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# The only way is up, baby

# For you and me now

# Ooh, ooh, ooh-ooh Ooh, ooh, ooh. #

# Wrap yourself around me

# Wrap yourself around me... #

What can you feel, El?

Well, from the soles of your feet, I can feel stress.

Aw. That's right. This is lovely, ain't it?

Yeah. It's really nice, actually. I've needed the massage.

You're not really massaging - you're just prodding me.

Oh, sorry, darling! HE CHUCKLES

# Wrap yourself around me

# Go on Wrap yourself around me... #

Good girl. That's it. Good girl, baba.

Shall we...? Oh, no, not in your mouth.

We don't drink it, do we? Kiss Mummy. Kiss?

Aw, good girl.

Cuddle Mummy.

Hello, ladies. Thank you so much. Oh, thank you.

Oh, stunning.

Thank you. There you go.

Yeah!

Oh!

# So wrap yourself around me

# Go on Wrap yourself around me. #

All went a bit pear-shaped yesterday. You heard?

Well, obviously it all kinda got more heated with Harry and Freddie

than we thought it was gonna get,

and I feel like Harry did instigate that.

But then I've heard since then you've been arguing with Girlband.

Like, what has actually gone on?

Listen, I was with the girls at the pool yesterday,

and Harry believes that Freddie started all of that in the club.

He come on strong. So I said, "No, H, like, it was you.

"You come on strong. You was poking him and he was saying to you

" 'I'm calm.' " It all got a bit out of hand. Yeah, I felt the same.

Then Chloe was defending Harry,

and I turned round to Chloe and I was like, "Look, no disrespect.

"You had enough to say. Like, you got up,

"you were doing all of that, 'Freddie, I'm so obsessed with...' "

And I told her, and she didn't like it.

Really? And, what, it's escalated from then?

Well, yeah, it got heated. Really?

Yeah, but she called me Uncle. You heard?

Why's she called you Uncle? What does she mean?

So the kids were there at first with Amy before all this went on

and she goes, "Go to Uncle Saffron."

And what did you say back to the Uncle reference?

"Well, who are you - Grandma?" Saffron!

No, but I had the hump,

because ultimately Freddie come to me crying after the club.

So I thought, "Actually, youse are being bitches."

You don't like being called bitches, but you are being bitchy.

I hadn't seen her till round the pool,

then I've called her out for it.

I have only relayed to her

that she has made someone feel upset, uncomfortable and belittled.

And she didn't like it.

I feel like we're sat there defusing it, and they're sitting there

kind of adding fuel to the fire and digging Freddie out,

which, one, puts us in a uncomfortable situation,

and, two, makes the whole situation even worse. Yeah.

I was hoping Harry and Freddie would sort it out.

I thought they would. I can't believe

you've ended up arguing with them!

How has this got so big? Dunno.

# Pretend it's not The end of the world

# Let's pretend It's not the end of the world... #

Oh, what you drinking? Cheers. Oh, cheers.

Cheers, Daddy. Cheers.

What have you got in there? Have you got water in there?

Hiya. Hi! Hiya.

Oh, this is nice. Hi, baby. Can we join?

Hey, Mils. You can indeed.

Oh. Right, Chlo, what happened yesterday, honestly?

I didn't know it was brewing. I had no idea.

I feel like all of a sudden I'm the problem.

Why? Everyone's got a problem with me all of a sudden,

and I'm like, "Wait, where did that come from?" Like who?

Saff and Freddie, apparently. I don't have a problem with Fred.

Listen, I feel really bad on Chloe,

because this was kinda like my problem,

and it's now turned on to Chloe's problem.

Chloe's your friend. She'll protect you.

Of course. Me and Freddie had our disagreement in the club. Yeah.

And that's where it's all stemmed from.

Me and Saff always had this banter,

until I said a few things yesterday.

I was like, "Baby Billy gave her a kiss" or she asked for a kiss,

and I was like, "It's the only kiss you're gonna get this trip."

That's mine and Saff's banter, always has been.

Do you think she's sort of picked you out and she's gunning for you?

Yeah, like... I honestly don't know why.

I really thought we were friends, and I can honestly tell you now,

she is not my friend.

Like, that is not a friend to me.

You're done. I'm so done.

I don't need a friend where I'm walking on eggshells

trying to figure out her mood.

I'm not doing that.

I got rid of friends like that years ago.

I don't need friends like that. I don't need that energy around me.

No, it's not right. It's not right at all.

You look really just not yourself, Chlo.

I just... Is it hard?

What you getting upset for? Honestly, don't get upset.

Don't get upset. Don't get upset, bubs.

Come on. I just hate having to, like...

You're such a lovely friend. Why justify yourself?

You're the loveliest friend to have. You're only protecting him.

I just feel like they're trying to make out like I'm...

like, not a nice person, and I hate that I have to stand here

and be like, "Oh, I am." Sorry.

THEY CHUCKLE

It is the worst timing!

