. Do it.

What else do you love to do for me?

I love pleasing you. Yeah?

Yes.

Pleasing me?

Yes. And how are you going to please me?

Any way your heart desires.

You remember what to say if things need to stop, right?

Put your hands behind your back.

Yes, sir.

Thank you. Good girl.

Thank you.

Please, no more. Good girl.

Those words make me so happy.

Please, no more.

The more I hear those words, the happier I am.

I love making you happy.

Exactly.

Do you want to make me happy?

I do.

Then I want to hear those words.

Yes, I am.

And if you make me happy, I'm going to do everything in my power to make sure

that this person stays really happy.

Thank you for what?

Making me happy. Thank you for pleasing me. Pleasing you?

Pleasing what?

Pleasing my pussy.

No. We had that conversation, didn't we?

Pleasing what?

You.

You.

Pleasing what?

So what am I craving?

You and your pussy.

What is it?

Your pussy. Why is it your pussy? Because you own it.

You gave it to me? Yeah. Made it mine?

Yeah. Is that why it's mine?

Let's try again.

Yes, sir.

What are you?

Yours.

My what?

Your property.

My property?

And why is that?

Because you own me.

And what's this?

Yours. My what?

Your holes.

My holes.

And why is that?

Because you own them.

Yeah.

And you fuck them so good.

And you fill them so nicely.

And is that what you like?

It's what I love.

Your holes fucked.

Yes. And filled.

I've been very good.

You think so?

Yes, sir. How do you know you've been good?

Because I've obeyed you very well. Did I tell you you've been good?

No, sir.

I got my hand on that pussy, so it's obviously something, right?

Yeah. What makes you think you've been good if I haven't told you?

Because you're giving me what I like.

So you're just guessing.

Well, this is what I wanted to do. I'm hoping.

I just wanted to play with this one.

Then I love it.

Then you're just lucky that I get what I want. Yeah.

What?

Oh, thank you. For what?

For pleasing me.

Pleasing your pussy.

Oh, my pussy want to come.

Yeah. Does my pussy want to come? Yeah.

Can I? What do you say? You want to come? I want to hear that again.

Can I please come? There we go. That's what I want to hear.

Who do you come for?

Come for me.

Come for me.

Good girl.

Good girl.

Good girl.

You

like

showing off that hole for me?

I want to hear you louder every time. I want you to learn it. I want you to know

it.

So you're going to end up getting anything you want?

I want to hear what you want.

What I want?

Yeah, what do you want?

I want to please you. You want to please me, I know.

I want you to put your cock in my throat. Oh, is that what you think will

me? Yeah. You think that'll please me? Will it please me?

You think so?

I think so.

Let's see.

Let's see. Put your hands up. May I use my hands? Yes.

Good girl.

Let's see how you can please me like that.

Give me everything you have

Oh, my God.

Fuck.

Fuck,

yes.

Shit.

You like it on your knees for me? You like it?

Come on.

Come on. Come on.

Use those hands to make that cough feel good.

Give it a please me, please me.

Everything you have that you can do.

Fuck me, baby.

Oh, God.

Sit here.

Enjoy. Relax.

I'll give you everything you have.

Fuck.

Oh,

God.

You feel like a good girl? Yes.

Yes.

Yes.

Yes. Yes. Yes. Yes. Yes. Yes.

Yes.

We're doing it every time.

Put your hands behind your back.

There you go.

Let's see how good you are.

Let's see. There you go. Spread it for me.

Spread it for me. Both hands. Reach your hands back. Open it up.

Yes. Fuck me.

God.

I think you're good.

Do you think you're good? Do you think you deserve to have my cock inside you

yet? Yes, sir. Do you think so?

Yes. Please.

Please.

When I'm finished playing with you, you can have it.

Don't beg me for what you want.

You get my cock now, you take that?

Really? I'd rather have my cock inside

you, like this.

You'd rather have this thing come?

Those are the words I want to hear.

I don't want to see that pretty face from that pretty girl.

And you drop it.

I let you come and you drop it.

I let you come and you drop it.

No.

It's mine now.

You can't hold it in there. Can you?

Can you?

Go. I

let

you come.

I let you come.

I give you a task.

Stroke it.

You might not ever get this cock inside you again.

You might not ever get my cock inside you.

I want you to see it.

I want you to sit here.

I want you to sit here.

I want you to watch.

Because you might not ever get this cock inside any of your holes ever again.

Ever.

Ever.

Ever, ever, ever, ever.

Please, please, please.

You get the option of coming, the option of having my cock. I'm going to choose

my cock.

And then I let you come on your feet. On your feet. Yes, sir. And I let you

come.

Hmm?

I let you come, didn't I? Yes, sir.

And how'd you do one thing for me while you did it?

What was it?

Hold my leg, sir.

And what did you do?

I dropped it.

And now you want my coffee turn

Keep

turning

I'm

gonna give you one more chance I'm gonna sit here

Show me how bad you want my cock inside you.

Slide that pussy down on me.

Yes, sir.

And go.

Please, sir.

That's it, where I play.

Stay right like that.

It's supposed to be hard. It's supposed to be hard, isn't it?

