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(waves crashing)

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(pillow rustles)

(sheets rustling)

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(cellphone scrapes)

(cellphone clicks)

(cellphone thuds)

(sheets rustling)

Good morning.

Hey, baby.

What's wrong?

I miss you.

I know. I wish I was here with you.

What are you gonna do?

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(sheets rustling)

(pillow rustling)

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(Matt sighs)

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(hair rustling)

(beard rustling)

(bread clatters)

(toaster clacks)

(door closes)

(hair rustling)

What?

God, you're beautiful.

Shut up.

[Matt] Love you too.

(door opens)

(toaster clacks)

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(cabinet door opens)

(toast clatters)

(cabinet door closes)

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(birds chirping)

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(birds chirping)

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(footsteps pattering)

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(telephone ringing) (workers chattering)

(telephone continues ringing) (workers continue chattering)

(telephone continues ringing) (workers continue chattering)

Matt?

It's the weekend. What are you doing here?

Just needed a distraction.

Are you okay?

Look, you can take more time off.

You're more than welcome to. I'll approve it.

Whatever you need.

I can't stand being in our apartment.

[John] And you think being here will help?

[Matt] Finally moved in.

[Faith] How do you feel?

[Matt] Like you are a great interior decorator.

It's home.

(ring clattering)

Matt?

Faith, you are my everything.

And I will do everything I can

to make you as happy as you make me.

Will you please spend the rest of your life with me?

Why?

What?

Nothing would made me happier. Yes.

- Yes? - Yes.

Yes!

(workers chattering)

I've always hated this job.

What?

Faith said I should do something different,

something that inspires me.

What inspires you?

Without her?

I have no idea.

I just focused on this

so I could help her achieve her dreams.

Thought we had more time.

Travel is good.

Maybe a vacation will help you clear your head.

I quit.

(bag rustling)

Matt. Matt.

Don't make any emotional decisions right now.

Take some time to grieve.

Thank you, John.

You've been great to Faith and me.

I appreciate everything.

(door closes)

(footsteps pattering)

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(bag clatters)

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(Matt inhales)

(Matt crying)

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(Matt sniffles)

(Matt sighs)

(Matt sniffles)

(Matt sighs)

(Matt gulps)

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(footsteps pattering)

(box scrapes)

(bed creaks)

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Okay. You ready?

Yes.

(bed creaks)

And open.

(Faith gasps)

Matt.

Oh, my gosh.

I love this.

Uh, I found it and I figured it would be your style.

You have great taste.

What a charming way to say I'm messy.

Um, I wouldn't say messy.

This will just help you be more organized. Yeah.

Thank you.

(box lid closes)

(ring clatters)

(ring clatters)

(box lid closes)

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(box clatters)

(map rustling)

Why don't we go on a trip this weekend?

[Matt] Where would you want to go?

(map rustles)

(television chattering)

So I've been dying to see a lake.

It'll remind us of home.

And there's this cute little mountain town

that Kelly told me about, you'll absolutely love it.

And there's Joshua Tree, of course.

We could relax in the desert a bit.

I mean, we've lived here for five years

and we haven't even been to the beach.

It's a shame, really.

I mean, we can go wherever we want to, you know?

(television continues chattering)

This sounds amazing, but I have my quarterly this weekend.

(Matt sighs)

(television continues chattering)

I can't even get a weekend?

I am so close to getting this promotion.

Once I'm management, I'll be able to afford

to take you anywhere around the world, not just California.

Maybe get us our own house?

But I love this apartment. It's ours.

(Faith sighs)

But, okay, I get it.

Whatever.

(map rustling)

(television continues chattering)

(television continues chattering)

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(map rustles)

(bag rustling)

(bag zipping)

(bag rustles)

(clothes rustling)

(door rumbling)

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(bag zips)

(bag zipping)

(map rustles)

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(water sloshing)

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(Matt inhales)

(Matt sighs)

(airplane roaring)

(car door opens)

(Matt inhales)

(Matt sighs)

(shoes clattering)

(jacket rustling)

(Matt sighs)

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(shoe clatters)

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(water sloshing)

(Matt sighs)

(car door opens)

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(Matt inhales)

(Mass sighs)

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(box clatters)

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(wind blowing)

(footsteps rustling)

(birds chirping)

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(water sloshing)

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You'd have loved this.

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(earrings clattering)

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(footsteps rustling)

Where's your mind at today, beautiful?

In the forest, looking up at the sky.

Mm.

Sounds peaceful.

Well, let's hope I can convey that in this painting.