That is the worst timing. You were crying!

# And it feels like freedom Feels like pure love... #

Well, from the soles of your feet, I can feel that...

SHE SIGHS

..a lot of people haven't been very nice to you on this trip.

Likewise, actually. I can feel the same.

HE CHUCKLES No, but on a serious note,

I know this trip is very hard for you.

Like, being around Daniel and that.

Yeah, it's odd, ain't it, because really, we'd always be together.

I know that it isn't easy for you to see Dan walk around this hotel

and you're not gonna gravitate towards him.

Like it isn't easy for him to not gravitate towards you.

But the way you feel like he's being

is like where he's shutting you off.

That's probably why you are getting frustrated

and probably are snapping, because you feel rejected by him.

Yeah.

# As if our dreams never cave in

# Pure love will do the saving

# The saving, saving. #

Hello, girls. Oh, hey.

Hello. We'll come join.

Youse look nice. Oh, you've got the skirt on.

I've got the skirt. Is it really heavy?

It is. How are youse? Yeah, I'm all right.

We're just baffed, to be honest. What happened yesterday?

I don't think Chloe deserved for her to get...

Was it that bad? Youse know what happened. Youse have spoke to her.

Why did you go for her like that? Chloe, of all people.

Do you really think she deserves...? I didn't go for her.

The way I've heard that you've spoken to her

is outright disgusting, I'll be honest.

What have you heard? Screaming at her in her face,

saying she's saying nasty things about Freddie

when she felt sorry for him.

She never said anything bad.

She was acting quite over the top. I thought it was quite unnecessary.

She's trying to defend her mate. Freddie was being rude.

So it's like she is just trying to defend her friend.

Listen, Harry told me last night she's a lot more sensitive than me.

I get it. The delivery maybe could have been questionable, but...

I feel this is your excuse for everything -

the way you deliver things. No, it ain't my excuse. I own it.

You speak to your friends like shit sometimes.

Well, like who? You did it to Harry literally a few months ago.

You spoke to him like a piece of shit.

He was treating me like shit. And Harry is so sweet

that he's not gonna sit and really voice how he truly feels.

Well, he did. He's hugged it out with you and moved on,

and you've done it to another person like Chloe.

You speak to certain people

cos you feel you can be nasty to your friends... No.

..and they'll take you back. I don't. Listen.

I think she had her back up cos Freddie's come to her crying.

I don't care how my delivery come across.

If you think it weren't great on...

You think it's OK to speak to your friends like that?

I wasn't screaming at her. That's upset Chloe the most.

You've had a longstanding friendship with Chloe

for a long, long, long time, like, a lot of years.

You've not really known Freddie that much.

Is it worth you arguing over Freddie?

Do you not give a shit about Chloe's feelings?

No, I do care about Chloe. It doesn't feel like you do.

I told her to her face. I think you do care about Chloe.

That's why you was honest with her about it.

I don't wanna sit there and call her,

cos everyone else goes for Chloe's personality.

I've always thought she was nice. Then you've gone for her.

But... The way she's spoken, you have.

I am sorry if she feels that way. It's a shame.

It is a shame. I feel like it hasn't gotta be this big.

It didn't need to be this big. I think it's done now.

It's made it too awkward.

But it's, like, over what?

Like, this is silly

that it's even got to this, cos all I feel like...

What I don't understand... Freddie has said that he's upset.

I feel like you've relayed to Chloe Freddie's upset...

Chloe didn't like what I said

because she doesn't believe she did that.

Chloe's reaction was based on

the things Freddie was saying to Harry.

She's not said it out of the blue.

She's responded to what's come out of Freddie's mouth.

He needs to understand that...

Listen, we all do make mistakes, we all do make comments.

I don't think it's that deep.

# It's not my fault It's not my fault... #

This is ridiculous, is how I actually feel like it is.

A problem that was between two guys

is now really mainly between you and Chloe.

You've upset Chloe so much,

I don't think she'll ever wanna be friends with you again.

Which is a shame. I didn't realise it was this serious.

Cos you've done it to her... You've done it to her in Cyprus.

It's one too many times now,

and she just doesn't want toxic friends like that.

Well, Chloe can tell me that if she wants to. She will.

If not... She doesn't want temperamental friends

where she doesn't know what Saffron she's gonna get.

# It's not my fault

# It's not my fault. #

# The only way is up. #

# Cos you build me up To break me down

# No looking back this time... #

Oh, this is beautiful. How have we not been down here yet?

Oh, look at it! Oh!

# No looking back this time... #

Have we got a new drink of choice? This is the new drink of choice.

This is the truth juice. Truth juice.

You have a few of these, you can't stop spilling the truth.

# No looking back this time. #

Shall we put crisps in our sandwich? Oh, yeah, why not?

I think that's a really good idea. Let's just build it.

THEY LAUGH

This is exactly what we needed, actually. Crunch, crunch, crunch.

Nice. Mmm. Mmm.

Have you heard anything? I've heard dribs and drabs.