There's a stroke in my cough.

Keep going.

because you can't stand it anymore.

Please. Please what?

Please. Please what?

Please.

Please. Please make me stop. Please make you stop?

You don't want to be on my cock? I want to be on your cock. No.

What do you want?

I want more of your cock. You want more? So get it. Get more.

Get more. Please.

Get more. Go.

What do you need? You need me?

What do you need?

You need me?

That's what you need?

That's what you need?

You need me?

Please, please, please.

Tell me. Say how much you need me.

Come, come, come

You were sucking my dick.

What are you?

You were sucking my dick.

Every time the clock went down, you came out.

What did you say?

That's right.

Come for me, baby, and tell me what you are. What are you?

You're my good girl.

You're my good girl.

Tell me.

yes yes yes yes yes

It was the best sex I'd ever had.

It was so passionate and intense.

It unleashed something inside of me. It was like a whole other level. It was

like a high.

Why would you ever break up after that?

Fear crept in.

It started to feel like I was weird.

I was really different from other girls, and it scared me.

So the next time we met up, I ended it.

You know, it's funny.

In the end, it wasn't other people judging me that made me end it.

It was me judging me.

Do you regret it?

Every day?

Sydney's story weighed heavily on my mind for weeks.

I didn't want to miss out on the possibility of something truly

because I was too afraid to just show him who I was.

So, you want to tell me what's going on?

Nothing.

Something's going on. I can see it all over your face.

Is that obvious?

I'm freaking out.

About what?

Bryce, I think there's something wrong with me.

Sexually. You mean, like, health -wise?

No, like... Something with my brain.

I can't control it. And the weird thing is, I don't really want to.

I'm just scared that once I tell you what it is, you're...

Gonna think I'm weird or something and it's gonna make you feel differently

about it.

And what is it?

You're in the state of masochism.

More like domination and submission.

So you've done this before?

No! God, no.

I've just fantasized about it.

I don't know if I'd even be into it in real life, but I'm curious.

So how'd you find this place?

The internet. They apparently rent out places like this for people like me.

And look, I know when the whole situation came up with Robin and Sidney

agreed with Robin that it was anti -feminist, so that's why I was kind of

to tell you.

I didn't agree with Robin.

Yes, you did. You nodded your head.

Because I understood her point, not because I agreed with it.

So, what is it about all this that you're so into?

Giving up complete control is a big turn -on for me.

Are you silently judging me right now?

No, no. I'm just processing it all.

I didn't hear from Bryce for an entire week after that day.

We'd gone from texting constantly to radio silence.

And things weren't getting any better between Robin and Sydney.

Did I earn this, or did you persuade Professor Alden? Because if I didn't, I

don't want it.

You earned it.

This essay was fucking incredible.

Was it?

The feminist perspective on BDSM in a relationship?

It's pure genius.

Well, I don't believe a word of it.

Then why did you write it?

I got into a fight with a friend a few weeks ago, and she claimed that BDSM was

somehow empowering and not completely misogynistic, and I wanted to see if she

had a point.

So you wrote an entire essay countering your own point?

Yeah.

And it didn't work?

When anyone submits to another person, there's a complete power shift in the

relationship. There's no equality anymore, and that's really dangerous.

Or liberating. Oh, please.

So if I tied you up and completely dominated the fuck out of you, you'd be

with that?

Why do you even have these?

Yeah, just in case.

Uh

-oh,

now there's no escaping.

Comfortable?

Don't make me tie your hands up too.

Okay, I'll be good.

Not too much power struggle, is it?

You like this?

No struggle here.

Stop resisting.

A little bit of squirming.

Thank you.

That was very polite.

Can't touch me, though.

With your hand.

What about with my mouth?

I think that'll be okay.

I think I'm in trouble.

Yeah, I'm in trouble.

I guess I'll let you touch yourself.

I need hands.

May

I

touch your legs?

Yes, you think good.

Submissive slut. What makes you better? What makes you so different?

Because I want it. I want it more.

So bad that you're willing to do anything? Please. Please.

I can't. Let's test those boundaries.

Let's find out how submissive you really are.

He disappeared for an entire week. And now, out of the blue, here he was

me as if nothing had happened.

Bryce had suddenly become a typical male.

Or so I had thought.

But when he told me to meet him at that bondage place I had found on the

internet, I quickly realized he was anything but typical.

How far do you want to go with this?

It's so good to hear your voice.

Answer me.

I don't know. I'm still figuring that out.

Yeah, me too.

So is that why you didn't call me?

You were figuring it out?

I'm going to let you in on a little secret.

You and I are not as different as you think we are.

No. Yeah, I'm pretty curious about this stuff myself.

Really?

Maybe not to the extent that you are.

But why do you think I asked if you had ever been

spanked or tied up during that drinking game?

Wait a minute.

No.

Not until I tell you you can take it off.

not till you earn it.

Are you ready to earn it?

I'm ready for anything.

We'll see about that.

And now I'll ask you again.

Have you ever been tied up and spanked?

Just once.

And it was really hot.

What did you like about it?

I loved not knowing when you got...

Like not knowing what I'm going to touch you.