(Faith chuckles)

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(sand rustling)

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(birds squawking)

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(footsteps rustling)

(car door opens)

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(map rustling)

(dog barking)

(car whirring)

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(bird squawking)

(car rumbling)

(car whooshes)

(birds chirping)

(car humming)

(truck rumbling)

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(birds chirping)

(dog barking)

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(cellphone tapping)

(Matt sighs) (cellphone clatters)

(alarm chimes)

(birds chirping)

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(bird squawking)

(car door closes)

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(crickets chirping)

(birds squawking)

(car door closes)

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(footsteps rustling)

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(door opens)

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(door closes)

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(people chattering)

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(people continue chattering)

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(door rumbles)

Who the hell are you?

Matt.

Why are you in my parents' cabin?

I rented it for the night.

Dammit.

I'm so sorry. I didn't know it was booked.

[Matt] It's okay.

[Andrew] What are we supposed to do now?

Is there anywhere else we can go in town?

[Stephanie] Nowhere fun and definitely no hot tub.

(Andrew chuckles)

(Andrew sighs)

Uh, where did y'all drive in from?

LA.

That's, that's a drive.

Uh, look, there's plenty of space here.

You're more than welcome to stay and have your fun.

I'll keep to myself.

No, I don't want to inconvenience you.

You already paid for the place.

Uh, we'll figure it out.

Whatever you want.

Thank you. We appreciate you.

Wait. Can we trust you?

I mean, you're a stranger and we're alone in the woods.

(Matt sighs)

Just trying to be nice.

(hand patting)

We'll let you know.

(door rumbles)

(crickets chirping)

(crickets continue chirping)

(chimes jingling)

Mind if I join you for a second, get some fresh air?

It's your cabin.

So what brings you to the top of the mountain?

Just (sighs) trying to get away.

From what?

You don't have to tell me.

No, it's fine.

Just, just a lot to process.

I understand.

(crickets continue chirping)

(crickets continue chirping)

What happened?

Uh, (sighs) you should go enjoy your night.

It's a bit of a bummer.

I'm sure it's fine.

You can tell me, and maybe it'll help?

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(crickets continue chirping)

(dog barking)

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And so now I have no idea what to do.

Keep searching for this universal grand revelation,

but I doubt that's gonna happen.

My god, I've never loved anything

as much as you loved her.

[Matt] Not yet. You will though, when you're ready.

I don't know. It's hard to find love like that these days.

I mean, you can't trust anyone.

What would she want you to do?

(Matt sighs)

Honestly, I have no idea.

What's in the jewelry box?

(crickets continue chirping)

(latch clatters)

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[Matt] Okay. It's a red thread.

Yeah, well, some people believe

that there is an invisible red thread

that connects and ties people together,

you know, like their destiny,

so this shows that we're officially connected.

Well, I'm glad it's official.

(Faith chuckles)

Thank you for this.

(Faith chuckles)

(pregnancy test stick taps)

Is this real? (Faith chuckles)

[Faith] Another thing that makes us officially connected.

(both chuckling)

(crickets chirping)

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I don't get it, but she loved it.

She always believed in destiny, the universe.

Just never my thing.

[Andrew] Does that mean she's watching over you?

(crickets continue chirping)

Do you guys paint?

Not well.

(all chuckling)

Uh, me either.

But I got some of these a little earlier.

(objects clattering)

Guys want to have some fun?

I'm in.

[Stephanie] Sure. Hmm.

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(birds chirping)

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(vehicles rumbling)

(car humming)

(vehicles rumbling)

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(car humming)

(car continues humming)

(cellphone rings)

[Rebecca] Matt. Hey, how are you doing?

I'm, uh, well, you know.

[Rebecca] Yeah, I know.

We haven't heard from you since the funeral.

We've been worried.

Yeah, I'm, sorry, Rebecca.

I just needed to process everything.

[Rebecca] Are you back at work yet?

I tried.

[Rebecca] Faith loved you so much, honey.

Her father and I know what you're going through.

If you need anything, you just let us know.

Thank you.

[Rebecca] Matt, are you okay, really?

No.

[Rebecca] Just make sure you take care of yourself.

Processing grief, it can be hard alone.

Yeah, I'm just gonna be gone for a little bit.

I need to take some time.

[Rebecca] I understand. Oh, Tom wants to say hello.

No. No, no, no.

You don't have to do that.

You...

(Matt sighs)

[Tom] Hello, Matt. You still there?

Yes, sir.

[Tom] As always, you can call me Tom.

Yes, sir.

[Tom] Do you remember the day you asked for my blessing?

Yes, sir.

(door closes)

You got this.

You got this.

(Matt exhales)

(faucet running)

(water splashing)

(Matt sighs)

(Matt sighs)

You got this.

