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Call Dr. Charles.
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This is his daughter.
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When I got in my car, it just
seemed like the only option.
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I will always be here for you.
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My mother died of prion disease
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when she was 45 years old.
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Do you have it?
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[dramatic music]
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I'm really gonna miss the ED.
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We do an awful lot
of good down here,
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and the people aren't half bad.
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♪ ♪
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I got stuck in a well.
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You might not remember me.
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Sadie.
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[laughs]
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We need to talk.
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Sorry for bothering you so late.
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It's not bothering
me. It's not late.
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What's on your mind?
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I'm pregnant.
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Uh, you're pregnant?
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Yeah, I am.
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And...
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It's yours.
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[glasses clink]
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Yeah, I guess that makes sense.
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Uh...
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well, I warned you,
those Crunch Berries
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could be an indulgence.
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They most certainly were.
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Mm-hmm. Mm-hmm.
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You... you... you're
going to have the baby?
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Yeah, definitely.
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Okay.
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But I need you to know,
Dean, that I don't...
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I mean, I don't expect
anything from you.
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Well, what does that mean?
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You know, if you're past this,
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I... I... I can do this alone.
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There would be no hard feelings.
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Anything...
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I'm not past wanting to
be the father of my child.
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I just need to absolutely know
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that this is what
you want to do.
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Yeah, I do.
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I want to be a mother.
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Okay.
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I didn't know that.
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Neither did I,
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until I saw that positive test.
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And then just all these
feelings just hit me so hard.
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It was kind of
shocking, 'cause...
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you know, I never felt like
this was in the cards for me.
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Why not?
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I'm an addict, Dean.
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I didn't deserve a child,
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and it certainly
didn't deserve me.
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Stop it.
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That is a lie, and you know it.
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I do now, but you were
a big part of that.
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[soft dramatic music]
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I'm glad.
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♪ ♪
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Look, um...
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Whatever you need, I'm in.
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Okay?
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Okay.
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♪ ♪
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Just two friends,
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having a baby.
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Yeah. [chuckles]
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Yeah.
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Uber Eats finally dropped
off your breakfast sushi.
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You should ding that 5.0 rating.
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-Yeah.
-Hey, all yours.
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Already ate.
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You are rocking
that OB-GYN green.
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Thank you, John.
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You know, maybe
if you told people
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why you can't eat raw fish,
you wouldn't have to waste any.
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Soon.
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You're three months along.
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What exactly are
you waiting for?
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Can we not right now?
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I'm just saying,
the baby daddy might
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be getting a little impatient.
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[alarm beeping]
-Incoming.
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Triple trauma.
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House fire with bad burns.
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Two minutes out.
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[dramatic music]
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Trauma 1's ready.
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Ricky Aldrich, 11-year-old male,
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burns to his right arm and leg.
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Looks deep in some places.
-Where's my dad?
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Right behind us, Ricky.
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Breath sounds clear.
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Sats 96 on 2 liters.
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Heart rate 125.
-What happened?
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Father made a quick trip
to the grocery store.
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Ricky was sleeping.
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He came home to find the second
floor engulfed in flames.
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My dad carried me out.
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He saved me.
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It's okay, buddy. We
got you, all right?
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43-year-old male with
burns to his chest,
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abdomen, and all four limbs.
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Put him on a face mask, gave
him 8 of morphine en route.
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He's been pretty agitated.
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100 of fentanyl and pull some
Versed in case it's not enough.
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-Copy.
-All right.
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I'm going to need
you to be still, sir.
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Be still, please.
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Please, did you find her?
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On my count, one, two, three.
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Find who?
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His wife. He got his son out.
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By the time he went
back in for her,
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the flames had consumed
the primary bedroom.
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[weakly] I can't breathe.
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Can't breathe.
-Intubate.
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Oxygen's down to
87, heart rate 145.
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Etomidate and sux are in.
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-Yeah.
-[breathing raspily]
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Here we go.
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All right, I'm in.
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We'll have to do a
chest escharotomy.
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I need some help if
you can spare it, Dean.
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His wife just came in.
-Yeah.
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Go, go, go, go.
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I'm guessing about 80%.
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Oh, it's closer to
90%, full thickness.
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Morphine drip.
-Copy.
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Dr. Lenox, she's responsive.
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Becky, I'm Dr. Lenox.
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Your burns are severe.
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I'm sorry.
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This is a non-survivable injury.
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Is there anyone you
want us to call?
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We will do everything we can
to make you comfortable, okay?
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You're not alone.
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I'm here.
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[somber music]
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Propofol?
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I'll grab it from the med cart.
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[monitor beeping]
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Peak pressures are improved.
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[monitor beeping]
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[sustained tone]
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♪ ♪
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Time of death, 7:43.
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[sobbing]
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[dramatic music]
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♪ ♪
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Please explain how a
broken window replacement
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turned into this mess.
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Removing the window
revealed water damage
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to the wall and floor,
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which revealed a
major water pipe leak.
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Talk about the gift
that keeps on giving.
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Send a new estimate to my
desk before end of day.
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You got it.
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Speaking of which, you talk
to Maggie since she left?
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Not a peep.
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Oh, how's Anna doing
at Northwestern?
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She's loving it. I'm loving it.
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-Yeah?
-Yeah.
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I mean, she comes over
on weekends, you know,
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we hang out, lets
me do her laundry.
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Well, you sound happy.
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-I do?
-Yeah.
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Careful.
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Happiness is a trap.
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[laughs]
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You never made a
follow-up appointment.
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[siren wailing distantly]
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Didn't see the point.
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Look, I understand that
you don't want the world
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to know about your
prion diagnosis,
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but that doesn't
mean you can blow off
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your follow-up appointments.
-Why?
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Did they find a cure?
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It's a mistake not
to deal with this.
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No, my mistake
was getting tested
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at Gaffney, because
I didn't know
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you would be sent the results.
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So can we just pretend that
I didn't and you weren't?
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What's this?
-An unaffiliated psychiatrist.
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She's a relative of mine,
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specializes in hard
cases like you.
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Hard pass.
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You're clearly in the
denial stage of grief.
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Well, actually, I've
moved on to anger,
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and I'm loving it.
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Look, I get it, okay?
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This was devastating news
that you don't deserve,
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but you could be symptom
free for another 20 years.
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Or symptoms could
start tomorrow,
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and I'm dead in a
year, like my mother.
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You need an outlet.
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Work is my outlet.
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The second floor
caved in on over...
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It's all over the
news and social media.
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How many people were in the
building when it collapsed?
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80.
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It was an all-night
rave in the West Loop.
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Building was condemned and set
to be demolished next week.
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-So are we on MCI protocol?
-Yes.
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CFD is dispersing patients
evenly between trauma centers,
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but we should get
between 15 to 20.
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You got this. [intercom beeps]
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-Talk to me.
-Sisters, both 20s.
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Vital signs stable.
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Sierra's forearm stabbed
Shay in the abdomen.
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Chicago Fire cut away
the debris at the scene
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to keep them as
still as possible.
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-Doris, please page Abrams.
-Got it.
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Both received ketamine en route.
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I said no to drugs at the
rave, but yes in the ambulance.
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And now we are feeling no pain.
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And how did this happen?
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I took my little sis,
Shay, to the rave.
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Girlfriend needed to
let off some steam.
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No, no. How did your
injuries happen?
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Oh.
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We were dancing on
the second floor
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when it collapsed
underneath our feet.
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Something smashed my arm,
then I was on my back,
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and next thing I know,
Shay's on top of me.
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Sierra's arm stabs
me in the gut.
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I mean, how does
that even happen?
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We always said we
wanted to be closer.
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Where do you want me?
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Think we can salvage this arm
with the neurovascular repair?