Or I'm just going to leave you alone.

Don't tease me, please.

That's the fun part.

Teasing you.

Playing with the sensation of you not knowing what's coming next.

Or where it's going to be.

Is it gonna be soft?

Is it gonna be hard?

Is it gonna be forceful?

Do you like this?

Yes. I do.

What do you like about it?

I like how I'm giving you 100 % control.

Take out your tongue.

Get my fingers nice and wet.

Are you going to tell me how to make you cum?

Just keep rubbing my pussies in circles like that. Just like that? Yeah.

Yeah? Uh -huh. And then slip a finger in. Slip a finger in. Uh -huh.

Please. Please.

That's it. You've asked for it. Uh -huh. Please.

Please.

Thank you. Thank you.

Oh, thank you for that finger.

like fingers in your pussy like that? Yes, I do.

Do you want me to continue?

Please. Please. Is that what you want? Please, yes.

Stick it out for me.

Stick it out for me. Beg for it.

Beg for it. Please give me your fingers in my pussy, please. Very good.

Please.

Oh, Bryce, please.

What are you going to do for me if I give it to you?

Whatever you want.

Oh my god, that's, that's my spot right there.

I'm going to turn you around.

Okay.

I'm ready.

You

want

to continue?

Yes. You want to keep going?

Yes. Yes, I do.

This is making you happy?

Yes.

Makes you happy. What do you think?

Thank you.

Thank you.

Not yet.

Not yet. You didn't earn it.

How do you think you're going to earn it?

Maybe like being a good little girl sucking his cock.

I think that's a good start.

I'm going to find it.

You find it.

All the way up and down.

What do you think you're going to have to do for it?

Whatever pleases you.

That's a really good answer.

I think I'm getting the hang of this. You think you're getting the hang of it?

Me too.

That's it.

That's it. That's it. Show me how you want it.

Show me how you want it.

You want that kiss, don't you?

You want it so bad, don't you? Just a little kiss, huh?

That's all you want.

You think you've earned it yet?

You want just a quick peck, huh?

That's not fair.

I'm gonna make sure you earn it, huh?

Are you gonna earn it?

Are you gonna earn it? Yes.

I'll do whatever you want to earn it.

Can you ask permission?

Thank you.

Don't forget.

Oh, thank you.

Thank you.

Thank you.

Oh, thank you. You're sensitive, huh?

You're sensitive because you're excited.

I guess you've already made me come.

What do you think?

I sure hope it is.

Why? What do you want to do with it if it is?

I want to wrap my pussy around it and make it cum.

Yeah, you want to do that?

Yes.

Then you should ask for it.

Please.

Please what?

Please may I have your cock inside me.

Say it again.

Please may I have your cock inside me? Again. Please may I have your cock

me? Three times each arm.

Oh, yes.

You want it inside you? Yes.

how you want it?

Yes. Yeah?

Yeah, just like this. Does that feel good to you? Mm -hmm.

Tell me it feels good. It feels so good. I can feel every inch of you.

I want to know how you're feeling.

Oh, it feels so good.

Everything I've ever felt.

You like it. Yeah,

you do.

Oh, you.

Oh, they're so offensive.

What do you think we can put on our nipples?

No, keep the leg up. Keep the leg up like that.

I don't know.

There must be something in this dungeon that we could try.

Yeah.

What do you think that is?

Maybe a nipple clamp or a

clothespin.

I don't know what that feels like.

Oh, it feels like you're sucking on my nipple. I know.

It feels suction, but you don't feel moisture, huh? No.

It's different, but it's good. I like it.

Oh, my God.

Oh,

I like that.

I like that a lot.

If you want something, you do what?

I ask.

Please put your cock back in my pussy.

Why?

I need it.

You're going to put your arms behind your back.

And you're going to wait there for me.

Okay. And then I'm going to tell you what we're going to do next.

Okay. As soon as I pull out, you're going to do that.

Yes. And you're going to do it real quick.

Yes. And you're going to be careful because you can't see anything.

Okay. All right?

Mm -hmm.

That's it.

You're going to go down nice and slow.

Feel the length of it.

Up and down.

Slow, slow, slow.

Slow and deep.

I'm going to lay back.

You're going to lean forward.

And you're going to ride me until you come.

Thank you.

You're on your side in front of me.

Careful.

Roll over towards me.

You wanted that car.

I'll put it inside you.

I'm fucking deep and I'm gonna come for you.

Oh my god!

Bryce! Bryce!

Please can I cum on your cock, please?

Please tell me that I can. Not yet.

Not yet.

Whenever you do something that scares you, your mind opens a little wider.

And that's what happened to all of us the year I fell in love with Bryce.

Sydney came to terms with past mistakes.

And although she never reconnected with Alex, she did put herself out there

again.

And Robin eventually acknowledged that sexual fetishes are deeply personal, not

to be judged until fully experienced.

Can you tell anyone we did this?

Don't worry.

I won't tell anyone.

And for me, well, I learned that sometimes the best whirlwind isn't when

falling in love.

It's when you're already there, comfortable in who you are and what you

exploring your most forbidden fantasies with the person you trust the most.