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the chaos of the real world.

No offense intended.

This story's all about mutual respect, see ya.

Hey, kiddo.

Hey, so what's the matter?

Nothing, grab that envelope off the table.

Did you have me come early just to pick this up?

No, I have some more chores lined up for us.

I figured paying the balance I owed you

would give you a little more motivation.

Oh, college tuition

is more than enough motivation for part-time work.

So what's going on?

We need to move some stuff

from the living room up to the attic.

Okay, what's the rush?

Well, my granddaughter, her mom

and mom's conservative husband are coming over to see us.

Oh, and when did that happen?

Last night I was meditating,

and my granddaughter, Olivia, kind of popped into my mind.

It's been a long time since I've seen her,

so I called her mother and invited her over.

She agreed, but with some conditions.

What's with the quote, unquote?

Well, it feels mighty good to be invited by somebody

who doesn't bother returning my calls

or even answering them.

Oh, now come on, honey.

You know I'm not much of a phone talker myself.

You don't even leave your house to socialize with people.

Convince me you're not depressed.

Well, why don't you guys come on over

and see for yourself?

That ought to convince you.

All right, but you know,

I think it may be better if you come here.

You know, Joel,

he'd be really uncomfortable

with all the pagan stuff and the idol worship.

He would not want Olivia around all of the idols.

Okay, what would you like for me to do

with all these idols?

Dad, I don't know.

Just stash them in another room

or toss them in the trash, I couldn't give two hoots.

You couldn't give two hoots, huh?

Dad, I'm just trying to be upfront and clear, okay?

I hear you.

Listen, don't worry, I'll take care of it.

Y'all just come on over.

Where do we start?

Let's start with that big one right there.

Where do you want it?

Trash.

And you're absolutely sure about that?

Anything for my daughter.

Okay.

Are you sure this is really necessary?

It's an idol, isn't it?

Maybe my daughter ought to be more careful

what she wishes for when it comes to these graven images.

Everything else will be moved to the attic for a few days.

Out of curiosity, how did this all begin?

This what?

Your journey into eastern religions.

How did it all start?

Well, the people I've told that story to

generally think I need medical help.

So I prefer to keep it to myself.

Okay, well, now I'm really curious.

Come on, you look happier and healthier

than like half the people out here.

So, spill the beans, what's your story?

All right, so it was about 10 years ago,

I was riding all by myself on a dark, deserted country road.

Hang on, I'm gonna go get the big guy.

Wait, what does he have to do with this?

Just hang on.

Hold on, now.

It wasn't all sunshine and rainbows.

Okay, then what's the scope?

Well, it was about a year after my divorce.

Okay, start with the divorce then.

No, that's not the main story here.

I mean, I moved on.

It's more like I was figuring myself out.

Well, I have to know the full story

if I'm gonna play my cello in the right mood.

Hey.

Hey, honey.

Ready for some blood?

What have you done now, Charles?

Well, I had to have a little dance

with a couple of fellows who weren't willing to listen.

Ain't no big deal got hit by some rebar,

but I don't think anybody around here really has the guts

to throw hands with.

No, Charles, I don't trust you.

I want you to go straight to a hospital.

Do you understand me?

I'll see you in a bit.

Oh, Charles, what happened?

Come on.

I'm fine, I'm fine.

What, are you nuts, Charles?

What am I supposed to do surgery or something?

Are you gonna help fix me up honey

or kill me with your questions?

God, this is it.

This is the last time I'm gonna do this.

I am just not up for this craziness.

You know, you're not a wild stallion

in your 20s anymore.

And those biker folks, they're not your high school buddies.

And there's wisdom in knowing when to fight

and when to hold your horses.

All right, well, you can continue to ignore me.

Let me warn you one day I am just gonna walk away.

When you wake up, I won't be here.

Honey, I'm not as fancy as you.

I'm plainspoken and straightforward.

None of this ranting or complaining bothers me

because I think we still love each other.

But just this once, could you convince me

that it's only frustration

and that you do still really love me?

Of course, why would you even ask?

You know me, don't you?

Do I, really?

What do you mean?

Is there something you forgot to tell me, darling?

Now, don't take me wrong, Sophie, I had to ask.

It's been a long time since I've seen you that happy.

Is that that author from New York City?

Say something.

Yes, yes, he is.

Then tell me, do you still truly love me?

I am sorry if this hurts, but I'm not entirely sure.

Believe me, I never expected

to find such happiness in someone else's company.

But I can discuss anything,

poetry, fashion, cuisine, culture endlessly.