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Let's take a look.
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Sierra's oxygen is at 98%.
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Shay's is 94%.
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Breath sounds normal. No pneumo.
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Heart rate 95 and
115, respectively.
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I'll FAST for free fluid.
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Let me assess the blood
supply in the arm.
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[suspenseful music]
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Sierra's FAST is normal.
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Shay's got free fluid.
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Sierra's brachial
artery has flow,
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but I can't find
anything distal.
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Let's get a C-arm for X-ray.
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The tip of Sierra's bone
looks intra-abdominal,
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but more concerningly, it's
right where Shay's spleen is.
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So the bone might
have pierced it.
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We'll need a CT to confirm.
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Good luck squeezing
them both into one.
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One false move, and
Shay bleeds out faster
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than we can open
her up to stop it.
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If we're right, Shay's
a ticking time bomb.
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All right. All right.
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Okay, I need everyone to
please take a step back.
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I'm looking for my son, Jerome.
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He's not answering his phone.
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I understand that you are
concerned for your loved one,
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but you got to
let us work, okay?
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Go.
264
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I just called
security for backup.
265
00:10:21,913 --> 00:10:22,997
Thank you.
266
00:10:23,123 --> 00:10:24,165
Lay down, honey, okay?
267
00:10:24,290 --> 00:10:25,667
X-ray is coming.
268
00:10:25,792 --> 00:10:26,877
Whoa.
269
00:10:26,960 --> 00:10:28,253
24-year-old male
with head trauma.
270
00:10:28,336 --> 00:10:29,379
-Dr. Asher.
-Yeah, I'm here.
271
00:10:29,462 --> 00:10:30,380
Trauma rooms are full.
272
00:10:30,505 --> 00:10:32,299
Take Treatment 2, okay?
273
00:10:32,382 --> 00:10:33,550
Trini?
-Yeah.
274
00:10:33,675 --> 00:10:34,926
5 is open.
275
00:10:35,051 --> 00:10:36,511
-Dr. Ripley.
-Yeah?
276
00:10:36,594 --> 00:10:37,804
What do we got, Evie?
277
00:10:37,929 --> 00:10:39,723
Hudson Collins,
19-year-old male.
278
00:10:39,806 --> 00:10:41,725
Right leg was crushed
by a collapsed beam.
279
00:10:41,808 --> 00:10:43,935
-Take Treatment 5.
-Why am I here?
280
00:10:44,060 --> 00:10:45,812
He's high on ecstasy, but
we gave him 100 of fentanyl
281
00:10:45,895 --> 00:10:46,896
en route for pain.
282
00:10:47,022 --> 00:10:48,190
O2 is 98.
283
00:10:48,273 --> 00:10:49,733
Heart rate, 115.
284
00:10:49,858 --> 00:10:50,942
He looks dry.
285
00:10:51,067 --> 00:10:52,485
I should be dead.
286
00:10:52,610 --> 00:10:54,029
We got you, buddy. On my count.
287
00:10:54,112 --> 00:10:56,865
One, two, three.
288
00:10:56,948 --> 00:10:58,199
I should be dead.
289
00:10:58,283 --> 00:10:59,451
He was like this
all the way here.
290
00:10:59,534 --> 00:11:01,077
Thanks, Evie.
291
00:11:01,202 --> 00:11:03,413
100 more mics of fentanyl
and stop fluids at 1 liter.
292
00:11:03,538 --> 00:11:05,331
Copy.
293
00:11:05,415 --> 00:11:06,750
So dark.
294
00:11:06,875 --> 00:11:08,585
Everyone was screaming.
295
00:11:08,668 --> 00:11:10,503
I... I couldn't breathe.
296
00:11:10,587 --> 00:11:12,422
You're safe now.
297
00:11:12,547 --> 00:11:14,091
I deserve to be dead.
298
00:11:14,174 --> 00:11:16,385
Okay. Fentanyl is on board.
299
00:11:16,468 --> 00:11:19,220
You're about to feel a
whole lot better, Hudson.
300
00:11:19,346 --> 00:11:21,348
Help me die, please.
301
00:11:21,431 --> 00:11:23,183
Please, I'll do it myself.
302
00:11:23,266 --> 00:11:24,392
You just give me the meds.
303
00:11:24,517 --> 00:11:26,561
You don't mean that.
304
00:11:26,644 --> 00:11:27,896
No, I do.
305
00:11:28,021 --> 00:11:29,106
I want to die.
306
00:11:29,189 --> 00:11:30,732
Please, just help me die.
307
00:11:30,815 --> 00:11:32,942
I want to die!
308
00:11:33,068 --> 00:11:35,737
Please, please, please, please.
309
00:11:40,415 --> 00:11:43,078
[monitor beeping steadily]
310
00:11:44,079 --> 00:11:46,289
So what do you think
his chances are?
311
00:11:46,373 --> 00:11:47,874
Oh.
312
00:11:47,957 --> 00:11:49,960
Third degree burns
over 65% of his body
313
00:11:50,043 --> 00:11:51,920
and an inhalation injury.
314
00:11:52,003 --> 00:11:55,924
Sadly, I think his son's
going to wake up an orphan.
315
00:11:56,007 --> 00:11:57,592
How's he doing?
316
00:11:57,676 --> 00:11:59,094
He's stable.
317
00:11:59,219 --> 00:12:00,720
The extremity burns
are pretty deep,
318
00:12:00,887 --> 00:12:03,098
but he's resting comfortably.
319
00:12:03,181 --> 00:12:04,599
Well, that's good.
320
00:12:04,683 --> 00:12:07,268
I'll go book an OR
to debride his burns.
321
00:12:07,435 --> 00:12:09,104
With any luck, we'll
avoid infection
322
00:12:09,229 --> 00:12:11,023
and save both limbs
from contracture.
323
00:12:11,106 --> 00:12:13,108
Do you have room for one more?
324
00:12:13,191 --> 00:12:14,693
That depends, Dr. Howard.
325
00:12:14,818 --> 00:12:17,529
The OR temperature's going
be turned up to 94 degrees.
326
00:12:17,696 --> 00:12:18,863
Can you tell me why?
327
00:12:18,947 --> 00:12:20,532
Skin regulates body temperature,
328
00:12:20,615 --> 00:12:22,117
so when burns destroy it,
329
00:12:22,242 --> 00:12:24,202
hypothermia becomes
a significant danger,
330
00:12:24,285 --> 00:12:25,578
even at room temperature.
331
00:12:25,704 --> 00:12:27,580
Top marks. We'll see you there.
332
00:12:27,706 --> 00:12:29,624
And remember, dress to sweat.
333
00:12:31,960 --> 00:12:33,795
-Hi.
-Hi.
334
00:12:33,962 --> 00:12:36,548
So you're a general
surgery resident now?
335
00:12:36,631 --> 00:12:37,841
Mm-hmm.
336
00:12:37,924 --> 00:12:39,176
I didn't even know
you were back.
337
00:12:39,259 --> 00:12:41,052
No, it's my first week.
338
00:12:41,219 --> 00:12:44,305
After I left cardiothoracic,
I took some time for myself.
339
00:12:44,472 --> 00:12:46,141
But then Dr. Lenox
called me and said
340
00:12:46,307 --> 00:12:48,184
the slot was mine
if I wanted it, so.
341
00:12:48,268 --> 00:12:50,729
Well, welcome home.
342
00:12:50,812 --> 00:12:51,938
Thanks.
343
00:12:56,776 --> 00:12:58,278
I spoke to your mom and dad.
344
00:12:58,361 --> 00:13:00,530
They are catching the
first plane out of LA.
345
00:13:00,613 --> 00:13:02,115
Do you know what's
wrong with me?
