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Where are the band aids?

Front closet.

I thought you were working.

Pencil rebelled against me

oil it bears its soul.

You should go outside

and apologize to her, Tom.

You scared her.

What did you do?

Well go ahead,

I'm listening this time,

I'm listening.

Listen to me.

Hey, honey,

it's your mom again.

Sorry to call so late.

Couldn't sleep

that Ambien you gave

me stopped working.

Anyway, the movers are

coming in the morning

to finish packing up and I

set aside some things for you.

And I want you to see the

new landscaping we put in.

It's just too bad we can't

stick around to enjoy it.

I thought you might

want to drive down and

see if you

wanted anything before

your father throws it out.

Anyway if you do want anything

call me and if you come,

could you bring more Ambien?

Rosicrucian and Aurobindonian

thought. Considers the macro

cosmic plane reality

to be construed purely

in the mind.

Thoughts of consciousness

are not a byproduct

of brain functioning but have

their own objective reality

independent of the physical.

This reality

is just one gradation

of a whole series

of planes of existence.

Astral,

spiritual,

can all be accessed

and unlocked

not by the body

but by the mind.

Hey.

Hey, did you eat my cake?

What?

My cake, did you eat it?

Oh, no.

No, I know, I was like, what

the fuck, what am I supposed

to tell you?

Hey, I'm going home

for a few days.

Hey, let me call you back.

Stop, lame, why?

Yeah, I don't know

my parents are moving, so.

Oh, okay.

How are you other than that?

Hi, thanks,

I know it was short notice.

But I'm out.

No worries,

I got you, anytime.

Hey.

Be careful out there.

Oh shoot.

Oh my God.

Hi.

Excuse me?

I am such a big fan

of your show.

Thank you, that's too kind.

Have a nice day.

It is so funny

running into you here.

I was actually just wanting

to ask you something.

Of Course you do.

I know you, you're that girl.

Middle-class 20s white female.

I'm sorry.

Our key demographic.

Hey, you keep us alive whether

I feel good about it or not.

I'm not going to complain

about a captive audience.

- Psych major? - I read your book.

Oh, sorry about that.

I was just wondering,

is it possible

for someone to be trapped

in another dimension?

Well, Doctor Who

certainly thinks so.

You should watch his work

it's on the BBC.

Are we talking the physical

or the metaphysical realm?

Either.

Theoretically, yes, to enter

any room, there's a door.

So it stands to reason the

door may be stuck or locked.

Or guarded.

Can someone be taken

against their will?

By what?

Can they be brought back

if they're trapped?

If this door is unlocked?

I see.

What did you say

your name was?

Oh, no, no, no, I'm not

crazy, I'm just,

it's just not working.

Sometimes, if we don't

like the answers the world

gives us, we keep looking.

We go down rabbit holes.

Trust me, I know.

What if there's something

at the bottom?

Excuse me?

What's a rabbit hole?

What's down there?

Are you kidding me?

Hello?

Mom?

Mom.

Mom.

Mom.

Honey,

I didn't hear you come in.

Sorry, I thought I called.

Have you eaten?

Just some gas

- station food. - Well, I picked

up enough to feed an army

but the movers ordered pizza.

Have you eaten?

Well, your father has.

He's been going a mile a

minute with this new company.

I'm so happy you're here.

I hate not having you here.

It's been so lonely.

I love you.

Yeah.

I'm happy to have you home.

How is it?

It's good.

Wanted you to have

your favorites.

House looks so crazy all

packed up.

It's been on the market

a while, huh?

We should've waited

to the summer.

No one listens to me

around here.

But don't worry,

I didn't touch your room.

I didn't want you to kill

me or anything about that.

I know how

sensitive you can be.

So I set boxes so that you

could put all the things that

you want in there and then

the movers will toss the rest

in the morning, wine?

I'm not sensitive, I don't

care what you throw out.

Did you see how pretty

the landscaping looks?

It's dark out.

Oh, well, tomorrow.

School.

Easy, hard?

It's good, yeah,

I like my classes.

That's good.

So glad to hear that.

Do you keep in touch

with Blake?

Not really.

I spoke to his mom

the other day.

She said he's doing so

well after treatment.

It was brave of him to

go get help, isn't it?

Good for him?

I'm just so proud of him

and his mom, she's so open

about it all, it's just

quite shocking, isn't it?

Sure is.

Oh, remember when he,

he brought you that bouquet

- of roses. - Made of cardboard.

Some glue rolled paper

or something.

Oh, I forgot to tell you, I,

I found them yesterday.