Everything's just gone up in flames, basically.

I thought I was in a position

where I could speak to Chloe on a level and say,

"Look, you've made Freddie upset. I'm just telling you this, Chlo."

She was like, "He can't be upset cos of me."

She went on the defence.

So we've ended up having this argument out of nowhere.

It was heated. Anyway, she made a few snipy comments before.

She says these little remarks and snipes and laughs

and thinks it's banter.

But the latest is, Chloe M never wants to talk to me again

and the friendship's done.

She's told everyone.

It has upset me. Yes, I've got a loud mouth.

Yes, I can be brash, but I ain't heartless, and you know that.

No, I know that. It's quite a lot in 24 hours, innit?

I don't think it's dead in the water.

Oh, it is. It was acted out of emotion... You think it is?

Yeah. It's a shame.

It is a shame. Youse were friends.

I'm not gonna feel isolated by seven girls.

I don't work like that, Elm. We're not in school any more.

No, I know. And she knows better than that, and so does Courtney.

Courtney turned to me and went,

"You've made it awkward. See you around."

I thought, "Hold on a minute." I think that's just them being...

They're very loyal girls, remember, so...

I'm loyal. I'm loyal. I know you are. I know you are.

I know you would've walked away from that and been really upset,

so it's just infuriating and frustrating,

I think, more than anything. I am upset, Elm. It's upset me.

Oh, don't cry. Cos I ain't a monster,

and I ain't gonna be made out to one.

I know you're not. But that's the thing. You do...

Cos I've raised my fucking voice, Elma.

I know, it's... What world are they living in?

Under a rock? Cos we ain't in fucking a fairy tale.

It's an absolutely liberty.

The way Amber and Courtney come over to me yesterday

was like I'd drawn blood out the girl.

I'm not a bad person.

I've been a good friend to her, I've always listened to her.

I've had two girls come into a cocktail bar

when I'm having a drink with my friend

and lecture me about the way I was and then tell me,

"By the way, she don't wanna be your friend any more."

Oh, fuck off!

Can you not get upset, please?

Can you hold my hand? Hold my hand. Stop it.

No, I'm angry. And you're allowed to be angry.

Hold my hand. Hold my hand. Come here. Hold my hand.

# So these tears dry tonight

# So these tears dry tonight... #

I've not been in once. Why ain't you been in the pool, El?

You're usually a pool girl.

Yeah, I'm normally a mermaid. Yeah. New hair extensions.

They'll go green. Do they?

Yeah, it's hard with blondes, isn't it?

Cos of the chlorine in the water.

It's the bleach, isn't it? Yeah.

Reacts with the chlorine. Cos it's porous.

That's a fun fact I've learnt today.

Learn something new every day, babe.

I learn something every single day. Yeah. You do.

It's so nice to see youse two in, like, unconditional love.

Aw, we really are. Do you think you'll get married?

BOTH: Yes. SQUEALING

OK, well, I've never been a bridesmaid, so...

You can be one.

I don't know how long.

I can't even say how long, cos I'll give it away.

No, don't give it away.

I know. I always do this to her.

I said, "You need to stop telling me stuff

"about how you're gonna propose to me,

"because I wanna be really shocked."

Know what I mean? Yeah.

But he keeps just hinting. No time soon, though.

But you know? You've got a plan already?

It's in my head, yeah.

Oh, that is so cute. That is so cute.

If only they were all like you.

How's the whole Dan situation going on?

Yeah... SHE STAMMERS

ROMAN LAUGHS It is what it is.

Well, you two, you're civil, ain't you? You're on good terms.

Yeah, but it blows hot and cold.

We do ten steps forwards and ten steps back.

And when he's around you lot, he's like completely different,

so I don't know where I am.

Do you know what I mean? It's not fair.

I feel like the boys might have an influence on that, as well,

by telling him to try and steer away.

Yeah, from the boys' side, we all know he cares about you.

We all know he still has love for you.

We have just said to him, "Try not to fall into the trap

"of being back how it used to be if you don't wanna be together,

"cos if that happens, someone's gonna get hurt."

It's still really fresh. Yeah.

It's just literally been two months. Yeah.

Listen, it's frustrating. It's like when you and James broke up,

everyone had an opinion, but James still done what he wanted to do.

He didn't listen to any of his friends because it's his own life.

And, like, he was in love with you

and was obviously not happy to let you go

and let you move on and find someone else.

But is that not, like... is that not quite telling?

Probably, yeah, it is quite telling.

So therefore, I should probably just find someone else.

# You won't find me Crying waterfalls

# You won't find me waiting up For you this time

# I'm not that person That I was before

# You're the only one Who's missing me tonight... #

Well, cheers, boys, to the actual boys on the trip.

Yeah.

Love it. Cheers. Do you know what I mean?

You're a good person to be around, and we needed to replace Roman.

ALL LAUGH

Perfect replacement for Roman!

Even better, I'd say. An improvement.