346
00:13:02,198 --> 00:13:04,617
The bone probably
punctured your spleen,
347
00:13:04,701 --> 00:13:07,287
so we need to remove it
before you bleed out.
348
00:13:07,370 --> 00:13:10,415
Surgery will allow us
to amputate Sierra's arm
349
00:13:10,498 --> 00:13:12,000
and to control further bleeding
350
00:13:12,083 --> 00:13:13,752
from your
intra-abdominal injuries.
351
00:13:13,835 --> 00:13:15,337
Amputate? Can't you save it?
352
00:13:15,420 --> 00:13:17,547
I'm afraid not.
353
00:13:17,630 --> 00:13:19,049
There's no blood flow.
354
00:13:19,132 --> 00:13:21,718
The tissue is completely dead.
355
00:13:21,801 --> 00:13:24,137
What are my chances?
356
00:13:24,220 --> 00:13:26,890
Well, obviously, there's
risk inherent in any surgery,
357
00:13:26,973 --> 00:13:28,725
but we're very optimistic.
358
00:13:28,808 --> 00:13:31,186
It's actually 50/50.
359
00:13:31,269 --> 00:13:33,688
And the longer we wait, the
greater your risk of death.
360
00:13:35,315 --> 00:13:37,359
So I may not wake up?
361
00:13:37,442 --> 00:13:39,110
Oh, my God, Shay.
362
00:13:39,194 --> 00:13:41,196
That outcome is a possibility.
363
00:13:41,279 --> 00:13:44,199
But as Dr. Abrams said, it
is not the one that we want.
364
00:13:44,366 --> 00:13:45,867
And the faster we
get you to surgery,
365
00:13:45,950 --> 00:13:47,744
the more your odds increase.
366
00:13:47,827 --> 00:13:51,206
And 50% likelihood of survival
are odds that I can work with.
367
00:13:51,331 --> 00:13:53,291
Okay?
368
00:13:53,375 --> 00:13:54,751
Okay.
369
00:13:54,876 --> 00:13:57,713
[tense music]
370
00:13:57,796 --> 00:14:00,924
You know, there is such a
thing as too much honesty.
371
00:14:01,091 --> 00:14:03,885
You of all people think
I was too harsh in there?
372
00:14:04,052 --> 00:14:06,054
While it's true I'm a
big fan of tough love,
373
00:14:06,221 --> 00:14:07,598
but there's a way
to convey the truth
374
00:14:07,681 --> 00:14:09,891
without completely
deflating hope.
375
00:14:09,974 --> 00:14:12,435
And there's a difference
between hope and delusion.
376
00:14:12,560 --> 00:14:14,771
Yes, and there's also a
difference between honesty
377
00:14:14,854 --> 00:14:16,564
and emotional brutality.
378
00:14:16,731 --> 00:14:20,485
♪ ♪
379
00:14:20,610 --> 00:14:23,989
[monitors beeping]
380
00:14:24,072 --> 00:14:25,312
Hanging in there, Dr. Howard?
381
00:14:25,407 --> 00:14:27,075
Oh, I'm totally good.
382
00:14:27,158 --> 00:14:29,577
Yeah, I noticed. But how?
383
00:14:29,744 --> 00:14:31,705
Did you grew up in
the Mojave Desert?
384
00:14:31,788 --> 00:14:33,373
[laughs] Hot yoga
three times a week.
385
00:14:33,540 --> 00:14:35,083
Should be required
in med school.
386
00:14:35,208 --> 00:14:36,251
[alarm beeps]
-Blood pressure's dropping.
387
00:14:36,334 --> 00:14:38,670
90/56. Crit 32.
388
00:14:38,753 --> 00:14:40,296
A unit of blood
should level it out.
389
00:14:40,463 --> 00:14:42,716
Even if we successfully
remove all the dead skin,
390
00:14:42,841 --> 00:14:44,343
what's the likelihood he'll lose
391
00:14:44,426 --> 00:14:45,469
one or both limbs to infection?
392
00:14:45,552 --> 00:14:46,637
Pretty low.
393
00:14:46,720 --> 00:14:48,263
His youth is a big factor.
394
00:14:48,346 --> 00:14:51,892
Early debridement could help
ward off early necrosis.
395
00:14:51,975 --> 00:14:54,144
Pressure's still low
despite the blood.
396
00:14:54,227 --> 00:14:57,522
Fluid loss from his burns is
driving his blood pressure.
397
00:14:57,605 --> 00:14:59,607
Let's give 1 of FFP.
-Got it.
398
00:14:59,691 --> 00:15:01,067
The kid's lost his mother,
399
00:15:01,234 --> 00:15:02,861
and his father's
hanging by a thread.
400
00:15:02,944 --> 00:15:03,946
Let's not have
any more bad news.
401
00:15:04,029 --> 00:15:05,530
He's stabilizing.
402
00:15:05,613 --> 00:15:07,491
115/75.
403
00:15:07,574 --> 00:15:08,950
All right. Good, good.
404
00:15:10,869 --> 00:15:12,203
Are you okay, Dr. Archer?
405
00:15:12,370 --> 00:15:15,582
Yeah, fine. Yeah.
406
00:15:15,707 --> 00:15:17,334
-Dean!
-What do I do?
407
00:15:17,417 --> 00:15:19,544
Keep going. Keep going.
408
00:15:19,627 --> 00:15:21,755
Okay.
409
00:15:21,838 --> 00:15:23,798
Okay.
410
00:15:25,592 --> 00:15:26,801
Hey.
411
00:15:34,392 --> 00:15:36,311
Okay. What's up?
412
00:15:36,478 --> 00:15:38,772
I don't know if I
should say anything.
413
00:15:38,855 --> 00:15:40,982
Say anything about what?
414
00:15:42,359 --> 00:15:44,277
[laughs]
415
00:15:44,402 --> 00:15:47,155
Congratulations on the baby.
416
00:15:47,280 --> 00:15:49,407
Uh, thank you?
417
00:15:49,532 --> 00:15:51,034
I know I'm not supposed to know,
418
00:15:51,117 --> 00:15:53,161
but I overheard Hannah
talking with Archer earlier,
419
00:15:53,244 --> 00:15:55,205
and I just, I'm so
excited for you both.
420
00:15:55,288 --> 00:15:56,998
I just can't help myself.
421
00:15:58,416 --> 00:16:00,752
Hannah is pregnant?
422
00:16:00,835 --> 00:16:02,003
Oh, no.
423
00:16:05,507 --> 00:16:07,801
Can you please help me?
424
00:16:07,884 --> 00:16:09,219
I'm looking for Caleb
and Ricky Aldrich.
425
00:16:09,302 --> 00:16:10,804
They were brought
in a few hours ago.
426
00:16:10,887 --> 00:16:12,180
I drove back into town
as soon as I heard.
427
00:16:12,263 --> 00:16:13,348
And you are?
428
00:16:13,431 --> 00:16:15,350
Becky Aldrich.
429
00:16:15,475 --> 00:16:17,394
Becky Aldrich?
430
00:16:17,477 --> 00:16:18,978
Are you Caleb's wife?
431
00:16:19,062 --> 00:16:21,023
Yes, and Ricky's mother.
432
00:16:21,106 --> 00:16:22,691
[tense music]
433
00:16:22,774 --> 00:16:24,234
Oh, my God.
434
00:16:24,317 --> 00:16:25,527
Are they dead?
-No.
435
00:16:25,610 --> 00:16:26,736
No, no, no.
436
00:16:26,820 --> 00:16:28,530
But we thought you were.
437
00:16:28,697 --> 00:16:34,035
♪ ♪
438
00:16:38,707 --> 00:16:40,407
How bad is my husband?
439
00:16:40,491 --> 00:16:43,828
He's got third-degree burns
across 65% of his body.
