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Ricky? Paula, what are you doing here?

Well, I came to take care of my sweet granddaughter.

Well, you have your big day.

Chloe's already at daycare, so it's really sweet of you, but... Oh, well,

a shame.

I'll see her another time.

Right. What do you have there?

Oh!

It's a casserole.

No more TV dinners for you, Ricky.

Keep eating that way.

I'm always to make that casserole all the time for me.

Thank you for bringing it.

Well, you know, she learned that recipe from me. She wasn't much

for cooking.

Which is a shame, because there are so many things I could have taught her.

I mean, I'm sorry, that was a little bit insensitive.

No, no, no.

Oh, okay.

Um, Ricky, you... You... You shared it all,

wrinkled. You can't go to your loan appointment like this. They won't take

seriously.

The only clean shirt I have, I must have just left the laundry flip the last

couple of days.

It's fine.

You know what? If I had known, I would have done a load of laundry for you, but

we don't have time for that now.

It's really okay.

You know what?

Give me your shirt.

I'm going to iron it for you.

It'll make a big difference. Come on.

Wait, right now?

Yes, right now.

I'll iron, and you can eat that casserole. That way you won't stain your

I really don't.

Come on.

It's fine. It's the least I can do. I want to help.

Okay. Cool.

And you take it.

It's been really hard to make ends meet since Emily passed.

I was barely scraping by before, but without her contributing, I just, I

know.

I know I'm not going to have enough right now to give Chloe a good future or

college fund, medical insurance, all the things she would need.

I've spent too many years doing these passion projects and wasting time on

nothing.

I have nothing to show for it now.

I just... I have to get serious. I have to have this meeting work.

I have to have the money to start this company and...

I've always been good at fixing computers.

I guess I'm going to end up fixing computers for the rest of my life,

it pays for Chloe to have the life she deserves, then that's what I have to do.

Well, you know I'll help you in any way that I can. I wish I could do more, but

I'm living on a small salary myself. I'm semi -retired and...

Now that Harold's gone, he can't really contribute.

Paula, you do enough to help us already. You don't need to be sorry for

anything.

That's kind of you to say.

You know, I think it's insane that Emily didn't leave more of a

nest egg. She made all that money.

Where did it go?

How do you find it?

Within yourself to forgive her for that.

It's not like that at all.

I was the one who was just fumbling away with these projects, not contributing

anything to our family. I mean, she did so much for us.

Of course. Of course. It's nobody's fault at all.

You know, life can just be...

So unfair sometimes.

Be that as it may, it is very important that this

loan interview goes perfectly.

And I'm going to do everything I can to help. Your shirt is done. Let's give

this a try, huh?

I'll tell you.

Well, how do I look?

Well, it's definitely an improvement.

But you know what would really pull this together?

Do you still have that tie that I got you for Christmas last year? Oh, yeah.

No, it's in our room. I know where it is.

You're tying that yourself?

Right, yeah.

Emily told me all about the tradition with Harold and everything, but she also

said I was a grown man, so I could do it myself.

Really? You know, that tradition is very important in my family. We learned how

to take care of our men.

Then I had Emily, and she grew up to be this independent woman and spending

all her money on herself.

And look where it got her.

Her husband and daughter having to fend for themselves.

Anyway.

Now. Perfect.

You've got the clothes handled.

Finish some touches.

There we go.

Well, aren't you the handsomest guy I've ever seen?

I mean, you'd give Harold a run for his money.

Really? Yeah.

I mean it.

All right.

Thank you for all of your... Help with everything. I guess I'll have to learn

how to do some of this on my own from now on. Oh, no, you don't.

No, I'll always be here for you.

These acts of intimacy, the ironing and cooking and cleaning and

laundry, all of that is very important to me, especially if it brings us

Whoa, whoa, whoa. What are you doing?

I felt a spark between us. I'm sure of it.

No, no.

I would never betray Emily's memory that way. And with her own mother?

What are you thinking?

You should be ashamed of yourself.

I should be ashamed?

No, no, no, no. Emily should be ashamed.

All she ever did was take, take, take, take, take.

So ungrateful.

You know...

She was a 12 -pound baby.

I bet you didn't know that, did you?

Huge.

Destroyed my body.

I swear she probably did it on purpose. You know, I wouldn't put it past her.

But I lost the best years of my life taking care of her.

Just... What are you even saying?

Insane.

And of anyone, why me? Out of everyone in the world, why me?

You know, when Harold passed, I was so

lonely.

And, of course, Emily was not supportive at all.

Not in any kind of a meaningful way.

And then she brought you home, and I saw you standing in the doorway like an

angel. You were so handsome and kind and attached. and such

an interesting and creative guy.

And then you guys had Chloe.

And I saw what an amazing father you were.

And I was jealous.

I just knew that I should have been the one that you married, not her.

He was just so...

So, so selfish.

All she ever did was think about herself. She never did anything for you.

You're only referencing the worst part.

There were great things about her, too, and I surely was not perfect.

I mean, you're right. We should not speak ill of the dead.

But we can't wallow in our misery forever.