I wish we could do this

all the time, I hate you

living so far away from me,

I'm so lonely.

You can come visit me

anytime, mom.

No, I know.

It's just been so crazy

around here lately

and you know, with the move.

I get it.

Once everything settles,

I'll just buy a little place

there and then I'll just come

all the time.

Wasn't even really.

- What? - Hm?

Are you hungry for dessert?

I got carrot cake from

the Mod.

No, that's okay,

I'll definitely have it

tomorrow though.

I'm just gonna go to my

room, feeling kind of dizzy.

Oh, your room's all

made up, go lie down.

Okay.

I'll get out of your hair.

I'm glad you're home.

Me too.

If you need any water,

just holler.

I'm in the next room,

if you need me.

♪ Don't have ♪

♪ To sell my soul ♪

♪ He's already in me ♪

♪ I don't need ♪

♪ To sell my soul ♪

♪ He's already in me ♪

♪ I wanna be adored ♪

♪ I wanna be adored ♪

Hey!

Hey, what are you doing here?

Oh, I just thought of

you, I just saw a picture.

I got it, I got it.

Oh, my little girl.

Library looks illiterate.

Well, why not schmutz it up

a little bit

before we go have some fun?

Soup up the hardware, golf pro

XL, and about $20,000 worth of

marrow tickling decibels.

What are you doing

down here?

Sorting, you want to help?

Not really.

Don't you wanna keep this?

Toss it.

I told your mom, you

didn't have to come home

but I'm happy you did.

Moving is the second most

stressful thing behind,

you know.

Yeah,

it's okay, I had a minute.

I did wanna, just take it,

I think I forgot your birthday

or what have you.

Thanks.

School's fine?

Yeah, it's okay.

Did you ever

look into that ballet class?

You're not gonna be young

forever, I want you to seize

these opportunities, Margaret.

You're a very beautiful

dancer.

Things will slip by and

you'll wish you did 'em.

I'm thinking about it.

How are you?

Do you wanna keep this?

No.

Trash it.

How old do you think

you are here?

I don't know, six.

That's for the

important things.

I don't care what you

fuckin' think, I don't care.

I don't care, you say the same

thing over and over again.

Have you been

enjoying yourself, Tom?

Let there be light.

Honey,

how about a glass of water?

Yo stranger,

long time.

Yeah, I know, how are you?

Do you really care?

No.

Where are you?

Come to the woods.

It'll be real nice to see you.

I'll come.

Really?

Anywhere is

better than home.

After you.

♪ Dreams brings this world and I ♪

♪ Seeing you just seeing that eye ♪

♪ Catch and release ♪

Where is everybody?

Sh.

♪ You'll make your own peace ♪

♪ Architects are looming ♪

♪ Newcomers are on the trial ♪

♪ Catch and release ♪

♪ You make your own peace ♪

They take things very

literally here.

I missed you.

I missed you too.

Well, then come back.

I'm clean now.

- Uh huh. - Yes.

Pretty exciting, man.

Yo, you remember that

Ina Lindalay shit?

That is so weird,

I opened that earlier.

Whoa, okay, that's weird,

okay. So Melcor, right?

That motherfucker, that

motherfucker is coming in so

hard with that doubt, right?

Oh, that doubt, that

doubt, it's the most evil.

It's the most persuasive

force in the universe.

And the whole symphony

goes haywire.

The journey's all fuckin'

shady once he gets into their

heads, man, and the elves

can't see, man, it's all dark.

It's all fucked up, Margaret.

Our hearts.

Our hearts.

They're hurting.

And it reminds me of the

great music.

Right?

My God, Margaret, what,

- Margaret! - I missed your face.

Dude I missed your face man.

Where the hell have you

been?

- North - Oh, you always

disappear on me, I never

know where you are.

Yeah, I know.

- How are you? - I'm good.

Can I have some of that?

Oh you certainly can.

Ooh, yeah thank you, wow.

Wow, gang is all

here. Good to see you all.

Here we are.

Big night,

- babe did you want some? - Yes.

Who messed up my cards?

Do you want to know

the answers to life's deep

dark secrets?

I didn't know you knew how

- to do it. - Yeah, my

aunt taught me when I was a

- kid. - Those tricks are

- bullshit. - Ah, excuse me,

no, they're not. They have

transcendental powers.

It's just inference

based off knowledge somebody

else has already gathered.

It's okay, the cards

aren't magical and it's all

about life, death, rebirth

and repeats, it's a cycle,

right? And I'm just a vessel,

I'm just here to help you.