440
00:16:43,912 --> 00:16:45,830
Meds are keeping his
blood pressure up,
441
00:16:45,914 --> 00:16:48,500
but his kidneys are failing,
and his respiratory function
442
00:16:48,584 --> 00:16:51,795
is declining rapidly.
443
00:16:52,303 --> 00:16:55,515
So you're telling me my
husband's going to die.
444
00:16:55,640 --> 00:16:56,850
It's unlikely he'll make
it through the night.
445
00:16:56,933 --> 00:16:58,351
I'm sorry.
446
00:17:01,146 --> 00:17:05,108
The other doctor, he said
that you thought I was dead?
447
00:17:05,191 --> 00:17:07,360
Yeah, that's right.
448
00:17:07,444 --> 00:17:09,904
Why would you think that?
449
00:17:13,033 --> 00:17:14,617
I need to prepare you.
450
00:17:14,743 --> 00:17:19,164
The condition of the
body will be disturbing.
451
00:17:19,247 --> 00:17:20,582
I understand.
452
00:17:20,665 --> 00:17:23,460
[somber music]
453
00:17:23,585 --> 00:17:30,592
♪ ♪
454
00:17:33,303 --> 00:17:37,432
Her name is Bonnie Harper.
455
00:17:37,515 --> 00:17:41,102
She used to be
Ricky's babysitter
456
00:17:41,227 --> 00:17:42,771
until six months ago.
457
00:17:42,854 --> 00:17:45,023
Used to be?
458
00:17:45,106 --> 00:17:47,776
I fired her because
I didn't like the way
459
00:17:47,901 --> 00:17:49,569
she was looking at Caleb.
460
00:17:51,696 --> 00:17:54,407
I guess my instincts were right.
461
00:17:54,491 --> 00:17:56,201
Well, I'm sorry.
462
00:17:56,284 --> 00:18:03,291
♪ ♪
463
00:18:07,253 --> 00:18:08,421
[knocks]
464
00:18:08,505 --> 00:18:09,673
Hudson, how are you doing?
465
00:18:09,756 --> 00:18:11,508
I'm Dr. Charles.
466
00:18:11,591 --> 00:18:14,177
Dr. Ripley asked me to
drop by and say hello.
467
00:18:14,260 --> 00:18:16,554
A psychiatrist. Uh-oh.
468
00:18:16,638 --> 00:18:19,724
Trust me, I'm harmless.
469
00:18:19,849 --> 00:18:21,310
I'm so sorry about what
happened to your leg.
470
00:18:21,393 --> 00:18:24,521
I understand it was crushed
in the building collapse?
471
00:18:24,646 --> 00:18:26,815
Yeah. Broken in three places.
472
00:18:26,898 --> 00:18:28,525
I didn't feel a thing.
473
00:18:28,608 --> 00:18:30,235
Well, I mean, that's going
to be the painkillers, right?
474
00:18:30,318 --> 00:18:34,072
And, you know, certain
psychedelics can
475
00:18:34,155 --> 00:18:37,367
have some pretty powerful
dissociative properties too.
476
00:18:37,450 --> 00:18:39,452
Man, you're good, Doc.
477
00:18:39,536 --> 00:18:43,039
Well, come on, the rave
was a little hint, right?
478
00:18:43,123 --> 00:18:46,292
Dr. Ripley told me that you
wish you died in the collapse.
479
00:18:46,418 --> 00:18:48,920
Is that true?
480
00:18:49,004 --> 00:18:50,880
It is indeed.
481
00:18:50,964 --> 00:18:52,716
I still wish I was dead.
482
00:18:52,841 --> 00:18:55,385
So I guess I'm just
wondering, I don't know,
483
00:18:55,468 --> 00:18:58,138
what would make you say
something like that?
484
00:18:58,221 --> 00:19:02,600
Because I feel so
damn good right now.
485
00:19:02,684 --> 00:19:07,022
Okay, so you were just
speaking in hyperbole?
486
00:19:07,188 --> 00:19:09,357
No, I meant it.
487
00:19:09,441 --> 00:19:12,235
I want to die before
I start feeling bad.
488
00:19:12,318 --> 00:19:14,738
Before the X wears off?
489
00:19:14,821 --> 00:19:18,241
Can you tell me exactly
what happened to your leg,
490
00:19:18,324 --> 00:19:20,869
inasmuch as you remember?
491
00:19:20,994 --> 00:19:23,038
There was so much awesome music
492
00:19:23,121 --> 00:19:27,668
and so much touching
and so many colors.
493
00:19:27,751 --> 00:19:30,128
And then suddenly
everything went black,
494
00:19:30,211 --> 00:19:32,506
and everybody started screaming.
495
00:19:32,589 --> 00:19:34,007
Huh.
496
00:19:34,090 --> 00:19:36,384
And where were you in
the club at the time?
497
00:19:36,468 --> 00:19:38,262
Can you remember that?
498
00:19:38,345 --> 00:19:42,641
I was on the floor, and there
was something really heavy
499
00:19:42,724 --> 00:19:45,643
pinned on my leg,
and I was yelling
500
00:19:45,727 --> 00:19:47,729
for someone to help me,
501
00:19:47,854 --> 00:19:51,608
but no one could hear, and
they just kept running over me.
502
00:19:51,691 --> 00:19:54,235
Oh, it was crazy, bro.
503
00:19:54,319 --> 00:19:57,864
Honestly, it sounds
pretty terrifying.
504
00:19:57,947 --> 00:19:59,991
I mean, how'd you end up
making it out of there?
505
00:20:03,078 --> 00:20:04,412
[exhales] Uh...
506
00:20:08,249 --> 00:20:10,251
I don't remember.
507
00:20:11,878 --> 00:20:14,006
Okay.
508
00:20:14,089 --> 00:20:16,424
Outstanding job today, Doris.
509
00:20:16,549 --> 00:20:18,009
Thank you, Ms. Goodwin.
510
00:20:18,134 --> 00:20:19,469
You know, Maggie had
some big shoes to fill.
511
00:20:19,552 --> 00:20:21,262
She'd be proud of you.
512
00:20:21,429 --> 00:20:23,549
Well, I'm just keeping them
warm till she gets back.
513
00:20:29,145 --> 00:20:30,522
Hey.
514
00:20:36,820 --> 00:20:40,615
You're... you're pregnant?
515
00:20:44,703 --> 00:20:46,329
Mitch, um...
516
00:20:46,413 --> 00:20:47,706
How could you... how
could you not tell me?
517
00:20:47,789 --> 00:20:49,958
I mean, I know we
were probably never
518
00:20:50,041 --> 00:20:51,668
going to get together again,
519
00:20:51,751 --> 00:20:53,151
but I certainly had
a right to know.
520
00:20:53,294 --> 00:20:54,546
Mitch, Mitch.
521
00:20:56,631 --> 00:20:58,133
It's not yours.
522
00:21:05,223 --> 00:21:06,558
Then who?
523
00:21:06,641 --> 00:21:09,519
[soft dramatic music]
524
00:21:09,602 --> 00:21:11,229
♪ ♪
525
00:21:11,312 --> 00:21:13,023
Dean.
526
00:21:13,148 --> 00:21:19,487
♪ ♪
527
00:21:20,822 --> 00:21:23,033
Well, I didn't see that coming.
528
00:21:23,116 --> 00:21:25,618
Neither did I, if
I'm being honest.
529
00:21:25,702 --> 00:21:28,830
How, um...
530
00:21:28,955 --> 00:21:30,624
how far along are you?
531
00:21:30,707 --> 00:21:35,045
Mitch, you and I, we
were already broken up.
532
00:21:35,128 --> 00:21:36,630
So are you two now...
533
00:21:36,713 --> 00:21:37,839
No.
