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How do you feel today?

Same as I always do.

Why?

I don't know.

Are you me?

No.

Don't tell me how to feel, okay?

But I love you. Don't you love me?

Just relax.

Okay, because I don't want to play these bullshit games with you.

Hello?

Hey, girly, what's up? We going out tonight?

I got stuff to do.

Like what?

Read some nerd's fucked up vision of what he thinks society should be?

I don't really see it that way.

Get your head out of that.

Come on, loosen up, Amy. We haven't done anything in, like, forever.

I really don't want to go.

People there are so fake.

Come on.

Come out tonight.

If you don't like it, I promise I'll go to one of those shows you always beg me

to go to.

Okay. Okay.

Cool. Pick you up in ten.

Okay, bye.

Where the fuck are you going?

Hey, get back here.

Get back here!

I pay the fucking bill from the cells, so I'll ask you whatever question I

whenever I want. And do not question me.

Until you contribute a little more than just laying around this fucking house,

dreaming your big dreams.

Do we have to go through this again?

Really?

I'm not going to work for idiots.

What the fuck are you talking about?

You're fucking 24 years old. It's time to wake up, Peter Pan.

You had a good job, and you fucked that up. Like, you fuck everything up.

You know what?

You're just a fucking loser.

What do you want me to do, huh?

What do you want me to do? You want me to work at the mall for the rest of my

life? It'll be a start, son.

I'm better than that.

Oh, Jesus Christ.

Dream on.

Everybody has got to make money.

So why don't you go out and make some fucking money?

I'm going out.

What, you got a hot date with your boyfriend Matt tonight?

Son!

Son, it's alright. You don't have to hide it.

Faggot relationships are accepted nowadays.

I just need to know.

Are you the pitcher or are you the catcher?

Fuck you.

Give him a kiss from me.

So what, that's all you got?

No, I also said that Matt and I are a gay couple and that we can train on

No, I mean, the strange thing is, you might be right.

I mean, come on, how long's it been down there at? Three, four months?

No one, no one.

It's just, uh, you know, me and the boys have been talking and... Well, you're

looking kind of fruity hanging out with, uh, El Faggo down there. Fuck off,

dude.

Hey, you guys want another round?

Yeah, yeah, yeah.

Get me another round and give me another shot for this.

Hey,

Maddo,

are your girls looking like that?

No, Jordan, they're bigger and better.

Okay. Play -doh dolls, let me tell you something, they don't count.

Steve, you're gonna go over there to that fucking bombshell. You're gonna go

over there and you're gonna sit down. You're gonna introduce yourself.

You're gonna have a great time and then you're gonna go back to her place.

A girl like that wouldn't have anything to do with me.

Besides, she's not my type.

No. That is where you are wrong. That board up there is every man's tub in the

fucking universe. That's what you're using. You've got a pot hanging off you,

okay? So you're going to go. You're going to go over there. You're going to

down and use it, okay? You're going to use it.

It's all for you, man.

It's all for you. All right. I'll go.

All right. We've got action.

We're going to go.

You're going to go check out our good friend, Tara, over there.

We've got a little sherry bladder for you.

Yeah, what?

Well, last week I'm closing up. I'm doing my normal rounds.

I go inside the men's washroom, and I see the bitch sprawled out in the third

stall.

She must have been high on crack or something, because she had her panties

down to her knees.

I go to help her up, covered from head to toe in chunks of shit.

I don't know if she got some sort of sexual fetish or what.

Jeez, man, that bitch must have got like five times her weight.

Yeah, that's not even it, though. When I go to help her up, can you believe the

fucking crackhead tried to bite me?

A couple hours later, the police have to come in here, holler ass out, kick him,

scream at him.

Okay, so a guy's wrong. You know, maybe we don't need to put our dicks in holes

like that.

a lot on my mind. The court case is coming up.

Watch out for the men. You know what they're after.

You don't want to end up like me, do you?

Hi, sweetie.

Look, Mommy.

I drew a picture of you.

All by yourself?

Uh -huh.

I know I promised to take you for ice cream today, but Mommy gets a little too

busy right now.