We can't bring Emily back, no matter how badly we'd like to.

We have to move on.

And I feel like we can move on together.

You're my dead wife's mother.

Ricky.

You know.

You know that I can take care of you.

I think I proved it today.

Look, I came over with a nice home -cooked meal.

I came to the rescue with ironing your shirt.

I was here to look after Chloe.

I think you can see how much I have to offer.

I appreciate the help that you've given us, but if I had known

that it would lead you to this, I would have never accepted your help.

Mickey, let's not trivialize this.

Bottom line is...

I would be here for you anyway to help in all of these different ways.

It's just I know that you need intimacy. You need companionship. It's not

just about the chores.

It's about having something familiar to come home to.

Look, you have this important loan interview in a couple hours.

I think it would help if you released some of this pent -up

frustration that you have inside.

Think about how relaxed you'll be.

I feel it too.

I feel that need as well. That need for touch.

And I know that Chloe...

Hermes is having a mother figure around.

I do miss being touched.

No, I just... I couldn't... I would just be thinking of her the whole time.

Maybe that's not such a bad thing.

Maybe if you close your eyes...

You can imagine that I'm her.

I mean, she is a product of me.

It's basically the same thing, only better.

Just a better version of Emily.

Right here, for you.

Only better.

Oh, baby.

I know something that you might like

I've

wanted this for so long

Mm -hmm.

It's so good though.

It's so good.

I told you.

Yes.

I told you that I would take care of you.

Yes, please.

I bet Emily never did that.

No.

Would you like to have a seat? No, sure.

Back here.

Ah.

But a little better.

Oh yes.

Oh, my

God.

I remember

you. I

remember you.

Oh, that's so nice

Wow.

Just like her.

Oh, good.

Better? Yes.

Yes. Yes.

Oh, my gosh.

Oh, uh -huh.

Mm -hmm. Mm -hmm. Oh. Mm -hmm. Oh.

I needed him.

I needed to feel it again. I need to touch it again.

You can just grab Emily and hold her back.

Yes.

Yes,

come back to me.

Yes.

Yes.

Yes. Yes.

Yes.

Yes.

Oh, my God.

And you can keep on watching.

I'm sure Emily never let you thank her. No.

Oh.

Yeah.

Oh.

Oh,

gosh.

You want me to lay down?

Okay.

Like this?

Okay.

Cheers.

Cheers.

Thank you.

Oh God.

Yeah.

Oh. Oh.

Oh.

Yeah.

Oh.

Oh, Richie. Is it worth it?

Yeah. Yeah. I don't know.

I needed this. I needed this.

Yes. Yes, yes, yes.

Yes.

Oh.

Harold never did that.

Oh, yes.

Yes. Yes.

Yes.

Oh, yeah.

Yeah.

Yeah. Yeah.

Yes, oh, I'm running your hand.

Oh, oh.

Oh God,

that's so good.

Oh.

Yes? Yes, please.

I told you, Ricky.

I told you this was where you were going to go.

I

love

the way you do that.

It's so good.

It is.

It's better than I thought.

Oh, God.

Oh,

God.

Yes. Yes.

Come for you, Emily.

I want you to come for me. I want you to come on my tits. Yeah.

Okay?

I want to see that big load.

I want to kiss you, Emily.

Yeah. Yeah.

Yeah. Yeah.

Yeah.

Okay, okay.

This is what we both needed.

I know I... Did we do the right thing?

I mean... I... I wouldn't worry. I know that Emily

wanted me to take care of you in any and all possible ways.

I just wish there was some way I could know that for sure.

Well... I mean, that was the last thing she said to me.

The last thing she said to you?

I mean, I... Wait, wait, wait.

You never said anything about last words.

What I misspoke. I'm sorry. I'm a little... No, no, no.

You told me when you got here, there was...

She was already dead.

You told me she was gone. How did she tell you to take care of me if she was

already gone?

I'm... It's no... I mean...

It's what I know she wanted.

You know, you... No, no, no, no. You said that there was so much blood.

And there was no reason to even call 911 because she was already dead.

She, okay, now you're just, you're attacking me and I'm confused.

You're confused or are you lying?

I'm not.

I'm not lying. I wouldn't, why?

I did, there was just nothing. There was, there was nothing anybody could

done for her. There was nothing anybody could have done.

But you didn't even try.

I mean, you didn't even call 911 to try someone to save her?

It was pointless. I mean, there was. There was so much blood. The blood loss

insane. There was nothing.

No one would have been able to save her. It was too late.

I would have tried if there had been a chance.

You didn't.

Did you?

You leave her there on the floor?

You left your own daughter to die?

No, I would never, ever do something like that. If there had been a way, if

there had been any kind of a way, I would have done something.

All day, all these things you've been saying about me, about her, how you

You do that on purpose?

No.

No!

What kind of a person do you think I am? I would never... That was my daughter.

I would never do anything to intentionally hurt her.

Ricky, look.

I don't ever want to see you again.

You come after and talk to me or Chloe ever again.

Never. Ricky, wait.

Ricky, I love you.

Please, I...