534
00:21:37,922 --> 00:21:39,007
No.
535
00:21:41,968 --> 00:21:43,887
We are going to
co-parent together.
536
00:21:43,970 --> 00:21:47,349
I'm... I'm... I'm sorry.
537
00:21:47,474 --> 00:21:49,934
It's actually none
of my business.
538
00:21:52,854 --> 00:21:54,314
You're angry.
539
00:21:54,397 --> 00:21:55,774
I'm not.
540
00:21:55,899 --> 00:21:58,318
Um.
541
00:21:58,401 --> 00:22:01,571
It's just, for a few hours,
542
00:22:01,654 --> 00:22:03,448
I thought I was
gonna be a father.
543
00:22:03,531 --> 00:22:06,034
And no matter what that
looked like for you and me,
544
00:22:06,117 --> 00:22:08,745
it surprised me how much
I really wanted to be one.
545
00:22:08,870 --> 00:22:15,835
♪ ♪
546
00:22:18,922 --> 00:22:20,465
Hold up. I need the room.
547
00:22:25,053 --> 00:22:27,222
From here on, things
will move very quickly,
548
00:22:27,347 --> 00:22:29,224
so I wanted to give
you two a minute
549
00:22:29,307 --> 00:22:31,559
to talk to each other alone.
550
00:22:31,726 --> 00:22:33,228
To say goodbye.
551
00:22:33,311 --> 00:22:35,105
To say the things that you
would regret not saying.
552
00:22:35,188 --> 00:22:36,648
Stop it, Dr. Lenox.
553
00:22:36,731 --> 00:22:39,359
-It's okay, Sierra.
-No, it's not.
554
00:22:39,442 --> 00:22:42,654
Aren't you supposed to offer at
least some semblance of hope?
555
00:22:42,737 --> 00:22:45,407
People think they want
hope, but hope is dangerous.
556
00:22:45,490 --> 00:22:47,284
Hope just gives you an
excuse to put things off.
557
00:22:47,367 --> 00:22:48,660
You don't understand
how we feel.
558
00:22:48,743 --> 00:22:50,745
I understand exactly
how you feel.
559
00:22:56,251 --> 00:22:58,086
I'm sick.
560
00:22:58,211 --> 00:23:03,216
I may not die today,
but it's coming,
561
00:23:03,299 --> 00:23:05,885
and there's nothing
I can do to stop it.
562
00:23:06,011 --> 00:23:08,304
No one can.
563
00:23:08,388 --> 00:23:11,683
So yes, say goodbye,
just in case,
564
00:23:11,766 --> 00:23:15,186
because when time
runs out, it's gone.
565
00:23:15,270 --> 00:23:18,148
[somber music]
566
00:23:18,273 --> 00:23:21,359
♪ ♪
567
00:23:21,443 --> 00:23:23,570
It should be me.
568
00:23:23,653 --> 00:23:25,572
I brought you to that rave.
569
00:23:25,697 --> 00:23:27,199
I'm the one with the life
that's not worth all that much.
570
00:23:27,282 --> 00:23:30,369
-Please don't say that.
-Let me finish.
571
00:23:30,452 --> 00:23:34,497
You're this shooting
star who deserves
572
00:23:34,622 --> 00:23:37,376
the most incredible life,
573
00:23:37,459 --> 00:23:39,419
to get everything
you've ever wanted.
574
00:23:39,502 --> 00:23:41,212
And I am...
575
00:23:41,296 --> 00:23:44,174
I am so sorry that I may
have taken that away.
576
00:23:44,299 --> 00:23:47,177
Sierra, I wanted
to go to that rave
577
00:23:47,260 --> 00:23:51,556
because I always want
to be where you are.
578
00:23:51,681 --> 00:23:54,142
Don't say that your
life is worthless.
579
00:23:54,309 --> 00:23:56,353
It is not true.
580
00:23:56,436 --> 00:23:58,980
I love you so much.
581
00:23:59,105 --> 00:24:02,400
I love you too, Sierra.
582
00:24:03,985 --> 00:24:05,820
You're the best
sister in the world.
583
00:24:05,987 --> 00:24:07,530
Always will be.
584
00:24:07,655 --> 00:24:10,658
♪ ♪
585
00:24:15,554 --> 00:24:17,165
[whirring]
586
00:24:17,866 --> 00:24:20,785
Cutting the bone to separate
the lower arm from Shay.
587
00:24:21,316 --> 00:24:23,401
You're a gifted
surgeon, Dr. Lenox.
588
00:24:23,485 --> 00:24:25,571
A compliment is so
off-brand for you.
589
00:24:25,655 --> 00:24:28,283
I give to those not
desperately in need.
590
00:24:28,367 --> 00:24:30,161
Otherwise, I find
them destructive.
591
00:24:30,245 --> 00:24:32,330
I agree. Thank you.
592
00:24:32,414 --> 00:24:34,166
Ready to fully detach the arm.
593
00:24:34,250 --> 00:24:35,960
Or what's left of it.
594
00:24:36,351 --> 00:24:40,021
[monitor beeping]
595
00:24:41,309 --> 00:24:42,935
Gurney.
596
00:24:43,108 --> 00:24:44,734
On my count.
597
00:24:44,818 --> 00:24:46,027
Somebody secure the arm.
598
00:24:46,152 --> 00:24:47,529
One, two, three.
599
00:24:50,365 --> 00:24:52,242
[alarm blaring]
-Sierra's crashing.
600
00:24:52,325 --> 00:24:53,452
Sierra's abdomen is distended.
601
00:24:53,535 --> 00:24:54,661
It wasn't before.
602
00:24:54,786 --> 00:24:56,079
She must have developed
a delayed bleed
603
00:24:56,162 --> 00:24:57,664
from the blunt trauma.
604
00:24:57,747 --> 00:24:58,915
She needs a laparotomy to
have any chance at all.
605
00:24:58,998 --> 00:25:02,419
We are not losing them both.
606
00:25:02,544 --> 00:25:06,047
Mr. Aldrich, can you hear me?
607
00:25:06,172 --> 00:25:08,842
Your wife asked us to
lower your sedation
608
00:25:08,925 --> 00:25:10,552
so she can speak with you.
609
00:25:17,976 --> 00:25:19,645
No, we can't remove that
tube in your condition.
610
00:25:19,728 --> 00:25:20,937
No, no.
611
00:25:21,021 --> 00:25:21,896
No, no, no. Listen, stop.
612
00:25:22,022 --> 00:25:23,732
Mr. Aldrich.
613
00:25:23,857 --> 00:25:26,401
We need to reintubate you or
you will die very quickly.
614
00:25:27,986 --> 00:25:31,406
[rasping] I need to
speak with my wife.
615
00:25:31,489 --> 00:25:34,868
[breathing raggedly]
616
00:25:37,537 --> 00:25:40,623
Is Ricky okay?
617
00:25:40,707 --> 00:25:42,917
The surgery couldn't
have gone any better.
618
00:25:43,043 --> 00:25:44,294
He'll recover.
619
00:25:44,419 --> 00:25:46,046
Ricky's a strong kid.
620
00:25:48,298 --> 00:25:49,966
Have you seen him?
621
00:25:50,091 --> 00:25:51,468
Not yet.
622
00:25:51,593 --> 00:25:53,762
He's still in recovery.
623
00:25:53,887 --> 00:25:55,472
Oh.
624
00:25:55,555 --> 00:25:57,432
I know about Bonnie.
625
00:25:57,557 --> 00:25:59,100
[soft music]
626
00:25:59,225 --> 00:26:00,518
Becky.
627
00:26:05,148 --> 00:26:10,195
I have always loved
you so much, Caleb.