He never gets bored.

All we ever discuss is bikes and barbecue.

There's a whole world out there, Charles

and we've never explored it,

and you've never once wanted to dance in my world.

And who takes these gruesome injuries so lightly?

It's very unsettling.

You know, you're not impressing anyone

by always being the tough guy in the saloon.

I don't wanna deal with this the rest of my life

and then one day just die in this desert.

Let's cut to the chase Sophie.

You can be whoever you want

with whoever you want, whenever you want.

But don't you expect me to be like you.

It's been two years since you told me

you didn't wanna ride with me anymore.

And did I say one word, did I?

Was it because you wanted me

to go out riding while you stayed home

and flirted with that guy?

That is enough Charles.

30 years of marriage, 30 years of marriage,

minus two years of cheating.

Honey?

Honey, let's talk.

I can't endure another low Charles.

Let's just part ways while things are still good, okay?

I think she did the right thing.

She had a point.

I mean, I kind of pity you,

but whatever.

I think I know exactly what you must have been feeling.

Yeah, I was cruising on my bike all by myself

on that dark, deserted country road,

maybe searching for my own self.

That crash signaled a reset.

Didn't take long for me to find my peace,

eyes wide open,

yet it felt like I was peering into my very soul,

delving into uncharted territories within me,

untangling all the knots of pain

and sorrow, pure bliss surged through me.

Tears of joy was streaming down my face.

Time flew by and then.

What in the world?

She was evidently not from around here.

The only other country that crossed my mind was Mexico.

In that instant, my brain shifted gears,

switched to Spanish.

So tell me about this garage.

Well, I live near here, but you know,

there ain't but one dang garage

on this whole stretch of road.

You're mighty lucky

because it's only about a mile down the road.

Well, hey, you see many migrant crossings around here?

Not too many, why do you ask?

'Cause I thought I saw

somebody in that valley last night.

Why'd you say that?

I recon I see her sometimes.

No one ever believes me.

They just think I'm plugged crazy.

Okay, I didn't see anybody either.

Is this it?

There's a mechanic in there, maybe he can help you.

Listen, good luck.

Thank you.

You're welcome.

Take it easy.

I didn't wanna come off as some nut job,

so I kept it to myself.

While the mechanic was checking my bike though,

I gave a ring to an old buddy of mine who's a shrink.

Visions, in your case could mean two things.

Either you've been dabbling with a psychedelics

and messing with your brain,

or the recent changes in your life

like that unexpected divorce to your beloved wife

must have really taken a toll on you

and messed up your brain.

Negative on both counts.

I mean, I was down for a while, but I got over it.

Okay, then could it have just been a bad dream?

No, because the old man I met this morning

clearly said little girl,

and he specifically mentioned Chiquita.

Let me tell you something,

I ain't saying this applies to you,

but there's a notion that when your brain activity

or frequency goes down, like in deep meditation,

you might start perceiving things that regular folk can't.

It's something we can test out, you know?

So why don't you come on over.

So how's it looking?

Well, I fixed the circuit issue in the spark plug.

You're all set, safe to hit the road.

Thank you much.

Hey, man.

Hey.

So I was wondering

whose motorcycle is that up there at the entrance?

Why, what happened?

Well, nothing.

I saw the face of an old man on it

and I'd kinda like to meet him.

You know him?

Yeah.

Oh man, I'm sorry but he died years back.

What?

Yeah, I'm surprised you stopped at his bike.

He used to always joke that his soul would always be there,

and anyone that wants to see him can meet him there.

Right then it became clear to me

that there was no need for me to see any doctor.

So would you sell that bike?

And I wanted to find out what the hell was going on.

So I decided to bring the old guy to me,

wherever he was, and I bought his bike.

All right, now buckle up y'all.

So I dug into the papers I found on his bike.

Turned out they were from a book talking

about the mystical experiences

of Indian sages in the Himalayan Mountains.

I figured out that my man was part of a bikers club

that had been there, got more details about the club,

spoke to a few of his colleagues, and guess what?

They told me that Henry was a Devi Upasaka,

meaning a devotee of the divine mother,

the Parashakti as they call her.

But here's where it gets real juicy.

You see, mother appears in various forms.

The form Henry worships.

Alias, my Chiquita.

See, he used to worship her in that valley.

And if I'm right, on the exact same spot.

That's really intriguing.

Have you ever seen her again in your spiritual practice?

Well, the funny thing is, after that night,

I never had another vision of Devi.

I did wonder why it happened right then though.