I would have been cooked if it weren't for you boys.

What you're going through right now,

you'll probably go through a lot more times in life. Brilliant(!)

The reality. No, I'm being real. Sounds good.

But... A few more times, at least.

Really setting the mood here, Dan! Instead of doing what Dan does -

so make the mistake over again and get the same results -

maybe change your attitude a bit towards the lady.

Maybe learn from one, change it a bit.

What you'll end up finding yourself is

in a hotel with more ex-girlfriends than you can imagine.

And it's hard work, which it has been, since we've been out here.

It's not been smooth sailing for you.

Far from it. No relationship's perfect.

I've had that myself.

Do you reckon you've learnt from your mistakes now? Nah, nah.

Never learnt from my mistakes. Too old for that.

Do you know what I mean? Yeah.

Good to pass on the information that me and you know

to the younger generation. At least I can sort of...

You know what, you might find the one next,

but potentially, you'll go through more scenarios like this.

It does get better. You get over it. You learn lessons from it.

You also change your opinions of what you want in someone,

moving forward, and you learn a lot about yourself.

# I will try

# To keep my chin up

# Oh, my head is bent on

# Bringing me down

# Chin up

# I'm dancing To the rhythm of it... #

After yesterday, I spoke to Soph, and she was like, "Oh, come out."

So I went out with Soph, Jodie and obviously the boys.

I see Sammy for the first time. How is he?

Elm, I didn't realise how bad he was.

Really? Yeah. And then I was like, "Are you all right?"

and he went, "No, I'm really missing her."

Honestly, he's gutted.

He said, "I just can't understand it.

"She's my favourite person. I thought I was hers."

He's mine. No, he is mine.

I said to him, "As far as I know, you said you wanted time and space,

"but you're ignoring her." Yeah.

He looked at me and he just paused.

All his eyes were filled up, and he went to me,

"I don't date to mess about -

"I date to marry, and she was the one."

Oh, don't say that. I wanna cry. Honestly.

Oh... Elm, listen.

I'm being honest. I don't think you should let this all go.

I think he's a good person for you.

Are you scared? Well, I was. I don't know.

Are you scared of a relationship, scared of commitment, love?

I think I do have severe commitment issues,

and I felt like it was gonna be different this time round,

but maybe it's not.

Maybe I'm just destined to be on my own, Saff.

Like, I actually think about this all the time.

I'm OK with that. But you're not.

SOBBING: I am. You're not OK with that, Elm.

Elm, listen, he idolises you.

And I can't not tell you,

because it'd be wrong of me not to tell you.

If you just took it slow, but tried to focus a bit more

on, like, communicating, spending time with each other a bit more,

your bond will grow and grow and grow, I've got no doubt about that.

Even if I was to try and rekindle anything,

it's like our feelings are not the same, clearly, at the minute.

# For the first time in my life To ache is to be alive. #

# The only way is up. #

# I believe in miracles, baby

# I believe... #

What a naughty beat!

# I believe in miracles, baby

# I believe... #

Party time with the girls. To Portugal!

CHEERING

# You make me feel so good inside That I realised I couldn't hide

# The feeling that came When you failed to say

# I believe in miracles... #

Beep, beep! BOTH: Hello.

Oh, my God. The traffic is crazy.

Honestly, I'm sorry we're late. Hello, Billy!

You having a good day? Yeah! Where's the other one?

Come on, then. Good girl. Look at the carriage on the girl!

# I believe in miracles, baby... #

How do you feel like Portugal's been for you boys?

I feel like people this trip

are actually starting to get to know me for me -

I say things, and sometimes they're a bit outrageous.

People are starting to understand that's just me.

That's just the way I am. You mean well, Joe.

I'm a good soul, deep down. I kick off sometimes, but who don't?

Not me. We just need to get back to Essex.

Come on, let's go. LAUGHTER

# I believe in miracles Don't you? #

Do youse believe in mermaids?

I do, but you know they're meant to be evil?

They fucking are. They're not meant to be nice.

They're scary. Do you not know it?

Yeah, I've heard this. And they only protect women and children.

They hate men. They've got swords down there.

Swords? Swords. They've got weapons.

I swear, so many people go missing on the sea as well...

Yeah, the oil rigs. It's the Bermuda Triangle.

So that could be something to do with a mermaid.

I don't remember The Little Mermaid being like that.

No, because they sugar-coat things. That's not the reality.

No, mermaids are, like, vicious, babe.

Claws, long teeth. Vultures.

Do they have hands like us?

A few people in this group could maybe be 'em.

# I can feel the shiver

# Running up and down my spine

# My heart starts to quiver

# Your love is so divine. #

Hey. HE CHUCKLES

You all right? Are you all right? Are you good?

So awkward.

Yeah. HE CHUCKLES

How have you been?

I'm all right, are you? Yeah.

Yeah. Good times.

Erm... listen, I just wanna say, from my point of view, yeah,

I've heard you feel, like, a little bit isolated

and you feel a little bit on your own with the whole situation.