628
00:26:10,278 --> 00:26:12,405
Over the years, so
many of my friends
629
00:26:12,489 --> 00:26:15,784
grew apart from their
spouses, fell out of love,
630
00:26:15,867 --> 00:26:17,452
but not me.
631
00:26:17,535 --> 00:26:21,164
I always felt our love deepened.
632
00:26:21,247 --> 00:26:24,668
Almost every moment of
happiness I ever had
633
00:26:24,751 --> 00:26:26,503
happened next to you.
634
00:26:26,586 --> 00:26:30,048
I trusted you completely.
635
00:26:32,842 --> 00:26:36,138
What happened to that man?
636
00:26:36,221 --> 00:26:38,640
He got stupid.
637
00:26:40,517 --> 00:26:43,895
The fire captain said
candles in our bedroom
638
00:26:44,020 --> 00:26:46,272
are what started the fire.
639
00:26:46,398 --> 00:26:50,068
I don't want to be
angry with you, not now,
640
00:26:50,151 --> 00:26:53,863
but you almost cost us our son.
641
00:26:53,988 --> 00:26:56,742
I'm so sorry.
642
00:26:56,825 --> 00:26:59,703
It was a mistake.
643
00:26:59,786 --> 00:27:03,248
Please don't tell Ricky.
644
00:27:03,331 --> 00:27:07,002
Honestly, I don't know if
I can promise that, Caleb.
645
00:27:10,714 --> 00:27:13,758
Thank you for saving Ricky.
646
00:27:17,178 --> 00:27:18,596
Stay.
647
00:27:25,311 --> 00:27:27,313
Mind if I turn the light on?
648
00:27:27,397 --> 00:27:28,648
Whatever.
649
00:27:32,944 --> 00:27:35,238
How you doing?
650
00:27:35,363 --> 00:27:37,532
Good.
651
00:27:37,657 --> 00:27:40,035
Should I just go home?
652
00:27:40,160 --> 00:27:41,578
You know what?
653
00:27:41,661 --> 00:27:43,705
For whatever reason,
I'm just not...
654
00:27:43,830 --> 00:27:45,165
I don't know.
655
00:27:45,248 --> 00:27:46,875
I'm not comfortable with
the idea of letting you
656
00:27:46,958 --> 00:27:48,752
walk out of here right now.
657
00:27:48,877 --> 00:27:50,962
I just said I'm fine.
658
00:27:53,965 --> 00:27:57,094
You know, another thing
that Dr. Ripley told me
659
00:27:57,177 --> 00:28:02,057
is that whatever
fell on your leg
660
00:28:02,140 --> 00:28:07,771
was way too heavy for one
person to lift off of you.
661
00:28:07,854 --> 00:28:12,150
I'm just wondering,
did you get any help?
662
00:28:16,237 --> 00:28:20,784
When I was trapped...
663
00:28:20,909 --> 00:28:22,410
it was so dark.
664
00:28:24,454 --> 00:28:29,209
And... [breathes deeply]
665
00:28:29,292 --> 00:28:32,587
And I was begging for
someone to help me,
666
00:28:32,671 --> 00:28:34,589
and I was terrified.
667
00:28:38,468 --> 00:28:42,598
And then someone found me.
668
00:28:42,681 --> 00:28:45,517
[soft tense music]
669
00:28:45,600 --> 00:28:48,186
A girl.
670
00:28:48,311 --> 00:28:51,439
Was it somebody that you knew?
671
00:28:51,523 --> 00:28:52,941
A total stranger.
672
00:28:55,735 --> 00:28:59,531
When she found me, she
used her iPhone light
673
00:28:59,656 --> 00:29:02,742
to get a better look at me,
and when I looked up at her,
674
00:29:02,826 --> 00:29:04,661
I swear to God, she
looked like an angel.
675
00:29:04,786 --> 00:29:09,124
♪ ♪
676
00:29:09,249 --> 00:29:15,005
She told me that if we both
pushed the beam off of my leg,
677
00:29:15,088 --> 00:29:18,341
that we could get it off,
678
00:29:18,466 --> 00:29:20,719
and so we did it,
679
00:29:20,802 --> 00:29:24,472
and it hurt like
hell, but it worked.
680
00:29:24,556 --> 00:29:26,558
And so she helped me to my feet,
681
00:29:26,641 --> 00:29:29,602
and she started
walking me out, and...
682
00:29:29,728 --> 00:29:33,690
and that was when the
roof collapsed on us,
683
00:29:33,773 --> 00:29:36,151
and we were both
on the floor again.
684
00:29:38,737 --> 00:29:40,405
When I looked over at her...
685
00:29:40,488 --> 00:29:45,535
♪ ♪
686
00:29:45,660 --> 00:29:47,871
Half her head was gone.
687
00:29:47,996 --> 00:29:50,832
[sobbing]
688
00:29:53,918 --> 00:29:56,963
And I just left her behind.
689
00:29:57,088 --> 00:29:59,549
I'm sorry you had to go
through that, Hudson.
690
00:29:59,632 --> 00:30:02,677
If she didn't stop
and help me...
691
00:30:05,263 --> 00:30:07,057
What? What would have happened?
692
00:30:07,140 --> 00:30:10,310
She would be alive,
and I would be dead.
693
00:30:10,435 --> 00:30:11,561
That's not logical, buddy.
694
00:30:11,686 --> 00:30:13,021
Listen, listen.
695
00:30:13,104 --> 00:30:14,814
Hudson, look at me.
696
00:30:14,898 --> 00:30:17,526
It's a very human thing
to try and make sense
697
00:30:17,609 --> 00:30:20,862
out of some random, horrible,
tragic event, right,
698
00:30:20,945 --> 00:30:24,949
to impose some kind of meaning
onto it, some kind of logic,
699
00:30:25,033 --> 00:30:27,494
when very often
there just isn't any.
700
00:30:27,577 --> 00:30:28,953
All right?
701
00:30:29,037 --> 00:30:31,081
Problem is, is that into
that logic vacuum goes guilt.
702
00:30:31,164 --> 00:30:33,375
It's just what we do.
703
00:30:33,500 --> 00:30:35,460
In this case, what
actually happened
704
00:30:35,543 --> 00:30:38,296
is that a kind
person made a choice,
705
00:30:38,421 --> 00:30:40,924
and that choice was to help you.
706
00:30:41,007 --> 00:30:47,097
And she did, and you survived,
and unfortunately, she didn't.
707
00:30:47,180 --> 00:30:49,432
I didn't even know her name.
708
00:30:49,557 --> 00:30:54,312
♪ ♪
709
00:30:54,396 --> 00:30:57,441
She is not the one
who deserves to die.
710
00:30:57,524 --> 00:30:59,067
Nobody deserves to die.
711
00:30:59,150 --> 00:31:01,027
But just because
she did doesn't mean
712
00:31:01,152 --> 00:31:03,655
that you don't get to live.
713
00:31:09,244 --> 00:31:11,371
Well, crisis averted.
714
00:31:11,496 --> 00:31:14,291
Sierra's closed.
Take her to recovery.
715
00:31:14,374 --> 00:31:15,917
Let's take out Shay's spleen.
716
00:31:17,752 --> 00:31:18,628
Retractor.
717
00:31:18,753 --> 00:31:22,215
[monitor beeping]
718
00:31:25,051 --> 00:31:26,886
[alarm blaring]
-Shay's crashing.
719
00:31:26,970 --> 00:31:29,305
-You got to open up her chest.
-On it.
720
00:31:29,389 --> 00:31:31,307
These sisters are having
very bad luck today.
721
00:31:31,433 --> 00:31:32,934
Murphy's Law.
722
00:31:33,018 --> 00:31:34,227
Starting cardiac massage.
723
00:31:34,310 --> 00:31:35,812
PH is 7.2.