I thought on it a while, and I realized

that that valley was soaked in the worship of Devi.

And that maybe with the realization of my divorce,

I was finally open and receptive enough

to experience that mystical dimension of life

that so few ordinary people ever get to touch.

You know, I don't know,

but as I got further into Devi and yoga

and the deeper philosophies, it finally gave me words

to express the feelings that I felt when my wife left.

A way to make sense of it all

and find peace,

whether there's a higher power

like Devi or not, I don't really care.

I don't really care either, But it's really cool.

I feel you.

Oh my.

Hey, how are you?

I'm fine, I'm fine.

Wait until you see this one.

Oh goodness.

Come on out, girl.

Oh my goodness, oh my goodness.

Oh, hello, how are you?

How are you?

Nice to meet you.

It's a pleasure, it's a pleasure.

Have y'all had a nice trip?

Yeah.

You ready to get inside and get warm?

Well here.

So they give you one of these.

Hold it up like this.

Like a roadrunner in county, beep, beep.

All right, everybody.

Lunch is ready.

Lunch is ready, ready to have lunch?

We can have lunch.

In the name of the Father, the Son, the Holy Spirit, amen.

Bless us, oh Lord in these thy gifts

which we are about to receive from thy bounty.

Bless us oh Lord, amen.

Father, the Son and the Holy Spirit, amen.

One, two.

Bump and bump.

And then we'll do our double, double, double, double this.

This double, double that.

Doesn't life just rejuvenate when kids are around, huh?

Of course.

You know, why don't you come and stay with us a while?

Well, I appreciate the offer,

but you know, I've been on my own now for about 11 years,

and I've kind of built a family

right here in this part of the county.

I reckon I'm just kind of more comfortable on my own.

I understand where you're coming from,

but are you absolutely sure that you are genuinely happy?

You see, the true happiness comes solely from true love,

the kind that only a genuine God can provide.

Now, I don't gotta tell you how loving

and caring our Lord and Savior is.

You already know that.

Here's something I want you to consider.

What good is this happiness

if it's just gonna land you in hell?

Excuse me, just a second, hold on, Freya.

Freya, let me introduce my family to you.

It's my daughter Anna, her husband Joel,

and my little Olivia.

Freya, my young neighbor, she lives next door.

Hi.

Hi.

You know, for a minute there, I actually thought

he had some love in his heart,

but it turns out he's just another desperate soul

trying to evangelize.

What bothers me is not being able to fire back

at all that warped logic,

even though I was pretty good debater

when I was back in school,

I'm not gonna let him do that to that little girl though.

I'm gonna fill her head full of questions before she leaves.

Good luck with that, but don't ruin the occasion.

Well, you too.

What do you mean?

Well, don't look now, but I think someone back there

is trying to get your attention.

I've seen plenty of guys like that

since I was like 14.

Everyone just wants to make their debut, nothing more.

I've learned to live life past all that hoopla.

Wow, and you were right too.

About?

I've been thinking about the other day,

I reckon we shouldn't have thrown away that statue.

That's part of Anna's faith

and I need to respect that, has meaning for her.

I guess I was just a little riled up

about all that idol worshiping hypocrisy, you know?

Having trouble sleeping?

You could come sit with your old man if you'd like.

Dad, were you upset with me?

Don't lie to me.

About what?

When mom left and I wasn't there for you.

Why are you asking about that now?

Now I have a kid and a husband,

and I understand what it's like

to be without them and be all alone.

Yeah, I suppose I was.

I mean, after 30 years of marriage,

it looked like your mom decided to leave me

for some guy from New York City

and felt like my daughter didn't have time

to pick up the phone and check on her old man.

I mean, for your mom,

I told myself I just wasn't sophisticated enough.

And with you, I just didn't seem

like that big a deal, you know?

Hey, I know, hurts like a bee sting,

but I got over it,

six months or so and I moved on.

But Dad, you didn't move on.

If you had, you would've found somebody else.

No, now see, when your mom left,

I realized that what I lacked in my life

was the essence of femininity.

And I don't mean another woman, it's two different concepts.

By the essence of femininity, I mean contentment,

peace, understanding, grace.

I suppose I was as wild as a Mustang on the open range.

So I decided to cultivate those qualities inside myself

to find some sense of wholeness and balance.

I didn't even have the words to express these ideas

to myself until I encountered the Parashakti,

the Divine Mother.

Look, I know this stuff probably doesn't make any sense

to y'all 'cause we're all on different paths,

just trying to find our way, what's right for me

might not be right for you or anybody else.