I just want you to know that I will never, ever want

to make you feel uncomfortable in any situation

where you feel like you're on your own.

Yeah, I probably felt like that

only because I don't know where to put myself with the situation.

Listen, I live with Dan, so I know when this all happened,

when you first went in that show,

something come out in the press before it started,

and trust me, it hurt him, like, a lot.

We couldn't even speak about it.

He was sitting there... That's what's frustrating for me,

because when I went in to Big Brother

and I done that experience, I was sort of left with no choice

than to put myself first,

because when I ended it with Dan, there was no fight there, James.

He was very much like, "OK, you do your thing."

So I thought to myself, "Well, I am gonna put myself first,

"then do what I want." And I understand that.

I never left him to go on a TV show.

There were so many things before that.

I understand. I wasn't getting anything from him that I wanted.

I completely understand why you did what you did.

The problem with youse two, yeah, you're so similar.

It don't work. Don't help.

You're like, "Right, he's not showing me this,

"so, do you know what? Fuck him."

He's like, "She's not showing me this, so, like, well, fuck her."

So you're both being stubborn.

But I feel like was he hurt

because I've hurt his ego and his pride,

or was he hurt because he wasn't with me any more?

Listen, I promise you now... You probably don't have to believe it.

He was very, very open to it being a thing.

Yeah, and he did say that.

He's very... Before... I still didn't feel that, though.

I felt like when I was with him in a relationship,

he was more of my friend, cos that's how he made me feel.

He didn't make me feel special, like a girlfriend.

Like, you make Jodie feel special like a girlfriend.

You put her as first priority.

Dan put me as first priority. He would be my priority over anyone.

Do you think genuinely in that relationship

you made him your first priority?

I don't think you did.

No, I didn't. No.

No, because I didn't feel as if I got what I wanted from him.

There was a lot of lacking a lot of things with both of us,

and I would just mirror what he was doing to me,

because maybe I'm scared of letting my wall down

and scared of him thinking that he's got me where he wants me,

cos then I'm worried that he's gonna take the piss out of me.

But you obviously had something. Know what I'm saying?

In a perfect world, I would love that it would all work out...

So do I, but I don't ever think it will.

I can't see it at the moment, Ell.

No, neither can I. If I'm being truthfully honest.

I don't wanna make you upset or sad about it.

I'm also not gonna beg for something,

because I have more self-worth than that. You shouldn't.

Listen, if he loved and cared for me that much,

and he wouldn't want anyone else to have me.

I'm just probably more disappointed

in the fact that something didn't work that could be really good.

Yeah. And it is sad, it really is sad.

But you're a really, really, really lovely, beautiful girl

and you deserve to be really, really happy with someone.

And he's a fucking lovely, beautiful man...

And he's walking behind me right now, isn't he? OK.

Hello. All right?

Brother. All right, brother.

Just having a chat. Yeah?

Shall I...? How's it going?

Yeah, no, cool. It's all right.

Yeah, we were just talking about how clear that water is.

Just so beautiful.

Anyway, I probably should go and get another drink.

All right. Yeah.

Clear water, though. Clear.

# I, I

# I miss you to death

# I, I

# I miss you to death

# The chemical imbalance, baby Since you left... #

You all right? Yeah, how are you?

Yeah, fine, thanks.

You seem a little bit off.

You've seemed off the whole time.

I wasn't off. I just told... I told you...

I told you why I was gonna be distant.

Yeah, you said you needed time.

Up until we had that chat,

there was still a little bit of hope in me

that we was gonna revive things or start again.

All I've wanted to do

the whole time we've been here is be with you.

All I've tried to do is respect the fact

that you don't want this, and then I'm just trying to...

I'm trying to deal with that and get over that.

Cos I genuinely care about you so much. I still do.

I don't doubt that, and I care about you too.

I really... I just feel like this has got so silly.

Why have we waited until the last day to have this conversation?

Listen, I really, really, really, really don't...

want any tension or bad blood between us.

Like, I really don't. I don't.

I apologise if I come off rude. I really didn't wanna come off rude.

Like, that's not it. That's not it at all.

I didn't wanna avoid you.

You found it hard to navigate how to do this

and I've found it hard to navigate you doing this, so I get it.

I thought a little "hello" if we're walking past each other

or being in each other's company wouldn't have gone amiss.

That's all I'm getting at. I have said hello, but it's...

Listen, you can have all the time in the world. I don't... You do.

And you need it. That's fine. Not a problem.

Just not like we're gonna be like this forever.

You'll have your space. We'll both have space.

I think this trip was just a lot. This was all a lot.

This shouldn't have happened on this trip.

I think there's not really much more to say

without going round and round in circles, is there?

SHE SNIFFLES

I can't fucking walk in this dress!

SNIFFLING: I wanna go home.

I don't want to see you upset.

Once we've had a bit of time and stuff, it'll be cool

and it'll be fine.