724
00:31:35,895 --> 00:31:38,273
She's 36 degrees. Crit is 26.
725
00:31:38,356 --> 00:31:39,899
Keep transfusing on level one.
726
00:31:40,025 --> 00:31:41,234
She's got a huge aortic
hematoma from her fall.
727
00:31:41,317 --> 00:31:42,360
I'm trying to get control.
728
00:31:42,444 --> 00:31:43,903
[alarm blaring]
729
00:31:44,029 --> 00:31:46,197
She's in V-fib.
-Paddles.
730
00:31:46,281 --> 00:31:48,783
[tense music]
731
00:31:48,908 --> 00:31:50,160
Clear.
732
00:31:50,285 --> 00:31:51,369
[machine beeps]
733
00:31:55,623 --> 00:31:57,542
20 joules. Clear.
734
00:31:59,794 --> 00:32:01,171
[machine beeps]
735
00:32:01,296 --> 00:32:07,719
♪ ♪
736
00:32:12,015 --> 00:32:13,684
I'm gonna call it.
737
00:32:13,767 --> 00:32:15,852
Time of death, 17:49.
738
00:32:15,977 --> 00:32:22,484
♪ ♪
739
00:32:22,609 --> 00:32:24,152
20.
740
00:32:24,235 --> 00:32:25,904
1 milligram of epi.
741
00:32:27,614 --> 00:32:28,865
She's gone, Dr. Lenox.
742
00:32:28,990 --> 00:32:30,825
Not until I say she is.
743
00:32:30,950 --> 00:32:33,703
Continue MTP.
744
00:32:33,828 --> 00:32:36,498
20. Clear.
745
00:32:36,581 --> 00:32:38,375
100 Lidocaine.
746
00:32:38,500 --> 00:32:40,502
[machine beeps]
747
00:32:49,511 --> 00:32:49,761
.
748
00:32:49,844 --> 00:32:50,844
20. Clear.
749
00:32:51,012 --> 00:32:52,764
[machine beeping]
750
00:32:52,847 --> 00:32:54,599
[alarm blaring]
751
00:32:54,766 --> 00:32:56,560
Restarting cardiac massage.
752
00:32:56,643 --> 00:32:58,645
Dr. Lenox, it's been 18 minutes.
753
00:32:58,728 --> 00:33:00,981
I've had someone
come back after 35.
754
00:33:01,064 --> 00:33:02,816
Then it was one in
million. Shay's gone.
755
00:33:02,899 --> 00:33:05,235
Not yet.
756
00:33:05,360 --> 00:33:07,404
20, clear.
757
00:33:07,529 --> 00:33:08,988
Another milligram of epi.
758
00:33:10,740 --> 00:33:12,200
Is this just about Shay?
759
00:33:12,283 --> 00:33:14,577
20. Clear.
760
00:33:14,703 --> 00:33:17,622
This needs to stop now.
761
00:33:19,374 --> 00:33:21,918
[machine beeping]
762
00:33:22,043 --> 00:33:23,378
There she is.
763
00:33:23,461 --> 00:33:25,255
BP 85/43.
764
00:33:25,380 --> 00:33:27,882
Heart rate 120.
765
00:33:27,966 --> 00:33:29,592
She's back.
766
00:33:29,676 --> 00:33:34,306
[soft dramatic music]
767
00:33:34,389 --> 00:33:37,726
That should not have happened.
768
00:33:39,144 --> 00:33:40,562
Two in a million.
769
00:33:40,729 --> 00:33:45,734
♪ ♪
770
00:33:45,859 --> 00:33:47,068
Hey.
771
00:33:48,278 --> 00:33:50,613
Oh, hey.
772
00:33:50,697 --> 00:33:52,949
I heard a rumor today.
773
00:33:53,074 --> 00:33:55,660
Apparently, you and
Ripley are having a baby.
774
00:33:55,744 --> 00:33:57,245
Congrats.
775
00:33:57,370 --> 00:33:59,247
Trini overheard us
talking this morning.
776
00:33:59,330 --> 00:34:02,459
Yeah, nurses are the
information superhighway.
777
00:34:02,584 --> 00:34:04,919
She talked to Ripley.
778
00:34:05,086 --> 00:34:08,631
Naturally, he had
some questions for me.
779
00:34:08,757 --> 00:34:11,593
So what'd you tell him?
780
00:34:11,718 --> 00:34:14,012
Everything.
781
00:34:14,137 --> 00:34:15,722
How'd he take it?
782
00:34:17,807 --> 00:34:20,101
He's gonna need a
few days to process.
783
00:34:23,438 --> 00:34:27,400
I couldn't help notice
that you only came clean
784
00:34:27,484 --> 00:34:29,652
with Ripley when cornered.
785
00:34:29,736 --> 00:34:31,488
So what?
786
00:34:31,571 --> 00:34:34,032
Are you uncomfortable about
the fact that I'm the father?
787
00:34:34,115 --> 00:34:35,450
What?
788
00:34:35,575 --> 00:34:36,952
What are you... what
are you talking about?
789
00:34:37,035 --> 00:34:38,370
Oh, come on. I get it.
790
00:34:38,453 --> 00:34:41,415
I mean, I'm 64 years old, right?
791
00:34:41,498 --> 00:34:44,334
I fainted in surgery
today because I literally
792
00:34:44,417 --> 00:34:45,460
couldn't take the heat.
793
00:34:45,543 --> 00:34:46,753
Are you okay?
794
00:34:46,836 --> 00:34:49,422
Why'd you take so
long to tell anyone?
795
00:34:51,257 --> 00:34:54,136
Because I'm terrified, Dean.
796
00:34:54,219 --> 00:34:55,846
Terrified of what?
797
00:34:55,929 --> 00:34:58,264
Of a thousand things.
798
00:34:58,431 --> 00:35:00,850
Of losing my status and respect
799
00:35:00,934 --> 00:35:03,603
that I've worked so hard
to get here at work.
800
00:35:03,687 --> 00:35:07,107
I mean, of telling Mitch, of
my sister hating me forever
801
00:35:07,190 --> 00:35:10,777
for having the baby
that she can't have,
802
00:35:10,860 --> 00:35:13,029
of being a mother.
803
00:35:13,196 --> 00:35:16,658
And yeah...
804
00:35:16,741 --> 00:35:20,245
sometimes I worry about
how this is going to work,
805
00:35:20,328 --> 00:35:21,871
you and I raising
a kid together.
806
00:35:21,996 --> 00:35:23,540
I understand.
807
00:35:23,665 --> 00:35:26,334
Believe me, I have doubts
that I'll have the stamina
808
00:35:26,501 --> 00:35:32,257
to have a baby
again, raise a child.
809
00:35:32,424 --> 00:35:36,386
That said, every time someone
asks if I'm the grandfather,
810
00:35:36,511 --> 00:35:38,055
I'm going to want to
punch them in the throat.
811
00:35:38,138 --> 00:35:39,389
No.
812
00:35:39,514 --> 00:35:42,350
[tender music]
813
00:35:42,517 --> 00:35:49,274
♪ ♪
814
00:35:49,357 --> 00:35:52,777
I'm uncomfortable telling anyone
815
00:35:52,861 --> 00:35:57,365
because when I tell
them, it'll make it real.
816
00:35:57,449 --> 00:35:59,409
That's because it is real.
817
00:35:59,534 --> 00:36:02,495
Yeah, and I'm feeling
that more every day.
818
00:36:06,791 --> 00:36:08,168
You know what?
819
00:36:08,251 --> 00:36:11,629
Forget about telling
anyone else the truth.
820
00:36:11,713 --> 00:36:14,090
It'd be a lot more fun
watching people slowly
821
00:36:14,174 --> 00:36:15,801
trying to figure it out.