If you want my help, I'm here.

All right,

you know what to do?

Yeah.

Okay, so close your eyes.

Think about something that

you would like clarity on or

like any question that

- you want. - Okay, got it.

Okay, now it's real.

Now it's real.

How about we go

girls watch the time

five minutes.

Chris, how many fucking

times do I have to tell you?

Time doesn't exist.

Don't give me that shit Rob.

Dude.

I solved the causal paradox,

bro. I got my master

thesis in metaphysics.

We don't have pure blood

lines. You know this,

we're all going to hell.

What kind of acid is that,

Rob?

I'm sorry.

Okay, so back to business.

Wow.

So what I'm seeing

here is you.

You've had a huge

emotional loss

and everything that comes

after that is just like a

chain reaction of

that early trauma.

Be careful.

Okay, if you spend too much

time in the spiritual realm,

you might not be able to

come back.

- Bullshit. - Excuse you.

I'm watching out for her,

- I'm just... - She's actually

really good at this.

Thanks babe.

Anyway, what I'm really,

really seeing here,

what I'm really seeing and

that's just my opinion is...

Really intense, girl,

whatever question you asked,

this is giving you a really

crystal clear answer, which is

you're going to go on a trip.

Wait, oh my God, wait.

Babe, we have the best acid.

Babe, would you please go

get it? Please, please,

please, please.

Go get it, Margaret.

Oh, Margaret.

Good luck out there.

Margaret.

Where are you?

♪ You usually save me baby ♪

♪ I can sell my soul myself ♪

♪ I don't need your company baby ♪

♪ But I could really use it now ♪

♪ My pillow princess ♪

♪ Lay down and watch how we do it to you ♪

♪ You will never go back ♪

♪ To the other side ♪

♪ Of your rainbow now ♪

Where is everybody?

Sh.

Yo, Margaret, wait.

Thanks for the ride.

I didn't know your

parents were moving.

Where are they going?

Somewhere else.

Are you okay?

Yeah.

- Margaret? - Hm?

Margaret, Margaret.

Let go.

It's okay.

Come,

find us.

Save her.

I'm gonna go.

Yo, wait, you don't wanna

smoke by the pool or

something? Margaret, wait.

I gotta go.

It's the great music,

remember?

The wound is an entry

for the light.

Hey.

It's me, open up.

Lizzie?

Lizzie?

Mom?

Dad?

♪ Oh Margaret ♪

♪ When waited ♪

♪ The life of a raven ♪

♪ We thought ♪

♪ You'd never come ♪

♪ We thought you had forgotten ♪

Don't be afraid.

We met before.

Don't you remember?

Of course you do.

Nowhere better does a dream

stick than in the

mind of a girl.

What is this

place?

Where are my parents?

They don't live

here anymore.

But she does, she does.

- She's dead. - But that's not

what you believe.

Your father drank to forget.

Your mother cried to remember.

But not you.

Not you.

You never cracked.

You never cracked.

And now

you'll be rewarded.

Here she is imprisoned

between life and death.

Life and death.

What are you?

What a question. Could you

even answer yourself?

A breathing knot of tissue

and blood. A breathing knot of

tissue and blood, who am I?

I am the emperor

amidst the dust of his empire.

I am the darkest dream

in the forest of light.

I apologize.

I cannot control my appetite.

You're wondering if this is

another dream

or a dream within a dream.

No, now I'm wondering

if I'm insane.

No, no, no,

you're not insane.

You're just under the water.

- Where is she? - What?

You said

that she's imprisoned here

between life and death,

if that's true, she could go

either way, right?

Let me bring her back.

Is that possible?

Life is a spirit,

not a body.

I knew it.

Where is she?

How does it work?

Open them.

I don't have the power.

You piece of shit,

open them!

Don't raise your

voice at me.

I am a friend and not a slave.

She is held by three demons.

To open the door, find the

three and take their keys

and I warn you,

they're not going to be

as nice to you as I am.

There's four locks.

I'll give you mine

willingly.

Are you ready for the game?

Your light.

I'm your friend.

Don't linger in the gray.

Light

is not long lasting in here.

And your shadows keep

what the shadows take

and when the candle burns out,

so does the light.

What happens when the light

- ends? - I'm not the only

hungry thing here.

And what the darkness eats,

the darkness keeps.

Drip.

Drip.

Drip.

Drip.

Drip.

Drip.

What do you think

of the garden?

It's beautiful.

Music to my ears.

Tea?