(Matt sighs)

(footsteps pattering)

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(hand patting)

(hands patting)

(cellphone clicking)

(line rings)

Uh, hi. Uh, hello, sir.

[Tom] Boyfriend of my daughter, how can I help you?

It's, um, Matt. Actually, it doesn't matter.

Uh, I was wondering if I could talk to you

about something very important to me.

[Tom] Sure.

Okay, well, you know that I love Faith, right?

So much. She's amazing.

Good job.

Uh, never mind.

I was wondering if I could ask

for your blessing to marry Faith.

[Tom] If you're going to ask for my blessing,

then ask for it, son. - No, you're right.

You're right.

Mr. Anderson, may I please have

your permission to marry Faith?

[Tom] Before I say anything, let me ask you something.

Do you honestly think you're good enough for my daughter?

(refrigerator door closes)

(bottle cap clatters)

(Matt groans)

Honestly, no.

[Tom] Then how should I reply?

(Matt mumbles)

Mr. Anderson, I am not good enough yet.

I promise I will do everything I can

to be good enough to marry Faith.

Uh, hello, sir?

[Tom] That's all we can do, isn't it?

My answer is yes. And, Matt, you can call me Tom.

Yes, sir. Mr. Anderson.

Uh, Tom. Tom.

Listen, I won't let you down.

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Woo!

[Tom] You lived up to those high expectations, Matt.

Appreciate the moments that made you who you are.

She may be gone, but you'll always be a part of our family.

(windmills whirring)

(car door opens)

(car door closes) (car humming)

(vehicles rumbling)

(vehicles continue rumbling)

(Matt crying)

(steering wheel creaks)

(Matt continues crying)

(steering wheel creaks)

(Matt continues crying)

(Matt continues crying)

(window knocking)

(window whirring)

Hey, buddy. You all right in there?

I'm fine.

Are you sure? You look pretty distraught.

Dinner?

You look like you could use a friend.

Maybe someone that could cook a real meal?

Look, I'm fine. Thank you.

Yeah, you mentioned that.

Listen, wait here,

I'm gonna go inside, grab some more beers.

When I come back, follow me.

Or you can go off and cry alone.

Wait, do you always approach strangers like this?

I like people in transition.

You're not gonna kill me, are you?

No. You're not my type.

(wind blowing)

(wind continues blowing)

(SUV rumbling)

(SUV continues rumbling)

(car rumbling)

(wind blowing)

(SUV rumbling)

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(both chattering)

(wind blowing)

(wind continues blowing)

(wind continues blowing)

[Matt] This is a beautiful house you have out here.

Thank you.

Yeah, it's a nice little vacation home for me.

Helps me clear my mind from work.

What do you do?

I'm a therapist.

Oh, god.

Look, I'm not sure I can handle a shrink right now.

All right, how about an unbiased drinking companion?

(no audio)

So you bring strangers home often?

Like I said, I like people in transition.

Grown man crying alone in his car

kinda makes me curious as what you have going on.

Uh, fair. All right, well, thank you for your kindness.

Oh, of course. (bottles tapping)

So what's her name?

(no audio)

Faith.

It's a beautiful name.

[Matt] Yeah.

And where is Faith?

She's dead.

So now you're just on a journey to, um,

find out what's next?

Well, what makes you think I have to go anywhere?

I don't know.

I've met many grieving widowers wandering about,

lost in the universe.

Deep down, you know everything's gonna be okay,

but you just can't imagine how.

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(no audio)

I just wish I'd have done better by her,

spent more time with her.

I mean, we should've been visiting these locations together.

Now, it's just all gone.

What about the painting?

Uh, Faith was a painter.

She always wanted me to try, but, as you saw, I'm horrible.

(Allie chuckles)

Well, maybe it wasn't about the painting.

Maybe it was just to push you to try something new,

move you out of your comfort zone.

(airplane roaring)

(airplane continues roaring)

Faith?

(crickets chirping)

(crickets continue chirping)

So what do I do now?

Mourn how you're going to mourn.

But you got to be really honest with yourself,

what you're trying to accomplish here.

Eventually, that map is gonna run out of places to go

and that jewelry box is gonna be empty.

And then what?

(crickets continue chirping)

(Matt sighs)

(crickets continue chirping)

So this may sound weird.

Do you mind if I leave a piece of her jewelry here with you?

I'd be honored.

(airplane roaring)

(latch clicks)

(latch clatters)

(ring clatters)

(box lid closes)

Matt, what's one of my dreams?

A chocolate figurine of yourself filled with caramel.

Damn, you know me so well, but no.