822
00:36:15,884 --> 00:36:22,891
♪ ♪
823
00:36:31,358 --> 00:36:33,735
Hey.
824
00:36:33,818 --> 00:36:35,570
Welcome back.
825
00:36:36,905 --> 00:36:38,573
Shay.
826
00:36:38,656 --> 00:36:41,409
[soft music]
827
00:36:41,576 --> 00:36:45,038
♪ ♪
828
00:36:45,163 --> 00:36:46,539
Oh.
829
00:36:54,297 --> 00:36:55,674
Thank you.
830
00:36:59,761 --> 00:37:01,179
How you feeling, Ricky?
831
00:37:01,262 --> 00:37:02,514
Good.
832
00:37:02,597 --> 00:37:04,599
He says he's not in much pain.
833
00:37:04,724 --> 00:37:07,352
That means the meds
are doing their job.
834
00:37:07,519 --> 00:37:09,062
When can I see my dad?
835
00:37:18,029 --> 00:37:23,702
I'm so sorry, Ricky, but...
836
00:37:23,827 --> 00:37:25,537
Dad didn't make it.
837
00:37:27,080 --> 00:37:28,581
No.
838
00:37:28,665 --> 00:37:31,042
No.
839
00:37:31,126 --> 00:37:34,379
The burns were just too severe.
840
00:37:34,546 --> 00:37:36,798
He died a few hours ago.
841
00:37:36,881 --> 00:37:38,842
How'd this happen?
842
00:37:38,925 --> 00:37:41,303
What started the fire?
843
00:37:41,386 --> 00:37:44,556
[somber music]
844
00:37:44,639 --> 00:37:48,560
♪ ♪
845
00:37:48,685 --> 00:37:50,312
We don't know yet.
846
00:37:50,395 --> 00:37:54,816
Honey, Dad loved you more
than anything in the world.
847
00:37:54,941 --> 00:37:56,943
He knew nothing
was more important
848
00:37:57,027 --> 00:38:01,156
than keeping you safe,
and that's what he did.
849
00:38:01,239 --> 00:38:05,493
And he died knowing that
you were going to be okay.
850
00:38:05,660 --> 00:38:12,625
♪ ♪
851
00:38:19,132 --> 00:38:21,259
I'm glad you persisted today,
852
00:38:21,384 --> 00:38:23,136
but you also got
incredibly lucky.
853
00:38:23,219 --> 00:38:25,055
Lucky? I don't think so.
854
00:38:25,221 --> 00:38:26,598
Call the shrink.
855
00:38:32,479 --> 00:38:34,231
Hey, that was fast.
856
00:38:34,314 --> 00:38:36,566
Yeah, I was waiting for you.
857
00:38:36,691 --> 00:38:38,819
What's... what's wrong?
858
00:38:38,902 --> 00:38:40,945
My babysitter just
canceled last minute.
859
00:38:41,029 --> 00:38:43,406
I am so sorry, but
can we reschedule?
860
00:38:43,531 --> 00:38:44,949
Of course, of course.
861
00:38:45,075 --> 00:38:46,618
It's totally fine.
862
00:38:49,788 --> 00:38:53,166
What if we just ordered in?
863
00:38:53,249 --> 00:38:55,543
I haven't even told
her about us yet,
864
00:38:55,669 --> 00:38:58,672
and I'm not sure
she's ready for that.
865
00:38:58,838 --> 00:39:00,423
But she does already know me.
866
00:39:00,590 --> 00:39:04,219
So is this about me
reminding her of the well?
867
00:39:04,386 --> 00:39:06,513
No, no.
868
00:39:06,680 --> 00:39:09,641
I think that familiarity will
869
00:39:09,766 --> 00:39:13,103
make her fall even
harder for you.
870
00:39:13,228 --> 00:39:15,146
What are you afraid of?
871
00:39:15,230 --> 00:39:17,399
Her getting attached too soon.
872
00:39:19,734 --> 00:39:21,277
Okay.
873
00:39:21,361 --> 00:39:22,696
Okay.
874
00:39:24,989 --> 00:39:28,952
Look, it's obviously your call,
but these last couple of months
875
00:39:29,119 --> 00:39:34,875
have been amazing, and
Emelia is an amazing kid,
876
00:39:34,958 --> 00:39:38,920
and I'd love to get
to know her better.
877
00:39:39,045 --> 00:39:41,464
But we don't even
know what this is yet.
878
00:39:41,548 --> 00:39:43,425
It's all still so new.
879
00:39:43,508 --> 00:39:49,180
Whatever this is, I'm in.
880
00:39:53,852 --> 00:39:56,730
Emelia, come here, please.
881
00:40:00,859 --> 00:40:02,819
[gasps] I know you.
882
00:40:02,902 --> 00:40:04,446
-How you doing?
-Good.
883
00:40:04,571 --> 00:40:05,739
That's good.
884
00:40:05,905 --> 00:40:07,949
Hey, can we have
him come inside?
885
00:40:08,033 --> 00:40:10,160
-Yeah.
-Yeah?
886
00:40:10,326 --> 00:40:11,661
Come on in.
887
00:40:11,745 --> 00:40:13,580
Thank you very much.
888
00:40:13,663 --> 00:40:16,249
♪ I'm a bitter pill
on your tongue ♪
889
00:40:16,332 --> 00:40:20,795
♪ But I tell you I'm better
than nothing at all ♪
890
00:40:20,879 --> 00:40:24,007
♪ I go down as smooth
as a nail or a memory ♪
891
00:40:24,090 --> 00:40:25,800
We don't carry
chardonnay, sweetie.
892
00:40:25,884 --> 00:40:27,802
Heady Topper from Vermont.
893
00:40:31,056 --> 00:40:34,059
♪ You're afraid of the
outside creeping in ♪
894
00:40:34,142 --> 00:40:35,852
♪ You don't really want me ♪
895
00:40:35,935 --> 00:40:37,771
♪ But you better believe ♪
896
00:40:37,937 --> 00:40:39,815
♪ I'm the ghost in your closet ♪
897
00:40:39,898 --> 00:40:41,816
Not happening.
898
00:40:41,941 --> 00:40:44,152
Not surprised.
899
00:40:44,235 --> 00:40:48,573
♪ I know all your secret
designs and amusements ♪
900
00:40:48,698 --> 00:40:51,034
♪ I'm listening on the phone ♪
901
00:40:51,117 --> 00:40:54,662
♪ You're afraid of the outside ♪
902
00:40:54,746 --> 00:40:57,749
♪ You're afraid of the
outside creeping in ♪
903
00:40:57,832 --> 00:41:00,043
♪ You don't really want me ♪
904
00:41:00,126 --> 00:41:02,837
[upbeat rock music playing]
905
00:41:03,004 --> 00:41:05,173
♪ ♪
906
00:41:05,256 --> 00:41:06,842
[clattering]
907
00:41:06,925 --> 00:41:10,887
♪ Does it matter much
that I'm such a pariah ♪
908
00:41:11,054 --> 00:41:12,931
♪ You're tired and
bored with yourself ♪
909
00:41:13,014 --> 00:41:15,058
No, no.
910
00:41:15,141 --> 00:41:17,769
♪ A couple of nothings ♪
911
00:41:17,852 --> 00:41:20,230
♪ 'Cause nothing
suits you well ♪
912
00:41:20,313 --> 00:41:23,149
♪ You're afraid of the outside ♪
913
00:41:23,233 --> 00:41:24,513
♪ You're afraid of the outside ♪
914
00:41:26,861 --> 00:41:29,698
[dramatic music]
915
00:41:29,864 --> 00:41:36,788
♪ ♪
916
00:41:56,975 --> 00:41:59,894
[wolf howls]
57892
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