No one ever told me, hey Charles,

this is the right thing to do.

It's just my own personal journey.

I never expected such profound thoughts

from my old man.

Dad, I apologize

for everything that happened

and I genuinely want you to consider moving in with us.

You know how it makes me feel

to be able to open up to my daughter like this?

Don't tell me that, just makes me feel worse

for not being there for you.

But I do feel a sense of relief after sharing this.

It makes me feel that same sense of joy I felt

that night in the valley.

All right, and now it's my granddaughter's turn.

Oh, baby, come here, come here.

Let's get you back to bed, okay?

I don't wanna go to bed.

I know, sweetie, but you're sleepy

and we've gotta drive back home tomorrow.

But I don't wanna go to sleep.

So I'll tell you what.

Why don't you leave the munchkin

in here with her grandpa while you go to bed.

Well, look, she's gonna blabber a lot, but don't engage.

Okay, just listen and eventually she'll fall asleep.

Okay.

Hey Munchkin, how'd you like to go sit

in Grandpa's favorite rocking chair?

I'd love you.

Well, let's do just that.

I felt really bad for Lucky.

I'm sure.

It was the smallest one

and he wasn't getting treated well

by the black one Sonic.

Named what?

Sonic.

And one of them was, well,

we couldn't really tell their gender at first and we.

Grandpa, how do you reach something

that looks like it's right there, but actually isn't?

Grandpa, I think you should come and stay with me.

That's the right thing to do.

Okay, y'all, it's brunch time.

We gotta eat up real quick so we can hit the road.

Coming.

Oh, dad, why don't you say grace before we dig in.

No, that's okay, you go ahead.

Come on Dad, this is your house.

We would love to hear your prayer.

Yes, yes, yes.

And now here comes a special vegetarian dish

that I found on the internet for our special get together.

It's called and it is a healthy, tasty,

and easy on the stomach dish.

All right, there we go.

Olivia, do you want some more?

All right.

Thank you for moving your icons to the attic

to accommodate us.

And your Parashakti, philosophy, it's very compelling.

And you, thank you for coming to see me Chiquita,

it is good to see you, especially after all this time.

Joel, have a safe trip, sir.

Thank you, sir.

See you again soon.

Ready?

How did it go?

Did you get a chance to evangelize Olivia?

Didn't have to.

She's already full of questions.

Grandpa, how do you reach something

that looks like it's right there, but it actually isn't?

No one ever told me, hey Charles,

this is the right thing to do.

I think you should come and stay with me.

That's the right thing to do.

How do you reach something

that looks like it's right there, but it actually isn't?

By surrendering to her will unconditionally.

What's up?

Pack up all your stuff.

Why?

So stay here as long as you like.

Don't worry about any part-time jobs, focus on your studies.

You still haven't told me where you're going.

Well, you can find me in the Himalayan Mountains.

Only I'm going inward on a journey inside myself.

Got all your icons?

Yes I do, right in here.

Are you sure?

Yes.

For the first time in my life, if I need her,

she'll be there in one form or another

as she will be for anyone who's open to receiving her.

He is all messed up.

I don't know who's messed up here.

At least he's just doing his own thing

and not out trying to evangelize everybody.

♪ On my steel horse ♪

♪ Riding the wind ♪

♪ Through the wild Spirit and pen ♪

♪ Rebellion roars, freedom's me creed ♪

♪ In the lone star state I find my speed ♪

♪ More to this ride ♪

♪ Real man explored far, swing stars ajar ♪

♪ Heart's made a place, a maze ♪

♪ Chiquita swing stars ajar ♪

♪ Listen up y'all crashed one night ♪

♪ Shadows dance in the pale moonlight ♪

♪ A little girl appeared ♪

♪ A celestial sight, in a sense profound ♪

♪ Her spirit shining bright ♪

♪ Chiquita synergy, diverse and grand ♪

♪ Some stars to grains of sand ♪

♪ A guiding light ♪

♪ In her divine plain my soul takes flight ♪

♪ Ah ah ah ah ah ♪

♪ Ah ah ah ah ah ♪

♪ In grip, in circles that spin ♪

♪ Illusional progress lost deep within ♪

♪ Yet a coiled serpent profound and divine ♪

♪ To the source within my power align ♪

♪ Ah ah ah ah ah ♪

♪ Ah ah ah ah ♪

♪ From roads and words untold ♪

♪ My biker spirit and soul unfold ♪

♪ In parallel paths my heart sets free ♪

♪ Just like biking liberation I see ♪