One of my pieces is going to be

in a gallery opening next week!

Baby, wow! (Faith laughs)

- Yeah! - That is amazing.

[Faith] Thank you.

Hey. Oh, hey, hey, hey.

This is just the first step.

- Yeah, yeah, it's awesome. - Yeah.

[Faith] No. No, no, no, no.

Hey, no.

Up. Come on.

- No, I'm- - Come on.

[Faith] Let's enjoy this moment.

(Matt sighs) (Faith laughs)

♪ Logic erased by the wine ♪

[Faith] Little spinny spin?

(Matt mumbles)

You can go this way. (laughs)

Think I'm supposed to, you know-

(Faith laughs)

You know, who would've thought

that boring old me would be married to a famous painter?

[Faith] How can you be boring if you're my husband?

I am not the dreamer, babe. My work can come home.

You're everything I need.

You're not gonna leave me

when you're rich and famous, are you?

Some 18-year-old actor may want you.

(Faith chuckles)

Nope, and you're not gonna leave me

for some numbers-loving nerd like you, are you?

Wow. (Faith chuckles)

Never.

[Faith] Good.

♪ I don't want that ♪

♪ I just want you, babe ♪

♪ Hold me ♪

(crickets chirping)

(latch clacks)

(box clatters)

(dirt rustling)

(crickets continue chirping)

(crickets continue chirping)

[Allie] Was that a toe ring?

(both chuckling)

(Matt sighs)

[Matt] Faith got on the trend in high school.

Just refused to give it up.

(both chuckling)

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(door closes)

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(bag clatters)

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(toast crunching)

(airplane roaring)

Look, just go see your friends without me.

I'll make it up to you. I promise.

[Faith] When? All you ever do is work anymore.

We have a baby on the way.

What do you want me to do?

(Matt sighs)

I need you to be here too, Matt.

I love your ambition,

but you need to find a balance, a life.

(binder clatters)

You are my life, Faith.

I left my secure job, everything I knew,

everything I had, to come out here for you.

I want you to be able to do your own thing.

That means I have to work.

I appreciate all the sacrifices you've made,

but we're drifting apart.

And if that happens, then what's the point?

What's the point?

(Matt sighs)

Look, I'm sorry.

Let's talk about it tonight, over dinner.

No. We need to talk about this now.

You're not happy. You're not fulfilled.

20 years, you're gonna look back

and think you wasted your life in that cubicle.

I have you.

I am happy.

And we have a kid on the way.

This is all I could ask for.

(no audio)

(door closes)

(papers rustling) (Matt sighs)

(bag zips)

(cellphone rings)

Hello?

[Police Officer] Mr. Jackson?

Speaking.

[Police Officer] Faith Jackson's husband?

Yes?

[Police Officer] Mr. Jackson, I'm sorry to say

your wife was involved in a car accident.

[Matt] Well, where is she?

[Police Officer] She's here at the hospital.

By the time she made it, she was gone.

I know this is hard,

but we need you to come in to identify the body.

Mr. Jackson?

Mr. Jackson?

Mr. Jackson?

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(footsteps pattering)

(footsteps continue pattering)

(footsteps continue pattering)

(bag clatters)

(painting rustles)

(workers chattering)

(footsteps pattering)

(footsteps pattering)

[Matt] Painting is not my thing.

(car humming)

(waves crashing)

(map rustling)

(car door opens) (alarm chimes)

(car door closes)

(no audio)

(waves crashing) (wind blowing)

(seagulls squawking)

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(seagulls squawking)

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(waves continue crashing) (wind continues blowing)

(waves continue crashing) (wind continues blowing)

(waves continue crashing) (wind continues blowing)

(waves continue crashing) (wind continues blowing)

(waves continue crashing) (wind continues blowing)

Look at that.

I knew you'd love this.

Matt, it's time.

You need to let me go.

[Matt] I know, but I don't think I can.

You can do anything you put your mind to.

I've always believed in you.

I always will. But you have to make the choice.

Live, for me.

(waves continue crashing) (wind continues blowing)

I love you.

Shut up.

I love you too.

Always.

(waves continue crashing) (wind continues blowing)

(waves continue crashing) (wind continues blowing)

(waves continue crashing) (wind continues blowing)

(gentle guitar music)

♪ Summer and winter time ♪

♪ Logic erased by the wine ♪

♪ This goes, fell down slowly, the staircase ♪

♪ He tries with his words ♪

♪ To wipe off the tears on her face ♪

♪ She cries softly and he pours another glass ♪

♪ She lies on the same side, now empty bed ♪

♪ Wanting ♪

♪ Hold me ♪

♪ Hold me ♪