I'm going to leave you with Auntie Jamie, and we'll get some tomorrow.

Good girl?

I can't believe I let you drag me here. Yeah, well, it's for your own good, all

right? You know, you've been locked up for too long, okay?

You need to get out. You need to have some fun.

Maybe meet some new people. I hate places like this.

Yeah, well, normal society loves them.

Whatever happened to you?

I mean, we used to have so much fun.

Going down the same road week after week, never getting anywhere. Doesn't

bother you? I feel like I'm on a fucking carousel ride.

Yeah, well, I fucked a really rich lawyer last week, and I feel like I got

couple extra miles out of that one.

You slush.

Come on.

You gonna loosen up?

Yeah. You gonna have some fun? Yeah. Alright.

Man, this place is dry.

When's some good snatch gonna show up?

Well, if he doesn't show up soon, I'm leaving.

Oh, oh, oh.

The man who said that good things come to those who wait was right.

Watch it, Lori.

I used to work with her. She's a fucking bitch.

Well, what about the other one? You know, she looks like your type. If you,

if you cut off the head, you know, and put a bag over her or something, you

won't notice.

Never seen her.

You guys are looking at us?

Yeah. I know the woman in the middle.

Who wanted to fuck me since, like, always.

Can't even get condiments on a bun.

Who is he?

David Taylor.

I don't know. I guess he's kind of cute, but he'll be fucking late.

I'm sorry, what I heard was too fucking upset.

He played for you?

Yeah, some romantic love song.

I mean, I was just trying to get my hands.

I think that's kind of sweet.

No, that's not sweet.

You're so harsh.

Man.

Man, they're looking at us.

Go and buy her a drink.

I don't know, she's not exactly a perfect pen.

Not exactly a perfect ten.

What, with what you've been getting lately?

Okay, you should be going for the, like, one to three range, okay?

So let's think of it as a bit of a compromise, okay?

Look, I'm not going over there and dealing with that bitch Lori, all right?

ass is staying right here.

I'll tell you something.

I'm not with me with smarting her up.

Okay, what can I get you, ladies?

Run and go.

Amy.

Don't. Don't murder her.

We'll get our good friend David over there to get you a drink.

No. No, that wouldn't be right.

What are you talking about? That's what guys are good for, right?

I mean, I'm sorry. I haven't been going to bars for like six years.

I've never bought myself a drink.

They're so totally controlled by their penises.

It's pathetic.

You get up, walk on over there, and get yourself a drink.

No, no. Look at the way he's looking at you.

He so obviously wants to fuck you.

All right.

I'll see you later.

I don't want to, but watch and learn.

It's because my girlfriend's into, I don't know, hot things.

She wants to have a drink with me.

Anything to get away from you?

Go on.

Go on.

So, let's say it's a beautiful lady like you doing on a cold, lonely night

like... First of all, don't touch me. Second of all, it's through my...

No, well, nothing.

Hi. Uh, Laurie said that you wanted to talk.

Uh, yeah.

Yeah. Yeah.

Laurie says that you're a musician.

Yeah.

Yeah.

What kind of stuff do you play?

I write my own songs.

I write poetry, too.

It's probably not very good.

I don't know, it just makes me feel as if I'm actually doing something with my

life.

That's great.

Probably isn't.

I've written a lot more.

Maybe I could show you something.

I'd like that.

I'm David.

I'm Amy.

I'll be with you in a minute, okay?

Alright, I'll be in a minute.

It was

great meeting you.

I should go now.

What?

Hey!

Come on, man.

How'd it go? How'd it go?

Good.

I got her number.

Her number? What?

That's... Man, what the fuck? Like, if it was me, she'd be creaming my name out

by now.

Oh, where are we going? Are we going to another bar? Because, you know, if

there's chips there or something, I'll go there.

So,

what did you think of David?

I liked him.

I thought he was very interesting.

Oh, God. Very interesting. Baby, you need to get out more often.

I'm sorry. I would not waste my time with that guy.

What was this about, then? I don't know.

Drinks?

Entertainment?

He could do better.