It's fine. Don't worry.

I just don't like seeing you upset.

Yeah, I don't want to see you upset either.

BOTH SNIFFLE

It's just hard. Like, it's hard for me too.

It'll be all right once we're back. Yeah, I know.

# Does it ever matter

# Does it matter what I do? #

Give me a cuddle.

# I can never seem to

# Get to you. #

What's he been saying?

Just being level-headed.

Being level-headed?

Is that to say I'm not? No. It weren't a dig.

Are you sure? Yeah, I'm positive. All right.

I'm not digging you out. Can't be bothered.

It's not always the case.

I can't help it sometimes.

No, I know that, yeah.

You just know what I'm like. You know I get defensive.

It just winds me up. Because me and you can be cool for...

Me and you can be having a nice conversation

and it be fine and getting along,

and then, in an instant, it turns the other way.

It's only cos I care.

I dunno. Look, my guard was up, your guard was up.

You've obviously never trusted me.

I, in the beginning...

..didn't fully trust you or know what you was about

or know where it was going and...

I think the problems with me and you go way deeper than that.

Because we're too alike. Yeah.

You want me to be there for you,

but you don't wanna show me everything

so that I can be there for you.

That was the problem.

Cos you was embarrassed of show me certain sides of you.

Cos I didn't want you to think,

"No, I actually don't wanna be with her if she's like this."

Why would I think that? I don't know.

Cos it's happened before.

I wasn't judging you on your past

or your situations in life, of course not.

SHE SNIFFLES

Maybe I'm just not ready.

Maybe I need to fucking go and work on myself. I don't know.

But I am gutted, and I'm not gonna lie that I'm not gutted,

cos I am.

But I just had to do what was best for me,

and, dunno, hope to leave you

and to make you fucking realise that...

I don't know.

We're around each other still.

We still gravitate towards each other. I still care about you.

There's still an attraction there.

But it's like, what, we go home

and we get involved in something again

that we end up going round in circles and go backwards?

I just don't really know how to navigate it.

I just don't know what's best for us to do. No, neither do I.

I don't know whether just to go home

and just completely forget about it all

and just get on with my life.

Well, there's no reason to fall out.

I don't wanna not talk to you, but it's obviously...

We're finding it hard talking still, ain't we?

I don't really wanna talk for you,

but I don't really think it's necessarily

anything we really wanna be doing

and I don't really think we wanna be friends. I don't know.

I don't know if you do, but...

I never wanted to just be your friend obviously.

We always said this.

I just think the most frustrating thing about it all

is the fact that I still have a lot of love for you

and I do still really love you.

Well, obviously the same. That's why we're both finding it so hard.

I was fine before I come out here. It spun my head coming out here.

It's been hard being around you. Of course I still care.

I wouldn't be sitting here talking to you if I didn't.

It's not something I have the answer to right now.

Me neither... to be honest.

But do you still love me?

Well, like you said,

you don't just switch things off with someone.

We've spent a lot of time together.

Yeah, but is it like the love you had for me when we was together?

As much as I had love for you, it was going a certain way,

and I just had to deal with that.

And the last conversations we had

after you come out of that house was...

You didn't... You wanted different things to what I could give you.

I think we just get home and...

..see how we feel when we're back to normal life.

Yeah?

And stop getting angry with me, cos we'll end up falling out.

Can't promise much. HE CHUCKLES

Don't flick your hair at me!

I didn't want to flick my hair at you.

You're lucky that's all you're getting!

Oh, really, yeah?

# How can we go Back to being friends

# When we just shared a bed? #

# The only way is up. #

# So give in to love

# To find where you belong

# So give in... #

Oh, hey! You went with the green!

The green? I went with the green. Do you like it?

Yeah, it's nice. Flattering?

Yeah, you look lovely. Amazing.

What do you want done? Can we hurry up?

I'm going out to meet Amy for a drink.

Can we hurry up?! Take a seat. Right, move over, then.

What's he doing to you?

Lauren, you need a glam squad and staff.

Oh, I would love it.

Listen, you've come a long way. Can you make it, like, loose?

Do you want a face lift an' all at the same time? Go on, then.

# For the first time, I feel alive

# A real connection

# And nothing's Gonna change my mind

# So give in Give in

# To love To love

# To find where you belong

# So give in So give in

# To love To love

# Where you belong... #

Ah, lovely.

It's nice of an evening. It's not too hot.

Yeah, no, it's nice.

CMG. My last drink of the holiday.

You look wonderful. You look like a bride. One day.

Gotta manifest these things nowadays.

It looks like it's your hen. You look fantastic.

This trip has been so off.

The last few days haven't been great. I just can't be bothered.

And honestly, this has all stemmed from...

Freddie being rude in a group chat months ago.

Tiptoes, tiptoes.

Danzi! I gotta make sure I don't go down this decking.

Make sure you don't go through the decking.

Hey, baby. We're reunited, the three of us, at last.

Oh, it's been a while. Missed you. I know.