Sure, thank you, that

would be so nice.

Oh, please, sit.

It's not often I have guests.

I'm looking for something.

Feeling a bit

stupid, actually.

Could you help me?

Who are you?

Hm?

Your name.

I haven't thought about it

in a while.

I traded it away

to a man, of course.

What'd he give you?

Nothing that lasts.

Lies.

Could you help me?

But you just arrived.

What will you give me?

I don't see you much.

I'm sorry.

I'm just feeling a bit dizzy.

Could I have a glass of water?

What about your tea?

It's right there in your lap.

Drink up, sweetheart.

You think you want

these things?

I did too.

I know the game.

I've been here for some time.

She never gave me anything.

Cold as ice, that woman.

She said tea is hospitable

to give anything else without

getting is a crying shame.

And so we wait.

Polite and we wait.

Won't we?

This is nice.

I wish you lived closer so we

could do this all the time.

I'm so lonely.

You have a lot of things

here.

People carry many things

and leave even more behind.

More for me,

if ever a drought.

Is there anything else of

mine you'd like?

May I see?

What will you give me?

What's your price?

What about that?

It's pretty.

Not for sale.

Doesn't work for anything.

Hasn't for years.

No use.

Please, I need that key,

I'm running out of time.

Time, the only thing

we cannot trade.

Name your price for the key.

A memory.

Leave some of your

weight behind.

I deserve it, don't I?

Out here all alone.

Often,

we moved throughout the world.

Claws pricked on things

that no longer serve us.

Dead and bloody things

that'd be best left

off the calendar.

Avoided and so forgotten.

No.

Then get out!

What kind of memory?

A small one.

That's all.

Just a small taste of joy for

a lonely woman in the desert.

You'll never even miss it.

I'll hold it for you.

I'll keep it safe for

you here, share the load.

I can't even remember my name.

Oh, I can take care of her.

I can keep her safe here.

No!

I love you, come back to me.

No, the key, please

give me the key.

Let me have her!

Oh, no.

Oh, no, oh, no, oh, no,

oh, no, oh, no!

Oh, Margaret, so much

time in the desert.

Why did you hurt her?

Why you run?

She is so frail, so alone.

Think how easy it would be.

To erase it all.

How light you would feel.

Like having wings.

They're mine.

That's right.

Two more doors,

do you have the spirit?

Because you don't

have the light.

Margaret.

If I vanish with the light,

who is going to guide you?

Before man learned

how to control fire and put it

to work, it was his own

greatest enemy.

In much the same way, your

emotions can be your

own greatest enemy.

Or, under control, your

emotions can make you

healthier and happier and

improve the lives of people

around you.

I take a fire in connection

with emotions because when

you become stirred up, when

your emotions control

your actions...

With three general patterns

of emotional response.

Rage is the response to

the primary stimulus.

Something interfering with our

our action.

Fear is the response to loud

noises and the emotional

response to love is usually

the result of a show of

affection or favors and these

seem to be the emotions

with which we start life.

Dad?

Hey, kiddo,

how's your drive?

Didn't think you'd

make it home.

You wanna wet your whistle?

A man shouldn't drink alone.

It gives the devil an

open invitation.

Why'd you come back?

Thought I scared you away.

I came back to

- see you. - Liar, liar,

pants on fire.

Are you all right, dad?

I'm all right, I'm a man,

doesn't hurt me.

You want a drink?

Come on, sit.

I'm okay.

Sit, we don't talk anymore.

Sit!

I was having this dream.

It was all of us together.

We're walking near a lake.

Yeah.

You looked peaceful.

Aren't you gonna have a drink?

Walking next to a lake,

we look peaceful.

And the sun is high in the

sky and the ducks are bobbing

for fish and we spread

out a picnic blanket

and we set out all our food

so we eat and eat and laugh.

Our eyes see those things

providing an intimate,

infinite light,

but there's something inside

of me, I don't pay it any

mind, but it burns, it burns.

And you begin to melt.

It all begins to melt in the

face of me,

harbinger of violence.

Shame.

Shame.

And your eyes are bubbling in

your skulls and your skin's

cracking and peeling and

then you fade away, gone,

just like that and me,

I'm right as rain,

sitting alone on the

fucking blanket,

laughing and laughing.

There's a fire inside me,

honey.

Doesn't hurt me

because I'm a man.

Take it.

Thanks.

I think I missed

your birthday.

Don't be scared.

I can control it.

Feed it,

do you know how I feed it?

Good.

A man has to have his secrets.

Your mom didn't like my fire.