I bet that guy is, like, living in his parents' basement, jacking off to some

girl he met on the internet.

Yeah, but, you know, at least he's got dreams.

Oh, yeah.

Did you lay that I'm an artist shit on you?

Boys, guys like that will do anything to get in your pants.

You are way too cynical.

I doubt it.

Just careful.

How can he do this to me?

He couldn't handle a kid.

After all we've been through? All we fucking been through?

Will you stop this?

You need to think of Amy.

Grown up so quickly.

Oh, fuck Amy.

Fuck her.

Oh! Get down!

Don't take it out on her every time a man leaves you.

She kills me. Do you think she can't hear you?

If you want her to be more than just a third -rate junkie like you, then you'd

better take a nice long look in the mirror.

I'm being selfish.

I need Amy as much as she needs me.

Let me get your cup of coffee.

It's that lazy fucker we call a son of a... The day begins at 8, not at noon.

David!

Get out of bed!

Oh. Well, look who decided to drag his lazy ass out of bed.

Hey, honey.

You were out awfully late last night.

You know my detective yet?

Don't be a smartass.

Must be awfully nice to be able to drink all night in the bar when you don't

have a job.

Do you freeload there, too?

No. Stay out of my business.

It is my business.

I'm running a little company here called This Family, and I'm the CEO, and you

are a supporter.

Everything you do is my business.

Hire me if you don't like it.

Oh, don't give me any sweet ideas, son.

You better seriously think about getting a job or finding some kind of training.

Anything than laying around this house all fucking day.

Yeah, you want me to work at the truck yard?

What the fuck is your problem?

Your brother went to college and he got himself a good job. Couldn't you be a

little bit more like him?

I had to go to college seven years to get a job.

To put food on the table, to put a roof over your fucking lazy head.

Do you hear me?

Do you hear me?

I said, do you hear me?

I said, do you hear me?

Yes, master.

You fucking asshole.

Get the fuck out of my house.

He can't hold a jaw longer than a month. He's either sleeping or playing fucking

video games.

It's worth my scum!

David! David!

David, get me the film screwdriver in the small box by the toolbox, sir.

I want it today, fuck!

The hell is that?

I said a Phillips.

Look at me when I'm talking to you.

I said a Phillips. Don't you know what a Phillips is?

that got Tammy Solisio fired.

20 U .S. service members killed in Iraq coming home.

The Seattle Times published this photograph last weekend.

When Pentagon...

I took you so long to call.

Oh, I'm sorry.

Maybe you should write a song about it.

You play in a band too, right?

Yeah, yeah.

I'd like to work in a band for the school too.

I do abstract and sculpture.

I love it.

I'm sure anything you do is good.

I just feel like a real outsider because I've just

built so much up over the years, just holding so much in

that I just want to be by myself.

And when I do go out, I just feel like I'm acting like an idiot, like I'm

too hard or something.

Because I'm just nervous.

Something's got to change, you know.

You know, you're told something long enough, you start to believe it.

I think I'm going to fail.

Just because the sun goes down doesn't mean anything's going to change when it

comes up.

I don't have many friends.

Zack, I don't like many people.

I really want him to like me.

This could be so much better if I had someone like him.

I don't think it's good to be by myself all the time, even though I wish I

could.

I'm just... I'm just... I'm just desperate to just break out.

Of... Of his cell.

I just... I need a little bit of sunlight, that's all.

I could really use some sunshine.

He shouldn't treat you like that.

I just ignore him now, you know.

I mean, I try to ignore him now.

When I was younger.

I don't know, you always think that your dad's right.

You know, never makes mistakes.

Then you realize that he makes mistakes.

So does everybody else.

And I guess that's why I have a hard time trusting anybody.

My mom treats me like a coat rack for all her problems.

I mean, she doesn't even think I'm worth talking to unless she's got a problem.

She doesn't even know who my father is.

She's too fucking stoned to remember who she was sleeping with.

What are you doing with those?

They make me feel better.

Want some?

No, because I know what they do to you.

How do they make you feel better? Hey, hey.

They let me forget about the usual bullshit.

The fact I have nothing.

Well, now you have me.