I've missed youse.

Hi! I haven't even said hello to everyone. Hi.

Where's Harry? I don't know. Is he here?

I was just on FaceTime to him. He said he's coming down.

I've not seen him. Like, ever since...

Literally all I said to Harry was, "Your approach was wrong."

I feel like the vibe has changed.

Like, no-one's messaging in 2.5.

I just think it's one big fat misunderstanding. It is.

That's the only way to put it.

It's a massive, massive misunderstanding.

It doesn't need to get to a point

where there's tensions and there's, like, awkwardness.

What's upset me is that I've been made out to be a nasty person.

Yeah, I get what you mean.

You know how she was saying to me,

"How dare you blow hot and cold with your friends?

"Is that how you act?"

I thought, "Hold on, check yourself."

We're not the biggest fans of maybe Freddie at this moment in time.

Angel! ALL: Hi.

Hi, Harry, are you OK?

This is the brownest I've ever seen you.

Youse OK? Yeah.

We were just having, like, little chit-chatty catch-ups.

I'm gonna be honest, I just feel really awkward

because I feel like we had that club night

and it was lovely. I had the best time ever.

And I had that conversation with Freddie, and then since that...

I just remember Dani coming over to us

and Dani being a bit like...

.."You know you're both as bad as each other," da-da-da-da.

And that's fine, do you know what I mean?

She's friends with us both, and that's fine.

Since that, we've been around this hotel...

Like, she's avoided me.

I don't get that vibe from her.

You should give her the benefit of the doubt in this situation.

Cos she is... from the outside, I think she's a good friend.

I reckon if you speak on a level, you'll be fine.

I'm gonna just go and say hello.

You'll be fine. We're here if you need us. Love you.

Holler over if you need some back-up. You've got this.

Oh, love you, love you, love you. You'll be fine.

Just be your nice, lovely self. I am.

I'm lovely, but they're not...

People are not giving me a chance to be nice,

cos everyone's just got a stick up their bum!

I'm gonna go to speak to Dani quickly.

Harry's got musical chairs.

Like, you ain't getting no pet,

if that's how you're gonna act over a goldfish!

Hey, Harry. Hello, angel.

Can I sit here? Course.

Do you want us to leave you alone?

No, you don't have to leave, do you?

We'll get another drink. Could you get me a white wine spritzer?

Saff's not coming over here, is she? Please, God, no.

I don't have the energy today.

I don't think she'd want round two, ding, ding, ding.

Elma looks stunning.

Elma, whoop-whoo! Wow!

You look incredible.

Are we OK? I'm OK.

Same.

I'm OK, and that's where it's got really awkward,

cos I feel like it's been awkward since I think the club.

Yeah. It has been awkward.

You know that weren't my intention.

I wasn't aware that there was any kind of awkwardness. I felt sweet.

But then obviously I heard from the girls.

Like, Amber and Courtney said that you felt like I was avoiding you,

which I wasn't. You was.

Huh? You have.

No, I wasn't.

I just give my opinion, and it's done.

I feel like, if anything, I was kind of pushed to the sides

because I didn't agree with you girls and boys.

Not one person's pushed you to the side.

OK. That would never happen.

The only thing that I've heard,

and I'll be 100% honest with you...

and it really upset me. Go on.

You've gone around and called me antagonising.

I probably have turned around and gone...

I wouldn't say you're antagonising as a person,

but in that situation with Freddie,

I felt like you was antagonising Freddie in that situation.

"Antagonising."

Oh. It's provoking someone. Yeah, that's what I said.

Or make someone angry. Yeah.

Or to act in opposite... opposition to something.

It's got a big meaning, then.

How did I wind him up? When you're saying,

"Calm down, calm down" and they're calm, it's a low blow.

Look, babe, there was nothing calm about him.

Well, I don't think there's nothing calm about you either.

HE CHUCKLES I don't.

But that doesn't mean I dislike you. That's just my opinion.

I take it so personal because I really fucking love you, Dani.

Yeah, and I fucking love you, which is why I go against

some of my best mates sometimes and say,

"Harry has not done anything wrong," because I love you.

I'm just honest with my friends,

because I'd want my friends to be honest with me, that's all.

Hi, girls. ALL: Hi.

Oh, God.

Oh, I can't deal with this. What's going on now?

I'm gonna take a seat, cos I feel like...

Come, sit. ..there's a lot we need to talk about.

Let's unpick. And clear the air. Yes.

Let's go.

So obviously at the club the other day,

I didn't want the conversation to go the way it did with Harry.

But I also felt, like, very belittled by you, Chloe,

because there was...

What did she say that was belittling?

Obviously she was screaming and dancing about the fact

that youse were all obsessed with me.

I wasn't screaming and dancing.

You was in a conversation. You've heard it with...

But I heard what was said. I'm not being rude, but...

Let's bring this back down. Let's have a conversation.

OK, let's bring this back down.

Oh, God.