She went away

to stew somewhere.

Can't find her now.

But I will.

Hey, do you know where she is?

You wouldn't lie to

your father, would you?

No.

You came home to see me,

that means a lot to me,

more than you know.

You can come to me

for anything.

Okay?

Okay.

Every man needs a daughter

as good as you.

One who just wants to

spend time with you.

Someone who doesn't want

anything in return.

Someone who doesn't

steal from him.

Give me a toy, daddy,

give me a house, daddy,

give me a car, daddy, I

don't feel safe, daddy.

That's right, that's right,

come on, help, daddy,

I need help, daddy, gimme,

gimme, gimme, gimme, gimme.

But that's not you, right?

That's not you, gimme.

Gimme.

Gimme, gimme.

Margaret, Margaret, I'm sorry,

I'm sorry, it was a joke!

Come on, have a drink with me!

So that's why you came back.

To steal from me.

Why not, everyone's scared.

But no one knows what's

inside. You think I don't

know what I am?

It hurts.

Can't you just see it hurt?

I'm ruined.

It wasn't you, dad.

It wasn't you.

It wasn't you.

Lained?

Where are you?

Lained?

It's over, we're done.

Lained.

Lained, I don't see a door.

I don't see a door.

Where are you?

No!

No!

Where are you, Lizzie?

Where are you?

I went in the window and

you were gone.

Remember?

Just like that.

I don't know where I am

anymore, Lizzie.

They tell me to be happy now.

It's not anymore.

The darkness,

it's crushing me, Lizzie.

It's so heavy.

I can feel it.

Eating me,

from the inside out.

Can't you see me, Lained?

Did you hear me?

You lured me here!

Why do you want me here?

How could you?

Stay here with me, okay?

I'll stay with you.

I'll stay.

In the body of the whale.

Alice!

Forgive me.

Forgive me.

I don't want this

pain anymore.

This anger.

This fear.

All right, here we go.

There you go.

Now Sweetheart, I'm gonna

give you something

very special.

You want to know what it is?

- You sure? - Mm hm.

What if it's something

scary in there?

- You trust me? - Mm hm.

It's a very old key

to a very old lock.

Only use it when you

need to, okay?

Got it?

Okay.

A shocking

triumph of will.

Margaret,

your prize is waiting.

Go, reach out now.

You did it.

Take her back.

Take her back!

Open the door.

Open the fucking door!

Open the fucking door!

Open it!

Open it!

Lained.

Lizzie's with me.

In me.

That's ridiculous.

Ridiculous.

No.

No.

No.

I'm not scared.

What are you talking about?

You know she is

behind that door.

You drowned with her.

You lie.

No.

I made you.

Ungrateful bitch.

I brought you here.

I brought you here.

Mistake the darkness

for fear no more.

♪ It's all in a memory ♪

♪ And then you speak it all ♪

♪ It's all in a memory ♪

♪ And then you speak it all ♪

♪ When they say he fell ♪

♪ Laughed upon the precipice of the year ♪

♪ What a chore to go no tour ♪

Come outside with me.

♪ When they say he's ill ♪

♪ Laughed upon the precipice over here ♪

♪ What a chore to juggle no more ♪

♪ It's all in a memory ♪

♪ In a few sweet moments ♪

♪ In a dewy world too ♪

♪ And you don't lay me down ♪

♪ When you can't get happy ♪

♪ Don't come back you can't come back ♪

♪ And you won't come back you can't come back ♪

♪ You won't come back to me ♪

♪ And you won't come back you can't come back ♪

♪ You won't come back to me ♪

♪ And you won't come back you can't come back ♪

♪ You won't come back to me ♪

♪ It's all in a memory ♪

♪ And then you speak it all ♪

♪ In the dewy world too ♪

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♪ Now to have it all ♪

♪ Not to light my chill ♪

♪ Then gives just a flower ♪

♪ That gives that to the giving more ♪

♪ So it won't go to Georgia ♪

♪ All I need before you're just a part of me ♪

♪ Keep you in inside ♪

♪ I keep you in inside ♪

♪ My head ♪

♪ Thieves that give you flip fall ♪

♪ And you feel the breeze inside ♪

♪ Give you on the other side ♪

♪ And you can't get back you won't come back ♪

♪ You can't come back to me ♪

♪ And you won't come back you can't get back ♪

♪ You won't come back to me ♪

♪ And you won't come back you can't come back ♪

♪ You won't come back to me ♪

♪ And you won't come back you can't come back ♪

♪ You won't come back to me ♪