So you don't need them anymore.

Amy, honey, wake up. I'm out of here. Wake up.

Calm down. What happened? Amy, she got into my pills.

They were on the table. I told her not to touch them.

It was an accident. I... You've got to call an ambulance.

No!

They'll find out what she's taken and I'll go to jail or they'll take her away

from me or something like that. Hey, Debbie.

You've been fucking neglecting for years.

That's not true. I think the world of her. Right. That's why you don't fucking

men half your age. A girl with a new father would be weak for Christ's sake.

Amy.

To pick it up.

Don't start living your life the right way. Start putting Amy first instead of

all those fucking crap hedges to leave with.

We need an ambulance.

I need an ambulance.

Good morning, Frank. How you doing?

Good,

except I'm up to my ass at work.

Senator Page's McGraw account report to go over, and my wife's begging me to

take Jade to the soccer practice tonight.

Same shit, different day, right?

Right.

So I heard you got the Thompson account.

Yeah, I did.

Do me a favor, keep it quiet. I don't want those envious souls causing me

trouble.

Gotcha. How'd you nail it?

Well, a little thing called hard work.

I've never heard of it. You know what?

I've always defined myself by my work ethic.

Always.

I was a little punk teenager.

I couldn't keep my zipper up. I ended up with a kid.

But I did it the right way.

You know, I married Tammy.

I worked two jobs while I went to college. Also, they could have a good

gave them everything.

It's like I'm giving them a firm.

I don't know. Maybe it's time I could think about myself.

How's David? Have you got some of that fire you got?

I wish.

He just sits around jerking off all day, you know.

I just don't get it.

I just don't get it. Like he expects everything to be given to him, you know.

Remember, I used to work that forklift at Western Transport. All I could think

about was working for him so he could have everything, you know, so the world

could be here.

I don't know. I guess the work ethic skips a generation or something.

Sounds like he could use more of your spirit.

Use a lot more of something.

Good luck with that.

Talk to you later. All right.

Thank you.

Hi, Amy.

Anything in particular?

Um... I think I have stomach flu or something.

Let's check you out.

Do any parts of your body feel tender at all?

Yeah, all over.

Have you had your period yet?

Uh, when?

Your period.

Um, not yet, but I expect you in a couple days.

If it doesn't come, use this.

Um, there's no way I'm pregnant. Well, just check and see, and then give me a

call.

Okay.

Your mother left another one of her bizarre messages on the answering

We're all out.

Tell her I no longer fill prescriptions for her.

Thanks.

And?

They were too blind.

So you're pregnant?

Well, I... I might have to confirm with the doctor.

Holy shit.

So, who's the guy?

I mean, do I know him?

Yeah.

Who?

You didn't fuck David, did you?

I told you he was a total loser. What are you doing?

He's treated me great so far. Well, have you told him yet?

Not yet, but... I mean, once the shock wears off,

I'm sure he'll be happy.

Open your eyes, Amy.

You're not going to get any support from him, okay?

Well, Jamie said that she could get him a job down at Snyder's plant downtown.

We love each other, that's enough.

That's total bullshit, Amy. Nobody really loves each other anymore.

All guys want is sex and power, and guess what? You just handed him both.

When you love each other, your whole world revolves around them, and you

do anything to help them, and they would see you too.

That would be the right way, you know?

The way it should be, but you're going to get yourself hurt thinking like that.

David's not like that.

Amy, all guys are like that.

You know, I was afraid I wasn't going to get you out here tonight.

Uh, you, uh, weren't returning my call.

God, the personal stuff.

Yeah, see, I was afraid you may have found someone better.

So, what, you got, like, some big news?

I promise you won't get mad.

Because what I have to say might shock you.

Yeah.

And there's nothing you can say that can tick me off.

Really? You mean that? Of course I mean it, Amy. I mean, you mean everything to

me.

Good, cuz.

You're gonna be a father.

You're joking, right?

I'm serious.

No, you're joking.

I can't support a kid, right? Like, I can't support a kid. Well, I know, but I

have friends who can help you get a job, and we can manage. Oh, fuck.