So, you said to Harry,

when it had got heated and kicked off between you two,

you said, "You're obsessed with me."

I said, "We're so obsessed with you, Freddie(!)

"He's so obsessed with you." I just repeated what you said.

I don't understand how that's nasty.

But it was between me and Harry,

and I feel like when you fall out with one of your group,

you take on the whole pack. It doesn't need to be like that.

Don't call us a pack, cos that's quite derogatory and rude.

But that's how it feels, though. No, it doesn't.

You're trying to make that.

Gets very passionate, doesn't he?

They're all antagonising him. Antagonising.

I feel like you've got something in your head.

You've been absolutely fine with me.

You haven't made any sly remarks or digs, but youse two have.

I think that you have massively got the wrong end of the stick,

because actually, coming into this...

This all stemmed from the group chat, right?

Mmm. I thought you were rude to Harry.

And actually what I've gone around since then saying is...

I actually think you're not a bad person.

You had some valid points.

You just delivered it completely wrong.

I don't think Chloe Meadows understands

that when she says certain things, how that can make someone feel.

Yeah. And that's all it is. Yeah.

I was very direct in the group chat.

I haven't been rude about any of youse either.

I haven't, like, said anything about any of youse three.

But since the club night, none of us have been rude about you.

I don't want you to have it in your head... No, but...

I even said I felt sorry for you after that.

I feel like you're saying it's in my head,

but it's how youse have made me feel,

and I think then when obviously Saffron's pulled you up

on your mean girl behaviour, you then wanna cry about it.

Mean girl behaviour?

It is mean girl behaviour. It is. It's not.

Five people versus one.

I do feel like the mean girl comments need to stop a bit.

I don't think they're mean girls.

I know you've had different experiences with them.

It's not about them being mean girls.

I think it's when they're individually not with each other,

they're absolutely sweet and the nicest people going,

but when they're together, it's a different story.

It's just I haven't experienced that side of them. Yeah.

Your problem is with Harry. But, listen, the thing is...

And it should be kept between you and Harry to sort out.

Thank you. It should have.

They're saying about Harry.

The comments in the club made the other day wasn't necessary.

It was minor. All I did was repeat you.

But it's minor because you're not on the other end of it. I am.

No, but she's not directly being horrible to you.

I didn't say anything horrible about you.

But it's belittling, though...

How would you feel if someone done that to you? It's not nice.

I didn't mock you. She was just repeating what you said.

Which is impersonating me. You said something really rude.

Impersonating me. You said something rude!

Ain't no getting to the bottom of this.

That was between me and Harry. You said it yourself as well.

It should have been kept between me and Harry.

You shouldn't have made yourself busy. Fine.

I shouldn't have said the things I said.

But I was sticking up for my friend,

because I think that you got rude to him. That's all.

Like, I'm not that person, and it's really annoying.

But that's how it does come across.

I think you've decided who I am and the kind of person I am...

It's not... Anything I do now...

It's not... No, anything I do now,

you'll make out I'm like this horrible person.

I'm telling you how you make me feel.

How comes your feelings are valid but mine aren't?

What's going on over there? ..also rude to me!

It isn't one-sided. It's like going round in circles.

I don't like that he's sitting there with all of Girlband

and no-one's with him.

Ella, is it kicking off or is it...?

Is it kicking off?

It's very back and forth, ping-pong ball shit.

It's always victim playing with all of you. At the end of the day...

I feel like you're sitting there playing the victim.

I'm telling you how I feel. We won't get this resolved.

I'm going over. I feel like he's saying jack shit. You should.

I'm done with this conversation.

I thought I'd get a sorry off you, Chloe, but you can't own your shit.

Sorry for what? Are you joking?

Have you not listened to me at all?

Going round in fucking circles. I'm not listening to it.

Is this not gonna get cleared up? No! Is it fuck!

I'm not doing it. SAFF: Fred, come here, please.

No, I don't wanna sit with him either.

Oh, God. What the helly?

I feel like he just wants to storm off.

Can I just say that you literally articulated yourself like a queen?

# Where do we go?

# Oh, oh, oh

# Whoa, oh. #

How is everyone feeling now we're back in Essex? So happy!

We're very lucky to have you. You're the best.

The best? The best.

No, you're the best. You love it.

I'm gonna be the mature one.

Hold out that olive branch. Like that.

I don't think Elm's realised how much feelings you had for her.

I like to think he thinks we're on talking terms, yeah.

But have you ruled it all out, Elm? It was pretty fucking clear.

Saffron don't sit there and cry.

I'm really struggling to find sympathy.

DOORBELL RINGS All right, I'll let you in.

This is gonna be fucking awkward.

I just feel like I've been in a position before

where I've had to defend my character,

and I feel like I'm having to do it again.

I've had to go around fucking Essex justifying myself.

I ain't gonna change.

But you shouldn't have to change. Course you're not.

# The only way is up, baby

# For you and me now

# The only way is up, baby

# For you and me now... #

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