We can manage.

Fuck!

What's this we?

We? There is no we!

There's no we? You're the one having the kid!

I thought you luck... I thought we could do it together.

Well, you thought wrong.

You promised you wouldn't get mad. Yeah, well, this is shit, all right?

No, this is fucking shit, because, you know, we were going to have a good time

tonight, and you fucking wrecked it.

You fucking wrecked it.

Lori's right about you. You know what? Fuck Lori.

Fuck you. Fuck a kid.

Fucking loser.

David? Do you want anything to eat?

You don't answer your mother when she talks to you?

What are

you

doing? Watching TV. What the fuck does it look like? Watch your mouth with me,

son. Do whatever the fuck I want. Not here, you can't.

Look, I'm not the 13 -year -old pussy who can keep eating the shit out of

Look at yourself.

Look at yourself.

You're living here, leeching off of us, contributing nothing. When I was your

age, I was working two jobs, supporting three kids.

Yo, I'm not you, Frank!

You're fucking worthless.

You're a fucking worthless asshole. Frank!

You're so lazy, you can't even wipe your own fucking...

You don't know!

You don't even know!

I'm at the end of my rope!

I have nothing!

Get out, you ungrateful bastard!

Get out!

As far as I'm concerned, I do not have any fun with you now. Get the fuck out.

Frank, no!

Amy.

Thanks

a lot.

Couldn't you just have waited a moment?

I really need to talk to you.

Another time, okay?

Right.

So, what are we going to do about David?

I don't know.

I'll wash my hands of him.

What if... What if we're being too hard on him?

Maybe he's just trying to find himself.

Frank, I was so lost at his age. Come on, don't give me that crap.

He's 25 years old.

I keep finding him good jobs. He fucks them up like he fucks everything else

He's a loser, and he's always going to be a loser.

Remember when we used to take him to that old toy store in town?

Yeah.

He begged us for that motorized Jeep.

I had to work four overtime shifts just to put a down payment on that.

But when he saw that, his face could have just lit up the whole city.

You know, that's the only time he's ever told me that he loved me.

Even if I had a second chance. No, Frank, don't.

Don't be so hard on yourself.

He's going to be all right. He'll come around.

like this, you know?

You know I love him. I just want what's good for him.

I thought I gave him everything, you know?

I thought I did it the right way, but...

It'll be all right.

You and I both want what's best for David.

Hi, my name is Amy Sullivan and

I called last week.

I was just wondering if you had anything to say.

Amy where are you going?

Are you sure?

This is your last option.

The decision to do this will affect not only your life but the lives of those

around you.

The effects of this procedure may affect your lives and the lives of your future

offspring.

It may cause a huge moral dilemma in your life.

Do you wish to proceed?

Death.

Oh, good.

Thank you.

You know, um... I was thinking about last night.

And, um... Yeah.

Well... Maybe we should be a little more supportive of David.

And what brought this on?

I don't know, maybe this music thing.

See how it goes, see where it goes.

Is he up yet?

You know, I haven't seen him since he went up there.

He didn't go out last night.

Oh, give me a break.

I think I'll go get him up.

What now?

I think you know.

No, I don't.

Do you think that's the right way to do things?

Do you?

Who are you to tell me what's right?

Take a look at yourself. You are not going to tell me what's fucking right.

You know, when I was pregnant with you, a lot of things crossed through my...

Your father left me.

I had nothing.

And I thought about aborting.

But I decided to do things the right way.

You're just a murdering slut.

You think you can fuck around with every guy on the block and not take

responsibility for it?

You've got a lot of nerve calling me a murdering slut.

I never complained about the condition you raised me in.

You know something?

You did murder me. You murdered me by making me live through this.

I got top grades in high school. I always did what was asked of me. I was

successful in college.

What did that get me?

Dead -end work that has nothing to do with what I studied. And the money that

waste supporting you. You ungrateful bitch! You know how much I sacrificed

you?

about is your drugs and your men.

Where were you the last 23 years when I needed you? I gave you a life!

I didn't ask to be born!

I don't feel good.

Mommy?

Mommy's on the phone.